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bambiimutt · 6 months

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Hello, I loved your writing, and I wanted to request some relationship headcons with Masky

Relationship Head cannons

I wanted to do this for everyone I write for cuz I want them to get some attention too!! I hope that’s okay!

TW!! Mentions of stalking, talking of perverts but not super heavy, possessiveness, if I missed anyway let me know!!

Masky/Tim Wright

-Honestly at first he’s a bit awkward, i see him as socially awkward in general so him being in a relationship? Oh my fuck. And it’s not the Awh such a cutie patootie he’s so awkward. No like he’s so awkward he doesn’t know what to do with you. He’s so awkward he goes silent. Awkward babe.

-once the relationship grows into something deeper he’s better. He definitely still has his moments, but it’s now more how he landed you. How he was able to find someone that cares for him and puts up with him. He’s not much honestly just his random outbursts and waking up with no memory of his nights before.

-speaking of. A lot of trauma lays on his shoulders. After jays death who you don’t know much about and everything leading up to the events of marble hornets. All you knew was that he was supposed to be in this student film.. but shit happened. And he refuses to talk about it. You’ll ask him sometimes if you can watch the tapes but he tells you time and time again. No. More because he knows what he is and he doesn’t what you running from him. He’s with you yea but he doesn’t want to expose you to the operator.

-as mentioned in a few of my other posts. He’ll leave for weeks on end and if it’s not for weeks its almost every night. He’s leaving and coming back at ungodly hours. Most of the time you’re asleep and he waits till your asleep to do this. There’s been a few times his mask is left out because he comes home so drained that he kinda forgets to hide it.. and when you question it sometimes he does remember, and most times he doesn’t. But when you ask he’s stammering. He knows why he has it but doesn’t know how to tell you, doesn’t want to.

-he’s not the date night kind of guy but he doesn’t mind spending some time with you from time to time. He doesn’t want you to think he’s ignoring you or just not care for you because he leaves for weeks.. he wants you to know he loves having you around. It’s just. He can’t tell you about his life fully. When it comes to a date night it’s probably lots of time at home, watching a movie on his couch, cuddled up against him. If you fall asleep he’ll make sure you have all of the blanket. He can fully not be as tense, relaxing into you as you sleep against him.

-very very very sarcastic, it earns him smacks to the arm like 10 times a day.

-he’s alright with public affection but again he’s awkward.. sooo maybe don’t be so affectionate in public. But at home, he’s all over you, sleepy man, cuddled up to you, following you around the house. He seems so big and tough but he hates being away from you.

-Tim’s not crazily over protective. Maybe insecure at times but deep down he knows that you are with him because you truly love him. So if anyone ever approaches you he trusts that you can handle it yourself, if not he will 100% help you.. by torturing the guy the same night, and he’ll come back having that be his only memory.

Tobias Rogers

-ARF ARF ARF BITCH IS A FUCKING DOG. I’m telling you that mother fucker IS ALL OVER YOU. Now I’m not saying he isn’t one scary mother fucker. But he tries to keep his shitty ass fucking life out of his love life. Because really.. this isn’t what he wanted ever. He didn’t want to be part of this operator shit. So he tries to be normal? As normal as Toby can get.

-you actually help him a lot with his tics. If he can focus on something for long enough they don’t get as bad as they can get, they actually become more tame, so if he ever has a really bad tic attack, you’re always the one to talk him through it, to calm him down and to focus on your voice. And he’s better in no time.

-TALK ABOUT BEING A PRETTY MOTHER FUCKER.. YOU NEVER GET OVER HOW PRETTY THIS BITCH IS. messy brown hair, brown tired eyes, nicely shaped face, pretty fucking smile. He never used to have one but he ended up growing a semi beard. More of a patch on his chin. And what does he love the most? Hearing you tell him how pretty he is. Running your hands through his hair, kissing his face all over. God he could eat you right up.

-he’s a closeted pervert. But like not to the point where it’s unbearable but like he’s all over you. He’s grabbing your thighs.. he’s leaving hickeys all over. He’s a boob/chest guy. He just wants you close. So close you could fuse into one. He likes you in panties.. he also likes taking them whenever he has to be on a mission for weeks.. and we all know what he’s using them for.

-socially awkward mf. When you’re both out in public he’s so quiet. And he can’t do it alone anymore, not since he’s met you. If you’re ever on the bus, he’s as close as possible, hands fidgeting with your fingers, and staring down at them so he doesn’t have to make eye contact with others. Though there’s been a few times he’s had to interact with the people who complain about how much space he takes. He’s tall and lanky but the man manspreads like there’s no tomorrow. You have to grab his leg and pull it in because he’s just glaring.

-he kinda forgets that you can feel pain. Because he grew up not feeling pain he’s learned to be gentle with the things he cares about. But if you ever want to play fight he can sometimes forget, and get a little rough. So when you get hurt he’s pulling away instantly. “Fuck.. i.. I didn’t t-think that would h-hurt. Baby let me see it..” he’s babying you the rest of the night.

-now even though he’s a pretty good boyfriend he can be a bit much.. at times. He doesn’t mean to trust me. But he can get agitated quite easily. Certain tones can make him start to overthink, he can grow angered, upset. Just try to be reassuring and he should be okay.

-Toby is one of the overprotective ones. He will do anything and everything to go make sure whoever was all over you is not longer waking the fuck up. He might even steal you a little gift to make you feel better.

Ben Lawman/Drowned

-you might wanna buy some shit to keep the house from smelling like weed. And I mean it. He tries not to go crazy because he knows you don’t want the apartment smelling like it, but he can’t help himself sometimes.

-I’m not gonna lie to you, he most definitely watches you through cameras and your computer and shit. He’ll send pop up messages to you just to freak you out, etc. he thinks it’s so silly seeing you get so spooked out.

-he’s typically at home often. He doesn’t really go anywhere, aside from chilling in the fucking computer. So you get to have him around a lot.

-except it can get so fucking annoying. All in all he’s a really calm person, and keeps to himself but when you come along.. he’s all over you. Like suffocating. He wants you on his lap, he wants you sitting between his legs, cuddled up underneath his shirt, please just BE CLOSE. He’s much like Toby in that aspect. He just likes the physical love. Anything physical. I think it kinda brings him comfort too to be honest.. finally feeling the touch of someone. Something.

-like Toby he’s a fucking pervert. But like it’s hella known. He doesn’t keep that a secret. He’s a dirty motherfucker. Like I’m talking footjobs, cosplay.. but like that gamer girl, slutty look.. you name it he likes it.

-he likes to game so a lot of your time is probably spent watching him or playing with him. If you play with him though, be warned he’s a sore loser. He doesn’t rage but more or so finds excuses to show he should have won. But all in all, he’s just fooling around.. he enjoys that you can play with him, he likes that you like what he likes.

-immature. Not all the time but most definitely immature at times. To be fair when he died, he was still fairly young so sometimes his humour can be a bit.. questionable. Even if you aren’t laughing, he’s slapping his knee and pissing himself laughing, looking at you so that he can see your reaction. Just smile.

-he’s not overprotective. Like Tim he’s just really fucking insecure and I mean really. Really insecure. He sees other couples. How normal they are. How alive they are. And he can’t be that. He feels bad that he can never keep you warm because he’s an actual freezer. He feels like compared to others.. you could do so much better. So when someone hits on you.. he’s sulking. He’s walking further away from you. He’s just insecure. And scared to lose you. But these boys are also.. murderers. So knowing Ben.. well. That person shouldn’t have done that.

Jeffery Hodex/Jeff The Killer

-Asshole. Asshole. Asshole. Dickhead. Did I mention he’s a fucking asshole. He may seem like he doesn’t care about you. But I promise you he does. He just has weird ways of showing it..

-an actual fucking bully. I’m sure he’s made you cry time and time again, but you don’t do it in front of him, you don’t want him to think it hurts. Oh but if he knew.. if he knew how much it hurt you he’d beat himself up over it.

-he may seem like a fucking hard ass but he hates when you cry..he’s never one to show his emotions but it’s when those tears fall that he could break right there.

-hates public affection.. but at home? Different story. “Play with my hair.” “Jeff no, I’m busy.” “Please.. pretty please” there’s a moment of silence before you’re rolling your eyes and his head is on your lap.

-talk about sec when he’s angry. It’s a good way for him to get out his pent up anger, or if something happened he just needs you. So really what I’m trying to say is underneath all that hard exterior.. he does need you in many ways. Wether he likes to admit that or not.

-even though he’s an asshole.. he makes up for it with his rare sweet moments. To me. Jeff is.. not like others? I just mean, look wise he was always the odd one out not that he was ugly but like because he didn’t look like every other normal kid there. So having a metal head boyfriend..? With some kinda cool scaring by his lips in the form of a slight smile. Pale skin long black hair, tall and fit…. You know he’s playing the guitar to you. Yknow the room is gonna be filled with a bunch of black shit, band stuff, his weird collection of knives. On the note of he makes up for it with his sweet moments. Sometimes he’ll go through his collections with you. He will play the guitar for you, he’s also quite a good singer so expect some of that. (He most definitely sings you to sleep.. but he makes sure you’re half asleep first so you don’t remember it.)

-he’s not as horrible as he seems, he just.. doesn’t like showing his true emotions. He likes to look like the big bad tough guy. But really.. that scared little kid that hates the world is still in there. So what he needs is comfort. And you provide that. Just give him some time.

-overprotective. And if that was an understatement it would be far more then that. He is wayyyy too overprotective, possessive. You’re his. And his only. Nobody should speak to you in any form of flirting, nobody should look at you, touch you. You. Are. His. Now he keeps the killing out of your knowledge… as much as possible. Sometimes almost getting caught by you.. anyway. The person that looked at your ass and you didn’t even know? Yeah dead by 11 pm. You most definitely find out.

-type of motherfucker to have pictures of you on his phone with his hands around your throat, sitting on his lap, etc. post it. He wants you to. He’ll send them to you just to do it. He likes to show off what’s his.

-when I mentioned he was an asshole. I meant it. Because he doesn’t know how to handle his own emotions he can’t handle yours either. He internally freaks out. So what does he do? Does what he does best. Shuts you out and gets angry at you for showing your emotions

-please don’t be too upset.. he’ll be wandering in some point that night to hold you. He just doesn’t know how to tell what he’s going through.. so just hold him. It’s his way of being vulnerable with you.

Brian/Hoodie

-to be honest. He may be One of the more normal ones. Though when he leaves for weeks on end and comes back for a good while he’s just not himself. He’s quiet. He wants to be alone. He hates being touched, he snaps so much easier. But other then that. Brian tries to completely forget about everything he does and focuses on you.

-a lot of the time, he likes to spend quality time with you. Walking in the local park, doing art, helping him edit his “silly” little videos as you call them. Oh how oblivious you are. He’s a sweetheart, kind, caring. He’s gentle. He knows your likes and dislikes like the back of his hand. He knows what makes you tic, what makes you sulk, what makes you smile. You can thank him stalking you for that.

-yeah remember what I said about him being the most normal, he may have a few quirks. He stalks you from time to time. Not that he doesn’t trust you.. he just. Can’t take his eyes off of you. Ever. Because he doesn’t know what the operator could do.. and well. He just wants to see you, but more to keep you safe.

-he can’t sit still unless he knows where you are at, if you’re okay. And once he knows he can be at peace. So you can only imagine how fucking hard it is for him to be gone for weeks. He ignores all text messages he gets aside from yours. He’s constantly talking to you, making sure you’re okay. he just needs some reassurance and he’ll be okay.

-his camera is full of videos of you. He likes to take these home styles videos of you. Cooking in the kitchen in you’re underwear and his hoodie, you dancing in the living room, sleeping. He likes to look back at them from time to time.

-he makes sure to keep his pills and if you take any medication, organized and separated. He’d freak the fuck out if you accidentally took some of his. That and he needs a specific dosage.. one a doctor didn’t prescribe for him. Ahem. More his dosage of what he pleases. Don’t worry he claims he’s okay time and time again.

-he’s not like Tim with his memory loss, but he can forget things from Time to time. So if you can, if you were there just try and sit with him to help him remember. All he needs is to know that you’ll be patient.

-he likes kisses. Give them to him. Immediately. He wants them all over. His lips, cheeks, forehead. He’s such a sweet man.

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lokisprettygirl · 8 months

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Brokenhearted (Daemon Targaryen x Female Reader) (Non Canon Modern AU) (18+)

Read Chapter 12 here // Series Masterlist

Chapter 13

Summary: Samantha's threat and Daemon's growing popularity brings you trouble.

Warning: 18+, Smut, Angst, violent thoughts, stalking, Discussion of mensuration and Pregnancy, bloodshed, flashbacks of abusive relationship, toxic masculinity, sexual abuse, Samantha, traumatic distressing content, Daemon is a big time smoker so if it’s something triggering don’t read it, alcohol drinking, mention of past trauma and therapy, cigarette smoking, possessive behaviour, violence, baby needs therapy, baby is trying

"Hey" you cupped his cheeks, being careful to avoid the bruises on his face, you hated how he seemed after a fight, so bruised and broken, all you wanted to do was take him to your bed and treat him tenderly. The conversation you had with Viserys just now had made you feel conflicted, you wanted to tell Daemon but you didn't know how he'd react, you didn't want to add to his traumas as he already had more than enough of his share. Realizing that something had happened to him when he wasn't even in his senses would crush him.

You pecked on his lips softly so he pulled away and looked at you curiously,

"I'm not fragile darling, kiss me like you mean it" he mumbled against your mouth so you clutched your fingers around his messy braided hair and kissed him as passionately as you could before you had to pull away to catch your breaths.

"I don't see you as fragile Daemon, you have the most persevering soul i have ever known of but is it wrong of me to want to treat you with care?" you whispered softly so he smiled, the kind of smile that made your heart warm and giddy.

"You flatter me darling, I love that" he pulled you even closer if it was possible and rubbed his nose against yours "I do enjoy your care and your delicate touches against my skin, I really do" he whispered before he kissed you again.

Before things could get heated you made him take a shower because he had to show up for an event and you wanted to wait until you were both in his room. He wasn't the only one with pent up sexual frustration but you didn't want a quickie like last time, you really wanted to love him and please him the way he deserved.

The talk with Viserys was looming over your head, Daemon had to compete in the finale after five days but Samantha had something against him that could ruin it for him, his reputation could take a hit and he'd definitely be prodded over the accusation meticulously which in turn would affect his concentration..

While Daemon was busy with the meet and greet, Viserys caught up with you again.

"Can I ask you a question?' You asked him so he nodded "Why does it matter now? I mean it happened years ago..it's not that big of a deal right?" You asked him so he sighed.

"She's just trying to stir up the controversy, get people to doubt his abilities..I don't think he's ready for that. It took him so long to even return to the sport, god knows how he'd react to this" He answered you in plain and simple words, Daemon was unpredictable in his actions especially when it concerned Samantha.

"So what do we do?" You asked him and he shook his head in defeat, he had no answer, they could take the matter to the court but then everything will come out in the open, every ugly truth from Daemon's past will be investigated and that was the last thing his little brother would want for himself. He knew him far too well to understand that Daemon wouldn't want his past out in the open like that.

"Well ..You know what she wants"

You turned your head to look at him as he said that, frankly a bit appalled by the suggestion.

"You're joking right I'm not letting her hurt him again or be near him anywhere..we should just go to the court, file a case against her" you said to him, your voice came out all agitated and irked. Viserys didn't blame you for that either, he knew what he was suggesting would hurt you.

"He wouldn't want that" Viserys said to you, making you shake your head in disbelief.

"Why not?"

Why won't Daemon want justice? You didn't understand that.

Daemon was at the booth signing cards and meeting his fans but he could see you and Viserys talking from a distance, he couldn't help but wonder what you two were discussing, his curiosity was piqued to say the least. Viserys liked you as a person, he had made it clear, he never really liked Samantha even when Daemon was smitten with her, maybe it was Viserys's own experiences with Allison that he had warned him that she wasn't the woman for him but at the time he was too obsessed with her to pay any heed to Viserys's concern. He wished now that he had listened.

Once the event ended, he took you out for dinner but he could tell you weren't entirely there with him, you seemed lost in your head.

'Something wrong?' He asked you as he chomped on his salad so you smiled,

"Nooo..why?"

"Just..you seem lost" he shrugged as if he wasn't affected by your behavior.

"I'm not lost..just thinking about you"

Well, That wasn't a complete lie.

"Thinking about me? I'm right here darling"

"I know"

He smiled as you said that.

"Do you remember the night we met?" He asked you so you hummed in response, for a moment you didn't respond, your mind went back to reminisce about the night.

"I'll never forget..my knight in black hood..what about it?"

"Nothing..just..glad i was there is all"

A smile graced your features at his words,

"So am I"

You couldn't have gotten any luckier that night.

As you both returned to the privacy of your room he kissed you and you took his jacket off before he picked you up and laid down on the bed with you right on top of him,

"I like you alot" he smiled as his fingers tucked your hair behind your ears,

"I thought you loved me" you made a pout and he pressed his thumb on your puckered lips.

"I do..but I loved Samantha as well and I didn't like her at all..you however..I like you..alot, more than anything"

As soon as you realized what he meant you leaned down and kissed him, never in your life a man had made you feel this way. Never in your life have you been made to feel so loved and important.

"I like you alot too mister"

"I know you do"

You unbuttoned his shirt and his breath hitched in his chest, the position wasn't something he felt comfortable with, he had never allowed a woman to control the situation in that way after everything he had been through.

"You okay?" You asked him softly so with bated breaths he looked into your eyes, your fingers were still undoing the buttons all the way down before you unbuckled his belt.

"I am just ..not comfortable with this darling" as soon as he said that you quickly made him sit up by grabbing onto his arms.

"It's okay..you can always tell me you know that right?" Your fingers curled around his neck as you kissed him. He nodded in response before he slowly flipped you underneath him.

"It's not that i don't want to ..I just..need time love" the pad of his thumb caressed your cheekbones as he whispered.

"All the time in the world baby"

He kissed you again as you finished your words.

All the time in the world? Daemon wanted that. He really wanted that. Even though he knew forever was a myth.

"Make love to me now handsome" you rubbed his lips with your fingertips and you could see his cheeks reddening, something you said made Daemon Targaryen blush. You never thought you'd see that day.

"Mmm are you going to take it like a good girl?" He grabbed your chin with his thumb and forefingers, the gesture made you bite on your lips involuntarily. Every time he dominated you in bed you felt like a submissive girl willing to do anything for her daddy. He just had that sort of effect on you.

"Yess sir" he shook his head as you said that.

"Call me daemon sweet thing"

He wasn't rough with you, not that he didn't want to but you asked him to make love to you and he wanted to love you the way you deserved to be loved. He felt your hands all over him but his mind felt numb with pleasure whenever you caressed his scalp, just the way you touched him so tenderly never failed to warm his heart.

He was so in love with you, a feeling he had sworn to never feel again, he just wished he was able to express it better than this, he wished he was able to live up to the love you had for him in your heart.

That night you slept peacefully but the next morning you woke up to a spicy headline in the entertainment section "Breaking News: Professional UFC Fighter Daemon Targaryen and his Scandal-Filled Shocking Past"

Daemon was everywhere because of his stint in the international league, normally it wouldn't have made such a stir in the media but he was special, your special boy. He had made a miraculous return to the brutal sport after years and nobody was expecting him to even clear the qualifier round, let alone have him in the finals. The sudden increase in his popularity of course came with its unwanted side effects. His past would always haunt him but this time it wasn't Samantha, it was some other woman he had dated during his hoe phase, her name was Diana.

Diana claimed to have had a six-week fling with Daemon three years ago. The article included the link of a Reddit thread she had created, in which she described their intimate encounters in excruciating detail. She rambled on about how he was the most arrogant man she has ever known in her life, she also claimed that he was emotionally abusive towards her.

You knew Daemon and his mood swings were not uncommon, you could understand in a way as how she must have made that assumption that he was abusive but daemon wasn't abusive, he was toxic for sure because of everything he has been through but he didn't lie or promised anything, he was honest with you and you knew he was honest with every other woman before you.

The post had gone viral pretty quickly because she posted a selfie of them together at a club, he seemed so sexy and so intoxicated, there were few other women who came forward in Diana's support to tell everyone that Daemon Targaryen was everything that was wrong with the world.

On that particular thread when another user asked why she stayed with him for weeks if he was so offensive and rude to her, she replied 'Because he was a god in bed'

Well that was true at least.

'How are we going to tackle this?"

Daemon' asked his newly appointed publicist James, he didn't want people talking about him like this, he didn't enjoy such gossip on his name. He didn't even look at the article or read the thread, he was not at all interested, you on the other hand obsessively went through every comment on that post.

You were just watching him converse with his publicist as well as Viserys who was in the hotel room with you two.

His publicist had asked him to just put out an apology statement which he denied quickly, he didn't want to apologize for what had happened between him and those women. As other people left the room he took a cigarette out and lit it up immediately, he was stressed you could tell, every time he reached for a cigarette with such desperation you knew he was extremely stressed and in need of comfort that he'd never ask for.

"Do you remember her?" You asked him as he sat down next to you on the couch,

"I don't want to talk about it" you nodded as he said that and got up from the couch to give him some space but he grabbed your hand and looked up at you .

"Don't be upset" he gave you unintended puppy eyes so you smiled.

"I'm not upset" you cupped his cheeks and leaned down to kiss his forehead.

"Then sit down, don't leave"

"Okay..I just thought you needed space" you sat down next to him so he sighed.

"Not from you..never from you"

"Okay..I'm here then" you smiled as you linked your fingers with his, he put the cigarette out and leaned his head against the couch, those bruises on his face looked worse somehow today.

"I do remember her ..5 '10, brunette, she was young" he told you so you hummed in response as you thought about her, you were more than happy that he wanted to talk about her instead of acting as if he wasn't bothered at all by this nuisance.

"How young?" You questioned.

"Barely in her early twenties at the time, I didn't know that when I–" he looked at you so you smiled,

"Took her home and had sex?" You asked him softly. This wasn't making you feel jealous at all, you didn't feel it, not a smidgen of jealousy.

"Yeah..she looked older in the club"

"It's alright she wasn't a child" he nodded as you said that.

"What was she like?" You cleared your throat so he snickered before his expressions turned serious,

"She was just a girl darling…just another girl"

"Do you remember everyone you have slept with?" You questioned him again,

"Who do you think I am darling? A harlot?" he chuckled before he resumed speaking "Course I remember..those flings never ended in one night stands, they all stuck around for a while, you know i enjoy stability" he said in a nonchalant manner, his voice was devoid of any emotion.

"Did you like any of them?"

"Sexually..yeah I liked all of them" You bit on your cheeks as he said that. Still not jealous, not at all.

"Emotionally?" You asked him sheepishly so he smiled and tilted his head to the side to gauge your expressions.

"Are you jealous sweetheart?"

"Maybe .. I am" your voice came out in a whisper, you didn't want to admit it so quickly.

"I'm glad you're not pretending to feel otherwise," You narrowed your eyes as he said that, "There was one…before you ..but I wasn't obsessed with her. I didn't want to get involved in that way, but she…was different from the others...had to move to LA so we ended on okay terms unlike those other chicks"

Okay you were ready to accept that you were a complete jealous mess now.

"Does she have a name?"

"Miranda" you gulped as he answered quickly as if her name was on the tip of his tongue. To think of him feeling such affections for some other woman boiled your blood.

"Why don't you want to apologize? I mean.. It's just a statement" you asked to steer the conversation so he shook his head.

"Exactly..it's a statement.. apologizing means i did something wrong with them" you nodded as he said that "I never lied, or lured them under false pretenses. They knew what they were getting in from the first day" you agreed as he said that, you also knew what you were getting into because he told you loud and clear but you also knew that you were the first one to fall for him and break that 'no strings attached" code. Maybe those girls wanted more with him as well.

"Yeah you told me the same on our first night together"

You said to him so he thought about it for a moment, maybe he was a jerk to those women he dated casually but he wasn't going to apologize for that or give any justification for his behaviour, he didn't want anyone to see that side of him, to think of him as someone who acted out like a child because he was abused by a girl he loved. He didn't want the world to see him as a victim.

"I did"

"But things have changed between us, maybe they just wanted to change things you know ..fix you ..girls see a emotionally reclusive bad boy and suddenly develop the 'I can fix him' problem"

He chuckled as you said that. The smirk on his face made him look so goddamn annoying and so fuckable at the same time.

"Did you have that problem?" He asked, his voice dripping with smugness.

"Maybe" you got up again so he grabbed your hand and pulled you right on his lap,

"Emotionally reclusive bad boy huh?" He grabbed your chin with his fingers and kissed you passionately until you were struggling to breathe in his mouth. When he finally pulled away you took a deep breath to allow the oxygen to reach your brain.

"You know what I mean"

"Have your opinions changed since then?" He asked you curiously,

"Well you're still a bad boy sometimes"

"For the world yeah" you smiled as he said that "As much as I enjoy watching you burn green with jealousy, you need not feel so. You're my girl, my only one, what you have done for me–"

"I have done nothing -" you cut him off and then he did the same to you.

"Shhhhh you never let me finish my words you know that?"

He pressed his thumb on your lips as he spoke sternly to you, his tone was authoritative, brows were furrowed in slight frustration. You knew he was going to fuck you as soon as this conversation was done and over with.

"Sorry" you mumbled meakly, making the corner of his mouth curved into a smile.

"After that bitch I had sworn to myself that I'd never make the same mistake again but then I met you ..you changed everything for me ..I'm here today because of you" you sighed as he said that. You didn't want to take credit for everything, it didn't feel right or deserved, besides you didn't want him to be with you just because you have supposedly done something for him..

"Daemon you know I love you.. but I don't want you to love me because you feel that you havee to love me" one of his brows raised as you said that.

"That is what you got from what I said?" He asked you as he looked in your eyes intently but you didn't respond "You're such a silly girl you know that?" he cupped your cheeks with his large hands and kissed you lovingly before he spoke again,

"I know I'm not the most expressive bloke but you're not an obligation for me..I am not in love with you because you're here whenever I need you. I'm in love with you because you make me want to be here with you all the time, you make me wish i could spend every fucking second of my life with you" your arms wrapped around his neck as he finished speaking.

You had your insecurities as well, you didn't feel enough for him, even more so now that you have seen how women were reacting to him. Yeah some people were put off by his arrogance but most were turned on by his prowess in the bedroom arena. The more famous he gets the more attention he will have on him, you didn't want to lose his attention or lose him to some other temptations. You didn't think you'd be able to come out unscathed if he was the one to break your heart in that way.

This feeling combined with what you knew about Samantha was enough to make you feel stressed out of your mind.

"I am scared of losing you" you mumbled softly so his grip around your waist tightened "I control myself alot ..with you" he looked at you confused as you said that.

"What do you mean love?"

"I can get emotionally clingy and it's not good ..not for me.. especially not for you"

"You can cling to me darling..it won't bother me..I'll do anything for you" you placed your palm on his lips as he said that.

"Don't say that ..I don't need such power over you"

He smiled at your words, that was the whole reason why Samantha was able to manipulate him and then ruin him slowly. She was able to do it because he allowed her to do it.

"Alright but you need to let loose love, I'm all yours i promise..why are you so anxious hmm..I can feel it" your eyes teared up as he said that, he then hugged you as warmly as he could, as tightly as possible without suffocating you both.

"I'm just .. being silly, I'm your silly girl" he couldn't help but smile. He adored you, completely and hopelessly.

"That you are, though is it an ailment a good fucking can cure?"

"Mmmm maybe"

He quickly laid you down on the couch as you said that, his shirt was off his body in one quick motion, he wasn't a foreplay type of guy but then he kissed you tenderly, so slowly and sensually, soft fleeting kisses that made your brain turn into a mush, he didn't stop until he had you squirming and humping against him for some friction against your core.

He placed his arms on the head of the couch as he shoved his cock in your wet warm slippery cunt, his thrusts were torturous, every moment of his hips was sluggish and deliberate. He enjoyed the look of ecstasy on your face, he kept his eyes on you as he drew several orgasms out of you, one after another.

He was so in love with you and he never wanted to hurt you, he really didn't want to hurt you but he knew he was going to do so, he just thought he had more time with you, he didn't want to fuck it up so easily, so quickly..he wanted forever with you.

But the moment the truth about what you and Viserys were hiding from him was revealed to him, he knew he was going to break your heart and hurt you. He was going to do everything he had promised not to do to you. He had to leave you and he knew it was a decision he'd regret for the rest of his full life.

🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

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writingforatwistedworld · 2 years

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Okok so like, request:

What if like the mc is already in the twst world, going to school, doing their classes with their card duo and so on. So how would like Azul and Malleus react to the mc getting hurt in school. Not like being bullied or such but like falling down the stairs, getting hurt at P.E or just a little papercut when reading.

Would they try to find a culprit or baby the player? Just wondering 👁👁

(It seemed like an interesting topic to me hdkwjher sorry if it doenst feel like that to u)

Self-aware au

I do not take any responsibility for you reading this no matter which age group you are from!

WARNINGS: Yandere themes, possessive behavior, obsessive behavior, stalking, unhealthy relationship, injury, description of injury, violence

Azul Ashengrotto/Malleus Draconia-Seeing player getting hurt

Wait so... you have gotten hurt?

You would think that he is very overprotective of the people he adores

But even Azul knows that a small injury won't do much harm

A small papercut? He is blowing on it two times (that's what land dwellers do, right?) and then calls it a day

That small thing might burn but it won't kill you so he isn't worried

Even if the cut is accidentally done by another student, let's say bumping into you, he isn't going after them

Things happen, you know?

We are still talking about small injuries here

So let's say you were injured whilst running during P.E

And I'm not talking about a small scratch but bug cut up the entire leg, maybe even a dislocated bone and.... how about I stop here?

That's the second mother hen... no octopus mode is activated

That one healing potion with the super rare herbs in it? He just made you down that in one go

Fusses over you 24/7

You thought he was clingy before? Jokes on you because now those sweet (at most) two hours of privacy are reduced to zero

When he can't stalk look after you at least one of the tweels is with you

What if someone else was involved in this kind of accident?

He will not have a nice school life from now on

His grades? Lower than the cave of the sea witch... that place is under water... just saying

His social status? Obliterated

His overall success in life? Gound into dust

Azul does have some restraint though

Keyword: some

The mermen will not hurt them in any physical way

Why resort to such barbaric ways when there is the possibility of them slowly realizing that their life is running down the drain, never to turn a good direction again

Psychological torture is way more affective than violence after all

Swords are drawn, magic pens short before being completely filled with blot and a dragon fae close to turning into a dragon

So, you have a small papercut, being at fault completely alone?

Malleus is chanting some powerful healing spell and Lilia is feeding you cookies (which he did not make) to “help your mental trauma after all that violence”

Malleus is already bad enough if something like this happens

Even in his more humane... uh... fae like appearance he reminds you of a dragon

He is literally curling himself around you

Laying down to sleep? Oh, suddenly you are a very small and overheated spoon (you can't tell me your body temperature is normal when you have three blankets over and a person around you)

When you are standing? Suddenly the cups you were carrying are on the desk besides you and a certain someone is wrapping his arms around you

And, may I remind you, this is Malleus when you accidentally did a papercut to yourself

So, someone does a papercut accidentally to you?

Run you poor soul, run

Suddenly the space where they always sit in your shared history class is empty

And there was a messenger from the Valley of thorns who said that “the problem was taken care of” whilst looking with sad eyes at you

Now we talk about more serious injuries

Let's create a plot ok? You came back to the dorm of someone's granny and, look at that, your arm is in a cast!

This is the first time you saw Malleus nearly faint

Please tell him it was a accident or else NRC won't exist much longer

Suddenly he is grandma 2.0 not because he wanted to but because he lost control

I hope you like green fire because that is all there will be left of the school

So back to another poor soul (lets call them “poor soul 2.0”)

Poor soul 2.0 didn't mean to injure you!

Tell that the fuming general standing protectively in front of you and the raging monarch in the background

(Just saying for our all survival, belly rubs might soothe dragons)

Just don't leave your room in Diasmonia so if you get injured all he can do is wail and apologize for what feels the thousands tome

Sometimes it's a blessing to be a prisoner...

#yandere twisted wonderland #yandere twst #yandere twisted wonderland x reader #yandere twst x reader #self aware au #yandere malleus #yandere malleus x reader #yandere malleus draconia #yandere azul #yandere azul x reader #yandere azul ashengrotto #tw: yandere #tw: possessive behavior #tw: obsessive behavior #tw: stalking #tw: unhealthy relationship #tw: injury #tw: violence

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catspawzz · 5 months

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I promise I'm not jealous or anything, I'm simply curious. How do you and londongirl have partners and at the same time devote so much time to a celebrity? How does that even work?

I feel like I've answered this already 😪

Also, I can't speak for @londongirl.

Now, why wouldn't it work? It's not like I'm dating Ben at the same time💀 And believe it or not, I don't "devote so much time" to Ben. My Ben "activity" is just a fraction of my day, even when I'm in a stalking mode. It's all about time efficiency. 😁 Also, my bf knew what he was getting into coz I've always been upfront about my crushes with all of my boyfriends. True, I've had boyfriends in the past who got jealous and upset about it but it was so fucking ridiculous to me that they quicky became my ex's. 🙊 My current bf is cool with my Ben crush and it actually became our little inside joke. We've been together for over 4 years now so I'd say it's working pretty well for us.

Is having celeb crushes at my age "normal"? Probably not. A psychologist would probably say it's some sort of an emotional trauma response. Does this affect my life negatively and prevent me from having a fulfilling real life relationship? NO. End of story. 🤷🏻‍♀️

I hope this answers your question, as well as the questions of all the past and future anons.

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heyheydidjaknow · 2 years

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Frothing at the mouth clawing the floor thinking of yandere death note stuff

Also I’m so so into little freaks that’s just a side note from my life L, B, Near give me a little freak gremlin who’s obsessed with me

I want to finish the things I’m working on, which necessitates I don’t do this until after the things in my mental list are finished, but here are my single-paragraph unedited first thoughts that come to mind with these three as yandere.

L: Pretty classic. He’s probably the only one to kidnap you initially because he genuinely has any affection towards you. I can imagine you being caught up in a murder investigation and being brought in for questioning, and even if L isn’t the one conducting any of the interviews, something about your mannerisms gets him to look a little further into you as a person. Security cameras, phone histories, phone cameras: he does the traditional yandere thing of doing a ton of stalking and then deciding to take you back to his place for some good old fashioned courting at basically gun point. Probably the least likely to torture or manipulate you into doing something you wouldn’t otherwise want to do, and probably the most likely to look into your tastes and try to cater to you as a person. Like a 365 days type; he’ll keep you for a while, and if you two just aren’t compatible, he’ll let you go and just stick to stalking.

B: Does not give a single shit about you at first. He took you because he could and he liked the idea of doing something that extreme and you happened to be there. But as time went on, he got attached to you more as an individual and starts to use you a bit as a trauma dump and realizes the hypocrisy of his actions. Does he care? Not really, but at least he comes to acknowledge that he’s essentially doing unto you what was done unto him. He starts treating you nicer, blames the whole thing on his upbringing, and inadvertently Stockholms his way into your heart.

Near: He was real lonely and he doesn’t get out much. Studies show that people need to actually be around people in order to stay mentally productive, but most of the people around him are prone to dying and leaving once they realize that he’s a hit of a psychopath and not into having to help him do everything, so he just sort of picked someone pretty off the street and explained that he was going to pay them to be nice to him. The paycheck is way more than your job pays, and he seems fine— if a little odd— so you agree. While Near is aware of the fact that you are absolutely just hanging out with him for the money, he accepts that as just being a part of that sort of relationship. He gets way more invested than you are, you try to back off but can’t because contract. He lets you leave at the end of the day for a while, but then decides that’s a waste of money and just keeps you there. On the bright side, at least there’s a way to convince him to let you outside if you phrase it as going out on a date. Whether you’re also down for it is a matter of preference, but at least he doesn’t actively murder people, which is nice.

B is the only one who would actually murder. L would just quietly ruin any obstacle’s life, and Near would probably just pay them to leave the two of you alone or pay someone else to send them a message. I could expand on these, but, again, no time.

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Came across your post about how difficult it is to be in a relationship with someone who has survived sexual assault. For me, I personally think they should have gone the more realistic route and shown Sky getting the help/therapy he needs. Kind of disappointed a little in that sense. It more or less came of as Prapai being the knight in the shining armour, which was the point of the show I get it, but still.

Sorry for the late reply anon.

Realistic route? in LITA? Well then Sky's dad shouldn't have left a 15yrs old boy to navigate through a new city and school on his own. Let's start there.

Sky should have reported his ex and his friends for raping him.

And he should have reported Prapai to the police for stalking him from multiple phones and turning up at his door step unannounced.

That's what realistic would look like.

Look I see what you are saying I get it, but its not that kind of a story, they were telling. For me, I never expect anything from a story when I watch something because then what is the point of it, if the stories are all how we want them to be?

Coming to the therapy part, would it have been great if they had showed Sky getting proper help? Yes. Did I mind it? No.

The reason because it was addressed, we saw Sky being able to handle the trauma of his ex on his own before Prapai came into his life. That's when everything came back to the surface, he was scared of getting into a new relationship even though he was falling for Prapai because how it all started.

So yes it was exactly Prapai being the knight in the shining armour kind of story because Prapai was the reason Sky was pushed back into his past again. Prapai was the reason Gun could corner him again alone. So yeah, as per the drama standards Prapai was the one who came last minute guns blazing to save Sky.

The other point to note here is even though a person does get therapy for the trauma they faced specially in sexual assault cases, it absolutely does help if you have a understanding partner on top of that. It's not interchangeable, you shouldn't have to chose between a therapist or a good partner?

If you get a partner who heals you what's wrong in that?

See my point of view is heavily biased because I come from a tight familial asian society. We believe in strong family support system. So I didn't find it odd that Sky looked for support to his boyfriend. Does it makes sense to you? I don't know, but it does make sense to me.

I do understand the importance of professional help specially if it's something which affects your day to day life, but I think it should not be generalized in all cases.

And if we are talking realistic, every other BL character needs therapy in my opinion. It would be long ass queue outside the therapist clinic in Thailand. 😅

Sorry this got long and may be not what you are looking for 🤷

#anon asks #LITA #love in the air the series #love in the air #prapai x sky #prapaisky #discourse

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girlbossminerva · 2 years

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Okay, so I as an individual does not support Juvia Lockser, I would say this on Tiktok but a good percent of my mutuals are GrUvia shippers so I would get cancelled within a day and whatever, and I don't want people coming for me from there.

Like I like Juvia is a water mage, she's pale (makes sense), her aesthetic is cute, I like her in short hair, she's just so pretty with it.

My issue is that she stalks Gray and people will turn a blind eye to it mostly those who are all like, "Anime isn't real life, so it isn't an issue." She has a stash of Gray merch (Not a fan of it) Miss Girl stood outside in the rain bcs he was gone, I think she followed him in the manga against his consent and he caved in and let her stay.

Mashima could have written Gray a love interest who had her own thing but also loves Gray immensely but he makes her only reason for existing is for Gray's milked-to-the-max trauma which Mashima will not let go to save his life, Juvia has friendships with her guild members even with her female guild members which is clouded by the unreasonable jealousy for her beloved "Gray-sama"

Also, the hurricane caused an outage so this is very limited💀

Girl, why do you have gruvia mutuals if they will get up in arms when you point out the truth? /hj

But also thats why i block all people who like the ship and can't behave, which is most shippers actually

Juvia is a character i HATE deeply and also I love her, the thing is that i only love the version I reconstructed in my mind cause the canon one is beyond salvation. To me Juvia up until the Fantasia arc has a lot of potential, she has a cool magic, an interesting aesthetic and a particular character that although very flawed could still turn into something better, because you see we can tell she's an extremely lonely person, her obsessive attachment to Gray stems from that but she has moments with Lucy and Cana during the TOH and Fantasia arcs that show us that she could evolve past her obsession cause she now has a whole group of people who could act as her family. But since Mashima is an absolute idiot, he decided to halt any character development and then tried to make it a "mutually romantic" relationship that exhibits a fuckton of actual irl redflags.

The people who're all "anime isn't real life" need to pick up a fucking book about the ways fiction can and will affect reality, specially a person perceptions. Some people will think that Juvia's stalker tendencies are ok and could try to perform them cause "hey, if it worked for her it could work to make this person fall in love with me" or the contrary could also be true, that someone will ignore the redflags when they're being stalked and emotionally manipulated since Juvia is not, according to the series' morality, a bad character so neither is their stalker right? And it isn't just the stalking, Juvia DID manipulate Gray and take advantage of his trauma and vulnerable state several times to get him to "love" her. Gray "accepting" her affections is never going to be out of a place of actual required love but actually because Juvia has worn him down for years and at this point he might as well just give up trying to stop her, is the same dynamic at play with many male characters (and irl men) where they ask a woman out and pressure her until she gets tired of her no's being ignored but the only difference is that this time is a woman.

And you know what makes me angrier when thinking of possibilities? That I think gruvia ACTUALLY WOULD'VE BEEN A PERFECTLY FINE SHIP IF JUVIA WERE MADE TO BE AN ACTUAL CHARACTER AND NOT A WET PIECE OF CARDBOARD WITH ONE TRAIT.

I mean their elements complement each other!!! And the way they meet? Juvia, a person who's been lonely and depressed most of her life meeting Gray, someone who is so nice and compassionate, who gives her a bit of hope that she isn't meant to just be hated by everyone? IT'S EXCELLENT!! THEY EVEN COULD'VE BEEN BEST FRIENDS GODDAMMIT, MASHIMA JUST NEEDED TO NOT MAKE JUVIA A STALKING MANIPULATOR.

But as it stands i cannot tolerate this ship in any form nor the fans who ship it. The only way I can tolerate Juvia is picturing her as a lesbian who stopped pursuing Gray very early on.

That's it, hope power returns to you soon enough.

#straight outta the mailbox #anti gruvia #anti juvia #gruviugh #honestly if i had a tiktok I'd just complain either way and then turn off replies or however that shit works #can you turn off tiktok replies?#monet visits

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hey besti, drop some answers to mis preguntas tanks

1. you or cloud has a nightmare, how does one comfort?

2. what video games to you make iwa play? is he willing?

3. favorite date with iwa-chan so far?

4. has dango read to help you sleep before?

5. zack takes you to the beach, what’s the schedule?

6. favorite spot that iwa-chan has taken you?

7. neuvillette takes you to another nation! where and why?

8. this can uh be a free space too.. okok have fun

hi wifey<3 i see we copied my idea of sending questions!!! teasing, i love these and being asked them makes me feel sm better<333

1. kurasora (sky means sora in japanese, this ship name sounds better imo if anybody is stalking this post):

for cloud, i’m assuming either he’s still recovering from trauma or that sephiroth has invaded his brain. i feel like he just could use some warmth so i would definitely hold him and tell him that no matter what happened, it was never his fault and that it’s okay to still have nightmares. i’d probably soothe him by making him some tea mostly or even just running my hands in his chocobo-like hair. for myself, cloud would also do similar except he lets his actions do the talking instead of his words so he’s definitely hold me tight — rather rare since it’s harder for him to show affection since he doesn’t want to get too attached but he’ll do his best in order to comfort.

2. iwasky:

hajime is RELUCTANT but he tries to play final fantasy with me cause i told him i’m in the game (he regrets it because he knew i am not). he ends up liking aerith because he sees me somewhat and he gets annoyed since i said he’s basically cloud with the way he acts (his amazon cart has the cosplay already in it). another game is smash bros but he likes that more cause then he can get payback against me, his main is cloud (he also regrets this for like 0.2 seconds but he likes his playstyle) since i get distract and ultimately, he wins. i tried to get him into genshin, honkai star rail, and fate grand order but he said no cause he doesn’t want to go broke for pixels.

3. iwasky:

my favorite date is probably our first date since he was flustered and probably went for the most casual thing he could think of, an amusement park to which he won me a giant gible plushie and he was able to protect me from my fear of heights. he did NOT pick this idea, tooru did and he hatecrimed tooru because i looked miserable on every ride to which tooru texted back, “it’s okay, you’re protect her, iwa-chan! 😋🫶✨‼️” the arcade was fun as well as the food. bonus if it’s disneyland because star wars land is the BEST.

4. skyheng:

i mean honestly, yes. dan heng and i definitely enjoy just being next to each other so i believe quality time is a great one. he probably works on the data bank while i sleep since i sleep so much and he ends up reading it out loud to me to check for grammatical mistakes but also since i’m curious about his adventures since leaving the luofu. i’m sure it was relaxing for the most part to speak about his adventures and just makes me wish to travel more so maybe one day we could take our own little adventure outside of my dreams<3

5. skyzak:

i feel like this was inspired by a certain conversation… but anyway! love this one AHAHAHAHAH! anyway zack is the type to not have an iternary because he’s just bouncing off the walls which who blames him?? ITS BEACH TIME!! but i digress, a beach day is definitely a fun day! (provided that costa del sol isn’t also giving monsters a vacation as well, ahem anyway…) but definitely he’d grab me and throw me into the water as soon as we got to the beach, he’d make sure it’s safe but he’s also SUCH a tease. though, he’d realize we forgot sun screen so he waits about 20 minutes before throwing me in again. we also would have a picnic on the beach honestly, the resort provides the food though. he’s like 23 at this point so he’s a bit more mature but still has that childish glow. i’d try to teach him beach volleyball too, he’s so bad unless he’s serving overhand LOL. overall, a fun day without the monsters as we play in the water, perhaps building sandcastles and teaching each other small things about ourselves :)

6. iwasky:

iwaizumi hajime does not neglect great date SPOTS. he definitely does just silly little things like errands but sometimes he’ll trick me and just take me on a long drive!! my favorite time that he did this is when he took me up high on a mountain and overlooked the whole city as well as all of the lights below. he claims it’s because i needed to get out of bed more but i know he’s dying to take me. what’s even better is that along that, there’s an observatory at the top of the mountain and there’s a planetarium since he knows i like the stars but all he sees is his star while he smiles brightly at how happy i am, looking down below.

7. neuvisky:

neuvillette definitely seems like the type to be mr. worldwide SOLELY FOR THAT FACT that the water is delicious. i believe he would want the journey to be as short as possible though for work… unfortunately. he and i are both glad he could make the time though. we’d definitely go to the new area that released!! he probably likes it because there’s so much water there so it’s similar to what he’s used to and cause it’s closer than the rest. it was a small date for the two of us but it’s definitely nice to see how much neuvillette knows everything and explain the difference between waters<33

8. obesky / skylusiné:

q: your trope with them & why?

oberon and i would definitely fit enemies to lovers because he would hate my guts and be all tsundere but it’d be cute. or even sunshine x grumpy cause he is such a bum and claims he almost ruled the world if it weren’t for ritsuka and co. (he’s my perfect mothman)

melusiné & i would have the “i hate everybody but her” and the “who did this???” tropes because she loves with all of her heart and sacrifices for those she loves. i don’t believe i could like anybody else if she wasn’t there to fill me with the joy that she does every time i open fgo… i know miss dragon would lose herself if somebody were to hurt me though — she gets protective and possessive easily.

#lore (🪷)#kurasora(♡)#iwasky(♡)#neuvisky(♡)#obesky(♡)#skylusiné(♡)#skyzak(♡)#skyheng(♡)#ellie🫶

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Book review: ACOTAR saga by Sarah J. Maas

Rating:

A Court Of Thorns And Roses - 4⭐

A Court Of Mist And Fury - 5⭐

A Court Of Wings And Ruin - 4⭐

A Court Of Frost And Starlight - 3⭐

A Court Of Silver Flames - 3⭐

Well, this saga kept stalking me all over the internet. Everywhere, there was always someone recommending or talking about the books in such a way that I couldn't escape the spoilers. Still, I decided to give it a chance.

Some day, if you're looking for a hot and spicy romance with an interesting world, this saga is a good starting point. Since I read a lot of fantasy, I occasionally enjoy a good romance with a lot of tension that builds throughout the books, and I must say I wasn't disappointed with what I read.

To give you an idea, this book is about a world where Faeries and humans live separated by a wall. And one afternoon, Feyre, hunting food for her family, kills a creature she shouldn't have. As a result she is forced to go into Faeries territory and live with them. And little does she know that her life will take a 180° turn. Feyre fights for her love, for her family and friends, for her world and is broken in many ways because of that fight. But we also witness her recovery/healing. So we have a badass character whose personality and, in a way, her essence, grows and develops throughout the books, despite all the traumas that affect her.

Now… my reactions were:

(ACOTAR) I knew what I was going for and wasn't disappointed. *wink wink* I really liked Feyre and her badass personality. The world that Sarah created in this book is also interesting. Even though I read some spoilers, I'm still excited to know how it's going to happen.

🌶️chaps: 26, 27, 42

(ACOMAF) OMGGGGG this was intense. Can I pretend that I don't know the story already and reread????? Just woaw! I have no words!

🌶️chaps: 2, 42, 48, 55

(ACOWAR) I only didn't give 5 stars to this book because of the ending. (I don't want so say much because of spoilers but) Am I the only one who got the sense of repetition? And maybe I'm also used to reading more realistic and important deaths in a battlefield, than the ones that happened there. Either way, I really enjoyed the book. My love for Feyre and Rhysand kept growing. And I want more stories about their inner circle and how the rest of the world is going to unfold.

🌶️chaps: 14, 29, 39, 56

(ACOFAS) Ohh this book was just wholesome. A soft blanket to warm our hearts. We get to know more about the characters and it's also a reminder, to us, that everybody copes with trauma in different ways and that it takes time to heal.

🌶️chaps: 22

(ACOSF) Dudeeee what a let down.... Only the last 100 pages were worth my time.

Sarah why are you doing our favourite characters so dirty? Why??? The only fucking reason for them to start helping Nesta is because she wasted too much money in one night? HOW ABOUT THE OTHER MONTHS?!? Wtf?!? Even when Rhys doesn't give a fuck about their money! Like for real, wtf? I know it's Nesta's POV but we all know that Rhys isn't the shithead/bastard you turn/make him look like!! He's not fucking Tamlin come on! I'm not even going to rant any more about that.

For the people who love smut, this book is intense and full of it, have fun! For me, since I've been reading this series recently and one book after another, I have to say I was a bit annoyed with the sex in this book. Like can y'all keep it in your pants for a bit?! Obviously I wanted them both together, but for me it felt forced (maybe that's not the right word but wtv). Idonno, anyway.

My favourite characters were the House, Gwyn and Emerie. For me, they made the story more appealing and got me to finish the book. I hope they appear in the next ones. I love Cassian, but even him was weird in this book somehow. Andddd about Nesta... Jeezzz. I wanted to see her evolution and I was left with mixed feelings. Something about the way the author wrote about her personality and her character development, idonno. It's not that I don't like her, it's just the things she's going through and the things she has done, nothing justifies her actions. At least she got a good outcome so yeay to us!

🌶️chaps: 19, 22, 26, 37, 41, 44, 51, 58

#sarah j maas #acotar #acowar #acomaf #acosf #acofas #A Court Of Thorns And Roses #A Court Of Mist And Fury #A Court Of Wings And Ruin #A Court Of Frost And Starlight #A Court Of Silver Flames #book review #book recommendations #goodreads #reading challenge #2022

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Hi! Just wanted to say I was so excited to read the new chapter of The Monsters in Her Heart!! I was wondering, is there any chance of getting some insight into Klaus or Elijah’s POV even through a one-shot at some point? I’m so curious to know what they’re thinking during all these moments where they’re staring at Elena or she’s monologuing in her head - but also completely understand if that’s the point! Can’t wait for the next chapter already 😊

Hey! I think this was an ask for chapter 8 or 9, I’m not entirely sure now, but I’m sorry about how long it’s taken me to answer it 🙈

Hmm….I actually do have one or two snippets lying around of from Klaus and Elijah’s perspectives, but a lot of Monsters is about getting into Elena’s head, and seeing things through her perspective. It’s limited, unfortunately, because the trauma that she has gone through,has turned her into a bit of an unreliable narrator, but it’s intended to be that way. So much of the fic is about fear, anxiety, PTSD and the lasting effects of trauma and grief that it can only really work with her as the narrator.

But if you do want a bit of insight into Klaus and Elijah’s minds, I think they’re at very different places. Elijah sees Elena as many things, a doppelgänger, his soulmate and then as herself. It takes him a while to wrap his head around the fact that he’s destined to be with a woman whose face is deeply intertwined in his history and in his life. Over the time he spends with her and the more he finds out about her, the more he starts seeing her as her own person.

I think, to an extent, Elijah realises that there’s more to her trauma than she says, after all, he’s seen Klaus’ trauma responses, Rebekah and Marcel’s as well. So he recognises them, but he isn’t sure what to do, even though it does affect him. He knows that confronting her or talking to her won’t really end well, so he tries to help in his own ways.

It’s slightly more complicated for Klaus. To him, she’s both the woman he’s wanted more than anything and the one he didn’t want at all. Klaus doesn’t think a soulmate can change his life because he believes that anyone would easily pick Elijah over him, so he tells himself that he doesn’t need a soulmate anyway. That he’s fine as he is. But he does need his doppelgänger, which is Elena. And so she’s stuck being many things for him.

At first, he believes he can kill her, but he doesn’t because of Elijah. That lasts until she talks about the curse with him, and shows him kindness. Instead of talking about her own impending death (which she heavily romanticises), she talks about him. She’s worried about how the curse, the betrayal must’ve affected him, the loss of self that he feels, which he thinks no one else ever tries to understand. But she does. For days afterwards, he paints her face because there’s a chance she might just understand him.

Then she breaks down in front of him, and he realises he was right. There’s this part of himself that he hates, that he wants to avoid, and has repressed for centuries, which he believes to be weak, but he sees that part in her. And it reassures his belief that she truly might get him.

He tries to learn more about her, but her walls are high and he starts watching her, stalking her at night. Seeing her in his art studio, studying his paintings while he studies her, makes him think that he can keep her alive for a while longer, that it won’t be a big deal because he isn’t as affected as Elijah is, and that she might show him more of that compassion.

I do hope that gives a little more insight into Klaus and Elijah’s minds, and I might write a one-shot form their POV but only after this fic is over.

Also, that got a bit too long, but I hope that’s okay!

#anon asks #the monsters in her heart #klaus x elena x elijah #klena #elejah #hope this answer didn’t too long winded anon #elena gilbert #klaus mikaelson #elijah mikaelson #ot3 #thank you so much for the ask

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normal - steve kemp x reader: chapter four: inner darkness

I'm a slave to your addiction, your affection and your friction - hook line and sinker by royal blood

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Pairing: Steve Kemp x Female!Reader. Chapter Warnings: 18+ ONLY PLEASE. Mentions of: death/murder, dead bodies, cannibalism (basically everything Steve does to people in Fresh), blood, slight stalking mentions, vomit, blood, anxiety and bullying/past trauma. Also, some smut: mentions of sex (no descriptions of it, just mentioned) and masturbation. And of course: Steve Kemp just being Steve Kemp because that man is a warning all on his own. As always, if I miss any triggers, please let me know. Notes: I said to myself I was going to make this chapter a filler one aaaand it’s ended up being over 6k words so, oops? Also for some reason tumblr refused to tag anyone on my taglist when I posted chapter three, so if you missed it, please go read it and show it some love.

Credit to my wonderful best friend @thesundrop / @staticscreenwriting for my new dividers! Be sure to check out her writing, she’s great.

Early the following morning, Y/N wakes up. Her entire body is cold and achy, and her head is pounding. Frowning, she soon realises that she fell asleep on her bathroom floor. For a moment, she wonders why the hell she fell asleep on her bathroom floor rather than in her bed. However, as soon as she asks herself that question, the previous night’s events come flooding back to her. Her mind fills with images of her and Steve together, kissing each other and touching each other’s bodies. Almost fucking each other. Y/N’s stomach churns. A part of her is starting to realise that she likes those kinds of dreams…and maybe wants them to happen in real life. And that scares her more than anything in the entire world. Especially considering the people she’s been in contact with throughout her job.

She leans against the wall, trying to calm herself down and be rational…but failing. Why the fuck did her brain do this to her? She doesn’t understand it. Naturally, as a psychologist, she knows that plenty of people have sex dreams about someone. This, though, is different. This is having a sex dream about a fucking cannibalistic serial killer. And fucking enjoying it. God knows what Sigmund Freud would have to say about her. He’d probably have a field day, the fucking weirdo.

Of course, she knows a part of her has been attracted to Steve ever since she met him, but she always thought that was because of how conventionally attractive he looks. For the longest time, that was the deepest she thought her attraction to Steve Kemp went, and that was…okay to her. Well, as okay as it could be. She just never imagined it would turn out like this, with her seriously considering if she is actually falling in love with him or if this is some kind of perverted lust. And for a moment, she feels another spark of excitement throughout her body at the very thought of it being love. One she tries desperately to ignore. Because despite the number of exciting feelings she’s felt about Steve, she knows she can’t act on them or even entertain the thought of them being real. For obvious reasons, of course, but there’s another thought on her mind. One that’s been there ever since she started working at the FBI.

Sometimes, whenever she finds herself intrigued by the serial killers that she encounters, Y/N worries that it’s because her interest goes beyond a simple fascination. If it actually means that there’s some kind of darkness in her too, and if it will awaken and take over upon meeting the ‘right’ person one day. Of course, she knows that’s not true, considering the number of people she’s met over the years without any issues. Or at least, it wasn’t true back then. Because, as she said before, Steve is different, and she feels differently about him. So now…she’s wondering if Steve Kemp is the person to awaken her inner darkness. Her mind replays Steve’s looks towards her and him biting his lip. She always thought they were just him wondering what she tastes like…but she wonders if something else is there. If he senses there’s a darkness within her too, and he’s just waiting for the moment to encourage it to come out. And for a fleeting moment…Y/N feels a slight excitement at that prospect.

Her stomach churns once more, and she rushes to the toilet, emptying the contents of her stomach into it, holding on for dear life as her body shakes. Whether with dread or excitement…she doesn’t know.

“Fuck!” Y/N hisses. She almost considers banging her head against the wall in the hopes it removes any and all thoughts of Steve Kemp from her mind. Despite how interesting the prospect sounds, she decides against it. She’d rather try other options before knocking herself out. She sighs, looking up at her ceiling. Maybe she’ll just have to go cold turkey again, but this time for good. She’ll just have to go to her boss and say something about how uncomfortable she is with the whole situation...and ignore the pang in her heart at the thought of leaving Steve again.

“Fucking quitter. Told you there's no way she can handle this.” Familiar memories play through her mind. Voices that she swears she locked away years and years ago…but still manage to rear their ugly heads from time to time. Voices she promised never to let herself listen to or believe. The memories are soon replaced by others: pictures of the crime scenes, of all the things that happened to these poor women…and how she’s one of the only ones who can stop it from happening again. Y/N sighs. There’s no way she can stop seeing Steve. At least, not now. She can’t have any more blood on her hands.

Pulling herself up, she considers calling in sick to her work or just working from home today. She’s too tired and preoccupied with her conflicting brain to be surrounded by people today, especially her co-workers. Unfortunately, it’s only then that she remembers that she has another meeting with her boss and the police chief, who are expecting another report on her findings. It’s something she can’t miss. Groaning, she suddenly catches a glimpse of herself in the mirror. God, she looks fucking awful. Her hair is a mess, and there are giant bags under her eyes. Sighing, Y/N turns on her shower, hoping both it and her makeup work to at least make her look semi-presentable.

After all, what is that they say about concealer hiding a multitude of sins? Although Y/N thinks she might need a miracle to cover all of hers at this rate.

Later that morning, Y/N walks towards her boss’s office, ready to present her new findings to him and the chief. She can feel her hands getting clammier with nervousness, which isn’t helped by the sight of some of her co-workers staring at her, most with an unfriendly look, whispering to each other. Y/N sighs. Her co-workers have never seemed to like her, even when she first started at the FBI, and she has no idea why. Of course, it could be because, like Steve said, she’s a woman entering a predominantly male-dominated building, so they don’t like their testosterone challenged by someone like her, and they’re jealous of her success.

Although that argument seems to make a lot of sense, Y/N has still always wondered if people at her job hate her so much because they also think she has a hidden darkside. Maybe, like her, they worry that after meeting so many dark and evil people, she’s just as wicked, and that they’re in some sort of danger by working with her. Of course, she understands that what she does is scary - especially if these past few weeks are anything to go by - so she doesn’t hold that part against them. It’s just upsetting and frustrating to constantly be whispered about and treated like the devil incarnate for just doing her job, and it doesn’t help to prevent her anxieties either.

However, convincing everyone that just because she works with evil people, it doesn’t necessarily mean that she’s evil too is proving more difficult than she expected. And as everyone knows, when it comes to darkness, Steve Kemp is definitely full of it. Not to mention that for some reason, how close she and Steve are is somehow public knowledge to the whole agency, no doubt spread by one of her co-workers. Although to her, Steve is probably the one person she’s currently the closest to or even the person she’s been the closest to in her whole life, she’d never outright admit it to any of them, despite it being the hot gossip of the office. Understandably, most people do not want to be friends with someone like Steve Kemp. Sometimes though, Y/N wishes they could see the Steve that she sees. The same Steve who always seems happy to see her and compliments her and her intelligence constantly…even if it’s usually to boost himself and his ego. Maybe they’d feel a little differently after hearing that.

Y/N groans. Oh god, what is she even saying? Is she seriously trying to convince herself that Steve Kemp is a good person if they look a little deeper? And hoping that people might believe her? God, she really needs a break from this case.

“Freak.” Someone mutters under their breath as she walks by. Y/N tries to ignore the tears stinging her eyes and takes a deep breath, walking past the person without another word. Either way, she’d rather they didn’t stare at her because it’s not helping her nerves. However, before she has enough time to dwell on it, the door to the meeting room opens, and her boss quickly welcomes her inside.

Y/N works her way through her report, trying to seem awake. The last thing they need to know is that she was up all night trying to ignore what may or may not be growing feelings for Steve Kemp. Thankfully, with so much time spent pretending to be interested in what serial killers have to say under her belt, Y/N feels like she’s a bit of an expert at hiding her true feelings from others. “Going forward, I advise we go through the list of business partners and clientele that Ste-Mister Kemp….” She quickly corrects herself, hoping they didn’t notice her slip up. “...has happily provided us with.” She passes over printouts of the lists to each man. “Some of them are based in the US, but some are further afield. Mister Kemp stated he has not been in contact with them all, but some of them may well have clientele or…other interested parties within the US who could be our guy.” She explains.

“Thank you, Agent Y/L/N.” The police chief nods, and she smiles.

“No need to thank me, Sir. It’s my job.” Her eyes glance to her boss, who’s currently deep in thought.

“Oh! Yes, thank you, Y/N, for your information. I’m sorry, I was just thinking about the size of this list and its potential to spread out even further…I think you might need reinforcements.” Y/N gulps, hoping it doesn’t mean her co-workers will join her. It’s bad enough having them staring at her and making comments about her, let alone having to work close by them on a case or taking them to see Steve. That would be a nightmare for everyone. “Don’t you worry about that, though. I’ll sort it, and you go and do whatever it was you were working on before this. No doubt trying to solve the case, right Y/N?” He grins, gently waving her away. Y/N nods, chuckling lightly. If only he knew what she was really thinking about.

“Tell me more about the victims.” Steve orders the next time she sees him.

“All women, usually about college age. All students.” She replies. Steve nods.

“I see. Now tell me, why do you think he is stalking and hunting for people on a college campus, the one place where he can be seen and where people might recognise him?”

“Because he doesn’t care about getting caught. He just knows we don’t have anything worthy of an arrest yet.” Y/N answers. “Either that or he’s Mister Fucking Invisible, which sounds even more likely as time goes on. God, I just wanna catch this guy!” She exclaims, frustratingly throwing the file onto the ground.

“Hey, hey. It’s alright. I told you already, I’ll help you catch him. No need to get so upset.” Steve reassures her. Although she knows he’s still probably using this as an opportunity to show his arrogance, the softness in Steve’s voice catches her off guard.

“I’m sorry, Steve. I just…I haven’t been sleeping well, and with this case constantly on my mind-” she explains.

“Y/N.” Steve cuts her off. His voice is a little firmer, but there’s still a softness to it. Y/N stops quickly, expecting him to say something about how much he hates it when people apologise for no reason or complain. To her surprise, however, Steve repeats: “It’s okay. I told you already. No need to apologise or explain.” She waits for a moment, still expecting it to be followed by a comment about himself and his ego. Yet still, nothing comes, and she frowns slightly. That’s…different. “Are you ready to continue now?” She nods, still somewhat confused. Of course, it’s not the first time he’s said something to her or reassured her…but it feels different now somehow. It feels good. And she likes it.

“Now. I assume all the victims were in limited contact with their parents and classmates?” Steve continues. When she agrees, he grins. “I knew it. It’s a classic tactic people like me use. That way, they won’t be missed.” She almost pukes at that. ‘People like me’. What a weird way to describe serial killers, as if they’re just normal people. Steve looks her over once more. “Tell me, Y/N…are you close to your family?” Her eyes widen slightly, remembering his modus operandi, and he sighs. “Not like that. You’re perfectly safe with me.” He reassures her once again. Y/N’s still not sure whether or not she believes that, though. “Just wondering as part of our quid pro quo.” Steve asks. Sighing, Y/N tries to ignore all the bad memories going through her mind. She shakes her head.

“No. No, I’m not.” She admits. “Turns out most parents aren’t too proud of their child talking to serial killers and criminals for a living. It’s not exactly something to bring up at a dinner party.” She jokes awkwardly, hoping that Steve takes the hint and realises that this is not a route she wants to go down, not now, not ever. Steve looks her over, a strange look on his face.

“Well, for the record…I’m proud of you.” She frowns, taking a moment to determine if she misheard him.

“You’re…you’re what?”

“I’m proud of you, Y/N.” He repeats. “It takes a lot of guts to do something like this, and I’m glad you’re here. You’re special, you know that? It’s not that often, or ever people like you get people like me to talk.” She feels her heart rate rising and her cheeks burning. She opens her mouth in an attempt to speak, but can’t get the words out. Steve’s words have thrown her for a loop, and she has no idea how to respond. Her deeper thoughts and desires towards Steve come back to her again, and she gasps. He thinks she’s special? Like…genuinely? Is that why she thinks she likes him? Is it all just because Steve shows her love and appreciation when nobody else does? “Y/N? What is it?”

“You….N-Nobody’s ever said that to me before.” She replies. “You’ve never been this nice to me before.” The words leave her mouth before she can even stop them, and she immediately clamps her hand over her mouth, knowing she messed up. However, to her surprise, Steve doesn’t seem to be annoyed by her comment.

“Well. I guess I’m full of surprises, aren’t I?” He chuckles. “Now, come on. Let’s look at this file again, shall we?”

Y/N holds up a photo to show Steve. “Do you recognise anything? Or…have any opinions?” As Steve looks over the picture, Y/N watches him curiously. Even when faced with images showing the scale of human depravity, Steve’s face barely changes. His lack of empathy is eerie. Then again, she can’t exactly be too surprised, considering the sort of person he is. How could she ever think she’s attracted to someone like this?

“I’m proud of you.” His words from only a few moments before echo in her mind. Oh yeah. That’s why. She looks over him once more, staring at his silvery-blue eyes, which are far more beautiful than scary. Her eyes go even lower, tracing along Steve’s sharp jawline. She can feel her breath hitching in her throat. If you just ignore all the murder and cannibalism…he is really fucking attractive. If he wasn’t the kind of person he was…she’d probably happily date him. Even if a small part of her is still unexplainably excited by how twisted and evil Steve is.

Y/N’s entire body shudders as she realises what she just thought. Oh god, what is she even saying? She just admitted to wanting to date a serial killer. She came here to try and solve murders, not debate the attractiveness of Steve Kemp…even if he is pretty fucking hot. “Oh, he is bad, isn’t he?” Steve muses, utterly oblivious to Y/N’s mental turmoil. He looks up, realising Y/N is staring at him. He frowns, and Y/N’s cheeks burn with embarrassment. “Y/N? Are you sure you’re alright?” He asks. Y/N nods, too scared to open her mouth in case her thoughts escape. Steve continues to look at her curiously, as if he knows she’s hiding something from him, making her gulp. Thankfully, he says nothing more and begins his explanation of the photos.

In all honesty, Y/N’s not even sure if the rest of Steve’s words register in her mind. His praise from only a few moments ago is the only thing in her head, and it constantly replays, along with one other thought: the fact she’d date him. Ever since she and Steve started talking, she’s been worried about being attracted to him, wondering if, as she feared, it means she’s just as evil as him. And now it’s probably true. After all, why else would she feel this way about him? With tears stinging in her eyes once more, Y/N speeds through the rest of the interview, hoping to get away from Steve as quickly as possible. She knows he can definitely tell something is up with her, but she’s too panicked by everything else to even think about that. When the guard comes to collect her, Y/N quickly says goodbye to Steve, leaving before he can say much else.

Once outside of the cell, Y/N lets out a massive sigh of relief.

“Wow. It was that bad this time, huh?” The guard asks.

“Oh! Um, no. I was just kinda out of it today. This case is keeping me up at night. I need sleep.” She lies, hoping she can get back to her car and as far away from this place as possible.

“You know…” The guard sighs, beginning to escort her out towards her car. “I work with a lot of horrible bastards, Mr Kemp included.” She nods. “But your regular meetings really seem to be good for him.”

“What do you mean?” She frowns. He shrugs a little.

“I dunno. He’s just been smiling a lot more recently and seems more cheerful to everyone. He’s been talking about you a lot too.” Her blood chills. “Don’t worry! In a good way! Well, I guess as good as it can be coming from someone like him.” He chuckles lightly. “He tells everyone that you’re his friend, and god, some days he talks about you like you hung the moon. So, thanks for that, I guess. Or at least, just for making my job a little easier.” Despite how conflicted she feels about her feelings towards Steve, Y/N can’t stop a small smile appearing on her face at that point. It’s nice to be appreciated…she just wishes it was under better circumstances.

“You’re welcome.” She nods. Soon, they reach her car, and she gets in, waving goodbye to the guard as he starts walking back to the prison.

Once she’s sure he’s out of sight, Y/N lets out a frustrated cry of “DAMMIT!” slamming her hands against the steering wheel angrily. The tears break free before she can even stop them, and she clutches the steering wheel tightly as she sobs. Why couldn’t she just be attracted to literally anyone else? Why does Steve have to be so nice to her? Why does he have to be a serial killer and a cannibal and not a decent fucking human being that she could actually date without repercussions or judgement? Y/N sits alone for a while, letting all her tears out. She just wants everything: this case, her growing and conflicting feelings for Steve, and her anxieties to stop. She just wants to be normal.

Y/N looks up, staring at the prison. In all honesty, a part of her wishes she’d never even fucking come here in the first place.

Ever since she had her sex dream about Steve and realised that she would date him, Y/N’s subconscious seems to be deadset on refusing to let her forget it, despite how much she tries to. Both by having Steve’s words to her in the dream and in real life replay in her mind constantly, and making her have more dreams about him. Not all of the dreams are sexual, but worryingly, the sexual dreams are the ones that seem to be occurring more frequently. Even more worryingly, Y/N’s excitement about these dreams seems to amplify too, which also increases her thoughts about Steve. It also doesn’t help that Steve seems hell-bent on touching her every nerve and making her fall even harder for him. The other day, he called her a “good girl”, and she almost whimpered right in front of him. Thankfully, Steve didn’t seem to notice. Or at least, if he did, he didn’t say anything.

Y/N tries every tactic she can to cleanse her mind of Steve and her dreams about him, but none seem to work. Sighing, she leans back against her headboard. There’s only one other way she can think of to try and deal with these thoughts about Steve, and it’s the one she wanted to try the least. However, it has to be done. Rubbing some lube onto her fingers, Y/N gulps. It’s not so much trying to prevent the thoughts anymore…it’s more of an: ‘accept they’re probably there, act on them in private a few times, and then never speak of them again. Rinse and repeat until they’re gone’ type of solution. Y/N spreads her legs and moves her fingers towards her clit, beginning to masturbate. Steve’s face appears in her mind, grinning.

“Oh, you are a bad girl, aren’t you?” She can hear his voice smirk. “Look at you, the good little FBI Agent who’s too scared to admit she wants to fuck a serial killer like me.” She knows it’s just her imagination speaking to her and what Steve is saying isn’t real, but ‘his’ words only make her pleasure intensify as she continues to pleasure herself. She closes her eyes, still picturing Steve’s grinning face as she sinks deeper and deeper into her bedsheets. Or rather…falls deeper and deeper into Steve’s desires.

“Steve…Steve….” His name comes out in a whimper, and without her control. Although she’s unsure if she would’ve actually tried to stop it. The wetness between her thighs increases, and she can feel the orgasm beginning to build. And still, Steve’s voice is in her brain.

“Stop pretending you don’t like me or don’t want me. Stop acting like you haven’t noticed that I want you too.” Y/N lets out a moan at those words, one so loud that it takes her aback slightly. She has no idea whether or not this is her imagination or if it’s the feelings she’s tried so hard to bury bursting to the surface, finally free. However, she doesn’t have time to think too hard about that as the orgasm continues to build. She knows she’s close to finishing, and she needs just one little push to go. “You act all tough, but I know deep down…you’re just a filthy little whore. And I look forward to making you even worse.” Y/N curls her toes and screams Steve’s name as the orgasm and the feeling of ecstasy rocks her body as she finishes.

Afterwards, she lays there for a while, savouring the feel and the high of what just happened. That was the best orgasm she has had in a long time…and it was all thanks to Steve. It feels like a part of her has been awakened, a part that she used to keep buried. Having it finally released like this is surprising…and gratifying. And considering how happy she feels, Y/N realises she’s not sure if she wants to stop them anymore.

Soon, however, the high begins to fade, and Y/N comes crashing back down to earth. “Oh my god.” She pants. “What have I just done?” As the realisation begins to dawn, only one thought is on her mind: she really must be falling for Steve.

“Are you feeling better now?” Steve asks her the next time she sees him.

“Yes, thank you.” She lies, hoping he gives up and stops asking before he digs too deep or she’s forced to reveal the one thing about her that she doesn’t want anyone else to know. Instead, Steve doesn’t stop.

“I’m not sure. Something seems to be off with you recently. You seem out of it.” His blue eyes scan over her curiously, studying her body once more. Oh, if only he knew. Y/N can feel herself getting more nervous as Steve studies her…and she can also feel her body enjoying it too. Given the smile on Steve’s face, he’s clearly enjoying it as well. She gulps. God, please don’t let him find out how she feels about him, or have Steve actually like her. That cannot happen. Trying to ignore the pang in her heart at the thought of Steve not wanting her back, Y/N sighs frustratedly.

Suddenly, however, Steve stops looking over at her, frowning. He looks around the cell, deep in thought. It’s then that she realises that he’s sniffing the air…the air beside her. Y/N watches him do it, her panic slowly growing. “Something smells different. It smells…nice.” He murmurs. Her blood runs cold. He can’t know that she’s been masturbating over him, can he? Surely not. But then again, considering that Steve literally tasted people and sold them for a living…what if he can smell people that well? What if he can smell her cunt? Y/N’s heart almost stops.

Oddly enough, considering the kinds of killers that she’s been in the same room with…she swears that this is one of the times in her life that she’s felt the most scared. Strangely, however, part of her wants to laugh. Laugh at herself and how stupid she’s being. Because of course the fucking cannibalistic serial killer can smell that she wanked over him. And of course she’s worried that she might be falling for him. Steve turns to her, grinning. “It’s you! You do smell different, Y/N.” Y/N gulps. She wasn’t expecting to have to explain this to Steve at all, let alone right now.

“Um, I was-” She begins, her stomach churning more than ever.

“Yes….” Steve trails off, chuckling to himself. “You smell lovely, actually.” He pointedly bites his lip Y/N takes a breath, somewhat ready to try and explain what’s been going on. “Have you been using a new body wash or perfume?” Steve asks, and Y/N immediately breathes a sigh of relief.

“I have Steve. Thank you for noticing.” She lies, thanking whatever higher power there is that she doesn’t have to explain her weird dreams to him. However, she can see Steve staring at her weirdly, one of his brows raised as if he can sense that there’s something more to it. For a moment, Y/N wonders how Steve would react if he knew that she had a sex dream about him. Would he be honoured or find it as repulsive as she does? For some reason, a part of her hopes he would appreciate it.

“I see.” Steve responds. When he doesn’t say anything more, Y/N frowns. She’s so used to Steve having some kind of witty remark to everything he says that she’s grown to expect it.

“Is that it? You don’t have anything else to say to that?” Steve raises an eyebrow.

“Should I?”

“Well usually, you have some kind of response to everything I say. I was expecting you to say something about how I should keep focusing on the case or whatever you were explaining.” She points out. Almost immediately, she regrets what she said. Despite Steve telling her that she was free to speak her mind, she’s still worried about angering him. After all, it’s easy enough for a serial killer to say something is okay, and a whole other thing getting people to believe it. However, to her surprise, Steve chuckles…and she doesn’t detect any malice behind it.

“You do know a lot about me, don’t you?” He asks. “You’re right. I do usually have a witty remark to say. However, I care a lot about you Y/N, and I’ve grown very fond of you. So, when I notice that you’re not your usual self, or if you don’t feel well…it worries me.” He admits. Y/N gasps slightly, and her stomach twists. She wasn’t expecting him to say that. Of course, when she pretended to be sick, she received a letter from Steve, asking how she was. But she assumed it was simply done out of formality and politeness, or because he had been so used to seeing her that having some time without her would be weird. And Steve did tell her he’s proud of her a few days ago, but she just took it as a compliment despite how weird it felt. For some reason, she never once thought he might actually care about her. In a way, she never thought people like him did care about people.

Y/N’s head feels like it’s spinning, and she has no idea what to say in response. How could she be so stupid to not figure it out before? What else would Steve’s words to her mean? “After all…you are my partner, aren’t you? Of course I care about you.” Steve asks, stepping closer to her. So close that he almost reaches the line separating them from one another.

“Well, yes, you are.” Steve smiles.

“Can I ask you something else?”

“For our quid pro quo?” Y/N asks, her mind already racing with possibilities. Steve chuckles, shaking her head.

“No…just for me this time.” Frowning, Y/N nods.

“Are you still scared of me? Do you still see evil when you look at me?” Y/N represses a sigh. Of course he has to ask this now, after everything she’s going through. However, Y/N soon realises that for the first time…she doesn’t know how to answer that question. At least…not right away. Because of course she still thinks he’s evil. He’s a fucking serial killer and a cannibal. Either one of them on their own is bad enough, but them both together is a whole other nightmare. But Steve admitting that he cares about her has opened her up to many new conflicting feelings.

“...Yes, Steve. I’m still scared of you.” She answers, making him smirk. However, what he says next surprises her.

“Oh, are you?” He asks, cocking his head to the side once more. “Somehow…I doubt that.” Immediately, her blood runs cold again, and her heart skips a beat. Oh god. He knows. He knows what she’s been doing. He knows how she feels. Oh god, she’s fucked. He knows. Steve continues to grin at her, almost as if he’s relishing in the confusion and fear he’s causing.

“What are you talking about?” She asks. Steve doesn’t respond. Y/N can hear footsteps advancing down the hall, knowing they mean that their time together will be up in a matter of seconds. Still, she continues to stare at Steve, her mind and body racing, wondering what the hell he means if he’s noticed the one thing that she’s been trying to hide from him this whole time, silently begging for him to put her out of her misery.

The guard’s voice fills the room, announcing their time is up, and still, she continues to stare at Steve, waiting for a response to her question. The guard repeats his announcement, but she still holds her ground, waiting for an answer. She’ll stay all fucking night if she has to. “Steve. Answer my question.” She orders. Still no response. “Steve!” She repeats, her voice louder and more panicked. Still nothing.

“Agent Y/N, come on, it’s time for you to go.” The guard calls. Y/N stays where she is.

“Steve! Answer my question!” She demands, almost screaming at him.

Steve chuckles once more, grinning slightly. He leans in closer, so close that his body almost brushes hers. It sends another chill up her spine…as well as another burst of excitement. “You didn’t step back this time.” He whispers. She can hear the sound of the cord attaching him to the wall straining, knowing it means that he’s almost crossing the line between them, the line keeping her safe and the one she swore she’d never cross. Her eyes flicker down, and she realises Steve’s right. She’s right at the edge of the line. And yet, she still doesn’t step back. Not because she can’t…but because she’s not sure if she wants to anymore. Steve chuckles. “You’re so close to me. So close that I can whisper into your ear.” He watches as she breathes a small sigh of relief, yet still shudders slightly in fear. “So close that I can almost touch you…and I think we’d both like it if we did.”

After finishing her meeting with Steve, Y/N heads back to the office. Her boss called everyone for an important meeting about the case, and given that he called her to make sure she would be there, Y/N knows she can’t miss it…despite how much Steve’s words are still playing on her mind. “I think we’d both like it if we did.” He smirks. Despite Steve’s constant habit of annoying her, Y/N feels like he’s not pretending this time. And to her, there’s only one reason why that might be the case.

He must know how she’s been feeling about him and what she’s been doing. She’s so fucked. Maybe that’s what this meeting is about? Has Steve somehow already told her boss what he thinks she’s been up to, and she’s about to be taken off the case? Her stomach churns with anxiety, and she hopes that’s not what’s about to happen. And yet, for some reason…she seems more worried about losing her connection with Steve than she is about being taken off the case. God, what is wrong with her? She really needs to sort out her feelings once and for all.

Reaching the office, Y/N heads up to the room where the meeting is being held. As soon as she opens the door, the eyes of all her co-workers turn to see her. Immediately, Y/N starts wishing she was anywhere else. She heads to an empty seat near the front of the room, looking at her heels and trying to avoid all the stares and whispers directed her way. Taking a seat, her cheeks burn with embarrassment.

“Where have you been? Visiting your friend?” The man beside her whispers, a slight smirk playing on his lips. Y/N knows they’re just trying to get to her, and she ignores him.

“He’s not my friend. It’s just a job.” She hears a scoff and the people around her muttering:

“Yeah, right.”

“Stuck up bitch.”

Y/N sighs, trying to ignore how upset their words make her and prevent the slowly building tears from falling down her cheeks. Memories flash through her mind again, memories she tried so hard to lock away and ignore…yet still somehow always manage to rear their ugly heads.

“Stupid bitch.”

“What makes you think you can work at the FBI?”

“I give it two days before she runs back home to Mommy and Daddy.” Y/N hisses under her breath, ducking her head so nobody sees her teary eyes. Even though she works with all sorts of monsters…Y/N swears that sometimes her co-workers can be just as cruel.

“You’re a smart woman, and I’d be remiss if I didn’t let you share your thoughts.” Suddenly, Steve’s words echo in her mind, cutting through all the voices of doubt. “I’m proud of you.” And despite how much she knows it might be wrong, she finds solace in his words. So much solace, in fact, that a smile crosses her features. And for just a moment, Y/N realises how fortunate she is to have a reassuring voice like Steve’s in her mind. Because after all, it’s nice to have someone appreciate you…even if that person has a huge body count like Steve’s. At least somebody is proud of her. Maybe she and Steve are closer to the label of friends than she thought they were.

Y/N sighs. God, it really shows how insane her life is when the only person outside of her work who has a high opinion of her and who might be her friend is a fucking cannibal. A cannibal she might be in love with. She really needs a fucking break. Thankfully, the voice of her boss soon sounds in the room, cutting through her thoughts and making everyone look up.

“Okay, hello, everyone! Thank you all for joining this meeting today.” The room fills with a chorus of greetings. “Now, I have an important announcement to make today. There will be a few changes around here, especially considering how we approach this case.” Y/N frowns. What the hell does that mean? Then, she notices a man walking into the room, dressed in an impeccable navy blue suit. The man stands beside her boss and scans the room with a soft smile. Y/N’s eyebrow raises. He’s pretty cute. The man catches her eye, and her cheeks flush slightly. She averts her gaze, hoping she doesn’t embarrass herself too much. However, out of the corner of her eye, she swears she can see the man chuckling softly and smiling again.

“Thanks to the incredibly hard work of Y/N….” Her boss trails off, gesturing to her with a large grin. Y/N’s happiness stops, and her stomach drops. Her boss has just given her co-workers even more fuel to hate her. Sure enough, she can soon hear comments and laughter under people’s breaths. In an attempt to ignore them, she looks at the man standing beside her boss. To her surprise, he’s frowning, as if he hears their comments too. He also looks slightly concerned for her, making a small smile grow on her lips. Whoever this guy is, maybe she’ll finally have someone at work to fight in her corner. “...We have decided to start working through Steve Kemp’s list of clientele to see if any of them fit the profile. But since this list includes people worldwide, and therefore outside our jurisdiction, the CIA has graciously decided to assist us, and they have sent over their best Agent to help us.” The man beside her boss chuckles.

“Oh please, I doubt that’s true.” The man’s eyes go back to Y/N, and he gives her a small smile. One that makes her heart rate rise even more, and her smile grows bigger. Maybe his arrival is a sign of better things to come, and perhaps she doesn’t have to worry about Steve after all.

“He’ll be working with us for a few months, and he’ll especially be working closely with Y/N, using Kemp’s intel.” Y/N gives a small wave to identify herself to the Agent. He smiles, clearly happy to put a face to her name. “Oh! I almost forgot to introduce you!” Her boss chuckles. “Everyone, I’d like you to meet Agent Nick Fowler.”

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atinysunbaby · 2 years

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Fever | Ateez series

Ateez x fem reader

Eight boys, each with different stories, coming together in reason of rough childhoods. Growing up with bad parenting, lack of affection and authority, bullying and dangerous neighborhoods, led what were once small innocent boys to adrenaline junkies with bad boys reputation. They trust only one another, never letting their walls down, but what if they meet someone who can change that. Together, they will face the world's challenges.

Inception 》 Park Seonghwa

A cold hearted junkie, in depth to his dealers. Always putting himself into dangerous situations, wanting to feel the pain that comes after getting beaten up, to forget about all his struggles and the never ending darkness. Forced to take a business major by his parents, Seongwha has to push his passion aside. You want to help him, finding out you both share the same love for music, but he's not making it easy, ignoring the feeling of warmth filling his heart in your presence.

Pt 1

Pt 2

Pt 3 》Unwritten《

Eternal Sunshine 》 Kim Hongjoong

Born to lead people, from the moment he met the seven disturbed young man, he never let them down. The one they rely on the most, Hongjoong pushes his own feelings and problems aside. He's busy, has so much to take care of that he often is in a rush. Is saving up some money to go to college, he wants to study fashion. Babysits in his free time and even teaches himself about music composition. Can't remember what it feels like to be taken care of, to let his guard down, until he meets you, the pretty girl that caught his eye.

Pt 1

Pt 2 》Unwritten《

Take me home 》 Jeong Yunho

Intimidating to strangers, soft when it comes to his friends. Despite his cautiousness, Yunho knows when to be polite and friendly, but it still is a rare sight. He likes to help people secretly, the ones that deserve it in his opinion. The boy's caring side appears only when he deems necessary. Takes a year off' school to focus on himself and helps his uncle from time to time at his workshop, the man who raised him and thought him about mechanics. Your car happens to let you down the same day Yunho is on the clock. The start of a new story, you, could be what he needed to heal.

Pt 1 》 In progress 《 18%

I'm the one 》 Kang Yeosang

As far as people know, Yeosang is straightforward and rude and from what they say, he's cold and impossible to talk to. When in public, he gets lost in thoughts often and scare people off if they annoy him. He always loved photography, since he prefers to stay silent when there's others around, it's a way for him to express himself. You become the main character of his personnal projects. The boy has no bad intentions, only wanting to immobilize your beauty and admire it whenever he feels like. Unknowingly, pictures are taken of you, someone stalking you. You're unaware, until you look directly in the objective.

》 Unwritten 《

Good lil boy 》 Choi San

Shy, reserved, insecure, all because of his father who would smack him across the face if he showed any sign of resistance. The trauma from being abused since his childhood made him weak in his opinion, but there is another side to him. His duality is a bit scary, from his cute dimples and the blush on his cheeks to the smirk and sharp gaze, San is not to be underestimated. Works at a dog cafe, loves animals and even has one of his own, a shiba that in named Shiber. He's well known on IG and youtube, does covers, vlogs and gaming vids from time to time too. You happen to be one of his fans.

》 Unwritten 《

Be with you 》 Song Mingi

He's a sweetheart, someone that loves people, but can't act on it in reason of his social anxiety. Mingi's emotions aren't something he can control, most of the time they just get too intense, he feels misunderstood. He may be fragile from time to time, needing care from his seven brothers, but he knows when to stand up for himself or others he cares for. He doesn't take anyone's bullshit. His parents are owner of multiple restaurants in the city, they have a company called Song's. Mingi doesn't have a great repashionship with them, still, it doesn't stop him from going out to eat only to see his favorite server.

》 Unwritten 《

Turbulence 》 Jung Wooyoung

Emotionally abused in the past is what drove him to become a first class asshole, also recognized as a rude and selfish fuckboy. Treating everyone other then his friends like shit not taking in account their feelings. A popular dance major known around campus, but more especially in street dance battles. You, a sweet and gentle girl, Wooyoung's complete opposite, try to see the good in him. He could be misunderstood, he may have put on a facade to protect his heart. All you have to do, is keep on trying until he let's you in.

》 Unwritten 《

Rocky 》 Choi Jongho

Don't let his appearance trick you, his well built body makes him look like an intimidating strong men. It's a shame that most fail to see the kindness in him. Of course it's quite a bit difficult to do so, knowing that he likes to get into fights, it's a way for him to take out his frustration. He wants someone to share his passion for working out with, so when the two of you meet, he instantly falls for you. He succeeds in becoming your personal trainer.

》 Unwritten 《

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coolfire333 · 2 years

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OK ALSO I think that Adel deserved so so so SO much better in terms of his storyline in under the knife 2, ESPECIALLY when you look at Naomi’s progression from second opinion to trauma team. Well, maybe “deserved better” doesn’t quite describe my feelings because I don’t think they actively did him wrong, I actually like his character in under the knife 2, my main issue is that I think they didn’t explore it deeply enough...like the starting ideas and execution of his character arc is good, I just think it needs more

There is just so much potential there...I wish they’d done a similar storyline where you could play as Adel with the hands of asclepius in between playing as Derek with caduceus, I think that was a really successful part of Naomi’s storyline in second opinion because it gave a lot of insight into someone on the “opposite team” and it also created some really interesting tension because in liking Naomi and rooting for her, you entered into this weird grey area where you personally liked her but also disagreed with her villainous actions

And I feel like Adel’s story could have been so much more impactful if you got to play as him when he was working for the hands of asclepius. Looking again at Naomi, her reason for joining delphi is understandable but it’s still a pretty cruel decision on her part with how she’s willing to toss aside her morals so that she can keep working as a surgeon. But with Adel, he joins the hands of asclepius with good intentions, albeit ones also somewhat based on envy: he wants to be the best surgeon possible so that he can help his country, but he thinks that the healing touch is the only way to do this, and the hands of asclepius promises him that only they can help him achieve this

Naomi’s complexity comes from the fact that she doesn’t really have any strong morals at the start of second opinion. She very much knows that what she’s doing is wrong, and to a certain extent Navel will let her push back on certain boundaries when she feels that delphi is REALLY crossing a line (like when she convinces him to let her try to save the photographer who crashed his car trying to stalk them instead of just driving away to leave him to die), but at the end of the day she KNOWS she is not working on the side of good when she’s with delphi.

And it’s a decision that she comes to eventually regret, and she struggles with this aspect of her past a lot in trauma team (Little Guy also seemingly shares this conflict, although we don’t get to see much of his transition to “good” or his low points in struggling with his past actions like we do for Naomi...but talking about him is its own post entirely)

But Adel has always been interesting to me because I think his complexity comes from the fact that he DOES have very strong ideals, but his obsession for perfection and his jealousy warp his sense of morality to the point where he ends up no longer doing the right thing. He doesn’t seem to know how dubious the hands of asclepius is until he’s already in too deep, so deep that he either doesn’t realize what they’re doing isn’t right because he’s fully consumed by his emotions, or he ignores the bad things they’re doing to focus on honing his abilities as a kind of “net good” scenario, again very similarly to how Naomi acts

Derek immediately forgives Adel’s behavior after his surgery, saying it was just the neo-guilt affecting his mental state, but Adel corrects him in saying that although the neo-guilt did cause him to behave irrationally, he really was mad at Derek for his percieved slighting of him earlier, and he was geniunely envious of Derek’s abilities, and he now sees that his behaviors were unhealthy.

Like, it would have been so easy to dismiss all of Adel’s standoffishness and later hostility as just being a result of his illness, but he flat-out admits that no, he was sick and that explains how extreme his behavior became, but he really did have these same feelings deep down.

There’s also the parallel between him slowly falling into evil and Naomi slowly exiting out of it that really could have benefitted from him having his own playable missions. We start off seeing Naomi in delphi, and although she is also working for the side of good during this time, it’s hard to get a sense of how she works as a hero here since she’s still heavily allied with evil.

But we see so much of her regret and commitment to atonement in trauma team, and that’s really the best character arc in all of the games imo, and one of the reasons she’s my favorite character in the whole series (and one of my favorite fictional characters period), because she’s done an equal number of good and bad deeds and seeing her able to get her life back after she fully turns herself around is incredibly moving.

So, we get to see basically her full transformation from evil to good, but other than a brief mention of her backstory in Japan, where she was presumably an honest doctor, we don’t get to hear much of her initial good deeds and we certainly don’t get to actually see how she initially gets involved with delphi and turns to evil in the first place.

BUT we do see that more with Adel’s joining of the hands of asclepius, which is the perfect opportunity for having the reverse of Naomi’s story, where we get to see Adel having a shaky and troubled start as a doctor, much like Naomi, before slowly getting involved with evil, before he eventually is made aware of the harmfulness of his actions, at which point he realizes that he needs to redeem himself.

We do get to see Adel’s change of heart at the end of the game, but it’s much less than we see Naomi’s change of heart, considering that we not only had the last half of second opinion to see her finally doing good, but the entirety of trauma team to fully show how far she’s come. And I don’t necessarily mind that Adel’s redemption isn’t shown in as much detail, because I think that seeing his decent into evil as a foil to Naomi’s storyline could be much more interesting and novel. But that’s my main issue, is that I REALLY think there’s so much unexplored potential in his storyline

Basically I just really love Adel and I think he’s severly underrated...he has a pretty good character arc in-game and it’s something that I think can really be expanded upon if you acknowledge the potential he has as a complex, troubled character

#trauma center under the knife 2 #trauma center second opinion #trauma team #adel tulba #naomi kimishima #derek stiles #talking #text post #long post #trauma center

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rosethefrikiartist · 3 years

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Yandere Friday Night Funkin Characters Headcanons

These headcanons are about the polyamorous relationship "BF x GF x Pico x Reader"

I TRANSLATED THESE HEADCANONS WITH GOOGLE TRANSLATOR AND MY LIMITED KNOWLEDGE OF ENGLISH. If anyone of you notice any grammar and spelling errors, please let me know.

Warning: The characters are OOC. In this headcanon BF doesn't speak with "beep-bops", he speaks normal. All characters are +20 years old. Contains mentions of unhealthy relationships, stalking, violence, manipulation, torture, and murder.

BF / Keith

Obsessive yandere.

Despite his street outfit and his mocking and sarcastic attitude, he is a child in need of affection

He is a love-struck guy and he had a few lovers throughout his life, but his obsessive tendencies only manifested with Pico, Cherry and (Y / N).

He knows a large part of Cherry's life and Pico's dark secrets, he needs to know even the smallest detail about you: your likes, your passions, your fears, your goals, your dreams and hopes, EVERYTHING. This leads him to review all your social networks to find even the smallest information about your life.

He is very detailed, composing and singing songs about you, saving the money he has to take you and Pico to eat or to the cinema (he doesn't do the same with Cherry because she always pays the bills before he can take out his wallet) and he graffiti their faces on the dark streets of Philadelphia.

He will not deny you having contact with your family, having friends, a work and other types of human contact, but he would be very distrustful of others, demonstrating it in passive-aggressive comments and small malicious actions (such as closing doors in the face).

He's not aware of his yandere tendencies at all, since he believes that what he does is completely normal in a relationship.

He usually feels very nervous when he doesn't spend time with you, Pico and Cherry, he constantly checking your social networks to see your latest connections. He only calms down when you text him or give him physical affection.

Disputes are very rare, but when happen he panics, because seeing and hearing the anger, sadness and disagreement drives him crazy, he will start crying and begging for forgiveness, even if he did not start the dispute. This is a bad combination with Pico's attitude, and you generally comfort him.

In case someone comes to insult you, he will go into defensive mode. His silver tongue is his best weapon and he will begin to destroy the aggressor with words, be it in a freestyle battle or in a verbal fight.

If things get physical, Keith won't hesitate to fight. This little gremlin has fast and light feet, being able to deliver several kicks in a short time. Although he doesn't have much strength, he makes up for it with his speed and agility.

GF/Cherry

Manipulative Yandere.

Don't be fooled by her relaxed attitude and her pretty face, this demonic girl can be a real beast when she proposes it to her.

She had many lovers, but none of them lasted more than a few months, since they were only interested in her because of her appearance or her money, but that changed when she met Keith and (Y / N).

She loves to be given handmade things, even if they are not expensive, because she prefers something made with love and dedication (like a letter, a dessert or a song).

She has no qualms about spending huge amounts of money on you and Keith (and Pico when he joins), whether it's shopping for high-quality clothes, dining out at fancy restaurants, or going to expensive bars. Money has no value to her, but seeing your happy faces warms her heart.

Like Keith, Cherry will not deny you have contact with other humans, but she will monitor them very closely, without ANYONE noticing her. This girl is an evil detector, and at the slightest hint of malice or interest on the part of someone, she will manipulate you to end any friendship or relationship, without raising suspicion.

She is aware of her yandere tendencies, but she justifies herself by saying that she does everything for the sake of her relationships.

She doesn't get nervous as Keith when she doesn't spend time with you (she doesn't care so much about Poco because she knows he can take care of himself, although she still keeps an eye on him), since she can check your social networks to see how are you. If that doesn't reassure her, she can hire someone to watch over you or she can use her demonic powers to do it herself.

Disputes are rare and when they occur she doesn't lose her composure. She will try to reach an agreement between the two of you to solve the problem, but if things don't improve or she doesn't like the agreement, she is not afraid to use her manipulation tactics against you. She has manipulate Keith and Pico on more than one occasion, don't challenge her.

In case someone comes to attack you, that person only has 2 destinies: pain or death. If it was only a verbal attack, Cherry may spare their life and only leave their with severe trauma and physical injuries, depending on what their said (and depending on whether it's just you and her or Keith is there too). But if it was a physical assault, that person is dead, either at that moment (especially if Pico is there) or a few hours later, but their will definitely not see the dawn of a new day.

Pico

Possessive and overprotective yandere AF

He has a hard time being able to open up to others due to his dark past, and it is even more difficult for him to be able to fall in love with someone, but when he does, oh boy! he fall hard. He has only fallen in love with 2 people: Keith and (Y / N).

He isn't a very expressive person with his affection, being quite serious at first, but as things warm up he will show more and more acts of affection.

He doesn't know how to react when you give him things, he gets very nervous and blushes, even if you give him small things or very simple details. Anything you give him (except food) he will keep in a safe and he cherished for a lifetime.

He is very suspicious and aggressive towards anyone who comes into contact with you and Keith, even they be close friends or casual acquaintances. He only relaxes when he's with Cherry, Darnell, and Nene.

The traumas of his past make him reckless and impulsive, being someone violent, but directing that violence against other people instead of against you.

Pico is fully aware of his yandere and violent tendencies, coming to feel guilty for longing for your love, but at the same time he's feeling jealous and sick if he imagines you with someone other than him, Keith or Cherry.

He is a total paranoid when you are not near him, because the voices in his head torment him telling him that someone is going to hurt or kill you, he will reach the extreme of stalking you to know where you are to be able to calm him down. If he can't do this, he ask Cherry to keep an eye on you.

Disputes happen with some frequency, generally caused by his paranoia and fear (or when he hears Cassandra's voice telling him in his ear that she will torture and kill you to make him suffer).

These disputes can quickly turn into verbal fights where Pico dissociates himself from reality (this is noticeable because his eyes go from graylish green to pure white) and he can say very hurtful things. By now, you and Cherry should calm him down (or knock him out, whichever comes first).

If these disputes escalate too far, Pico will leave the house, with gun in hand, to vent his anger and frustrations on the first petty thief he meets (however, no one will be bothered if an unidentified corpse is found in an alley in the dangerous area of the city).

In case someone comes to attack you or Keith, that person is dead or invalid, without prior exchange of words. If it is a verbal attack, the bullet will lodge in their spinal column, and if it is a physical attack, in their skull, without any remorse. Suffering can be prolonged if Cherry is there.

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gpsoftun · 3 years

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Awww, see Logan? Kids aren't so bad ☺

The time has come again for me to rain on fandom fun. Although, considering how many times Fox has violated everybody, most should be numb at this point.

Like dofp, people see X2 as a worthwhile sequel. I mostly liked it at first and though it's way better than dofp, I'll take X-Men 2000 over it any day.

There are good elements in it. Kurt/Nightcrawler is really great and unlike his mother, he stays fully clothed. He has significant moments with his sister Rogue and their sleazy mutual mother. The relationships are never referenced specifically but get the frick out of here with that. Not one of Erik's multiple, well-known children show up until four movies later. With Raven, half these flicks might as well be called Tyler Perry's Mystique's Family Reunion. Shoot, they should've let Perry direct. At least he attempts human emotion and relationships.

Rogue's excitement over Logan coming home was so heartfelt. As was Logan's continued affection for her and initial gruffness with Bobby. Scott was too wonderful for this series. Logan jacked his motorcycle, but the first thing Scott asks him is if he found what he was looking for. Logan's conversation with Professor X and Prof being playful/fatherly toward him was sweet. Logan agrees to watch the kids- back before he decided he loathed children. Magneto teaming up with them provided some cherished moments of him taking the wind out of Logan's overrated sails. And Pyro joining Magneto actually made sense. To think, the old man didn't even have to prey on him sexually- no matter how much McKellen likely wanted that in his contract. My goodness, the male actors in these movies. They actually come in to work. It's a good thing most of Rogue's scenes are with them. Don't need those X-women bringing her down.

Blah, blah, blah let's get to the bad.

For some random loner they've known less than two weeks, Logan is made too important among the X-Men. Professor X treats him like a son, Jean is all girly blushing at the mere sight of him; the kids all have such reverence for him, and Stryker is stalking him for his alleged greatness. If not for Magneto dissing him and Hugh Jackman's fine acting, Logan would be a collosal gary stu.

Speaking of Magneto, wtf was wrong with him in this movie?! This was seriously his descension into one-dimensional villainy. WHY didn't Magneto immediately tell Charles about the threat on the school?! WHY was he so remorseful towards Rogue in the last movie but mocking his near homicide of her- an innocent mutant child- in this one?! WHY would he be stupid enough to try to commit global genocide against every homo sapien?! Forget the ethics. That would wipe out most of the population and cause immeasurable destruction and chaos across the.globe. WHY did he leave his 'best friend' and only prison visitor to die?! WHY is this genetic scientist who can mutate regular humans still trapped in McKellen's wrinkled, prehistoric empty sack of a body?!

WHY didn't Mystique anonymously contact Prof X about the raid?! WHY did she openly laugh at her daughter's trauma?! WHY is she running around naked in front of her son?! WHY is she trying to risk procreation with Logan when she can't be bothered with the kids she already has?! WHY does fandom pretend she's beautiful when she's really a hideous animalistic pet wench?!

WHY is Jean such a gullible, naive tramp?! WHY is she cheating on her kidnapped boyfriend with a lustful, unreliable hobo?! WHY did she leave the house with that haircut? WHY couldn't she just stay dead?! WHY does Fox do good female mutants dirty yet put the evil ones on a pedestal?!

I'll complain about Scott later.

Why is this thing even called X-Men United when most of it has them scattered from each other? To this day, X-Men 2000 is the only X-Men movie with the X-Men as a functional team!

And oh boy, we need to talk about *that* scene. You know which one i mean Yeah, buckle in for this bull, boys and girls 😠

After the mansion invasion, Bobby brought Rogue, Pyro, and Logan to his family's Boston house. The Drakes come home suddenly and Bobby 'comes out' about being a mutant..........

Ooooooookay... hey, gays, c'mere. Come, come. I get it. Singer got you- not to mention McKellen- reeled in with this transparent pride pandering. Now, look, I acknowledge that a number of you can relate to Bobby here. Being altogether exiled from family or them never accepting who you're going out with. I'm sure there have been violent and cruel reactions as well.

That being said, this scene is terrible! Bobby's parents being troubled by his mutation I can buy. His mother ready to scream because he chilled her tea, no. Bobby's *little* brother being so utterly repulsed- seriously, even this kid emotes better than Jean and Storm- that he runs upstairs and calls 911 was unforgivably exaggerated and stupid! Then, the Drakes just completely abandon Bobby when he and his friends are being rounded up by law enforcement.

I know to people like Singer wholesome, two-parent suburban families are really a front for kkk headquarters. One of those bigoted assumptions that no one points out. But no way do I buy that Bobby's parents could have and love their firstborn for almost twenty years, only to throw him to the wolves because he can generate snow cones. For pete's sake, there are parents willing to alibi their known serial killer-rapists, drug dealing, school shooting, bomb building children! I can't even call it a cartoony reaction because the actual animated adaptations weren't nearly so spoon-feeding.

On the 90s show, did Christopher Summers treat Scott like this? No! When they met, Christopher already had a team made up of intergalactic weirdos, including a white cat lady who inspired one of my characters. Did Jean's parents react badly? Before the stupid phoenix movie, she had the most stable family in every adaptation. Gambit's little bayou swamp family of thieves reacted to meeting the X-Men with such nonchalance that they had to be okay with mutation. Hank distanced himself from his family but only because he had such a physical mutation and didn't want to make trouble for them. Professor X couldn't tell about his mutation because during his era, he would have been institutionalized for hearing voices. Rogue's father threw her away, but that evil redneck was probably just mad he couldn't molest her. Even Jubilee's foster parents loved her. They just didn't know how to help her.

On X-Men Evolution, Evan's parents were too cool with his and Storm's mutations. So were Kurt's adopted parents. In fact, most of the students went home for the holidays. Ironically, the most negligent parents were flippin mutants, Mystique and Magneto.

I don't know what is with these movies and reducing the world to black and white caricatures. It's especially bothersome since the only really innocent mutants across the films are Rogue, Kitty, Jubilee, Kurt, and Scott. The rest go insane with power, join cults or other nefarious organizations, go on killing sprees, cause billions of dollars in property damage with their ridiculous inter-mutant tiffs. Oh wow, I just realized that these movies make mutation an allegory for urban gangs(Erik) vs. youth outreach programs (Charles).

Anyway, Rogue flies a plane to keep them from crashing, despite being a terrified young girl with no mary sue magic like her mother. Jean dies for stupid reasons but we still get a brief peace before the wet rag demon reemerges. Rogue is finally given a proper uniform and joins the team alongside her brother Kurt and Sc- SCOTT? W- b huh?! Kurt and Scott are right there when the Professor so properly but ominously tells the president to leave his babies alone. That wet rag drowning in water didn't prevent Scott from leading the X-Men. Kurt never left. What happened?!!!!!

.... Wait. Is x3 like the first Power Rangers movie- non-canon? So that means Jean really is dead and everything from last stand to logan is just a nightmarish alter-Earth.

Also meaning.....

-Scott got over the wet rag and dedicated himself to his students.

-Kurt stayed to get to know his sister.

-Logan and Scott developed a genuine friendship with no hootchie in the middle.

-Scott retained his place as Professor X's rightful heir.

-Charles and Erik really did meet as teenagers. They did have a long friendship at one point. Erik never paralyzed Charles!

-Rogue and Kurt eventually tracked Mystique down for child support

-Charles IS the hero!!!!!

I knew x2 was better than dofp 😄

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