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peeterparkr · 4 years

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perfidy;tom holland

teaser & prologue: the end of a beginning.

enemies to lovers au

story summary: Tom and you have been sworn enemies since you were young. However you happened to be best friends with the twins. When one of your friends challenged you to break Tom’s heart, you immediately accepted to get back at him for all the times he’s hurt you. Old feelings might come back, while both of you try to go past your pride and your lies.

teaser summary: the first & the last times.

pairing: tom holland x y/n

warnings: none I think, further chapters angsty, smutty

word count: 1k

tell me what you think? wanna be tagged?

chapter 1 series masterlist

As you know, Limits of Desire is coming to an end so I’m starting this new series. I’m very excited for this! Maybe it’ll flop but I like the idea, so I hope you like it too!

per·fi·dy /ˈpərfədē/ (noun):

1: the quality or state of being faithless or disloyal: TREACHERY. 2: an act or an instance of disloyalty 3: deceitfulness; untrustworthiness.

When we walk in with the idea of a sworn enemy, it is expected to be deceived. One never walks into a war without expecting a battle, without expecting casualties. But you would have never guessed to be hurt in this way, not because you never thought he could stab you, but because you would have never guessed you’d feel this way by knowing he wanted to hurt you.

This wasn’t a first time he’d hurt you, but you thought you’d learned better. You’ve learned it before, he was not worth the aggravation. Yet there you were, in your way to apologize to your best friend for causing such a mess. You were sure neither Harry nor Emma wanted to see you. But you were even more sure that they didn’t want to see Tom.

You didn’t want to see him, because this wasn’t the first time Tom Holland had shattered your heart. It was the first time you shattered his, however. If you could even say that. And you were sure you had been both initially determined to hurt each other. Because both of you had twisted your words, and you’d both played with fire.

But right now, you were trying to figure out if it had only been only an act of playing pretend, you were trying to understand if you really had gone to the battle wanting to win. Maybe you were destined to lose. Because you were sure that even if you were now standing in the end, there was still a beginning.

Everybody talks about first times, but not the best ones. Not the ones that really settle in a relationship. Not the ones that you barely remember. But they’re important.

Everybody remembers the first kiss, the first date, the first time you slept together, the first time saying I love you.

No one remembers the first time you looked into each other’s eyes, or the first time your hands brushed against theirs, the first time you ran out of breath after laughing at a joke they made. The first time you hugged. The first time they reached out to pull back a lost strand of hair. The first time you ever shared fries or the first time they gave you a spoonful of whatever they were cooking. The first time they showed their ugly laugh or the first time you really turned into friends.

The first time that you ever saw them with different eyes, and the first time that you didn’t roll your eyes at a lame attempt to flirt. The first time you talked wholeheartedly. The first time you weren’t lying.

And nobody talks about the last times which turn into firsts. The last time you ever ignored each other, the first time you listened.

The last time you stayed up all night to wait for a text and the first time you ever feared they wouldn’t text back. The last time you said goodbye and the first time you’d be scared to say hello. The last time you fought and the first time you didn’t want to apologize. The last time you went to bed together and the first time you ever woke up without him.

Nobody talks about the last time you believed it was real, and the first time you ever let loose. Because it was a mistake, but all good things are, aren’t they? Miracles happened by accident. But this wasn’t an accident, this had been a perfectly crafted way of hurting each other.

Maybe the first times led to the last times. And you wondered if you had ever crossed his mind before. Because he was always roaming your mind. You were not supposed to fall in love with him, this was just a stupid bet, and this had been a stupid decision. But maybe he did hate you now, maybe it was always meant to be this way, with him not wanting to talk to you, not even having the energy to annoy you and with him not answering your calls or your texts, not even to call you names.

But nobody talked about betrayal, and how you shouldn’t even be angry about it because you had accepted the dare so nonchalantly and you knew what you were playing with. You were both wrong in this situation.

Had this been the sweet revenge you were looking for? Or had it been just a pathetic excuse just to get close to him and finally accept your feelings? Maybe this just meant you were both too proud to accept it. But you were hurt, too.

And now there you were, wondering what you had done wrong, wanting to turn back time so you had said no to that dare. Because, then it wouldn’t have hurt that much. Both playing pretend but both letting each other fall.

But you remembered a first time, the first time you met, the first time you crushed on him and the last time he hurt you and the day you had promised yourself you’d never think of Tom Holland as anything but an asshole whom you would never trust, and you remembered that from a very young age you’d promised yourself that you’d never get tangled in his charms. Because they were not true.

But you weren’t really one to talk now about truthful charms and you couldn’t say anything because you were no better than him.

But Tom Holland was so vain, and arrogant and too proud of himself. And everything revolved around him. Even your mind and your heart right now. But it was Tom, the idiot you’ve sworn you’d hate your whole life and the one who annoyed you whenever he strutted into a room.

This was Tom, there was no reason to cry. You’d always say it: ‘I’d rather have grounds in my coffee than spend 5 minutes with him.’ Yet you were crying.

But there are first times, and there are last times. It’s just a matter of retrospective to see if its the end of a beginning or the beginning of an end, even if both of you showed how big of perfidy you can pull.

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I’ll be using the tag list I used for LOD, please DO TELL ME IF YOU DON’T WANT TO BE TAGGED NO HARD FEELINGS!!

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peeterparkr · 4 years

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In Lod what is a happy, post-fic headcanon you have about Tom and reader?

OOOF, here’s a little blurb of it...

Tom’s proposal.Blurb inspired by Limits of Desire.

Tom proposed just before Haz and Lizzie’s wedding, if we’re honest, he had wanted to wait, but he just couldn’t, and it hadn’t been like he’d planned it. He had wanted to do it somewhere very nice, he’d planned to do it on a very nice place.

But he was carrying the ring around everywhere since his mother had given him his grandma’s ring. Yes, he didn’t buy it, no tiffany blue box in his drawer this time, it was more emotional.

And if we’re honest, Tom had wanted to get down on one knee since he had first seen her in that Megara costume. But they both knew that they had a lot to do, they had to settle in a relationship, which, if we’re honest, was very... very easy. They’d just translated old habits into a relationship, and now, thank you very much, they could kiss all day and there was no trouble. And it was very nice, very domestic and intimate, and perfect.

Even when it wasn’t, they weren’t a perfect couple, of course. They’d sometimes have fights, like all couples do, but they loved each other too much to let it sting. Tom would let her cry, and then eventually she’d come back looking for him.

There was a constant in their relationship, they were best friends first and a couple second. If that made any sense, because they’d listen to each other, and they’d cheer the one up. It was never 50/50... It’d be 80/20, or 30/70. But they both gave their 100%. Maybe that’s why it worked. Best friends who happened to be in love with each other.

Even when Tom was away, that’s when things got hard. Only because they’d miss each other too much, until they realized they really didn’t have to be away. Y/N started travelling along with him.

But overall, the relationship was fun. They’d even joke about the events they’d gone through like whenever they’d be walking down a supermarket, they’d joke about y/n running from the aisle, or if Tom would take time to say something they’d joke about having to go back to Mexico so he could finally know what he’d say.

There had been times when Tom was ringless, and he would blurt out the question randomly, ‘hey y/n, if I asked you to marry me would you say yes?’

and then she’d answer ‘Dunno, maybe... but I’ll run away’.

It’d been weird, just before y/n had been so happy about weddings, and she was even writing about them but now... It seemed that she didn’t need it, she only wanted Tom.

But then he had a ring, and he stopped asking it because he didn’t want her to suspect anything. She didn’t.

And then, he’d have reservations in fancy restaurants, or he’d prepare very romantic nights... But that wasn’t it. He thought: the right moment will come. But he knew it had to be something spectacular, he couldn’t do expect anything else, you know? It was y/n, not any other girl, it was y/n.

The girl had been writing amazing things about him, and after all, they’ve gone through, he needed to tell her he loved her in the biggest way, the world had to know it, you know?

But he was conflicted because he knew y/n wasn’t... a big fan of BIG PDA, she was simple. But of course, this couldn't be simple.

But Tom couldn’t wait anymore, and when Haz had gotten engaged, Tom was so stressed. Why hadn’t he proposed yet? Even if y/n wasn’t pushing him to do it, and she barely mentioned it...Everyone else would. Her friends. His friends. His family. Her family. ‘When’s your turn?’

Haz had proposed quicker to Lizzie, and Tom, even after all those years, he was still waiting?

But Tom didn’t know if y/n wanted to get married, because of course, last time she was about to...Well, we know where that ended. But Tom couldn’t stop hinting it. He’d say stuff like: ‘Our wedding will be prettier, it’ll have nicer colors.’ ‘Our wedding will be bigger’ ‘I want to see you on your wedding dress already’ ‘When we get married, there’ll be fireworks’

But he... couldn’t find the right time. It was until the day before Liz and Haz’ wedding when he knew he couldn’t wait any longer.

And maybe y/n was super tired because let’s face it, Lizzie sounds like one crazy bridezilla, so maybe she called him like: “Hey, let’s order a pizza, and watch some movies and forget there’s a wedding tomorrow.”

And they were laughing at life, and cuddling and just enjoying the moment, you know? Cuddled against each other, and it felt like any other day they’d gone through. And Tom knew it, Tom finally knew it. He didn’t need anything else, he didn’t need a big wedding, he didn’t need the fireworks and he didn’t need the fancy restaurants.

He didn’t need anything else, not a big wedding, not... anything, he just needed to know he’d spend the rest of his life with her.

So he popped the question.... And he said it, that in a few years that’s all he needed, a couch, a movie on and y/n in his arms, he didn’t ask for anything else but for her to love him for the rest of their lives.

Needless to say, a ring was then on her hand.

And it was a good thing that they didn’t want a perfect wedding, even if they had planned one. It was a good thing that y/n and Tom both knew that in the end, it only mattered that she was walking down the aise to spend the rest of their lives togehter.

It’s a good thing they didn’t care if the wedding had been ruined, it’s a good thing that they didn’t mind if it wasn’t perfect. Trust me, it wasn’t.

Y/N had said: ‘everything that could go wrong, will go wrong’, and damn right she was... But that’s another story.

i’ll tag people from LOD because I feel like I left you guys with a lot of questions.

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