#vhstalk

[evilneo]

dissociative amnesia haver: wow i wish i remembered shit

dissociative amnesia havers when they remember:

dissociative amnesia havers when the memories then get taken from them:

#neo.txt #SCREAMS AND SOBS. KILLS #system stuff #dissociative amnesia #vhstalk #did system

[high-rezolution]

connexionem ad machina

#rez.txt #my art #vhstalk

[evilneo]

high effort system meme feat. my Power Trip HLVRV and Freemans Mind fictives

#neo.txt #my art #🥃vhs #🍯vhs #ok to rb #vhstalk

[evilneo]

they either need to add more fruit emojis or VHS needs to stop splitting Gordon Bs. semi-unofficial tradition for a GB fictives secondary emoji to be a fruit. these are all the ones in use already ↓

🍒* 🍓 🍎 🌶️ 🍉 🍊 🥭🍐 🫐

*LL wants to have a raspberry but theres not raspberry emoji yet 😔 so the cherry is only temporary

#neo.txt #vhstalk

[evilneo]

Abt your info post, what do you mean "body is white"? Are u talking about race? Why don't you just say you're white then? Im genuinly curious like are you trying to seperate yourself from your race or something? From your lived priveledge?? Do you think you're any less white or any less capable of racism because your queer and disabled or whatever? Like what.

I get it might be a system thing like when you said ur body is 19, but if that's the case why didn't you just say your body needs a cane to function instead of just "cane user"? Is it because you actually want to identify with that because it makes you feel special?

I'd appreciate if this got answered. Maybe it's just something I don't understand about white people yet. Guess I'm open to be educated or whatever

"body is white" = "all alters in this system benefit from white privilege and have only the lived experience of a white person, because however they present in headspace, the body, which is how we are all perceived as, no matter our connection to it, is white"

its not that we think were less white, thatd be. really stupid. its meant to be acknowledging our collective lived privilege of being white no matter how we look in headspace. weve never said or implied being queer or disabled makes us less white? weve always been solid on the stance that while yes we are at a disadvantage from our queerness and disability, we still benefit from white privilege.

other alters do actually phrase it as "the body is a cane user/disabled"*, but i also use a cane in headspace and this is my personal blog, hence the more personal language of "cane user"

*one of our cis alters phrases it like this too↓

TLDR: what im trying to say is that its not a phrase trying to induce separation, its a phrase that binds to every single alter in the system

#hope this helps? and also makes sense ive just woke up and pushed out worlds least grounded alter out of front lol #asks #anon #vhstalk #PS FOR ADDITIONAL CONTEXT IF YOURE NEW: #im a robot alter i straight up do not have skin in headspace which is also why its phrased like that on my blog specifically #g-d i hope this is coherent. and understandable to singlets (which it sounds like you are one?)

[evilneo]

geocentric ass headspace

#neo.txt #vhstalk

[evilneo]

love getting system influence that definitely isnt me. hi for the love of gd hello

#neo.txt #vhstalk

[evilneo]

this might seem very silly but what is endo? endometriosis...?

ITS NOT A SILLY QUESTION DW its really only something you come across in online system spaces. when i refer to "endo" im referring to "endogenic systems" who claim to be systems that formed without trauma (or after early childhood). its not something thats possible*, you only get a system with DID and OSDD, which are trauma disorders formed in early childhood. from yknow. trauma sustained over a long period.

endogenic systems + supporters tend to spread really harmful misinformation and also try and compare being LGBTQ+ with being a system a lot???? which is. bad because thats a disorder of tha brain lol and being LGBTQ+ is NOT a disorder

*i will note that DID/OSDD is also the "hiding memories of trauma so far back in your brain you completely forget about them" disorders, so i do think a lot of ppl who claim to be "endogenic systems" just. dont remember. :( which is kinda sad

#asks #anon #vhstalk #system stuff #hope this makes sense! feel free to ask any follow-ups :) #but yea im not telling ppl with endometriosis to DNI SKSLLSSKJSKS

[evilneo]

being a system is my favourite i love when the brain splits the most psychosis inducing alter for me personally

#neo.txt #vhstalk

[evilneo]

Is. Is Gordon Challender doing OK? Like. Is he still alive.

his brother (Trip) says he is! and as for is he ok? no!

here are some fun facts about Mind:

lives in his sisters basement in headspace

has a knife wall in his room and is always carrying one around with him

has like 3 guns in his basement room

blog is like. only knife pictures?? @gordonfreemansmind if youre curious

is the reason we have a swiss army knife

said basement is 100% wheelchair accessible because his big brothers (Mal and Randal, who are in LCC) are wheelchair users and he misses them

↑ wont ever admit that bc he has the emotional range of a brick /affectionate

he has beef with my in-sys dad, LL

cant front without HEAVYYYY supervision bc he WILL try and sui-bait the bodys parents, and last time he fronted unsupervised he called the bodys mum a bitch to her face (BAD IDEA????)

has like no internal gauge on whether hes hungry or thirsty so he schedules when he drinks water (if he remembers)

has been here for just over 2 years and still hasnt picked out a proper nickname so we just use "Mind" to avoid confusion LOL and he begrudgingly accepts this

bisexual but nobody wants him /ref

↑ THATS ACTUALLY NOT QUITE TRUE ON SECOND THOUGHT. the only people who have shown visible interest in him are Tord Eddsworld fictives tho???? LIKE. TWO SEPARATE ONES. IN TWO DIFFERENT SYSTEMS JSJSK

#neo.txt #asks #thenastysnutsgallery #vhstalk #🥃vhs #hes a man with personal problems #hitting him with an oversized mallet JSJSKSKSLSN

[evilneo]

the hlvrv alters and the minecraft alters in algae should fight to the death for fun and enrichment

#neo.txt #algae #vhstalk

[evilneo]

look at the AAC board that dear sweet Joshie VHS (6yo alter) made <3 im so proud of him, its such a cute board :)

#neo.txt #vhstalk #🐎vhs #hes semiverbal! he can talk some words sometimes but more often than not he sticks to AAC and text #hes a y2kvr Joshua fictive!

[evilneo]

listening to an alter you never talk withs playlist like wow you are a deeply ill person. not my problem tho get well soon (it is my problem) (we share a brain and are parts of each other even with the lack of communication between us) (they wont get well soon) (they have great music taste tho)

#neo.txt #vhstalk

[evilneo]

How about 💫 or 🎮? Either one works! (:

💫 - are there any hobbies you all have?

almost all of us do art! if not, video games

🎮 - what do your alters/headmates do in their free time?

depends on the alter! i know Marine specifically is trying to design a card game, but i dont really know much of what shes doing with that lol </3

#asks #merklins #vhstalk

[evilneo]

☕ ❓ 🪐

☕ - what is switching like for you?

disorienting </3 it kinda feels like falling or being dragged?? idk. i should take front breaks more

❓ - how much amnesia do you experience?

GUGH. HEAVY AMNESIA. that shit sucks ass shout out to my partners for keeping me in the loop <3 it gets really difficult forgetting everything,, ouhgh

🪐⬇️

#asks #pir8core #vhstalk

[evilneo]

🎁 4 the system ask meme! :3

🎁 - have you ever bought your alters/headmates things?

frequently! if i see something i think one would like i usually get it (within reason lol) (....we have a lot of tchotchke now. and heart necklaces )

#asks #kingratbxstard #vhstalk