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omegaremix · 3 months

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Hauppauge, Winter 2015.

The new year was two weeks in when Yenny called. She’s leaving for Lima in February to see her family. Once again, she’s enlisted me to house sit. Unlike the other times I traveled back and forth to Huntington to stay for the night after work, she’s asked for me to stay for two weeks. I heartily obliged. Two weeks away from the daily drama, intrusion, and toxicity at home? “Yes” all across the board, five-in-a-row. The day before arrival, she called again to put me to it. I packed up my clothes and Gateway laptop for a rare getaway at Yenny’s new apartment residency of peace and zen. I don’t take vacations or time off of any kind, but when someone asks you to take time away from your normal residency for you to do you, you better fucking do it.

And fucking do it, I did. For two weeks in February I had total serenity. Living in Lindenhurst for the year meant having a second-floor bedroom above the neighborhood and the golden summer sun shining through an adjacent window - at the cost of living with a agitated father who’d yell personal complaints at you every time something went wrong. Yenny’s apartment was also on the second floor, overlooking the school district across the street. No summer, but heavy slurring snowstorms with single-digit temperatures and stinging cold air battered the island.

It’s 3PM Sunday and I arrive at her place. Yenny and her ma’ have their luggage ready and are scrambling to see what else they’ve needed to pack. Their Spanish was running just as fast. She’s a little frazzled to beat the last-minute notions of packing up but had a few to show me wherever everything was and go over the daily itinerary. All I had to do was keep everything clean.

“Wipe up after yourself each and every time. Take care of Bella. Let her out to roam free in the living room, clean her cage, replace her litter, fill her water bottle, add her food pellets, handle her and take her back in her cage. Lock her up and feed her the tangy vitamin paste. And do it twice a day. There’s food, cookies, and candy in the cabinets, juice and soda in the fridge, and meat in the freezer. I also have a calling card. Call me at Lima if anything.” Yenny was stern and on point; sharp as an arrow tearing into its’ destination at the center. Her finger-waving game never left my direction and she had the right. She was a neatness freak with O.C.D. who made sure everything was perfect and to a double-tee. Now that the final toothbrush was packed up, they were ready to catch the 5PM flight to the capital. Yenny and her ma’ quickly said their goodbyes to me and walk out the front door. Hauppauge starts now.

The next two weeks of life was bliss. I was out of my dad’s crosshairs. There was no labyrinth of verbal abuse, blames games, complaining, or dealing with his laziness. The aggravating interactions of yelling, screaming, or wasting my time and energy trying to reason with an old-world Brookynite Italian whose mind is far beyond any attempt at learning? Nil. It was a rarity to have any sanity away from home and outside of work. I felt I had all the time in the world to catch up on posting and piece together the next Omega WUSB broadcast. Every day I hammered a few out of the park. Then I had this idea as the gears were going full steam; an idea that would add more work and keep me busy. I decided to open up an Omega WUSB Mixcloud. I rifled through all of my playlists, re-organized my seasonal finds, edited them through Audacity, made the artwork, and viola! The first few uploads went up. It was a fun project to start on and was curious to see if it would take off. I had nothing to lose.

My Mitsubishi back home was in disrepair at the moment, but Yenny thought I was responsible enough to let me borrow her white Honda to-and-from work. To drive out to Stony Brook to do my radio show? During a heavy blizzard? Nada. Work was a necessity but leisure wasn’t. I had no outs in leaving her apartment for any other reason except for my shifts and food shopping. Valentine’s Day fell on a Saturday but I wasn’t planning on having some sappy, gooey theme for my show. Just a God-honest broadcast of distorted Los Angeles dissonance, indie city sounds, obscure British prog-, noise rock, Japanese tape-recorder acts, blast-off garage and hard-to-find noise that I’ll never forget for as long as I breathe. I pieced it altogether, edited down, converted it, and loaded it into the cloud. Aphrodite, then WUSB program-director, was snowed in at the station and had her show before mine. I dialed the studio and she picked up so I could hear her stuffy mellowed-out voice. I told her I wasn’t going to make it in as my ex- tied my hands up with her car and a blustery snowstorm with 30 miles-an-hour winds. “Sure! Send it in” said Aphrodite. By 10PM, Omega WUSB’s non-Valentine’s Day broadcast went live.

Nights felt forever if I didn’t have work the next day. If I wasn’t posting or editing, I was spending it watching concert footage and the Rangers with Cam Talbot goaltending because Henrik Lundqvist was out with a life-threatening neck injury. If I wasn’t doing either, I’d walk to the supermarket and Chinese restaurant which was only down the street. At times I didn’t want to risk denting Yenny’s Honda, so I walked a half-mile trek from her residence to Shop-Rite where one of my better food-service customers recognized me shopping for produce. We spoke for a good ten minutes when, during that time, his jolly self offered me a position in his department. It was nice of him to do so though he was unaware that I was let go from his competitor, and I had more than enough trouble living a day-to-day life of being a former shell of myself in a post-university world.

It’s the Saturday before Yenny and her ma’ comes home. Look who’s knocking on the door? It’s Dad showing up uninvited. Somehow he remembered the directions from our house in Lindenhurst to Yenny’s apartment. Was he here to fight or argue with me again about trivial matters? No. He hasn’t seen or spoken to me in almost two weeks. He missed me, so he wanted to sweeten the deal and take me to the closest buffet we could find. The one thing with Italians, and especially him, is that they’re very passionate with food. Dad woud pump me with everything he could think of with late-night half-eaten steak, burgers, soggy fries, greasy egg rolls, and sushi platters. “O.K., sure” I said. We sat silently from opposite sides of the table as we both slowly gorged on tuna rolls, greasy beef with vegetables, chow mein, pork tips, three types of chicken, green beans, and stir-fry until we passed out in exhaustion. And I say ‘silently’ because I want absolutely no one speaking to me as I’m eating. Our discounted afternoon meal-time was over and he drove me back to Yenny’s where I would spend my final whole day there.

I’d have one more Sunday afternoon to do the good gesture and fill up the tank on Yenny’s Honda. It wouldn’t be right to use her ride and have her come home to an empty tank like some careless despicable animal. The weather was a chilly greyscale and rainy, head barely above freezing. I gather all of my clothes and haul it to the complex’s basement laundry room to spend two hours staring at the wall’s grey-peeled paint ripped open to reveal sandy cinder blocks. The second and final load was hot to a warm crisp to be thrown into a tattered laundry bag with the rest of them. I hauled it over my shoulder, up the stairs, and another 100 feet back to her residence to get one more cleaning of the cage and one final feeding of her pet weasel.

I hear the engine humming outside. Yenny and her ma’ have arrived each in one piece and happy to be finally home. I run out to greet them and offer to unload their luggage from Yenny’s fiancee’s car. All that’s done. Yenny, her ma’ and I all sit around about their Lima visit until my dad finally arrived to pick me up. We all say good-bye for now with Yenny promising to reward me for keeping everything up as they left it. I take my backpack, my laundry haul, and my laptop and loaded it in my dad’s Chrysler. I knew he would ask me twenty questions about everything that could easily be figured out with little imagination but I was in no mood to explain anything to anyone. I just wanted to enjoy the ride back to Lindenhurst where domestic tension and aggression would resume once again.

Dum Dum Girls “Bhang Bhang, I’m A Burnout”

Pop. 1280 “Do The Angelfish”

Eric Copeland “Grapes”

Courtney Barnett ”Pedestrian At Best”

Diet Cig “Harvard”

Former Ghosts “The Days Will Get Long Again”

James Clarke “Waiting Game”

Sex Worker “Tough Love”

Anthroprophh & Big Naturals “Establishment In Decline”

Nisennenmondai “Souzousuru”

Sleaford Mods “Donkey”

Beech Creeps “Sun Of Sud”

Blossom Dearie “Sunday Afternoon”

Cribs, The “We Were Aborted”

OG Maco & Key! “U Guessed It”

Sleaford Mods “Tied Up In Knotts”

Black Madonna, The “Stay”

Alessandro Cortini “Dell’ Influenza”

Flying Lotus & MF Doom “Masquatch”

XXYYXX “Witching Hour”

Soft Moon, The “Black”

Chromatics “Candy” (eight-track)

Burial “Wounder”

Black EL “’95 White Maxima”

Excepter “Forget Me”

Chromatics “Blue Moon”

Burial “Come Down To Us”

Shonen Knife “Twist Barbie”

Alan Vega “No More Christmas Blues”

Suicide “Hey Lord”

Arca “Sisters”

Consumer Electronics “Murder Your Masters”

Your Old Droog “Porno For Pyros”

Women In Prison “Suicidal Exit”

Ho99or “Da Blue Nigga From Hell Boy”

Soft Moon, The “Want”

Flucts, The “2 Gtr. Practice”

Flying Lotus & MF Doom “My Favorite Ladies / Litemeter”

Shiny Two Shiny “Through The Glass”

Antonio Adolfo “Venice”

Dual Action “NC-17 Drive In”

XXYYXX “Fields”

AIDS Wolf “Nothing But A Tape Recorder”

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yuta-nakamots · 2 years

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your top 5 all-time fav nct fics of your own & snippets of inspiration for them? :)

i know you said ‘snippets’ but like i couldn’t really pinpoint just one moment so here are my top 5 works for nct (in order) with my inspiration behind them:

1. Everybody Talks - L.Mark: i think this originally stemmed from me dreaming that i was hanging out with mark at home on a hot summer day in the early 2000s and we were just watching stuff on tv. then when i joined the collab and got my playlist i rediscovered my love for the song ‘everybody talks’ and wanted that to be the vibe for at least one section of the story. pure bliss of being with mark and having fun with him. also in the playlist was ‘loneliness for love’ and ‘the spins’, both of which i hadn’t previously heard about but found really fitting for mark’s storyline. i honestly just put the songs in chronological order and created a plot that went through the songs. i’m really happy with how this one turned out and i’m glad that so many people love it too.

2. Stuck With You - L.Taeyong: i wrote this in the peak of covid and quarantining back when taeyong was also much higher on my bias list. originally, i was inspired by these two instagram reels (one, two) that made me think about how nice it would be to be stuck with him for quarantine so i was planning on writing a short little fic as a little slice of life. but then i joined an event to celebrate his birthday and i also joined an event where the theme was traveling so i kinda just combined all three ideas into ‘going on a vacation with taeyong to celebrate his birthday’

3. Crush - N.Jaemin: i spontaneously joined a collab because one of the writers had posted saying they really wanted a writer for jaemin so they could finish the collab so i jumped on the opportunity. this one, similar to my mark fic, was written based off of a song, ‘crush’, hence the title. at first i thought of keeping it happy and ending it with the reader getting together with jaemin but the song pushed me in a more angsty direction so i just went with it. one of the other songs that someone else got was ‘let’s fall in love for the night’ and man i became obsessed with it after my first listen and i so badly wanted that to be my song instead. when i got tired of ‘crush’ i would switch to that song and i think that’s what really solidified the angst because i wanted to mirror both songs.

4. Playing Games - N.Yuta: this is yet another piece that was inspired from songs and a collab. this was my first ever nct fic, my first smut, and my first long work so i like the think that it was purely my love for yuta that caused this fic to be written so well. i used so many cliche tropes that it’s nearly embarrassing but like, we all have to start somewhere yknow. i wanted to do things that were tried and true before branching off to find my own style. i think the songs that really drove this piece would be ‘playing games’, ‘slow dancing in the dark’, and ‘honesty’.

5. Say It - X.Dejun: this one has the most unique origin story for sure. the collab was based off of tarot card readings which were given to us by the collab organizers and the cards i were given were honestly quite negative. i didn’t know what to write at first but i decided to model it after one of my own failed relationships and included a few moments from my memories with my ex as an act of catharsis. though i really just went off the readings the cards gave, so i do owe much thanks to the collab hosts.

ask me my "TOP 5" anything!

#answered #ask game #tyong-blr

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maxime-cpt · 2 years

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when u get this u have to put 5 songs 🎵 u actually listen to, publicly. then, send this to 10 others ✨

thanks @qbert0 for tagging me!

At first I wanted to include another Justice song and another MGMT song but then I thought of this remix! Because optimizing a tumblr game is something that is so normal to do.

I just come back from a short vacation with friends and this was on the communal playlist. It's easy to sing along to and I love music with organic sound samples from mundane noise, so it's definitely becoming a fave for this summer.

MF DOOM's instrumental albums are incredible background music for writing or studying, I either listen to this or some videogame soundtracks when I need to focus.

I recently discovered S+C+A+R+R because of their heart wrenching song in J'ai perdu mon corps (You're the one) and I've only just started listening to their other music and I love it so far.

Okay so 90% of the reason why I'm putting this here is so that my German mutuals might listen to French ppl singing in German. The other 10% is that I love the atmosphere of this song and they were also my last concert before the pandemic.

This is definitely not a top 5 or anything but a pretty representative sample of what I've been listening to this summer, definitely more on the electronic side apparently.

I think most of my mutuals have been tagged already, but if you haven't and you're seeing this, consider yourself tagged :)

#I'd love to see other people's lists #Spotify

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stayathomesurveys · 2 years

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099.

What did you do today so far? Watched tv, cleaned, watched Lolla, made playlists, took a shower.

What are you listening to? Get There Somehow x Madison Watkins

Do you take off your shoes in the house? Yes, and then I put on my house shoes.

Will you be up before 7am tomorrow? No.

Is your bed against more than one of your walls? Nope.

Ever kissed a friend’s crush? Nope.

Have you ever had a vacation where you stayed in a cabin? Yeah.

Do you call them cabs or taxis? Taxi.

What do you normally order at a café? Depends on my mood.

Do you have your own digital camera? No.

Do you have, or have you had any cats? Yes.

Do you like champagne? No.

What color clothes do you not wear? I don’t know.

How much does the coat you usually wear cost? Like $200 or $300 but I got it on crazy sale.

Do you eat the crust of your sandwiches? Yes.

Are you completely over your last relationship? Yup. What hoodie did you wear last? My Caps hoodie. Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to? Yes. Geneva Elementary School.

Do you listen to Incubus? Yup.

Do you wear flip-flops during the winter? No.

Is your closet organized? Not at the moment.

Do you like the smell of Axe? Depends.

What is the prominent color in your closet? No idea.

Do you prefer crushed ice or cubed? Don’t care.

Is it true that you can be anything you want to be? I guess, if you try hard enough and fall into crazy good luck.

Do you use recycle bins at your house? No.

Do you floss your teeth every day? No, but I need to.

Do you like the game Red Rover? No.

What have you eaten today? Scones, mac and cheese.

Do you have any tan lines right now? Yes.

When was the last time you ate a cupcake? I don’t know.

Did you hug one of your parents today? No.

Do you tan in the nude? No.

Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find: Nothing.

What brand of shampoo did you use last? Kerastase and Christoph Robin.

What’s your brother’s middle name? Andrew.

What is on your bedside table? Stuffed animals, remotes, Aspirin, lotion, my Pepsi Zero.

Has anyone ever underestimated your intelligence? Yup.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? No. What was the last hot beverage you drank? Pepsi Zero.

Are you the youngest, oldest, middle, or only child Middle. Is there a bookshelf in your room? No, they are in the living room.

Do you think it’s too early for Christmas music? Yeah, I guess. What was the last thing you spread on toast? Milka spread. Does your living room have carpet or hardwood floor? Hardwood floor.

Who did you last have over your house, why were they there? Dude, that was like last summer... Linsey. She was here to practice Taekwondo for our belt test.

If you had $100 dollars, how would you spend it? Bills.

Were you happy when you woke up today? No.

Have you ever cried from being so mad? Yep. Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you? No.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing? Yes.

#survey

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bukojuiice · 3 years

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˗ˏˋ@bukojuiice’s BNHA masterlistˎˊ˗

REQUESTS: [CLOSED]

➸ Headcanons

♡ ྀ “midoriya, bakugo and todoroki cramming school works with their S/O”

♡ ྀ “baby it’s cold outside.” (katsuki bakugo christmas hcs)

♡ ྀ “going to Universal Studios Japan with them”

♡ ྀ “how you spend a virtual valentines date in quarantine w/ them”

♡ ྀ what happens when the bakusquad babysits Katsuki’s daughter?

♡ ྀ i like you a latte. (Coffee Shop AU! Headcanons)

♡ ྀ what they would be like as disney princes

♡ ྀ their wedding day with you

♡ ྀ the lovey-dovey things they do with you while you're both stuck at home during quarantine

♡ ྀ the kinds of movies he’d watch with you.

♡ ྀ when he does the lip bite

♡ ྀ when they read self-insert fanfiction of themselves

♡ ྀ cat ears or maid outfit?

♡ ྀ how dekusquad + bakusquad comfort you after getting your heartbroken

♡ ྀ mha boys accompanying you to buy lingerie

➸ Izuku Midoriya

Fics ↝

♡ ྀ I will hold on to everything we got. A quitter, regretter and forgiver is everything I’m not.

(↳ unprompted and unexpected goodbyes are the worst. how are you going to be able to tell izuku the fact that you were moving away from the city that the two of you have lived in, grew up in, and soon became the place where the two of you fell in love with each other? how could you let this precious cinnamon roll go?)

♡ ྀ she’s not afraid of scary movies, she likes the way we kiss in the dark.

( ↳ it is your weekly movie night with Izuku and co, but whilst waiting for your other friends, you and your boyfriend had the most wonderful idea of watching a gory horror movie.)

♡ ྀ as the world caves in

( ↳ no one else could ever carry the burden that Izuku holds in his hands. But when a girl from his past helps bring him to a realization, he begins to contemplate on whether or not sacrificing everything that you love to become a hero is worth it all.)

➸ Katsuki Bakugo

Cuddle Buddy! (Social Media AU)

Katsuki’s Convenience (Social Media AU)

Fics ↝

♡ ྀ thank god for plot twists like you.

( ↳ Katsuki barges in your dorm room after class to see you crying in your bed with your phone in your hand… but why exactly?)

♡ ྀ the s in studying stands for sexy times (implied smut!)

( ↳ katsuki is helping you study for your finals. but to no avail, none of the articles you were reviewing were processing inside your mind at all. until, katsuki had thought of a great idea to help you study. a spicy one at that.)

♡ ྀ you fell from the sky into my lap (smut)

( ↳ You and Katsuki become one as the two of you get in the mood with the music on his Spotify playlist.)

♡ ྀ my world is changed and it’s cradled by the comfort that is you.

( ↳ After receiving a quarterly report on the status of your hero internships and as a 3rd year student of UA Academy, your day is ruined as soon as you began to read it’s contents. Your explosive boyfriend does not want to see you like this. But how can he possibly cheer you up?)

♡ ྀ like the soul of honey

( ↳ Christmas finally approaches and your daughter, Hikari, can’t wait to spend it with the best parents ever.)

♡ ྀ you got questions, i got answers tonight, babe. (smut!)

( ↳ you and the bakusquad drag bakugo to a short vacation after such an intense week of hero work, much to his annoyance. however, his stress and pent up energy was more than you expected, so you knew exactly how to release all his frustrations.)

♡ ྀ fix you. (studio ghibli au! princess mononoke au!)

( ↳ Katsuki Bakugo is the righteous yet arrogant village prince of the east. The entire village relies on him for protection and for guidance, further inflating his ego. however, after a cursed boar attacks him and the curse is passed on to him as a poisonous mark on his arm, slowly consuming him until he becomes a demon himself. he is exiled without hesitance from his village and is to go on a journey to look for a cure, a journey he might never come back from. With the help of two of his most trusted allies, he embarks on a journey to look for the gods of the forest in where he meets a girl (just as striking as him) who brings him back down to earth, saves him and make him experience a true life worth living.)

♡ ྀ 25 lives (time traveler au!)

( ↳ After losing the love of his life in a brutal villain incident, Katsuki Bakugo had lost a part of him. Nothing and no one could ever bring her back. He became the shell of a person he once was; fiery, bright, and the driven #2 Pro-hero in the country. He continues to live life with guilt, all hope still lost until he is gifted a time device that can transport him to parallel universes, dimensions and alternate worlds, where he begins his quest to find his lost love. Crossing a hundred of realities and living twenty-five lifetimes just to bring her back into his arms. )

♡ ྀ to the most explosive boy i’ve ever loved before

( ↳ six letters. one for every boy you’ve ever loved. The letters for your eyes only, filled with all the words you could never say. until, one day, they start appearing out of nowhere into your life again, and your love life goes from imaginary to out of control.)

♡ ྀ lovesick girl

( ↳ your planned birthday surprise for katsuki takes a turn for the worst when you’re suddenly struck by a cold, prompting your dynamite boyfriend to take care of you and shower you with love and affection on his special day.)

♡ ྀ nicotine and faded dreams (smut!)

( ↳ Fame. Success. Glory. Bakugo’s had and seen it all, being a part of one of the biggest bands in the world. All he’s ever wanted was (Y/N), who comes back into his life just in time for the last leg of the band’s European tour. Bakugo thought that after making it big he wouldn’t have to face the muse for their most successful song any time soon. But a trip to Venice organized by scheming band mates has him stuck in a car with that very same muse. or Rock bands, a love Bakugo’s been trying to run away from and a cleverly schemed road trip: what could go wrong?)

♡ ྀ the morning afterglow

( ↳ basking in the hues of wonderment that is the morning sun with your explosive boyfriend by your side was truly a dream. lingering in the bed much longer was an absolute must. these are one of those days.)

➸ Todoroki Shoto

Fics ↝

♡ ྀ when you kiss me, heaven sighs.

( ↳ you and Shoto arrive in the city of love. the day seems perfect until things go awry.)

♡ ྀ a love like the movies

( ↳ Shoto spends his only day of rest and relaxation by watching iconic tv shows and sitcoms with you.)

♡ ྀ my youth is yours.

( ↳ shoto todoroki entered college with one thing in mind; be able to graduate and follow in his family’s footsteps. however, college had different plans for him. and meeting the one he would spend the rest of his life with was one of them.)

♡ ྀ merry go round of life (studio ghibli au, howl’s moving castle au)

( ↳ shoto todoroki is a magical prince who yearns for freedom. with the entire country against him, and the freedom he ever so wanted barely in his grasp- he seeks solace in a girl who works in a hat shop. she was his comfort in days full of disaster and war. and ever since then, he has finally found a reason to live.)

♡ ྀ something in the rain

( ↳ you and shoto were once childhood best friends and sweethearts who had lost touch and communication. 12 years has passed since then, and on a fated summer day in june, there was something in the rain that brought two lost souls back to each other’s arms.)

♡ ྀ are you feline what i’m feline? (smut!)

( ↳ blessed with a quirk that can temporarily transform any human being into any living thing they want through the means of potions and concoctions, you brew up a cat girl potion to surprise shoto for your second year anniversary. however, some accidents and mishaps happen, and you’re welcomed home by a handsome cat boy instead.

♡ ྀ if i could tell her

( ↳ in where shoto todoroki is hit by a sudden realization that the love of his life was right in front of him all along and all it takes is for her to cross the crossroads for him to finally realize.)

♡ ྀ written in the stars

( ↳ shoto takes you out on a special date. a date that entailed love in all it’s bare simplicity. love in all it’s highs and lows, and love that is worth being written in the stars.)

➸ Eijiro Kirishima

Fics ↝

♡ ྀ I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover.

( ↳ It is your 1st year anniversary with Kirishima. With no idea how celebrate it, Kirishima asks for the aid of Bakusquad and they have very interesting ideas and plans to say the least. Will he succeed and plan a perfect surprise for you?)

#juliannewrites #bakugo x reader #mha x reader #todoroki shoto x reader #katsuki bakugo x reader #bakugou katsuki x reader #bakugou x reader #bakugo katsuki x reader #shoto todoroki x reader #todoroki x reader #bnha x reader #kirishima x reader #deku x reader #izuku midoriya x reader #denki kaminari x reader #kaminari x reader #todoroki shoto x y/n #boku no hero academia x rader #my hero academia x reader

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duxpuella · 3 years

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I was wondering if you could maybe do a what it would be like at a beach house with Richard Cameron during summer vacation headcanons type of thing? Idk if that makes sense and if you don’t want to write about Cameron, I totally get it :) anyway, I hope you have a good day

Headcanons of Richard C. in summer break with (gn!) reader

<Atention: Modern AU where Neil lives, and Welton’s a boys & girls school.

Warnings: Fluff;>

Note: Y/n - your name/ Y/Ln - your last name/ Y/fn - your friend’s name;

Also, here’s my Cameron playlist, hope you enjoy it!

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It was FINALLY summer! Cameron had been planning for a while to take you to stay at his family's beach house and now, the time has come!

Originally, he wanted to surprise you on spring break, but Charlie accidentally slide it to you. After a few discussions and long ten minutes of Charlie getting lectured on about being careful with his big mouth by all the poets, you convinced Cam to do it by summer.

"C'mon love... we will have more time to spare, think of all the dates and different places you could show me! And if anything, the amount of 'me and you' time we'd get!" you said cupping his face with your right hand, "I agree with you, honey, but it'll be a lot harder to convince your parents..." his face frowning on worry, "Cam, we have time to come up with arguments, and my parents love you! If anything, I'll be a legal adult until then. I could, simply, pack my things and go." You smiled, brushing his worries away.

This boy planned EVERY SINGLE DETAIL (by himself, since it was a gift to you) and he planned well. Cameron is one of those persons who will bring a flashlight to literally anywhere. "You never know when you'll run out of light." "You know your phone has a funtion like that, right?" "And you know you could run out of power on it, right?". Point is, he's prepared to everything and anything at anytime.

He made a shop list with food (to cookout a already setted menu, of course), hygiene, and basic items. He made you pack your clothes 3 week advanced and drove to the place on the weekend before the due date bringging all the items (already packed up and organized). He also took his time cleanning it and checking if everything was safe and sound for a peaceful stay.

As soon as the graduation ceremony ended, both of you made your farewells and got in the car. Cameron had bought the car on the month before and, again, made all the check ups to a safe trip. He even made a driving trip setlist, here's a few tunes:

Young Folks by Peter Bjron and John

Dog Days Are Over by Florence + The Machine

Sun by Two Door Cinema Club

Island in the Sun by Weezer

Santa Fe by Beirut

Sleep On The Floor by The Lumineers

City Lights by Bridget Mendler

The Adults Are Talking by The Strokes

Long Way Home by 5 Seconds of Summer

Night Running by Cage The Elephant

-> car's song (I wrote it thinking on this one, but you can read it like if it’s one of your choice);

A song you knew started playing on the radio as you sang it excitingly. He smiled smitten and giggled, "Why you're laughing?" you asked, also giggling, "Nothing..." "Cam! C'mon, what is it?" he pulled over the car and gave you a peck, "I gonna marry you." he said, still smitten while staring deeply at your eyes as his face got a light shade of pink. Your smile widened as you answered, "And I'm gonna marry you!".

He kept driving while you would sing to him.

As soon as you got there, he showed you the house and, later, he took you to a local restaurant for dinner.

The rest of the summer was sweet, loving, and peaceful as you both got some deserved rest.

Hope you like it! I take requests by ask! (info on requests);

Also, you’ll find more of my writing here.

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☀ PositivityForToday’s 10K Celebration ☀

There are SO many things worth living for and reasons to smile and be happy! With the help of my lovely followers/friends, I have compiled a list of 1,000 things that make people happy, for my 10,000 amazing followers! Hopefully, this list is able to help you, make you feel better, or give you a reason to smile today!

☀ 1,000 Happy Things ☀

Seeing cows while driving

Moss on really old fallen trees

Seeing a lil baby you don't know in public, and they smile at you!!!

Parents doing their kids hair or just people doing someone they care about’s hair

Really ragged old and well-loved stuffed animals

When the dandelions start blooming

Spring blossom

Daffodils

Bluebells

Sharks

When you're sitting outside your house or something and people passing by wave and say hi

That feeling in the summer when you have your window open and you're listening to your favorite music

When someone does a hobby just because they enjoy it even if they aren't the best at it

Comfort shows and books

People speaking their native languages

When my brother gets something to eat and always gets me something he knows I like

When I finish a crossword

When I see something that reminds me of someone I care about

Paintings

My best friend (I love her so much shhhh don't tell her)

My dog! I love him

My little sisters! Adorable, creative, and very witty. I love them

Music! I get the happy shaky feelings and just,,, y e a h/listening to songs

Singing! Especially for band practice!

Sunlight beams in the morning

The moon

Eagles

That feeling when you’re with friends and you’re all laughing so loudly, and you just feel complete

Talking to my favorite people/talking to my best friend

Sunrises and sunsets

Seeing the stars

Cats

Butterflies/Moths

Snails

Warm sunshine

Purple gel pens

Hugs

My children

Sunny days

Beautiful views

Spending time with my family and friends

Playing badminton

Cycling

Playing with little kids

Playing with dogs

Whales

Animals doing daft things

Talks and walks with my son

Morning breakfast and coffee

A good spicy lunch

Laying in my bed at night and just checking on current affairs and news

My boyfriend

My friends

Art

Owls

Minecraft

Voice acting

Petting my dog

Smelling Flowers

Feeling a cold thing when I’m warm or a warm thing when I’m cold

Giving and getting kisses

Random texts from friends

Coffee flavored chocolate

Singing

Moths with big white wings

Underdone scrambled eggs

A rainy night

Bubbles

That first warm day of spring

Going on hikes

Being outdoors

Candy

Chocolate

The smell of playdoh

Taking photos

Getting new clothing

Candles

Birdwatching

Going on picnics

Writing poetry

Reading books

The holidays

Making people smile/laugh

Coffee

A nice warm blanket

Eating ice cream

Snow globes

Lightning bugs

Flowers after the snow melts

The smell of rain

Sitting on the steps early in the morning

Being the first to wake up

The feeling I get after running

The comfort of a favorite shirt

My girlfriend

Family

Random acts of kindness

Babies

When I play with my dog by pretending to run at her and she goes crazy with excitement

My cat

Rain

Baking

Piano (playing or listening)

Small flowers

Flowy skirts/dresses

Wholesome romances

Hearing a song for the first time and loving it immediately

Playing my flute

Horses

Listening to vinyls on a record player

When someone remembers a little detail about you

Painting my nails

Doing yoga

Doing exercise

Beating a personal record

Rainbows

Making crafts

Taking a shower after a long day

Going to the zoo

Going on vacation

Being at the beach or near water

Watching Netflix

Going to the movie theatre

Watching a live play at a theatre

Learning something new

Teaching someone how to do something

Toasting marshmallows and eating S’mores

Cupcakes

Seeing a shooting star

Taking a nap

When someone compliments me

Decorating my room

Picnics

My favorite band

My favorite celebrities

My favorite actors

Setting a new goal

Collecting rocks

Putting on fresh clean sheets

Seeing Christmas lights

Listening to birds chirping

Giraffes

Camping

Sitting by a bonfire

Eating mashed potatoes

Bullet journaling

Driving in the car with the windows down

Dancing

Looking at pretty pictures

Concerts

Funny jokes/puns/memes

Fireworks

Sparklers

Pretty clouds

My favorite shoes

Getting new art supplies

Making photo edits

Making gifts for my friends and family

Getting gifts from people

Balloons

Succulents

Playing an instrument

Drinking a nice cup of tea

Iced tea on a summer day

Eating fresh fruit

Getting my hair braided

Eating at a restaurant

Being on a boat

Swimming

Making new friends

Finding an animal in nature

Pumpkins and pumpkin patches

Carving pumpkins

Autumn and all the beautiful colors

Acting for theatre

Making video edits

Wearing a costume for Halloween

Dressing fancy

Finding four leaf clovers

Pressing flowers

Scrap booking

Handwritten letters

Stickers

Hummingbirds

Elephants

Eating breakfast

Gardens

Inspirational quotes

Wearing my favorite necklace

Baby animals

Little streams and ponds

Foxes

Sun shining through trees

When it’s foggy out and you can see dew drops on plants and spider webs

Being on a swing

Finally accomplishing a goal you’ve been working on

When a new season of your favorite show comes out

Doing my makeup

Cleaning and organizing

Daydreaming

Taking a bath

Christmas

Watching funny videos

Wearing sweaters and hoodies

Fuzzy socks

Helping people

Little figurines and objects

Popcorn

Brownies

Looking out the window

Wolves

Opening a window for fresh air

The smell of coffee

Watching YouTube videos

Getting a haircut

Seeing a deer in the woods

Watching birds fly

Finding shapes and objects in the clouds

The smell of fresh laundry

When someone tells me something reminded them of me

Stepping on crunchy leaves

Animal crossing

My switch

Softball/baseball

Basketball

Soccer

Seeing cool cars/old cars

Rollerblading

Drawing with chalk on a sidewalk

Going to bed early

Stargazing

Making progress

Checking things off my to-do list

Taking Polaroid pictures

Going for walks

Jogging

Going to the library

Starting a new book

Finishing a good book

Playing board games

Koalas

Slippers

Big trees

Sunlight coming through the windows

Waking up on Christmas morning

Getting book, song, movie, etc. recommendations from my friends

Making music playlists

Finally receiving packages I ordered in the mail

Baking desserts

When my favorite song comes on

When people make playlists for each other

Finding new characters to ship

Having free time

Sticky notes

Sunbathing

Traveling

Peace and quietness

Alone time

Meeting my step/exercise goal for the day

The people who love me

Soup

Coloring books

Getting into bed after a long day

Pillows

Fandoms

How unique and different everyone is

Getting a lot of work done

Looking forward to my future dream job

Playing video games

Being on Tumblr

Taking time for myself

Practicing self-care

Face masks

Finding money you forgot about

Holding hands

The smell of apple pie

Starting a new tv show

Getting letters in the mail

When the seasons change

Summer

Mugs and teacups

Smoothies

Breakfast food

Disney

Going into the woods/forest

Trying new creative outlets

The smell of sunscreen

Eating the food you’ve been craving

Knowing and feeling that people care

Telling a good story

Laughing so hard can’t stop and your stomach hurts

Late summer nights

Late night drives

Sparkles

Glitter

Listening to people I love talk about their favorite things and what they’re passionate about

Listening to podcasts

Turning up the volume of my music

Putting my headphones in

Blasting my favorite songs through my speaker

People accepting and supporting others for who they truly are

Wearing something cozy

Soft light

Love

Warm weather

A well-rested night

Waking up in the morning and feeling refreshed

Knowing that every day is a fresh start

Well written characters

A book I can get lost in

Sloths

My parents

My siblings

My grandparents

The feeling of sand beneath your feet

Heated blankets

Bagels

Toast

Getting something for free

Samples

Constellations

Mason jars

Practicing a new skill

Finding a new hobby

Lazy weekends

Mac n cheese

French fries

Having deep conversations with my best friend

New jeans

Going to IKEA

Skirts

Dresses

Doodling

When other people are happy (especially people I know and love)

Marching band

Sleeping in

Having the day off

Getting new books

Playing guitar

Playing ukulele

Random compliments

A change of scenery

Cuddling

Waking before the sun is up

Reading old letters

Zebras

Exploring

Building Lego sets

Using photoshop to make edits

Journaling

Walking along the seafront and breathing in time with the waves

A good rom-com or nostalgic show

Writing lists

Pinterest boards

Looking back at my accomplishments

Talking on the phone with a friend or family member

Wrapping presents

A blue sky

Loving someone

Waterfalls

Washi tape

Penguins

Donuts

The color yellow

Sleepovers

Cooking dinner

Kind gestures

Trust

Inside jokes

Songs that make you feel nostalgic

Seeing other people’s art

Comfy clothes

Wearing pajamas

Calligraphy

When someone calls you by your nickname

Going to Target

The first sunburn of the summer

Ramen noodles

Chinese food

Thrift shopping

Flower fields

Flowers growing in random places, like through a crack in the sidewalk

Writing

Sparkly snowflakes

When it snows on Christmas

Mixing paint colors together

Perfectly shaven legs

Puddles

The color red

Thunderstorms

The smell of flowers

The ocean

Adult sized onesies

Driving a golf cart

Fairytales

Cartoons

The color blue

Pasta

AO3

Crickets chirping

Seeing everyone’s houses decorated for the holidays, especially Christmas

Other people sharing what makes them happy

Monkeys

Being understood

When someone texts to make sure I got home safely

Iced coffee

Becoming better at communicating with others

Seeing a friend for the first time in a while

Good morning and good night texts

Drinking a cold glass of water

Deep conversations in the middle of the night

Collecting sea shells

Building blanket forts

Tan lines

Being under lots of blankets

Making better health and money choices

Getting chills from a song even after hearing it countless times

Liking how I look

Hot chocolate

Finding new music

Buying cute things

Wearing an outfit I really like

When someone tells you how glad they are to be your friend

Gardening

Watching raindrops race down a window

Trying new food

Finding exactly what I was looking for

Planning my future

Finding a song that perfectly fits my mood or describes how I’m feeling

Writing little notes to people

When someone tells me I did something good

Eating ice cream on a hot day

Making friends with animals

Going to football games

Seeing people genuinely interested in something

Snow days

The last day of school

Winter break

Spring break

Thanksgiving

New Year’s Eve

Turtles

Sitting outside on a cool summer day

Watching rain

Watching the ocean waves come in

Netflix binges

A new movie release I really want to watch

Driving with a window down for the first time in the spring

Taking a cruise

Giving helpful advice

Getting helpful advice

Doing a favor for someone who needs it

Someone referencing one of my fandoms or something I love out of no where

Learning and knowing stuff

Doing something physically challenging or scary

Listening to my bedroom fan while I fall asleep

Coming up with a new creative idea

Finding something I wanted at the store on sale for a good deal

Finishing all my assignments on time or even early

Hugging my dog

Taking my dog for a walk

Teaching my dog a new trick

When strangers stop to say hi to my dog

Listening to audiobooks

The weekend

Finding a new flavor of chapstick

Drinking Kool-Aid, it makes me feel so nostalgic

Watching nature shows on a weekend morning

Watching cartoon shows on a Sunday morning

A good TV show, most likely something I've watched before because that way I know it ends well

A good, delicious comfort meal on a Friday night by myself

A café in the city centre at noon when it's not filled with the morning rush or afternoon coffee breakers

The stars from my childhood bedroom because they're the brightest here

Listening to my favorite playlist really loud on a long road trip and singing to myself loudly in my car

Having an entire day to myself without interruptions from anyone

Opening the curtains first thing in the morning

A new jacket

Going to the cinema on a first release day because it's always super exciting and full of people anxious to see a movie they've been waiting for forever

Listening to live music

Riding roller coasters

Going to amusement parks

Lizards

Seahorses

Starfish

Eating fair food

Feeling an instrument vibrate when you’re playing it

Hearing my dog snore

When my dog dreams in his sleep

Wearing a new piece of clothing for the first time

Feeling the sun on you

Eyes in the sunlight

Seeing city lights

Singing in the shower at the top of my lungs

Looking at someone and them knowing exactly what they’re going to say

Laughing till you cry

Being under a blanket

Going to craft stores

Watching boats

The idea of traveling the world

When my dogs let me lay my head on them

Listening to an old song and having it bring back memories

Candy corn

Crazy socks

Quotes

Fall and the leaves changing color and the crisp feeling in the air

Making snowmen

Making gingerbread houses for Christmas

Making videos with family

Burning a candle

Booping a dog’s nose

Getting letters/notes from people; writing them

Snow globes

Dr. Pepper

Doc martens

Fortune cookies

Potatoes

Easter

Finishing something

Skipping rocks

Warm rain

When someone opens up to you

Finding the right words to say exactly what you wanted

Animal footprints

Eating outside

Fairy lights

The smell of a hotel

Windows

Meeting a new dog

Dolphins

Getting magazines in the mail

Being in the woods as the sun starts to rise and the animals wake up

Warm days

Adirondack chairs

A warm breeze

Clothes and blankets hanging outside to dry

Feeding birds

Aquariums

The color green

Tie dying things

Going to art museums

Going to science museums

New albums from my favorite artists

Seeing moss in nature

Finding cute little mushrooms

When a dog wags its tail a bunch and is excited to see me

Playing fetch with my dog

Obsessing over something and having someone to talk about it with

Going on a walk with my best friend and talking about life

Looking at old pictures and reminiscing on good memories

Reading a book that's so good your brain wants to read faster than it can

Laughing with friends about the weirdest things

Being appreciated for doing small things you wouldn't even have thought about yourself because it's something you *just do*

Being creative

Watching animals

A story I can't put down

Stretching

The moment when you listen to a new song/album by your favourite artist

When you're at a concert and anticipating the moment before the band comes out

When at a concert and they play your favourite song live

The moment when someone compliments your outfit

When you see someone wearing merch of something you like

Seeing the sunrise/sunset

Watching the sun rise out of the water or sink down into it as it’s setting

This ecstatic feeling in general when you're just living in the moment with people who love something as much as you do

Hugging my cat and smelling his fur

Listening to my music by myself and singing to it

Making edits I’m really proud of

Losing hours in a good book or fanfiction

Writing sentences that I actually like

My siblings and my parents when they're being chill and funny

Watching my favorite tv shows and movies and yelling about them into the void

Finding a new good song

Fresh out of the shower + fresh clean sheets feeling when you go to bed

When I come downstairs in the morning and my dog greets me right at the bottom step with her lil’ tail wagging

Knowing that if I ever needed someone to chat with, someone would be there to lend an ear

Tigers

Lions

When you shuffle your music and the exact song you want to hear plays

When all my family is around the outdoor fire on a summer’s evening

When my nieces and nephews give me squishy kid hugs

Being home alone and being able to cook or bake in the kitchen without disruption

Driving around with a friend in the evenings and just belting our favorite songs

Seaside walks

Disney World

Seeing live theatre

The sun shining on leaves and stone buildings

Dancing when I'm alone

Color-coordinating my outfit

Floating on my back in the sea

The smell of summer nights

The smell of winter mornings

Colorful things/environments

Bunnies

Walking along lakes/rivers/the sea

Spending time in nature

Taking care of my plants

Giving affection to my loved ones

Listening to other people's stories

Reading about people I've never met before or places I've never visited before (especially if they are now just a part of history)

Embroidering

Pandas

Swimming in a river or the sea

Stargazing (my favorite moments usually happen an hour before sunrise)

White-caged-bird

Feeling the breeze when I spin and my heartbeat when I dance for an hour at a time

All the wonderful smells of flowers and colours that nature has to offer

Sharing good laughter with someone

Feeling like I belong

Travelling and discovering new customs of different cultures

Hiking or foraging

That feeling when I'm approaching the end of a really good book and I let myself be engulfed by the fact that it's a unique experience, that I'll never experience as the first time again

Observing my local fauna

Petting and taking care of an animal (double the joy if it is friendly with strangers)

Drinking a good cup of honey tea

Finding a perfume that suits me

Eating something sweet

Enjoying a meal with others

Cat paws tapping on the floor

Dipping a biscuit into tea

Trying to catch leaves falling from the tree

Having sunlight hit your face when you’re napping

Objects that cast a rainbow when the sun shines through them

Seeing patterned shadows

Ambient mood lighting

Sleeping

Wearing jewelry

Cheese

Playing chess

Fresh air

Going somewhere new

My Mom’s cooking

Being inspired

When someone holding your hand rubs their thumb lovingly in circles

Picking strawberries

Otters

Painting the walls of my room

Wind chimes

Seeing that your favorite people are active online

Finally understanding something you were struggling with

The excitement you get when someone reblogs your writing or art

Getting a new notebook or journal

Appreciation

Validation

When someone tells you they love you and mean it

The smell of freshly baked bread

When my dog falls asleep on me

Making new online friends

Found family

Finishing cleaning my room

When someone lays their head on your shoulder

Doing something right on the first try

Finally sitting down after standing for a long time

Getting goosebumps from hearing or seeing something you love

Seeing a gorgeous view

Loving someone and them loving you back

Freshly baked gooey cookies

When a song comes on and everyone starts singing

When I’m out for a run and it’s hot and it starts raining. Nothing makes me feel more like a human than getting caught in the rain on a run

Swimming in the ocean

When people are talking about something they really love and get carried away trying to explain it all to you

Puppies

Being in the middle of nowhere and actually getting to see the whole sky of stars that you never get to see in a city

Finding people that love the same things you do

When something silly reminds you of someone you love; like every time I see an orange and green gummy worm I think of my sister

When you’re hugging someone and they squeeze you a little bit before they let go

Weather where you can leave all the windows open in your house

Trampolines

Driving with no destination in mind

Falling asleep to the sound of rain

Hearing other people laugh

Laughing only because you hear someone else laugh and it's just so contagious

The first snowfall of the year

Disney movies

Listening to someone tell stories and they have like 15 side stories in between the main one

Romantic movies

Bubble baths

Smiling between kisses

Wearing sweatpants

A clean house

Pizza

My computer

Cheesy pickup lines

When people tell me they miss me

Cool spring mornings after a storm

My job

Butterflies

New shoes

Oversized shoes

Caramel apples

Volunteering

Meditating

Running my blog

Finding sea glass at the beach

Getting my nails done

Planning vacation

Hot cider

Telling people I love them

Writing in my gratitude journal

Eating homegrown vegetables, fruit, and herbs

Remembering a good dream I had

Happy endings

Colored pens

Decorating for the holidays

Finishing a really good tv show

Leopards

Summer rain

Thunderstorms where I can just open my window to the full extent and just watch and listen

Calls with my best friend

Seeing a meme and sending it to my friends

Getting an email from AO3

That moment when you get an idea for creating something

Walking barefoot on the grass

Sending thank you notes

Writing events I’m looking forward to on my calendar

Dippin' Dots

Spicy food

Seeing a full moon

Eating cookie dough

Eating seasonal food

Bubble wrap

Going to the car wash and getting rainbow soap

Dark chocolate

Soft blankets

Weighted blankets

Soft drinks with crushed ice

When I get an unexpected phone call from someone I love

Wearing flip flops

Longer daylight hours

Having a BBQ

Frosting cookies

Making cupcakes in the microwave

Watching the Hallmark channel during the holidays

Taking selfies or photos with people I love

Putting on lotion

The smell of a baby’s head

The Office

Online shopping

The smell of freshly cut grass

Surprising my family or friends

Looking at the clock when it’s 11:11

Being productive

Quilts

Doing good on an exam

Someone doing a favor for me (especially when I didn’t ask)

Eating pancakes with syrup

Origami

Sprinkles

Confetti

Waving at people

Giving high fives

Complicated Handshakes between you and your best friend

Naps/feeling well-rested

Eating one of my favorite foods

Hearing good news from/about a friend or family member

Looking at nature (these days it's seeing squirrels in my neighbour's garden and looking at my plants and trees)

When make someone happy or feel like I made a difference (including a satisfied client)

Success (good grades, a gifset that does well)

Hugs from my mom

Learning new things

Chatting with my friends because they’re all amazing people

Group watches of my favorite tv show or movie

That feeling when the house has just been cleaned/when I’m freshly showered

Making jokes/laughing with people

Reading fluffy fanfics

Driving on the road to a destination far away, I love the trip as much as (if not more than) arriving at the actual place

Reading affirmations

Green tea

Getting breakfast or lunch from a nice restaurant

Learning about topics that won’t benefit me; like Chinese history, geography, ancient flora and fauna, etc. just things that I find cool

The jokes my girlfriend makes, especially when they’re the same ones she always makes

Stories from the past! Stories from history from people who actually lived through it

Stories in general, just hearing the life experiences of people in completely different positions from me. I love hearing people’s stories

Drawing intricate things, like old buildings, landscapes, and plants

Cooking a nice meal

Grocery shopping and farmers markets especially

My cat! All of her weird little habits too, like how she stands in front of my feet so I’ll push her where she wants to go

Botanical gardens

State parks

Museums

Art galleries

Listening to stories my grandparents tell

When people tell me about their life goals and dreams

Being surrounded by the people I love

Living the best life I can

Partying hard the night away

Daydreaming

Sunflowers always make me smile

Warm tea

Big fluffy clouds in a blue sky

Friendly babies

Hearing a past favorite song

Singing karaoke

Biking riding

Helping others

Chocolate milk

Sweets and fruits

Having fun doing things I love

Dragons

Video games

My favorite things

Writing

Affection

Exercising

Being on Tumblr

Looking at flowers and plants

Playing with my cats

Chatting with my friends (at the moment it’s through zoom, of course)

Finding new ways to decorate my room

Window shopping

Spending time with my boyfriend

Wearing my favorite outfit/accessory

Eating something delicious

The cool side of my pillow

Tears of joy

Woodpeckers

Reading poems

Hugging trees

Tree houses

Airstreams/campers

Playing frisbee

Making sculptures

Puppy ears

The first day of spring

The first day of summer

Sending silly photos to my friends

Building sand castles

Winning prizes at the fair or arcade

Marbles

Cacti

Scrolling through my phone

Writing fanfiction

Seeing someone you haven't seen for a really long time

Putting together collages

Printing out photos I love

DIY projects

Sewing

Crocheting

Listening to steel drums

Haunted houses

Going through a corn maze

Picking fresh fruit or vegetables

Bubble tea

Starbucks

Dunkin donuts

Disneyland

Disney Princesses

Climbing trees

Finishing errands

Rewatching my favorite episodes

Scrunchies

Milkshakes

Ice cream blizzards

Listening to acoustic versions of songs

Hot tubs

Rubber ducks

Coconut flavored food

Dipping fries in ice cream

Discovering a new type of animal

Seeing hot air balloons

Frogs/toads

Splashing in puddles

Having plants inside my house

Teddy bears

Iridescent/holographic things

Bird houses

Breakfast in bed

Crystals/gemstones

Ziplining

Dew drops

Glow sticks

Flower crowns (especially handmade ones)

Spring rain

Watching other people make art

Lighthouses

Finding heart shaped things in nature

Thinking of getting my own apartment

Coming up with a new recipe for food

Cookbook recipes passed down through families

Bookshelves

Making pretty yogurt bowls

Seaside houses

Flying on planes and being in/above the clouds

Flower bouquets

Looking at and learning about the planets

Fruit snacks

Palm trees

Weeping willow trees

Cherry blossoms

Eating cake

Decorating cakes with eccentric icing designs and colors

Whipped cream

Having snowball fights

Hearing Christmas music

Tattoos

Wearing rings

Green grass

A tidy organized desk with cute desk supplies

My craft room

Hammocks

Little cottages

Cotton candy (and cotton candy flavored things)

Looking at all the paint pallet colors in paint stores

Stamps

Taking silly photos in photobooths

Going to the mall

Making jam, especially strawberry jam

Reading outside

Finding a bird nest and watching eggs hatch

Looking at photos of my family and friends

Finding old flora and art books

Eating fresh corn on the cob with butter on a summer day

Lily Pads

Icicles

Inner peace

Sitting under a tree

Not having to turn on the light in your room when the sun is shining through

When restaurants have patios you can dine at

Fishing on a pier

Seeing old couples in public

Making gifs

Trees swaying in the wind

Anime

Dying Easter eggs

Laying in the trunk of a car and watching the clouds or stars

Night lights

Flower shops

Outer space

Kitchens

PB&J sandwiches

Toasted Cheese

LoFi music

Listening to/watching ambience videos

Turtle necks

Peaches

Looking at old maps

Figurines of the earth/globe

Honey and bees

Cheesecake

Seeing footprints in sand and watching them be washed away by waves

Anything related to the moon, stars, and sun

Reading my horoscope (even if I know it’s not real)

Archways decorated with hanging flowers

Yogurt

Pudding

Knowing that I’m not alone

Ancient roman sculptures

Macarons

When someone tells me they care about me

Weddings

Watercolour

Birthday parties

My brother

My sister

When my dog leaves his bed to lay in the sunlight

Doing mini photoshoots with my friends

Hand making bracelets/necklaces (friendship bracelets)

When someone calls me darling or honey

Love letters

Game night

Skateboarding

Stress balls and squishy toys

Starting something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time

Playing cards

Doing puzzles

Word searches

Kittens

Ordering takeout

Stepping out into the fresh air

Creating vision boards

Getting a massage

Writing positive affirmations

Lunch dates

Standup comedy

Listening to classical music

Nature/animal documentaries

Having someone there to listen to me

Listening to someone when they need it

Accepting myself for who I am

Looking back and seeing how far I’ve come and all the progress I've made

Doing something my future self will be thankful for

Speaking up for myself

Being near loved ones

Finding time for my hobbies

Giving myself time to rest

Saturday mornings

Marrying the one I love

Discovering new things

Going to new cities

My idols

Pastries

Feeling the wind on my face on a car ride

The sensation of music in my ears and like nothing else matters

People who have my best interest in mind

Simplicity

Fulfilling my dreams

Discovering a new ice cream flavor

Knitting

Making myself a priority

Knowing that I am important, and I matter

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Hauppauge, Winter 2015.

Dum Dum Girls “Bhang Bhang, I’m A Burnout”

Pop. 1280 “Do The Angelfish”

Eric Copeland “Grapes”

Courtney Barnett ”Pedestrian At Best”

Diet Cig “Harvard”

Former Ghosts “The Days Will Get Long Again”

James Clarke “Waiting Game”

Sex Worker “Tough Love”

Anthroprophh & Big Naturals “Establishment In Decline”

Nisennenmondai “Souzousuru”

Sleaford Mods “Donkey”

Beech Creeps “Sun Of Sud”

Blossom Dearie “Sunday Afternoon”

Cribs, The “We Were Aborted”

OG Maco & Key! “U Guessed It”

Sleaford Mods “Tied Up In Knotts”

Black Madonna, The “Stay”

Alessandro Cortini “Dell’ Influenza”

Flying Lotus & MF Doom “Masquatch”

XXYYXX “Witching Hour”

Soft Moon, The “Black”

Chromatics “Candy” (eight-track)

Burial “Wounder”

Black EL “’95 White Maxima”

Excepter “Forget Me”

Chromatics “Blue Moon”

Burial “Come Down To Us”

Shonen Knife “Twist Barbie”

Alan Vega “No More Christmas Blues”

Suicide “Hey Lord”

Arca “Sisters”

Consumer Electronics “Murder Your Masters”

Your Old Droog “Porno For Pyros”

Women In Prison “Suicidal Exit”

Ho99or “Da Blue Nigga From Hell Boy”

Soft Moon, The “Want”

Flucts, The “2 Gtr. Practice”

Flying Lotus & MF Doom “My Favorite Ladies / Litemeter”

Shiny Two Shiny “Through The Glass”

Antonio Adolfo “Venice”

Dual Action “NC-17 Drive In”

XXYYXX “Fields”

AIDS Wolf “Nothing But A Tape Recorder”

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When You Least Expect It, Part Sixteen

Jensen Ackles x Musician!Reader

Masterlist - Contains Chapter Links & Wardrobe Collages

A/N: This is a much shorter chapter than the rest, but I hope you enjoy it!

Spotify Playlist

Series Summary: After a hard breakup, Jensen decides to throw himself into organizing a Music Festival in Austin that is meant to raise money for a few of his most cherished charities and organizations. As he throws himself into planning it, he stumbles upon a spirited, undiscovered performer, who he convinces to come aboard to help plan and coordinate the event with him.

What transpires after that takes both Jensen and his new friend, by surprise. But when their respective pasts come back just before the event kicks off in Austin, they will both have to decide if the unexpected feelings are worth perusing, or if they should just walk away and go on with their lives.

Series Warnings: Language, Break-Ups, Angst, Fluff, Smut, Mild Violence, Talk of Domestic Abuse

Chapter Summary: With the festival rapidly approaching, everyone is both on edge and excited for what lies ahead.

Chaper Warnings: None

WC: 6.5K

Series Beta’d by @closetspngirl

Dee

The private investigator Dee hired last Spring had been worth every penny. The information he delivered on Jensen’s new girlfriend gave her more than she could have hoped for. Her plan to contact the little twit’s ex-boyfriend seemed like a good idea at first; but as the weeks turned into months, even Dee could see Nathan’s instability grow. Once word of the incident at Jensen’s brewery reached her, she knew that maybe things had gone too far. All she wanted to do was try and cause some drama, hoping Jensen would shy away from the beach brat he was suddenly so obsessed with and come back to her. But as she sat, nipping at her cuticles while waiting in her rented Beamer for Nathan to show, she realized what a futile effort it had been.

The plan completely backfired, only pushing the two of them closer. Gen had let it slip that Y/N was now living in Vancouver with Jensen, completely bringing Dee’s hopes of a reconciliation crumbling to the ground. Even she had never been asked to move to Vancouver with him while they were together, and was instantly crushed when she heard the news. There was no chance of Jensen coming back to her; Dee knew that now it was a matter of protecting herself. Only God knew exactly what Nathan was capable of, but with the glimpses Dee had caught of him, she seriously began to fear how this would backlash onto her, if her part in everything had come out.

Everything she had done up until that point hadn’t been illegal, really. All she did was make a few phone calls and provoke a stranger into reacting. Yet somehow she knew that if Nathan was caught, and started talking, her name would be spoken and she’d have some things to answer for. Knowing the light it would paint her in, knowing how it could affect her career, Dee needed to be sure that Nathan would keep her out of it. After all, HE was the one who took things too far.

Dee turned her delicate wrist and checked the time on her watch; already a quarter past ten in the morning. Nathan had promised to meet her early that day outside of a small diner located in the outskirts of Austin. It was two days before the festival was to kick off, and she just needed a few reassurances before the big day. She still hated Y/N and loved Jensen, but deep down she finally conceded that SHE wasn’t the one he loved; Y/N was.

Another twenty minutes passed with no sign of Nathan. When she checked her watch again and saw it was nearly eleven, she closed her eyes and felt her stomach bottom out. Dee pushed the start button on her rental and hung her head, long strands of red hair obscuring her face and the handful of regretful tears that ran through her makeup. A soft, yet shaky laugh turned into shaking sobs as the air conditioning began to blow her hair back lightly. She drew in a deep breath and brought her vision back up towards the windshield. Off to the right of the old titanium plated diner, stood a tall, lanky man in a grey hoodie and ripped jeans. She felt his eyes on her and a mild bout of nerves raced through her veins. The man’s hood was drawn tightly around his head, leaving his face in a swirl of shadows. Regardless, she could feel his eyes on her and knew that it was Nathan.

They had only met in person once before earlier that Spring, and it was a brief encounter at best. Dee had been hesitant to meet face to face, but Nathan insisted. He said he was worried for Y/N, and the kind of people she’d gotten involved with. He was pushy and borderline manic, so Dee agreed to meet at the same diner she was now parked in front of. They drank coffee and Dee listened as Nathan recounted his surprise visit with Y/N. The way he explained it, she had turned her back on him, and then provoked Jensen into attacking him. His expression was concerned and fretful, but Dee knew it had all been an act. She was an actress, after all, and she could spot his lies a hundred miles away. Yet, it didn’t stop her from encouraging him to fight back, and fight for his girl.

The break-in at the condo hadn’t been all her idea, though as she sat in nervous self-reflection, she wouldn’t be able to deny planting the seed of thought in Nathan’s head. But, her little birdies told her that the amount of destruction that had been left was extensive, and far more than she felt comfortable with.

She killed the engine of the car, again, and slowly opened the driver’s side door. The minute it cracked open, Nathan began to approach her. When he was closer, she could see his features were drawn and his complexion turned ashy. The dark circles under his eyes and the pale tone of his lips caused her brow to furrow.

“Jesus, Nathan. What the hell happened to you?”

Nathan shrugged. “Life.”

“Well, maybe you should rethink the life you’re living if it’s leaving you looking like that.” Dee gave him a good once over, and noticed his hands were shaking. “Are you on drugs?”

He let out a deep, haunting laugh. “What the fuck you know about the drug life, Princess?”

“N-Nothing really, but I’ve been around enough people that do them to know what a junkie looks like.”

“You don’t know shit about shit. What the hell do you want, hm? You nagged me to get here so you could just put me down like everyone else?” His words weren’t threatening, but the tone and body language he delivered them with, was.

“No, I just… shit, man… this all got out of hand. I just wanted to check in, make sure you were okay,” she lied, doing her best to keep her face from betraying her. “I’m concerned.”

“Are you now?” Nathan snorted, and pushed the hood off his head, revealing his shaggy, dirty hair that was plastered to his head thanks to the heat of the Austin summer. “What made you so concerned? I did what you asked. I tried to break them up. But…” he trailed off, his eyes looking in Dee’s direction, but it was clear that he wasn’t actually seeing her.

“I was wrong, okay? Clearly those two idiots are happy together. So, I wanted to tell you that you could stop trying to break them up.”

Nathan shook his head slowly, and in a way that caused a bolt of anxiety to run down Dee’s spine. “Naw, can’t do that.”

“Can’t--can’t do what?”

“Stop trying to break them up…. Y/N is all I got left in this world.”

“But, what if she doesn’t want you? Then what? Do you really want her if she doesn’t want you? You deserve someone who loves you for who and what you are. Don’t get hung up on some past relationship because you think it's what you deserve. Trust me, Nathan, I speak from experience.”

“I give two shits about your experience. Y/N is my girl,” he snarled at her, “...always has been. So why don’t you bug the fuck off and leave me alone.”

“I will, I promise. But first I just need to make sure…” Dee let her words hang in the air, hoping he would get their meaning without her having to actually say it. From his expression, she knew that he got her point, but the concerning grin that unfurled on his face told her he wasn’t going to cut her an inch of slack. “...are you… I mean, can you, leave my name out of it?”

“It?” he asked, goading her into having to say the words.

“You know what I mean.”

“Do I?”

“Jesus.. Fine. Please leave my name out of any involvement with whatever scheme you come up with next? Yes, I wanted them broken up, but the things you’ve done… I can’t be a part of it.”

“Too late, Princess. You’re part of it. And if I go down for any of this bullshit, so do you.”

Jensen

In the few weeks after their vacation at the shore, Jensen and Y/N were busier than ever. Each day brought some sort of hurdle that one or both of them needed to clear. As days dwindled down towards the start of the festival, they were more determined than ever to make it the best weekend Austin had ever seen. A few last minute additions to the various stage line ups caused some headaches, but they made it work and in the end. Jensen was still in awe watching Y/N handle the musicians, the vendors, the sponsors, the various charity groups involved, and all while she was trying to get her own music set list together. Not to mention practicing via video conference with Robbie and the rest of Louden Swain.

For most of his life, Jensen always wondered if a woman like her existed. Y/N was by no means perfect; she could be moody, and a bit of a slob which sometimes drove him crazy. Then, he would see her sitting on the couch, legs crossed in some ungodly way, with her head buried in her computer or a guitar on her lap, and any of her imperfections just melted away. Y/N did little else other than eat, sleep and breathe the festival. There were times in those weeks where despite the hectic schedule of planning and also filming the show, he half wished it was over already. Jensen wanted to start his life with Y/N, be with her without the current pressure that sat on both their shoulders. He and Jared had discussed on numerous occasions that maybe it was time for Supernatural to come to an end, giving them the opportunity to explore life outside of their precious Impala. But it wasn’t until those weeks between Seaside and the festival, that he was seriously considering it.

The idea of not living and working in Vancouver with his best friend normally caused a mild panic to settle into his gut. However, the last time he and Jared had discussed it, they both felt that the end was in sight. Jensen never brought it up to Y/N, never felt like the right time. With all their respective traveling and work loads, trying to plan a future needed to be put on the back burner. As much as it killed him to do so, he knew it was best for both their sakes. He decided once the festival was over he’d bring it up to her. Then, they could make a plan. If there was one thing Jensen knew for absolutely certainty, it was that he didn’t see any type of future without her in it.

They were knee deep in filming the seventh episode of the season, so if a decision was to be made about the future of the show, it had to be soon. Production was shutting down for five days solely so the entire cast and crew could fly down for the festival. Every single one of them had agreed to volunteer, or help out somehow, and it warmed his heart more than he could put into words. These people had become his extended family, a support system when he felt he had reached rock bottom, and some of the best damn human beings he’d ever met.

Filming had wrapped for the extended weekend, and Jensen was feeling that last scene in every muscle and bone. Fight scenes were always fun to block out, but once it got to actually throwing the stuntmen around, and executing the moves on camera it tended to wear him out. As Jensen plodded back to his trailer, both relieved and exhausted, he noticed a light was on inside, and saw the shadow of his best friend moving about. A little smirk twitched on his face as he climbed the metal steps to the trailer and quietly pushed open the door.

Jared was singing under his breath as Jensen walked in unnoticed. Jensen leaned against the door watching him, trying not to laugh as Jared’s head bobbed to the song stuck in his head. It was when Jared started making guitar riff noises that Jensen’s resolve broke, and he started clapping loudly, making his best friend nearly jump out of his skin.

“Bravo my man!” Jensen teased and walked slowly through the large trailer. “Hey, how come we didn’t find you a slot in the festival? With pipes like that--”

“Shut up,” Jared sighed and sat down on the leather couch, still clutching his chest from Jensen’s sudden intrusion. “Damn near gave me a heart attack.”

“Yeah, well, now you know what your singing does to me.”

“I’m sorry, DEAN, I thought we were done filming for today.” Jared rolled his eyes, but was unable to hide his own smile at their banter. “Seriously though, I thought we were done. Took you long enough to get back here.”

“Had to re-block one of the fight scenes. I was completely off my game, man. I don’t know if it’s exhaustion or what, but I could feel myself half-assing it.”

“Dude, do you not realize the year you’ve had? There are times I am amazed you’re still standing.”

Jensen shrugged it off and grabbed two cold beers from the mini-fridge, before handing one to Jared and sitting on the recliner across from him.

“Not like we haven’t been here before,” Jensen replied, but he knew what Jared really meant. Ignoring the look he could feel coming from the other side of the room, he leaned forward in the chair and finally met Jared’s eyes. “Speaking of… I think me, you and Misha really need to sit down and talk.”

Jared snorted a laugh and nodded. “Yeah, I agree. It’s why I’m here, actually.”

After so many years together, the two friends could talk without words. Due to previous discussions and the telepathy that had developed through more than a decade of friendship, neither had to say what was on their mind.

Jared raised his beer and Jensen followed suit. They clincked the bottles together in cheers and each took a long draw of the dark brew.

“To one final season of Supernatural,” Jensen said with Jared nodding in agreement.

“To one more kick ass ride,” Jared smiled and took another pull from the bottle.

They sat in silence for a moment, feeling the weight of the decision slowly rolling off their shoulders. The air in the trailer felt lighter somehow, as if just saying the words out loud relieved some of the tension it had contained.

“Misha on board?” Jensen asked and looked up to see his friend nodding.

“He is. He’s broken up about it as much as we are, but he knows its time.”

Jensen just nodded and sat back in his chair. “Think we got one more year in us?”

“Damn straight we do. Hell, I know we have another FIVE years in us. Truth is, I think we are just both ready for the next thing… whatever that looks like.”

Again, Jensen nodded in agreement but sat quietly, contemplating what that thing was. “Do you know what you want to do?”

Jared shook his head. “Not really. A few offers have come in for movies, a new show or two, but nothing that really jumps up at me. I just know I want to be home more, help Gen with the kids. Actually be there and see them grow up.” He paused and looked at Jensen, who seemed a million miles away despite sitting two feet in front of him. “Jay? What about you? Do you know what comes next?”

A hint of a smile pulled at the corner of Jensen’s mouth. “I sure do, my brother. I sure as hell do. I want what you have with Gen. Wife, kids, house… the whole nine. When this festival is over, I’m going to ask Y/N to marry me. Whatever happens after that, doesn’t matter. I just know that my life isn’t complete, unless she’s in it with me.”

Jared nodded in agreement, and despite the heaviness of the decision they had come to, he could see the love and excitement in his best friend’s face. He raised his beer again, “That, is the best damn thing I’ve heard you say in forever. I admit I was skeptical at first, but Y/N brings out something in you I’ve never seen before.”

“Oh yeah, what’s that?”

“Pure, unadulterated, happiness.”

Jensen leaned back in his chair, and for the first time in his life, he knew that no matter what came next, he would be okay because Jared was right. Y/N made him happier and more alive than anything else ever had. The life he had always wanted, with the woman he always dreamed of was right in front of him for the taking.

Y/N

Forty-eight hours from the start of the festival, and Y/N’s nerves were showing signs of strain from the pressure she had put on herself. She wanted everything about the weekend to be perfect; from the many venues, band line ups, vendors and volunteers. She oversaw everything, right down to the signs that she had the local schools help make that marked each section of the festival.

The idea had hit her months ago, to divide up the Austin Hometown & Brew Fest into little representations of each major city that was contributing food, drinks and music. Each school district in Austin was responsible for creating colorful signs for each “town”, and as she stood looked through the pictures of each one, her tired heart soared with pride and a surge of adrenaline she desperately needed. When she had been offered the job by Jensen, Y/N never believed for a second she would have the knowledge or drive to pull it off. Yet somehow, here she was--in the home stretch and still running.

Y/N stared at her phone flipping through the images Bri had sent her, as she walked barefoot through the Vancouver apartment waiting for Jensen to get back from filming so they could leave for the airport. They had a late flight to Austin, which didn’t give them much time, but they could make it work. Somehow, they always found a way. With Robbie, Bri and Mama already in Austin, Y/N knew that everything would get done that needed to, because they were just as invested in this as she and Jensen were and she couldn’t ask for much more than that. Y/N had an amazing crew behind her, a boyfriend she loved more than life, and a future with endless possibilities.

Just as she felt her stomach rubble, and made her way into the kitchen, the phone in her hand began to buzz. Bri’s name popped up, causing Y/N to smile and forget the hunger pains that nagged her.

“Hey Bri,” she answered with tired enthusiasm, “everything okay down there?”

“Stop being a worry wort, everything is FINE! I’m calling to check on you. How’s the nerves? Holding steady?”

“Eh, let’s just say I am holding it together. Too much to think about for me to start feeling the heat now.”

“Mhm, okay. Now, you want to try to say that in a way that will make me believe it?”

“Hush, I’m fine. Tired, but fine.”

“If you say so. Honey, I promise you, everything is on track here. Robbie has the venues locked down. The stages are finishing being built, all the lights and equipment have been tested. Mama has the two theaters ready to rock n roll. Hell, even Gen is getting in on things. Do you know she took the kids down to the elementary school and helped them finish up the last few banners. I am telling you, there is nothing to worry about.”

Y/N felt a surge of relief, and let it wash over her taking with it the stress of last minute details. Yet, there was a nagging feeling left she didn’t like. One that settled in the pit of her stomach like a led weight.

“Bri…” Y/N paused, unsure of how to phrase what she wanted to ask. “...has there been any signs… or even a whiff of--”

“Nathan? No. There hasn’t.”

Y/N sighed audibly and felt her knees weaken at the sound of his name. She hated that even after the months that had passed since the breakin and incident in the brewery parking lot, the sound of his name could bring her such anxiety.

“You sure?”

“I swear. The police still have an APB on him, all the volunteers and security guards have seen his picture and know what to look for should he be stupid enough to try and get into any restricted areas.”

“Okay.” But Y/N wasn’t totally convinced. She felt it could be her own paranoia and years of history with Nathan, but she needed to focus on the tasks ahead, and not look back on a past that would continue to haunt her, if she let it.

“Listen, it’s late. Tomorrow morning, I’ll meet you at Jensen’s place here in town, and we will spend the entire day going over every last minute detail. You can bite your nails and stress the day away, but for now, go grab some food, take a nap, blast some music… whatever is going to make you chill out. Robbie and I got this. Mama, too. That lady is a force of nature and loves you somethin’ fierce. So if there is any one thing out of place, I guaran-damn-tee, Mama June will handle it.”

Y/N laughed, and immediately conjured an image of Mama bossing Robbie around, while Bri sat back chuckling. “You’re right. Between her, you and Robbie, I really have nothing to worry about.”

“Good girl. Now, how long before your flight leaves?”

“We have to be at the airport by ten, and I think it leaves at twelve thirty.”

“Okay, I’ll have a car there waiting to pick you guys up. Now, I know you two horn dogs can’t keep your hands off each other, but may I suggest some SLEEP when you get to Austin. Big days ahead, and we need you both well rested and ready to kick this in the ass!”

“You know Briana, there are days I truly, from the bottom of my heart, cannot stand you.”

“What can I say, it's a gift. I’ll see you in the morning,” she laughed and made three loud kissing noises.

“Love you too, Bri,” Y/N laughed and shook her head, “See you tomorrow.”

As Y/N ended the call, her stomach reminded her of her promise of cold pizza from the fridge. She placed her cell phone on the counter and began to rummage through the two left over pizza boxes. She grabbed two plain slices, and just as she took a huge bite, her phone began to ring again. Assuming it was Bri calling back, she answered without looking at the caller ID.

“I swear, I am going to eat and take a nap!” she mumbled in protest as an answer, with a mouth full of cold pizza, but no response came. Y/N chewed and swallowed as quickly as she could, thinking that her jumbled greeting may have thrown Bri off. “Sorry, had a mouth full of food. Miss me already?” she teased.

Again, no answer came, and that weight in her stomach twisted up like a tornado and clogged her throat.

“Hel--Hello? Bri?” She moved the phone from her face and looked at the screen. Bri’s name wasn’t there, nor was Robbie’s. Instead it just said, Private Caller. “Who is this?”

Five, maybe ten seconds passed, but for Y/N, it felt like an eternity. She could hear someone breathing on the other end, and in her gut, she was convinced it was Nathan.

When the person finally spoke, it was not the voice she suspected to hear. Not a man’s voice, but a digitally altered one. “Just a warning… cancel the festival, or there could be consequences.”

Y/N was speechless. She stood in Jensen’s kitchen, frozen in place with the phone glued to her hand. Slowly she brought the screen away from her face again, staring at the Private Caller and their ominous warning. She wanted to yell into the phone, curse off anyone who would try and scare her away from everything she’d worked so hard for. But her nerves had been pushed to the edge, and no words were coming from her lips.

The caller hung up before she could find the strength to reply. Her hunger faded instantly, taken over by a swell of bile rising in her gut. Her good feelings from just moments ago were gone. As she felt herself on the verge of puking, she dropped her phone on the counter, and ran for the bathroom so her empty stomach could purge itself. Once she had gotten up whatever had been left in her gut, she sat back on the cool tile, and rested her head against the wall. Y/N had no strength or will to move; the stranger’s words “...there could be consequences…” continued to repeat over and over in her head.

Y/N never did get up to get back to the kitchen, and when Jensen returned home a short time later, that’s where he found her; half asleep with a tear streaked face sitting in the corner of the bathroom. He didn’t ask her any questions, but instead sat beside her and gathered her into his arms, leaving a soft kiss on the top of her head.

“Whatever it is baby, I promise you, we’ll get through it,” he cooed in comfort as she felt herself melt into his side. Assuming it was stress and anxiety over the festival, he held her close there on the bathroom floor until it was time to leave for the airport.

That’s when she knew for complete certainty, she wasn’t going to tell him about the call. She would NOT let anyone interfere with all they had worked towards; certainly not some piece of shit like Nathan, or a petty schemer like Dee. Y/N would never let either of them take anything from her, again.

Nathan

He watched as the snotty little redhead and her fancy ass Beamer pulled out of the diner parking lot. Nathan’s face remained stone-like as Dee’s gaze didn’t leave his until she had turned left and sped out of view. Nothing she had said to him gave him a second of pause; no reconsidering, no backing down. Nathan had reached the “couldn’t care less” portion of his actions months ago, and now all he could think about was how to enact the best possible revenge, on all of them.

Getting lost in his thoughts, he stood motionless in the parking lot, absently watching the traffic pass him by. Austin had a ton of traffic, and people, making it easy for him to blend into his surroundings and stay unnoticed. He knew the cops were looking for him, so he did his best to stay off the radar. It wasn’t until an Austin City cop car slowly passed the diner, that his feet finally decided to move. He still had too much to do before he could put his last plan into place.

Nathan pulled his hood back up, then shoved his hands deep into his jean pockets as he casually strolled down the busy Austin streets. He cut through a few alleyways, and popped out a few blocks away. Though he looked like a citizen going for a casual stroll, he knew just where he was going. It had taken a while to get the cash he needed, but snatching a few purses from some old ladies, and that one grab ‘n go hold up at the gas station finally gave him what he needed. His fingers felt around in his pockets for the wad of cash that was now bundled there, giving him an odd sense of security.

None of his plans had worked out since landing back in Jersey last winter. He had tried being friendly and getting back into Y/N’s life the right way. He gave her space and time to realize her own mistakes, as well as hopefully accept and forgive his own. Nathan thought for sure that would bring them together, but instead, she just ran back to this new guy trying to forget all they had meant to each other since they were kids. Just thinking of it caused his heart to pound, and his fists to clench around the silky bundle of bills stashed in his pocket. That money was the key; it would get him what he needed to make one final convincing argument on his own behalf. If she didn’t see how they were meant to be after that, then he would have to go with Plan B.

Hours later, after he purchased the items he needed, he began to wander the streets, trying to clear his head some. As Nathan passed by a hulking skyscraper, he caught his reflection in the mirrored panels of the structure. He saw what a dirty mess he was and decided to head back to the abandoned warehouse outside of the city where most of Austin’s homeless settled in for the night. It was a risk since the cops liked to come in randomly and bust up the encampment, but one he was willing to take. There he could clean up some, find a change of clothes and try to look the part he needed to play for the next few days in order to win back Y/N, once and for all.

Nathan successfully bartered for a clean pair of jeans, an almost new shirt and one use of the make-shift shower. Once he was clean and newly clothed, he found a quiet corner where someone abandoned a sleeping bag, pillow and even a few packets of Ramen noodles. Being an expert at living on the street, Nathan found a way to make the food, then hunkered down onto the sleeping bag. As the soup cooled, he transferred the items from his old jeans to his new ones and then tossed them aside. He wouldn’t need them anymore, because after he talked to Y/N, they would be together, and she could buy him a whole new wardrobe. After all, she was working with the bigwigs now and he was certain she could afford it.

Picking at the hot noodles, Nathan let himself reminisce on the days when he and Y/N were happy and carefree. Days on the beach, nights on the boardwalk, him and her hand-in-hand. Countless days spent out on her dad’s boat with her and her brother Dave, and just as many nights drinking under the boards, dreaming of what life was like far away from Seaside. Y/N dreamt of being a rock star or some dumb shit, but Nathan knew she wouldn’t have the guts to really leave their hometown. She was a born and bred local, and no real locals ever got too far away. When she actually left and went on to make a new life for herself, he felt betrayed. He felt abandoned and hurt that he wasn’t enough to keep her put. Now, as he sat on the rumpled sleeping back with a cup of steaming, tasteless noodles in hand, he let his free hand slip into the pocket of his jeans again. This time it wasn’t the bulk of cash giving him comfort, but the touch of the cool metal that lived in his pocket.

“One way or another,” he mumbled, tossing the soup aside with disgust, “I will have my girl and my life back.”

Austin, Day Before Festival Kicks Off...

Thirty-six hours from the start of the festival, Jensen, Y/N, Briana, Robbie, Jared, Gen, Mama and about two hundred volunteers stuffed themselves into the theater where the Burlesque troop would be performing the following evening. The seven of them stood on the stage watching as swarms of people claimed a seat, all talking excitedly about the events that were to follow. Most of them were familiar faces to Jensen and Jared, having worked on the show with them for so long, but the ones they didn’t know, didn’t give them a second of pause or concern. They were all here to lend their time and services for free in an effort to do their part for the city. Every single person that walked through the doors of that theater had been background checked, and vetted through a private sponsor to ensure the safety of the festival goers, the bands, and especially those behind the scenes putting it all together.

That was one thing Jensen had insisted on when the idea of community volunteers had first come up. It was well before he and Y/N had fallen in love and had run-ins with Nathan and Dee. He needed to be sure that everyone involved would be safe, and in turn the weekend could be a huge success. Two separate private security firms had been hired, with special attention focused on keeping Nathan out. Jensen didn’t think Dee would have the nerve to show her face, but he made sure that each member of the security team had Nathan’s photo and full description.

Getting lost in his own thoughts as the stream of volunteers finally closed the vestibule doors, he barely noticed Robbie setting up a microphone and begin addressing the crowd. It wasn’t until Y/N casually made her way to his side and brushed against his shoulder, was he able to pull away from his own mind and come back to the present.

“You okay there, Hollywood?” she whispered, casually glancing at him from the corner of her eye. “Big crowd here. You got stage fright all of a sudden or something?”

“Huh?” he asked, then quickly shook his head, “No, I’m fine. Just… thinking.”

“About?”

“All of this,” he said and snorted a laugh. “I mean, look at what you put together… all of these people are here because they believe in what you created--”

“What WE created. Jay,” Y/N grabbed Jensen’s hand, and despite two hundred pairs of eyes watching them, turned him towards her and kissed his lips. “I didn’t do this, you didn’t do this. Not Robbie, Bri, Mama… But ALL of us together.”

Before Jensen could respond, Robbie turned his attention towards them, holding out the microphone. When neither of them knew why, he raised his eyebrows then covered the top of the mic with his hand.

“You wanna jump in on this pep talk, kids?”

Jensen cleared his throat and passed Robbie a sarcastic smile. “My pleasure.” He took the microphone in hand and before he could speak, the applause radiated towards him from the theater like a shock wave. He felt his heart surge at the entire crowd, much like it did every time he was on stage at a convention. The overwhelming love and gratitude was hard to miss when in this type of setting.

“Thank you guys, really. Y’all are far too kind. It's us who should be applauding you! Because no matter how hard we have collectively worked to put this whole thing together, without you guys lending your time and efforts, it just wouldn’t be possible.”

Another surge of applause from the captivated audience caused Jensen to lower the mic and just enjoy the moment.

“Seriously, from the bottom of all our hearts, we thank you for not only the love and support you’ve shown us from the get go, but for the love and dedication you are showing to the city of Austin. All the proceeds from ticket sales this weekend will be divided among various city organizations that work towards education enrichment programs, women’s shelters, soup kitchens, including a new music and arts program that will benefit children and teenagers from all across the city.”

Applause again, but this time even more deafening. The sea of faces before him were smiling ear to ear and cheering loudly. As Jensen moved his vision to the right in what felt like slow motion, he caught the wide grins of his closest friends who were sharing the stage with him, who were also clapping along with the crowd.

Jensen brought the mic up to say more, but he was at a loss for word. The energy and vibe in the theater that night left him speechless, and it took all his will to not let himself shed a tear. Y/N could see his emotions building under the surface, and gently took the mic from his hand. He smiled at her thankfully for it, and took a step back as she proceeded to prepare herself to address the crowd.

“We can’t thank you all enough for the support, and love you brought with you here not only for tonight, but for this entire weekend. Now, we don’t want to take up too much of your time, so I am going to pass the mic over to Ms. Briana Buckmaster who has a few quick things to go over with you. After that, Mama June and I will be at each end of the theater exits handing out your official volunteer shirts for the weekend. One last thing before we get to the nitty gritty, while you are out there working hard to make sure our guests have fun, don’t forget to stop and enjoy the festival yourselves! We have done our best to make sure that all volunteers get plenty of breaks to go enjoy the food and music, as well as give each of you a free admission voucher to pass along to a family member, friend, or just someone you know who would enjoy the event but can’t afford to buy their own ticket. We want this to be an all-inclusive event. So have fun, work hard, and let’s make this something not only the city of Austin, but every other town and city represented here, will never forget!”

For the last time that night, the volunteers cheered and applauded the words of love and encouragement bestowed on them. Y/N passed the microphone to Bri, who’s smile lit up her dimples nearly as bright as the lights of the theater. Briana pulled Y/N into a big hug and held her tightly. Right before she let go, Bri squeezed her and whispered in her ear, “You’ve come a long way from that scared, nervous woman I met New Year’s Eve. I am so fucking proud of you!”

With that, Bri released her from the embrace, reset herself and turned to address the volunteers. Y/N took a step back to stand beside Jensen, and immediately felt his hand snake into hers. They watched on as Bri continued to captivate the audience with her distinct and charming way of explaining the processes and procedures for the weekend. Just as Bri wrapped up her part of the speech, Jensen and Y/N took a moment to meet each other’s gaze. Y/N had all but forgotten the call from the day before, and found herself feeling more confident than ever that everything they had worked so hard for would unfold without a hitch.

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lovemesomesurveys · 3 years

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When you make a typo, do you leave it, or go back and fix it? I always fix it if I see it. Ever suffer from amnesia? No. What instrument do you prefer to play when playing Rockband/Guitar Hero WT? I like to rock out on the guitar, ha. Have you ever picked out a song to listen to on a juke box? Yeah. While riding roller coasters, do you close your eyes? First, I only do two roller coasters: The Cars one and Big Thunder Mountain Railroad at Disneyland. I’m a big scardy cat otherwise and those two are just the right amount of adrenaline rush for me haha. Anyway, yes, I do close my eyes at times and scream out. Both of them are really fun.

Have you learned anything important today? No. What's a talent that you wish you possessed? I have no talents. I wish could sing and/or had artistic abilities. Do you ever find yourself singing showtunes while in the shower? No, but I have a Spotify shower playlist with a variety of other songs. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places in one day? I probably have to be honest. I know have two meals for sure on several occasions. When's the last time you were genuinely freaked out? I’ve been freaking out over some recent news at my last doctor appointment. Yet another setback. Do you assign different ringtones to certain people? I used to do that. It’s been years now since I’ve done it, though. Do people still buy or make ringtones like that? I never hear any anymore. Favorite way to eat a potato? (i.e. french fries, mashed potatoes...) Just about every way. I love potatoes. Have you ever lived outside of the country that you currently reside in? No. Have you ever ridden in a limo? Yeah, many times. My dad actually drove limos when I was a kid. It was awesome. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? Yeah, I’ve seriously thought that on several occasions. What's the one thing you couldn't afford to leave behind on a vacation? My laptop. If a brick suddenly showed up in front of you, what would you do with it? Uh. Wonder why the hell a random brick just popped up out of nowhere. Does Christmas music played too far away from Christmas annoy you? No. Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? Nah. Last thing you worried about? Health related stuff. Are there in portraits/figurines in your house that you find creepy? No. Sprite, 7up, Sierra Mist, or Mountain Dew? Mountain Dew. When was the last time you felt you were about to pass out from exhaustion? I feel that way often. Other than no school, what's your favorite thing about summer? Well, I’m done with school so I don’t even have that. I really despise summer. The only good thing is if I’m able to go to the beach. - Least favorite? The miserable heat. It gets really hot here and the summers seem to never end. If you could change your age, how old would you make yourself? I’d just stay this age. How old were you when you learned to ride a bike? I can’t ride a bike. Have you ever cried in a movie theater? Yes. When's the last time you went out of state? Like 8 years ago. Have you ever had 'a day at the spa'? Nope. Do you still have a VCR somewhere? No, we got rid of ours several years ago. You see someone running around naked in the street. Your reaction? Wtf??? Are the files in your computer well organized or all over the place? I actually don’t have much saved on my laptop. Is there wall paper on your bedroom walls? No. Does yard work bore you, or do you enjoy it? I don’t do yard work and have no interest in doing so. Do you own a sleeping bag? Nope. Have you ever tried to put a huge puzzle together? Yeah. I like puzzles. It’s been so long since I’ve done one, I should get one. What do you put on your hamburger? Mayo, ketchup, mustard, cheese, pickles. When was the last time you met someone new? It’s been awhile. What’s the furthest distance you’ve gone in the past 3 days? Less than a mile there and back, ha. Are there dogs barking in your neighborhood right now? Not at the moment.

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our-time-is-now · 4 years

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June 2, 2019 (1): 33 degrees

(previous play)

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Sunday, 3:38 pm:

David: *they have slept in quite late and then lazed around in bed pretty long* *around noon the sun moved so that it shone directly into Matteo’s room and it simply got too hot in bed* *therefore they decided to get up, showered, got dressed and laze around in the living room which was also pretty heated up due to the morning sun* *once again wished that he already had his surgery so that he could simply go to the lake with Matteo to cool down there* *looks over to Matteo, who is lying next to him on the couch, and murmurs sluggishly* Do you know what the worst thing about the heat is?! *doesn’t wait for an answer but immediately says* physical contact is only possible in the water… or in the fridge…

Matteo: *sluggishly looks at David when he asks him what the worst thing is* *grins broadly at his answer* True… but I can kiss you with a minimum of physical contact… *rolls over a little, leans on his hands and leans over David without touching him* *kisses him and lets himself fall back* *sighs loudly* That was exhausting… we can’t possibly go take a shower every 10 minutes… or stick our heads in the fridge…

David: *grinningly and expectantly looks at Matteo after his announcement* *closes his eyes for a moment and can only resist the urge to pull him closer to him due to the heat* *grumbles unhappily when he lets himself fall back* More! *laughs out loud when Matteo says that it was exhausting and shakes his head at his suggestions* Noooo… that’s also way too exhausting… *sighs quietly and leans forward to grab his glass and take a sip* Swimming would be nice – but that probably won’t be possible until next summer… after the surgery… there are binder for the water, but I don’t know if getting one is still worth it – unless Portugal really works out… *leans back again* But a foot bath would be enough for the moment… don’t you have an old kiddy pool or something lying around that we could put on your balcony?

Matteo: *laughs slightly at his demand for more* Later… *nods slightly* Yes, who knows… I mean going somewhere would be awesome… but to organize something with the guys is always a thing… *looks at him excitedly* Really good idea! I don’t have one but I have an idea who might have one… HAAAAANS? *looks at David apologizingly* I only get up if it’s worth it… *sees Hans comeing out of his room* Hans, do you happen to have an old kiddy pool that we could borrow? For our feet? On the balcony?

David: *shrugs when he talks about organizing things* Then maybe we should take care of it for once? *would really love to get out of Berlin for once* *at first looks confused, then amused, when Matteo starts to shout* *looks between Hans and Matteo and watches Hans tap his index finger against his chin pretending to think: “Hmmm… and if I had one and would be so kind as to lend it to you, what would – theoretically – be in it for me”?! *grins and shrugs* Half an hour of foot bath on Matteo’s balcony? *looks at Matteo questioningly and hopes that it was okay to invite Hans* *hears Hans’ answer: “Let’s make it an hour and you can have the thing for the night”!* *sees him turn around theatrically – probably to get the kiddy pool – and hears him declare while leaving: “And I’ll pick the music! You take care of the beverages”!*

Matteo: *laughs at David’s suggestion and theatrically puts a hand on his chest* And I thought you knew me and my laziness… *but then grins and shrugs* Yes, maybe we could really do that… *nods at David’s suggestion* But only if it’s big enough for three pairs of feet *nods at his counterproposal* *laughs when Hans naturally makes two more demands while he leaves* *calls after him* But then you’ll put in the water! *slowly sits up* Well, then I’ll go get the beverages…

David: *grins when Matteo mentions his laziness again* *thinks that he could also organize something by himself if the guys don’t get their asses into gear* *but would probably not feel like organizing something for all five of them as he simply doesn’t know the others well enough to know how they imagine their vacation and it’s easier to check with Matteo* *plans on mentioning the topic again when there’s time and rather watches the negotiations between Matteo and Hans* *gets up when Matteo does and says* And I’ll go get a third chair for the balcony and get rid of the table… *realizes that even getting up is too much movement during this heat and is looking forward to the foot bath* *spontaneously grabs Matteo’s hand when he is about to disappear into the kitchen and pulls him toward him with a flourish* *hugs him tightly to him and grins* Now that we’ll be able to cool down soon – I think we can briefly dare to have some physical contact* *pushes his hair off his forehead and kisses him briefly* *then realizes that it really is pretty warm and lets go of him again* Okay, that’s enough! *still thinks that it was worth the sweating*

Matteo: *grins when David pulls him toward him* *gladly returns the kiss and puts a hand on the back of his neck* *shakes his head when he says that it’s enough* Not yet… *doesn’t let go of him just yet and kisses him again* Okay, now… *lets go of him and disappears into the kitchen with a grin* *15 minutes later they have organized everything, put up the kiddy pool, the beverages are on the table which is now in Matteo’s room next to the balcony door* *they are already sitting on the chairs with their feet in the water while Hans is still looking through the playlist on his phone* That can’t be so difficult, Hans… just put a song on…

David: *15 minutes later he sits on the balcony next to Matteo across from Hans and lets his bare feet dangle into the kiddy pool* *right now thinks it’s pretty marvelously refreshing and relaxing and only smiles sluggishly amused about the fact that Hans can’t decide on any music* *hears him answer Matteo: “Yes, but you’re supposed to like it, as well”!* *grins and says* I’m afraid that will be difficult… *sees Hans shake his head: “No, wait, I’ll have something in a second…”* *laughs quietly and briefly closes his eyes in relaxation* *eventually hears Hans’ pleased comment: “Okay, I’ve got one”! and skeptically grimaces when he hears the first notes of Avicii’s “Addicted to you”* *laughs quietly and tormented and shakes his head* *but doesn’t plan on complaining because that would probably result in a discussion about music which would be too exhausting for him today* *curiously peeks over to Matteo to see whether he wants to argue about it or if he’ll suffer through it in silence*

Matteo: *raises his eyebrows and waits for Hans’ choice* *hears the song and groans* *notices that David isn’t really thrilled about it either and looks at Hans* Seriously? Why exactly did you think that we would enjoy /this/? *sees Hans laugh and say: Well, you are also addicted, right”?* Addicted? To what? You? *Hans also laughs* That in any case…. But no, to each other… *grins and shrugs* The song is still… well... *Hans grins at him and he immediately knows that he’ll regret this* *hears Hans say: “Well, we could also listen to “Take me to church” for the 400th time”* *shakes his head and throws him a “you traitor” look*

David: *sits up a little, laughs at Hans’ conclusion and shrugs his shoulders in Matteo’s direction* Well, he’s right… *still nods at Matteo’s words about the song being a little… well… and is just about to lean back again to comfortably follow the discussion when he hears Hans’ comment* *feels his heart skip a beat, smiles slightly and shrugs his shoulders in Hans’ direction* I wouldn’t mind… *throws Matteo a loving gaze and briefly nudges his foot against Matteo’s*

Matteo: *looks at David a little embarrassed and slightly shrugs one shoulder* *hears Hans’ laugh: “God, no, that would only make your heart-eyes grow even bigger… I’ll just leave the playlist on…”* *laughs slightly and grabs his glass* Whatever… *hears a noise coming from his room, turns around and sees Linn* Hey… do you also want to cool off? If you go grab a chair, we can make some space…

David: *sighs in defeat when Hans says that he’ll keep the playlist on and checks the time to object to the playlist in an hour should the music get even worse* *looks up when Matteo greets Linn and smiles a little* *nods when Matteo tells her that they can make some space even though that’s more up to Hans, because one side of the balcony is already occupied by him and Matteo* *observes Linn, who at first doesn’t answer but only stares at the three of them and from the corner of his eyes notices that Hans already makes some space* *suddenly hears Linn declare: “I’ve bought ice cream! Lemon ice cream”!* *she seems to think some more, and David thinks that it says a lot about the flatshare-community that neither Matteo nor Hans interrupt her as they seem to know that she wants to say more* *after some time she really adds: “You can also have some”!* *sees Hans beam and get up immediately: “With pleasure, my little chameleon! I’ll grab you a chair and you go get the ice cream”!* *sees her nod and disappear from his field of vision* *after some time helps Hans lift the chair over the kiddy pool and place it next to Hans’ chair, which causes the balcony to be really full* *grins slightly* Okay, we’ll have to remember: never plan any footbath-parties for more than 4 people…

Matteo: *grins when Linn declares that she has bought ice cream and knows that you only have to wait a little for her to spit it out * *somehow really likes Linn and never thinks her presence and quirks are stupid but finds them rather relaxing* *is really happy when 5 minutes later all four of them have found a spot on the balcony and are eating ice cream* *laughs at David’s words* Yep… luckily Mia isn’t home, otherwise it would have been really cramped… *notices Linn scrutinize David and has noticed her doing that several times before* *sometimes would really love to know what goes on inside her head* *simply tries asking a question* Everything okay, Linn?

David: *happily accepts the ice cream from Linn and smiles at her* Thanks! *unwraps it and eats it happily* *once again feels a little under scrutiny from Linn but has gotten used to it by now and doesn’t really feel insecure by it anymore* *smiles at her every now and then and apart from that only looks into the distance in a relaxed manner* *looks at her when he hears Matteo’s question and notices her freeze for a second, as if she had been caught at something, but then sees her relax and nod* *thinks that this was her answer but then hears her say after a few seconds: “I wonder if David will move in here. That would be a problem because we don’t have enough rooms for that. He could sleep in your room, but I don’t know if you’d want that. Maybe you’ll also move in with David, but I don’t want you to move out, because then I wouldn’t see you and David anymore”.* *is pretty astonished by so much talking from Linn and wonders why she thinks about stuff like that* *searchingly looks at Matteo to see if he wants to answer as he’s quite overwhelmed at the moment and doesn’t know what he should say to that*

Matteo: *nods in understanding at Linn’s nod and just like David thinks that this was her answer* *is really surprised when she talks, and that she says so much and something so nice* *notices Hans smile at her proudly* Well, there’s no plan for anyone to move in with anyone, Linn. At least I don’t want to move out of here… and as far as I know David wants to keep living with his sister… so don’t worry, Linn, we haven’t planned on changing anything and you’ll still see us both. Is that okay? *sees Linn consider this for a moment and eventually nod: “Okay, alright. But if anything changes, will you tell me? People sometimes forget about me.”* *suddenly feels the strange urge to hug her* *instead smiles at her warmly* Sure, I promise!

David: *nods in confirmation at Matteo’s words because he noticed Linn looking at him questioningly, as well* *has to smile when she makes sure to be told when something changes but gets serious again when she says that people sometimes forget about her* *suddenly realizes that Linn reminds him a little of Luna from Harry Potter – similarly direct but a lot more insecure* *plans on looking up how Harry and his friends have reacted to Luna so that he might learn a lesson from them because sometimes he would like to be a little more certain in how to react to Linn* *decides to change the topic after nobody has said anything for some time and everybody has finished their ice cream* *questioningly looks at Linn and Hans* Do you guys have any plans for the summer? Going somewhere or something like that?

Matteo: *looks from David to Hans and Linn* *Linn only shakes her head but Hans nods excitedly: “Well, Andi suggested that we do a pride tour and go to every city hosting a parade and then at the end of July of course go to pride in Berlin”!* *slightly grimaces at the mention of Andi’s name but otherwise remains rather impassive to the conversation* *hopes that Hans won’t invite them along, but he naturally turns to David at that exact moment: “You’ll come along to that, right? Oh, and it would be cool if you could maybe sleep at your place that day because it’ll probably get pretty crowded here”!* *shakes his head* There won’t be any strangers sleeping in my bed, Hans, and I definitely won’t come along to pride. *sees Hans look a little sulky: “Oh, come on, a little bit of pride would be good for you”!* *shakes his head again* No… sorry, but that really isn’t my thing…

David: *notices Linn shake her head and would like to ask her if she has planned anything in Berlin for the summer but listens to Hans first* *nods politely but then grimaces in uncertainty when he hears his question* Umm… well it’s not really my thing. We can spend the night at my place during pride, no problem, but coming along… *shakes his head and looks at Matteo questioningly* *would come along if Matteo wanted to go and if it were important to him that he came, but doesn’t think that he would want that and gets his assumption confirmed less than 10 seconds later* *has to grin slightly when Hans says that a little pride would be good for Matteo and grabs Matteo’s hand* Never mind, Hans. Matteo and I celebrate our own feeling of pride – that has to be enough. *sees Hans grimace: “You two are really right for each other! But one day I’ll drag you there! Even if I have to get you drunk or whatever…”!* *sees him turn to Matteo again: “But back to your bed! What if /me/ and Andi sleep in your bed?! We’re not strangers, after all! And I promise to change the sheets afterwards! – And I’ll vacuum! – And dust your room”!*

Matteo: *has to grin when David says that pride isn’t really his thing, either* *squeezes his hand and determinedly nods at his statement* Exactly! *leans over and quickly kisses him* That has to be enough! *leans back again and only lets go of David’s hands when it gets too sweaty* *only shakes his head when Hans says that he’ll drag them there one day* *grimaces again at the mention of Andi* *says a little more forceful than he meant to* Andi won’t sleep in my bed, either! *realizes it and backpedals quickly* All right, whatever, you can sleep there, but only if you really change the sheets, vacuum, dust and clean the windows…

David: *briefly wonders who this Andi-guy is and why Matteo doesn’t want to have him in his bed, but then observes the negotiations between Matteo and Hans with a grin* *hears Hans say: “Stop, okay. I’ll also clean your windows! But that’s it! Deal!”* *sees Hans grin happily and then looks at Linn who has been observing all of that rather apathetically* *asks her with a smile* And what about you? Do you celebrate pride with them, do you flee from Hans and his friends or do you suffer through their afterglow? *sees how she looks at him and how she seems to consider* *doesn’t really get an answer to his question but instead hears her say: “I don’t understand why Matteo and you won’t go to pride. I thought that’s what you do when you’re gay…”* *briefly presses his lips together and thinks about what to answer* *after some time carefully says* I don’t think that every gay person automatically goes to pride. As far as I’m concerned, that it’s simply not my thing, I think. I like to party with friends, but I don’t like to party with strangers. That’s too close and impersonal for my taste… I simply wouldn’t feel comfortable there. *shrugs and almost expects a new discussion with Hans* *is a little astonished when he doesn’t say anything and instead puts his arm around Linn and tells her: “It’s really not that bad! I’d take you along if you want to come! And I’d also look out for you”!*

Matteo: *is relieved when nobody asks any questions regarding Andi* *therefore quickly nods to Hans’ deal* *then listens to Linn and David* *nods to everything that David says, because he feels the same way* *then adds* You don’t like Alice Schwarzer only because you’re a woman, do you? *hears Hans’ suggestion and almost has to laugh* *isn’t surprised when Linn shakes her head: “No, thanks. I don’t like strangers, either”.* *grins at her* Linn understands us!

David: *has to grin when Linn says that she doesn’t like strangers and nods at Matteo’s words* *tells Linn* I’d offer you asylum at my place for that day so that you won’t have to deal with all the strangers here. You could have the couch in our living room. But my sister will probably be there and she’s still a stranger to you… but she’s really nice. You can think about it… *sees Linn nod: “That’s nice of you. I rarely get invited to people’s homes”.* *sees her consider and she eventually says: “Your sister would only be one stranger. Here it would be several. But here I would have my own room. But if I wanted to go to the bathroom or the kitchen, I’d have to meet them”.* *watches her grimace and desperately say: “I don’t know what to choose”.* *is a little shocked for a moment because he didn’t want to cause such a stream of thought with his offer* *soothingly says* Hey, there’s still some time. Maybe you’ll meet my sister before that and then she won’t be a stranger anymore. *looks at Linn insecurely and doesn’t know if he said the right thing or of his words will cause something again* *is relieved when Linn nods and says: “Yes, maybe. Maybe that would be nice”.* *then hears Hans: “Well, my lovely butterflies, Hans has to go take a shower now and then he has a date – wohooo”!* *sees how he gets up and hears him say: “You can leave the footbath here for a little longer – who knows what the next couple of days will be like…”*

Matteo: *listens to Linn and David and would love to somehow make it easier for Linn* *but also thinks that it’s simply what she’s like, to think about things and consider everything* Laura wanted to come over some day anyways, when everyone’s here, then you can meet her… *sees Linn smile and smiles back* *grins at Hans and lets out an unenthusiastic wohoo* Good luck! *nods and sees him disappear* A date during this weather… he’s determined…

David: *looks after Hans and takes another sip* *leans back while still holding his glass and briefly closes his eyes and holds his face into the sun* *feels comfortable and sluggish and wouldn’t want to switch places with Hans and go outside again* *opens his eyes when he hears that somebody stood up by the sound of the water splashing* *sees that it’s Linn, who is standing in the middle of the pool, moving from one foot to the other, churning up the water* *sees her smile and hears her say: “I’m going for a swim”!, before getting out of the pool and disappearing into Matteo’s room without another word* *grins slightly and calls after her* Have fun! *closes his eyes again for a moment and thinks that the heat has gotten a little more bearable – at least if you don’t move and with your feet in the water* *remembers that he hasn’t told Matteo about the mail, yet, and turns his head in his direction* By the way, I have an appointment next week for a preliminary consultation for the mastectomy with a surgeon in Potsdam. I saw the mail that confirmed the appointment this morning when you were in the shower… *isn’t really nervous – it’s only a preliminary consultation and if he doesn’t like the surgeon, he’d simply go see some other surgeons as well*

Matteo: *grins at Linn’s departure and quickly calls “have fun” after her* *turns his head to David, as well, when he talks to him* *smiles at the good news* Ah, very cool… that’s a good step for now. When exactly is the appointment? And where? Do we have to go very far?

David: *isn’t really surprised anymore that Matteo is talking, thinking and planning about everything concerning the surgery in the we-form but notices it anyways and smiles slightly* *thinks for a moment* On the seventh at 11 o’clock. *shrugs* I have to look up the exact address and how to get there… but I do think that it’ll take us one to 1.5 hours. *smiles slightly* If it’s not as warm as today we could maybe spend the rest of the day in Potsdam afterwards. If you want to, that is…

Matteo: *smiles when David smiles and is happy that he doesn’t argue about him coming along* *nods* But 11 sounds doable… *nods again and grins* Well, if there’s anything to do in Potsdam in the first place… but sure, we can do that. *hears his phone beep and pulls it out of his pocket* *sees a message from Jonas* WhatsApp Matteo/Jonas: Jonas: Luigi, dude, I’ve got a date! Tomorrow! With Hanna! I can’t believe it! *laughs slightly and quickly answers* Matteo: Was about time ;) I’m happy for you, don’t screw it up :-P *looks at David* Jonas has a date with Hanna… finally, I’d say…

David: *grins slightly* Have you even been there before? Potsdam is really nice! *gets distracted by the beeping of Matteo’s phone and waits for him to read the message and answer it* *in the meantime, splashes around in the water a little with his feet* *looks up at Matteo’s words and smiles slightly* Cool! *then grins* So you expect them to get back together?

Matteo: *simply shrugs about Potsdam* *then nods* Yes, I expect them to… they have been circling each other for so long… they both were lovesick, they both have spent some time working on themselves… so I think now it fits… *hears his phone beep again* WhatsApp Matteo/Jonas: Jonas: Thanks, man. Do you think going to the movies and for ice cream is too cliché? Do I have to come up with something else? *laughs and then looks at David* Is going to the movies and for ice cream too cliché for a date? Should I suggest sending coordinates? Although… /that/ didn’t go that well for you, did it?

David: *listens to Matteo when he tells him about Jonas and Hanna and nods in agreement* I’d be happy for them! *was about to answer Matteo’s question about the cliché when he already asks the next question* *pfffs and ironically says* Haha… *hears his next question and sighs* Well, firstly: I think that food is never cliché – that’s somehow part of it. But I think movies is. Unless Hanna is really into movies. Then going to the movies is a good idea, of course. But he’s known Hanna for a few years, now – that’s really an advantage. He knows what she likes and can plan the date accordingly… *briefly gnaws on his bottom lip and in reference to their date at the Spree adds a little quieter* It was perfect with you. And it probably would have been even more perfect if I wasn’t constantly thinking about the fact that I really had to tell you that I was trans. *shrugs because they can’t really change that now anyways, and continues to splash his feet around in the water*

Matteo: *nods slightly* True, food’s always a good thing… hang on, I’ll quickly answer him *quickly types* WhatsApp Matteo/Jonas: Matteo: Food is always a good idea, movies, I don’t know, Hanna isn’t that much of a movie-geek, is she? You know what she likes, make it more personal. You’ve got this! *then hears what David has to say about their date at the Spree and reaches for his hand* Hey… it simply wasn’t the right moment… *prefers not to mention that he could have gone without the other extreme-alternative that David had chosen instead* And we can’t really say much about it, because we don’t really have anything references to compare it to, do we? Actually, you could take me out and woo me for once… *grins, because he’s not really serious about it and squeezes his hand*

David: *nods, grins and teases him a little* Should I dictate it or can you remember what I said? *splashes some water in his direction with his foot* *then feels Matteo grab his hand and squeezes it a little* *shrugs again and says* Somehow there never was one… or there always was one… it wouldn’t have been more right or less right at the Spree than it would have been at your place… *but doesn’t really want to continue talking about all the what if’s as they have talked about that enough already and because they can’t change any of it, anyways, and is glad that Matteo immediately continues* *grins slightly at his words and says* You’re right about that… *then laughs* You’d like that, would you? *acts amused but actually doesn’t find the idea that bad*

Matteo: *wrinkles up his nose in fake-offense* I managed, thanks. *then sees Jonas’ answer* WhatsApp Matteo/Jonas: Jonas: Thanks, and tell David thanks, as well ;) *laughs* Jonas says thanks! *then nods slightly to David’s comment that there probably was no right moment, but then doesn’t add anything else to that topic* *then laughs and nods exaggeratedly* Oh yes… *then shrugs and shakes his head* Well, we actually have thousands of little dates all the time.

David: *grins when Matteo thanks him from Jonas* He’s welcome. *laughs even more when Matteo nods exaggeratedly* That I can imagine… what would you like, Mister Florenzi? Cool or romantic or cheesy or… comfortable? *slightly wiggles his eyebrows* *then smiles when Matteo mentions the thousands of little dates and nods* True! And within the next 30 minutes I’d like to have a dinner date with you… *actually is a little hungry by now but doesn’t really want one of them, or probably Matteo, to have to stand in the kitchen and cook dinner during this heat and therefore suggests* Maybe we could order something and let others sweat for us while cooking… *dips both hands into the water to cool down his wrists and spreads the water on his forearms* *hopes that it will cool down some more before they go to bed* *thinks about the fact that the date-idea isn’t really bad at all and plans on coming up with something*

Matteo: *grins at David’s question* *doesn’t really know if he really wants to do anything or if he just wants to tease him* *plays along anyways* Hmmmm… everything! Cool and romantic and comfortable and cheesy! *then nods* Yees… ordering something sounds good… *takes his phone out of his pocket again and opens the delivery-service app* Italian or Asian?

David: *laughs at Matteo’s demands* You want me to go all in, huh? *sees Matteo take out his phone to order* Hmmm… Italian? I’d really love some spaghetti carbonara… *stretches and yawns once while Matteo orders* *murmurs* Somehow this weather really wears you out… *notices that Matteo is finished with ordering and then says* Now there’s only one question that remains: Shower before or after dinner? The advantage of before: We don’t have to move after dinner, the disadvantage: a warm meal would probably cause us to sweat so much that we have to shower again, anyways…or we simply go have a bath now… *grins and pretends to try to push Matteo into the kiddy pool*

Matteo: *orders for both of them* *nods at David’s statement about the weather wearing you out* *sighs at David’s questions* Jeez, you’re asking some questions… ey! *clutches onto David* If I go down, you’ll go down with me! *gets up so that he’s standing in the pool and pulls David up with him* Might be a little too small for the both of us… *kisses him and then tugs at his shirt* Go take a shower and get rid of the binder… it’s too hot for that thing anyways, isn’t it?

David: *laughs when Matteo clutches onto him and continues his attempts to free himself from him and to also push him off the chair into the kiddy pool* Aren’t we romantic? We’ll go down together… *but then gets pulled into a standing position by Matteo and stops laughing* *only chuckles, shrugs and looks down into the pool* True! *sighs and gets kissed* *automatically puts his arms on Matteo’s hips* *grins slightly* Well, at least I don’t put a sweater over my binder and shirt when it’s more than 30 degrees… *kisses him again and says as conciliation* No, you’re right! I actually curse that thing when it’s only 25 degrees… it’s really time I have the surgery… *detaches himself to go take a shower* *when he gets out he quickly splashes a gust of water against Matteo’s legs and then he disappears into Matteo’s room with a grin* Later…

Matteo: *laughs* That’s something! *gets another kiss and grins Absolutely… I hope that it won’t take too long so that you can still enjoy a bit of the summer… *lets go of him so that he can go take a shower* EY! *then laughs and looks after him* *sighs and gets out of the kiddy pool as well*

(next play)

#Druck #druck og #davenzi #matteo florenzi #david schreibner

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isobel-thorm · 3 years

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evens for a v of your choice? 👀

let’s go with Evvie uwu

The Basics

2. Gender Identity Cis female

4. Race and Ethnicity Human, white, Irish origins

6. Headcanon VA - & fc Lauren Cohan

8. Weapon of Choice(?) Nowaki Assault rifle, or any shotgun she can get her hands on

10. Do they have any markings, piercings or scars? Small scar on the right side of her upper lip

12. Own any pets? She’s very dedicated to her fish

14. Can they cook? Can they bake? She’s passable with both, but she enjoys baking more.

16. Can they drive? She can. Doesn’t mean she should. If it’s a four wheel vehicle anyway. She can’t drive those for shit but she’s amazing on a motorcycle.

18. Have any special keepsakes? The implant that she and Velkan use for Twin Switches. It’s useful and sentimental all in one go. She still thinks getting Johnny via the same tech is karma for it, though.

Interests

19. Hobbies: Clothes shopping, cardio

20. Clothing/Aesthetic: Expensive, cute, lives in leather pants or slacks with bright colored midriff-bearing shirts and jackets.

21. Fave food(s) and drink(s) Seafood and whiskey

22. Fave Color: Light blue

23. Fave Genre: Romantic Comedy

24. Fave Season: Summer

25. City or Country? Anywhere But Night City

26. Guilty Pleasure Sweatpants

Storytime

27. What’s their family like? Who’s in it? What’s their relationship with them? Her and her siblings’ relationship is just about non existent with their parents because they basically abandoned them all, and the desire to find them has dwindled to none over the years. Her twin brother Velkan is the most important person in her life, and her other siblings aren’t that far behind, as much as Valencia would say otherwise.

28. Are they literate? Did they go to school? How long? What level? She’s intelligent, probably somewhere just beyond college level, but she’s also more a street smarts kind of gal- or business smarts, considering she’s Corpo. Trust No Bitch and all that.

29. What was childhood like? A lot of waiting around for parents who didn’t come home much.

30. What was adolescence like? Same as childhood with the added obligation to help Velkan take care of Vance and Valencia.

31. What’s their current main conflict? This is currently up in the air. Right now it’s either ‘keep Velkan out of trouble’, ‘keep Vance alive from doing all this shit’ and/or ‘get the terrorist out of my head.’

32. What steps have they taken to overcome this conflict? Shoot first ask questions later, be there for her siblings at all costs.

33. How have they changed over time? Lightened up a lot. Like, a lot. She’s still the Full Fledged Adult of the group, though.

For Fun

34. What’s their room look like right now? Sheer chaos in the main rooms, perfectly organized and color coded closet.

35. What are they like as a friend? Loyal, encouraging, #2 Wingman

36. What are they like as a partner? Same as friend, add very very subtly-but-effective-flirty

37. Do they have any phobias? Fear of abandonment

38. Did/do they go anywhere special for vacations? Beaches, as far from Night City as she could afford.

39. Your character walks into a cafe. What do they order? Super sweet iced coffee. Probably some fancy limited time flavor like that Dunkin Brownie one.

40. What time do they go to bed, usually? No set time, where she drops, she drops.

41. What’s their morning routine like? 80% of it is spent trying to decide what to wear, then its just eat and go.

42. What’s the dumbest thing your character’s done? Joined the corporate world to try to get a better life for her and her siblings, which ended up doing the opposite.

43. What pokemon would your character be (if they’re already a pokemon/gijinka tell us what they are, and how that’s affected them)? A Vulpix or Ninetails,

44. What’s their pokemon team? Try to pick all 6. Vulpix, Rapidash, Cubone, Lapras, Dragonair, Houndoom. She said “consistency whomst?”

45. Theme song (and a playlist if you’ve got it!) Here’s one for “the Greys” as in all four of them but its really just her at the same time. All the songs are the right vibe for her. The main ones for vibe/energy on that list are Blow (Deconstructed) Kesha, Beauiful Dirty Rich - Lady Gaga, Hello - Karmin

46. If this character was in a musical, what would their motif be (what kind of instruments do you hear, what’s the tempo, etc). Legally Blonde’s energy with the sound of Heathers. Light, mostly hopeful, but intense songs.

The Deep Lore™

47. What was this character’s biggest turning point in their life, something that changed them almost completely? Joining Corporate. It set her on a path where she turned into someone she started to not like and got out just in time, but she’s also well aware it almost ended her family because of the domino effect it had on her family.

48. What was their lowest point? What was their highest point? Lowest was the same answer, and high point, well, haven’t gotten that far yet.

49. What are some themes tied to your character’s story? / 50. What are some motifs associated with your character? “Stick to your guns” / “ffight for your family.”

51. What were some inspirations for your character (people, movies, games)? I didn’t really have character inspo as far as personality, but her fashion sense was definitely “SR 2/3 Shaundi, but willing to put on a suit jacket and heels” - literal ‘Corporate Ho.’

52. How are you and your character the same? How are you different? Oh she’s absolutely a chaotic confident mess and I’m... as far opposite as possible.

53. Expectations vs Reality: what did you expect and what did you get with this character? No expectations had or met just yet.

54. What does your character want, and what do they need? Wants to never have anyone abandon her, wants a solid life with her family all getting along peacefully. She also needs that but general stability would be nice, because she’s been all over the place in life for most of it.

55. What’s your character’s core trait? What’s their best trait? What’s their worst trait? When happens when these all interact with each other? Determination and blind optimism, respectively. They end up giving her lots of high, happy expectations, where the results are usually anything but.

56. What’s your overall goal with this character? Will they get a happy ending or will they succumb to their faults? We’ll see how canon goes, but if it’s too sad, God is Dead, My Canon Now. She can go be happy with Vik/Dino/Whoever The Hell I Settle On.

#Everlee Grey #foofygoldfish

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theskamlibrary · 4 years

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75 dates in the Skam Universe Masterpost

Thank you so much for everyone who participated, we had a total of X dates in the Skam Universe. We are so grateful for every content creators who put such hard work and shared it with us, you are the backbone of this fandom and the ones who make it worthwhile.

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FIC

Cliché by @catloves3 {WTFock - Zoë Loockx/Senne De Smet - 497 words}

written for (fun)fair

Senne, Zoe, Jana, and Luka at a funfair.

*****

click by @butforwardiscalling {Skam Italy - Niccolò Fares/Martino Rametta - 1613 words }

written for shooting photos

niccolò has a camera. martino is his preferred model, willing or not.

*****

Cheats and Prank Wars by @toobaddiane {Druck - Matteo Florenzi/David Schreibner - 2507 words}

written for prank war

It’s the summer after their first year in university started and the boys are just lazying around. After an episode of Brooklyn Nine Nine gives Jonas an idea, they engage in a harmless prank war. What could possibly go wrong when someone is super competitive and their boyfriend is their teammate?

Or Matteo and David are teammates in a prank war and David is a competitive jerk.

*****

I think I like my eyes by @ayellowcurtain {Skam France - Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 1026 words}

written for building a pillow fort

*****

shut up and kiss me by @orpheuscris {Skam Espana - Cris Soto/Joana Bianchi - 3441 words}

written for study date

Joana and Cris have been at odds nearly the entire time they've been sitting next to each other in class. So that’s why it’s such a surprise when one day, near the end of the semester, Cris invites Joana over to her house to study. And why she’s even more surprised by herself when she accepts.

*****

show me the things (that you believe in) by @softdemaury {Skam France - Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 6329 words}

written for at home movie night

“Guess there goes your movie, then.” Lucas says while they’re sitting down at the kitchen table.

“Wait, you didn’t organize this to get out of watching that damn thing, right?” Eliott squints his eyes at Lucas, raising his fork in an attempt to look threatening.

Lucas laughs, “You think I’d do that? Of course I didn’t. We’ll just watch it next time, no big deal.”

5 times Eliott fails in making Lucas watch 10 Things I Hate About You and the 1 time Lucas takes the matter into his own hands

*****

Future Little Koala by @youleavebehindmemories {Skam Italy - Eva Brighi/Giovanni Garau - 2697 words }

written for wedding

It's basically Giovanni and Eva at the wedding of Marti and Nicco with glimpses into Gio & Eva's future, domestic life! (as well as background moments from others)

*****

Feels like Love by @tunonseisolonico {Skam Italy - Niccolò Fares/Martino Rametta - 2602 words }

written for karaoke

“Come on, Marti! Let´s go and sing a song, the two of us!”

“You for real?!” Marti immediately exclaimed, being full of doubts.

He couldn't help but got flashbacks in his head, thinking back to Silvia´s 80´s party, him sitting close to Nico on the couch, Emma on Nico´s other side. Niccolò asking them to sing a song with him, Marti already refusing to do so back then.

“Of course, I´m not joking!”

“Well, sounds like it. No, I´m not going to sing a song with you!”

*****

come with me, my love (to the sea of love) by @lepetitepeach {Skam France -Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 4816 words }

written for aquarium

there’s a small touch of wonder to everything that lives in the ocean

*****

critter cottage by @spacekardemomme {Skam France - Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 1546 words }

As he walked further into the room, he watched the rise and fall of eliott's chest, the way his hair is messily sprawled along the pillow, a few strands scattered across his forehead and cheekbones.

this is who i’m meant to spend the rest of my life with

*****

Yearning for more than a blue day by @modestytreehouse {Skam Norway - Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen - 3723 words }

written for brunch date

He really should leave while Isak is still asleep and spare him the awkwardness of waking up beside Even. Spare himself the shame when Isak recognizes him.

*****

Kings of the cargo hold by @evakuality {Skam Norway - Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen - 3029 words}

written for cruise // art created by @hjertetssunnegalskap1

“You’re early,” a voice says, a breathy, stuttery quality to it as its owner pants into the room behind Isak, the clatter of his feet loud as his footsteps echoes off the metal of the walls. “I was supposed to be here before you.” “What is all this?” Isak gestures at the table laid out in front of them. “Well, you agreed to eat with me,” Even says, his unfairly gorgeous blue eyes lit up as he stares into Isak’s soul

Aka, the one where Even gets extra as he prepares for the perfect moment with Isak.

*****

sens de la vie by @livvyblxckthxrn {Skam France - Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 2809 words}

written for museum date

a little dive into all of those instagram pics and stories

*****

det betyr jo alltid noe, det gjør jo det by @pagnilagni {Skam Norway - Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen - 8722 words }

written for apple picking // in Norwegian // translation in English by Bolomapa

Han står oppgitt ute på den overgrodde plenen og ser på epletrærne. De er gamle og krokete, har altfor mange greiner, de henger for tett sammen under den tette trekronen, tynget av røde epler tett i tett, de skulle vært tynnet, sa naboen, og treet skulle vært beskåret, han sa det et par uker etter at han beskar sine egne trær. “Men det er for sent nå, sevjen stiger, treet kommer til å blø i hjel. Du får ta det neste år i stedet”, hadde han sagt, mens han klappet ham faderlig på skulderen.

Han ser på epletrærne med den modne frukten, en mengde epler har falt ned i natt, mange flere enn i går, han burde plukke dem nå, han burde absolutt det. Men hva skal han med dem, lurer han på, en fortvilende klump i magen spør ham om svaret på det, for han aner ikke, å bruke en kilo epler er greit, kanskje to, han kan vel bake to eplekaker, men alt dette, det må være hundrevis av kilo, hva faen bruker folk dette til?

*****

You’ll never believe how ice cream helped this man to get a date by @nofeartina {Skam Norway - Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen - 3333 words }

written for ice cream

If it wasn't for Magnus, Isak would never have ended up at this ridiculous hipster ice cream place. But then again, he never would have met that ridiculously cute ice cream guy, either.

Sometimes it really pays off being a good friend.

Or 5 times Isak buys ice cream for Magnus and 1 time Even buys it for Isak.

*****

come and fade me by @ho1ogram {Skam France - Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 3957 words}

written for grocery shopping

And no matter how many times he repeats the same lines over and over again till he runs out of reasons to support why dating should be banned (it's a lie; Lucas will never run out of reasons for this purpose, he just gives in to the looks the boys - or Eliott - throw at him) that his friends understand his struggles, his pleas for them to stop. And always, like clockwork, he ends in having them set him up with an unknown guy.

or, Lucas is tired of going on dates after dates with guys that aren't Eliott, and Eliott has a few tricks up his sleeves.

*****

Thousand spires and thousand bridges by @hjertetssunnegalskap1 {Druck - Matteo Florenzi/ David Schreibner - 46352 words}

written for vacation // art by @hjertetssunnegalskap1

In this world, Matteo and David met during Abitur back in Berlin, just like in the canon story and they made sandwiches and almost kissed at the neon party, but David backed out, Matteo did the same and.... nothing more happened.

Now they are studying in Prague. Matteo thinks he lost his chance with David a long time ago. What David thinks, nobody knows.

*****

it's nice to have a friend by @livvyblxckthxrn {Skam France - Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 6592 words}

written for rollerskating

5 times eliott and lucas definitely were not on a date, and one time they were

*****

to all who come to this happy place, welcome by @tawmlinsun {Skam France - Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 4703 words }

written for disneyland // art by @cottonsdraw

"eliott demaury, you just passed your bac. what are you going to do now?"

"i'm taking my boyfriend to disneyland!"

*****

Super Smash Bros by @thegirlnooneknows5 {Skam France - Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 11672 words}

written for video games // playlist

“Okay. Pretend I’m a customer. Sell me this game.”

Eliott's smile was determined. “You ever had a customer you wanted to throw into the wall?”

“Countless.”

“Knock-Out X lets you live that fantasy.” He pulled the game off Lucas’ lap and held it up. The thought of Eliott’s hands so close to him coloured Lucas’ face pink. Eliott continued, “Just imagine if you could throw that customer into a wall and leave with no scratches, bruises or consequences. And look super badass while doing it.” “Seriously, though. You’re going to love it.”

-Or, a Striking Vipers Elu au in which they fall in love through a virtual reality game because love transcends all

*****

Coffee, Gay Gurus, and a Dance by @amyriadfthings {Druck - Matteo Florenzi/David - 1242 words}

written for coffee date

Good things happen over coffee. David & Matteo visit a veritable Berlin cultural institution and learn how to swing dance. Gay Gurus in action. Bonus gay gurus to appear eventually.

*****

Small Things by @probablydaydreamingg {Skam Italy - Niccolò Fares/Martino Rametta - 3232 words}

written for concert

Martino gave Nico two tickets for a concert as a graduation present. A cute date ensues.

*****

Hedgehog, on the rocks by @flying-elliska {Skam France - Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 4635 words}

written for drinks

Lucas's boyfriend just left him, two days before he has to go to his cousin's wedding, who just so happens to be marrying the town billionaire, and his friends are all otherwise engaged...

So as he arrives alone, he heads to the bar for some liquid courage.

Turns out the bartender isn't having a great evening either. So he embarks Lucas in a creative quest to find him the perfect beverage...

...

It's not a date yet. But there's still time...

*****

If I Should Fall Behind by @irazor {Skam Norway - Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen - 14732 words}

written for fancy dinner // art by @lovethem2121

The plan for tonight had been crystal clear. Stay close to his best friend, and steal her away if needed. Hold her hand through the ordeal of meeting Noora again for the first time in years. Then Even shows up – and suddenly, nothing goes the way it was supposed to.

Or: 3 times Isak didn't know what to say to Even, and 1 time he did.

*****

Fontainebleau by @hallo-catfish {Skam France - Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 12770 words}

written for camping

Lucas, let’s go camping, Eliott says, and with a vision of perfect quiet and green leaves unfurling before his eyes, Lucas agrees without even looking up from his problem set.

The summer after Lucas' first year in university, Lucas and Eliott take a weekend trip to Fontainebleau.

*****

Under Starry Skies Above by @fille-lioncelle {Druck - Matteo Florenzi/David Schreibner - 7197 words}

written for weekend getaway

Matteo and David have been feeling a little dejected, so Matteo suggests they get away for a weekend trip.

*****

Lost & bound by @hjertetssunnegalskap1 {Skam Norway - Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen - 16397 words)

written for bicycle date

Even has been in a bicycle accident and he has lost his memory of the past three years. However, Isak gets a shock when Even tells him that they’re bonded soulmates, and expects them to be a couple.

*****

Così fan tutte by @hallo-catfish {Skam France - Chloé Jeanson/Lucille, Eliott Demaury/Lucas Lallemant - 14070 words}

written for opera

Lucille goes to the opera. It’s another double date.

*****

ART

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A TOTAL OF 196,241 WORDS HAS BEEN WRITTEN FOR THIS FEST, CONGRATULATIONS AND THANK YOU TO ALL THE PARTICIPANTS!

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