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#going back to my roots of letting the game decide the story
simgerale · 1 month
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during her morning jog in the snow, arlie decided that today would be a good day. what better way to start it off than a coffee date with friends?
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westwiing13 · 4 months
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matt sturniolo x reader (female)
warning: this story contains smut and rough sex
hi everyone! this is my first story and i’m proud of it tbh, but i also apologize if you think it’s bad or… if i did something wrong. lmao idk, enjoy 🫶 oh also, sorry that it’s SO long 😭 i like a good build up.
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It was a Friday night, 7PM, and I was hanging out at my boyfriend’s place, Matt. We decided to do a casual date night. That was something I loved about our relationship. We didn’t care for fancy dinner dates. Eating fast food at home, in the car or grabbing a quick meal at a restaurant was enough for us.
We are both sitting at the black kitchen table eating Mc Donald’s.
I pick up a french fry and before I put it in my mouth I ask, “So, we have the place to ourselves the entire night?”
“Yep.”, Matt says then grabbing his root beer soda and taking a sip. “Chris and Nick went to a party and won’t be home til later.”
I chew the french fry and swallow it. “You didn’t want to go?”, I ask.
“Nah. I’d rather spend my night with my girlfriend.” Matt places his right hand on top of my left and gives it a gentle squeeze.
A few moments have passed and we were both done eating our dinner. Matt takes our empty cups, french fry containers, wrappers from our burgers and toss it in the trash can.
I enter into Matt’s room with my right hand in his left. I lead him to the bed where I guide him to sit down and I sit in his lap with my legs wrapped around him. I wrap my arms around his neck, feeling the cold chain of his necklace against my bare arms. Matt places his arms on my lower back holding me. We look into each other’s eyes for a few moments taking each other in. Matt smiles at me and gives a little chuckle.
“What, babe?”, I ask while gently running my fingers through his brown hair.
Matt says, “Oh nothing. I’m just thinking to myself how did I get so lucky to have you?”
I blush and smile not knowing what to say because he still manages to give me butterflies and leave me speechless.
All I could say is “I love you.” I place my right hand on his chiseled jawline feeling his rough stubble underneath my hand, and trace his lower lip with my thumb. Matt says I love you back and moves his hands lower and gently squeezes my ass. I lean in placing my lips onto his. I slide my tongue into his mouth. Our tongues collide dance all around swapping saliva. I feel Matt getting hard underneath me. I slowly grind against his hard length. Matt lets out a deep moan. I feel his warm breath against my lips. Matt brings his lips back to mine and we continue to make out. I pull away from our kiss and teasingly bite on his lip. To finish it off I give him a quick peck.
I yawn feeling tired. I unhook my legs from Matt’s waist and get off of him. Matt says, “Hey! What are you doing? You can’t tease me like that.”
I giggle. “I’m going to take a quick nap if that’s okay.” I say while I move the decorative log pillows aside and untuck the sheets to get into Matt’s bed.
“It’s only okay if we get to continue this later.” he says while giving me a sexy smirk and a wink. I shake my head agreeing to his words. I climb into bed and get comfy.
Matt stands up from the foot of the bed, walks over to to me and leans over to give me a gentle kiss on my head. “I’m going to hang out in the living room so I can let you sleep, baby.” I let out a soft mhmm. Matt turns off the lights and shuts the door as he leaves the room.
I wake up in the comfort of Matt’s bed. I grab my phone to check the time. 9:30PM. I place my phone back down on the side table and close my eyes again. A few minutes went by when I suddenly hear, “God, Nick, you fucking suck at this game! You made us lose again! We haven’t won a single game tonight.” I jolted up and saw Matt sitting at his computer playing Fortnite.
“Geez, babe! You almost gave me a heart attack!” He didn’t seem to hear me so I grab one of the log pillows and threw it at him. “Hey!”, he says to me. He turns around and says, “Oh you’re up, baby. Did I wake you?”
“Sorta!”
“I’m sorry.” Matt puts down the PS4 controller and says into the microphone, “Hold on you guys, Y/N woke up. Be back soon.” I could hear Chris and Nick through the headset both saying alright.
Matt walks over to me and sits on the bed. “How was your nap?” he asks moving a piece of hair out of my face and tucking it behind my ear.
“I needed it.” I grab his hand that is near my ear and bring it down onto the bed. “Is that Nick and Chris you’re talking to? I thought they weren’t going to be home til later.” I slowly move my thumb side to side across his hand.
“Yeah, they decided to leave the party early.”
“Don’t they know that we’re doing a date night?”
“Yes. I tried to convince them to stay longer but they wouldn’t. Assholes.” Matt rolls his eyes and lets out a heavy sigh.
“Hey, Matt, it’s okay.“ I lean in and give him a peck on the lips. “I’m ready to continue where we left off now that I am well rested.” I say in a flirtatious tone. I can see Matt instantly get hard underneath his Nike grey sweatpants just from my words. I love knowing that I have that kind of control over him. “But Chris and Nick are here. And you and I both know you scream my name when I am absolutely destroying your sweet pussy.”, Matt says softly with a smirk and licks his lips. I lean forward and whisper into his ear, “Well, I’ll just have to learn to be quiet and if I can’t… well… that’s Nick’s and Chris’ problem. They knew we were having a date night.” I bring my hand to Matt’s throbbing dick, I glide my hand across it and he squirms under my touch. I continue to whisper in his ear, “Look at you. Already going crazy from my touch. You tell those boys that you are done with gaming for tonight.” Matt gets up from the bed, walks over to his desk and puts back on his headset and says into the microphone, “Hey, you guys, I am done with Fortnite for the evening.”
“Oh we knew the moment we heard Y/N say, ‘I’m ready to continue where we left off now that I am well rested’ .”, Chris says laughing. “Shut up, bro!” Matt raises his voice. Chris continues to laugh and says, “Forgot to mute your mic, bro.”
“Okay, this got weird fast.” Nick says.
“Goodnight.” Matt says with a serious tone. Matt takes off his headset, logs off of Fortnite and turns off his PS4.
I stretch my arms out in front and wiggle my fingers telling Matt I want to be snuggled up in his arms. Matt walks over to me places his arms around me and rests his head on top of mine. I breathe in his addictive scent of cedarwood and hints of citrus.
“I love it when you get mad, babe.” , I say with a laugh. “It’s both cute and hot.”
“Yeah?” he asks.
I nod. “I love big bad boy Bernard.”, I tease. Matt just rolls his eyes not even knowing what to say to that. Matt lifts his head off of mine, takes his hand puts it under my chin and tilts my head up. He stares into my eyes and puts his lips on mine. He slides his tongue into my mouth and our tongues are once again dancing.
I reach for the drawstring on his sweatpants and untie them while we are still exchanging a wet kiss. I tug on the waistband of both the sweatpants and his underwear. I break the kiss and say, “Take these off.” Matt stands up and removes his grey sweatpants first and I immediately become wet at the sight of Matt’s bulge compressed in his red underwear. He then removes his underwear and his dick springs out fully erected. I get off the bed and kneel in front of him.
“God you are so beautiful staring up at me like that. Put those pretty pink lips to good use, yeah?”, he says.
I first tease him by delicately moving my fingers along his shaft and then I gently lick the tip swirling my tongue around it.
“Please stop teasing me, Y/N.”, Matt begs. He bunches my hair into a messy bun and without warning he bucks his hips and all the sudden I feel his dick at the back of my throat. I place my hands onto his thighs for support. He then starts to thrust in out of my mouth at a steady pace.
“Your pretty mouth feels so fucking good around me.”, he says.
I unclip my black bra and remove it from underneath my shirt. I then lift my shirt up exposing my tits. My nipples go hard from the cold hair. I place both of my index fingers and thumbs to massage my hardened nipples for added pleasure. I begin to moan.
“Fuck, baby, with you moaning like that. I’m not going to be able to last much longer.” he says. He begins to speed up his pace forcing me to have to put my hands back on his thighs for support.
“I’m so close, Y/N.” Matt says with heavy breaths. He removes his dick from my mouth and begins to stroke his dick at a fast pace. Shots of his hot cum lands on my tits. “Fuuuuuck.” Matt says in a deep moan.
I stare up into his beautiful blue eyes and move all of the saliva that formed from the blowjob to my lips and Matt leans down and kisses me as we share the wet sloppy mess.
“You are such a dirty girl for me, huh?”, he says. I glide my fingers across my tits collecting his cum and licking it all up.
Matt takes my hand and helps me up.
“Now it’s my turn to make my princess feel good.”, he says.
He removes my shirt fully exposing my top half. He leans down and takes one nipple into his mouth. His warm tongue gliding across my nipple causing me to moan. I place my hands on his head and move my fingers through his soft messy brown hair. Matt stops for a second to help me lay back on the bed with him on top. He starts planting kisses on my neck and makes his way back down to my tits. He takes in the opposite nipple and swirls his tongue around it. He then makes his way further down while his hands massage my tits. Once he gets to my jeans he moves his hands down to unbutton and unzip them. He removes my jeans leaving me only in my black thong. He also removes his black tank top over his head.
Seeing Matt completely naked with only his horse chain/necklace on makes me feel a warmth down in my core.
Matt stands at the foot of the bed and I feel his blue eyes scanning over my body taking in the sight of me.
“Come on, Matt. My pussy is aching for you.”, I say as I begin to touch myself. I can feel the black fabric becoming wet.
Matt leans over and wraps his arms around my legs bringing me closer to the edge of the bed so he has easier access to my pussy. I can feel his hot breath against my flesh. I stop touching myself and let him take over.
Matt firstly moves my thong to the side with his teeth and then starts licking away at my clit. The intense pleasure caught me off guard and I yell, “MATT!” I immediately place my hand over my mouth knowing that Chris and Nick could’ve possibly heard. Matt says against my pussy, “Shhhh… Don’t want my brothers to know that I am eating the shit out of you right now.” He goes back to licking every crevice of my wet aching pussy. The clit, the folds and even inside. “Fuck, Matt. Don’t stop, please.”, I say with heavy breaths. I place my legs over his shoulders and place a hand in his hair grabbing it. Letting him know to not stop and that I am close. I begin to squirm under him and let out deep heavy moans. I feel his tongue going in and out of me at a rapid speed. God he knew how to use that tongue of his. He then goes back over my clit and that’s when I lose it. I feel a pleasuring sensation come over me as I reach my climax. My legs shake uncontrollably and I can’t help but yell his name.
A few seconds later I say, “Holy shit, babe. I think… that was… your best job yet.”, I say trying to catch my breath. Matt then licks me all over and tells me how good I taste.
He comes up, leans forward, and wraps his hand around my neck, whispering, “I told you to be quiet. Turn around and get on all fours for me.”
I do as he says and put my ass into the air. Matt removes my thong by ripping it off me in one swift motion. He spanks my ass and I let out a whimper. He grabs his hard length and glides it in between my folds teasing me.
“Babe, plea-“, before I could finish my sentence he thrusts into me super deep with no warning. I let out a gasp. He gives me a moment to adjust to his size before he starts moving slowly in and out of me.
“Goddamn, Y/N, you are so tight.” He gives my ass another slap and continues to move in and out of my wetness. Matt grabs my hair and pulls my head back as he begins to pick up his pace. My eyes begin to roll to the back of my head I can feel the familiar sensation forming in my stomach knowing I am close.
“Matt- I- I’m—“
“Me too, babe.”
His dick twitching inside of me knowing he is close. I reach for my clit and rub it with my fingers in a circular motion.
The door opens and Nick walks in, “Hey, Matt, do you know where—“ Both Matt and I look over and see Nick with terror in his eyes. I try to say something but I am so overwhelmed with pleasure and also close to reaching my climax that I can’t get any words out.
“Hey, bro! Get outta here!”, Matt yells.
Nick exclaims, “Oh shit! Sorry!” He exits so fast closing the door behind him.
Right after the door closes I feel my pussy clenching around his dick while I reached my peak. “Matt! I- I’m cumming! Holy—!”
“Yes, baby, cum for me.”, Matt says out of breath continuing move in and out of me.
Seconds later I feel Matt bucking his hips and his warm cum filling me up. Matt pulls out and collapses next to me.
“Holy fucking shit.”, he says, “that was so hot.”
I turn over and lay next to him. Our hot sweaty bodies touching.
“You should’ve locked the door, silly.”, I say with a giggle.
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txttletale · 3 months
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youve previously spoken about i was a teenage exocolonist and its confused politics, and i agree, and now im thinking, how would one revise the story so as to improve them?
i think the game would have to either not be so proudly About Colonialism or would have to revise its story so that the theming actually matches the events. like imaginining that my proposed rewrite aims to 1. make the game's politics coherent while 2. changing as little as possible and 3. keeping the game's intended themes, i think the things that are most dissonant and jarring are:
the game not understanding what colonialism is but wanting to very much assure you that It's Bad
the game not understanding what fascism is but wanting to very much assure you that It's Bad
the game not understanding what capitalism is &c. &c. &c.
the bizarre unexamined eugenicist elements
so let's start on the first thing. you would want to lean much more heavily on the colonists as 'refugees' rather than 'colonists' -- the game treats 'colonizing' a place the exact same way as 'living there', and that kind of sucks (a common problem when using 'Space Colonization' as a 1-1 metaphor for actual colonization). so while we want to keep the weird culty aspects of the colony's society we'll ditch most of the colonial intentionality until the Helios arrives. secondly, we need to have the planet's indigenous people, like, actually present and not secretly hiding away as supercomputers.
so, like, let's keep the Gardeners as artificial life forms dedicated to protecting the ecosystem, but let's make them biotech. let's make them giant, imposing trees that reach up into the sky, with root networks that span the whole planet. then, rather than the colony being colonialist because it straight up doesnt know indigenous people exist (because they're secret computer people), we can make a much more interesting conflict by having the colonists be ignorant (and, as the game progresses, willingly ignorant) of the gardeners' sentience. have the raids start after the colony fells one of the trees (killing a Gardener) to make room for their own expansion, maybe really lean into the nasty parts of the colonial metaphor by having the Gardener's wood be the construction material of the new wing of the colony.
then Lum arrives as part of an intentional colonization project from the Earth we fled, assumes military command as in the current story, and immediately ramps up existing exploitation and destructive enviromental practices. his administration deliberately suppresses information of the Gardeners' sentience and spreads propaganda about them being 'monster trees'. have Lum clearly backed by Earthbound corporate interests, seeing the colony as an excercise in extracting value and using fascist dictatorship (usurping elections and the council with a permanent state of emergency and martial law) as a tool to maximize that value.
instead of defeating Lum at the ballot box, you can remove him in a coup. you can keep the getting-the-councilors-on-side minigame, you can even make it a bloodless coup if you don't want to put revolutionary violence in the game (but considering how much other violence there is in there, including terrorism, genocide, and murder, seems like a strange omission tbqh). and dont make him your fucking tiktoker put the guy in Jail. hes killed people sol.
have Sym still have his humanboo interests but also hint at an internal power struggle within the Gardeners, make it clear that there is a real and thriving culture among these indigenous gigantic environmentally networked tree-ecosystem-people, make his motivations for seeking peace more multifaceted.
then make the peaceful resolution to the whole colonialism issue to integrate the settlers into Gardener society rather than the weird siloed reservation thing going on in the base game. the head of the settlement or an ambassador (probably Dys) gets to go to the big fancy Gardener meetings where they decide things, the settlement gets permission from the Gardeners to farm and expand sustainably and is integrated into the ecosystem rather than neatly separated from it. the excolonists stop being colonists and become citizens of the planet.
as for the capitalism stuff, you can just drop that from marz' character, honestly. or if you want to make it make more sense without having to get into What Capitalism Is (which i think would be outside the mission statement of these proposals), make her thing wanting opulence and excess (it already kind of us, the game just keeps saying 'Capitalism'), have her excited when Lum starts giving people the opportunity to have that, then have her moment of excitement turn sour when she looks into Earth history and realizes how destructive this kind of extraction is in the long term.
and the eugenics--i think the simplest case here while still keeping all the cool genetic mutant character tics is just to make the genetic mutations a random glitch in an artificial womb system the refugees were using to have kids in space. this lets you keep the weird and wacky stuff going on with tangent and dys without raising questions like 'hey isnt this society insanely fucking dystopian'.
that's my in-a-nutshell rewrite of the game. obvsies an actual rewrite would need to change some more in-depth things, but i think off the top of my head these are the changes to the narrative that would make the heavyhanded attempts at political commentary work for me (that said, you could also go the opposite route, stop trying to draw parallels to colonialism and fascism and keep all the weird shit as is. but i think that's less interesting and more like stuff that already exists)
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maybe a story where kimis gf (reader) has curly hair and she does her curly hair routine on kimi. love your writing!! 💓
Curl TLC (Andrea Kimi Antonelli X Curly Hair! Reader)
Fandom: RPF/F2/F3
Requested: Clearly (Thank you <3 and as someone with curly hair, I had too much fun with this)
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POV: Second Person (You/your)
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Summary: Kimi needed some help with his curls.
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It was something you always noticed. Kimi’s hair was always unruly after a race, but after being with him for almost a year, you noticed the little things. His curls used to be so well-formed and clean, but now, it’s like he was losing his curl pattern. And given that you also had curly hair, you decided to teach him your tricks during an off weekend. 
“I don’t see why this is important,” He complained as soon as you started rinsing his hair. “This seems like a lot.”
“I haven’t even done anything yet,” You laughed as you made sure none of the water got in his eyes. “This is just water.”
“But the number of things you have is concerning,” He replied as he glanced over at the three bottles and diffuser on the counter.
“That’s nothing,” You dismissed as you grabbed the shampoo specifically for curly hair. “Now, this is my shampoo. The first time I do it-”
“You’re gonna do it more than once?” Kimi cut you off as he tried to sit down, but you put your hand on his shoulder to sit him back down in front of the sink. 
“Yes, the first time, I’ll give you a head massage. It helps get all the dead skin off your scalp and It’s just really relaxing,” You explained as you applied the shampoo to his roots. As you began working it through his hair. You knew better than to explain your process when you were scratching his scalp because you knew he would not be listening. As soon as you started, his eyes shut and that was game over. After a few minutes, you turned the water back on to rinse it. Maybe, you let a little splash onto Kimi’s face, causing his eyes to snap open and look up at you. “The first shampoo is to get everything off your scalp. The second one is to get all the dead skin out of your hair.”
“That sounds gross,” Kimi cringed as he settled back into his seat. “It’s just two, right?”
“Two shampoos, yes,” You answered as you started with the second shampoo treatment. “Then, we’ll condition once and put curl cream in your hair. I’ll show you how to form your curls, and then I’ll help you dry your hair with a diffuser.”
“What even is that?” He asked confused as you turned the water off to let the conditioner sit.
“I don’t know how to describe it,” You laughed as you sat on his lap to pass the time. Kimi immediately tried to bring his hands to his hair, but you grabbed them and held them to his side. “No, don’t touch it! Leave it alone!”
“That’s not fair!” He complained but leaned into you to kiss you. 
“I know what you’re trying to do,” You dragged out as you pulled away and leaned your forehead against his. You felt his arms trying to pull themselves from your hold, so you adjusted your grip, “And it’s not going to work.”
“How long do I need to leave this in? It itches,” Kimi complained with no real heat behind his words. It did not really itch, but it was a different formula than he was used to. The texture was just weird to him, and he wanted it off.
“A few more minutes,” You said as you looked at his hair. The curls were starting to form back on their own, so that was going to make your job easier later on. “If it’s really bugging you, I can rinse it now and we can move on to the cream and diffusing.”
“Please?” He asked he gave you puppy eyes. He knew you could never say no to him then.
“Fine,” You sighed in mock offense as you stood up and walked around to stand at his side to wash the conditioner out. “I just don’t think you’re used to it, bu don’t worry. You’ll learn to love it.”
“That sounds threatening,” Kimi laughed as he closed his eyes when you turned the water back on.
“Take it how you wish,” You joked as you finished rinsing his hair. You grabbed a towel after turning the water off and gently dried his hair a bit. “Here, stand in front of the mirror and I’ll show you how to define your curls.”
“I never knew it was this complicated,” Kimi groaned as he stood up and stood beside you. You removed the towel and inspected the natural curls he had already formed. You were just planning on working with what he had. They were fairly spaced out right and they were already semi-formed. They just needed a little cleaning up, and that’s exactly what the curl cream would do. “What is that?”
“Curl cream,” You said simply as you put a little on your fingers and started to run it through a section of his hair. “It’s going to help your curls hold their shape and be less frizzy.”
“Is it going to make them hard?” Kimi complained as he watched you through the mirror.
“First off, that’s what she said,” You giggle as you move on to the next section. Kimi laughed a little, but he gently slapped your arm in response. “Secondly, no. It’s not. All it does is help them hold. They’ll still be soft. You’ve never noticed my hair being crunchy.”
“Oh, good,” Kimi said to himself. He watched you for a minute before asking, “What are you doing now?”
“I’m using my fingers to wrap your curls, so they will be more defined,” You explained, slowing down to show him. “Look. I take this piece of hair, wrap it around my finger, and then gently, keynote on gently, twirl it off. You try.” He tried it. Did it look perfect? No. Would it work for now? Yes. He’s learning, but it's a good start. “That looks good! You’ll get better, I promise.”
“As long as you’re here to help,” He sighed. “It’s a lot of work.”
“You don’t always have to do all of this,” You explained. “Some days, just washing with shampoo and conditioner works just fine. Your curls just needed some TLC today, so we did the whole nine yards, but normally, I would not do the curl cream or diffusing. Only when I’m feeling extra.”
“Oh, good to know,” Kimi trailed off as you finished off forming his curls and moved to grab the diffuser. “This is next, right?”
“Yes! If you want, I can show you how to do it, then let you. Or I can just do it,” You offered, but he immediately handed you the dryer. You chuckled at his eagerness to get rid of the object but started to blow dry his hair. “Flip your head down.”
“I feel like this is unnecessary,” He grumbled but did so without question. You did not listen to him as you just laughed to yourself and moved on with blow-drying his hair. “Why is it so cold?”
“It’s cold to start with, but I’ll warm it up as we finish up,” You replied. “Heat ruins your hair, so even though we’re blow-drying your hair, it’s going to be cool air.”
“I don’t like it,” He groaned as he tried to lean away from the cool air.
“Well, lucky for you, you don’t have a lot of hair, so you're basically done,” You said as you ran your hand through a couple of strands without separating them, and you noticed they were completely done. You decided to explain the rules as you started putting everything away. “Don’t brush it, don't run your hands through it, and do not put a helmet on for a while. In a way, it’s a good thing you don’t have a race for a couple of weeks.” 
“About that,” Kimi trailed off, causing your face to drop immediately, “I was gonna go karting tomorrow.”
“You better not! I worked hard to make those curls!”
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balioc · 4 months
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Holiday Engineering: Lamptide
OK, let's put my money where my mouth is.
Lamptide is the invented-from-scratch holiday that I actually celebrate. It has its roots in a roleplaying game that I ran some years ago with @cloakofshadow and @mirror-lock, but after the game finished, I decided that I wanted to import a modified version of the festival into real life.
And it's worked very well! Or so I posit. We've had well-attended Lamptide celebrations for a couple of years running, and not only do people show up and enjoy themselves, there's a distinctive holiday spirit. The weird rites and activities do in fact happen. Which is possibly just because my friends are good sports, but...I think we're reaching the point where some version of Lamptide might well take place without me pushing it along.
As a holiday-engineering project, it's a work-in-progress. I am still tinkering with the observances, and the pieces definitely aren't yet all in place. I don't personally have the expertise to create some of the holiday stuff I'd want to create. Moreover, the population that celebrates Lamptide is still very small, and in some ways homogeneous -- mostly childless urban professional-types -- so the holiday doesn't have the context that it would need to manifest in all the forms that I imagine for it.
But I'm proud of it. And, at the least, it provides an example of what it looks like for a holiday to be built from the ground up.
Vibe. This is where I started. (Both in the RPG and in real life, actually.) In the RPG, Lamptide is an intercalary day, and like many intercalary festivals it's a weird and occult time. In real life, of course, I do not control the calendar. But even so, Lamptide is meant to have that same feel, manifesting as a carnival of spooks and revelry. To some extent, it's meant to serve as a Halloween-like that works better for me than actual Halloween does.
And much like Halloween, in theory, its core rituals can be practiced in three different "modes" depending on context. For families with kids, it's a cutesy holiday of flamboyant fun. For older kids and adolescents, it's a holiday of mischief and boundary-pushing (in a way that is, I hope, less obnoxious than the adolescent version of Halloween). For independent adults, it can be contemplative and/or literary and/or Spicy and Sexy, to taste.
Theme. In a highflown theoretical sense: Lamptide is the festival of narrative conquering material reality, of ideas and illusions becoming more-real-than-real. It is the day when you leave the sunlit world behind and walk back into Plato's cave, because our art allows us to create such beautiful shadows on the walls.
(The "lamp" of Lamptide is, notionally, the lamp whose light reveals what-is-not.)
In a more-everyday sense: Lamptide is a festival of magic.
Timing. Lamptide is observed on the spring equinox. There are a few reasons for this, some of them rooted in stuff from the RPG, but the big one is that it's almost halfway around the calendar from Halloween. I really don't want to compete with Halloween, to the extent that I can avoid it; I would lose that competition very hard. And there are enough obvious points of similarity that it's a real danger.
Early spring is also a good time for holidays generally, in the contemporary US. There's relatively little going on then, and people feel kind of festive because the worst of winter is over.
Mythology. The personification of the holiday is Father Lantern, an ogre-like character who carries a lamp. In the (notional) tales, he shines his lamp on you, and in its light you see an otherworldly version of yourself -- a creature that you could be, if you left ordinary reality behind. More prosaically, if he shows up at your doorstep and you offer him candy, he will tell you stories (or gift you with media).
Father Lantern is mostly a funny and approachable figure. He is long-winded and pretentious, in love with the sound of his own voice. But there is meant to be an edge of menace to him; he is an ogre, which means that there's always the danger that he'll just eat you, especially if you're a child. (This is not a behavior-enforcement thing -- he's not Krampus, and Lamptide is not that kind of holiday. Father Lantern's whims are inscrutable.)
I haven't yet experimented with having someone play Father Lantern, in the way that people play Santa Claus, but it's an obvious possibility.
Decorations. You put lamps and lanterns everywhere. If you can keep your celebration space lit entirely by lantern-light, that is to be commended. Silhouettes and shadow-plays are very much in the holiday spirit.
Holiday attire. Masks -- masquerade-style masks, the kind that allow people to eat and talk comfortably -- are very strongly encouraged. (When I throw Lamptide parties, this is the only thing about which I actually nudge people.) In terms of creating distinctive atmosphere, this fires on all cylinders. A space full of masked people feels otherworldly and ritualized and, well, magic. And the symbolism is super on-the-nose.
Fancy and flamboyant clothes are also encouraged.
Ritual interactions. The Lamptide tradition is to greet people with curses and maledictions. This is done in the spirit of theater superstition; it is a topsy-turvy intercalary carnival, after all. "Die in a fire" is the standard form of cheery holiday well-wishing, although you're encouraged to be creative if you're so inclined.
(Does this mostly give little kids an excuse to be gleeful about saying stuff they'd normally never be allowed to say? Maybe.)
Activities. There are two big ones.
Divination. Lamptide is a time for fortune-telling. Tarot cards are my go-to, and offering Tarot readings at Lamptide parties has proven to be a big hit, but any form of divination at all -- ranging from Actual Fucking Haruspexy to "let's ask ChatGPT about our future husbands" -- is praiseworthy. When my son was less than a year old, I had him crawl around the floor and choose Symbolically Portentous Objects like he was the infant Dalai Lama or something, and it was great.
Bribery, especially candy bribery. One of the core dynamics of a Lamptide celebration is that you walk in carrying candy, or other things that you're happy to give away, and you offer your prizes to people in exchange for them doing stuff that you want them to do. For families with little kids, this is a chance for the parents to reward their children for showing off cool skills / desired behaviors in a concrete ritual framework, and for the children to get their parents to do silly stuff. For teens, it's a structure for something that's essentially Truth or Dare with more flexibility. The applications for Spicy Sexy grownup parties are left as an exercise for the reader.
(I have thoughts about expanding the candy bribery thing into a practice of Reverse Wassailing / Trick-or-Treating, essentially, where you walk around town offering strangers candy in exchange for singing with you or otherwise doing cute harmless stuff. I haven't yet worked out exactly the right feel, though. And, well, things being how they are, you need a pretty thick social skin to be willing to offer strangers candy without a widely-accepted social framework.)
Undeveloped aspects of the holiday, which I hope to flesh out in future years:
Traditional food. We don't really have anything other than candy, right now, and it's an obvious lacuna. Lamptide isn't really a sit-down-for-a-nice-dinner kind of holiday...although I guess it could be...but I suspect it would be useful to come up with some kind of Classic Lamptide Hors d'Ouevre or Classic Lamptide Crudité or something else appropriate for a party where people are milling around doing different things. (Not a dessert, I don't want to compete with the candy.) Sadly, I have no culinary genius, so I'm going to have to outsource for this one.
Music. @cloakofshadow has written some alternate lyrics for Christmas carols, but a thriving holiday should really have its own songs with their own distinctive melodies. Which means that I should probably find a competent composer to help me out.
Gifts. It would be very In-Theme for Lamptide to be the holiday when you give people the books / movies / video games / etc. that you want them to consume for your sake. I haven't yet done anything with that idea, but I am definitely considering it strongly.
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mimisempai · 6 months
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Little notes of happiness
Summary
When Crowley wakes up that morning, it's not an angel beside him, but a small note written in his handwriting.
It's just the first in a little game Aziraphale has orchestrated to make sure his demon doesn't get bored without him.
Notes
I wasn't at all prepared for the story to go this way, and I hope you'll enjoy it.
Day 18 : Love notes
On Ao3
Rating G -  1564 words
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As Crowley finally awoke, turning and blinking, he became aware of three things. The first was the absence of a warm body beside him, the second was the morning light streaming in through the open window, and the third was a small note on Aziraphale's pillow.
His mind still a little foggy from sleep, he grabbed the note and read what was written on it.
Crowley,
In case you forgot, I'll be away with the Bentley all day.
I'll be back this afternoon.
Keep an eye on the bookshop.
Love.
Aziraphale.
Now that he was awake, the demon remembered why Aziraphale had left. The angel had said that he had to visit several booksellers in the countryside. Since he'd complained several times about having to take the train, Crowley had suggested he take the Bentley. He would have gone with him, but he had a session at the planetarium himself. And while it was still a little hard to let him have the car, Crowley had to admit that the angel was taking good care of it. 
Even though his session at the planetarium was much later in the morning, Crowley decided to get up. After dressing, he made his way downstairs and, passing the shelf of photos taken by Muriel, stopped to look at them and noticed two new ones.
He didn't know when, but the curious little bee had managed to take his picture during a session at the planetarium. 
He couldn't help but smile at how enthusiastic he looked as he pointed up at the artificial sky.
But the second photo made him smile even more.
Muriel had managed to capture them both, Aziraphale drawing Crowley asleep on the sofa. He ran his finger gently over the photo, a little touched by the sense of domesticity it conveyed.
The little bee really had an eye for capturing moments like that.
Perhaps they could help them explore that talent. 
When he reached the horse statuette on which his glasses were perched, he saw another note and chuckled softly as he read it.
When you go to Nina's for coffee, bring me some pastries.
But suddenly he stopped snickering, because this time the angel had signed with a heart! With a heart! 
Who did he think Crowley was? 
Though he was grumbling, the demon's cheeks were slightly pink as he tucked the little note into his pocket with the first one he'd found on the pillow.
Aziraphale often left him a note when he rose before him, and Crowley knew exactly why. The angel was well aware of his slight concern about the time Aziraphale was about to leave with Metatron, and even though that fear had faded from Crowley's heart, he still appreciated the little tradition that had taken root.
Although the angel seemed to have been zealous today in leaving him more than one. Which, if the demon was honest with himself, he didn't mind.
Crowley put on his glasses and left the bookshop to go to Nina's, returning a few moments later with a coffee and a plate of pastries.
He placed the plate on Aziraphale's desk and when he sat down on the sofa, he saw the newspaper there. He sat down, took a sip of coffee and opened the paper, from which fell another small note.
He picked it up and read it.
It's today's paper.
So you have something to do if you get bored without me, my dear. 
Crowley shook his head and smiled. He didn't know what had gone through his angel's mind this morning, but now Crowley couldn't help but wonder if Aziraphale had left such little notes elsewhere. 
Looking at the time on the old clock, he thought it might be something to discover after his session at the planetarium.
The little note joined the first two in his pocket, and he flipped through the paper while sipping his coffee until it was time to leave for the planetarium.
For the first time since he'd decided to take this little job at the planetarium, Crowley had found it hard to concentrate. He kept thinking about the little notes and had reached into his pocket several times to touch them. 
When the session was over, he left the planetarium in a hurry and walked through the door of the bookshop a few moments later. He placed his glasses carelessly in the usual place and began to search.
It didn't take him long to find another little note lying on one of his plants, and he eagerly grabbed it.
I'm so proud of you. Despite the little stain on one of its leaves, you've been good to this plant.
PS: Don't roll your eyes, I know you're kind.
Crowley grumbled, "Angel...that's a low blow."
Which didn't stop the fourth note from joining the first ones in his pocket. 
The demon continued to browse the shelves of the bookshop when his gaze suddenly fell on a book whose modern cover stood out among the ancient volumes. He pulled it out and saw that it was a book about the most beautiful beaches in the world. He opened it and was not surprised to find a small note between the cover and the first page.
How about a vacation next year?
Next year. 
They'd already spent so much time together, but reading those words on paper made Crowley realize that they could actually talk about the future, and a future together. Closing his eyes, he could almost see himself on the beach, Aziraphale reading under an umbrella and him lazing in the sun next to him. 
He put the note in his pocket, closed the book, and took it with him to the sofa to leaf through it while he waited for the angel.
But before he reached the sofa, his gaze was drawn to the gramophone, on which, of course, was a little note.
You know my talent for French, so to save you from hearing me butcher that language of love again, listen to this song and imagine it's me talking about you.
Crowley turned on the gramophone and sat down on the sofa to listen to the music. He laid his head back and closed his eyes as the first notes began to sound.
Des yeux qui font baisser les miens
Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche
Voilà le portrait sans retouches
De l'homme auquel j'appartiens
Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Qu'il me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose
Il me dit des mots d'amour
Des mots de tous les jours
Mais moi, ça me fait quelque chose
Il est entré dans mon cœur
Une grande part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause
C'est lui pour moi, moi pour lui dans la vie
Il me l'a dit, l'a juré pour la vie
Et dès que je l'aperçois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon cœur qui bat*
Crowley swallowed and looked again at the note in Aziraphale's handwriting.
Imagine it's me talking about you.
He muttered, "Angel, you can't write things like that."
"Why not? If it's the truth."
Crowley, startled, gasped and turned to see Aziraphale standing not far from the sofa. He had probably been so caught up in the song that he hadn't heard the angel come in.
Aziraphale moved to sit beside him and took his hand, "Of course I can say things like that, because it's true. That's how I feel."
He chuckled slightly and added, "Although Edith says it much better than I do in French. But it's true, life is so much better when you're with me."
Crowley replied quietly, "It's mutual, Angel."
Then he pressed his lips to Angel's and they kissed tenderly before curling up together on the sofa.
After a few moments, Aziraphale asked softly, "Did you have a nice day, my dear?"
Crowley kissed his hair and replied in an amused tone, "You made sure I had a good day, Angel, with your little notes. And while I found it very entertaining, I am curious as to what made you do it?"
Aziraphale shrugged, "Just a touch of silliness on my part."
"Don't look so embarrassed when you say that, I told you I enjoyed it. Although I did find you a bit cheeky in some of it."
The angel chuckled slightly and asked, "Did you find them all?"
Crowley listed them and Aziraphale replied, "There's only one you didn't find. Which is normal, because I have it with me."
He pulled out a small piece of paper and, blushing slightly, handed it to the demon.
Crowley unfolded it and, after reading it, pulled the Angel to him and whispered into his hair, "I love you too, Angel."
*Song translation : 
Eyes that make mine droop
A laugh that's lost on his mouth
This is the unadulterated portrait
Of the man I belong to
When he takes me in his arms
When he speaks softly to me
I see life in pink
He tells me words of love
Ordinary words
But it does something to me
He's entered my heart
A great happiness
The cause of which I know
It's him for me, me for him in life
He told me, he swore it for life
And as soon as I see him
Then I feel inside
My heart beating
Edith Piaf - La vie en rose
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Still not beta'd
Still not my native language
Still hoping you'll enjoy this story  🥰
Still thanking you for bearing with me 😝
Ineffable Growing Love series : here (After season 2)
Ineffable Husbands masterlist : here (Before season 2)
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irradiatedsnakes · 5 months
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i need to know more about pennybun i have fallen deeply in love
PENNY MY BEST FRIEND PENNY!!!!
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(by @/skypiea)
penny is my first tav and i love her. she's a white dragonborn circle of the spores druid. i finished her first playthrough a couple weeks back, and i've started on a second playthrough with her! slightly edited, and now that i understand more about the game and the story i'm refining her character and story. i missed a lot of stuff on that first playthrough!
pennybun's name comes from the mushroom, by the way. i'd decided on that before i knew that there was a mushroom-themed druid circle in this game, i was GOING to choose moon, but, like. it's perfect. penny buns aka porcini aka king bolete aka Boletus edulis are an edible mushroom that symbioses with the roots of pine trees. they're part of my research and they're quite adorable
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she's from a circle of druids located in the shelterwood- a dense forest near baldur's gate. she grew up in the city proper- or at least, on the edges of it- before moving out to the woods to pursue life as a druid.
she's solidly good-aligned- as my first playthrough, her story is kind of the best-case-scenario for everything, savescumming the hell out of some fights (good god the last light fight with marcus). everybody gets their good ending, everybody gets saved, that kind of deal.
she had a generally good relationship with everyone in the party, but gale, wyll, and karlach are her best mates for sure. i missed out on romancing karlach the first go around, but we're doing it on penny's second save file. it's happening.
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she's also quite close with shadowheart, especially after the events of act ii. her relationship with lae'zel is more tense.. but i'm still working on figuring out that exact trajectory- missing a lot of lae'zel's storyline was one of the biggest mistakes i made in the first go-around. she and astarion never get close, but there's not any malice there, either.
she's good friends with jaheira, the two get along like a house on fire, and she looks up to jaheira a lot. she didn't have a lot of time to get to know minsc and boo, but they were plenty friendly in the short time they crossed paths. halsin, i need to work on, i also kind of fucked up his stuff first go-around by neglecting to fix the shadowlands. to be updated when i reach act ii in Penny The Sequel.
overall, penny's a big ol goody-two-shoes. she wants to help as many people as she possibly can, and feels a massive weight on her shoulders because of it, having been thrust into this leadership role by apparent pure chance.
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while i'm still working it out, the central theme of pennybun's story is trust, and who she puts it in. an early decision i made before knowing anything about the story was that penny trusts the Mysterious Dream Guardian completely and totally, which made for some EXTREMELY fun character moments later on- utilizing the tadpoles (her and gale both), becoming partial illithid, and eventually in act 3 losing her trust in and culminating with her turning on the emperor, plus her own ceremorphosis to wield the netherstones against the netherbrain.
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gear-wise, she uses the default druid armor for most of the game, switching to the armor of the sporekeeper in act 3. she assembles the mourning frost in the underdark in act 1 and it remains her favored weapon for the rest of the game. she also wears the key of the ancients, and just before the start of the finale gains the nymph cloak.
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other assorted Penny Facts:
she keeps a detailed log of every camp dinner the group has. good food is very important
she has a soft spot for parasites. part of why she was receptive to the idea of utilizing the tadpoles, and also part of why she lets astarion take a bite from time to time.
she got her eye poked out by volo
she has a -1 int modifier
she's a lot keener on necromancy than you might expect a druid to be. she views necromancy and the undead (for the most part) as a natural part of the cycle of life- after all, everything will eventually return to the dirt to be eaten by the fungi and the other decomposers, no matter how prolonged it is.
it is imperative that all her friends (karlach excluded for reason of cool hair) wear fun hats. ive posted about The Hat Tax before but everyone in the party gets a funny hat. it's so important.
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she's my best friend and i love her
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shortpplfedup · 7 months
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Only Friends Character Rankings Episode 10
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We're in the final act now, as Jojo n'em focus on 'Redemption'. Last week y'all tapped Nick as the most honest in reckoning with himself, and now it's everybody else's turn for a reckoning.
🔺1. Boeing (2)
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You're totally his type. Like an upgraded version of me.
Walk in, fuck shit up, that's the Boeing way, and I am GAGGING for it. I don't have a clue who the target is or what his game is or exactly but he is playing it EXPERTLY. Is he trying to get Top back? Is he trying to get back at Top? Where does next week's Sand diversion fit in? DID HE AND MEW REVENGE FUCK I NEED TO KNOW?! (I ALSO NEED TO SEE!).
🔻2. Nick (1)
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Don't we deserve each other?
Nikolai my stalker baby, why did my heart swell three sizes when you got your man? Honesty remains the best policy, and owning your own shit is a fast track to understanding and accepting others. Nick tried, he genuinely gave Daddy Dan an honest and fair chance, and it COULD have been something, but the heart wants what it wants and Nick's heart wants Boston. The look on his face when he saw his photo as Boston's lockscreen, the way he BAWLED when Boston admitted he missed him...peak romance I tell you.
🔺3. Boston (4)
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I don't usually take good care of what I own.
I'm not really meta-ing about this show, but the PRECISION with which Jojo n'em sliced and diced the audience's slut-shaming ways via this character got me. I am INCANDESCENT on Boston's behalf that his so-called friends were so willing to believe Atom's nasty little lies. Because Boston might be a slut, and he might have gone a little Top crazy, and he might stir up some drama when he's feeling some typa way, but he's not a sexual predator, and HE DOESN'T LIE. And despite it all people who call themselves friends to him SHOULD know that. He shouldn't have fucked Atom yes, but Atom straight up asked to get fucked. Boston DOES have lessons to learn about controlling his impulses and filtering the things that come out of his mouth, but these hypocrites ain't the ones to teach him. I'm glad that Nick got over himself last week just in time to be there when Boston truly needed him, and I hope that if they decide to try a relationship that Nick keeps the letting-Boston-be-Boston energy he's discovered.
⭐4. Ray's Dad
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Ray's Dad in his one prior appearance seemed like a man at the end of his rope, and I'm glad my thinking was borne out. This story keeps telling us that nobody is a monster, nobody is a villain, everybody is just a person, and Ray's dad is a person like all the rest of them: he cared about his wife, he's watched helplessly and increasingly angrily as his son went down the same path, but he didn't know how to get through to him because he's limited, as we all are, so he did a lot of the wrong thing. I don't think paying Sand to get Ray into rehab was the wrong thing though, that was the act of a desperate man. Him giving Ray the straight dope about how to treat people was a long overdue fatherly lesson. Has he been neglectful? Indubitably. But I'm rooting for him.
🔻5. Sand (3)
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Do you think I’m a man with no dignity?
Sand is the beneficiary of me being salty about Mew and Ray joining the 'I saw Goodie Proctor with the devil' mini-mob, but I could have TOLD him that a man who continuously and repeatedly calls you a whore is going to believe the absolute worst about you when the chips are down. I'm lowkey mad he gave back the money, because Ray is gonna call him a whore whether or not he's getting paid. I know Sand lives for the drama sparkle Ray brings to his otherwise dull life, but come ON dude.
🔺6. Mew (7)
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If you blow it again this time, I'll blame myself for being dumb enough to trust you.
Mew joining in the fun with Boeing is probably gonna bite him somehow but right now I am LIVINGGGGG. Mew keeping Top up at night staring at the ceiling on a regular basis is the only way I'm gonna truly enjoy them being together, because game recognising game is my favourite brand of toxic relationship. If these two spend the next 50 years trying to get one over on each other I will be so satisfied.
🔻7. Ray (5)
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I'm not addicted to alcohol. I can stop whenever I want.
Ray spending the entire episode in various stages of denial, his irritation with the idea of rehab and refusal to take it seriously, that explosion that was ALWAYS coming at Sand, and his final, quiet realisation that he has a fucking problem and he needs to fix it to stop hurting the people around him was phenomenal television, anchored by a bravura performance by Khaotung. Ray is gonna have a lot of amends to make once he starts drying out, including saying everything he said to his therapist directly to Sand. Can he truly change? Let's see.
🔻8. Top (6)
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I'm sure if he stops being mad at me, we can make it long-term.
I finally figured out why no matter what I'll NEVER like Top and he doesn't pass the vibe check: his instincts and reactions are to lie, hide and cheat when he doesn't feel on top of things. He and Boeing may not be fuckin', but whatever is going on there smells like deceit and mendacity, and he is DESPERATE to hide it from Mew. The look on his face when Boeing is around is exactly how he looked around Boston after that car. Give me an honest slut over whatever this is any day of the week and twice on Sundays. I keep saying that Mew is part of Top's self-actualization, and the way he talks about him with Boeing in this ep just adds fuel to my fire. Is that enough to sustain a long-lasting and successful relationship, absolutely, so many couples are JUST like this.
🔺9. Cheum (12)
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Find your own way to graduate. And we will forget we were once friends with you.
OOH this girl pisses me off. Having finally decided to mind the business that pays her, mostly because she's annoyed Atom seems to prefer talking to Boston than talking to her, she's all too willing to believe Atom's lies about Boston and run up pointing her j'accuse finger. I genuinely can't get over how UGLY that scene at Boston's was, how Cheum pulled out some of the same shit that gets levelled at queer men, promiscuous or not, and threw it all at Boston. When she said she didn't believe that Atom was the aggressor because he likes girls, that hit me in the fucking chest. Boston must have done something to Atom. He must have coerced him, blackmailed him, forced him, right? It's so grotesque.
🔻10. Atom (9)
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Getting my heart broken by a girl won't kill me.
Speaking of grotesque, what a nasty bit of business this was. Hurt people hurt people, that's kind of the whole ethos of this show, and the lies Atom told were designed to ruin Boston's life like he feels Boston ruined his by GIVING HIM EXACTLY WHAT HE ASKED FOR. I very much doubt Atom is gonna stop at Cheum too, he's out to destroy, and spreading around this kind of shit about somebody who's already judged for being 1) queer and 2) promiscuous is absolutely destructive. This shit was the vilest thing anybody has done on this show by a country mile.
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monstersandmaw · 10 months
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I am unreasonably excited for this stardew fic im hearing about 👀 (also seb, my love- i always end up romancing him)
Thank you! In all my playthroughs (maybe five before this one, lol) I've never romanced anyone. This one (which inspired this story) I decided to romance and marry Seb :).
The story is gonna feature a lot of the game and setting as inspiration, but I'm going to edit the mechanics a bit so it's less contrived, and there are gonna be more supernatural elements and folks at play... :). And an affectionate, fwb situation with Elliott before the end-game Sebastian romance, just a heads up.
Since you were kind enough to reach out about it, here's a 1400 word WIP sneak peek of Rowan, my gruff, buff werewoof farmer:
(CW: standoffish, loner character with scars on his neck from a werewolf bite, passing mention of a werewolf attack at night that nearly killed him)
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This run-down, wild farm, with its endless tangle of fairytale brambles arcing around the roots of maple and oak trees, and its overgrown ponds full of frogs and flowering water weeds, was beyond perfect.
Of course, Rowan knew next to nothing about organic vegetable farming, but that was a problem for another day.
Mayor Lewis dithered on the top step a moment longer before taking his leave with Robin and heading back up the rutted path towards the town. Apparently Rowan had been taciturn enough to drive the chatty old man away, and something about him had evidently unnerved Robin a little. Maybe it was the mess of scars on his throat. He didn’t much care. If it meant they left him alone, so much the better. He wasn’t sure that anyone but Robin in her off-road pickup could make it comfortably along the winding drive to the farm anyway, and it was a miracle that the old man hadn’t toppled into a pothole or a ditch on his way over.
Rowan watched them leave together, deliberately ignoring their nattering gossip about him, which carried easily enough on the spring air to his sharp ears, and he felt something new prickle down his spine. It wasn’t even close to the full moon — he’d made damned sure of that before booking his one-way ticket to the sleepy little valley — but something about this place set the wolf in him prowling. He realised with a jolt that his wolf liked this new territory, with its fresh air and cacophonous birdsong. Where he’d been fractious and aggressive in the city, prone to lashing out when he felt the least bit cornered or trapped, now his wolf was practically bounding on the spot to explore his new territory and claim it as his own, and Rowan recoiled from the idea.
“I am not an animal,” he snarled at himself.
He thought that after bearing the curse for a year, he should have been far more accustomed to the feeling of there being a whole new part of himself inside his own head, or in his heart. And yet, noticing that the way he was feeling was largely because of the wolf, and not his human side, still freaked him the fuck out.
He turned back to the front door of the tumbledown cabin where his grandfather had lived until he’d had to go into care five years earlier, and immediately put his boot through the rotten boards of the veranda with a curse and another snarl. A small family of mice skittered away beneath the house, their pungent smell rising through the new hole to his sensitive nose, and he sighed. “Still not alone, even out here.”
Although the moon was only halfway to full, and against his better judgement, Rowan did let the shift sweep over him a few nights later, and as he sloughed off the complex trappings of his human life and sank his claws delightfully into the velvet-soft dirt, he patrolled the perimeter of the farm where his human self had spent his first week in Stardew Valley clearing weeds and setting up his first organic vegetable beds.
His wolf didn’t think about the uppity shopkeeper in the general store or the awkward blacksmith who’d smelled of a nauseous cocktail of discomfort, anxiety and axle grease, or the harried-looking man in a tweed jacket who’d smelled of coffee and antiseptic. His wolf lowered its head to the ground and inhaled the scents of rabbit and squirrel. It couldn’t decide if it was relieved or saddened to find no trace of wolves — shifter or otherwise — in the area, but seemed to settle for relieved as he slunk like a deeper shred of shadow from the porch of the farmhouse and bounded off into the dark to explore the place with the new, golden eyes of a wolf in place of the slightly blurry, hazel eyes of a human.
A rockfall in the cliffs behind the wreckage of the greenhouse had exposed a damp cave some years ago, though it smelled of bat guano and little else to interest a wolf. He let it be. Trotting eagerly on, the wolf relished the decadent flex and stretch of its powerful muscles, and the bliss of being able to shift whenever the fancy took him was enough to make him tilt his head to the sky and howl his ecstasy at the silent stars.
Rowan knew that being bitten and turned, and dumped unknowingly into the secret world of the supernatural, had taken its toll on him.
His sanity had been right on the ragged edge when he’d come across that forgotten letter from his grandfather in a desk drawer. After a year of trying to hold the remnants of his miserable life in the city together, of slinking down into an old storm drain on the edge of an abandoned industrial estate every full moon, to cage and contain his frustrated, furious wolf, Rowan had known he had to get out of the city. Permanently. It was messing with his wolf and he was losing more of his awareness to it with each passing full moon. He’d also started zoning out at his desk at work and coming-to with claws out and the wolf prowling right beneath his yellow-eyed facade of calm, even halfway through the cycle. The constant clacking of keyboards, the shrill, metallic ringing of office telephones, and the stink of leftover lunches from the cubicle next door to his was going to make him snap. Violently.
Part problem and part gift, his wolf existed purely in the ‘now’. There was no painful past; no human lying abandoned and bleeding and irrevocably changed on the rain-soaked tarmac of a grotty bus station; no human who’d drifted out of touch with his one surviving family member; no bills overdue and no landlord to keep happy. There was only the scent of moss and emerging spring grass and last year’s fallen pine cones, and the echo of a fox’s passing trail across the land which was now his territory.
Rowan’s wolf followed its nose down to the lower pond and lapped luxuriantly at the rich, cool water. His ears drew back and another thrill of delight ran down the length of his body as the sweet, wholesome taste of the water exploded across his tongue; he could detect none of the pollution and chemicals of the city water, just fresh spring that bubbled up from the depths of the earth, carrying with it the minerals and magic of the place.
Yes, this place had magic in abundance.
His grandfather had married a witch, so magic had been in Rowan’s blood already before he’d been mutilated by a lone werewolf at three in the morning in a filthy, city bus station. Perhaps that had been why a bite that messy had taken when it would have killed most people. He prayed he never met his monstrous sire, because he knew he’d rip his fucking head off for ruining his life and turning him into a slathering, near-mindless monster once a month. It was probably only by sheer, dumb luck that he hadn’t been killed by hunters, or killed someone himself by accident, and it had only been by the grace and patience of a blue-haired witch named Mercury that he’d even known what was happening to him in the first place. He shuddered to think where he’d have been without her.
A figure moved in the darkness at the edge of the trees on the southern-most reaches of his property and his lips drew back into a snarl.
“Easy, Rowan,” came a resonant, bass voice, and he froze, tilting his head, ears pricked. He recognised that voice, but couldn’t place it. For answer, he just growled a warning. “Easy,” came the voice a second time. “Rowan MacTavish, I am not here to hurt you. It is I, Rasmodius.”
At the sound of his full name on the still night air, Rowan’s whole body shivered, but the wolf let go of his mind a little. Thought came to him just a little easier. Rasmodius. That was the name of the wizard in the tower. Rowan blinked his golden eyes and sat back on his haunches.
“May I approach?”
He whined and ended the sound in a soft sneeze. Close enough to a petulant ‘fine’, he supposed.
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(more soon, hopefully, if there's interest :3)
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lonesome-witching · 8 months
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D&D Night
@allnewtpir gave me another prompt and this might have just been the hardest for me to write. I do apologize to anyone who actually knows D&D because my knowledge was limited to some internet pages and whatever they showed in Stranger Things but hey, I tried my best. Sorry for any typos in this one because I'm typing with a new keyboard I'm not used to. Also I do promise it has ronance elements in it.
You can read my old prompts or send me new ones.
“Miss Wheeler.” Eddie leaned forward in his chair.
“Yes?” Nancy responded, not looking up from her plate.
“A little birdie told me you used to DM for the kids.”
That caught her attention, her head snapping up. There was a smirk on Eddie’s face as he pushed his fork into his pancakes.
“You used to play D&D?” Robin asked, her smile audible in her question.
“I— Who— Mike! I’m gonna kill him.” Nancy was already getting up from her seat as if her brother might already be on the run.
Robin quickly grabbed Nancy’s wrist, pulling her back down, as Eddie held up his hand.
“The boy told it only to defend your honor, Miss Wheeler.”
Nancy cocked her eyebrows. “How so?”
“I may have suggested you wouldn’t dare be caught dead at a D&D night and well, your brother said you used to play, that you even DM’ed for them. Although I’m still having trouble imagining it, no offense, of course.”
“She’s full of surprises, isn’t she?” Robin quipped in with that bright smile that Nancy came to know and love. There was almost something magical about the way Robin smiled when she talked about Nancy.
“Yes, she is,” Eddie agreed, that smirk still in place.
“So, what is this? Your way of inviting me to your next game?”
“Not exactly… I was thinking more like, uhm, maybe you could DM again. Just for old times sake.”
“What? No.”
“I knew you wouldn’t dare,” Eddie laughed, falling back in his chair.
“You know what, fine. I’ll DM.” Nancy stabbed her pancakes viciously.
She had to admit she felt somewhat embarrassed as she pulled on the hellfire club. Eddie had made her an honorary member on the spot and it felt wrong. The only comfort she found was in Robin’s eyes as they took her in.
“How do I look?” Nancy asked, twirling around as if she was showing off a new dress.
“You look incredible.”
Nancy chuckled softly. She was still at awe of how her girlfriend could make her feel at peace. Like she wasn’t about to embarrass herself entirely in front of her brother and his friends. At least Robin would be sitting there and rooting for her. The girl had even come up with her own character. Anjelica Longshot, a level 1 cleric. Because Robin was set on playing if Nancy was going to DM.
A heavy knock disturbed the pleasant quiet in Nancy’s room. “Are you coming?” Mike yelled from the other side.
Nancy exhaled slowly. “Time to shine.”
“Hey, just remember it’s just a bunch of kids that you’ve known since they were in diapers. If any of them make fun of you, you just bring up their most embarrassing stories. And I’ll be there the entire time.” Robin stood up and put her arms around Nancy’s waist.
Nancy quickly leaned in to peck Robin’s lips. “Let’s go.”
They walked down the stairs in silence, holding hands, only to come face to face with a hoard of teenagers slamming the tabletop of Karen Wheeler’s dinner table, which was overcrowded with mismatched chairs from the basement. Eddie sat at one end, Mike and Dustin on either side of him, followed by Will and Lucas, respectively. Max had decided to join in, probably to watch the train wreck that was about to go down and across from her El was sitting waiting expectantly with her hands clasped around the table. Steve had dragged the chair next to El at a distance from the table and sat reading a magazine. He had refused to play, despite how often Robin had asked him over the past week. Robin squeezed Nancy’s hand one last time before letting go and walking to the seat next to Max. That only left the seat across from Eddie, at the other end of the table.
Nancy sat down, her paperwork falling to the table. “Max?” It was easier to direct herself toward one person at the table. “Did you prepare a character for tonight?”
“Lucas made me one, is that alright?”
Nancy nodded. “Of course. What about you, El? Do you have a character?”
El nodded excitedly.
“Great.”
“Oh, before I forget, Wheeler. You got lucky. Erica sends her regards, she had a sleepover she really couldn’t miss,” Eddie said. Nancy began to wonder what she had ever done to him to deserve this humiliation.
“Good, thank you for letting me know, Munson.” Nancy sported that tightlipped smile she couldn’t keep off her face when she was annoyed. “Should we start with some introductions?”
“I’ll start,” Robin chimed in, explaining the details of her character as she had scribbled them on the page in front of her. They went around the table. Max stayed brief while Mike and Dustin rambled about their own creations.
It was only after El had finished her speech that Nancy spoke up again. “So, are we ready to start this adventure?”
“More than ready,” Eddie replied.
“Our story begins in the city of Aranna, a once bright metropolis of life. When the sun was shining the people would be crowding the streets and market squares, when the night fell it was the brightest city you’d ever see. Lights would pop up everywhere making it stand out all the more against the dark desert nights that surrounded it. But as you enter the city there are no lights to welcome you, no sound to make you feel safe, no people to ask for directions. You reach The Nightfall, a tavern at the edge of the city and enter. But inside there is no one. All you notice are empty seats and tables in front of a bar. Behind the bar there is a small wooden door.”
They had been playing for nearly three hours. Each of the characters had met their troubles and won their fights. The teenagers around the table grew more and more excited at every new monster that Nancy threw their way. Even Eddie who had been pouting at first was drawn into the story, despite Nancy making it hardest for him specifically.
“You step onto the city square. The buildings surrounding it are covered in black dust. Yet you don’t see anything. No monsters await you. Or so you think.”
“Oh shit,” Dustin yelled. He had trouble sitting still.
Robin appeared to be just as energetic as she stared at her girlfriend with a bright smile. Perhaps there was a hint of pride hidden beneath it.
“A dragon screeches as he flies down, landing in front of your party.”
“Can I ask his name?” Robin interrupted quickly.
Nancy frowned with a smile on her face. A soft giggle escaped as she hid her face behind her hands. “Yes, you can?” she replied in a half question, “Roll for charisma.”
Robin pumped her fist in the air before throwing the dice even if Mike was already complaining.
“Why the hell would the dragon’s name be important?” he muttered under his breath.
The dice fell on the table and turned a few times before landing on the number 17. Robin once again celebrated, and Nancy couldn’t help but laugh. Robin had been doing similar things all game long to set Nancy at ease and it really worked.
“Anjelica takes a step forward and politely asks for the dragon’s name,” Nancy started, “The dragon huffs loudly. I am the great Loranau and these are my lands.” Nancy shifted her voice into something slightly deeper and definitely odd for the dragon’s voice.
“Foxine, what do you do?” Nancy asked, turning toward Max who groaned every time her character’s name was used.
“Can I attack the dragon?” Max asked in return.
“You do know you only have a strength of 6, right?”
“Yeah, yeah, I’m aware.”
“Alright then.”
Max threw the dice and only received a 3 in return. After Max’s failed attack, Lucas and Dustin followed her example. Eddie’s character was the first to perish in his own attack. Mike and Will both did some damage. El threw a 16 and damaged the dragon heavily.
“Anjelica, how do you proceed?”
“Can I ask why the dragon is here?”
Mike groaned. “Robin, do you even know how to play this game?”
“Go ahead,” Nancy replied, talking over her brother.
Robin threw a 14 and celebrated accordingly.
“The knights of this city have stolen my younglings.”
Despite this new reveal, the rest of the party continued their vicious attacks. Max lost her characters in battle.
“I will retrieve the eggs from the city hall and give them to Loranau,” Robin said quickly.
Nancy motioned for the dice. Robin once again threw a high number and proceeded in her action.
“Loranau thanks you,” Nancy said before continuing in her dragon voice, “If I can repay you, dear girl, you must only call my name.”
“Wait, did I just become friends with the dragon? I totally just became friends with the dragon.”
“Kids, it’s getting late. You can continue your game tomorrow,” Karen shouted from the top of the stairs.
“To be continued,” Nancy whispered ominously.
 “Wait, the dragon wasn’t the end?” Dustin asked, excitedly.
“Not everyone you meet is an enemy,” Nancy replied, cleaning up her stuff.
“You killed me and it’s not even the end?” Eddie exclaimed.
“You don’t know what’s still going happen, assuming you guys want to know the rest of the story.”
“Yes!” Will and El responded.
“Then I’ll see you guys next week.”
Robin got up from her spot and leaned over Nancy. “You were absolutely amazing, Nance.”
Nancy bit on her bottom lip to hide her smile.
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000marie198 · 10 days
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About the ask game, the Friv.com special please I need to know what you're cooking
Oh. oh man. Target audience struck right where I wanted :) hello Brainworms
So basically, this is an au based on my most favorite Friv game that I used to play when I was little. It was just a silly, no story game but a few things I observed in it stuck with me over the years and a couple pieces of fanlore formed in my head. I kept it with me and finally decided to make an au out of it.
Here you go!
"Hey look at this one." He handed her an old newspaper article unclipped from Vector's notes. Amy compared it to the one she was looking through, her brows furrowing. "A sales advertisment?" "It seems to be the oldest one in the archives, a couple of months before the death of that Colen guy," Sonic elaborated, reaching to rummage through the scattered prints for similar ads. "Wasn't he the original owner?" Amy placed the papers down, a hand reaching to rub her temples. She was already exhausted from the travels and alongside having to deal with the gradually rising trepidation with each passing day of their stay, the simple case was turning into more of a mystery. "I don't know." Sonic sighed, also seeming on the verge of giving up, he couldn't comprehend how Amy had been handling it. "There has to be a hint somewhere of who this place originally belonged to. There's literally no record anywhere to suggest that Mr. Colen built it." "Tempering of documentation is a possibility too," the other considered, latching onto the new line of thought. Her demeanor shifted, exhaustion being swiped away in exchange of determination. "Maybe we're looking at this wrong." "Ya think?" "Shut!" Amy smacked her companion with a rolled up paper, fighting back a smile at his snickers. Could never stay serious with Sonic around, could she? "Either way, I think we should-" CRASH The two froze, quills flaring up at the terrifyingly loud shatter of what seemed to be china. It was followed milliseconds later by a familiar bloodcurdling scream. Adrenaline shot through both hedgehogs' veins. Sonic swiped around the table and rushed towards the dining hall. "Find Knuckles! Don't let him leave the house!" He shouted over his shoulder, disappearing around the bend. Amy forced herself to move after Sonic had rushed off, heart pounding and feet firmly rooted on the carpeted floor. Something really weird was going on with this place.
If you recognize the game, I love you. Thanks so much for the ask ! Now I'll be brainrotting about this little au
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spade-riddles · 1 month
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I apologize if this has already been discussed.
Disclaimer, I'm sorry if this is hard to read or follow. Sometimes I don't have a complete thought and my mind just bounces around. lol. I'm trying to make it as cohesive as possible.
I think 🎃 anon messages were pointing to this year, not last year. Especially the 5th message about the kitchen (Studio) and a team of chefs (Artists). I believe that they were talking about an album full of collaborations. "an exclusive menu" Also the part where is says "people line up around the block for your restaurant" We patiently wait for the album.
I kind of have two different theories on this.
1- Now with Taylor always flashing ✌️I think it could be pointing us to the fact that TTPD is going to be a double album. With that my theory is that the second part of TTPD is going to be a collab album.
Going back to the 5th message, "Someone is leaving early, abandoning their station. They stuff a recipe card in their pocket as they go." 🎃 continues on in the message that this person threatens to let the world know the secret menu. (leaked song list) Which brings me to the fact that the song list was leaked before Taylor announced it. But if Taylor decided to create a double album after this person left, they wouldn't know the rest of the "secret menu" Which means there is a double album.
2- The other theory I have is that Taylor is not working by herself. There are so many artists releasing albums this year. In the 4th 🎃 it says "I cannot share my role in this chess game, but friends have friends of friends" Now these artists can all be working together for something even greater. And collaborating on each others albums. Also many artists who are not in country, are releasing "country" albums this year. Beyonce, (though she did say it's not an country album, but it does have country roots) Lana Del Ray, Post Malone, and Zayn to name a few. What does that mean? I don't know, possibly they are working together to change the way music is done. Remove the corrupt corporations involved in music. Artists have more control now than they did 5 years ago. With streaming and the internet they are able to reach listeners more than on the radio. But I believe there is still a lot more going on behind closed doors than we know. And if we talk about the forced closeting that happens, possibly these artists are fighting against that as well.
I do think in the next few months these 🎃 messages will become more clear.
And I'm not quite sure if the last message about Halloween is literal. Because if you think about what people do on Halloween, they dress up as something they are not. And these artists who are in the closet have to pretend to be something they are not. They dress for the part, they act the part, just to make some people smile. I think when all this is done and over with, the masks will come off. And they will reveal their true selves. (possibly a mass coming out)
I also believe after TTPD (TS11, a story in 11 parts) Taylor is going to become either an independent artist or start her own record company. Which means if she waits to release Reputation and Debut under her own label, she will literally be taking back her Name and Reputation for herself only.
Very interesting… thank you for sharing!
Here are the 🎃 messages for reference:
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roohuh · 1 year
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I’m sorry if I lied but I don’t remember.
Part 7 of the Obliviate Series.
Ominis x mc
Summary: While discussing your summer plans Ominis learns of plans you made last year without telling him
Warnings: Angst and game spoilers
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The weekend has finally arrived bringing your first week of school to a close. As the final class of the day ends you let out a sigh of relief. Ominis turns to you smiling
“Enjoying yourself are we?”
“I am so ready for the weekend I have been itching to take a trip into the forest.”
“Why the forest?” He frowns.
“To speak with the centaurs about the poacher movements over the summer.” You explain “We planned last spring that we would meet the first weekend of the year.”
“Last spring?” He raises his voice, “you promised me you were done fighting the poachers last fall after you were hurt!” You stand in the middle of the empty classroom confused.
“I’m sorry Ominis but I don’t remember.” You falter unsure of what to say “I only remember fighting them since my fifth year. I’ve never stopped…”
“You lied to me then.” His words cut through the air.
“I am sorry if I did. I don’t know why I would have…”
“Are you justifying it?” He snaps.
“No! I don’t know. I can’t remember.” You fiddle with your wand awkwardly. “Do you want to come with us to meet with the centaurs?” You try to make a peace offering.
“Us?” He scowled
“Me and Poppy.”
“Poppy knew?” He asks quietly.
“Uhm… yes.” you kick at the floor unsure of how to proceed.
“Just forget it. You don’t remember it doesn’t matter.” He snaps standing and walking away. You stand rooted to the spot unsure if you should follow. He stops for a second when he realizes you are not following and huffs then continues to walk. This was the first time he has left you alone in Hogwarts since that night in the Undercroft. Every night he dropped you off at your door and in the morning he would sit in the common room with a book reading as he waited for you to wake up so you could walk to breakfast together. Now he has left you. Slowly you pack your books away giving Ominis time to get some distance as you had to walk the same direction. Eventually you force yourself to carefully exit the classroom. Strolling along you stare at the walls trying to decide what to do about Ominis. You did not know him well enough yet to know if he needed space or if you should go talk to him and try to smooth things over. You honestly feel bad you lied but since you can’t remember it your apology feels hollow.
“MC?” A man’s voice calls from behind you.
“Oh hello Professor Gaunt.” You try to keep your tone cool as your pace quickens.
“Do you have a moment?” He asks, causing you to begrudgingly slow your steps to a stop. You turn to him and shoot a cold,
“Yes?” He smiles warmly ignoring your attitude.
“I have heard great stories of you as of late. Is it true you were attacked by Victor Rookwood? And the stories of your daring defeated of Ranrok are legendary around here. You have quite the impressive list of accomplishments for one so young.” Biting the tip of your tongue incredulously you stare.
“I have had my fair share of excitement.” You eventually reply. The Professor takes a step closer and replies a low voice
“Indeed.”
“Which is why I am trying to figure out how you got the upper hand on me.” Stepping back you test the waters wondering if he will admit guilt to you. The man flashes a dangerous smile, blue eyes sparkling.
“Some mysteries are best left unsolved, little beauty.” The words make your blood run cold but you stand your ground staring him down. He winks at you and laughs as he walks away.
“Don’t be so serious.”
As you watch him leave the words ring in your ears “little beauty.”
Ominis sits in the common room with a cup of tea seemingly absorbed in thoughts. You swallow hard and sit next to Ominis on the sofa. Before you can try and make amends Ominis hands you the cup of tea.
“It’s your favorite.” He mumbles. You sip the tea quietly. Until eventually Ominis breaks the tension
“I’m sorry. I should not have raised my voice at you.”
“I am sorry I lied.”
“I can’t hold you accountable for something you can’t remember. But please refrain from lying in the future.”
“I will, but why did I promise not to fight the poachers?”
“Do you remember being injured last fall?”
“Yes”
“Well after that I could not bear the idea of you being hurt again like that or worse. After I told you how I felt you agreed not to put yourself in unnecessary danger anymore.”
“Well that is not an unnecessary fight.” You argue.
“It is not a fight for one person let alone a student. You should be here, at Hogwarts, with me.” He persists.
“Ominis I love Hogwarts and think you are great. But I can not ignore a problem like this.”
“No you can’t ignore anyone who asks for help. I know. The problem is how you never stop to think about the cost to yourself.”
“I have ancient magic, I am fine.” You insist.
“Until you are not! You were not fine when my family attacked you.” His voice falters.
“And where were you then?” He opened his mouth then closed it again. You feel tears prick at the back of your eyes. Spinning on your heel you march out of the common room calling over your shoulder
“No wonder I never told you.”
Outside it is a beautiful afternoon with a warm sun and gentle cool breeze. Taking a full deep breath of the fresh air you hop on your broom. The cool rush of wind as you fly away from the castle seems to cool your head. Regret creeps in and you slow your flight. You touch your feet down on a grassy hill some ways from the castle and dismount your broom. Taking your shoes off you let your feet touch the grass and dirt, as you enjoy the sunshine. You flop down on the soft grass and close your eyes, allowing yourself to cry. This has been such a mentally exhausting week and you just needed a moment alone to think. Eyes red and puffy you stop crying and lay your arm over your eyes. The sunshine warms you as it occurs to you how thirsty you are from crying. Sitting up you look around; down along the hill walks Sebastian on a dirt path, hands in his pocket whistling for all he was worth. You chuckle at the sight and wave to him. Sebastian waves back adjusting his destination. As he walks up to you he calls
“How long have you been laying there?” You shrug as he sits down next to you pulling a blade of grass from your hair.
“What are you doing out here?” You ask
“I am on my way to Feldcroft to check on Anne. What are you doing out here?”
“I just had to think. Has Ominis always been so controlling over me?”
“Ha! He is a bit much isn’t he?” Sebastian laughs.
“It’s a little suffocating.” You admit
“It is. But what would we do without him worrying for us? Ominis is always there for whether we like it or not. Always bailing us out of trouble. He is a fiercely loyal and true friend.” You grimace
“Not the answer you wanted?” He asks
“It’s just hard.” You shrug
“For him too.” Sebastian looks at you in earnest as he continues,
“He has essentially lost his first love because of his family. He feels horribly guilty and love sick. Cut him a break.” You sigh
“I never thought about it like that.”
“He loves you.” Sebastian smiles and you can almost swear you see sorrow behind the eyes.
“I better be off.” Sebastian chuckles and turns to leave. “What are you going to do?” He questions.
“I should probably go and apologize.” You laugh ruefully. Sebastian nods, thrusting his hands back into his pockets whistling merrily as he continues his journey. You decide to walk back to the castle so you can work out what you are going to say on the way. Being so absorbed in your apology you miss the dark figure materializing behind you.
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keekee-23 · 10 months
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Sexy Bet
A Damian Priest x Original Character story
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Warning: Smut
Hope y'all like it 😬
Damian and Ayesha chose to go on a date at a baseball game. For Ayesha, it was the chance to cheer on her beloved Philadelphia Phillies. For Damian, it was an opportunity to support his favorite team, the New York Yankees.
As they exited their car, a mild breeze rustled through the trees around them, carrying away their laughter. The sky was bright and clear – perfect for taking in a game of ball. Hotdogs and beer wafted into their noses, enticing them.
"I can't believe you'd be so bold," Ayesha said, looping her arm through Damian's as they started walking towards the Citizens Bank Park.
"What can I say? I'm a Yankees fan. I'm not afraid to put my money where my mouth is," Damian said with a mischievous smile.
"We'll see who's putting their money where their mouth is when this is all over," Ayesha said, rolling her eyes. She was wearing a Phillies jersey and a pair of jeans, with a baseball cap that proclaimed her allegiance to the team. On the other hand, Damian was wearing his Yankees hat, Yankees Jersey, and a pair of jeans.
Damian laughed. "I'm sure we'll both be happy with the outcome," he said.
"Well, I know that I'm rooting for the Phillies," Ayesha said. "And I'm sure you are rooting for the Yankees."
Damian nodded. "Of course. I wouldn't have it any other way."
Ayesha squeezed his arm. "Well, come on then. Let's get to the game."
They walked into the stadium, Damian, and Ayesha both cheering for their respective teams. The energy was electric, the entire crowd on their feet as the first pitch was thrown. Damian and Ayesha kept up a friendly banter with each other, pointing out players and plays while keeping their focus on the game.
As the game went on, the Phillies started to pull ahead, and Damian started to get worried. He glanced over at Ayesha, who was grinning as the Phillies scored a run. He couldn't help but smile at her enthusiasm.
As the final inning began, the score was tied. Damian and Ayesha both knew that the game would be decided by a single play. Damian leaned over and whispered in Ayesha's ear.
“Let's make a bet. If my Yankees win, you have to do something special for me.”
“And what would that be?” Ayesha asked, raising an eyebrow.
Damian shrugged. “That’s for me to know, and you to find out.”
Ayesha smiled and shook her head. “You’re on,” she said, extending her hand.
Damian shook her hand and grinned. “It’s a deal.”
Ayesha couldn't help but laugh. She nodded her head, and they turned their attention back to the game.
The crowd was on its feet, their eyes glued to the game. The stakes were high, and everyone was on the edge of their seats. Damian and Ayesha both held their breath as the final out was called.
The Yankees won!
Ayesha groaned as she sank into her seat, and Damian couldn’t help but smirk. He leaned in close to her, his voice low and playful.
“It looks like I won the bet,” he said.
Ayesha shot him with a wry look. “You certainly did,” she said. “But don’t think you’ve won just yet.”
Damian chuckled as he stood and offered her his hand. “Come on,” he said. “Let’s go home. I want to collect my winnings.”
Ayesha took his hand and allowed herself to be pulled up. As they made their way out of the stadium, she couldn’t help but feel a flutter of anticipation. What exactly did Damian have planned?
The couple made their way back to Ayesha’s house, and as soon as the door closed behind them, Damian pulled her close. His eyes were dark with desire, and Ayesha felt her body responding to his closeness.
“So,” he said softly. “About my winnings.”
Ayesha stepped back and feigned a stern look. “Yes, what was it exactly that you wanted?”
Damian smiled and stepped closer, so that his lips were just barely brushing against hers.
“I want you to dress up in sexy Yankees lingerie,” he said softly. “And then…well, then I’ll take it from there.”
Ayesha couldn’t help but blush as anticipation flooded her body. She stepped away from him and grinned.
“All right,” she said. “You’ve got yourself a deal.”
She went to her bedroom and began to search for the perfect lingerie. She grabbed a lace bra and panties, all in the classic Yankees blue and white colors.
She quickly changed, enjoying the feeling of the silky lingerie against her skin. When she was finished, she posed for a moment in front of the mirror, admiring her reflection.
Damian couldn't contain his excitement. He walked up behind her, admiring her curves in the lingerie, and enveloped her in a passionate kiss. Then, without a word, he swept her off her feet and carried her to the bedroom.
He laid her down on the bed and slowly started to undress her. Ayesha felt her arousal building, but she was enjoying the foreplay too much to stop him as he tugged at the straps of her corset bra and gently lifted it over her head. Damian slipped the straps of her panties down off her legs, and they slid around beside them on the bed. Cool air flowed across her naked skin as Damian rubbed his palms over her soft curves and kissed the nape of her neck. Her breath quickened as excitement surged through her veins and pooled between her legs as she imagined what would happen next. His fingers brushed against one nipple, sending chills through Ayesha's body; then he cupped both breasts in his hands and stared deep into her eyes as he began to roll each nipple between two fingers until it puckered up into a tight pink bud.
Damian leaned forward and devoured them with his mouth, ravishing her right breast with his tongue as he kneaded the left one with his hand. His expert touch sent waves of desire rippling through her body until she was shuddering in pleasure beneath him. He tasted every inch of her body, exploring her sensitive curves and making her gasp and moan in anticipation.
Finally, Damian reached between her trembling legs and unleashed a tornado of pleasure with his flattened tongue swirling around her hard nub; each flick more tantalizing than the last, until she screamed out his name in ecstatic bliss.
They changed positions and now Ayesha was on top of Damian, eager to bring him the same pleasure that he had given her.
Ayesha was kissing on Damian’s neck and licking his chest, and he felt his arousal surge. She moved down his body, exploring every inch of him with her soft lips until she finally reached his hardened penis. She took it into her warm mouth and Damian gasped with pleasure.
Damian couldn’t believe that this amazing woman, the love of his life, was giving him such pleasure, with his throbbing erection sliding between her gently suckling lips. His hands stopped roaming on her body long enough to fist a handful of her dark hair.
He gently pulled her head off of himself and pulled her up towards him for a deep kiss. While on top, she hesitated for a second before lowering herself onto his throbbing erection.
A gasp escaped his lips as the warmth of her body enveloped him. She moved in slow yet determined motions as she tested his thickness with her slick walls. His senses were overwhelmed by pleasure; he felt his entire being tremble underneath her. The wanton moans that left her lips made him buck against her each time they connected as one. Her hands digging into his shoulders, she rocked back and forth, seeking out a tantalizing rhythm to further heighten their bliss until the moment of ultimate ecstasy arrived and neither could take it anymore.
She knew that Damian wanted to return her pleasure, and she let him remove her from his lap so that he could enter her from behind. The slow insertion made it easier for her to accept him into her body, and she pushed back against him eagerly until they were joined completely. He leaned forward to cover her with the full weight of his body while keeping himself fully inside her; then he lifted himself off of her just an inch or two, before slamming himself forcefully against her core over and over again until they both climaxed together.
When they were done, they lay together, panting and sweating, their bodies intertwined.
He kissed her forehead and whispered in her ear, “I guess we know who won the bet.” Ayesha smiled and kissed him back, and they both knew that, as far as bets go, this one had definitely been in their favor.
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Red Licorice
Chapter Three: A Dead Girls Diary
“We don’t need them. It’ll be me and you against the world,” -Casey Beker
June 14th 1996
I know I'm supposed to start out with Dear Diary, but that's for basic bitches as Tatum would say-that dumb redhead.
Today my mother gifted me with another diary to write down my feelings after my break up with basketball player Paul Mathews. We had been dating for over a year, had gone on several dates, I cheered at all his games and wore his jersey blah blah-. She thinks I took it hard but in reality, I was more appalled with the reason why for the breakup. From what Pual’s sister had confessed, it was because he didn't like me at all-and was using me to get to my best friend (Y/n) (L/n).
(Y/n) is my best friend, I love her so much! Not only is she super smart but she's insanely pretty too. The only problem is she never believes it whenever someone tells her how beautiful she is. Hence why I wasn't hurt with the fact that Paul fell for (Y/n)-I understood why. She's like a beacon of light that you want to be covered in each day, from the way she laughs with a wide smile to the way she enters the room warming the space around her.
Long story short, many guys have come up to me and asked me how to ask her out before, and you know what I did as a good friend? I told them to get lost and they could kiss my ass! All of the boys at our school are practically dogs, (Y/n) needs a boyfriend that actually cares and likes the things she's interested in.
Take Randy for instance, he would be a perfect match-
(The rest of the sentence was crossed out)
On second thought, she doesn't need any man but me.
June 17th 1996
Okay Diary, I know it's been a minute since i've updated you on what's going on, but long story short-Tatum has lost her damn mind! Not only did she decide to sleep with my ex boyfriend Paul but there's a rumor amongst the other cheerleaders that they had been sleeping with each other for awhile behind my back! The absolute nerve!
(Y/n) told me I should let it go and possibly find another boyfriend who really cares about me the way I should be treated. She even went out of her way to watch a marathon of Rom-com videos with me to cheer me up. Not only did she cook me my favorite chocolate cake but she also made sure we did our nails. She even let me put color to hers-although she wouldn't let me do pink, but I didn't mind.
I am a bit jealous that Stu and Billy have been trying to get her to watch horror movies with them alone. I find it really weird how the two of them since we've been kids have always insisted that it has to be the three of them to enjoy the movies. But the jokes on them! (Y/n) has been spending all her time with me, Sidney and that bitch of a redhead.
Who needs boys when you have girls instead.
OMG I just got the greatest idea on how to get back at Tatum!
I'll keep you in the loop with my devilish diary!
Xoxox,
Casey
June 27th 1996
You'll never believe what happened today! My plan to get back at Tatum worked! Well not actually but indirectly.
You see Tatum has a huge crush on Stu Matcher, the dumb trouble maker (Y/n) always watches horror movies with. The bright side is that he's hot and is known for making all the girls melt in our school. I honestly didn't get what Tatum sees in him-but it must be something since she keeps ranting and raving about it during our sleep overs.
(Y/n), Sidney and Tatum came with me to the mall to do a little shopping, and Stu and Billy just so happened to be there looking for god knows what. They simply insisted on tagging along and the whore was more than happy to give in. It seemed to make (Y/n) uncomfortable with how much Tatum was flirting with Stu-I put it together that she simply hates public displays of affection. That's how it was when Paul was around.
Eventually Sidney and Tatum decided to head off in the lingerie store and decided to drag (Y/n) with them-knowing that my friend hates men seeing her in there. I was about to take along and make suggestions when Stu stopped me, the boy was straightforward with flirting-and I hated how easy it was for me to fall for his sly smooth words. I would be mush if I honestly found him perfect, but the amount of times he's followed (Y/n) around like a lost puppy freshman year screamed otherwise. So I played the game-remembering I had a score to settle with Tatum, and soon enough we were in the public restroom getting busy.
I won't lie-he was good. No wonder he broke so many hearts and had ex’s demand to get back together with him.
It wasn't long after the mall that he asked me on a date-a bit backwards don't you think? I guess I was a very good lay for him-my efforts paid off though, he only paid attention to me in spite of Tatums efforts.
During the whole time, (Y/n) did not speak to me, I could tell something was wrong due to her forced smiles and lack of conversation. Especially when Billy mentioned the new horror movie coming to theaters that he and Stu wanted to go see with her. I even asked to join, but she acted docile during the whole conversation.
I felt as though I made a deep mistake of some kind. And it really bothers me.
July 2nd 1996
I fucked up. Really bad.
(Y/n) has been avoiding me, and each time I invite her over my house she always says she has to help her Aunt out with something-which is bullshit because her aunt works her ass off at the hospital 24/7.
I have been spending a lot of time with Stu lately, but we either are having sex or he wants to watch horror movies. Sometimes I simply just stare at the scream lost in thought as to why I wanted to continue this relationship. I mean the sex is good, don't get me wrong and it feels like a victory to continue tormenting Tatum with our relationship, but it didn't feel right to keep doing this if my best friend isn't around.
I told Stu about my concerns with (Y/n) only for him to ask if he should talk to her about it, it was the way that he asked that quickly threw me off. I then proceed to ask about their friendship and how they often hang out with each other. He tells me they haven't interacted as of late because of me, and asked me to ‘politely’ stop getting in the way of their movie time together.
We had a huge fight about it. I didn't like the way he said it so casually that he wanted her there with him rather than me. We ended up having sex an hour later-but it didn't feel right. It was odd, Stu seemed to be hate fucking me one minute then caressing and telling me how sorry he was.
Once he was done he looked at me for a long moment, it was like he was trying to see me as someone else-I had seen that look before with other boys who loved someone else. Whatever spell he was under he snapped out of it before kicking me out before his parents got home.
I’m so lost.
July 4th 1996
(the page was torn out with leftover teardrops)
July 7th 1996
Me and (Y/n) had a heart to heart. It was jealousy - something that we both never in terms felt within our friendship. I know her, she’s not the type to get jealous unless she truly liked or felt for the person she was looking at. And even then-there wasn’t many that she looked at-from my knowledge anyway.
We spent the rest of the afternoon together watching movies on her living room couch. It felt good to be in each other's good graces again, afterall my life just seemed out of place without her in it. Watching horror movies, going shopping, or simply walking in the town square didn't do it for me without her by my side. There was one part in the movie where I watched her laugh the hardest she's ever done, her smile warmed me up inside, my heart hammering miles per minute.
When it came time for my mom to arrive, I didn't want to leave. I wanted to stay. To hear her laughs and have her stay in my embrace longer. The bed in my home feels colder-missing the warmth on the other side of the mattress.
July 13th 1996
I'm scared to share this, but I've been rewinding last night's dream in my mind for the past three hours straight. It was nice at first, it seemed like every other day, I was over (Y/n)’s house horror movie in the background with the air blaring to life. The one thing that seemed weird was how close we were, she was laying on my chest covered in a blanket as I played with her curls.
It was comfortable, until (Y/n) leaned up and kissed me, not a quick peck but a slow passionate one. It wasn’t like the many empty ones I had given in my past relationships, it meant something. I could feel it-the love the joy my best friend was giving me. What shocked me the most was the fact I was kissing back taking the lead-dominating her entire being as I watched her melt in my grasp.
Soon I was on top of her kissing down her neck, stripping her of her clothes and sucking her breasts. I enjoyed it, the sight and the sounds she was making pleased me. It was different taking control but from how I was acting it was as if I had known how to do this my whole life.
I’ll never forget the way she moaned my name as I gave her orgasm after orgasm on the couch-her cunt practically dripping wet with her own thighs coated in her mess. Her eyebrows pulled together in ecstasy with her brown circles of breast on full display-arching into the air. It wasn’t long before we both finished, the aftercare was something I noticed I prioritized. I made sure she took a shower and was fed before taking her to the room to sleep.
It just felt right. No guilt. No thoughts about boys and their rough nature. Just the two of us. One embracing the other.
July 20th 1996
Distractions are what I found myself needing each night, and lucky enough for me there were plenty in Woodsburror. But with the many times I ended up underneath Stu I couldn't get her out of my head. Her moans and sweet utterance of my name against my lips, the same lips I found myself sucking the dick of the same man who had a secret attraction for my friend.
I know right-when did that happen.
It was the other night when I was with Stu in his truck, I had a slip of the lips and moaned (Y/n)’s name. I really hadn't meant to, but the way Matcher had stopped everything was telling enough-he didn't like the fact it was her name I had said. He had stopped initiating sex with me that night-even though he was still on hard.
I asked him if he was going to tell anyone what had happened. He said no, and instead offered a proposition. At first I was a bit scared to know what it was, but thought I didn’t have much of an option-I didn’t want my secret getting out.
He wanted a threesome between (Y/n) and Me. I immediately looked at him in a mix of shock and utter disgust. To get out of it I immediately mentioned that she was a virgin still-he countered it saying that he would be her first. The way he said it was weirdly full of warmth and affection. It twisted my stomach into knots and made me question how authentic was the relationship we currently had. The way he said her name-from the way he promised not to use her-to be gentle all the way through.
I hated it. I hated him. I never wanted to get out of a truck so fast in my entire life.
To get out of the conversation I lied and said I would think about it. But obviously-I'm thinking of a way to end this.
He wasn't going to touch (Y/n). Not on my watch.
July 27th 1996
Cheating isn't something to be glorified, ever. But damn did it feel like a weight off my shoulders when I heard of Tatums whore ways.
The new rumor amongst the cheerleaders this week was hot! Half the squad was over Autumn’s house when the ball was dropped about what the team captain had seen the other day on her way to Blockbuster. Apparently Tatum had invited Sidney and (Y/n) along on their blockbuster run knowing that Stu and Billy would be there. At first I was a bit upset (Y/n) hadn't told me anything about it-but the gears started turning once Autumn said Stu had ignored Tatum the entire time, his attention solely on my best friend.
It was confirmed with a simple sighting and interaction with the two, Stu didn't want me or Tatum. He wanted (Y/n). And in his own twisted way of trying to get close to her he was using us (her friends) as a gateway.
I don't understand. He had more opportunities to date her from the beginning, they were practically inseparable since they were kids-especially in middle school. Billy soon added to the mix not so long after his mother wasn't as present anymore.
You're probably wondering where the cheating part had taken place right? Long story short, our team captain-Abigail- had saw Stu fucking Tatum against the wall of an alleyway next to the store. It was embarrassing, not only did everyone give me sympathetic looks, but they all knew about what Paul did. It was the same thing happening twice in the row-(Y/n) being tossed in the mix.
I played the part of the sad grieving girlfriend very well, maybe it was because through the irony of it all- I didn't care about the fact the boys didn't want me. I cared about the fact they wanted (Y/n). They wanted my best friend-the girl I wanted all to myself.
I don't blame them for falling in love with her though, after all. I did it myself.
August 1st 1996
Today was cheerleading practice for the new school year along the day football players start preparation for the upcoming football season. Most of the time while we were coming up with cheers on the sidelines, the fresh new round of quarterbacks would hoot and holler for our new uniforms.
I'll admit, they were very sexy. But I really couldn't get my mind off of me and (Y/n)’s sleepover last night. She had simply fallen asleep on my chest, her silk nightie rode up at the bottom leaving her lace painties in view. I was quick to pull the dress back down-but my mind had wondered if I had proceeded things differently.
My parents weren't home and it would've been the perfect opportunity. But instead I was too scared of what she would say or the possibility of ruining our friendship.
My kicks and flips were the worst it had ever been throughout practice and the other girls could tell. And much to my embarrassment they thought it was because of Tatum messing around with Stu. As if I could care less what that whore did with my lay! And the bigger fact of the matter is Stu dosen’t even want Tatum either-hes just fucking her till he gets bored.
I couldn't do it anymore, I was sexually frustrated. From the pent of feelings for my best friend and the fact Tatum continued to pretend she didn't keep stabbing me in the back over and over again.
I had noticed Steve staring at me throughout his drills, and decided to call him over once me and the girls took our two hour break from practice. Seducing him wasn't that hard-it was obvious he thought more with his dick than his own head.
The locker room was thankfully deserted giving us enough time to get an hour of pleasure in. The poor boy took it the wrong way and thought I wanted to go out with him-it wasn't a bad idea though. Steve was cute and had a lot going for himself, and seemed somewhat of a decent guy, plus it gave me an excuse to dump Stu.
I can only hope he doesn't get too angry about it down the line.
August 7th 1996,
Okay so the breakup didn't go as smoothly as I had hoped-but it was better than I had originally had expected.
Stu wasn't as furious about the breakup as I thought he was going to be, he only seemed a tad bit frustrated with something I couldn't understand. Even with the many accusations I had tossed his way about screwing Tatum and wanting (Y/n) all for himself. He seemed only focused on the fact that (Y/n) wouldn't be around that much anymore-he has a serious problem he needs to solve.
And I told him that. (Y/n) isn't his-and she never will be.
That's what started it-the rampage the boy went on. I had never seen Stu so livid from just telling him he couldn't have her. The one girl he wanted. He did not place his hands on me or anything but kept screaming for me to get out of the house. I did leave in a rush, afterall I had my current new boyfriend outside waiting to comfort me.
But when the news broke out, things started to flip upside down. I think the only person that was disappointed in me was (Y/n). She couldn't believe what I had done-cheating on Stu with Steve and causing such drama amongst the group. In my opinion I had done nothing wrong-it was Tatums fault for fucking Paul then going after Stu while we were in a relationship.
I didn't understand why she was taking Stu’s side either, it hurt hearing she didn't want to lie to him and say I didn't do what I did. Or how much I hurt him.
I lost my temper. I'll admit it, yelling at her wasn't the way to go. And I might have said something I wasn't proud of. But it was how I felt at the moment- she didn't need to worry so much over Macher if she was MY friend! If she was MY everything!
But that's the thing she's not mine. But she should be.
August 12th 1996,
Today was the first day of school, my senior year. One semester away from saying goodbye to these bloodsucking vermin in the dust once and for all. Mom wished me luck this year, we had a long prayer at the breakfast table for scholarships and hopefully a bright future ahead. The only thing that seemed out of place was the empty chair beside me; (Y/n)’s place at the table.
This was the first time she wasn't over for the first day of school with me. We usually had sleepovers the night before, gossip-made bets on what's going to transpire but no-I had made the ultimate mistake of yelling at her and degrading her for voicing her opinion.
I called her Stu’s whore.
I didn't mean it of course, but it was something I said to hurt her-the last thing I had wanted to do.
The first day of school was okay, it turns out I have a few classes with (Y/n) and Sidney, fortunately I don't have any with Tatum ,Stu or Billy. But Randy is in my science and history class. Randy wouldn't shut up talking about how cute (Y/n) looked today, and I couldn't shake the feeling of jealousy as many men in the school watched her up and down the school halls.
She wore her hair up into a high afro ponytail, swirls of her hair laid upon her head. I couldn't help but stare at the loose flannel-her shoulders were bare, and she wore some jean shorts with some beat up converse. During class I couldn't help but stare, even with Sidney encouraging me to speak to her I couldn't. And I felt as though if I tried talking to her about it something else might have transpired.
I couldn't tell her my feelings for her. What would my parents say? Not to mention the whole student body. Being gay in this town isn't uncommon but many people, especially adults are old fashioned. Last time I checked (Y/n)’s Aunt even had something sly to say about girls viewing each other's bodies if they are not family.
I can't win. Not if I leave this hell hole and start anew.
Would it be a possibility that (Y/n) would come with? Come with me to start a new life away from all of this? I would let her watch movies whenever she wants and help her through school.
I want her dreams to become a reality. I want to be there every step of the way, to see her on that red carpet of the movie she makes. The series of horror movies that would have the world in a chokehold.
I want to be that wife, her holding my arm as she waves shyly to the cameras for me to beam down at her in pride.
I would give her everything Stu couldn't and more!
August 13th 1996,
I can't believe Tatum had the nerve to try to give me advice to please Steve in the bedroom! For her information Stu’s so obviously pretending she’s (Y/n) while fucking her brains out. The worst part is everyone knows about Tatum and Stus relationship now, not that they're a fan of it-it's just new gossip.
Apparently (Y/n) didn't like the relationship, that's what Sidney said. But I don't understand why. Everytime Stu gets into a relationship with someone (Y/n) says it's not a good match- or both parties deserve better.
It's almost like she wants him-
(The page was torn off halfway)
August 15th 1996,
(The page is filled with many crossed out words and x’s making it illegible to read) (It was almost as if she couldn't bare to process what she was writing)
August 17th 1996,
I couldn't take it anymore! I had to talk to (Y/n) and make up with her! These past few days of silent treatment were getting to me. Not only has Tatum noticed, but Sidney as well. It was embarrassing to know that her other friends have been asking me what's going on when I've known her for the longest. They don't even care about her as much as I do!
But it's not just my feelings for (Y/n) that have been consuming my thoughts lately. I've been struggling with my sexuality, and it's been eating me up inside. I've never told anyone, not even my best friend, about the way I feel. It's like this big secret that I'm carrying around, and it's starting to feel suffocating.
I know that (Y/n) would never judge me, but the fear of rejection and the unknown terrifies me. What if she doesn't feel the same way? What if she thinks I'm weird or gross? I can't risk losing my best friend, but at the same time, I can't continue living this lie.
The looks that Stu and Billy have been giving me lately only make things worse. It's like they know something about me that I don't even know myself. I feel like a fraud around them, like they're constantly judging me.
I don't know what to do. I'm so confused and scared. All I know is that I can't keep living like this. I need to talk to someone, anyone, about how I'm feeling. But who can I trust? Who can I confide in?
For now, I'll keep my secret to myself and focus on repairing my friendship with (Y/n). But I know that this is something that I need to address eventually.
Of course she was reluctant to talk but I had bribed her to let me in with three packs of her favorite popcorn and of course five packs of licorice. She took the popcorn and candy and allowed me to have an hour to say what I wanted to say before I was asked to leave.
I understand her anger. We've been best friends for years, and I called her such an unforgivable thing because I was jealous of the attention she was giving Stu. I felt terrible, and I told her everything. I apologized and begged for her forgiveness. I could see the pain in her eyes, and I knew I had hurt her deeply. But thankfully, she eventually forgave me, and we hugged it out. It felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
But now, I'm left feeling guilty about how I treated (Y/n) and how I let my jealousy get the best of me. I need to work on my insecurities and learn to communicate my feelings better. (Y/n) is my best friend, and I never want to hurt her like that again.
August 31st 1996,
(This entry was ripped out aggressively to what seemed like not too long ago.) (investigators eventually found the entry locked in a secret chest underneath Becker’s bed along with her previous diaries and most treasured items.)
September 8th 1996,
Slowly but steadily I've been getting closer to (Y/n), we've even started making plans on what to do for Halloween! It's her favorite month. All the decorations, costumes, and of course the horror movies. She did seem a bit down today when I mentioned dressing up together as playboy bunny girls, clearly she was expecting something more her speed.
I know-I know what you're thinking. Why would I want to dress up as a playboy bunny costume when (Y/n) clearly wants to dress up as a slasher? Well it's simply because it gives me an excuse to have her wear something revealing all night, and second she's a slasher every single year.
It's time to do something different. No more bloody (Y/n). Instead we'll have a super hot one instead.
In the end she said she would think about it, but with the way she looked over longingly at Stu and Billy; maybe just maybe I should be a slasher with her this year.
September 15th 1996,
Unfortunate change of plans, my parents announced that they were visiting family the week of Halloween. And for once I hated the thought of leaving here without (Y/n) by my side. In the past with her being alone on Halloween always sits wrong with me, and the fact is she wouldn't be alone; Stu and Billy always ended up being there.
Sick? Stu and Billy would come over. Aunt Gia unable to take her to the movies? Mrs. Macher would fill in, Stu dragging (Y/n) to the backseat. If I was out with the other girls dressing girly? Billy would immediately pull out a Micheal Myers mask and a bucket for candy.
I just can never get the timing right on Halloween to be with her. On her favorite holiday.
I might as well push these feelings to the side and let Stu or Billy have her this Halloween. Just like they always do. This time Tatum and Sidney won't be able to deny their boyfriends attraction to (Y/n).
September 19th 1996,
I can't believe I lost my diary for three days! And that's not even the worst part. Tatum was the one who gave it back to me. I was spiraling, hoping that she had some sense and did not read any of it.
Imagining the thought of her reading it sent chills down my spine. Not only would Tatum be out for my blood but (Y/n)s as well; even though the two girls get along fine now- I just know Tatum would immediately flip the script and try to ruin her life.
So what if (Y/n) had feelings for Stu and Billy. She likes Randy now. Even though I’m trying to be the main contender for her love-even I had to face the reality that she wasn't going to go for someone in a relationship. If I was to confess my feelings to her it most definitely would have to be after I dump Steve.
Don't get me wrong, the boy is really nice and sweet. He'd be the perfect boyfriend for me if I wasn't you know ‘a little sparkly’. The sex is good too and he even knows how to communicate well. The only argument we've had thus far was about how much time I've been spending with (Y/n) lately, it resulted in me crying and guilt tripping him.
He was getting a little bit too close to the truth.
But that's not what I'm afraid of. This afternoon I asked Tatum how she found my diary. Turns out she wasn't the one who found it.
It was Stu who had it for the weekend.
September 21st 1996,
Tonight (Y/n) came over to hang out as usual. Soon we were gossiping and talking about others' relationships before it shifted back to mine. (Y/n) apparently don't like how quickly me and Steve got together, and to be honest she was making some good points. Hooking up with boys and then immediately becoming a couple was very misleading and isn't how relationships should be formed.
The conversation got intense however once she suggested we watch a horror movie, we fell back into our normal routine. She did say something that threw me off though. She said if I was in the horror movie I would be the dumb blonde that dies first.
As if! I'm clearly too smart to die in a horror movie! I joked around with her about it and asked if she remembers the promise if I were to die. Of course she remembered but knew she wouldn't have to do it till we were daily older.
To me it doesn't matter how old we get together. She'll always be my everything in my eyes.
I had asked Steve to come over Wednesday to watch a movie, but obviously that's not what we're going to do. That night will be the last time I ever mess around with a boy, and Thursday morning I'll be single and ready to confess to my best friend.
I can only hope she reciprocates my feelings.
August 31st , 1996
Last night was a total nightmare. I don't know who to be more angry at Sidney-or that bitches friend Tatum! We were all invited over (Y/n)’s house to sleepover and have a great time.
Unfortunately things took a twisted turn-
Screams emitted through the TV as the four girls settled across the living room floor. (Y/n) was snuggled up on Casey's side sharing a blanket as Tatum and Sidney were laid across the couch; apparently Tatum valued comfort rather than the floor, but Sidney did remain on the floor laid up against the couch with her sleeping bag.
It was a good thing the movie had subtitles since it was in Japanese; the plot in the movie was about a series of mass murder of teen girls who've all dated the boy. Upon the grand reveal it turns out it was his childhood best friend, her love for him was so obsessive that she resulted in killing all potential suitors for her friend. One might argue it was sick and twisted, but was it so different from many murder cases in the US? Sure some of the scenes were very violent, including the parts on how she disposed of the bodies; however jealousy and obsession can turn deadly quickly if not caught on to.
The alleged ‘final girl’ ran down the school corridor, running into the male protagonist as he tried to calm her down. Her hand was gone, blood practically spraying and pooling along the floor, (Y/n) would have to give it to the directors, the protruding bones look so real.
“All bets in that she's not going to survive,” Casey muttered.
(Y/n) hummed, “Yeah she already lost her virginity, so she already lost in that regard. Not to mention she was seen drinking a few scenes ago.” The two friends had watched so many scary movies at this point that they could predict when someone was going to die, or the ‘twist’ the directors were trying to pull.
The killer rounded the corner, her mouth and face going slack as the male lead and her locked eyes. The boy seemed shocked for a moment before he began to question her on why and how she was doing this. The subtitles were fast but the girls could get the gist of what was being said from the brief words on the screen.
“Wow,” Tatum scoffed, “What a love confession. Someone please kill me if I ever become that desperate over a man.”
“Wait,” Sidney watched as the boy started to step closer, his eyes brimming with tears, “Is he…is he confessing back?! After all the girls he’s slept with and had died due to her, he wants a relationship with her?”
This caught (Y/n)’s attention, she watched how the two childhood friends embraced one another as the other girl cried out to the boy pleading for him to stay-to save her. Only for the male to take the knife from the killer and kill the final girl himself. Something about the scene made it hard to look away.
‘How can someone choose a killer rather than the innocent?’
“He's in love with her,” She muttered, “so much he's willing to kill another innocent person in order for them to be together.” Something fluttered in her heart at the sheer devotion they have towards one another. They way they looked at eachother-no more secrets all the obstacles that were there before have been removed. The two halves of the same whole acn be together at last.
The screen cuts to a house, the childhood friends had gotten married and one would guess moved to another city to leave their choices behind. What caught the afro haired off guard was how happy the couple looked, they had even achieved a loving family; a pair of twins and a four year old boy all sitting at the table sharing grace before credits started to roll.
Casey shifted a bit, “Well, that movie was-,”
“Amazing-,”
“Shit,” Tatum snarled, “How can he want that ugly bitch and kill the good looking one? Isn't this Japanese? Wasn't it the standard to marry for good looking kids and successors?” The girl's attitude threw the other three girls for a loop.
(Y/n) still wanted to argue her point, “I think it's a good film! It's a lot different from the horror movies I usually watch, and I think the fact that the childhood friends got together despite everything was a good twist and satisfying ending.” She got up from Caseys side and went to retrieve the tape and grab another movie, “Here, we can watch a Chick flick next since you didn't like-”
“You think all childhood friends should end up together huh, (Y/n)?”
The girl paused her movements at the question. She didn't understand why the question seemed so-hostile. Casey sat up and shot Tatum a look, clearly disliking where this was going. Sidney on the other hand had a very uncomfortable expression on her face, almost like she was expecting this.
“Well, sometimes yes,” (Y/n) shrugged the stranged feeling off, “Think about it. They’re the ones that know each other most inside and out. Look at most successful marriages for instance-they were either childhood friends or friends and with each other for a long time.” She popped in ‘She’s All That’ before turning to the strawberry blond, “Plus my parents were childhood friends. That's why their marriage was so successful.”
There was an uncomfortable silence in the room.
Something shifted behind Tatum's eyes; malice, spite, fueled by jealousy. “Oh, so you're assuming that Me and Stu’s relationship is going to be temporary since we were not childhood friends?”
(Y/n) made a face at the mention of her friends name, her heart contorted “No! That's not even what I was trying to say-”
“It was implied-”
“Fuck off Tatum,” Casey barked, “The only reason why he’s with you is because your so willing to lay on you back for him.”
They all had to have known it was true. Tatum was so desperate for the boy to acknowledge her since the seventh grade. Going as far to change her style three times before settling on the busty mean girl persona; of course she wasn’t mean all the time-just liked the look.
Other than that Casey wasn't going to let the girl accuse her friend of these things without proof. (Y/n) wasn't the type to go after someone elses’ boyfriend; however with the information the blonde knew about she did feel a bit hypocritical.
Stu wanted (Y/n). Did she know if it was the same the other way around? No. Was she still going to defend her anyway? Absolutely.
Tatum whipped her head over to the other blond practically giving her whiplash. Her face was red now in embarrassment or fury one could barely tell. “Oh! Just like how you were so willing to do that same-,”
“At least I didn’t fuck my friends boyfriend while they were in a committed relationship-”
“It was only two times-”
“Two times too many!” Casey huffed, “Is this what you came here for? To start something with (Y/n) because you know she's the nicest out of the rest of us?”
Tatum rolled her eyes, “You act like she's a newborn, she can defend herself,” She took a swig of her cola before shifting her eyes to her best friend, “Besides I’m not the only one with questions, Sidney does as well.”
(Y/n) zeroed in on Sidney, the girl was fiddling with the sleeve of her sweater. Something about her whole demeanor screams ‘guilty as sin’; as if she just got done something unforgivable. In this case she felt pressured to get to the bottom of why Billy had this slight obsession with the girl in front of her.
Sidney did have a question about Billy and her relationship, and she wanted the girl to be honest about it. She wouldn't be mad if there was something before,but it would mean things between her and her boyfriend would be called into question.
“Y-you have something to ask me Sid?”
Sidney nodded, “Yeah, um I went over Billy’s house the other day, and I saw a lot of things in his room that surprised me is all,” Surprise would be an understatement, her heart felt like it was being ripped into thirds with the items she came in contact with. They haven't been dating for long but she felt like she really liked him, but there's only so much one can take, “You-uh-you guys have a lot of photos with each other. Even with his mom and dad-and uh-Stu was in some of them too..”
She was trying to give a hint to the girl about what she was trying to say. Sidney knew no boys or men who would have that many pictures of a girl visible. Especially in a relationship. It wasn't like it was just on his desk, no-it was all around his house. On the hallway walls, in his dads office-in the kitchen-everywhere. Mr. Loomis almost seemed shocked that Sidney even earned the title ‘Girlfriend’.
‘What happened to (Y/n)?’ Billy’s Father voiced out loud.
Billy stilled for a moment his eyes hazy, ‘(Y/n) has been busy with school lately,”
His father simply cocked an eyebrow and said nothing more. Sidney had never felt more embarrassed and out of place; she knew what the question really meant and what answer Billy’s father was looking for. He wanted to know why (Y/n) wasn't the one at the table with them with the title instead of Sidney.
“So are you asking if I have the same pictures as him?” The girl cut through the silence.
Sidney shook her head, cheeks pink. She didn't know why this was frustrating her-it was just a question. So with a deep breath she ripped off the bandage, “Did you and Billy ever have a secret relationship?”
(Y/n) sputtered as her face grew warm at the question, sure she had secretly entertained the idea of having Billy as a boyfriend but it quickly went out the window once she realized her long term feelings for Stu. It should've been easy to answer back at the question but she was so surprised with the way it was said threw her for a loop.
“No, me and Billy have never had that sort of relationship.” She finally stated.
The brunette didn't seem convinced, “What about the nickname they both gave you. Billy and Stu,” Billy had a habit of calling (Y/n) by her nickname rather than her real name, even in Sidney's presence. It would be different if it was something funny, or a common nickname given among friends, but it was so intimate. And (Y/n) didn't notice it like the other girls did.
Sidney didn't even have an intimate nickname. Billy just called her ‘Sid’ like everyone else.
“What nickname? You mean (N/N)? Billy and Stu haven't called me by that name in years-”
“No! The other one!” Sidney persisted, “The intimate one. You’ve got to remember, Billy calls you it all the time when you're not around-,” The girl paused for a moment, her thoughts sinking in. What if Billy and Stu never said the nickname to the girls face once they got to highschool; it has been a long time since Sidney and Tatum was thrown into the mix in regards to their group. “Did Billy and Stu ever call you anything else in your presence?”
The afro haired paused, thinking it over before answering. There was one nickname Billy and Stu used to call her by sometimes, but it was just while they were watching movies and alone with the three of them. It was around about ninth grade when the nickname was made; Billy insisted that they call her by it.
“Final Girl,”
There was silence again. If there was a way from steam to whistle out of Tatum's ears they all would have heard it.
“Excuse me?” Sidney said, “They call you what?”
(Y/n) bit her lip, “Final girl, Billy insisted I be called that. You know Final girls are the ones that-”
“That’s not the name I was talking about. You mean to tell me you have another one-?”
“Did you fuck Stu instead?” Tatum cut in, “If you couldn't have one friend you might as well go for the other one-”
“Tatum,” Sidney hissed. This wasn't how she wanted to go about doing things. Backing (Y/n) in a corner like this was just bullying her, and if she did have private relationships with either boy it wasn’t for them to know. (Y/n) even had the right to refuse not to answer.
The afro haired girl gripped her band tee in frustration, “I didn’t fuck anyone!” She got up and glared at Tatum in frustration, she didn't understand the girl's deal. She had won already, she had Stu all to herself, “You both have Stu and Billy as your boyfriends and spend so much time with them to the point we three don't hang out as much anymore! When would I have the time to even get the chance to do something like that?”
“Can we just all calm down for a second-,”
“Did you ever have feelings for Stu or Billy?!”
“What does it matter?!” (Y/n) cried, “You have both of them! You won! Tatum you fuck Stu every single day! And Sidney you watch movies with Billy all the time-!” The girl cut off a lump forming in her throat as she could see her favorite boys doing the activities with her friends. Something inside twisted and lurched-her eyes growing warm and sight blurry.
This was all enough for Sidney and Tatum to see the girls true feelings. One felt sympathetic with the reaction, the other on the other hand-.
“I told you!” Tatum pointed, “I knew there was something going on with those three! So how did it feel being Stu and Billy’s whore all throughout ninth grade-” The girl was cut off with a pillow connecting to her head.
Casey loomed over the other girl, her face contorted in rage, “Say that again. I dare you.”
The two other girls stood up immediately with how Casey was standing over Tatum, they knew if a hit landed there was no coming back from this. Also (Y/n) didn't want anyone to be fighting inside her house, her Aunt would have a fit knowing why her living room looked a mess. She would be okay with a bit of fun-not a full out brawl.
(Y/n) sighed sadly, “Tatum, Sid - you guys need to leave.”
A sad solemn look took over Sidney's face at the girl's tone, “Wha - No look I'm sorry can we just pretend this conversation didn't happen?” It was wistful thinking, but she honestly didn't want to leave things this way between everyone. They were supposed to have fun; Sidney wanted to ignore the boy problems for one day and just enjoy the presence of her friends without any problems. (Y/n) didn't deserve to be asked questions that way tonight, especially about the two people she saw as her best friends for the longest time.
“Pretend?” Said Casey, “After the two of you tried jumping down her throat! You want to pretend you didn't do anything?!”
The blonde stormed over to the two sleeping bags grabbing them and rushing back to the front door. Tatum finally got up from the couch in shock, following after the angry girl. Not a single one of them had ever seen Becker this upset, sure she argued and had a sharp tongue but throwing their things outside of the house was way beyond what they could imagine.
“Casey! Are you fuckin crazy-?!”
“For my best friend? Yes!” Casey yelled, “Now are you going to grab your backpack yourself or am I going to have to grab them for you?”
(Y/n) wiped tears from her eyes, “Cas at least let them call their parents-”
“Tatum's house is two blocks away, they can kick rocks.”
It was quick with how the girls left, and the afro haired girl felt a sense of dread with the door closing. It was only when Casey placed a hand on her shoulder did she break down. In some way she blamed herself for them-for their actions and jealousy towards her. She allowed her best friend to guide her towards the couch before she left to get some water and tissues. She stared blankly at the chick flick on the screen, she didn't know why she chose that one.
It was Tatum's favorite. And it was her least favorite.
Casey came back with a glass of water, tissues and a pack of red licorice in her hands, “You okay?” It was a rhetorical question of course, but it was better to ask rather than not asking.
“Would I really be considered a whore if I liked Stu and Billy?” The girl sniffed, “Is it really that bad that I used to have feelings for them? I mean I like Randy now but is it bad that I acknowledge Stu would never look my way because I wasn't enough-”
Casey grabbed the girl's hands, cutting her off , “You are enough. It's their fault they couldn't see that,” She proceeded to wipe the girls cheeks clean of tears, “And in my opinion they've lost the best thing to ever enter their lives. You.”
Silence filled the room for a moment. Nothing could be heard over the girls sniffles and the faint sound of the movie in the background. Casey simply held the girl in her embrace, rubbing up and down her arms in a soothing motion to calm her down.
“Casey,” The girl whispered softly.
“Hmm?”
“If I dont have anyone else, it'll just be me and you right?”
Casey looked down at her friend, a loving smile taking place on her pink lips, “Of Course. We don't need them. It'll just be me and you against the world.” The girl unexpectedly sprung up off the sofa and headed over to the pile of movies, “I think this chick flick isn't our speed! Lets watch another horror movie, any recommendations?”
(Y/n) gave a watery smile, “I got another japanese film we could watch,”
“Cool! Which one is it?” The blonde shuffled through the tapes.
“It's the one with the two bloodied friends on the cover. It's called, ‘Forget Me Not’.”
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𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 | 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟒
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Pairing: Evelyn Harper (OC) x Elvis Presley
Word count: 2,9K
Chapter summary: After Ruby is attacked in her hotel room, the hunters send out a warning message to the vampire in the penthouse, who immediately comes a-knockin'. The evening takes a turn for the worst when the truth finally rears its head and Evelyn decides to put her trust in Elvis.
Chapter warnings: Angstyyyy, Elvis threatening Eli, Evelyn throwing up, strong language.
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➺ EVELYN'S POV
“What’s wrong with you today? You’re awfully quiet,”
Eli’s voice woke me up from my thoughts as we sat in the hotel’s restaurant together, waiting for Ruby to arrive so we could have dinner. We had tickets for the midnight show tonight, still having to keep up appearances as if we were Elvis Presley’s biggest fans.
But in reality, I didn’t know how to feel about the man anymore.
He knew my name. And while he was right when he said the VHA wasn’t exactly a secret operation to vampires, it still struck me as strange. My father’s company had countless employees working for him and every vampire knowing the names of all the hunters was something I simply couldn’t believe.
Elvis knows me.
He could say he didn’t, but he gave himself away when he mentioned my necklace. As far as I could remember, it was a gift from my father. The silver pendant was laced with vervain and even had a tiny bit of the plant inside of it so I couldn’t be compelled.
To a vampire, it would burn to the touch but Elvis hadn’t seem to mind it one bit when he did it last night… and when his fingers had traced my skin, I found myself wanting him to touch other parts of my body too.
It had to be some kind of mind game.
Vampires were good at that, after all.
I could not be weak in front of him. Not like I’d been last night.
“Helloooo? Earth to Evelyn,” Eli whistled, making me widen my eyes a little as I looked at him and let out a soft breathless laugh.
“I’m sorry,” I apologized, taking a sip of my drink. “I’m just tired, that’s all.”
The blonde male in front of me took a drag from his cigarette, raising an eyebrow as if he was suspicious I’d done something I shouldn’t have been doing. I knew by the grin that curled his lips that he was joking, but considering what happened last night, it made me nervous. “Where did you even go? You ran out of there so quickly after that leech kissed you..”
Flashbacks of Elvis spotting me in the crowd and kissing me played before my eyes. His lips had been so soft.. and even when we were going back and forth in his room, I didn’t miss how delicious his cologne smelled.
I mentally slapped myself. Taking another quick sip of my wine, I looked at my friend and playfully rolled my eyes.
“I went for a walk and then went back up to my room. Read up on our beloved singer and his minions.”
I was growing more nervous and uncomfortable at the way Eli was looking at me. Despite his light hearted grin, he didn’t seem to buy my story, or maybe I was just getting paranoid. He was about to open his mouth to speak again until a waiter came by our table and told me I had a phone call. I quickly excused myself and followed the waiter to the phone that was situated by the entrance of the restaurant.
I was glad for the interruption, but my relief didn’t last long as Ruby was telling me she’d been attack in her room by a vampire disguised as a hotel employee, or rather a freshly turned hotel employee I suspected. Telling her I was on my way up, I hung up the phone and told Eli what happened on our way up to the room.
Ruby had been my best friend since we were teenagers.
After her parents were killed by vampires in a home invasion, she’d grown a deep rooted hatred for them and found her way to the VHA. We trained together to become the skilled hunters we were today.
She was like the sister I never had. We were protective of one another.
“The fucker knocked on the door dressed as a worker and busted into the room before I could even do anything,” she groaned softly as I had sat her on the edge of the tub in the bathroom.
While Eli was cleaning the room, I was cleaning her wounds.
She had a gnarly bite in her arm, though the fangs hadn’t been penetrated all the way through.
Definitely a newbie.
“He was a young vampire,” Ruby confirmed as she watched me clean her up, the blood not bothering her one bit. “Tried to bite any place he could reach, that feral idiot. When I finally got my hands on a stake and stabbed him in his side, he panicked and fled.”
“Looks like Mr. Presley is expanding his army,” I huffed out a deep sigh. Was he really, though? The man might commit murders but he didn’t seem to be the type to have other people do his dirty work.
And why send a newbie vampire to attack Ruby, when he knew he couldn’t handle the task of ending her?
It didn’t make sense.
Nothing made sense at this point.
“Hmhm. What are we going to do about it?”
I looked at my friend and sighed deeply, throwing some paper towels in the bin after I wrapped gauze around her arm. I sat down next to her on the edge of the tub and ran a hand through my hair, tugging a strand behind my ear.
“I say we kill the fucker tonight,” Eli popped into the bathroom, leaning against the door opening as he crossed his arms. I chuckled softly and looked from him to Ruby, shaking my head.
“He’ll suspect it tonight. No.. We need to lay low, just for a few days..” I tapped my fingers against my chin as I stared absentmindedly at the bathroom tiles, missing the look Eli and Ruby exchanged. “But we can send out a message. A warning of sorts, like… going for one of his guys?”
I decided to keep my mouth shut about Richard. I was sure Elvis got rid of the body already and if Ruby and Eli would question where the bodyguard was, I’d come up with a lie of how I’d found out he went back to Memphis.
I hated lying to my friends, but for some reason I didn’t want them knowing I’d been up in the penthouse.
I didn’t want them knowing that Elvis was making me question… something. I didn’t even know what it was myself.
Ruby and Eli agreed to the idea.
We’d come up with a plan with Eli as the main character. To be honest, it wasn’t some extravagant plan that consisted of loads of scheming or whatsoever, but it was effective.
Eli found Joe Esposito in the backstage area, pointing a stake in his back and a gun at his side as he told Joe to lead the way to Elvis’ penthouse. Eli wasn’t planning to face Elvis tonight and he didn’t – merely pushing the stake through Joe’s back, right next to his heart, and leaving him behind like a cruel little present for the leader vampire.
I stayed behind in my room with Ruby and we were both relieved when Eli came back and told us it had been done.
And as there were bangs on the door so loud it made the wood shake, I could guess who was on the other side.
This felt like the start of a very annoying cat and mouse game, something that wasn't usually my style.
I should’ve killed Elvis the first chance I had, but I didn’t.
Why didn’t I?
I kept postponing the actual job, telling myself and Ruby and Eli that we had to wait for the right moment. In reality, I didn’t know what I was waiting for.
I jumped off the bed and walked over to the door, opening it and being greeted by a very angry Elvis, dressed in a similar outfit he had on at last night’s show, only this time he was the one in white. I prepared myself for what was about to come but instead of lashing out at me, the vampire brushed past me and went straight for Eli. Grabbing his collar and hanging him up against the wall, I gasped as I watched Eli’s feet dangle a few centimeters above the floor.
The blonde male grunted as Elvis slammed his head against the wall for a second time, grabbing onto the vampire’s arms to give himself some leverage and prevent himself from choking.
“You dirty little rat,” Elvis spat in Eli’s face, his vampiric features on full display, aside from his fangs. “Having your own people attacked? That’s low, Elijah, even for you.”
I widened my eyes as he used Eli’s full name, an eerie feeling settling on my shoulders which only grew more intense as Eli rumbled out a deep, psychotic laugh.
I looked at Ruby who avoided my eye and focused her attention on Elvis. I didn’t recognize the girl I thought I knew as she walked over to the two men and pointed a gun loaded with wooden bullets at Elvis’ head.
“Your guys are loyal, Presley. This whole plan would’ve worked out a lot better if at least one of them was willing to rat you out.” She sighed with feigned disinterest, tilting her head. “Now we had to get some poor bell boy turned by a random vampire. It was bound to fail.”
“You want her to hate me up to the point she wants to take my ass out, is that it?” Elvis didn’t seem phased by the gun being pointed at his head and looked at me, his face having returned to its normal state. The lack of emotion in his eyes made my heart clench in my chest. “Pretty sure she already does.”
His words and the way he looked at me caused my head to spin.
The fact that he knew not only me, but Ruby and Eli too made my head spin.
What on God’s green earth was going on here?
I reached my hand out to the side as I stared at the three, fingertips grasping onto one of the stakes I put on a side table earlier when sorting out my stuff when Eli was gone.
“I think I might just finish the job for her.” I heard Ruby say, and before I could realise what I was doing, I hit the blunt side of the stake against Eli’s nose which caused blood to splutter from it.
Elvis let go of him and grabhed my arm, pulling me behind his frame. I turned around and as we were standing back to back and he was facing Eli and I was facing Ruby, I felt an odd sense of familiarity.
Something like deja vu, but I wasn’t exactly in the position to dissect the feeling right now.
“Can someone tell me what the hell is going on here?” I demanded loudly after I slammed the gun out of Ruby’s hand and was pointing the stake in my hand at her.
At my sister.
As if she was the enemy…
A voice in the back of my head told me that right now she was.
It seemed like everyone in the room knew each other and knew everything about me, while I was left in the dark. It wasn’t a feeling I was particurlarly fond of.
“Do you guys want to tell her, or should I?” Elvis asked lowly, further pressing his back against mine protectively. As if on instinct, I did the same.
As if… that part of me that’s felt hollow for as long as I could remember... was suddenly whole again.
“Who do you think she’ll believe, Elvis? A murderer like you, or us.. her family?”
I kept my eyes on Ruby as I heard Eli taunting the vampire in front of him. I could see she was getting frustrated with the situation she found herself in.
I could see it in the way her cheeks were flushing and the way her hands were bawling into fists at her side. “Oh for God’s sake, Eli, shut up! And get that stake out of my face,” she groaned and slapped my hand to the side. I caught the stake mid air as it threatened to fall to the floor and twirled it around in my hand, keeping it at my side. The blonde in front of me ran her hands through her hair and tilted her head back, sighing in annoyance as she planted her hands on her hips.
As if she had the right to even be annoyed.
“You strayed, Evelyn. Fell in love with a bloodsucker and even had the nerve to leave us behind and run off with him,” she said, scoffing as she looked to the side and crossed her arms. “Me and Eli saw the way you looked at him last night during the show. We were afraid that you might start to remember things of your past with the leech, so we staged an attack because we knew you’d suspect it came from Elvis’ side.”
“But it didn’t,” Eli grinned as he walked over to Ruby’s side and Elvis turned around to face them both, standing next to me. “It’s pathetic what vampires do for a little blood and a little money. Really a weakness for beasts like you, isn’t it?”
Elvis wanted to step forward and grab Eli again, but I grabbed onto the vampire’s arm and kept him by my side. I didn’t know what to think, what to believe and who to trust anymore, but obviously not the people I thought I could. The man next to me seemed to be the number one person on my trust list right now.
Ruby rolled her eyes at Eli’s words and looked at me and Elvis, raising her chin a little. “You’ve been compelled to forget everything about you and him.”
I looked at Elvis and slowly let go of his arm. ��She’s telling the truth, Eva..” he whispered.
Again, that name.
He used it with me last night and it nearly made me cry, though I had masked it like a pro.
But right now, tears were starting to burn in my eyes and messing up my view. I quickly blinked them away – now wasn’t the time to cry, to show weakness.
“My father,” My voice cracked as I spoke, my throat so dry it was as if I was swallowing needles, the sound of it sounding foreign to my own ears. “Is he in on this?”
Ruby nodded, clenching her jaw a little. “It was his idea.”
I knew there was more to the story, but I didn’t feel like it was Ruby and Eli’s story to tell. Right now, I did not even want to look at them or hear their voices.
They betrayed me, and my trust in them.
I loved Eli like a best friend, Ruby like a sister, and along with my father they stole a part of my life, my memories...
God, I was going to be sick.
“I need to.. to leave,”
“Evelyn, I did it to protect you and I’d do it again in a heartbeat,” Ruby’s sarcastic and smug façade faded away, her features tensing up as she looked at me with determination in her eyes before they drifted to Elvis. “It’s not natural, you know? A vampire and a human, especially a hunter, it goes against everything we believe in.”
I placed a hand on my stomach, swallowing as I shook my head a little, taking a few small steps backwards.
“You need to stay away from me.. the both of you,” I told her, looking at Eli too. Before I could say another word, I could feel a wave of nausea hit me like a truck and I turned around to run out of the room.
I managed to make it out of the room but didn’t get very far from the door as my body forced itself to hunch over, hurling up the wine I had earlier.
Elvis closed his eyes at the sound of me being sick and he turned to walk out of the room and check up on me, but as he heard footsteps behind him, he was quick to face Ruby once more.
“No, you’ve done enough,” he pointed a finger at her, his eyes darkening. “If you even have any bit of humanity left inside of ya and you care about her at all, you leave her the fuck alone.”
Ruby stopped in her tracks as Eli looked at the blonde female as if she had lost her mind – allowing Elvis to walk out of the room, completely unharmed.
My legs felt like jelly as I walked toward the elevators with Elvis, his arm firmly wrapped around my waist.
I didn’t feel the hatred I did last night toward him, didn’t feel the hatred I should feel.
Right now, I had no concrete evidence that Elvis and me shared a past together, but deep down in my heart I knew it was true.
Perhaps this, he, was the thing I’d always felt like was missing.
I was in a state of shock, and denial too.
If all of this was really true, it meant that the people I thought I trusted, the people I loved, lied to me. Stole a part of my life as if it meant nothing.
Didn’t I mean anything to them?
Didn’t they love me?
What kind of father could do this to his own child? I couldn’t wrap my head around it no matter how hard I tried.
“I got you,” Elvis whispered when I lost my footing as we stepped into the elevator. I didn’t fight him when he pressed a kiss on top of my head, nor did I try and stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks. “I always got you.”
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