#i dont care about any other country

[justmefeelingtherain]

People say travel changes you as a person. And it is true.

After my NZ fiasco I'm never traveling outside of Europe again. Or trust men to keep their word.

#justmefeelingtherain #it really showed me my limits and tolerances for peoples bullshit #it also cemented my belief in 'if other people praise it too much then it wont work for you' #if im going to live in another country its gonna be in europe #france or uk spevifically #i dont care about any other country #also people are so selfish and unreliable especially men #having to rely on stramgers in foreigm countries has always been a curse #''you will meet the nicest people on your travels'' not me i attract polite assholes who will ditch you at first opportunity #not to mention this trip was a desperate attempt to run away from my family situation #and i took the most drastic and dramatic route possible #so on brand for me

[oifaaa]

for the anon game you just reblogged (i’m a newish follower so idk much about you): you had a hamilton faze

It's not right that you can just casually be like I've known you for 5 seconds but let me just expose you real quick

#ask #anon #ask game #i mean like #it wasn't really a faze #i liked the musical and those little animatics on YouTube #but i was also 15 and didnt care about the American founding fathers #which off topic but like #does any other country weirdly worship the founders of their country like america does?? #im genuinely curious #i know we dont here in Ireland #but then i dont know who founded Ireland #cave people from Africa? #now im laughing at the idea #guys what would the founding fathers of Ireland say #theyd be so disgusted that we no longer hunt for our food #that we got rid of our rights #to throw arm ourselves with stones #disappointments the lot of us

[stellarsightz]

What is the flavor of fear?

Sublime, my Brother.

(Alternate version under the cut)

#murder cult almost got wiped out. but we stay silly :3 #no hes not bald. yes he has hair. i was just too lazy to draw it #anyways. new art experiment featuring my altmeri listener called lynwalynn from my second skyrim playthrough #(no i havent finished playing it lol) #he and his twin sister used to be part of dark brotherhood in cyrodiil before the unrest. fled the country. got separated #lynn did some crazy sidequesting and became the archmage of winterhold. got bored so he joined the thieves guild. became a nigthingale #banged brynjolf. got into an argument w him and had a messy breakup. left the guild bc things got really awkward w bryn #eventually re-joined the dark brotherhood and became the listener. and now hes just chilling and doing illegal shit w cicero by his side :) #he and his sister (named baltana; my first skyrim babygirl) accidentally reunite and catch up. he discovers that his sister also #did some crazy sidequesting on her own and that shes the dragonborn the vampireslayer of dawnguard and used to be the harbinger #of companions (but left bc she fucking hated their racist nordic supremacy bullshit) #yes he is fucked up yes hes almost like any other listener you can find on ao3 i dont care #i made a self-sacrificing almighty hero on my first playthrough and thought it was bland as fuck so i just said #yknow what. how about i made the wettest most pathetic nasty fucked up guy instead. AND they split the titles bc theres no way only #one person can do all of those things. like i get it but i think its just. boring if you're the all-powerful big strong good guy #skyrim tes #the elder scrolls #dark brotherhood #artists on tumblr #digital art #my art #long tags #oc: lynwallyn

[hella1975]

id like it to be known that i wholeheartedly support abortion. i support abortion for the person whose pregnancy has become too dangerous to come to term. i support abortion for the victim of rape. i support abortion for those who don't have the financial means to have a child. i support abortion for those underage. i support abortion for someone middle-aged with a stable family and finances and loving partner who quite simply does not want a child. i support abortion for people who sleep around. i support abortion for someone who thought they wanted a child but changed their mind. i support abortion in all its infinitely different situations. if it comes to me picking between a bunch of cells that look like fish eggs and an actual living breathing person with a name and future then babe we're having caviar

#fun fact! 9/10 abortions happen before 12 weeks #and over half happen in the first 8 weeks #at 12 weeks your fetus (bc it's not even a baby yet if u want to be technical) is the size of a lime. a fucking lime #i wasnt going to make a post about this bc i dont like bringing politics onto tumblr #bc after how jaded i got with covid and now Everythign Else i wanted a site that could be safe from real world shit #and also it's very tiring that an American Issue suddenly becomes Everyone's Issue and it can be quite frustrating #when that energy isn't met for literally any other country. and i didnt want to contribute to the en masse posting about roe v wade atm #for those two reasons (at least on tumblr. im not actually spiteful about this and obviously really care about the topic. it's just tiring) #but it's come to my attention that somehow i have pro-lifers in these parts #and i want to make it very fucking clear that i dont want them here #me and this blog are completely wholeheartedly pro-choice in any form it may show itself as #because i have enough critical thinking skills to know two basic facts #1) that people have ALWAYS had abortions. the only thing that's changed is the safety in which they're carried out #you will NEVER get rid of them you will only ever endanger the people and women you're trying so hard to 'protect' #and 2) i have never heard of a single person that was happy to get an abortion. not one. it's not a fun experience #it's incredibly hard and traumatic but oftentimes necessary for whatever personal reason specific to that person #stop fucking making laws about other people's bodies #it really shouldn't be difficult

[epicsauce]

does any other disabled person hate when they have good days? like. i get so bitter and i dont know how to stop it. I'll have 1 day without constant pain and go "wow... everyone just gets to live like this. all the time." and it almost feels like its just giving me a taste of what a normal life would be like and then the very next day is pain pain pain pain pain. fuck my life.

#idk how to not be bitter about the fact that people can just Do Things and i cant #idk how to not be filled with a bitter rage knowing that I'll always be disabled and have to rely on government funding to survive #when my country made it legal to euthanize yourself if youre disabled. like they really really dont care about me or any of us #and every day is just such a fucking fight and a struggle #god it hurts so much. how do you do it (@other disabled people)

[stellardeer]

i have to come to terms with the fact that I am actually well off for someone in this country now, like.. idk it's weird

i'm still living the exact same lifestyle that i was before, so for the most part it feels almost like nothing has changed, like maybe im spending a little bit more money on food and buying the "good" toilet paper, but all that does is allow me to actually have savings in my bank account

i still stand with the working class and impoverished people of this country, and I am very much still in the boat of "one [very] bad day from homelessness" so i am not taking this for granted whatsoever

i've just been watching some of those youtube channels where they interview random people all over the country and just like.. kinda show what their life is like and it's definitely putting mine in perspective

very very grateful for the opportunities i have had and very proud of myself for forcing myself to stay in college (even tho it took almost 10 years to finish and left me with a mountain of debt) and just like.. idk, i feel like i could be doing more to help people out, i can't wait til im out of debt ;o;

#like idk it makes me feel a little bad sometime that im able to live comfortably while others arent #fuck i mean i got one of my friends living on my fucking couch rn i have a daily reminder of the inequality in this country #cause he doesnt have any qualifications to get a good enough job to fucking LIVE in this city #he's been trying to find a place to live but everywhere wants you to be making 3x the rent #and there's not a fucking job in this town that will pay you that much... #it's college town most people here are not even paying their own rent their well-off parents are paying it #ive never even fucking paid rent here i was living off the good fucking graces of my friends and my partner for like 7 years #and im still not paying rent i live in a trailer park and i own the trailer it's a shitty 2bd that i've had to pay to fix multiple times #but the fact that i can even afford to do that now is INSANE TO ME #I OWN A BUILDING WTF #i mean i do pay lot rent but it's only $300/mo #but rent prices here keep going up and up and up and i feel bad for my friend cause i dont know wtf he's supposed to do #i'm not charging him anything to live here so he's saved up a bunch of money but no matter how much he has the apartment places dont care #cause he wont have that money once he has to spend it all on bills and then his paychecks wont be able to cover living costs... #and i love him but he's just a little bit stupid and like.. doesn't seem to comprehend that he cannot afford a place that's $900 :'D #like he thinks that because he makes $1500 a month that he can spend $900 of that on rent like buddy NOO #what about FOOD? and OTHER BILLS? that's JUST rent dude what about lights and water???? #but also idk i dont feel THAT bad for him cause he could always just move back in with his mom or live with a roommate but he fcking refuse #anyway this got off on a tangent the point is once im out of debt im donating all my fucking money

[gray-warden]

one of the most annoying genres of tumblr post is europeans vs US-americans

#the US arent the only big and very diverse country in the world #europe isnt the only continent in the world #yet both act like thats what they are #a lot of people in the US stereotype the rest of the world and it sucks #but ime lots of europeans do it to basically everywhere that isnt europe or the US too #ive seen both US-americans and europeans say some extremely stupid shit about brazil and many other places #and yeah there are def things that US-americans and europeans accuse each other of doing that are true. in both directions. #but those posts are just so so annoying that i dont even care abt any accurate points anymore #both groups assume theyre super unique in certain ways when they really aren't #personal #my stuff #rant

[yesyoutubeisruiningmylife]

there's just something about people romanticizing travelling to europe that rubs me the wrong way

#i get it its pretty #but show the shitty parts as well #go to the remote streets and see how people actually live #dont buy the overpriced food with a view that is meant for tourists to empty their wallets #yes the buildings are wonderful but they also have a history that barely anyone cares about #idk maybe its just the influencers who are trying to convince themselves and others of something that doesnt actually exist #i can guarantee you that not every french person buys a fresh croissant in the morning #nor does any italian eat pizza every day #anyways i forgot what this post was about #i just want europe (and most importantly each country) be appreciated for what it is and not their idealized versions #im having thoughts this has been building up #random

[thebuttsmcgee]

sometimes I will see opinions, and I just have to live with that. It gets to me sometimes tho

#this is specifically about owl house tho #saw someone not too long ago call Luz's character bland and compared her to Anne Boonchuy #and today I saw someone say that mcu is the same as toh since there arent any risks taken and the dialogue isnt great #so first off Id like to say nuh uh. wrong. quit that #secondly toh literally got an ENTIRE Season prematurely cut to a significant amount of time BECAUSE the risks taken for the show #meanwhile the mcu's biggest risk is having a gay person on screen for a solid 5 seconds only to cut them in other countries #literally right now there are posts on here talking about the vfx workers who were incredibly mistreated by marvel and disney #yet marvel will still get whatever it wants. #gunna be completely honest that actually pissed me off LMAO. the show itself since the beginning has always been a risk #a show that has an actual older woman as a main character who is meant to represent people with illnesses and is also bisexual is way more #than anything mcu has done. they couldnt even stick with one of their main blonde boys being fat without making it seem pathetic #not to mention toh is all about not conforming to not only society but those in power meanwhile mcu is literally government funded #alright. got. got a bit too heated LMAO #it just really like feels a slap to the face that they compared 2 disney products that are completely treated differently for different #reasons. I know a good proportion of mcu views are stuff for casual viewers who dont care for comics and just wanna see a movie #but still!!! fuck all that lmao #anyways this post is also for other shit tho. I see sonic takes that should probably be punishable by cringe #not that Im blaming anyone ofc not hggghgcoughcoughfandubcoughbekb. #but yea. god. what a fucking day.

[dream-launch]

It is possible I have fell into an emotional pit of despair solely because it has finally hit me that in less than two months I will 19 and I have never even had my first kiss or experienced any form of romantic love, fuck I've barely experienced platonic love

#okay maybe thats not the only thing making me sad lately but its what i cant help but focus on #but like i generally dont know what i meed to do to go about getting a girlfriend #like i rarely meet new people #okay yes i recently moved countries which resulted in meeting nnew people but also i have only met like 2 gay people and neither were singl #though to be fairthe last proper crush (and maybe only like proper crush) i had was on one of my best friends #and ahe now has a girlfriend #and never liked me like that #like i say best friend but i dont think she ever really cared for me as a friend let alone anything else #i didnt have any other friends at the time tho so #maybe im just unloveable #no but actually what is there to love

[mothslimes]

post for the germans but i really really really really hate how gendern is so connected to the queer community as if most queer people i know don't fucking hate it. gendern is the most non-binary exclusive thing ever. ohhhh we had a generic masculine that included all genders but that was sooo sexist and transphobic ackshually so now we say male and female. how is that. literally HOW is that queer inclusive. that's literally just women inclusive. you know. who were ALREADY INCLUDED in the generic masculine. ALONG WITH EVERY OTHER GENDER THAT YOU ARE NOW EXCLUDING WITH YOUR FALSE DICHOTOMY.

KYS. genuinely. kys. (the concept not the people i don't want some snobby entry level queers to commit suicide over this of course)

ALSO IF YOU SUPPORT GENDERN THEN DON'T EVEN ARGUE WITH ME CUZ YOUR ARGUMENTS ARE STUPID I'VE SEEN THEM AND THEY'VE NEVER MADE ANY SENSE. it's like, dystopian as fuck actually. how on board everyone is with this.

this is so stupid man. "ooooh so basically people don't assume women are included in the generic masculine and that's in issue. so instead of fixing that issue by normalizing women in those positions, we now put an extra special woman word next to the generic word. thus reaffirming the male centricism of the base word. this is feminism" genuinely shut the fuck up oh my god i want to kms. i actually wanna die. I WANNA DIE. kill me. hit me with a rock. throw me off a bridge. aything. i need to quit university this shit is killing me i need to hang out with homophobic old men who reaffirm my gender identity because they're too stupid to be transphobic instead of those privileged ass queers that are so inclusive they circle back around to being discriminatory. if one more person asks for my pronouns specifically because i'm the only gnc bitch in the room i'll just end it all... seriously... i'd rather be misgendered than gendered correctly out of political correctness and pity like genuinely shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up. i hate german politics. i hate the german assimiliationist gays. and i hate that the only people criticizing this shit are fuckin AFD like thanks a lot now i, a trans, bisexual, otherkin, plural, mentally ill guy am being called right wing for disagreeing with the privileged ass cishet "allies" overshadow our actual problems to be annoying whiny little bitches and ruin the whole movement. literally what is going on.

#mik talks #^^^^local boy is salty his university requires him to ruin his beautiful essay with gender inclusive language quote unquote #is it just me #is it just me... #I HATE THIS COUNTRY #ICH BIN NICHT STOLZ AUF DIESES LAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sory chaosz moment #for many other reasons sorry dont mean to detract from actual issues like our shit fucking politics concerning palestine #like genuinely what the fuck is wrong with our country. die. all of you who support this shit and actually still think germany is great #but yeah so much queer politics here are literally just performative you guys dont actually care about us i know you dont #you just want political correctness point without doing any of the unlearning #gonna be so real watching kuchentv back in the day lowkey radicalized me. hes a huge dick and his politics suck but he was #against the mainstream leftism. and through that i came to form my own opinion cuz i was like. wait hol on this dude doesnt know #what hes talking about either. why are both parties so stupid. (learns everything myself from actual sources) oooohhh #and now i guess i just have tumblr politics. which is evryone should be allowed to do whatever if it doesnt hurt others. which funny enough #are what most people here would say about their politics. but they never put actions behind their words. because they actually do care #soooo much about what others do its hilarious #point three that radicalized me was slime - linke spießer lmaoooooooo. that song.... yeag #linke spießer literally describes these types of 'allies' or even assimilationist queers i despise so much #you love the aesthetics of leftism but you dont actually know anything about it

[35925honeymoon]

I WANT A DIGITAL PIANO BUT NGHHHHHH IM BROKE AS HELL and also like a young teenager without any social skills or actual experience BUT THAT BESIDES THE POINT

#now there are several business opportunities open for me: selling my art or selling other stuff i make #because i didnt spent like 6 years perfecting my art for nothing right???? #i consider opening commissions and like selling hand-made accessories and etc #there's so much stuff i do that i dont talk about here #idk what to do does anyone have any advice because i NEED the money but im not bothering my parents for that!!! #they are already doing enough by giving me lunch money like bitch i wanna be the one looking after them after they retire #i hate living in a country taht doesnt care abt its people

[berrymeter]

hey i don't wanna say smth controversial but u all know there are french minorities right? just wondering bc when i see those posts about "the french" it's making me raise a brow the same way i raise a brow when ppl make posts about "americans" not protesting or being "unhealthy" or whatever

#perth.txt #like if u mean only the french ppl who arent minorities just calling them french is weirdly othering of french minorities sorry! #to be jewish & french but i dont feel like very respected when ppl make those generalisations lol #good amount of french ppl sucks france has a disgusting history the french government is & has been awful & will keep being so #but still i dont think this warrants disregarding the minorities who live here under the guise of caring about them? #i dont think its a good thing to do abt any country but maybe im viewing things the wrong way #what im trying to say is being minorities (especially ethnic/racial/religious minorities) doesnt make us like. not french. #so its weird to phrase things as though it does. #idk i think wording is important generally speaking. ignore me

[nyancrimew]

Do you think your race/nationality may influence on the consequences of hacking? Or like how far you can even get?

I'm asking because I very rarely see a "prominent" hackitvist that's not white European/USA

it is definitely a factor yes, especially with me, like the only reason im free rn is because switzerland doesn't extradite citizens. but another very big part of it is that to become a widely prominent hacktivist (and as with many other things) you either need to do things western media cares about or get in trouble with the law big time (in the west), which also usually implies being in a country that actively works together with primarily the US or other empires that actively and publicly work against hacking and hacktivists. there are lots of hacktivists in asia and latin america (specifically phineas fisher here also being a popular figure, who is believed to be in latam and has yet to be caught) as well especially (also elsewhere ofc but i dont know of as many), but they are either doing hacktivism within their communities which are usually not internationally that news worthy, or are out of reach enough for the US empire to never get unmasked.

in a lot of ways being a popular hacktivist as an individual is actually moreso a failing in staying safe from consequences by either you or people you work with (see in the history of lulzsec and most of the now well known anonymous figures in the US) or a conscious choice done out of the knowledge that you'll be relatively safe/recklessness. but i definitely feel like international (social) media bias towards western interests is also just a very big part of why you will mostly only ever hear of (assumed) white european/american hacktivists.

and also just as a quick closing note, i would not say that (even white) people in the US or the US sphere of influence are safe from consequences due to hacking in any way, the US is one of the strictest countries when it comes to persecuting hackers and goes to long ways to be as cruel as possible, and especially so with hacktivists. this goes so far that in the 2020 counterintel report the US government put hacktivists/leaktivists on the top 5 biggest threats to the US government, which is ofc both a honor (and shows it works and scares them) but is ofc also scary as fuck. it is this big spectacle they make out of persecuting hackers and making examples out of them that also leads to more of the very distorted prominence of western hackers.

#not the most well phrased im not super focused rn #but i hope this gives a bit of a perspective

[richkidcityfriends]

the next time i see americans blindly supporting the fucking ira i am going to kill someone 

#no i actually dont care what they started as #i dont care whether not all of the original ira were provos #because nowadays when you say ira #or tiocfaidh ar lá #or dumb shit like that #no one is fucking thinking of the war of independance #and its all well and good for you to be like #'wah wah its very important to my ancestors' #when you have one great grandfather who went over in the 20s #but you fail to realise that for anyone actually living in the fucking country #or with any real connections to it #that to refer to the ira is to refer to a terrorist organisation #who has killed many innocent people #and before any of yous start i am not a fucking unionist #i do not like england ask anyone who has ever interacted with me #and i understand that they were originally freedom fighters #and that the situation was complicated and nuanced takes are necessary #but what the ira became was an organisation which killed civilians and children #and they are not a group which should be blindly and emphatically supported by people who know nothing about them #other than that they wanted independance #mo rudaí

[gommyworm]

:^l

#winter is the worst thing to exist ever #i feel like apologizing for being negative but also like this is my blog .... so whatever #anyways these past weeks have been a living hell i havent been so close to swerving into oncoming traffic in a while #regulsr depressions being acting up like a bich bc i havent seen anyone other than my family in weeks #i wake uo at 6 whatever am. go to work. go home. make dinner for my family. sit and read webcomics for a bit. go to sleep. #havent even been sleeping well lmao one of the onky pleasures in my life is being unconcious so this sucks #i had skating classes once a week but that last last thursday so like i dont even get that anymore #and i dont have any monry to sign myself uo for anything else bc i gotta give my mom 1k and i need to pay my credit card n student loans #anyways regular depression + seasonal depression + pmsing like fucking crazy + got in a fight w my mom again #bc shes telling me to get married lmfao but like i dont even leave the house ? im too busy taking care of her kids ? #and i dont even have money to do fun things bc im too stressed about giving her money for my shit head brother ? also i have no friends ? #friend 1 lives in a city 8 hrs away fridnd 2 scheduke doesnt line up w mine often and hes got exams n shjt also hes dealing w his own stuff #friend 3 is my ex who my mom would literally kill me if she knew i was seeing lol so like my options are very limited ! #anyways either im gonna have to leave the country or kill myself soon bc i cant live like this for too much longer #i keep telling myelf like oh when the kids are a bit older i can finally leave but like goddd i cant do this for another 3 years #i have literally nothing to live for i hope i die soon #gommywords #sorry if u are one of my 3 aformentioned friends n u read this shit lol i dont have the courage or strength to talk to ppl about things