#i hate them and they are ruining my life

[werewolfetone]

Dear god. please make all superyachts explode tomorrow. amen.

#i hate them and they are ruining my life #do you have any idea what it's like to go to work and have to hear 'ya the harbour is dying because of the superyachts and there- #-isn't a thing we can do about it' #i am this )( close to becoming the joker but with superyachts #anarchism #greatest hits

[eggonthemoon]

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis and Lyrics Breakdown

Okay so obviously spoilers, don't click Keep Reading if you haven't watched Round 6.

God fuck it's so fucking beautiful, where do I start?

I don't even know what is going on with those rapid shots of what I assume is some form of experiment that Till was involved in. I have no clue what the goal was or if it succeeded but somehow (for no real reason other than that one image of Luka standing behind Till ominously) I feel that Luka is involved with it.

Was this an attempt by Heperu's (Luka's guardian) rival to make a human capable of going up against Luka? Till being the youngest and Luka being the oldest also means that Till's guardian could have caught on to what Heperu was planning to do with Luka and then start experimenting on humans shortly after and it would still somewhat line up with the timeline.

But I'm getting into conspiracy territory, back to suffering!!

Allow me, to the tips of your fingers

Allow me, to the ends of your feet

Dissolve me in your gaze

I don't want to let you go

Oh this hurts. Seeing him look so defeated and exhausted, you can tell that even though to the public it's not certain whether Mizi died or not it doesn't matter to him. Because she's still gone away from his world, where he is unable to reach her. He wants to dissolve and die but he also doesn't want to let her go if there is even a sliver of hope that she lives.

Please, leave me scars

Please, hurt me so that

Not a single drop of me remains

Let me drown in you

The footage that plays to these lyrics really show how defeated he is. He refuses to sing, his passion for the art completely dead and buried. And (his guardian I assume) when someone shoves the fact that Mizi is gone in his face he lashes out and punches one of the aliens near him.

Until these falling stars

Are buried in the blur of time

However his heart isn't entirely in it and is quickly apprehended.

He is beyond exhausted and doesn't even protest or put up a fight while (the same alien he punched btw) another alien runs their fingers through his hair.

On your icy lips

Read my soul

Yes, my soul

He hopes that even if Mizi is dead that her spirit watches over him, seeing his soul and by extension, Him, for all that he is. Every thought and breath until he falls asleep is for Mizi.

But didn't we already know this is how he'd be like? Time for something juicier~

Even if your cold words

Carve scars beneath my eyes

May they linger on your tongue

You can break me apart

God this is heart shattering. Even if Till doesn't care for him, even if Till throws hurtful words his way, Ivan will still lie awake at night, cherishing what sliver of attention he is given. It doesn't matter if Till hates him, because as long as he is on Till's mind Ivan is happy. He is entirely in Till's hands, capable of being build up or torn down depending on how much (or how little) he is perceived by him.

Notice my pain

And mend me right now

To quiet my fears

I'll drown in you

He wants so deeply to be seen by Till, noticed. Till who doesn't let anything hold him down and always picks himself back up became a pillar of hope and strength to Ivan. It didn't matter how or in what context he gets to be seen, so he went out of his way to provoke him just to get Till to look at him even for a moment.

This was mentioned a while back on VIVINOS Patreon but the entire incident where Mizi and Till got attacked by that hound monster was orchestrated by him. I feel like there is two possible reasons for this depending on when in the timeline this takes place.

Either he wanted to test Till's resolve in hopes of being proven wrong about his courage (after all your hopes can't be dashed on the rocks, if you never had hopes to begin with) only for his obsession to end up growing even stronger than before.

Or he tried to let Till get roughed up enough that he'd be transferred (solitary confinement? emergency room?) somewhere else away from the others at Anakt, so they could escape together.

But we all know how that turned out.

Either way what Ivan wants isn't freedom, he's long since given up on that. There's no point in his freedom if the person that inspired him to yearn for it isn't by his side. He needs Till there, his very presence to reassure him that no matter what Till won't falter. But he failed to take account of the one thing that weakens Till's resolve.

Mizi.

Mizi is to Till what Till is to Ivan. And so without Mizi in his world Till crumbles. Since Till will only go where Mizi is and Mizi already gave away her heart to someone else, it's impossible for Ivan to be free while keeping Till in his world.

And so he follows him, resigning himself to a life without freedom.

Sick of these nights to come

To be engulfed in silence

But the distance between them is killing him, and each and every day they come closer to their inevitable doom.

It doesn't matter if they believe the lie the aliens told them, that if they die singing they will be blessed. Because what is the point in that? How can going somewhere far away from the people they love be a blessing?

In your gaze where I am seen

Consume me

Yes, me

His desires mirror Till's. He wants his soul to be seen by him, recognized for his undying love for him. He wants Till to see that he can give him all that Till yearns for in Mizi and more.

To this everlasting melody

Face to face we dance

And yet Till still refuses to look Ivan in the eyes.

Things get a little unclear but since they aren't shown singing here and there's no flashback to accompany the lyrics, we can assume that at this moment Till most likely gave up on singing.

With our story

Lost in forever's embrace

I'm not sure if Ivan intended this from the start or if it's a decision he made then and there but one thing is certain. If Till stops singing then that would mean he forfeits, he'll lose. Till has never once given up. Even when he went back for Mizi that night, he never intended to leave her in the first place. But now without her he crumbles.

And Ivan can't let that happen, not like this.

Moral grey area aside, this scene is so deeply moving to me

And I don't say that in a romantic context, absolutely not. This is something much deeper than just love. This is the culmination of everything they've been through, all those moments lead up to this.

Because this isn't a kiss.

This is Ivan throwing his life away for Till.

Till was going to loose, the only thing that could overturn that is if his opponent attacks him. The kiss was to distract Till and keep him from catching up to what Ivan was planning.

Just look at the contrast between their first and second kiss. As soon as the score board shows Till is in the lead, he gives him a gentle peck on the lips. The contrast is stark and full of meaning. This was the genuine kiss, hidden behind a smokescreen of aggressive bravado created from the previous one.

And it worked. Till was completely convinced that Ivan's intentions was to kill him, and he was fully intent on letting him.

I know a lot of people doubted his intentions. Because he didn't let go of Till's neck the minute he saw their scores, a lot of people assume that this was Ivan trying to drag Till down with him.

But the minute he coughed up blood what does he do?

He smiles.

and let's Till go.

He's only human. He might know logically that Till has won the match. But emotionally he refuses to let go until he is certain.

Until he knows for a fact that he is the one bleeding and dying he'll keep up his charade.

And then.

And only then.

Till truly sees Ivan.

As he dissolves in his gaze.

#THEY RUINED MY LIFE /POS #I FUCKING HATE THEM /AFFECTIONATE #ivantill #alnst till #alnst ivan #alnst mizi #alnst #alien stage #에이스테 #ramble rumble #I don't know what happened #I had a thought and a neuron activated #I think I might have ascended #alnst spoilers #alnst round 6

[catboy-fentanyl]

cant stop drawing them.... ... . inspired by that part in a garden across our collarbone where they buy those onesies :333 please go read that fic by @pittdpeaches !!!

#lego monkie kid #lmk #lmk fanart #lmk mk #lmk red son #spicynoodles #lmk spicynoodles #i hate them so much #i wanna blend them up #affectionately #pittdpeaches has ruined my life with #a garden across our collarbone

[m3ntal-hiatus]

gojo has one printed photo of geto, just one.

not two, because where’s the incentive to take care of them both? if the other is tarnished, he has a backup. there’s nothing that could make him cherish two or three, and love them equally.

no, he has one.

sure, he could have more. it wouldn’t be the same.

just. one.

sometimes it’s framed, sitting pretty on his desk or bedside table. sometimes it’s tucked carefully into his wallet.

sometimes, arguably most of the time, it’s in his hands.

it’s an ugly photo of him, really. he wasn’t ready for it and didn’t even know there was a camera pointed at him. candid — his head thrown back in a genuine hearty laugh, teeth and all.

gojo had managed to bug (beg) shoko enough to let him rifle through her old flip phone since he, of course, hadn’t bothered to take any photos of his own other than the odd selfie or two. he eventually scrolled far enough in shoko’s gallery that he found it, the date reading back to their earliest days at Jujutsu Tech. he almost hated himself for smiling with the photo.

he never gave shoko her phone back and she hadn’t asked for it. he had that photo printed, but only once.

he had to prove to himself that he could keep one good thing in his life.

#i am allergic to happiness at this point #i am ruined i am hollow #i hate them so much i love them #my wellbeing is at stake gege #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #geto suguru #geto #gojo #satosugu #stsg #the idea of gojo never being able to truly get over geto and actively seeking him out in every mundane aspect of his life #and shoko actively avoiding ever being reminded of it all until she has too #makes me violently upset #shoko ieiri #ieri shoko

[saphushia]

i require an extremely specific variety of dp x gf crossover so i am resorting to creating it myself

#the variety is comedy about dipper ruining danny's life a little bit #i need them to hate eachother in a slapstick comedy way #idk what the last one is btw. simply a yeahg moment #dp trio is around 16-17 mystery twins are around 14-15 btw #is what i'm thinking so far at least #danny phantom #gravity falls #dp x gf #danny fenton #dipper pines #mabel pines #sam manson #tucker's there a little bit but not really enough to go in tags #art #see this was all a joke funny haha until i realized that uh #space nerd and guy with literal constellation on his forehead... hm. hm. hm. 😳 #hope that doesn't do anything to my psyche

[alexjcrowley]

Btw I can't believe all the Hamilton edits with Hamilton the musical, especially to Wait for it but when they're done with Carlos

Like girl be fr if someone is his Burr that's not Carlos that's Nico fucking Rosberg, he owned that role

Carlos and Lewis have had beef for a month because Vasseur gave Lewis Carlos's job, you want bitter soul crushing rivalry that's been destroying another guy's life step by step, that's been booked by Britney since day one

#lewis hamilton #carlos sainz #nico rosberg #f1 #formula 1 #ferrari #edit #hamilton the musical #brocedes #BE FR I woulf be mad too if someone stole my job that's normal #you want the yearning the fury the jealous heart that's nico for you #Carlos doesn't have all that hate specifically for Lewis like it's normal now they got beef because of the 2025 seat #but he would have had beef with whoever took that seat last minute you know #yes recovered Hamilton fan getting ptsd from these edits speaking wait for it it's not the song for the sainz-lewis beef #no shade to whoever did these edits because they look really good #just I have seen like five of them with Carlos and Lewis to Wait for it #WHERE ARE THE BROCEDES EDITS TO WAIT FOR IT #WHERE ARE THE WORLD WAS WIDE ENOUGH EDITS WITH BROCEDES #your obedient servant is NOT carlos and lewis song it's lewis and nico #No Carlos hasn't looked back on where he failed and every place he checked the only common thread has been Lewis's disrespect #THAT'S NICO #Unless there is some serious Lewis Carlos lore I am missing I am sorry no #I write for a magazine where a colleague 'steals' an article I wanted to write I get pissed off but I don't break into dramatic songs #on how the guy has been ruining my life forever #RESPECT. NICO'S. ANGER.

[oceanwithouthermoon]

oh my god i just. remembered this. sorry. one of the things people do in the saiki k fandom (cough cough specifically tiktok cough cough) is that people call every terusai moment "fanservice.." FANSERVICE..? WHATTTTT ?

as if you guys get to make the choices in what the anime SHOULD be like, and which duos get better moments.. thats so funny oh my GOD.

and im saying the anime specifically because none of these people read the manga.. there was this one pretty fucking viral tiktok i saw a few months ago where this person was talking about this and saying that the anime "tried to set up teruhashi and saiki as a couple" when it "wasnt like that in the manga" and then proceeded to talk about scenes that WERE in the manga and did NOT get changed for the anime.. mf why are you just LYING. AND WHY ARE THE MASSES BELIEVING YOU. THATS CRAZY.

#its weird cuz like. nobody is genuinely saying terusai is canon or u HAVE to ship it (its an obvious joke when we that abt any ship) #but these people for some reason act like we're the devil for interpreting their cute scenes as romantic #MY BROTHER IN CHRIST JUST LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE. INTERPRET THE WAY YOU WANT WHILE ILL DO IT HOW I WANT. #youre allowed to see them as just friends just like im allowed to see them as a couple!! #their friendship is lovely!! it's beautiful!! appreciate it instead of trying to ruin all those moments and boil them doen to 'fanservice-' #JUST because a lot of people see it as romantic!! #i swear these people are just women haters #they see her getting cute moments with saiki and jump on the bandwagon of hating her and their whole relationship #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #teruhashi kokomi #terusai #saiteru

[timeoftheflowers]

[grabbing a stranger by the shoulders and digging my nails into their skin with a psychotic look on my face] LISTEN YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THEYRE MEANT TO BE. BUT THEY ARENT. THEIR REGRETS EAT THEM ALIVE FROM THE INSIDE LIKE ACID MELTING OFF THEIR FLESH THOUGH SOMETIMES THEY FEEL LIKE THEY WOULD RATHER HAVE THE ACID THAN THEIR FEELINGS. THEY ARE BEST FRIENDS. THEY ARE THE WORST THING THAT HAPPENED TO EACH OTHER. THEY ARE NOT PLATONIC. THEY ARE NOT ROMANTIC. THEY ARE NOT SEXUAL. THEY ARE NOT ADVERSARIOUS. THEY ARE SOMETHING NO ONE CAN EVER COMPREHEND BUT THEM. THEY CUT THE RED STRING CONNECTING THEM BECAUSE THEY WANT TO BE WITH EACH OTHER BY CHOICE, NOT BY A DECISION MADE FOR THEM. THEY WILL DIE TRAGICALLY YOUNG. THEY WILL NEVER DIE. THEY WILL BE REBORN AS CHILDHOOD FRIENDS. THEY WILL BE REBORN AS STRANGERS SEEING EACH OTHER ON THE BUS AND MAKING EYE CONTACT FOR 5 SECONDS AND WONDERING WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE IF ONE OF THEM WALKED UP TO EACH OTHER AND STRUCK UP A CONVERSATION. THEY WILL BE REBORN AS PARALLEL LINES, NEVER INTERSECTING BUT EXTENDING NEXT TO EACH OTHER ENDLESSLY, DESPERATELY HOPING TO DEFY SCIENCE AND CONNECT SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY. THEY WILL BE REBORN AS A CROW AND A DOVE. THEY DONT KNOW A SINGLE THING ABOUT EACH OTHER. THEY CAN SEE INTO EACH OTHERS SOUL. THEYRE HEARTLESS AND THEYRE SO FULL OF LOVE. THEY ARE CLINICALLY INSANE AND A FIGMENT OF EACH OTHERS IMAGINATION.

#persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5 #p5r #akira kurusu #kurusu akira #goro akechi #akechi goro #shuake #akeshu #I AM SO ILL. #I AM SO FUCKING INSANE. #I HATE GAYS WHO ARE DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE I HATE SHUAKE I HATE SHUAKE I HATE SHUAKE I HATE THEM SO MUCH #THEY MAKE ME FUCKING SICK THEY RUINED MY LIFE

[katamite-cinaedus]

RRRRRRRAAAAAA RR I HATE RE ANIMATOR ❗️❗️❗️

#wip #work in progress #digital art #fanart #re animator #bride of reanimator #herbert west #danbert #reanimator #I HATE THEM #F SLUR #RUINED MY LIFE #MADE ME STUDY BIOLOGY #HELP

[eosofspades]

okay i meant to make this post forever ago but my personal opinion on why so many people were so dissatisfied with lightfalll (disclaimer: i am not one of these people, i love lightfall SO much), is that lightfall was kind of subjected to a really aggressive marketing campaign.

like, stick with me here, i feel like almost all the lightfall release content (the trailers especially) were so focused on battling the witness, how this battle has been centuries in the making and this is the Second Collapse Finally Finding Us, only for there to be,,, no real resolution. the end was left on such a severe cliffhanger, but not only that, there was NO battle with the witness. the witness didn't even seem to be having a hard time at all with what we WERE throwing at it.

and for narrative reasons *i* am obsessed with this ending; in terms of storytelling i adore practically every creative decision that was made in lightfall, but i think the reason that so many people were so upset about it is because lightfall had such intense marketing and was rooted in the implication that this was the End of Days, only for us to get almost no closure, and instead so many more questions.

(there's also something to be said, i think, about the fact that the people who ARE most upset about this are like, the youtube gamer dudebros who's content is very very often rooted in the aggressive, violence-and-warfare, pvp-centric, no-interest-in-lore approach to destiny, and that the people i've seen primarily ENJOYING the narrative decisions (or at least being understanding about it) are the artists and writers and loremasters of the fandom, but i'm not quite sure,,, how to expand on that point.)

#like. something something yt dudebros who are like 'uhhh destiny is about violence and war and the lore is only for people who suck at pvp #and destiny is a shitty evil game i hate it sooooo much hashtag 26871435 hours recorded gameplay' asshats #being the ones complaining MOST about the narrative in. a narrative driven game. and refusing to engage with ANY lore in a LORE HEAVY GAME #vs. the community on here thats full of artists and writers and people who actually like to analyze the story and characters #and engage with the lore and have any emotional attachment at all to the characters and world and themes #being the ones who are like. appreciative of the narrative decisions made and looking forward to where the story will take us and #looking at the game with LOVE instead of hatred and malice #and even if you didn't like lightfall!!! people in the latter category are still the people who i keep seeing be like #'yeah even if i didn't personally like it i can understand the significance of this narrative decision.' #'i acknowledge that bungie put so much time and effort and passion into making this even if it wasnt satisfying to me personally.' #'i have the critical thinking skills to understand that bungie is not a sentient malicious entity trying to ruin my life; me; specifically' #like. do you get what im saying. gamer dudebros who think the world revolves around them vs the fandom members who actually understand art #bc. thats what destiny is. its art. the whole thing is a massive art project made by a group of people that are very passionate about it. #do you hear what im saying at ALL its like two separate fandoms for the same piece of media the difference is so stark #mine #destiny 2 #lightfall #destiny 2 lightfall #eos destiny essays

[deadinad1tch]

one soul in two different bodies,,,,,,,,,

#thishas been sitting in the drafts since ep1 #i hate them so much #theyve been ruining my life for like three years now #satosugu #stsg #jjk s2 #jujutsu kaisen #hidden inventory #jujutsu kaisen season 2 #gojo satoru #geto suguru

[glittergoats]

the awful feeling of watching yourself become obsessed with a rarepair in a small fandom

#zero escape #zero escape spoilers #virtue's last reward #sigma klim #akane kurashiki #sigmakane #6sigma #my art #man #MANNN #im a sucker for kind of toxic detached but codependent interim lovers okay #obviously sigma and akane are in love with diana and junpei respectively #but the fact is they can't have them. not in this life #not when there's so much work to do #and after 45 years of collaboration on this massive project together i mean there's gotta be some complicated web of feelings #they're kind of using each other yeah #and im sure part of sigma hates akane for essentially ruining his life and forcing him into solitude with the weight of 6 billion lives #but also she's the only person who visits him #and she's the only person who can relate to that burden #SIGH #guess ill have to make the content myself

[iliveonredbull]

y'all know what's fucked up? i used to say "let time pass"/"time passes" like every single time something shitty happened to me or to someone I care about but now I can't even think about these damned words cuz i automatically tEAR UP I HATE THESE DUMB BITCHES

#loki series #loki #mobius #i hate them #i dont actually #these mfs are ruining my life and they know it #lokius

[jakeranda]

i’m re-reading the fifteen light novel…..

#dazai is literally so embrassing #i saw a post somewhere saying that dazai telling valerine he thinks of chuuya 24/7 was the worst this hes ever done #i disagree #it’s this #DAY TWO DAZAI #literally what is his issue #(we don’t have time to answer that question) #bungo stray dogs #dazai chuuya fifteen #bsd #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #skk #soukoku #i hate them so much #they ruined my life