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#his eyes scare me sometimes 🙃
baby-tini · 1 month
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GOD THAT FUCKING GROWL, Dabi knows what the hell he's doing, god just imagine this beautiful man growling in your ear to, "stay the fuck put doll, don't run from me." While he gives you the meanest backshots of your life.
"Come on baby.. give me one more, promise just one more.." He's a liar, it's never just one more with Dabi.
But he's such an asshole and when you don't listen, he's forced to pull you back towards him by your hair as he grabs your chin, forcing your lips into a pout as he stares you down with those intense blue eyes of his... the Dabi brain rot is bad 😩
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solaireverie · 3 months
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aa23 | put it into speed drive
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summary: [ lawyer!alex albon x f!driver!reader — social media au ] alex is contracted to help you get out of trouble after you land in hot water
faceclaim: florence pugh
warnings: language, dirty jokes
author’s note: hello party people!! so happy to bring you the first installment of in their shoes, my series with @lorarri about driver!reader. chaotic reader is the love of my life frfr
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yourusername eat pasta drive fasta 🏎🍝
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user mother is mothering 😩
user i live for y/n's photodumps
user everyone say thank you y/n for feeding us!!
redbullracing let her cook 😌
user the way y/n looks at the camera in slide 2 🫣
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redbullracing Oracle Red Bull Racing is aware of the charges being brought against driver Y/N L/N. Oracle Red Bull Racing respects all official decisions and will be assisting Y/N in any legal proceedings. We ask for privacy and discretion during this period of time.
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y/nupdates y/n left the monaco police station this morning accompanied by her lawyer, alex albon. alex is also a family friend and was contracted by red bull to help y/n with any legal issues that may arise. y/n and alex left on motorcycle shortly after she was released. when asked about recent events, y/n stated that she isn't worried and that she's in good hands (implied to be alex's)
pictured above: y/n this morning, a photo captured by passerby of alex on his bike waiting for y/n, and a picture of alex found on his firm's website
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user y/n's slaying everywhere 😍 even getting arrested isn't stopping her from serving with every outfit
↪ user omg fr i love her jacket and boots
↪ user we should have a y/n style account ngl
user damn her lawyer's hotttt 😳
↪ user yeah exactly!!! so glad someone else sees my ✨ vision ✨
user lol i can already see this dude getting a migraine within the first two hours of dealing with y/n
↪ user she's a menace and while i love her for that i pity her lawyer 😂
↪ user our thoughts and prayers for mr albon 🕯🕯🕯
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effwontea ok so who was going to tell me that y/n's lawyer is hot, cute, AND good with animals - admin g 👾
what crimes do i need to commit to hire alex to defend me 😳 - admin t 💃
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user idk if anyone's noticed but he's actually in a few of her older vlogs 👀 guess they've been friends for a while
↪ user and she hasn't showed us him until now???
↪ user i went back to watch the videos with alex in them and omg they're so cute togetherrrrrr
↪ user ikr!!! did you see that part where she drives them around monaco and he's literally scared for his life but also staring at y/n with heart eyes 😍
↪ user guess this isn't the first time that y/n has terrorized alex with her driving skills then 😂
user is it just me or are they really freaking adorable together
↪ user omg fr!! he balances out her chaos and she makes him laugh so much ❤️ my heart can't take this
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yourusername everyone say thank you to alex_albon's savior complex 😌 love u 🫶
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user did she just... hard launch???
↪ user i think???????
↪ user knowing y/n she kept him a secret just for the chaos 😂
georgerussell63 about time, mate!
↪ landonorris thanks a lot for making me lose my bet with george 🙄
↪ alex_albon what were you two even betting on?
↪ yourusername when i would get arrested and you'd have to defend me in court 😜 btw georgerussell63 i expect dinner from whatever lando needs to give you
alex_albon love you too (even if you exhaust me sometimes 🙃)
↪ yourusername don't lie, you like it 😘
user so now on top of dealing with y/n in court he has to deal with her every day 😭 thoughts and prayers dude
↪ yourusername i promised to behave in public if he lets me misbehave in private 😉
↪ alex_albon you call that behaving???
↪ landonorris ewww get a room
↪ yourusername get a win 🤷‍♀️
↪ georgerussell63 MIC. DROP.
↪ landonorris alex_albon can i hire you to sue y/n and george for emotional damage
↪ alex_albon i'm afraid that you're on your own 😔 i have no intention of stepping into a courtroom with y/n ever again
↪ yourusername guess who's sleeping on the couch tonight!
↪ alex_albon lando because he insists that we've adopted him?
↪ yourusername correct ✅
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can you do a jake x reader smut where we have a huge argument and hes js so mad that he js fucks the anger out of the both of us? idk what else to say that js sounds hot as shit
😩😩😩😩😩😩
Sex as a solution to arguments? Yes please.
(irl it's not tho, babes. Keep that in mind 🙃)
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He's never back this late. He's never this late. Something must've happened. Something's wrong...
You chew on your nails as you pace your tent, heart racing, your thoughts eating away at you.
Where is he?
This isn't the first time Jake has gone on patrol at night. And it's the first time he's not back when he's supposed to be. But he's over two hours late...what could have possibly happened?
You're aching to hop on your ikran and find him, but you know the rules. You can't go out, you have to wait for him to come back.
It feels like years have passed by the time he finally shows up.
“Jake!” you gasp as he walks into your tent. You look him over, ensuring he's unhurt, finding a few bruises and a few scratches, but nothing major. “What happened?”
He gives you a sheepish look. “I, uh...Tsu'tey and I kinda got caught up 'cause we were chasing these palulukan off, and it sorta led us astray so it took a while to get back.”
You exhale sharply. “Again? You know your job isn't to mess around with the forest creatures, Jake. You're supposed to just keep a lookout for the Sky People.”
He shrugs slightly. “Well, yeah, but it's also fun sometimes.”
You can feel anger spark within you. “Fun?” you echo, crossing your arms. “I've been sitting here worried for the past two hours! And you're out having fun?”
He sighs softly. “I didn't mean to make you worry, I just—”
You scoff, cutting him off. “You never mean to make me worry. You always say so, and yet you keep doing it over and over again!” you snap.
“Hey, I've the right to go out there and have some fun. There's nothing wrong with that,” he replies, raising his voice. His amber eyes flash with frustration, his tail swishing uneasily.
“Maybe you could keep in mind the fact that I'm here waiting for you!” you yell back. “You're so self-centered, only thinking about having fun while I'm here wondering whether you're even fucking alive!”
He sighs. “You think it's intentional? That I leave you here to scare you?”
“I'm not saying that. I'm just saying you could be a little more mindful about me and maybe at least tell me beforehand that you're going to be late because you're going to be messing around with the forest creatures.”
“So now I have to report my every move to you?” he scoffs. “You want me to inform you of everything I fucking do?”
You exclaim, “That's not what I fucking mean and you know it. I'm just saying that it's not fair for you to leave me here, waiting for you without you telling me you might be late.”
“Even if I fucking told you, you'd make a big deal about it,” he snaps. “If I'm back late, you're upset. If I got distracted during patrol, you get upset. And apparently, if I don't tell you everything I'm going to do, you get upset.”
You exhale sharply. “You make it sound like I'm controlling you when you damn well know I'm worried for you.”
“Maybe you shouldn't worry. I think I'm old enough to take care of myself.”
“I'm just trying to help you!” you yell.
“Maybe you're only a burden instead of help!” he yells back.
You laugh bitterly. “That's it, then. You don't need me for anything else than to cook and have dinner waiting when you come home.” You sneer, but tears of anger and pain are welling in your eyes. “I see how it is, then.”
He narrows his eyes at you. “Don't you dare get that way with me, you know you're more than that.”
“How should I fucking believe you?” you yell. “All you have to show for how you feel are your empty words!”
“Just my empty words?” he scoffs. “I'm making sure this village is safe—that you're safe, and you complain?”
“Complain?!” you snap. “I'm worrying about you and you're being the ungrateful ass that you are!”
“I am not ungrateful, I just don't understand why you're so upset about this! It's my life, I don't have to keep you updated about everything, you know. I can take care of myself.”
You throw him a deadly glare. “I guess you'll always be human in that way, then. Because us Na'vi actually take care of one another.”
And that's it. The final straw for him. He loses it, anger flashing in his eyes as he grabs you by the throat and pulls you to him, roughly pressing his lips to yours.
“You—!” you exclaim, pushing him off you. He doesn't get to treat you that way and kiss it all away.
But he's stronger than you. He grabs you tight, holding you close, his lips forcing yours open and sliding his tongue into your mouth.
You gasp softly, hating how much you're enjoying this, wishing you had the willpower to move away. But you don't.
One of his hands starts going south, tracing over your torso, down your abdomen, to your pussy. He touches you through your loincloth, fingers pressing against your clit through the thin fabric.
You feel what he's doing and a semblance of sense pops back into your head. He can't treat me like that and fuck me and expect me to forgive him.
You bite his lip, making him grunt softly, but he holds you close, kissing you even though the taste of his blood invades your tongue.
He tugs you to him, holding onto your hip, his other hand undoing your loincloth before caressing your cunt, spreading your folds and touching you just the way he knows will make you wet.
You try not to, hope it doesn't get to you, but you find yourself whining, nails digging into his skin. “Jake—”
He shuts you up with another kiss before leading you to the ground. You're pissed, you want to keep fucking yelling and crying and making him angry. Instead, you let him. You let him take you to the floor, let him undress you, and in turn, you tug his loincloth off.
He chuckles darkly when he realizes that you're as eager as he is.
He runs the thick head of his cock between your folds, gathering the wetness at your entrance before sliding into you.
You whine softly, pussy throbbing around his long, thick cock.
“There you go,” Jake groans when his hips meet yours. “Oh, fuck.”
You grab onto his shoulders and he gives no warning as he starts rutting into you, the tip of his cock bruising your delicate cervix, each thrust knocking the breath from your lungs.
“Asshole,” you seethe between heavy breaths and little whimpers. “You're an asshole.”
“Shut up,” Jake says, pressing his lips to yours, kissing you like he's starving, like he's trying to tell you everything without saying a word.
You wrap your legs around his waist, your eyes fluttering shut, your body trembling as he fucks you.
You kiss Jake back with everything you have, all the anger, all the fear, all the love—all of it. You pour it onto his lips, your sharp canines dragging over his tongue when it slides inside your mouth, and he shudders softly.
He groans lowly as he breaks the kiss, moving his mouth to your neck. You mewl as he increases his pace, making your legs jerk with each hard thrust.
He bites on the skin of your neck, sucking on it, and you gasp. You already know the hickey you're going to have in the morning.
“This what you fuckin' needed, hm?” he says, biting you again. “You just needed me to teach you some fucking manners.”
You sink your nails into his back, making him grunt. “Stop fucking talking,” you seethe, your voice a mere whine as he continues to rut into you.
The sound of your soaked pussy is loud in your tent, the slap of Jake's hips against yours making you blush with the obscenity of it all.
Jake bites down on your shoulder, hard, and you fold your ears back, hissing softly. But the pain only adds to the pleasure. It makes you gasp and tremble, a heat spreading in your womb as he keeps fucking you.
You want to complain. You want to bite him and punch him and kiss him and tell him you love him. He's so infuriating, so fucking annoying. You hate that you can never stay angry at him, hate that he always finds the way to get your heart to soften for him. You wish you were immune to his charms, but it's damn near impossible for you.
You tangle your hands in his hair and pull, drawing his face to yours so you can kiss his lips. You feel him grin slightly as you do, his soft lips smirking into the kiss as you moan.
The pleasure within you is spreading, reaching across your skin like vines, taking root and making you see stars behind your eyelids.
You begin bucking your hips up, gasping as you feel yourself closer to the edge. You try to match Jake's pace, but he's going too hard for you to keep up. Besides, he's already fucked you half dumb, there's not much you can do but take it.
Jake can tell when you're going to come. He can feel the way your pussy grows tight around him, sucking him in, making it harder for him to fuck you. Still, he keeps going, relishing in the sensation of your slick dropping down his balls. He grunts with each thrust, ensuring he fucks you as deep as he can and in return, he receives your little whimpers and moans. He watches your face as your eyes roll into the back of your head, and he knows you're right there.
And still, the stubborn little thing you are, you bite your lip, trying to keep quiet as you come, but Jake fucks you harder, forcing you to let out a gasp followed by a loud moan that has his own orgasm nearing.
He continues to rut into you, again and again, groaning and gasping until he comes. His load fills you, making you shiver, and he's left caging you under him, your body trembling.
He pulls out of you, leaning on his knees to see the way his cum drips out of your swollen, raw pussy.
His eyes scan up your body until he meets your gaze, and something within him softens.
He crawls beside you, laying down at your side and spooning you. You cross your arms, obviously still upset, and he presses a few soft kisses on your shoulder.
“I'm sorry,” he tells you, his voice quiet and gentle. “I'm sorry. You're right, you're only worrying about me, and I'm being an asshole. I didn't mean to scare you, baby. I never do. Sometimes I just get carried away by the excitement when we're out in the field. But I promise it won't happen again. Truly.” He kisses the side of your neck, one of his hands caressing your hip. “I'm sorry, baby. I'm truly sorry. I'll let you know beforehand when I plan on taking a little longer out during patrol.” He kisses your cheek gently. “I love you. So much. And I don't want you to think that all I need you for is to take care of the house. You know you're everything to me. You're my sun and my moon and my stars. You're everything. Without you, I'd be empty. You know that. Please, baby, don't ever think that you're nothing but an asset to me. Because you're not. You're my woman, my wife, my baby. You're everything to me, love. I don't know what I'd do without you.”
You turn around to face him, your eyes softened.
“Do you forgive me?” he asks softly.
You smile gently at him. “You're forgiven,” you say.
Relieved, Jake leans towards you and places a soft kiss to your lips. He doesn't know what he'd ever do without you.
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eternalfics · 5 months
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hi! can you do saiki x male reader headcanons who has a crush on saiki? reader’s childhood friend is aiura and they transferred around the same time. can reader have green hair and pink eyes btw? saiki doesn’t find reader annoying and enjoys that reader’s presence doesn’t come with chaos. also can reader have plant/nature psychic powers? lol
(just fluff of this topic please? i hope this isn’t too much lol 😅)
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saiki with a male! psychic who has nature powers!
a/n: HAPPY DUCKING NEW YEARR! 😍 I kinda left this in my inbox for a little while.. but as you always know, lindy is always here to help your saiki brainrots 😇
warnings: photo of a spiky plant, yelling
summary: a difficult friendship, but we’re working on it!
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so! 😊
aiura would surely be excited to see you again! asking you have you traveled, or did you expect to see her or!- you get me, she’s rlly excited. 😋 (we’re acting like she transferred first)
but you find yourself wondering who is this other guy since you guys transferred at the same time. he doesn’t even bother to give you a glance 😯 and he doesn’t look nervous at all!
well, it’s not your business. maybe he knows someone here?
more underneath:
im guessing that saiki guessed that you were a psychic easily! 😘
but what confused him is, how come you never show your other powers? are you scared or are you just private?
Scenario:
saiki was lying on his bed on a saturday afternoon, until it hit him. he had a test, it was no problem, he could do it without studying. but the problem is, which day is it going to be on? he didn’t want to be caught off guard.
he could text toritsuka, or called nend- ugh.. nevermind. saiki can’t believe how a single interaction is this tough for him..
then it you popped into his mind, it was perfect! if he contacted chiyo, the second he did he would hear her thoughts thinking they’d have a chance. and he’s not even gonna talk about teruhashi.. 😓
he teleported to your room without a sound. he saw that you were sleeping in your bed (weirdo 😨) he walked to you, and spoke in your mind. “y/n-“ “AAGHH” you yelled, and sat up abruptly. stinging nettles appeared out of nowhere.
“oh,” so that was your power.
back to headcanons!
I have a feeling that since he knows when he scares you, that you make spikey plants, that he’ll take advantage of that 😈
“boo,” “AHHGG-“ *insert spikey plant*
especially when someone suspects you have nature powers, he’ll be there to rescue you ❤️
sometimes, saiki will ask for favours (he returns it dw 🥰) maybe roses for his mom, cactus for decoration in his room, or maybe a tulip for a fresh scent in his living room :) maybe even one for you.
let me say, of course at first he thought you were annoying. he’s does that to everyone 🙃. but after some embarrassing and funny moments, saiki just dosent care 😭 (sometimes he wants to stay with you 😍)
saiki wonders about your green hair and pink eyes? he zones out looking at your soft, fine, touchable hair. is it green because of your powers? probably not
saiki knows that you get some girls, how can you be this attractive and not get anyone to like yo- ugh.. he’s started thinking TOO much again.
Overall, you both have crushes on eachover and I think you guys should smooch ❤️
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— THE WINDS OF CALADAN (II)
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PART ONE
PAIRING — Duke Leto Atreides x fem!Reader
SUMMARY — Your relationship with Leto and his son is getting better, especially after the happy news. However, your father’s visit to Caladan ruins all the effort and causes a misunderstanding.
AUTHOR’S NOTE — I am very grateful for all the kind comments, likes and reblogs under the previous part. Many people asked for the second chapter, so here we go. ��� I am also planning to write a fic with a modern Duke Leto soon but my Uni is taking most of my time recently... 🙃
WARNINGS — age gap relationship, mentions of death after childbirth, douchebag father
WORD COUNT — 4,740
ENGLISH IS MY SECOND LANGUAGE.
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THE WINDS OF CALADAN (II)
That time of the year, the winds and rain were starting to become so heavy and frequent that it was advised not to leave the palace. Under any other circumstances, it would feel like you were in a trap but because your relationship with your husband and his son was finally developing, it actually gave you an opportunity to spend more time together.
Sometimes, though, you would get caught on a sofa by the window; staring outside at the awful weather with a warm cup of tea between your fingers. Your gaze was longing and your fingernails were tapping on the porcelain impatiently. It was obvious that your mind was somewhere else.
“What’s troubling you?” Leto entered the library where you had been sitting. You two had dropped all the official titles recently but it still felt weird to talk so casually to each other even if you started to regularly lay together. You knew couples – like your parents – who kept calling each other my Lord and my Lady for their whole life.
You turned around with a soft smile to let him know that you were happy to see him.
“Nothing, I just…” you looked down and put the cup down on the table.
“You’re missing home,” he pointed out and sat next to you. You moved slightly to make space. “I know your planet, it’s always warm and sunny.”
“But never too hot,” you chuckled. “I wish we could visit,” you added, sadly.
“You’re welcome to go,” Leto put his hand on your shoulder and caressed it softly. “I’m not keeping you here.”
“Aren’t you scared I’m going to tell my father bad things about you?” you teased and he rolled his eyes. “But, my dear, it’s not about that. I would simply find no pleasure in going there alone.”
“You can take Paul with you. I’m sure he would love to go,” Leto hummed.
“Oh, yes, of course… But, still, I would miss a certain someone,” you turned your head around to look into his deep brown eyes. They sparkled a bit as he smiled.
“I have my duties here. Dukes don’t go on holidays unless we are invited to official meetings.”
“I know. And I won’t leave you here alone when the weather is so awful. It would make you sad!” you promised.
“I am used to it at this point.”
“No, I’m staying,” you turned your whole body around to nuzzle into him and he put his arms around you to keep you close. You pressed your cheek to his chest and took a deep breath in. “Right now it would be a bad time to travel anyway.”
“Why, dear? The weather is not scary to our ships,” Leto caressed your hair carefully.
“I’m not talking about the weather nor our ships, dear husband,” you could feel your face burning out of nervousness and excitement as your lips curled into a big grin.
“What can you possibly mean then?” he furrowed his brow.
“Am I supposed to believe that the medics truly kept a secret from the Duke?” you looked up into his confused eyes. “Oh, dear, I did not expect such loyalty from them.”
“Do you want me to beg for clarification? Now I’m worried when you have mentioned the medics…” Leto cleared his throat.
“I am with child,” you whispered quietly, your lips trembling as you said that and your eyes searched for his reaction.
First, he furrowed his brow, then the muscles of his face twitched and his lips curved into a wide smile. His touch around you changed, it was somehow gentler now and softer, like he was holding a glass.
“R-really?” he asked.
“Oh, I am certain,” you giggled softly, “I can feel my body changing already,” you bit on your lower lip. “Are you happy?”
Leto didn’t answer but he nodded before placing a kiss on your forehead. You could see that his eyes filled with the overwhelming worry that overshadowed the happiness in him.
You didn’t comment on that and decided to give him time.
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Leto insisted you should start sharing the same chambers from now on and he instructed maids and guards that you should never be left alone. He was overprotective, which felt nice but also exhausting at times. You cherished your alone time and now you had none of it.
Whenever he was around you, and that would happen more often these days, he was keeping his hand on your growing belly. His big, warm hand spread widely on the bump, making sure his child would be secure. You would play with the ring on his finger and feel at peace with the whole universe. Everything was the way it should be.
One of those times you noticed Paul’s concerned and angry eyes focused on his father’s hand on your belly. In fact, you hadn’t had a conversation with Paul about your pregnancy. You were still helping him with homework and going on walks together but you could sense Paul distancing himself from you and Leto recently.
“He’s a man now. He doesn’t need to be talked to like he’s a child,” Leto said to you the other day.
“He’s a teenager,” you sighed. “I was one, too, not so long ago. I will speak to him.”
Before Leto could protest, you left the chambers and hurried to the end of the corridor and to the staircase to reach the floor where Paul had his quarters. Of course two guards followed you like obedient dogs and at times like this, you wanted nothing else but to yell at them to go away.
You couldn’t, though. You knew that being the Duchess carried lots of responsibilities and duties. Treating guards and maids awfully was a sign of a bad ruler, even if pregnancy would be an excuse. You didn’t want to disappoint your husband, your servants, yourself and the whole Caladan.
Your father was one of those; yelling at the servants. He thought he could because he was close to the Emperor. And your whole life in your father’s house, you had never felt as safe as now in Caladan because you had never had servants and guards so loyal out of duty, respect and love instead of fear.
Once upon a time you had been thinking that every noble man was like your father. Duke Leto had changed that.
You knocked upon Paul’s door and he muttered a “come in” after a long moment of silence.
You entered his chambers and spotted him sitting on the floor while watching a historical holo and making notes. It was for one of his classes.
When he raised his eyes and saw you, he looked down immediately after.
“Am I bothering you?” you asked with a soft smile and put one of your hands on your belly to caress it gently. It was done out of instinct, you hadn’t even thought of that. But Paul noticed the gesture and gave it a very unpleasant look. “What is troubling you, my Prince?” you tried to ask more officially now.
“Is it the boy you’re carrying?” he asked and turned the holo off before throwing his notes away. “My father’s son?”
“It is too early for the medics to say,” you answered and dared to sit on the edge of his bed. He didn’t react to that and only looked up to still have his eyes on you; squinted and calculating.
“Why are you asking me, dear? Is it a little brother you would want the most?” you asked, naively.
“What does he want? My father? Does he want a boy?” Paul swallowed thickly and you furrowed your brow at the sight of his eyes filling with tears.
“We haven’t had this conversation. I don’t think he cares,” you answered.
“Every man wants a son, so I’ve heard,” Paul sniffled.
“Most men want sons only because they need heirs but your father already has one,” you smiled carefully.
“I want it to be a boy,” he announced and you froze for a second. You couldn’t understand that at all because you had thought that he was actually afraid of being replaced.
“Why?”
“I want you to give him the heir I could never be so he can stop expecting all of this of me. I don’t want to be the Duke,” Paul whispered and looked down to hide his tears from you. “But I know it means I’m going to lose his love. I’m going to lose it anyway when the child comes so let’s hope it’s a boy at least… So I am no longer with a burden of power.”
You took a deep breath in and sighed. Damn you, Leto, you thought. He had been the one saying that Paul didn’t need to be talked to…
“Your father loves you,” you reached out your hand to caress his shoulder. “In fact, I am going to reveal something to you since you’ve been so honest with me. He loves you so much that sometimes I am afraid he would never love that child in me as much as he loves you,” you confessed to him and he looked up again; his cheeks all wet and his beautiful eyes reddened.
“Why wouldn’t he?”
“I don’t know,” you shrugged your arms in response. “It’s that little voice in my head telling me that but I can see you can hear it, too,” you let out a chuckle and fixed his ruffled hair. “He loves you and nothing will change that love, no matter if you want to be the Duke or not. I am sure you would be a wonderful one and so is your father but I don’t think he would ever force you to do anything. If it’s a son in me, it won’t mean you will no longer be an heir, my dear. Maybe your brother won’t want the title either…?”
“Imagine having two sons and neither of them wanting to be the Duke,” Paul snorted and so did you. “My father would be very unlucky then.”
“I don’t think he would consider himself unlucky. Having two sons is already a great happiness for every parent,” you caressed Paul’s cheek. “And what if it’s a girl? I think it would be wonderful to have a little girl in the palace. Will you love her?”
“I will,” Paul nodded and smiled, nuzzling his face into your hand. “I’ve had this conversation once already, with my real mother,” he revealed.
You froze for a while, realizing what he had just said. Real mother, so you were the substitute mother, which meant that in some way he was seeing a mother in you. He wasn’t much younger than you although you knew you had been presenting yourself more mature – women had to grow up faster than boys in the world like this. It still felt odd that in some way he was treating you like a mother and that he wanted you to caress his cheeks and ruffle his hair but then again, he had lost his real mother as a young child and never again had a woman taking care of him.
“Please, don’t die like her,” Paul nearly begged. “My father won’t survive this again,” he whispered but you both knew that he had meant himself, too.
“I won’t die,” you cracked a smile. “I promise.”
“There you are,” a familiar voice interrupted you and you both looked at the door where Leto had been standing. “Is everything alright?” he furrowed his brow at the sight of your hand caressing his son’s wet cheeks.
“Yes, it is,” you nodded your hand. “What is it, darling?”
“I’ve just received the news that I think might be happy for you,” Leto smiled. “Your father wants to pay us a visit.”
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You felt like a little girl again, shuffling your feet impatiently between the folds of your dress as your slightly trembling hands clasped around Leto’s arm. Your smile was wide, your hair and makeup done so pretty that you had spent an hour admiring your own self in the mirror. You wanted your parents to see you were happy here and that your life was good. You wanted them to be proud.
When you heard voices behind the door, your heart skipped a beat but when the door opened and you only saw your father and one of his servants walking inside, your smile dropped.
“Father!” you left Leto’s side and ran up to him, breaking all the rules of the protocole.
However, your father only gave you a scolding look and walked past you to greet your husband.
“Duke Atreides,” he shook his hand firmly as you turned around, hurt and confused.
“Lord (Y/L/N),” Leto greeted him without a smile and then he gave you a sympathetic look.
“Duchess,” your father finally extended his hand towards you in the most official manner.
“Father,” you insisted on not calling him by his surname and you shook his hand back. “I thought mother would come with you…”
“It’s a business trip, my Lady,” he gave you a fake smile and turned around to speak to your husband, abandoning you completely.
You felt like a fool in that dress and hair, the makeup. Was that all he would give you…? Not a single compliment, not a single hug?
“...I’ve heard the Duchess is expecting, that makes the Emperor happy…” you heard a part of their conversation and his eyes finally looked at you again. “Is it a boy or a girl?”
“I will find out tomorrow,” you told him.
“Excellent. We really hope for a boy. That’s what every man wants, is it not?”
We. Like him and the Emperor were the one. What a fool he was, thinking that he meant anything to him… What a naive idiot.
You left the room and decided to go back to your chambers for the rest of the evening.
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However, around midnight you were getting bored and quite irritated with the fact your father had been spending all that time in your husband’s office, discussing business and politics. You decided to interrupt them and remind Leto of the late hour. You were sure your father would find it outrageous but Leto would be grateful because he had never been a fan of your father’s company.
You put the robe on your nightgown and tip-toed out of your bedroom. The guard wasn’t there, probably left to stand by the window at the end of the corridor for a while. You took advantage of it and sneaked out to reach Leto’s office.
You stood by the door and you were about to knock upon them but then you heard the conversation taking place.
“Why is the Emperor against the alliance I have made?” Leto asked, irritated. “What is wrong with the alliance?”
“It was made without his permission,” your father reminded him.
“Do I need his permission every time I make an alliance? It doesn’t make sense, the more alliances we have, the more powerful the whole Empire is…”
“Making alliances of your own, my Duke… One might think you’re getting them not for the Emperor but for your own self,” your father sneered.
“Why would I need them?” Leto sighed.
“You know perfectly well why.”
“I am not planning a rebellion against the Emperor. I am loyal to him,” Leto gritted his teeth.
“I know, for now you are. I know everything that is going on here,” you could hear your father’s smirk through the walls and the door. And then, a long silence.
“How?” your husband eventually let out a laugh.
“My dear daughter writes to me regularly. You are being watched, let me remind you,” the vicious words of your father made you gasp and cover your mouth with your hand. It was not true. Why had he said that?
“I am aware,” Leto’s voice changed. It was cold now, so cold like you didn’t even remember now that it could be. You knew he was just playing along so he wouldn’t look like a fool but he was angry.
“Are you really? It seemed to me earlier that day you hold real feelings for my daughter. You didn’t scold her for breaking the protocol and she acted like a schoolgirl instead of the Duchess. It seems to me that you have fallen for her attempts to make you like and trust her. She’s a good actress, always has been. She even tricked you into a child and you know perfectly well that the only person wanting it is the Emperor. He wants someone to replace your son because Prince Paul Atreides is already rotten by your rebellious influence.”
Your heart stopped beating in your chest for a while. One moment earlier you wanted to storm in and scream “It is not true!” but now you felt powerless. You felt like too much damage had been done by your father’s words to just storm inside and yell that those were fake accusations. That he was a cruel man, that you loved your husband, loved his son and loved his child inside you. That you wanted this child and couldn’t give a damn about the Emperor. That those days when you had feared the Emperor were gone now because you had Leto by your side.
No, it was too late now and you were too hurt. You just went back to your chambers, feeling nauseous and trembling out of fear. What would Leto’s reaction be to your father’s lies?
“My Lady?!” a surprised guard widened his eyes at the sight of you approaching him. “When did you leave the bedroom? I haven’t seen you!”
“You should have stayed by the door then, instead of going away on your watch!” you screamed at him and went inside the bedroom, not sparing him a second glance.
You took a deep breath in and opened the door again. He looked at you, scared.
“I’m sorry. I needed a walk, I’m a bit anxious… it’s because of the hormones,” you lied. “I shouldn’t have yelled at you. Please, forgive me.”
A Duchess asking her servant for forgiveness. Your father would be really disappointed in you now.
“I have already forgotten, my Lady,” the guard smiled at you sincerely and you sighed out of relief. “Good night, Duchess.”
“Good night, darling,” you closed the door but you didn’t go to sleep. You couldn’t.
You waited for Leto to come back. You were nervous and scared so when you finally heard his footsteps, you almost jumped out of the bed.
“Is the Duchess asleep already?” he asked the guard.
“Yes, my Lord.”
“I will not disturb her then. I’ll go to my own chambers,” he said and just like that he walked away.
Your heart wouldn’t find peace on that night apparently.
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He wasn’t present during breakfast either and right after you were supposed to see the medic to find out the gender of your baby. You thought Leto would be there with you but he wasn’t waiting for you with the medics either so you went through the process without anyone. It was quick and painless but it still felt empty and meaningless if you were there completely alone.
With the results in a golden envelope, you walked the halls of the palace slowly, contemplating what to do now.
“My Lady, your father is about to leave Caladan. Do you wish to say goodbye to him?” one of the maids approached you.
“No, thank you,” you faked a smile at her and her eyes widened but she didn’t comment. She only nodded her head and walked away.
You took a deep breath in and decided to go to Leto’s office. When he didn’t answer your knocking, you pushed the door open but then you noticed the room was empty.
You hurried to his chambers and that was when you spotted his maid making up the bed. She informed you that he went out to fly.
“The Duke wanted to clear out his head,” she said. “He should be back soon.”
You nodded your head and thanked her. Your next destination was the hangar. You knew that flying was Leto’s passion and that was something he had wanted to do instead of being the Duke when he was young. However, he didn’t have much time for that now and you had never witnessed him actually doing that.
It was your first time seeing him jumping out of the plane in a flying suit and you had to admit it looked good on him. It made you smile to see him like this and you ran up to him, still squeezing the envelope in your hand.
“My love!” you greeted him and he froze at the sound of your voice. Eventually, he sighed and turned around.
He couldn’t hear how fast your heart was beating and even if he could, he probably blamed it on your run instead of your stomach-twisting nerves. You were terrified of him at that moment and while you knew he would never hurt you physically, you were scared of the damage he would do to your heart now. His eyes were cold and distant but also full of pain.
“I wasn’t asleep last night, I was waiting for your return and then I overheard what you said to the guard,” you swallowed thickly. “Then I couldn’t see you at breakfast and I think you forgot that I had my appointment with the medics later… But it’s alright!” your high-pitched voice sounded desperate and you hated yourself for it. “It’s alright, my dear, it’s not a big deal. I asked them not to tell me so we still could experience it together,” you handed him the envelope. “Oh, please, will you open it? I want to know so badly!” you pleaded like an impatient child.
Leto didn’t say anything. The look he gave you was a mix of resentment and pity. Despite that, he tore the envelope open and read the words on the piece of paper that had been inserted inside by the medic earlier that day.
“It’s a boy,” he said without any emotion and handed you the paper and the envelope back. You saw the news with your own eyes and your eyes glistened with tears.
“Oh! I am so happy! Paul will be happy, too!” you sniffled your happy tears back.
“Why would he be happy to be replaced?” Leto asked coldly and left your side to approach the door of the hangar. You furrowed your brow and rushed after him.
“That is what he wants, don’t you know? He doesn’t want to become the Duke, that’s what he told me,” you tried to grab Leto’s sleeve but he was pulling away every time.
“We never do when we are young but we grow up and change our minds,” Leto said without looking at you.
“I know, I’ve told him he would be a wonderful Duke and there is no guarantee that the new boy would even want to be one either. Anyway, it will feel nice to Paul to know that maybe he is going to have a choice. That if he decides that governing is not for him at all, he won’t leave the Caladan without a ruler. But it’s useless to talk about now, my love, it won’t be something to worry about in a long time now and we should just focus on what’s now and that’s so wonderful to have a little boy, don’t you think?” you sounded so desperate and pathetic that you were even surprised that you could do that.
“He was right,” Leto stopped suddenly in the middle of the way from the hangar to the palace and you stopped right after him, “you’re really a good actress. And I was a fool.”
“No, he was not right!” You sniffled and took a step back, hurt by his words.
“How do you know what I’m talking about?” Let furrowed his brow. “You were spying on me?”
“I am not spying on you! I went to your office around midnight to remind you of the late hour and I overheard the conversation. I wanted to storm inside and stop it but some things my father said were too hurtful for me, so I just turned around and left. I spent the whole night tossing and turning, terrified of your reaction because I could hear in your voice that you had believed his vicious lies. He is disappointed in me because I am not spying on you so he decided to pretend in front of you that I do, so you still feel invigilated and watch yourself. Such behavior is not below him but…” your voice cracked before you took a deep breath in, “...but I am disappointed, dear husband, that you believed those lies. That you still don’t trust me, that you still don’t love me enough to know better,” you raised your head high despite your trembling chin and you walked past him to go back to the palace, leaving him alone in the middle of the way.
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You were in your chambers with a book you couldn’t focus on at all. You felt relieved now when you already had told your husband that you knew about his conversation with your father but at the same time you couldn’t quite tell what would be his next step because obviously the next one was his to make.
So you were mostly just staring at the wall in front of you while resting on the pillows on your side of the bed and the book was just an accessory in your hand.
When the doors opened without knocking, you knew it had to be Leto because no one else would dare to enter the Duchess’ bedroom like that.
However, you decided not to look at him and treat him as coldly as he used to treat you in the morning. To give him a taste of his own medicine.
You pretended to read the book and with the corner of your eye you were following his movements. He was now dressed usually and he sat on the edge of your bed carefully before daring to place his hand on your wrist and making you lower the book down. You laid your eyes on him, irritated.
“Will you ever forgive me?” he whispered.
He sounded so broken and sincere that your heart almost felt pity for him.
“Will it always look like this?” you asked him with a sigh. “You doing something awful to me and then asking for my forgiveness, acting like a beaten dog by my bed?”
“I know it’s the second time. Two too many to happen and one too many to forgive,” Leto cleared his throat as his voice was starting to get raspy.
“Why did you believe him?” your eyes filled with tears again. “Why? What have I done those past few months that made me unworthy of your trust?”
“Nothing, my love you’ve done nothing wrong,” he raised your hand and placed a kiss upon it. “He was convincing and he is your father. I could see the way he was treating you but still, as a parent myself, I couldn’t imagine a father lying like that about his own daughter. It seemed to me to be too cruel, so I assumed he had to be telling the truth. I was wrong, I know, and it cost you a sleepless night and a lot of worry, which is very unrecommended in your state and I will never forgive myself for that but I hope for your forgiveness at least… I know it’s greedy to ask for,” Leto lowered his forehead to press it to your hand.
“If my father’s doing is too cruel for you to comprehend, then I am glad you are the father of my child,” you wiped your tears with your free hand and you giggled. He looked up, surprised. “I forgive you, old fool, how can I not? Don’t be too harsh on yourself either; after all, nothing terrible has happened. Just a little misunderstanding,” you caressed his cheek and hair.
“Your father should understand one thing,” Leto moved closer with a smile and cupped your face in his hands. “How could I not be loyal to our Emperor when he was the one to send you to me?”
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mazzystar24 · 15 days
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bestie im starting to feel like we aren’t getting buddie after the mess that was tonight’s episode… this just gives anti-eddie people more material to bash us with and it also means a bunch if buddie fans are about to jump ship bc eddie’s a cheater… i’m losing faith in tim minear this feels very character-death-y
Hi anon!
This episode in my eyes just killed whatever 5% of me that still wasn’t fully sure that Marisol would be written off and now I’m 100% that bitch edy is on her way out so small victories
This episode was neither here nor there on the buddie front but it did have the domestic scene obviously and also the potential for Eddie dealing with why he wants a mother for Chris so bad could be a great way to get buddie even if they’re going about it in a very odd and kinda🙃 way
As for it being character death or Eddie being a cheater it may just be because like I wanna go into psychology so I do tend to look at things from all perspectives and like empathise with more things that make others be like..no- but the way I see it grief makes people do fucked up shit, it doesn’t make it okay but it makes it understandable and worth noting, and he hasn’t slept with her yet (and I doubt he will) so right now it’s sorta a grey area between cheating and emotional cheating, like for me I would defend him so hard if people try to bash him for this (unless they do go a complete shit route but again Tim loves these characters sm I doubt he would ever do that) because he’s dealt with so much trauma and shit over the years that it’s understandable to be flawed and do shitty things occasionally and now he runs into this woman who’s the mirror image of his dead wife? No one can say how they’d react in that situation
Again I’m not saying I like this storyline or that cheating is okay if you’re traumatised but what I’m saying is that it’s pretty far from character death like hen cheated on Karen with her ex because they had history and it was complicated and she was in a weird place and people found a way to forgive her and look past that and buck kissed Lucy due to his underlying issues and we got past that and I think that if any circumstance makes emotional cheating understandable it’s seeing someone who’s the split image of your dead wife
Tim minear I still trust you but I am side eyeing you - like if you were driving a car rn and I was in the passenger seat, I wouldn’t hop out and call an Uber but my hand would be inching toward the Jesus handle because you’re scaring me sometimes
Thanks anon🫶
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ghostgirl101 · 1 year
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hey, i really like ur writing and idk if ur working on something rn but when you can and if you want to, could you possibly write some ben drowned x reader kissing headcanons? (only if u r comfortable w/ that ofc!) ur literally my favorite writer on this app nd i literally read everything u post lol so even if u don’t do this ty anyway and have a nice day/night and take care of urself!!🩷
Kissing BEN Drowned Would Be Like This:
A/N: Sure, I'm comfortable with that; this is kind of a whole affection headcanon thing, which I've only just realised now I'm reading it over 🙃 I'm glad you like my writing, hope you enjoy this one, take care of yourself too 😀 Also, should I start making a taglist for my creepypasta posts? If you're interested, let me know.
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🎮• So. If you're expecting BEN to be an absolute gentleman who asks for your permission before giving you any form of affection, or is a bit bashful to initiate it...
🎮• Haha. Sorry.
🎮• I mean, he'd never push your boundaries or deliberately make you feel uncomfortable when you guys are being intimate somehow, but he's not gonna be shy about it. That's because it takes a bit of time for him to warm up to the idea of physically coming out of the screen and materializing himself enough for you to hug him and everything safely, without getting electrocuted or whatever.
🎮• Another factor is that after all he's been through, the idea of letting himself be that vulnerable around people is a bit of a daunting one, even if it's you, someone who he's learned to trust and get close to until it gets to this point.
🎮• So, well done to you, for earning the ultimate sign of trust from this maniac virus boy. Chances are that after you hint at wanting to be able to kiss him or something, he's gonna act all teasing and dismissive about it, but what you don't know is that the thought stays in his mind after you've finished up on the computer and gone to bed. He watches you silently from the camera on your open screen (that he's insisted you keep open for him to check in on you) and lets the idea of it grow into a nice, tempting one.
🎮• So get ready for yet another burst of an adrenaline rush as BEN gives you the scare of your life when he comes crawling out of the screen as you wake up in the morning, scattering your desk trinkets and stuff all over the place in the process. BEN has very pale blonde hair in his humanish form, almost white, and even paler skin, with empty black and red eyes, sometimes glitchy... you probably know already. BEN's eyes bleed lightly even when he's not upset, but seem to gush blood when he is. But even with the whole horrifying appearance, somehow, he manages to make himself look handsome. Don't tell him, though, or he'll tease you about it and probably won't ever forget it.
🎮• When you get over the initial shock of him literally just spawning into your room, he stays completely indifferent, if not a bit amused, because isn't this what you wanted? It's not like he bites. Unless you're into that sort of thing.
🎮• BEN is a bit apprehensive at first, because, let's be real, you're his first kiss. His life was twisted into an electronic form when he was really young, and so human touch is almost a completely foreign experience to him at this point, so he will start slow. He might flinch a couple of times, but dismisses it and tells you to go on, that he wants to get used to it. And he does.
🎮• When he does, that's when you've got his chaotic bursts of affection energy to deal with. He loves catching you off guard; you could be doing anything, working or hanging around or whatever, and then he's suddenly there behind you, and you get the tiniest of electric shocks as BEN grabs you effortlessly and refuses to let go for a solid five minutes while you fidget in his glitching but strong arms and glare at him.
🎮• The first thing you'll end up doing is hugging, because he likes the feel of being close in somebody's arms in a way he didn't think he could be before. You're warm and he's consistently cold, leading to you having to slap at his hands when he slides a hand down your back or something bratty just to make you squeal and shiver. They draw out into cuddle sessions, another thing he likes, and will ultimately go soft over. There have been many times when you've managed to fall asleep in BEN's arms, and that's one of the rare times where he'll let all his guard down and fiddle with your hair or play with your jewelry or just stare at you with a newfound feeling of protectiveness and fondness.
🎮• Now for the actual kissing part 🙃 I need to say that it really isn't a first "kiss." It's the first of many long makeout sessions, because BEN will drag it out as much as he can, and then stop abruptly when you least expect it, just to be a tease and wanting more. I see it happening when you're rambling about something or other, and he's out in the real world instead of in a screen, when you realize that your faces are inches apart, and he has a blank, frustrating unreadable look on his face.
🎮• And, before you can say anything, he'll take the plunge before he can think about it any more, leaning in and brushing his lips against yours, but waiting for you to accept it and move in too. It starts off surprisingly soft and sweet, until BEN starts getting addicted to the new, intimate sensation, and tries deepening it. Then it's less sweet and more intense, and (sorry for the cliche lol) electric. He tastes kind of appley, and his lips are cold and soft. BEN will carry on going, further and further, to the point of you ending up breathless and him pulling away with a stunned look on his face. That look morphs into his usual mischievous smirk after he recovers in a few moments, and he raises a brow in amusement at your wide eyes and swollen lips, probably with a snarky little "Not bad."
🎮• After you've done it once, you're gonna end up doing it a whole lot more. There are hardly ever any proper warnings apart from BEN gradually moving in closer and being more teasing and flirty, or on sadder days where painful memories of the past come creeping back to haunt him, a source of comfort and reminder that he's still here and has another reason to be alive and basically immortal. It's not just to drive people to insanity and infect their systems with disturbing things until they crack, or whatever other motives he has. Now, there's you, someone who he's decided he needs to look out for and be with in any possible way.
🎮• Like I said, kissing BEN Drowned usually ends in suggestive makeout sessions and the like, because that's just BEN all over. But they're one way he's discovered he can show he cares, and so he'll keep doing it if you want him to, without any hesitation. Realistically, the boy is beyond touch starved, and so that all pours into the affections he gives you. To anyone else, he's a twisted, demon-like boy who makes peoples' lives hell by getting into their heads through ways they can't control, but to you and you only, he'll let himself become more and more vulnerable, until you see that really, he still was and is Ben.
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nanawritesit · 7 months
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Wonho Boyfriend Headcanons!
a/n: this wasn’t requested but there’s a CRIMINALLY low amount of wonho content so i thought i’d do something since he’s literally my husband 💞 (don’t tell san or yoongi hehe)
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He loves to call you bunny 🐰
probably wants you to call him bunny as well, it’s a mutual nickname between the two of you
Holding his hand whenever he has to go somewhere high up since he’s afraid of heights, even though his hand is massive compared to yours (he is baby okay)
gym dates 🏋🏼‍♀️
even if you don’t want to work out he just likes taking you with him :)
he likes that you get to see him in his element, all sweaty and breathing heavily 😳
and you’ll usually ward off all the girls and guys who try to hit on him 😀
he’s the best at opening jars, like he should get an award for it
if you’re having trouble opening something you don’t even have to ask, you’ll just hand it to him and he’ll pop it open like it’s the easiest thing in the world
ramen dates 🍜
or pizza, depending on the day 🍕
although he prefers to make it at home with you and just snuggle up on the couch :)
you guys love cooking together
speaking of which, when you guys are alone at home, he barely wears any clothes 💀
like you sometimes wonder why he has so many shirts when he hardly ever wears them
if it’s fall or winter he’ll usually wear sweatpants around the house but that’s about it
(plus it gives him an excuse to cuddle up to you 💞)
he’s SUCH a cuddle bug
everyone thinks he’s so tough and dominant but i think he’s super soft as a boyfriend
loves it when you trace your finger along his tattoos
he can be pretty protective of you, especially if someone is being rude to you
he’ll straight up be like “hey, don’t talk to my partner like that”
he doesn’t like to act serious bc he thinks his size can be intimidating enough to people, but when it comes to protecting you, he won’t hesitate to scare tf out of someone
does NOT like it when other people hit on you
he’ll just bite the inside of his cheek and tighten his grip on your waist while his eyes are piercing into the other persons’ like daggers
again, he’s only scary when he wants to be
it doesn’t bother you though, you mostly just find him extremely attractive when he gets protective of you 👀
but moving on from that, he has a habit of just randomly picking you up and holding you in his arms no matter where you are
even if you’re around your friends, he’ll just scoop you up out of nowhere, and you’ll continue on with your conversation like nothing is happening
your friends are just like ??? why does he do that ???
and you’re just like idk he likes holding me ig 🤷🏼‍♀️
buying his his favorite milk and a tangerine from the convenience store as a surprise before you visit him at work
although he’s usually the one visiting you at work, mostly bc he doesn’t like to eat alone 🥺
you’ve started just packing both your lunches together since you usually end up sharing them
poor baby gets sick really easily so you usually end up being his nurse 💞
he gets SO whiny and needy when he’s sick too 😭
you just baby tf out of him bc he’s so damn cute
making him soup, putting a wet towel on his forehead, rubbing his tummy, refilling his humidifier, anything he needs
he’d do the same for you if he wasn’t always the one falling ill 🙃
you’ve started forcing him to take vitamin c capsules bc you’re tired of seeing him sick all the time
coffee dates ☕️
LOVES it when you steal his shirts
they’re just so big on you and he thinks you look absolutely adorable in them <3
he never gets upset when you take them, in fact he encourages it
“what’s mine is yours bunny” 🥰
obv he loves it when you get all dressed up for an event, and he’ll drool over the sight of you every time, but his favorite look is just you in casual, lazy clothes
asks you to help him practice his english almost every day
he wants to travel the world with you
buying him metamong plushies whenever you see them
he randomly buys you flowers a lot 💐
likes to send you spicy selfies when he knows you’re busy just to fluster you 😳
stealing his glasses just to mess with him, and as he’s looking for them, you’ll put them on and just sit there like ☺️
he just tackles you and covers your face in kisses bc he can’t stay mad at you
he usually prefers taking showers but he LOVES taking baths with you 💞 if he knows you’re having a stressful day he’ll draw a hot bath for the two of you before you get home with your favorite bubbles and light some candles too :)
also loves it when you touch his butt (you just can’t help yourself sometimes) 💀
you’ve definitely changed his mind about marriage. he never saw himself marrying anyone before he met you, and now he can’t imagine his life without you in it 🥰
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outro-jo · 1 year
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Breaking Down Walls
pairing: lee jeno x reader
type: imagine
summary: you’ve been hurt before and it’s easy for you to build walls back up. thankfully your boyfriend knows just what to do.
request: yes
warning: kinda angsty??, doesn’t mention really anything but like past so kinda implied abuse, i guess, i don’t edit 😂
a/n: i don’t really say what he did 🙃 i’m autistic so idrk what people fight about 😂
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the why or how wasn’t necessarily important but all that mattered was that it happened. you tried your best not to think jeno was like the others that hurt you but sometimes your thoughts got the better of you. 
“he’s just the same, they all are.” the little evil voice nagged in the dark corners of your mind.
every time he smiles or holds you or listens to you, that voice gets a little quieter because he does so much right in your relationship. however, when he gets it wrong, the voice gains it’s power back. you suddenly become scared and the walls you’ve built to keep the hurt out build back up again, higher than before. 
the part of you that loves jeno more than anything cries out, “but that’s not fair!”
it’s doesn’t matter. 
when he comes home from practice later that day and finds you at the stove, he can suddenly feel the shift in the air. he does his best to greet you despite what he’s feeling. in his mind, he’s pushing out those feelings with the worry that you might’ve had a bad day but it’s apparent when he shows his affection that the walls are back. 
his heart aches to once again be on the outside when he fought so hard to get to you. the funny thing is, the others would have blamed you and been mad at you, but not your jeno. 
“baby, what happened? tell me what i did. let’s talk about it.” he pleaded softly. 
you put on your ’best’ smile and said, “i’m fine! are you hungry?” as you busily removed the food from the stove and plated it up. 
jeno saw right through and as soon as he could see it was safe to do so, he took your hands in his.
“no, c’mon. you promised me.” 
you sighed deeply. it was a sign that you were losing the battle in your own mind as you remembered the whispered promises after the first time you let him in. the first time he proved to you he wasn’t liked the ones from your past.
memories from that night flooded back. how he held you in the dim light as you sobbed, fighting every instinct you had and telling him of your pain. he cried with you and kissed away your tears in hopes that it would start to heal the hurts. that night he had you promise to tell him when he hurt you so long as he promised to always listen.
he was trying to hold up his end of the bargain so long as you could.
the anxiety started to bubble in your stomach and you took a deep breath in hopes of relieving it before nodding and allowing Jeno to walk you to a seat at the kitchen table. 
“now,” jeno sighed once you were settled. “talk to me.” 
he listened intently as you spoke. your hand is in his with his thumb rubbing in circular motions to ease your visible nerves. you did your best to explain what you were feeling and how he hurt you, trying to fight the way you felt your throat closing off. when you had finally gotten everything out, you couldn’t look at him. shame had settled in, making you embarrassed for feeling this way despite you having valid reasons. 
“thank you for telling me, love.” jeno said after a few moments of silence. he then reached up, two fingers under you chin to raise your gaze back to his. “i’m sorry. i’m so sorry i did that. can you forgive me?”
his sincere apology, the soft look in his eyes, his tenderness with you, it was all too much and you broke out into sobs. jeno pulled you into his arms, pressing kisses into your forehead and rubbing circles into your back. in between kisses, jeno kept whispering softly that he was proud of you. every part of yourself finally felt safe again in his arms and he held you for as long as you needed. after a few moments you looked up at him, his eyes had turned into those tiny crescent moon shapes you adored so much as a smile played softly at his lips. 
“can i kiss you now?” his hand rested at your jaw, thumb slowly swiping down those lips he so desperately craved. 
you nod before leaning towards him to allow him back in. the kiss was softer, more passionate at first but then jeno’s playful side came out as he gave you several kisses in a row making you giggle. a hand came to rest on your thigh as he pressed his forehead to yours. 
“thank you for loving me so well, jeno.” you breathed out.
“thank you for letting me.”
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Angel
It occurred to me that not everyone is going to read Rise and Fall (Rude! Just kidding!🙃), so I figured maybe I should also introduce Angel here. So, that's what this is (may add to this as I go):
Name: Angel Bingham
Species: Human
Nationality: English
Birthday: 25th December
Age: 10 (debut to The Great Christmas Rescue); 11 (The Great Christmas Rescue to A Very Vegimal Christmas); 12 (A Very Vegimal Christmas to end of original series); 13 (Caves of Sac Actun, onward)
Debut: Between episodes 12 and 13 (Monster Map and Lost Sea Star)
Role: Just someone who helps the Octonauts (or tries to, anyway), later Junior Octo-Agent
Home: Octopod
Physical Appearance: Longish dark brown curly hair; pale blue eyes with a streak of brown in her right eye; freckles; short; pudgy; wears a purple and white striped T-shirt and dark blue overalls (I wish I could add a picture, but I can't draw to save my life.)
Personality: Shy, sweet, sensitive, caring, clumsy, curious, anxious, unsure of herself, energetic, excitable, brave (sometimes)
Likes: Writing, reading, swimming, adventure, going on research missions, riding in the GUPs, listening to music, playing with her stim toys, helping the Octonauts, animals
Dislikes: Staying still, wearing skirts or dresses, getting up early, having her hair up or brushed, sports, vomit, screwing up and feeling useless (both of which she thinks she does a lot)
Fears: Fire, sudden loud noises, storms, the dark, needles, getting older
Trivia:
AuDHD
Favourite kelp cake flavour is Neapolitan
Backstory:
When Angel was eight, she moved from England to Australia with her parents and her three siblings. In Australia, they lived on a boat.
However, while out on the boat when Angel was ten, a huge storm hit. A lightning strike set fire to the boat and killed her father. A gigantic wave hit, throwing Angel and her mother overboard, resulting in the death of the latter.
Angel held onto her backpack in the water and washed up on a deserted island. Six days later, Shellington found her, suffering from hypothermia and a broken leg. Luckily, the Octonauts came to her rescue, but Angel must adjust to life without her family and with an unusual new family, having learned that animals can talk. To make things worse, she's scared of Captain Barnacles.
Fortunately, she was able to get over her fear. Although, it did take her four months. She got stuck on the side of a cliff while rescuing a little penguin chick (one of Peso's cousins) and the Captain offered her his paw to pull her to safety.
The Octonauts were pretty shocked when Angel hugged the Captain after that. Until then, she would scream every time he came near her!
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The Recess Class (Appearing soon in Scarlet Beetle & Ikati Black) headcanons, plus stuff you should know about them
Austin A 🩷:
Gender nonconforming
Too fabulous to narrow down his pronouns and sexuality
Mommy issues
She HATES alcohol
Spends hours on his hair. There are all these eyes expecting perfection, and he gives it to them
Owns a few dresses… Okay, a lot. Plus some sequin tuxedo jackets
Took them forever to approve of Jean for for Tomassian
“TeeTee is very precious to me, and if you hurt him, I can and will break your legs, Duparc.”
If you ask, he will paint your nails and do your makeup
Austin B 💛:
AroAce, He/Him
LOVES video games
Will spend hours on end playing Fortnight, and will dominate
Parent issues
Some slight breathing problems. The other Austins all carry inhalers on them just in case
Not crazy about physical affection. He does everything he can to avoid full body contact
He knows everything about everyone. His brain is just full of blackmail material
Talks shit about people with Rochelle
Is he doesn’t have a game console, he will just tap his fingers against any hard surface
Sarcasm king
Queen Elizabeth III is his future prom date. He’s got a little dress picked out for her and everything
Austin Q 💙:
Questioning, He/?
The only one who actually takes care of his brother because his parents are shit
Parent issues for days
When he moves out after graduation, he plans to have Félice live with him so he can look after him when he’s in his headspace
In case you couldn’t tell… He loves sharks
Wants to study marine biology and psychology
Not crazy about being the center of attention, but once in a while, it’s nice
Loves his freckles
Pretty good at sports
Victoria is desperately trying to get him to join the kickball team, but he’s not up for it
Austin T 💚:
Gay, He/Him
The class baker
Gives the best hugs. It’s because he so warm and wears soft clothes
His classmates all immediately hugged Jean when he introduced him to them
Has a tooth gap, and he loves it
A bit of a nerd for Marvel. He keeps a few comics in his locker, and he may or may not have chased Marc and Nathaniel off like they were stray raccoons when he caught them trying to steal some
Austin T: Hey!… Psps… Go! Get!
Marc: … *Tries to take a comic*
Austin T: No! *Hits his textbook against a locker, scaring them off with the loud sound* Damn strays.
Loves carrying Jean, because he can
Let’s the other Austins sleep over at his home because their parents suck
Lotta Jameson ⚠️:
Aromantic, She/Her
A bad bitch rocking goggles and leather jackets
Own seven pairs of goggles because she makes them work
Loves her curly red hair
Will hug you… With consent
Can and will slide down a stair rail if she so pleases
Likes to jump down from high surfaces. It gives her classmates heart attacks
Sort of the class daredevil in case you couldn’t tell
She, Lacey, Alix, and Kim love daring each other
Short and just a little bit crazy
Somehow, she’s never broken a single bone
Probably chugs a bunch of sugar-laced coffee every morning
Back in elementary, she always hogged the swings. Her nickname was Swinger Girl
Her family’s kind of protective, and school is the only place where she can be as spontaneous as she pleases
… Oh, and she had leukemia when she was nine
Kendra Anne Gunderson 🙃:
Polyromantic, She/Her
Has no idea how to sit in chairs properly. She sits upside down while taking quizzes
Able to read text and write upside down
It’s a weird talent, but she’s proud of it
In the Legally Blonde Club with Austin A and Rose (Blondes who wear a ton of pink)
Can be a bit snarky, but she means well… Sometimes
Will protect Austin T with every fiber of her being
In elementary school, her nickname was Upside Down Girl because she’d always hang upside down from the monkey bars
Family life’s okay
Best friends with Lotta
She knows she should stop hanging upside because she gets dizzy spells afterwards, but she can’t stop
DJ Detweiler🃏:
Genderfluid, Bisexual, She/He
Sort of the unquestioned leader of the class
Amazing at card games; wins every time
A prank genius and hasn’t been caught once
Never seen without his red beanie
Had a small time crush on Spinelli. They actually kissed when they were in the fourth grade
She’s got information on every teacher at DuPont (And a lot on Damocles)
Only use in case of an emergency
Wants to get Damocles fired for funneling money from a club she’s in toward something non-school related she still can’t figure out
Knows how to out-swindle a swindler. It requires patience, focus, and the right team
He’s gone to the school board with several issues that negatively affected the students… When he was in the fourth grade
He’s already to stick up for his friends and fellow students
Austin Spinelli 🩰:
Achillean, He/Him
“Not gay. Achillean.”
The toughest guy in class and makes sure everyone knows it
And he’s so tough that he takes ballet and looks badass doing it
Accidentally put bleach in with his red clothes, and they came out pink. He ain’t complaining
“Screw toxic masculinity!”
Curses out people he doesn’t like in Italian
Daddy issues. He’s a bit of a momma’s boy
Wants to join theater, but is worried what people will think
Beck was sort of his older sibling figure growing up because his sisters weren’t… Great
A member of the art club. His main medium is chalk
He’s got his own chalk wall, draws, takes a picture, and then erases it
Would rather not be associated with the Austins for… Reasons. So, he goes by his last name
Gia Griswald🪖:
Trans girl, She/Her
Military family, so she moved around a lot
Polyglot- English, French, Spanish, German, Japanese, Swahili, Hindi
Dresses in a lot of camo prints
Speaks softly, but will give it to you straight if you fuck shit up
Her dad, a well-respected army general, speaks in a lot of military terms, and sometimes she does, too without realizing it
He was the most supportive when she came out, and wore a lapel pin to show his support
Well versed in her history classes
Shortest in the class and loving every second of it
Unlabeled in terms of sexuality, but she dates the person, not the gender
Slight crush on Mindy
Victoria LaSelle🏀:
Agender, bisexual, He/She/They
One of the coolest people in school
Amazing at basketball and baseball
When she was in the fifth grade, she got in a car crash and damaged her spine, and she lost most of the feeling in her legs
Not stopping him from playing her favorite sports like a motherfucking boss, tho
Ambulatory wheelchair user, and she will whip out her cane just to show off how tall she is
Coming in with a shaved head and beautiful eyeliner, making everyone simp. The fucking nerve
Gets pissed whenever parents tell their kids not to bother her with questions
“Lady, your kid’s curious, alright? Shut the fudge up.”
Gerard’s been their best friend since forever. They met at the hospital where Gerard was getting fitted for a prosthetic leg
They bond over fucking with ableist asshole’s heads and being tall and gorgeous
She’s an amazing chef and took over the cafeteria for two weeks
Crop tops. That is all.
Oh, and they’ve got a nerdy older brother they’ll protect with their life
Gerard Grundler🤓:
Trans guy, pan, polyamorous, He/Him
Another redhead!
Tooth gap, loves it
Resident genius of the glass and got several offers to skip a few grades, but he said no
Always helping his friends with their homework
“Whoa, look at that guy. A genius, easy on the eyes. He’s perfect- Whaaaat?! He has no leg?!”
Had to get his leg amputated up to his knee after some poorly built floor crumbled under the weight of so many people during a cousin’s wedding
If someone even thinks of making an ableist comment, he’ll roll up his pant leg and be like, “Continue, bitch.”
M. Grotke continuously offers him homework passes so he can take a break, but he’s stubborn
He has passed out a few times from pulling all noghters for projects, but his friends make sure he gets rest
He and Max are friendly rivals, but things get heated during science fairs
Tries not to use so many big words. He’s worried his friends will feel dumb for not knowing what they mean
Mindy Blumberg🎼:
Demigirl, panromantic, They/She
Tallest person in class (Sorry, Victoria!)
The voice of an Angel and the body of a pro wrestler
She sings a lot of opera
Has been chosen a few times to sing the school song for graduations
Wears a lot of pastels and Austin T is living for it
Starts working out with Kim, Denise, and Marcelle when they see them bench a desk
They give the best hugs
Austin A paints her nails since she can’t keep her hands steady
In the same ballet class as Spinelli
Slight crush on Gia. Spinelli’s her wingman
Rochelle Weems🤫:
Demigender, polysexual, Ze/Zir
The class gossip (Or, it would be gossip if it weren’t true)
The Blackmail Vault
Ze and Austin B can often be found whispering to each other, and it scares people
Ze was born with kyphosis and is always hunched over
Wears a back brace to school and is insecure about it, so ze spills secrets about people before they can make fun of zir
Victoria and Gerard invite zir to their rant group. It’s like a support group for disabled teens and young adults, but they just talk shit about ablists, eat cookies, and bedazzle their canes, wheelchairs, crutches, etc.
Always tenting zir fingers like a villain
Has never invited anyone over to zir house
REALLY likes cookies
Not crazy about the idea of making friends, but Victoria and Gerard will change zir mind by any means necessary
Mason Ewing 📓:
Bigender, asexual, He/She
Childhood friends with DJ
May or may not have thought about kissing Austin A when he walked into class wearing a pink skirt
The most organized out of the class, and takes great pride in it
May have undiagnosed OCD
Mason/Simon: …
Mason: … Neurodivergent?
Simon: Yes.
Mason: Cool.
A real stickler for the rules. Think of Iida Tenya
Loves his label maker (Which he definitely did not name Lin Manuel Miranda), because labeling stuff is just solid fun
Would have run for grade representative, but she’s just got so much on her plate
She keeps everyone’s birthdays, allergies, interests, triggers, likes and dislikes logged in her binder. It’s her way of showing she cares
Marcelle Anciel👟:
Trans girl, Pan, She/Her
Marc’s younger sister by three seconds, and he won’t stop talking about it
She was supposed to be in Mme. Mendeleiv’s class, but there was a typo in the system, so now she’s in the Recess Class
Fortunately, DJ and the others are doing what they can to help her out (And that involves fucking with Damocles)
‘Till then, she’s loving the chaos
A member of the ‘Tall & Gorgeous Club’ with Victoria, Gerard, Austin Q, and Mindy
Has a slight crush on Ondine and the others will not stop teasing her about it
Has physically dragged Mason to his home to put him to sleep when it’s clear he got none
The secret mom friend, but refuses to admit it
She and Victoria have the best sneakers
Whenever they play one-on-one basketball, they end up exhausted, tied, and sweaty before calling the game off
The Recess Class isn’t crazy about the Akuma Class since they seem to be Monarch’s primary targets, but she’s slowly convincing them they’re alright
Beck King👑:
Nonbinary, Achillean, They/Them
An older sibling figure to the class, ever since elementary school
A part of the class group chat
Plays hockey and is the captain
They’re rocking their unibrow
May or may not be rich and with government connections
People swore they’ve seen people in suits following Beck around
Always wears a crown-shaped hair clip to keep their gorgeous bangs off their face
At some point, everyone in the Recess Class has had a crush on them
It’s inevitable, really
They will stop to hug Beck when they see them
Sort of took care of Spinelli when he needed a break from his family. They were also the first person he came out to
M. Grotke☮️:
Transman and gay, he/him
A total DILF
A badass activist who dresses like it’s the seventies
Always encourages his students to fight the power
He teaches them what history books refuse to tell children- That slavery was not the start of black history, the pilgrims were assholes, King Henry the 8th was a jackass to his wives, the horrors people with mental disabilities went through back in the day, the Radium Girls, and the Royal Family didn’t do shit about Apartheid
Spinelli’s father figure in a way
Crushing hard on M. Monlataing but has no clue what to even say
Takes yoga with Mme. Bustier and they occasionally gossip about teachers they don’t like
Mme. Bustier: You know that’s not her real hair color.
M. Grotke: Oh, believe me, honey, I know. Sue is definitely not a blonde.
They met at a protest and haven’t stop hanging out since
Really HATES the mayor… He was a little high at the polls
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slowdiived · 2 years
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Hey! Could I request maybe a fic where your and kurts fans have been trolling you non stop that kurts cheated on you but it hits a breaking point when a photoshopped image hits Twitter. When he next sees you you tell him to go away that you don’t wanna see him rn and he’s confused ugly crying with no idea what he’s done wrong. When you tell him he shows you it’s photoshop and soothes you that he loves you and only you. Basically it’s the first time he actually gets really spiteful towards having a fanbase. Np if it’s not your type of thing or anything!
I LOVE THIS IDEA FR!
the perfect pair (kurt kunkle x fem reader)
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this is cannon to my other stories! mentions of alcohol but that’s about it. this one kinda hurt to write lmao
you were tired after working a double shift, angry that one of your coworkers decided to not show up. you cursed yourself for being such a pushover sometimes, not ever standing up for yourself. you had to cancel on kurt for the night and it made you sad because you really wanted to film with him.
the drive home was unbearable, your legs felt like utter shit since you were tasked with running around and stocking food shelves for too long. your music was quiet, mumbling along to your monthly playlist. you got a few messages from kurt but you ignored them until you got home.
as you parked, you noticed your roommate was home and had another car over. you quickly got all your stuff together and ran up the stairs to your apartment, fumbling for your keys. you managed to find it and unlock your house door. you dropped your bag on the floor next to the welcome mat. you looked up and was quickly greeted with your roommate and a few other people pouring shots, quiet and staring. you felt so uninvited that you picked your bag back up and stomped off to your room.
you threw everything down on the floor and started undressing. you found some pajamas and got them on fast. you threw yourself onto your messy bed and sighed, finally feeling okay.
you opened your phone and noticed it was already 10:20 pm. you can't believe you were suppose to be gone by three in the afternoon, you could've been able to see kurt. you rolled your eyes in annoyance at the situation. you clicked on kurt's messages:
kurt: how was ur shift?💙
kurt: i miss u tbh ☹️
kurt: bobby is being not the nicest and i wish u were here with us 💔🙃
you smiled at his cute messages and responded telling him that you would see him tomorrow. he was free for the day and so were you, content for your fans would be nonstop tomorrow. you soon found yourself on twitter looking at your timeline.
it was all pretty standard tweets, people just messing around. you checked your replies on your newer tweets, always loving what people had to say. you noticed some people talking about how they saw kurt with another girl. you shrug it off and switch back to aimlessly scrolling. people pull weird shit like that all the time.
you found a thread on kurt that had showed up because one of the fan accounts you followed retweeted it. it was titled ‘why i don’t think kurt and (y/n) aren’t actually together’
you and kurt hadn’t made yourselves exclusive yet and especially hadn’t told the internet what had been going on between the two of you. your relationship was a point of attraction to your guys’ content. everyone was on the ‘will they or won’t they’ train. you both did play up for the camera, accidentally saying something slightly off or holding gazes too long. they ate it up every time, the viewers making edits, fan art, and fanfiction. it was something else.
kurt: i know we will see each other tomorrow but i want u rn 😭
you: maybe you can pick me up after i wake up and get ready? then we will have the whole day together :)
kurt’s message gave you anxiety for a moment, scared that he knew what you were reading or something. when you finished answering him, you went back to twitter. you read through people’s ‘proof’ which was weird and utter bs.
then you came across an image of kurt and a girl. the tweet had said that he had been seen with a different girl and they were caught kissing. your heart nearly shattered. you didn’t understand why you were so upset, you guys weren’t fully official anyways but for the last month you both had been all over each other. hell, you were his first kiss and his first cuddle, most of his firsts. no way he used you for that and then turned around to start with other girls.
you shut your phone off and tears started streaming down your face. you didn’t know what to do. you thought kurt wanted to be with you. he talked about how much he cared about you, how happy you make him, how he wants to always please you…
this couldn’t be happening.
you cried yourself to sleep, more exhausted than before.
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you woke up to the sound of your roommate slamming the front door. you stretched and sat up, looking around your room in a tired daze. you saw your alarm clock said it was already the afternoon. you were shocked at how tired you actually were but you got up.
you noticed your phone had a bunch of notifications from kurt asking if you were still sleeping and when he should get you. he was always spamming messages which didn’t bother you none. you told him that you had just gotten up and that you were getting ready.
as you sent the message you remembered what you had saw the night previous. you opened your phone up to check twitter again, hoping it was just a bad dream, your brain pulling pranks.
soon your whole feed was talking about it. you threw your phone against the bed in a fit of rage. you didn’t want to back out of hanging out with kurt, you thought maybe you could confront him. you knew kurt wasn’t the smartest, maybe he just took a picture with a fan and she asked for a kiss on the cheek so he did it?
you weren’t completely sure.
you took a shower and dried your hair, then just getting in some comfy clothes. you just wore black leggings and a white tank top, a red jacket zipped up to your chest. you put on a pair of vans and kurt had already said he was there. you sighed and put your hair up with a claw clip then headed to your front door. you opened it and jumped at the sight of kurt being right there, smiling his goofy smile.
“shit kurt!” you said, hand over your heart. “you scared me.”
“i just wanted to see you,” he smiled. “wanted to walk you to the car n’ stuff.”
you nodded and nervously bit your lip, hesitating to walk out the door for a moment.
“can i talk to you before we leave actually?” you nervously held onto your arm.
“yeah of course!” he came in and closed the door behind him.
you awkwardly started pacing, nervous to say anything. tears already started rolling and you didn’t know how to stop them.
“what’s wrong?” he said, his tone changing from the happy demeanor he had.
“the girl,” you started talking, voice trembling.
“what girl?” he asked quickly.
“why w-were you with another girl?” you managed to choke out with minor hesitations.
he gave you a confused look, pushing the hair out of his face. he leaned on the arm of the couch.
“i haven’t been with any other girl?” he perked up.
that made you angry. he shouldn’t play stupid. he’s better than that.
“kurt, don’t fuck with me,” you said in disbelief. “you used me because i was nice to you and now because you have like-more followers or something, you push me to the side? it’s fucked up.”
he tried to walk up to you but you gently pushed him away.
“what’s going on?” he said in a panicked tone. “i don’t know why you would say that, i care about you and- like a lot!”
“no you don’t!” you yelled, tears streaming down and the situation escalated. “just get out kurt, you can find some other bitch to make content with. i’m out.”
he was crying as well, hurt that you would insinuate he’s lying. he didn’t want to make content with anyone else, he didn’t want to leave you. he didn’t understand where any of this was coming from. he wanted to kiss you and prove that he wanted you.
“i’m s-serious,” he cried out. “i don’t know what you are on-on about!”
he choked out desperate cries like a child trying to state their case. you furiously pulled out your phone and went straight to twitter as he sniffled in the background. you found the picture almost instantly, your heart sinking all over again, more tears drowning out kurt’s heavy breathing.
“this!” you shoved the phone in his face. “i thought we were like, together kurt!”
he grabbed the phone and looked at it, wiping his eyes with his jacket sleeve. his brows furrowed and he tilted his head slightly.
“that’s a screenshot from one of my old videos,” he mumbled out. “i don’t know who that girl is.”
“bullshit!” you screamed out.
he started scrolling, and you just cried harder. you hadn’t felt this bad since you had first moved to california. this shattered your heart. he was the first real friend you had made and you guys both went viral together. he was the reason you had anything.
he then shows the phone to you, showing you the exact photo of him minus the girl. it was in fact from his youtube video.
you felt mortified, embarrassed, awkward… you looked crazy the way you were sobbing.
you grabbed your phone and turned it off, throwing it on the couch. he looked at you with red tear stained puppy dog eyes.
“you don’t have to worry (y/n),” he sniffled out.
you immediately cling onto him, engulfing him in a hug. you held on tight and he reciprocated. you didn’t want to let go.
“i’m so sorry,” you cried again. “i just saw the picture and everyone was saying that you were cheating. i’ve never been cheated on so i felt so sick.”
he held onto the back of your head and he pulled away to look down at you. he wiped the tears from under your eyes and you smiled up at him.
“i would never,” he reassured, his thumb under your jaw. “i’m gonna be here for a long time-uh, if that’s okay obviously.”
you laughed and closed your eyes nodding. he pulled you in again, rubbing your back as you squeezed tight. he was angry, why would people want to put something like this out to get in between you two? his fans always said dumb shit in his lives or on his youtube comments, but no one had actually crossed boundaries before. he didn’t even have any boundaries, he let people say horrible shit about him or write nasty fanfiction that wasn’t for the faint of heart. he never told his viewers what was right or wrong and now he was going to have to come out with your relationship and tell them to knock it off.
“hey (y/n),” kurt whispered against your head.
“mhm?” you hummed out.
“i think we should tell the viewers that we are like dating-or seeing each other, not dating sorry.” he fumbled his words per usual.
“we can tell them that we are dating,” you pulled away to look at him, your arms still around his waist.
“actually? like you want to?” he asked, his eyes big.
“yeah,” you smiled. “i just nearly lost it as you for being with another girl, i think we are basically dating.”
he giggled and pulled you into a kiss, surprising you that he initiated the kiss first.
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kinkandkreep · 1 year
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Connor Kenway: Celebratory Birthday Headcanons- Part 1
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A/N: AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH, I MISSED CON-CON MAN’S BIRTHDAAAAAYYYY. 😭 😭 Connor my love I am so sorry. I love Ratonhnhaké:ton sooooooo much, he was the protagonist that introduced me to the Assassin’s Creed series and frankly he’s the only character I really care about (outside of Kaniehti:io, love her, what a Queen). So, to celebrate what I believe is his 267th birthday that just passed on the 4th, we’re gonna be doin’ some relationship headcanons for him today! Yay! There will be several versions of these headcanons, a whopping 4 /just/ off the top of my head. I’ll be sure to label them and inform you all which is which as I go. That said, I hope you enjoy!
(Babeh I sat up here and called it the RED Willow Tree wit my whole chest. 🙃😂 It's the GREAT Willow, I am such a fake fan. 😭)
(But naaaaaw, wayment. I'm re-watchin' a playthrough of TOKW and Con-Con man also said RED Willow so I'ma stick wit dat. 😂)
Yandere TOKW!Connor Relationship Headcanons:
This au’s iteration of Yandere!Connor is slightly sadistic, possessive and monopolizing 
He wants you all to himself, all of the time 
And if he plays a little rough sometimes, well, that’s just par for the course of being with someone so strong and powerful and unstable 🙃
Yandere!TOKW!Connor has indeed become seduced by the power of the Apple, his lust aided by the Great Willow Tree’s influence 
For this particular set of headcanons, we’ll split it into two separate sections: Yandere!Connor with only the power of the Great Willow Tree and Yandere!Connor with the combined strength of the Apple and the GWT
Yan-Con with only the GWT’s Influence:
As Connor continues to embark on Sky Journeys, he begins to feel this strange sense of entitlement 
Even with Washington possessing the Apple, and subsequently heralding its power, it’s still safe to say that Connor is the strongest human (?) man at that point
And his strength and powers only become more prominent the further down the rabbit hole he travels
I imagine that Connor is eventually familiar enough with his abilities that he can manipulate several at once, switch between them rapidly and take decreased or even negligible damage from using them over time
Once he’s mastered that, he’s nigh-unstoppable and while influenced by the power of the tree, he’s more than willing to use that power to his advantage 
And yes, that means even on you 
But don’t get it twisted! 
GWT Yan-Con does love you
He loves you so, so much in fact, that he’s keeps you under his proverbial (and literal, with the power of the eagle) wing at all times 
You are forbidden from traveling anywhere without him and you definitely cannot join him on his Sky Journeys
Seriously, don’t even think about asking him unless you want him to fly (haha, eagle power 🤪) into an overprotective rage 
Using his wolf ability and the power of the eagle, Yan-Con likes to sneak up on you sometimes to scare you
He finds it increasingly amusing to see your eyes, even if only for a moment, widen in fear and surprise, then relax, but only slightly, once you realize it’s just him
He also uses his abilities to spy on you, to ensure you aren’t doing anything silly like, oh I dunno, trying to escape him
Not that you ever could, which is something you both are well aware of, but he just likes to know you’re being a good girl and behaving yourself 
Though you aren’t allowed to travel without him, RWT Yan-Con does like to take you out with him during his excursions on the Aquila 
If you get seasick/motion sick though…..sorry? 
Prior to defeating Washington however, he keeps you locked up tight, out of fear that you might be A.) found and B.) subsequently caught up in Washington’s madness
His temper, while already fairly short, is shortened even further, and his patience becomes increasingly thin
He tries not to expose you to either though, out of concern that you may grow to fear him more than you love him
I mean, he’s fine with you fearing him, you should, you’ve seen how powerful he is after all
But he wants you to love him above all else
And care for him, and dote on him, and rub him down when he’s had a long day spilling blood and keeping you safe 
In essence, he feels that you should adore him
Just the same as he adores you
Yan-Con with Apple and GWT influence:
Woo boi, do you have quite the task at hand sis 😃
That task being tolerating taking care of King!Connor, who wields both the power of the Apple and the Great Willow Tree
This iteration of Connor is all that other stuff I just mentioned, but like, taken up to an 11
That initial nagging sense of entitlement has morphed into full blown expectancy that you will love and obey and, again, dote on him
Funnily enough, because he now, for sure, is the strongest human (?) man and everyone knows his authority and power are absolute, he allows you to roam about freely
After all, no one in their right mind is going to even think about messing with the Queen 
He also is able to send his wolf pack to simultaneously trail and guard you but you don’t need to know that 🙃
Something that’s also quite interesting is that, because Connor has the power of the Great Willow Tree, and thus has already been well exposed to the allure of an otherworldly power, he is able to remain fairly lucid whilst wielding the Apple, and can actually use it’s power for the good of others and still send a message to all that he is supreme
While I can’t say that either of these iterations of Yan-Con would never hurt you intentionally, because, well, they would, but they wouldn’t ever do anything serious or leave any permanent scars
Scratches and love bites though, those are fair game
Speaking of scratches and love bites
What are these iterations of Yan-Con like in bed?
Boy am I glad you asked 😃
King!Yan-Con handles you in bed just like the wild animal he now is
I’m talkin’ the aforementioned scratches and love bites, lots of filthy dirty talk and rough hands manhandling you into all his favorite positions
Which include cowgirl (reverse and normal) and doggystyle 😁
The man also loves to eat you out
He could spend hours between your legs, just savoring the taste of you
He’s obsessed, let’s be totally honest here
In terms of size he’s about 8 inches lengthwise and about an inch and a half thick, slightly curved with 2-3 prominent veins 
His hands are surprisingly soft and well-kept, especially now since he’s a king and is duly pampered 
(He makes you bathe him, or at the least, bath with him btw)
He can also be loving and gentle
Every now and then 🙃
His newly acquired wild instincts just usually take control of him 
But when he is in the mood to love on you the right way, his voice and touches become softer, his words less scathing and built body doesn’t seem as imposing 
It’s nice, you have to admit, and because- regardless of how he decides to bed you- he always gives you mind blowing orgasms, you can’t decide which side of him you like more 🤔
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godofalgebra · 1 year
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Hey hey heeeey
And here I am again with an au that I will just drop here, yeAsss
To make long story short this is a 1800's au, where the ✨gang™✨ of Black Circle is ended up in Russian Empire in some town named N (Pushkin and Gogol, we are with you, dudes), where they had lived their lifes like normal people
Who are just hunt fairies, yeah
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Even have a fanfic in this setting, if you know Russian you're welcome!
And of course there are some headcanons!!!
Ogron
His name now is Dunaev Oleg Nikodimovich
He is a professional musician, often plays piano
Someone's saying (mostly himself) that he can play the hardest music piece even with closed eyes!
But no one really cares about it, and that makes him angry
Spoke only French infront public until this little jerk Napoleon and his war ruined it to him
Doesn't smoke because his lungs rejects smoke
But compensates it with a loooot of alcohol, can even determine the taste of different types of vodka
Anagan
His initials from Mamedov Anar Gaidarovich are form word wizard in Russian (МАГ)
An artist with a really huge experience in drawing everything
Sometimes this everything is not clothed and even doing something with their naked bodies, o-la-la!
Always searching for the ways to make money
Can spend the whole day in chair doing nothing
Will never put a finger on something until there's no benefits for him like money and money and sex and mone-
Tells everyone that he is a child of Russian soldier and Turkish woman
Smokes like a train
Gantlos
His name is List Grigory Anatolievich
Have bought some of his awards on his soldier's uniform
Working with budgets of this town
He was calculating numbers so much that he remember all of these sums and differences
(Really wanted him to help me with my math exam🥲)
Never dancing on balls, a lot of girls and women were rejected by him
Can't sleep for weeks and even months, some sort of mental disorder, and because of that sometimes just laying in armchair with closed eyes for several hours to give his brain a little rest
Duman
He is a poet whose name is Dymkov Dmitriy Alekseevich
Always talking abour others poets and authors and had never published his works
In their home he's called Dimitrushka
Sometimes transforms into woman Tatiana to talk with others on balls
No, he never tried to jerk off as female, no, he is not-
Really loves graphomans like Tolstoy and Gogol, and eve did know Pushkin and was a good friend to him until his death
Splits his mohawk to looks normal to public
Knows everyone in N town, but not everyone's know him
Maid
Name is Diakova Alina Feodorovna, on French maner would be Eileen
Her birthmark on face is disturbs her sometimes but everyone's thinks it's unique and charming
Never had a thought about how everything around her turns into dust but she is still looks like some twenty years old girly
Firstly was scared of Gantlos 'cause she was making a lot of mistakes in front of him, and now is still scared, but not so much
She's Kuban Cossack and made her way to N town to make some money
(or she was running from her past...?)
Phew, that was really a huge post, huh😅🙃
I'm sorry if I made some grammatical mistakes in this one
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thecyrulik · 1 year
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15 Questions, 15 Mutuals
Tagged by @ceph-the-ghost-writer! Trying to get back to being more active here. One day I will write a chapter of one of my stories, I swear.
Let's start!
1. Are you named after anyone? Ostensibly not! My parents had a Talk TM before I was born and they both decided that I should not be named after anyone, to make my life my own etc. They found a name that hadn't appeared on either side of my family till that day. And then my aunt named her child the same name 🙃
2. When was the last time you cried? Sad Moment TM - it was my grandma's funeral last year (the exact anniversary is due in a couple of days), and before that, my other grandma's funeral a couple of years back. I'm not a big crier, though I sometimes wish I were. Lets feelings out.
3. Do you have kids? No, but I'm cool with having them one day, with the right person to raise them with. Love the fact that those funky creatures turn into actual taxpayers with careers one day.
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? not really. In text - perhaps. With people I know well - yes. Generally no, I'm not that kind of a joker. In fact, I am a little dull IRL.
5. What’s the first thing you notice about people? How they react to other people, I think. Their relations with coworkers, how they talk to customers, people above and below them in the company hierarchy etc. I love analyzing that too. I also adore trying to figure out where they're from based on their vocab/accent.
6. What’s your eye color? Greyish blue. The dullest colour there is, though one person (very dear to me) called it "like winter sky on a frosty morning". Not cool enough to be "steel eyes", not blue enough to be compared to aquatic formations. There's no such thing as ugly eye colour though, and mine isn't either.
7. Scary movies or happy endings? Def both. Scary with a happy ending. I'm not a fan of jump scares but I think characters have to fight (and sometimes suffer) for their happy ending sometimes.
8. Any special talents? Hah. what does "special" mean? I'm stubborn in all the wrong ways and it makes me end up in some odd situations. I am rarely lost and read maps very well, and if you give me a simple task that needs to be repeated 1000 times, I'll happily do it without getting bored. I will just imagine my blorbos suffering during that time, so any negative moodlets cannot affect me.
9. Where were you born? Poland! In a small town I've only ever been to twice in my life, including my birth! The local hospital used to have a wonderful maternity ward and all, so my parents went there every time they had a baby on the way.
10. What are your hobbies? I write and I read, I find out weird stuff on the internet. I like crafts like stitching and knitting, I make my own beer, cider and fruit liquers, and work in the garden a lot! Oh, and I love languages an awful lot.
11. Have you any pets? I have two cats that live with my parents now - one of them is an idiot and also quarter European wildcat - he has 2 braincells only. The other one is his domestic cat momma, a black demoness that loves staying in the shadows and attacking you when you step on her (she doesn't have a non-black hair on her body so you can imagine she is stepped on quite often).
12. What sports do you play/have played? Used to be into handball in high school. Right now I mostly swim, usually when I have to think about stuff. I can't listen to my music in the swimming pool so I'm forced to listen to y thoughts. Other than that, I juggle! And it's fun and satisfying and you can make your own juggling balls with balloons and sand/rice!
13. How tall are you? 164 cm. Not great, not terrible. I get +2 in sneaking though, and exploring basements, mines and medieval castles is generally safe for me, at least when it comes to bumping your head on low door frames.
14. Favorite subject in school? Foreign languages and biology. I also enjoyed maths a lot, but I had good teachers all the way. In uni - history of Greece, pharmaceutical botany, infectious diseases and ethics.
15. Dream job? Coming up with new blorbos to torment and put in Situations TM and talking about them. Since I have no discipline to be a full-time writer, my current job is a very nice second-best option.
Tagging @whumpsday @kim-poce @whump-cravings @andordean @hold-him-down @whumpy-writings! feel free to ignore any questions that feel too private for you, and swap them with a fun fact about one of your OC!
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dorayakimanjiro · 2 years
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Spoopy Eyes TOH Hunter x Reader
Golden Guard/Hunter x Reader
Got inspired by @neonmaniacswag headcanon post of Hunter's magenta/red eyes glowing in the dark making him look scary and spooky ^^
Warnings: Strong language
A/N: Its 1am, I should be in bed (technically I am tho), instead im here writing about my hyperfixation :) LETS GOO!
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I woke up in the middle of the night and really couldn’t go back to sleep, rolling from side to side and even flipped my pillow to its cold side, I gave up.
Sighing, I got out of bed and made my way to my dorm's window, opening it, I sat at the window sill. Glancing outside, the moon shined brightly, soft light iluminating my features and so half my room. The nights at the castle were peaceful, taking in the soft chilly breeze, I exhaled in relief.
'Daaang, this really giving aesthetic vibes yes sir!' I thought.
A knock interrupted my inner discussion whether if I should take a picture because, umm duh the aesthetic gurl or just keep enjoying the moment, like how dare they?!?!
'Okay soooo, its like 1am, who the hell is up at this hour, just weirdos would... wait a minute...- Yeah I should probably go answer the door. BUT WHAT IF IT'S A GHOST?! Child... aren't we old enough for this??? I meeaaannn everything is possible gurl, besides the other day I heard a few scouts talking about these rumors going around that some have seen ghosts wandering the castle's halls really late at night, they said-' Another knock chimed from the door.
'OKAY LETS SHUT UP AND GO!'
Opening the door, I was met by darkness, but it wasn't because the hallway was dark Oh no no no, there was.. there was sOmeTHing! OR MORE LIKE SOMEONE FUCKING STANDING OUTSIDE MY ROOM, DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING BUT STARE AT ME.
'OKAY, oKaY, LeTs kEeP it cool'
Slowly looking up at it, I was greeted by a tall shadowy figure, bright red blood glowing eyes looking straight at my soul.
'Shit! The rumors were real?! IS THIS REAL?! BITCH, JUST LOOK AT IT, ITS A MOTHAFUCKING GHOST, RUN AAAHHH'
“AAH FUCK!” falling backwards, I landed on my butt, the back of my right palm covering slightly my mouth as the left one was supporting my body against the cold floor.
The ghost seemed... disturbated and worried?? by my reaction, and did the ghost just gasped????
Red eyes looking worried at me.
“(Y/n)! I didn't mean to scare you” it said.
'Why does he sound so oddly familiar but more importantly...HOW DOES IT KNOW MY NAME?!?!'
The ghost walked inside my room making the moon's glow land on its shadowy figure, it soon revealed the frame of a boy you knew too well. It was none other than the bad but sad golden boy. Man he really spook the hell out of you.
“Hunter! Oh thank titan it was just you, damn boy! you really did a number on me haha!" reaching his hand out, he helped me get on my feet.
"Man you really got some spoopy eyes” I grinned at him.
“Forgive me (y/n) for scaring you like that, but don’t you mean “spooky"?" he raised an eyebrow.
“Nop, spoopy 🙃”
“You’re so childish sometimes”
"I know! But seriously tho, I almost peed myself bro hsjshsjhshj"
"So what got you here Goldie? Couldn't sleep either?"
"Yeah actually.."
And so I chatted the night away with the boy with spoopy eyes.
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