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galaxythreads · 4 months
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“I once read an amazing fic where Odin finds Loki in the bifrost instead of Thor and he's beyond distressed that things got this point.”
Do u remember the title or any tags i would love to read this😆😆
I FOUND IT! I SPENT STUPIDLY LONG LOOKING FOR THIS EARLIER BUT I FOUND IT
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On one hand, Loki will do anything to make his father love him. On the other hand, Odin loves Loki, but doesn't know how to show it in a way that Loki will understand. This is the story in which no quite gets the point.
it's not finished and hasn't been updated in years, but what's there is amazing, and who knows! positive support may coax another chapter out of the author if you're lucky. ;)
I ADORE Frigga and Odin in this fic though.
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this-should-do · 1 year
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IM STILL NOT OVER HOW TODD GAVE PATRICK STEWART PAGES AND PAGES OF BACKSTORY AND CHARACTER MOTIVATIONS FOR URIEL SEPTIM, A CHARACTER EHO FUCKING D I E S IN THE FUCKING TUTORIAL AND HAS LIKE 20 LINESSS
AND THEN GIVES EVERYONE ELSE (IE 5 ACOTRS AND WES JOHNSON) THEIR LINES JN A L P H A B E T I C A L ORDER DJDNDNNDND
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yesterdayiwrote · 1 year
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Man zero points for Ferrari, what a messssss
Alpine boys summoned by the stewarts👀
The only thing I’m still unhappy with today is how Mercedes handles strategy and pit stops, we are not going to win another WCC/WDC by panicking under pressure ffs
George got unlucky with the safety car/engine which I’m SURE everyone will remember and bring up needlessly every time points difference is mentioned for the rest of the season… right? Because that energy will undoubtedly go both ways I’m certain? 🙄 Annoying for Merc because that would have been a double podium but hopefully it’s not an engine feature this year because their reliability was so good last year 😬 I don’t know they panicked, it was just the wrong call which…happens I guess?
I feel like Gasly is gonna get his race ban and tbh I feel like he wants it out of the way. Only problem is he’ll miss Baku where there’s double points on offer which is the worst weekend to miss?!
Idk what’s happening with Ferrari. The speed is there it’s just not hooking up at all?
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jimines · 2 years
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same in Gatineau its a messssss theyre starting cleanup here but hardly anyone has power :( good luck where you are too!! I'm glad you weren't hurt! my neighbours car got wreckeddd but thankfully everyone is okay
Ah! I’m glad you’re ok too!! It’s just so strange to me because Ontario doesn’t get many tornadoes or anything ever, like they said this would be a thunderstorm, not a tornado warning kinda storm💀 there are trees split everywhere, roads blocked, places further north lost parts of their houses I’ve heard, and power lines were knocked down all around this area. I really hope we didn’t lose an internet tower too, but it seems very likely. I think maybe 30% of the neighbourhoods and workplaces have actual power but internet is still down almost everywhere and more than half the traffic and streetlights are still out. My entire block is pitch black. I hope the both of our areas are able to clean up and repair quickly!🙏🏻 There have been far too many accidents lately, the sirens are constant.
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chiro-asuta-vulpes · 2 years
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Greetings my lil, angels. FIRST of all I would like to thank everyone for all your support, likes and shares of my work also appreciating my baby girl Snowy, and my other characters. THANK YOU THANK YOU EVERYONEEEEE FOR ALL YOUR UNDYING LOVE AND SUPPORT☺️💙💙💙🌼🌼✨✨✨✨
Second, I wanna apologize if I took so long on MAKING AND FINISHING MY THANK YOU ART GIFTS, to you all sweeties,
🔔REASONS📣
ONE: There are some times delays because of me attending my college degree classes, also homework, projects, online classes etc.📱🖥💻
SECOND: Whenever I had new ideas popping on my head I immediately draw them📱🎨🖌 and I had a hard time to finish and focus on one art whenever new ideas comes to pierce thru my mind and beg me to draw it I do so📘🖋 hehehehehehe yea, AND YES I admit there are times I have tons of ideas EITHER RELATING TO MY OC OR ANY CHARACTERS, I wish to drew depending on the ideas i come up in my head but struggling to rush and note up before i forgot huhuhu yeaaa, IM SUCHHHH A MESSSSSS! Agghhhhh! 🥺😓😭
Uggghhh this is soooo embarrassing i get distracted sooooo easily😖😞😭
ANYWAYS rn I'm focusing on WORKING ANOTHER SNOWY ART ART, once I Get Snow Snow done I might probably go back to MAKING MORE THANK YOU GIFT ART ART AND ART COLLABS ART, if I say I promise to draw your character IM SERIOUS ON THAT I WILL DRAW IT, I just feel bad on my behavior of being ALWAYS DISTRACTED and I feel bad about it too....😰😢🥺😭
Vent Out....) (Don't worry I'm okay..this is just a thought...also stuffs been happening and bothering my brain a lot)
If you all angry or disappointed onto me for being distractive and not making your OCS in time well you all have the right to do so..and yeaaaa I'm not gonna argue on that if you all are...😓😓😔
Again..IM NOT A ROBOT LIKE SNOWY that helps and up all day, I'm a human..I have stuffs too and I if you all want art don't rush me be patient and maybe instead of darting me or rush me maybe a encouragement and support will do to help me motivated to draw although if not well might as well give up...
I have been having this issues for 2 years and one of the reasons Im scared to share my stuffs bc I fear JUDGY PEOPLE AND TOXIC PEOPLE, I maybe old but i have feelings too....such as Anxiety, Art Block, Trauma, Stress, Depression, Insomnia, Mental Abuse by a few IRL people here in IRL, Guilt trip, Emotional Scars, Etc.
Reason why I made Snowy as a enjoyment for me to do and make to escape this CRUEL FEELINGS and CRUEL REALITY I'm having in life, whenever I drew people's characters and my ocs I feel free....secure and safe...also put a smile on to my face.
I have been all over other medias and ended up being judged by my oc telling me they're waaayyyy off! And IM SICK OF ITTT!
I don't want that to happened, I already had a massive trauma about it
The reason why I was on tumblr because I was so tired being in another media of people judging my work, I was trying to run away from them...
Now things changed now I'm happy to be here in Tumblr... I met many people finally UNDERSTANDS, APPRECIATE, LOVE, AND ADORE my work... Even I'm not yet good enough.
I felt free and I feel I'm home in this site. I wish to stay here AS LONG AS I STILL LIVE,
I have an illness that I carry within my health IRL and I don't wanna tell because I don't wish to worry you all my little angels... 😣😞😢
BUT DONT WORRY I'm okay i have been having checkups and I been taking medications and being careful and still FIGHTING on surviving☺️💙🌼✨✨
If all your life's are stressing u all bc of being busy and school all i can say is no matter how many times u all tumble down, you all should always rise up never give up continue and always remember and strive for that dream and desires you all wish for ur future...youre all directors and maker of your own path and destinies, and no matter how cruel our world is but there is always a new beginning...and start and it's okay to cry feel hurt it's part of the challenges and trials in life...but we're all still here standing and surviving.
IM VERY proud of you all and sooo happy for everyone's achievements and goals u all did irl keep going onward...embrace your future and continue to dream strive and always stay the real you, don't ever give up, embrace your talents and gifts, and keep smiling.
THATS ALL FOR NOW YOU SWEETIES HAVE A BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL DAAAYYYY OVERRR THEREEEE! I LOVE YOUUUU ALLL AND THANKS FOR READING..📘📄📄🖋💙💙✨✨✨✨✨✨
💙 JANE
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save-the-spiral · 3 years
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PLS PLS LIST THE SWAPS!! TELL ME ABOUT THE SIBLINGS AND ALSO HIFUMI BECAUSE I LOVE HIM (IF YOU WANT!) I will also send more questions in the morning too, excited to see what you’ve been working on!!
OK OK OK !!!!! AHH! So, before assigning talents, I swapped the pools, so for the first game, I use the talents from the second game, and vis versa! For some i listed gender, sexuality, or neurodivergencies, though this isn’t all of them, and I haven’t developed them all to the same level!
This is SO long. I didn’t even bother mentioning things like my plans for the killing games. (I have DR1 planned out in full, but only parts of DR2 and the v3 anime)
THANK YOU FOR THE ASK MY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT IN HAPPINESS WHEN I SAW I HAD NEW ASK NOTIFS!!
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Trigger Happy Havoc (first game)
Kyoko Kirigiri- Ultimate Luckster- Mastermind (: Sometimes lesbians can be evil okay! was trained as a detective like everyone in her family and didn’t get the ultimate :) she’s definitely not mad about that :) her luck cycle depends on how far she plans things ahead. her good luck is when she’s spontaneous! She hates when ‘normal’ people are accepted by ultimates.
Makoto Naegi- Photographer (Mostly wildlife and nature photography, with Sayaka helping him for some animal photography (: trans and bi <3 One of sayaka’s birds nests in his hair like all the time)
Kiyotaka Ishimaru- Ultimate Swordsman (AUTISTIC ICON, has trained in kendo since he was a kid, then was essentially given away to the Fujisaki clan by his very stressed dad. Semiverbal, rarely speaks.)
Chihiro Fujisaki- Ultimate Yakuza (Taka is her bodyguard! His family is in debt to hers, the Fujisaki clan is the most powerful in Japan. trans icon, of course, dates Sayaka! Very direct, though she’s far more delicate and polite when talking to taka, her best friend)
Sakura Oogami- Ultimate Nurse (Works as an EMT- her clan still is in martial arts, so she’s still very buff, she assists in injuries at the family dojo. Autistic Icon)
Asahina Aoi- Ultimate Gamer (ULTIMATE ADHD. streams and has a ton of fun, will ramble while breaking records, demigirl who loves her girlfriend sakura :)
Mukuro Ikusaba- Ultimate Chef (Works best with ‘cheap’ food, and making them taste good. a byproduct of growing up on the streets with junko, and junko being bored of the same old food they dug out of the trash. now works closely with junko for her teams’ nutritional needs! autistic and sapphic.)
Junko Enoshima- Ultimate Team Manager (there are SO many sports she can never get bored, and the professional scene is always changing! prefers coaching womens’ teams, because being an ultimate brings them more publicity and usually higher pay :)
Mondo Oowada- Ultimate Prince (OH MY BOY. trans adhd icon. now the crown prince of Novoselic, with a reagent in his place until he comes of age. His service dog Chuck is a maltese and an absolute sweetheart. Chihiro takes him under her wing to teach leadership. also dates taka later OF COURSE, though they’re poly and I may add more ppl to their relationship later.)
Celestia Ludenburg- Ultimate Musician (specializes in violin, most strings, though she can play any instrument. grew up poor, dedicated herself to an instrument and persona to cope)
Byakuya Togami- Ultimate Musician (Yep. two musicians. two catty trans gay icons about to throw down. they HATE each other and grew up as rivals. specialize in classical, they literally tore a professional orchestra full of grown adults apart trying to make them side with who was the best musician. they’re so good that they’re matched, and Hope’s Peak accepts them as one student and combined ultimate. they room together. they fight. Literally if one of them gets expelled, the other does too, so they’re STUCK. eventually they become literally inseparable and insufferable together like the WORST siblings. I love them.)
Sayaka Maizono- Breeder (animal handler) (Specializes in birds!!!!!! has songbirds on her shoulders all the time. will give unsettling animal facts without realizing they’re unsettling. sends her songbirds to serenade chihiro when they start dating <3)
Yasuhiro Hagakure- Gymnast (you see this tall goof who acts like an older brother to everyone and wonder HOW he’s a gymnast. he’s completely different in competitions, though still lighthearted. becomes a big brother figure to mukuro and junko especially <3 also trans bc i say so.)
Leon Kuwata- Traditional Dancer (he just. kinda hates it. it takes SO much work and effort but he takes to it naturally. his cousin kanon is NOT like in canon, instead she’s helpful. he’d literally rather be doing anything else. doesn’t know how to do anything like... basic either. can’t cook. cant do his own laundry. everything was dedicated to traditional japanese dancing before he attended HPA.)
Toko Fukawa- Engineer (writes schematics and is very good at it. gets VERY upset when her plans go wrong. her notes are orderly and perfect. host for their system!)
Syo- Mechanic (a factive of genocider syo, NOT an actual killer. she’s a protector mainly, and also is more adept at hands on skills when it comes to fixing things, her hands are less shaky. Her notes are a disaster and she does it to spite Toko.)
Hifumi Yamada- (???) (reserve course) Protagonist! My BOY. HIFUMI IS GOOD OKAY. He’s autistic and loves anime and gaming! he’s not particularly ultimate-leveled at them, or anything else! Attending Hope’s Peak as a reserve course student! At one point he joins the student council as a reserve course representative even if he’s only a freshman :) He’s also a moderator in Hina’s livestream chat, under the username of JusticeHammer, fastest ban hammer this side of the internet. He's internet friends with hina and sakura, and doesn’t realize Oh We Go To the same SCHOOL until he bumps into them. and realizes hina doesnt know what he looks like. but sakura does. its hilarious. he’s aroace, and during the year they’re locked in HPA, is in a queer platonic partnership with Hina and Sakura, while they’re dating each other. it’s great.)
Goodbye Despair! (second game)
Peko Pekoyama- Lucky student (ohohoh. her luck relies on her conviction. if she has doubts her bad luck strikes HARD. trans!, was taken in by Fuyuhiko’s family when she was a baby, grew up as just another kid in the family. They all expected Fuyu to go off to HPA on his own and then BOOM acceptance letter)
Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu- Programmer (He. gets so angry while coding. He has an array of rubber ducks to talk to and work through his coding issues with. trans of course. Very protective of Peko when people say she doesn’t have a ‘real’ ultimate. ADHD and Autistic)
Sonia Nevermind- Writer (Literary Girl) (Her family immigrated to Japan when she was young! She writes a lot of serial killer novels, murder mysteries and horror and all that! Trans and bi :)
Gundham Tanaka- Detective (YEAH my guy is a detective. still talks Like That. Trans and bi and he and Sonia were kinda-dating (t4t autistic power couple in the making) when things started happening. He spends some time with his cool older sister who he looks up to a LOT. He and Sonia talk through things together a lot, they both have those red string walls, one for murder cases, another for a fictional plot lmao.)
Mahiru Koizumi- Moral Compass (my GIRL. autistic. Her morals rely a lot on people taking responsibility and being reliable, and she ends up having to work through some biases she didn’t realize she had when she arrived at HPA. Is still protective of Hiyoko, though that protectiveness is spread a bit thinner to extend to the rest of the class.)
Hiyoko Saionji- Clairvoyant!!! (HI YES I COULD TALK ABOUT HER FOR DAYS. Has actual visions in dreams and when she suddenly faints, but doesn’t really realize they’re uhh Real Visions for a WHILE. uses her status as an ultimate clairvoyant to trick and bully kids when in school for a LONG time, though her homelife wasn’t great with her grandmother trying to find ways to make her visions more consistent. SHES ALSO 12 WHEN SHE JOINS THE 77TH CLASS. she’s just so advanced in academics and her ultimate is so interesting hope’s peak cant HELP but scout her early. she has SO many issues guys no one appreciates hiyoko enough, autistic gifted kid hiyoko my beloved.)
Akane Owari- Gambler (started gambling to help out her family and Got Good at it. is very very conscious of money and food like all the time. Runs the hope’s peak betting pools once she arrives. these ultimates bet on a lot of things. she ALWAYS wins. until she doesnt!!!)
Mikan Tsumiki- Martial Artist (ohhhh Mikan. Still anxious and clumsy (though not like THAT in canon) and literally no one looks at her and thinks Oh The ULTIMATE martial artist?? it isn’t until you see her in the ring that you understand. She started learning self defense as a kid because her (bad) parents essentially said she had to rely on and protect herself and no one else would help.)
Kazuichi Souda- Pop Idol (OH TRANS ICON? he’s nervous and paranoid about Everything still, though now it’s like. oh the entire world is always watching my every move this is Okay (: has the brightest neon album eras. he literally keeps up a like. weird chad persona when interacting with people because he’s masking how hard he’s constantly just internally screaming.)
Nagito Komaeda- Soldier (AHAHAH my mans got issues problems disorder he’s a messssss, this trans guy, this absolute gay. this boy leveled a city of thousands of people with his own hands and some bombs. Still has medical issues, but most of his like. treatments and medicine is hold hostage as long as he stays in line. believes the ends justify the means and anyone who dies to him is obviously weak, because look at him! he’s weak, but that doesn’t matter because he doesn’t have to be the strongest, he just has to be stronger than the weakest scum.)
Chiaki Nanami- Heir (OOF. Agender, uses any pronouns. Doesn’t really. enjoy being the heir. grew up with Byakuya in the same circles. she treats the economy and stock market and stuff like games. enjoys gaming but isn’t good at them. collects so many things. has halls full of collections. Her parents stopped controlling her once she was able to prove she had more money than them and could literally bankrupt them if she wanted.)
Hajime Hinata- Baseball Star (Chiaki’s best friend, his family was upper middle class until he hit it BIG as a baseball star. wants to do BIG things and wants to attend hope’s peak more than anything!! Doesn’t really think of baseball as his THING, just a means to an end! trans :)
Teruteru Hanamura- Biker Gang Leader (started with shaking down some jerks who didn’t pay their food and drink tabs at his mama’s restaurant. now he RUNS their tiny town. His siblings are essentially gang mascots, he works hard to keep them out of trouble (while bringing them to like. meetings where he ends up beating a dude almost to death. its fine). most of what he does it to get more money to keep the restaurant afloat and care for his mama with her health conditions.)
Nekomaru Nidai- Fashionista (the drama. the CHAOS. most people are like ohhh we can never understand this artistic genius when he’s literally just. vibing and has ADHD and a love for coffee. Works a lot on accessible clothing lines for disabled people! Also he and Kazuichi work together sometimes, Nekomaru is good at calming Kaz down and seeing like, the root of whatever problem and making it better. ALSO A TRANS ICON and just flaunts it.)
Imposter- In the hope’s peak days they are impersonating Ryota Mitarai, as a part of the 77th class. In the Killing Game they impersonate Mondo Oowada as the Ultimate Prince. They’re doin’ their best.
Ibuki Mioda- (???) (Izuru Kamakura) Protagonist! Gundham Tanaka’s older sister (though they’re in the same school year). Nonbinary and using just. an array of pronouns alongside she/her, and jokingly fights with gundham for neopronouns like MOM said it’s MY TURN on the rawrself pronouns. She attends the reserve course to stay at her brother’s side. She dresses loudly and acts even louder because !!! she wants to stand out!! in the middle of this drab reserve course hell!!  but when things go down, she wants to be someone, to be worthy of being her amazing brother’s big sister. so she accepts some offers.
NON-KILLING GAME:
Ryota Mitarai- Ultimate Analyst (stays in his room. He’s terrified of the outside world but fascinated by it. watches hope’s peak academy through security feeds, picking up on little details. he just wants to understand things but never looks at the big picture.)
Chisa Yukizome- Ultimate Boxer (Homeroom teacher!! She’s working really hard and believes in everyone! Some are intimidated by talent, but she’s never hurt anyone outside of the ring! Dating Kyosuke)
Juzo Sakakura- Ultimate Student Council President (Has anger issues, though his work at reigning them in assisted in becoming an Ultimate. Was responsible for security and the Hope’s Peak student council. Dating Kyosuke)
Kyosuke Munakata- Ultimate Housekeeper (Meticulous, works himself to the BONE even if he’s good enough to not have to do that. Is working on establishing another Hope’s Peak! Dating Chisa and Jozu!!!)
Seiko Kimura- Ultimate Blacksmith (GIVE MY GIRL KNIVES!! She’s an anxious gal, always wearing a facemask that filters the air in her forge because she has some respiratory problems. she prefers making more decorative pieces like an artist, but sometimes can create utilitarian pieces or tools to fit specific needs. Still a doormat)
Ruruka Ando- Ultimate Pharmacist (She constantly asks Seiko for new tools for her developments in medicine, saying its all for the advancement of humanity, so Seiko denying any request is SELFISH, though she never thinks to make anything for seiko’s health issues. Dating Izayoi. Specializes in medicine for mental health. Not Doing Great :)
Sonosuke Izayoi- Ultimate Confectioner (He loves sweets. LOVES them. Creates things that look plain, ordinary. but taste so GOOD you CRY and maybe ascend for a little bit. sometimes Ando makes cool new drugs to put in the sweets, who knows! It’s a mystery! He always has like. a huge refrigerated case of fresh cakes, and constantly has a lollipop in his own specialty recipe in his mouth.)
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basedhoya · 7 years
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my depression gets so bad during summer like it's ridiculous
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baldwinboy5choices · 4 years
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if it's too much to make u explain I totally get it but what's up w RT? and what specific chapter of TNA are u talking about lmao the whole thing is a hot messssss. I don't want to like, start drama but I don't have twitter to check PB and your opinions are usually spot on so
Nah, it’s no drama, it’s just me overreacting hahaha. But partially I think it’s just a general disillusionment that I have with Peeb lately. I know a lot of people are getting tired of reused MC faces, and I am too, and... there are a lot of bigger issues like the fact that a lot of fans want more gender of choice books, better treatment of female LIs, more racial options, etc... I just feel like a lot of the things PB does lately are kinda tone deaf so coming right off the heels of me not getting Robin as an LI in TNA, naming a new LI in Rising Tides “Robin” feels like “really? Even this? EVEN THIS? I know you’re pissing people off with a lot of the larger issues but even this, you had to go and do this, I mean just, you’re messing up everything but EVEN THE LITTLE THINGS LIKE THIS????” (I DON’T KNOW MAN I felt a little “how dare you stand where he stood”-ed by the naming of this new LI.)
Those other issues though - ultimately when it comes down to it, the answer to most of those things has a lot to do with money, as in, it takes resources to create more sprites, the general audience spends more money on male LIs so they spend more time and effort on the male LIs versus female LIs etc... and obviously, it takes time and effort to create more MC faces. Fine, I don’t like it, but I get it. 
But reusing names? Reusing names of previous LIs and other prominent characters like Ava, Noah, Thomas, Lily, Mackenzie, now Charlie, and now Robin? See, about the stuff with MC faces, I said “I don’t like it, but I get it,” but this, I just don’t get. Theoretically it should cost like, nothing but a few seconds to come up with a new name?! And for the gender customizable LIs, there are plenty of gender neutral names still out there, ones that aren’t even particularly uncommon or out there if they want more common-sounding names. A friend of mine compiled an entire list, almost as though just to prove a point. There are just so many names to choose from, so after what I thought was poor treatment of Robin in TNA, and how much I wanted TNA Robin to be an LI (YES EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IT WAS A SINGLE LI BOOK I KNOW) this just kind of feels like an egregious affront to me and everyone else who thought that at least having the choice of Robin as an LI would have greatly improved the lackluster writing of that book. And when I said “that one chapter” I meant the one where it “revealed” (I mean, as if any of us couldn’t see that coming) that Robin and Sofia had been banging this whole time which genuinely makes no sense and to me it seems like they were sacrificing good writing/character development for “shock value” “OH MY GOD HOW COULD YOU” which doesn’t really work all that well anyway if they made it so weirdly obvious in the first place? I have many more Robin thoughts but that’s MY issue, those are MY demons that I have to deal with ahhahaahhaa
Anyway none of this is really all that important so 
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Also, what you said about my opinions is astounding me right now (but thank you!) because usually I’m the one who doesn’t want to start drama ahahaha so I thought I generally tried to keep pretty neutral about everything on tumblr haha! 
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justlarried · 4 years
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Kim’s Hot Takes on Harry’s Song Titles (1000% truth no jokes)
Golden: golden by zayn is defintiely about 1d and all bittersweet, and golden by harry is harry's petty fucking answer, like, yeah you know what zayn?? it WAS golden as soon as you left!! 2015 time of our lives!! the most fun!!
Watermelon Sugar: louis's come, next
Adore You: amsterdam, next
Lights Up: fame and showbiz, next
Cherry: louis's ass OR about how red louis's mouth is after he rims harry. either way ass eating, more references to tasting each other
Falling: tripping on stage in front of thousands of people
To Be So Lonely: the easy answer would be ftdt pt. 2, but instead i'm gonna go with a london boy-esque parody song about his own image! like, woe is me, can u imagine what it's like to be so lonely that i had to sleep on people's couches all through 2013.. to be so lonely that my most profound love song is about my sister.. to be so lonely because i never in my life had a relationship that lasted over a year and we all know that as a fact
She: she and like i would by zayn are both @ louis about how harry's never gonna touch him like zayn did, but how harry also just wants to be loved, she by harry is harry saying hell yeah she (harry) fucking does lol, like the whole zourry love triangle where they were all into each other and it was a messssss. this definitely happened irl for sure i was there and everyone stood up and clapped
Sunflower, Volume 6: the big misconception among fans is that louis is the sunflower BUT HE'S NOT and idk how everyone missed this (or maybe i just didn't see it on my dash) but louis is the sun, and harry is the sunflower who follows him around and would happily just sit and admire what he's like all day long!! vol. 6 means it’s about a six year relationship. larries are gonna hate it because they refuse to consider that they broke up once in 2013/14 and everyone else is gonna dispair because it doesn't fit any of his stunts. he did this specifically to find out how far he can go and how obvious he has to make it that it’s incompatible with anne or gemma. a few very annoying people will make it about jeff or xander and i will be mad about it
Canyon Moon: wrote specifically about the character malia tate from teen wolf who is a were coyote no i won't be taking any questions at this time
TPWK: bdsm and proper dom etiquette that he expects from his partners
Fine Line: all about the beautiful delicate line work of camille's pineapple ass tattoo or whatever the hell that whole thing is about, i'm honestly just guessing from people's vague outrage posts
and there you have it! we can all stop guessing what the songs will be about, i figured it out. thanks jen for typing this all up from my incoherent whatsapp messages, you’re the best
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Project Rebuild Chapter 12
EXT. GARMADON’S VOLCANO LAIR - DAY
The Shark Army returns to Garmadon’s Volcano Lair, which is shaped like a giant shark fin jutting out of the water.
The instrumental version of “Coming Undone” by Korn plays in the background.
[Song: Coming Undone by Korn - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KiDY3UCAyiY ]
Multiple Flying Jelly Subs and Manta Ray Bombers fly into the caverns with lava flowing on the sides. Other aquatic vehicles can be seen entering and exiting the lair. Inside the volcano are hollowed out chambers for use of the different departments in Garmadon’s army. As the music plays, we get an epic, single take, tracking shot exploring the different areas in Garmadon’s Volcano Lair.
INT. VOLCANO ATRIUM - DAY
At the center of the Volcano Lair is The Atrium, where the Research and Development, and I.T. Departments can be found. Many I.T employees are busy working.
Hanging high above in the ceiling is a Dragon Skull on display. Beneath it is a plaque that says “IN LOVING MEMORY OF DEMIC”.
A lady with round blue glasses and a black Batman shirt under her labcoat walks through rows of computers, machinery and display screens. This is TERRI THE GPL TECH. She oversees everything.
She pauses at a display screen that reads “PROJECT SEPARATOR: GOLDEN POWER EXTRACTION AT 86%”. Beneath it is a loading bar to track the progress.
Terri walks over to the equipment connected to the display screen. She watches four golden BRICK SEPARATORS strapped to extraction machines. GOLDEN POWER is being drained from the Brick Separators, which flows into a War Hammer placed on a pedestal.
Content with the progress, Terri goes to her desk and continues working on the blueprints of a large shark-themed, humanoid mech.
INT. GARMADON’S THRONE ROOM - DAY
The walls of the Throne Room have murals of ONI MASKS. Lord Garmadon is sitting on his throne. He is crying tears of fire.
There are several Shark Army soldiers present, attending to Garmadon’s whims. Generals # 4 and 6, currently the only remaining generals, are also present.
But then we focus on a new character, a dark blue reptillian humanoid with a cobra-like hood and a long, brick-built rattlesnake tail. He has red eyes with spiral patterns. But his most noticeable feature is a large, faded scar that can be seen spanning across his entire torso. This is GENERAL FANG THE HYPNOBRAI.
Garmadon sobs loudly. He is an emotional mess with fire tears leaking out of his eyes and fire snot dripping from where his nose would be. His anger makes him look monstrous but his sorrow makes him look pitiful. He swings wildly between these two extremes.
Garmadon blows his nose on a piece of non-Lego tissue paper. It catches fire and he throws it at a pile of other discarded tissues. The pile of tissues also catches fire.
General Fang rolls his eyes and puts out the flame out with a fire extinguisher.
GARMADON: I can’t believe my own son would turn out to be the Green Ninja! Where did I go wrong? I did not see this coming at all!
Garmadon looks at old pictures of him and Lloyd bonding over evil acts. One photo has them standing on the giant non-Lego grass next to a “Keep off the grass” sign. Another photo has them gleefully riding the Ninjago Monorail as it is about to run over several Ninjago citizens tied to the train tracks. Yet another photo has the them playing a regular game of baseball, with Lloyd as the batter and Garmadon as the pitcher. But instead of throwing a baseball, Garmadon throws a kitten in Lloyd’s direction.
General # 4 snaps Garmadon out of his reverie.
GENERAL # 4: Actually, Sir, if you look at past prophecies, this should have been really obvious in hindsight.
General # 4 holds out the original fortune prophecy that says Lloyd would defeat his father.
GENERAL # 4: They even have an attack called the Wu-Cru formation. That really should have clued you in on your brother’s involvement!
Garmadon angrily glares at the general. General # 4 tries to verbally backtrack.
GENERAL # 4: Clued us! Clued us in!
GARMADON: You’re fired!
Garmadon slams down a button and General # 4 literally gets fired out of the volcano.
A Shark Army soldier offers Garmadon a cup of tea, perhaps in a futile attempt to calm him down.
Garmadon drinks the tea and immediately spits it out.
GARMADON: What is this? Green tea?
Garmadon throws the cup of hot tea at another nearby Shark Army soldier in the background. The soldier lets out a Wilhelm scream.
GARMADON: The only tea I drink is black! LIKE MY HEART! You’re fired!
Garmadon slams down the button again and the soldier is jettisoned out the volcano.
GARMADON: (ANGRILY) SOMEBODY BETTER GIVE ME SOME GOOD NEWS OR THE NEXT PERSON TO TALK GETS FIRED OUT OF THE VOLCANO!
General # 6 receives a message over his radio communicator. He nervously relays the message to Garmadon.
GENERAL # 6: Sir, your daily prophecy has arrived.
A large non-Lego fortune cookie is wheeled into the throne room and delivered to Lord Garmadon. Garmadon cracks it wide open with a swift karate chop.
The fortune prophecy reads "You will not conquer Ninjago City today. Better luck next time." Garmadon loses his temper at this. Everyone else in the room sees the fortune prophecy and stands completely still in fear.
GARMADON: AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!
General # 6 drops to the ground in a fetal position.
GENERAL # 6: Just make it quick, sir.
General Fang hisses and put himself between Garmadon and General # 6. He speaks with an emphasis on the “s” sounds in his words.
GENERAL FANG: Sssssssssssir, you might want to firssssstt consssssssider replacementssss...
Garmadon is enraged, practically grinding his teeth in anger. But he pauses to consider the sense in General Fang’s suggestion. He composes himself, wipes the fire tears from his eyes, inhales and speaks to General # 6 in a polite tone.
GARMADON: Oh but before that, could you kindly call in the next batch of generals for me?
General # 6 radios in on his communicator.
GENERAL # 6: Hello HR? Lord Garmadon is requesting a new batch of generals. Okay.
He turns to Garmadon.
GENERAL # 6: They’re on their way, Sir.
GARMADON: Good!
For the third time, Garmadon slams down on the button and General # 6 flies out the volcano.
On cue, the new batch of generals enter the room. They all look exactly like the previous batch of generals but with genderswapped face prints.
All the new generals are uneasy and apprehensive. The Shark Army soldiers mirror their apprehension. They know what will happen next.
Garmadon glares down at the new generals. His eyes burn a bright red.
We go to Garmadon’s POV and in the center of each torso of the new generals, he sees a glowing golden aura. He stares for a beat then turns to General Fang.
GARMADON: General Fang, I’m not in the mood to invoke them one at a time. Take care of this for me.
GENERAL FANG: Assssss you wiiissshhh…
But then General Fang hisses to himself.
GENERAL FANG: You jusssst don’t want to deal with the messssss of fortune cookiesssss.
Garmadon eyes General Fang suspiciously.
GARMADON: What was that?
GENERAL FANG: Nothing, sssssssir.
General Fang slithers into position. He nods at Garmadon. Both their eyes glow bright red as though in synchronization.
General Fang turns to the new generals. They look terrified. General Fang begins shaking his tail rattle. The spirals in his red eyes begin spinning and he hypnotizes the new generals.
GENERAL FANG: Look into my eyessssss. I control you. Follow the Way of Lord Garmadon. Let anger ssssssseep into your heartssssss.
One of the generals looks away. He looks like a male version of the previous General # 2. Garmadon appears behind him, places his hands on the general’s head and forces him to look at General Fang.
GARMADON: Ah ah ah, can’t have you resisting now, can we?
GENERAL FANG: Follow the Way of Lord Garmadon.
The glowing, golden auras in each of the general’s torsos burn brightly. But in Garmadon’s torso is a dark purple aura. A wisp of his purple aura floats out of his torso and splits into seven snake-shaped wisps. These snake-shape wisps drift in the air and slither into the torsos of the seven generals. Their respective golden auras become tainted by the purple aura.
The new generals twitch in uncontrollable spasms. Intense percussive music plays in the background as this happens.
We see a shot from behind General Fang. He moves out of the way, revealing a very stern and angry-looking batch of generals. Each of their eyes briefly flash red. The Shark Army soldiers in the room cover their mouths in shock.
GENERAL FANG: Whom do you ssssserve?
The new generals speak as one.
GENERALS 1 - 7: All hail Lord Garmadon!
CUT TO: INT. NINJAGO HIGH SCHOOL HALLWAY - DAY
The Ninja all jump out of their lockers. They have all changed back to their civilian outfits. They are all sweaty and panting as they run back to class.
Kai whispers to Lloyd.
KAI: But seriously, did you just have blab about your secret identity to your dad?
LLOYD: Later, Kai. We’ll talk about it later.
INT. SCHOOL CLASSROOM - DAY
The Ninja enter the classroom and try to return to their seats as inconspicuously as possible.
The words “Show and tell tomorrow” are written on the black board.
Ms. Laudita notices the Ninja and calls their attention.
MS. LAUDITA: Ahem! You were all in the bathroom for a very long time.
The Ninja all freeze in place and Lloyd improvises an excuse.
LLOYD: Yeah... We all got... diarrhea?
Lloyd shrugs his shoulders sheepishly and hopes Ms. Laudita will buy it.
MS. LAUDITA: Really? Simultaneously?
Ms. Laudita raises an eyebrow. All the other Ninja immediately go along with Lloyd’s excuse, all speaking at the same time.
KAI: Diarrhea like you couldn't believe!
ZANE: It was a most painful bowel movement.
JAY: I actually didn’t poop my pants this time.
NYA: Not as watery as usual but it was relentless!
Cole clutches his stomach and groans.
COLE: Ugh! I shouldn’t have eaten all that chocolate cake.
Kai turns around, bends over and points at his butt.
KAI: We had bricks coming out of our...
A disgusted Ms. Laudita immediately interrupts Kai to keep him from finishing his sentence.
MS. LAUDITA: Okay! That's enough! Just go back to your seats!
The Ninja all return to their seats but everyone else visibly inches their desks away.
NYA: (indignantly) Hey! We washed our hands!
CUT TO: INT. VOLCANO ATRIUM - DAY
A flashing light catches Terri’s attention. She looks at the computer screen as it finishes loading, flashing the sign “GOLDEN POWER EXTRACTION COMPLETE”. The Brick Separators have been completely drained of Golden Power. They are now just regular orange brick separators.
Terri gasps and runs off to Garmadon.
INT. GARMADON’S THRONE ROOM - DAY
Everyone in the Throne Room is still completely silent. All the Shark Army soldiers are afraid. They know whoever speaks next risks being fired out of the volcano. The new generals don’t seem aware of this.
Garmadon is pacing impatiently around the room. One general reluctantly raises his hand. It is the new General # 2, the one who previously resisted.
GARMADON: Yes, new General number 2?
GENERAL # 2: Sir, we’ve been sitting here in silence for several hours and I... generally need to do a number 2 so... can I go to the bathroom?
Garmadon narrows his eyes in anger.
GARMADON: It’s “May I? May I go to the bathroom?” You imbecile!
Garmadon presses the button again and we go to a distant shot of the new General # 2 being fired out of the volcano. Too late, he shouts his rebuttal as he flies through the air.
GENERAL # 2: Maaaaaaaaaaay Iiiiiiiiiiiiii????
GARMADON: Grammar is important even when plotting to take over the world. Now, anyone else have anything to say?
All the new generals squirm and shake their heads silently.
Suddenly, Terri bursts in through the doors, slamming them open. All the generals and Shark Army soldiers struggle to contain their gasps.
TERRI: Sir, Project Separator is complete. Your MEGAWEAPON is ready.
CUT TO: INT. VOLCANO ATRIUM - DAY
We go to a close up shot of the Megaweapon. Garmadon leans into view and admires the War Hammer. It glows with Golden Power. Garmadon places a hand on it and the glow fades away.
GARMADON: At last! The powers of the FOUR GOLDEN WEAPONS OF RECREATION are mine!
GENERAL FANG: What isssss it, ssssir?
Garmadon turns to General Fang.
GARMADON: Traditionally, a Hammer is a useful tool for building. But a War Hammer is a weapon of destruction. The Megaweapon is both. Infused with Golden Power, it now has the unlimited potential both to create and to destroy.
Garmadon lifts the War Hammer from its pedestal and moves toward General Fang in a vaguely threatening manner.
GARMADON: General Fang, how would you like to join me on my next attack?
General Fang’s eyes widen and he looks horrified at the idea. He instinctively clutches at the faded scar on his abdomen. He slowly starts to back away.
GENERAL FANG: Sssssoooo sssssorry but I musssssst decline.
Garmadon advances in a show of dominance.
GARMADON: Come now, you’ll be safe. I promise.
GENERAL FANG: Then why don’t you invoke it?
General Fang quips defensively. Garmadon answers as though talking to a toddler.
GARMADON: You know it doesn’t work that way. The powers of life and death are beyond even my abilities.
Garmadon wistfully looks up at the dragon skull of Demic. General Fang follows Garmadon’s gaze. Garmadon looks genuinely sorrowful for a beat. He shakes it off. Then he gives a demonic smile to General Fang.
GARMADON: But I have a good feeling about this one.
Garmadon grips the War Hammer in his hands and gives it a spin.
GARMADON: I’ll even let you ride in my mech this time.
GENERAL FANG: What mech? You don’t even have your sssshark mech anymore. The Ninja trasssshed it, remember?
Garmadon mutters to himself, not really listening to General Fang.
GARMADON: Yes. That Black Ninja packs a real punch. He has a spunk and willfulness that almost feels... familiar.
GENERAL FANG: And now your mech liessssss at the bottom of the ssssea.
GARMADON: Trashed. At the bottom of the sea. Heh.
Garmadon mulls over these words. He tightens his grip on the War Hammer and yells out a raging war cry.
GARMADON: AAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!
With all his strength, Garmadon uses the War Hammer to strike a wall of the volcano lair. Streaks of Golden Power snake out from the impact point and spread to the rest of the wall.
After a beat, the entire wall EXPLODES!
KABOOM!
Lego bricks rain down everywhere. Everyone except Garmadon panics. There is now a massive hole in the side of the Volcano Lair.
GENERAL FANG: Ssssssirr! What are you doing?
General Fang tries to shield himself from the falling Lego bricks.
Garmadon looks back at General Fang and gives a knowing smile. As though on cue, Terri hands him the blueprint of the humanoid mech.
GARMADON: Observe.
Garmadon holds aloft the Megaweapon. He looks at the blueprint then closes his eyes and concentrates. The Megaweapon begins to glow. Waves of Golden Power radiate out of of the Megaweapon and into the Lego bricks. Ominous choir music begins playing.
The Lego bricks and pieces float in the air and stack on top of each other, creating some sort of brick built structure. One by one the bricks snap and click into place. Slowly, the structure begins to take shape.
Close up on Garmadon as he strains to mentally build the new mech. Then close up on General Fang with an awestruck expression.
When Garmadon is finished, he sets the Megaweapon on the ground and collapses on all sixes. He is sweating and breathing heavily. Using the Megaweapon clearly takes a toll on him.
General Fang moves to Garmadon’s side and helps him up. Then they both stare at a giant, shark-themed but humanoid mech.
GARMADON: I call it the Garma Mecha Man. I’m sure Luh-loyd will come to his senses eventually but I will still conquer Ninjago with or without his help.
Garmadon turns to General Fang.
GARMADON: What do you say?
General Fang looks at the mech and gulps audibly.
General Fang looks back at Garmadon and concedes.
GENERAL FANG: Assss you wisssshhhh.
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phoebesdead · 5 years
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Excuses
*I really need the therapist . I’m serious, I really need one. I just can’t afford to have one*
I couldn’t  find any excuses anymore - to start something new, to start all things over again. I kept silent all the time and manage not to talk about my problem with anyone even my bf. Basically I kept my mouth shut when I'm around him, which he don’t like at all. I just keep talking about some else stuffs, like weather, how at work, his family’s relocation process, etc etc but my feelings. 
I am freak out. And here’s the things :
- Tet is coming soon. And every year , right before Tet, when I received my bonus to be exact , I often send an amount of money to my parent , for them to prepare for the long holiday coming and as the gesture that I thanks them for raised me . And this years, I afraid that I can’t keep doing it bc apparently I quit my job and stay unemployed till now . My bf keep me alive. And during Tet, I'd spend time at home with my parent, they’ll have a lot of question which I’m not going to like. Like how’s work, how’s my salary, how’s much I've saving , etc etc. 
- And bc I am still unemployed and 100% rely on my bf , I feel that not appropriate when I'm talk back to him. It’s not that whenever he said no I've agreed or seek for his approval for everything. He’s being totally understandable  about where I'm at right now. Which made me also feel frigging bad about talk back to him, mostly like guilty feelings. So most of the time I kept my mouth shut. And then, we just not talking anymore, not like we used to be. We used to talk abt everything and anything, and I don’t hesitate to argue with him back then. We used to confront each other like lawyer and the criminal , I liked to challenge him with my stubborn *criminal* and he’d reply with an logically answer *lawyer*. And now I don’t feel right to talk to him, like I don’t even have rights to do that. It not him, it’s me that feel like that! And that create a great distance so far. Even we’re in the same room, in the same mattress but we just not in the same page together right now. I love him, God knows I love him so much. But I just can’t explain to him what happen in my mind and deep down, even I love him but I wish that somehow I can make him stop loving me , stop being so understandable , that would be easier for me. I could not get rid of the thoughts that I am the reason that make his life so hard. The attachment with me so far getting he nothing but embarrassment , poverty, lack of sleep and not live the fullest live as he deserved . Everyone deserved better life but me . Every time I pray, I pray for him, to be healthy and happy. 
For the first time, I truly wish that he could stop loving me, just be cold and distant , would be easier for me to face him. And I truly think that his would be much better without me in it . 
- To be start all over and to be failure ...... again . I can’t do anything right . And I don’t get along well with people , even with my parent. I always have this kind of conversation with my mom and dad where I listen to answer, to find excuses, not to be understand . When I'm a kid, I always been told that please people is a must, polite is a must, crying is for baby. So I end up growing as a typical girl-next-door , despite of my sister, she had her rebellious teen-hood. And trust me, it’s not the great time of my teen hood I recall. I also have my rebellious hood, maybe i’ll write abt it another time then . So, being a typical girl-next-door was not great at all. I cried alone, a lot, I did not talk back to my parent , I can not have my own opinions until I off to college. I don’t really talk with my parent nor people around me, people didn’t get to know me much , there was a lot of pep talk back then but not much truly talking, where I could express myself , what I liked and which I don’t . And when something not right, I just cried by myself. It happen a lot . In fact I think that the reason why I became so hard to open with people around me now. And if something happen, I don’t usually easily talk with people about my issue, I tend to avoid it, keep it for myself, when it too much that push me to the edge , I’d cry but all by myself and pretend to be fine .  
- I’m freaking out of the reality that I try to find myself in the movies. I try to picture myself, and its seem crazy but I live in my fantasy right now. Not every fantasy are good and is a great place. My fantasy is where I am at the lowest point of my life, dark, cold, alone and no one would want me. 
SO HOW CAN I FIX THIS ?
My only choice *I think* is that I need to be completely independent of my financial again. So I'm looking for job, apply several of them. Indeed I know I don’t want to work under anyone anymore, my bf also know. But I need money, we need money, and money seem to become an bigger issue between two of us. Make me feel could not say what I want to say and make me distant from my bf. 
Along the job application, I also seek for other several ways to make money , like Airbnb, but again, I freak out when I talk to him, so I kept my mouth shut, bc I’ve tried many things and neither of it had success in term of making money. So I don’t want to tell him anymore. That again I want to do this,  I want to do that, then BOOOMM, I'm not in the mood of doing this anymore, let’s change to another topic. I’m a MESSSSSS. 
I’m a fucking mess as my name sound - FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
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ariyadaivaris · 5 years
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WHAT a mess. god i do NOT for the life of me understand why the cw contenders match was here 
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rhantsandrhambles · 5 years
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Would you consider yourself an adventurous person? no, not because i dont want to be but just because im lazy What were you doing at 11 pm last night? fucking around on my phone probably 
Would you consider yourself heartless? not really, maybe sometimes depending on the situation Do you ever wish you were the opposite sex? not seriously  If you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be? to be honest i don’t have an interest in going on a date with anyone else rn Have you ever been afraid of being underwater? no its fun Would you ever scuba dive in shark infested waters if you had the chance? yea if it was one of those cage things If you woke up and no one was home, would you wonder where everyone is? yes! i would create a group chat and be like what the fuuuuuck explain yourselves Have you ever hit a parked car with your car? i think a tiny bit oops What would you do if your girlfriend or boyfriend didn’t like your friends? i dunno, to be honest ive never really had to mix relationships and friendships so it wouldnt really matter i don’t think Do you prefer light or dark haired? dark Do you have photos up around your room, of you? me and other people, me by myself would be a little conceited Do you have a hard time controlling your emotions? more than i used to  Ever been suspended from school? no, i shouldve though that would be fun Last person you were in the car with? my boo What time did you wake up this morning? sooo late like 10 something oops How tall are you? 5′4″ ish How many drugs are in your system? drug free zone tyvm What foreign language do / did you study? japanese and i was good at it i shouldve kept going with it Where is the next place you will travel to? work tomorrow  if you mean vacay i have absolutely no clue
Do you say sexy a lot? not a lot just when im keen on matt tbh Do you want to cut your hair? yea kinda ughhhhhh but ill regret it Do you have empty bottles of alcohol hidden somewhere? no, when i was younger i think i did at my dads Do you miss anyone? jacob but i think everyone does so theres no point talking about it Think back to your most recent relationship — Serious or not? Was it worth it? serious and yes heres hoping Who was the last person in your bed? me and matt finally slept over Don’t tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive? ummm its my boyfriends uncle soooo ??? Where is the person you last kissed at this moment? i dunno at work or some stupid shit 😒
Have you ever sneaked someone over to your house? yea as a teen lol Is it okay if you kiss people when you’re single? if it floats your boat Do you think it’s possible that you could move on from someone, and then redevelop feelings for them? you probably didnt fully move on im guessing How’s your hair right now? a hot fucking messssss someone fix it wah Do you only wish the best for your ex? yea, a lot better than i couldve been How are things between you and the person you like? satisfactory i love him eee Who was the last person you talked to before you went to sleep last night? matt and then he woke me up and then i went to sleep again -_- What time did you decide to get out of bed today? like 11 i dunno im pretty slack these days Did you straighten your hair this morning? no but i sprayed it with my new dry shampoo ;) When was the last time you laughed really hard? last night i think when matt cracked a funny What do you hear right now? the fan and maybe a plane Do you think that once people get married, they eventually fall “out of love”? not always but it does seem to happen heaps i think you have to put in effort to maintain it and people nowadays are so disposable Ever had a near death experience? just every time im in a plane Do you regret anything? yea plenty but life goes on  Who would you like your next “fling” to be with? i never want anything with anyone again Are you slowly drifting away from someone close? yea all my friends sad When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed? this arvo before he left me for stupid work Do you like your phone? yea thanks babe Last alcohol beverage? captain and coke Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex? just every night If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick? maybe gabbi because her place is nice Who was the last person to go to the movies with you? jacob <3 Are you currently fighting with someone? no yay  Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? whenever matt comes home and im not expecting it lol im a child i know  Do you count down the days till anything? not really, im not an overly excited person Are you looking forward to something as of right now? seeing jacob whenever the fuck that will be and all you can eat dinner lmao and a new job What are your chances of getting with your crush? 100% Do you hate anyone? not seriously  Last time you wore the opposite sex’s clothing? this morning i wear matts old shirts all the time its comfy as fuck What do you want in your life right now? jacob, a job, study When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry? i dunno a hot minute ago  Who’s your best friend/s? gabbi dyllan  One thing you really want to learn? how to school people on veganism
How many times have you been on a plane? maybe like ten or more but i fucking. hate. it. One thing you wish for? an unlimited supply of money Do you get jealous easy? usually not but more in this relationship than ever in my life which is annoying but whatevs What colour is your hair? fuck even knows Made up with anyone recently after an argument? yep just yesterday story of my life 🙄
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harryfeatgaga · 6 years
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oh my gawd paige i just watched a video of the arena picking out the number for the pit line and JESUS that shit is like the hunger games lmao when they said the number everyone fucking yelled GOD BLESS YALL IN PIT
IT REALLY IS THE HUNGER GAMES LMAO MESSSSSS
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ojsbestlife · 6 years
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It’s been a minute (11.13.17)
So it feels like it’s been forty years since summer and with the inevitable passing of time and stressing out and being the busiest I haven’t written. Good things have happened, definitely this semester, but it’s been a rocky road too. Greer and I were actually more of dating this summer, and it’s not been an easy transition back to friends. I’ve come out to way more people, which is nice, but also leaves me feeling super exposed. VPM stuff is overwhelming, and Music Director stuff is a lot. I’m going to try to write more, but honestly journaling sometimes just stresses me out even more because it gets me in this weird place thinking about how we can never go back only forward and how far I’ve come but still have to go and how death is inevitable, casually. I made an appointment with the consoling center and I’m hopeful for that, Kati’s been doing her hw for it and seeming to get a lot better. I’m trying to be a strong lady on my own but everything I do, if it’s not a smashing success, I can’t handle it. If  I go on a date and it doesn't end up working out I can’t hang, and I keep feeling like everyone has more friends and is more connected to each other than I do or have or ever will be, and I want to stop it! Today I made a list of nice things and pinned it up in SOM so maybe someone will see it and have a better day,  and I decided to star journaling just three things that happened to me each day, and if they're negative I have to counter them with three posis!! So today I:
- Went thrifting and found three nice professional lady tops, and a skirt, and some teacher pants and a cool windbreaker
- got a lot of backlogged work done, recital reflections turned in, and voice lessons turned in. 
- made my squash for dinner and it wasn’t that great tbh, so I made popcorn with nutritional yeast n chili powder on it and Kati said I was like Olivia Pope from scandal which is cool
-been listening to Mitski a lot and I’m here for it 
Tomorrow I have:
- that diversity lunch thing which is p cool 
- meeting for GLD!!! 
-Winter Musicale (which tbh I’m just glad will be over after this it’s gonna be a messssss) 
<3 liv 
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