#i don't know what the other masked kids would do. if they want to ban together as the whole school (or town)

[and-stir-the-stars]

uuu aaaaaaAA

for question: what would the immediate aftermath of the bite be like? like generally in most aus where the bite incident happens-

(also just got on and new au?? you spoil me eheh)

long answer under the cut

I’m assuming you’re talking about My Brother My Wound, since this ask came in with all the other MBMW ones? If so, it’s funny that you’d call the au new; it’s actually my oldest au, I just haven’t talked about it on tumblr much for some reason

I hadn’t put much thought into what the immediate aftermath (as in, before Evan wakes up) would be, so thanks for the excuse to develop it more :) 

First, let me explain how the Bite goes down in the au: Gregory is late to Evan’s birthday party because he wanted to put finishing touches on Evan’s gift; he wanted the present to be extra perfect and special since Ev had to have his party somewhere that scares him. Liz is off with her friends somewhere off-screen, wanting to avoid Mike’s tormenting of Evan as much as possible so she can pretend she’s just hanging out with her friends having fun. Liz hears Evan crying as Mike drags him away, and as Gregory rushes forward in a (fruitless) attempt to save him, Elizabeth (not seeing what is happening) wishes both of her brothers would just disappear so they won’t embarrass her or remind her of how broken things are in their family anymore. Then, chomp. In the panic and confusion as William and Mike rush Evan to the hospital, Liz gets left behind at Fredbear’s. I might change this but I’m currently thinking that Freddy realizes she got left behind, and takes her with the rest of his family as they follow Evan to the hospital. 

So, immediate aftermath would go smth like this. 

Mike gets taken away from the Afton house for about a month while Evan is in his coma. You can probably come up with some kind of believable reason for why the authorities do this, but I’m just gonna come out and admit that it’s purely for plot reasons. Because with Michael gone, Liz is left alone in the Afton household for that month, alone with William and with the crushing guilt that both of her brothers are gone after she specifically wished that they would disappear. I shudder to think of her there alone, but Elizabeth just tries to duck her head and stay out of William’s radar, and William is busy dealing with fall out from the Bite on top of his normal workload. Even so, though, sometimes Liz can’t quite help but look to him for comfort. She asks him if Evan will be okay. She asks where Mike is. She asks if William is doing okay. She asks if they’ll all be okay, in the end. She mostly just gets clipped, insensitive answers (“Evan is a braindead vegetable who in all likelihood won’t be alive in a week” “Michael is out being an embarrassment, there’ll be hell to pay when he gets back” “don’t ask stupid questions, Elizabeth. Put it out of your mind and do not speak of it, not to me or, god forbid, anyone else.”). Liz has to go to her school “friends” for the comfort she isn’t getting at home, but unsurprisingly, her toxic friends don’t provide her with much comfort, either. Maybe teachers find her to be more clingy and desperate for approval than normal in this time period. 

Liz has pretty conflicting emotions when Mike finally gets dropped back off at home from whatever foster home or psych eval or juvie facility he was in. On one hand, her brother’s back; she’s not to blame for him being gone anymore. On the other hand, she listened to William go on a lot of rants where he called Mike and the place Mike was at all kinds of bad words, and in his anger, he made it seem like it was Mike’s fault that Mike left, like it was some kind of choice Mike had made to leave them and go be “a humiliation”. So, Liz holds some resentment toward Mike because William and his rants. And, Liz blames Mike for Evan being in a coma. She wouldn’t have lost both of her brothers like that if Mike wasn’t so stupid (it totally doesn’t have anything to do with Liz finding it easier to blame Mike than to blame herself for wishing them gone so much, it wasn’t her fault, it WASN’T, of course not)

Liz sort of wobbles back and forth between demanding (not asking) affection from Mike to make up for the time he was gone and pushing him away for what he did. Maybe it’s not until the “i think we’re both broken” conversation in BCOH that Liz fully forgives him, because she can finally admit to herself that she’s as broken as he is and has done stuff as awful as Mike himself has done, too. Before then, she tried shrugging the blame off on Mike a lot. 

Mike lashes out sometimes when the stress, guilt, and abuse get to be too much, but only when he completely loses control; when he has an ounce of self-control left in him, he’s too scared of hurting Elizabeth like he did Evan for that, and too certain that he deserves everything that’s happening to him. Mike doesn’t fight when Liz and William say awful things about him. He  said “I didn’t mean for that to happen” so many times during the month he was gone, when people were poking and prodding at him trying to figure out what happened at Evan’s party and if it’s safe for Mike to be around other kids, that the words have lost all meaning– and Mike has already learned from that month that it doesn’t matter how many times he says it, because no one will believe him. 

Despite how William is, I don’t think William would be physically violent with Mike when Mike gets returned. Not at first, at least. Because the thing is, as annoyed as William is with Mike for tarnishing the family name by forever associating the name “afton” with “tragedy of the Bite of ‘83” and by making it seem like William can’t take care of (re: control) his own kids, that’s not what REALLY makes William angry. What really makes him angry is that Mike showed signs that he was just like William (an angry killer), and yet, William can’t experiment on his son to see if it’s true/make Mike more like him because the authorities took away his property. When Mike is given back, William goes into overdrive with his experimenting and observations, trying to make up for lost time. What these experiments are, I dunno; let me know if you guys have any ideas. But as the experiments go on, William realizes that Mike isn’t all that like him; Mike killed (almost), but he didn’t enjoy it. It’s not until a month or two later when William can no longer deny that Mike didn’t enjoy it that he starts getting really bad with Mike, because “His youngest getting so severely hurt had been bad enough. At least if Michael had begun showing signs since then that he was similar to his father in more than just appearance, the incident would have meant something– would have given some kind of result. As it was, William had merely gotten from it one damaged son and an unending stream of problems” (Collection, ch 6). 

I’ve also been thinking about it, and like.., wouldn’t it be awful if during the time Ev was in a coma, William actually wanted to pull the plug on Evan’s life support, but the only thing that kept him from doing so was his own pride? If once the novelty of his genuine concern over Evan faded, he didn’t really care whether Evan lived or died anymore, and the only thing keeping him from pulling the plug was his fierce determination that he does NOT want the death of a child to permanently tarnish his life work (the PUBLIC death of a child, at least)? 

I can see it working two ways: 1) William sees Evan as “damaged” goods and genuinely doesn’t care whether he lives or dies, maybe even would prefer it if Evan died bc his son being dead is better than Evan being braindead or even waking up and being just as cognitively impaired as the doctors warn him Evan will be if he ever wakes, or. 2) William still sees Evan as “damaged goods,” which is why it unnerves him that he still seems to care whether his son survives; William doesn’t like how unpredictable and nonsensical this feeling (caring for Evan) is, doesn’t like how weak it makes him feel, so he wants to get rid of Evan (and his confusing feelings) entirely by pulling the plug. Either way, once Evan finally wakes up and starts getting better, William’s attachment/feelings/concern fades away once Evan isn’t in the danger zone anymore and William is certain he’s going to survive now. 

 Honestly, Evan is lucky that it was a Fredbear location where Mike hurt him so badly, because if William’s company wasn’t on the line, William probably would have pulled the plug. I wonder if Liz, Mike, and the Fazbears ever find out that William genuinely considered it…

As for the Fazbears, there is just. So much therapy. Ness and Greg and Freddy canonically regularly attend therapy in the au, and the three of them get sooo much more therapy post-Bite to help them all cope. My thoughts on their reactions are less developed, though. Gregory’s grades slip. Ness and Greg both start lashing out more to deal with stress (tho they ofc, like. Actually apologize and work through their feelings afterward, unlike Mike). Freddy tries not to let it get the best of him, but… he’s angry, too. 

#also post-bite mike completely stops seeing his friends #i don't really have characterizations for mike's friends #but one of them (freddy mask) is more. like. touchy feely and sensitive than the others. #freddy mask tries to approach mike at school one day and mike snaps bc he's made it pretty clear that he doesn't want to be around them #he punches or shoves freddy mask; nothing too violent but just violent enough that freddy mask and mike both walk #away from the experience scared of mike (in mike's case of himself) #i don't know what the other masked kids would do. if they want to ban together as the whole school (or town) #turns on them and calls them murderers or if seeing each other is Too Much and the friend group disbands. #maybe one or two of them moves away entirely. #(jeremy isn't one of my masked bullies btw. just to like. avoid the implication of any shipping plz and thank you) #my brother my wound #a nest torn empty #fnaf au #tw child abuse #tw child death #i can already hear crumble yelling at me for not developing mike's trauma in this more. i'm SORRY okay lmao

[dcxdpdabbles]

Cave boy Danny just casually mentioning things that correspond with Bruce, like the time he stole an experimental power suit and shot a god corresponding with Bruce shooting Darkseid or the Infi-map being like the time Bruce was lost in the time stream, and the bats wondering how this kid can remain a civilian

Danny tried his best to not blink too quickly, as it may cause the stranger to shoot him. He honestly has no idea how he ended up here, but somehow, he was taken hostage alongside a bus full of people on his way to buy some chips.

He got tired of Alfred's instance to ban all junk food from the manor and had snuck out while the Wyanes had been busy going over plans for some big showdown with a guy named Scarecrow.

Danny doesn't know who that is and doesn't care to find out. The less he knows, the less likely he will have to deal with rouge. He's on vacation, dang it.

Or he was until the bus was taken over by a group of men wearing gas masks. They forced their way onto the bus when they stopped for some passengers, forcing the driver at gunpoint to drive them off course, and now they were heading to a wear house. People were crying, but Danny felt like screaming.

He just wanted spicy chips, and- maybe if he had the time- he would swing by the old junkyard to find a steering wheel for his ship! Fenton luck strikes again, it seemed.

"I wouldn't be so smug, Kane," One of the people in a gas mask shouts at him. He blinks up at the woman pointing her gun at his head but scoffs at her stance. His mother would throw a fit if Danny or Jazz ever placed their feet so off balance like that while wielding a weapon. "Once Dr.Crane is done with you-"

"I'm sorry did you just threaten me with myself?" Danny cuts her off. She pauses seemingly thrown before she sputters.

"No- not Kane, Crane."

He blinks at her. "You just said the same thing"

"C-R-A-N-E." She spells in a huff.

"Ohhhhh. Sorry, the mask makes it hard to understand you. Okay, so where were you? Dr. Crane is going to do what with me-?" Danny asks, leaning back in his seat, and waving his hand at her.

There is a moment of silence before she hits him across the face with her gun. "Don't you mock me!"

"Ow." He deadpans, rubbing at his cheek, and wonders if it was supposed to hurt. His healing had vanished the pain before her gun left his skin. "I thought we were having a conversation, but forgive me, I had no idea you had an inferiority complex and assumed everyone was mocking you. Let me guess, no one has ever told you they are proud of you, and now you are defensive of every action you take because-"

"Shut up!" His voice wobbles and Danny knows he hit the nail on the head.

"Does it keep you up at night? Does it freak you out that everyone can see your issues on your face as bright as day? I bet it does it. Bet it causes you to cry like a sad little confused kid who still can't figure out how to ask for help." He doesn't mock. He states it as fact because that is what it was. Fact. She does break down about it; he can tell by her reaction, and his tone makes it all the harder to swallow.

"I'll kill you!"

"Do it." He smiles. "Saves me from your boss. But will that keep you safe? Let's find out! How long will it be before he breaks you down? Ten, maybe fifteen minutes? And he will break you; you know he will. He's already halfway there."

"I-" She stumbles away from him. He doesn't have to see her face to know it's gone pale. Ha.

One of her crew hits her shoulder, having heard him speaking while the rest of the bus stares. "Stop letting him into your head!"

"Oh, what's your name?" Danny asks, blinking his large blue eyes at the man, watching his body language for clues. His eyes zero in on three belts and how they all match up at the buckle despite the fact that they are stacked on top of each other. Didn't Jazz once say that a belt with that much control hinted about attention to detail?

Hmm.

"Is the plan falling apart- can you not control it? The way life just moves on without you and that freaks you out doesn't it. The lake of control?" He asks, and the man jerks back. Bingo.

"Holy shit," A teenager whispers in the back horrified. "It's Dr. Crane jr."

"No, that's the Rabid Dog," Another answer. "Heard he made three elites cry after talking to him for more than ten minutes."

Danny is about to open his mouth when suddenly Robin crashes through the front window. Rude. There is glass everywhere now.

Hours later, Alfred franticly checks him over for injuries while the rest are freaking out. Apparently, they had feared to find Danny screaming from terrible visions but instead found him mentally breaking the hired goons with Jazz's training. "It's not like they did anything. I had a harder time stealing a super suit than those fruitloops-"

"You stole a what?" Tim cuts him off, eyes narrowed. Danny shrugs.

"I mean, haven't we all stolen a super suit?"

"Literally, no one here has done that," Steph tells him, and Danny tilts his head.

"You guys must have had boring childhoods. Surely you at least tried to organize your school into a battle-ready militia? No one can finish school without doing that at least once."

Dick raises a hand. "Brucie, how common is this in your world? Because that's alarming."

"All the kids at my school do that. My graduating class has done it three different times back in freshmen year." He shrugs. Cass makes a strange noise in the back of her throat.

"Not a lie. Brucie is strange," She tells the group, and everyone stares in bewilderment at the boy sitting on the medical table, even Bruce.

Danny smiles at them sweetly like he would at Vlad when the fruitloop is over, and he gets his parents to throw him out sooner than he wants to leave. It curves with just the right amount of innocence and mischievous nature that no one can tell if it's a positive or deadly expression.

"You are from a war-torn world?" Damian inquires, fingers under his chin with a frown. "How are you so carefree?"

"Oh no, we haven't had a war in about- eh fifty years? Give or take." He answers and once again Cass confirms the truth of his words.

This does nothing to settle their nerves.

"Every day I learn more about teenage Bruce, and every day I am more unsettled," Jason announces, and the rest of the Bats nod. Danny's smile turns broader and softer. It makes him more attractive but unsettling in a way.

Alfred sighs with a fond smile. "Oh, the memories. Master Bruce used to smile at his dates in the same way. I can picture him taking that sweet girl to the movies as if though it was yesterday."

"Bruce, how in the world did you get people to date you? That's creepy as hell. " Dick accuses the man who only shrugs.

"Oliver once told me it was part of the thrill. The idea that I could kill them."

"Why!?"

"I wish I knew chum."

Danny slips the control into his sleeve- he will rip it apart later for the Bluetooth piece. He will wait till the Waynes are too busy with Bruce's old stories about his first few dates to take apart the fear gas bomb he took from the woman earlier today. Could he use it as a fuel?

He'll have to do some tests.

#dcxdpdabbles #dc x dp crossover #Cave Boy #Part 4 #Danny continues to be strange #He tells no lies but not all truths #The weird part is that he's still acting like teenage Bruce #Mentally breaking down Scarecrow's crew is a big accomplisment #Tim is even more weary of him

[kaija-rayne-author]

Would you recognize an autistic or ADHD person if you saw one?

What about an autistic or ADHD fictional character?

Many of y'all will say, of course.

And you'll be wrong.

I'm not talking to hatched autistics and ADHDers. We can usually spot others like us and autistic/ADHD coded characters in fiction.

Definition: A 'hatched' autistic or ADHDer is someone who knows they're one or the other or both, AND they understand and accept that pretending to be neurotypical is bad for us.

It actually kills us, so, yeah, bad. The leading causes of death for autistics is unaliving or heart attack from the stress of living in a world that was most certainly not created for us. In some ways, this world is antithetical to us.

We also experience the stress of what's known as 'masking'.

Our average age of death is 36 years old. Think about that for a second. 36. And the rates of unaliving in autistic and ADHD kids is utterly obscene. The suicide watch for parents of autistic kids starts at 8 years old. 8.

(I don't say this for everything, but self-diagnosis is absolutely valid for autism and ADHD. In a world where people can still be institutionalized or lose their kids because of an autism diagnosis--this is fact for Britain and several US states. France is awful for autistics-- self diagnosis must be valid so we can figure ourselves out without endangerment.)

Masking is where a traumatized autistic (and I've also never met or even heard about an untraumatized autistic/ADHDer) will create a, persona, almost, that lets us function in the world.

It's rarely intentional, my youngest son started masking at 4 in pre-kindergarten because he wanted other kids to like him and want to play with him. Even though our home is very supportive of diversity, especially about autism and ADHD, y'all... he was *4*.

Being autistic and/or ADHD is so damned lonely. Especially if you don't know why you're different. So we do our best to adapt. That can cause issues.

Masking isn't meant as a lie. It's survival instinct. Because even though the world absolutely doesn't treat us like we're human beings, we still are. We want to survive and thrive as much as the next hominid. We have all the same needs and desires as any other human.

But what about the rest of all y'all? Can you recognize us?

Last week, a music teacher banned a 6 year old autistic kid from the school concert because 'they would ruin the experience for the other children' this is after making the autistic kid learn and practice the songs for weeks. 6 years old and that kid already has scars from discrimination about a genetic condition he can't help. It's cruel and so damned inhumane. At worst, the kid probably sang off key and maybe fidgetted a bit. But that would 'ruin' the concert. It's not the Estonian Philharmonic Chamber Choir, lady, it's an elementary school concert. It's absolutely not worth scarring that poor kid over. It also happened back in 2022, and again in 2017.

People will have seen 'Atypical' or 'The Good Doctor' or, gods forbid, Rainman and think they know what autistic people look like. (You should probably know that the majority of autistics loathe those shows because the rep is so bad.)

But here's the thing.

You can't see autism or ADHD. Not just by looking at us. It's purely a brain wiring difference. People don't even believe me when I tell them I am if they've seen me in person. And I'm professionally diagnosed as both autistic & ADHD.

Sometimes, there are co occurring issues, like intellectual disability, that are confused with autism, but they aren't actually the autism or ADHD part of things.

I'm an autistic and ADHD advocate. I have a consultant option on my Patreon for people who want advice either for themselves or so they do the right thing by their kids. I'm autistic/ADHD, my kids are too. I've been researching and learning about the topic for close to a decade at this point. I truly know what I'm talking about. I understand the different flavours and experiences of these two types of neurodivergency extremely well.

As an aside, while I have you here, ABA (Applied Behavior Analysis) is never the right thing. You know how gay conversion therapy is bad? The same person (Ivar Lovass) came up with ABA, and it's meant to do the same thing. To torture people, most often children, into pretending to be what someone else wants them to be. It doesn't support or help the autistic person.

Almost unilaterally, ABA causes a PTSD breakdown of self coming into our 30s. I say almost, but I've never even heard of an autistic person who has been tortured by ABA who hasn't developed severe PTSD.

If you tried to use the methods used in ABA on a dog, you'd be guilty of extreme animal cruelty.

Yet, because it's practiced on human children, it's fiiiiine. Big money lobbying has even made it so that ABA 'therapy' is the only one covered by a lot of insurances.

We can thank Autism $peaks for that. They are a hate group. They fit every bit of the definition of one and then some. (So please don't donate to them at the till. They love to pollute stores like Toys 'R' Us.)

Adult autistics have been speaking out against them forever. But since most autistics (80%) are under or unemployed, we don't have the kind of financial sway we'd need to get rid of them. Yes, this even counts for 'the new ABA'.

You can't save ABA. Putting a 2 year old human child through 40 hours weekly of 'training' so that they can look and act neurotypical is just flat out torture. Making a child 'extremely hungry or thirsty' so that they will do what you want is torture. There's just no other way to slice that apple. It's rotten to the core.

But back to my point.

Recently, someone disagreed with my opinion on a fictional character. I feel the character is autistic/ADHD coded, the other person disagreed.

That's cool. Opinions are like assholes, everyone has one. And it's fiction, whatever. I'm not mad or upset. (I'm slightly insulted, because if you're not autistic/ADHD, [and a comparison they suggested made me think they definitely weren't] it's definitely not your place to disagree with one of us who says a character is autistic/ADHD coded. It's disrespectful and more than a little ableist. Simply because so many people have the completely wrong idea about both conditions.)

Regardless, the important part for a fictional character is that a person was able to see themselves in the character, to empathize with them. So it's not a big deal.

But it got me thinking about this.

Would most people recognize the subtle signs? They're almost always extremely subtle.

Ever hear of 'resting bitch face'? It's an incredibly common autistic trait because we either emote less or we emote differently than neurotypicals. In our world, it's known as 'flat face effect'. I have it, and I've been harmed many times because it looks like I'm pissed off even when I'm having a good time or I'm just deep in thought. I've got a firey temper, trust me when I say you'll know it when I'm pissed off.

So. You see a character (or even a person) who doesn't emote a lot? Or emotes extremely subtly? Wellll... that's a good clue.

So, X fictional character (or person) has odd or esoteric knowledge or hobbies. That's a good clue.

Are they nerdy or geeky in some way?

Most autistics and many ADHDers experience what's known as hyperfixation on special interests. Ever see someone get so fascinated by a topic or skill or activity that they get lost in it?

Forget to eat or drink?

Learn to do an obscure craft just because they wanted to know how it's done? That person is likely autistic or ADHD or both. It applies to fictional characters too.

Are they stand-offish? Many of us are for various reasons. One is that we're trying to figure out the 'rules' of wherever and whoever we're with.

Why all y'all insist on staring creepily at each others eyeballs is beyond me. I find it either too intimate, painfully so, or just ridiculous.

That quiet character (or person) who warms up slowly? There's a hint.

Another reason we tend to be cool with strangers is that ever present trauma thing. So many autists and ADHDers get to the point in life where we just don't have it in us anymore to keep trying to make social connections. A very common trait of both autism and ADHD is a lack of understanding of neurotypical social rules. And trust me, y'all have them.

Does the character or person fidget? Either subtly or more obviously?

It's called stimming. I had to learn to do it unobtrusively, so I'll suck air through my teeth (my dentist isn't impressed by this), circle my pointer finger around my thumb, tap the pad of each finger on my thumb in a rhythm, count silently to myself... the list is probably endless. I intentionally leave the cuticles on my thumbs rough, because I often rub the forefinger or ring finger of that hand over the rough cuticle as a stim.

Maybe they rotate their ring around a finger?

Play with their hair?

Stimming is something that calms us down and helps us regulate our emotions. (It's also one of the first things ABA robs us of. It's called 'quiet hands'.) It's really bad to deprive an autistic or ADHDer of stimming.

I used to click the button on a pen so much that I banned myself from having clicky pens because of how annoying it can be to others.

There are healthy stims and unhealthy ones. (Head banging is an example of an unhealthy stim.)

So a character or person who is just, always moving somehow? There's a hint. Or they're rhythmically moving a body part? Tapping fingers? Wiggling a foot or leg? Fussing with their clothing? Rocking?

Is the character or person 'a walking encyclopedia'? In other words, do they know a lot of information about either one or two topics or about many topics?

That character (or person) is often stereotyped as being a computer genius who can make any computer work just by looking at it for a few minutes. But it can honestly be any topic or combination of topics. That's another clue.

Many autists are almost hard wired to be painfully honest. Unless we've been traumatized into it, we tend to be shitty liars. I'm, unfortunately, a very good liar. It's not something I choose to do, because I don't want my trauma to change something so innate to me as my honesty. I had to learn to lie to survive. I don't recommend it.

Does the person or character truly believe in things like honour? Justice? Mercy? Peace? (Many neurotypical people will call these things social lies that keep the world working.) I'm talking a bone deep belief in honour etc. Are they a shitty liar?

I think I've blathered enough for now. I want to make it clear that I don't speak for all autistic and ADHD folks. I'm just one person attempting to share some of the more common traits with whoever wants to read about it.

A final thought.

Nothing can make someone autistic or ADHD. It's a genetic condition. Which is why so many parents find out they're autistic or ADHD when their kids are diagnosed. It's not more prevalent now, it's just that more people are learning about the actual parameters of it. Diagnosis is easier now than 50 years ago. It's been around since ancient Egypt and probably evolved as a way to keep the clan safe in prehistoric times.

We often have heightened senses. Sometimes we have what I call 'predator vision' which sounds awful but just means that my gaze is automatically drawn to movement. Our sleep cycles are also commonly very different than a neurotypical's. We probably ended up being people who would take night watch, stare at the stars for hours, or warn people when food has gone off so no one eats it.

I think we evolved right alongside neurotypicals because we're both needed for a successful society.

Many, many of the world's famed thinkers/creators are considered to have likely been autistic/ADHD based on records about them.

These people include:

Leonardo DaVinci

Michelangelo di Lodovico Buonarroti Simoni

Nikolai Tesla

Albert Einstein

Thomas Jefferson

Charles Darwin

Emily Dickinson

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

William Butler Yeats

Vincent Van Gogh

Benjamin Franklin

People who are autistic or ADHD these days that you may not expect?

Dan Ackroyd

Darryl Hannah

Anthony Hopkins

Jerry Seinfeld

Eminem

Courtney Love

David Byrne

Wentworth Miller

Satoshi Tajiri (creator of Pokemon)

There are also many, many people who have shown autistic or ADHD traits and haven't confirmed or it's impossible to confirm because they're deceased and we don't have the right records.

It's considered a massive faux pas to assign a diagnosis of anything to a living human being. So everyone living I've listed has in some way confirmed it. There are many, many other people (especially in creative industries or hobbies) I believe are likely one or the other, but I wouldn't label. That's for them to do.

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Every historical person is just a 'likely' because we'll never actually know. All we can do is point at the exhibited traits via records and say, probably.

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ch. lxviii - kyungmin

wooyoung × reader, ??? × reader

buy me coffee ?

in a school filled with the affluent, it would only make sense for birds of a feather to flock. but what if your new status doesn't immediately buy you a way into said flock? what if instead, it bought you sure rejection? to the rich and powerful, having different masks is a must. despite some people knowing your true self and your secrets

Just as you were about to leave the house, you paused and just stood still. It'll be the first time you stepped back into Wooyoung's house after the... debacle. You were tempted to cancel or offer to give Kyungmin your notes but you don't think you'd be okay making the poor kid disappointed. Wooyoung might be an asshat in disguise or... asshat in public and a sweetheart in disguise? However it is, Kyungmin is and always has been the sweetest little boy who adores you and that made you feel special. I mean, is there any other 7-year-old who happily inquire about your interests despite being scared shitless of the visuals in on the screen?

So you suck your unwillingness to risk meeting Wooyoung for Kyungmin. You can do this, you can be selfless. That boy has been like a little brother to you and what kind of a shit sibling would you be if you bailed for petty reasons?

"What the fuck are you doing by the door?"

Speaking of shit sibling.

You turned around with a fake smile on your face. Mingyu stood a bit further away from you with a bag of potato chips in one arm as his hand scoop up chips to his mouth. He was munching away as he stared at you with an eyebrow raised, "You're loitering and ruining the scenery," he spat. You inhaled deeply and exhaled sharply, not really wanting to waste your breath in dealing with your troglodyte of a brother but you had to.

"Don't worry Mingyu, I was just about to go because unlike you, I can keep up with my appointments," you simply said before turning back around to wear your shoes. Mingyu rolled his eyes at your jab, annoyed, "One of these days, you're gonna have an appointment for a lobotomy or something," he scoffed, fully intending to sound mean. After putting your shoes on, you took a moment to look at Mingyu one last time, "You do know that lobotomies have been banned since the 1950s, right? And how psychopathic are you that you wish for an ice pick to be jabbed into my frontal lobe?" you honestly could and couldn't believe Mingyu. But at that point, you don't know what else you could do to deal with him.

With that, you left the house, not even waiting for Mingyu to answer you. Maybe you should consider going out with your friends more just to escape the toxicity in your household.

Just as you walked out of your front gate, you saw Wooyoung approaching you with frantic steps. Initially, you thought that he was going to confront you about something or have you deal with him for some other things you might not think of. You were about to ask him what he was doing when he cut you off, "Kyungmin's missing, I can't find him," he said and you were able to see that his eyes were teary and you heard his voice cracking. He was genuinely distressed. "Wha- how? I was just about to go to your house to help Kyungmin with his schoolwork," you explained. Wooyoung shook his head frantically, "I- I don't know, I tried looking for him in the bathroom or in his room or literally anywhere else in the house and he wasn't there. I asked the chauffeur and he said Kyungmin was picked up and dropped to the house, the CCTV confirmed it. a- a- and-" you grabbed Wooyoung by his shoulders to stop him from ranting more, "Wooyoung, breathe," you firmly told him. Though mouth still agape. Wooyoung nodded and slowly tried to calmly take deep breaths.

It didn't take long before Wooyoung relaxed and stopped panicking. "Okay," you started talking, "You checked the CCTV and saw that Kyungmin was DEFINITELY picked up from school and is supposed to be in the house but even after looking around, he wasn't there," Wooyoung nodded along, confirming your words. "Okay, so then we'll look around here, okay? I'll go check the playground and you go check your friends' house. Maybe he went there to borrow something or to play," you reasoned.

Thankfully, Wooyoung agreed almost immediately and you both set off to your own ways to look for Kyungmin. While Wooyoung go to Seonghwa's house first as it was the closest house to his, you jogged to the playground in the cul de sac. It was empty, but considering that Kyungmin is small, you believe that it's possible that Kyungmin hid under a slide or in the tubes or even in the playhouse.

"Kyungmin! Kyungmin-ah!" you called out as you ducked to look under the playhouse. "Come on, Kyungmin, we need to go home to work on your presentation! I told you I'll help, didn't I?" you spoke out loud as you continued looking into the playhouse. "Kyungmin?" you called out as you look behind and even up in the trees around the playground. High and low you tried looking for the little boy, but you couldn't even get a glimpse of his hair anywhere. After fifteen minutes of looking in the playground and not seeing anything, you decided to look elsewhere.

As you jogged back to the houses, you saw Wooyoung jogging back to you too, face still worried. "None of them is home, I asked the housekeepers, gardeners, anyone in their home at the moment but no one saw him anywhere," Wooyoung said as he ran a hand through his hair out of frustration.

Both of you were confused. It wasn't like Kyungmin to just disappear like that. It was odd that he wouldn't tell Wooyoung. Both of them are so close, they tell each other everything no matter how bad it is.

"Are you sure Kyungmin didn't tell you anything?" you asked, thinking that Wooyoung might have been preoccupied with something when Kyungmin said something to him. "No, no, no, it's not possible," he said exasperatedly as he roughly ran a hand through his hair, "He has been so excited about spending time with you again, he has been since last week. He even asked to get picked up from school earlier. He told me that he wanted to make sure he has everything ready so he'll have time to spend with you outside of doing his schoolwork. He missed you so bad," he exhaled shakily.

Wooyoung remembered the joyous glint in Kyungmin's eyes when he remembered that he was going to hang out with you again. It had been a while since you hung out with him in his house and it was all because of your falling out with Wooyoung. Ever since you got closer to your new friends, your attendance to the Jung family dinner had decreased and even stopped. Wooyoung's parents and even older brother would still see you around the complex and even at business events. You don't think they knew about what happened to you and Wooyoung because if they do, they would have said something to you and your parents would have scolded the hell out of you. Out of the five Jung family members, Kyungmin was the only one who you most rarely see which was why hanging out with you again was so important to him. Of course, Wooyoung had to remind him that after that, there were no guarantees that you'd stay long. Wooyoung felt the need to brace Kyungmin with reality before it caught him by surprise.

You looked down at your phone as you thought you could call one of your friends for help because both you and Wooyoung could really use some help. Unfortunately, your phone was only at 3% and it could die soon. "Shit," you cursed under your breath, catching Wooyoung's attention. You showed your phone at him, "I gotta get my phone charged, I have a portable charger in my room, I'll be right back, okay?" Wooyoung nodded and you immediately run back to your house.

Inside, Mingyu was watching the TV loudly in the living room while drinking beer. It was typical of him but you're annoyed at how unresponsive he is to his surroundings. You ran up to your room and when you opened your door, you were so surprised to see Kyungmin on your bed, his iPad in his hands as he sat cross-legged.

"Oh my god, Kyungmin!" you called out as you dashed to your bed, pulling the little boy into your arms into a tight hug. Kyungmin blinked in confusion, you saw that he didn't know why you were acting like that when you pulled away to look at him. "I've been looking everywhere for you! Me and your brother!" you grabbed his face as you felt your racing heart slow down, "Why didn't you tell him where you're going? Or call me and tell me you wanna come here instead?" but Kyungmin simply shrugged. "How did you get in here anyways?" you asked, genuinely curious. Kyungmin pointed to the door and shrugged, "I just got in from the front door, Mingyu hyung opened it for me," of course he did. Your brother couldn't be bothered to do anything useful when you need him, why should you expect him to be useful for this as well?

You bit your bottom lip, now knowing what to say to the boy as he seemed reluctant to say anything. "Okay, come on, we need to get to your brother," you said after grabbing your portable charger, you held your hand out for him to take and he immediately did so.

Once you stepped out of your house (with Mingyu completely oblivious to the activities), you saw Wooyoung still pacing worriedly in front of your front gate. "Wooyoung," you called out as you walked closer to him with Kyungmin holding your hand with one of his as the other one held his iPad. Hearing his name, Wooyoung snapped his head in your direction and his eyes immediately widened at the sight of his little brother walking so casually next to you. "Kyungmin!" Wooyoung exclaimed loudly in surprise. He was so relieved that his knees almost buckled under him. Once out of the gates, Wooyoung kneeled and grabbed Kyungmin by his shoulders, "What happened? Where did you go to? Do you know how much I was worried?? I thought you had gone missing! What were you thinking?" he couldn't help but scold Kyungmin.

Kyungmin's face scrunched and he turned to look at you as he began to cry, "I don't want (y/n) to leave me because Wooyoung hyung and his friends are not playing fair," he sobbed as he shook Wooyoung's grip o of him and went to hug your legs, weeping sadly.

Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion at his sudden statement. "Kyungmin, what are you talking about?" you asked as you gently run a hand through the boy's hair. Kyungmin shook his head and sniffled, "I- I- I can make Woo- Wooyoung hyung play fair, I'll talk to him! I don't want you to not play with me anymore," Kyungmin wailed sadly.

Not knowing what to do, you looked up to Wooyoung and saw him staring at you both with a conflicted look on his face. You wanted to ask him what Kyungmin meant but with the situation at hand, you knew that it was no time to ask things. You got a crying kid and a stressed-out guy out in the open. So you took matters into your own hand, "Let's... Let's talk about this in your house, okay? We still have to do your schoolwork, right?" you smiled down at Kyungmin who had looked up at you. He nodded his head as he wipe the tears away from his eyes with the back of his hand.

The three of you walked to Wooyoung's house with you holding one of Kyungmin's hand and Wooyoung holding his other hand, the iPad in his free hand.

Whilst walking, your mind still tried to comprehend what Kyungmin meant by 'playing fair'. It felt so odd that he would say such a thing. What kind of thing would Wooyoung and his friends not play fair in that it affected Kyungmin this much?

You need answers.

As you walked by, you noticed Yeonjun taking off his motorcycle helmet, looking at the three of you. He raised an eyebrow as if asking what you were doing with Wooyoung, but you simply held a hand up lowly to let him know that you'll talk about it later.

And a thought occurred to you.

Maybe Yeonjun know.

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[orangepunkwitch-blog]

Sharing this here in case any Lokean followers haven't seen this yet.

Everything Ocean Keltoi has explained, I already knew, but it's nice to hear him not only say it, but have all the points together in one video.

And as someone who, while a newbie Pagan, encountered and started working with Loki first, I never EVER got the whole anti-Loki stance some Heathens have (despite never interacting with them; I've only ever heard of them or saw comment threads and the like online).

The first I've ever heard of Loki was when I was a kid and heard his name mentioned in The Mask. A god that creates such a mask because he thought that was funny? I loved that concept as a kid (and my weird-ass logic made me think I wasn't allowed to convert since I was baptized in the Serbian Orthodox church; my parents never made it seem okay to explore other beliefs... ever). When I became a fully developed adult and my brother passed away in 2011, I became agnostic, until I once expressed to a friend that I wished one could still worship old gods again, because the Norse gods sounded so much nicer than the biblical god. That's when she told me that that's a thing, and I discovered what paganism was. And then I made it a point that, while I will open myself to any of the gods who listened (and even said to them it's okay if they don't want to interact with me, since I'm so used to no god ever listening to me), I still hoped Loki would be the one to answer, because I'd prefer a god with a sense of humor who doesn't judge a mortal for simply being human. The rest is history.

I've had 2 instances where I've asked him for help, as I was desperate and didn't know what else to do and couldn't figure things out for myself. Both times he helped, it sort of put me almost in a state of madness because of HOW he helped (he's helped me with some small stuff too but sometimes the big stuff is.. a LOT). The first one was we were not able to afford rent anymore, as rent kept going up while my muž and I lived in Pittsburgh, so I asked for help, thinking he'd either help with our financial situation (namely I was hoping for a decent-paying job similar to what my muž made) so we could afford to rent elsewhere or that a place would become available that had significantly lower rent. You know, something like that. Instead, he gave us bedbugs. Because he KNEW that our only option was to move in with my parents and I didn't want to resort to that, so he forced my hand. His reasoning roughly being, "It's either the bedbugs or a fire in the building, and I REALLY don't wanna be that guy, so you got bedbugs."

The second time, without going into detail, he induced a non-threatening medical "emergency" (as in, give me a spook bad enough to warrant my first trip in an ambulance) to get the ball rolling to lead me to getting the surgery I needed for my endometriosis. His reasoning being, "You finally have health insurance and there are vaccines available. You have no excuse now. Not even this pandemic."

I'm doing much better now and it's thanks to Loki. He basically was the kick in my ass needed to make the only decision that would actually work out for me, even if I didn't think it would.

Despite making my practice something along the lines of "Serbian Polytheism Pagan Edition," Loki is still in my practice, and helped me learn an awful lot regarding non-xtian beliefs and beings, including and especially the Trickster archetype.

Any Heathen that bans Loki, avoids him, etc. either have a lot of xtian baggage that they still need to work through, or they're the type of people that don't like being held accountable for their actions and kept in check. Xtianity (as it is commonly practiced and forced onto people by power-hungry assholes) has really affected how many look at non-xtian beliefs, because everything has to be compared to xtianity (even some atheists are guilty of this because everything is xtianity to them).

Lately, I haven't had a whole lot of interactions with Loki I feel could be worth-sharing because I'm not having a whole lot of interactions with him in general the past few years (except for everything regarding me getting my surgery) and that's because the gods are giving me space to learn and grow and figure some stuff out on my own. I do chat with them from time to time via divination, but in terms of actions, they're letting me do my thing for a bit.

#Loki #Lokean #Ocean Keltoi #Heathenry #paganism #I still haven't forgotten this blog! #making posts like this is difficult for me on my phone though #I like doing this on my computer #which I have #my health can be weird both mentally and physically #also I got other things to do as well #and I'm working through some autistic burnout #Youtube

[miutonium]

☁️ and 🎀

Sorry for the wrong order though, i wrote the second one first and im too lazy to correct the sequence _(:3」∠)_

🎀- do you two enjoy dressing up? or would you rather stick with comfier clothes? what are you guy’s favorite outfits?

Oh they do, Utonium always wanted to dress up but the thing is, this man has no fashion sense. You open his wardrobe and all you see is hangers of white dress shirt and labcoats with some collection of suits and tuxedo, all either black and white.

Chloe on the other hand self-proclaimed herself as someone with a fashion sense and the moment she saw Utonium's wardrobe she made it her personal mission to make it look as colorful as possible.

They don't really have any specific, although Utonium do prefer wearing comfier clothes that covers his skin. Chloe likes to wear body fitting clothes and she never wears pants, EVER.

Don't think they really have any favourite outfits either, whenever I draw them, I sometimes like to draw them in various clothes because personally, I don't see enough artwork of Utonium qearing anything other than his dumb labcoat. But i like keeping his pen in his front pocket.

Anyway the clothes they're wearing here is the one in this drawing hhh

☁️ - whats your nighttime routine? is it easy for you guys to fall asleep or does it take awhile? do you have anything you do before bed, like reading or journaling?

After tucking the kids to bed, if they're tired and wants to retire to bed instead, they would totally do their skincare routine hhh. I HC that Utonium really does take good care of his appearance (he actually mentioned going to a manicure before in the series and also what kind of man that wears bath robe and covers their head in towels after shower?) He still looks young for someone in their mid 40s so I have no doubt this man has his own skincare routine. If it's mask day he totally enjoy getting a brief face massage and having his face covered in mud mask. Chloe is more than happy to oblige his silly request and pamper his face on bed and massage his scalp a bit until she hears him snoring mimimimimi peacefully with mask still on.

They both also enjoy reading before bed too. Chloe likes either reading magazine and sneakily read about horoscope and read hers and Utonium's star sign or sappy love novels she thrifted that week. Utonium reads his nerd books and sometimes comics he took from Buttercup's comic stash. He actually enjoys reading comics and none of his daughters knows it hhh.

Previously Utonium likes to do his work on bed but after Chloe stays with them, she banned him from bringing either of his work on bed because she wants the bedroom to be exclusively for resting only and she doesnt want any of his questionable science project contaminating their room.

Anyway please look at this dork sleeping while still in his dumb lab coat and his dumb work on his dumb bed. What a dumbass ;w;

#i had that sketch in my wip folder for months and i just thought the sketch would be neat to be used here hhh #anyway i love answering this ajxjskak thank u for the askk 🥺💕💕 #ask #rustromantic #asukart #sketch #selfshipping #selfship art #oc x canon #self insert oc #professor utonium #ppg professor #selfship #selfshipping community #selfship ask #waffles and wishes on Wednesday 🧇

[ducknotinarow]

[87 Casey and Mikey - with some Raph uwu]

Food was a love language; cooking for someone, creating something delicious from scratch, was a form of love to Casey. So, could he really be blamed for getting upset, dare someone say, jealous, about the fact Raph kept cooking for another person - despite the fact he had, somewhat, made his distaste known.

Well, two can play at this game, as petty as it was going to be.

Approaching Mikey, a Tupperware box full of brownies in hand, Casey stared down at them from behind his signature mask,

"Here," He starts, "I want you to have these."

He held them out, just waiting for Mikey to take the box,

"I know you're the cook among your brother; my ma taught me how to bake...I wanted to know you're opinion on them."

Casey glanced away to the side, looking towards Raphael; he wasn't as dense as some people thought. He slowly looks back to Mikey,

"I made them special."

| Muse interaction

Mikey was pretty aware he was being watched at the moment, the fact he was cooking of course would answer as to why. Well at least normally it would answer as to why he was being watched. Someone would catch whiff of what was cooking in the kitchen, mostly pizza, okay nearly always pizza when Mikey was in here. Most time it wasn't? it was because Master Splinter was in the kitchen and he felt Pizza for every meal wasn't the best choice. It was in fact pizza though. Though he has a feeling him making pizza wasn't why Raphael was in the kitchen they seemed content munching away at the cereal from the box they had open. Mikey knew any moment Leonardo would be making his way in here and grab the marker to write Raphael's name on to that box as well since he was dinging his hands into the box to get handfuls of the stuff to shove into his mouth. His brow was all furrowed down as he loudly munched away clearly seemed upset.

Michelangelo just continued on about what he was doing before he toss the current pizza into the oven so it could start to cook well taking the one from before out to start cooling down. "Alright dude what do you want you bee staring for too long and it's kind of freaking me out."

"Is cooking for someone a big deal? to you?" Raphael finally speaks up getting his youngest brothers opinion after a faint little spat between him and Casey from the other day.

"I mean yeah sure?" Michelangelo answered a bit confused "I mean Master Splinter always made us his special recipes o try and cheer us up." He pointed out "I like making you guys specif pizzas sometimes your favorites once in while course." He goes on to list only now really looking over his brother's expression it seemed to loosen up slightly. "Why?"

"I still sort feel bad about the whole thing with Von ya know?" Of course he did he was annoyed when it came to Donatello's reaction and how they ignored his advice about the matter. "So, i dunno I guess I maybe took a page your book and thought making something from where she from would be nice cause well she's here now and all. Failed attempts aside I tried asking Casey for help and when I explained why? he got upset with me! Cause I never cooked for him."

"Well why not?"

"Because I suck at it!" Raphael snaps as if that should have been beyond obvious.

"Yeah I know why i banned you from the stove, still don't answer why dude?"

Raphael quirks his beak a little and crosses his arms over in front of himself. "I tried...but tried taking it back it wasn't good..enough for Casey."

Well that had Michelangelo's attention. An attempt to say sorry didn't require being perfect but at least to try over more than once. Von was to nice not to eat it though. She going to need an emergency room one day. "You sure your not still hung up on the fake date?"

"No! jeez thats as dumb as Casey taking this to be something deeper! It's like he thinks I like her in that way! IM GAY MICHELANGELO!"

Michelangelo rubbed at the side of his head and nodded he was only kidding when he said it but he could see his brother was actually upset about this. Maybe Casey was the jealous type? But okay maybe, just not really in that way he was feeling jealous here about it? Didn't Casey bake after all? Michelangelo started to think to himself. Letting Raphael have a moment to relax before they kept speaking. But seemed their conversation was going to be cut short for now when Mikey catches sight of Casey walking into the lair. Tupperware in their hands. Looked like brownies, maybe they were coming to make up?

Michelangelo moved to turn his shell to the couple he may be happy for his brother and his friend but don't mean he wants to watch their displays of affection. Besides it only seemed right to offer them some privacy here.

"Here,"

The voice was Casey's but it was closer than it should be? looking up to his left he found himself metting the white hockey mask he sometime swore was just Casey's face from the times it seemed to convey his emotions so well. And right now? Michelangelo

"I want you to have these."

Mikey looked down to the Tupperware Casey brought in. He knew before but now he was far mkre sure thst it was in fact full of brownies likely his own.

Oh great.

"I know you're the cook among your brother; my ma taught me how to bake...I wanted to know you're opinion on them."

As well of an excuse that was though Michaelangelo noted the way they paid a glance back at Raphael despite what they said. It was pretty clear the reason wasn't excatly as Casey told him.

"I made them special."

The way Raphael's beak fell open at that mention sold it. Michaelangelo sighed heavily to himself when. He was getting a better idea here Casey was in fact jealous not of Yvonne per day more the fact Raph was extending this action to someone that wasn't him. Meanwhile, Raph is fine extending it that way to her because it's not a big deal to him. But won't to casey because he wants it to be good maybe perfect. Man him and Donatello really did share some of the dumbest traits at times. And Mikelangelo was wondering if he should just charge Raph, Casey, Von and Don for his services at this point.

"Thank you Casey, I'm not much a baker myself but I do love home cooked goods." He offers before taking the container it would still be rude even if Casey was being petty and jealous and looking for some payback towards his brother. It would still be rude to not accept. Setting it down he soo. Whips around and points a finger to Raphael who was in tje middle of huffing his way out of the room. "Raphael sit!"

Raphael was slightly stunned despite the annoyance of how he was commanded to do so he grumbled and fall back into a chair. Michaelangelo then looked to casey and spoke in a firm but nicer tone. "You two Casey you two need to sort this out and if I gotta play mediator fine." He points out as he pops the lid off the container and snags a brownie to take a bite of the first one he gets his hand on.

"Oh! Now I see why Raphael brags about them, Casey these are amazing! No wonder it clearly hurts his feelings" he begins as he shifts his attetion towards Raphael. He might be a tad biased here seeing how he could related to Casey's side of the issue after all. "That someone only takes with out giving back in a way that means so much for that he clearly put a lot into his own work here?" Loft up one side if his brow trying to throw a hint at his brother who simply rolled his eyes and slumped in his chair. Grumbling something about Michaelangelo being a traitor but did seem to be getting his point despite it.

"Go on Casey sit down well sort it all out." He suggests again smiling up to them. "I'm taking these as payment though they really are delicious your gonna have to tell me your favorite pizza dude to repay you."

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[necros-writing-stuff]

Avery or Leighton as a father doing the creepy thing where he takes his 'first right' to his daughter

The 'first right' thing gives me more Avery vibes than Leighton (Leighton is a perverted creep, Avery is an entitled asshole) so we'll go with the rich man.

I kinda went hard angst on this one. Oops. Noncon, incest and just very pessimistic writing ahead.

Your relationship through early childhood is distant. You had expectations placed on you from an early age by your father, but he was a stranger to you. Maids helped to raise you, and it was their personalities that you adopted, not his.

When your early teens came around, Avery got more involved. He had seen how unruly the children of his co-workers had gotten at that period in their lives, and was determined to make it so that you'd never ever shame him by acting out like others had to their parents.

His influence, despite being constant and crushing, was still as distant as ever. He knew everything about you, constantly crossing your boundaries and demanding to know your hobbies and interests: either to praise them or forbid them. You knew nothing of him past his facade. Other children whispered about how their dad's were soft at home, very different to how they were at work. Avery kept the mask on so long as you were around.

You were banned from his bedroom. Banned from his office. Banned from seeing the man be human, from enjoying the comedy films he likes and to hear the music he listens to. Everything you listened to or watched together was intended to educate or enrich you culturally. But only in "proper" culture.

It was in your young adulthood that Avery's imposing image began to melt. That you saw the cracks and peered through. It was when you successfully went through school and got accepted into the University he chose that he seemed to show just how proud he was. But he viewed it as his accomplishment for raising you. Not your own for all of the hard work. For the anxiety, the mental pressure, the years of self-discovery you would have in the future because he took you away from yourself.

You hated him. And you hated how in the summer leading to you going to University, Avery began to act like a normal father. Because it showed what you had missed. It showed how things could have been if he wasn't so hellbent on a legacy. His love was foreign, his kindness suspicious. It made you want to run.

Especially when he kissed you that one night. You remembered being a kid in nursery, seeing the other kids run up to their awaiting parents and receive quick pecks on the lips to say hello. A perfectly innocent moment of tenderness that you had longed for back then. But Avery didn't peck your lips. There was nothing familial in the action. It was longer, heated and demanding. Like what the delinquent kids did in the halls of school. It made you sick. It made you afraid.

So did the outfits he bought you to lounge around the house in. Revealing outfits. "It's a hot summer," he'd excused. "And you're a woman now, so it's time you dressed more like one than a child."

Hypocrite. He'd been the one to buy your outfits.

When he forced you to cuddle during films (now more fun ones that the films you grew up with) his hands wandered. No one had ever touched you so. You had been afraid of it. Avery had hammered it into your head that he'd disown you for ever letting anyone touch you before he said you were ready to be a woman. He calls you a woman now. You don't like the implications.

But you're just overthinking, right? You're just so unused to love that you don't know how it looks from him. You never saw behind the closed doors of your friend's homes. It could have been like this for them, too. It was a lie you told to comfort yourself. If you truly believed that, you'd have brought it up to your friends at the going away party your father had arranged. You knew the truth. You knew it was wrong. But Avery cared too much about his reputation to risk actually raping you. He had no way of predicting if or when you'd talk.

You were wrong. Again. Avery knew you'd say nothing. It's was why he came into your bedroom on your final night at home, with two crystal glasses and a bottle of very old, very expensive Scotch. A celebratory goodbye drink. Father and daughter.

It had started with drinking, Avery taking the moment to sit and amazingly apologise for his distance in your youth. But he justified it by saying it was necessary to make you a great woman. And that he succeeded indeed. Tell that to the remains of your lunches you'd flushed down the drains before tests due to pure nerves making you nauseous. To the panic attacks you still suffered. To the lost identity you'd have to claw through the dirt to get back to.

When the drinks were empty, he'd taken them back to the kitchen, and you'd put your book away. Ready to sleep, ready to finally leave in the morning and perhaps experience freedom. Why did he have to come back? Why did he have to sit on your bed, stroke your hair and remark on your beauty?

Why did he have to pin your arms to the bed and gag you with his tie after you'd refused to kiss him goodnight?

That kindness that he'd been putting on in the past few weeks was gone in an instant. He hadn't returned to the previous old father you knew. This was a monster. This was evil; this was rage.

"You ungrateful little whore!" Avery had spat at you, likely restraining from striking you because he wanted nice photos of you at your dorm tomorrow. Black eyes made for ugly photos.

His hands were still rough as they ripped your "womanly" night clothes from your body. His words still stung like the tip of a blade pressing into your skin. And his taking of your virginity would leave a scar that no one would see, because it would be mental, not physical.

Avery had flipped you onto your stomach, a hand in his hair pushing your face into the pillow as he released himself from his pants. "Your face disgusts me too much to look at right now," he'd said. When just a few minutes ago he'd said that you were so beautiful Helen of Troy herself couldn't compare.

He'd entered you from behind, never once stopping to prepare your body to take another for the first time. Never once slowing down to apologise. Never once assuring that you were okay when you went limp and quiet from the shock.

He had pulled out. Had used his hand to finish himself, and cruelly had rubbed his semen onto your face. Your blood had been in the mix, left on his cock due to his brutality.

"I deserved that. I deserved your first, after all I did for you. It was always meant to be mine. Now say thank you, father."

The gag was removed so you could echo his words in a whispered, hollow voice. It had satisfied him enough, but he had said a few more words before he had left.

"You're no woman yet. I'll have to still watch over you. A shame. I'd been so proud of you lately."

That was three weeks ago. You're still not okay. You're still not free, even if you're miles away from that home. Because you'll never be far away from him. He lives inside of you now. His voice a constant in your mind, forcing you to study and stay home like a good girl instead of "whoring" like the others.

And when daddy dearest comes on weekends to visit, he makes sure you know exactly what good girls are supposed to do for their fathers.

#spill your guts #anonymous #avery the businessperson #'nw grapefruit' #'nw inc*st' #degrees of lewdity

[viktormaru]

Ok, here's my big post on my thoughts on Viktor's lore and how it compares to Viktor in Arcane

Obviously: spoilers for arcane until episode 6, and spoilers for viktor's current in game as of this date I guess?

Ok let's get into it

First of all Im gonna adress something that I mentioned on twitter. Riot basically confirmed Arcane isn't the definite canon but tried to rely as much on canon as it could, so basically its a soft canon.

I think that's good. League of Legends is a game that is constantly pumping new characters, claiming a story as the definite truth makes it harder to add to it later, as much as it sucks to lose consistency because of it.

But! That's the point I want to make with this point. They DID try to lean on the guts of what the characters' lores in it are and they made this new thing that still feels legit in a way. At least so far (we dont have act 3 out yet).

So Viktor right? First of all we never had a real young Viktor design, the closest we got I guess was prototype, and I'm not joking when I say I like this skin

The info we had on Viktor was that he was a genius, was ostricized by his peers in Piltover, very passionate about science and sympathetic towards the problems of the people of Zaun.

Then Arcane Viktor is... a genius, not very popular (this is an assumption based on the fact he's never really out with people), very passionate about science and sympathetic towards the problems of the people of Zaun. So it checks. He looks nerdy and I like that for him even though the fun in masked characters is usually that we don't know what they look like. This isn't abt his design, its abt his character and lore.

Viktor is from the Entresol level of Zaun, Zaun is full of toxins in the air basically and this is where most of what the call the Zaun Grey stays. Theres a lot of manual labor and factories here, it's basically the underbelly of Zaun. This seems to be true in both Arcane and In-game lore so keep it in mind.

In his in game-lore as a kid he had to constantly move because of the constant spills, accidents and other dangers that would come from those factories and that encouraged him to find a solution to that, making inventions that would make work safer and protect his people. It was through his inventions that he was invited to join the Piltover Academia.

And that's a constant in Viktor's inventions, most of his creations is to save lives or diminish suffering. He created Blitzcrank to control a chem-spill, he keeps using techmaturgical technologies to help people despite constant failures, he will disregard possible misuse of his technologies because HE intends to use it to help. Viktor is banned from the Academy because he doesn't see evil in what he does because he wouldn't misuse his technology. He's a logical man through and through, he doesn't see anything to be gained by harming other people (if he has no specific reason to do it).

Later with his Glorious Evolution, Viktor is trading human parts for robotic ones because they are more sturdy, they don't get sick or break like human bones do. He works on removing his emotions because him being fucking basically depressed was getting in the way of helping people. Viktor biggest motivation was this like misguided (?) desire to stop all the death and suffering that he grew up around. He's trying to go against the natural order to avoid it.

Now for Arcane Viktor we see he acquired a good position within the academia on his own, true to his genius nature and Stanwick, the professor that had originally invited him to Piltover seems to be out of the picture in the series. However there is a crucial change to Viktor right off the bat: Viktor is disabled. He needs an aid to walk. He's the same ambitious dude, not being content with his position int he academy, and sure enough on his beliefs he was willing to lose his carreer for Jayce's idea because he believed it to be good. He voices his desire to help the people of Zaun and that seems to be the goal he has with his inventions. Comes major change number 2: Viktor got sick from his years spent on the Entresol and is dying, FAST. We can see him start to spiriling down into means of using the technology he invented to work to save him. Viktor is trying to use his inventions to stop death at all costs.

You see where I'm getting at? We're getting to the same point basically. But now instead of Viktor working to save the people he had to watch die time and time again needlessly, the producers sped up the process to fit the series by making his issues much more personal. Viktor now understand in the flesh what is is to be fragile, to have your body fail to your expectations and sucumb to disease, pain and death. But the core of Viktor is still there.

My only concern with what's to come is that Viktor has always been a very logical man, he does things because he thought about them and made sense of them to be true based on his vision of hte world. He's no impulssive and he's not emotion driven, he's not prone to act without thinking. And again, Viktor never acted to hurt people, specially the vulnerable (though he has attacked Jayce, for example, with the reason that he NEEDED the crystal he had to save people, and if hurting Jayce meant saving dozens of other lives, that was a clear choice), so there's a part of me that fears what Singed being in the picture could mean to a Viktor who had a very fast ride to the point of Change instead of the very slow progress he had in the game lore. In Arcane he hasn't had time to think of the Glorious Evolution much, in his in game he kept seeing the same thing happen over and over again.

But yeah I can't say much about that because act 3 is not out yet... I'm excited for it though, I do hope we get a glimpse of robot man I love him very bad. And again, this is all my opinion and interpretations, I do have a specific vision of Viktor I like more and that is of a very sympathetic person instead of that of a villain and that is my bias and could pretty much be not the truth. I also don't remember his old lore and thus don't have any influence from that. Let's see where this all goes so I make another huge post for no reason.

On another things to note from the show:

- Jayce is so much nicer in the show than in the game's lore?? I NEED to consider this a soft canon or else Jayce, taking into account what he does in the in game lore, is a WORSE person that I imagined. Like, REALLY MUCH WORSE HOLY SHIT..... It's even funny just how much worse it makes him.

- On that note, I don't think Jayce did anything bad to Viktor in the series other than have a social life? TO VIKTOR, he's totally being an idiot and falling into a trap that's for sure but their friendship seems ot be going well with Jayce defending Viktor and supporting his ideas and inviting him to the stage to present his work as well, that's neat.

- Baby Viktor is fucking adorable I love him

- Heimerdinger comes off as a fucking horrible person telling Viktor to be patience and wait out a decade to perfect his work when Viktor is fucking dying and Heimer is like 300 years old LMAO

- I kinda agree with [Ikleyvey's take on twitter] about hwo the sicence aspect of the show works. It's confusing, doesn't seem to be coming from anywhere and make sense anywhere and it sounds like just a bunch of words thrown in for you to not understand, and they don't explain what it means because you're not supposed to make sense of it. It's a shame bcs I do wish we got to see more of it but it is what it is I guess.

I think this is it? so holy shit if theres anything I somehow missed or whatever feel free to ask me? Don't fight me abt it though this is just for fun and I dont hold the truth this is just my onion

TL;DR: Viktor Arcane and Viktor League of Legends are both motivated by their desire to stop suffering and death, against the natural order of things, even it falls within morally grey area very fast. The only difference is how fast that idea becomes "too much" in the eyes of others.

#arcane spoilers #i need to tag these as somehting for me to find later #viktor lore #there done i guess

[turnaboutspoiler]

Okay I still have some time till pt5 release, sooo let's talk about managers!

So the fact that they showed us managers in the trailer itself says that they're gonna play an important role in pt5. And personally I'm so excited about that! Maybe we'll even have their stories. I mean we've seen only Banri's one for now and I would like to know more about the others.

P. S. It's really unfortunate they don't have an assembled photo(

OOGAMI BANRI

"They understand eavh other like a family; I love everyone from IDOLISH7"

Banri's loving his kids. Well, nothing new actually.

To be honest, I haven't got a lot to say about him since as I mentioned before we already know his story, so I don’t think we're gonna get something new about him. But I said it in my Re:vale post and I say it now that I don't want more "Re:vale and Ban-San" topic.

ANESAGI KAORU

"TRIGGER will create an era!"

You know, I like Kaoru a lot since she's the eldest manager we have (at least judging on her appearance). And I also like how she cares about her boys. Remember that moment, when she left YaotomePro just to continue to work with Trigger and help them? The best girl ever.

And that's why I think she can do something of the sort in pt5, because I said I think Trigger will have a big arc. And since the very first pv was with Trigger, I think I guessed it right. Mark my words: we're gonna have a new wave of mother Kaoru.

OKAZAKI RINTO

"As always, they think of their kouhai; quite reliable, aren't they?"

Just like with Banri I don't have much to say about Rinto. But since we had that super surprize named Rintaro I guess we will see more of OkazakiPro and Okazaki brothers, which I like! I really want to know more about their relationships. I know we saw a part of it in Re:member, but it was a long time ago and who knows how this is going now.

UTSUGI SHIRO

"I'm thankful, from the bottom of my heart, that I'm able to leave things to someone that I can trust"

Here comes the storm. You know, very rarely I have characters which I do not like. I mean they can be protagonists or antagonists but they don't give me bad emotions. But Shiro... he does. I don't know why, but I feel really nervous and suspicious about him. When I first saw him in NY story I felt like "Wow, we have a new antagonist now".

I also don't like his way of communicating with the others. He's too kind, too friendly, and not like Ryu but like he wants to suck up to everyone. And don’t forget he was a friend of Ryo's. So I feel like it's just a mask and I'm really scared to know why he wears it.

Also I'm pretty scared for Minami who was the only person being suspicious about Shiro. And I don't think this will lead to anything good. So as I said in my Zool post I think Minami can also be one of the main characters in pt5 and that is the reason.

I also remember the theory about Shiro's being Zero and honestly I really want it to be true. Like I really want to see Shiro's interaction with Takamasa.

And as for his phrase I think it can possibly be Ryo's quote. I just don't know who Shiro can "leave the things" to. But maybe it's one of Zool members?

OKAZAKI RINTARO

"We have to be attentive and always be on our guard, so that no more dark clouds will gather in this show biz world"

Now that was a surprize, WOW! I already said that I want to see more of Okazaki brothers interaction, but firstly goes the question: why Rintaro is here in the first place? I just wondering what possibly can happen that Rintaro himself had to come to the stage, when he always was somewhere on the background. And the thought he can actually be an old acquaintance of Shiro's scares me...

#Idolish7 #idolish7 part 5 #banri ogami #kaoru anesagi #rinto okazaki #shiro utsugi #okazaki rintaro

[bartletforamerica]

How the Bartlet Administration Reacts to COVID-19

Abbey: is not taking any chances. After losing the fight to get the President to retreat to the farm or Camp David, she gets him to agree to limit himself to the oval office and the residence, with as few in person meetings as possible. Even before they’ve pulled together a White House task force, she’s made sure that everything is being disinfected and that her entire schedule is either canceled or made virtual. Her staff is the first to be working from home (and oh boy does she scold if she finds out any of them did something she thinks is foolish), with most of the rest of the White House staff following shortly after. She makes it her mission to do PSAs on what people should be doing and even does a virtual Sesame Street collaboration to teach kids how to wash their hands.

Zoey: Is not super pleased to be stuck in the Residence 24/7. She’s doing classes from her bedroom, so yay to not having to get out of bed early, but she can tell people are super disappointed that her camera is set up so that she has only a blank wall behind her [it turns out the secret service is very touchy about where you take video calls]. She also gets officially hired and given a security clearance for the sole fact that she’s one of the only people allowed to be near her dad who is tech-literate. She ends up doing some of her reading on the couch in his office so that she's on hand for when he's supposed to be skyping with the senior staff and can't figure out what link to click. She spends a lot of time worrying about Ellie, who helping do research about the virus, and texting her friends.

The President: is not happy to be closed up away from people. He also thinks that Abbey is overreacting where he's concerned. He misses actually getting to be around the younger staff. He and Zoey do a cooking from home video at C.J.'s suggestion, so that the country can see he's alive and to encourage people to not go out. They make chili and fight over whether it needs more cumin or oregano while Abbey records it and pipes in from behind the camera. The country is treated to a history of chili and a diplomatic incident nearly happens because apparently Mexicans deny having any association with it, even though most food historians say it has Mexican roots. The flaming debate doesn't stop a second episode at Thanksgiving where the country is treated to the history of the yam and all the secret spices that go into the President's stuffing. A large portion of the country gives him flack for putting Oysters in his stuffing. [In a small bedroom in an Illinois apartment a woman finally figures out why Joe Bethersonsen sounded so familiar.]

Leo: moved into the Residence because there was no way he was going to talk the President off ledges via skype for however long this lasted. He can only do so much. Zoey helps him learn to use Skype and he finds himself missing Margaret desperately even when he spends most of the day with a computer dedicated to having her on Skype so he can turn to it and ask her questions. She insists he get exercise and eat healthy (something he thinks she’s collaborating with the first lady on behind his back—they say very similar things much of the time). He skypes with Mallory on Sunday mornings over breakfast in his room and they pretend they’re at a hotel having a fancy brunch.

Charlie: is not particularly happy. He got sent home with everyone else because he’s not particularly necessary to have on hand if the president isn’t going anywhere. He’s still getting paid and he does do some work (the most important bit being hanging out on the phone with the president so he can ramble about history so Zoey can get her own reading done, Leo can browbeat the staff, and the first lady can do her own job) but he’s been ordered by the president and first lady to focus on getting extra school done while he can.

Donna: started freaking out the first day there was a rumor of a new disease in China. Then the White House shut down and even senior staff got sent home unless they absolutely needed to be in the building (basically just C.J. and some of her staff). And her roommate (not the one she'd really liked, who had a cat, but one she hopes is only temporary) works for a GOP congressman who thinks the whole thing is a hoax and bans masks in his office, so Donna is not at all happy and spends time she should be working cleaning things her roommate touches and that's sixty percent of how she ends up living with Josh.

Josh: is struggling with not being allowed to leave the house on pain of the first lady taking him to task (something about his lungs and the bullet). Even when he was putting his nose to the grindstone to make it through college and law school, he liked being around people while he studied, so he was usually in the library or a cafe rather than his room. He works best when he can bounce ideas off people and take in new ideas. When he was grounded after surgery it absolutely sucked and that was why he drove everyone crazy calling them all the time. Yeah he was bored, but he was also lonely. Plus he's not the best with technology. He very nearly went on national tv with his boxers showing, if not for Donna skyping him beforehand and making sure he fixed the camera. Between needing not to be alone and needing his assistant to be able to actually help him, the invite for Donna to stay with him slips out when she's complaining about her roommate. She shows up two hours later with two suitcases of clothes and two suitcases with pasta, toilet paper, and flour.

Donna and Josh: are handling the pandemic much better now that they're together. Josh can bounce ideas off Donna without it tying up his phone line. And she can listen in on his calls to the various members of congress about the stimulus package that they're working on. It's an even better look at Josh's job than she had before, and while it makes some of her work harder to focus on, she feels like she understands some things better than she ever has before. Josh even starts listening to her about how to sway certain congressmembers to their side. When they're not working, Donna forces Josh to cook with her so they're not entirely subsisting on delivery. They tried making bread and managed to spill half a bag of flour on the floor in the process but they ate all of it, even though it tasted pretty bland. Josh finally got Donna into baseball when it came back. Toby spit out his beer when he was on speakerphone with them and he heard Donna accurately yelling at the Mets for screwing up. Donna wears Josh's clothes more than her own, since she doesn't have to be on camera most of the time. They're platonically sharing a bed because they haven't found a convertible sofa for his living room that they like, they say, and it doesn't make sense for one of them to sleep on the couch, which they say has a spring that makes it uncomfortable to sleep on, even though Donna lounges on it all day with no problem. They are absolutely not dating and so they tell all their friends.

C.J.: spends five minutes laughing every time she gets off the phone with Josh or Donna. She loves her friends but god they're so completely in denial. It does, however, give her a much needed break. Her job has always involved a lot of people and knowing what venue to meet them in to ensure that she gets or passes on the information she needs. COVID protocols mean no more one-on-one meetings with journalists in her office, no more gaggles following her through the halls. The press corps were not happy when they moved all briefings outside and insisted on face masks and shields in addition to everyone sitting six feet apart. She gets asked about the president's health at least once a day and they start doing weekly waving from the balconies just so the press corps can get footage of him, healthy and shouting down to Danny and some of the others. Someone makes a cartoon of the president in the tower, with Abbey as his dragon keeper and though no one is willing to justify a cartoon with a comment, privately C.J. thinks it's accurate. She's always admired Abbey's fierce protectiveness of her family, even when she doesn't agree with every way it expresses itself or when it interferes with C.J.'s job. She has to come up with new ways to push the White House agenda (keep the economy afloat, stay home, no, don't listen to the GOP governors or those running for the primary, those ideas are not good, go the fuck home and stop having parties) and while some work, others bomb. It would help if everyone would stay on message and not screw up.

Sam: would like to make it clear that he did not know how many people would be at that gathering. He thought he was going for an outdoor meal with just a few old friends who could help raise money for the democratic party, not a fifty-person birthday party. The media fallout nearly gets him fired. Instead he gets yelled at by C.J., then by the First Lady. Mallory even sends him a card about how stupid he was. He's pretty sure that having Donna around is the only reason that Josh hasn't made the same mistake by now. It had to have been a toss up as to which of the two of them would screw up. Sam just isn't lucky enough to have a Donna (Sam is very happy that Josh has a Donna, Sam just wants Josh to realize that he talks about Donna the same way most men talk about their wives, because it's really hard not to respond to "why do I put up with finding her hair clogging the shower drain" with "because you love her and can't live without her, stupid"). He instead has adopted a cat for company. It tries to scratch him every time he tries to pet it. Sam spends his days trying to find a way to say "fuck the economy until we've beaten the virus" in a way that is palatable to the American people while trying to remind Toby that they can't actually say that outright. This is not an easy task.

Toby: would like to tell most of the American public to shut up, stay indoors for two months, pretty much nobody excepted, and if you don't, then you get tossed out to sea. He's come within an inch of telling anti-mask people they deserve to get sick on the record and is strongly advocating that the federal government figure out a way to mandate that every person in the country, minus those with legitimate medical exceptions, get the vaccine as soon as possible. He is also about to get evicted because it turns out his neighbors do not appreciate having rubber balls bounced against the walls for hours on end. Apparently, the thud is rather annoying. He worries about everyone, though this is delivered brusquely. Out of everyone he's taking the new work from home situation the best. No one can pop in to distract him, or comment on his eating habits. And if he doesn't want to talk to someone, he can always turn his phone to silent and pretend not to have seen they called. He's not pleased the Yankees lost to the Rays (necessitating rooting for either the Dodgers or the Rays, one of which beat his team and the other which betrayed New York), but he can at least take solace in the fact that the Mets didn't even make the playoffs.

#the west wing #pandemic #covid #jed bartlet #president bartlet #abbey bartlet #zoey bartlet #josh lyman #donna moss #josh x donna #sam seaborn #cj cregg #toby ziegler #leo mcgarry #basically there are still dumb people even with a good administration #but they try #and abbey will make sure they stay safe or else #i think this theoretically slots in somewhere in season... three?

[moved10-17-22]

I posted this on Twitter and I'm posting this here now. This is the combined version of two different posts, so bear with me if it doesn't line up perfectly.

Kink belongs at pride. Period. Kinksters and sex workers were the founders of our movement. Leathermen were major allies in the aids crisis. They helped raise money and care for lgbt who couldn't get care. Kinksters, sex workers, and drag kings/queens fought by our side for the rights we have today. Pride was a protest in support of "perverted sexuality" It was NEVER meant for children. If you don't feel comfortable bringing your child, that's fine, but you don't get to demand that pride changes because you are offended. And you don't get ro demand how other parents decide ro teach their kids. There are family pride events that you can go to where there is no kink. There are spaces for you. Pride, however, is our space.

I've already talked about how kink should be at pride because it is part of our history, so now I'm going to talk about the "protect the children" attitude. There is no sexual acts happening at pride, so why are assless chaps, harnesses, and pup gear bad? You might claim because kink is sexual, but that's not true. The basis of kink is an act that brings pleasure to an individual. Whether that be emotional, physical, or sexual. Many kinksters don't just participate for sexual pleasure. There are plenty of sex-repulsed aces that are kinky, and most kinksters report having first indulged in their kinks at very young ages. Children don't have sexual urges until they hit puberty. So if kink isn't inherently sexual, then the issue MUST be the nudity, right? WRONG! Children are allowed at beaches where men and women both wear less than a lot of kinksters. They're also allowed at Carnivale, and Mardi Gras celebrations. Children are even allowed at nudist beaches and colonies. So now there's a question to ask yourself.

"If kink isn't inherently sexual and children are allowed around nudity, then why shouldn't kids and kink be allowed at Pride?"

Take a look at these pictures. What's the difference here?

The answer is nothing other than the fact that the people in the first picture are gay. It's homophobia. Nudity isn't bad unless it has to do with the LGBT. And before you argue, I'm pretty sure you would be saying all these pictures were inappropriate if they were all from Pride.

Something else to consider is that kink has been shown to kids for a long time now. Cartoons frequently show kinks including inflation, age regression, drag, and more. Kids don't think anything of it if they aren't already interested.

This last part I'm stealing from someone else, because I think it's a very good point.

People talk about consent in the way that "I don't consent to seeing kink at pride" but by saying that, they don't really understand what consent is or how bad this idea that they have to consent to someone else's clothing really is.

The laws that banned trans people from wearing clothes that represented their gender were based on the idea that people in their day-to-day life "didn't consent" to men wearing female clothing or women wearing male clothing. You are using the same logic here to stop people from expressing themselves. You can't argue that it's inherently sexual, as I've already covered that. And I've also covered why nudity isn't the issue here. Aside from that, consent centers around the idea that something shouldn't be done TO YOU without your permission. Someone wearing a pup mask or a leather harness isn't involving you in any way. And in the end, if you STILL want to insist that there needs to be consent for you to see kink, well you consented the MOMENT you chose to go to the main Pride event rather than a family one. Kink is part of Pride, whether you like it or not. You don't go to a beach and complain there are bikinis. You don't go to Mardi Gras and complain there are scantily dressed dancers. You don't go to a nudist colony and complain people are naked. You know what happens at these places before you go, so you have no right to complain that you see these things when you get there.

And you want to know something? This Pride discourse didn't originate with the LGBT+ It originally came from homophobic trolls and TERFs that would create accounts and pretend to be LGBT to get a rise out of people. To make is seem like they had a leg in this race. Then once Pride was done and over, they would disappear, only to resurface again the next year to do the same song and dance. So congrats! You've fallen into their trap! You've done EXACTLY what these assholes wanted!

#lgbt discourse #lgbtqia #lgbt+ #lgbtq #lgbtqiia+ #lgbtpride #lgbtqa #lgbtqplus #lgbtq community #lgbtlove #lgbt representation #lgbt history

[mammonology]

And they were best friends ⟨Leviathan, Satan and Asmodeus⟩

♡ Leviathan, Satan and Asmodeus's reaction to having Solomon as their crush's child-hood best friend (Bonus; Solomon!)

♡WC; 731

[!] Lumi's notes; No major notes today, hope you have a great day/night, luv u <3 (head empty, full of Solomon's friendship)

— [♡] ;Leviathan

✎This man's jealous fr, jealous is an understatement as he doesn't like how you spend so much time with the shady bitch

✎Yeah sure you guys are child-hood friends but you have Levi too!

✎I feel like he would treat everything as a competition,

✎He feels left out when you and Solomon start reminiscing about the past, he gets all sulky and pouty :(

✎Please reassure him that y'all are just besties or else he'll have the wrong idea and might push you away from him ;;

✎Gets all moody when you mention Solomon's name

❝Oh Levi! Solomon's just a friend, but you? You're my favourite demon, don't tell Mammon though❞

— [♡] ;Satan

✎Vibes with it, he's friends with Solomon so why not tag along with you two?

✎After a whole cuddle session, Levi hears a lot of embarrassing things that Solomon's done as a kid, Levi might just blackmail the sorcerer one day >:)

✎His favourite activities are targeting Lucifer as a prank victim, poor Lucifer is growing gray hair at such a young age 😢😢

✎Satan is living for it, you three become the three Musketeers type of thing and Lucifer HATES it, but what was he gonna do? Ban you? 🤡🤡

✎Satan likes his time with you, alone though. He's okay with Solomon tagging sometimes but if you keep bringing Solomon up he might get a lil upset as this is his special time with you!

✎He thinks your childhood memories are pretty interesting as he learns more about how humans lived as a kid

❝So you go around the play-ground, looking for random 'ingredients' to put in your 'potion'? ❞

✎He wants to see you as a kid, he thinks you'd look absolutely adorable! 🥺

✎He also likes seeing your face light up when you remember something from your childhood, you talk with Solomon animated like

✎You three get closer over time, and maybe even you and Satan would grow CLOSER if ya know what I mean ;)

— [♡] ;Asmodeus

✎Is quite the opposite, Solomon doesn't like it as he sees Asmo as a potential threat, no no no

✎Solomon would never leave you alone in a room with Asmo

✎Even if Solomon uses his pact to make Asmo go away that demon just won't, so with certain conditions Solomon let him hang out with you

✎And what's not good is that you live in the same house as him, but what can Solomon do? Cram you in the purgatory hall?

✎Not a bad idea but Lucifer would probably intervene

✎Solomon gets roped in your little sleepovers with Asmo, masks and painting his nails are you favourite activities whenever he joins, Solomon can act that he doesn't enjoy it but he does 😌

✎Gossiping is a big thing in these sleepovers too, truth or dare is also an activity you three do

❝Truth or Dare Solomon?❞

❝Truth❞

❝Who was your first kiss?❞

❝Okay! I think that's enough for today!!❞

✎You'd have to interrupt as YOU were his first kiss, on accident too ✨

— [♡] ;Solomon

✎He was pretty shook when he saw you at R.A.D, at first he thought he was going insane but no, it was you

✎He wasn't gonna lie though, you grew up fine ;)

✎He becomes very protective, did I mention he was gonna be protective? I mean you're a human, in a world full of demons, at least Solomon knows magic but you? You literally almost burnt down your house because you left the spoon while heating something in the microwave

✎He feels like he should be be responsible for you and look after you

✎Look out Simeon, Solomon is out for your guardian angel role 🤧

✎You two spend so much time together catching up with life and telling stories to each other and basically just talking about the past

✎The demon bros are low-key jealous as Solomon has so many memories of you, and saw side they probably haven't seen

❝Remember when you tried to climb a tree to save a cat but ended up falling anyway? Yeah, that was funny asf❞

✎Will NOT stop from spilling out the most embarrassing stories he's got from childhood, but he should be scared too as you got blackmail on him 😌

✎You two are probably known as the duo terror as you created chaos wherever you went but 😌 oh well ✨

✧Lumi

#obey me #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me x reader #obey me satan #obey me headcanons #obey me leviathan #obey me solomon #obey me asmodeus #obey me scenarios #obey me imagine

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Impossible (6/8)

Imagine Billy Hargrove with a Mixed Race/Biracial S/O

Warnings: Racism, swearing, homophobia, homophobic slurs, mild violence, you throw hands a lot, angst.

Masterlist

You stay blocking the window sill for a bit cuz you enjoy seeing him squirm.

Honestly, he is bad at this whole climbing thing and he's struggling to not fall on his ass.

You finally let him in after he almost falls.

You're laughing your ass off while he's climbing through your window and simultaneously having a heart attack.

"It would have been less of a hassle if you used the door."

"I didn't think your parents would be happy if someome like me came knocking on their door asking for you."

You raise a brow at this, someone like him?

After a minute it occurs to you.

"Oh you mean a violent, racist, douchbag, with a reputation that surpasses the devil?"

He frowns.

Contrary to popular belief, Billy Hargrove is very self aware, and very self conscious about himself, his actions, and his self worth.

He doesn't like being an asshole but it's all he knows.

He low-key is afraid of growing up to be like his father.

Even though he has that nagging voice in the back of his mind that's telling him he's already as bad as his dad, if not worse.

He hides it all under a mask of confidence, booze, and cigarettes.

It still doesn't make his actions okay.

You snap him out of his thoughts.

"What?"

"I said my parents are out of town."

Now that he's in your room you noticed that Billy looked shaken up.

Billy Fucking Hargove, for once didn't have a scratch on him, but he looked like hell.

You question him.

It takes a while but he finally answers.

His dad got pissed at him because Max wasn't home, and he came hoping she would be here so he could drag her home.

You convince him to let you come along, because he is pissed and you know how he can get.

He caves and lets you tag along.

The next stop was Lucas' House.

Neither Max nore her son were there, but she said the kids all loved to go to Mike's house to play games.

Next stop is the Wheelers residence.

You dont know what's being said between Mrs. Wheeler and Billy, but knowing Billy and being able to read his body language- well. It takes everything in you to refrain from rolling your eyes and honking his horn (though you fail at not rolling your eyes).

I mean come on you guys are looking for Max, this is not the time to be flirting.

Fuck he went in.

You audibly groan and contemplate jacking his car to go look for his sister yourself, unfortunately he has the keys and you dont know how to hotwire a car.

Finally, he's out.

You forgive him because he comes out with a cookie in his mouth and has another one in his hand, which he gives to you.

"Hell, yes!!"

What?

Who the hell turns down food? And cookies at that. Home made cookies. And they're fresh.

Last stop was the the Byers house.

Fuck, Steve is there.

"Stay in the car."

"What? No!" Like hell you were going to let him beat up your friend.

"Stay in the fucking car!"

Steve seems both angry and hurt when he notices that you're in Billy's car.

You can't really hear what's being said, it's all muffled.

You panic a bit when Billy shoved Steve and you worry they'll start fighting.

"Shit!"

You burst out the car when you see Billy storming for the door, but stop to help Steve.

"Why the hell are you driving around with him?"

"He came to my place first, looking for Max and I offered to help him. What'd you say to piss him off?"

Steve gets mad, thinking your taking his side, and for the second time that night you find yourself rolling your eyes. "Why did you tell him you didn't know her? I tutor Max and her friends, and you babysit her friends, and you and I hang out, of course you would know her?"

You both stop arguing when you here a loud crash from inside the house.

"Damn it!" "Shit!"

You both walk in just in time to hear Billy threaten Lucas.

Fucking excuse you, Billy???

Steve decks him across the face, Billy taunts him, and this time an actual fight breaks out.

You try your best to get them both to stop fighting, but neither of them will listen to you, the voice of reason.

When Billy has Steve pinned to the floor and keeps punching him over and over again you finally get physical.

You tackle Billy off him while he's oblivious to his surroundings and use your hands and knees to pin his arms to the ground.

"What the fuck is your problem, Billy?!"

You've never seen him look at you so angrily, probably because he feels a bit betrayed.

He somehow manages to roll you both over so now your stuck underneath him.

You flinch when he draws his fist back like he's going to hit you, but the next thing you know- there's a syringe sticking out the side of his neck.

"Holy shit!"

He gets up to go after Max, but promptly falls.

Your a bit shocked by Max's outburst.

Now her, you have never seen that angry before.

When they leave, you stay behind to look after Billy and move him to couch

He isn't happy when he wakes up.

He's actually really fucking pissed.

But he's still a little groggy from sleep and the drug (mostly the drug) so it's funny.

Help this child, he thought he was getting off the couch normally, but turns out he just rolled off and onto the floor face first.

Your freaking out and laughing all at once.

Slurred, "What the fuck's so funny?!?"

He needs aspirin and water like a hangover.

He falls asleep again after you get him back onto the couch, and you fall asleep on the floor propped up against the couch in a sitting position.

You don't wake up till the kids get back (Max wakes you up).

The both of you manage to get Billy to his car. He still asleep like a log.

You go to your place, and they spend the night - Max was worried their dad would be even more angry if they woke him up, and even more so if he caught you helping Billy and Max into the house.

The next morning was very #Domestic.

With You waking up to find Max already up and looking through your cabinets for food.

Suprise, you end up making breakfast for everyone!

Max wanted chocolate chip pancakes, so chocolate chip pancakes she shall get.

No suprise, Billy wakes up while you both are making the sausages and bacon.

Full plate of eggs, bacon and sausage, and pancakes for everyone! Yay! 😀

Honestly the best morning the two of them have had for a while, but you won't catch either of them saying that outloud.

Max leaves to hang out with the others.

Billy still seems mad about the previous night.

"What, are you going to pout all morning? All day?"

"I dont pout."

"Oh I'm sorry, what would you prefer to call it- sulking? Brooding? Plotting my death?"

He tries to hide a snicker and lightly shoves you.

Going back to school the following Monday felt weird after everything that happened over the weekend.

You tried asking Steve what was up with all the drawings in Will's house, but he wouldn't budge.

Of course you tried asking Nancy and Jonathan too, but they acted like they didn't know anything.

The next few weeks were full of practice tests and prep assignments for finals.

You saw Billy less and less because you were hitting the books.

Sure he knew you were probably in the library, but after that weekend he wasn't sure how to go about interacting with you, or if he should do so anymore at all.

He kinda feels like you picked Steve over him.

He pops buy on Wednesday and almost gives you a heart attack. He's not surprised that you've been working yourself ragged, and your not surprised he hasn't even touched a text book (let's be honest, Billy doesn't strike me at the type of person to take notes in class, just pull out a pencil and paper to look like he's interested and go about his day).

Your freaking out, because finals but he doesn't flinch because you're like the smartest person he knows.

"Oh c'mon," he's managed to take your precious notes away, "You'll be fine, you're only stressing yourself out."

"Billy, I need those!"

"No you don't," He starts acting like he's reading the notes outloud, but he's getting the facts and formulas all wrong.

You correct him several times, and have actually started to chase him around the library.

Finally he closes the book after your sure you must have chased him around at least twice, "See, I told you. You don't need to study, you know this shit."

You both got kicked out of the library, again.

Billy is banned, but the librarian gives you one last chance...starting tomorrow.

You sigh in defeat, "Alright you proved your point, now give me my notebook back."

You reach for it.

"Nah," He raises it above his head so you can't reach it. Asshole.

Tommy and Carol show up and they think he's picking on you.

Neither of you sees them.

Tommy manages to snag the notebook, gives you an obnoxious laugh when you reach for it, and tosses it to Carol

"Give it back, shit face," Your mood went from playful to pissed in point zero seconds.

"What are you going to do about it, Heinz?"

Lord help you, you're about to throw hands again.

Billy snatches the book back and hands it to you, before looking at Tommy and Carol with a very stern expression.

"You idiots got anything better to do, huh?" He takes a few steps towards Tommy and for every step he takes, Tommy backs away.

Carol is distracted, which allows you to snatch your notebook back. She reaches for it again but you slap her hand away.

The message was very clear for them, so they take their leave and retreat back to wherever they came from.

Billy has lunch with you and manages to get you to skip the rest of school with him.

You don't want to miss during dead week, but the whole fiasco during your study period in the Library got you thinking- you need a break.

You also don't want the absent strike.

"You're such a goodie-two-shoes."

Peer pressure sucks.

You convince him to give you 30 minutes after the late bell rings to show up.

You go to class, set up your desk, the late bell rings, teacher calls role and marks you present. 7 minutes have passed.

You feign being ill.

It really wasn't hard. You just acted more tired than normal, threw in a couple "I have to stop what I'm doing because I have a headache," gestures. You even put your head down for a minute. You sit in the front so your body language is easy to pick up on and the teacher allows you to go to the nurses office when you ask. 12 minutes have passed.

When you get to the nurses office you throw the pass on the desk and storm into the private bathroom - closing the door behind you, before forcing yourself to dry heave. 27 minutes have passed.

You convince the nurse that it must be something you ate that's making you sick.

She gives you a pass and let's your teachers know you're sick and have gone home.

You meet Billy outside the school 30 minutes on the dot, he's surprised you actually came, and even more surprised that you lied well enough to get the teachers to excuse you for the rest of the day.

Of course you're upset when you see Tommy and Carol in the back seat, but you just roll your eyes and brush it off before climbing in shot gun.

Tommy and Carol are mocking you before you even get in.

"We didn't know the, mutt was coming along."

"How nice of you to bring something to entertain us, Billy."

Your looking at Billy through the corner of your eyes as he starts the car.

He waves you off, "Dont mind them."

You have no idea where you're going, or how long it will take so you pull out a book to read.

Before you can even open it, Carol snatches it from you, "What's the Nerd reading?!"

You roll your eyes again.

Tommy snatches it from the red head, "Stephan King. Christine."

"What's it?" Carol pipes up again, "Sappy romance novel?!"

"Wow, you both are actually uncultured, " you snatch the book away from Tommmy, "I'm impressed," and keep it out of his reach by out stretching your arm towards the dash, "Did it take all three of your brain cells to read that?"

Tommy tries to get his hands on you now, but you smack them away.

"Alright, alright!"

The three of you look surprised at Billy, "If you two don't quit your shit," he looks to the rearview mirror, "I'm kicking you out."

The rest of your ride was uneventful.

You arrive at Tommy's house.

His parents are also out of town.

But he lives in a large house with a pool and bar.

They're having an end of the year party and whoops you got dragged along.

You hadn't planned to be doing this with your time so you resort to studying more, much to Billy's behest, and Tommy and Carol's attempts to distract you.

You sit outside on a lawn chair next to the pool while they get everything prepped for the night.

Not much happens till it starts turning dark out, Billy calls you for help with something and when you leave you don't notice Carol and Tommy going for your stuff.

You can imagine your suprise when you find you stuff had been emptied into the pool.

Notebooks, text books, pencils, pens, erasers, even the book you were trying to read on the way.

You look up when you hear Carol laughing as she rounds the pool in your direction, and you see Tommy throw your bag in the pool.

"Are you fucking serious? What are you twelve?!"

Before you can react, Carol shoves you into the pool.

"And that's how you get a book worm to swim!"

You somehow manage to keep your cool, gathering your stuff and putting them on the edge of the pool away from Tommy and Carol. Though you didn't know why you bother, you can tell the ink is smeared and the pencil is faded now, only thing possibly salvageable was your pencils and your reading book, but even that was debatable.

You climb out and sit at the edge.

You feel physically uncomfortable

Your clothing is sticking to you.

And it's basically summer already so the air is hot and a little damp. You look up to see Billy storming out of the house.

"What the hell is going on?!"

"Relax, Billy, we were all just having a little fun, right?" Tommy looks at you like you're afraid of him so you're going to agree with him.

Yeah, no.

"Fuck off," you chuck your biggest text book at him.

None of them knew how well a text book could fly till it hits Tommy in the gut.

Go you! Bonus points for nailing him with the corner.

Your trying to wring the bottom of your clothes out when Tommy comes up from behind you and tries to grab you by the back of your head.

"Hey!" Billy is quickly making his way over to the both of you.

Carol tries to stop him, but she is poetically shoved to the side and subsequently falls into the pool.

You manage to elbow Tommy in the balls but the pain only makes him hold on harder.

"You little-"

He doesn't get to finish because he's promptly punched in the side of the face. You quickly back away from the edge incase Carol gets anymore funny ideas.

Billy helps you up and ushers you into the house.

"Sorry..." He sounds awkward, "About them."

You look at him with a deadpan expression, "Billy Hargrove, apologizing," you sigh with attitude, "pinch me. I must be dreaming."

He grits his jaw, "Don't you start being a smart ass with me- it's them who keep giving you crap!" He started raising his voice.

"Yeah, yet you still keep them around," you make your way over to the sink to keep wringing out your shirt and shoulder check him on the way, "Honestly, I don't even know why you keep them around- at least you have your reasons for being an asshole." You take off your shirt -much to Billy's suprise- so you can properly get rid of the water. Let's face it, a soaked shirt sticking to you like a second skin doesn't leave much to the imagination anyways, "Reasons," you turn to look at him for emphasis, "Not excuses," you turn back to the sink, "but understandable reasons nonetheless." You lay your shirt out flat on the kitchen's large counter to air dry (it's too dark and humid outside for it to dry any better outside anyways), "But they're just assholes because....because...." You sputter and shake your head, "I don't know, probably because they know they won't ever amount to anything better in their lives, so they figure they might as well tear down as many people as they can on their way to fucking nowhere."

You turn and look at him with an aggravated huff and cross your arms. Unfortunately Carol and Tommy walk in at that moment.

"You trashy mutt!"

"Stupid whore!"

"You really think, Billy's that desprit?!"

For a second you were confused. Then you remembered you didn't have a shirt on.

You roll your eyes again before throwing your still wet shirt back on.

"And what the hell Billy?! You really gonna' side with this half-breed?!"

Fuck this.

Fuck Carol.

Fuck Tommy.

And you know what? If this doesn't change, fuck Billy too. You dont need or deserve this.

You storm out the back door, gathering your things and shoving them in your dripping bag before walking around the side towards the front. Billy quickly runs out the front door to meet you outside.

"I'll take you home."

"No."

Billy calls your name and he almost sounds tired.

His tone is what makes you pause and turn around.

"Please."

You raise a brow and swallow your pride as well as your snarky comments, "Fine."

The party commences and goes on without the both of you.

Billy isn't quite sure what he enjoys more, being out and partying or enjoying a relaxing evening indoors, heavens knows he can't relax at home.

Max surprises the both of you by stopping by to visit.

The three of you hang out in your living room flipping through channels and eating popcorn.

Billy eats the least pop corn out off the three of you and opted to have some carrots and grapes less than half way through the first movie.

Billy is totally a health buff.

"Are Carol and Tommy really that bad?" Max mistakenly asked about your day.

"They have absolutely no redeeming qualities."

Max doesn't hide how she shoots a glance at her brother, 'And that fool does?' Is basically what her expression asked.

Billy glares at her from the couch opposite to hers and bites a carrot like it's her head.

You're covering your laughter with your hand.

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County Fair!! Yeehaw

All Might/Toshinori

Since he was the Symbol of Peace there is a lot of mercy with his face on it, and he’s a little unnerved by it. It sorta freaks him out, but it is flattering that people love him so much. But seriously, who would let their kid wear a mask of his face??

Isn’t into rides so he’ll stroll around with Aizawa and look at exhibits to pass some time. If people recognize him as All Might he’ll smile and then they’ll let him go about this day. Not many people want a picture with him when he isn’t beefed up

Erasurehead/Aizawa Shouta

This poor man just wants to go home. But does he really care? No. He’ll fall asleep somewhere and people will think he’s an attraction, “The Man Who Can Sleep Through Anything”

If he is awake then he’ll just walk around the exhibits and waste time, it’s not his favorite place to be, but he isn’t going to protest and not go

Present Mic/Hizashi Yamada

Is usually at the karaoke part where everyone is singing. Usually Aizawa has to tell him to tone it down because his quirk makes him the loudest by a long shot… But even when he isn’t singing along hella loudly he’s dragging Aizawa to try all the weird deep fried things at the carnival

Super bad at carnival games. Doesn’t matter what it is, tossing a ring, throwing a ball, slamming a hammer down, bad. Bad at all of them. Most people call him a hazard now and he’s banned from most of the carnival games… But he still has a kickass time!!

Yuga Aoyama

Will spend most of his time in the House of Mirrors because there are so many of him! And who could possibly not be loving this, more of his beauty to look at for everyone!

Things fair food is too greasy and will ruin his complexion but if offered he will totally dig into s funnel cake….Just don’t tell anyone. And how did he manage to not get any mess anywhere?! Funnel cake is messy for everyone!

Mina Ashido

Isn’t very good at any of the games but will play them with others to see who can do better! She’s there to have a good time and no one is going to stop her! She’ll pet all the animals in the petting zoo, she’ll look at every tasty treat, and ride every ride!

Really loves the rides that spin, any ride that spins is her favorite. She likes getting off of them and stumbling around for a minute while laughing with her friends, it makes the fair all the more fun

Tsuyu Asui

Loves the giant ice cream cones that the fair has because her tongue is long enough to eat nearly the whole thing in a single lick. But usually ice cream in gone in a second so the obnoxious amount they give you at the fair is actually kinda refreshing for her

Won’t play the games on her own but if someone wants to play one with her she won’t object and have fun. She would probably spend most of her time with Uraraka and doing things she wanted to do because Uraraka is way more excited about it all

Tenya Iida

Super stressed about everyone going off on their own and insists everyone has a buddy. Will be on high alert for any one doing anything stupid so he can rush over waving his hands and telling them that they are representing UA and should act on their best behavior!

Once Izuku and Uraraka get him to calm down he will try all the food they insist on trying and will try his hand all some games if they want him to try. He doesn’t really know how to chill so the other two have to drag him around to have fun. And he does! Eventually he’ll get on the Ferris wheel with the other two and they’ll end the night looking over all the pretty lights

Ochaco Uraraka

She’s there to have a good time! She didn’t get to go to a whole lot of these when she was younger so she’s making up for lost time! Dragging Iida and Izuku around to each of the food stall to try everything and take a lot of pictures!

She is all for the crazy rides! She wants the full carnival experience people! So she’ll make the boys go on the spinning dragons and the not super safe roller coasters… But she’s having fun so no one is going to stop her!

Mashirao Ojiro

He is more concerned about people bumping into his tail than anything else! But once this poor child gets over it be’s all about the exhibits. They aren’t super exciting but he likes looking at all of the things that people have made and put their time into. It keeps him motivated to keep bettering himself

He doesn’t like a whole tone of the greasy foods and isn’t too interested in the rides or games, but he likes hanging out with everybody and it makes him happy that everyone can hang out and act like normal kids every now and then

Denki Kaminari

All for everything! He is there to have a good time and try everything! He’ll eat all the food, try all the games and lose every time. But he’ll have a good time! He’ll bounce between friend groups and who he hangs out with because he wants to make sure everyone else is also having as much fun as he is

Will get a giant ice cream cone and have to share some it with someone because he’s already eaten so much fried foods that he might burst. Will probably give the rest to Sato because he can pack away sugar like nobodies business!

Ejiro Kirishima

He always has a good time! But now it’s have a good time AND get to run around a fair! He is on every ride, biting into every food, and trying to play every game. The only game he is actually good at is where you throw the dart to pop the balloon. No one believed him until he won the biggest prize from that game and beamed brightly at everyone, “Told you I was the best!”

Could eat fried food all day! He’s going to try it all but he gets into an eating contest with Bakugou to see who can eat the hottest pepper and not cry or break into a sweat…. He hardcore lost that game, better luck next time Kiri

Koji Kouda

He is quiet and shy so usually you’ll find him in the petting zoo cuddled with a bunch of ducklings and whatever other baby animals are there, people sometimes mistake him of a fair worker and ask him questions about the animals and he gets very flustered

He isn’t very good at carnival games and is not one for rides so he’ll just wander around the food stalls with Sato usually and take a bite of a couple things here and there. He doesn’t have a super sugar sweet tooth like Sato so he usually just carries around the things Sato buys when his hands get too full

Rikido Sato

If he’s at a carnival you better believe he’s at the game where you slam the hammer down and ring the bell. He likes to flex and show off a little sometimes and that’s when he can because he wins that game easily

Food stalls are where you’ll usually find him though. He likes trying all of the weird festival food and bringing back many sweets to have in his dorm, there are just so many and so little time! So for weeks on end after the festival if anyone is craving cotton candy they know just where to go!

Mezo Shouji

Pro at the game where you throw the ball and knock down the bottles. Wins literally every time he plays. But he’ll only ever play if someone asks him to help them win something. He doesn’t need the prize, so if it’s up to him he’ll leave it for somebody else to win

Carnival food is a hit or miss for him. It’s either really good or sorta bland. If he has the option to stay in his dorm instead of going he would rather stay in his dorm. But if everyone wants to go he won’t complain and have a good time

Kyoka Jiro

Is at the karaoke tent with Present Mic, just not singing nearly as loud. She jams there for the majority of the night until she meets up with Momo to have a good time at the carnival games! She isn’t super good at any of the games, but Momo is a beast! How did she even learn to play all of these games?!

She’ll try a few carnival foods but nothing too greasy. She isn’t a super fan of any of the super greasy foods because it’ll make it harder to sing correctly. Or so her dad has told her, he might have just been trying to keep all the greasy food to himself all those years…

Hanata Sero

He likes the rides and the exhibits but that food is something he will NOT be putting in his body! He likes his healthy food and the grease from the food makes his tape less sticky! So keep it away from him!

Likes to pretend he’s really good at carnival games but anyone who has watched him try them knows he is awful! There is no explanation as to HOW he is so awful but he is, keep him away from the dart throwing game!

Fumikage Tokoyami

Is not too fond of how many people are present, but the lights from the festival keep Dark Shadow well behaved for the most part…. Until the candied apple stall appears and he’s over there in a second!

Likes the Ferris wheel because its quiet and he isn’t overwhelmed with people. He also likes to be in high places and see all of the lights spread out below him. It’s peaceful, and that’s what he likes the most

Shoto Todoroki

Never got to go to festivals as a child so this is all new to him. He thinks all the food stalls are sort of funny, why would they all line up together instead of spreading out throughout the festival? But stops overthinking things when Izuku, Uraraka, and Iida come up to him and ask if he wants to spend time with them.

He’ll indulge in a couple festival foods, he loves food. But only go on a couple of rides. He likes the Ferris wheel, everything looks really pretty from so high in the air. And it’s actually kinda quiet up there, a perfect place for a nap….

Toru Hagakure

Runs around with Mina and has a great time! She used to come to these festivals all the time as a child and when she was in middle school! So getting to go again is really fun, especially since it’s with her friends!

Can eat for days! She gets all of the fried foods, downs an entire ice cream and continues to slurp up slushes until it’s time to leave! She doesn’t even throw up when she goes on skinny rides! No one knows how the heck she does it!

Katsuki Bakugou

Thinks it stupid to go to a carnival, yells about it nearly all day, but actually has fun when he gets there. Not that he’ll ever tell anyone that. But he WILL tell everyone that he beat Kirishima in a spicy food contest. Sorry Kiri, you’ll never live that one down

Goes on all the scary rides to prove to everyone he is a badass. Then later thinks that probably wasn’t super smart but oh fucking well! Then he’ll head to the food stalls. He isn’t a super fan of all the greasy food because he likes to make food himself. But he isn’t going to pass up the chance to beat the shit out of anyone who challenges him to an eating contest!

Izuku Midoriya

WILL BUY ALL OF THE ALL MIGHT MERCH!! Do not test him! He needs to expand his collection and this is the perfect time to do it, give him all the festival exclusives! But his fanboying will be cut short by Uraraka saying she wants to go ride rides, and he won’t complain, he likes spending time with her and likes the rides…. Sorta…..Okay he’s a big chicken! But he’ll go on things if others ask him to… He’ll just be really quiet in line and scream during the ride!

Festival food is one of his favorite things because he can’t have it year round, it is only at festivals! So he’ll get some snacks and get some to save for later to share with everybody

Minoru Mineta

Spends most of his time trying to pick up on girls but eventually gets punted across the festival when he tries to look up some girls skirt

Is NOT good at festival games because half of the time he can’t even see over the counter to give the person his money and that doesn’t make him look super attractive so he gives up and eventually goes home

Momo Yaoyorozu

As stated before, a literal BEAST at carnival games! Every single one of them! When asked how she got so good she’ll go into the scientific explanation and everyone just kinda blanks and waits for her to finish until they ask her to play another one and win again!

The fun house is one of the easiest things to her. There has to be a set way to get through it all so she just thinks about it logically unlike many of her classmates that end up running into walls. Everyone is sorta confused if she is actually having fun or not but they see her smiling as she figures out the tricks to the fun house and they know she’s having a good time

Histoshi Shinso

Carnivals aren’t his favorite because they’re too bright and loud. So he’ll most likely end up wit Tokoyami at the Ferris wheel because people will leave them alone if they can’t reach them

Won’t go out of his way to play any games but the one where you throw the ring to land on the bottles always gets him. He wants to be good at it, he just isn’t/ He can’t control inanimate objects, they don’t talk!

Mei Hatsume

She is all over the rides, asking the people running them what all the buttons do, exactly how many bolts are in each ride, can she see how the constructed it, is there a manual she could look at, all sorts of questions for each and every ride worker

Just wants to know how everything runs so smoothly and how things work, isn’t there for anything else.

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I have to start a new memo because the other one is too long and the app keeps freezing. Well it's as though Marci and Marci fucking get at me and it seems like i'd probably have gone back to my kingdom if I had the choice. I wish I would have thought about egyptians being outside of themselves and shit. It really does fucking suck that it's this way. I waited for ya. I waited for ya. But now I don't. You didn't see it. I didn't see it. I didn't see it but now I do. I'll play your game. I'll play your game. No.

Get on your horse and be gone. I will not wait up for you anymore so you can ask me if something is wrong.

I remember being 17 and how I started being bi. Like, that shit was so fucking confusing to me. I did not want to like boys. When he comes out it's not a surprise. When he finds out the truths on his side.

Evil grounds. No, but i'm already there. Every night. What the hell happens when you arrive? I kind of dig this not having a job bullshit and just sleeping all I fucking want. It's such a good thing that the place I was working shut down like my Mustang. I wasn't into it at all. I can kinda be into working at Cheddars. Like, it's something to fucking do because i'm making money. I could deal with working at that place. Being in the lower dimensions and all. I guess I have to get used to having roommates and what not. It's just like a living room and a kitchen with 4 rooms. I just keep to myself really. It's like ratchet to me. I dunno. Sucks that i'm here for the next year. I'll be fine though. I'm glad my phone isn't freezing anymore. Close the door, not all the way. We don't understand, we don't understand. So don't you want to remind me, I don't know a thing. Can I stand in your light just for a while? Watching you. Watson you. Emma is like the cutest girl there ever was. Same with Luna. I have always loved Emma. I should have known that liking someone that much kinda means you can see them. I had it out for her for the longest time. She was always around when my cancer first started. I would talk and sing to her a bunch. Can I stand in your light just for a while? Watson you. Watson you. I miss my BMW. I wish I could have figured out how to keep it and have driven to dad's car in it. Dunno how that would work or how I would have had the capacity to find the place. Probabaly not. I would have to just find myself there. I was just sitting upstairs on the computer or whatever. As far as I remember. Emma was in a black dress on my dashboard. It was quite appropriate. Like, it matched dad and his appearance. It showed up in my hood too. I remember eating McDonalds and paddle shifting or whatever. That only happened once. I wonder how much Cole was into his paddles. I remember there being a blk too. And finding all that cash and a pair of Bans was also sweet. I was like asking people for gas when my glovebox had cash in it the whole time. Kinda weird.

Decide my past. Define my life. Don't ask questions cause I don't know why. I really don't get all of this fucking trouble bullshit. It doesn't really make any sense. It has me wanting my sun like desperately. I could use that and shit. Like, a lot. Even though it's not permenant. God this fucking sucks. I want to be able to chill with pyri on with my fucking people. I can't stand any of them though so no thanks. And to top it off I might not like pyramids? Because I lost a folds contest. Whatever that fucking means. I wish black and orange had my back. I mean, they were kinda at my funeral. I don't get how you notice a ring in my hair but not that I needed a sun. You were kinda a strange string too. Like, your string was strange. You looked strange and that's just what I fucking got from that shit. I wanted you making out with your friend and you failed to notice that too. I wish I would have had the capacity to just tell you or your leader that I need dad's car back and that someone needs to harp airport. So Julian was Todd and I get off on that like a lot. Juliet was Todd's girl.

Alice was fucking spout when she was about for me with Taylor. Shutter making is where it's at to me. I hope I feel like this until I catch some shuteye. I want to beat Ocorana Of Time in Cara's apartment. Again, this blows. It's just that if it's generalized and if people fucking talk and get with it then I want some attention from someone. Like to actually talk to someone about what is going on would help me out a lot. I still don't understand much of this. Playing ellipsis machine over Sonny Moore would be crazy too. Is Nik crazy? Yeaaahhh. Terror shadows. The barrier between who I am and who I want to be. Note to self, I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tradgedy. Come back to, come back to me, to me. And i'm sick of this scene. I need a break from you tank. I can feel my mind wandering again. And to where I don't know. Will I ever get home. Two roads, split up from here. And my life goes running. Who I am and who I want to be. Hurts blood. I feel so close and yet i'm yet so far. Hurts blood. I feel so close, and yet i'm yet so far!

I miss BMW days. Like having cash, dressing fucking nice and having a cool watch and a grip of jewel. I liked my box of cds. That car was quick too. I outran a cop on accident. Nothing I would ever be capable of doing on purpose. Just a coincidence I guess. What I thought was a certainty. Has left me. Spinning in circles again. It seems to me that you're not happy. Like you used to be. And now there's more green eggs and you'll never ever go away. And now there's more green eggs and you'll never ever go away. Is buried by my rusty eye and I can't see. No I can't breathe.

So I wonder why my dad doesn't see that i'm someone that gets married. I would never choose to be single here. That's why this fucking sucks. Like, hard. Wish I could just jump back to my dimension change. Never and not even really something to think about. I wonder what shorts is up to. And I wonder how The Curry Campbell is. Tut and I discussed The Curry Campbell. This paper into fire. Into fire. Into this fire. Yeah! This paper, into fire. And throw me with it, just throw me with it. I wish I could go to the club. Last time I was there I almost spent $100. I wanna dance with a girl. I remember a girl that was my sister in cancer world gave me a beaded bracelet that said dance. I kept it for some time. I had it with me when I took off in dad's car. I wanted to see Tyler too. Cole said he smoked him out with some fire. What a meet that could have been. Weaving The Values.

Sailing alone around the room. With no direction to go. Sailing alone around the room. Sailing alone around the room! I am not sex here. And I guess I can get off some on that simple fact. I don't like that Lesley up and yelled at my ass. Not your fucking place bitch. Why'd you fucking apologize? You didn't bleed on my shirt fuck. I wouldn't have really slept with you unless it was Hallowed either. Anyway...I should have fought for sorry ass boyfriend Lesley.

My phone is rather close to dying. It's kind of a piece of shit. Like a picchan boy would say. I'm glad that that kid had my back like he did. Dunno. That really means a lot to me. And I guess I wish I had had the dimension to answer your question Ciara. It didn't work that way though and it's no reason to put someone off. Especially after what those people got at me with. Sorry, but that shit wouldn't have done anything. Too fucking evil. I guess you can choke on it. Or whatever. The whole friend bit with Nolan. I don't understand what that was. Like, cancer or something. Who knows what that was. I know I don't. With no direction to go. So keep me alive. So keep me alive.

I wonder what else there is. Cancer pyri and whatnot. I like my parking garage mask. And I liked gaining ounce with Kyle turned on by mask. I also like that Sam caught me a worm. And I really liked her kisses. I remember kissing you and stuff. And taking you into a garage with a car parked in it for us to have our way with eachother. I need out of all of this. That'd be fucking crazy. I wish my phone wasn't gay. I want a One. And fucking torrent. I need a Playstation Plus account so that I can COD myself. I miss Madi. I want to see you. You dig Halloween like I do. I wonder if we ate food together. Probably not. I doubt I ordered your ass a pizza. Wonder how I even got your number. I mean Cara wouldn't really have given it to me. I wonder if there was a squirtle in Cara's apartment. Like in 2D or something. And I wonder what Pokemon I would have chosen for my rearview mirror. I wish I knew. I mean if there was a Squirtle that's probably what I would have got. There wouldn't have been sunglasses though and this i'm sure of. I want a Pocket Monster card collection like Cole. He had decks to play the Pokemon Trading Card game with Cara. There's an astral of that and shit. There's another one of me proposing and of us getting married. It's weird that you would have only liked me half as much as all of the other girls until marraige. Kinda goes with your brat bit. And how you were into that shit. A remour. Like, cutting underneath heed is not something to do to me. It just doesn't make any sense. Like, at all. Kind of puts me up to what everyone else is doing. Bleeding here. I guess just one cut is what i'm into right now. I need a fucking COD habit. Like, a lot. Rather fucking badly. That's kind of a gash below my wrist. I'm kind of writing while bleeding. What kind of an asshole drives a lotus anyway? I used to call out at every Audi I ever saw a lotus. I remember those days. Comedown Machine sure has been out for a while. I'll be born again. Eli's on the phone. He cheats his clone. You'll never believe me until you're on your own.

I can dig that I picked up an ice habit. It really is something to do to me. I like it, just not a lot. I want my pyri shut down. This is stupid. I feel like if an egyptian were to time travel. Like just a joe or something. That they would get with everyone else and disregard my ass as their king and what not. Whatever. That's not really a cool thing to realize and such. Marci isn't around anymore. She took off. Scardy cat. Again, whatever. So it's cool that humans bring back dinosaurs. And it's strange how a meteor took them out when humans were about back then. It's kinda hard to believe that it was a meteor and such for some reason. It's also neat that i'm stamped with Gemini. It's cool that Emma would have noticed. And how it would have been something that doesn't exist yet with it still being tattooed on my wrist. Cara would have noticed the snake in my hair. I wish I still had my dreads. I liked that look. It seemed that there wasn't anything else to do with it. I guess i'll deal with just having long hair. Like in the picture that's in Cara's soul. Whatever. A head shave is also kinda below this bullshit. I don't know how I was supposed to meet Cara and Ezra like that. Or how I was to fucking part with my hair gone either. I have a pair of Oakley's from the last car that I stole. I kinda like them and stuff. They're a bit neat. I'm like off my icee but it's still a bit linger. That was like Curry and I's song. Linger, that is. Harlequin is such the place to miss. Like, a lot. It's cool that there's just a field, a plane, and a fold. And that that's what took me to airplane mode. I wish someone would have helped my ass out with that shit. Even before I was arrested. I mean, I needed a sun. I needed a way out of town. Even though I thought I was to marry Ciara already. Can't really believe that's what I was doing. Doesn't really make a terrible amount of sense. Backup plan unsuccess. Unfortunately. This blows some more. Yes, if you insist. Okay. A doorbell. Tonight. Might need a lawyer. Next up the oldies, where there's a forest, we don't belong. It's going to be strange being sex and finding out how I was born here. I'm sure it's not going to be that great for me. I mean, I get that i'm into loosing twice. And because i'm into it, I don't want my mind changing. So I hope it doesn't.

I wish I could play Partners In Crime with Island Girl. Maybe with my BMW instead of the Mazda. And maybe I could give her the first issue spidy com. Like, as a gift of sorts for us wanting to hold hands per deum. I love you Alice. If only we could have found dad's car together. And maybe we could have just married eachother instead of me playing Harlequin. Like, a Mustang with you and an apartment. That would be cool. I'd have a legal BMW to drive around too. If we could just fuck off in El Paso all the time. Like, going out to eat and maybe clubs. Or whatever else there is to do? Miniature golf? I would definitely be up for Partners In Crime Island Girl. And to me, we should have seen one another. You would have loved me Alice. Like, a lot and stuff. I mean, it's kind of crazy how much you and every other girl would have liked me. I like adore you girl.