#i thought I was gonna die

[mmichog]

this picture made me choke on my hibachi and hyperventilate😋😋

#I thought I was gonna die #the boxers omg #she’s so hot wtf #the abs #paige bueckers #paige buckets #nika mühl #nika muhl #aubrey griffin #aaliyah edwards #uconn wbb #uconn huskies #uconn women’s basketball #wnba draft #wnba #wnba basketball #pic🔅 #🏀

[trackinglessons]

click ellie :333 @s-4pphics

#rendering this kicked me ass… #i thought i was gonna die #i wasnt gonna make it #sal helped me get thru it 🙏 #artists of tumblr #tlou fanart #the last of us #tlou #ellie williams #ellie tlou #ellie the last of us #ellie williams fanart #ellie fanart #ellie williams au #ellie the last of us 2 #ellie tlou fanart #ellie #ellie williams smut #ellie x reader #tlou ellie #ellie williams x reader #tlou 2 #tlou game #tlou part 2 #tlou2 #the last of us fanart #click! ☾⋆⁺₊📸✧ #the last of us game #the last of us part two #lottie’s art

[behaemoth]

Nerdy prudes @ fan expo philly

#nerdy prudes must die #starkid npmd #cosplay #fan expo #fan expo Philly #shout out to the silent hill nurse who came running toward us for a picture #I thought I was gonna die

[scaryvampirelady]

European grading system you are giving me a fucking heart attack I thought I just failed all my midterms

#WHY IS A 70 AN A #I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE

[maraichh]

minors do not interact

ren belongs to @gatobob

#btd #ren hana #boyfriend to death #the announcer #the price of flesh #tpof #IT TOOK SO LONG MAN #I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE #AND IT STILL LOOKS SHIT

[effervescentdragon]

todays heart attack brought to you by my student service hours being 11-12am and me only getting through at 11.55 after SIXTY-TWO CALLS

#i thought i was gonna die #im having an adrenaline crash rn #effervescentdragonrants

[clpudsnstars]

When I was 12 my family and I sat in the living room eating dinner

A piece of food got stuck in my throat. I was choking.

My dad was there, my mum was there, my siblings were there.

I couldn’t make a sound. I hit the table. Waved at them. Pointed to my throat and gestured for water. Tears were flooding my eyes as I tried desperately to cough it up.

They didn’t see me or hear me. They didn’t even notice.

I hit my chest until it came unstuck.

And I cried myself to sleep that night.

They still don’t understand when I tell them I feel invisible. They still don’t hear me begging for help.

#words #poetsandwriters #poetry #spilled words #another vent #rants n rambles #spilled ink #spilled poetry #trauma #choking #glass child #invisible #seethrough #they deny that it ever happened #they don’t remember it at all #afterwards I told them id been choking and they laughed at me #said I hadn’t been because they would’ve noticed #i thought I was gonna die #I still feel just as invisible #cloudys word barf #words words words #personal vent

[sir-meows-a-lot]

pulled myself from having a meltdown once again. This calls for celebration. Pop the champagne and detonate your bombs, ladies and gentlemen.

#No seriously #i thought I was gonna die #Uh #im fine now though #Nonverbal but fine #Everything is fine #haha #get the reference #Its #it #it is #im going insane #sigh #im so cringe #making a reference to my special interest right after pulling myself from the vice grip that is sensory overload and not having a meltdown #How autism of me #Someone needs to slap the shit out of me

[jackpiastri]

jack bestie every time you repost something of mine this is what I look like:

honest to god your reblogs make my day 🥺

LOVEEEE I DIDNT SEE THIS UNTIL NOW 😭😭😭😭😭 that’s literally how i feel every time you interact with me tho aaaaaaaaaaa

#you’re actually the sweetest #ily!!! #every time i see you like something of mine or reblog i just turn into mush #YOUR CLEM FIC AAAAAA I GOT SO GIDDY WHEN READING IT #truly a work of art #aND BESTIE THE DAVID MALUKAS ONE #I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE #it’s so well written #and i love love love the plot #and the dialogue 🫶🫶🫶🫶 #will definitely be watching more indycar next season just for him #hope u have a great day sweets <3<3

[pokemonprofessorintraining]

I GOT OUT!!

#fuckin finally #I thought I was gonna die #holy fuck #pokeblogging #pokemon rp #pokemon irl #rotumblr

[muscosus]

just got my period. 5470 dead, 67843 injured

#i thought i was gonna die #the same thing happened me like almost a year ago #at school #i thought i was gonna pass out on tram on my way home #this time luckily i was home #but god #i was sweating like crazy. vomiting #hot and cold flashes #dizziness #pain that made me fucking crawl on the floor #it's good now

[mmmitchmmmarner]

ok ok cool

#toronto maple leafs #i thought i was gonna die #no one else gone at least #it's ok

[rodjanikov]

Can you believe that I made myself so sick I almost needed hospitalization only because of stress and said sickness brought me to fuck up my exam schedule and made me so pissed but still fucking refused to ask for help I am so ridiculous.

And when my mother asked why I didn't call her sooner when I was feeling sick I just brushed it off because "I'm not a kid anymore" and I just wanted to punch myself in the face

I crave the comfort, I crave the relief but SO HELP ME GOD if I'll die before I'll ask for it. It's like something it's broken in my head that physically can't make me ask for it and I know who to blame, yes I'm looking at you dad

#rodja.txt #thoughts #I thought I was gonna die #I couldn't even move rip #mother #father #trauma response

[codeblue2]

heard a fox screaming for the first time

0/10 would not recommend

frankly a harrowing experience

#i just froze #like tf #tf #why are they like little banshees #i thought i was gonna die #foxes screaming

[kotonni]

Most traumatic event of my life just happened to me

#I think I’m in shock #this was #abt a cockroach btw nothing mayor but I #i truly have a #phobia #i thought I was gonna die #i went into three panic attacks all at once

[liatreppe]

I had my first derealization a couple of days ago and basically spent the next two dissociating. So guess I'm a certified denpa character now (⁠◍⁠•⁠ω⁠•⁠◍⁠)ﾉ⁠♡

#it was so SO scary #i cant put into words #i didn't understand anything conceptually #i was EXTREMELY confused #i thought anything existed or that i wasnt real #I thought I was gonna die #turns out... I AM frightened of dying. after so long thinking im not #its weird bc in retrospective its kinda fun to remember? #but i know its bc i cant exactly remember the feelings #i was so so so scared #dissociation #derealization #dereality #i thought i or anything. anyone i knew wasnt real #i was lucky to know what was happening bc i have a friend that had told me how it feels #i love u russ thank you very much #also we came to the conclussion that dissociating can be like autism 2 lol