#i went insane writing this actually

[carragayer]

hi guys so

i finished nanowrimo and had like three fics that i combined into one almost 10k word thing of pure angst that includes nick carraway having multiple psychotic breaks and delusions in succession and also him being in love with gatsby. yeah i just wanted to. talk about it bc i did it for nanowrimo and it took all of my energy so i needed to share it. here it is

#the great gatsby #natsby #nick carraway #jay gatsby #nanowrimo 2023 #i went insane writing this actually

[musicallypan]

Pairing: Katherine Howard/Mary I of England

Chapters: 1/1

Words: 4k

Summary:

"But I still don't understand. Why is it that I must aid you?"

"Because…my affections for this person is forbidden."

“Forbidden? Is it because he might not be of high status? You know it wouldn’t be much of a problem. Many monarchs have wed people of much lower status. Ladies in waiting, courties-”

“That is not the problem.” Mary cut her off.

“Then what is?” Cathy was thoroughly confused.

“The person who I’ve garnered affections for… is not a man.”

"Oh."

A/N:  CONTENT WARNING: This fic talks about religion. Specifically Catholicism with a side of Judaism. If you are not comfortable with those themes, it would be better to be safe and just click off rather than reading this. Additionally, if you're looking for an accurate depiction of history this is 100% NOT the fic for you.

This is based on @kiarcheo​'s "Plan S Is for Stabbing" series (sorry for the tag)

#fanfic #six the musical #six the musical fanfic #catherine parr #six catherine parr #mary i of england #katherine howard #six katherine howard #kary #six kary #??? #the ship name sucks LMAO #i went insane writing this actually #oops

[ghostly-cabbage]

We need to talk about the worst thing about making AUs....

The fact that then when you inevitably think about crossovers you don't want the crossover with the canon you want it with your specific AU. Your brain worms, your circus, but THEN WHAT?

Oh, yeah, to understand this crossover you need to go read this entirely different fic/series? Girl help 😭 you can't do that

#high-key this post is about the genrex x dp crossover I started way back when and how I don't think i'll ever be able to go back to it #bc fae and I have literally put such a massive amount of work into f.h:s and fleshing out the world and how everything works and #the characters personalities and development that I genuinely do not wanna write something in the canon universe anymore #like f.h:s has become my default way of thinking about Rex in a creative capacity #we're here just to suffer but also experience untold amounts of joy you know #we're really lucky here in the phandom bc fanon is so prevalent that people are willing to get in on the ground floor with any #wacky crazy fun hcs you can dish out #and i love it here for that #but for the smaller fandoms its... you cant expect your readers to already have an understanding of your specific au and bible length hcs #anyway #in a low-key way this post is also about how #last month Fae and i went insane for several days about our gen rex AU version of Rex ina crossover with Murderbot and it was so fun but al #It was just for fun and for us YES but I keep thinking about and it's objectively hilarious to write something that is for a max of 4 ppl #When you really get to it tho it was actually for a max of 2 people and those two people are named Kei and Fae

[drawnfamiliarfaces]

i... wrote a smol fic (っ´▽`*)っ

also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!

#ninja showdown #my immortal soul #first ninja x chase young #rc9gn first ninja #first ninja #rc9gn #chase young #xiaolin showdown #randy cunningham 9th grade ninja #rc9gn plop plop #well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long. #i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane #no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going #to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT #its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi #not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee #also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!! #ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso #Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM #but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW #so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn

[blueskittlesart]

cold fruit in a hot kitchen (so i had this great watermelon last weekend)

#so I had this great watermelon last weekend. and the thing is it probably wasn't even that great of a watermelon #but I was four hours into an eight hour shift and we had thrown out all the watermelon salad because no one was eating it #and then our manager ran in and yelled that the client really fucking wanted watermelon salad. #so like six of us servers started frantically chopping watermelon. and the kitchen got really hot #in the way it does when everyone inside it is really stressed because there's no fucking watermelon salad #and after we chopped all the watermelon and the client got their fucking watermelon we all had a moment #where we looked at the remaining watermelon and we were so hot and cocktail hour was almost over anyway and the salads were all plated #and we all went for the watermelon and we ate it with the kind of rabid intensity you only get while eating cold watermelon in a hot kitche #and it was the best watermelon I have ever tasted and several days later i am still chasing the high of that fucking watermelon #and the thing is i know it isn't even the watermelon i'm actually missing #it's the feeling of cool liquid on hot skin and the feeling of a crisis averted and the feeling of camaraderie #that comes with devouring a watermelon in a hot kitchen with six other people who you have nothing in common with except that watermelon. #i don't dream of labor but i am dreaming now of being 4 hours into an eight hour shift eating watermelon in a hot kitchen. #i dream of laughing around the cold fruit in my mouth. I crave that watermelon like i'll die without it. #< honest to god this is real and that watermelon left such an impact on me that i had to draw it and write this. having a normal one #maybe this is insane but working in a team of people you truly like to do something you actually enjoy is so underrated #if only they fucking paid me i could work as a server for the rest of my life. unironically #skribbles

[thranduel]

NEIL JUST SIGNED MY PRINT!! 😭😭😭😭😭

i asked if he could write something comforting and he wrote “you’re not alone in this. none of us are, darling” and he said it in astarion’s voice and my name as well and i just

#my heart is beating so fast i cannot believe that just happened #I LOVE HIM #he’s the sweetest!! #that’s one of my favourite lines too i’m a mess #i love how he threw darling in too even though that’s not in the original line #because i wasn’t sure if i wanted him to write darling or words of comfort but he ended up doing both #😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🫶🏼 #he actually said MY darling when he first read it out loud and i almost went insane hahaha #neil newbon #astarion #baldur’s gate 3 #bg3

[becca-e-barnes]

Ngl I'd absolutely kill for a threesome with Bucky and Natasha 😍 I mean ,,, the constant shifting in power between the two of them of who is more dom of what's happening??? And the idea of being reader being the main focus of all this??

"Thats OUR good girl."

AGDJAKFLSL My little sub brain could never 😔

I don't remember the last time I wrote a lil threesome where the reader is submissive so I guess that's what we're doing today ✨

But the thought of both of them bickering over who can make you feel best while you're right in front of them is so hot. Nat thinks she understands pleasure best whereas Bucky argues that he knows what you like.

They agree that toys are out of the question because that wouldn't be fair and you're thankful for that. You hardly know how you're going to handle them competing without adding toys in.

"She's such... A good girl." Bucky groans, unclasping your bra and letting it fall to the floor while Nat kisses up your bare neck, sucking and nipping your skin.

"The best girl." Nat hums in agreement. "Our good girl." Her slender fingers pinch one of your nipples while Bucky's mouth engulfs the other and you don't remember ever being this wet before in your life.

"She's all frustrated, bless her." Nat's other hand trails up your thighs until she reaches your sex, luxuriating in the feeling of your slick arousal against her fingertips. She knows what she's doing. You can tell that even by the gentle, calculated strokes against your body. She's only aiming to tease; to get you so worked up you beg her for relief, rather than Bucky.

"Have a taste." She removes her hand, extending two fingers to Bucky who gladly removes his mouth from your breast before engulfing the fingers with his mouth.

You hear his low groan, his eyes fluttering shut and it makes you almost writhe with need.

"Now that you've had yours, it's my turn." Nat withdraws her fingers, slipping out of her dress before settling on the bed between your legs. "You have a choice, sweetheart." She purrs, kissing a path from the inside of your knee, up your thigh and back down again. "Bucky might not last very long inside you and that would be disappointing, wouldn't it? You're so warm and wet and tight, it might all be too much for him."

You don't know whether to agree or not. You don't want to risk embarrassing Buck but at the same time, you'd be very disappointed if he wasn't able to fully prove how good he can make you feel. If you only get this experience once, you need it to be the very best it can be.

"If you like, I'll help him take the edge off while I take care of you. I'll let him fuck me and get his first load out of the way so he can give you the attention you deserve." Her voice is soft and sweet, your fingers tangling in her hair hoping it'll drive her mouth where you need it most.

Bucky looks like he would protest but who in their right mind would reject an offer like that?

"Y-yes. Okay, fine." You're so desperate to be touched, you'd agree to almost anything.

"Sweetheart, when it's your turn, I'm going to ruin you. Gonna make you watch how hard Nat cums for me, just so you can see what I'm going to do to you later." Bucky's confidence makes Nat laugh from between your legs.

The strokes of her tongue are feather light to begin with, trailing slowly over your soaked folds, slurping your arousal greedily. You don't miss her low moan as Bucky presses into her but she manages to stay focused, giving your clit the attention you needed.

Taking you apart is the entire plan here. You might be their focus but they're both smart enough to know that it's easier to win when they've sabotaged their competition.

#asks answered <3 #anon #becca writes spice #bucky x Natasha x reader smut #bucky x Natasha x reader #I might give this a part two #I'm not sure how that week was the way that it was #but it was insane #in a great way actually #I feel like that was a really big week for me #I did a lot of things that I was apprehensive about and they couldn't have went better #and I got myself a little treat for getting through it #I've been trying to get a Stanley cup to the UK for months now and I hadn't been able to get one #but urban outfitters is selling them now and I have the rose one ordered 💗 #get ready for me to take that thing EVERYWHERE

[ohmaerieme]

rambling for a bit here about my “luigi gains some of dimentio’s mannerisms as a result of fusing into super dimentio” concept, because im fucking insane and need you all to understand my agony

ok so after writing all that this accidentally turned into like a kind of oneshot/drabble of 309 words. ur welcome everyone

he doesn’t even notice at first. he acts as if he’s always had these quirks, never notices anything out of the ordinary. but everyone else does. everyone else notices how his laughs now have a tilt to them it didn’t have before, how he poises his hands to his sides differently now, how he snaps his fingers before a battle.

what he does notice, is everyone’s stares when it happens- not that he knows what it is, yet. but most of all, he notices mario. and how he looks both horrified and sad in the strangest of moments, after telling a joke, or waiting in line at the store, or journeying off to fight bowser as their routine slowly resumes to normal.

and it’s the strangest thing that clues him to what’s been going on, that his friends have been dancing around. he’s making spaghetti with mario in the kitchen, a simple meal for a simple day- and the spices are on the counter behind him, so when his brother asks him so simply to reach behind him and grab some oregano-

his nearly pulls his arm out of his socket, he’s sure, from how fast he spun it backwards without even turning his head. and in his mind then, as he flinches his arm back with a hiss of pain, he realizes the error, then; a single stray thought in his head that said: “aren’t my hands supposed to float?”

the connection is easy, after that. and mario sits him down and turns off the stove and pulls their chairs closer together, so that their shoulders bump as they sit. and they rest their heads on eachother, and wish in complete silence that things weren’t the way they were, that maybe he could have left the end of all worlds in tact.

#hey. #did you know im insane abt super paper mario. #i dont think you did #luigi will actually never make me not miserable #when i think about all the SHIT he went through #mans got brainwashed TWICE #he got USED as a tool to end EVERYTHING IN EXISTENCE #and (in my brain) even though it didnt work #he still has something he cant even help lingering with him #/// #super paper mario #spm #spm spoilers #super paper mario spoilers #spm fanfic #super paper mario fanfic #spm writing #super paper mario writing #brainwashing #brainwashing tw #brainwashing cw #mae writing #ohmaerieme

[kanamesengoku]

creation, and joy, and god, maybe

Somewhere in the haze of waking up after Onigashima, Zoro became aware of Momo rambling enthusiastically about Joyboy this and Nika that, and how Luffy was a god now. It was only afterward that he realized it should have been strange that his first thought was well no shit, it's Luffy, and not anything else… but it wasn't. Because this was Luffy, and Luffy stretched himself into you and wrapped his ridiculous rubber limbs around your heart and squeezed and squeezed and it was an entirely different kind of pressure than anything Enma could ever put him through, but Zoro had known for more than two years that the day that pressure released would probably be the day he'd actually be willing to die.

the first of what will (hopefully) be a collection of small zolu ficlets

-- relationship: monkey d. luffy/roronoa zoro, monkey d. luffy & roronoa zoro rating: gen word count: 1,668 spoilers through the end of wano!

#one piece fanfiction #op fanfic #zolu #monkey d. luffy #roronoa zoro #one piece #ff #mine:fic #this was actually my very first op thing before i went completely insane and the au happened KJGHKJSHS #but it's just tiny so it gets to be the start of a collection(?) instead #(i say this to force myself to write more for the collection) #as always senka and mari are my saviors and put up with all my nonsense (and countless mistakes!) 24/7 i love them SO much #op spoilers

[biterflies]

hey remember how brian got thrown into space for heresy basically and remember how the mechs have some fucked up time travel shit going on and remember how brian is space jesus. so anyway wouldnt it be fucked up if the existance of drumbot brian is a fucked up time loop where the mechs go back in time and brian gets deified having a religion based around him (on accident or not idk) and then through thousands to millions of years after he leaves the religion based on him is warped through mistranslations and general passing of time and corrupt religious leaders, and much like christianity and how modern christians wouldnt actually like jesus because hes an arab immigrant who hangs out with the disenfranchished and heals the sick free of charge and feeds the hungry and helps the homeless and etc? anyway this is probably disproven somewhere somehow in the mechs lore but i dont actually care about canon right now i just think it would be super fucked up if this happened

#the mechanisms #drumbot brian #timeloops make me go literally insane actually #its also imperitive none of the mechs would ever learn that the timeloop exists #because i think its more fucked up like that #im not sure how actually readable this is #cause its just kinda me throwing words in here to get this idea out there #anyway this would make such a fucked up fanfic #it would be horrifying #and also sounds like something the mechs would write a song about now that i think about it #sorry for inaccuracies im tired #and its also been like years since i went to church so my jesus lore might be a bit rusty also

[sukunasweetheart]

Why do you like Sukuna so much?

I was halfway through writing up a few paragraphs but i ended up scrapping it bc i ddint knwo what i was saying anymore. Hes just. My everything

I JUAT LOVE HIM SAUR MUCH WHAT IS THERE NOT TO LOVE??#;@**# HES SO GRRRRAAAHHHHHHHH 💝💓💝💓💗💗💘💓💝💕💘💞💓💝💗💝💓💝💞💝💞💘💞💓💝💓💓💝💘💞💞💝💓💝💗💓💝💘💞💕💘💞💘💓💓💗💝💓💝💘💞💘💕💞💝💓💝💓💞💝💞💞💝💞💓💝💗💝💞💞💝💓💝💓💝💞💞

#to sum up; hes a diabolic menace with no regard for others but has a shit ton of charisma that just endlessly captivates me with no end. #hes also FUNNY BRUH #hes hot. hes insane. but he has his mature and wise moments #he likes to have fun... he likes to eat (humans).... hes so unserious #hes so complex and yet simple at the same time?!?^@*^ #sukuna is highkey? all over the place. but in a way that makes sense like idk how else to describe this #i just adore him 😔 ik i write him AUs a shitton but his canon self is so 👌 #im just horribly intimidated by the idea of trying to actually capture his personality in jjk... #props to all the writers that tackle the mans canon self 👏 i also want to write my own heian era fic one day?? idk.. #anyway sorry anon i went off the rails over one question byebye #poe answers

[berryblu-soda]

ninjago reincarnation AU where the world ended, and from it´s ashes rose another, similar yet eerly different, growing and changing from being little more than a rock in space, to a modern society much more like our own (show to movie setting :D!). with new old faces, flashes of a world long gone, a simple wish at the end (beggining?) of it all, etc etc...

#having AU thoughts ill never actually write out again U_U #ninjago Again AU #<- fma crack theory refference hehehe #sorry i sound insane i have such a clear picture in my brain and cant write for shit #its giving madoka magica i think?+ show to movie setting+ fullmetal alchemist time loop theory+ reincarnation angst+ ascension to godhood #closest ive ever seen anyone get to what i mean is the fic ´meet again´ <- insane abt it and somehow havent finished it hdfnghsadfg #but im talking more sailor moon esque reincarnations and cosmic beings and highschool shenanigans #set in a shiny new world; representing a 2nd chance to get to the good ending after it all went horribly wrong the first time #a fleeting sense of tranquility and normalcy... #aghhhh #ninjago #shut up sheo #*sigh* #throwing it to the AU pile i guess U_U #edit: i also mean the vibes kinda like amphibia´s finale #v insane concept i knowww #im procastinating homework U_U

[astrxealis]

if i do "?" in text i'm genuinely tilting my head like a dog if i do "!!" my eyes are sparkling and i am figuratively wagging my tail if i am IN ALL CAPS i'm screaming from the top of a mountain with all the power i can with love and the strength of RAGHHH within me

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #sorry guys. i will not shut up. #honestly i really miss it here on tumblr SNIFFS ..... i say this sm tho but damn real/offline life has really been fun <33 #anyway. meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow me #very good day ty to those who greeted me anywhere or even just liked a post as a little hi hbd or just acknowledgement ya know arghhh arghhh #I'M SO TIRED NOW ACTUALLY i'm on 5 battery but watch me keep talking (writing) some more #i'm insane btw i went out w friends earlier this tuesday (love them sm) and then. they pitched in to buy me the origin of species bcs i've #been wanting the book LMFAO AS A BDAY GIFT IDK IT'S SO FUNNY TO ME BUT GENUINELY I'M SO HAPPY (NERD) <333 #and today i've talked a lot again w one best friend and another of my dearest friends and another too and idk fun day fr #okay i shut up now #that's a lie btw who knows when i will shut up #i might shut up now actually actually #actually i like rambling it's so fun teehee #BUT YEAH TY AGAIN ... genuinely makes me so happy i feel so giddy i was scared today would turn out bad and hey it isn't perfect but to me #it kinda is. in its own way. imperfectly perfect ^_^ <3 yeehaw!!

[zarvasace]

I have two entries this week to @fsfrightfight , both for Darkness >:)

The Logical Reaction (AO3)

Shadow/Vio, F/F, 5.7k, rated Gen. No vampires this time, wow!

Vio's feelings ran just a touch deeper than the flower of friendship, like a stubborn weed that refused to die, no matter what sort of logical arguments Vio invented to pull it up.

This is genderbent Vidow in a sort of Regency/Gothic setting with Beauty and the Beast undertones.

#fsff23 #my art #my writing #four swords #vidow #this is insane #it went through so many permutations in my head #there is a lot of exposition and infodumping but like whatever #i actually love it so. #book cover #halloween

[shopcat]

this is what i know about voltron okay. There's a nonbinary character possibly possibly not who's to really say. people like klance and they're red and blue .. i don't really get all the drama about it to be honest but maybe i missed something. people shipped one of the teenagers with a grown man which sounds very typical of fandom ... one of them possibly that same man is maybe canonically gay maybe i don't meow though. *KNOW. people also say it's gaybait but to be honest i don't think gaybait exists at all let alone in this i think people are just stupid and make themselves believe things SORRY LMFAO #HATER. unless there's literally a scene where they're about to kiss and then don't or something. Oh and they're in space or something i don't know. what are their jobs... also one of my mutuals likes it so the guys in it they're my cousins HEART !

#🐾 #i think proabbly it just had very overhyped or basic writing and went on for a Long time but in a really SHORT amount of time which bred #a lot of insanity regarding it but i cannot pinpoint but a One actual oh it's x y z about it i think people just don't like it #<- i mean anything that isn't in any other show or in any particular concentration #which is like ok well who cares #i might actually watch it it's on netflix and alll

[cashmere-caveman]

My Country: The New Age, first and last episodes & Hanif Abdurraqib, For The Dogs Who Barked At Me On The Sidewalks in Connecticut (text/audio) image descriptions in alt

#damn imagine if hui-jae was well written beyond like episode 7 or so. wouldnt that have been something. #just saying but if they had actually leaned into the parallels between these three instead of doing ... whatever weird comphet stuff we got #it couldve been so good!!!! or even if they had just let her keep her fun gender!! but no :( #im so glad hui-jae is busy being the occasional third in hwa-wol and mun-boks marriage while seonhwi raise goats in seo geoms village haha #anyway. enjoy yet another half assed post abt parallels and heartbreak in the parallels and heartbreak show <3 #also do urself a favour and check out the whole poem hanif abdurraqibs writing is insane #my country: the new age #mctna #han hui-jae #nam seon-ho #seo hwi #caveweb #actually no i still have sth to say. like im not even mad that theres comphet im just angry its so bad like??? what was that #that wasnt even half assed that was like quarter assed at best #also the hui-jae / seon-ho axis is so tragically underused #like i respect that they just fully made them both hwisexual but couldnt we have at least gotten more than some crumbs #they went from vaguely friends to bitchy antagonists to i dont even think of u at all and thats honestly so lame #tension of a wet lettuce leaf. seon-ho was the one who made the first step towards friendship in ihwaru and he also warned her abt his dad #and wingmanned hwi (took hui-jae to see hwi kick ass) like in the beginning he was the one w the people skills! #and u are telling me apart from one extremely unbelievable attempt at a love triangle w the 'last drink' scene u never did anything w them? #like so much of my grief w this show hinges on the fact that there shouldve been more Good Times before everything went to shit #to make it hit harder bc imagine the beef if seon-ho and hui-jae had been actually good friends before he betrayed hwi #them seeing each other at court as the king and queens respective confidantes wouldve been so much better like !!! #wait actually i need to stop here i can feel myself getting hangry i need to eat lunch but imagine. imagine #the good timeline where hwi just got to be fully bisexual and there were more divorce flavours than just hwi/seon-ho and hwi/bang-won... #solarpunk_future.jpeg #nam seon ho #han hui jae #<- thats just bc i never fucking know what the consensus on the romanization of everyones names is #i personally go w the hyphenated method but lots of ppl write each syllable separate and ive seen the kpop variant (written tgt) used too