#hadnt been there somehow

[trekkele]

For the last fucking time: Superman is the reason Batman didnt get to kill the Joker.

#if i have to see. one more post. about how SUPERMAN would have totally 100% avenged jason if he had been together with bruce or if bruce #hadnt been there somehow #if i see one more post suggesting BATMAN is the one who held back clark. who broke clarks hand while scolding him for his lack of #self control. or bruce telling clark it ‘isnt what jason would have wanted’ #i am going to lose my mind #‘well clark killed joker in injustice so he totally would do it for jason!!’ no he wouldn’t because. he. didnt. #injustice is fucked for lots of reasons but one of them is that clark has repeatedly proven he would not in fact do that and also when he #does do that literally everyone suffers but ok! sure! clark is #ok i was going to be sarcastic about clark being the best and a savior and a saint but like i do love my boy #but he simply would not fucking do that.

[nobodymitskigabriel]

I love the idea that Gabriel is one of the few beings in existence capable of understanding the scale of Sam's torture in the Cage. Sam's trauma might make him "out of reach" to ordinary people in some respects, but it also gives him an otherworldliness that puts him on more even footing with supernatural beings like Gabriel.

#but i also dont think gabriel could understand sam very well and wouldnt even want to if he hadnt suffered himself #not that u need to suffer to be empathetic just that gabriel is naturally scornful and self absorbed #he doesnt care about sam until he has a reason to #yes gabriel is one of the few angels to value humans but he doesnt see them as perfect equals #but the fact that sam 1. took a nosedive into LUCIFER'S CAGE for all of humanity's sins #and 2. somehow SURVIVED the ordeal and came out the other end walking and talking #dramatically alters the way gabriel sees him specifically and wouldve to some extent even if the asmodeus arc hadnt happened #by the end of s13 after everything both of them have been through he's unable to see sam as anything other than his equal #and i think having someone capable of understanding the cage and lucifer the way gabriel does would end up making all the difference #supernatural #gabriel spn #sam winchester #sabriel

[enevera]

nothing feels real. its like some fucked up dream i can't wake up from, like if i could wake up i could call her and talk to her. but it's not a dream and i'm never going to see my mother again.

#genuinely i used to have nightmares like this but the real thing is somehow so much worse #she was my best friend #its probably sad to have your mom be your best friend but its the truth #now i have to just. keep going? ehat the fuck #this isnt even abt anything im just talking rn #vent #i was there when she died. i held her hand. she hadnt been awake in over a week #what if i forget her voice?? or what it felt like to hug her?? #she was supposed to have more time #we were all supposed to have more time #she was going to turn 55 this year #fukc

[snixx]

Do you have someone you talk to everyday? Except family

anon why are you trying to give me an existential crisis in the middle of the day:') also. bold of you to assume i talk to my family every day jsfhdkjghjk

#EVERY day every day? idts. i do not talk to my college friends at ALL when im home over the weekends #except rarely when they text me about assignments #but i guess i talk to them every day during the working week cause i meet them every day #i guess i talk to certain mutuals pretty much every day. i think ive talked to phobicule almost every day this week #shoutout to hana and rafaela i think the past couple months ive been talking to them pretty much every day #i USED to have someone id talk to every single day even when we hadnt lived in the same city since elementary school but #that's a different story. she sucks #and i dont think we've been friends let alone best friends in like eight months now #and there were a couple of other people id talk to every day and we still do talk and i still love them as much obviously #but im just constantly drained and overworked so not EVERY day #and there are some people i wish i could talk to more but somehow have even less time and energy than i do #but i dont think we're any less close than we used to be because of that. life's just hectic we're still a call away #anon (derogatory) #<- sorry:') #im assuming you saw my college post and i dont really get why youd send this lol

[magentagalaxies]

honestly so mad nobody's paying scott and paul to be oscars commentators because oh my god ideal viewing experience. scott showed up an hour late because he didn't realize the show started earlier this year. paul had seen almost every movie and had a lot of opinions. scott had seen none of the movies and somehow had even more opinions. paul got ridiculously hyped when what was i made for won best song. scott was thirsting over john krazinski any time he appeared onscreen for two seconds and the comments got increasingly strange and specific. the three of us losing our minds for the entirety of john mulaney's bit. during "i'm just ken" scott was like why is this so homoerotic so i had the pleasure of explaining to him the lore behind cock ring ken (bellini already knew about cock ring ken but that's because i explained it to him back in august). jfc i want to do this every year. someone hire the three of us to host

#iirc paul had seen all the nominated movies except the shorts‚ the documentaries‚ a few of the animated features‚ #and a few that were only nominated for vfx. but everything else he had actually seen #if it hadn't been for bellini i probably wouldn't have watched the oscars this year bc i didnt really care about any of the movies #(hadnt seen most of them. the ones i had seen i wasn't a huge fan of) #but i'm so glad this somehow happened it was so funny

[tendebill]

[oc]

UKEF royal family as babies >:3

maffi is done and dealing with the pressures of being the heir to the throne, bernard is smol and so so silly and so so so unbothered by life

and david is the middle child.

they love playing pirates :)

#tendebill art #tendebill ocs #i headcanon that if david hadnt been born as a royal he would have probably been a pirate #maffi would probably have still gotten into politics or maybe law or something like that #bernard would probably live in a cottage and do his own thing #like bro cannot be arsed to care #he grew up around overachiever-constantly stressed-permanent deadpan maffi #and mister my toxic musculinity makes the testosterone levels rise in everyone i encounter and also i am scared to cry and will smash the- #walls upon encountering the smallest inconvinience aka david #he has no fucks to spare #hes seen it all #he watched his siblings battle it out for the throne and watched david cheat in that duel & start wars and watched maffi stage coups #all this bullshit #i have a headcanon that he always accidentally blends into the background of every room he enters #like his shirt somehow matches the wallpaper #his pants blend in with the curtains #no one notices hes there everyone forgets he exists #also i had an epiphany that maffi is prolly autistic #i wont elobarate cuz my fingers are aching from typing but trust me that it makes sense #queue

[anthyies]

(finally seeing the post everyone’s vaguing) i need to vague this too

#Help. <- Post about people being annoying and wrong and obtuse about comics #Like… putting the phrases himbo & not the sharpest tool in the shed & dumb of ass on a shelf away from people until they behave #He literally isn’t even any of these things people jsut have decided what they think kon’s like before reading anything with him. like. #geoff johns you will pay for this. L + ratio + somehow read sb94 but took literally nothing from it + you could have done interesting things #maybe but instead doubled down on the oh noooo i have evil genes and no soul like that hadnt already been dealt with in a much more #interesting way #WHATEVERRRRR. if u make t/mkon (don’t want it to show up in the tag) a smart / dumb dichotomy im stealing something out of your house and #also putting every single issue of sb94 in front of u ok

[sanji-piss-hell]

rewatching thriller bark I don't remember any of it. I have to wonder how peronas ghosts and sanjis self worth issues are gonna mix. Cause like, mans out here being called a defective product his whole childhood. From what I recall when he gets hit its just the stereotypical gag. I hope that oda used this as an opportunity for foreshadowing tho

I am going to start keeping a list of moments like these so if I ever write a fic I'm armed and ready

#one piece #ty talks #moments where oda coulda foreshadowed germa #another moment like this I can think of is when franky is revealed to be a cyborg because he has metal skin #i have a feeling oda hadnt fully planned out germa yet by this point he just knew that sanji has other stuff going on but #that would have been a perfect moment for it cause like #i feel like hed have like ptsd flashbacks before realizing oh this is not the same #instead his reaction is just “awesome!" #This once again adds to the idea that sanji has either fully repressed all of his germa memories #or hes actually moved on somehow (i doubt this) #orrrrrrr hes just that good at pretending #its one of the three

[txmxkis]

ugh.

#i really try to be a compassionate person but. i am tested constantly #like yes. i understand that u are not confident in the way u look. truly i am the same way #but do u have to rage about how pissed you are that youve probably gained a few pounds #and scream about how u cant believe youre so fat. while i'm sitting here right in front of u. in fact do u have to do it in front of anyone #and do u have to take it even further and cry about how being 'fat' makes u 'ugly' #like i get it okay. ive had a really hard time with my body for. Ever #but your body is just doing its best to keep u safe. stop treating it like you failed somehow cause u gained some weight #and definitely dont say that u wouldve been better off if u just hadnt eaten at all. what the fuck #STOP HATING FAT PEOPLE INCLUDING YOURSELF. or at the very least dont dump it all on me cause im sorry. but im done #sorry for the rant but jesus christ. #[☂] — bunny babbles #tw fatphobia

[just-your-average-tangerine]

I've tried having patience but 7 months on t with no new changes after the first 2 months is really getting to me

#the first 2 months were on a ridiculously high dose because the pa lied to me #then 3 months at .25 #then she said i was close to the right levels just a little too low #so they moved me up to .35 #and just last week she told me that 2 months at .35 hadnt changed my levels #i was still at what id been at .25 #so im up to .4 now #but literally nothing has changed since i got off the higher dose #is it possible that fucked me up somehow? #am i just not going to get any more changes because they fucked up my dose for the first 2 months? #op

[oatbugs]

they r soooo. anyway

#lol um anyway . i kissed them for the first time yesterday but it literally feels like a yr ago but it also feels like today #on a bridge at night against a cityscape. river looked like a painting...etc it was nice . and then. yh theres a lot to talk abt #so i dont wanna say it all rn bc im tired but yeah. they r . sooo. pretty cool etc etc. whatever im fine im just . angry that i dont get to #see them that often bc they live in a diff city etc. also took them to a spot which usually is like . relatively busy bc london is busy all #the time but it was cold and it was at night so there were like 0 people there. the view was so good but other things were better #also kissing smn w a vertical labret is actually just >>> #lol en ee way i miss them #im soo overwhelmed w life rn and theyre not rly helping but like. in a good way #i told my friend to lmk if he notices that im becomjng too engaged w romance to the point where im neglecting academics #and he immidiately said it. like according to him im thinking abt her too much when i should be thinkint abt philosophy too much #which is like. idk if that's true bc ik he has a rly skewed perspective bf he kind of swore off datint #etc but at the same time . wbat if hes right. omg. but also let me have this Moment #that was last week when i was forcefully taken to manchester by a university society . like we hadnt even kissed yet #i fell asleep bc ive been so exhausted and when i woke up i realised they briefly appeared in a dream i had #and then i started tearing up out of Fear bc like . whenever ive lost smn i loved the dreams were the worst #like . good dreams. were horrible. and now its like what if this turns out horrible ? but i dont wanna self sabotage bc i rly rly rly like #them . i gave them a rose and on the train home i could stop staring at their hands holding the rose #and i know theyve liked me for months and i know theyve been waiting for months but somehow its still like #what if it just fades. whatever happens happens ig. i took them a leaf compressed in a poetry book from #a book shop we found on our second date tgth. they gave me a necklace w a small vial and a tiny flower inside #its so pretty. thinking abt the way they put it on me + when they wrapped their arms around me when i was cooking for them etc etc #im FINE its FINE its OKAY . whatever !!!!! #[chroma blue]

[piplupod]

every single room is a mess, bugs are everywhere, i need to figure out how to drop out of my college program without my mother increasing in her abuse, and I just hope that the new medication numbs me right out of all emotions because I don't think I can handle this genuinely constant anxiety much longer. I'm shaky and dizzy all day from being so on edge and overwhelmed and exhausted, and I cannot do anything for it because my situation is so hellish with no way of leaving or escaping other than packing a bag and going to a shelter which is Not an option for me lmao

these are the times when I am painfully reminded how little society cares about abuse, especially child abuse. there's no resources and no system to help anyone if you're unable to hold yourself up on your own two legs and work a full time job

#i feel very sick fjfkdl i just am so trapped #i fucked up somehow #honestly i feel like its the covid. it has literally ruined my life at this point #if i hadnt gotten sick then I would've been able to finish my college program and then I wouldn't have to deal w potential increased abuse #and i would have moreeee energy to actually deal with all of this shit #idk its dramatic to say it's ruined my life but djdksl my life is small and rn it is currently fucking Everything up in it #and by small i mean... idk how long i get to live so if this causes me to shorten my life even more then it Is life ruining #just remains to be seen how much more shit i can deal with ig fjdkdl #and if it is Actually life ruining or not #who knows maybe the long covid will go away but i honestly truly doubt it bc i think it wrecked my already wrecked shit body #okay crawling off my pity party stage now sorry fjfldl im just uhhhh not sure what to do !! feeling mighty hopeless and helpless lmao #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[sakebytheriver]

My feelings towards Jamie Tartt are basically my feelings towards Hunter before huntlow happened

Like I love the character, I love the actor, I pove the writing and the portrayal, but I absolutely despise the fan reactions to them both. Like they are really the epitome of fandom's favorite white boy and I hate it.

I love these characters so much, but I absolutely HATE the way everyone else in the fandoms love them 😭😭😭😭

#ignore me #its the way theyre both somehow the standout favorites of every other character in their respective shows #when i know for a fact if either of them hadnt been pretty white boys the fandoms would have despised them #ESPECIALLY jamie #if jamie was BLACK??? oh my god that guy would fandoms least fave and yall know it

[fox-on-the-moon]

Ao3, being reading, is entertainment. People can spend money on entertainment. If you say "dont donate to ao3, donate to x issue instead" but have spent any money on books, movies, netflix, museums, fairs, games, or just anything thats not necessary and only for fun, congrats! youre a hypocrite

#this attitude that you cant spend money on something bc you couldve spent it for something more important is both unhealthy and unrealistic #do you really Need that book? netflix? that idk plushie? keychain? that doohickey? no! those are things people in general dont Need #that doesnt mean you think you having whatever doohickey is 'more important' than every issue in the world jfc #it also implies that somehow you can only donate to one single thing that somehow has been declared The Most Important Issue #also you. you can donate to more than one cause. these people dont seem to get that #i donate to ao3 once a year at the most #and like a lot of people multiple times over the year to other causes #guess what if i hadnt donated those 10 bucks to ao3? i wouldve spent it on a book.

[venat-enthusiast]

I dont know what God thinks I'm their strongest warrior, but I certainly am not that, i kindly ask to stop sending me your strongest battles

#aspen blogs #2023 has somehow been the worst year yet #tw suicide #tw suicidal thoughts #i wish i hadnt lived past my appendectomy hee hee hoo hoo #ive thought and felt that since it happened in Oct 2021 #and now its march 2023 #im so exhausted #my spirit is legitimately so broken #i dont know what im doing and for what anymore

[myownprivatcidaho]

HAVING MU GRADUATION CEREMONY TOMORROW 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

#for my associates #2 years from now itll be a bachelors :DDD #tbh community college has been such a foothold i was surprised at how much of a starting point jt could be #cause out of highschool i didnt have fuck ALL #like my gpa didnt exist and before completing even half the amount of required credit hours i just got my ged and hauled ass #like. there was some serious educational neglect in there. i had to guess my way through the science portion simce i hadnt taken a science #course since ninth grade #somehow i passed the science section just above the 50th percentile though i have NO idea how #but yeah uhhh. like i have OPPORTUNITIES like this like i have a shot at a full ride to my number one school its nuts #like. god #idk #one of the most daunting things for me in hs that made me wanna . off myself 🥴 was that i was sure i wouldnt like #do well academically and never get into any colleges #like of COURSE thats irrational reasoning ik #but like the point is. #yeah idk how to put it into words #anyways the bottom line is that i lived. #personal