#i did wanna try having a kitty if i moved out bt i cld never just toy with the life of a little beast like that...

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#a doodley #an;yway #> finding someone who also never wants children will be harrrd but itll be worth it and im not budging! #> potentially doesnt ever want any pets either. #it may be over. #ugh i guess i am going to have to go thru a roommate arc or another horrific heartbreak arc to figure it out... #i did wanna try having a kitty if i moved out bt i cld never just toy with the life of a little beast like that... #i dont hate animals but i never want to be fully responsible for or have another living being dependent on me only... #and also they die. which is an insurmountable event for me. i keep hoping i wont be employed when cookie dies bc i will end up Fired. #ive spent all of cookies life crying over her eventual death i am not mentally well enough to have pets. #we will see.