#i woke up my blog just for this

[lesvegas]

"Bethesda/Todd Howard doesn't actually hate FNV 🙄"

They have stated the show is apparently 100% canon and they're using it to retcon the only good Fallout game to come out in decades. It wasn't even enough to ruin West Coast lore post-FNV, they're literally saying FNV never happened.

No wonder Pete Hines resigned back in October; even he thought this was stupid.

Bethesda haters stay correct. Anyone who somehow still had hope for this franchise despite the last ten years, now you can finally let go.

#i said i was only gonna make the one post but i woke up to this so. how could i not #i just wanted definitive proof that bethesda is stil ashamed after all these years on my blog #fallout show #fallout tv show #fnv #fallout prime #fonv #bethesda

[cakeyselfships]

this only became truer

i had a dream that brought me back here, where ouma was the illegitimate son of a mafia boss, and there was a huge formal gathering where the mob boss introduced him to everyone. miyako was being more touchy-feely and closer than what would be appropriate for someone who is in a committed relationship, and she stayed behind after the party for kokichi, while kaito went home and went to bed. i woke up with the song "Scotty Doesn't Know" stuck in my head. Now I can't stop listening to it and replacing the lyrics as, "Kaito doesn't know that Miyako and me..."

i think the kaito era has passed???

#dream talk #panta gremlin #shit otp: highlight of my lowlife #otp: meme team #miyako tag #🧁.txt #self shipping stuff #i woke up my blog just for this

[naturecalls111]

#black leg sanji #red leg zeff #one piece #comic #fanart #sanji vinsmoke #< the tag I use more often so just for easy navigation on my blog. #my dog of 17 years passed the other night and god knows I suck at processing things #I wanted a way to distract myself but I couldn’t Really distract myself so. #when I woke up after drawing this comic I hated how I wrote the end part #my brain was muddled so words weren’t coming to me the way I wanted it to #I was going to change it before posting it here but that feels… disingenuous. so I’m keeping it #my puppy’s name was Sunny. it’s silly of me but it makes me feel even closer to one piece now #anyway sorry for rambling #I miss my big baby

[samglyph]

Studies in intimacy

#idk man #I woke up without a voice rip so this is what you get #I was. kinda considering putting this on the cough side blog but I think it’s just tame enough for the main #malevolent #malevolent podcast #masked #yeah #idk we’re in a weird mood today #sketches #my art #arthur lester #john doe #john malevolent #jarthur

[drawnfamiliarfaces]

i... wrote a smol fic (っ´▽`*)っ

also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!

#ninja showdown #my immortal soul #first ninja x chase young #rc9gn first ninja #first ninja #rc9gn #chase young #xiaolin showdown #randy cunningham 9th grade ninja #rc9gn plop plop #well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long. #i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane #no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going #to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT #its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi #not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee #also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!! #ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso #Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM #but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW #so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn

[obitoslover]

but like what if madara did actually got pregnant with hashirama's baby?...how would tobirama react, how would fhe rest of senju and uchiha react? will the child have rinnegan and be the most op character in the entire naruto verse?

Anon, I honestly don't know...

Like, to begin with, we would have to think when and how this even happened. My "easiest" option would be making Madara trans, because there's no way they would have hormone therapy in their era😭 When that happened is tricky, because in canon they never were this close, but for the fanfic's sake let's just say it was after Konoha was founded (and iirc in canon Mito wasn't married to Hashirama yet)

I think Tobirama, like the rest of the Senju and the Uchiha, wouldn't be... accepting, because even if we consider there was no homophobia at the time (which I doubt), there's still the distrust against each other, but maybe they could accept taking it as a "guarantee" of the truce? That's how marriage kinda used to work anyway. But Tobirama wouldn't think like that, he would think of this child like a threat, like it's the child of two powerhouses, one of them being an Uchiha(!!), so he would want to keep an eye on them. If he would like his niece/nephew afterwards, I don't know, I guess it depends of which parent they would look like the most XD

About powers, I think the rinnegan needs the actual chakra, right? So this child wouldn't awake the rinnegan, even in an almost death situation, but they definitely would be op, maybe just not the strongest character of the verse, because both Madara and Hashirama don't have all their powers genetically determined, it also has the training component

Anyway, I hope my answer satisfied you, anon (wish I could know if you're a mutual or not)

#i just woke up #why am i doing this to myself? #funny thing to think but is that really what i am in my blog? #anyway #madahashi #hashimada #tw pregnancy #trans madara #anti tobirama #not an anti post but the way i talk about him could trigger his fand #*fans #so i'm just being cautious

[retrogradedreaming]

Tumblr should make an undo button for when you accidentally unfollow your mutual so you don’t have to go through the mortification of them noticing that you followed them again

#idk why this keeps happening but it’s like my thumbs don’t work anymore #yesterday i think I reported someone’s post by mistake on my other blog #and now I was just trying to scroll but like #it got stuck? #i woke up 10 minutes ago I’m not fit for scrolling yet #this is eli

[jils-things]

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO THEM AND ONLY THEM AAUUAUAUAHGSGRGSRH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

I LOVE YOU FOREVER @beeholyshit LITERALLY EVERYONE LOOK AT HIS ART RIGHT NOW 🫵🫵🫵

#DUDE I WOKE UP #i WOKE UP WITH THE GROSS FACE I HAD TO WASH UP BUT OU HEY MY TEARS CLEANSED MY FAVE #I CRIED SLSH LIGHHEARTEDLY IM SO HAPPY RN #RHYS IS SO FUCKING HANDSOME IM SO #IM OVERWHELMED #KM SO GIDDY #I DDITM EXPECT CARMINE TO BE HERE IM. IM SO #CARMINE JUST SUPPORTING THE TWO LOVERS EHSHAHEHEHEHEHEHEHSHRBSHEJ #LAYLA LOOKS SO PLUMPY THANKYOU BEE THANKYPU THATS MY GIRL SHES SO. SLAAYYYYYY ILYILYILYILYILY #HASHTAG RHYLA SOLO AND CARMINE IS THER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #MONOCHROME AINT STOPPING THEM FROM LOOKING SO FUCKING VIBRANY LOOK AT THEM THEYRE ALL SO HAPPY AND JOYFUL #IM GONNA MAKE THIS MY KEYBOARD WALLAPPER EUEUEUUEUERHBRHSJRJEJR #RHYS IS JUST SO ATTRACTIVE I LITERALLY CANT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #MY BLOG LOOKING SO BLACK AND WHITE BUT BRO I AM THE MOST VIBRANT GIRL ALIVE RN #EUEUEUEYURUDRYEUEUEUUEUEEE I MISS U CARMINE I MISS YOU SO SO MUCHWAMWMAMWAS BIG BROTHER LOVES YOU #💚 for me #bee tag #♥ rhyla #layla briar.insert #rhys.insert #OUGH IM GONNA THROW UP #carmine.fam #CARMINE IS SO FUCKING BABY COMPARED TO THEM #LETS GO

[sweetdreamscafe]

sialia@krampus "losing a family member.... it's thankfully not something i've experienced, but i do have that fear a lot, so i can kind of understand what you feel. if it WAS somehow possible for you to see your son again... what would you hope his life would be like now?"

A peak back at the cafe, where Noel gets a little help remembering something.

scalding hot!

#i admit the framing of this is probably a bit confusing. Noel just woke up after sleeping through the night; which was when we last saw him. #also for clarification; the captions of these are doing the warmer/colder closer/further thing. #just an indicator that a question is serving to forward things sorta. idk thought it was fun. #my art #pokeask #pokemon ask blog #pokemon askblog #answer #ask #Krampus Grimmsnarl #Noel 'Sprinkles' Morgrem #arc: winter wish #m essage failed to send

[voltstone]

I HAVE MORE PROOF VIOLET AND MINNIE WERE NEVER ✨A THING✨ I SWEAR

plus how violentine is better bpd relationship. i mean what? hm?

i dont know what spawn within be woke me up from a dead sleep but here we are.

violet gots bpd (…probably). bpd idealization is not at all a good thing and is actually a sign of a rough connection. also, there's a taste of how identity plays into it.

and stuff. but whatever. nobody likes talking about bpd and i'll just sit here and rot or something.

okay, i'm being dramatic. lol. i'll go work on other essays. this is the one that it coms from btw.

#volt's shit #twdg #twdg violet #twdg minnie #twdg clementine #violentine #bpd #borderline personality disorder #the walking dead game #twdg 4 #twdg essay #for the record i did give violet the benefit of the doubt for the longest time #but the relationship never sat right with me because something else always felt *off* yet oddly familiar?? #clementine is the only one who says girlfriend outright; neither minnie or violet do #you remove all the “girlfriend” context and there's not a lick of a relationship seen between violet and minnie after the few are taken #there's no indication of any relationship between them let alone a broken one; minnie reacts to violet the same way she does louis #there's just a difference in camerawork where we see clementine making a face when they hug lol #and this isn't to say violet gets to the point that she doesn't care for minnie because she does #it's how she doesn't completely split (bpd thing) on her; she's just not as blinded by her emotions #anyway i woke up like nosferatu #and this is a very chonky essay but dONT WORRY #the link is to my blog proper which is formatted to support long-form written stuff #anyways; gots to go write more essays

[birbfeeder2artisticboogaloo]

i had the dumbest fucking dream yesterday where pei ming and feng xin were sharing a flat that looked like a penthouse off the sims 3 late night and they wanted to keep other ppl from moving into the building so they kept having obnoxious parties but then feng xin started dating mu qing, who was playing the role of Responsible Girlfriend like in a shite comedy film to feng xin's Average Guy main character and pei ming's Slutty Party Friend so there was drama and bickering and such and it finally culminated in feng xin asleep on a chaise longue and pei ming trying to wake him up to open the gate and mu qing got so sick of it that he jUMPED INTO THE SWIMMING POOL FULLY DRESSED WITH SHOES ON climbed out the other side and picked up the still sleeping feng xin to carry him away

what the fuck is wrong with me u lot

edit: ok i caved and fixed the hinge thing BUT I WON'T FIX ANYTHING ELSE >:V we all have to accept my mistakes and SUFFER TOGETHER 😤

edit the second: OK NOW IT IS FIXED FOR REALLY REALS. I DEFINITELY WILL NOT BE FIXING IT AGAIN. WE LIVE WITH OUR MISTAKES NOW. THAT'S IT. that's it

#birb still draws #I AM MENTALLY ILL #anyway #fengqing #feng xin #mu qing #pei ming #tgcf #i was so confused when i woke up i s2g #i just lay there in my bed staring at the ceiling and wondering how my life has led me to this #when i was born my mother did not expect me to become this kind of person #she probably hoped i would be a doctor or a teacher or a rugby player #and yet here i am #a birb 😔 #f in the chat for birb's mam #no i don't know why pei ming is wearing that #i just thought it would be funny #i know its scribbly shite work but I HAD FUN OK???? #i did it for the craic #is this still an art blog? #birb's comics #tgcf fanart #天官赐福 #tian guan ci fu #mu qing looks like ur friend carrying their toy home in a huff bc u've had a quarrel over ur game 🤣 #also i've made pei ming very shiny bc u just kNOW he would oil himself up and lay out in the sun all day if circumstances permitted #i don't even LIKE modern aus why did i DREAM of one??? ;A; #one day i will be a real artist #one day ;A; #i just noticed i've forgot one of the hinges on the gate pls pretend u do not see it

[pixlerelish]

Waking up to a text from my ex saying “I’m afraid my relationship is going to be coming to an end here shortly. I’ll probably end up moving back home with you,” like:

#That’s not how that works. #It’s My Life #I know this is a blogging site in the end #but yeah ignore me #I just woke up and I’m not ready to deal with this

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

damn... kinda mad i didn't die in my dream last night... could've added another method to the list

#all that 'oh god im gonna die' dream stress for Nothing smh #got stabbed... i mean it was kinda my own damn fault but also was it? was it. #it was absolutely fault when the blade had to be removed but yk. didnt die so it was whatever #shaking a fist at last night's dream like COWARD!!! #what was Interesting though was upon waking up #i was still kinda dozing and i held my position #and i was very careful moving as to not jostle the knife. Not Realizing Yet. that that was a dream and was now awake #there is no knife in ba sing se #but damn. gnarly #usually i dont have to go through the whole 'coming to terms with my imminent demise' in these sort'a dreams #its typically Fast #the longest dream-death ive ever had was that one where i got shot #but even that wasnt That long #its just that the others are usually immediate. and non-wound based #absolutely unprompted #sorry to dream post but Hey tumblr blog is my personal diary. To Me <3 #its weird tho that this is the second time ive had a death or death-adjacent dream #where i woke up convinced that it was Real #knife wound.... legit asking myself if im dead after another... fun stuff! #these dreams are very interesting. in a morbid way i enjoy them

[anonbinaryweirdo]

if I see one more post about gay erasure I swear to fuck

#im js not gonna indulge in angel anymore #sorry im pissy maybe its because i just woke up sore as hell but jfc #i have been two seconds away from deleting my writing blog for the past few weeks im gonna lose it.

[hobgobbin]

"Ai art isn't actually bad it's capitalism that's bad and an economic model that's based on working the most possible so you think ai is just taking away your money"

This isn't abt artists mad abt losing a few commissions on the internet this is about large numbers of artists getting their art stolen so people can make something out of THEIR stuff, that they worked for years to create, without permision. AND corporations using free software to steal instead of paying artists properly. You would think with the amount of artists that are like 'hey this is bad and harming me', as well as the whole ass Hollywood-wide strike that happened with AI usage being one of the key talking points you would understand that it's bad and should at the very least have rules put around it.

But actually artists should stop focusing on something they can try to curtail before it gets too wildly out of control and instead focus on uhhhhh dismantling the economy if they're so mad their stuff is being stolen

#im not abt to reply to a big tumblr user but i just saw the most fucking braindead take on my dash #and i go to their blog and now theres some argument abt being anti ai being ableist??? #like girl shut uppppp you dont have a right to steal peoples art just bc youre disabled ! sorry ! #also didnt one of the big ai art engines just get in trouble for the amount of like. CP being made with their system. or in their database #and this is mostly focused on the art but then theres all the ai of actors and VAs and music etc etc #anyway i just woke up and im laying down in bed writing this so sorry if it isnt worded great JFJSXJ #dreki chatters #also we're not stupid its obvious we cant get rid of ai art and such but it SHOULD have heavy limits and uses put on it #such as. you know. it needs to have permission from the original artist to include art in their databases

[evilneo]

Abt your info post, what do you mean "body is white"? Are u talking about race? Why don't you just say you're white then? Im genuinly curious like are you trying to seperate yourself from your race or something? From your lived priveledge?? Do you think you're any less white or any less capable of racism because your queer and disabled or whatever? Like what.

I get it might be a system thing like when you said ur body is 19, but if that's the case why didn't you just say your body needs a cane to function instead of just "cane user"? Is it because you actually want to identify with that because it makes you feel special?

I'd appreciate if this got answered. Maybe it's just something I don't understand about white people yet. Guess I'm open to be educated or whatever

"body is white" = "all alters in this system benefit from white privilege and have only the lived experience of a white person, because however they present in headspace, the body, which is how we are all perceived as, no matter our connection to it, is white"

its not that we think were less white, thatd be. really stupid. its meant to be acknowledging our collective lived privilege of being white no matter how we look in headspace. weve never said or implied being queer or disabled makes us less white? weve always been solid on the stance that while yes we are at a disadvantage from our queerness and disability, we still benefit from white privilege.

other alters do actually phrase it as "the body is a cane user/disabled"*, but i also use a cane in headspace and this is my personal blog, hence the more personal language of "cane user"

*one of our cis alters phrases it like this too↓

TLDR: what im trying to say is that its not a phrase trying to induce separation, its a phrase that binds to every single alter in the system

#hope this helps? and also makes sense ive just woke up and pushed out worlds least grounded alter out of front lol #asks #anon #vhstalk #PS FOR ADDITIONAL CONTEXT IF YOURE NEW: #im a robot alter i straight up do not have skin in headspace which is also why its phrased like that on my blog specifically #g-d i hope this is coherent. and understandable to singlets (which it sounds like you are one?)