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hyuckonia · 6 months
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old man breaks back laughing at lame joke too hard 😂😂😂😔
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orphicrose · 2 months
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I got bit by a spider a while ago and it made me come up with this request idea, imgiane Alastor x reader were they were already together and one day they come to him with a spider bite and then he aboustly looses it on Angel even tho the reader persists it wasn't him it was an actual spider and AL is like "doesn't matter! I'm not letting any spider harm you!" And Angel is like "HEY! IM A SPIDER DEMON NOT A SPIDER! AND I DONT BITE...unless ya want me too, and what are ya a spider racist?" And its a stupid argument but Alastor is still mad at Angel for a spider bite he didn't cause and Charlie and Vaggue have to break it up. 🤣
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Tiny spider
This was really fun to write. Thank you so much for the suggestion
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Alastor was always your night in shining armour when it came to bugs. Hearing your squeals of terror from the room next door to him, he could always safely assume it was because of some sort of mutated beetle or spider. And he was right 90% of the time. He’d swiftly eliminate the threat, sometimes letting it outside. Sometimes calling over niffty to have her fun with it. This time, though, he was too late. It got you. Seeping into your skin with its sharp fangs before you had the chance to notice it was on you.
Flinging your hand about in sheer panic, you let out a cry for help. Alastor assuming someone had murdered you, materialising into the room next to you hearing his hands. Ready to smite someone with his black magic at any given moment.
You turned, showing him the tiny red mark at the end of your finger. He calmed down, posture adjusting itself. He took your hand in his, moving his monocle closer to his eye to get a better look at the microscopic mark the even tinier perpetrator had left on you.
“What happened my love? A paper cut?” He mindlessly questioned to the sobbing face in front of his.
“It got me…” you almost wept from the panic.
“What got you, my darling” his arms slithered around your waist to pull you into an embrace.
“A spider”
His pupils dilated at the sentence, his beloved was hurt and his instincts tell him to seek justice. Arms pushed you away and within the blink of an eye, was on a search for said spider. There is was, all of its arms waving about in front of him, golden teeth bared ready to attack its next victim.
“Yeah so, now I have to work all day to make up for it tomorrow” angels arms waved around, exaggerating his story to the cat behind the bar in front of him.
“Uh huh.” He responded nonchalantly , cleaning a glass in his hand with a mouldy cloth. His face slowly lifted to see the spiders face, but his eyes widened when he saw the enraged Alastor behind him. Thinking it was for him, but almost relieved when Alastor reached for Angels neck from behind.
Angie screeched in a mix of confusion and fear, managing to twist his flexible body around in the deers clench. Soon being thrown to the floor “What the fuck are ya doing there, Alastor?” His voice was nervous, backing away as he was planted below him.
“You bit my darling y/n. Spider” he walked slowly toward the spider, before he burst out laughing. Leaving the confused Alastor with a tilt in his neck. “You think this is funny?”
Angel struggled to form a word between breaths of air. “Let me guess. Y/n got bit by a spider and you’re automatically gunning for me?” He got up, hand on his knee to help him.
“That’s a bit discriminatory to us spiders, we don’t all have 8 legs yanno?” He dusted his blazer off and wiped away a tear from his eye. Alastor losing his temper the more he spoke. Someone needed to pay for the harm, he thought.
Within seconds hell broke loose. Charlie and Vaggie rushed to the lobby after hearing something break. To be met with glasses being throw at the wall, a black tentacle slapping husk around the face, angels golden tooth glaring as he shot anything that moved and a fire In Alastors eye that said “death to all”. It was mayhem.
Before they had a chance to react, another scream came from the living room. Stopping everyone from what they were doing… except for niffty. Niffty was still cleaning up after everyone like a mad man.
Rushing to the room next door, the group stopped in their tracks to find you hiding on the mantle piece above the fire place.
“My dear? What’s the matter?” Alastor spoke first, stepping into the room.
“SPIDER!! ITS BACK TO FINISH ME OFF!” You screamed, pointing at the tiny black spec on the floor.
“Oooohh…” everyone in the door way collectively hummed, realising the mistake.
“what have you got to say to me now,huh?”Angel poked his shoulder, the demon gritting his teeth as his head snapped back.
“There’s still time to kill you, Angel dearest!”
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“Let us adore you” Ouran High School Host club x little!reader headcannons
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- Caretakers: kyoya, Mori, Haruhi  
- Flip: Tamaki, Hikaru,  
- Regressor: Kaoru, honey, and you ofc <3 
- Kyoya has a bedtime for every little one there and he always makes sure (or try's his best) to get them in bed at a reasonable time 
- You get so spoiled while your there- like you saw a toy you want? Done. You want snackies? No need to ask sweetheart. You want a tiny space house? Don't worry sweetheart just tell them how you want it and you will get it done.  
- Mori is the best one when its time for bedtime. He will make you a bottle and make sure you have your blanky and stuffie as he rocks you carefully to sleep  
- Tamaki is so big brother coded- like one time you were playing tag outside and you got hurt. He instantly went and picked you up and carried you to a near by chair and put you down while he helped clean up the boo boo 
- The best storyteller there is Hikaru. He makes sure he uses fun books that he can make sounds and funny voices with. He also loves to make up his own stories, he loves adding things like dragons and superheroes (if you like them).  
- Haruhi is the one who always makes sure you get some veggies and fruit in you. They always try to include some with every meal you have. If your feelin fussy that day she makes sure to ask if something is wrong and ask why you dont wanna eat them, also usually ends up making a deal to where if you eat all your food you can get a little treat after. 
- Honey is always up to play! He loves playing tag, building blocks, and tea party's with his stuffies. He makes sure to have stuff you like such as cookies and the tea you like.  
- Kaoru and you together are troublemakers- he loves to pull pranks on the other ones around him so you and him are usually in time out if you do proceed with them.  
- Mori carries a tiny bag with him that has bottles/sipps, a change of clothes, dips (if you need them), pacis, teethers, a stuffie, coloring books, and snacks! 
- Tamaki loves to carry you- it makes him feel like a good big brother sibby. He also gives you a lot of piggy back rides! 
- If kyoya has to work on some papers that day he will hold you in his lap as he dose, he probably puts on some calming music and gets you a drawing pad or some coloring pages to work on beside him. 
- Haruhi is the one who helps you get ready in the morning. She helps you brush your teeth, help you with your hair, helps you get dressed, etc!  
- Kyoya  and mori call you little one 
- Haruhi calls you darling 
- Tamaki calls you bug and cubbie 
- Hikaru calls you his prince/princess, and kiddo  
- And honey/ Kaoru call you sibby  
- Honey loves to take you to the pool, he wears little floaties and pretend to save you from big bad dragons. He grabs a floatie to carry you to safety with. 
- Kaoru he holds you if you get scared (big brother coded-). Are you scared of the lighting and thunder outside? He will give you his headphones to cut out the sound (yes im stealing the idea but its so cute qwq) Are you scared to get a shot at the doctor? Dont worry big brother Kaoru is there to hold your hand! Is the movie your watching to scary? He turns to movie down and holds you telling you  that he isn't gonna let anything happen to you. 
- When you regress around them, they absolutely adore it. They love being there for you and taking care of you. So little one just remembers if you get lost or need to get extra love that day, just stop by music room 3 and i can assure you that you will be taken care of in the way you need <3
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yae-energy · 10 months
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pick up the phone pt3: fifty shades freed
synopsis: my take on weather they’re a caller or texter
cast: satoru gojo, ieri shoko, kento nanami, toji fushiguro
cw: cursing, toji slander 😋
a/n: these titles are such a joke 💀,,, anyhow, yeah
gojo - both (texting leaning)
- this man is busyyyy
- as mich as he loves calling and prefers to call he just never has time to
- spam texter
- sends those “u up?” texts
- but not even on no booty call shit LMAO, he just wants to talk cause late nights are the only times he’s free
- sends lots of those facebook gifs cause he thinks they’re funny
- double texts if you don’t answer
- always facetimes you in his spare time cause he wants to see your face
- apple pay come in clutch !
- mf always sends you money
- tiktoks galore
- “i miss you 🙁”
- will stay on the phone while he’s doing litterally anything just so he doesn’t have to hang up on you
shoko - caller (facetimer)
- she is too lazy to type LMAO
- sends lots of vm’s
- like almost every other message
- sleeps on the phone with you but it’s never on purpose, she just dozes off fr
- she finds your voice comforting
- usually calls at night cause she figures you aren’t busy then
- plays games with you while you guys call (usually cause you ask to play with her LMAO)
- randomly starts singing if it gets quiet 😭
- always has some sort of music going on in the back
- lots of good lighting when she facetimes too
- is always snacking/drinking on something
- twirls her hair when she talks to you
- lots of random bathroom breaks
nanami - caller
- is only a caller cause you are
- uses it like a debriefing LOLLL
- like he asks about your day and wants you to go into extremeeeeee detail
- like tell him how many bathroom breaks you had or smth 😭
- he wants to know how you felt at every point of the day
- asks if you ate/drank water. loves knowing you’re taking care of yourself
- lowkey loves to gossip 😭😭😭 mf NOSEY ASB
- like he acts like he don’t care whenever you talk about your work drama but he will constantly follow up and try to see if the story developed
“so whatever happened with that one coworker?”
- and he tries to play it off but you know he just wants to chit chat
- will not sleep on the phone with you
- mans has a strict bedtime schedule,,, BUTTT
- he will give you the same speech every time y’all hang up
- says the “dont let the bed bugs bite” shit cause he thinks it’s funny
toji - texter
- don’t expect him to answer any call
- or text really
- like we see where megumi gets his bad texting skills from 😭
- mf got that dnd on allll dayyy
- apple pay king cause he thinks it makes up for him leaving you on read
- “hey u up?”
- def means it in a booty call way tho
- prob got you saved as “side ho no.34 ❤️ (the favorite)”
- bro be so unserious when he texts you
- like he’ll hit you up but then complain about you talking to him 🙄
- asks you to send pics of yourself so he can see your face
- will leave you on delivered immediately after tho
- calls you once a month for y’all’s monthly check in
“yeah yeah, luv you too”
tags: @megurulvr @honeybleed @jujuyii @chinieh @jogeto @mypimpademia @miirene @planetlunaa @neptunes1nterweb | tag form
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lilysaus · 10 months
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okay. this fucking picture made me so mad i went on a 15 minute rant to my sister while she was trying to read her book.
so ive been looking at a lot of pictures of posts on pinterest because thats just where i spend most of my time. most of these posts are on the topic of adhd. ive never been properly diagnosed, but reading through these posts has made me feel so welcomed and understood (more than my parents have made me feel, pretending that this is "all just a phase that ill get over soon because pretending to have adhd is just the thing right now") that i realized ON MY OWN that "hey maybe i do have adhd." well.
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i found this post while scrolling through pinterest, and it really sparked my anger.
i have a friend who was diagnosed with add before it was considered an "outdated" term and scrapped because apparently ALL FUCKING FORMS OF NEURODIVERGENCY THAT ARENT AUTISM ARE JUST "ADHD".
i read this post and it was what sparked my anger and my 15 minute rant to my sister. people who get degrees in this stuff, or counselors at schools, never really know what youre going through. all they know is that youre having some problems and they need to be solved.
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which brings me back to this picture. if you look up "is add still a thing" on google, this is the first picture to pop up. and just seeing the visual aids they put with it makes me furious enough to throw something or someone out a fifth story window. the little girl is fucking SMILING while thinking about the most common shit people think us neurodivergent folks think when distracted. first off, no. false. we dont just think of video games and candy. we think of the randomest shit possible, like how long can i sit here without blinking or what kind of funny shit can i draw on this one sheet of paper.
and ALSO.
you cant just categorize adhd as TWO SEPARATE THINGS and call it good. we dont fit under two umbrellas. theres too many of us. we each have our own figurative umbrellas that only we ourselves can fit under, no one else. thats the problem with neurotypicals. they fit the typical stereotype for humans: we try to understand everything by putting it in a box. those lists of "symptoms"? i match every single one. on both sides. so ha. take that SCIENTISTS. what am i? some kind of freak of nature because i dont fit under just ONE of your precious categories?
i also looked up what "inattentive" means and it made me angrier. according to oxford languages, "inattentive" means "not paying attention to something", which doesnt seem too bad, right? it fits some people perfectly with their symptoms, right? but its not the definition that bugs me. its the example sentence thats used. "a particularly dull and inattentive student". basically saying that if you dont pay attention well to something, youre dull and boring.
im sorry, what? sometimes i have trouble paying attention, sure, but you ask any of my friends and they can agree i am NOT boring in any way, shape, or form. non of them would describe me as "dull". inattentive? sure, but not dull. so to call it "inattentive" adhd, instead of just add, is stupid! my friend with ADD (not fucking adhd, stupid scientists) is one of the funniest, most entertaining people ive ever met. shes an incredible artist, super smart, and knows how to make anyone laugh. does that sound dull to you? does she have problems focusing sometimes? yes. does she struggle with doing something sometimes? yes. but dont the rest of us?
my point is, when i see things like this, it pisses me off. like, unless all of the scientists who agreed "add" is an outdated term have it themselves, i refuse to believe its outdated and i will continue to say that my friend has it. she was literally diagnosed by the doctor telling her "you have attention deficit and hyperactivity disorder without the hyperactivity." THATS JUST FUCKING ATTENTION DEFICIT DISORDER YOU DUMBASS!!!
anyway, i hope im not the only one who feels this way. i just felt it necessary to get this out there. maybe someday, people wont be so dumb and single minded. in my opinion, neurodivergent people are superior in intellect and creativity, but i guess until someone like that takes over the world and dropkicks neurotypicals into the stratosphere, we'll never know.
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plantboiart · 10 days
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Okay, rolans solo session is done! Not much to say tbh because i hadnt forgotten much, but! Here are a few things
Okay where did i decide that rolan had strict parents. Like i guess i looked at him being slightly more responsible and having a somewhat strained relationship with them and came to that conclusion? Or the mentions of him like sneaking out of the house as a teen? I dont know? Its not like something i saw in a fic and just took to myself because i thought that while still listening to the series so before i could have been affected by any non canon material. I dont know. Welp whatever im sticking with it! In my heart kian’s parents were neglectful as shit, rand’s mom is great and dad is. Eh. And rolan’s parents were strict and pretty religious even for their time. Okay cool
I really want to know what rolan’s strength is. Like condi said it was high, but. Thats all i have for now. Is it higher than rand’s? Maybe. Dont know. Anyways yes prepare to read kian being carried by rolan (and probably at some point rand) in a later fic yes this is wish fulfillment through the character i relate to
So many subtle foreshadowing things about rolan being a bug… “you wouldnt be one of them” “promise me youll be our rolan” etc… just. Amazing job charlie slimecicle
Okay very quick point that i feel i need to make. Rolan. After being in a car crash. And having his arm get broken. After a single night at the hospital and some first aid by rand was at the same amount of hp as kian’s max. Like holy shit thats terrifying to think about why is kian so fragile
Where did the idea of rolan doing track come from? Like at this point ive just accepted it fanon is fun but like. I. I need to know. Did just one person mix up track and long jumping at some point and everyone else just went with it??? I didnt listen to bitb yet when it first came out i dont know Edit: apparently if you do long jumping you just typically also do track, i have learnt new things! Im not a sports person unsurprisingly lol
Its so fucking funny to me that like at the same time story wise Rolan is encountering and surviving an entire hoard of the creatures while getting very valuable information, Rand is almost dying in a swamp from looking at the sky too hard, and Kian is literally dying from being a simp. Beautiful.
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samthecookielord · 2 months
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YEAHH WOOO ROUND 2!!!! RESULTS!!!! ok here we go this one has a lot of fun deaths (no one died) (lol)
Match 1 and 2...
Coffina and Kaleodoscope lost!
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Coffina: a shadows over loathing oc! He is one of many hobos you can find and bring to the hobo camp throughout the game. Her quest involves replacing her old broken umbrella because she turned into a vampire and can't leave his current shelter due to being very aware of vampire tropes and will burn immediately. this train of logic makes more sense if you know the game i promise (vampires in sol dont take damage from their weaknesses unless you point them out LOL)
Kale: HOLY CRAP YOU GUYS ACTUALLY KILLED HER. XEY WERE THE REIGNING CHAMPION SWEEPER OF THE PAST TWO BLIND DATE TOURNEYS AND SHE JUST BARELY GOT KILLT. HOLY. that was so fun to watch lol. i dont think i need to explain her i think she kinda just explains herself by existing (oh yeah and pillow belongs to @pastel-player)
Match 3 and 4...
Moth and Parker lost!
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Moth: a young witch from the story that came to me in a dream - So Apparently We're The Last Witches On Earth. he specializes in light magic and he loves bugs :3 and his name is short for timothy!
Parker: HAHAHAEAHWGHADSHDHSDJFHDJSDSF YAYYY YOU KILLED THEM. CONGRATS CLIVE NATION. you know him. do i even need to explain this one. uhhh read my clides they have exactly one dedicated slide there
Match 5 and 6...
Chrys and Timespace lost!
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Chrys: MY GHOST TRICK OC HI CHRYS HIIII (short for chrysanthemum)!!!!!!! i wanted to make a funny weird friend for weird park guy. so i did! she's a goofy gal and she loves all things nature :] its why she spends so much time at temsik park!
Timespace: hi clive nation this is like the timebug before clives. i weird bugged my own oc (kaleidoscope) <3 shes an au version that got stuck in between dimensions for so so so so very long that she gained the power to open portals between dimensions. she sees hidden rifts that others do not.
Match 7 and 8...
Romy and Rainbow lost!
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Romy: ROMYYYY ILY ROMYYYY he's my funny little shadows over loathin au guy that turned into an oc. he's a split off fragment of hellstrom's soul (got separated when hellstrom gets sent to HELL lolll) that turned into his own separate being and now the hellcows want him in hell too
Rainbow: goopy (NOTE: THEIR DIALOGUE SHOULD SAY "Ah, so I did mess up that last one" BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED THERE AND I DONT FEEL LIKE FIXING IT)
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strawberrycircuits · 9 months
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hey boy. hows loz going
something else that makes me incredibly unwell about skyward sword is fi, her subtle arc, and the implications her character carries. she was put in the goddess sword (which would eventually be forged into the master sword) to guide sksw link through the game, and shes very much meant to be like, an unfeeling robot/ai type character. she speaks in percentages and analytics and is very straightforward and unemotional for a big majority of the game. HOWEVER she DOES show multiple signs of, like... having emotion! and being funny! and genuinely CARING for link!!! (ie she'll share a piece of data and if you respond to it with the wrong answer [like asking if someone who is very much not zelda is zelda] she'll respond like "there is a one percent chance of this being zelda. rounded up". OR shell point u in the direction of cool bugs! bc she knows link likes bugs!!!!! not for any plot purposes just to make sure he knows abt something she knows he loves!!!!!!!)
and the ending. ofjfg. she essentially states that she was created with a sole purpose in mind and that said purpose did not require she have emotions, so emotions she has not, BUT LIKE. she says that DEPSITE THAT, her time with link is the happiest she's ever felt, that she'll never forget their time together, that she'll miss him, and that she hopes to see him again one day "in another life." R U KIDDING ME. IN ANOTHER LI
and she hyrts me so soo bad because besides the fact shes a robot who defies her own programming and learns to care and love and be sarcastic and experiences LOVE and LOSS and finds HAPPINESS TO HAVE EVER BEEN ABLE TO FEEL THOSE THINGS IN THE FIRST PLACE. theres the fact that shes, you know, in the master sword. do you hear me did you hear what i said. shes in the sword. shes in the fuCKING MASTER SWORD. DO U KNOW HOW MANY GAMES THE MASTER SWORD IS IN. BC I DO; OCARINA OF TIME, A LINK TO THE PAST, A LINK BETWEEN WORLDS, TWILIGHT PRINCESS, WIND WAKER(/PHANTOM HOURGLASS?), BREATH OF THE WILD, TEARS OF THE KINGDOM, AND HYRULE WARRIORS IF U COUNT THAT ONE AS SEMI CANON! SHES BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH SHES THE ONLY CHARACTER TO NOT O N L Y SURVIVE MULTIPLE CYCLES BUT ALSO BE PRESENT AND ACTIVE IN THOSE STORIES! SHES IN EVERY TIMELINE! SHES AT THE *END* OF EVERY TIMELINE! SHES SEEN IT ALL! SHES ALWAYS THERE!!!!!!!!
and it hurts because! shes never going to see sksw link again. hes long gone. the person who taught her to be herself is gone and she will never see him again; god knows how much time has passed between sksw and oot when she 'wakes up.' BUT SHE'LL ALWAYS SEE REMINDERS OF HIM BECAUSE THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A KID WITH DESTINY WEIGHING ON THEIR BACK. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMEONE FEELING THAT PULL TO HER. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE *HIS* HANDS REACHING FOR THAT HILT AND *HIS* FACE BUT IT WONT EVER BE HIM AGAIN. HES GONE AND SHE'LL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN BUT SHE'LL HAVE TO WATCH HIM REPEAT WHAT DOOMED HIM THE FIRST TIME OVER AND OVER AND OVER. WhUAHAUAT THE FU
AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE FACT THAT SHE WENT OUT OF HER WAY TO SAVE BOTW LINK'S LIFE WHEN HE DIED. IF IT WERENT FOR HER SPEAKING TO BOTW ZELDA HE WOULDVE JUST DIED! IT WAS HER WHO TOLD ZELDA ABOUT THE SHRINE! WHY DID SHE DO THAT AFTER MILLENIA OF STAYING SILENT WHY DID SHE GO OUT OF HER WAY TO SAVE H
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remembering-angels · 23 days
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My 70s past life a little bit more in depth (trigger warning)
my story is a bit hard to explain, i guess ill have to ask someone to believe in reincarnation in order to read this story, but i guess it wont be too confusing, i don't believe ive changed that much. so i guess ill have to go back, before i was a child in the garden or even before i could speak, back before i could walk, back before my mother even thought of my existence, back before i was born, back to that dark forest in 1974, laying on that cold hard ground ,my arms, my body becoming numb, someone takes my last breath away and the full moon illuminates his desire , a dark desire to possess, as if i was a flower he had picked out in a garden ,but i was a human and so was he, his cold arms trace down my body, my last breath gets trapped in his mouth, the whispers around me grow closer,tiny whispers calling me to leave this body, it is time to leave, it is time to leave a body that's no longer mine, to find a new vessel for all my hopes and dreams and pain, no that body laying there on the damp forest floor ,under the man i once met on an evening stroll down my campus , that body he tears apart with his bare hands is now his vessel for his dark desires and my hopes and dreams need to find a new home now.
'you are so stupid , stupid , stupid, why would you get in to his car? why would you follow him?' i berated myself for a long time after remembering that life. i dont remember how i moved on, there was no door and the only light in the forest was the sunrise above the trees , did i really spend the whole night with him? my killer did not leave me with a neat little guidebook on what do after you get murdered but he did leave me with a name , Ted. now looking back at it saying 'i got in to a VW bug with a man named ted' sounds like the stupidest thing to say, maybe it is. but back then i didn't know of the other girls he took to that ride before me, i didn't know about the other girls who could write an identical story to me.
i was only a 20 something girl that felt incredibly lost in life. even back then i was dreaming of more than life could offer me, i just felt tired of people always asking me 'what you want to do with your life' i don't know, i don't know, my boyfriend at the time seemed to have everything figured out, marriage, work , smoking weed , but how can i marry someone when i don't even know what i want, my parents and i had i suppose just the regular relationship a middle class family in america would have, fights here and there but overall i remember a lot of love,i regret not telling them more often that i loved them, i regret the fights. and i was in love with my bf because he was funny and he had the warmest hugs, he always wanted to know everything inside my brain ,i should have told him that i wanted something else, i never had the heart to breakup with him , he was my friend since highschool. my father always wanted the best to me , for me to marry someone successful so he could provide for me or i could go to a job that would actually bring me money haha in this life i always missed having a father and in that life i always worried about my father,he was always cheerful and in times stern, i wish i had gotten along better with my mother too,she always saw the world differently.
my house had wooden walls that i always found comforting and warm ,they were so inviting, the bricks in my state university were red and depressing to me back then, they were too boring, too dull, the library in the uni was not my favorite place but it was silent enough to let me think and i often would use the phone there.
one night in early 1974 i felt too suffocated being in my dorm room, the open window didn't help at all, my mood started to fall in to a bit of a depressive spiral, i looked out of the window in to the dark street below and decided taking a walk is just what my tired brain needs, the walk from my dorm didn't seem long and i took my time. its strange looking back at something and realizing that that strange feeling of looking behind your shoulder as you walk is just your intuition screaming, i carefully looked behind me as i walked but there was no one there, what was i so afraid of that night, what footsteps did i feel behind me. by the time i reached my destination it was already so late at night, i sat down on the bench sulking in my own thoughts ,i was so preoccupied with them that i didnt notice a man sitting next to me, he was tall, clean shaven, light brown hair, watch on his right wrist. he introduced himself politely, said his name was ted, i wasnt really in the mood to make new friends that night si i politely answered him back and said i have to go back in to my dorm now, since it started to be really late at night.but ted didnt take this as a sign to say goodbye, he followed me down to the dark street, my new ''friend'' kept chatting with me as we turned down the ally way, up to the parking lot , his car , an old vw was standing in the darkness of the parking lot, i should go now i told him as i turned around to head back to the campus, he kept insisting on me staying but i kept saying goodbye, at some point i guess his patience ran out, i turn away from him , i suddenly feel a hand grabbing my wrist, before i could even understand whats going on, my head slams against his car with a force that leaves my vision blurry and my body disoriented, i try to grab in to something, anything , his hands pin me down to the car, the pain in my head just gets sharper and sharper. i wake up again, i am in the seat besides him, my body feels numb, i look at him, his face is blank and he stares in to the road, no emotion, nothing , he doesnt hear or care about me begging him to let me go, i start crying for him to let me go thats where he grabs my hair, pulls me to himself and tells me ''shut up or ill make it worse for you'' thats the moment i realized that i shouldnt mess with him, that he is dangerous, i was too scared to even dare to make a sound or breath too loudly. he keeps driving and then he stops in the forest,near some kind of shed, he forces me inside . and thats probably where i should end that story.
thanks for reading!
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youareinlove · 10 months
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i have thoughts about speak now (taylor's version)
this is not even all of them lmao but i can't think rn so here
mine: my perfect sweet angel beautiful perfect baby. nothing can ever compete sorry. i will fight for mine i will kill for mine i will die for mine and the re-recording did not disappoint
sparks fly: remember when i thought "lead me up the staircase" was the horniest thing 19 year old taylor wrote
back to december: the little twinkling instrumentals 🥹 i love the tiny little instrumental changes that come with the re-recordings. sometimes they miss but sometimes they hit and this HIT
speak now: "you wish it was me, dont you (HAHA)" was what sold me on this album re-recording ngl. it was just the moment i knew that this would be a good one
dear john: my jaw physically dropped when i heard her vocals. she just brought the energy with this one and it is very hurtful. but also i'm very proud of her
mean: and a LIAR 😏 and pathetic 👏 and alone in life 😤 and mean 😡 and mean 😡 and mean 😡 and mean😡 and-
the story of us: this was the first song on this album that i thought was BETTER than the original. like the others were just as good, but the story of us ate and left no crumbs
never grow up: we could unpack all of that OR- or, we could choose not to. and i think ik what im going to do :D (it was better than the original)
enchanted: i hope that wherever adam young is, the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
better than revenge: ok so the lyric change is what i know everyone's on about but like its a really good lyric. i'll miss the original but come on "he was a moth to the flame she was holding the matches" that's so funny. better than revenge already paints the guy as like, a trophy that gets passed around. now he's literally a hapless bug this is so unserious in the best way
haunted: once again better than the og. she just really delivered with the vocals and the emotional performance, and i almost feel like this moves haunted up in my ranking (almost)
last kiss: i hear the shaky breath idk what you guys are on about. maybe i'm the one who's wrong and i just hear it from force of habit but its really good anyway??? like it's probably her most emotionally delivered song in the original, so i was nervous about this one. but i really like it and i actually had to check while listening to it for the first time to make sure i wasn't streaming the stolen version.
long live: this song still makes me so emotional and its just like. we did point to the pictures. and we do tell them her name. and she's still here and shining! fate did not force us into a goodbye! ughhhhhhhh (also its heartbreaking with the added context of castles crumbling but that's for another day)
ours: i always loved ours so i hope you guys give it the love it deserves this time sry
superman: i also really liked superman and like haunted, this was a song she just EMOTED on like crazy. ate and left no crumbs AGAIN and it was a great finishing point for the non-vault songs
thoughts on vault tracks are in a seperate post bc i have too many
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keen-li · 10 months
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IN YOUR MIND | JJK
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Summary: jungkook is the man who is constantly on and in your mind.
Warnings: toxic family, , mental health, jungkook can quickly switch moods.
A/n: I love the concept of this story. Feed back is always appreciated.
If you're going through anything in your life, speak to somebody you trust and if you don't have anybody, dm me :)
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You're sat at the dinner table having dinner with your family.
It was the time of the month were your family would have dinner together.
Since you and your sister moved out of the house, your parents felt the need to do this things so that you could feel like a family still.
Your older sister moved out and lives with her fiance while you live in an apartment near your college.
Nothing in this world would ever make your family feel like a family, not even the false smiles you all plastered on your faces.
Your parents felt the need to do this to hide the faults in their marriage and even in your family. One of the reasons why your sister and you took the earliest chance to live your parent's home was because you could feel the tension in the room when you were  all together.
"So Y/N how are the preparations for your exams going?" She asks stuffing her face with the steak she had cooked half-heartedly.
"My exams finished a week ago actually." You scoff in your head.
She's taken a back " Oh, you didn't tell me".
"You didn't ask" you shoot back now making eye contact with her.
"Well maybe if yiu called more oft-"
"Save that shit for the birds mom" you spit placing your fork down
"Hey young lady that no way to speak to your mother" your dad jumps in your mother's defence and you simply roll your eyes and scoff.
After a few moments of silence.
"Any way, Naya how are your wedding preparations going" your dad asks your sister.
"See Y/N your sister found herself a good man and is getting married soon. When are you even going to start dating" your mom says and before you could give her a piece of your mind your sister  steps in.
"Mom not that" she says trying to keep the peace. "we decided to wait a year or so before actually start planning the wedding"
Your mom pauses "and why is that?"
"Hoseok and I have things we have to do before we get married. He has a job to stabilise first and I have a business I need too keep up with. And thinking about a wedding will just add on to the pressure."
"That's still not a good enough reason" your mother says
Your sister rolls her eyes " what would you know about reasoning anyways." She says under her breath.
"What did you say" your mother asks. Your sister is silent while your mother looks at her.
" I didn't say anything" she responds. The fact that your sister couldn't stand up to your mother pissed you off.
"I'm pretty sure you said something" your mother starts to bug.
" She said what would you know about reasoning" I say getting irritated by her constant questioning.
"Y/N!" my sister yells shoving my shoulder.
"You know what you little..." your mother starts to yell at you.
"Larissa save it" your father calls for your mother.
"What so you're gonna let them derespect me? Huh?"
"They have a point" your father says making your mother angry.
"How dare you side with them, I'm your wife" your father rolls his eyes at that.
"Wife? You don't act that way"He chuckles "i barely live here anyways" that point catches you and your sister's attention.
"What? You two don't live together" your sister says.
"Not surprised honestly" you say your mood getting lower. Where's Jungkook when you need him.
"What do you expect girls" your father says laughing.
"Is this funny to you? How could you say that to them."
"Unlike you I'm not one for pretending..."
Your Mind fades out thinking about all your "happy" moments with your Parents. Nothing is the same and you don't think you ever want it to be the same. As your parents argue, you're caught in your thoughts tears dare to fall but you dont let them.
"Let's get out of here"   
"Huh" you respond
"Excuse yourself and let's get out of here" jungkook repeats himself more Clearly. You do as he says and get up from your chair and walk to the bathroom leaving your Parents arguing.
You enter the bathroom. And sit on the closed toilet seat.
"Are you okay" jungkook asks you in his comforting voices that he uses when you're sad.
And immediately he asks that the flood gates open and you begin to cry. As you sob you feel arms around you knowing its jungkook trying to comfort.
"It's gonna be okay" he tells you "I always tell you not to come to these dinners cause it always ends with you in tears."
"Don't start with the 'I told you so' jungkook." You sob his hands rub your back.
"I'm not, I'm just saying. I hope you listen to me and not come to the next one"
"I don't think there'll be a next one, jungkook" you chuckle.
He chuckles as well "I know"
"Now stop crying and wash your face. You look a mess" by this time you have calmed down from your sobbing.
You stand up go to the sink and rinse your face, you pat your face dry with one of your mom's towels.
"See you look better"he says making you smile. You turn to face him.
"I'm glad I have you here with me in times like this"
"I'm glad I can be there for you" he steps closer to you and places his hand on your cheek. You give in to his touch and smile.
"I love you so much" he says.
"I love you too" you say back to him, he leans in to kiss you but before he could-
"Who are you talking to?" She asks looking concerned. I forgot to lock the door you think to yourself. She must have been standing there the whole time and I didn't even notice.
"Uhh wha-"
"and who's jungkook?"
You stand there frozen and don't answer not knowing what to say.
"Tsk tsk" jungkook chuckles at you mockingly.
There's no way out of this.
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ranking random soulsborne (mostly elden ring) bosses based on how much i like them but my takes are kinda bad
uhh 30 least liked and number 1 is my favorite
30. godskin duo
nuff said tbh. terribly designed boss. from had no idea how to make it hard so they just chucked two enemies in the dumbass room
29. the monkeys from sekiro
boring copy and paste of guardian ape
28. elden beast
elden beast is probably one of my least favorite fights in elden ring. for some reason torrent isnt available in its arena so you have to go chasing after it every time it runs away 😭😭 average int build fight
you could literally give me melania spamming scarlet aeonia, maliketh with 3x his normal health, and the double crucible knights all in the same tiny cramped room and i would still probably like it more than elden beast
the execution leaves much to be desired; especially for a final boss. give me cool insane bloodborne esque attacks not penis dragon spamming elden stars
27. fire giant
i dont like the fire giant fight. yeah im probably gonna get a lot of 'git guds' for this one but he always gmfu. WHEN HE GETS STUCK ON THE FUCKING TERRAIN I START TWEAKING ITS SO ANNOYING
26. ornstein and smough
smoughs fatass ruins the fight for me i srsly cant take him srsly with that goofy ass giggle
25. death rite bird
design is cool but i really dont like the fight
24. night's calvary
:-( this boss couldve been really cool. its so glitchy in game tho
the altus plateau calvary glitch is really funny tho. if youve never seen it essentially it bugs out if you stray too far from its locked spawn point and gets stuck and stops attacking
23. renalla
ehhhh. i hate int builds. plus i think her fight is kind of boring. maybe im biased
22. magma wyrm makar
hes just annoying. i dont like his design. the lore is cool!!
21. orphan of kos
cool bossfight but i still need to git gud so he ranks low bc i keep dying
20. radagon
ugh. first, hes ginger. second, his attacks are insane. third, hes ginger
19. friede & ariandel (i think thats how you spell it)
fun boss in design but the three phases is insane
18. astel
ehhh. i like astel for the design but the fight reminds me of elden beast. lots of running away for like no reason
at least astel has a somewhat enjoyable fight
17. red wolf
i like the dog bc i think its funny it can do fucking magic and wield a sword but the fight is kind of annoying especially if ur strength build
16. mergos wet nurse
very fun lore wise but the fight is so eh
15. sif :(
such a tragic fight. i think it was well designed tbh but since all ds1 bosses are easy as shit he doesnt place as high on my list of liked bosses
14. godrick
godrick is probably one of my favorite fights due to how fucking dumb he is. he literally crawls toward you and throws wind at you. he has to attach a dragon to his arm to beat you and still fucking loses. all those limbs he grafted to give him power just weigh him down and i think thats really funny
13. margit
margit is a very fun first story boss. his moveset is pretty cool and i have his voice line engrained into my skull
12. moon presence
i love this boss mostly bc of the cutscene since the fight is kind of underwhelming
11. divine dragon
i love the music plus the fight is cool. i like the genre of souls bosses that are very sad and pathetic looking
10. mohg
mohg is one of my favorite fights. i love his voice. i love his music. he gets major points for being a lolicon tho #freemiquella #mohglordofbloodisoverparty
9. artorias
I LOVE THIS FIGHT. whole game you hear about this dude and the fight doesnt disappoint imo. i wish they kept his voicelines
8. maria of the astral clocktower
shes so cool. i love her sm
7. LUDWIG
amazing fight
amazing music
amazing lore
what more could you want points off for being british
6. isshin
isshin is VERY cool. i havent played sekiro in a while but i remember enjoying the fight
5. maliketh
his first phase is eh but his second phase is insane
the attacks are so cool and the fact he bounces off his own fucking attack is insane. what the fuck hes so cool
4. midir
very fun fight. yes its hard but you can really feel how angry and sad he is
3. malenia
honestly one of my favorite fights in ER. yes its hard as shit but her design is so cool and her lore is tragic
points off for nuking radahn
2. fortissax
i love the ost and i love just how... sad and tragic the whole fight feels? hes clearly suffering from the deathblight and the fact hes been fighting it off is so cool. even an immortal dragon cant fight off the deathroot which is insane.
radahn
i love radahn so much
seriously it might be my favorite fight in the series
his attacks are cool. his design is cool. his lore is fucking cool. his fight is so cool-- leading an army into battle and charging radahn is my favorite moment. plus the fact he fucking holds back the STARS is fucking awesome what the fuck hes insane
the tragedy of that accidental patch will never not be funny to me. pre-patch radahn wasnt even that fucking hard 😭😭😭 git gud you fuckign loser. pushed fromsoft so hard they accidentally nerfed him
honorable mentions that include some normal enemies (dislikes):
crucible knight duo
god i fucking hate this fight. crucible knights are annoying on their own but this is a whole new level. dungeon isnt even worth it
rykard
hes... fine... but his pool of lava is annoying plus the magic spam
fia's champions
how the fuck is this an actual boss
valiant gargoyles
FUCKKK THIS BOSS.
agheel
his lore is cool and i like that the dragonburnt ruins hollows like... worship him? its kind of cool. but his fight is either just cheesing or chasing him around. plus his moveset is shared by like every dragon in the game
erdtree avatar
literally just asylum demon
castle sol knight
iykyk. fuck this guy
gideon
FUCK YOUUU
rune bears
what the actual fuck. my first playthrough they absolutely clapped my cheeks
black blade kindred
nuff said
godefroy
literally just a copy and paste of godrick
istvan
weirdly hard? his attacks are insane
pets from dark souls 2
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ulcerated tree spirit
the fact that its attack is just flailing around in the tiny ass spaces theyre always put in is so annoying. the one in caelid is insane
honorable mentions that i actually liked
ekzykes, borealis and adula
i think theyre cool. yeah they essentially share the same model as agheel but like... magic dragons
plus i feel bad for ekzykes
placidusax
very cool boss. love him
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ddreamzee · 1 year
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The Eighth Sense Thoughts
okay so when i watch dramas i always write notes about how i felt after watching an episode, just to like look back on but like they’re actually funny so i wanted to post some on here to share.
since the eighth sense just ended, here are my thoughts while watching the eighth sense. it’s kind of random but if you’ve seen it it’ll probably make sense. don’t take this seriously bc i just word vomit on all of these lmao and the dashes in between indicate a new episode.
                    ---------oh also HELLA SPOILERS AHEAD----------
blueming vibes idk it's university set - bro she built differenttt. the vibes are so different compared to other korean bl's. it's kind of like itsay a bit? but like with better characters and a better story so far. i like jihyun too, his friend tho is so annoying like always bugging him about going out and joining the surf club, like bro he's a country boy in a new city and school, he wants to try new things stfu (it's also an excuse to see the cute guy he met but shhh) - tell me how jaewon's ex has the audacity to be annoyed at jihyun. she's just mad bc jaewon is giving him so much attention and hanging out with him and being close to him, girl did you expect jaewon too come crawling back to you even tho you're the reason why you guys broke up? he was in the military so he definitely didn't do anything to and everyone's saying that she cheated on him so who you think we gon believe? you fucked up ur relationship yourself and you're salty that he don't want you anymore. you're mad that he's content and doesn't think about you anymore, that he found someone else to take care of and be around. stay mad roach lmao - i love this so far omggg. jihyun keeps reminding me of cha junho btw. but like jihyun and jaewon like each other so muchhhh. like it's so natural, the way they constantly find each other and just abruptly hang out. they LITCHRALLY went on a date to the han river. tell me that wasn't a date. and i am living for jaewon's attitude towards his ex. he really couldn't give any less of a fuck about her and she over here embarrassing herself. she acts like she don't care but then she'll squeal to her friends that he went surfing bc of her and asked to partner with her for an assignment, delusional ass bitch lmao. she gets so pissed whenever jaewon is with jihyun, it's funny watching her be jealous. you wish that was you huh? and like jaewon and jihyun are just going with the flow with each other. the touches, the gentle hang holding, asking about dating, how jihyun always makes jaewon smile just by existing. AND THEY ALMOST KISSED AGAIN, THEY LEANED IN UNTIL JIHYUN'S STUPID ASS FRIEND HAD TO BE NOSY. GET LOST BRO. oh and i love jihyun's boss, she cares about him a lot and defended him when jaewon's ex was bullying him. also that girl that seemed to like jihyun is actually one of the girliesss, she just wanted to be friends. but girl you really made it seem like you liked him. i guarantee she did like him but then realized he was uncomfortable but she still wanted to be close so she said she just wanted to be friends. but i am living for this series it's so fucking good, i love the vibes. it does annoy me how much they eat and drink tho like god damn is that all they fucking do? wanna go drink? wanna go get lunch? we should have a meal sometime! i get that 's like the social life of korean university students but jesus christ good thing i ain't studying abroad anymore, i dont think i could survive this shit - BRO THEY'RE SO IN LOVE I'M SCREAMING. god they like each other so much. they are the only ones who fully understand each other. and that kiss scene in the water that started out as teasing but ended with them fully kissing bitchhhh. the tension is real out here. and like then after they were LITCHRALLY cuddling on the beach,, SHIRTLESS bein all cute n shit. like under the covers just messing with each other, biting each other, poking their faces and just enjoying each others company. i am living. but then wtf was that ending. jihyun drowned? but jaewon got him out but it ends with jaewon sitting on the beach alone. idk maybe it was a nightmare or something bc it was after the cuddling scene so they probably fell asleep and jaewon had that dream. either way i need them being sickeningly sweet in front of jaewon's ex, like holding hands, hugging or even kissing JUST SOMETHING. I NEED THIS BITCH TO KNOW HER PLACE, SHE AIN'T JAEWON'S GF ANYMORE SIT DOWN, JAEWON DON'T NEED YOU NO MORE. - JIHYUN'S FINE DON'T WORRY OMG. JAEWON PUNCHED HIS FRIEND WHO MOCKED JIHYUN'S ACCIDENT THO AND ALMOST GOT SUSPENDED BUT JIHYUN SAVED HIS ASS. THAT ROACH IS STILL ACTING LIKE JAEWON LIKES HER AGAIN AND THAT THEY'RE TOGETHER WHICH WE ALL KNOW IS A FUCKING LIE. BUT JAEWON IS ALSO AVOIDING THE SHIT OUT OF JIHYUN AND LITERALLY ASKED HIM TO FORGET ALL ABOUT THEIR TRIP, WHAT THEY SAID WHAT THEY DID, THE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS THEY HAD, FORGET IT ALL! I KNOW DAMN WELL JAEWON STILL HAS FEELINGS FOR HIM AND SO DOES JIHYUN, BUT JAEWON'S TRAUMA IS MAKING HIM STEP AWAY BC HE DOESN'T WANT THE SAME THING THAT HAPPENED TO HIS BROTHER TO HAPPEN TO JIHYUN. HE THINKS HE'LL HURT JIHYUN SOMEHOW - IT GOT A GOOD ENDING THANK GOD I REALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE GASLIGHTING US IN THE LAST EPISODE BC THEY WERE GETTING ALONG AND BEING SO CUTE, JAEWON SAYING CLEARLY THAT THEY WERE DATING, EVERYTHING JUST CAME TOGETHER PERFECTLY AT THE END I REALLY WAS EXPECTING ONE OF THEM TO DIE OR SOMETHING. them kissing scenes thooooo. and joonpyo and yoonwon got together. but fr like jihyun sent jaewon that conan gray song and that's all it took for him to finally realize he needed to be with jihyun and that man came runnin. but he's such a cute boyfriend, we stan. and even until the very end his annoying ex was trying to get with him, literally like kissing him in front of jihyun and everything. jaewon said no no i don't play that hetero shit no more. SHE HAD THE NERVE TO TRY TO LIE TO HIM ABOUT CHEATING ON HIM UNTIL HE TOLD HER HE LITERALLY SAW HER GO INTO A MOTEL WITH A GUY AND GO ON A BREAKFAST DATE THE NEXT MORNING. SHE REALLY TRIED IT HUH. jaewon caught ur slimy ass and he was so nice about it too, jaewon is better than me cause i woulda laughed in her face if she pulled that shit. but he said it was okay, that he understood and was sorry. I'M SORRY BUT WHAT IS THERE TO UNDERSTAND OR BE SORRY ABOUT??!?! SHE CHEATED ON YOU WHILE YOU WERE IN THE ARMY, SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE TO DO. SHE KEPT SAYING I WAS LONELY I WAS LONELY, WELL GET SOME FRIENDS, GET A PET GET A DAMN HOBBY. THIS IS NOT HOW YOU TREAT YOUR BOYFRIEND WHO IS SACRIFCING HIS LIFE RN WHILE YOU OUT HERE SNOGGING OTHER MEN. YEAH I SAID SNOGGING. S N O G G I N G. IF YOU REALLY LOVED HIM YOU WOULD HAVE WAITED, NO QUESTIONS ASKED. I WOULD HAVE WAITED. YOU REALLY THAT THIRSTY YOU CAN'T WAIT FOR HIM?? LIKE YOUR LOSS THEN ROACH, YOU LOST YOURSELF A FINE ASS MAN. anyways yes jihyun and jaewon are so fucking cute i love them to pieces, jaewon is perfect boyfriend material. the cuddling, clinging, hand holding, shoulder resting, all of the above. yes. and the ending seemed like they were gonna go to the beach again but it felt like the beginning of a new chapter for them. like they are setting it up for a sequel. it really seem like we might get a sequel for this, PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD GIVE ME A SEQUEL
Rating: 10/10
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RAHHH YOU'RE SO COOL
I'M SO SORRYYY 😭🙏
I said goodnight, yes. But then I read more of your PIECES OF ART and I would just love to clarify that you're like the best. Omgomgogmogmg it makes me forget about my crippling love life, like I WISH my man was this romantic 😔💔
Also, the hypocrisy I feel when I look at your little comment on the recent chapter of spellbound, BECAUSE YOUUURE LIKE TOASTING US LITTLE BY LITTLE, UNTIL BOOM SOMETHING INCREDIBLE HAPPENS. LIKE WYMMMMM, MY MIND HAS BEEN WONDERING HOW EVERYTHING IS GONNA GO FOR Y/N AND MEGUMII 😭🙏
ANYWAYS. Now that I have like 3 fictional soulmates and 1 actual mf IGNORING MMMMMEEEEE, I'm gonna go to bed 😋😋
*Flutters eyelashes cutely* lysm pookie 🤞🤞
(No srsly why is my bae ignoring me rn? 🙁😣)
No I'm not turning angsty in your asks 🙄🙄 I promise pookirella 💖🤞🤞
(I apologize for my pet names, I'm just like fading away cause my heart is literally exploding. you make the best stories and I feel my standards being raised)
Xoxo 👽 (For the 3rd time 😢(I'm so sorry fr!!!))
DONT APOLOGIZE ITS OKAYYYY
i’m afraid of which other stories u could of read bc of u read rewrite it then that just leaves megumi’s other story or nanami’s… unless u branched out n read like the haikyuu ones which fine ig… BUT DO NOT TOUCH THE BNHA ONES ANON LOOK ME IN THE EYES…
i also wish my life was this romantic! lord knows if it was my ass would not be on here probably. LMFOAOAO
AYE MAN. I LIKE TO DO THE EDGING NOT BE EDGED ALL RIGHT ! and ehehehe things happen sooner or later with megumi n y/n fear not
SLEEP TIGHT DONT LET THE BED BUGS BITE
(it’s okay i find the pet names funny like pookirella hello?1?1??1)
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cfrog · 7 months
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OC-tober Day 9: Future
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Would it count as spoilers if I talked a bit about the ending I have planned for LEDDlabs? Or, more accurately, the lab rats' ending. LEDD doesn't go anywhere. Whatever, I can talk about it a liiittle bit :]
LEDDlabs does have an ending. The story and the lab. LEDD doesn't lie about that part.
Back when LEDDlabs was a roleplay (minecraft build is still there, i just dont run it anymore), it kind of had to have an ending. The plot was only so big, and I only had so many test room ideas, so I had to keep my promise and let people out at some point. The funny part was that, due to space limitation, the LEDDlabs roleplay would open straight into the wilderness of a fantasy roleplay map. I always thought that was funny, the idea that LEDDlabs is an impossibly large high-tech building hiding in some magic woods in a vague medieval setting. I even played around with the idea of LEDD being some sort of fae for a bit. Of course, none of that's canon anymore, but I still picture the end of the lab opening up into a grassy valley full of birch trees, with that little path between the hills. Here, I'll go grab a screenshot.
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[POV: you are exiting minecraft LEDDlabs]
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[Here's one from high up too]
Moe would love it. I love the idea of them making it out of there and just taking off running, rolling around in the grass, trying to climb a tree. Normal kid stuff. Ollie would take some getting used to it, I don't think she's ever been in real nature before. But theres plenty of bugs out there to befriend, she'll get used to it. Rat would have an awful time, but he'd put up with it. All the discomfort from the sun and plants, it'd be worth it to see the other two so happy.
None of the lab rats can really go straight into re-entering society, looking the way they do. Maybe Ollie if she gets a normal mask, maybe Rat if he gets his energy up, but Moe? That's a little harder to explain. They're sticking together though, wherever they end up. I like to think Ollie gets a glass eye.
I haven't even officially started the LEDDlabs comic yet, but if I ever get around to that ending, it'll be so satisfying. And then I can make an animation about it to that Ride the Cyclone song.
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ribbonpinky-art · 10 months
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feeling melancholic and hopeless again. so im gonna just write out my emotions and none of it correlating. self pity post galore
im thinking about things. life is rough. so stressful. my mental illness is worsening by the day. lots of stuff happens behind the scenes that i choose to not talk about
and what im thinking about now, is that who was once one of my absolute comforts (junko).. im thinking abt that adorable little fumo plush of her i ordered several months ago is just sitting on top of my other plushies.. that i wasn't even excited to have her when she first arrived.
i didn't care.
and that hurt, knowing i didn’t, remembering how much she once meant to me.
same with my Chang’e. i want nothing to do with either of them now. they no longer bring me an ounce of comfort, only dread and remnants of a self indulgent story of kindness that once lifted me up. it all died. feels too idealistic. i feel like im too much of an outcast to let this story exist outside my private circles. i dont even want it anymore, or if i want to ever again
i think as of lately, focusing on oc’s (including ones i havent spoken of yet) has been better for my state of mind
doesnt help that im kiiinda only appreciated for my Junko works!!!! awesome!! i dont want to draw her anymore !!! fml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! other people are better at drawing her than me anyway, ya wont miss me. lemme focus on my evil lady oc instead...
maybe im being melodramatic, and i do not care. perhaps in a few months i will be enamored with them again? idk. idc either
i feel more disconnected than ever to fandom, when i was seldom a part of any of it in the first place. im that person that exists on the outskirts, not really part of their community. im disconnected to people. i cant make connections with anyone, but i never could .. ok . i could, with a couple folks here and there. im grateful they want me around (not counting my partner of course, theyre the best thing thats ever happened to me. im not just lucky, im fortunate af we met at all)
im aware of my own issues- im autistic, im unmedicated when i probably need meds to regulate my emotions, i live in a toxic family. im triggered terribly easily, and when im hurt, it *hurts*.
 i fear that, because of my strange way of speaking and how a lot of my conversations are stilted, and what i perceive as unusual behavior-- i fear i make other people creeped out/uncomfortable. irl or otherwise. like, maybe ppl will be friendly to me at first, but after a year and i dont say much anything and im just this creepy, quiet weirdo to them now. and thats so silly. whats creepy about me?? im a pint size thing who cant even look anyone in the eye very well. is that creepy?? ok, i struggle to talk sometimes, i might be uninterested in conversation but i dont want to be disliked for it-- idk ((ok i have “Creep” by Radiohead set in my mind because of my mental state, and its kinda funny to me for some reason)
i genuinely feel like i lack intelligence. i suck at thinking. i suck at thinking of words, remembering things, and the tiny mistakes i do make are SO small that it should be impossible to make the mistake in the first place. was i always like this? i feel like i used to be smarter , lol
i am quite literally, a complete failure in my family. i cant stress the truth in that enough. even my grandmother is disappointed in me and only wants to see a text message from me saying i got a worthy job in my field. that only thing that matters to anyone, my one and only point of interest in everyone i speak to in my life even outside my family, is that i dont have a real job. thats it. everyone is waiting for me to be.. someone.
because im no one.
but none of them have been a particularly positive influence in my life, seeing as im stuck here.
i genuinely feel disgusting for existing. my body feels wrong to be in when i am visible to any human being. perhaps even to any animal and bug, too. i dont want to be looked at, to be remembered by anyone who wont understand me
nothing is changing!!!!! and when it is, its worse than before!! why cant i just be brave and GO
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not all of this reflects reality. i beat myself up a lot. mirrin knows it. i know it.
it hurts
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