#i still ended up burning myself out anyway 💀

[deuynndoodles]

[ID: A colored, digital two page comic featuring Danny and Jazz from Danny Phantom. Danny wears a baggy hoodie over a shirt and jeans. Jazz wears a v-neck sweater and shorts.

Fentonworks, after curfew: Danny reaches for the doorknob to his bedroom, breathing out and gripping his shoulder.

"Where were you?" says Jazz, hands on her hips, making Danny jump. "Look, I know that Mom and Dad don't really care, but I do. You can trust me." She looks sad. "What's going on with you?"

"None of your business, Jazz." He looks irritated. He reaches for the doorknob again, muttering, "Just lemme sleep."

"Wait!" is written in all caps. Jazz reaches out, pulling at the hood of his jacket. Danny turns and raises his arm out of his hoodie, revealing an ectoplasmic injury. "Fuck off!" he yells.

Jazz pulls her hand away, startling backwards. Then, she looks sad as she says, "Oh, Danny…"

Fade out. They now stand in the Fentonworks bathroom, with Danny sitting on the toilet and Jazz hovering over him, cleaning a wound on his left shoulder. He's now in a binder and the original ectoplasmic wound has been treated. She scolds him and he grins nervously, curling in on himself. End ID.]

happy holidays @torscrawls !

#doodles #dp #danny phantom #danny fenton #jazz fenton #phandom truce 2023 #12/18/23 #i tried to include as much prompts as possible but it didnt work out too well #i still ended up burning myself out anyway 💀 #basic thought was: new fentonworks security device (activates at night/when ppl arent home) targets danny when he comes home late #jazz catches him and promptly freaks out when she discovers his injuries #this is SUPPOSED to be in an au where she finds out before my brothers keeper or just. never finds out #but i wasnt able to fit that in #even still; i hope u like it! #this was done in my 'dey needs to loosen up and not care abt their lines' brush. shoutout to that. wouldnt have gotten it done otherwise

[pepprs]

all my attacks for art fight 2023!!! team werewolves ftw 🐺🎨✨

#purrs #my art #i did most of these in the first 5 days of art fight and burned out IMMEDIATELY (but also i gave myself carpal tunnel over it + life got #kinda hard / busy anyways lol so there was a lot going on) so i barely did anything art fight related for the next 3 weeks and ended up #finishing all my wip revenges in the last 24 hrs of the event 💀💀💀💀 but even still i had a great time and im rly proud of myself! i think #im really starting to pin down my style again which feels rly good after not drawing for like 3 yrs. tysm to everyone who attacked me esp m #beloved mutuals ily all so much and it was a PLEASURE drawing ur characters!! for those i didnt get to attack back... see u next yr >:"~) #also 2 fun facts! 1) this is the 2nd yr in a row that my last attack of the yr featured a snail-related character… and 2) SO many of the #characters i drew this yr are wearing spiked collars / armbands it’s kinda wild. i choose to see it as a prophecy that led me to joining #animal jam (but also the one animal jam attack i did (HIIII MICHAEL) literally did get me into animal jam lol <3)

[lowkeyrobin]

Hey pookie😽I’d like to request headcanons for the mcyts with an actor/actress s/o.<3 Especially how they’d react to any emotional scenes or if the character that their s/o played dies, im craving some angst right now lol

Ly😻

oooo okay okay ; I'm still very much burned out but unable to give myself a damn break so I apologize for these being so short ; I also named movies to get some inspo so sorry if you don't know any/some of them lol

ALSO!! I'm gonna rework my oneshot links on my masterlist so beware any changes lol

MCYT ; actor reader with death scenes

includes ; tommyinnit, tubbo, ranboo, badlinu, nihachu & quackity

warnings ; language, talk about death, gore & violence

masterlist

TOMMYINNIT

you played a character in evil dead rise, which tommy got really attached too even though you got like 10 minutes of screen time

genuinley started sobbing and laughing at the same time bc your death was so sad to him for some reason yet so cool and bloody

he looks over at you, jaw dropped like "wtf?"

there's actually tears streaming down his cheeks 💀💀💀

you post a pic of him crying on ur ig story and caption it "he's sad I died"

he logs back into his old letterboxd account to rate it 5 stars

his explanation is "my partner died but good movie. I almost cried again seeing the monster thing at the end though"

TUBBO

he is heartbroken

he absolutely loved your character/s even though they were barely on screen

he's also confused as to how he never knew about you being in IT 2017 and 2019 because you looked so different and easter eggs

the 13 v 15 looks were actually so different too, he didn't even recognize you in the first movie until you pointed it out LMAO

the it 2019 death was a lot more sad to him though and it was mostly a metaphor to show that everyone has weaknesses even if they don't think they do etc etc

he just looks at you and then rants about that whole metaphor after pausing the movie and he's literally on it for a solid five minutes

he awoke a different side of himself that night

RANBOO

you had a little cameo in a quiet place pt2

basically your character was alive for a while and helping out the abbotts until you died saving reagan from one of the death angels

she obviously couldn't hear one behind her and your character had to lunge and save her and sacrifice themselves on the island that she ran off too iykwim

like your character went off with her to keep her safe + you died during that chase/fight scene at the end

ran nearly broke down into tears because you got a solid two hours of time in that movie for all that buildup and shit

TO DIE TOO

they started crying a bit cause like ???

literally gave you an award (a massive hug) for your incredible acting skills bc damn

FREDDIE BADLINU

insidious the red door goes crazy

you bond with dalton at college and help him float around and shit

the demon doesn't like that you're helping him whatsoever so it drags your character into the further

the whole kill is done with you exploring the further for a moment, being hunted down by prey and then jumpscared by the demon

it's not a very emotional death but it scares the fuck out of Freddie

"wait, oh my God, they'll never be able to talk to Dalton about supernatural stuff again! what the hell?"

the death was pointless and for a jumpscare but he couldn't care, he enjoyed watching you on the screen

NIKI NIHACHU

you were in the forever purge

you play a very obviously queer & pro-human rights character who's shit on by all the rich, conservative, ranch owning Texans in the movie

you basically had to sacrifice yourself trying to get to the border in time

in the city scene, you get killed as a protection sacrifice

no way you were letting adela die

niki literally started crying bc there was no reason for your character to give up their life but they did anyways

you were such a w the whole movie and she can't help but rant about that as well

she gives you a round of applause at the end cause like that was a damn good performance cmon now

ALEX QUACKITY

alex is never watching any terrifier movie ever again holy fuck

you skipped over the first one bc you couldn't even watch it again and went to the second because you were in it

he was actually on edge the whole movie

what the hell do you mean you were cut in half??? wtf is this?? saw???

he actually almost puked LMAO

you were laughing the whole time your death was playing

"WHAT THE HELL WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING?? THIS UGLY CLOWN IS KILLING MY PARTNER"

"that mf doesn't know you Alex, I do"

"Okay whatever"

#lowkeyrobin #mcyt x reader #mcyt preferences #mcyt oneshot #tommyinnit x reader #ranboo x reader #quackity x reader #badlinu x reader #freddie badlinu x reader #niki nihachu x reader #nihachu x reader #gender neutral reader #gn reader #gn!reader #they/them reader

[anthruser]

SHAMELESS OPINIONS: S7 (cause Mickey's write off hurt and after s5, I watched again from s1 and forced myself to keep watching + no one around me likes Shameless so I need a place to vent)

overall: i actually loved it, had me pretty hooked all throughout

ok, i kind of like s7 Trevor, he's charming, got this lil sassy banter going off, he's cute and nice y'know. I just *HATE* that they so obviously tried to recreate some dynamics he had with Mickey straight away without letting us warmup to him, how can you deepthroat aspects built from 5 seasons into half of one??? No. Sorry. Him settling so quickly into the Gallagher house as if he's spent a decade there, idk. And the patient scene with Ian? foh man, no. 1x09 was special for a reason, and this would've played differently if Ian actually came to Mick if he was still around. They play out so much better as friends or fw/b ig but that deepthroat can't help me see a relationship between them. Not liking s8 Trevor so far, my god. Also his nonchalant attitude towards Monica threw me off. I get it, he's new and doesn't know much, Ian never mentioned her before apparently, but like "she's a lil crazy i can like her" eek, idk. Like almost downplaying his situation with her.

Caleb can suck my ass along with JW and his hate for bisexuals. My bi ass cannot approve. Cheater McCheater my ass. I can almost walk through Ian's ignorance cause for all he knew, Caleb was just gay, and I feel he said the bisexual thing out of frustration and betrayal towards his actions than actual disdain for the orientation, but yes. He was ignorant in his convo with Lip, and so was him anyway. I guess they just didn't know it is a thing. But thing is, I BET YOU ASSES that Caleb is the type of douche to STILL justify his actions even if JW didn't display his hate towards bisexuality in his writing, he just is *that* douchy. At least he motivated Ian to get his job, I'll give him that.

OH MY GOD THE THROUPLE... AND ITS SLOW BURN. it's hard cause you can understand both sides of the situation and it was just a clear issue of misunderstandings and miscommunication... I just wish they could've handled things better because I was really rooting for them. They fucking worked so well, with their little schedules and organization. I have such a fat crush on Isidora it's actually embarrassing. Anyway... I miss their dynamic. They deserved better.

Lip was a dick to Fiona about the Laundromat, but Fiona also just jumps the gut to these impulsive decisions, and I get that if she does ask for opinions, they probably won't agree with her, and it's not like I can blame lip, I mean look at the Club situation, yeah she made profit, but didn't break even, and that where his worry comes from. But at least, if she still approached him, and did it anyway against his say, he can't rub it in her face that this entails a family meeting and she can't just make those decisions without consultation. Overall, Lip was so arrogant and dickish with her, and for what... he couldn't even bring the money he so desperately wanted her to believe he could.

I love Sue. I just love EMT Ian stuff with all my life, idc what it is, I kick my feet cause he's so happy.

I fucking loved Carl and Mr. Luthers dynamic. Such an epic lil duo tbh.

I loved Frank's storyline here fsr 💀💀 it's so silly and he gets his way like always, but idk, I loved seeing his adventures at the shelter, he still remains a POS that's for sure.

I fucking LOVED seeing Debbie this season, I was a little disappointed last season cause there is so much lost potential on her pregnancy journey last time with where she was staying, but I fucking loved her here and putting her scamming skills to the test. Don't love how she ends up treating Neil in s8 cause... Well, I just feel bad for him, but also, if she really wanted to stay true to her convenience relationship, she probably should've stuck it out more so it lasted more, idk. But enough of that, I loved her setting a goal for herself at the end of the season, and I honestly commend Monica for helping her get Franny out of the house, I understand Derek's family's concern but they were so cunty in how they handled things.

Monica's death hit me like a truck... Idk why, there are so many mixed emotions here, she couldn't dare to tell the kids the real reason she was there, and all she wanted was to be there one last time. My heart goes out to her tbh.

Gallavich. Oh dear God. FERAL, FERAL EVERY TIME. it's like receiving crumbs and eating them up like a vacuum, nothing I can say that hasn't already been said... I just... Wow. Fuck. And to know that, after needing Noel for ratings, that this was gonna be the end for them? No, I could throw up. I couldn't imagine watching shameless as it aired with that knowledge in mind. FUCK ME THOSE TWO EPISODES I ATE THEM UUUP. anyway, I'm normal about Gallavich.

Lord bless Etta... my dear soul. 7x11 was vicious for that, my heart crumbled fr. I can see this was all in Fiona's best interest for Etta and stuff... It was just so sad to see.

Lip and Sierra, I don't really know what people's opinions are about Sierra but I kind of liked her? She was sweet, and had traces of boundaries with Lip even if the fucker attempted to break them every now and then. But she was sweet.

Lips second spiral was even harder than the first one to see. Him crashing at Helene's apartment, and she still doesn't seem to grasp that she essentially groomed him, and he's just so devastated still. Fuck.

That ending montage was truly a piece of cinema I tell you. It was beautiful.

I probably have more to say I don't remember but I really liked s7, not on the priority of a constant rewatch, but it was really good...and truly served as the finale it was meant to be. EXCEPT FOR GALLAVICH, holy fuck that would've pained the whole audience.

#shameless us #shameless #ian gallagher #gallavich #mickey milkovich #season 7 #fiona gallagher #lip gallagher #debbie gallagher #carl gallagher #svetlana yevgenivna

[anotherrosesthatfell]

Palette execution

Who said sick people can't write? Haha-. I'm dying 💀

Timeline 100

Today is the day of Palette execution. He made his mistakes by trying to kill Lux.. He should've known better that a hero can't kill the villain before the ending.

Palette gave up, how many time has he died? He didn't count but the scars on his body are his counts...

"Palette, hey are you awake...?" It was Drop voice. "Palette come on, I got Goth to help us. She'll bring you out from this tower!"

Palette look lifeless... He gave up on trying to escaping, it's better to die to start over.

"It's okay Drop... I'll die again and the world will start over." He said.

"SHUT UP!" Drop started to cry, she managed to open up the cell. "Come on! Please!"

Palette sighed and followed up Drop. She lead him outside the tower, it has been months since he saw the sun. It took Dream a while what punishment he should give to Palette, at the end. He chose to execute his own son.

As they exit the tower, they saw Goth and a portal behind her.

"Palette you're alright!" Goth sighed out of relief. "I am sorry for not believing in you before but I've done my investigation and you're right. Lux is fucking insane because of the evil spirit."

Palette was surprised to know Goth actually believe him... He swear he want to cry right now but they should not waste more time.

Just as Palette was about to enter the portal, they were ambushed by the guards

"oh God— Palette go—!!!" Goth pushed Palette into the portal, it lead him into a big library.

"Goth, WAIT—!" Before Palette could reach, the portal closed before Goth and Drop could enter it.

His thoughts are filled with negative. There's some timelines where Drop died but Goth? She never die because she's the daughter of grim reaper. She can't die right? She's the last grim reaper, so she can't—

... Unless Lux already awaken her power and decided to brainwash Goth... That's her ability after all....

"Shit...-" Palette cursed under his breath.

He turn around to at least find someone or a weapon. He has to go back, he expected to die already but what if there's a chance he can win in this timeline...?

"Maybe not.. Everything is out of control. I have to die...-" He frown.

"You really should die." an unknown voice appeared out of nowhere. It's Angst.

Palette sighed and frown even more.

"Look I am sorry for act without thinking...-" Said Palette. "I'll just kill myself here, okay? Help me find something sharp!"

"No...-" Angst black tears started to drop. "Sadly you have to die in the hand of your father. It's an execution ending..-" He said. "Drop is being locked away while Goth got accused for treason." explain Angst.

"NO— I- how come she was accused as treason? She did nothing but—"

"Help a prisoner like you...? Yeah..." the little spirit sighed. "I'll bring you to the castle now. It's the only way to die in this timeline." He said.

Palette has nothing left to say. He sighed and took the little spirit hand. Angst teleport him to the castle, where every guards around him.

"WE FOUND HIM!"

"SEIZE HIM!"

Palette stood there still. As the guards pin him to the ground then they brought him outside the castle. It's a public execution.

Lux must having fun right now.

Palette finally saw his father after months being locked up. Dream look lifeless too... Lux really awakened her power earlier than it should.

Hope isn't here, Lux probably keep them somewhere because she know who would Hope choose to side with. Ink was not there, she's probably drinking to forget about Palette anyway. Crescent also not here... He probably already been killed...-

But every citizens are here. They seems to cheering on his execution day... How shameless...

"honestly fuck all of you, you guys will burn in hell!" He yelled which anger the crowds.

Palette is satisfied for the results, ain't no way he'll apologize to them-

He look back as he heard the sounds of footsteps coming towards him. It's Lux and Dream.

"Hah... You're going to make Papa kill me?" He frowns as he asked Lux

"Of course, isn't that wonderful?" Lux grin and chuckles. "I never expected you to be this dumb, little brother."

"And I never expected for you to be a fucking lost cause. You're a hopeless child, Lux. This thing isn't what you wanted but the fucking spirit made you wanted it."

It was a moment of silent.. Or shocked for Lux.

"So you knew all this time...?" she muttered.

"I ain't explaining it because I'm dying anyway. So go ahead, command your puppet to execute me right now." He glares.

"Fine..." she sighed and step away.

Dream summoned a bow and an arrow. What a painless way to die huh...?

"Any last word, little brother?"

"Oh..." Palette smiles. "Of course I have."

Dream then in monotone move, aiming the arrow on Palette head...

In.. 3..2..

"I slept with your man."

...1

He died and wake up at the black void, where Angst and Nim are.

"Gosh, I didn't get to see her expression!" Palette groaned.

"Don't worry, I got the glob! Look, she is speechless and mad!" Angst laughed as he showed the glob to him.

Angst snatch it from Nim before she reset again-

"Ah jeez—" Palette laughed. "Oh my God, I've been wanting to say that for a very long time! It was worth it at the end...-"

"Wow, I'll see how Drop react to this in next timeline" Said Angst.

"Oh Drop... Haha, well it's not like actually sleep with him. I just drugged him in previous timeline." Said Palette. "She'll understand."

Palette touch his forehead. The scar has appeared, this is his 100 scars, 100 deaths.

"oh jeez... I already have the hard time to cover my neck and now I have to cover my head? I don't even know what kind of excuses I should give anymore..." he frown. "Do you still have a special bandage?" He asked

"Well no but while you were busy, I remade your hat." Said Angst as he snapped his fingers.

It's Palette's old hat but it look new and fit. It has been a while since Palette wear this hat, he lost it when Lux pushed him off the lake. Since then he learn how to swim-

"Thanks Angst." Palette thanked the little spirit and then he wore the hat. His scars magically disappeared!

"I put my magic in it. So as long you wear the hat, your scars will not be seen by anyone... I think? My magic isn't strong as it used too now, you died too much." He sighed. "Now get up, grandma want to reset this world already."

"Alright alright...- " Palette slightly smile as he gets up. "Well another trauma it is, haha! Shit I am going crazy anytime soon."

Angst patted Palette back and say

"you already went crazy in this timeline. Let just have grandma sing you a lullaby again before something bad happens-"

#evil lux au #undertale au #ship child #palette sans #angst sans #lux sans #dream sans #canon storyline

[renagato]

So here I am, coming back from the dead of every possible social media app (maybe expect pinterest..).

- rising from the dead to write a post about how I absolutely suck at posting.

Note: I'm writing this on a whim, without even making notes, so I might NOT make sense at moments. But I will write this sht anyways. No one can stop me.

So here's my short story:

I started posting art more than a year ago on insta, it wasn't that bad actually. But I was posting the kind of art I had no connection to (to make more likes) so,, i burned myself out and stopped posting. After a year of break I decided to start sharing my art again (art that I actually enjoy creating) BUT I suck at posting. And it's not like I don't have art to post but I'm still doing horribly..

Then, du-du-du, what is it? What's stopping you? What is your problem?

Well, the first answer is "tf I know" but let's ponder on this a bit.. What makes it difficult for me to post and run a proper account?

Reason number one! The sole act of posting is stressful (and also bothersome in a way?). It's stressful because I already think about how many likes I'll get (or how I won't get any bruh), plus I have to write a shitton of hashtags to even hope to get some. To add to that, there's that thought that I'm sharing my art with complete strangers in the back of my head and I get scared of judgement.

Stop! You can fight this fear, and put up with hashtags somehow, right? Actually, I did pretty well for some time. But alas, then comes the reason numberrr-

Two! The algorithm (maybe not here on tumblr but you know the deal). If you're irregular, it'll take you years to build your account. And I'm irregular af. I draw irregularly, and thus post even more irregularly or I don't do it at all. So I can say goodbye to a proper account, I guess, and chances of somebody finding me.

Well, I could go back to the "posting" part as I got a random thought - the act of posting somehow kills the fun for me? Firstly, you have to watermark your piece if you don't want it stolen (and it doesn't guarantee its safety in 100% anyways, bruh) and I don't watermark my arts AT ALL. Thus, even if I know I should, I end up forgetting to do it anyway and I get frustrated over a pretty much silly thing that a watermark is. Secondly, the stress that I talked about already.

Let's go to reason number three! And maybe this one is my main problem? I get discouraged easily and I struggle with keeping up with things (being irregular, as I mentioned before + simply forgetting to do things). And well, I can only blame myself on that, I guess 💀 I have lots of ideas but committing to anything is a big pain for various reasons - everything I discussed above + a bit of perfectionism too, I'd say. That's kind of a bad mix,,

So, we got 3 big reasons and everything in-between I probably didn't think of! If anyone has read all of this, thank you.

And since I'm struggling but still would like to run some sort of account/blog, I'd like to ask for any sort of advice! Or maybe you relate to what I wrote. In any case, feel free to share your thoughts and ideas!

Ahh, now I need to put the tags, good heavens..

#artist struggles #struggle #artists on tumblr #personal #running a blog #running an account #my struggle #artist things #vent

[halfblood-princes-crown]

It kept crashing while I wrote so hopefully this gets to you but hi again it’s dark snape au anon back with more parts, don’t worry we have like three to four parts before I’m done bugging you with it lol or until I get hit with some other crazy idea 💀 anyways here you go.

Ok hogwarts is falling apart and the few students who are there want to harm the Slytherins because who’s gonna stop them?

Without severus to keep his snakes safe the house has just been treated like absolute dirt for the past 11 years, which results in murder of one of the snakes, making the purebloods finally done with this bullshit and drop their students out of there. Leaving the school to mostly lions and like a few students from each house, also with Harry not there voldy is free to get the stone without worry or needing to distract a lot of students.

The ministry arrest albus right there, he can’t get himself out of this one, Minnie is left alone with the professor and is technically responsible for the action of her student, so she’s up on trial soon too.

Now back to Sirius who instead of looking for Harry started for Remus, which he finds quickly because a full moon was close, although he finds him in werewolf form and stays with him because he can’t hurt padfoot.

Harry is still nonverbal but doing better? He eats a little more now but still flinches whenever severus gets closer to him. Severus is fine with that, at least he’s not throwing tantrums again. Severus also finds himself more productive with Harry being interested in learning magic, buying magic books for little kids and getting sweet as rewards for the boy.

It’s odd and unsettling but it works fine for them, for now.

Voldy knows where the stone is obviously but needs to get past fluffy, with the less eyes and everyone being a mess he kills the beast and no one really notices, then starts working on the levels Dumbledore put.

Full moon ends and Remus finds himself face to face with his traitor of a friend, Sirius understands why Remus would hate him but he needed the wolf to trust him, Remus is five seconds from ripping Sirius’s head when he blurts out that he knows where Harry is exactly is.

Meanwhile severus gets his first copy in forever from the daily prophet and sees the hell hogwarts is turning into but he doesn’t care, he’s actually happy all of this is happening, let them burn for all he cares…the boy is safe and that’s what matters.

Asks are crashing for you as well!? Ok, so I’m not the only one😭 and you’re not bugging me, this is very entertaining!

Already off to a bad start! My fellow Slytherins getting abused and KILLED!?

Dumbbitch got arrested so thats a plus ig 😔

Ok so now Remus and Sirius are together. That’s peachy. 🙂

The small progress between Sev and Harry🥹 I actually love that it’s a slow buildup, most people would have said “oh Harry completely warmed up to him after the magic book and stories about his mom”😭

Oh no, he got Fluffy *cries and throw’s myself at the wall dramatically* but seriously, imagine if he gets that stone. Tsk tsk

REMUS HATING SIRIUS 🤌🏽 anon, you really butter my biscuit with these details

Does…does Sev not care about his snakes being hurt?☹️/j

#severitus #severus snape #pro severus snape #pro snape #snape community

[rrxnjun]

this is yet again going to be a long one maybe but i'm not going to say sorry😎 AND I LOVE U FOR TEXTING ME!! and coming off anon just so i can add the screenie lmao so another liebestraum anon reveal

the first one i just screenshoted cuz what in the world about the cookies and cream‼️ and the second one is just so☹️ i just really love it spoke to me on a personal level☹️☹️

TO STAY ON BRAND LMAO no but fruity ice creams slap and not going to lie to u i dont like chocolate ice cream .-.

I LOVE FALL BUT IM SCARED OF SEPTEMBER SO IM CHILLING WITH SUMMER RN EVEN THOUGH ITS MY LEAST FAV SEASON ITS FALL WEATHER RN ANYWAYS HAHA and thank u thank u again ur fics kept me sane so couldn't have done it without u ily💘💖 I WILL NEVER STOP BEING SAPPY!!!

i finished reading it around 3-3:30 am lmao i looked at the clock at like one am and i jjst said okay one more part and i just kept doing that till i finished the fic💀 but it was worth it kept thinking about the whole day!! i went to the park with my neighbors and somehow we talked about learning to drive and the whole time my brain just went oh haechan of the fic oh it was amazing lmao

GOT A WHOLE SPREADSHEET READY FOR COUNTING I TOOK IT AS A SERIOUS MATTER!! and i can't believe i was right crazy i thought i definitely missed some THANK U FOR THE PRIZE I LOVE IT SO MUCH THAT SUNWOO PIC THO SCREAMING CRYING STILL !BEST PRIZE THANK U!

that happening irl some people have pretty interesting lives🫡 UR HAIR WONT GET MESSED UP IT WONT BE U DONT MANIFEST THE BAD VIBES DUDE!! i read hon and i just knew i had to mention it BUT I THOUGHT U USED IT INTENTIONALLY LMAO and can't argue with that it was deserved but can't let my man have false accusations going around even if he is crazy delusional and did what he did i have to protect his name🫡

OMG OMG WE GET A CSENKE REVEAL ON HERE AS WELL !!!! THE GROWTH !!!!!!! i was about to text u like hey girlie u forgot the anon button again but then i saw it was intentional and went :,)

i am with yn on this one cookies and cream needs to die like i HATE that flavor with a burning passion TT and the second one- ☹ see i wrote that for myself. u can see the jump from me being fine to being depressed to being fine again in that fic and HAHA and that part was just me reminding myself and assuring myself hhh i am glad it spoke to you <33

YOU DONT LIKE CJOCOLATE ICE CRWAM ???? BUT ITS A CLASSIC ???????!?!!! Our friendship might be ending right here and now ngl......

AAAH i get you !! especially since youre starting uni so it can get very scary but i promise u its gonna be all okay and exciting !! (Like if i ignore the homesickness and stress i felt last year, starting uni felt very new and exciting and i enjoyed it)). i cant wait for school to start ngl im so bored rn i need the routine 😭😭😭😭😭 also its so weird how this summer was summer for like.... a month....? and then it got cold again ??? like im not complaining since i like the colder weather but i didnt have a chance to go swimming this year so im ☹ and ily ily ily you keep me sane every day so im glad i was able to do the same

3??? AS IN THREEEEE AM ???? girl youre crazy no person should stay up so late to read my fic. but thats such an honor i- ☹☹ thank you <33 AHAHA i am glad u got reminded of my fic SHSJSJ but also same sometimes i drive and i get reminded of my own fic its crazy

A SPREADSHEET IM CRYING i kept a tally for each member. I lowkey forgot i mentioned them this much at the start i got surprised at seeing their names there 😭😭 but i am happy u enjoyed your prize ❤ special just for you

WE MANIFESTED WELL ALTHO NOT QUITE ENOUGH :((( i mean- it slipped out by itself THE PETNAME IS ROTTING MY BRAIN. its like sweetie? baby? babe? no. hon. why? my man uses it 🥰🥰🥰 also i cant believe u can still defend your man after all of that....unbelievable

#💌ask

[bunnydetox]

(Friday, June 10th) today was not ok. 💀 idek where to start. First I woke up very lazy, I didnt want to move around at all. I didnt even feel like eating much less getting out of bed. No worries I still manage to eat 1,200 calories today. But here comes the bad part. 🍞 I over did my exercise, which was weird because I didn’t feel like moving in the first place when the day started. Also I felt so health conscious today that I was afraid to eat a turkey sandwich for lunch because it felt unhealthy, I managed to over come the thoughts but it was a weird fight I had with myself. And lastly I had some bread and soup for dinner and now I feel super sick as I’m logging this entry. Upsetting way to end my night but whatever. Oh Also I went over my sodium limit AGAIN. If I were to get ate by a zombie or something I’m pretty sure they would cringe at the taste of the salt, unless they were salt and vinegar lovers when they were alive PFTT idk. But I did do a good job getting my protein up! But I also didn’t drink more water than yesterday, I drank the same 48.9 oz.

Anyways my log today was 1,200 (goal) - 1,240 (food) + 816 (Exercise) = 776 (remaining). Like I said, today was not ok, and I’m not too proud over how much calories I had remaining 😐. But GOOD NEWS!! I weighed in at 156.6 lbs/71.03 kgs tonight (Without my waist trainer)!! Got down a pound, Yay! It’s only day three and I’m already seeing progress- but here’s the catch, I’m scared to be too over excited about that because I did a bad job with my calorie intake today and if i do better with my numbers tomorrow I might just gain back that stupid pound 😮‍💨 upsetting thought but whatever because thats just whats healthy and I said I was gonna do this healthily.

Also forgot to mention, but I like to weigh myself at night because people say that you weigh the heaviest at night, so I’d rather get excited about my heaviest number going down. Ok, so tomorrow I’m going to attempt to drink more water, burn at-least 300 calories through exercise, watch my freaking sodium intake 👹, and try to eat a-lot of protein.

[larrydoinglaundry]

Okay, so here's my recap of LTWT Stockholm😵 I'll write everything I can remember. The concert pieces will come together in my head later lol, my thoughts are still a bit scattered.

👇🏻Click to read the whole novel story below and see a random video of Louis telling us to cheer for the crew and introducing habit👇🏻

Queue: I met a girl on tiktok that was also going alone, so we decided to queue together. We got to the venue at 4 am, and got numbers 72 ja 73, but rose to 63 and 64 because some people were gone too long from the queue and lost their spots. I heard the ones who made the queue system and camped did favor some people, as in let them come back to the queue even after being gone. But other than that, the queue was drama free! And it got super long very early in the morning. Security was with us the whole day and handled everything super well. The only thing that heated things up was the security check when they opened the gates and your number didn't really matter at that point anymore, lol. But we went in in a little choo-choo train so nobody was running and pushing.

Waiting inside the venue + Only the Poets: I got second row, that's the most important part heh. Anyway, security told us all to sit down and gave us water. They stressed the importance of hydration continously. They gave water in paper or plastic cups, but once Only the Poets came in, they switched to also squirting water into people's mouths from the bottles. Some people's mouths touched the bottles so hello covid. Also, no masks in sight except for like two or three 💀

OTP had great energy! They were palpably touched by the audience's reactions and our "torches" + the hearts we held up. I think it was for their music video or something. Girls in front of me waited for louis in the beginning I think because they sighed and almost rolled their eyes when they came on💀 They also somehow squeezed in front of me.

After OTP we got water again, plenty of it, and I think first people fainted during this period. It was warm in the front but not overly hot but the middle must have been burning hot. Security kept telling people to step back because first few rows from barricade were getting squished.

Louis: First of all. Louis. He looked so dainty in real life. I wouldn't call him tiny but very lithe and light. Also hello sweatpants. I somehow managed to not cry when he came on stage. And I had my y/n moment...

Anyway. People next to me were continously flipping him off and trying to get him to do it back, and I know it's a sign of affection, but now that he was there, I couldn't have done it myself💀 Call me a prude idc.

The audience was loud. I got to scream sing you were my because, come so far from Princess Park & Larry call a load of smoke in. The energy during Through the Dark was unmatched. Always You was a fave of mine. And of course KMM but we'll get to that.

I was a little disappointed we weren't allowed to bring flags with sticks in, they made us pull or snap the sticks, so the pride during OTB wasn't as noticable as it could have been😔

His speaking voice sounds even higher in person. Except for the part when he introduced Habit like what was that sir?? 😳

Sooo many people fainted. I lost count how many but security handled it well, and the show flowed without interruptions. Louis did look upset after the umpteenth fainting, though, and also tossed his water for people at one point.

Kill my mind. Kill. My. Mind.

Honestly at this point was already near tears because I knew it's ending soon. But the energy of the venue kept them at bay, lol. Then I just saw how he jumped down from the stage?? There was a huge pressure behind me as everyone wanted to get close in case he comes to our side. I didn't expect to get to touching distance so I was just ready to film in case he walks by. But the motherfucker jumped on the barricade right in front of us?? When I tell you I was shocked and my soul left my body. It all happened so fast but I reached out to softly hold his wrist and my brains slowly processed I was touching Louis Tomlinson?? Soft skin with fair body hair I'm-😔 Then he hopped off and smiled like the mischievous devil he is, knowing very well what kind of chaos he caused. Oh, then came the waterworks... We were all either crying or laughing a little maniacally, or just in general shock, and he had the audacity to laugh when he got back on stage.

Lil' fucker will be the death of me.

Interestingly enough, I had never cried because of a concert before. Or even after my M&G with Adam Lambert who has been the wind beneath my wings for the past 11 years. So I guess it's safe to say I feel more content in my emotions these days, and feel more. I was still crying when I walked to my hotel.

I felt so incredibly lucky this was my first show since pandemic started and also my first Louis show. My first time ever seeing Louis in general. I don't know what good things I have done to deserve this joy but if there is a higher power, for once, they liked me😔❤️ I feel a bit bummed I sold my other Louis tickets because I got harrassed for attending multiple shows (while some attend all...), but at least now this was a special little thing that I looked forward to so long.

Until the next time, babes❤️ Maybe get over your beef with Finland by then. Why is it the only Nordic country you left out? 💀

Have this random video of mine:

#ltwt stockholm #lt tour

[nkhrchuwuya]

hi! how are you? hope you’re doing extra great!

if i may, could i ask why chuuya is your favorite?

do you, perhaps; find something unconventional about him to be cool or attractive?

feel free to ignore this haha, just felt like interacting with one of my fav blogs.

- 🍧

hey darling! thank you so much for passing by~ i'm not ignoring this ask, i love talking to you guys! it's so lovely when u guys want to hear from me about stuff 🥺

ok i was trying to get this into a few paragraphs but it ended up much longer than i thought it would be so you get a read more 😂 that's how much i love chuuya apparently! warning: it's a really long post, i promise.

when i first got into bsd (when it released in anime form!) i actually really, really, really liked dazai. easy number one. no one to follow. he was my absolute favorite, my little menace. it was only, hm, in 2020? when i got back to bsd that chuuya really stood out to me.

and that time, i thought, well, obv, i like dazai, so i'd end up liking chuuya too. because they came as a pair, right? one half to each other's "only you can see through me."

but then the more time chuuya spent in my head the more i realized it's not because of dazai that i liked him. his being paired up with dazai was part of it, sure, but it was only one aspect of it.

the rest of it is as follows, in as cleanly a way i can put it:

i really like how chuuya's made of all fire and ash and spark. he's always burning for something every time he comes out on screen- he's never just idle. that's an energy i personally do not possess in the real world, so seeing a character just take on the world with such an openness is so lovely to me. like, especially if you look back and see that his heart's been stamped on and so much has been taken away from him, too.

i also really like his dynamics with arahabaki, inside him. maybe that makes him half-fire, half-god. i love that he's not afraid of the darkness inside of him, the darkness that surrounds him, because he's made peace with it. because it's his home- or at least part of it.

i love his struggle with humanity. this is actually something i really loved tossing in my head with dazai too, but with chuuya it takes on a different flavor, especially since he's on the "dark side." i feel like his constant discourse with himself about what it means to be human is constantly shaping him to be a better human in the process and! how can you not love that?

this is more personal than any other reason but i also like chuuya because i consider myself to have a monster inside me too. no god of destruction like him, but with fangs that sink through the heart too anyway. it's kind of a pointing at the mirror situation - if he can do it why can't i?

and this part is cheesy, but i also really like chuuya because in my head he can stand as an embodiment of love. the way he pours his everything into the port mafia because of his loyalty to it. the fact that he still, although grumbling, goes back to dazai because of their (history of) partnership. there's that quote dazai said (i think?) about how the opposite of life is not death but a loss of passion, and to me chuuya is all raging fire (if i haven't said this enough) and he will continue to burn and that's so exhilarating to watch.

and will i really love a character if i'm not even the littlest bit scared of them? fearful adoration, probably? i don't know how he does what he does, living like that facing forward all the time, and that scares me. i feel like if it were me, i'd burn myself with my own fire. and im scared of him because i know if it was him, he would do it willingly anyway.

and that's all! i promise i really cut down so much from this already but i have so many thoughts on chuuya it's ridiculous. and maybe, yeah, i'm projecting a little too much on him at this point, but if it's not harming anyone, right?

i hope this answer was. something close to what you were looking for, anon 💀 i spent the entire afternoon trying to draft this because i didn't know where to start, but this is the best i've got!

#🍧 anon #asks #nakahara chuuya #bungou stray dogs #might as well tag it since i spent so much time on it 💀

[kunthug]

october, november, december, all wrapped in one, for final maybe not final notes // sketches for another wave

(scraps from a day this year)

i was afraid of dying. afraid of becoming god.[2]

eeyah, not me reblogging at the beginning of the year, “i am going to survive the year even if it kills me” and the year actually going on to do just that.💀

an impossible act, to wrap up the year inside a neat red bow and say this is what it is, what it was,

as much as what it could have been {this is always the most painful part, the prolonged yearning for the unlived, all deserved stalled by drab wordling.}

this is something it had been: “she referenced her elliptical contents monthly and wondered, bent at the edge of her bed, how her thin-paged life, her black-type days amounted to only this.”[3]

the void chased me, psssst-ing me around may

this year of spiraling, this year of uncertainties fucking me silly, the year of ten days to never forget—burning rage, god it was so much rage that burned straight to the earth’s core

& suddenly a rupture

& suddenly the visions started chasing me

visions of after the end of the world came, warground body warground, to nearly die but then died in some way?, a deity’s intervention,

frequencies unearthed from the body’s graveyard

unlocked where i then ran to the very edge, found gateways & was flung back to ordinary time i most certainly did not want to be in, reluctantly making do with life's flimsy pacifiers, these lean seductions.

living knows the most comical ways to humble hot heads like mine, it’s like 😋 why won’t you give up thrashing like a chicken in water and just drift?

drifting isn’t a subject unfamiliar , so legion-i, universes's ho, reclaimed spirals, reversed, took two steps back to origin(s), back to the water, back to sewing unknowables, lavender.

unspilled rage does nothing but eat you up, & i stopped getting frustrated, it only makes breathing worse & it meins these mfuckers win again & i’m too tired anyway. so i went along as what that being flung back said, hey there’s still much to do, so much glitter left to cry.

before now i’d noted how i was always coming of age, & growth being cranes in the sky you can’t really map, even with the most abstract tool. but this year i saw stuff liveeeeee

in the gift of erotic melancholia: “i am only becoming sexier and more inconsolable” over time,teehehehe. sad clownery to reverse adverse impact from brash moments of living.

growth in some mercurial stamina, but stamina all the same. how much i discovered my word is bond, my word is blood.

fear my fucken arch-nemesis i now know it’s shape. wasn’t it kincaid who says things are less threatening when there’s a name, a border around it? fear’s on a leash—on the way to being my bitch— in essence. #bigbrag like when it shoves it’s head in again, i can go say yo! you! go suck my toes.

less

ether-ine i have been, and hope to smear that into “the new year” in some form. let the heat of the hands find their way to make objects felt, seen, especially heard. letting all the tending on the inside flourish.

there’s been many notes on this aesthetics of a thing, and me, being in a state of both defining & we’ll see what happens, found a great big node to be reminded of:

david levi strauss noting in between dog and wolf that in ancient times, before there were anaesthetics for pain, there was just aesthetics: art(aesthetics, form of sensation) bridge-holders for pain, there's something else holding that shit.

it's more than just a studio note, as the year instructed to return back to being an artist, whether i call myself one or not. externalise boo, externalize. essentially this always: the lived poetry— life being total art, but also making tangible things out of it

for the destruction of work & the proliferation of joy.[1]

understanding that ones poeisis can be a way of inwardly and outwardly facing away from the oppression of these many orders. i learnt that too strongly this year, facing away not being ignoring (how could you sef, with all the violence in air) but attending to things it snatches from u

learnt the essence of smallness, all its big potentials, comfort in the very act of creation. similar to august wilson who mused: "you create the work to exalt and celebrate a common humanity."

that’s it, some sort of mantra to remember ? that liberation is in the day to day.

good grief! all the things i said bye to.

a year eros tarried and carried me still,

big big expanse inland, the world was happening inside. the body that i am longs still, i am still stretching the limits of my longing.

but i try to make a practice of gratitude, make space for grief and make a repeated exercise of seducing that other world here in trickles, gleam as the moon, strong intentions on pleasure, upward spirals only, learn slowly in the mistakes, slice time even more for bloodgems, seed, love all the new growth that came from fracturing-as-opening: humor, etherine still but here, still here, very here. homesick but doing this thing of rooting i know i’m capable of.

i’d hoped this spiral will string along many other lovely things than words, but perhaps more intent with this in the coming months? this is the only picture that— bruhh idek—just makes sense

it’s always been the sensate for me, so i’m abiding with this other unrelated space that just, again, makes sense

extra to this: [4] more. [5]

and to dot, not scheming, just reclining in the prayer father left today, what i’ll find in the mercy of the blood, grace of ancestral lineage.

& these secret prayers, asé. these new architectures, asé. this new divination. moving wild and calm still.

i’m exhausted but ready…

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[2] spill: scenes of black feminist fugitivity, alexis pauline gumbs, pg. 61.

[3] spill: scenes of black feminist fugitivity, alexis pauline gumbs, pg. 22.

#bruhh this year was wild #wilder than these #mild lyrics

[soysaurus]

recently, i was reminded of dabee (never really forgot about him tbh, he will always have a special place in my heart), but that did lead me to want to grace my sketchbook with dabee doodles…and then i found myself rifling through the many barry bee benson images on pinterest (why are there a weird nu mber of adrien from mlb images in the more like this section???? puh-lease, plagg is raising someone better,,,,*looks at the mlb love square* or maybe not).

anyway, i started to think about a valid and reasonable (or, as reasonable as i could get) way to include a bee movie au in bnha,,,,and make it dabihawks bc somehow that just happened. typomachine is me k0dzuken is @purple-haze-bunny​

transcript of dms under the cut!!

typomachine:  but also I had this big dabihawks bee movie idea that’s like Got an actual reason for the bee movie

k0dzuken: WHAT ARE U EVEN SAYING💀 Also plz go on😳 Would hawks also be a bee or ?😳

typomachine: Hehehehehe ok so

k0dzuken: what have i started

typomachine: The lov finds this guy who’s making money in the underground with his quirk which lets him basically kind of snatch things from the past And dabi is curious and somehow ends up with a copy of the bee movie And bc he’s dabi, he forces hawks to watch it with him and it’s horrible and he makes a joke any quirks not being the worst thing to grace humanity But then the next day Hawks is regretting his life choices bc really he’s spying on a highly dangerous villain organisation only to spend his Thursday night watching the fucking bee movie But then there’s this minor villain but he’s nearby and hawks helps out Rumi is also fighting this villain and ngl he seems kinda weak But then he calls on his wee gang and they still are no match for the furry bffs (letter F emoji reaction on this message)  Except in this au Hawks and rumi don’t actually know each other that well bc like they’re both kinda loners tbh But then as the villains are getting arrested One of them grabs them both and activates his quirk as a kind of last minute revenge thing to fuck shit up and also try and escape

k0dzuken: WAIT WHY AM I SO INVESTED💀

typomachine: But his quirk is that you get transported to the world of the last movie u saw HEHEHE And u end up taking the place as one of the characters in that movie Rumi is a busy gal and she actually hasn’t seen a full movie in a long time So somehow they’re both in the bee movie and hawks is like oh no what the fuck no this cannot be happening While rumi is like ok we’re in a movie what’s so bad about it

k0dzuken: Its one of the worst movies ever thats whats bad😔

typomachine:  Except the movie also kind of casts people that you have talked to recently and seen the movie with in the roles of other characters (flushed emoji reaction on this message) ITS GLOROUUS I need to rewatch it honestly And then fucking dabee appears with the ya like jazz line

k0dzuken: Okay but thats actually such a cool quirk😔

typomachine: PFFFT It would be so good for game nights And hawks is traumatised bc omfg

k0dzuken: > ITS GLOROUUS I hate that i read most of the scenario and memorized the start of the movie💀💀💀

typomachine: He’s in the role of that girl and that means...he has to fall in love with a bee KABDJSJSSJAKKSSJS

k0dzuken: HORRIBLE FATE REALLY

typomachine: HEHEH so, the first time he’s really just focused on getting out and like...hoping the quirk would wear off on its own so he kind of doesn’t do what the girl in the movie would do And it ends with the world burning bc there were no bees and there’s lots of blue fire

k0dzuken: Yeah cause hawks isnt that stupid💀 ODJSKSSISNSSMLSJSKSJSJSB OH DID DABI SET THE WHOLE WORLD ON FIRE

typomachine: But then the entire thing restarts and hawks is back with dabee and the ya like jazz line and he and rumi figure out tg at they need to play out the movie so the world ‘ends’ and they can leave PFFFT THAT WOUKD BE SO FUNNY JUST THIS ONE TINY BEE SETTING THE ENTIRE WORKD ON FIRE

k0dzuken: > But then the entire thing restarts and hawks is back with dabee and the ya like jazz line and he and rumi figure out tg at they need to play out the movie so the world ‘ends’ and they can leave OH NO HE HAS NO CHOICE💀

typomachine: And then they do that and hawks is back in the normal world and rumi is just like,,,.going to forget that ever happened she was curious abt why it was dabi in the other mc’s role but now that it’s over she just doesn’t care and wants to not even ask lol

k0dzuken: Honestly i believe in dabee

typomachine: PFFFT beelieve in dabee amen

k0dzuken: Rumi really said : 👉🏽V👄V👈🏽

typomachine: PFFFT YES

k0dzuken: I give that scenario a solid 8/10 tbh

typomachine: and then dabi actually is an ass and calls a meeting with hawks and hawks cannot even face him bc omg dabee

k0dzuken: -2 points cause i feel bad for hawks😔

typomachine: LMAOO PFFFFFT valid he’s traumatised honestly wow thank you for reading all that. here’s a cat to cleanse your soul uwu

#jesus i just typed all that out #bnha #crack #god wow #bee movie #bee movie au #dabee #dabi #hawks #takami keigo #rumi #rumi usagiyama #crack idea #someone save my soul #reesesbrain #dabihawks #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #beenha #universe name courtesy of dinoduck #he's truly awesome btw

[inaflashimagine]

my god so after years i come back to react to your answer, but you got my brain enough to walk through all these posts (i was always like 🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝 every time something was said) ,,,

EVERYTHING is fucking perfect your Ravenclaw brains bring me dOWN (RAVENCLAW ANON YOU REALLY ARE ON TOP) (as fellow Gryffindor I can only sit and nod quietly lol)

no really, between the kfc hc, the potions lessons, the relationship with nanami, THE SHIT MAHITO, the tournament, AARGH I FALL I SAID it's incredible I think about this ua day and night 😭 (and also im happy that you agree with hufflepuff nanami bc imagine him being in this house just make me feel like- 🥺)

but lol so i didn't sit idly by and i'm still looking forward to your ua hp updates

(my favorite hc is the slow burn of the relationship with nanami ,,, AND HIS FUCKING DOUBTS ABOUT MAHITO, MAN WHO CALCULATES EVEN THAT FUCKING PSYCHOPATH WHILE YOU EXIST, I can't take this boy anymore)

also I wanted to evoke how much I feel out of place since in my head it's gojo who is in Slytherin and geto in Gryffindor I DON'T KNOW GRYFFONDOR GETO JUST KILLED ME SO STRONG then I talked about it with friends and - anyway from dint of reading you I come to appreciate him more at Slytherin (especially if it allows a healthy and beautiful interaction between Slytherin and Hufflepuff because geto and nanami are just made to make me fall)

nanami and his muggle bakery made me cry (no kidding ,,, I had just reread chapter 120 too : D)

thinking that each new recipe will have to wait until the holidays to be tested, at the request of nanami who just thinks the reader has the best advice ( but she just try to notre blush behind his eyes-)

you were talking about metamorphmagus! mahito and squib! toji, I want to add that geto and gojo will learn to be animagus and shoko would be right there like "wow so cool" but thinking that being mediwizard just >>>

(and I have already thought about possible legilimens and occlumens but I want to read your opinion on them first)

currently thinking about the fact that ijichi would be a ✨virtuoso✨ in all subjects where you should not touch the wand, and would be one of the few to put up with professor bins lol

(also here I made a FUCKING list on all the subjects in which each one would excel or not and I realize that I do really useless things sometimes-)

an idea just pop-up in my head 🤠 the reader or nanami would be really good at astronomy and when one of them decides to wear his balls and ask the other to help him with an assignment, they just end up by lying next to each other, gazing at the stars and heart both beating and calm

I have already talked too much, but i want to repeat myself: thank you again for the pearls you provide, really! these two universes together are so sweet 🥺✨(and sorry for language mistakes yoops)

good luck with your studies, and have a great night / evening / day! ✨

Hi I’m sorry this took a while to respond to but I’m so glad you sent this wonderful ask (so thankful for your Gryffindor brain!)

I’m so glad you like the hcs!! I also cannot stop thinking about this au. And I’m incredibly grateful for your suggestion about Nanami being a Hufflepuff because now I can’t unsee it (even when I see fanart of him in ravenclaw robes, because all I can imagine is him with yellow robes now haha)

I wish I had time to write these ideas out! Maybe I’ll write a snippet soon (I keep on thinking about either writing a scene of reader and Nanami during a potions lesson or them spending a summer day in the muggle world jdjdksksk)

Ahhh yay I’m so glad you like the slowburn aspect!! I’m a sucker for the mutual pining and the friends to lovers trope so I think a slowburn encapsulates both concepts pretty well! And LMAO yeah I love how even in this au Mahito is still an annoying presence in Nanami’s life💀

Ahh Gryffindor Geto is such an interesting concept I don’t think I’ve seen that one yet! but yes Hufflepuff Nanami and Slytherin Geto is an idea I can’t wait to flesh out more, I really wish we had more interactions with them in the manga! I guess that’s what fanfiction is for haha😌

Ahhh no the dreadful ch 120😭😭yes Nanami and his muggle bakery is a constant source of joy for me as I try to forget ch 120 exists💀💀idk just teenager Nanami worrying about mundane tasks instead of fighting curses makes me feel much better LOL.

Aw Nanami thinking reader has the best advice has me🥺🥺 when reader visits him, they’re incredibly excited to try Nanami’s new recipes. And you can’t tell me that Nanami doesn’t bake them a cake for their birthday, even if he has to wait until the summer to celebrate it

OMG Animagus how could I forget?! I wonder what their forms would be! I’ve seen so many fanart of Gojo cat so I can’t stop thinking he’d be a white fluffy cat or some other feline💀💀Geto is a bit tougher to place and I can’t easily think of one. I keep on thinking of a dragon for him but that would be incredibly large compared to Gojo’s cat😭💀

Shoko would be the best mediwizard there is no doubt about that😌

Oooh possible legilimens and occlumens is such an interesting concept!! Here are my current thoughts but I think they’ll be subject to change as I think about it more:

Both are incredibly hard to accomplish, so these would definitely be a trait among the best of the best students.

Gojo: I see Occlumency (maybe because I think of his infinity), though he’s trying to become better at Legilimency.

Geto: excels at both, but great at Legilimency (I think this would be an interesting foil with Gojo. Considering that Akutami said that Geto was Gojo’s moral compass and those two were very close, I feel like Geto can read Gojo like a book sometimes. Not to mention that Geto/Getwo are extremely charismatic and always seem to be two steps ahead/know what others are thinking and their weak points are)

Mahito: both as well because his role in jjk involves him being aware of his soul and the soul of others

Nanami: Occlumency. I keep on thinking about how he subconsciously protected his soul from Mahito during his first fight. Although I can see the argument for Legilimency, perhaps for his ability to read people pretty well (because he makes astute observations relatively quickly)

Yeah atm those are the only ones I can think of but I’m curious to hear your thoughts!!

HAHA that’s so accurate for Ijichi I love it!! He would be a teacher’s pet as well💀💀

Wait I would LOVE to see that list if you ever decide to post it!! I think I wrote down some classes that the students would excel at or not but I have to find the list it’s buried in some Google doc💀once I find it I’ll be sure to post it here!

OMG I LOVE this potential astronomy scene my heart is so soft🥺and if reader is even feeling a bit more courageous, they inch a bit closer to Nanami as they seek warmth from the ocasional chill in the night. the strange but soothing combined scents of his cologne, bread, and book pages are enough to make reader comfortable, eyes slowly closing as they try to listen to what Nanami is saying about a particular constellation. But before they know it, they find themselves falling asleep, their head idly placed on Nanami’s shoulder as they peacefully doze off. Nanami freezes, his calm heartbeat picking up quickly as he realizes the current situation. But then he smiles softly, admiring reader’s face cast in the moonlight. It isn’t long until he finds his own eyes closing as he takes a quick slumber as well.

Please, you can never talk too much no worries (I’m the one who rambles a ton here haha)! Thank you for sharing your lovely ideas in this au, it’s certainly made my heart so so full🥺 (and def don’t worry about the language mistakes, your English is wonderful!)

Good luck with your studies as well! Have a lovely day/night💕

#Vanessa rambles #jjk x hp au #nanamin rights #I LOVE THIS SM #this au is one of my favorite ones jjst makes me incredibly happy #thank you again for contributing these wonderful ideas #the astronomy hc is seriously one of my fave ideas for this au I must write a scene depicting it!! #narustalgiie #just rereading this made my morning ugh #long post #long ask

[byeol-ssi]

tcf, that’s trash of the counts family right?? if so, that is on my to-read list!! i managed to download the novel (almost all of im pretty sure) and im waiting for my spring break to read it!!

i also enjoy a lot of historical manhwas! right now, my current obsession is villainess, isekai, or reincarnation manhwas! idk i think i just love the angst i get from reading it 🤣 i also love loveeee family manhwas!! those are so cute and i love a good family trope!! i have read a lot of those and i currently ran out of manhwas to read (since im pretty sure i read all of the current trending manhwas on a website i go on lolol), so if u have any suggestions, i’d be happy to hear some!! (no pressure tho!)

my favorite manhwas at the moment is: becoming the villain’s family (the art for this is literally unreal 👁👄👁. it had a promo that looked really good but another artist picked it up and omg,,, i think it’s the most beautiful manhwa ive ever seen??? i saw the art for it and i immediately read the manhwa because i fell in love with the art 😙), i became the hero’s rival (i’ve never been so down bad for a ml it’s lowkey embarrassing ><), and into the light once again (reincarnation manhwa where the fl is reborn into a family who loves her so much — no words except i love family manhwas LOLOL). also, this isn’t a villainess one or anything, but i love inso’s law/the law of webnovels! its my comfort manhwa and even tho im behind lolol it’s one of my og favorites :’))

ahhh this is getting long im sorry TTTT but who do you main in genshin?? i actually recently started playing it (back in dec!!) and i ended up investing more time than i thought into it :’)) i main keqing because shes my first 5* and i also love love playing her! i love playing characters with fast play styles and she’s lowkey so fun!! but anyways, sorry i typed so much but i got excited 😆 have a good day!!

— 💭 anon (i’ll go by this if that is okay!!)

yes, you're right! tcf was my first ever purely adventure manhwa, so it does hold a special place in my heart. i love the found family trope dearly, so i guess you could say i'm a bit biased! 😅 i feel very excited for you, so tell me when spring break comes! <33

i truly enjoyed this ask, and talked a lot, so i placed a cut!

AAACK I'M SCREAMING RN!! I ALSO LIVE FOR REINCARNATED/ISEKAI VILLAINESS STORIES! esp, the revenge parts? aaa it's always so satisfying!!

have you read i became the male lead's adopted daughter? i think it's my top family trope manhwa at the moment! i legit cried at one point from leo and the duke's relationship. plus the humor always has me dying 💀

YES, THE ART FOR BTVF IS ABSOLUTELY UNREAL!! i'm just crossing my fingers that the artist doesn't discontinue it – but yes, it's breathtaking and the plot is so interesting too!

ONE WORD. FELIX. I SPIRAL EVERYTIME I SEE HIM, AND HE'S ONLY GETTING HOTTER WITH EVERY CHAPTER. 🤧 IT ISN'T GOOD FOR MY HEART.

AAA precious aisha!! her current brother and family now is so, so, sweet! also teared up 😭 a few times reading this. INSO'S LAW IS A CLASSIC AND I'M ASHAMED TO SAY THAT IT'S STILL IN MY TBR LIST, but i'll tell you all about it when i do start!

i'm a xiao and childe main! GENSHIN DOES HAVE A WAY OF DOING THAT. i've gone through cycles of burn out, but i still find myself coming back to it. are there any characters you're hoping to wish for or have? i don't have keqing, but i do think her playstyle seems super fun — especially her skills!

AND PLEASE, DON'T APOLOGIZE! i'm actually so overjoyed and found myself carried away too, so i hope you don't mind! thank you for coming to talk to me, i appreciate it sm ♡ wishing you a wonderful day as well!

#SOBBINH #I HAD SO MUCH FUN #clearly 🙈 #AND IT'S SO NICE TO MEET YOU #marking today on my calendar #found another sweet nonnie #✦ inbox notification. #sender ✦ 💭 nonnie

[gossamer-and-grace]

<3 <3 <3 Day 2 <3 <3 <3

Weight update: 107 even this morning, which was a huge relief because I thought for sure that I’d gained like… 3 pounds or something since Friday (where I had only one meal, “water” (read: tea) fast otherwise), as ever since then I went downhill with my eating.

Prompt: I am 5’2.75” which translates to about 160 cm. I’ve always been content with my height, never really wanted to be taller or was unhappy with being so short, even though that meant all my friends towered above me (and especially in middle school, I just ended up being friends with 5’11” girls hahaha) I enjoy being smol, petite, but of course, on the other hand, that makes losing weight a little harder since it’s less visible on a smaller frame, just with how weight is distributed. Granted, one is also able to reach lower numbers that are “healthier” given their low height. It’s a mix :) Recently, though, I’ve been less unhappy with my height, per se, but how that makes my body look (this sounds like the same thing; maybe it is hahaha) for example, long leggies, long torsos (esp!!!) I fawn over… my torso is so short :’) everything is proportional… but… proportionally smol. And when you gain weight, it shows so much, since there’s not as much doy for it to spread over. Anyways, tiny rant over hahaha.

Food log: So, I’ve decided to start tracking what I eat, but not calories(?) I know that I become far too obsessive for my own good, trying to track every last calorie taken in and expended that it really makes me feel horrible and out of control. THEREFORE, I’ve just noted down the foods that I ate, their rough caloric values where possible to calculate, and not really noting down calories expended from physical activity simply because I have no idea what that would look like. I just feel content in the knowledge that whatever I am eating and expending, it results in a total caloric intake that is below maintenance :) That’s just what works for me. Anyways, so far (I’ll make a little add-on if this changes later on in the night hahaha) this is what I’ve eaten:

Protein shake (2 scoops in water) 90 cal

Large banana 121 cal (combined into other foods and alone)

4 rice cakes 35*4 cal // edit: ate another with the soup, the label listed it as 40 💀 this is why off-brand shit sucks /j

4 eggs 148*2 cal

1/3 cute and 1/2 avocado salad with dressing 97 cal

Homemade cauliflower soup (not eaten yet) no idea about calories, I’ll have a small bowl… we’ll estimate something like 200 cal? //edit: it was very watery, so I’m gonna reduce the estimate to like, maybe even 100…

Drank tons cups of 0 cal tea (so far), had some vitamin gummies which I do not count calories for

Calories burned: As for calories burned, I’ve been on my feet literally all day cleaning the house to help out my my mom but also because my boyfriend is flying in from Germany this Friday! And also ran some errands different places… I have no idea how many calories I burned, but honestly, walking for like, maybe 6 hours or something, who knows. 500? 800? I might’ve even burned everything I ate today :) what a thought…

Other reflections: today was amazing. I don’t know why, but it was. I had so much self-control, but I also allowed myself unexpected little snacks here and there, and I know I stayed under, well, whatever imaginary limit is kicking around in my head. I want to think about why today was such a success, so that I can replicate it as much as possible. I’ll bullet a couple of ideas here…

I had the day to do whatever I wanted, on my terms

I stayed busy (body wise, cleaning, running errands)

I made a promise to myself in the beginning of the day

The morning I weighed myself I only went up .2 lbs from the last weigh-in, which boosted my mood immeasurably. It made me feel like I was still in control/in a good place, which made it so much easier to “stay” in that good space (since if I felt I’d fucked up, I’d think, fuck it, let’s just keep going and not care)

I sorta tracked food? But not calories? But saw how little I was eating calorie wise and knew that i was under some deficit

There are low calorie food options all around me

I ate when I was hungry, or after I noticed I was hungry (even if it also subsided)

I drank a shit ton of liquids today… maybe even too much, I almost worry. I don’t want to dilute myself(?)

I kept my mind busy on other things, was just generally active, and listened to great music all day!

Anyways! This is mainly for me >.< but if you’re still here thanks for sticking around to hear me monologuing.