#rodja.txt

[rodjanikov]

The emotional whiplash of realizing the mortality of the people around you

#rodja.txt #dark academia #thoughts #light academia

[raehwang]

HOLY SHIT TANTAI JIN

He said like one line and I'm already rolling on the FLOOR

#rodja.txt #so I'm watching Till the End of the Moon #luo yunxi #tantai jin #havocado slices

[rodjanikov]

"The first thing I thought of when I tasted that coffee was you"

"What do you mean?"

"It tasted strange. Burnt. Like your coffee"

-Donna Tartt // The Secret History

#this book has ruined my life TWICE now #you'd think that in a 628 pages book this is the quote I'd pick #rodja.txt #the secret history #dark academia #light academia #donna tartt #henry winter #richard papen #chaotic academia #quote

[rodjanikov]

Fake confidence will get you ANYWHERE

#just pretending through life #rodja.txt #thoughts #dark academia #light academia #sapphic academia #chaotic academia #college

[rodjanikov]

I really missed wearing my pretentious long dark overcoat while walking pretentiously through bookstores while listening to my pretentious music while sipping a pretentious coffee while the November chill reinvigorates my longing for the grotesque

#rodja.txt #dark academia #light academia #college #being pretentious can be fun #if you're a lonely person #chaotic academia

[rodjanikov]

Me everytime I'm looking up product reviews online: How do I know this bitch isn't lying to me

#rodja.txt #for some reason I have major trust issues and always think people oversell stuff #thoughts #college #chaotic academia

[rodjanikov]

In my Raskolnikov era (broke, sick and delusional)

#rodja.txt #dark academia #light academia #dostoevskij #crime and punishment #chaotic academia

[rodjanikov]

Studying languages is so fun guys we should definitely do it more

#I've entered the phase where I can understand the “vibe” of the words and how to complete sentences and I'm on cloud nine #language #rodja.txt #dark academia #light academia #intj #chaotic academia

[rodjanikov]

Me gifting you a book is the highest form of compliment and I hate that we live in a society where books are considered a "lazy" or "boring" gift

#i put so much effort into giving recommendations #you bet I'll write a little something inside the cover too #it's basically a declaration of love #I wish I could do it more #but I don't have many people around me who read as a hobby so #here we are o(-( #rodja.txt #dark academia #light academia #books #bookblr #chaotic academia

[rodjanikov]

Hard work pays off

Hard work pays off

Hard work pays off

Hard work pays off

Hard work pays off

Hard work pays off

Hard work pays off

Hard work pays off

Hard work pays off

Hard work pays off

#please tell me it does #I'm giving everything I've got #and yet it's not enough #please remember this when you'll judge my results #life is a performance #and the stage is on fire #and you must keep dancing #rodja.txt #dark academia #light academia #college #mantras #chaotic academia

[rodjanikov]

In poetry, oranges are to winter what peaches are to summer, but in two very different ways

#one is for love and the other one is for grief #you figure out which is which #rodja.txt #thoughts #dark academia #light academia #sapphic academia #poetry #chaotic academia

[rodjanikov]

I'm so sorry for Robert Frost because it feels like I could genuinely enjoy his poetry but my English teacher loved him and I hated her so here we are

#rodja.txt #dark academia #light academia #college #poetry #literature

[rodjanikov]

"But I'm scared" "Then do it scared" lately has quite literally saved my life

#rodja.txt #thoughts #dark academia #a mantra #amongst other things #light academia #sapphic academia #college #chaotic academia

[rodjanikov]

I miss my friends. I worry about them. I don't know how to reach out. Repeat.

#bestie I'm so bad at this #there has been at least fifty times the last few days that I wanted to text people but I didn't #i don't know why I'm such an ass #rodja.txt

[rodjanikov]

Finally somewhat happy with my bedroom 💕

#it only took ten billion years #animal crossing new horizons #animal crossing #rodja.txt

[rodjanikov]

My heart goes out to all the other students sitting alone in lecture halls

We truly are God's strongest soldiers

#and then they have the courage to say that I am someone who gives up easily #just because my perseverance and hope is silent doesn't mean it doesn't exist #for us quiet people this loud loud world is hard to navigate #rodja.txt #dark academia #light academia #college #chaotic academia