#free doctoring is nice

[ratbastarddotfuck]

Today I said to my doctor "yeah I've had like a dangerous mental health crisis any time I've been in long-term employment, and also my physical health seems to suffer quite a bit due to all the Conditions I Have, and both of these things make each other worse," and she really did turn around and say "hmm, we have a long way to go to make you healthy so you can work".

🙃

#like she genuinely means so well. and i can tell that she is a good doctor. #she is Going To Sort Me Out. she's Making Lists. #and i also know she only cares about the work thing because she knows that finances are difficult #and mental healthcare is expensive #but it's like. what am i meant to do #this only works if i can hold down a job first and i definitely can't do that #fucking sigh #at least shes bulk billing me #free doctoring is nice #otherwise that appt was $80 that i dont have #oof #sorry for the vent I'm fucking frustrated #i just want to make art and be gay is that too much to ask #anyway I'm just having a very. anxious moment needed to air it out #the system is fucking broken #I'm just too disabled to work a normal job why will people not accept that #'i want you to have a fulfilling career' I DON'T WANT ONE #i just want to like. organise things. just let me sort files or cards or books i will do that !!!! #just let me listen to a podcast and work reasonable hours and take regular breaks and sit in a comfortable spot!!!! #just be a human!!!!!!! #god fucking dammit!!!!!!!!!!! #vent #capitalism #disability #work #chronic illness #medical #the system speaks

[social-mockingbird]

dangerous habits

(eleventh doctor x reader)

time for more unabashed crushing on Matt Smith’s Doctor! i’m sort of a sucker for pet names (in the right context, of course) and Eleven’s offhand habit of calling things sweet names usually has me blushing a bit, so of course i had to write about it, because that’s how fanfiction works, and i really, really like him, sometimes against my better judgement. hopeless romantic, me. 

author’s rec while you read: i had bad habits by ed sheeran running through my head the entire time i was coming up with a title, go figure. if that’s not your bowl of rice then anything that makes you happy will bop just fine. :) 

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It’s official.

That habit of his was going to kill you.

“Oi, do you have the wrench?”

Quickly adjusting your leg so it stops needling and tingling, you place the tool in the hand waggling at you from under the TARDIS console. The Doctor pokes his head out briefly to give you a teasing smile.

“Thanks, dear.”

Your shoulders tense almost involuntarily. There it was.

He disappears under the console before you can smack him, leaving you hot and bothered. His little endearments have always rubbed you the right way, but more so than usual lately. The tone in his voice when he calls the TARDIS Sexy is enough cause to bang your head against something, never mind when he does it to you.

(It was apparently a long story, the TARDIS’ nickname. You weren’t quite sure you wanted to know.)

“You’re awfully quiet today, love. Something wrong?”

You can’t look at him as he emerges, putting his ridiculous goggles atop his head and wiping the grease from his face and hands.

“Hey? Hello? Anyone in there?” He raps his knuckles against your forehead, grinning. “Oi. It’s just me. Did I do something?”

“No,” you manage finally, flashing him a quick smile. “I’m fine. Just thinking.”

“No, when you’re thinking, you do this.” He scrunches his face into a remarkable imitation of you, even resting his chin on the heel of his hand and spacing out so well you almost wave a hand in front of his face. Then he’s got your attention, so quickly you can’t look away.

“When you’re bothered,” he says, “you make that face.” He pokes your cheek. “Tell me. I can help.”

“Sorry, Doc. You can’t help with this one.”

He looks offended. “Oi! I can help with just about anything, if you’ll remember?”

“You and your pride,” you tease, lightening up at his childish behaviour. “I’m serious, though. This isn’t really something you can fix.”

“And why’s that, love?”

His sudden closeness, combined with the endearment, startles you. A hot blush surges up your cheeks. His motley eyes search your face. They widen.

Oh, he knows.

Oh, no.

He knows.

A smirk starts to tweak the corners of his mouth.

“Oh, dear,” he almost purrs, and how on earth is such an awkward man being this attractive; creative curses run through your mind because there’s almost no space between you now, and the glow of the console is casting sharp shadows on his cheekbones, and his eyes are galaxies...

“I understand now,” he murmurs, lips so close to the shell of your ear that you shudder. “I’m bothering you, aren’t I...sexy?”

You reach out to push him away, you really do. But when your hands land on his chest, and his hand slides onto your knee, and you meet his eyes again, well—you don’t even think the TARDIS blames you for kissing him.

Though you’re almost positive the staccato flare of the lowlights is her way of laughing at your visible shock when the Doctor grasps your waist and kisses you back with everything he has in him.

look at this dumb man ugh I love him and his stupid goggles and pretty backlighting

#eleventh doctor x reader #eleventh doctor #matt smith #matt smith is stupidly adorable #reader insert #11th Doctor #11th doctor x reader #vera writes #vera has crushes and writes fanfictions about them #the scene the gif is taken from really lives rent free in my head #despite it being more of a small throwaway scene #i just loved the weird calm of him working on the TARDIS #sitting under there with him would be really nice #despite the sparks flying #literally and figuratively #hehehehe #vera makes bad puns

[shittygaypornmagazine]

so we all agree that it is time for the official cringe "superwholock gifs hijacking posts" renaissance?

#a very nice time to bring superwholock back l #am so happy #superwholock #supernatural #doctor who #bbc sherlock #bbc merlin #i am cringe but i am free #cringe #twitter #twitter refugees

[plulp]

I NEED A DOCTOR!!!

#harper the doctor #degrees of lewdity #my art #dol #FUN FACT harper is my favorite character. begging for a dr. harper route #sorry i posted that last thing and like actually totally dipped out for a month #i dont draw that often and i didnt expect it to get that much traction TBH #but thank you for following if you did 🥺 #also thank you for the nice comments if you left any 🥺 i appreciate them so much #feel free to send in requests too! since im usually dry of ideas all the time #anyone or anything you want me to draw feel free to ask! #im going to try and be more active #but i cant make any promises because im in perpetual artblock #thanks for reading if you decided to read this far

[peribytes]

THE BITCH IS BACK, BABES !!

#NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #THE ANIMAL IS OUT OF HIS CAGE. THE ANIMAL IS FREE. #FUCK THAT PLACE. SHITHOLE OF A PLACE #i have a word or two for my doctor and it starts with F and Y #i got no help. zero. whatever they said i have already learned from the internet. lol. #also my anxiety was so bad in there i lost 4 pounds from a poor appetite. #and they gave me fuckin. lithium #my parents were SO MAD when i told them over the phone #anyway #i'm home and i couldn't be happier about it #just the thought of being trapped in that place makes me wanna vom <3 #oh yeah i was put in the detox unit instead of the one for mental disorders or whatever it is #my dad was very mad i was put in with the alcoholics and drug addicts but they were very nice people #i was able to come out of my shell and have conversations with them pretty easily #that is the ONLY positive thing i can say about my entrapment #i missed you guys so much. i really missed my family #god and now they're gonna call me tomorrow morning to talk about whateverthefuck #and i gotta call my doctor in a week #god i don't wanna talk to these people anymore. LEAVE ME ALONE

[spookietrex]

Folks!!

I just used my shower chair for the first time and this is the first shower where I haven't had a POTS episode where my feet didn't turn purple, the walls didn't go technicolor, etc. In YEARS.

#even my wife likes the shower chair #accessibility #mobility aid #disability #physical disability #ehlers danlos problems #hypermobile ehlers danlos #ehlers danlos zebra #ehlers danlos syndrome #pots #living with pots #fuck you pots #potsie #pots syndrome #heart condition #actually spoonie #spoonie #spoon theory #low spoons #spoons #sat in the shower and it was so nice #shower chair #cripplepunk #cripple posting #queer cripple #finally a doctor listened to me #free cardio #postular orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #my body is trying to kill me #disabilities

[copper-dragon-in-disguise]

why are all the pretty men always evil? this is unfair

#this is about 13's master from doctor who #(dont ask about my taste in men i really dont want to talk about it. nice hair and pretty eyes and i stop seeing sense) #(well. #mostly) #feel free to ignore this

[seiwas]

i’m terrible omfg my bf was an angel today even tho i was so snappy fr 😭

#sorry this is a vent feel free to scroll #i feel so bad omf 😭😭😭😭 he was so nice he literally picked me up n drove me to my doctors appt #then we ran some errands n then ate korean for dinner (soooo fulll omg) #he even waited for me to buy a pumpkin spice latte 😭😭 cos ive never tried n wanted to see what the hype was abt #and i was so snappy throughout the day i swear to gOD I HATE PMS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #id snap when id catch him staring at me bc i was jus self conscious 😭😭 #was hardcore projecting how ugly i felt …. everytime he’d look i felt like he was judging me thinking i was ugly #(when he rlly wasnt 😭😭 he told me its cos he just wanted to pinch my cheeks 😭😭) #IM TERRIBLE FR 😭😭😭 WTFCNAKANZKSJSB #im never usually like this 😭😭 but i guess i just havent been feeling like my best self lately esp since ive been going to the derm a lot #and just started getting back to the gym #ive never felt pms this way before 😭😭😭😭 #whT thE HEKCLSNDISNDKJA #lovebug #i talked so much again

[korixae]

my sister’s trying to finish doctor who before november 25th right and she’s fucking power watching, like she was literally on s10 LAST WEEK and tonight she’s just started s13. she’s been getting up at 6:30 everyday to watch it before school and then stealing the tv from the moment she gets home to the moment she goes to sleep. i haven’t seen her or the sofa in months

#i am enthusiastically encouraging her ofc #she expressed to me today how she doesn’t know what she’s going to do once she’s finished. she doesn’t know how to return to a normal life #where every waking moment isn’t consumed with doctor who #i’ll have to introduce her to the spin-offs and eu content #is 10 too young to watch torchwood? i’ll set her off on sja #actaully she turns 11 the day after the last special airs #she asked my mum if we had plans on the 9th and my mum was like NO you can’t have friends to sleep for ur birthday and we were just no no m #ther ofc that’s not what she’s asking we need that night free for the 60th you fiend #it’s been really convenient for me too bcs i’ve got a nice little recap #sooo lucky for her tho thats she’s timed it just right so she can finish it the day new content comes out #we watched the timeless children tonight and she was all ‘>:( the masters so evil’ while i was kicking my feet and going aww arent they so #cute so in love hehehe la la la #she’s deeply invested in thasmin #i cant wait for her to watch s13 cus damn she’s gonna love the thasmin-ness of it all #really just typed this all out on tumblr bcs i have no dw friends irl :( apart from her #i’ve really got her with dw she’s forcing her friends to watch it and for world book day they’re going as rose and the doctor #they’ve started a role play where they write letters as rose and ten to each other across universes #she made tea stained paper and everything #anyways stopping myself here goodnight 🫡 #doctor who #kori shitposts #loubatania

[quietwingsinthesky]

i have been thinking about that ‘give your oc a kink’ post for days. because i think even would have a thing for hypnosis. yes, yes, for character reasons of overwhelming feelings of impending failure that make the idea of having the ability to choose anything at all be taken out of their hands look extremely appealing. but also because it would be so fucking funny in the worse timeline. imagine you get stuck in time hell with a guy whose whole thing is hypnotizing people, and u hate him. u hate him so. so much.

#i never let them just have a nice relaxing time huh #even just wants someone to take over their brain for a bit so they arent filled with insane amounts of stress about fucking up. #and no one around them will help out for silly reasons like ‘this is a bad coping mechanism’ and ‘having free will is important’ and #‘controlling someone’s mind is invasive’ #except for this one asshole. and they don’t even like him. #i cannot emphasize enough how much the core of this timeline is that even and the master do not fucking like each other. at all. #but the thing is: time bubble. #even can’t reasonably expect to survive on their own. and the master gets his kicks out of watching one of the doctor’s companions get Worse #when circumstances force their hand. and also its helpful to have a spare to be able to throw into pits before you jump in yourself to see #how deep they are. #something even is aware of. and on some level finds easier than their relationship with the doctor. there’s security in knowing someone will #destroy you. in choosing them to do it. or at least telling yourself that you had a choice when you picked them. #<3 healthy and normal relationship. #i got off topic this was about hypnosis. anyway the point of that was that its one thing to give a guy your death and another to (willingly) #let him fuck around in your head. no matter how appealing it looks some days. #and let me tell you: even’s had some days. #endgame for even getting out of this. (if they do. i haven’t decided.) but the endgame is someone on the surface whose face the doctor knows #and someone underneath who is a complete stranger. both metaphorically and physically as in: that suicide pill tooth is probably not the #last thing they end up letting the master stick in their body. even is at the end of the day a constant struggle to be a person and not a #reaction to the people around them. #dw oc #and maybe in a nicer timeline they meets river song and find kinky applications for hallucinagenic lipstick. i could let them be happy. #i could. i wont! but i could.

[soopysoap]

every day i wake up and sob violently over felicity montague

#ALL SHE WANTED WAS TO BE A DOCTOR #AND LEARN MEDICINE #AUGH #OUGH #SHE THINKS THAT SHE IS A CROCODILE IN A CAGE FULL OF SWANS. SHES PRICKLY AND OFF PUTTING AND NOT ALWAYS NICE #AND SHE CUTS HER NAILS SHORT SO THAT SHE CAN BETTER STITCH UP AND HEAL WOUNDS UNTIL IT SUDDENLY FEELS SILLY AND ASPIRATIONAL #SHE THINKS THAT SAYING SOMETHING TO MAKE SOMEONE LAUGH EVEN THOUGH YOU'D NEVER SAY IT YOU JUST KNOW IT WOULD MAKE THEM LAUGH IS LOVE #AND WHO KNOWS #AND SHE DESERVES RHE WORLD #HER YEARNING FEELS LIKE A BIRD IN A CAGE AND SHE WOULD RIP OPEN HER RIBCAGE IF IT MEANT SETTINF IT FREE #SHES A WILDFLOWER. RARE AND UNCULTIVATED DIFFICULT TO FIND AND IMPOSSIBLE TO FORGET!!!!!!!!!!!

[jennymaltzurrak]

@doctor-john-smith

“The universe can be a very cold; cruel place to be in, and left to float/fly endlessly in it, without a destination or lead to finding your kin, a place to call home, is much worse. But what would you care? Popping here and there leaving behind people or things/intelligences you thought dead?” Clever rants pacing to and fro much like an agitated feline behind bars; despite the fact there was nothing but the other occupying her mind to prevent them from ripping out the dual hearts that beat so coldly in that chest. The Doctor had returned to a previous body, and was even older than the ones both it as the aforementioned cyber intelligence and this body knew, they both could see it in those disgusting eyes that looked so shocked back at them both. “Surprise father dearest.” She mockingly bows.

#cleververse #doctor-john-smith #well hello~! #happy belated halloween #nice to meet you #if you have any questions feel free to ask #or if you want me to change anything please tell me

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

thasmissy thesis statement

#whats nice about missy is that shes very self-aware and very much not in denial about her relationship with the doctor #dhawan is tangling himself all up in that net but missy is just like #oh a net? free stockings for moi #theres moments of resentment but for the most part shes just chilling #which is really nice to put opposite yaz #whose frustration isnt quite resentment yet and who has a lot of questions #so to be confronted with someone who seems to be in a similar position to her re the doctor #but who is so secure in that position and unashamed but also honest about the resentment the moments it IS there #it's just very fun #yaz is just like. staring at her trying to figure out Whats Going On and missy is having fun seeing if shes gonna figure it out #doesnt really expect her to #not as much as she does #same way the doctor doesnt really expect yaz to figure out as much as she does about the doctor #and about the things she does figure out shes like 'hmmmmmm bit fucked up :/' #'bit fucked up wanna kiss about it?' #and thats how they work thank you and goodnight

[samuelroukin]

yoooo i just went to pick up my new t prescription (switched from gel to the 10-12 weeks shot) and it should cost 90 bucks but it's free???? ​cause im on that poor ppl insurance #winning

#WOULD BE NICE IF DOCTORS TOLD ME cause i asked if that mattered and they were like no :( #i could've been on this for years 😭 not complaining though im finally free #well after blood work etc so like two weeks. #ben.txt

[autistic-earth-genasi]

Bro the fact that I have to go through all of these phone calls and convince so many people just to get a diagnosis and therapy is so crazy. Like here do all of the things that you can’t do, which is why you need therapy in the first place, and only then we will give you said therapy. Insane.

#three phone calls later and I have been sent to my primary care doctor #which is what I was avoiding #bc telling my psychiatrist who has been nothing but understanding and supportive that I may be autistic is one thing #but telling my medical doctor? #so fucking terrifying #even though she’s very nice #I’m still so afraid she won’t believe me #or will just say she can’t refer me to an outside therapist #even though I know that’s bullshit #but she tried telling me she couldn’t refer me to a Kaiser rheumatologist about my chronic pain #and that turned out to not be true in the slightest #I just keep telling myself that the light at the end of the tunnel is an autism diagnosis and really good therapy #for free #autism #mental health #actually autistic

[nicoletabard]

doctor stagnone’s

#new drawing #fully colored #doctor drawing #please like and share #feel free to reblog #newest drawing #reblog #nice comments #ilovetodraw #anime