#horrifically enough

[pringles-plaguehaus]

♥ What’s the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

That would have to be when in an rp i was doin a couple years ago, my rp partner at the time blindsided me with some gross ass shit outta nowhere, it wasn't even smut, and the bastard had the gall to slam some of the worst shit i'd ever had to see in front of me, so i just kinda gave my screen the ol' "Concerned pomeranian" look before we had a looooooong fucking talk about why what they did was un-fucking-cool.

#aqua posts #original recipe content #It was #horrifically enough #the moment they felt comfortable outing themselves as a scat fetishist. #genuinely a horrifying thing to learn about someone IMO #i dont talk to them anymore for obvious reasons #but we didn't part ways with any bad blood.

[welcometogrouchland]

I've been binging Batman Beyond recently (Terry ily so much) and thought about how- bc of the JLU twist which I think isn't even canon to the comics BB verse but shhh bare with me- he'd technically be Damian's half brother??? Which is just so ridiculously soap opera to me. I need them to interact in a silly time travel adventure so bad you don't even understand (ID in alt)

#dc comics #damian wayne #terry mcginnis #batman beyond #batman and robin #mine #also feat the mild damian uniform redesign i like playing around with. it's fun i like her. i love u classic robin colours #the backstory for this image in my mind is that Terry knows of Damian/has maybe met him #in the future (whether we're going w the rebirth ''damian rejoins the league'' angle that i. don't love conceptually but can't judge- #-bc i haven't read. or if we go w/ some other potential future route for damian) and Terry is like. experiencing whiplash at meeting him- #-as robin. like you are 5 feet tall why r u so bossy. where is your dad good god. this is why i don't have a robin (?this is pre matt-robin) #but Terry's in an unfamiliar time trying not to cause a paradox so he puts aside his indignitude(?) at being bossed around by a kid #just long enough to make sure nothing goes horrifically wrong. hence this image takes place #<- i could've been a lot more eloquent explaining this but it's very late and i should've been asleep ages ago #anyway. absolutely crazy to me that Damian has had multiple flavours of secret brother plots and terry is a potential addition. rip damian #(also in my ideal future damian took up the nightwing mantle (EVERYONE READ NIGHTWING MUST DIE!!!) before retiring( #idk what his future career is. lowkey hes a webcomic artist in my brain but that's so horrendously self indulgent i can't condone it #also i decided to try my hands at lineart again. evil. how are you so stiff looking and difficult to do. waughh #anyway if things look weird. no they don't

[theragamuffininitiative]

I don't need a vacation, I need a sabbatical, where I go live in an abbey in switzerland for six months where I read and garden and study and stare at the sky and learn about birds and make some art and write a lot and help feed the nearby village with the garden crops and there are no ads or algorithms or tv shows or fastfood restaurants and I walk into town once a week for phone and internet to check on friends and family and then I go away again and preferably there are cats and goats and those soft brown cows and one shaggy dog and I learn I have a new favorite constellation and type of flower and shade of green.

#ragamusings #anyone else? #had to drive v carefully around a phone-distracted driver on my way home and i wanted to shake him by the shoulders #had someone want a refund from their show bc they didnt like it (we didn't have enough cast members apparently???) #and i watched horrific news unfold #and i'm so angry and tired and frustrated #i took a week-long staycation and only began to feel like myself again on the fifth day #anyways you can reblog this if you relate it's not just a private ramble #but idk if it is relatable or not i just want it deep in my soul #but alas i have no money and sabbaticals cost money ironically #and who would take care of my cats

[krtri]

spring ‘49, revachol west

#harry du bois #jean vicquemare #jeanharry #disco elysium #kartarart #NOT THE TEMPTATION… #i object to calling most de ships old man yaoi bc 40 year olds aren’t old AT ALL #but my god jeanharry sure are dirty old men if i’ve ever seen them #it’s MY blog *I* get to be nasty and fulfill my horrific desires (gorilla gripping harry’s thighs) #from a time before when harry could flirt and distract jean enough to steal his drink

[claitea]

breaking free from neotwewy is a very Kieran song i think

#pokemon #pokemon sv #pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemom indigo disk #pokemon indigo disk spoilers #pokemon kieran #clai's art #tbh. i'm not too happy with this but the concept is cool enough that i want to post #keyframes are stupid HDJBF JUST DONT LOOK AT MY TRANSITIONS TOO CLOSELY THANKS #fun fact i thought about using florian for this instead of my trainer #but i thought it was sickeningly poetic for my final two pokemon left to be Ogerpon and Zoroark #the latter being an illusionist. a Liar and master of deception #i mean even worse the pokemon before zoroark was ceruledge which is made of ''malicious will'' and ''lingering resentment'' #and yknow what i had meowscarada another trickster pokemon and farigiraf which is literally two-faced. horrifically on-theme team

[rogueddie]

Noah Schnapp and Shawn Levy all signed the no hostage left behind letter.

The letter is full of celebrities names, but i wanted to highlight the ones tied to stranger things. I am not optimistic enough to believe that this is any indication that other members don't agree.

The real kick is that the letter is pointless. The media made the "mistake" of allowing a recently released Hamas hostage speak live on the news.

She revealed that she, and the other hostages, were treated well. She spoke of reassurances that Hamas gave her, telling her that she wouldn't be harmed. They made sure the hostages were well fed and cared for. They were sharing their own food.

This is the same terror group that Israel is using as an excuse to commit genocide. Not only are they bombing Gaza, explicitly aiming for anyone (including civilians), they are also bombing the west bank.

47% of the population of Gaza are children. The hospitals are going to run out of power any hour now. The west bank has literally nothing to do with Hamas. They're only being targeted because they're Palestinians.

If you still support Israel, or are still under the illusion that Palestinian people are the villains, you aren't paying attention.

#ive been scheduling my posts bc im pretty sure ill have a horrible meltdown if i don't have my routine #i know thats a selfish thing to say right now but its what i need to do. sorry (genuinely) #stranger things #noah schnapp #palestine #also want to note that i am not confident enough to speak kn this too much at risk of spreading old or wrong information #im an idiot with a blog. but this situation is horrific and celebrities endorsing it in any way... fuck em straight to hell

[angel-in-your-basement]

Man, imagine if I could just get off to soft, loving sex, and not have to get off to the most degrading, masochistic shit imaginable. Damn, that would be something.

#listening to cnc audios getting frustrated that they aren’t horrific enough #someone needs to fucking tranquilize me #cala rambles

[orangepajamas]

local devil on your shoulder neck has the most jarring yet persuasive voice

#why aren't there enough gijinkas of him around #look at him #he probably smells like flat corner mold #disco elysium #disco elysium fanart #harry du bois #horrific necktie #artists on tumblr #fanart #de

[skunkes]

2 moods

#a doodley #an;yway #> finding someone who also never wants children will be harrrd but itll be worth it and im not budging! #> potentially doesnt ever want any pets either. #it may be over. #ugh i guess i am going to have to go thru a roommate arc or another horrific heartbreak arc to figure it out... #i did wanna try having a kitty if i moved out bt i cld never just toy with the life of a little beast like that... #i dont hate animals but i never want to be fully responsible for or have another living being dependent on me only... #and also they die. which is an insurmountable event for me. i keep hoping i wont be employed when cookie dies bc i will end up Fired. #ive spent all of cookies life crying over her eventual death i am not mentally well enough to have pets. #we will see.

[kedreeva]

hello i’m sorry, i’m so sorry (I’mnotsorry) but has anyone written about the scars Steve is definitely going to have in a thin ring around the base of his throat from the demobat’s tail?

Those aren’t just bruises, in the first image you can see raised, damaged skin. Abrasions at the least, from the demobat gripping and shifting and sliding as it tightened its grip. Filthy abrasions, too, being from the Upside Down. Animal injuries are dirty. I have scars from YEARS ago that were small scratches at the time, discolorations now. I was scratched by a goose once when I was 10, and that minor injury remained lashed over the back of my thumb for well over a decade. I have thin, pale discolorations of my forearms right now from over 8 years ago, made by a the slip of a bird’s foot. A small circle between my pointer and middle finger from when I was bitten in high school, 20 years ago by a rescue parrot while I was helping out. Animals, even our mundane ones, have bacteria of all sorts that can become minorly infected and cause healing to take longer, to cause scarring to form. I can’t even imagine how much worse an injury from something in the Upside Down is.

I’ve seen fics where they talk about the one on his side, but these are the delicate ones I want to see mentioned. These are the ones I want to see Eddie touch with reverence for the horror of it, with respect for the fear that had come with them. The ones I want to see Steve draw in a too-quick breath when they’re touched, because he remembers the rough tail wrapped around his throat, dragging him down to his death, strangling the air from him. The one that bit him hurt him, this one made him panic, if only briefly. This one made him vulnerable to the others. These are the ones everyone is going to see, day to day. The ones he has to live with constantly instead of only with himself. The ones he’s gonna touch, himself, absently.

and i’m just curious if anyone else has written about them, or if I’m gonna have to do it myself

#stranger things #injury for ts #steve harrington #steddie #i'm not sure I'm gonna wait for an answer #even though I am still horrifically angry #and clearly just ignoring what happened in some respects #eddie is FINE by the way #in the hospital down the hall from Max and FINE #fine enough that he's going to hobble down the hall and sit by her #when no one else can/is around #because visiting hours may be over but he's a patient still #and he wants to be close to the only other person there that actually KNOWS #what really happened #even if she's unconscious #maybe BECAUSE she is #guarding her in his exhaustion because Vecna came for her already #and he won't let anything happen to people again #I don't have feelings at all shut up #hes FINE #everyone is going to be FINE

[zkyeline]

Extremely close up stuff

#i think this is enough to warrant a #suggestive #tag. but not the mature label #idk shoot me a message if it does #just really proud of these hands rn <3 #disco elysium #harrykim #kim’s gloves #horrific necktie #my favorite characters #again I need to draw something other than them on my free time but im so tired rn #art #fan art

[kheyys-worms]

2023 is almost over and, oh my goodness--

Well, how about that new book huh?

#the return of a tumblr sexyman #WE ARE SO BACK BABEY!!! #I'm gonna have to unearth my old theory notes from way back in middle school-- #if only my 13 year old self could see this. that kid would not shut up for days #wait. i am that kid. I“M not gonna shut up for days about it DGDHJDKDKSKS #anyway. WHAT DID THEY MEAN THAT THIS BOOK IS FOR ADULTS??? #IS IT MORE GOREY?? MORE HORRIFIC??? IS BILL GONNA SWEAR??? #I NEED THIS CURSED OBJECT IN MY HANDS #July can't come soon enough hhhhhhh #bill cipher #gravity falls

[youremyonlyhope]

Living with Body Focused Repetitive Behaviors

Me: *Is super stressed over life.*

Trichotillomania: Time to pull some hair! C'mon. You won't even notice you're doing it. It'll make you feel better.

Me: NO. *Spends 4 days putting hair in a mini twist protective style* There.

Dermatillomania: Hey. Your hands are free. And restless. And dry... Pick your skin. Bleed. Bleed.

Me: Stop! *Starts up a new crochet project to keep hands busy.* Ok cool.

Onychophagia: Hi hi. Your nails are.... perfect biting length... you should do that.

Me: Noooooooooooo *Paints nails.*

Dermatillomania: Oh look, you got some nail polish on your skin. Pick it off... now pick some more...

Me: SDJAKFDSJFKLDKAFDJKLAFJDKSAKLFDASL

#is this tmi? oh well. this is the tmi website #trichotillomania #dermatillomania #onychophagia #bfrb #body focused repetitive behavior #ocd #guys guess what? my therapist all but prescribed that i get a manicure to prevent picking at my skin #apparently after a year with this therapist i never mentioned my finger picking until this week #and she was like 'ok since you find it tough to paint them yourself get a manicure. self care and preventative' #because my cuticles are horrific due to me constantly picking at them and the sides of my fingers #so i've always been too embarrassed to go to a nail salon and my therapist was like 'exposure therapy!' #currently my nails are sloppily painted because i can't hold a brush still and they're already chipping after like 5 days #actually they probably started chipping on the second day honestly. #i need to redo my twists a bit which actually satisfies the trich urges since i'll be running my fingers through my hair to do it #but i won't actually be pulling. but also. i will be getting the shed hairs out. so. kind of fulfills that. #but right now my nails are long enough for me to feel them sometimes hit my keyboard. which. isn't normal for me. #and despite the nail polish i feel the urge to bite them shorter ahhhhh #anyway if you're Black with natural hair and have trich i HIGHLY suggest mini twists since it helps deter me from pulling #sure i have to redo it every few weeks but seriously. game changer. harder to find individual hairs to pull.

[pebblezone]

The Hellsing Organization Goes To Brazil!!

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #alucard hellsing #pip bernadotte #seras victoria #a #animations #vids #personally being Michigan shaped isn’t horrible like it’s worse than being Ohio shaped but 100% better than being Massachusetts shaped #though I haven’t lived in ma maybe I’d be more willingly be Massachusetts shaped if I lived there #had a silly little school ceremony thing today that had me decked out like Steve blues clues #it was long but they had this baritone doing the national anthem and his voice was absolutely gorgeous #they never have lower voices doing solos it was so epic #need to make more stuff with alucard and seras I don’t milk their dynamic enough #actually that goes for a lot of things but then also sertegra 🧍‍♂️ #need to do an in depth hellsing smiling friends overlap situation #mr boss integra same character in the most horrific yet fantastic way #I mean fuck it frowning fiends iscariot

[uncanny-tranny]

In discussions about mental health, I am so tired of the only voices mattering being other people or other people who do not deal with a condition/disorder or a specific situation.

"Here's how I deal with loved ones with [x] condition!"

"If you do [y] because of [x mental health reason], you're selfish and everybody who loves you is having their lives made harder by you!"

"If your symptoms are [z], you're gross, and you deserve no sympathy for struggling"

I understand to an extent why people do this, but holy hell, as somebody who struggles and struggles often, the last thing any of us need to be told is that we're a burden that others have to carry. And it's terrible how everybody else's feelings but ours matter - even if we are the ones most affected by our condition or situation.

If you are dealing with issues surrounding your mental health and well-being, know that everything above isn't true; you are worthy of patience, understanding, kindness, and love. You are worthy of being listened to without judgment. You don't have to apologize or "make up" for who you are or what you struggle with.

#mental health #mental health advocacy #sanism #sanism tw #ableism #ableism tw #since when do we just go 'you're sick? well I'M more affected by YOUR illness than YOU are so my voice matters MORE' #i'm actually genuinely angry that people think saying stuff like that is appropriate #and when i say 'deal with' i mean when people treat those they say they love like a burden #simultaneously discussions about mental health have gotten better and have stay horrific and lack compassion or nuance #like people have more words to describe mental health but they cling to their disgust for us ~insanes~ like it's a lifeline #TW FOR MENTIONS OF SUIDIDE AFTER THIS TAG #when i actively wanted to take my life being told that i was selfish did NOT help. it made the desires STRONGER #because i had something ELSE to use to justify why my death was imperative. if i was selfish then why do i deserve others? #do you see why these discussions are harmful at *best* and can be the final factor in a decision like that? #sure. maybe those discussions alone won't be what pushes somebody to pass like that. #but it will have contributed to the demonization of mentally ill people #those discussions aren't going to save us from suicidality or something equally seen as drastic #videos like abigail thorn's cosmonaut video were actually way *more* helpful because she was compassionate #she provided compassion and empathy and was vulnerable enough to share her *own* experiences #i think i'm going to re-watch it for the....... 500th time #i'm so glad she kept her old videos up. this one is one of my favourites #heavy watch but i forever will be grateful to her and the others who helped me out of that pit

[autistic-beshelar]

ah yes dungeon meshi, the manga where an autistic man gets repeatedly bullied by people he thinks are his friends and not a single person supports him

#dont get me wrong i am enjoying this manga #but i'm failing to see how this is some great amazing autistic rep #like yeah laios is obviously autistic #and the struggles he has due to his autism are VERY relatable #but it's deeply uncomfortable that even the people closest to him are routinely awful to him #specifically for his autistic traits #and their bullying is almost always a joke #not a single person defends him #literally senshi is the only character that's never been cruel to him #well and farlyn but lbr she's also autistic and also has been in like half a chapter that ive read so far #maybe ive just not read far enough or not seen enough posts #but im not understanding why the fandom are treating it like amazing autistic rep and how it understands us so well #you could argue that the narrative tends to support laios's methods and way of thinking #but nothing else does #the scene with shuro was fucking awful to read tbh #'you're so annoying because you're autistic. how dare you think im your friend when you should have just guessed that i hated you' #and not a single person defends laios #or calls shuro out on what a fucking horrific way of treating a party member that is #like i dont know MAYBE you could have just said 'hey i don't really want to be friends' #maybe you could COMMUNICATE. #but no it's the autistic man who's the problem. for the crime of.... being too nice. #i don't have a problem with the scene. #i have a problem with the fact that shuro is framed as reasonable here. instead of utterly fucking vile. #i have a problem with none of the other characters sticking up for laios. #dungeon meshi #maybe ppl will start treating him better #i would like to continue reading #but if he continues getting bullied in EVERY fucking chapter as a 'joke' then idk man