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#i dont wanna jinx it BUT IM HOPING
lovecidik · 5 months
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tiny makeover to the twins so they look less like... sims 4 genetics
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comet-wire · 1 month
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Ngl I've been having a gender crisis again on top of all the stuff that's happened with my dad, I think I still identify as male/masculine idk 🗿
Same with my ace/aro spectrum placement ☝️🗿
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#comet rambles#putting in queue to deploy later#parent loss tw#just in case by association n implications ☝️🗿/nm+gen#when i get stuff set up with my checking account i was already thinking of getting a new chest binder once our personal issues with finance#has been figured out definitely#i dont wanna say much n jinx stuff so ill leave it at that#personal#gender shit is hard n i really think i may be a he/they or he/him still#or if not then closeted butch lesbian idk#most signs point to male gender identity leaning though 😔👍#also my social battery is outta wack but i needed to get this out so i apologize to anyone who i have yet to respond to/gen+nm 🥹#like i genuinely still feel as though ive been born in the wrong body and i tried to accept my feminity and it went well!!#like i started embracing my femininity the past few years and now i think im over it because it feels like i just attempted to try#and be something i wasn't if that makes any sense#i hate being referred to as she/her or as a girl even if i understand some people will still see me as fem despite my personal identity etc#its not that i hate my femininity its just i feel anything but female while still enjoying traditionally fem stuff at times#hope this makes sense#🗿👍#still ace/aro though just cant figure out if i only enjoy the thought of romance (cupiosexual/romantic) or if i feel comfy in one#i know im sex repulsed though thats for certain#as of lately chris Redfield and Albert Wesker have become two of my transition goals and idk what to do about this lmfao#i wish i was kidding#but im not 😭#sitting here like EVA shinji with his head in his hands in the damn chair image/lh#also wanna be a rootin tootin goth cowboy 🥰#if it turns out im like a comphet butch/nb lesbian im gonna shit myself though/lh+nm
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bangcakes · 6 months
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jesterlaughingstock · 6 months
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Just started watching the algerian version of my favourite show Les Switchers and so far the accent is throwing me off but im gonna be honest it does have its moments lmfaoo
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weiwx · 1 year
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okay watching season 3 of the l word gen q and it's almost like the writers don't want me to like sophie
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isatoru · 2 years
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gulps. it’s 3am and im writing nanami and facesitting. sweating as we speak
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mudmushrooms · 2 months
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love following the flow of time. shit happens. i have the days i deserve. i get out the amount of work i put in, even if its in tiny different ways.
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helpmeimmona · 1 month
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Your safe place.
Pairing: Beelzebub x Early OG game gn!MC (can be either romantic or platonic)
Word count: 736
Warnings: none, I guess (???) pls enjoy
A/N: OHMYGOD I dont know how to do anything yet!!!! I need a masterlist and some other things but i dont know how to do it yet and im very lazy at the moment. I think i liked how this turned out and I hope you guys like it too. English is not my first language so if you find any grammar error pls tell me <333
AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE A BANNER REALLY THIN SO I CAN SEPARATE THINGS 😭😭😭😭
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Sleeping all night in the House Of Lamentation was not an easy task.
There were countless nights when you would wake up in the middle of the night to the sounds of one of the brothers fighting, or Levi bursting into your room to talk about some new anime with an unnecessarily long name, or Mammon's shrieks during Lucifer's punishments.
But today was different. For some reason, the house was peaceful and strangely quiet. No sudden noises. Afraid to jinx it, you just went to sleep as quietly as possible. Maybe the brothers chose peace today. Maybe they were too tired. Maybe they decided to give you a reward for your good work and just let you sleep the whole night today.
Maybe today you were lucky.
"MC..."
You open your eyes. Goddammit, you jinxed it in your thoughts. Good job.
Readjusting your eyes in the dark, your drowsy and sleep-deprived mind focused on who had called your name.
Beel was standing at the end of the bed, munching on some food, which wasn't strange. But something caught your attention. He seemed strangely... helpless. The normally blunt but caring brother, built like a gladiator, was wearing a hurt expression. His eyebrows were furrowed and he seemed desperate to fill his mouth with some snack to keep his lips from trembling.
"Beel? Is something wrong?" You asked, supporting your torso with your elbows to better understand the current situation.
The redhead had his arms glued to his side, his purple hues staring down as if he was afraid he was bothering you.
"Had another nightmare." The boy mumbled, his fingertips playing with the fabric of his sweatpants.
Your heart sank.
He probably had a dream about how he had to choose between his brother and sister, and how he couldn't save Lilith when she died in his arms.
Since Beel confessed to you what happened on the day of the fall, about his sister's death and Belphegor's hatred for humans, you realized that his survivor's guilt would one day eat him alive.
"Wanna sleep here with me?" You offered, without thinking much. "I will keep your nightmares away." You are reassured.
The avatar of gluttony's eyes finally met yours, and a sigh escaped his mouth as if he had been holding it for a long time.
"You don't mind?" He asked.
"Of course not, Beel." You shook your head, lifted your blanket so that he could lay next to you. "Eats."
Beelzebub checked for any signs of crumbs on his clothes or face before he laid on his side, shyly. You chose to wrap your arms around him, starting to stroke the little hairs on his nape and allowing him to hide his head on his chest. You squeezed him, holding his broad shoulders and tracing patterns on his muscular back.
"Wanna talk about it?" You asked softly.
Beel held his torso, intertwining his legs until he was nearly merging with his body and shook his head, seeming to sink more in his skin.
"It's just that... since Belphie's not here, and you don't need to sleep in my room anymore, I feel kinda... lonely." The demon mumbled, his voice muffled against your pajamas and you cooed, squeezing him a bit more. "And I feel good sleeping with you. The nightmares don't come." He said. "You make me feel small."
A soft smile appeared on your face and you took a deep breath. Even the strongest, those who protect need a place to be protected.
"Well, feel free to sleep here whenever you feel like you need it." His grasp on you tightened, and you went back to stroking his hair.
You felt him sigh, and you hoped that even for a little, you could be Beel's safe place.
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"Oi, get up! How much have ya been sleepin' for Lucifer to send me to wake ya up?!" Mmmm, what? What loud voice is that, disturbing your silent and calm night's sleep? "Stupid human, GET! UP! ALREADY!!!"
Something pulled your heat protector, and you whined, seeking body heat from the big thing you were still holding.
"WHA- WHAT THE HELL??" The voice screamed.
Little did you know what awaited you, when you had to listen to Mammon screaming all day about how he caught your and Beel's limbs entwined in the same bed, the redhead holding you for dear life while you both snored in a tranquil slumber.
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aroaceconfessions · 1 year
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I dont wanna jinx it, but I might be going to my first pride parade this june! I got my aroace flag ready, and my cishet sister is almost as excited about it as I am! We have a running joke that people think she's the gay sister cuz she has a pretty gender nonconforming vibe, but if I'm the one with the giant flag cape I doubt they can get confused hksç.
There's still a chance people wont understand what the sunset aroace flag stands for, since the A in the alphabet soup is not at all talked about in my country, so im both hoping to spread awareness and pass right under the radar cuz im really really awkward in person.
Submitted May 16, 2023
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tmmyhug · 8 months
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i wanna get into working out or at least stretching or something but if i don't see results right Now i will not do it again :( i wanna become magically strong and have more stamina
anyway that leads to a question for you, as a fellow adhder. how did you start and manage to mantain working out?
ITS ONLY BEEN A FEW WEEKS DONT JINX ME i havent maintained crap yet... (if anything the reason im able to go so far is bc of leftover muscle from hiking everywhere in france this summer). but as someone whos been trying to start working out for 2+ years now this is how i finally got started:
first u gotta break it down into itty bitty little steps. decide what youre going to do. your brain will never get you in motion if all you know is that you need to do this nebulous thing called "working out." is it cardio? stretching? strength training? pilates? for me i decided on 40 minutes of running + 20 minutes of cooldown stretching. its ok if you're unsure bc this can always change later ofc.
next figure out Where u can do this and how to get the resources. do you have space at home? do you need a to go to a local gym for certain equipment? do you need weights? youtube video guidance? a yoga mat? workout clothes? etc. list all of this down very deliberately. even if it feels obvious! it helps frame it to yourself as if you are just considering it. ie. if I was going to work out, how would i do it? not. i am Going To Work Out and Therefore I Need This Stuff Immediately. that will just overwhelm you.
this will give you a roadmap to sidestep all the little places we get Stuck when we're trying to do something. for example, i've had moments in the past where i was suddenly struck by motivation and decided to go workout immediately, but then my dri-fit shirts were all in the laundry and i didn't want to wear anything else to get sweaty, so I just. stalled and never ended up going. but this way, I knew beforehand to keep my dri-fit shirts aside, so they were ready when I wanted them. prepping helps get these obstacles out of your way before you start trying.
routine. routine routine routine!!! i am slowly learning that the magic of Getting Stuff Done is like 10% actual motivation and 90% just making it a regular habit. plan this into your schedule like it's rocket science. for example, mine looks like this. 12:00 PM: get out of class 12 - 12:30 go home 12:30 - 1 eat lunch (pre-prepped, because Food Is Hard) 1 - 1:30 scheduled zoom meeting 1:30 - 2 change into workout clothes and go to the gym 2 - 2:40 treadmill workout 2:40 - 3 stretching 3 - 3:30 go home 3:30 - 4 shower this won't always happen beat for beat, but that doesn't matter. it just needs to be a guideline that makes it feel doable.
make sure you put the workout at a time where you'll actually feel up to doing it. you can say you want to get up at 6AM and go workout all you want but when the time comes if you just lay in bed it won't happen. be realistic about what you can accomplish or you'll just beat yourself up over not doing it.
go easy on yourself. there are no deadlines for this and if you push too hard too fast you'll burn out or injure yourself and it'll be even harder to get back into it. make your goals as small as they need to be! 10 minutes of stretching is way more approachable than a full hour of working out, so if that's where you start, that's totally fine! i started with a five minute ab workout video like. once a week. the most important part is doing just what you can rather than what you want to but can't.
ending here before i get too preachy. i sound exactly like my adhd coach gdi. but this is what seems to work for me!! i hope it helps you <33 also if anyone has tips they want to add feel free!
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cheaphooptricks · 2 months
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smol art dump
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herons and snakes! Wanted to experiment with fluidity and smooth/sharp lines, which it helped, but i still wanna improve with it
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this one kinnndddaa has a story basically as a kid my dad would hunt birds, and before the bird went stiff, he would put marbles in the birds feet, so that it would grasp onto it. Yeah thats it. I liked this one, but yeah color stil aint my thing
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Finally Arcane!!!!! Im hoping to finish this one, its still a wip, and also im stuck on trying to capture Jinx's likeness. But yeah very messy i did this at like 1 am so dont judge.
yipee!!!
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Hi!! I think the team edit series is such a cool idea and im happy to provide anything you need for the islanders as far as vibes goes!! sorry if you didn’t want a thesis but you might be getting one haha
so i’m a pretty new to the isles as far as actually being invested but my family has been into them forever so i think i have a pretty good grasp of them!
the core of our team is our vets, the 30 somethings that make up the backbone of our team and seem like they’ve been playing together for ages, and honestly some of them have. like the identity line: matt martin, casey cizikas, and cal clutterbuck; i think it’s frankly adorable that their line has a nickname. and we have a lot of guys that have been on the isles for 3,4 years+ that are just good solid guys that seem to get along real well and that most fans absolutely love (read: loosing anyone in the off season will kill me)
we also have our newer hot shots, most notably of course matt barzal who is just crazy talented, especially with someone close to his level to bounce off of. then there’s wahlstrom who’s been on ir all season, and our newest acquisition hudson fasching who’s been pretty killer with all the other guys out
i feel like a big part of our narrative is being the under dogs. like a lot of people will write us off or shit on us for like no good reason? like recently for example we’ve got a ton of beef with paul bissonnette for calling us boring (including our color commentator/isles alum butch goring dusting off twitter to shit on him lmao) meanwhile we were playing pretty incredible, at the very least interesting, hockey fighting for our playoff spot.
a lot of it too is us coming just short of the big stuff. like loosing the ecf two years in a row to the lightning in some absolutely epic brawls. and then coming just shy of the playoffs last season absolutely sucked. i’m not speaking on this season cause i don’t wanna jinx it but.. yeah
i would definitely consider us in the doomed by the narrative category. between last year’s season killing covid debacle and the amount of injuries this season. lots of our heavy hitters and instrumental players out 10, 15, 20 games. the timing of the barzal injury just after getting horvat from the canucks was… rough. (and there are definitely ppl better than me that could wax poetic about the narratives of the beauvillier trade but personally i like him on the nucks better). i feel like the whole 3rd period isles contribute to the underdog thing too, i dont remember the stat but we outscored in our 3rd period like crazy this season, especially when we’ve been trailing.
also if it helps at all they had an interview where they asked all the guys their favorite books. by the answers it seems like half of them can’t read lmao, but if you can find any substance in there i think it’d be neat! obviously you don’t have to use anything but if you want to look here’s the link! x
sorry this is probably like way too much info but i hope it helps :)) uh tldr; we’ve got a good group of mostly older players, no all stars really but we make so. we’re good but not quite good enough to take it home, and definitely doomed by the narrative
— @ilya-sorokin
i hope you know this was like 99% of the inspiration for the islanders edit, so i owe you my life🫶
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muzdiir · 4 months
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i have an interview tomorrow & im trying to not get too excited bc i dont wanna jinx it or get my hopes up but uh...i sure would like to have a job....
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yekkiz · 2 months
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hi
things!
back on my fashion teaching internship in two weeks...teacher season 2 sounds scary but exciting. i hope students like what ive been working on
got a very cool -something- on the works that i'll tell u guys about once its done i really dont wanna jinx it
finished a couple subjects and i did so well!
masters will be over soon so its super stressful atm but im equally excited and motivated (:
started my mods folder from scratch except for like 8 sims and their respective cc and now my folder is so sexy and clean and fresh <3
been drawing drawing sosososo much thanks for ur patience those who ordered comms during this busy era of my life LMAO! thank u thank u as always. hope the wait will be worth it
thats all ! hope u guys are doing well - have a sick weekend kiss kiss
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archangeldyke-all · 2 months
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hi! I love your write start there but I rlly don't like the recents universe? you make in your fics, like, I'm just starting reading your new fic but I think is irreal? taking as a base the series?
I hope this doesn't bother you I just wanna tell my opinion :(
I think you have skills in make such a pretty fics or requests, but the universe where silco is good w there workers or people and otherwise, just seems me a little strange to read cause in every episode of arcane they show that guy like .... I give a example where they want to caught vi and caitlyn, where the addicts to shimmer, but they fail we see silco kicking the stomach of one of he's employes just w that scene you see... idk I think silco only have the spot you want to give them w jinx and depends the time
hi anon, sorry you dont like the new fic! its a modern au, so the characters are a little more chilled out and grounded than in arcane. plus im a softie and i love giving badass tough characters a sweet side haha.
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moonjxsung · 2 months
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star i know i dmed u about this but like i cant. i cant. AAADSJDJDADJSDKJDJDDS I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY ABT THE CONCERT (ISABEL LAROSA + ARI ABDUL GODS WATCHING TOUR!!!) I WENT TO YESTERDAY
I GOT THERE AT THE VENUE AND FOR SOME REASON EEVRYTHING WAS DELAYED BY AN HOUR AND I DONT . I DONT KNOW I WAS DEVASTATED I WAS LIKE SHIT I CANT EVEN SEE THE SECOND PERSON PERFORMING (IT WAS A DUAL TOUR) AD IW AS SO SAD BUT SOMEHOW. BY SOME MIRACLE. MY DAD TEXTED ME AND WAS LIKE "IM SO TIRED PLZ COME USING THE TRAIN" HOLY SHIT. I COULD STAY AS LONG AS I WATN AS LONG AS I COULD DRIVE THE LIE EVEN FURTHER WITH MY MOM. AND THATI EXACTYL DID!!@#!@#!@# I KNOW I SHOULDNT BE SO EXCITED AND HAPPY ABOUT LYING BUT IM JUST. HAPPY I GOT THIS EXPERIENCE INT EHE FIRST PLACE. LIKE THIS WAS THE BEST POSSIBLE OUTCOME. I GET TO GO HOME BY MYSELF, I DONT GET CALLED BY MY PARENTS, I GET TO SEE (ALMOST) THE ENTIRE SHOW, I GET FRONT ROW VIEW?? LIKE IT WAS LITERALLY THE BES TPOSSIBLE OUTCOME AND I THINK PERAHPS IT WAS A REWARD FOR THE SHITTY WEEK IVE HAD THIS ENTIRE WEEK. YETSERDAY SINGLEHANDEDLY MADE UP FOR IT. I LEFT THE VENUE AROUND 11:40 PM ISH??? AND GOT HOME AROUND 1 AM LMFAO how was i not questioned at all idk. i dont wanna jinx it like what if my mom asks me today abt everything i did. but also what the fuck how was i able to get away with such a big lie WHILE keeping it for HOURS???????????? HOURS PAST THE TIME I SAID ID BE OUT?!?!? no but like i cant beleive that these people are REAL like wym iw as in the same ROOM AS THEM? IC ANT. I CANNOT! the first girl (isabel) was BEAUTIFUL like ic ouldnt stop staring at her at all she was GLOWING. the crowd was lowkey fake and dead af tho.....like live in the moment stop staring at your phones tryna get aperfect fancam of her this aint a kpop concert!!!!!!!!! you came here FOR her not a recording of her!!!!!! well i undertsad the recording part bcs i was recordin gtoo but liek NO ONE WAS JUMPING OR SINGING ALONG OTEHR THAN ME BASICALLY AD IW AS LIKE WTF?!?! i love her older music so when she performed one of my favorites (heaven) i almost cried out of joy. but the crowd wasnt evenr ecording or singing along so i hope they were at least admiring her in person bcs she truly looked heavenly. like an angel. the white spotlight was shining down on her and she looked liek she had WINGS bro. i cant believve i got to see this live. INCLUDING ONE OF HER UNRELEASED SONGS THAT IM JUST SO IMPANTIENT FOR. NOW I HAVE AN UNOFFICIAL RECORDING OF THE ENTIRE SONG FOR ME TO LISTEN TO UNTILT HE ACTUAL RELEASE! i actually like her older songs a lot and one of my faves from her next to heaven is closer but she never performed that </3 i guess it was never on the setlist and she never performed it live pensive emoji stop i said i was near the stage nad i ltierally was like i dmed u the video of one of the girls (ari) TOUCHING MY HAND .. WHAT THE FUCL. I ALMOST ORGASMED HER VOICE IS SO HOT SED HELP stop her normal speaking voice made me DIZZY. it was raspy and lowkey deep and so like. so. it was giving dominant. why was she speaking liek that thru the mic do you want me to explode in my pants . someone needs to study me and my infatuation w women that have sexy deep voices like i also am heavily obsessed with fu hua from honkai impact bcs her voice is so hot and Ugh okay lets not get into the voice kink (guess my skz bias if u couldnt already from my previous asks .) BRO SHE STARTED TAKING OFF HER TIE TOO I ALSO SENT U THAT CLIP LIKE IAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOKAJOASKOAKOAOKOkookakokoakoakokaskodaidjaddsk
while i was buying merch before i left (i had to leave before the last two songs from ari, one of them being my faves </3 bcs i didnt wanna risk it any further) i was telling the girl by the stand that i had to be discreet bcs my paretns did Nawt know i was at a concert and some girl w her mom overheard and laughed and we made small talk and her mom was like "dont even worry about sneaking out for a concert, ive done worse as a kid. im glad you were able to give yourself this experience bcs we only live once" and i was like 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 damn some validation from a mother that isn't even mine surely feels nice. ANYWAYS. i got a signed photobook from them! i really wanted a shirt w the tourdates but alas my paretns once again dont know i was at hte concert and they are also religious as fuck and im pretty sure any shirt that mentions god in a nonreligious context would get my ass beat. Im still in disbelief like how did i even get away with this i cant believe it. also im crying bcs in order to drive the "conference" image, i went dressed in a whole business formal outfit LMFAOFOOFO you kow that meme that slike "me at my wedding vs me at some other event" with that guy. yeah that was me. me at my wedding (in my pjs) vs me at the gods watching tour (in an all black blazer outfit)
anyways yeah thank you for the lil pep talk you gave me and your comments on it <3 im glad i took the risk and went and therefore i had to tell you everything about it.
SPEAKING OF CONCERTS I SAW THAT U GOT LOLLAPALOOZA TICKETS!!! CONGRATSSSSS I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN WHEN YOU GO!
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HELDPDOSKKEMFKFKEKRKJRKTT THE LAST PART OF THIS MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD W YOUR REFERENCE TO THE MEME W THE SUIT AND RHE CASUAL DRESS PLEELWKKSKXKEEO THATS SO REAL 😭😭😭😭 NO but real talk im so fucking glad you went AND that everything somehow worked out in your favor????? YOUR DAD COINCIDENTALLY GETTING TIRED HOLY FUCKKKKK I always feel bad when something happens where I can’t be 100% honest with my parents but like that lady said it’s literally worth it because it’s a once in a lifetime thing!!!! When I first bought tickets to see bts and booked my hotel and flight and everything I told my parents nothing but the bank called about the charges and they found out and I felt soooo bad but I literally regret NOTHING like concerts are such a fleeting thing and you gotta take advantage and GO when you can!!!! Holy fuck dude though I can’t believe you got that CLOSE to them??? AND GOT AN UNRELEASED SONG???? I do know Isabel from tik tok her music’s GOOOOOD (she’s always the audio in those hot ass skz edits djkekekckdkdkd) BUT I CANT BELIEVE YOU GOT TO BE SO CLOSE TO THEM also getting a signed photobook????!:!:!:!!:!:!:!.! YOU WON SOOOO GOOD BESTIE 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 IM SO GLAD YOU WENTTTT I hope you’re able to take advantage of whenever you have special opportunities and that you always get this lucky!!!! Don’t feel guilty about lying either one day these years will be mere memories and you got out of it clean so relax and celebrate bc YOU GOT TO BE SOOO CLOSE TO YOUR FAV FUCKING ARTISTS HOW COOL IS THAT……… ILY BBY MANIFESTING MORE MOMENTS LIKE THESE FOR U IN THE FUTURE 🫶💓💖💞💘🩷💕
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