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babiexiao · 3 years

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slow brewed

pairing : fem!reader x ran haitani

includes : single dad!ran, slight age gap though it's not mentioned much (early 20s for reader and ran is like 30ish), creampie (wrap it before you tap it), choking, oral & fingering (f receiving), hint of degradation but lots of praise, canon and not canon at the same time lmao, ooc ran but idc, fluff and smut hehe, mentions of character death very briefly. the beginning is kinda boring to me, and idk how to fix it so i'm so sorry djfhjjf ;-;

word count : 5.8k

summary : in which ran haitani constantly gets coffee and a muffin from your cafe and catches your attention.

for my favourite babie @souyana !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🥺💕 ilysm ahhh, this is why i asked who your fave brother was but i went with the first one you fell for anyway idc fjshfj if you're simping for rindou when this is posted, no you're not 🙄 i really hope this is at least 50% decent so you can enjoy it fejfjg <3

not proofread as usual, ignore any mistakes! please don't repost on other platforms. likes / reblogs are appreciated & feedback is always welcomed <3

!! minors & ageless blogs, dni !!

When you first took over for your parents at their cafe, you didn’t expect to meet many customers that would be worth remembering given that you would be working there for a few months. A couple of months isn’t long enough time for someone to garner your attention, especially when you were seeing countless people every day.

That’s what you thought, but it changed when he walked into the store one day. Ran Haitani. His presence was enough to make you remember him. He carried himself with such confidence it made everyone around him shrink in size. His grey suit paired with the gelled back hair made him look so expensive, and judging by the Versace watch on his wrist, there was no doubt in your mind he had every reason to carry himself with confidence like that. The male by himself had already ingrained himself into your mind the second he opened the front door, but it was the girl hanging off his arm that really caught your attention that day.

“Sakura Haitani! I’m six, and I like the raspberry muffins you make here!” Was the way she introduced herself to you, holding out her hand for you to shake with enthusiasm. Her hair was done up in pigtails, faintly faded purple towards the bottom which caught your attention.

“She likes purple. Wanted to twin.” Ran spoke up, explaining the purple locks on the young girl.

Woah, he sounded expensive too. Wait, shit… Was he talking to you?! You almost blacked out from panic. Was the best thing to do just… Nod and smile? Yeah… Maybe that would be good. Nodding and smiling always works when a handsome stranger speaks and knocks the air out of your lungs. Thankfully, you didn’t need to make a fool of yourself like that. His daughter's small voice saved you from embarrassment.

The girl nodded, fiddling with the ends of her hair with happiness. “Dad’s hair was pretty, I wanted the spotlight too.” Her straightforwardness had the two of you laughing. She was definitely his kid, they both carried themselves with the same aura and confidence which made you smile.

As he ordered his coffee for the day (and Sakura’s raspberry muffin – She’d be sad for the whole day if he forgot), he had mentioned that your mother told the two of them you’d be here for your very first shift today. His words alone had you blushing. Your mother couldn’t mention a very handsome man would be coming in? Rude. you would have paid more attention to the way you dressed, hell, you would have been able to mentally talk yourself up for his appearance. But no, she didn’t mention anything and you almost made a complete fool of yourself.

“I hope you have a good day! We’ll see you later on in the week. ‘Kura needs her raspberry muffins at least twice a week to be happy.” She nodded again, the muffin Ran had bought already stuffed into her mouth. They both offered you a smile as they exited the store and you let out a sigh you didn’t know you had been holding that whole time.

Maybe, just maybe, the Haitani family had left an impression on you that day.

The two of them were true to their word, coming back into your store at 8am on the dot two days later.

“Morning ___!”

“Good morning Sakura!.” You gave her a warm smile as she skipped over to the counter, hair which was one in a ponytail this time, swinging side to side. “Your hair looks so pretty today.”

“Thank you~” She chirped. “I wanted pigtails but Dad couldn’t find my other purple hair tie, so he had to do a ponytail today.” She pouted as she spoke, poking fun at the male that staggered in behind her. Her voice was quiet, almost like she didn’t want her dad hearing which made you giggle.

“Are you gossiping about me, hmm?” Ran stood behind the girl, giving her hair a small pat on her head, careful not to mess up her hair. She simply shook her head at him.

“Nope!” There was a mischievous glint in her eyes though, making Ran also shake his head with a smile.

“Hmm, sure sure.” He chuckled, turning towards you and offering you a warm smile. “G’morning. How have your shifts been, ___?”

His question had you frozen. God, not again, you thought. You stumbled over your words as you tried answering him. “O–Okay! Been a bit busy around here, but… I haven’t worked here since… Umm, since I was like fifteen, I uhh… I guess it’s standard?”

His smile got a little wider as he noted how you stumbled over your words. Cute.

“I’m sure you’ll get the hang of it though, soon enough.”

“I–I think so too.” There was a small silence before you spoke up, feeling his gaze lingering on you for a little too long. He’s staring at how awkward you are, gosh, was what you were thinking.

“So! What can I get you two this morning?”

“Large ca–uhh… Cap–Cappuccino and a raspberry muffin for me please!” Sakura beamed up at you. She was proud of herself for managing to say the name of the coffee her dad always got.

Ran smiled proudly too, giving the girl a small high-five as she bounced on the spot with giddiness.

The two of them created small talk with you while waiting for their order to be completed, promising they’d be back in a couple days time.

And they were.

The next few weeks went on like that. Ran and Sakura came in around 8am at least three times a week, talking to you about anything and everything while waiting for Ran’s coffee. The three of you had grown close like that. There was this strange unspoken thing between you and Ran, even your co-workers had noted it.

“He looks at you like he’s got the hots for you, d’ya know that?” or “He touched your hand a lot longer today!” Were the kinds of things your co-workers whispered in your ear every time the two Haitani’s left for the day. At first, you thought they were joking, there was no way someone like him liked you? It seemed a little too good to be true. But you’d also began picking up on the little things he did…

His hand did in fact graze yours a lot more often, his violet eyes always looking at you while you served other customers as he and Sakura waited. Maybe, just maybe, Ran Haitani did have the hots for you.

It wasn’t till the second month of continuous meetings, did you finally have the guts to speak up and ask about his wife. “Is she… Not in the picture anymore or?” Your voice was awkward, quiet, not really knowing if it was a topic you should be bringing up.

“Not anymore, no. She, uhh, passed away. Car accident.” That was the way he’d always describe it to anyone who asked, especially when they didn’t know his line of work. It had been a car accident, that wasn’t a lie – It was a rival gang of Bonten that had been behind it all, crashing their car into his ex-wife's out of nowhere after a deal with Bonten went wrong. They’d snooped into Ran’s personal life and found out information about him and his family, deciding to go after them. “Been about four– No, about five years since then.”

“Oh…” Crap. “I–I’m sorry, it’s not my place, I shouldn’t have a–”

Ran only shook his head, “Nah, ‘s ‘kay. Don’t stress about it. It’s been a while since then. I guess I’ve moved on, as rude as that sounds.” A small silence filled the room as you opened a new packet of cups to place on his coffee. “Besides, if I were you, I’d be curious too, just surprised it’s taken you this long to ask about it ‘nd why I don’t have a wedding ring when I’ve been flirting with you the last couple weeks.”

“E–Eh?” You raised an eyebrow, blinking back as the corner of his eyes crinkled while he smiled.

“N’thing. You’ll learn when you’re older.” He chuckles, leaving you stunned. “See you in a few days, yeah?” He spoke, walking over to Sakura who was chewing away happily on her muffin and had been colouring in a picture on one of the tables.

“Bye bye!” She sang, holding her dad’s finger and skipping away.

You stood in one place for a few seconds, waving back at the kid rather robotically as you finally processed what Ran had said. “Flirting…?” Oh my god, he had been flirting with you.

“Do you ever get a day off around here?” Ran leaned his body against the counter as you got Kura’s muffin out of the fridge, putting it in the microwave to warm it up a little as she wanted to try it warm this time.

“Only on Thursday’s, which is when you don’t come in. Guess it seems like I work all the time huh.” You replied, grabbing out a plate.

“Hmm, yeah. Listen, go on a date with me if you’re free this Thursday?”

“Ha-ha, very funny. You have the best jokes, Ran.”

“‘M serious. Let me take you out somewhere.” The male pouted at you while you stared back at him. “Need a date for some work shit coming up.”

“You know, I shouldn’t be dating my customers. Very unprofessional of me.” He rolled his eyes and poked out his tongue. “What is this so-called work thing then?”

“Some fancy dinner. Dunno, haven’t been in years ‘cause of Kura, but I can find a babysitter if you wanna come with me? Apparently they have really good katsu curry.”

“All you had to do was mention katsu curry, Haitani. I’m sold.”

“Yeah?” His eyes glossed up a bit, excited you had actually agreed to go along with him.

“Yeah, why not? I don’t have anything better to do this week.”

“Hmm, here–” He began, reaching into his pocket and pulling out his card, sliding it into the pocket of your apron. “Buy yourself a dress, jus’ gotta be somewhat fancy since it’s… Sorta fancy.”

“Wha– No, Ran. I can’t take this.”

He lifted his finger up to your lips, making you quieten down as he took a sip of his coffee. “Trust me. You’ve been giving Kura and I free food for like the last month, treat yourself. Money isn’t a problem, go ham.”

“Ran–” You mumbled out against his finger which only made him tsk, slipping the tip of it into your mouth and catching you by surprise.

“___, shush. I’m not gonna take no for an answer, okay?” His tone of voice was serious, deeper than usual and it had your thighs clenching together. “Keep it, give it back on Thursday.”

The day finally rolled around and you had gotten yourself as dressed up as possible, you’d gotten his number and he got your address before he left the cafe a couple days ago.

You weren’t going to lie, you did look hot. It’d been a while since you had dressed up for something fancy, and the dress you chose fit your body perfectly, hair styled loosely and makeup done to match the colour of your dress too. A knock on your front door interrupted your thoughts and you did your best not to trip over in your heels.

Ran was stunned, mouth opening for a couple seconds as he glanced you up and down before speaking. “You look… Fucking hot.”

“Language–” You muttered, feeling your cheeks heat up at how intensely his violet eyes bored onto your body. “You… Look handsome too, as always.”

He wore a smug smile at your compliment, holding his arm out for you to take. “Ready to go?”

Ran wasn’t wrong. The katsu curry was super good, but that may have been the only good thing about the fancy get together you were at.

“Bored?” He was close to your ear, an apologetic smile on his face as you struggled to answer. “Don’t worry, me too. This is way more boring than I remembered.” He sighs deeply. “I’m sorry, you could have had a way better night than coming here.”

“‘S okay, it’s not bad. Spent time with you.” You intertwined your fingers with his and gave them a small squeeze of reassurance. “I’m content with that.”

You could have sworn you made him blush, but he tilted his head away and looked on at the drunk men stumbling around the place with a small chuckle, fingers playing around with yours. It wasn’t till he was sure his face had lost the blush, he turned back towards you. This time, you were the one who was giggling at the drunks. It was then when Ran noticed just how good you looked that night.

“So pretty…” He began, saying the words out loud rather than saying them mentally.

“You’re not too bad yourself.” You retorted, earning a smile from the male.

“Wanna get outta here?”

“And where would we go? It’s too early to call it a night.”

“Well…” His eyes were mischievous, fingers leaving your hand and tapping against your upper thigh as he spoke. “I can think of something better to do than sit around bored, and watch men stumble over their own feet.”

“Can you?” Purposely, you played dumb, wanting to see how far he would go with people all around. You’re not too sure where the confidence came from – Maybe it was the fact you were all dressed up and looking pretty for a man like him that made you a little braver than usual, weeks of teasing that went on between the both of you finally needing to be taken care of.

“Mmm, talking back? You’re awfully brave tonight. Since you want to know so bad… Could fuck your pretty little mouth, smear all that red lipstick along my cock, mascara down your face. You’d look pretty.” His voice was at least an octave lower than it usually was, the hand that was on your thigh slowly inched its way up to your chin. He held onto it as he spoke, sliding his thumb over your lips slowly. “Would you let me fuck you up, princess?”

There was no way you could deny his offer.

The second you opened the door to your home, Ran’s hands were all over your body again, lips pressed against your neck from behind as you struggled to close the door. “Ran! Let me at least lock the door–”

“Hurry uppp, you’re so slow.” His voice was muffled against your shoulder. He bit the skin just enough that it had you gasping, fingers gripping the handle of the door tighter in excitement. You fiddled around with the keys in your hand, finding the right one and closing the door to your home while trying to ignore the scattered kisses he kept placing on your neck.

“Horndog.”

He simply hummed, smiling into the crook of your neck, spinning you around to face him with ease as his hands made their way to the plump of your ass, groping the skin over your dress. “Can’t help it. You’re so fuckin’ pretty tonight baby.”

His eyes bore into yours, rubbing the flesh of your ass gently in his hands. “Still okay with me touching you?”

“Mhmm, I need it. Need you, Ran.”

“Fuck–” He groaned, turning the two of you around and pinning your body to the door. His hands were quick, lifting up your dress so it sat bunched around your waist.

“R–Ran, you’re gonna ruin it.” You whined, starting to feel bad if the dress got ruined since it wasn’t your money. Your hand held the excess part of the dress up while he pressed his lips to yours, fingers dancing on the skin of your thighs

“‘S ‘kay, could buy you a new one.” He breathed out, lips against yours so his words came out muffled. A gasp left your lips, hand coming to grip onto his shoulder when you felt his hand brush against your middle. He kept at it, using his long fingers to brush against your pantyline, sometimes making it seem like he was going to take the fabric off.

His teasing actions had you whining, hitting his shoulder gently. “Ran… Don’t tease me tonight, please.”

“Can’t help it, ‘s cute seeing you all needy.” He was right, you were needy. Your thighs kept shivering, goosebumps on your skin whenever his fingers were close to your core. Not that Ran was any different though – His cock ached against his pants, you just looked so pretty below him, all needy and all for him.

Another whimper slipped from you as he spoke, causing the male to smile. “Mmm, okay okay. No more teasing. Promise.” He was true to his word. The tips of his fingers hooked into the fabric of your panties, sliding them down and dropping onto his knees as well.

“Ran, you don’t need to–”

“Want to. Wanna feel you on my tongue, ‘s that okay?”

“Fuck– Y–Yeah, it is…”

He hummed quietly, hooking your leg over his shoulder with ease. He shuffled closer, hot breath hitting your inner thighs and core which had your pussy clenching on its own. As he inched closer, a soft groan came from him as he inhaled your scent. Almost immediately, he flattened his tongue and licked a stripe up your dripping cunt, groaning again at your taste this time, eyes flicking into the back of his head for a split second as he got drunk off your taste. “Sweet, so fuckin’ sweet.”

Butterflies erupted in your stomach as his words hit your ear, the praise making your head and your heart tingle in the best way possible while his lips closed in on your clit, applying just enough suction on it to have your back arching. Your hands made their way to the males hair, making it messy as you gripped it to regain some kind of sanity while his tongue lapped away messily at your cunt. With the way his tongue was constantly flicking against your clit, there was no doubt in your mind you would be cumming soon. His fingers prodded at your wet entrance, pushing into your warm cunt so easily due to how wet you already were.

Ran kept his eyes open and on you during the whole time, watching you as you breathed out shakily and whimpered above him.

“G’nna cum! R–Ran, close… So close!” You felt him grunt, licking and sucking on your clit just that little bit harder and it has your body shaking as your orgasm rips through you, fingers rubbing your spongy spot and having your body shake. He ate you out like a starved man even through your orgasm, pulling his digits out of you and reattaching his mouth to your mound, all the while groaning and grunting into your cunt, not wanting to waste a single drop of the sweet juices that dripped from your hole.

He made no effort to wipe the mess on his face once he pulled back, leaving wet kisses along your thigh before standing up. His fingers lifted your chin up, a dopey smile playing on his lips as he pressed his mouth to yours, letting you taste yourself on his tongue.

You whimpered into the kiss, feeling his bulge press against your body, and without really knowing you were doing it, your hips ground themselves into his. It was your constant need and arousal that managed to make Ran’s cock throb even more, large hands coming to wrap your thigh against his waist as he pressed his growing erection into your pussy.

Ring… Ring… Ring…

“Think your phone’s ringing.” You mumble against Ran’s lips, giggling as he chooses to ignore the ringing. But soon enough the faint ringing can be heard again.

Ring… Ring… Ring…

“Stupid fuck’n phone.” Ran spat out, reluctantly pulling away from the messy kiss, his hand pulling out his phone from his back pocket and almost having a fit when he saw the name across the screen.

“This better be important, or I swear to fuck I’m going to skin you alive, Rin.”

You rested your head against his chest and used those few moments to catch your breath while Ran continued to listen to the man on the other side of the call. The sigh that fell from his lips has you glancing up at him. His eyebrows were furrowed as he inhaled deeply before speaking.

“Just– Get ‘er some warm milk, calms her down. I’ll be there 20 or so. Mmm. ‘Kay. See you soon.”

“Everything alright?”

“Kura had a nightmare and doesn’t want to go back to sleep…”

You cupped his cheek gently, kissing the corner of his mouth gently as you spoke. “Go, ‘s okay.”

“Promise? Ugh, fuck. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be! It’s okay, now go.” Your fingers attempted to flatten his hair as best as possible so he looked presentable while he eased into your touch with a faint smile.

“Rain check, okay? G’nna make you feel good later, promise.”

It’d been an entire week since you last saw Ran, or felt his touch. He’d texted you that work was stressful and that he wouldn’t be able to pop in for those early morning coffees with Sakura for a while. It felt empty not seeing them in the mornings, though Ran’s morning messages always gave you butterflies.

On the eighth day of not being able to see him, you were extra pouty, even sending extra sad faces through to him on text.

I’ll see you soon. Promise.

The text had come through halfway during your work day, but since it was busy you didn’t see it till the afternoon. The sun was finally setting, shining through the glass doors of the cafe and giving it an aesthetic relaxing feel. It was one of your favourite things to experience while you closed up and did the final clean ups for the day.

A small knock on the door scared you momentarily, having to squint your eyes due to the rays of sun shining in and reflecting on the glass. The purple streaks of hair would always be recognisable to you though. You walked towards him and unlocked the door, beginning to speak.

“Ran? What’re you doing he–”

He pushes past you almost too quickly for you to even comprehend, lips smashing against your own as his body towers over you, large hands finding themselves situated on your waist and gripping onto the flesh. His mouth moved against yours roughly, filled with pure need and desperation. “Couldn’t wait any longer. Been a long fucking week. Missed you, missed your cunt… Wanna fuck you, let me make you feel good tonight. Please? Just need to feel you…”

“R–Ran, fuck…” His lewd words had already reduced you to a mess in his hold, head spinning already at the mere thought of him being so needy for you that he drove to your work. “Want you. I want you too, please.” Your hands tangle into his dress shirt, already going insane at the thought of him finally being able to fuck you.

The last week has been almost unbearable, not only for you, but Ran as well. On the daily, you had been thinking about his fingers. They were much, much longer than yours, thicker too, and able to hit spots so deep in you. You were unable to forget the words of praise he showered you in that one night. Hell, you’d barely even been able to get yourself off since then, orgasm not even comparing to how hard he had made you cum, your fingers not even coming close to how his digits felt deep inside you.

Ran was craving you just as bad. Jerking his cock to the thought of you with the spaces of spare time he had, imagining it was your smaller hands wrapped around his long cock, how deliciously tight your cunt had felt against his fingers, how wet you had gotten even with a single finger in. The thought had him cumming at least three times that night it all happened after getting Sakura back to sleep – He wished for nothing more than to fuck you till you can’t walk. Impatient and needy, he was prepared to come over the next day, till Manjiro ruined his plans. The pile of paperwork on his desk the next morning was way too much for his liking, he had no choice though, opting to get on with it and hopefully be able to visit you the next day.

Unfortunately, he had no spare time. A week had passed and Ran had simply enough. He was craving you, he was going to see you, going to touch you, going to feel you. He was going to make sure of it.

That leads to where the two of you are now, lips crashing against each others again as soon as you had closed and locked the entrance door. He grunts as you gently push at his chest, making him walk backwards till he hits the front counter. With a simple movement, Ran span you around, trapping you between the counter and his body. His hands went to your thigh, sliding down to the back of your knees and guided your leg to wrap around his hips. Immediately, you felt his semi-hard cock press against your middle, an involuntary whimper coming from you and being muffled by Ran’s lips.

“Fuck.” He breathed out against your lips, not missing the way your hips were grinding against his body to get some kind of friction to your core. “Needy already?”

If you weren’t so hopelessly in love with him, you’d roll your eyes at him with disbelief right about now. “You’re the one who barged in here, remember”

“Ehh, the details aren’t important” The two of you fell into a fit of giggles at the small banter, your hand hitting his chest lightly as you shook your head.

“You’re so fucking annoying, Haitani.” “Hey! You love it. Never complained about it before.” His words were mumbled against the skin of your neck, peppering it in gentle kisses that were already making you breathless.

“Shush– L-Less talking, more action. Missed you so much…” You whispered, raking your fingers through his coloured locks and earning a throaty moan of pleasure from the male.

“Yeah yeah, I know, Little Miss Impatient.” Ran chuckled, lifting his head from your neck to place a gentle kiss to your jawline. “Really missed you too y’know, and that pussy of yours too. Wanna feel your cunt ‘round my fingers again before anything else. ‘S that okay baby?”

“Mhmm.” Your body reacted to his question more than your voice did – Leg that was wrapped around Ran’s waist tightening and pulling him closer to your middle as you gripped his shirt a little tighter. “I've been thinking about them all week…”

“Oh?” You could practically hear his smirk while he spoke. That smug asshole. “All week? Been that desperate for me, hmm?” A mere nod is all you could muster, fluttering your eyes closed as his fingertips brushed up your thigh while he stepped away just slightly.

You could feel the pads of his fingers against your core over your work pants, hissing as he cupped your centre and began to grope the flesh over the fabric while he spoke. “Been desperate for you too baby. Bet you’re all wet already, aren’t you?”

You couldn’t bring yourself to answer him this time, relishing in the waves of pleasure you were getting. It shouldn’t have felt so good, but finally getting his touch after wanting him all week was making your body so responsive even with the smallest of touches.

Ran simply hummed, fingers making quick work on the buttons of your pants and slid them down till they pooled against the floor – You were even quicker to step out of them, kicking them aside with your foot. Ran wasted no time in reconnecting his lips to yours again, the tips of his fingers dancing along your skin as they made their way to your clothed pussy. Unconsciously, your legs spread wider for the male, whimpering into the kiss while his light touches against your upper thighs were creating butterflies in your stomach.

“Oh shit–” Ran’s voice came out hushed against your lips as his finger tugged the material of your panties to the side, just enough to let his digits slide against your soaked folds. “So fucking wet. Fuck…” His violet eyes glanced down at your pussy, groaning deeply as his fingers were already wet.

“Already know you’re gonna feel so good.” He mumbled more to himself than to you, slipping two of his fingers into your cunt and burying them in knuckle deep. It took little to no effort at all for you to be a mess under him already. His fingers were so long they already pressed against your g-spot with ease every time Ran pushed his digits back in.

“So pretty for me, that’s it baby. Feel good?” He asked, thumb pressing against your clit and stimulating it as he kept fingering you a little harder each thrust.

You nodded quickly, mouth too occupied with letting out whimpers and moans. “G–Good, ‘s good… Please, please, please…” You weren’t really sure what you were begging for, not being in the right state of mind let alone even knowing what was coming out of your mouth.

Your lack of vocal response had Ran chuckling, his other hand coming to wrap around your throat just enough to have you gasping as your orgasm rolled through you in little waves at the action.

“Haa– F–Fuck, ‘m sorry, Ran, ‘m sorry–” You sobbed, the grip on your neck not loosening up.

“Shit baby, 's okay, felt your cunt clench so hard. So god damn tight. How’s my cock gonna fit, hmm?” His voice was quiet as he let you come down from your high, panting as you squirmed against him.

“Gonna take it, gonna fit. Make it fit. Jus’ wan’ you, Ran. Please.”

You found yourself begging lifted up onto the counter behind you, legs dangling off the edge as your fingers worked to undo Ran’s slacks. The desperation was radiating off the both of you, only having the patience to slide down his slacks just above his knees, boxers following the same fate.

His cock was long, just the right girth to fill you up so well, even looked as pretty as him. With a gentle pull by his shirt, you wrapped your legs around his waist once more, smaller hand wrapping around his large cock and stroking it. The gesture earned you a small hiss from the male. He relaxed a little, eyes closing as he bit down on his lower lip as he finally found out how it felt to have you touch his cock. Way better than Ran would have ever imagined.

“As much as I want you to keep going,” He began, moving your hand away from his cock reluctantly, instead using his hand to guide the head of his cock to rub against your clit. “Need to fill you up. Wanna feel your pretty cunt cum around me.”

The sensation of his cockhead against your clit alone had you melting, feeling your cunt throb. He was so close.

His hand held your thigh open as you felt his cock open you up little by little, inching himself even deeper into the warmth of your wet cunt. Finally.

A shaky exhale came from you as he bottomed out, filling your cunt up so deliciously, so easily, the stretch from his girth causing your brain to go fuzzy just that little bit, head tipping back as your pussy continues to clench around his cock.

“S–Shit, don’t go dumb on me jus’ yet, pretty girl. Haven’t f–fucked you properly.” This was the first time you saw Ran Haitani lose his confidence just a little, the tightness of your pussy and the constant clenching was making him lose his own mind, struggling to stay sane and not cum straight away.

You spoke after a few seconds of silence, finding your voice. “M–Move, Ran.”

He didn’t need to be told twice, pulling his hips back a little and slamming back into you, over and over. Your eyes rolled back into your head, eyesight going blurry as tears glistened in your eyes from the overwhelming pleasure.

Sounds of skin slapping and sloppy noises coming from how wet you were filled your workplace, and you were so glad the sun had almost set by now, your semi naked bodies would be far too easy to see from the glass windows surrounding the both of you.

It’s impossible to feel even better than you do right now, but with Ran Haitani, nothing is impossible. Using his hands, he pulls you closer so your ass is barely on the counter, the new angle letting the tip of his cock hit your cervix with every thrust from then on. It has your brain going into a drunk daze.

“R–Ran, my god, so good. ‘S good, hnngh–” Your orgasm rolls around once more, sudden and random this time – But it only makes Ran hiss through his teeth as he continues to pound into you, pace not letting up even as your walls constrict around his cock.

“So tight, so fuckin’ good for me, my pretty girl.” Constant praises fall from his lips, Ran’s voice eventually getting more broken and strained the closer he gets. “G’nna cum, where– shit– Where d’ya want it?”

“I–Inside!” Your legs tighten around his torso, clutching onto his biceps for dear life as the overstimulation finally began kicking in, waves of too much pleasure shooting through you but even if you tried pushing Ran away, the pain was too delicious and the grip he had on your body was too tight.

“Shit, shit, shit–!” Ran let out a guttural groan, hips stuttering as he thrusted twice more before emptying his thick load into your cunt, hips stilling deep inside you as his head rested against your shoulder lightly as he caught his breath.

A comfortable silence filled the air this time, the only sounds being heard were your breaths and pants as the both of you calmed down from the sex, fingers raking through his hair as you mumbled out a thank you.

“Hmm, for what?” His words were slurred, a gentle kiss being placed on your shoulder as he waited for an answer.

“For coming out here to see me, ‘nd making me feel good. That’s always a bonus in my books.”

“Fuck yeah. So, I’ve still got the hang of it huh?” This asshole...

“You’re annoying, get off me.”

“What!? I haven’t fucked in years! I need to know if I’ve still got the hang of it–”

maybe i am a haitani brother fucker now 🧍🏽‍♀️ anyways... i can't think of titles so let's collectively ignore how cringe it is, thank youfjfjf

#ran haitani smut #ran smut #tokyo revengers smut #tokyo rev smut #ran haitani x reader #tokyo rev x reader #tokyo revengers x reader

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cullxtheherd · 3 years

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Who was your first favorite character from tv/movies/book/comic, and why(if you don't mind to elaborate)?

oh gosh if we go back waay back in time my first obsession as a very little child was Rikki Tikki Tavi. if i am remembering correctly i had the shortened version of the book as a child and there was a cartoon movie, also. it was made in the mid-70s and you can watch it on tubitv for free, here: [x]

now i am not someone who is obsessed with Kipling's works or anything like that, i just?? was so taken by the bravery of the mongoose. to repay his perceived life-debt to this family so fervently really got me as a little one. and i mean... this was my obsession as a toddler. no more than 4 or 5 years old and i can date it because this happened when i was living with my paternal grandparents before my father moved us to my paternal great-grandmothers home.

i also remember being absolutely madly obsessed with the move Thomasina which absolutely flabbergasted every adult in my life. if you've never seen or heard of it, don't worry it's another obscure movie- Disney, this time from the early 1960s and it is called The Three Lives Of Thomasina. you can watch it for free on youtube, here: [x] please be warned, though that it is pretty depressing/sad to be a Disney flick

my father was really confused by it and i remember him remarking that i was watching the same films he hated as a kid 😆

i had the other, run of the mill, popular type obsessions, too. absolutely mad with the idea i wanted to be both Ursula and Ariel from little mermaid. i wanted to be Venkman from the ghostbusters (also Egon is hot idc what anYONE THINKS OR SAYS JKFSABHJFKDHBSFG)??? tommy from the power rangers i did not even want to smooch him i wanted to be him oh my GOD but i was the only female in a group of boys so i HAD to be the pink ranger ughh lmao sfjhbsgj BUT OKAY THERE'S ONE MORE!

again as a toddler i was obsessed with Elvis. i told my mom (paternal grandmother) and papa (paternal grandfather) that i was going to grow up to marry him and all that jazz- we're so impressionable at that age, aren't we?

i even remember being very, very sick - always was as a kid and tbh am as an adult, too - with pneumonia, a UTI from being allergic to bath bubbles and toxic synovitis in my right hip just MISERABLE and worryingly so and my mom told me later in life that she knew i was finally getting better when i started talking in my sleep. apparently she tried to wake me for my medicine and in a sleep-sick-fueled half-slumber i exclaimed: "THERE'S ONLY TWO KINGS OF ROCK AND ROLL MOMMY, OLD KING COLE AND ELVIS!!!" and i went right back to sleep lmfao.

omfg side story but there was a time in my teens where me and papa were just deadly sick and we went up to PA to the big house (papas mansion) to see mom. i was basically full grown but i was so pitiful she let me sleep in bed with her and she said she knew my fever had broken that night when she heard me maniacally laughing in my sleep. not like normal hehe haha laughter but, like, EVIL VILLAIN MUAHAHAHA laughter?? ? ?

i been a mf weirdo forEVER.

anyways okay back to the Elvis™, the only problem with this obsession (other than how horrible of a person he really was) is no one told me that he was dead. like??? and had been for a long time. and i remember when mom finally sat me down and she was all serious and shit like kneeling in front of me and talking all delicately about how i couldn't meet him or marry him because he died and i LOST MY LITTLE TODDLING MIND. i just remember being heartbroken and then i had to ask her about my other favorites like Dean Martin and Frank Sinatra and Groucho/Marx and Abbot/Costello and LMAO you can GUESS how that went

anyways thank you for letting me have a ramble, it was very nice of you. i always, always enjoy having conversations with you and your asks are honestly God Tier. thank you for not only following me, but for being a great friend!

here is a song from the amazing Louis Prima. idk im in a music mood after not being able to get up and hear tunes for 2 weeks

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this is john Lawyer duncan's theme song, fight me anons!

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suganovakawa · 4 years

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My birthdays coming up 👉👈 and I was wondering if I could request some birthday headcanons with oikawa, bokuto and akaashi? If that makes sense ^^

omg yess !! and early happy birthday anonnie 🥺💓

birthday shenanigans!

— oikawa, bokuto, and akaashi give you a birthday to remember!

— gen masterlist.

gen taglist ( open! )

a / n : hehe this is my first request , i feel kinda giddy , actually 🥺 my writing requests will be open for a while , so don’t be afraid to request anytime !

tooru oikawa.

✧｡ this boy has your birthday written down on every calandar he owns

✧｡ there is no doubt in my mind he is the type to stay up until midnight to make sure he is the first person to wish you a happy birthday

✧｡ he’ll call you , too — he’s not afraid of getting an earful from you , as long as you know that he cares about you so so much

✧｡ “ tooru ??? what time is it ??? ”

✧｡ “ Y/N ITS MIDNIIIIIIIIIIIGHT HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET ”

✧｡ “ TOORU WHY ARENT YOU SLEEPING COULDNT YOU HAVE JUST WAITED UNTIL TOMORROW MORNING ”

✧｡ “ well i needed to make sure i was the first person to wish you a happy birthday before going to bed . you sleep well now , my dear . i’ll be picking you up tomorrow . ”

✧｡ now , if your birthday happens to fall on a weekday , he’s going to make sure everyone on the volleyball team wishes you well

✧｡ well , he doesn’t really have to force them , since they all like you enough to do that on their own

✧｡ he’ll skip practice to take you out for dinner , he doesn’t want to hear your complaints about his actions

✧｡ “ i can’t let you skip practice tooru ! volleyball is important to you , it would be selfish of me to take you away from practice ”

✧｡ “ you forget that you’re important to me as well , y/n . and besides ! your birthday comes once a year , i’m not gonna miss a chance to celebrate that . ”

✧｡ he takes you to your favorite place , and you two of you enjoy dinner together

✧｡ he waits until you get to your place to come inside and give you a present

✧｡ tooru would be the type to gift you jewelry , so expect something like a very special necklace and matching earrings to go with it !

✧｡ you will absolutely not leave his side if your birthday falls on the weekend

✧｡ he’ll tell you to text him when you wake up , and when you do , he’ll be at your door even before you get dressed

✧｡ like the weekday , he’ll still take you out to dinner when the sun sets , but until then your guys’ agenda is completely your choice

✧｡ so , you decide stay at home with him , and bake a cake together to celebrate the occasion

✧｡ i would say he’s a decent baker ?? i see tooru as a better chef than baker but he’s not pitiful when it comes to pastries

✧｡ after you two come back from dinner you stay up watching movies and cuddling until you fall asleep in each other’s snuggles

✧｡ you’ll probably fall asleep first , tooru will notice and smile , kissing your forehead gently and shutting off the tv before falling asleep shortly after

✧｡ “ happy birthday , my love . ”

koutarou bokuto.

✧｡ this boy is going to treat your birthday like a national holiday and nothing less

✧｡ he’s going to 👏🏼 spoil 👏🏼 you 👏🏼

✧｡ you better expect the most bokuto-type greeting when he lays his eyes on you on your special day

✧｡ “ BABY !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY OMG IVE BEEN WANTING TO SEE YOU !!! ”

✧｡ “ thank you , kou — kOUTAROU YOURE SMOTHERING ME I CANT BREATHE AKAASHI PLEASE HELP — ”

✧｡ yes keiji is going to be watching over him today even though he always does on a daily basis lmao

✧｡ if your birthday falls on a weekday , bokuto is going to force all of his teammates to wait for you so all of them can give you their best birthday wishes the moment you arrive

✧｡ they complain but secretly they don’t mind , they have respect for someone who can handle someone as crazy as bokuto

✧｡ after practice he’s headed straight for your house , and holy shit are those presents in his arms

✧｡ “ kou !!! how was practice ?? ”

✧｡ “ great ! everyone let me leave early for you , so i had enough time to get dressed and surprise ! these are all for you ”

✧｡ “ KOUTAROU HOW MUCH MONEY DID YOU SPEND ON THESE ”

✧｡ idc how many times you demand him to tell you , the monetary value will not leave his mouth

✧｡ each gift bag has something different , from your favorite snacks to clothes to jewelry

i told you you were gonna get spoiled

✧｡ you , my friend , are royalty ; and he WILL treat you as such

✧｡ if your birthday falls on the weekend , expect a shit ton more from koutarou

✧｡ not only are you going to get those presents , but this guy also planned a whole surprise party for you too

✧｡ say thank you to akaashi , he did most of the planning because bokuto had no idea how to plan a party

✧｡ the fukurodani players were invited , your friends were invited , and even your family was in on the plan

✧｡ bokuto will stop at nothing to make sure you feel nothing but love on your birthday

✧｡ “ happy birthday baby ! you deserve nothing but the best today . ”

keiji akaashi.

✧｡ though keiji won’t be as flashy as bokuto when it comes to your birthday , boy is he going to make you feel loved on your special day

✧｡ he makes sure to call you when you wake up , wishing you a happy birthday before you start your day

✧｡ AND HE SINGS FOR YOU TOO

✧｡ he is a singer and you can’t change my mind

✧｡ so already this mf has made you swoon literally bare minutes into your day

✧｡ but honey , it gets better from here

✧｡ if your birthday happens on a weekday , still expect a wondrous bokuto greeting

✧｡ he secretly tells you akaashi has been worrying about what to get you for your birthday and what to do but you’re not supposed to know

✧｡ KOU HIDE KEIJI IS COMING

✧｡ “ baby , what did bokuto tell you ? ”

✧｡ “ huh ? nothing , he just asked what i was gonna do for my birthday . ”

✧｡ “ oh , okay . you’re a bad liar , by the way . ”

✧｡ KFJJSJFJDJ he knows you like the back of his hand don’t even try hiding anything from him

✧｡ he asks for you to wait for him after school , while he asks for permission to miss practice for the day

✧｡ once he takes you out of school , he takes you back to his place , where this one man wonder cooks you a birthday dinner

✧｡ keiji akaashi is complete husband material wbk

✧｡ i see akaashi as the type of person who takes mental notes when you notably express a desire to have something

✧｡ like you could just be shopping with him and you’ll see something you like “ omg that’s so pretty ! i really need to get that someday ”

✧｡ uh no you’re not getting it for yourself , he’s gonna buy it for you

✧｡ hahahaha you’re funny if you think you’re gonna get keiji to confess the amount of money he spent for you

✧｡ if your birthday is on the weekend , he’s gonna pick you up and take you to your favorite places to shop

✧｡ you two have to compromise because akaashi originally wanted to pay for everything you laid eyes but hell no that’s way too much

✧｡ after a bunch of begging and persuading he finally let you use your own wallet , he wouldn’t buy anything for you unless it was under any price equivalent to $15

✧｡ you’re gonna be out all day with him sis , but he’s still gonna cook you dinner like the good hubby he is

✧｡ no matter what , he’s gonna make sure he treats you and make you feel loved and appreciated because his love for you knows no limits

✧｡ “ i hope you enjoyed your birthday , my darling . i love you . ”

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beecherdrysdale · 3 years

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Hiii ok pt4 of Greece and yesss to everything you wrote.

Replying to brigids thoughts real quick

-firstly we are in MYKONOS!! It’s vv beautiful.

-so Jamie apparently only likes to sleep on Brigid and we are here for it!. Like security line, the chairs at the gate, on the plane. Ryan getting lost at the airport is soo funny I can even see myself laughing at him. But anyways we both get beeped and patted down as usual and we chirp each other like crazy while everyone’s just trying to get through security in peace.

- Jamie is the ultimate bf for Brigid. And Dylan’s your guy best friend just like Ryan and Braden ? Are to me :) question : what does it mean Lexi is busy with Quinner? Hehe. Anyways we are all rocking these sweatshirts that the boys gave us.

-omg I just find this interaction between cozzy and Jamie so funny. Like cozzy comfy but is slightly terrified and also sees this as a money making technique sooo he gained $50. Ok these rows are fun. Lol Kesh and Kirby just sitting away from us.

Brigid+Jamie + dyl: aw yes brigid is being a good besty to dyl. No sore neck for you dyl. Ughhh I can’t with this cuteness. Jamie cuddling you and you playing with his hair and tracing his freckles. Also slight makeout sesh between Jamie and Brigid. Hehe yes jamie was able to finally braid your hair correctly while you’re playing poker w dyl.

Kesh +Kirby: hehe yes they pretend to not know us on the plane and are just being adorable on the plane. Like they get along so well.

Lexi+quinner (+Ryan): I am astonished by Quinners ability not to stay awake from drinking that much coffee but I’m not complaining cuz I get to play with his amazing hair. Hehe you telling us ‘guys stfu Jamie and the others are sleeping’ and we say ‘so what?’ we decided to be considerate and not wake up everyone. Oo yes to the freckle kissing lol I need some moments.

- yes to the food. Aww Jamie pointing stuff out to you and both of you just smiling at each other. Ya we ain’t waiting, we get up real fast. I’d probably slap Ryan awake hehe. Nah everyone’s to cool to clap when the plane lands. I agree it pisses me off as well. Look at us getting curly/wavy hair. Jamie would be admiring your hair:)) I love that feeling.

- everyone’s in a great mood. The hotel is superb. Okk yes to sharing the rooms with our bbs. I better not be hearing anything through the wall Brigid 😏. Yess to us looking hot in our suits and Jamie getting jealous and mad that somebody catcalled Brigid. Side note: I would probably buy new swimsuits for this trip +cover ups. Jamie loves to carry you so you’re just enjoying him carrying you into the water. Kesh and kirbs are just being the most amazing couple ever. It’s just so balanced. Hehe me and Quinner are vv chaotic and are tackle each other in. If it’s a competition between the four of us. Yes to the moments in the water. Like holding onto their necks and just moving along with the waves and the hair slicked back and the suns reflection. Ooo I wanna join volleyball too but Ryan would probably hit me in the face. I get ready pretty fast as well so twinsies. Yes to us looking real good in our outfits and then having more moments on the beach( making out or just being romantic and walking along the shore.)

Okkkkk next

Morning after everybody just decided to sleep in cuz we are on vacation!!. Anyways breakfast. I heard that in Greece it’s common to rent out Vespas and just ride along the path and you can go cliff diving. And just explore the scenery cuz the Mykonos have a lot of beaches etc.

So we all get ready to head cliff diving and then to a new beach later. Ok so Brigid is w Jamie, I’m with Quinner, and kirbs is w kesh. The rest of the boys are sharing together as well. Hehe it’s so pretty and we are just holding onto our boys or maybe it’s the other way around. And it’s just so beautiful but really hot so everybody is ready to cool off. We get to the cliff and the water is sooo blue 😍. Hehe we all strip from our clothes and into are suits and the boys are looking hot. Anyways, since brigid is the daredevil of the group she wants to go first and then dyl steps up as well but Jamie’s semi terrified but wants to jump as well. So he says fuck it and jumps! I’d probably jump after with Quinner and Ryan and then the rest of the team. We all just have a bunch of fun and then we gotta figure out how to get out of the water lol.

Okkk i was also thinking about snorkelling/scuba diving.

Let’s say next day, we decide to rent out a boat and go snorkelling/scuba diving. Everybody’s really stoked because it’s really beautiful. I’m more of a snorkelling type of gal.

Side note: I went snorkelling in Mexico once and while snorkelling I see two barracuda sharks staring at me so ofc I got scarred and swam away so quickly lol. My best friend was just laughing at me.

Anyways some decide to go scuba diving and are in their suits hehe. What would you do brigid. Actually if I think about it more I might try scuba . Like imagine going w Jamie and Quinner and just swimming and holding each others hands.

It was vv fun to be on the yacht and just chilling . Dylan brings his guitar and just plays us some music. I also turn on some mamma Mia hits because I’m feeling it hehe. Kesh and Kirby are just cuddled up at the front of the boat and you and Jamie are just soaking up the sun. Same w me and Quinner. Gotta make sure they are wearing sunscreen.

Okkk after snorkelling/scuba diving. We all get dressed in cute summer outfits and go to dinner but then we all decide to go explore a bit of the Mykonos night life so we are just laughing and waking around Mykonos. We take some real cute photos and the boys just hold our hands etc. Some cute under the moon light kisses. Ughh to cuteeeeeeee. And then we return to the hotel room 😏😏

Okkk hope you enjoy pt5 will be us exploring the city!

hehe ok i love all of this, but it’s longgggggggggg

ok yes mykonos is gorgeous, if anyone doesn’t know what it looks like i highly suggest you go look it up

hehe yes i love my bb jamie sleeping on me. he can do it whenever he wants idc bc i loveeeee him. also bc he looks adorable when he’s sleeping and i can trace his freckles so there’s that. i just feel like we would be elite sleeping buddies, like i usually don’t sleep that much but i would if i could cuddle with jamie

lmao ryan getting lost in the airport is so funny to me, like we would all be chirping him tbh, bc we’ve been walking for like maybe 2 min, how did he get lost already? but eventually he finds us, and ofc both he and lexi get beeped and are chirping each other all the way through security lmao

omg yesssss i love jamie, literally the perfect bf 🥰 and then dyl and i are just chaotic best friends like lexi with ryan and braden

ummmmmm ok so when i said lexi is busy with quinner i just meant like going to get coffee and stuff, idk what you were thinking. we are in a public place so it can’t be getting too spicy lmaooo

yesss we are rocking the boys’ hoodies. they look better on us then them lol

lmao yesss cozzy being slightly terrified of jamie bc even tho jamie is the softest boi ever he can still be scary when he gets mad lol. also he wants the $50. and then kesh and kirby want nothing to do with us bc it’s too early in the morning lmao

me+jamie+dyl - hehe yes got to make sure my bestie dyl doesn’t get a sore neck so we can be in peak competitive performance later lol. but then also me and jamie being soft 🥺 playing with each other’s hair and chasing his freckles, i love that. also obvi it would somehow end up with the two of us making out a little bit lol

kesh+kirby - hehe yep just the two of them being adorable and pretending not to know us, love that

lexi+quinner(+ryan) - hehe yes i think we’re all amazed by quinner still falling asleep after drinking sm coffee tbh. but it’s ok bc then you get to play with his hair and just be cute 🥺 and freckle kissing!! but then also you and ryan being loud but finally shutting up once i yell at you lmao

omg yesss, jamie just pointing stuff out to me out the window while we’re landing, i love that. and then we get up reallll quick and grab our stuff and get off right away. lmaoooo you just slap ryan to wake him up. then our hair is getting all nice from the climate and our boys are admiring it :)

hehe yes we have a really nice hotel, and we’re all sharing rooms with our bbs. wow ok lexi, dirty-minded much? jk, jamie and i’ll try to be quiet at night lmaoooooo

hehe ofc we all look hot in our swimsuits, and jamie just goes off when someone tries to catcall me. ooooh we could all go shopping together to get new suits for the trip, that would be so fun!!

anwaysss then jamie carries me to the water even tho i’m like i can walk lol, he just wants to carry me so i’m not complaining. and then kesh and kirby just being a cute unchaotic couple bc someone has to be the parents of the friend group lmao. hehe then quinner and lexi being chaotic as usual and tackling each other in, and then me and jamie join lmao

oooooh yes the moments in the water are 🥵 like everyone looks hotter in the water with their hair slicked back and stuff sooo. and just wrapping your legs around their waist and holding onto the back of their necks....

haha yes i want to join volleyball too, i used to play so i can destroy lol. haha i can def see ryan accidentally hitting you in the face, but it’s ok bc we win bc we’re on the same time and we’re like the dynamic duo

hehe yes twinsies getting ready fast! omg yessss we’d look so cute in our outfits and we could just do a cute walk on the beach during sunset, but then also have more moments ofc

okkkk next part

hehe yes we all sleep in the morning bc jet lag and also idk, maybe some of us had eventful nights😏. but then we all get breakfast together. side note: i loveeee hotel breakfast bc we only eat healthy food at home and i can eat whatever tf i want at hotels lol. oooh yes then after breakfast we can rent out vespas and just go exploring and then we could go explore the beaches

oooh yes ok now it’s time to go cliff diving, and the water is sooooo blue. so then we all get ready and we strip down to our suits, and then i’m like sprinting to the edge to jump and dyl is right behind me bc we’re the daredevils of the group obvi. but then i see jamie coming and i can tell that he’s semi-terrified so i grab his hand and pull him in with me. and then you and ryan are behind us and you get quinner to come with you guys too and then everyone else follows behind. and then we’re just chilling down in the water and having fun. oooh we could play marco polo, i fucking love that game bc i can dominate lmao. anyways eventually we wanna get out and we’re like shit how do we get out bc we don’t see a way back up. and then we’re blaming kirby and kesh bc they’re supposed to be the responsible ones lmao. so then eventually dyl and i have to rock climb back up and grab all the stuff and carry it around to a part where we find a beach and meet you guys there lol

ooooh yes i love snorkeling!! i’ve never been scuba diving but i wanna try. so anywayssss the next day we rent out a boat to go snorkeling and scubaing and everyone’s super excited obviously. i would honestly want to do both, so i would do like half and half. and for both of them i can swim with jamie and hold his hand🥺 i’d probably be pulling him along a bit lol. and then quinner and lexi and kesh and kirby holding hands too🥺 haha also i love your snorkeling story that’s so funny lmaooo. the one time i went snorkeling in hawaii i was swimming literally right next to dolphins and sea turtles and it was so cool, but i was struggling a bit with the snorkel bc i was only like 8 and didn’t know how to use it lol. but i’ve used them at swim camp since then and i can actually use them now so that’s good

hehe yeah so then also just being on the yacht is fun when we’re not in the water. ooooh or we could get a catamaran those are really fun too! and then dyl can play us music on his guitar bc apparently he’s good at that too, like is there nothing this boy is bad at? anywayssss yes you can also play mama mia, i love that soundtrack it’s amazing. and then we’re all just chilling with our boys and trying to soak up the sun without getting burnt lol. and we try to get them to wear sunscreen but they still don’t want to even after what happened last time, so aloe vera it is😏

so then in the evening we’re off the yacht and we get dressed up cute again so we can go to dinner. and we can find a cute local restaurant to go to and then after we just go and explore mykonos. ooooh and we can see the nightlife and according to my friend its really easy to get drinks there so that’s fun lol. but we could also take superrrrr cute pics and stuff around mykonos to spice up our instas. awwwww and hand holding and kisses under the moon🥺 and then it’s back to the hotel for the night😏😏 jamie and i will try not to be too loud lol

ok overall i love all of this, and i’m superrrr excited for the next part!!

#ask answered #anon answered #skating anon

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simuran · 3 years

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Interview Tag !

I was tagged by @warriorpersephone Thanks, Bea :D

name/nickname: the full name is Varvara (in IPA it would be something close to /vərˈvɑːrə/). the rl nicknames are Varya, Varenka, Vareshka; some mutuals also called me Var and Varv, which sounds strange to a Russian ear, but also incredibly cute!

Gender: female

Star sign: Aquarius

Hight: somewhere around 160cm, I don’t remember exactly

Time currently: 22:50. Wow, this game took a lot of time! Still fun though

Favourite Bands: Мельница, Florence + the Machine, and that’s about it, I think? I often like just a few songs of a group, and then listen to them over and over again, but I wouldn’t call those groups my favourites

Favourite solo artists: Hozier, Miracle of Sound, Karliene (MoS and K made a few songs together and I DIED), Канцлер Ги

Song currently stuck in your head: Take Me To Church (cover by Demi Lovato). It’s such a good cover

Last movie you watched: hmmm, probably Happiest Season? Not exactly my cup of tea, Enola Holmes (which I watched before that) was much more to my liking

Last show you binged: I’m currently watching the third season of M.A.S.H., though it can hardly be called binging. I’m taking my time with this one. If we are talking binging binging, then it was probably The Witcher (thanks gods it has only one season yet)

When you created your blog: less than a year ago. It was early June. An excellent idea, I’ve been enjoying it.

Last thing you googled: how to say “Aquarius” in English :D Before that I had googled “lex talionis” (because some fic writers have no chill, bless them)

Other blogs: none

Do you get asks: rarely, mostly for the ask games. I enjoy them greatly!

Why I choose my url: I think I wrote a whole post about this at some point, so I will try to contain myself for now hehe. To put it shortly, it’s a reference to a good book, where it was a reference to a small Slavic deity, a huge dog with feathered wings and A Very Good Boy.

How many people are you following: 74

How many followers do you have: Tumblr says 25, but half of them are... Idk, what’s it called, ghosts? I don’t see their usernames, so I assume it’s Tumblr being the functional website it is and adding me some non-existent followers

Average hours of sleep: about 10

Lucky number: don’t have one

Instruments: I spent years learning piano, and then joyfully forgot all about it when I moved cities and my mom decided not to make me the way my grandmother had been

Currently wearing: a pair jeans mended in at least two places, my Hedge-Hugs t-shirt, a comfy jacket, and matching socks (which is an anomaly and an accident)

Dream job: translating fiction! It would be perfect the fiction was also good and queer, but hey, I’d settle just for fiction too.

Dream trip: somewhere where it’s dry and warm, idc about details

Favourite food: mmm, probably okroska, borsh, and blini. I didn’t choose the stereotypes on purpose, I swear, they are just so very good. The only competitor is pizza

Nationality: Russian

Favourite song: hmmmm... Hard! Definitely something by Hozier. NFWMB, perhaps.

Top three fictional universe you'd like to live in: I would love to be a dragon in Кузьмина’s series (thanks GODS it isn’t translated in English lmao, there would be so much discourse. So Much); to be a witch in Harry Potter world would be awesome; other than that nothing comes to mind, I love Internet too much and read too many books where the fictional universe is quite a dark place to live. I would go to ATLA/LOK, but I’m too lazy to be a good bender :P

I’m tagging @loki-used-to-rule-the-world, @syanara, and @the-maidofmischief. Wanna play? :))

#Beatrice dear #tag game

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macbookpro-hard-drive · 5 years

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more poly jeremy and michael please!!!! maybe a roadtrip or something idc i just really love ur writing hehe

oh hell yea

im just gonna do headcanons for rn but maybe eventually ill write this as a fic

inspired by the fact i May or May Not be going to disneyworld for a few days this summer ;)))

so its the final few weeks of senior year right

and idk lets just say ur all going to separate colleges but ur gonna make it work

so its just. the three of u sitting in michaels basement, the usual spot, with u lying across their laps just havin a good time (havin a good time), ignoring the struggles from graduation practice that morning because ugh

you three are just. all watching movies n chillin together, havin a lil night in rather than wandering the town Again (which basically means y’all end up in the mall before going to get fast food n then crashing in michaels basement)

and its just gotten quiet for a bit and maybe the topic of a roadtrip comes up in the movie

and all of a sudden u just feel michael, whos been leaning into the couch pretty heavily, sit straight up

and u look up

“you good?” “we should take a roadtrip.”

jeremy and u both exchange a look

“what” “cmon!!! we should take a roadtrip together before summers over.”

“where?”

michael goes silent

“disney world?”

aw fuck he got u there. disney world is fuckin dope.

“… with what money?” “aw, c’mon - we’ve all been working. plus my moms will definitely pitch in since they love you nerds.”

jeremy, whos been typing something into his phone for the past like 30 seconds: orlandos a 16 hour drive

“so we’ll take turns! we each drive for like.. five hours.”

“disneys really expensive, michael.”

he just kinds. frowns a lil bit w a soft “okay”

u and jeremy exchange yet another look

“i can ask my dad if he can help out…” jeremy starts. its just 2 against 1 now.

u sigh and sit up, “i guess ill talk to mine too.”

michaels immediately fuckin excited again

i like to imagine you and jeremy both have jobs while michael Doesnt bc his moms make pretty fuckin good money and he just hasnt had the need to like. Do That.

so its just. ok guess we’ll save as much as we fuckin can.

long story short, through the miracle of your parents all agreeing to help out where they can, you all save money n get disney tickets asap and figure things out

it turns from “lets just drive 16 hours in one day, pass out in a hotel, and then go to disney” to “maybe we should stop somewhere and sleep after like. 10 hours.” to “nah man we can handle it.”

and basically: y’all literally leave early in the morning so that you can get to the hotel at a reasonable time, maybe grab some food, and then pass the fuck out

michael probs drove the most out of the three of you - his car, his idea, he might as well take the most

leaving u and jeremy to basically dj the entire trip

haha jokes on y’all the trip took longer than the 16 and a half that google projected for y’all bc… stops for food n bathroom breaks and stuff.

good thing y’all absolutely left at like 2 am lmao

u three get to the hotel n honestly michael probably passes out the moment he hits the mattress

u and jeremy just. look at each other, exhausted

before deciding

yeah we’ll just. eat in the morning

insert y’all getting ready for sleepy times and accidentally waking up michael

which leads to a fuckin DOPE cuddle session between the three of u before y’all fall asleep

michael? absolutely giddy abt disney. big mood bro.

im gonna skim some details before this gets too long but

y’all take. so many pictures w characters

and so many pictures in general

jeremy 100% goes into dad mode and is like “hey - hey, go stand over there i wanna get a pic of u” every now and then

“jeremy ur being a dad” “no im not!”

michael voice dude you totally are

theres a rly cute selfie of the three of u with mickey ears on

its someones bg. maybe all three of urs.but its definitely Someones.

its just a rly goofy trip filled with y’all collecting signatures and having a blast together

combined with soft nights of the three of you cuddling and giggling over the events of the day

and also ranting abt how expensive disney is bc jfc

the drive back is the worst experience bc y’all just. dont wanna fuckin leave

bc disney is… so good y’all

theres so many pics on ur instagram n snapchat

of just the three of you being so so so happy

and its just!!! so good.

#Anonymous #asks #percy's writing corner #be more chill #bmc #bmc reader insert #be more chill reader insert #bmc x reader #be more chill x reader #be more chill imagine #bmc imagine #jeremy heere #jeremy heere x reader #jeremy heere imagine #jeremy heere headcanon #michael mell #michael mell x reader #michael mell imagine #michael mell headcanon

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chrisbangs · 5 years

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1-5 and 20-25 :-) sorry for all of them hehehe — 🖤 also i’m getting off work I WILL SEND U ANOTHER ASK HEHEHEH

oaiwenfoia you’re sooo c*te perhaps i’ll d*e………. hm………… anyway;; thank you angel (sorry it took me so long to do this ;; ___ ;;)

also this got mad long so i’ll put it under a cut!

1. how did you get into graphics / gif making?

i was an early ‘the vamps’ and ‘5sos’ fan and because of that, i used to make lil graphic type things?? i guess?? like i tried to make stuff like the ones i saw online omg… and mine were soooo bad but it was like so fun and i used to use this online editor and it was trash but like i would have so much fun… (and that was back when i was in grade 7-ish..? so i would’ve been like jfjfiwaoefo 12/13) and then i just kept doing it;; eventually in grade 10 i took a graphic design course and i got a hold of photoshop and it blew my mind and from there i just kept kinda… doing it??

and with gifs omg… ok i swore i would never make gifs cause it looks SO complicated like bitch ill kill u what do u mean layers to frames wtf !!!!!!!!!!!! and then when i was in my first year of uni in around june i was like… omg i wanna try again… cause i’d tried it before and my ps just crashed… so i was like let me give this another go.. and i did… and it worked.. and my mind was like blown omg… i was in AWE… omg i just realized its been a whole year since i learned how to gif stop ill die

gfx/gif questions

2. do you do something creative/related “irl” as well?

well!! i just got into college for graphic deisgn hehe;; so i’m hoping that that’ll be my future :’)

3. who/what inspires your graphics / gifs?

hm, well!! whenever i see really great pieces of gfx or even in real life when i see a magazine piece or a billboard that just looks stunning i feel inspired!! and i’m like eugh i wanna try making smth like that ;; also music and movies and games inspire me sometimes?? but if i was to say who!! then it’d probably be all my amazing content creating mutuals!!! their work is always wowing!! i always tag ppls gfx with ‘gfx inspo’ bc im genuine :0 when i see it ;; ___ ;; like how is everyone so creative and talented;;

4. what do you enjoy about making graphics / gifs?

oh wow, mm… it allows me to be creative? and put to use skills that i think aren’t always appreciated? like my p*rents never take me doing graphic design seriously;; but then recently my mom wanted me to make a lil label for her for a friend’s garden and i did and she was like !!!!!! so happy abt it i was like TT TT cause both my parents were finally like ok i get it sorta;; i really like that i’m able to make smth kinda outta nothing?? like art is really interesting bc you get to let your thoughts and experiences affect the outcome of your work so?? like.. i like that everyone has a different style??

and for gifs;; i really enjoy that its such a structured task like… its very.. orderly and routine based?? like i know what i’m doing everytime?? and the places where i get to change it up are like the colourings and the style of set i make and that makes it fun and creative too;;

5. what do you dislike most about making graphics / gifs?

mm the creativity block;; i feel like sometimes i cannot think of ANYTHING to make and those days i feel kinda useless as a cc…… it sucks but foiawnefiawn eventually i’ll figure smth out if i move things around enough fajwefowaeo

and giffing omg…… idk… probably the colouring process…… but thats majorly because my laptop’s screen displays colours kinda whack from how they actually look and so i have to do 2x the work to make sure it looks good and smdays its like idc anymore just post the set and pull the trigger

20. your favourite fandom(s) to make graphics / gifs for?

for gfx it’s definitely stray kids!!! they have some of the most fun lyrics to work with and their concepts always always inspire me like crazy!!!

for gifs its the tmg fandom! everyone in that fandom is suuuper nice and supportive and like;; even if i’m not always making gifs i dont feel like i’m falling behind or ? like ppl will be mad or smth ? like its a safe small community and bc of that it feels so good ;;;

21. how much time do you spend on a single graphic / gif?

very dependent! gfx can take from like an hour to like a week+?? it just depends on how intense and intricate it is ig;;

gifs are shorter;; probably take me a few hours?? the longest a set has taken me is maybe like 6 hours but that’s bc i was being slow about it and trying to find all the necessary parts! but on average itll take abt half an hour to maybe two for one set

21. what is your biggest improvement since you started making graphics and or gifs?

ogoaiweniogaw stop this is so funny.. i wanna go find my old wattpad covers so you can all cringe with me but… mm, with gfx i guess i learned what my Aesthetic™ was and what i really liked and like fjjfaiosdksfd i learned how to use photoshop which is a big thing lmaoooo……… and with gifs!! definitely my quality (shout out to vapoursynth) and my colouring :’)

23. what is your biggest improvement in the past month?

hm… time management jfaiweoofiaw i’ve definitely gotten wayyy faster at giffing and i really do not take as much time anymore;; which gives me some peace of mind lmao

24. what is something that you’re wanting to learn right now?

illustrator! i’ve been fooling around with it a lot recently;; and even one of the pieces i submitted in my portfolio was smth i made on illustrator heh;; but theres a huge learning curve (like btich what is the pen tool ill kill u) fnaoiefiownf so i wanna get lots better with it ;;

25. what would you like to see others learn how to do?

this is an interesting question;; mm i guess everyone is different?? so idk if i can answer this question cause i think everyone’s style requires them to learn in their own ways?? so idrk ;; i guess something to make certain people’s lives easier would be like LEARN KEYBOARD SHORTCUTS !!! that shit saaaves my life like idk man it cuts down on my time for sure;;

#🖤 anon #anon #answered #thank you babie #i'm soooo sorry this took me as long as it did #also sorry this is sooo long fjaowiefnoaiw #i hope you're well angelllll

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Yeah lmao, we have 8 subjects in total, 2 papers for each of our 3 core subjects, and 2 composite papers :') I have atleast a day or two between each paper so that's kinda a relief(?). Literally my only focus rn is scoring in my core papers idc about the rest😭😭😭😭😭😭

I have Pol.Sci on 4th lol I haven't started it though. Yeah this sem ends a bit early as next sem it's grad year and the whole focus will be on our Majors selection/placement so I'll be pretty much done by this time next month

Whoa second week of May!! So you'll still have another 2 years until you graduate right? As a comp.sci major? idk, one of my friends is doing comp.sci and she graduates a year after all us other friends do lmao. How is comp.sci otherwise? Easier than pol?

i’m literally sweating reading this. 2 papers a class??? are they at least short??

also how long have you been at uni?? are you in a 4 year program? this is v exciting that you’re graduating soon hehe congratulations!!! you’re almost done!

yes 😭😭 at least next sem i’ll be in paris so i can have a bit of a break!! cs classes are very very fun and high key easier than polisci. idk the content is less intuitive but the department is more lenient as a result (and also it’s just basically solving puzzles all day rn which is fun). never thot i’d be a stem major but here i am 😭😭

#dee overshares #ally!

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ts-indonesia · 5 years

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Episode 5 - “someone literally thought the word rocks and you switched your vote” - Trent

After nuObor killed Kenny, the two tribes merged onto a one world beach, where they learned they would reward a member of the other tribe individual immunity. Upon the merge, the Cahaya kumbaya continued (or so it seemed) with the returnees engineering the challenge results in their favour. Otherwise they compared notes on all the newbies, making the season seem as if it was going to be a returnee steamroll.

When Matt & Isaac won immunity, it was revealed that they would in fact attend the opposite tribe’s tribal council as infiltrators. On NuCahaya, the returnees quickly got on the same page, and given Anabel & Trent’s success in ingratiating themselves with the returnees, Dylan became the easy scapegoat vote and was unanimously sent out.

On NuObor... people were cracking. Owen, who had been sceptical of Foxx since round one, when faced with an alternative of voting out Canadian queen Lorelei, rallied the troops to get Foxx out. Though the plan almost hit a snag when Foxx accidentally made it seem like he had heard of the plan, Foxx (and the entire nuCahaya tribe) were blindsided, with Foxx being sent out the door.

OLIVIA

Kenny was literally the one I wanted to leave so woohoo! No offense Kenny but you just seemed like the biggest threat!! Whew what a relief now we outnumber them on both tribes hehe

Why y’all gotta do Cahaya dirty like that with this twist we were ROLLING

TRENT

Well this twist really sucks. I am really hoping there is 2 different tribals and not one big one. Because if theres one big one i might be screwed. If there are two and only 7 vote, then i can work with that. I just gotta put on my social hat and be everyones friends but not toooo friendly or then ill be a target. but again. i really hate this twist.

FOXX

How...how did we convince a tribe I was a minority in to unanimously vote off one of their own? And all three of them specifically want to work with me?? These newbies gave away their chance of gaining a majority. AND I connect back with my old tribemates in the One World twist. I got to meet Anabel, Dylan, & Trent. I got drunk af on call (not really) and apparently Trent is smart but would turn on his tribemates and Dylan is nice but inactive. With this weird twist I’m thinking the person who gets voted for the most from the other tribe is an Infiltrator. With merge approaching we’ll see.

MATT

Alright so leading up to tribal council, it became kinda obvious Kenny would be going home. Not because i put in effort to stay, but because the newbies were scared to go to rocks. So they caved in and voted out Kenny with us unanimously. Kenny voted for me which is whatever. It didn’t phase me at all since i knew it was coming. But It was a nice feeling knowing the other three gave up on their tribe so quickly. With them doing so, Stoner joins our tribe and we now hold a 4-3 majority on both tribes. So effectively we could do anything we wanted to. I think the four of us on NuObor can work really well together. So hopefully moving forward, we can win immunity and stay strong.

OLIVIA

Upset I didn’t get immunity but we did it the fair way, terrified of the twists and whats to come

OWEN

Last tribal went rlly well, I got what I wanted, it was Gucci. I set myself up so well on this tribe to be between Leigh/Chris/Lorelei and Stoner/Foxx/Matt. I rlly worked to build trust with the newbies and it clearly paid off since they gave up the numbers and took one of their own. The only thing bothering me is that foxx, who I would want to flip on, got put in the alliance with me Leigh and chris..... But now this twist kind of comes and fucks with everything bc the original returnees tribe is working closely together ahhhh and they wanna do what they can to protect all 8 of us. I’m starting to feel torn because on the one hand I rlly like talking to olivia jess and Isaac. And matt. Like we had a ton of fun on call last night and I don’t wanna turn on those people. But on the other hand I really want to prove loyalty to chris O, Leigh and Lorelei. And I don’t rlly mind Trent and anabel either.,,, so it’s tough. I agreed to give Isaac and Matt the top positions on the lists, but then I went and told chris o and Leigh that the returnees were working together and that Matt would probably be immune. Leigh mentioned that ‘it would probably have to be lorelei’ then.... which got me rllll shook :( I don’t want any of those three out this round and I have no clue how to do this. To be honest, I’m hoping that the top two vote getters leave and we can send out Dylan and the newbies can take out a returner, hopefully michael or something. That’s best case scenario for me rn.... but I have no idea what to expect with the twist I spread myself too thin again :((( like always. But the difference this time is I generally like almost everyone and pretty soon I’m going to have to make some choices. What I need to focus on is, once merge come, where will I have the most options? I don’t want to stay returnee strong forever. I won’t!!!!! But I will protect olivia jess stoner Isaac and matt for as long as I can....

JESS

So this whole twist has been a wild ride. I REALLY wanted to be safe so I could set myself up a little bit here with the newbies and such. However, I also didn't want to be the one who pushed for my safety when no one else was. It's just a bad look and it's messy. I just HATE that i'm going to be forced to show my hands here. It's way too early to make a move against the vets. I'd be out-numbered and I'd lose Michael's trust. On top of it all..... I don't have a solid enough relationship with the newbies to fall back on. All of my interactions with them have been very surface level. PLUS, attempting to murder one of my "own kind" will give them an excuse to come after me before any of these newbies. It's almost USELESS for me to vote with Trent and the gang when both Anabel and Dylan RARELY talk game to me. I do feel bad for Trent though because I do want to work with him. I do also see how this move would help me in the long run. The vets are dangerous and there are a few REALLY dangerous vets in this game. I just don't know if I'm willing to shake things up at my expense this early in the game... BUT I may never get as good as a chance to get someone like Olivia again.

OLIVIA

Trent came to me and said he thinks we have a really strong relationship and it’s like oh honey I’m so sorry I did not mean to lead you on but we’re just friendly we’re not ride or dies and now he’s sorta bagging on Jess TO MY FACE who is my number one in this game and ahsjshsjab. But maybe I should keep Trent around as a side piece if he trusts me 👀🧐 but I gotta tell my alliance what he’s saying bc I don’t trust him whatsoever so I’m just copying and pasting everything he sent to me to my alliance with Foxx, stoner, and Jess lmao and I’ll probably tell Isaac later

OWEN

honestly/???? this twist turned out to make things a liiiil better for me than I was expecting. first of all, matt is safe which is good af and so is isaac. instead of having to deal with 8 votes due to infiltrator, there are only 7, which means my vote has more power bc majority is 4 instead of 5 yeehaw. but the fact that it is one world raises this complexity a shit ton and also the stakes. i know i need to be more careful with what I say. that being said, i was in no way careful with what I said tonight and basically told chris o. everything sakdfjhdskj i told him that the old cahaya's worked together for the challenge, and that I wanted foxx out over lorelei but if I had to vote stoner instead i'd do that too nnnn why am i a messy bitch. I rlly REALLY dont want stoner gone, its like not beneficial for my game at all. but really lorelei leaving doesnt help me either???? voting lorelei unanimously is the easy move without a doubt, and I'm sure that's what foxx is gonna want to push for because he is in the alliacne with me+leigh+chris and is in that other foursome with (side note - i stopped mid confessional to literally go and text chris o and tell him about the jess/foxx/stoner alliance oops1!1!) stoner. so that leaves lorelei as the only person he isn't aligned with as far as i know. technically im aligned with all five of my vote options butttt fuck it i feel like stoner would help me make a move against foxx honestly. if I could get leigh on board, it'd be set bc I feel like chris o would do it based on what he told me tonight and lorelei would want to save herself. its tricky as fuck right now.... because basically all chris o has to do is run to foxx/stoner and tell them I exposed everything and I'm gone. but honestly? idc!!!!!1 :) im here to have fun and do what I want. that's whaat I keep telling myself anyways lmao but the things I want hurt people I like, so where does that leave meeeee idk. if i can get stoner, chris o. AND lorelei on board for foxx and somehow keep it a secret + convince leigh??? then i'm rockin and rollin. ill do damage control with the vets later.... lolol i dont rlly care if michael is mad at me but jess/olivia/matt/isaac i dont wanna do dirty :((( WHYYYYY is this so hard for me?

OLIVIA

What’ll I do once the newbies are gone. I don’t want any returnees to leave. That’s assuming I make it that far which is never good to do but you do wanna think ahead. Aghhhh

MATT

woo so after tribal led to to a twist of One World. Both tribes came together on one beach and we had to rank the other tribe in terms of who we want to get immunity. So the 8 of us Cahaya members came together in our old tribe chat and started strategizing on who to give immunity to. Because we both have 4 members on both tribes, we can easily submit the same list which leads to two of us getting immunity. For the NuObor tribe, it quickly was between Stoner and myself (Stoner for being the newest member on the tribe, me for getting voted last time/beef with leigh. ). I obviously wanted immunity but couldn’t outright say it because i don’t think it would’ve sat well with the tribe. for NuCahaya, none of them seemed to want to give any kind of info up or who might need it. Eventually on sunday, Olivia and owen kinda took charge of the situation and said Matt (me) was gonna get immunity and we randomize it for the NuCahaya tribe, which ended up being Issac. And another twist which we expected, is that the both of us are the infiltrators for the round. So I’m voting with NuCahaya and Issac is voting with NuObor. As for the vote, we were discussing what would be best, and i suggested Lorelei but others thought she could be more useful later down the line. Which means it would be left between Leigh and Chris. And as right now, i think everyone knows i prefer Leigh to go. I don’t care if she overreacted and apologized and whatever. She made the big scene in the tribe chat. She put a target on my back. She snapped. She needs to go. Hopefully I can talk to Owen and make sure she could go home. As for NuCahaya, it seems they aren’t too fond of Anabel, so it’s likely she will be voted out. Anabel was one of the few people i knew coming into this game, but i wasn’t actually looking towards using that pre-existing relationship. She’s a nice girl and a good player, but i came into this game hoping to make bonds and move further with new friends and faces. So if she needs to be voted out, then so be it.

OLIVIA (this is five confessionals in a row)

I no longer go by Olivia I am now only Idol Queen

I told Isaac I had an idol and I deeply regret it he didn’t react maybe the way I thought he would but we also like cemented our friendship and ally ship tonight and he was the first one to actually talk about Cahaya members for real with me and not just like super sunshine. No one know my alliance with Matt and Owen is a thing like it’s something very unexpected and that’s kinda cool, also i don’t think anyone would expect fox stoner Jess and I to be together? And same with Isaac and I being close like I know the newbies know Cahaya are close knit for now but I don’t think any of my alliances are obvious which is cool. I’m just very paranoid and anxious this time around when I said I wouldn’t be lmao. But it’s weird like I feel that anxiety through the whole tribe like normally waiting for results isn’t too big a deal and you’d think we’d be excited about it but MAN we were buggggging out today it’s a really weird collective anxiety

https://youtu.be/9nIMZVmSrlY

Why can’t I keep my mouth shut I’m such a fucking moron like I’ve never known a dumber player than myself

WHEW but anyways I still have the idol which is WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

LEIGH

So I just used a random list generator for the immunity challenge. I figured it didnt matter what I did anyway. Them giving it to matt was no surprise for us. Ostensibly it is Lorelei or Chris S going due to me/owen/foxx/chris o. But I would feel better about splitting up Owen and Foxx. And considering I voted out Foxx in our last game I would like to keep him this time. The problem is Owen seems protective of Lorelei which may go both ways. So it may have to be Foxx.. we will see.

FOXX

There was like...a religious Coming to God experience about my being a furry last night. Like...Lorelei legit did NOT KNOW. I’m beginning to think these people did not watch my bio. My goal today is to try and take Lorelei out. I really don’t want to. It’s exhausting as hell to put so much energy in people I like to talk to just to watch them go. Lorelei is sweet and funny but I can’t sign away my chance to win this game. Chris O. apparently is trying to get Stoner to target us but tbh I don’t take it personally bc he knows he’s in a rough spot. These newbies are being pagonged on two separate tribes and I don’t blame them for being desperate. I’m gonna need them coming along though in order to secure a better spot in the sea of Cahayas come merge time. We’ll see.

ISAAC

So I won immunity!!! We shittin' lads! This round has gone so well for me so far like? I'm nervous that this is about to go down so quickly. In other news I forged a Final 2 with Olivia and I genuinely like her so that's cool and in response to our call last night she told me she had an idol? Thas power luv xx. As for tribal these freaks wanna take out Lorelei as of right now? Like? What the fuck? Leigh is super smart and Chris is.......dead but like I don't quite understand how getting rid of Lorelei is in our best interests? But whatever - it's too early to make waves so - if that's who they want that's who I'll do. I'm trying to play this game and make myself look more aloof and/or dumber than I actually am because in the past I've shown how observant I can be and that got me sent packing but as of right now (even before I had immunity) It seems as if I'm not on anyone's radar. Which is how I obviously wanna keep it but I'm super nervous of the other vets (and Trevor/Anabel) as I know they're capable of striking first - which is fine as long as it's not on me or someone I'm working with - at the moment. But the risks of flipping right now - far outweighs the benefits because everyone on the favorites tribe has been holding their breath for so long and the first person to turn is going to get destroyed because they are (we are) looking for any reason to get rid of anyone.

OLIVIA

https://youtu.be/IrOqnZdvI6M This is how I feel about Anabel right now

If Trent idols me out honestly he deserves it

OWEN

I was freaking out lst night about what to do, then today it was like nobody even freaking TALKINNNGGGG which is so frustrating. I want to make things happen but I need other people to put in the work and rn chris stoner is NOT doing that. He's moved down a lot in terms of who I trust literally just bc he stopped paying attention the last few days. So now it seems like saving Lorelei comes with two options.... getting foxx to do stoner, or just grabbing the newbies and doing foxx. I wasnt sure if it would work bc I was beating around the bush but FINALLY chris o came to me and said leigh would be down but she wanted me to bring it up to her. So I did.... now it seems like lorelei, chris o and leigh will all be doing foxx, and my vote would make it a majority. Do I trust them all? i do. i really hope I can. I'm paranoid as fuck because if I pull off this move I get what I've wanted the whole game ever since he got into that alliance LMAOOO but.... if this blows up in my face I'm going home. It's all in now :(( and hopefully we dont swap/merge after this so I have a round to pick up the pieces. im basically saying fuck playing safe, i want what I want and I'm gonna get it!!!! i WILL be the furryslayer tonight yall, so grab the popcorn :)))) lmao watch me be corinne kaplan'd and im the one being blindsided instead. oh well, either way, someone will be shocked tonight

OLIVIA

On call with Matt and Jess and they’re talking about where idols could be and I’m just here like 👀

OWEN

KJFADHDSKJFHSDKJFSD OMG FOXX IS MESSAGING ME "oof" and I said some emojis and he said "come on dude" so literally someone told him the plan IM SCREAMING?????????? WHY DOES NOTHING GO RIGHT FOR ME AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

FOXX

I’m trying to check in with Isaac and this dude *will not* respond. I’m absolutely nervous af. I’m hoping he didn’t go rogue but it’d be a death sentence of he did. My main concern is trying to get Lorelei (RIP) to be locked in as a target. I’m panicking. Stoner’s panicking. Owen’s panicking. It’s a regular panic session.

I hope this goes as planned

OWEN

I talked to chris stoner and he said it would be better if he votes foxx so we can make it seem like foxx was being sketchy and we were more unified which I agree with and appreciate. Lorelei and Chris know that stoner wants to do that I’ve been talking to foxx s little and he’s worried about Isaac but that seems it. If he knows he’s getting votes then he’s being a good liar. I guess if he doesn’t know then it’s me who is bein the good liar oop hskshsj I just want this tribal to be doooooone with ! I’m ready to move on!!!!!!! Pre tribal stress is so so so bad :( This is kind of boring confesh lmaoooo hm idk probably after this vote my closest-least trusted: 1. Chris O 2. Chris Stoner 3. Lorelei 4. Olivia 5. Leigh 6. Jess 7. Matt 8. Isaac 9. Anabel 10. Trent 11. Michael 12. Dylan 13. Foxx Pls Carly Rae Jensen watch over me tonight

OLIVIA

Goss? IM NERVOUS AS FUCK

LORELEI

I'm very stressed Abt this tribal. Me going is very high possibility. Owen said he would vote with me , chris and Leigh but there is a chance that he could be lying. We agreed to vote foxx out but what if he found the idol and has immunity? Or what if it's his and Owens plan and I go home anyway? I'm very scared. And I know that Owen being at the ranking isn't a mistake, he's planning sth.

#whenyourfiresout

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