#gingerspeaks

[gingerinvermont]

I survived a work presentation in front of hundreds of people. Can I log off and take a nap now?

#gingerspeaks

[fakegingerrights]

Hihi, I’m Ginger and I’m finally getting around to making an official tumblr because it took me a literal lifetime to figure out how to use Tumblr. This will be my Masterlist once I get to writing!

Fives:

Kiss and Tell

Hold Your Tongue

Rex:

Breathe, Rest

You're no Burden

Shades of Blue

Paint Me a Picture (SoB sequel)

Crosshair:

Tooka Drabble

Bloody Knees and Bruised Cheeks

Stars, that tree is sexy (quickfic)

Walk By Faith [Chapter 1]

Walk By Faith [Chapter 2]

Walk By Faith [Chapter 3]

Walk By Faith [Chapter 4]

Walk By Faith [Chapter 5]

Walk by Faith [Chapter 6]

Walk By Faith [Chapter 7]

Wrecker:

A Little Support

Mayday:

Crash and Burn

Echo:

Frosted Kisses

Mind the Gap (quickfic)

Blog Tags:

Ginger quickfics

GingerWrites [Stories or story related Reblogs]

GingerDraws [My Art!]

GingerCantDraw [Not my Art!]

GingerRecs [Fic Recommendations.]

GingerSpeaks [Reblogs abt mental health or stuff I just wanna say... either wholesome or housekeeping]

GingerNo [I went on an internet spree and how have several bad ideas and am probably sleep deprived while posting it but I don't have the heart to delete it. Feral Gremlin Hours.]

#masterpost #clone wars #the bad batch #captain rex #star wars #the clone wars #arc trooper fives #tbb crosshair #tbb wrecker #GingerWrites #GingerDraws #GingerCantDraw #GingerSpeaks #GingerNo #tbb mayday #tbb echo #ginger quickfics

[spooky-ronan]

one thing you'll never catch me doing is redeeming the pos dads in media I consume

#mlb #bnha #mha #fma #fmab #I don't care about your gRaNd GeStUrE how about you show up for your kid at any point in their life #“but they sacrificed so much bc they actually LOVE their-” No. Stop That. #they traumatized their family and you're falling for their last ditch pr stunt #on you died for them? good rot QUIETLY #gingerspeaks #uwu

[musingginger]

Hi friends! First of all THANK YOU for all the love on separate ways! (Check it out if you haven’t yet 😉) secondly, welcome to all my new readers! I think I grew 3x in size in the last 2 weeks and I’m sure thankful for it! Don’t forget, requests are open! Lastly, new sweet Eddie fic coming out tomorrow or Friday at the latest, followed up by another 💦 Eddie fic Sunday or Monday! Ok that’s all! Love you! 💜

#eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson fanfic #stranger things 4 #fan fic writing #musingginger #gingerspeaks

[gingeralesoda]

Love your art! Keep it up!

Thank yoooou! I really appreciate it! ☺️

#gingerspeaks

[gingerglides]

So I recently moved cross-country

I did this with the help of my family and partners, but I moved by myself. Or, well, just me and my cat. All for the sake of some dumb graduate program, I moved three thousand miles from New York City to San Francisco.

I knew almost no one here when I arrived. Finding housing caused multiple breakdowns and a loss of faith in humanity. Furnishing my new apartment seemed a monumental task on its own. And then I started classes.

Graduate school, if you’re wondering, is incredibly hard. I’ve had weeks where I had almost a thousand pages of reading. I have projects worth 20% of my grade that make no fucking sense. Even if the standard weren’t so high already, my own standards for myself already are.

Some days I was so homesick I felt like I might puke. Some days I wanted to give up entirely. Most days I’m so lonely my mind is like a dark echo chamber.

I struggled through, and was finally convinced to find a therapist. The process took nearly six weeks. And in that time, something worse happened.

My cousin killed himself. And yes. We were close.

There was no immediate funeral and plane tickets were expensive. So I stayed. I stayed and grieved alone. I stayed and swung half-heartedly at my mountain of homework. I got lots of support from some people who love me, but others showed how little they really cared.

I’m telling you, the vast expanse of the internet, all of this, because almost none of you know me personally, and I’m tired of keeping things to myself. I kept trying to push through. I kept thinking I was exaggerating the difficulty and the pain. Tried to convince myself that the pain didn’t matter because I had things to do. Belittled myself and what I was going through.

It has come to my attention recently that those three things: moving a great distance (alone), beginning higher education, and losing a loved one, are all, by themselves, major uhpeaval events in a person’s life. Each is unimaginably challenging on its own. And that I’ve gone through them all in the space of four months and I’m not calling it quits says quite a lot.

We are, very often, stronger than we believe. More resilient than we imagine. More resourceful and intelligent and determined than perhaps many people have told us we are.

Anyway, if you are also struggling or also lonely or just want to say hi, I would love a few extra friends. I’m trying to remember to reach out to people.

And if I start using my tumblr as a diary, then who the fuck is gonna stop me?

#diary #personal #friends #the truth #gingerspeaks

[cherrycroww]

Health Problems? In my neighborhood?

Okay so, I have some stuff on my mind and I just want to talk? So this is kinda like a diary entry. There really isn't any super bad triggers, this isn't about my mental health, so listen if you want?

So, two days ago, I woke up to absolutely absurd pain in my lower abdomen. It was so bad I couldn't even stand up straight, so my mom took me to a quick care center to get me checked out. The doctor couldn't even put a stethoscope on my belly without me whimpering, so she sent me to the ER. My mom walked me outside, I got in the car and then instantly, I puked. All bile, since I was in too much pain to eat. After that, ALL my pain disappeared. Though, just to be safe, they took me to the ER to be seen.

The care center told us it was "acute abdominal" but the ER doctors told us they couldn't really figure it out. They did a pee test, hemoglobin test, pregnancy, etc. but nothing was out of order there. They said it could be a number of things like appendicitis, a twisted intestine, or just a virus. We stayed there for a few hours and I felt fine so we went home.

The next day however, some pain returned. It wasn't to the extent as it was before (let's say the day before was a 10 on the pain scale, while yesterday was a 4-5). It came in waves and I could kinda ignore it, but I became scared. The pain slowly shifted to my right side.

Which brings me to today. The pain has returned again, and I really think it appendicitis. I think I'm going to tell my mom tomorrow so hopefully we can do an x-ray or an MRI or something to be sure.

I really don't want to have surgery. Like, my family isn't wealthy by any means and they are already dealing with my hospitalization from two years ago, plus my ER visit two days ago, so I doubt we could actually pay for it. Also, I really don't think I could deal with an IV? They are so painful and I think I would freak the heck out. I'm super scared even though I know it's a super safe procedure and the alternative is like, death. BUT IM SO SCARED

Anyway, thanks for reading. If you got any advice on dealing with this or any similar experiences, please share! Ask or message me! I'm always open!

UPDATE: A new doctor thinks I have an ovarian cyst, which is kind of a relief. Going to watch the pain for the next few days and if it gets worse I'll schedule an ultrasound to check my appendix

#health #gingerspeaks #anxiety

[smallplantgay]

Who even are my mutuals?

#gingerspeaks #mutuals #who even are my mutuals

[gingerinvermont]

Wait HOW DO I EVIL BOOP?!?

#gingerspeaks

[fakegingerrights]

I’m baaaaaaaack

Guess who won their appeal with the collage board! Turns out it wasn’t the teacher’s fault at all, it was the collage board representative we spoke with not doing their kriffing job and I got the bad luck to be caught in the middle. After threats of a lawsuit for discrimination after they said they had voided my tests they gave me my scores. I’m proud of all but one that I think they still discredited my written portion but I got 4s in AP Lang/Comp and AP Psych, and I’m set to retake my test I got a bad grade. Walk By Faith might still be slow due to school and sports and my new quest to build a fandom for Dungeon Crawler Carl books… but I have a tidbit for yall!

"

Tech was the genius. Hunter was the strategist. Kriff, even Wrecker was brilliant when it came to weapons and explosives.

But Crosshair was no slouch either, and right now several pieces were falling into place. Tech was currently on the run from the empire. Tech was stupidly sentimental in his own right when it came to his brothers. Tech helped build Echo's upgraded hardware.

Tech knew enough about neural networks to devise a helmet like his.

Tech loved him enough to do this.

Tech lead him on a wild krayt chase

Tech was looking out for him still.

He didn't need Tech's protection.

Damn it you Cha'kaar, just admit you miss them!

Crosshair shook his head roughly, wincing as his vision glitched and flickered. He was getting a headache. But he had just figured out something more important than his current discomfort. Tech was your contact. You had been working with traitors.

You were a traitor. You had to be. You had to have known.

The white halls of Kamino jittered and glitched as he stalked down them towards the medical bay. He knew he needed to get checked out, but he was looking for you.

Traitor. You were a traitor. Was he a traitor?

Crosshair’s breathing was unnaturally loud in his ears as he staggered and fell to his knees. When had his vision cut out? "

#walk by faith #gingerwrites #gingerspeaks #crosshair x reader #tbb crosshair

[feministmerlin]

redyingmyhaircausefuckit.exe

#gingerspeaks #also not studying for my calculus exam and playing the sims

[musingginger]

THANK YOU!

Y'ALL OH MY LORD! Thank you for 25 followers! I know that might not seem a lot for some people, but I am so thankful for all of you! I never thought I'd have people read my fan fic about our favorite Stranger Things boys, let alone have people follow me for it! I am just so appreciative! THANK YOU!

PS-New Eddie fic coming out at 7pm EST. <3

#thank you #much appreciated #humbled #so thankful #gingerspeaks #new followers #thank you post #stranger things #eddie munson #steve harrington

[mojavedreamer-blog]

Getting under clean sheets after you’ve just made your bed is the most satisfying feeling.

#gingerspeaks #personal #text #mojavedreamer