#was hardcore projecting how ugly i felt …. everytime he’d look i felt like he was judging me thinking i was ugly

[seiwas]

i’m terrible omfg my bf was an angel today even tho i was so snappy fr 😭

#sorry this is a vent feel free to scroll #i feel so bad omf 😭😭😭😭 he was so nice he literally picked me up n drove me to my doctors appt #then we ran some errands n then ate korean for dinner (soooo fulll omg) #he even waited for me to buy a pumpkin spice latte 😭😭 cos ive never tried n wanted to see what the hype was abt #and i was so snappy throughout the day i swear to gOD I HATE PMS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #id snap when id catch him staring at me bc i was jus self conscious 😭😭 #was hardcore projecting how ugly i felt …. everytime he’d look i felt like he was judging me thinking i was ugly #(when he rlly wasnt 😭😭 he told me its cos he just wanted to pinch my cheeks 😭😭) #IM TERRIBLE FR 😭😭😭 WTFCNAKANZKSJSB #im never usually like this 😭😭 but i guess i just havent been feeling like my best self lately esp since ive been going to the derm a lot #and just started getting back to the gym #ive never felt pms this way before 😭😭😭😭 #whT thE HEKCLSNDISNDKJA #lovebug #i talked so much again