blackpepperann305dale

[blackpepperann305dale]

“there’s a time where we all choose to either quit or follow through, to just lose faith or trust your heart to somehow lead you through the dark, we’re not the only ones who’re dreaming, who needs help to carry on…we might get lonely, but we’re not alone”

[blackpepperann305dale]

feeling the vibrations of every decision and im hoping that you'll break this invisible division

[blackpepperann305dale]

im back after a hiatus and first things first...i hate college dude lmao

when i go to college i’m gonna reinvent myself, being surrounded by the same people for years kind of inhibited me from becoming the positive person i want to be, because the people i’m around now suck. i’m just scared that when i do go to college, i’ll be surrounded by similar people and i won’t be able to hide my distaste

[blackpepperann305dale]

i have this weird semi crush thing on the weirdest boy i ever met in my life....but he's so funny like he's really not even cute omg he's just so funny and so weird so different idk how to describe it

[blackpepperann305dale]

ph. by harley weir for pop magazine, fw 14.15

#q

[blackpepperann305dale]

how can i be drowning in you yet also just floating by how can you continue to taste while i continue to consume

#writing #poetry

[blackpepperann305dale]

i hate my body

[blackpepperann305dale]

i don't have anything to write about when i'm not in school sorry

[blackpepperann305dale]

when i go to college i'm gonna reinvent myself, being surrounded by the same people for years kind of inhibited me from becoming the positive person i want to be, because the people i'm around now suck. i'm just scared that when i do go to college, i'll be surrounded by similar people and i won't be able to hide my distaste

[blackpepperann305dale]

i have such an unhealthy relationship with food but i dont wanna make it better until i get my body the way i want it

[blackpepperann305dale]

I wanna lose weight like I’m at the gym right now. I’m gonna start eating clean, I have so many goals concerning my body, but I never reach them and then I get upset about quitting and I go eat some more junk. This time I’m serious though, I swear.

#body image

[blackpepperann305dale]

summer's almost here

let the self loathing begin

[blackpepperann305dale]

"rest and be strong, wash and be clean

start a new year whenever you need”

#where my description comes from

[blackpepperann305dale]

stretches and shrinks (like a math function)

every minute i'm stretching i'm constantly growing into a shapeless blob one that feeds on all the space i continue to waste i want to shrink i want to waste away like trash left on the side of the road i want to disappear

#poetry #writing #is this cliche? #it's how i feel

[blackpepperann305dale]

the world is such an interesting place there's so much to see i'm glad colors exist colors are so beautiful

[blackpepperann305dale]

[blackpepperann305dale]

my brain is fried all of the time it’s hard to speak and it’s choking me i’m feeling lonely, it’s nothing new i’m feeling lonely without you

i want to go out, i want to have fun I want to stay out till the rise of the sun but the sun won’t rise, the sky will stay dark blue the sun won’t rise without you

#poetry #this is elementary