“Black Rainbows” by Miracle Musical ID Pack
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Names
Alba, Amarantha, Amaris, Amaya, Amias, Amitola, Amy, Anjum, Annabelle, Anuenue, Apollo, Archer, Aruna, Asteria, Aurora, Ayla, Badriyah, Basma, Basmah, Belinda, Blackwell, Bogdan, Briar, Brone, Celena, Celeste, Cerys, Chandra, Chandra, Chaos, Crimson, Dade, David, Delores, Dolores, Eros, Esme, Esmeray, Estella, Evelyn, Gray/Grey, Guinevere, Hala, Hannie, Hina, Ibtisam, Iridiana, Iris, Jabari, Jabez, Jocasta, Jonathan, Layla, Lennon, Leo, Lolita, Luan, Luna, Lyra, Mabel, Mahogany, Malachi, Manzat, Mara, Midnight, Mona, Muskaan, Nekane, Nesta, Niji, Nikini, Noelani, Noir, Nova, Nyx, Obsidian, Orion, Ozul, Perdita, Phoebe, Rainbeau, Ricmod, Rue, Salem, Seren, Serena, Shadow, Simon, Starla, Stella, Theodore, Tristezza, Tristian, Uenuku, Umbra, Vesper, Vespera, Vidhuhas, Whisper, Zorion
Pronouns
ae/aem/aers, amor/amors, astro/astros, beach/beaches, black/blacks, blue/blues, blush/blushes, char/charcoal/charcoals, clear/clears, color/colors, dark/darks, deep/deeps, draw/draws, eros/eros, gloom/glooms, gray/grays, green/greens, hue/hues, indigo/indigos, ink/inks, joy/joys, letter/letters, light/lights, lost/losts, lunar/lunars, luv/luvs, maroon/maroons, mid/midnight/midnights, moon/moon, navy/navys, night/nights, orange/oranges, other/others, purple/purples, rain/bow/rainbows, ray/rays, red/reds, sand/sands, sha/shadow/shadows, shade/shades, sorrow/sorrows, star/stars, stella/stellas, tree/trees, yellow/yellows, ⭐️/⭐️s, 🌅/🌅s, 🌈/🌈s, 🌌/🌌s, 🌙/🌙s, 🌠/🌠s, 🌴/🌴s, 🎼/🎼s, 🏝️/🏝️s, 👥/👥s, 🖌️/🖌️s, 🖤/🖤s, 🦋/🦋s, 🩶/🩶s
Titles
The Black Rainbow, The One Colored In Black, The One Who Draws The Rainbows, The One of Dimly Lit Colors, The Rainbow of Dark Hues, The Song of Sorrowful Love, The Stella Octangula, [prn] Who Paints With Darkness, [prn] Who Saw You Smile
Genders
Acilnerae, Blackrainbic, Blacksandgender, Dizzlovesickic, Fogibeachnightic, Galaxyfate, Genderdoomed, Ghostenamoric, Gloomyrainbowgender, Hawaii:partIIalbumic, Limitifuzreatic, Lovesickthing, Moonbowin, Novaity, Pastrasea, Pazazsuan, Phosmoceanlianl, Plageneigegender/Plagetempêtegender, Rainobsidicrysic, Starryseagender, Stellstallum, Thalassyrean, Tidepullene, Umbrainbowgender, Vitalssence/Sinnisous
Other mogai
Alderainbow, Alderblacksand, Alderbleedic, Alderstarpil, Assigned Star at Birth/AStrAB /Assigned Starling at Birth/AStgAB /Assigned Starlight at Birth/AStlAB, Darkwarmgreyvesil, Detherealaestelic, Grey Omninoun, Pink Omninoun, Rainbowvior/Rainbowalius/Rainbowperspesque, Red Omninoun, Star Omninoun, Starperspesque, Void Omninoun, 🌈 Omninoun
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Now Do You Know Where You Are by Dana Levin
A WALK IN THE PARK
To be born again, you need
an incarnation specialist—a team
from the Bureau of Needles
to thread you through—
Your next life
turns
on an axle of light—which Plato likens
to a turning
spindle—what was that?
I mean I knew
what a spindle was
from fairy tales—how it could
draw blood
from a testing finger, put a kingdom
to sleep—
but what
did it actually do, how
did a spindle look
in real life?
I didn't know. As with
so many things:
there was fact and there was
a believed-in dream . . .
Everyone had them back
in the ancient day,
spindles.
When we had to weave
our living-shrouds
by hand.
"A slender rounded rod
with tapered ends," Google said. Plato's,
so heavy with thread,
when viewed from the side,
looked like a top—
though most diagrams assumed
the hawk-lord view . . .
Moon thread, threads of the planets, earth thread.
Your thread.
Everyone else's.
Nested one
inside the other, a roulette
machine—
If a thread could be spun from liquid light was what
I kept thinking—
imagining a sluice
of electric souls
between the earth-wheel's rims—
there "I”
was a piece of water, Necessity
wheeled it around—Necessity,
who was married to Time,
according to the Greeks—
Mother of the Fates.
Who would measure and cut your
paradise/shithole extra life . . .
Well we all have ways of thinking about
why,
metaphysically speaking,
anyone's born—
though the answer's always Life's
I AM THAT I AM
—how it hurls and breaks!
on Death's No there
there . . .
—which sounded kind of Buddhist.
According to the teachings we were all
each other's dream . . .
And soon able to vanish—
out of the real
without having to die, whoever's
got the cash—to pay
the brainier ones
to perfect
a Heaven upload—to cut
the flesh-tether
and merge
with the Cloud . . .
Well we all have ways of constructing
Paradise.
To walk alone deep in thought
in a city park
was mine
for several minutes,
thinking about spindles.
Before the vigilance
of my genderdoom
kicked in—
And there it was, the fact
of my body—
all the nerves in my scalp
and the back of my neck,
alive—
How it moved through space, how close
it had strayed
toward concealing trees, my
female body—
Jewish body—inside my
White body—dreaming
it was bodiless
and free . . .
to decide:
how and when and if to fill the body's hungers—
how and when and if to walk in thought
through the wilderness . . .
before Death comes with its Fascist hat.
Its Park Murder Misogyny hat.
Its Year Ten in a Nursing Home stink
hat—
However spun
my thread.
Anyway,
it's peaceful here
in the park, at midday,
if a little deserted. I've moved to the path that winds
closer to the street.
Thinking again, as I always do,
about body and soul. How they
infuse each other. How they
hate each other.
How most people pledge allegiance
to one or the other.
How painful it was! To be
such a split
creature—
***
ABOUT STAIRCASES
1
To be human is to reflect upon your position in space: on a
roof it's called Seeking, in a basement Paranoia—especially
with a telescope. On the leather couch, behind the blue
door, in a row of doors down a long, white hallway, windows
chicken-wired glass: thirty years ago I told Dr. C., I feel like
I'm being haunted by my four-year-old self, I feel like I'm being
haunted—inside my body. Jury-rigged staircases, one atop the
other, in my psych-room construct inside-body: on the roof
it's called Save Me, in the basement Don't Kill Me—up and
down, the ghost-child raged. Thinking then,
Inconsolable Escher—you never wanted to climb
the fucking stairs, ever.
2
To be human is to try to change your position in space:
hide-and-seek, king-of-the-mountain, all the drugs I did to
stay awake inside dreams—Elevators, the philosopher wrote,
do away with the heroism of climbing; no longer is there
virtue in living up near the sky. In mythology class, we dis-
cuss ambition: the falling boy, his melted wings—late night
dorm room pot-cloud question: how many human means of
ascension? D. lost interest,
took up his guitar—
money, beauty, talent, force.
3
Can change be achieved by contesting your position in space?
The brave ones try it: climbing into trees marked for clear-
cut, refusing to move to the back of the bus. What we expe-
rience as conflict, the mythographer wrote, the Great Mother
perceives as parts rearranging—but is harmony possible in
a kingdom of ladders, where there's always a foot coming
down on a neck? A poet asks: What would be a horizontal
notion of progress? (wider and wider
rings of kindness—)
4
In a movie, a man repents murder by climbing to the top of
Amazonian falls, lugging in a net his suit of armor. And when
one of the priests, after hours of watching him slog through
mud, lifts a machete and hacks the ropes—well it feels so true:
how our liberated man tries to dive for the armor. But I'm
thinking now about letting it go. About Georges Guétary
in An American in Paris, singing "I'll Build a Stairway to
Paradise." In top hat and tails. On stairs that light up when
pressed by a toe. He climbs between dancers descending in
rivers, dancers who swan, diaphanous, down—once, a war
was over and the stairs were lit: such
going up and down
with flourish—
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I'm Kalvin! (No relation to the other guy) I'm a bi-gay genderfaun trans dude and I'm also audhd!
@genderdoomed is my moodboard blog (dormant rn but my asks are always open)
@czernos-art is my art blog
Kal's Cool Tools is my carrd full of cool websites!
My Pronouns Page lists more labels i use!
This is a personal account so it's just whatever I feel like posting. So you'll find dirty jokes but no strictly 'after dark' content
Interests: Sonic the Hedgehog, Pokemon, Elder Scrolls, Doom, Kid Icarus, Sam & Max, Homestuck, video game history, amusement park history, paranormal stuff, My Little Pony, Bluey, Sailor Moon, PreCure, Gunfire Reborn, Amazing Digital Circus
No radfems or right wingers of any variety
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