#i belive in love again

[ohnoitsjetster]

I suffer from the very real disease of having just read a long fanfiction

#this means so many things #i feel sick #i feel lost #i belive in love again #im a different person #i dont even know #fandom #fanfic #fanfiction

[paotulip]

Blackbeard’s heart eyes live in my head rent free

#our flag meets death #blackbeard #stede bonnet #edward teach #stedebeard #stedeward #blackbonnet #ofmd #ofmd fanart #i love him your honor #ofmd fanfics are healing my soul : #i belive in love again

[miraculouscataclyyysm]

Words can not describe how much I loved the new special shadybug and clawNoir completely stole my heart the whole episode was so friken good!

#I just love my new tragic emo children #there whole dynamic and world is so interesting I need more #a special just set in there world with the resistance agains the supreme who I belive is master fu #also Mari bug turning full magical girl anime style was so fun #miraculous special spoilers #miraculous special #shadybug and claw noir #miraculous ladybug #ml #miraculous tales of ladybug and cat noir #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste

[hella1975]

there's a very specific kind of vibe that comes with living with your friends in final year that it just does not have in first year or even second year. like as a fresher it's usually the first time any of you have lived away from home let alone with SO MANY people your age and it's terrifying and exciting and randomised to boot so it's generally carnage for a whole year in the best and worst ways, and then second year you pick who you're living with and it feels like for the first time you're doing this adult thing PROPERLY. you have a place of your own now. these are the people you've chosen to live with. studying gets serious etc. but it's still fresh. it's still new. you still don't know how to navigate it. but final year? final year is when you actually get it right. you know how to manage your time better. you know what works for you and what doesn't. studying is the main focus and you've been out in the world for three years now and it's not loud and boisterous like it was in first year and you're not exciteable and awkward like you were in second year. you're comfortable. every single one of my flatmates has their own friend group and we mainly keep to our own social circles, but we'll still meet each other back at the house after a night out and sit in the kitchen or my room to do the debrief. sometimes i'll go days not seeing either of them despite sharing a house but every now and then someone will softly call up the stairs that 'the heating's on!' or one of us will sneeze and the other two will yell 'bless you!' through the walls. the lack of interaction isn't interpreted as dislike in ways it would have been even last year, because we're all just old enough to be past that now and settled enough in our friendship not to worry about it. idk. uni is very loud and unsettling a lot of the time so it's been really sweet to see how almost boringly comfortable final year is.

#like my day today was literally drag myself out of bed at 10am to meet my econ friends bc we're in a group together #and i spent two hours with them writing a fucking TRADE REPORT before coming home #and the rest of the day was kinda lost. i showered. i put a wash on. i had a nap. i mainly stayed in my room #which sometimes is the End Of All Things but today was quite nice #and i can hear in their rooms how my flatmates are doing the exact same thing. pottering about and getting on with uni #and we've barely spoken all day but earlier my one flatmate ran into my room all excited to show me her nails #bc she's been teaching herself to do gels and it took her 2 hours but im still one of the first people she wanted to show #and just now we all went to use the bathroom at the same time and it led to one of our Stair Sessions #where we all inexplicably just gather on the stairs and chat for no reason with a cup of tea #idk it's just nice. it's such basic shit but i can't belive in first year i used to spend EVERY DAY with these girls #and we were one single friendship group and that was all we had #and then in second year one girl branched off bc she lived in a studio and got into her societies #but me and the other girl lived together again and it was the same thing of she was a friend before she was someone i lived with #and weirdly that can actually be detrimental to a dynamic. but this year we're all just very solidified and confident in ourselves #and where we stand and yes we all have our own friendship groups outside of the house now #but there's still that love and simple comfortableness around each other that you only get with time and a hell of a lot of proximity #and a sense of being settled that maybe is just what happens as you get older #idk it's just really nice. if i had this exact same day in first year (doing economics and barely leaving my room) #it would've been a really bad depressive day for me so the fact i can find such contentment from it now is really heartening #i love my little life here im very proud of what ive been able to achieve :) #hella goes to uni #feeling nostalgic because SOME BITCH decided to ribs post

[mutedeclipse]

OH BOY HERE WE GO

Sorry not sorry for unleashing this on the world

Im pretty sure ive ranted about phantom bomber ≠ brain bomber on twitter before but its fresh in my mind and i have to scream again because im so mentally ill

This shouldnt bother me but it does because the fandom wiki gives the impression theyre the same guy, referring to them as the same time in articles. Or. Not bothering to clarify. Granted. Theyre meant to be the same character in the same place but theyre fundamentally different characters in function and characterization with a similar coat of paint.

Brain bomber is a rancid little probably sadistic terrorist scientist with the achievement of almost killing a guy and maiming him to the point of needing cybernetics to function only to brainwash that poor fucking guy, he ALSO was the leader of the dastardlies at one point. His awful little nature fascinates me. Hes described as coldhearted, selfish, worthy of fear. He is likely the kind of character who deserves to be killed without hesitation, but due to his slippery tendencies he gets away with shit. Also hes short.

Phantom bomber, unlike brain, does not have such direct brutality, at least willingly. Ontill the events of super bomberman R 2 all we have is that he was brainwashed by buggler, and THATS why he did awful things. Hes shown to be helpful during the final bossfight and In the end credits hes shown being able to live normally, he probably got therapy and honestly deserves to have a better life and to be happy. Im chocking his weird freak behavior up to being neurodivergent and abnormal (affectionate)

When you think about its a complete flip on the portrayal, and dont get me wrong i dont want to make people feel bad for calling them the same character... But after the attatchment and love i feel for both of them i cant really understand, maybe im just particular maybe im irrational maybe everyone else is wrong and im right who the fuck knows. I just wish there was more art of brain specifically :{

In conclusion im deeply gay for both of these purple braniacs in very different ways. Im probably not going to change anybodies mind but i hope my passion is endearing if anyone actually reads this.

#phantom :) #bomberman #lunar myth rambles #phantom bomber #brain bomber #character comparison #i looked at the fandom wiki again to get images but got passionate oopsie #you wouldnt believe the amount of thought and love i put into them #you wouldnt belive how many times ive posted brain and people go ITS NOT A LOT BUT ITS HAPPENED MORE THEN ID LIKE #i. im not normal

[milflewis]

in my heart of hearts i know that it’s yuki and alex who are going to end up drunk vegas hitched

#lewis is going to win and we’re going to get a podium with alex and everything will be lovely and i’ll never talk shit about this gp again #if guanyu has his way. it’ll be valtteri and lewis tho #but i belive in alex and yuki. they can do it. i want to see what it does to pierre

[will-byers-needs-a-hug]

Steve has more chemistry with Eddies vest

than he does with Nancy.

#stranger things #steddie #eddie munson #steve harrington #fruity four #tell me i’m wrong #once again will not belive you #stranger things s4 #steddie stranger things #nancy wheeler #I love you #do not get back with him honey #please do not get back with him I’m begging you #i’m gonna go insane #if you do #I would rather Ronance #or you with Johnathan #either one #but not Steve #I love Steve but like #you’ll end in divorce #suffer brothers i am in your walls

[bigtiddydevilbf]

I haven't finished the book but The Shining movie did Jack Torrence so fucking dirty. It's like they didn't even know the story, like they were given the synopsis for it and slapped some shit together calling it a day

#he was such a loving and doting hisband and father until he became a drunk. #then he fell pray to addiction and became a horrible fucking monster #breaking dannys arm?? #unforgivable. #but trying to overcome his addiction after hitting his rock bottom #quitting cold turkey and doing his best to make up for all he had done. living in guilt of his actions #rightfully so... #then he beats this guy near death and loses his job #taking up this job at the hotel #thinking it would actually make a difference #the damn place feeding his addiction keeping him under its thumb #fucking DYING #being brought back as a fucking puppet for the place to use #only coming back when Danny yells that the ghosts arent him #ack #dying again #he wanted to protect his son so badly #he loved his son so deeply and felt so much shame and remorse for his actions while he was the drunken vile bastard he had been in his past #i do nOT CONDONE his actions nor do i belive he has any right to foriveness for said actions #but i pitty him. he was trying to change #isnt that the very least we can ask of a person? to try changing #even if you arent around to be there which is your right he tried to do what so many wont dare #tried to change for the better #at least he died as a father trying to protect his son #fuck the movie #it did him so god damn dirty #i should watch the series #i havent seen it yet #if youve made it this far congratulations; youve hit bedrock! #thanks for listening to my rambles if you did make it this far

[emosyzoth]

Whoever made the Syzoth/Ashra post to break me trust.... You will be dealt with

#“do you think were soulmates in every universe?” “i thought i lost mine in this one” oh my god he belives 'the one' for him is dead and gone #that he'll never come to love another again much less deserves to because he couldnt even keep her safe #so whats stopping from something happening once he lowers his guard and decides to open his heart up to another #how can he be sure nothing will happen and it'll be the blood on his hands once again. WHAT IF WE ALL KILLED OURSELVES #Ashra telling tanya “I envy what you have with mileena. I wish to have it with syzoth” #do you think she envied their relationship even more because they came together despite the circumstances #and figures she'll never get to havw that herself bc she sees how deeply affected syzoth has been by everything #that he very well might not evwr move on #someone hold me. please for rhe love of god before i pass out

[loveipromiseimnotinsane]

Men sure was a movie

#what the fuck guys #i really have no fucking idea what to say #i cant belive i watched a man demon thing give birth three times and that wasnt even the confusing or fucked up part #i want to rewatch but also never want to think about it again like #i am just #men movie #horror #horror movies #my posts love

[neeerd]

0k but what if when they were younger Ed kissed Izzy on the cheek once, messy, because he was very drunk, and Izzy knew it was an accident, a product of the ale, and knew it would never happen again so he got a tattoo of an x in that spot to rember it.

#and maybe with hopes that ed or really anyone would kiss him there again #izzy hands #ofmd izzy #edward teach #ofmd #our flag means death #blackbeard #i dont ship them #bc izzy sucks #but I do belive izzy is in love with him in some fucked up obsessive toxic way

[paotulip]

It’s always a pleasure for me to collaborate with my dear friend @calamitywoman , also GOD look what a beautiful drawing. (T△T) I loved painting it, it was super fun. ❤️✨ 🦇

SHIDIDSI THEY LOOK SO GOOD AAAA. Screaming, crying over my bro’s talent, ily Abby. Please check their amazing art. 🌸Btw Eddie is alive and I will not take any criticism on this, bye.

#steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #stranger things season 4 #this is probably the horniest drawing I’ve painted in my life LMAO HAJDJDJS #but honestly vampires are sexy so— it’s fine #and I love this headcanon #I refuse tu belive that Eddie is dead #this is IT chapter 2 all over again when I’m in denial #a character named Eddie died me: nope I don’t think so

[weaponsdrawn]

uhhh methinks that spamvil, stannarrator, and fluffybird are the trifecta of “you can easily take their relationship as one that has divorced energy but you gotta make sure the divorced energy is comical and funny. once you start taking it seriously youve lost the charm of the ship, now its just two gays getting divorced whats the fun in that” but like. in different ways. 

#queenie.txt #tw divorce #cw divorce #tw divorce ment #cw divorce ment #divorce ment #divorce #but YEAH this is my opinion but i firmely belive this #to be more exact stan.narrator is they get divorced just to get married all over again #for shits and giggles because they both dont know about vow renewal and whatnot #and they absolutely dont take it seriously at all #sp.amvil is they are constantly divorced and married. i saw a post about how they have like a big ceramony for the divorce and they actually #get more romantic slash affectionate all while planning the next big breakup that theyre gonna make a huge show outta #and fluffyb.ird is like #ok yknow how animals will just sometimes playfight and all #methinks its like that but to more comical extremems because im pretty sure nothing can actually perminately physically damage these puppets #its like idk their own silly little fucked up love language and they both think nothing more of it than that #i dunno if that makes any sence but tltr i dont think the fighting is That srs it just happens and they both have fun #anyway yea. #dhmis #stanley parable #deltarune

[rystiel]

i’m just gonna type here, fuck making this coherent idc lol. ok. dean getting cas back from the empty and convincing himself that cas deserves better than him so he leaves the confession unaddressed to let cas come to the conclusion that he can do better, that he should move on, even though dean desperately wants castiel to keep loving him and he wants to let himself tell cas he loves him back, but the self doubt and self hatred always wins (no matter what cas said about him, he’s blinded by love apparently and dean figures cas can’t see how fucked up he truly is) so he just keeps quiet in hopes that cas will realize that he deserves someone who can love him just as easily as he loves them. of course, cas thinks dean doesn’t love him back and is just grateful that his confession didn’t ruin their friendship, he knows he will never move on but having dean in his life will always be enough for him

#this isn’t even writing it’s just. long ass strings of words sorry #anyway #real and true #i love fics where dean saves cas and goes all God Cas I Love You Too Dumbass Never Die On Me Again #but. dean fucking things up because he hates himself? #so real bro #he’s not even fucking up cas’ love for him like he’s trying to do. he’s just keeping himself from being happy at this point legit #bc cas will always love him (even though dean probably doesn’t belive he would) #anyway. literally just typing rn sorry #no clue how much sense this makes or how easy it is to read but idc #spn #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #deancas #i <3 idiots

[plottingalong]

HOLD UP!!!! I know Scully is ten flavors of crazy at least, all too happy to follow Mulder's nonsense and often going off on her own. I know she believes in the abstract concept of there being a god and that she's raised Catholic. But now she believes in modern day miracles??? just because a boy had bleeding hands and a few cryptic signs??? lady you once had a BRAND NEW TYPE OF DNA shoved in your face and you still didn't believe in aliens??? "I'm worried that god is speaking and now one is listening" if *this* is divine than god has been fucking HOLLERING---

#rational #like I love scully I really do #and it's not that I think her skepticism is when time and time again she's proved to be wrong #I think it's a defense mechanism #just like mulder's dogged belief #also I like how this ties in with her slowly coming to turn with whatever abduction experience she had #BUT #you're fucking telling me #she belives in saint shit??? this is one of the least evidencey files this season #there was a guy last season who FORSAW PEOPLE'S DEATHS #DANA SCULLY WTF #x files

[gonfrees]

"egg prices rising gave a huge profit boost to corperations" "cans of vegetables all over $1" "cans of beans all over $1" "produce prices skyrocket" "corporations profits rising" "minimum wage stagnant" "rent increase" "tip your landlord" "gas increase in price causes record profits" I am about to commit a crime do fucking henious.

#i belive all coprmerations and millionares should be shot in da head since nobody wanna ban guns and you wanna blame trans people #fir commiting perhaps three out if THOUSANDS of shootings #you want to control what we can and cant do with the media us government? you want to criminalize medical care for my body? #i hope you all die horrible deaths. i hope you are torn apart by crows. i hope mice eat your eyes. #i sm filled with love and hope for community and humanity but these people? they are no longer human and we should kill them #violence mention i guess if youre scared but everyhting i say stands im so fucking sick of it here im so mad life gets harder and harde #i cant save fucking money. well maybe i could if i never did anything fun again. jesus christ cant life have fucking meaning?? joy??? #if you see some bitch talking about hating trans people or being pro gun just know that deep in my heart #i want them dead. #not your grandpa or mom whos mind is being pousoned because i belive some people are capable of chnage maybe some day #but those profiting? oh yeah kill them. #long tags but im so filled with rage. whats the point of having representatives who dont fu king represent their people #only their own motives? die!!!!!