#i decided to fuck around and ngl i am kinda let down tbh
Text
So I decided to fuck around with chatgpt and see if can spit out some fanfic
y'know, for science and shit. so far, it seems to be limited to strictly SFW stories but I shall update yall if it spits out the sexy sokkla stories.
in the mean time, enjoy these works courtesy of everyone's favourite (or not) chatbot:
Prompt 1: Assassin Azula saves Sokka's life (Sokkla Saturday 2022 Wk 2 prompt (iirc)
Once upon a time, in the Fire Nation, Azula was known as a powerful and feared assassin. She was feared by many but respected for her skills and cunning mind. One day, she was assigned to take out a powerful Water Tribe warrior named Sokka. As she tracked him, she discovered that he was being targeted by a group of rogue assassins who sought to overthrow the Fire Nation.
Sokka was caught off guard, but he was a skilled fighter and managed to hold his own against the attackers. However, just when it seemed like he was about to be overpowered, Azula appeared, taking down the assassins with ease and saving Sokka's life.
Sokka was shocked and grateful to Azula, who told him that she was there to protect him, not to harm him. Sokka was skeptical, but as they traveled together, he began to see a different side of Azula. She was not just an assassin, but a complex and multi-dimensional person who had been driven to her profession by circumstances beyond her control.
As they journeyed together, Sokka and Azula formed an unlikely friendship. They discovered that they had more in common than they ever could have imagined and came to understand and respect each other's perspectives. They also worked together to stop the rogue assassins and prevent them from overthrowing the Fire Nation.
In the end, Sokka returned to the Water Tribe, but not before Azula had saved his life and changed his view of the world forever. He would never forget the assassin who became his friend and ally, and the lessons he learned about the power of friendship and understanding
********
Prompt 2: There was only one bed (Fate Stay Night)
Once upon a time, in the city of Fuyuki, Shirou, Rin, Sakura, and Artoria were on a mission to stop an evil sorcerer from summoning a powerful demon. They had been traveling for days, and finally arrived at the sorcerer's lair, exhausted and in need of rest. However, to their surprise, there was only one bed in the room.
At first, everyone was hesitant to take the bed, not wanting to appear greedy or rude. However, Artoria, being a true leader, offered to take the floor, insisting that the others take the bed to rest and recover for the battle ahead.
But Rin and Shirou wouldn't hear of it. They both offered to take the floor instead, not wanting the King of Knights to sacrifice her own comfort. In the end, it was Sakura who settled the argument, offering to share the bed with Artoria.
At first, the three were unsure how to fit on the small bed, but they soon found a comfortable position, with Artoria in the middle and Rin and Shirou on either side. As they lay there, they began to talk and laugh, sharing stories of their adventures and experiences. They bonded over their love of justice and their determination to protect those they cared about.
Before they knew it, the night had passed and it was time to face the sorcerer and the demon. But as they prepared for battle, they felt a new sense of strength and unity, knowing that they had each other's backs.
In the end, they defeated the sorcerer and the demon, and returned to their homes, proud and grateful for the memories they had made on that fateful night, when there was only one bed.
****
Short update: ChatGPT cannot give us the sexy sokkla
Also also, when i put in the prompt of Sokkla steambabies growing up in Republic City they had the girl as an airbender and the boy as an earthbender 🤔😳 lmao wat
#sokkla#i mean is it really tho#AI#i decided to fuck around and ngl i am kinda let down tbh#where the spicy hot takes from the AI am big sad#i will fuck around some more and see if chatty bot can give me some that spicy fanfic story#tho i sincerely doubt they can spit out a high tier fanfic if preliminary stories are anything to go by
4 notes
·
View notes
Note
AITA for pretending to be sick in order to skip school even though I'm making my parents worried?
(I'm submitting this on a Monday. fuck Mondays btw.)
I (15M) am the only child of both of my parents (42F, 44M) and even though I love them and they love me, I feel like they don't really get me. since I was like 12 or so I started getting bullied by my classmates bc, essentially, I have "childish" interests (I like Adventure Time and video-games. my classmates need to realize we're technically still kids, but nooo they're not teenagers they're "Young Adults" and "Too Cool" to like anything remotely childish) and whenever I've tried to tell my parents that I'm experiencing bullying, they somehow end up thinking that I just don't want to go to school bc I'm lazy. I know being a parent is probably not easy but. what the fuck.
from my own experience I've noticed male and female bullies use different methods - guys hit me and use brute force against me while girls say hurtful things to me. one of the guys who bullies me, let's call him DH which stands for Dickhead (15M), is also extremely popular for some reason. he's very tall, very strong and he always uses that against me (I'm almost as tall as DH but I'm just lanky). he bullies anyone who is "beneath him" lol everybody bow down to the king of the fucking world.
today DH was making a scene at recess bc his girlfriend (15F) was wearing a skirt that was too short according to him. he was so mad at her that people were starting to form a circle around them. since DH is so popular people really respect his gf but they clearly respect him more bc today no one tried to help her. I don't respect DH, because he's a dickhead, so I stepped in and said something like "c'mon man what the hell, there's no need to humiliate your girlfriend like this, leave her alone". DH was pissed. he heatedly said that just because no girl will ever want to date me, that doesn't give me the right to tell other guys how to handle their relationships and their girlfriends. he got rlly mad and clearly he wanted to hit me so I ran like hell and proceeded to hide from him for the rest of recess. I felt like a little bitch tbh. DH always makes me feel like a little bitch.
before classes started again his gf found me and talked to me for like 5 minutes. she said I don't know DH like she does and that he's actually a really good boyfriend (HA, sure) and that I would be more liked and popular if I wanted to be, but it's "not normal" that I watch Adventure Time at 15. she also told me that DH intends to beat the shit out of me tomorrow. he said he'll "kill me" and ngl he has the physical strength to do so. this made me shit my fucking pants so today as soon as I got home I decided to pretend I was sick since I can be pretty good at acting. I told my parents I had a headache, I started fake-coughing, I said I felt really tired. I even managed to look pale on purpose by thinking of how fucking scared I was of DH and what he might do to me, and I raised the temperature of the thermometer by rubbing it against the fabric of my sweatshirt.
apparently I was so convincing that my parents agreed to let me skip class tomorrow and they even said I can skip it for the rest of the week if I don't improve (tbh I think I won't "improve" if you know what I mean) and I could see they were worried. this is the reason why I feel like an asshole. at the end of the day I'm making my parents worried, I'm lying about my health and I feel kinda guilty. but I'm too scared, and if I tell them the truth they'll just tell me to "man up" or they'll think once again that I'm just too lazy to want to attend school.
anyway. Adventure Time rocks 🤘🏻
89 notes
·
View notes
Text
MC tries to flirt and fails, but not really
I promised you headcanons so I will give you headcanons
The MC kinda has big crackhead energy tho
---
Gender neutral MC
Warnings: cursing
Lucifer
Ngl he intimidates you.
Just look at him. He rarely smiles, he's almost angry all the time and he's super strict.
Approaching him doesn't seem like a good idea, but you haven't had one of those for a long time so you just think "fuck it let's go".
The second you tap on his shoulder and he turns around to face you you regret your choice.
"What do you want?"
"Do you like music?" What kind of a bullshit question is that? Wtf? Everyone likes music omg-
He raises his eyebrow with a mix of confusion and irritation, but he finds it kinda cute that you're trying. Honestly he respects you for that, because you clearly have no idea what you're doing and still have the balls to at least give it a shot.
He smiles much to your surprise and leads you to the music room.
"Let me show you something."
You sit next to him at the piano and he shows you his favourite piece. Maybe even shows you how to play it if you want to.
Mammon
He likes you.
I mean he likes you and doesn't really make a secret out of it.
So you think to yourself "yea why not try and hit on him". How hard can it be right?
You gather all your confidence and walk up to him.
"Hey, babe."
He looks at you, blushing. Did they just call me babe?
That's when your fight or flight instinct comes by and slaps you. Oh no. Retreat. Retreat. Retreat-
"I mean yes. No. But yes. You kinda are. But no."
No one knows what you're talking about. Not even yourself. That's when you get ahold of yourself and just close your eyes.
"I like you, Mammon."
"For real?!" He can't hide the his excitement which couldn't make you happier tbh.
"I mean o-of course ya like me!"
Levi
You haven't slept for more than 24 hours and it shows.
Instead of being exhausted and tired from your lack of sleep you're a ball of energy and that's when the really bad ideas come up.
It's night time and all the residents of the House of Lamentation are asleep. All except you and your crush.
You decide to take the chance and go to his room. Carpe diem am I right guys?
Without knocking you enter his room.
"Hey, do you watch haikyuu?"
A bit stunned by your sudden appearance he just blinks in confusion.
"Because I like you."
You stare at each other for a while before you both start blushing. That is the worst decision you ever made and you're about to leave his room, but then he grabs your arm.
"D-don't go yet."
Satan
He's smart. Super duper smart.
Which means you have to come up with a very smart pick up line. Maybe confess in another language? Or make a book reference?
It takes hours until you come up with the perfect plan.
Yes, you will make a book reference in LATIN
How smart is that huh? I applaud you
You find him in the library and thank Diavolo he's alone rn.
"Satan!"
He doesn't even look up from the book and only makes a small "hm?"
"Satan, look! It's important!"
With a sigh he puts his book down and looks at you. Okay, that is making you nervous now. It was better when he was reading, but this is serious. You can't hit on him without his full attention right?
You panic.
"Do you drink?" Oh no. What on earth was that?
"I do?"
"We should drink." Someone end my suffering now.
"MC, are you asking me out?"
"Maybe."
He smiles amused and chuckles a bit. "I'd love to."
Asmo
Now this is going to be a difficult one.
Flirting with the master of flirting is like playing a video game on hard mode, but your PC keeps asking you if you wanna do an update right before the enemy hits you which ruins your momentum. Yes, just like that.
He flirts with you on a daily basis and your reactions...well, let's just say you have the seduction skills of a rock.
Hey, but it doesn't seem like he doesn't like you so giving it a try should be a good idea. Should.
You walk up to him with full confidence. You're sure that it will turn out just fine.
"Asmo."
"Yes, honey?"
"You have eyes."
Hold on that's not what I wanted to say-
"Do you like them? Of course you do." He comes closer and tilts your chin with his finger.
Your mission was successful.
Beel
Flirting with the pure cinnamon roll shouldn't be so difficult am I right guys?
He's so kind and sweet and understanding. It can't possibly go wrong right? Right?
The thing here is that you already tried hitting on him several times, but he somehow didn't get it. I mean he acknowledges your compliments and gives them right back, but it seems like he thinks you're just being nice and not interested in him.
Tbh it's frustrating so you wanna give it another shot, but in way that he also would understand.
"Beel, I need to tell you something important."
His mouth was full with chips so he simply nods.
"You are like food. Like uh my favourite food."
He blinks once. He blinks twice.
The other brothers overheard you and started laughing a bit.
"MC, what was that?", asks Satan and raises his eyebrow in amusement.
"You know what? Forget it.", you say and turn around to leave the living room, but Beel moves to stand in your way.
"No. I uh you're also like my favourite food."
A small blush forms on his cheeks and his eyes are shining the way they do when he sees a buffet.
Belphie
You're also a bit intimidated by him, but you can't quite tell why.
So far he's been super nice to you except for that one certain incident, but pssshhh.
You never tried to hit on him. You simply imagine how it would play out like everyone does when it comes to their crush.
Wanting to make everything right you ask Beel for advice who gladly helps you out.
Ask him to take a nap with you, he said. It will be fun, he said.
So you go to the attic and find Belphie there. Surprise.
He's ready to go to sleep, but stops when you enter the room.
"MC, what's up?"
"I wanna sleep with you.", you say with full confidence not noticing how wrong your words sound until you see that dirty smirk on his face.
"I didn't mean it like that!", you quickly shout completely flustered.
With a chuckle he pats the spot next to him, inviting you to join him.
"Shut up and take a nap with me."
---
Rules
Masterlist
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me headcanons#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me asmodeus#obey me leviathan#obey me belphegor#obey me beelzebub#obey me satan#obey me x mc#obey me x reader#obey me x you
3K notes
·
View notes
Note
Hello, I am here with a request if that is ok, I was thinking about how would Eyeless jack, BEN Drowned, and our three favourite proxies react to an S/O who is very quiet and shy yet out of no where she defends herself easily out in the woods by herself without even knowing her lover was there, then when they ask her about how she did it she says that she got it from watching them
Oki poki so I’m not sure if this is what you wanted, but I hope it’s ok!! Also I changed like,,, the verb tense (is that even what you call it? Idk skdhdkdjdk) but I changed it a couple times n ahhhh I just don’t know, it might read kinda weird, I sowey 🥺👉👈 But I hope you enjoy nonetheless!!
~Requests are closed~
Masterlist: x
BEN Drowned
“Woah”
Is that his s/o he just witnessed??
His adorable little reserved s/o that just beat the crap out of some rando who was bugging her?
Boy’s absolutely amazed
He jumps out of her phone & immediately has a ~shit ton~ of questions because he’s blown away
“Are you ok? Did he hurt you!? Holy shit, that was sick, (y/n)! Where’d you learn to do that?!”
When she explains herself, he honestly gets kinda flustered & bashful
But then his regular shit-eating grin returns and he tries to play it off like it’s nothing
“Of course you got it from me, I’m pretty badass” he scoffs
Honestly though, he’s super flattered & honored and just??
Like wowie, he doesn’t know what he did to deserve such an amazing s/o
A very proud ghost bf uwu
Eyeless Jack
Boy was following her scent through the forest so they could meet up & hang out
And, having lived in the mansion for quite some time now, he’s grown to be pretty unfazed by all manners of things that happen around him
But he really wasn’t expecting to stumble in on his shy little s/o pressing her foot into someone’s neck on the ground
And then she gives what sounds like a warning before letting them go, and the stranger scrambles off into the woods
His first instinct is to immediately race over & check her for any injuries—and he’s bIG TIME relieved when it turns out she’s fine
When she finally explains herself after, like, the 12th time of reassuring him she’s fine skdjdkl, his black heart swells with pride
He’s pretty stoic, so it’s hard to read what he’s feeling, but his protective instincts definitely have him sticking closer around her for the rest of the night
And later that evening, when he thinks back to what happened, he gets mad at himself for not being better for his little mate
He knows he can’t actually be there for her 24/7, but he wants to try to put in more effort to assure her overall safety
He’s super proud she defended herself this time, but what if the next creep is much stronger??
The whole thing just makes him stalk follow her around a lot more tbh, even when she might not realize it
He also starts second-guessing himself a lot more than he already did
Is he a bad influence? If she gets used to seeing his eating/hunting habits, will it affect her in the long run?
Boy ends up with lots of existential questions, and she has to reassure him a lot tbh :/
But honestly, homeboy should know by now that she doesn’t want a normal life if it means not being with him uwu
Masky
He sees his s/o pining someone down, and for a split second, he almost gets the wrong idea
Maybe she isn’t who he thinks she is—maybe she’s a lot more brazen and open and… unashamed
But then he realizes that she isn’t, in fact, cheating on him or anything like that, and he’s immediately ashamed of ever even thinking she’d betray him like that
He walks up to them and he is pissed
The stranger doesn’t stand a chance
After he deals with them, he pulls her impossibly close to him and asks a million questions all too suddenly
“Who was that? Where did they come from? How long have they been following you? How did you learn to do that?”
When she explains, he gets quiet for a moment, and again, because of the mask, it’s kinda be hard to tell what he’s thinking
It’s almost,, kinda scary ngl
But he just gets that way because he’s crazy worried for her
And he’s super proud she could defend herself, but he understands the risks of fighting almost better than anyone else
So he definitely wants to teach her more about self-defence—while also lowkey feeling soft that she originally learned from him without him even teaching her in the first place
He honestly feels kinda bad for not teaching her sooner—oop
Overall starts being more protective of her too, while also seeing her in a new light
Guess his cute little s/o is actually pretty damn badass, huh?
Hoodie
He‘d be trying to find his s/o when he hears someone else in the forest
So naturally, he decides to check it out
And when he sees his s/o kicking the shit out of some shady person, he gets this huge grin tugging at his lips because damn, that’s my babe
Like he’s pretty amused ngl skdjdjsls
He sticks around in the shadows for a while, watching until the creep eventually scrambles away with their tail between their legs
And then he sneaks up behind her & wraps his arms around her to nuzzle into her neck
Almost earning a punch to the gut but, c’mon, what’d he expect? Skdjdkl
When she tells him what happened & how she knew what to do, he offers teaching her more right away
Will arrange plenty of training/workout sessions, no further questions asked
He’s probably the most chill about what he saw tbh
Like he knows quiet people have it in them to be scary, being quiet himself, so it isn’t much of a cause for concern
And he doesn’t stress over it because, hey, they managed to beat them up, so she’s probably already stronger & better at fighting than most
Sprinkle in some extra prep & tips from a skilled stalker/killer?
Whew, boy knows his precious little s/o will become a force to be reckoned with
And he’s damn proud of it, too
Ticci Toby
Boy sees shit going down & immediately rushes over to knock the other person tf out
He acts on impulse cause not only is that what he’s used to doing—but also how dare someone even think of harming his perfectly adorable little s/o??
He has to stop himself from chopping them up right then & there
The only thing stopping him is his s/o, who he doesn’t wanna end up traumatizing :/
Like BEN and EJ, he asks a shit ton of questions while frantically looking her over for any kind of injuries
“Oh my f-fucking God, are you alright?! What ha—what happened?! Jesus, (y/n), y-you know I love you—I love you so fucking much, right!? Holy shit, you—you fucking kicked ass!!”
She earns the biggest bone-crushing hug ever combined with an excited squee! when she explains where she learned moves like that
He’s so damn proud that he has to resist smothering her in countless bouts of affection
Definitely finds some kind of way to celebrate later on that evening :3
And it’s only after his initial rush of joy that he realizes it could’ve ended badly
He’s lost a lot of people throughout his life & he doesn’t want the same thing happening to his s/o, so he’d ask around for advice on how to protect them better
He ends up teaching them more self defence stuff while also watching them a lil more closely too
But he’s sO damn proud, it honestly gives him a happy high for a good few days ngl <33
It’s like he’s your hero!!
The thought alone motivates him to keep treating you better because you really are one in a million uwu
485 notes
·
View notes
Note
You're asked to choose one and only one or DC's future stops existing immediately. your choices:
1. Jason Todd the anti-hero who seldom works with only a couple of the bats he doesn't hate, for example Dick and Cass VS. Jason Todd who came back with healed body but broken spirit, folded back into the Gotham gang and learns to be part of the society again.
2. Tim Drake who makes all of his mistakes as canon but realizes he's been wrong and apologizes to people VS. Tim Drake back in his first iteration, a cute little brother character who is a reader insert and a fun teenager.
3. JayKyle VS DickKyle.
4. Jason Todd with a sword VS. Damian Wayne with a sword.
5. Chris Kent VS. Jon kent.
Okay but which DC future? Its omniversal future? Its hypertime future? Its multiversal future? Its Elseworlds future? Its dark multiverse future? Mwahahaha your threat is useless because the sheer wtf of DC's continuities, timelines and conflicting declarations of what to even call their multiomnihyperverse makes it impossible to target simply A future! DC's overly unnecessarily complicated nature renders it functionally immortal and impossible to ever truly destroy, take that Darkseid.
I mean. But anyway. Whatevs:
1) I honestly do prefer the idea of Jason someday fully reuniting/reintigrating into the Batfam as a whole, because fuck it, the found family I'm here for is the one where they actually act like a family....I just think it takes actual work to get to that point and I get irey when people are like we're here! We found it! And its like meanwhile, abusive dynamics still abound. Mmm. No thank you. But even though I've been on a huge Jason and Dick and Cass kick for like, forever, I do still aim for him having a dynamic of his own with the rest of the family.
Like the thing is, I hate playing the favorites card in families, and I think the emphasis on so and so being Bruce's favorite child or so and so being this kid's favorite sibling, etc, like it really does feel like to the detriment of the whole family, because once you start validating the idea of favorites, ESPECIALLY in a found family that is CONTINUOUSLY growing....I think you're kinda shooting yourself in the foot because you're kinda creating a situation where either no future new additions to the family can EVER be Bruce or one of the kids' 'favorite' or else you're innately positing that said fave status is conditional and even a current fave of Bruce or a sibling can be bumped down the ladder by the addition of a later arrival....
Which is LITERALLY the entire essence of the eternal conflict between Dick and Damian and Tim fans. Its not even that Damian is Dick's favorite, allegedly, its that prior to Damian's very EXISTENCE, fans felt comfortable declaring Tim unilaterally to be Dick's 'favorite'.....and then all it took was the addition of a single family member who had specific NEEDS in regards to Dick's attention and focus, largely because of his age and needing a legal guardian while Tim was old enough to literally jet set around the world on his own.....and like, everything went up in flames in large corners of fandom.
So I'm just like, death to the fave family member myth, its just incredibly counter productive to the idea of found family as a whole especially when it usually only exists to prop up a preferred character as better than others via the proof of see, these other characters say he's their fave or whatever...but also like, its not even necessary?
Because the thing is, you can have Jason reintegrated into the whole family overall, and still prioritize your personal narrative FOCUS on characters you like more than others, like say Dick and Cass.....because of course its natural for even people in the same family to have entirely different DYNAMICS with different family members....and these dynamics don't have to come with a ranking system in order to prioritize which ones you just focus on more in a story. Because its not necessarily that Dick has to be Jason's fave brother, y'know, just for Jason to prefer spending time with Dick simply because he's more comfortable with him due to knowing him longer or being more secure in the idea that Dick doesn't judge him based on their greater shared history.
This doesn't mean that Jason doesn't care for his other siblings, that he can't have strong dynamics with them as well, its just about finding a reason for why these two specifically might be in a story without the others that doesn't demand putting a definitive ranking on which one Jason considers his FAVE. Just like Damian doesn't have to be Dick's FAVE just for them to have the super close canon relationship they have, even relative to the other siblings, because there's everything needed in canon already to establish that the mere fact of Dick essentially RAISING Damian for a year, and being the first one in the family to really take a chance on Damian, like, this lends itself naturally to them maybe more naturally gravitating towards each other than other siblings due to comfort level and familiarity, etc, but it doesn't have to be like....oh but yeah, I just like Damian more than you, Tim, y'know?
So my answer on this one is a total cop out of both, both is good. Jason totally reintegrated back into the family, but with dynamics that still lend themselves fairly easily towards story lineups where its just him running missions with Dick or Duke or any other one or two specific family members even if for no other reason than they gel together best in the field, y'know?
2) Hmm. I honestly really do love and miss 90s Tim Drake and just....don't see him in a lot of what I read these days. I'm like no, why did he have to go, he was doing so well! BUT I'm also on a big accountability kick, and like, I'm so steeped in fics where Dick GROVELS for forgiveness for every little slight he's ever done real or imagined, with every character but Tim in particular, so its like.....I'm not gonna lie, I really have a preference these days for seeing stuff where its literally anyone actually owning up to shit they've done to Dick and apologizing or groveling or making it to HIM, like, completely unconditionally. In the same manner we usually see Dick apologizing, glossing over any reasons he might have had for doing what he did or feeling the way he did, and saying oh it doesn't matter, putting the entirety of his focus on what HE did and why it was wrong no matter what and he's sorry.....that's what I would kill to see from more fics, just in reverse.
Because so often even in the all too rare fics where we DO see other characters apologizing to Dick for shit, its watered down with Dick volunteering that oh he messed up too, it was a two way street, and its like no! This is Pettiness Hours! I want the unconditional apologies! Give me the groveling! From anyone, I don't care at this point, lol, just show me characters actually PUTTING IN THE WORK to make it up to Dick for harm they've caused him, even if completely unintentionally or via neglecting his feelings or considering the repercussions their actions or words would have on him. Aaaaaaand, frankly, Tim's a good place to start there, because of how one sided all the takes on their conflicts have been for so many years. I mean, if people need a place to start, Batman and Robin Eternal gets enough praise it can't be pretended that people in fandom don't know that story exists, so how about some stories where Tim says he's fucking sorry for punching Dick in issue #4 or #5 of that one, and it was uncalled for and he was clearly just looking for an excuse to unleash some more of his resentment and upset for the Spyral/Forever Evil stuff, and family deciding that its totally okay to punch Dick whenever they're mad at him and need to work off some aggression so they can then finally forgive him (for now) is a trend that needs to die in a fire post-haste? I mean just as an example.
But the thing that kills me about fanfic trends is like....the sameness of so much of it. There's SO much room for variety and diverse takes, and like....I don't actually hate Tim! I'm just cranky because of the imbalanced nature of most content out there for literal years at this point. Push the pendulum BACK in the other direction, create some balance by showing the flip side of things.....and that leaves a lot more room for me and others of like minds to then be more amenable to - and even interested in - other stories that don't scratch this particular itch, but don't need to, because other stories are doing the scratching by then, y'know?
And THEN like, at that point, I would be ALL FOR more stories that are just callbacks to classic 90s Tim who I adore, with his skateboarding and his EARNESTNESS and his go-get-em spirit and also the gumption. All the gumption. I like that Tim. I do miss that Tim. But like, for the moment, like, I want accountable Tim because I am tiiiiiiiired of groveling Dick and tbh at this point its not enough for me to just see people move past putting Dick in that position and just have mutually respective and doting brothers Dick and Tim having adventures together......nah, first I want some reciprocation. Ngl. Gimme the apologies for actual mistakes actually made.
3) DickKyle. Easy question, c'mon, you gotta know that. LOL. ;)
But yeah, I've been shipping these two off their like, two shared pages from way back in the Obsidian Age story years before Jason even returned, let alone was in Countdown together with Kyle, so like, its no contest. I don't mind JayKyle, I certainly prefer it to JayRoy tbh, but there's not a ton of appeal in it for me, particularly in how its usually depicted, because like....the entire basis of JayKyle is that they DO have stories together and spent a whole year worth of weekly issues traveling the multiverse together in Countdown.....but there's like, practically no trace of their actual dynamics from that series or any specifics of literally any issue from that entire comic in most fics I’ve read, so its like.....idk, it tends to come across as more generic, not in the sense that it cant still be interesting, but more in the sense that it feels like just someone paired with Jason just because history between them EXISTS without any interest in exploring what that history actually IS....and at that point, its like, well there's no reason TO prioritize that ship over DickKyle for me personally, when like, I have a shit ton of headcanon reasons for why those two in a pairing specifically. *Shrugs* My logic. Its not for everyone, but it works for me.
4) Jason with a sword or Damian with a sword? I don't understand the question. Both. Both is good. All the characters should have swords. Swords are awesome.
5) Chris Kent vs Jon Kent - oof. I adore Jon, I really do. I love his dynamic with Damian, I love a lot of their specific stories, the parallels between them as friends and Bruce and Clark as friends....its all very bien. But I gotta give this one to Chris, because I'm always gonna have a soft spot for him because I'm a sucker for all abused kid heroes, and I just miss that funky little dude so much. There's so many stories we didn't get with him and were just ripe for the picking, but nooooo, DC's like lol you can't have nice things, here we just rebooted the entire multiverse and now Clark and Lois never adopted the son of Clark's worst Kryptonian rival and raised him with tender love and care awww does that make you sad, were you invested in him, WELL TOO BAD, HE'S GONE NOW AND BASICALLY NEVER EXISTED, NOW GIVE US YOUR MONEY ANYWAY MWAHAHAHAHAH.
Yeah. I'm still not over that. Probably will never be tbh, so I with great grudge-bearing do affirm that I'm gonna go with Chris on this one and like, he is a Priority for me and I'm still very keen on the idea of him and Duke being besties for random reasons that might not make sense to anyone but me, but eh, whatever.
37 notes
·
View notes
Note
can i req for victon reaction when bff! s/o constantly confessing but they think of it as a joke until s/o distances and gets close w another member 👉👈
pls make it a fluff i dont want to cri lmAo
+ im so sorry if this is so detailed sksbskdm
+ take ur time and thank you!
Hi love! 🥰 Thank you so much for your request, I really appreciate it! I’m sorry it took me quite a while to finish this... I’m also sorry if they’re all repetitive! I hope you like it though! 🥺
--------------------------------------------------------
Seungsik:
i find it quite hard to figure this guy out tbh
obviously he is super kind and sweet, but i have no clue how he would react with his best friend confessing
as a friend he is reliable, honest and very supportive
he is just a great shoulder to cry on
not someone to belittle you or not taking your worries serious
so obviously you fall for him... he is your rock
although he is the oldest and knows a bit about love
i think he would ignore every single signal you send him
like he would be absolutely oblivious and have no clue about your feelings
your confessions? he thinks they are a crazy prank you pull on him
and that really frustrates you... it also hurts ngl
so you decided to take a step back and try to get your feelings under control
but to no avail
Byungchan, the only one of the bunch who is able to tell you’re in love with their leader, tries his best to help you through this heartbreak and somehow manages to distract you with his funny antics
when Seungsik notices you coming over to the dorm less and less and Byungchan always talking about you... he starts to feel weird
maybe jealousy? he really doesn’t know
so he confronts you one day, as he is not one to get into conflicts with his children, and he does that in a very calm and mature manner
no screaming or shouting, just two grown-ups having a serious talk
again, you tell him;
“Seungsik, I. Am. In. Love. With. You! Can you finally be a grown-up about it and stop laughing at my face, accusing me of ‘pranking’ you?!”
he would be soooo taken aback cause
you love him? for real? tf? when did that happen?
but after the initial shock, he is quite relieved
“I thought you were dating Byungchan... you almost broke my heart.”
you slap his shoulder lightly, crossing your arms and pouting
“you broke my heart first with you constant rejection!”
I’m sorry... but if you would let me, I would love to be your boyfriend. Cause I love you too.”
Seungwoo:
this baby would be SO confused
you constantly want to talk to him in private and then just say “i love you”
he will always reply with an “i love you too” and a big smile on his face
that you are actually confessing... well he really doesn’t get it
he thinks it’s just your way of platonically saying that you love him
and you might be too shy to say that in front of the guys
soooo yeah, he thinks you’re just being his great friend, making him feel loved
he obviously appreciates it and does not understand why these private conversations always seem to ruin your mood
Hanse is the one who kinda notices your sour mood whenever you had a talk with his bro
so of course he confronts you about it and you tell him the whole story
if anyone knows Seungwoo, it’s definitely the boys
and Hanse has actually great advice for you... or so you thought
“Seungwoo is VERY oblivious. Sadly, you will have to think of a grand gesture, or else he will just think of it of something friendly and platonic. Even if you would surprise him naked on a bed of roses... he would still be confused and not get that you’re in love with him.”
how are you supposed to do this? what kind of gesture is grand enough?
Hanse is no help in coming up with an actual plan, don’t get your hopes up
therefore you just go with the flow and ask yourself “what feels right?”
food is apparently the key to the heart, so you settle on a romantic picnic, at night!
Seungwoo is obviously surprised with how secretive you act and what brings you to the park at night
but when you sit him down and tell him sincerely about your plan and what made you do all of this
he is speechless
mind: blown
he did not see that coming
but after the initial shock has set in, he surprises you with a big smooch
“I love you too. Romantically as in my girlfriend.”
Chan:
he would know
and it wouldn’t be a secret that he knows
you have talked to him about it plenty of times
but when he explained that he doesn’t want a relationship just yet, you understood
putting labels on what you guys have, is making him anxious
he knows he can’t be there like a boyfriend should
so knowing he isn’t your boyfriend, pressured him a lot less
you promised you would wait until he was ready and that’s what you did
sometimes it got really frustrating and you tried to distract yourself by hanging out with Seungsik
he is such calm and gentle guy, not hyper like the rest (minus Hanse)
so most of your days are now spend with the leader, obviously very friendly dates, you are not looking for another guy to mess with your feelings
Chan of course noticed how you hung out more with his member than with him
and suddenly he started to fear losing you
because let’s be real, Seungsik is beautiful and he has a great personality
Chan then looked for Sejun and asked him for advice
he feels stupid - how can he say he isn’t ready for a relationship and then be jealous of you hanging out with other guys?
that is not fair on you at all
“channie! you are in love. we know, i know, everyone knows. why are you like that? go and get your lady, please!”
and although he wanted nothing more than to punch Sejun in the face, he decides to finally make your guys’ relationship official
when you arrive at the dorm, it’s show time
“Hey... I don’t wanna beat around the bush... I’m ready.”
“Ready for?”
“Ready to be your boyfriend.”
“What if I’m not ready to be your girlfriend?”
“Don’t mess with my feelings.”
“Joke, let’s make out.”
“I already regret it.... but hey, I love you.”
Sejun:
soooo you guys are a very special pair of friends
you guys have been inseparable since birth
but along the way, you guys decided to become friends with benefits
the rule: no catching feelings
and it worked out fine
until you kinda developed a small tiny crush on the beautiful man
but obviously this is a secret - you don’t want this arrangement to end
Sejun has also developed feelings but obviously you are not aware of that either
both of you are quite oblivious
due to your guys’ arrangement, you never got your hopes up
but although Sejun fulfilled your needs, you still craved for love
and Chan was seemingly offering you that kind of love
you aren’t sure about that yet, but he has asked you out on a coffee run (date)
when Sejun found out, he was furious
because yes, you aren’t his girlfriend and no one knows you guys are sleeping with each other...
BUT how dare Chan make a move on his bestie?
and love of his life... tf?
after your date with Chan, which was so beautiful
you got a message from Sejun
typical booty call
kinda sad and hurt, you still walk towards the boys’ dorm
Chan is quite surprised to see you yet again but doesn’t ask too many questions
Sejun is already in his room, more than ready to get right into the chill part of netflix and chill
this time it feels different though
as if he is more caring
he handles you a lot gentler than usual
and is constantly asking if you’re okay
not that he usually isn’t caring but he is not as aware of your feelings during the process
after you guys are finished, he pulls you super close
also very unusual
after a while just cuddling, he finally speaks up
“I think I’m ready.”
“For what?”
“To go a step further.”
“... you wanna try anal?”
“WHAT?! NO!!! I wanna date you, you dumb idiot.”
“Okay, works fine by me. I wanna date you too.”
“Great, now shut up and kiss me.”
Hanse:
he is so in love with you
absolutely head over heels in love
but he does not dare to say a word
to him, he is bad news and you definitely deserve better than him
but that’s bullshit cause Hanse is god-like
his confidence hits an all time low when it comes to you
with you it’s different
when he is with you he feels loved, he loves himself and he just enjoys your presence
Hanse knows whenever he hangs out with you, there is no judgement and he can be himself
so obviously he is in love with you, how could he not?
but there was Sejun, the attractive hulk
Hanse loves his friend but the way you look at him and how you always seem to hag out with him, makes Hanse feel sick
he isn’t one to be jealous though
you deserve all the love and happiness
even if he isn’t the reason for it
for you, Hanse was never more than a friend
but nowadays, the way he carries himself, you do kinda feel attracted towards him
and as Sejun is a naturally flirty guy, you go to him and ask him if he has noticed anything different about Hanse and how you can try and steal his heart
unfortunately Hanse overhears your conversation
and let me tell you
HE IS SO HAPPY
he can’t get rid of the smile on his face
but he doesn’t say anything and walks to his room, happily swinging his hips
after your talk with Sejun, you decide to go home but not before saying by to Hanse
as you walk into his room, he immediately pulls you into a tight hug
“I love you so much. I heard everything you said to Sejun and I can’t even put into words how happy I am. I love you, so fucking much, please let me be your boyfriend.”
“I want nothing more than for you to be my boyfriend. I love you too Hanse.”
Byungchan:
i feel like it’s a regular occurrence for you guys to prank each other
so obviously when you tell him you love him more than a friend, he bursts out laughing and asks you where you hid your camera
this is obviously very frustrating
how on earth are you supposed to tell him about your feelings in a serious setting, when nothing you guys ever do is serious?
after various tries, you decide to give up
you cannot waste your time when he clearly isn’t that interested in you
so you distance yourself and spend more time with Subin
Subin is quite the opposite of Byungchan
he is way calmer and more relaxed than your best friend
it’s a nice change
Byungchan notices how you start watching YouTube videos with Subin instead of him
which he doesn’t care about at first, cause you are allowed to have other friends too!
but when all you ever do is hanging out with baby Subin... he feels horrible
and he gets mad
and he acts on impulse
he is usually very peaceful an solves arguments ina calm manner
but when he sees Subin, he immediately starts to accuse the boy of stealing you from him
Subin is take aback at first but then turns furious as well cause he is well aware of your feelings for the lanky giant
“If you weren’t an idiot that constantly reject her, you wouldn’t need to cause such drama!”
“What do you mean? I am not rejecting her?”
“But you are! She is so in love with you and all you ever do is laugh in her face! Imagine how she feels.”
Byungchan is shook
so he immediately calls you and arranges a meeting
all this time you confessed you were actually serious?
he feels so horrible
he never meant to put you through all of this
before you can even greet him, he smashes his lips against yours and kisses you as if his life depended on it
“Woah, what was that channie?”
“I love you. And I know you love me too. I’m so sorry it took me so long to realise!”
“I love you too. I’m so glad you finally know.”
Subin:
i’m so soft for Subin
he is such a cutie
he is very young, so I think he might not really know that he is feeling butterflies in his stomach and not just the food he is digesting
telling his hyungs about how he feels weird around you nowadays and them being like: our baby is in love!, has him confused
is he really in love?
you bet he googles his “symptoms” to see, what the internet says about all of this
and good news: all the sites tell him, he is indeed in love (with some expectations but he trusts his hyungs)
but how is he supposed to tell you?
to him you are this unreachable goddess he will never be good enough for
he is a baby, there are more mature guys out there that are far better for you than him
especially Chan
he is also your friend, you guys get along so well
and while Subin is happy you love his friends as much as he does
it breaks his heart little by little every time he sees you with his favorite hyung
little does he know that Chan knows how in love he is with you
it’s not like Sbin tries to be subtle at all
but you are so focused on your friendship, you don’t realise all the little things
so one day Chan sits you down and asks you a bunch of stupid questions
“Don’t you think our Subinie is super sexy nowadays?”
“He is definitely boyfriend material.”
“I would love you two to date!”
Subin walks into the dorm and overhears you guys
he is so embarrassed
so he storms in and drags you into his room with no words spoken
“what was this all about?”
you ask confused
“I think I might be in love with you.”
Subin stutters, cheeks and ears tinted red
you smile softly and press a sweet kiss to his pouty lips
“good thing i might be in love with you too.”
“WHAT?! FOR REAL?”
“yes... so what do you say? should we date?”
“uhm... I would love to! Yes!”
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
hey y’all ! my name’s tay & i have brought to you my child , ariel that’s a lot a bit of a mess. i am obsessed with true crime & makeup. anyways , i wrote some points below about her. it got a little long , so forgive that lmao. if you would like to plot , please click that little heart lol. if you prefer discord , pls let me know & we can slide that way. anyways , her intro is below & i cannot wait to rp with y’all.
✎ 「 have you seen ARIEL JUNG yet this school year ?? maybe in POWER SQUAD, DEBATE & FASHION CLUB ?? i heard some wild rumors about the SEVENTEEN year old last semester, but now that they’re a JUNIOR it might be a different story. according to their friends they’re pretty ORGANIZED, but sometimes SHE can be MALICIOUS. who knows, this might just be HER year ! 」[ JENNIE KIM ]
𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒔 !
NAME : ariel jung.
GENDER : cisfemale.
PRONOUNS : she & her.
AGE : seventeen ( 17 ).
BIRTHDAY : 27th november.
ZODIAC : sagittarrius.
ETHNICITY : korean.
ORIENTATION : bisexual.
𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 !
FAMILY : born in the affluent city of newport beach , california to the jung family. her father is the creative director of a soju company while her mother is the ceo of a popular korean cosmetics company. so , she was groomed from birth to be somebody in life. they moved to canada right before ariel started grade school on a whim as an effort to expand their business ventures.
image was everything to the jung family , so they made sure that ariel lived up to their name. from the schools she went to , the grades she got ( bc they def’ made generous donations to the schools she went to in order to keep her at the top of her class in middle school ) , the friends she kept & the way she presented herself to the public. everything had to be perfect & if it wasn’t , faking it like it was was always the first option. her life was set up for her to succeed & ariel & her parents were willing to do anything to make that happen.
on the outside their family was all put together , but on the inside ariel was literally battling with her mother. her mother is extremely controlling , and ariel feels like she is being suffocated. everything she does isn’t good enough in her mother’s eyes-- especially when it comes to the pageant world. ngl , her mother is kinda verbally abusive & enjoys putting her down bc she believes it will toughen her up. so , ariel kinda always has an awful attitude because of it. she’s truly a fucking c*nt at times.
also , at a young age , ariel was put into multiple different activities to find her niche. the one thing she ultimately gravitated towards was beauty pageants. her mom thought it would be a good idea to capitalize on her beauty at a young age & ariel loved it. she loved the spotlight & everything that came with it.
because of the way her mother treats her & her dad barely being around to back her up , ariel resents her parents to the fullest.
SCHOOL : ariel is a pretty good student bc things come naturally to her. she as kind of conditioned at a young age to always be the best at whatever she decides to do. so , although she doesn’t alays show it , she takes her school work very serious. especially since she has to go to college to become a doctor. even though she secretly wants to go to nyc for fashion school.
𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚 !
QUICK-TEMPERED : although she has tried to work on her temper , it has been a very rocky journey. a lot of things irritate her & she reacts without thinking things all the way through. any little thing can set her off & she usually starts with words to hurt people because she knows they can cut deep.
HONEST : ariel just does not know how to not be honest. if you ask her for her opinion on something , she will say exactly what’s on her mind. she sugar coats nothing & spares no feelings in the process.
FEISTY : ariel has a very sharp tongue. she is aware that some things she says can come off out of pocket , but doesn’t really care.
PRETENTIOUS : because of her mother , ariel has this air around her that she is better than most people. she will let it be known that she feels that way too. she def’ uses her looks , money & status to fuel this belief.
MALICIOUS : she spares no feelings & will do things on purpose out of spite.
COMPETITIVE : she is extremely competitive in all aspects of her life & will always do whatever she needs to get her way. she doesn’t care about who she has to step on to do so.
in general , i would say that ariel is just blunt , outspoken , can come off very rude , but can also be a good friend when she wants. in most cases she is looking out for herself. if she feels as though she will not benefit from a relationship / friendship / situationship she will either lose interest or not even waste her time. if people can deal with her personality she is def’ your ride or die. if not , she’s like a fucking bat out of hell tbh.
𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 !
RIVALS : can be in different aspects tbh. power squad , school , outside of school. whatever !
TRIO : just two other people to make a trio of bad bitches tbh. they would def be the people that ariel trusts with her life & would never betray. think the powerpuff girls lmao or azula , mai , and ty lee.
EXES : we can plot the nature of their relationship in depth ofc.
FWB : self explanatory.
literally down for any kind of plot ngl.
7 notes
·
View notes
Note
Can I request a Afro!s/o tryng to braid Kuroo and Akaashi hair and they like drama queen because it’s kinda painful
this personally attacked me as the most tender headed bitch alive. I do be wondering how i manage to always have my hair done eye---- (but the way you requested 2 of my top 5 boys yeah TASTE)
also im sorry if some of this comes off as crack (esp kuroo)
implied nsfw
Kuroo
ok so i see him as the type to ask you. Like he sees you braiding your hair for braid outs or cornrows for witch etc and it has him curious
Hes the type to also eye your hair products and just go around smelling them when hes bored and looking at ingredients and stuff
So say you’re like chilling in the living room watching some show on Netflix, but you’re really scrolling the same 3 apps and he’ll just plop down next to you and outright ask.
“Hey babe can you braid my hair for me?” And you’re like huh- but then like ok??? and you reach up to touch his hair. “Go get my comb, brush, spray bottle and then the gel I keep under the cabinet” bc yeah and hes lowkey like???? you need all that just to braid me up (bald head hoe shit for him)
anyways you're gonna try to cornrow him (grip game on 100)
He comes back and literally sits next to you thinking you're about to be able to work like that too and hes just like “whats wrong,” when you're just looking at him.
“You’re too tall for this, you're gonna have to sit on the floor. And hes the type to do it but like get down slowly while complaining about his aching bones from old age. (like shut up you're not even 25 yet)
Ok so you get his hair a little damp and start parting and hes like, ok ok. But then you start grabbing his hiar to braid and he literally jumps in pain
You: um are you ok????
him: “What the hell (Y/N) that hurts” and you laugh at him and asks him does he want you to stop. But hes like no I’m good and you promise to be gentle
Hes a big baby, flinching every two seconds and youre nice enough to keep asking him is he sure? You cant even part without him complaining
You end up taking a break bc hes annoying and massaging his scalp
do you ever finish braiding him up???? shit idk
he literally asks you to be more gentle every time you touch him and youre like “I’m BARELY touching you”
the type to just knock your hands away to literally just lean back between your legs. “I’m never letting you do this again”
“Good because I didn’t plan on it”
Hes gonna make some stupid joke about even though hes aching hes in one of his fav places rn
Akaashi
he has such soft hair that you really love playing with just in general. And like he’ll let you out him in mini buns and stuff
so one day you’re like cuddling in bed and youre like “hey baby, can I try braiding your hair”
hes the sweetest so hes gonna say yeah. (also hes been curious about it before tbh)
so you set all up at your desk, and ngl you start finding yourself playing in his hair forgetting the task at hand
and hes all soft like “babe. You’re getting distracted,” you you lean down to give him a quick kiss before apologizing
anyways now, you decide not to give him cornrows and just do regular braids bc you wanna see his head full of braids
He frowns a little when you start parting as the comb occasionally snags but hes like not too bad
but when you actually gather to start braiding hes like “damn” under his breath
You just pause holding his hair and starting point between your fingers “You ok down there?
He brushes it off and tells you to keep going
Hes not as bad as kuroo and doesn't start flinching too much until you're like halfway done and now his scalp is getting extra sensitive
Yeah you laugh at him and he just rolls his eyes at you bc wow you're enjoying his pain? bet he got your ass later
At this point his subconscious stays making him pull his head away and you keep having to pull him back. “Would you stop moving away.”
Hes the type to literally grab your wrist like “stop” and you’re like do you want a break, but hes tryna be a trooper and says no.
fuck it, youre towards the front of his head and its not like you're braiding him to go anywhere so it doesn't have to be perfect: aka you straddle his lap now yes. “Now will you stop fucking moving”
Yeah hes restless but this makes it a little better so he kinda just settles his hand on your waist
He tries to limit his flinching by squeezing at your sides and it kinda works, but when he flinches extra hard at one braid you end up messing up and am just like “you messed it up” but yeah he doesn't care because hes sick and tired of this
you finish him and hes like damn now i need something for the pain and yeah you end up in the bed
#haikyuu x reader#hq x reader#kuroo x reader#akaashi x reader#haikyuu imagine#haikyuu imagines#haikyuu headcanons#ri answers requests#hq x black!reader
68 notes
·
View notes
Text
punk!Minato brain rot at 2 am headcannons isn’t this quality content
do I wanna know and daddy issues as a person
he has an undercut bc I said so 🔫
probably gets dress coded like every day tbh (that’s disgusting and rude ❤️ his fit is incredible 😌)
leather jackets and doc martens type beat
probably customized his Gekkoukan uniform so much it doesn’t even look like a uniform 😭😭
canon: hello my name is minato nice to meet u ig
this Minato: why the FUCK do u a have a gun and can I try it and what the FUCK is going on out there what is that ugly ass green that graces my delicate eyes
Mitsuru “oh wow! I hate him.” kirijo
SEES has a fuck jar for every time he says fuck
minato, opening a door: what’s up fuckers
Minato, making a sandwich: where the fuck is the bread
Minato, watching TV: what the fuck im not crying it’s just dusty as fuck in here
SEES, broke: pls,,,,stop
“kIrIjO-sAn wHeN dO i gEt tO bLoW sHiT uP”
extremely disappointed that his persona is Orpheus he wanted smth cooler
“who the fuck plays a Lyre?? what the fuck is this?? intro to theatre?? give me the cool big scary one that popped out of u rn” —Minato Arisato
Orpheus: :,(
“fuck the system and eat the rich”
“what about Mitsuru-Senpai?”
“eat. the. rich.”
Mitsuru absolutely despises this man with a burning passion
junpei thinks he’s cool (and is jealous but who wouldn’t be tbh)
yukari thinks he’s refreshing compared to miss “I SiGneD YoU uP fOr SUMMEr ScHool” and mr “pRoTein”
now she’s stuck with mr “good morning everyone, *looks at Mitsuru* not you though, you can choke”
at least he has a sense of style 😽
he doesn’t like Mitsuru (omg what gave that away 🙀)
he thinks she’s 1. too stuck up 2. is rich and eat the rich and 3. is partially the cause of this whole mess 😻
no longer boy with headphones he’s boy with foul mouth 😌
lowkey kinda smart but you’d never be able to tell
✨tattoos ✨
literally always coming back to the dorm with bruises and scratches and nobody knows why
spoiler: it’s bc he’ll hear ppl talking shit about his friends (yeah even Mitsuru🔪) and will beat the shit out of them 😼
he got into a brawl in the hallway with 5 kids after he heard them talking shit about Shinji after he died ❤️ as he should king
Shinjiro and Minato said “tough on outside but softies on inside” rights and that’s what they bond over 😽
they’re lowkey pretty close and bc I said so Minato met Shinji early after exploring that part of town he’s in
now they’re punk buddies 😼 (is Shinji punk agsjashajsh oh well ❤️)
Minato would actually die for each and every one of SEES even if he doesn’t show it
the tough guy facade was born from his parents death as a coping mechanism so he never got hurt again 😝
Minato “im a motherfucking wildcard bitches” Arisato
peircings 😼
he looks scary we know but you’d never guess he spends time with like a 9 year old and buys her dinner and listens to her problems (we stan)
we love a man who can sit and listen 😌✨
yukari saw him buy Maiko takayoki and decided “hmm this is new” and thus began the cycle of “hes not so tough after all”
Junpei’s “he’s not so tough after all” was him spending time with the elderly couple who runs Bookworms 😌
Akihiko noticed how, if he could, Minato would take hits for teammates
someone tried to mess with Fuuka and he sent them to the ✨h o s p i t a l✨
fuukas realization was when the scary looking boy who cuffs his jeans and has tats made friends with her 😽
Mitsuru’s took a hot minute bc uhhhhh slowburn 🤠
hers was how he continuesly tried to help the student body even tho they rejected him bc uh he’s kinda ✨s c a r y✨
which was like?? interesting to her tbh bc these were the kids who dubbed him the outsider and yet he still strived to help them 😾
so she made the twink part of student council
and he kinda went off ngl 😀
and that’s on being a valuable asset ✨
although he only calls Mitsuru “daddy issues” which pisses her off ❤️
her personal ✨d i s c o v e r y✨ is him lending his blazer (HAJSHS the “blazer” covered in pins and chains 😭😭 which is ripped in some places 😽) one day as an umbrella 🥺
“you’ll catch a cold, daddy issues”—says the bitch soaking wet after letting her use his jacket
when he’s a gentleman 😫
when they get past the enemies stage to friends 😩
mitsuru thinks his perspectives are outlandish and refreshing
“just say no tf”—his answer in being told she needs a fiancé
did he lie tho 😭
apologizes for being a dick 🤩
will beat the fuck outta anyone who disrespects his rich friend ❤️
haha kinda scary when he’s mad ❤️
what’s that wipes blood from mouth while smiling aesthetic cause that’s him
fashionable king we love to see it
ceo of smirking
ceo of “hey daddy issues”
ceo of “fuck”
he got his earring stuck to his pillow once and only Shinji knows
“Does it fucking look like I read?” —Minato arisato who read the entire twilight series and is an Edward stan
akihiko likes to brawl with him cuz he thinks his street fighting style is nifty
can literally hear him from a mile away due to his loud ass chains and boots (stealth 0 ❤️)
has small monochromatic Arcana inspired tattoos littered around his torso (it’s a game of where’s Waldo 🤩)
“I don’t listen to pop.”—says Minato on his way to listen to One Direction
Mitsuru likes to ask what each tattoo means (sometimes it’s just like “idk i saw a guy I beat up once have it and I thought it was cool 😼”)
“rude boy” (what not based off the rihhana song where did u get that 🤠) is Mitsuru’s nickname for him
likes collecting pins 🤠
has way too much jewelry yukari will just steal some occasionally 💀
lowkey self conscious about being seen with Mitsuru
lmfao imagine seeing this punk who only wears leather jackets, doc martens and ripped jeans holding hands with the literal polar opposite of him
taking 🖤🩸🛹 and ❤️📚💳 to a whole a new level
he thinks she can do better and doesn’t want to tarnish her name 🤧
mitsuru learned from him it’s not her obligation to give two flippity flying fucks and WILL hold his hand as they walk down the hallways 😌✨
LMFAO imagine ure just a regular student and all of sudden the student council president who owns the whole damn school walks in wearing the foul mouthed blue haired punks jacket 😭
“What in the wattpad”—Gekkoukan
“what in the goth x prep”—SEES
Minato has fine ass eyeliner sorry I don’t make the rules ❤️
in conclusion punk!minato is best Minato
#not me making most of this mitsumina#his aesthetic...the ✨p o w e r✨#slowed songs with reverb are his aesthetic ❤️#mitsumina but make their song ✨r u d e b o y✨#someone draw it#persona 3#minato arisato#makoto yuki#mitsuru kirijo#yukari takeba#junpei iori#fuuka yamigishi#akihiko sanada#shinjiro aragaki#p3#sakuya shiomi#my shit#door talks#headcannons
35 notes
·
View notes
Note
I NEVER FINISHED MY STORY OMG. ok so i left off at being too proud to tell my friend she was right and kpop fucked hard. the difference between u and me is that i’m too good of a liar. too good. i kept up the “i hate kpop it’s cringe” facade for ALMOST TWO WHOLE YEARS, I SHIT YOU NOT. why? bc my dumb ass, extra ass, dramatic ass self thought “ok if i’m gonna have to deal with the embarrassment of admitting i’m wrong, i better do it in such an extra ass way it’ll knock ur socks off so hard that YOULL be the one embarrassed not me.” the original plan was to learn the entire choreography to bts dope, bc it’s the song that she told me to listen to and inevitably the song that got me into them, but later switched to bts fire bc i saw too many of those “choreo matches w any song” videos, and then her birthday party came up. and here’s the real kicker. her birthday is April Motherfuckin Fools. so it would be So Perfect for me to reveal my kpopism as a birthday present And a april fools prank in one. so i was Set on the Reveal being on april 1st, but the day rolls around and god that choreo is so fucking hard and i am Not a dancer. never have been. so i abandon that and go ykno what… i’ll do it Next Year. BC MY BITCHASS WAS LIKE NO THE MOMENT IS TOO PERFECT TO DO IT ON A NORMAL ASS DAY ITS GONNA BE ON APRIL FOOLS ON HER GODDAMN BIRTHDAY OR NOT AT ALL. a year rolls by, i’ve told most of our friends except her and they’re all in on it, i’d made so many subtle kpop references to her without her realising they were fully intentional and had too many scares where she almost figured me out but i lied my way out of it, and i’d given up on showing off with choreography bc i couldn’t make that shit look good. i’m not a dancer. i am, however, a rapper, and a damn good one, so i inhaled the agust d mixtape and decided i’d just rap the eminem of kpop’s anthem at her face. in korean. and change the lyrics at the end (if u haven’t listened to agust d, the bridge repeats “i’m sorry” a lot) to “i’m sorry i kept this from u for so long” and “i’m sorry i actually ult got7 not bts” (this was like the april after skz debuted ok i was holding onto got7 for dear life knowing full well skz we’re going to convert me smh) and the best part? she never saw it coming. her official present was a cd with a bunch of kpop on it but she thought it was just a personalised mixtape for her so i told her to play the first song out loud and she knew the song Instantly. it has a long intro so she was like “i guess u did listen when i recommended u this song!! i knew you’d like it since u like rap so much!!” and then i started rapping and i shit u not. she started SCREAMING. like the initial reaction was her jaw dropping and then instinctively covering her mouth but when i kept going and she realised i wasn’t fucking around she just fucking screamed like a banshee. at the end during the sorry bit i threw off my jacket to reveal a got7 shirt on the inside and she fell off her chair and started rolling around on the floor. needless to say it was every bit as satisfying as i thought it’d be LMAOOOO afterwards her ass was like “I CANT BELIEVE U HID THIS FROM ME FOR OVER A YEAR” and when i tried to explain my ego couldn’t take the “i told u so” she was like “you know i wouldn’t have made fun of you for it right? i would just be glad you’re not hating on my boys anymore” so basically i’m a big dramatic fool and she was always too good for me.
don’t mind the weird spaces here my ipad is being all fucky wucky w me rn. damn sad to hear ur sideblog experience didn’t go so well, i’d have shown u the cool side of the fandom if i knew 😤😤 leading u thru the cursed halls of kpop stan tumblr like a sketchy tour guide that’s actually 3 small raccoons stacked on top of each other like a trench coat, like “over here we have the fanfic writers that honestly need to publish a book, over here we have the gif makers that are responsible for my entire camera roll, if we take a quick swerve past the death threat anons and the twt fanwar screenshots - mind ur feet bub the 14 year olds were tryna make a grab for ur ankles - ah here’s the holy grail of shitposts, you might be here for hours, to the right we have the weird aussie side of the fandom that projects our childhoods onto chanlix but also all the members as we decide what their life in australia would’ve been like, and down there is a secret trapdoor to the blogs w endless random headcanons that will make you laugh, cry or blush depending on if the author woke up and decided to choose violence today. enjoy your Stay!” but then again i’m not so active on tumblr anymore (ngl you’ve become the highlight of my tumblr experience these days, interaction wise,) so maybe all my Local Hotspots are inactive now. i know a bunch of them are, it’s sad. “i don’t fw stan twitter for the same reason i don’t hang out in meth dens” oop. guess i’m a meth addict. no but i get u i rly do, it’s a hellhole out there, but the fact that things get shared and spread a lot easier than on tumblr and how short most things have to be (therefor keeping up w my adhd attention span without having to resort to the mental torture that is tiktok, with the added bonus of not always needing headphones.) that i just. couldn’t leave if i tried. maybe i should try being active on tumblr again but it’s a dying site in comparison.
“their music doesn’t consistently hit for me as much as skz” i’m sorry we can’t be friends anymore. what. what. you don’t dramama ramama ramama hey? you don’t feel a little jealousyyyyyy, naega anin? you don’t shoot out, shoot out, shoot out, or aremdaeun love killa love killa? you can’t be your hero du du du du du du du du du dududu? u disappoint me. literally like everyone i know who likes skz music likes mx music like it’s a rite of Passage. they’re kindred spirits, monsta x music is like skz’s music’s cool but mildly heterosexual older brother. neither of them know what a bad song is it runs in the family. and both their music runs in my VEINS. whenever i describe my music taste they’re always the first two that come to mind, skz being my number 1 bc they are my best boys but mx bc of the Flavour. pls listen to the entire the code album then get back to me 😤🙌 ok but fr ur so right they are 7 of the finest men i ever seen (yes i say 7 bc i’m including wonho cause he deserved better and i’ll die on my ot7 bullshit.) like don’t get me started on them either LOL i LITERALLY downloaded that one insta video of changkyun working out his back n arm muscles w his tattoo showing bc i needed that shit saved for Science. they could do Anything w me like frfr. yes vixx is the bdsm contract group i’m telling ya they wildin. or at least they were. it’s been years since their last comeback idk what they’re doing anymore tbh. and yeah that makes sense, savouring the hyperfixation i feel it, but also i’m so attached to skz that i never let it die. like i hyperfixate on other things and other groups but i will Always go back to skz cause they’re my homeboys. hell, they’re my home. being a predebut stay i’ve spent more time w skz than most of my actual family members at this point. but that’s just me you do u boo xx just know that if ur anything like me ur never letting go once skz it’s been my longest lasting fixation cause they hit like Nothing Else Do. ik i’ve already said that but i cannot stress it enough. they’re really special. i’m gonna stop here before i get all sappy and emotional bc i really love those boys so fucking much and i don’t drop the L bomb often. SIDE NOTE I WOULD LIKE TO SEE UR LIST OF GROUPS RANKED BY THORSt. i need to judge ur Taste. and omg cat&dog is such a guilty pleasure song bc the lyrics make me cringe so much bc while pet play can be fun they be doing it in more of an “i’m an innocent soft dogboy uwu” kinda way that just Does Not Sit Right with me. it comes back to the objectifying of asians that asians themselves don’t help in industries like these and maybe i’m looking too far into it when rly it is just wholesome n cute or maybe they are into some pet play shit idk idc i will bop to the song regardless but i will not acknowledge the lyrics nope.
YOURE RIGHT THO SKZ’S OPENNESS IS IN FACT, A BIG DEAL, i’ll grab them for u if u want but i found these twt threads of skz supporting the lgbt community and i just felt a special kind of happiness man like sure the delusional part of me likes going “haha they’re gay” bc my brain likes to imagine them as my polycule of mlm boyfriends bc sometimes thats what gives me the serotonin to get me thru the day ok don’t judge but also bc it’s nice knowing that yes i’ll never know them personally, but at least i can support them knowing they’d respect my gender identity and my pronouns, they’d respect who i choose to love, and that’s already more than the general public can say so shit, it is special! it’s special that they don’t treat being cishet like the norm - they constantly remove gender from their songs and speech entirely, they don’t assume all stays are female anymore, we don’t talk abt the babygirls incident cause we got babystays in the end outta that ok, and it’s just. so refreshing and important to me bc i can’t get that anywhere else!! like my semi ults are the boyz and while i love them very much and there’s no way all 11 of them are straight i refuse, i do get just a little bit sad whenever they she/her their fandom by default and call them their girlfriends n shit even tho i do still identify as a girl, i’m also genderfluid/nonbinary/transmasc, and i have a very love/hate relationship w my womanhood and rarely use she/her pronouns, cause it’s like, do you not see me? see us? the ones who aren’t cishet women? i mean i know kevin does bc he congratulated a fan who came out as nb but it’s just not the same as the openness we get w skz. like how do i trust cishets i could be supporting them as a queer person when in reality they’d call me a slur. what would i know, behind the screen? so it’s so good that skz go the extra mile to make it a safe space for everyone. this is already long enough i will reply to the second half of that ask in another message… tomorrow cause it’s 1am and i’m tired gn -felix bi anon
I'mma have to start putting these under a readmore so that i don't absolutely make everything who is still following me for some reason go totally fucking insane 😂
NDJDHWJJAHFNAKBSJSBFBHHDBDNAJD YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE FACES I WAS MAKING READING THIS, I WAS FUCKING CACKLING AND GASPING EVERY OTHER SENTENCE SO HARD THAT I SCARED THE CATS NDJWHSHSB the fact that you went "oh you want me to get into kpop? Give me a hot minute, and I'll give you a whole ass private concert for free" biduehsjdbd biiiiiiiiiiitch you're a fucking ICON, I stg I could NEVER 😂 (and not just because I couldn't find a tune if you gave me a printed set of Google maps directions and that I embody the steriotype that white people can't dance, like my sister kept sensing me tiktoks of the whole "dance like a white girl" trend going lmfao look it's you and eventually I was like "sis please this trend has me feeling like being white is a disability and these mothafuckers are being ableist 😭 also I could NEVER be that on beat so yall ain't even doin it right 😭😭😭😭"). Tbh if I told one of my friends (lol what friends, i got jokes) to get into Skz and they showed up at my bday and performed the entirety of I Got It I would simply shower them in money and go "aight everyone else go home, you are no longer needed, you are being laid off, your position has been eliminated, we're downsizing, the company is moving up and you're moving out, you are not qualified for this role any longer, best of luck with future endeavors" 😊
I think part of the reason I can't deal w Twitter is the exact reason I refuse to leave tumblr, in that I've been on tumblr since 2006 and twt since 2008, and tumblr literally has not changed at all, not even a little, whereas going from the early days of twt where there were no corporate sponsorships or ads and you had to manually copy and paste someone's tweet and @ them to retweet it, to how it is now, like 90% ads and showing me shit from the timelines of people I don't even fuckin follow n whatnot, it's just not enjoyable. Idk how anyone finds anything on twt, it confuses and frustrates me because I am old and have not adapted well to technology changing 😂 But arguably, the skz fanbase doesn't want me on skztwt anyways so like it works for both of us lmfaooo. I am old and cringey, and also still think of twt as stream of consciousness whereas tumblr is your teenage bedroom where you can decorate the walls with anything that interests you. I do really love the nonsensical kpoptwt shitposts tho fhshsbdjjss like it is a very specific flavor of mental instability that I enjoy immensely 😂 OH and also I initially misread part of that and thought you were saying you actually irl do meth and I was like 😳 WHAT DO I SAY TO THAT. HOW DO I HANDLE THIS. Like how do I express like "I wasn't being judgy of people who use substances cause I've been there but I was just being insensitive 😳" And then went back and reread it and was like WHEW, IM JUST AN ILLITERATE FOOL 😂😂😂😂 ejeywhdhrhjwbfbdjshdhdhd I spent like an hour bwign like "IS THE REASON WE GET ALONG BECAUSE THEY'RE ON METH???? WHAT DO I DO WITH THIS INFORMATION??????" hrhehshe I am literally a fuckin idiot it's fine
It's not that I don't fw them, it's more like... Okay so like there is no situation in which I am going to skip a skz song if it comes on shuffle. You will not ever catch me NOT in the mood to listen to Sunshine, if God's Menu comes on we are THROWIN the meager amount of booty meat I got hither and thither, I could be in the happiest mood of my life but if Ex comes on I will stop to SOB. And I'm not like that with most music, so mx just falls into the category of "there is a time and place." Idk why but it just doesn't forcibly grab hold of my heart and ass the way skz always does. I really don't WANT my skz fixation to ever end, but I know that eventually it'll stop giving me dopamine bevause my brain is my worst fucking enemy 🙃 like my arcana fixation is to date the longest running hyperfixation I've ever had, going on almost three years, and I used to not be able to spend every single second of every day thinking about Asra, but now... I just feel nothing when I look at arcana stuff. As you can probz tell by the fact that I hardly post arcana anymore 😂 So I know that eventually all my happiness will end, it always does, I can never stay just as obsessed with something as I was for long. I CANT SHARE THE LIST BECAUSE I DONT *HAVE* TASTE YET 😭 I'm basically just compiling a list of any group someone tells me I should look into, ranked by how strong the kitty purred upon googling pics of them 😂 My mom read my ass to FILTH over txt lmfao she was like "they're not that adorable. Maybe your standard for adorableness has gone down with You Know Who still on hiatus 🤔" bfjwhdhd like MOMMAAAAA THE LIBRARY IS CLOSED 😂 she attacks me any time I even hint at stanning other groups, she is a skz purist and stans skz only, unofficial Momma Stay of All Stays keeping me in check lmfao.
I feel like skz really do follow thru on their promise that they're a safe space for stays, it's nice to see that they hold space for anyone and everyone in their fanbase and do it in a really simple and elegant way, I feel. Like they never make it seem like "okay here are the fans and here are the token weirdos that were only recognizing to make a buck off of them" the way a lot of artists make it feel like 😑 like they don't go out of their way to act like it's some revolutionary act to do the bare minimum of not shitting on certain parts of the fandom, if that makes sense. They feel very "yeah, of course we love all our stays, this is a welcoming space for literally anyone, that's how it should be, that should be normal," instead of like "Hi fans we love you 😊 and special shoutout to you ell gee bee tee folk, make sure to buy my rainbow merch after the show!!!" you know? Like, they're the friends who would never make you feel weird or different for some shit, the friends that take the attention off you if something they know ur sensitive about comes up, instead of weirdly snapping at whoever brought the unfomfy thing up which ruins the mood and makes you feel tiwce as bad, yk? They just give off this vibe that they, and the space they create with their music, is just a genuine and chill place to be and hang out and relax and bond. I feel like they'd be the friend group that is so goofy and sweet and silly and accepting and lovely and always makes you feel loved and excited to be alive 🥺 They are all good noodles 🥺🥺🥺
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Fuck Away The Pain - Hyungwon
A/n: I don’t even know what this is, ngl. It kinda sucks, but ya girl’s sad from an ex and I’m deep in my Hyungwon feels so this happened. Let it flop, idc, tbh. I just wanted to write it. Also, issa long one, sorry.
“Y/n..” - 10:47 pm
“I know this is uncalled for, but” - 10:47 pm
“I really miss you.” - 10:48 pm
“I really wanna see you. Can I come by later?” - 10:49 pm
“Can we try again?” - 10:50 pm
You stood there, staring at your phone, tears welling in your eyes as you shoved you phone into your pocket and quickly wiped at your eyes. Of course, your ex, Min, would pick the best timing to try to ‘fix’ things.
It was movie night at the Monsta X dorm. You’d never been, but your best friend, Hyungwon had invited you this time, knowing that you’d needed some kind of comfort while you went through your breakup. He figured inviting you over for a movie would be best since you weren’t the clubbing type.
And of course, Min had to ruin that too.
You were in the middle of scooping ice cream into bowls with Hyungwon to put in the freezer for later when your phone went off.
You ignored it of course, thinking it was some spam calls since everyone knew you were busy tonight. But it wasn’t until when Hoseok, Jooheon, and Hyunwoo came back from the store with all the snacks that you checked it, not wanting the constant sound to bother anyone.
You excused yourself to the restroom so you could check your phone in private, but rolled your eyes when you saw that it was Min that called.
A good amount of times.
When you hadn’t answered, he resorted to text messages, which led you to your current situation.
Crying against the sink in your best friend’s shared dorm.
It wasn’t really an “I missed you” kind of crying, but more of a “what fucking nerve do you have to message me this kind of shit” kind of crying.
Min had ended things just shy of a month ago. It wasn’t like you didn’t see it coming, you just refused to think about him wanting to break off your three year relationship. You just couldn’t, well, more like you didn’t, want to see it.
Until you’re birthday came around and he hadn’t planed anything.
It wasn’t that you wanted him to do anything big or extravagant, a simple acknowledgement would’ve sufficed. But no. He hadn’t texted or called at all throughout the day.
It wasn’t until later that night when you and your friends posed for a picture to post on your Instagram that he finally texted you.
“So you’re out with that guy again?”
Had it not been for your male friends, including Hyungwon, he probably wouldn’t have contacted you at all.
It was that moment that you realized everything was falling apart. He didn’t care anymore. He didn’t love you. Not to mention that he spent that whole day with some girl from his workplace. Your friend being the one to tell you the day after your birthday, not wanting to kill your mood.
It was a week after that when he finally ended things. Claiming that you just weren’t good enough for him anymore. That he needed something new, more exciting. To be put simply, that he was just bored of you after being with you for so long.
You had no objections, nor arguments. There was no point. There was nothing in your relationship worth saving. You just went home and packed all the things he left at your house while he packed yours, traded off the next day, and that was that. He hadn’t contacted you since, and for him to finally text you after this whole time, what was he expecting? For you to jump at the opportunity? Welcome him back with open arms?
When you finally managed to get your feelings under control, you turned to look at yourself in the mirror, cringing at how puffy your eyes were. How were you supposed to go back out there? You’d already been in the restroom for a good while, if you stayed any longer-
“Y/n, you okay?” Your train of thought was cut off as Hyungwon knocked on the door.
You sniffled and cleared your throat. “Yeah! Be out in a minute.” You called out before rinsing off your face and drying it on the towel. “You can do this.” You whispered to yourself.
When you walked out, Hyungwon was standing in front of the door, his hand out to stop you from walking past him.
“You’re not okay.” He stated. “You sniffled and your voice sounds like you were crying.”
“I’m fine, Hyungwon.” You sighed. “Min’s just being an asshole, that’s all.”
“What’d he say?” His tone changed.
“Basically that he misses me, and wants to come by later and try to work things out.” You shook your head. “I don’t want to ruin your movie night, but I don’t want to go home either. What am I supposed to do if he comes by?”
“You can stay here tonight. I’ll lend you some clothes.” He said nonchalantly.
“I could-” You started, but were cut off.
“Y/n. We’ve been friends since middle school.” He started. “This is nothing. I’ll sleep on the floor, or on the couch if you want me to. But I don’t want you going back to your place if he’s gonna show up. He doesn’t deserve a chance to even think about you after everything he’s done.”
“B-”
“No ‘but’s.” He shook his head. “You’re staying here, and that’s final. Now hurry up before they start the movie without us.” He smiled, pulling you into a big hug, his scent engulfing you.
You weren’t gonna lie, hugging him was more than comforting at this point, and you wanted nothing more than to stay like this, but sadly, you had to pull away.
“C’mon, let’s go.” He smiled, dropping his arms so you could both make your way back to the living room where Kihyun was setting a movie order while Minhyuk and Changkyun were setting up the living room to make it more comfy.
“And they didn’t go off to fuck, you owe me $15.” Hoseok laughed at Hyunwoo.
“Cut it out.” Hyungwon glared. “Even if we did, I sure as hell wouldn’t do it around you dumbasses.”
You felt the heat rise to cheeks. Sure, Hyungwon was attractive, but you’d never thought of him like that.
Or at least that you wanted to acknowledge.
“Okay!” Kihyun clapped from his spot. “I finally have an order.” He said happily. “Now let’s move everything to the coffee table so we can start.”
-
After everything was situated, you, Hyungwon and Minhyuk sat on the couch with you in the middle. Hyunwoo and Jooheon took the recliners, and the rest made themselves comfortable on the floor.
You were halfway into the movie when Minhyuk moved from his spot beside you to go to the restroom, causing you to lean a little too close into Hyungwon’s side in an effort to get comfortable. Which also caused him to shift a little, you brushing it off as him trying to adjust.
-
After the first movie, Changkyun had asked Jooheon and Hyunwoo to help him get the ice cream.
“Do you feel any better?” Hyungwon leaned down to whisper.
“Kinda?” You whispered back. “I just can’t get him out of my mind.” You shrugged.
“Give me your phone.” He said, pulling away from you and holding his hand out.
“Why?”
“Just give it to me.” He smiled.
You were hesitant, but reached into your pocket, and gave it to him nonetheless.
“I’ll take care of it later, I promise.” He smiled down at you as the guys came back with bowls of ice cream.
-
“Kihyun…” Hoseok whispered, poking the boy with his foot lightly, laughing as he tipped over. “Are you seriously asleep right now?”
“Bro, we did just watch like, four movies in a row.” Changkyun yawned. “Hyunwoo and Minhyuk fell asleep too. Let’s just call it a night.”
“But we still have one more to watch.” Hoseok pouted.
“Well you can watch it yourself.” Hyungwon stated, stretching as he got off the couch, helping you up. “Y/n’s spending the night by the way.”
“Hmmm.” Hoseok wiggled his brows, earning a pillow thrown at him.
“Like I said before, cut it out.” He said flatly. “Next time it won’t be a pillow.” Hyungwon threatened before walking to his room.
“Night guys.” You whispered before following Hyungwon to his room, where he pulled out some boxers and a long flannel, holding them out to you.
“You can go change in the restroom if you want.” He smiled softly.
“Are you sure it’s okay for me to stay here?” You shied away from his offer.
“Yes. I’m sure.” He said while shoving you towards the bathroom. “Now go change.” He said, dropping the clothes into your hands.
With a huff, you did as you were told, and changed into the long flannel that smelled like Hyungwon’s favorite cologne, and slipped into the boxers. After changing, and folding your clothes, you looked in the mirror, feeling slightly unsure of yourself.
It wasn’t like this was new. You and Hyungwon weren’t strangers. You had plenty of movie nights throughout high school where he let you wear his hoodies for comfort.
You’d always been close so this was nothing out of the ordinary for you. But something just felt different, and you couldn’t figure it out.
Maybe it was the way his members seemed to keep pushing the thought of you two. Or maybe since you were still upset over Min, staying with Hyungwon seemed different.
Maybe because you weren’t in high school anymore.
Maybe because it wasn’t just his hoodie this time.
“You’re just a mess right now, y/n. It’s nothing.” You whispered to yourself, shaking your head while you ran a stressed hand through your hair before walking out of the restroom and back to Hyungwon’s room, deciding to lighten the mood, you struck a pose at his doorway.
“How do I look?” You quirked a brow, and Hyungwon’s eyes raked over your frame, and lingered a little too long on your exposed legs before meeting your eyes with a smile.
“Like a model.” He laughed, and pulled out your phone. “Should we do a photo shoot to make it real?”
“Wow, Mr. Model wants to give me a photo shoot?” You wiped a fake tear. “I feel honored.” You smiled. “But I can’t pose for shit.”
“Just do what you were just doing.” He said, holding your phone dramatically, while positioning himself on the floor, waiting for you to pose, snapping the picture once you did. “Not so bad, Miss. Newbie.” He smiled, getting up and showing you the picture. “How about you smile, though?” He suggested.
“I was smiling though.” You pouted.
“You need to smile bigger. Like you’re laughing.” He mocked your pout as he positioned the camera again. “Hurry up, my arm’s getting tired.” He laughed.
-
You took a total of ten pictures, all directed by Hyungwon and in all honesty, as you both sat on the floor looking through them, they weren’t that bad.
“I like this one the most.” You pointed to the one that had you pouting at the lens.
“Well, I like this one the most.” He pointed to the one with you smiling while your head rested on your arm.
“Well,” You started. “Thank you for the photo shoot, Mr. Chae.” You laughed. “It made me feel better.”
“That’s what friends are for.” He smiled back at you. “It’s getting late, you should probably sleep.” He said, getting up. “I still haven’t changed, so let me grab my clothes and I’ll be out of your way.” He smiled, going to his drawers and pulling out a pair of pajama pants and making his way out to change.
“Hyungwon,” You called out before he left the room fully. “You don’t have to sleep on the couch, or the floor. I can instead.” You offered, getting up.
“You know I won’t let you.” He said softly.
“But I feel bad. It’s your bed, after all.” You shrugged.
“Then we can just share it?” He questioned, looking over at you.
“I guess we could.” You avoided his gaze, looking down at the bed, and back at him.
“Guess I need a shirt then.” He said, walking towards his closet and grabbing a shirt.
“You don’t sleep with a shirt on?” You quirked a brow at him.
“Not really. It’s uncomfortable.” He shrugged, walking out to go change.
You sighed and sat on the bed, moving the covers to the side so you could make a spot for yourself and tracing random nothing’s onto his comforter.
Maybe things were different this time. Here you were, after a breakup, laying in your best friend’s bed, wearing his clothes, while you were about to sleep in his bed.
“Comfortable?” His voice pulled you out of your thoughts.
“Huh? Yeah.” You looked up at him. “Your blanket’s really soft.” You mumbled softly.
“That’s why I bought it.” He laughed at your statement before pulling the cover up and sliding under, too.
“I know you need music to sleep, so is there anything you wanna hear?” He said, pulling your phone out, looking through your playlist.
“Why don’t you sing for me?” You asked. “It’s been a while since I’ve heard your voice.”
A hint of red tinted his cheeks at the statement and you smiled.
“You know your voice is my favorite.” You moved so your head laid on the back of your hands and you looked at him.
“Don’t look at me.” He smirked. “It makes me shy.”
“Mr. Model gets shy?” You quirked a brow. “Interesting.” You smiled before closing your eyes. “I’m still gonna face this way, though.”
“Stubborn little thing.” He chuckled before clearing his throat. “Any recommendations?” He whispered.
“Surprise me.” You smiled.
“Why can’t you just make things easy for me for once?” He laughed lightly. “Hmm. What kind of genre?”
“Surprise~” You whined.
“Do you know how many songs there are?” He looked at you, though you couldn’t see him. “You just love making things hard for me.” He grumbled before clearing his throat again before singing Dreamer.
-
“Did you really fall asleep?” He whispered after singing the song. “You were probably tired.” He sighed, grabbing your phone and connecting it to his charger, an idea popping into his head.
He scooted closer to you and held your camera above the both of you so it looked like you were cuddling into him, took the picture, then scooted back to his initial spot and looked at you again before confirming his plan.
He opened your messages and found Min’s, typing a quick message and attaching the picture of you sleeping, not even hesitating to hit send before leaving your phone on his bedside counter to charge, not bothering to check the vibrate signaling Min’s response.
-
You woke up feeling warm. Too warm. When you tried to move, you realized your arm was wrapped around something and you opened your eyes in realization of your current position. Looking up at Hyungwon’s still sleeping form, your arms wrapped around his waist, and your head on his chest.
You mentally cursed yourself as you slowly let him go and face palmed. Of all the damn nights for you to want to cuddle.
“It’s too early.” Hyungwon grumbled, his voice raspy. “Stay in bed.”
“Were you awake this whole time?” You looked at him with eyes wide.
“No. I woke up when you moved your head.” He mumbled. “The warmth was nice.”
“What time is it?” You said, ignoring his statement.
He grabbed your phone. “5:58 AM.” He whined. “Let’s just go back to sleep.” He rolled towards you, arms open.
“You’re such a baby when you’re tired.” You tsked. “We’re not cuddling again. We weren’t supposed to anyways.”
“You’re the one that woke me up. Take responsibility.” He yawned out, with grabby hands. “If you don’t come willingly, I’m gonna pull you in.”
“You wouldn-” You were cut off by Hyungwon grabbing your wrist and pulling you back into him, his arms wrapping around your waist.
“Shut up and sleep.” He grumbled. “Hyunwoo’s alarm doesn’t go off for another two hours and if you wake up before then, we’re gonna fight.”
You didn’t bother fighting him and relaxed into his hold. It wasn’t all that bad. The way his body covered yours and the way he held you made you feel safe and warm.
Made you feel comfortable.
-
You don’t know when you fell back asleep, but you woke up to Hyungwon shaking you lightly.
“C’mon.” He whispered. “Now, it’s time to get up.” He chuckled.
You sat up and stretched. “Do I really have to get up?”
“I was gonna take you home so you could get some clean clothes, then maybe come back.” He started. “But if you’re down to stay dressed like that the whole day.” He shrugged.
“No, going to get clothes sounds nice.” You piped up. “Why would we come back here though?”
“Is it such a shame to want you to make friends with my group mates?”
“Good point.” You stated, getting up and picking up your clothes from yesterday.
“I’ll leave, you can change in here.” He stopped you, making his way past you. “It’s windy out.” He smiled. “So keep the flannel on.” He said as he walked out.
-
The ride back to your place was a comfortable silence and that’s when you noticed your phone’s bluetooth didn’t connect to his car.
“Won, where’s my phone?”
“I charged it for you, so if you didn’t get it, it’s probably still on my counter.” He said calmly.
“We’re going back anyways.” You said as he pulled up to your place.
“You go freshen up. I’ll just chill in the kitchen and steal snacks.” He smiled as he put the car in a park and got out.
“Sounds like a plan.” You laughed as you made your way to the door, unlocking it.
“Just don’t take a long ass shower.” He tsked. “Or I might end up eating all your snacks out of boredom like last time.”
“Don’t remind me.” You glared at the memory. “God forbid I leave you alone for more than thirty minutes.” You kept your glare as you placed your keys on the kitchen counter.
“Just some food for thought.” He chuckled as he opened your cabinet, looking for something.
"Just don’t eat everything.” You groaned and made your way to your room. “I really don’t feel like going shopping just because you can’t control yourself.” Your voice faded the longer you walked and you barely heard Hyungwon’s noise of agreement.
You didn’t really pay much attention to the clothes you picked out, thinking of just grabbing some leggings and keeping Hyungwon’s flannel as your top. Given that it wasn’t too baggy, but not too tight, you figured it had that ‘at home’ look, which was perfect because you didn’t wanna look like you were trying too hard to come up with an outfit.
You reached for your speaker on instinct, but put it down once you remembered you didn’t have your phone and grumbled to yourself, grabbing your towel and heading towards your restroom.
-
“Well that was fast.” Hyungwon spoke with a mouth full of Pringles.
“Let’s just say I miss my phone.” You smiled, rolling his shirt sleeves up, along with your hair.
“You still wearing my shirt.” He smirked.
“It’s comfy.” You shrugged, sitting across from him. “And it smells nice.” You added, reaching for a chip.
“You always did like my cologne.” He smirked to himself. “I guess I make good choices.”
“You picked one good cologne, don’t get cocky.” You glared, pointing your chip at him, him sticking his tongue back at you in return.
“Are you sure you really wanna meet the guys?” He cocked a brow at you while he chewed his chip. “They might be too much to handle.”
“You’re too much to handle and I do just fine.” You stated matter-of-factly.
“Okay but now like, there’s six more of me.”
“You started it by inviting me over for movies. Plus it was your idea.” You smiled.
“Good point, but you didn’t have to agree.” He pointed his chip at you before eating it. “But let’s go after we eat.”
-
Hyungwon’s definition of ‘after we eat’ ended up being ‘after we eat and watch a movie or two.’ So by the time you were getting ready to leave, it was about to be 2 pm.
“What happened to ‘after we eat.’” You laughed as you both made your way to the door.
“You can’t just eat and not watch something.” He looked at you like you were clueless.
“You couldn’t just pick a show?”
“Movies are better.” He held his chin high as he opened the door for you, locking it from the inside. “You’re just mad ‘cause I’m keeping you from going back to the dorms.”
“I am not!” You yelled.
“You totally are.” He glared. “Why? Do you like any of them?” He quirked a brow at you, his tone changing as he closed the door.
“Maybe I do, maybe I don’t.” You shrugged, opening the door to the drivers side.
“It’s Hoseok, isn’t it? Or Hyunwoo?” He tsked. “It’s always one of them.” He mumbled, opening the car door and getting in.
“And if I said I did?” You teased, stepping into the passenger.
“I’d ban you from going back.” He glared. “They can’t just steal my friend from me.”
“Why can’t I be everyone’s friend?” You quirked your own brow at him.
“The world doesn’t work that way, my clueless little y/n.” He ruffled your hair as he started the car.
“You’re just paranoid that they’ll steal me away.” You glared.
“And if I am?” He didn’t hesitate to answer.
“It’ll take a lot more than a pretty face to ruin our friendship.” You smiled, ruffling his hair now. “Why do you think Min hated you so much?” You chuckled, only to have it die down soon after. “I guess your ‘idol’ title made you different from the rest of my friends.” You shrugged, shoving the memories of past arguments to the back of your head.
“Look. I know I caused a lot of problems for you tw-”
“Don’t.” You cut him off. “He left because I wasn’t good enough. Let’s just go now.” You spoke quickly, watching as he put the car in ‘drive’.
“He really made you believe that?” He spoke up, his voice soft.
You didn’t answer.
“It’s bullshit, you know.” He spoke louder this time. “Anyone would be lucky enough to have you. Just because he left doesn’t mean you weren’t good enough.”
And that was all he said.
The rest of the car ride was spent in silence, both of you not feeling the need to say anything else, at least not until you were heading up to the dorms again.
“If you flirt with any of them, I might just kick you out.” He threatened as you reached his hall.
“You could never.” You smiled as you poked his side. “You love me too much.”
You only got a glare in response as he punched in the code to the door, nearly shutting it in your face as payback for your little statement, but you couldn’t complain now that you were back at the dorms.
“She’s back!” Minhyuk yelled from the couch, running over to you.
“We thought he wouldn’t bring you back.” Kihyun chuckled, watching as Hyungwon glared at Minhyuk, who’s hug was lasting a little longer than it should.
“Dude, let her go. She didn’t come to get squished.” Hyungwon grumbled.
“And now he’ll probably never let her come back.” Changkyun laughed while nudging Kihyun.
“Ha. Ha. Ha.” Hyungwon fake laughed. “She wouldn’t even be back here if she didn’t forget her phone.
“So that’s what was going off all day.” Hyunwoo chimed in. “I wasn’t trying to snoop, but it seemed important with how much they kept texting. I think it was a Min?”
“Oh, that’s not important.” You trailed off. “Probably ju-”
“Did you guys order the pizza, yet?” Hyungwon cut you off, trying to change the subject. “And did you get the side of wings?”
“Yeah, Hoseok and Jooheon went to go get it.” Hyunwoo said. “But you’ve never wanted wings before. What changed?”
“They aren’t for me, they’re for y/n.” Hyungwon said casually, the rest of the guys raising their eyebrows at each other.
“Since when are you so considerate?” Minhyuk spoke out.
“I’m considerate to people.” He stated calmly, before forcing a smile. “Just not you.”
“Rude.” The older pouted, before his phone chimed. “Oh, food’s here!”
-
The day had gone smoother than you thought. You had eaten, watched some shows, played dumb games on the living room floor, and now you were cleaning up.
“It’s late, we should get you home.” Hyungwon spoke up after finishing the dishes.
“Shit, what time is it?” You looked up at him.
“Your phone’s still in my room isn’t it?” He raised a brow.
“Well we were busy, I didn’t really need it.” You shrugged.
He did nothing but sigh and ruffle your hair before leaving to his room to retrieve the device.
By the time he reached the phone, it had just stopped vibrating, and he checked it to see if it was important.
“Min? Again?” He groaned, pressing the home button so he could see how many times he called. “Thirty times?” He scoffed, letting the screen timeout on it’s own. “Does he have nothing better to do?”
“I suggest you hurry up before Minhyuk hides her away.” Changkyun warned, leaving Hyungwon to shove your phone in his pocket, and head back out.
“But make sure you come back. Even if you have to hide it.” Minhyuk whispered the last part.
“The point of whispering is to not be heard.” Hyungwon mimicked Minhyuk, causing you to giggle.
“Let’s go, you grumpy log.” You laughed. “It’s getting late, I don’t want you coming back late.”
-
The drive home was spent with you talking about how much you enjoyed your time guys being even more great - and stupid - than you thought they’d be in person.
“Well, at least you enjoyed your day.” Hyungwon smiled towards you. “You deserve to have better days now that he’s gone.”
“Speaking of,” You piped up. “What do you think he wanted?”
“Who knows.” He shrugged. “You didn’t check?” He asked, pulling into your driveway, and looking over to you.
“I’m kinda scared to know.” You admitted, unbuckling your seat belt. “I mean, I cried at the ‘let’s try again’ texts, so who’s to say I won’t cry over whatever he’s saying now?”
“Do you want me to read them instead?” He offered, unbuckling his own seat belt.
“As long as you don’t say anything dumb.” You glared, handing him your phone.
“No promises.” He smiled, snatching the phone from you, and unlocking it. “Messagesssss.” He dragged out as he pushed the little emoticon. “Miiinnn.” He repeated as he looked for the man’s contact, tapping on it once it came in sight. “Last message was sometime around…” He trailed off as he scrolled up, turning the phone slightly as the picture he took came into view.
“Why? Is it bad?” You whined at the action.
“No, I just don’t want you to read anything and get upset.” He mumbled. “How about you go in and get ready? I’ll be in when I’m done.” He smiled softly at your frowning face. “You can even order food? And use my card?” He offered, to which you smiled and nodded. “All it takes is food. You’re so easy.” He fake tsked, reaching into his pocket for his wallet. “Just make sure you order something for me, too.” He laughed, waiting for you to walk inside before turning his attention back to your phone.
“So that’s how it’s gonna be?” - 2:07 am
“Why aren’t you answering?” - 2:08 am
“I know you’re getting my messages.” - 2:10 am
“Is it because he’s with you? You’re just gonna replace me like that? With a fucking pretty boy?” - 2:12 am
“And now you’re not gonna respond? You obviously sent that picture for a reason.” - 2:13 am
“Fine. Have it your way. I’m stopping by tomorrow night.” - 2:16 am
Hyungwon scoffed at the messages before deleting them, along with the picture, and throwing the phone in his lap.
What the hell was his problem? Was he really that jealous over you staying at the dorm when he wasn’t even your boyfriend anymore?
The nerve.
Sighing again, he turned the car off and got out, angrily shoving your phone in his pocket before going inside.
“The delivery guy said twenty minutes tops, so it shouldn’t be too long.” You smiled at him.
“All you care about is food, huh?” He joked.
“Well maybe if you didn’t eat all my food all the time, I wouldn’t care so much.” You glared.
-
After eating - and cleaning up - you had suggested watching something scary, more for background noise than entertainment.
“So..” You trailed off. “Was it bad?” You bit your lip.
“Now you ask?” He chuckled, taking a sip of his Monster. “But no, it wasn’t bad. Just obsessive?” He questioned, trying to think of the right word. “Just stuff like ‘oh, you’re not gonna respond?’, and ‘you’re just gonna replace me like that’.” He mocked in a dumb voice.
“Why are guys like that?” You sighed, throwing yourself back onto the couch.
“Like what?” He furrowed his brows.
“All ‘I don’t want you, but don’t date anyone else.’“ You mocked in a deep voice.
“Who are you dating?” He coughed as he choked on his sip.
“No one, but you know what I mean.” You glared.
“Well obviously I didn’t.” He coughed some more. “Word yourself better next time and we wouldn’t have a problem.” He grumbled.
“I’ve literally been crying to you about how guys suck. Why would I date another one right now?” You deadpanned.
“I don’t know. Maybe the whole ‘get over someone by using someone else’ thing.” He mumbled.
“On another note.” You sighed, ignoring his statement. “You’re a guy, do you know why guys do this shit?”
“I’m not a shitty guy, or at least I don’t think, so I have no idea.” He paused, putting the can to his lips and throwing his head back, finishing it. “But I can fight him for you if you want.” He smirked.
“I appreciate the offer, but the last thing you need is to catch a case.” You laughed lightly.
“Who said I’d get caught?” He raised a brow.
“Okay feisty one, I’m gonna go throw away the trash which you said you would do.” You giggled, as you got up.
“I was gonna do it after I finished my drink.” He defended himself as you walked away to pick up the trash bag. “Which I just did.”
“Well I already got up, so you’re too late.” You smiled, walking back and taking his empty can, throwing it in the bag before tying it closed. “I’ll be back.” You said, slipping on some sandals before going out, mentally cursing as you realized you left the trashcans on the curb from yesterday.
“If I wasn’t kidnapped, I’d totally not have to walk all the way to the curb.” You grumbled to yourself, as you reached them. “I should’ve just let Hyungwon do it.” You continued to grumble as you lifted the lid.
“So you’re with him now?” You heard a familiar voice speak out from the side, and you froze, the lid falling with a loud thud. “Are you not gonna answer?” He spoke louder this time, slightly slurred.
“No.” You spoke softly, not trying to cause a scene. “But it’s not like it matters to you.” You said coldly, watching as Min laugh sarcastically.
“I just wanna know how long it’s been going on.” He hiccuped. “Since we broke up? Since your birthday? Before then?” He got louder the more he spoke, walking closer.
“You’re drunk.” You swallowed thickly while backing away, slightly scared since you knew this side of him.
“And? Answer my question.” He said, stopping slightly as he realized you were pressed against the trashcan.
“I told you we weren’t together.” You repeated louder this time, hoping Hyungwon would hear.
“Don’t bullshit me, y/n.” He chuckled, raising his voice even more. “We both know you had feelings for him.”
“Whether I did or not doesn’t-”
“Yes it fucking does.” He scoffed, taking a step forward, causing you to push against the trashcan, your face instinctively turning to the side in an attempt to block yourself.
“If your problem’s with me, then leave her alone.” Hyungwon spoke out, grabbing your wrist and pulling you behind him. “Go inside.” He said sternly, to which you shook your head, and before he could respond, Min spoke up again.
“Oh, so you got him protecting you now? That’s fucking rich.” He laughed again, stepping towards Hyungwon, who only pushed you back. His position staying. “We all knew you’d end up with him anyways.” He spoke bitterly, looking up at the man.
“Like I said.” Hyungwon’s voice threatening as he stepped forward. “If your problem’s with me, leave her out of it.” He glared.
“How do you know my problem’s with you?” Min laughed.
“My name was in almost every message you sent.” Hyungwon scoffed. “If anyone else read them, they’d think you’re jealous of her, not me.” He took another step. “And you came to her house to ask if me and her were together. It sounds like my presence pisses you off.” He smirked.
Min scoffed before balling his fist.
“I suggest you leave.” Hyungwon spoke up again, his tone holding something you hadn’t heard from him before as he took more steps to back Min into the sidewalk. “If you wanna fight, I suggest you be sober first. Wouldn’t want you making up excuses for losing to a ‘pretty boy’ like me.” He said, pressing a finger to Min’s shoulder and pushing him into the street before turning around and pushing you back towards the door.
“I told you to go inside.” He nearly yelled as he shut the door. “What if something happened? What if he had something? What if I wasn’t here?” He scolded, too lost in his concern to realize you were tearing up.
“What would you would’ve done if-” He stopped talking the second he saw a tear fall and immediately pulled you into his chest.
It was quiet for a while, neither of you saying anything, or more like him not knowing what to say.
Of course he’d fuck up by yelling at you after everything that’s happened.
Of course he’d snap at you even though none of this was your fault.
Of course he’d let his feelings get the best of him.
“I’m sorry for yelling. I shouldn’t have.” He sighed picking his hand up to run it down your hair. “I’m just worried about you.”
“I’ve never seen you so mad before..” You sniffled, remembering how he sounded, how he got in Min’s face. It wasn’t like him.
“I never planned for you to see me that mad.” He chuckled. “I let my feelings get the best of me. I shouldn’t have acted out like that.”
“What feelings?” You questioned, and he looked down at you in disbelief. His whole face basically saying ‘do you really not know?’
“Are you serious?” He laughed.
“I may have a hint..” You paused. “But I just want you to hear you say it.”
“You really strung me along, huh?” He laughed lightly, looking back up. “Do you know how hard it was to not act on it?”
You looked up at him and chewed your lip in contemplation of whether or not to say what you wanted to. But he already said it, so why couldn’t you?
“No one said you couldn’t act on it.” You bit your lip as he looked down at you.
“Say that again.” His response was immediate but his tone was different.
“I said,” You paused, your eyes staring into his. “No one said you couldn-” You were cut off from him pressing his lips to yours, the force strong enough to push your head back, but his hold on you strong enough to keep you in place.
Knowing where to move, he backed you into the couch, turning you both around so he could sit and bring you down on top of him.
His hands never left your hips and when they finally did, they moved up to wrap around the back of your neck, trying to bring you impossibly closer into him while the other hand ran up and down your thigh, squeezing every now and then.
Never did either of you think this would happen. That one of you would finally take that step and remove whatever block was in the way.
But that block only stayed gone for a minute as Hyungwon pulled away, panting and searching your eyes for anything and you could tell he was stopping himself.
“Please, Hyungwon..” You panted, your hands coming up to cup his face. “Don’t stop here.” You whispered, hoping he’d see the sincerity in your eyes.
And though he did, it wasn’t enough for him.
“No, y/n. As much as I’ve wanted to do this, you’re only doing this out of vulnerability. Not because you want me.” He shook his head, trying to get your hands off of him, causing you to tighten your grip.
“But I do want you.” You spoke softly. “I’ve always wanted you…” You trailed off. “I just never thought you’d want me, and Min came along and fucked up my whole mentality on everything.” You took a deep breath. “I wouldn’t tell you to act on your feelings if I didn’t want to act on mine.”
He was quiet, his eyes never leaving yours as you spoke, his hand on the back of your neck rubbing softly while the one that was on your thigh squeezing hard at the mention of him.
So contradicting.
“This wasn’t how I pictured this happening.” He chuckled bitterly. “But I guess timing doesn’t care for trivial things.”
“Please,” You looked at him, your voice breaking. “I want you for you. Not because I’m sad, but because it’s always been you.”
He didn’t reply verbally this time, opting to press his lips back against yours, but softer this time, and you pulled back.
“You’re holding back, Hyungwon.” You whispered. “You don’t have to.”
“I don’t want to hurt you.” He whispered back. “I came on way too rough the first time.” He laughed.
“Be rough with me, please.” You started. “I want to get lost in you. I only want you on my mind.”
“Of all the things I imagined you saying, that was never one of them.” He chuckled. “Are you sure?” He said, scanning your eyes for any hint of denial.
Instead of speaking up, you nodded your head, but it wasn’t enough for him.
“Words. I need to hear you say it.”
“Yes.” You spoke up. “Help me forget him.“
As if a switch flipped, the Hyungwon you had before was back and he was on you as if you’d disappear at any given moment.
You thought about what he said earlier, the whole ‘using someone to forget someone else’ and now weren’t sure if ‘forget’ was the right word to use, but if wasn’t, you were pretty sure he’d have stopped.
Maybe he said it because he wanted to be the one to help you forget someone.
Either way, you were reveling in the way his lips moved from yours to trail down your neck, randomly biting while his hands moved down to your thighs, occasionally moving up to play with the hem of your leggings.
“Fuck, Hyungwon.” Your hips rolled against his as he bit a specific spot and he smirked before biting down again, harder this time.
“Do you know how bad I wanted to do this last night and all damn day?” He rasped out between kisses, sucking a hickey above your collarbone. “Seeing you walk around in my shirt like that.” He whispered before going to the other side of your neck. “God, you look so good.” He growled, roughly sucking hickies onto your skin.
“I wanted nothing more than to fuck you senseless while you wore that damn shirt,” He whispered, his hands rubbing closer to where you wanted him. “Have you screaming my name and letting everyone know who’s really meant for you.” He growled as his fingers rubbed you over your leggings. “I bet you would’ve loved it, huh, babygirl.” He whispered in your ear before nibbling on your lobe.
“Yes, fuck.” You threw your head to the side, bucking your hips into his hand, while his other came around to grab your throat, squeezing harder every time he spoke.
“Have you beg for me to touch you.” He whispered, his hand slipping under your leggings to rub you over your panties. smirking at the wet spot he felt. ”Beg for me to fuck you.” He whispered before rubbing harder. “Beg for me to let you cum.”
“Fuck, Hyungwon, yes.“ You whined out, your hips trying to press against his fingers for something. Anything.
But he pulled away with a smug smirk instead.
“Then get up.”
“Wha-”
“I said,” He tilted his head. “Get. Up.”
“Hyungw-”
“Get up now, or I’m not touching you again.” He deadpanned, and out of fear he meant it, you got up and stood in front of him. “Sit here instead.” He smiled, moving you over his thigh and you stared at him confused.
“What, baby? Never ridden a thigh before?” He smirked as you blushed. “I’ll help you then.” He smiled, leading you over his leg and letting you get used to the feeling, smirking as your eyes closed from the pressure.
“Doesn’t it feel good?” He spoke up, his voice lower as he flexed his thigh, smirking as you moaned out, your hips moving against him on their own accord.
“I want more, please.” You whined, rutting against him.
“Where would the fun in that be?” He cocked a brow, flexing his thigh again.
“Please, I’ll let you do whatever you want to me next time, I just really really really need you right now.” Your voice came out pathetic, but you really couldn’t find it in you to care.
“Be careful what you say, baby.” He teased, getting up abruptly and turning you around so you fell into the couch, leaving you to look up at him with pleading eyes. “Because next time, I might be more than you can handle.”
You didn’t have time to respond before he knelt in front you, his hands grabbing at the hem of your leggings before pulling them off, you lifting your hips to help him.
“Hyungwon please-” You choked out. “I can’t-” You were cut off with a smack to your thigh.
“You can.” He started, staring up at you while he kissed your thigh, making a trail up. “And you will.”
You didn’t respond, instead starting to squirm from anticipation, your hand grabbing at his hair in hopes of getting him to get up, but your plan was ruined as he pulled away.
“Hands.” He said simply holding out his hand.
You shook your head and he reached for your both of your hands, putting your wrists in one hand before continuing his teasing.
“Hyungw-” You were cut off as he bit your thigh, the surprise sting making you jolt.
“Let me have my fun.” Was all he said before kissing higher, switching between the top of your thigh to the inside.
“Don’t you want me right here?” He asked softly, looking up at you with puppy eyes. “You said you wanted more, and that’s what I’m giving you.”
You had no words, knowing full well you wouldn’t be getting out of this, and you relaxed against the cough in frustration.
“Be a good girl and just enjoy yourself.” He whispered before licking a strip up your clothed slit.
“Oh-Oh my god.” You whimpered, your hips bucking into his face. “Why do you tease so much.” You whined, your arms trying to fight against his grip, only to have it tightened.
“You said you wanted to get lost in me.” He mumbled before licking over you again. “That you wanted me to be the only thing on your mind.” He mumbled, pressing his mouth harder against you. “I think I’m doing a pretty good job at that.”
At this point, you felt like crying. Of all the times he chose to listen to you, it was the time when all you wanted was for him to finally touch you.
“I’ll beg, just please. I can’t anymore.” You whined, your hips wiggling as you squirmed.
“Then let me hear it.” He suggested. “Beg for it.” He teased before going back to licking at your clothed slit.
“Fuck~” You whined. “Please fuck me, touch me, anything. I’ll do whatever you want. I’ll call you whatever you want, I promise I’ll be a good girl for you, just please, for fucks sake, do something.” You whined out, your hands fighting in vain against his hold.
“You sound so pretty when you beg, baby.” He groaned, getting off his knees and helping you up so you were standing in front of him, his hands coming up to the buttons of his flannel, pausing when you tensed up. “It’s okay.” He looked at you. “I’m right here.” He leaned down, pressing his lips to yours again, softer this time while he worked on the buttons, letting the garment fall to the floor before pulling away.
“So beautiful.” He whispered to himself, bending his head down to take your nipple into his mouth while his hand gave the other attention. “I can’t wait to cover you in my marks one day.” He smiled, dropping to his knees while he kissed down your torso, his hands following by running down your sides, stopping at the hem of your panties before slowly pulling them down and letting them fall so you could step out of them.
“I’m gonna take care of you.” Was all he said before shoving his head into you, his tongue lapping at you like you’d be his last meal.
“Hyungwon-” Your knees buckled, but his hands came up to grasp your thighs, keeping you up while your hands attached themselves to his hair.
You let him have his way until you felt yourself about to cum, the teasing finally catching up to you.
“Hyungwon- I- fuck-” You whimpered as your thighs shook.
He got the point and got up, only to bend you over the armrest of the couch, your new angle giving him the perfect view of your ass.
“Fuck, I’ve always thought about this.” He groaned, working at his pants. “Making you feel so good, you can’t help but scream.” He said, dropping his pants and boxers, kicking them to the side before grabbing himself and running it up and down your slit. “I wonder how many times you’ve thought about it.” He smirked to himself.
“Please~” You whined, pushing yourself back onto him.
“So needy for me.” He licked his lips as he slid his tip in, reveling in the small moans you let out as he slowly slid in, not giving you time to adjust before pulling out and slamming back into you. “I wonder just how needy you’ve been.”
“So much.” You whined, clenching around him, smiling softly when he hissed.
“Such a naughty girl you’ve been, y/n.” He tsked, his hands moving to hold your hips, stroking slowly. “Keeping your thoughts all to yourself.” He groaned, trying his hardest not to ruin you completely.
“Hyungwon, faster.” You panted, your hands balling into fists by your head.
“What’s the rush, baby?” He teased, leaning over to press a kiss against your shoulder, his strokes speeding up just a bit. “Don’t you wanna enjoy yourself?”
“I want you to ruin me.” You let out in a broken whimper. “Fuck me so hard I’m crying. So hard I don’t know what to do with myself. So hard I have no choice but to take it. So hard I’m forced to just lay here and moan.” You nearly cried. “So hard that your name is the only word I know.”
Your plea seemed to do the trick as you heard him laugh lightly before biting down on your shoulder and speeding up on his thrusts, the pace nearly brutal compared to what he was giving you before.
You had no words, the only thing running through your mind was Hyungwon and how good he was making you feel.
You guess he seemed to notice this as he spoke up again.
“Like this, baby?” He questioned with a pant. “You’re so quiet now.” He smirked to himself. “Let me hear you.”
Your response consisted of a mix of gasps and whimpers, not being able to think straight.
He seemed satisfied given that he didn’t ask again and he gripped your hips harder, holding you in place while he used his full force to fuck into you.
So forceful you’d almost assume he hated you or that he was trying to prove a point.
And maybe he was.
Trying to prove that it should’ve been him this whole time. Him kissing you. Him loving you. Him fucking you.
And the closer he brought you to your orgasm, the more you thought it should’ve been him, too. Especially when his hand came around to rub harsh circles on your clit, your thighs shaking from how close you were.
“Don’t even try holding it.” He growled. “None of that cumming together bullshit.” He panted. “Cum for me. Cum all over me.” He coaxed you, his voice sweet compared to his current actions.
“Hyungwon, I-I- Fuck!” You were cut off by him rubbing harsher circles against you, giving you no choice but to accept it, your thighs giving out as you came.
“That’s it, baby.” He smiled down at your fucked out form, slowing down so you could ride it out before speeding up again, chasing his own orgasm, smirking when you whimpered. “What’s wrong, baby?”
“Can’t take a bit of over stimulation?”
#this is lowkey highkey kinda bad#like really bad#like really really really bad#but it's for me mostly so sorry you guys had to suffer#i'll make it up someway i promise#Monsta X#monsta x smut#monsta x reactions#monsta x scenario#monsta x imagines#hyungwon#hyungwon smut#hyungwon scenario#hyungwon imagines#chae hyungwon#chae hyungwon smut#chae hyungwon scenario#chae hyungwon imagines#kpop#kpop smut#kpop scenarios#kpop imagines#mine
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Episode 1 - "I know the game will pick up eventually" ~Shaad
chile lemme not get thrown out for making all these stan twitter bitch references I'M LICHERALLY HARMLESS I DON'T MEAN MOST OF WHAT I SAY DKJFHASJKLDG
~
ngl tho i'm kinda shitting myself over these challenges bc i don't wanna get tossed on the first round JKAHFSJKDGHJ my ant eye et tea is through the ROOF
~
oh girl, first impressions? ngl, the gays and girls here seem quite lovely, hopefully they won't have to carry me the entire time LMAO
Okay like the only person I like/talked to is Jodi but she seems like a smart cookie so ima sleep with one eye open. But idk I'm ready to put on my fake ass smile and my fake ass kind words and get through this part. It's interesting with 6 people per tribe like if we lose I don't have that solid "core" yet but theres a chance that it would be me, jodi, amy because we were the first three on and active so idk. the immunity challenge is cool, the hunt challenge is cool too. im not good at timed puzzles, so I don't think I'm gonna go for it but a part of me feels like everyone across the tribes isnt gonna do it becsuse theyre scared so thats a good opportunity to sneak in and play with less people against me? idk idk idk ahhh
🎶Oh my god we're back again🎶
Hey peeps!! :DDD Here I am againnnn, how fun! Tbh I forgot this was today lowkey and Dylan reminded me and I was like oop 😳 also I am so sorry to everyone that I cannot help but sprinkle the fact that we are now dating in all of my first convos bc IM VERY GAY apologies✨ for how often I'm mentioning it I mean 😂
My tribemates seems so cool, Jennifer and Babs are newbies but seem up to the challenge, Jay A and Colin already giving off immaculate vibes✨
Me and Dyl are hosting Ingary in a month and I do have like work and everything so I don't know exaclty how active I'll be in this game/ how far I'll make it but we'll see won't we!!
not me being a leader of whateva
~
it's the lack of reading comprehension for me (that was shade directed towards myself)
In the fools tribe !!! Moth is in my tribe which is good because we have played together before. The immunity challenge is divide and conquer! So I believe I will be doing the endurance one. I think I’ll be okay... and the hunt announcement is a good twist !!! I’m not sure if I’ll participate in the first one.. but I’ll probably change my mind. ANYWAYS, I’m ready to kick some ass
Hey guys it's me Brayden and I am so here. I'm so excited to be playing again and stuff and I have already predicted the future that I'll be the winner. Anyways I was at an award ceremony for like the first 3 hours of the game which is kind of scary bc I feel like I missed alot but I'm trying to talk to people and stuff and see what's going on. I've briefly talked to Jodi, Amy, and Ginnifer (who is so hard to talk to btw I like send her messages trying to start a real conversation and she will just respond being like same or something). Anyways the other 2 people on my tribe are offline rn so ig I missed my chance to talk to them tonight so I'll do that tomorrow. Anyways I signed up to do counting and I'm so excited bc I literally KILLED the counting challenge on Kyoshi Islands so I'm so excited to hopefully kill it again. I also decided to play the hunt challenge even though I only have 3 chances bc I'm hoping alot of people will be scared to use one of their three chances to play in the first round and I can have a better chance of winning it. But I think I'm bad at puzzles. I didn't think it through that hard I think I got excited to play a challenge but whatever I'll probably win the advantage then in a few weeks win the whole game anyways see u later.
SO its the morning after the premiere!! Everyone's settled in!! and I kinda don't know how to feel?? Overall the premiere was kinda quiet, nothing happened worth noting tbh. Everyone on the tribe showed up, so thats good, but i think we're all just feeling each other out at the moment
as for the people on my tribe! everyone seems chill but also i can't put my finger on it but SOMEHOW this tribe radiates chaotic energy. I don't know HOW or WHY but I just know it DOES. The way we're interacting in the tribe chat it seems like there's a very wide range of personalities and vibes. They're either gonna complement each other or clash, and I guess we're just gonna have to wait to find out which one!!!
here are my quick night 1 first impressions that no one asked for :)
Anastasia - she showed up kinda late bc she had life happening, understandable. BUT she kinda just jumped right in and started vibing with everyone!! so I think she's gonna be a strong social player. I talked to her and she seems really funny, I think I might really get close with her if I'm able to talk to her more
Babs - IF our tribe does end up being chaotic, it's going to be because of Babs. They're definitely the most talkative and prominent person on the tribe, but I think they might come off as messy to others. they're really funny though!! so again I can see myself wanting to work with them if I can get to know them more. They are the biggest question mark on the tribe for me currently
Elle - AH. I LOVE THEM ALREADY. Within minutes of us talking they mentioned Dylan and then I found out that they're DATING and I was SCREECHING. cutest shit i've ever heard. I'm so excited to meet and play with them. Dylan is one of my fave people in the org community so ofc I wanna get to know Elle and connect with them as well!!
Jay - I think Jay seems like just a very genuine open person?? Like we talked for quite a while yesterday just about games and he was asking me questions about my experience with them and all that. idk if it's because he sees me as a threat or if its because he just actually wanted to get to know me. He lowkey gives me heterosexual vibes and idk if thats true or not but idk how to bring it up. but I def wanna keep talking to him and getting to know him!! I think he might be someone I can form a genuine friendship with
Jennifer - kinda have no opinion so far. I think shes the quietest on the tribe. at least for me I didn't get the chance to hear from her much. kinda gives catfish vibes. kinda gives early boot vibes. idk. we'll see what happens!
Not too much yet tbh. Just finding my footing. People are loving my energy so hopefully they’ll keep me around
So i realized Amy is runner up from the season before mine in another org and so we connected over that... of course we are not going to tell anyone else but we did have that going for us to get started. brayden is only 16 but he told me he loves magic and wanted to learn more about it so i told him id teach him some stuff! dennis and i called and connected well BUT hes kinda playing SUPER hard and wanting to throw challenges already to vote people out.. this has never worked out for anybody!! josh is cool, he works at a grocery store so he's gonna kill the "b" challenge. ginnifer has been the most MIA but i have faith that we'll work together well for the popularity contest. yall know i cant play the reverse flirt game i so badly want to coin, but i do have romance tea for yall tomorrow. stay tuned........
Jay and I talked last night so i guess we're best friends. We decided to make an alliance and try to get Elle in it. But everyone has been pretty inactive besides Jay and Collin. I've only slightly talked to Jessica this whole game and Babs hasn't even said one thing to me and I texted them hi. And apperently Babs has left Jay on opened too so they might just suck at talking right now. Hopefully Babs will talk to me they seem so funny and cool D:
I won endurance 👑!!!! Hopefully the fools tribe wins this!!!! I played against Jennifer and Dennis. I could see myself playing with Dennis down the line if we merge.
I haven’t talked to anyone but Moth. So I messaged my whole tribe Introducing myself. Hopefully things work out for me!
Thoughts after the first 24hrs: https://youtu.be/I62bDSzgf68
You hear something ??? Same. Why is my tribe so quiet 😂😂😂😂 I’m trying to read off the vibes but I see nothing.
I really love my tribe and the fact that they don’t know I played last season is a good strategy to play on my end
tbh i wish we lost i wanted to go to tribal and vote one of these people out :(
Welp we got second place in the first challenge :| which isn't bad!! But it's not first place 😂😂. But I had a fun day taking pictures so whateverssss. I said I would be chaotic in this game but the opportunity hasn't presented itself yet...
Guess we'll have to wait and see✨
I think at this point, my team is shady and won't say anything to me so I am nervous.
The challenges were way harder than I thought. I didn't do well at all and let my tribe down. I feel like I will be the first to get voted out if we have a tribal hearing.
We lost yay. I had a feeling. Hopefully the tribe will keep me around for now since I won endurance....
lhsisowjshwowpwpwheowowhfiwpqpqpjw. Jared thinks we can vote Bri out. Which I’m fine with, I haven’t really talked to her at all. Jared and I are going to message the others and see where everyone’s head is at. Honestly I don’t care who goes home as long as I’m safe. Everyone is quiet which is so annoying.
Blahhhhhhhhhh
Well it’s my 3rd time playing and it’s not off to the best start, no one seems to be talking to anyone. And we lost meaning we are going to tribal council. So fuck-
I have no idea what about to happen. I’m just hoping it’s not me or Jess
if i must confess, my strategy is to have a 4-3-2 alliance. i need a 4 to have a majority, but i dont have a 4 yet. within the 4, theres a three person alliance w me jodi and amy, but within that three i believe that the core 2 is myself and jodi. i really dont care who the 4th is. i like having jodi and amy as an alliance because theyre both doing wayy too much which is great for me :) i dont think any of these people have idols but who knows. i would love to throw the next immunity i wanna go to tribal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Looks like we’ve got something good. We’ve got an alliance that’s set to (hopefully) vote out bri due to inactivity. Let’s just pray it works
~
Trying to talk in this tribe is so difficult
In both my other seasons I was pretty quiet all the time
It is like that x10000
I was hoping to stay under the radar but that doesn’t work if no one talks at all
I suppose it depends on if I’m being played or if everyone just doesn’t talk.
I think there’s a plan. Let’s hope it goes well
OKAY SO. Moth, Jared and I have a little alliance going on. We are set on voting out Bri. I just talked to Danny and Shaad and they are down with voting Bri out. I have high hopes that I’ll be safe at tribal.
Better communication.. in sticking with that fact, our communication in my team could be better and we need to put more effort into what we do, I believe in us!
https://youtu.be/595h7hmL6VY
The start to this game has been a freaking snails pace...it’s unbelievable to me that these people do not want to talk that much, especially when it’s a tribe of 6. Colin and I talk the most, I’ve gotten a decent amount out of Anastasia, and to me it feels like those 2 wants to work with me and I am fine with working with them. Usually in a larger group you want to figure out who you can work with long term and use the first few tribals to establish trust, I may throw that out the window since there’s only 5 other people on this tribe. My strategy needs to be who the hell can get me past these first few votes before a swap happens, and I feel like I can rely on Colin and Anastasia for that. I’d like to pull in Elle, because she’s the one who’s talked to me the most out of her, Babs, and Jennifer. Everyone seems nice, but it would be lovely if people would be more active.
I’m enjoying the fact our tribe won the first challenge everyone is very nice I love it :)
This round has been pretty smooth sailing. I know the game will pick up eventually but for now, we are just going with the flow as a tribe
https://youtu.be/UZVzZ6d6GRU
~
ok so apparently ginnifer isn't famous. she's just a bit quiet and mysterious. ok with me, just gonna take a while because I'm a loud and outspoken person (and player). amy, dennis and I have an alliance called "fang gang" (it's really just 3 emojis of vampires) and we're going to run the premerge hopefully. I do like brayden a lot, and maybe I'll propose a 3 with him, amy and myself to have a solid 4 control the votes until a swap. round 1 not bad so far!
~~~
Edgics:
Power Rankings:
Phantom
Jodi: I believe Jodi is thriving on this tribe. She is very obviously a social player who picks up on the littlest details. I’m sure she can sniff out a plot if it comes down to it. However, Jodi is the plot. She is the leader of her tribe and is easily the most active person in the game at the moment. So long as she keeps a smile on her face and doesn’t overextend to do something messy, she will find that she will make it safely to merge. Allying with Amy could be dangerous however since Amy has stated she needs to be voted out before a certain date. This means that Jodi needs to socialize with other members of her tribe and get new allies before hers will inevitably be voted out of the game.
Amy: Even though she wants to get voted out, Amy has set herself up perfectly at Jodi’s side. She can take the heat off of herself using Jodi and is able to hide better than others. As always, her UTR game has come out to shine. She hasn’t had anyone call her out and even though Jodi has seen her play she is still able to gain her trust.
Josh: Doing so well in the challenge has earned Josh’s place here. He makes his worth known early and has a great personality as well. This makes him very safe for any early tribal councils as no one is going to want to take him out; they want him on their side. Similar to Amy, he just seems to be using an under the radar social game which he is executing well at the present moment. And, as the star of the challenge, he makes himself safe for future tribals before the swap. However, I do fear that this early impression of competition prowess will come back to haunt him if he makes it to the merge.
Dennis: I would put Dennis higher, but Jodi, his ally, already is suspicious of him. She seems to think of him as a bit of a sneak and, as the tribe leader, her opinions matter the most. It is good that he is able to be Jodi’s ally so she might stray away from voting him out. However, his desire to go to tribal and play the game so early may bite him in the butt later down the line. I can definitely see him being called out for trying to play too hard too fast. At the moment, he remains high because he seems to be decently social and no one except Jodi has sniffed him out.
Brayden: There’s not much to say on Brayden’s game. He doesn’t seem to have any allies, his challenge performance wasn’t as good as others on his tribe, and he is not in any alliances yet. This spells disaster for Brayden if his tribe goes to consecutive tribal councils. Additionally, even though he was one of the few to play in the Hunt, he didn’t win and wasn’t even close to doing so. He even gave up part way through to do the immunity challenge. I would be saving them if I were Brayden, but hindsight is 20/20. If Brayden can squeeze into being the fourth of the Jodi, Amy, Dennis alliance instead of Josh then maybe his game forecast will be better.
Ginnifer: The thing that lands Ginnifer on the bottom is that she said that her tribe could vote her out if they lost the challenge. This primes people to already be willing to get rid of her in this game. Additionally, some people have expressed difficulty with talking to Ginny such as Jodi and Amy. The former still wants to give Ginny a try at being an ally while the latter was ready to vote her out if necessary. Ginny just needs to pick up social steam and outperform in the next comp if she’s going to have longevity in this game.
Fools
Jessica: In lieu of a clear leader, Jessica has stepped up as she started the first alliance on her tribe with Moth and Jared. No doubt, Jessica’s prior relationship with Moth helped facilitate. Additionally, this seems to paint them as the “active” members of this not active tribe. Therefore, it will be very easy for Jessica to dictate votes without getting labelled as a threat since her tribe is not active enough to do so. I can definitely see her leaning on Moth as a crutch, but for now she is the topdog of her tribe. Especially so since she was the only member of her tribe to win a challenge in Divide and Conquer.
Moth: As Jessica’s right-hand person, Moth is a secure spot. It also helped that they have played this game before and is on a not active tribe. This vibes well with Moth’s gameplay style since they aren’t a social powerhouse like Jodi or Colin. Instead, she keeps it more lowkey which makes this tribe in particular a great tribe for her to thrive in.
Jared: While he hasn’t provided a confessional yet, it’s clear he’s positioned himself well with Moth and Jessica. As the topdogs of the tribe, they are key people to get in with. Besides that, he seems to be a little more active than some others, but there’s not much else to say as of right now.
Danny/Shaad: Him and Shaad can trade spots on this ranking because they are playing similar games at the moment. They are both quiet and inactive, yet are not part of the core alliance of this tribe. This could spell danger for them in upcoming tribal councils if they don’t start working on people now. They seem to be safe for now based solely on Bri’s inactivity, but, otherwise, they need to pick up their socio-strategic game before it is too late.
Bri: She seems to be the most likely person to get voted out. She was not online at all for the first two days of the game and has since remained inactive. She is easy pickings for the top 3 of this tribe which really hurts my heart. I know her in real life and she is very sociable and easy to get along with. I have no doubt that in a real life game of Survivor or Big Brother, she would kill the social game.
S.E.E.S.
Colin: Similar to Jodi, Colin is the most social person on his tribe at the moment. However, unlike Jodi, he has not taken a leader position which works to his benefit. Despite being social, Colin has been able to slip under the radar of most people with a lot of them wanting to work with him. Colin is easily going to survive until the swap, but I will caution him from getting too many allies too quickly. This tribe in particular has a wildcard willing to blow things like that up so he needs to be careful.
Elle: Similar to her previous games, Elle plays an extraordinary social game and becomes very well-liked very easily. They have no problem fitting into any situation and I foresee them making it far if they gain the right allies. What puts her at number 2 as opposed to number 1 is that she hasn’t made any strategic comments yet. Instead, she is focusing on a social game which is not a bad thing. Colin has just shown more of his gameplay in these rounds.
Anastasia: Anastasia, despite being late to the premiere, has been able to socialize with key people such as Colin and Jay. Her prior connection with Elle has also sparked an interest in Colin in working with the two of them as an alliance. Overall, her and Elle sort of share the 2 and 3 spot since they are both well-liked, did well in the challenge, and are prime allies for Colin whose word will feel like law if this tribe ever goes to tribal.
Jay: Jay is neither here nor there. He isn’t in the bottom, but he is not calling the shots either. It is good that Colin wants him as his number 1 and that Anastasia likes him. Out of the three outside of this potential Elle, Colin, Anastasia alliance, he seems like he will be most likely to be saved until a swap occurs. His calls with people have certainly been helping with that as people are able to bond more with him through there. His activity could use work, but he doesn’t need to be active if he’s liked.
Babs: With another Jodi comparison, Babs has taken the leadership position of their tribe. However, they are not as social and, in fact, considered a big threat since they are so willing to talk freely and openly in the tribe chat. Their gameplay is going to be Messy, and people have already pointed that out, making them a clear target if this tribe goes to tribal council. Despite that, they aren’t at the bottom since some people, like Colin, have expressed interest in working with that kind of player as a sort of shield. If Babs were to tone it down and be more social with people (another problem with their game), they may be able to crawl up these rankings.
Jennifer: Sadly I have to put another phonetic Jennifer at the bottom. She did the worst in the challenge across her tribe and isn’t active either. For this round, it seems she would be the easy vote if this tribe had gone to tribal. She needs to start being more social and be more of a presence in people’s minds.
1 note
·
View note
Text
the master plotting post is below the cut. it’s kinda long so good luck fam. it’s really more about where my character are and how they’re doing but i am hoping that will help us both brainstorm some ideas together. i have put trigger warnings next to each individual blurb so that way if you’re worried about anything you can read the rest while skipping any that are potentially triggering. this is just where characters are starting a few of them i may still update, especially for characters who fears i haven’t completely worked out. toss this a like if you’d be interested in plotting and i will come to you! i will get another call out specifically for starters closer to the event
level 1: windstorm
asami sato / the legend of korra / unaware
girl is not really phased by the windstorm and will be pushing through and probably wind up leveling up. she’ll also be offering to help where she can so like if any characters need help to level up or just get by she will be around we can def do something. she’ll probably be getting pieces of her memories back in the storm but nothing concrete. probably one of my characters who realistically has a chance of making it to the safe zone. definitely open to teaming up
leveling up: probably
plots: anyone else trying to level up she can work with, someone to help out
blue sargent / the raven cycle / aware
not entirely sure what my plan for her is tbh. she’s seen like all the wild shit washington has thrown and honestly might try to find somewhere to bunker down and wait it out or maybe level up but either way she’ll be a fun mixed of chill yet pissed while on this level. not freaking out but annoyed after all of the things that happened her. a potential reluctant teammate
leveling up: a reluctant maybe
plots: someone she winds up working with for a bit even though teamwork and being nice is not her strong suit
lily evans / harry potter / aware
let’s be real after everything she’s been through in washington the windstorm does not feel like a big deal and she’s charging through to get through to the next level. she will ultimately wind up losing all of her memories as a result
leveling up: no
plots: teammates, people she knows who can find her after her memory loss, some help after her memory loss, someone she helps, since afterwards she’ll be bunkering down and helping people out
max caulfield / life is strange / aware
my one character? who is terrified for storms? caught in the windstorm? asdlfkjad incredible. anyway max is going to be freaking out and almost definitely stuck here the whole time she is terrified of storms and will be hoping to find a nice corner to crawl in and stay in with her hands over her ears
leveling up: no
plots: someone to help her please she will be screwed on her own,
melody pond/river song / doctor who / awareish
she will absolutely be leveling up. river is a high energy adventurer who is so shit at sitting still there’s no way she’s not moving up. honestly will be pretty unbothered in this level at least. i may give her some flashes of her parents from the windstorm to kind of set her on edge. down to team up though she’s always out for herself first and will ditch partners as needed
leveling up: probably
plots: let her be a chaotic teammate for someone, an injury she reluctantly treats as she tries to get out of there
pansy parkinson / harry potter / aware
honestly she’s mostly just tired and pissed. pansy, though obnoxious, is logical and focused on her own survival first. she’ll probably wind up finding a save space to be and see this thing out. if anyone needs some slightly less chaotic plots she’s probably someone good to hit up. she could be open to being the obnoxious teammate someone has ever had.
leveling up: no
plots: teammates in the sort of self serving way, bunkering down buddies, drinking buddies, a calm party crew
persephone / percy jackson / aware
she’s a goddess she’s vibing and almost definitely leveling up tbh she doesn’t know what’s going on and her main priorities are finding hades and reluctantly nico but will try to offer some help where she can
leveling up: probably
plots: some people she helps out to either safety or level up,
level 2: nightmares come to life
ben hargreeves / the umbrella academy / aware
his nightmares are p limited ngl since being dead kind of takes away a lot of fears. i mean his main one was passing on and he did that last season so, i guess it’ll kinda be his powers. of course he’s mostly afraid of losing control and hurting people, but he’ll probably just be seeing/dealing with vague eldritch creatures. could maybe deal with his fear long enough but that’s really the only way he’s potentially leveling up. potentially open to teaming up
leveling up: doubtful
plots: some people he helps, teammates, maybe someone he accidentally hurts cause he does have powers and he may lash out when spooked so could cause an inury,
jang man wol / hotel del luna / aware / level 2: nightmares come to life
her fears are complicated. like ? she mostly fears and hates herself lmao. i suppose she has some fear of the gods in her world but they aren’t really violent and can only hurt her if she hurts a human so she might be seeing them and getting freaked out and jumpy and convinced she’s gonna do something that ultimately gets her destroyed. honestly though, she’s at the second most stable she’s been in a while (a step down since chan sung’s memory loss) so she will be making her way to level 3 at some point.
leveling up: yes
plots: uh, maybe someone she almost lashes out and hurts but manages to last minute hold back, someone she helps/protects to avoid her own problems, though she wouldn’t be nice about it rip
jaskier / the witcher / unaware / level 2: nightmares come to life
this is my emotional support idiot he doesn’t really have any tangible fears not because he’s strong he’s just dumb, will be running straight into things trying to help people out. i would say he should get hurt but this man has survivridiculouslysly well on luck and charisma so far and i don’t think that’s going to change anytime soon. if i think of a fear for him i will update this. will probably find someone who looks strong to leech off of and feel safer around. you just know this idiot is writing a song about the whole experience as it occurs.
leveling up: maybe
plots: someone more powerful than him he follows around for safety
karolina dean / runaways / unaware
aaah um i’m not entirely decided on what her fear is yet at the moment but she’ll be doing her best to deal with it. honestly i don’t think she’ll be leveling up karolina is strong but struggling without her memories in terms of fighting. i might have her see her dad a bit even though she won’t recognize him she’ll feel the fear
leveling up: no
plots: any sort of teammates cause she works well in groups, maybe someone who sees her attempting to use her powers to fight things off
kyoshi / avatar the last airbender / unaware
so kyoshi is not afraid of much. she’s a seven foot tall beast of a woman/nerd so of course she isn’t, but, i’m saying she’s afraid of clowns, because kyoshi is gonna panic and wind up bending in defense. of course she has no memories so she’s gonna spend the rest of the event like ‘hey what the fuck was that????’ honestly she may be able to level up but she’ll probably be focusing on helping people in level 2 as best she can
leveling up: no
plots: a teammate would be fine though she’ll probably only want one, she’ll have just discovered her bending so someone can be around for her to yell about that, any people she attempts to protect/get to safety
lavender brown / harry potter / aware
werewolves! she’s scared of them! because of course she is! and she’s absolutely flipping out! she’s probably stuck here ngl i do not think lavender is conquering this anytime soon. she’d fight a little bit but i imagine she’s mostly going to wind up hiding out. could probably use some help or support ngl. i debated saying she could get injured but i feel like this is already going to be rough enough on her ngl
leveling up: no
plots: anyone to help her out she could use it, i would offer her as a teammate but she’s going to be pretty freaked out so idk how much she can do, but maybe someone she likes hides out with and just tries to survive with
michiru kaioh / sailor moon / aware
death tw welcome to lesbian suffering. her biggest fear is going to end up in her seeing haruka’s dead body and uh, she’s definitely not recovering from this one she will be staying on this level the whole time probably losing her mind a little bit and not knowing what happened and blaming herself and it’s all going to be rough.
leveling up: no
plots: she may attempt to team up with a person or two but her mood is going to be awful and she won’t be a great teammate, honestly anyone around to try and keep her slightly grounded
sam giddings / until dawn / aware
hello happy children it’s wendigo time! exactly what it sounds like. she’s not leveling up. this is a monster that eats people and can only be killed with fire. sam is running. going to be terrified but not freaking out at least not externally. might go for a minor injury with her. down to team up with anyone
leveling up: no
plots: lmao survival buddies, despite everything she will try to be helping people out so there could be something for that
toph beifong / avatar the last airbender / aware
so toph’s fears will probably include not having any earth around or below her. honestly this fear is less about her seismic sense and not being able to tell where things are around her. her other senses are still good even if it’s really not ideal and that will be partially upsetting, it’s more about feeling like she lost her earthbending. she’s also terrified of heights after dangling off of the warship in the finale so i might do something with that. i doubt she’s leveling up. down to reluctantly team up.
leveling up: no
plots: would be willing to team up but she’s feeling a little useless and stressed so how great she’d be as a partner would be mixed, she could cause an injury if anyone wants since she can’t sense any earth but i’m assuming there’s still going to be things she can bend around, so maybe some sort of an accident with that, honestly let her make a friend she’s not against help from friends will hold onto their arm most of the time
level 3: poisoned supernaturals
ciel phantomhive / black butler / aware
gun tw: this boy has already had bad experiences with supernaturals so he’s not in a good mood about any of this. he’s got a gun and his concerns are himself and lizzie and that is about it. he knows physical strength is not his strong suit and has no intention of trying to fight his way out. may try and play the small defenseless boy card if he needs to in order to get some help and protection from actual nice humans on the level. not available to team up. available to trip another character while they’re both fleeing from the same thing.
leveling up: no
plots: someone who he injures, someone who injures him, a human he partners up with and could betray cause he’s a selfish little shit if that’s something someone’s interested in, or some human who’s physically strong who he pays to be around him as some sort of safety
dominique weasley / harry potter / aware
not a huge chance she’s doing anything but staying here and going ape shit. does not really have the willpower to manage to fight off the poison. is solidly in the middle between barely dangerous to destructive beast.
leveling up: no
plots: a feral crew, someone she hurts, someone who tries to snap her out of it, anything
elsa of arendelle / frozen / aware
ice queen time babey! will be pretty destructive and very dangerous. open to her killing someone’s character if anyone wants since i’d love her to be upset about that after the fact. she already thinks she’s a danger let’s prove it!! she might wind up fighting off the poison but idk it would take a hot minute since she’s had a lot of stress and frustration lately and it’ll be coming out!! she’s ready to do some damage
leveling up: maybe
plots: someone she hurts and can feel real guilty about, someone who tries to snap her out of it
entrapta / she-ra / unaware
not nearly as concerned about danger as she should be. probably out here purposely trying to approach supernaturals to get a blood sample i hate her. not looking for her to die but could be open to a semi-serious injury. might level up ngl if she finds decent tech she will be able to defend herself. open to team ups but she’s not a great team partner
leveling up: maybe
plots: teammates. maybe someone who teams up with her to use her more than anything since she can build attack bots with really any scraps she can find so she’s good for people looking for defense and will not be able to tell she’s being used
glinda upland / wicked / aware
me realizing just this second glinda probably counts as a supernatural cause she’s got magic: 👁👄👁 so yeah uh this one is difficult i think she’ll be working to fight it off. even with poison she would not be good at being violent fam.
leveling up: maybe
plots: uuuh poisoned people trying to push her to the dark side, someone trying to help her fight it off, maybe a human she fights but doesn’t hurt, or if so it’s something minor, anything
haruhi fujioka / ouran high school host club / aware
does not know what’s going on and isn’t sure they want to. tbh slightly similar to entrapta in the sense that they can manage self defense alright. they’re going to pepper spray a supernatural so fucking hard i swear to god. they aren’t like a super amazing fighter and sometimes they’re too reckless and stubborn for their own good, but haruhi is smart, and will probably mostly be hiding. they could be available for trying to help out other humans on the level
leveling up: maybe
plots: single teammate or group of humans getting by, a not too strong supernatural for her to fight cause i don’t want her getting too hurt, but could be up for a small injury, anyone she helps
ji eun tak / goblin / aware
lmao so technically eun tak has powers but they aren’t fighting powers she can just see ghosts but technically this still counts as powers so she’s affected. this doesn’t make her any stronger though she’s just angry but like not a threat. here is a picture of eun tak as provided by kasey (x). like the worst shes gonna manage is to mug someone and honestly, that is probably her goal. my girl has lived her whole life poor and she’s ready to make some bank
leveling up: no
plots: lmao please give her a strong supernatural that she’s hanging around so we’ve got destructive power plus baby with knife, someone she tries to, or successfully mugs, if you need a weak supernautral to fight to level your character out of level 3 she’s a good pick, anything
rita skeeter / harry potter / aware
rita will probably go crazy stupid for a day and then start fighting it off. tbh she doesn’t care too much about if she’s hurting people. it’s not something she likes to do but it doesn’t freak her out a ton either, but she doesn’t like being out of control, and that sheer stubbornness might be enough for her to break through and level up. down for her potentially hurting or killing someone’s character if desired. will still be taking tik toks through it all the poison is not enough to stop that. she can hunt and film at the same time
leveling up: maybe
plots: feral crew, any other supernaturals working to fight it off at some point, i’m not saying let her film ur supernatural hurting an npc but like do it, anything
tessa gray / the infernal devices / awareish
so technically she’s part shadowhunter part demon but homegirl does not know it so it’s going to be a fucking interesting time for her. honestly destructive power is mixed cause she’s certainly got some but the lack of awareness will make it weaker. will probably use this as an excuse to trigger a few more of her memories. open to her injuring someone.
leveling up: probably not
plots: uh, someone she can freak out to in the first 24 hours before the poison hits because she doesn’t even know she’s supernatural, someone she gives a minor injury to maybe, someone trying to snap her out of it, anything
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
lily watches fma:b, eps. 62-64
Okay, when we last left off, the Big Bad was running around half-naked in a bathroom smiting people in a knockoff young!Hohenheim body, and 50 million people in Amestris had a really shitty day being devoured alive for their life energy before being miraculously restored to their still-breathing bodies by a not-quite-deus ex machina.
hohenheim challenges father to create something and he spits out humans from Xerxes--including the asshole king whose greed destroyed his entire country and people who RECOGNIZE HOHENHEIM.
[like, the trauma here!!!]
[I also like JUST NOW REALIZED that Greedling is the same character archetype as Grimmjow from Bleach - an aggressive, hyper-macho asshole who is a surprisingly fun character to watch break things?]
[FURTHERMORE both 03!Greed and Grimmjow had the same Japanese voice actor, LOLOLLOL]
greed and olivier have a pissing contest, lol
al's body is destroyed protecting may - good thing he's got another one waiting in the wings!
and then it's everyone takes a turn at father - first the briggs soldiers, then roy with hawkeye guiding him, armstrong, lan fan,the chimeras, etc,etc,
roy is so weirded out by being able to cast without a circle, LOL.
father tries to eat greed for more stones
ed swooping in in to defend greed is GREAT
so is watching izumi fight!!
anyway, they finally wear father down to the point where God can fight back and Father vomits him back up again.
... which makes him literally a zombie staggering around for "stones"
ed's automail is shattered, and he's pinned down - al, realizing his armor is cracked and his blood seal is about to break, gets May to make a circle so he can swap out his body for Ed's arm.
it works and ed goes absolutely feral on father.
(the fact that he still looks like hohenheim probably helps ed, tbh)
everyone cheers him on and greed is like "oh, yeah, all I really wanted was FRIENDS,"sob
greed sacrifices himself to keep ling yao from being eaten by father and it's so heartbreaking, everyone loves u greed
greed is like, yeah, kid, lan fan has a stone, take 'em and go home and be emperor of xing like a boss
greed: so epic he gets to die TWICE in this show. AND WE'RE SAD BOTH TIMES BUT THIS ONE IS WORSE.
greed transforms father's body into graphite (using his Ultimate Shield ability) but gets crushed by father.
ed slams a hole in father's chest and all the philosopher's stones leach out of him and then... the black grabby shadow hands emerge from the same hole and pull him back wherever he came from...?
[ngl: I don't get WHY that works, but okay.]
and of course, he gets to monologue about how he just wanted to be free without any constraints, which gets hohenheim all emotional.
Father is back to his flash form in the Gate World and he calls Truth "God" and asks why he didn't like him... and truth's like "because you're a greedy little asshole, that's why"
father is sucked back into the open gate by more grabby shadow hands and says "no, I don't want to go back" implying that this is, in fact, where he came from because the Xerxes alchemists were fucking around with stuff they shouldn't have been.
father is screaming and truth's like, "why? this is TOTES what you wanted, isn't it?being one with god?"
meanwhile, hohenheim offers his own life in exchange for al on the grounds that he was a crappy dad.
true, sir, but also ed is having none of it
anyway, ed offers his own gate and ability to do alchemy as trade for al's body and truth's like "Sure, yeah,why not"
turns out that even once they've won, hohenheim is still brooding and depressed over father - he blames himself because it came from his blood? Like, dude, there are a lot of things to blame yourself for and you pick the one that REALLY ISN'T YOUR FAULT?
armstrong thanks him for ed and al saving the day and hohenheim bursts into tears and walks off... and goes to resembool to die on tricia's grave?
like, did he even say good-bye to his kids? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, HOHENHEIM?
pinako finds him dead at the grave, and tbh, i'm disappointed she doesn't punch him out anyway like she promised
"goodbye, my weird immortal friend"
Anyway, umm... that's basically the end, but let's wrap up with the "where are they now?" final episode!
somehow ling is emperor because he has magic people juice to give the current emperor, which just... seems like it might lead to problems, given what happened in xerxes? Just sayin’. But he’s going to take care of May and her clan, so I guess the show’s just going to sweep that under a rug and pretend it’s fine!
[ling definitely got the best character development of anybody along with Greed]
marcoh shows up with a philosopher's stone, which Roy agrees to use to rebuild his eyesight and also Havoc's legs, which just feels a little too deus ex machina for me, and also kinda shaky ethics here. but roy's okay with it because he's going to rebuild ishval, so...
and apparently scar is gonna be there, too? still forever grumpy, though.
grumman is fuhrer now (??!!) because roy and company are rebuilding ishval, so I guess all that talk about war crime trials was just for show because that sure isn't happening now that they won.
[I'm still bitter because it should have been Olivier!!]
Mrs. Bradley is raising Pride/Selim, who seems perfectly normal, even though Grumman says they'll have to kill him if he does anything evil. Mrs. Bradley says, "I'll make sure he doesn't show anything," which is kinda ominous to me? Like this woman would do anything for her kid. If Pride DOES get out of hand, she's not going to tell anyone.
[also I'm bitter that Pride gets to live and Greed DOESN'T, sob]
Ed and Al hang out in Resembool with Winry for two years until they get restless and go off on adventures again--but separately. Al goes to Xing with Jerso and Zampano (who have suddenly decided they want their original bodies back after being fine with it for the entirety of the series).
That's fine, since Al and May are very definitely a thing, but Ed goes west--which we've never heard from in the entire series--by himself, to research alchemy after sacrificing his ability to DO alchemy. I CALL BULLSHIT.
Winry goes with him to the train station and Ed is so fucking tsundere, I cringed just watching him.
(but also it was refreshing to see a male example of this trope and it was super-cute when he started blushing)
BUT ALSO his proposal is based on "equivalent exchange" - "I'll trade half of my life for half of yours!" - which is simultaneously the nerdiest thing ever and also YOU'RE NOT AN ALCHEMIST ANYMORE, ED, STOP.
Winry says that's stupid, she'll give him all of it,and then starts negotiating to 85%.
but given that Ed is LITERALLY RIDING OFF here, I gotta wonder how the math works out.
A random woman asks why Ed's leaving if he's in love with Winry, and Winry says something about how men left at home cause trouble (which implies she's fine with a long-distance relationship). THIS FROM THE GIRL WHO GOT MAD ABOUT BEING LEFT BEHIND ON *SEVERAL* OCCASIONS IN THE SERIES.okay.
In the credits, we see Ed and Winry have two kids, so... Ed has LITERALLY BECOME HIS FATHER, wandering the earth while his wife raises two kids alone. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.
I just have... questions.
Like... no. Just no. Ed stayed home and he was a great father to his kids, full stop. He did NOT repeat the cycle; he was a much better person than Hohenheim and he proved it by actually BEING THERE FOR HIS FAMILY WHEN THEY NEEDED HIM.
people say fma03 has a downer ending, but this one bums me out WAY more because it feels so ooc and contradicts a lot of stuff that the show has spent so much time building up to.
i am just left feeling very “meh” and also “what was the point of it all?” which is probably not a great place to be after finishing a story.
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
3 and 27:))
Hello ma'am! Ily and imy!!!! I hope you're doing good!!
03: Do you regret anything?
Seriously speaking, not getting studying done sooner because of procrastination. And also not having talked to my parents about architecture sooner. I literally started thinking about it seriously day before yesterday after talking to mom and dad. But ehh i just gotta study hared now.
And non-seriously, not taking the chance and going to the stationery with dad to buy stuff lmao
I went with mom and got just one fineliner pen.
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Tbh yes and twice. Or maybe thrice? Four times??? idk if one of them was a hearbreak or actually just a prank.
Anyways buckle the fuck up we're in for a story time and this is gonna be a stupid ride
Okay, first the 'prank' (now that i think about it it was definitely not a prank). i was in the 7th grade and this one dude from my class came up to me while i was boarding the bus to go home and handed me a piece of paper. And im here confused as to what the f u c k? The dude was kinda like in the competition for the top rank in class (we were very competetive, there were like 5 of us) so i was just confused. I got in the bus and opened the paper. And it had a bunch of stuffs that i dint bother reading because the first thing my eyes landed on was 'will you be the annabeth to my percy?' And (yes i was a huge pjo fan that the time) i got out of the bus and literally yote the paper in the trash (cruel, yes i know. But listen. The dude used to tease me by literally shipping me with another classmate (thats also another story) and GOD that was so fucking ａｎｎｏｙｉｎｇso yes i was angry. And i legit didnt like any of the people in my class. All of them were just,,,, nah. Sobyea next day he asked me 'so?' And i said ',,,so what??' And he's like 'whats your reply?' And i straight up said 'uh i threw the paper' and he just turned around and left.
And then we became enemies-ish and literally fought hand-to-hand once (i was kicking so hand to foot i guess?) But ye that happened. And then a bunch of more stuff happened and by the time my dad was gonna get a promotional transfer to another place half the class became like one big group of friends and we became pretty good friends in the end.
Now lets talk about the dude who i got shipped with. I got teased for a whole year and like we were all pretty good friends right? So i didnt mind it in the beginning but then it got too overwhelming in the middle and it literally made me hate every single one of them. But then it got subdued and we decided we'll maybe date? And we didnt exactly say that out loud but he used to walk me to my bus (okay so the bus system at my old schoom was like a few buses were inside the campus and a few were outside. His was inside and mine out, so he used to walk me there. And then one day he said lets hold hands (and we did it was cute and we held hands and walked to my bus for like 2-3 days but then had to stop bc people started teasing us, we didnt end it on bitter terms btw. He used to have like taekwondo practice int he last period and we usually had english then so while going to the buses i used to give him my notes for the day.)
And like a few days later we realised that sure this is nice but he was gonna move schools soon and i legit wasnt that interested in relationships at the time so we 'ended' whatever that was. And on his last day when he dropped me off to my bus he asked me if i had a phone so we could keep in touch and i didnt have it so i said no and he was like 'hmm okay, bye take care' and left. And then his best friend stayed behind and jokingly said 'ah you broke his heart'
Yea okay two down two to go.
Third dude was in my bus and in my class and the friend group which was made up of half the class and wow i feel bad about everything w/ everyone now lmao
Anyways this was in 8th grade. So we were pretty good friends because we were in the same bus and class for the past 3 years now and considering my dad's profession thats a long time in the same place (its usually just one year) and ye so we were pretty close. Everyone in the bus used to olay team up games like charades and stuff
(ah shit i remember a fifth one in the colony damn i hate this)
Anyways number three, so we used to talk a lot. I'd gotten instagram by this time for art stuff so we talked there a lot. Like we sent each other memes and he got my weird and cursed meme shit and also got into anime and bts a bit to understand what the fuck i was saying. And he used to get teased because middle schoolers and junior highschoolers are stupid kids in those terms so ye there was a lot of teasibg which i tried to instantly shoot down because i didnt want a 7th grade repeat when there were chances of dad getting transfered soon coz i want good memories of the place y'know? So ye that happened. And i found out last year (in 11th grade and after dad got the transfer (i started 10th grade after the transfer) and apparently he got teased because he did actually like me and me shooting all that stuff down was literally just a rejection itself so that happened.
And number 4 was a similar thing but way more stressy because last year some random dude hit me up on Instagram and im here confused as to what the fuck? Ｗｈｏｍｓｔ？ and he says he's a friend of the first dude, second dude and the fourth dude (all of them are in the same coaching institute and 1,2 and 4 were also in my class in the past right. They were 3 of the 5 who were in the competition for top rank) and he legit says he wants to talk to the girl that two of his friends fought over and i'm like sir WHAT the Actual ＦＵＣＫ. because in the begining they were good friends in class right? And they had some unknown falling out and im like bitch literally WHAT the FUCK. So he brings up proof and shut because i didnt believe him and fuck off he also broght in another classmate who knew and im here losing my mind because the actual fuck you motherfuckers. Anyways apparently since i didnt like 4 back, he had his heart broken so eh. It was literally a 4 year old thing which those idiots were fighting over even now like dude the hell???
So ye that happened and a whole gc was made and shit was solved and cleared out blah blah freindship rebuilt yadda yadda bullcrap i got so tired by now that i literally am still kinda ignoring everyone rn. (half the reason why i deleted ig was because its distracting and half bc i wanna ignore them all lmao)
Anyways number 5 was in my colony and also in my bus when he used to go to the same school (he shifted to a boarding school later bc some stuff happened w his dad which is a whole another wild thing) and ooh he was also my neighbor! We used to go and play badminton in the clubhouse (literally all the kids of our age group and older used to go there. And after badminton when it was like 7:30 or 8 we used to just sit around in a circle and play truth or dare or red hands or kabbadi or literally anything we could think of. Fun times ngl.) So ye he was on a trip home on a long weekend i think and we ended up cycling around the colony, just us two hanging out. And we were talking and this one girl who he told me was his crush when he was still in school came up and he then told me that that was actually a codename thing he and his friend created and that was their codename for me and he also said he was over it now and i was just there completely shook because i honestly thought he hated me in the middle somewhere lmao. And he said he was just annoyed because another mutual friend of ours in the colony told him that i had a crush on this other guy like one house away from mine (my best friends house was in the middle lmao) (anyways that mutual frined the traitorous mf i truStEd her (actually i'd already confessed to the dude and got turned down i legit wasnt even that invested so it wasnt a big deal. I just wanted to kinda get done with this crush thing once and for all. He turned me down politely. He's a sweet guy he used to be there i the club after i was done with my coaching stuff around 7:30 and then us two played till like 9. It was nice) so ye he told me about his crush on me which lasted a few months??? and that he was over it and i also told him that i'd gotten the rejection from my crush a loooong time ago and he's like huh cool. and ye we kept cycling and talking ab more random stuff till it was time to head home .
ｗｈｅｗ ANYWAYS THERE WAS A LOT TO UNPACK HERE. Anyways- sjdvskdb thanks for the ask this was a wild ride down memory lane. I didnt even remember half the shit till it came down to it.
#also this just reminds me how i used to be at around the top in my class and the coaching at the old place#but here im just#ehhhhhh below average#i kinda idk.... stopped trying???#i legit dont know what hapoened to me i ised to be such a good student dude#i miss those smart big brain days.#i even had a ongoing fic with like above 100k readers on wattpad back then#i peaked in 8-9th grade ngl#lish.answers
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
In depth fandom ask: the last fandom you joined bc I can't remember it now
Well, I guess the last fandom I’ve properly joined --making a few edits, starting yet-another-WIP etc.-- is Black Sails, so. Plus I want to talk about it a little, spoiler-free, in case you decide to watch it ^-^ (I’ll leave that to the s3 post I need to finish...).
Top 5 favourite characters: Max is my number one, without a doubt, and of the rest of my faves Silver has an edge... but the remaining positions are a tough fight between Flint, Jack, Madi and Miranda, and I honestly can’t choose DD:
Other characters you like: Mr. Scott, Anne, Idelle, the Maroon Queen, Billy, Eme, Abigail... This show has a lot of great characters tbh.
Least favourite characters: I still loathe Peter Ashe with every fiber of my being. Alfred Hamilton is obviously The Worst(TM). And though it hasn’t grown into hate (yet), I don’t like Woodes Rogers one bit ¬¬
Otps: Flint/Miranda, and the combos in Flint/Madi/Silver and Anne/Jack/Max (in no particular order at the moment because I just HAVE TONS OF FEELS ABOUT THEM ALL).
Notps: I don’t have strong NOPE feelings towards anything, but I’m not into Eleanor/Max (which is a dynamic I actually really like BUT that I’m glad it doesn’t return to shippiness LOL); Eleanor/Rogers (I might be indifferent towards Eleanor most of the time but I haaaaaate Rogers for her. RUN GIRL), Flint/Vane (booooooooring).
Favourite friendships: Max & Silver (THE duo I swear), Jack & Max, Flint & Silver, Idelle & Max (I might not have said so before but I guess I like a little conflict LMFAO), Billy & Flint (NOT a friendship, but their relationship absolutely cracks me up I swear. “Who’s Billy?” XDDD).
Favourite family: Madi’s family, which is all I can say without getting spoilery. I just. *lies down on the floor overcome with emotions* xDD
Favourite episodes: the problem with binge-watching (okay, I’ve taken s3 more slowly but) is that they all kinda blur together LOL. Hmm. The season finales are all *chefs kiss* so far (sometimes in a very painful way... I’m looking at you s2. Though the ominous Flint/Silver moments in the s3 were A LOT too); any in which I get to see Max & Silver scheming together ofc. And the first handful of eps in s3 were particularly enjoyable to me because I was drowning in PURE ANGST and Flint & Silver feels xDD (I can’t NOT believe the fandom seems to call one of those “the shark date” asñldfjasdfñl).
Favourite season/book/movie: oof. I honestly can’t pick; s1 is probably the “least” because the others include better moments for some of my secondary faves, and because there’s a plot that’s really hard to watch... BUT it has things on it I adore to pieces too. s1-2 doesn’t have Madi (major drawback xD), and s3 is after one of my faves’ death... but frankly they’re all neck and neck so far.
Favourite quotes: “I am ruined over you” always comes to mind DD: “Liked is just as good as feared”; Max combo with Eleanor about sand (typing that down made me think of Anidala LMFAO. The scene itself is very different though! xD) in the s1 finale; “in another time, in another place, they would call me a queen”; “this ends when I grant them my forgiveness, not the other way around”, Mr. Scott’s “No. Only YOU.”... honestly, this show’s dialogue is just too good(TM), I could just quote it all back xD. And of course, I HAVE to mention “WHO’S BILLY”. It’s the law.
Best musical moment: the score is perfection all around, but given that I never skip the intro just to listen and watch it... yeah, the intro xD
Moment that made you fangirl/boy the hardest: well, I *might* have lost it the moment CAPTAIN FLINT COMES OUT TO LONG JOHN SILVER OVER A BONFIRE, IDK XDD
When it really disappointed you: the fact that I won’t get to see a fully fleshed out Mr. Scott-Silver dynamic is MAJORLY disappointing, let me tell you. That Flint’s actor didn’t somehow get his mother (aka Maggie Smith aka Professor McGonagall aka Lady Violet) on the show too ¬¬. LOL.
Saddest moment: character’s deaths of two of the characters listed on “top 5”/“others you like” xD.
Most well done character death: the hanging in 3x09 was well done and served its purpose.
Favourite guest star: for a value of “guest star”... I’m going with Idelle.
Favourite cast member: Jessica Parker Kennedy is the one that I know and love for other projects she’s done.
Character you wish was still alive: THE ONE WE TRAGICALLY LOST IN 2x09.
One thing you hope really happens: I’m cheating because I know there’s some of that in s4, but I want to watch more Flint/Madi interactions pls.
Most shocking twist: well, I wasn’t spoiled for Mr. Scott’s plot in s3 so I was (pleasantly) surprised by that xD
When did you start watching/reading?: a little over two weeks ago; I watched (devoured) s1-s2 and 3x01-3x04 in a few days because I wanted to meet Madi, and then I tragically had to slow down :(((
Best animal/creature: I will always love Treasure Islands’ parrot that Silver named after Flint LMFAO.
Favourite location: Nassau aka Max’s ~domain xD. And Miranda’s house.
Trope you wish they would stop using: noooooone. I love the tropes this show reuses LMFAO. Romantic Betrayals(TM), triumvirates, “good things happen in the dark/away from civilization”, the power of narratives, social climbing and revolt... bring them oooooon.
One thing this show/book/film does better than others: quite a few xD. But one that really stands out to me is the dialogue; both the ~deep and sorrowful type (there were so many quotes where I had to take a break to freak out properly lol), and the humorous ones.
Funniest moments: I know I’m repeating myself, but I recently rewatched the pilot to edit some scenes and I keep remember the WHO’S BILLY one xDD (which I maintain it was Flint trolling him. He could give Abigail a rundown of Billy’s whole life story AND he shamelessly checked him out that one time. Flint knows who Billy is, he’s just an asshole xD). Really, all the scenes between Billy and Flint in that episode are comedic gold lmfao. Billy’s “oh dear I fucked up” expression when he tells Flint the crew has started to think him weak and Flint looks half a second away from murdering him right there, his WTF face at Flint’s antics with the stolen page... Gold, seriously.
Couple you would like to see: I meannnnnn. I would’ve been very happy if the show had decided to go with Flint/Madi/Silver, for one. Bonus if Miranda could’ve been included. Or just explicit Flint/Silver in poly arrangements (THEY ARE IN LOVE, IT’S JUST ~COMPLICATED XD).
Actor/Actress you want to join the cast: MAGGIE SMITH DAMMIT.
Favourite outfit: literally everything Max wears in s3. Eleanor’s s1-s2 outfits were things I’d love to wear too. Flint’s ~dramatic coat. Miranda’s collection of supposedly-puritan-but-showing-the-goods dresses xDD (and ofc her London clothes), Jack’s clothes (he’s Nassau’s fashion icon lbr).
Favourite item: the books!! Especially when Flint gave Miranda “La Galatea” as a gift (given that sometimes he reminds me of my OC Latoya, you might understand the freakout I had when he gave the other member of my OTP a book titled like that xDD).
Do you own anything related to this show/book/film?: no, but I kinda want to. I did have a Treasure Planet computer game I tragically can’t find... it was about collecting money in increasingly difficult scenarios LOL. And I probably have more pirate-y/Treasure Island theme stuff. I had a long pirate phase xD
What house/team/group/friendship group/family/race etc would you be in?: Max’s because I like being on the winning team, thanks xD (though I do ~align more with Flint and Madi’s lbr...).
Most boring plotline: Eleanor and Vane’s ~romance is not at all badly written... but the fact that I find both of them boring kinda ruins the whole thing because I always wish that time went to someone else xD. Also, Blackbeard. Meh.
Most laughably bad moment: n/a.
Best flashback/flashfoward if any: the London flashback where Miranda goes to Flint’s house unannounced to take him to an art gallery, she finds him half-naked and he gets all awkward about it lmao. And then they hook up in the carriage :DDD
Most layered character: we get to explore Flint and Silver the most. Silver’s development in particular is something that never ceases to impress me ngl.
Most one dimensional character: except the one-note characters I wouldn’t really call anyone completely one-dimensional, tbh. Though I do think the fandom attributes more complexity to Thomas than it’s seen in canon? Like, I like what I see; I think he’s functional, he works well, and he adds wonderfully to Flint’s (and Miranda’s) story, but I don’t see him as a full character in his own right. Which is perfectly fine for the narrative so far, but I fear it might fall apart for me at the very end.
Scariest moment: I never know what to say in this... I mean, I guess Flint killing a man with his bare hands in the pilot Like That was scary xD. I understand why Silver freaked out LOL.
Grossest moment: any of Max’s interactions with Vane tbh. Stay away from her ¬¬
Best looking male: Flint has that ruggedly handsome thing going on for him, if you’re into that (and sometimes I do appreciate his ~aesthetics... very sad he shaved his head in s3 though. Like, I get you did it for the Angst, honey, and trust me, I Feel U, but still). I feel like I might be forgetting someone, but seriously, none of the dudes in this show so far do anything for me LOL. I can honestly say I love them for their personalities xDD
Best looking female: I have a weakness for Max, but Miranda, Madi, Anne, the Maroon Queen, Idelle, Eme... all of them are gorgeous in their own way. This show is good for sapphic women’s enjoyment in that sense xDD.
Who you’re crushing on (if any): I could crush on any of the women mentioned above tbh.
Favourite cast moment: I have literally only seen this post about an interview where Flint’s actor says he’s too old to party with The Youth of the cast and just wants to chill on the weekend... with bonus Max and Eleanor’s actress talking about how Vane’s once climbed the side of a building up AND back down. I’m with you, Toby Stephens, you don’t need those shenanigans xDD
Favourite transportation: the Walrus, for sentimental reasons LOL. I liked stolen Spanish warship too.
Most beautiful scene (scenery/shot wise): lots of good ones, though I think my fave might be the one of Miranda sitting by the window in London. Or the one of Charles Town burning down, I liked that :))) (I remember thinking “Flint better go full Daenerys on them”. And he did! It was nice xD).
Unanswered question/continuity issue/plot error that bugs you: n/a, so far.
Best promo: n/a.
At what point did you fall in love with this show/book: I liked it from the word go, but the moment that TRULY cemented it for me was in 1x03, with Max making a decision that I... frankly didn’t expect. It made things worse for her in the short-term, the storyline itself was difficult and disturbing to watch and I still have some mixed feelings about it. But what it said about her as a character and how her journey goes after that... I was in awe of her, and of the show.
#missbrunettebarbie#replies#my thoughts#black sails#black sails thoughts#talking to the void#bsmax#miranda barlow#james flint#john silver#flintmiranda#silverflintmadi#silverflint#silvermadi#billy x flint#bsmadi#i think those are the most prominent ones#thanks for the ask :D
20 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
hyunevlogs
aish
girlmoder-misandrist
Karl Marx’s Transsexual Daughter
turtle-titan
mikey :]
peace0of0art
PeaceOfArt
inlovewithgreta
Milf Enthusiast