Omgggg Shiu fuckers we WON, not me waking up early af and finding out you did my Shiu req đ„čđ„ș FUCKKKKKK itâs literally 7am at my place rn and Iâm already horny afff đ€š But ok, I wanna talk about it a little, like you ate so bad?? I just think that Shiu fits perfectly this lil scenario, like heâs kinda tired driving you two from work but he is so unintentionally sexy while doing it đđ The way you described everything?? I swear I felt his tip in my mouth. The praises?? Ohh I know he praises the hell out of you. And thank you so much for including fucking on the hood đ€ like so nasty Iâm gonna explode, and shotgunning??? You talked about it and yeah, this shit is so sexy, like I fucking hate cigarette smoke irl, but in fanfics?? When itâs Shiu doing it?? Nah, idc, he can do whatever đ„° itâs a shame ofc that he didnât cum, but in that case we just have to suck his dick again, right (in the prison cell since we get caught đ€) I love this ending so much lmao, but I know our man will just pay some cop and you gonna be free. My thoughts are fucking mess rn cuz Iâm still sleepy, but anyway I love love love the way you wrote it, so fucking good it hurts. And Shiu my man, he deserves more appreciation, sexy bastard đ thank youuu đ€đ€đ€ I wish you nice weekend đ„°
AHHHHH ANGEL UR SO SWEEEEET :(((( !!! đ«
hehe of course, iâve had it in my inbox for a while now just couldnât wait to write for my baby shiu. he deserves alllllll the loveeeee n i canât wait to write for him more !! imma add him to my masterlist rn actually.
WAITHTAT WAS UR REQUEST AGAIN HELP đđđ thatâs so cute, âm sorry i took so long i meant to post it like WEEKS ago but kinda forgot n got sidetracked w other projects :,) so glad u enjoy it tho mwah mwah !!!! <3
so right i just know shiu is a praise king. heâs so suave & sexy, just smth about himâŠ. YOU GET ME. no coz i hate smoking irl but in fanfics, specifically shotgunning omg iâm a whore for it. i find it so attractive aaahhhh. KRKGKHLH THE PRISON CELL HELP.
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you're losing me; m | jjk
pairing: jungkook x reader
word count: 3.2k
rating: 18+
genre: angst, married couple, age gap, ceo jk, nepo baby oc, second chance romance
warnings: thigh riding, liddol hickey, spittt, groping, dirty talk, name calling, only one spank!!, arguments đ, mentions of smoking?, daddy kink, fake sympathy, creampie, little cum play,
summary: jungkook is late from work yet again. but he shows you just how much he missed you.
a/n: this is for us angst girlies đ«
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Something is not right.
Your nose picks up on the unfamiliar scent on Jungkook as you bury your face into his chest. He squeezes you tightly, big arms embracing you with a warm hug.
âHi, love,â he softly whispers. Jungkook cradles your head and you melt into his hand. He is bent down to your position on the bed, his loose tie hanging from his neck.
âMissed you.â Your voice gets buried in the kiss Jungkook presses on your lips. You catch his tie and pull him closer.
âI told you not to stay up.â He leans back. Accusatory eyes peering down at you.
Your nose scrunches when he steps away, the pungent waft snaking up your nostrils.
âDid you smoke?â
His round eyes widen at the question, but he denies it with a firm shake of his head. His neatly styled hair doesnât move â except the short, wispy flyaways on his forehead. Jungkookâs lips pucker the slightest bit. He appears innocent and you believe him if he tells you so.
âI was with Mingyu a lot,â he explains. He places his folded suit jacket on the dresser and begins to loosen the sleeve of his shirt. âYou know how he is when heâs stressed.â
You lean against the headboard. âI donât like the smell.â
âI know.â He starts unbuttoning the front of his shirt. âIâm sorry.â He walks over to his nightstand and exchanges his Rolex for his smart watch. You watch him with knitted eyebrows. âIâm gonna head down to the gym â do a quick workout session.â
âJungkook itâs late. You just got home from work.â You reach for his arm.
He turns to you, chiselled chest peeking out from underneath his unbuttoned shirt. âItâs fine. Iâm not tired.â
You huff, crossing your arms. âThen let me watch you work out.â
Jungkook sniffs a laugh. âYou stay here.â He presses a kiss to your forehead. âGet some sleep for me, yeah? I know you have an appointment tomorrow morning.â His knuckles trace the outline of your jawline.
You sigh and draw back.
âHey â donât be upset.â He catches your chin with his fingers. âI told you I was gonna work out today.â
A harsh glower settles on your face. âWell, I thought that meant youâd come home earlier.â
âI tried to, love. I really tried.â His worried eyes search for understanding in yours. âI donât want you upset. I never want you upset.â
He tilts your chin, so you meet his eyes. Jungkookâs gaze is soft. The amount of softness youâd have if you were staring at a delicate, precious thing. He always looks at you like this.
âI only ever want to make you happy. Nothing else.â His eyebrows raise to stress the tender words he whispered into the room. âJust want to make my wife happy.â
Warmth spreads in your chest. âI know that,â you answer meekly.
Deep down, thereâs an overwhelming desire to pour your heart out to him, to express the multitude of things that have been gnawing at your soul, each one a sharp thorn in your side, leaving you utterly upset. But considering how late it is you donât think itâs the right moment to unleash this torrent of pent-up frustration.
Youâre both tired from the useless arguments. You donât want to make this day any more exhausting for him.
âIf you want to make me a happy wife then finish off that workout quickly and join me in bed,â you say. âI need cuddles.â
His eyes crease before a gentle smile sweeps over his mouth. âGood night, love.â He catches your lips in a swift, tender good-night-kiss. âYou should shut that thing off. Itâs too late for that.â Jungkook regards your iPad with a disgruntling scrunch of his nose. He hates screen time before bed. But you just love drawing on it.
Youâd tease Jungkook with it sometimes. Annoy the hell out of him until heâd see no other choice but to put you to sleep his way.
But now Jungkook tucks you under the bed, makes sure to grab his number one enemy when it comes to having you to himself at night and hides in his nightstand.
You watch him slip off his shirt as he crosses the room. You get a glimpse of his broad shoulders and unfairly teeny tiny waist before he leaves the bedroom.
You turn to your side. A tiring sigh flies past your lips.
With two gentle claps of your hands the dim lights in the room shut off.
The spot next to you is empty. Cold.
Itâs unsettling how quickly youâve gotten used to the feeling.
~
The mattress dips beside you.
âHmm?â You stir awake, emitting confused murmurs.
âIâm sorry,â Jungkook hushes from behind you. âDidnât mean to wake you.â
Your head turns in his direction. âJungkook.â You bury your face into the crook of his neck. He is a magnet, always pulling you in. Even when you are sleepy and can barely force your eyes open.
His fingers find their way to your hair and in slow patterns he strokes over the length of it.
âWhat time is it?â you mutter the question into his skin.
âJust past midnight.â
âTwo hours?â Your peeved grumble prompts him to peck your bare shoulder. âYou said quick workout.â
âI didnât work out the entire week, babe.â
You rest your head on his arm, glaring up at him. âItâs just Wednesday.â
Jungkook shushes you with a firm squeeze on your hips. âIâm here now. Done with everything.â
When you hear him emit a tiny, exhausted blow through his nose â barely audible in the quiet room, but you notice because you notice every little detail about him â your eyes turn worried.
âYou okay?â
Jungkook lets the questions linger in the air before he nods firmly, uttering a, âYeah. Iâm fine.â
You tentatively sweep his short hair from his forehead. Itâs a little damp from the shower.
âThe day was filled with lots of important meetings. It was a lot today.â Before you can place your hand back on his chest, he catches your wrist and adds a small kiss to the back of your hand.
You figured as much. Jungkook barely texted you back today. Needed hours to respond.
âWas at least the food that I ordered for you good?â
âFuck â donât remind me.â He bites his bottom lip, pleasure spreading over his face. âThe food was incredible. Have you eaten there before?â
A smile curves your lips. âUh-huh. Went there with Namjoon last week. I didnât know when youâd have time to have dinner there with me, so I got my favourite from the menu for you.â
Jungkook has been coming late from work for over two weeks now. You barely had cute dates anymore.
âWe can go there.â His tatted fingers toy with the hem of your lacy nightgown. âYou wanna go there tomorrow? Iâll finish work earlier.â
Your eyes sparkle. âIâd love to.â
Jungkookâs dimple appear at your beaming face. He drags your thigh over his abdomen, the silky fabric of your nightgown riding up the curve of your butt. His palm rests on the exposed skin.
âWhy didnât you blow dry your hair?â you ask. You tug at some damp strands.
âDidnât want to wake you.â Jungkook cranes his neck down to gently kiss your forehead. âWe should sleep now. Itâs late.â
Your brows furrow in exaggerated displeasure. âNot yet.â
âWhatâs wrong, love?â He cups your cheek worriedly.
âWanna hang out more.â
Jungkook chuckles lightly. âYou wanna hang out?â
âYouâve been making me feel really lonely,â you say in a pout.
âLove, fuck.â His hand on the swell of your ass squeezes your flesh. âDonât say that.â
âYouâre barely home.â You get closer to him, if even possible, knee skimming past the front of his grey sweatpants. The pads of his fingers dig into your skin at that motion.
âYou really donât wanna sleep, huh?â
âNuh-uh.â
You slowly start to grind your hips against him.
âThen let me make up for all the time Iâve been away from my wife.â
You giggle when he draws you on top of him. You straddle his thigh as Jungkook leads your face down to his mouth. Itâs an impatient and longing kiss, the type that has your mind bewitched, compelling you into chanting his name in a never-ending rhythm.
Jungkook rids himself of his sweatpants, tossing them to the ground with his feet.
Your hips continue to move on his now bare thighs, moving your kisses from his lips to his neck. He doesnât like having marks on his neck, but you canât help but feel a little selfish when you start sucking on his skin. Just merely a second after, Jungkook pulls at your hair.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â he questions with a sharp gaze.
âHaving fun?â Your desire to leave a little hickey might also stem from media outlets starting to question why Jungkook and you havenât been spotted together recently, but youâd rather not admit that. You donât want him to think that you care about public perception, even though Jungkook is very well aware of it all. You just like to pretend it doesnât affect you.
You just canât wait for the photos tomorrow when you will show up in a cute outfit with Jungkook holding your hand, a small love bite adorning his neck after not making a public appearance with him for a couple weeks.
He sniffs a laugh. âJust canât help it, can you?â
âNever.â You bat your eye lashes.
His hands are on your waist, encouraging your slow movements. He bunches the soft material of your baby blue nightgown in his palms, staring at your clothed pussy.
âI can feel how wet you are for me.â His eyes move with the motions of your hips, a gentle smirk capturing his lips. âWhatâs gotten you so worked up, babe?â He flexes his thigh, coaxing a gasp from you.
âYou.â Youâre already a little breathless, his heartbreakingly handsome face fuelling the deep desire of needing more.
Jungkook clicks his tongue. âHave I not been taking care of my love? Hm?â Jungkook asks you in mock sympathy.
You nod, pressing your palms against his ripped chest while your hips grind a bit rougher on his thigh.
âIâm sorry.â He traces your bottom lip, gentleness coating his words. He pops his finger into your mouth, making you suck on it. You swirl your tongue around it until he withdraws his finger, sneaking it in your panties and pressing it against your sensitive clit.
A whine flies past your lips at his touch, moving even faster.
âYouâre gonna cum for me like this?â He starts circling the pad of his thumb on your clit.
Arching your back, you lean in for a kiss, uttering little moans of his name against his lips. You can feel the smug smirk on his mouth, can feel his possessiveness in the way he squeezes your ass and hear it in the loud smack that echoes through the room after his palm collided with your butt.
When you feel the pleasure exploding within you, you bury your face into Jungkookâs neck. Your body trembles. Jungkook tilts his head and gingerly pecks your temple, hands skimming over your back.
âGood girl,â he murmurs.
Jungkook puts you on your back, tugging off your panties and carelessly throws them away. He does the same to his pair of black briefs.
You watch him spit on his dick and stroke his hard cock while you get comfy on the pillows. Jungkook rubs his tip over your soaked pussy, leisurely pressing his dick inside when his head is against your entrance.
âFuck, I missed your pussy.â He wraps your legs around his waist, staring at how your pussy takes his entire length.
As he moves his cock, his hand raises to your head to tame your chaotic hair. You pucker your lips a little and he instantly answers your silent request with a smooth press of his mouth against yours.
âWant your vibrator?â he asks.
âToo sensitive.â Your nails graze his back, your feet keeping him close to you.
Jungkook pushes your silky nightgown past your tummy and over your tits. He loves watching them bounce as he thrusts his cock into your pussy. He gropes them, toying a little with your nipple as he swipes his spit over your nub. His eyes are practically glued to the supple swells on your chest.
Until he finds something prettier than your tits. Your face.
He wears a boyish smile on his face when you meet his gaze. You bite your lip, pleasure and giddiness swirling through you.
âTaking my cock so well,â he praises. âSuch a good slut for daddy.â
You gulp, teeth sinking further into your lip.
He lowers his head, pulling your earlobe between his lips before he whispers, âRight? You love being a good slut for daddy.â
Chills spreads over your neck and you manage a meek nod as loud whines escape your throat.
âUse your big girl words,â Jungkook demands. âTell me whose girl you are. You can do that, canât you?â His voice turns sweet again, though the taunting glint remains in his eyes. Your pussy foolishly clenches.
âIâm daddyâs girl,â you utter with bright eyes.
Jungkook flashes you his dimples. Excitement spreads in your tummy at his approval.
âOpen,â he instructs and you part your mouth. He drops a tiny bead of saliva in your mouth. With one hand around your throat, he feels you swallowing it. âGood girl.â
He pushes the back of your thighs towards your body, picking up on his speed.
âJungkook,â you moan weakly.
âGonna fill this pussy with my cum.â
He pounds you faster, harder, filling the room with filthy sounds.
âIâm close,â you mumble, fingers clawing at the bed.
âCum with me,â he rasps.
Jungkook grunts your name and you feel yourself topple over the edge as his tip kisses the sweet spot inside you, repeatedly hitting it until your hands fly up to his shoulders and nails dig into his skin.
His hips still, painting your pussy white. Jungkook plants slow kisses on your collarbone, trying to catch his breath.
When he pulls out, his cum follows, but he pushes your mixed juices back inside. You moan lightly, tapping your feet against his back to tell him to get you something to clean you up.
But Jungkook remains on top of you just a little longer. âYou did so good,â he whispers. He catches your left hand and pecks the ring that adorns your finger. âI love you.â
âLove you,â you mutter back, a tiny, exhausted smile curving your mouth.
âForever.â With a doting kiss he conceals the promise he has been making to you for four years.
Getting off the bed, he puts on his briefs and disappears into the bathroom to fetch a warm cloth. When he returns to clean you up, he is gentle with you, peppering kisses on your tummy and thighs and flashing cute smiles your way as he does it.
With his sweatpants and now dirty cloth he walks back into the bathroom.
âHave you thought about costumes for the Halloween party?â you ask him.
âHalloween party?â His voice ricochets through the bathroom.
âChanyeolâs Halloween party,â you remind him as he saunters back into the bedroom. The grey sweatpants hang dangerously low on his hips. âWanna go through my Pinterest board? I collected some cute ideas.â
He grabs white lacy panties from the dresser. âItâs in two weeks?â Jungkook helps you slip on the new panties, ducking down to press a light peck on the little bow sitting on the centre of it. âIâll see if I can find the time.â
You look at him puzzled. âWhat do you mean?â
Jungkook rakes his hand through his messy hair. âYou know Iâm extremely busy at the moment.â
âBut we always go to Chanyeolâs party.â You reach for his hand, tugging him closer to the bed. Disappointment pulls your lips into a pout.
Chanyeolâs Halloween party is always big, extravagant and ridiculously dramatic, but that is exactly what makes it fun. You love extravagance. Love dressing up.
Jungkookâs finger brusher over your dainty ring. âYou can still go. You donât need me to go with you.â
You drop his hand with a frustrated huff. Itâs not the response you wanted to hear. âMissing out on Jiminâs birthday last week wasnât enough?â you ask disdainfully. A bit mean. You donât care.
âIâm not doing it purposefully.â He levels you with reproving eyes. âI wish I couldâve come.â
You tuck your feet back underneath the blanket, pulling it up to your lap. âJust squeeze in a little time for the party.â You almost add a âplease?â, but youâre feeling terribly annoyed; the kind that makes you unconsciously clench your jaw and pull your brows so tightly, they practically touch.
âIâm not going to schedule around a silly Halloween party, ___.â His tone drips with irritation.
âFine,â you reply, scooching back on the bed. âDonât know why I even bothered.â
âLove.â Itâs a futile attempt at taming the sudden raging anger that crawled up your neck.
âYouâve been doing this constantly, Jungkook.â
He still stands in front of the bed. Tongue poking his cheek as he debates his next words. He swipes his hand over his face, sighing into his palm.
âYou donât understand,â he grumbles annoyed.
âI know you donât.â
Jungkook scoffs at your reply â even wears a crooked, ridiculing smile. An angry flush appears on his cheeks.
âLetâs not do this before bed,â he suggests. Tiredness is written all over him.
Weâre already in the middle of it. But you keep that to yourself. You donât have the energy for a bigger fight. Heâs drained it from you from all the fights the nights before this.
âI donât care anymore,â you say. âShouldnât have asked you anyway.â
Jungkook turns off the little lamp on his bedside table before he gets into bed. You turn your back to him.
Your heart is heavy with confusing emotions as you lie there in silence. You almost feel your eyes well up with tears, but you blink them away as soon as you feel them.
âWant me to accompany you to your appointment?â Jungkook asks suddenly.
âNo.â Yes.
âIâll start work a little later.â Jungkookâs hand sweeps across your tense shoulders. You mustâve unintentionally stiffened at the mention of your gynaecologist appointment. âI know youâre a little anxious.â
As sleep gradually embraces you a little later, you try to pull back every time invisible strings tug you closer towards Jungkook. You donât want to sleep in his arms this night, but your heart stubbornly ignores what your mind wants.
Your silent resistance eventually ends, surrendering to the inevitability of your limbs becoming entwined with his. Your cheek is pressed against his chest and his nose is buried in your hair while the soft cadence of his heartbeat finally lulls you into a deep slumber.
This is just the way Jungkook and you function.
Yet, despite your efforts, small seeds of doubt continue to sprout up in your mind, making you question just how much longer you can tolerate this.
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hey, how are you doing ?? hope youâre doing well !! đđ©·
i just wanted to ask if you can write a comfort fic with Jiung from p1h đ„ș everything is up to you iâve been having hard times for the last few months and iâm just keep reading your works so i wanna say thank you, you really helped me get through this time â€ïžâđ©č
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# author's note ... sorry for such a long wait but actually we were twinning and i was going through some stuff too đ i hope you enjoy this tho <3 i hope youâre doing better now and iâm happy my silly little writing could help you cheer up, even a bit đ«â€ïžâđ©č
# summary ... jiung enjoys every moment with you, even if itâs just a nap
# warnings ... mention of throwing up (but in a joking way), might seem a little suggestive but only if u squint ++ whole p1h cameo because i love them so much:(
# word count ... 1085
entering the dorm with keeho and intak, jiung is surprised at how quiet the place is.
ânow thatâs suspiciousâŠâ keeho giggled and three boys took off their shoes and put away their jackets.
bags rustling in their hands, they walked up to the living room. the soft sound of mario kart music echoed in the room but⊠the game seemed far forgotten.
âis anyone there?â intak asked quietly and jiung stepped closer, heart swelling in his chest upon the sight in front of his eyes.
you were sitting in the middle of the couch, shota and jongseob resting their heads on your lap. taeyang was awkwardly resting his head against the youngestsâ, hands wrapped around your legs⊠and his bottom part of the body uncomfortably on the floor.
keeho cooed and whipped out his phone, capturing this cute moment.
âwhat is that supposed to mean!â jiung grunted dramatically, noticing three gaming controllers messily thrown on the ground and a book of yours.
âthey fell asleep, you should be gratefulâ your sleepy murmur caught their attention.
your tired gaze met your boyfriendâs curious eyes and you sent him a lopsided smile.
âwhat even happened here?â keeho laughed softly and started to pick up the controllers from the ground.
âwell shota and seob were playing games, suddenly seob leaned against me so i started scratching his head. and then shota wanted too⊠and then tae came and protested that he wants too but welp, he didnât fit on the couch soâŠâ you chuckled, careful not to wake them up.
âidiotsâ jiung crossed his arms and noticed the sleepiness lingering in your gaze.
he knew that for the past few weeks (if not longer!) youâve been struggling with work and academic stuff. on top of that, you were exhausted mentally, struggling with socializing and finding happiness in even your favorite hobbies.
and yet⊠here you are, hanging out with his friends⊠scratching their heads and letting them asleep on you.
âokay, enough of this. y/nnie, i bought something for youâ your boyfriend hummed and poked theoâs arm.
âyeah, you must be pretty cramped upâ intak sighed and shook the youngestâs shoulders.
you gently tucked shotaâs hair behind his ear and woke him up with a soft tap on his back.
âwhat is it?â he yawned, sitting up. his hair was sticking in every direction, causing you all to laugh. the vibrations of your body stirred jongseob awake completely.
âmy bodyâŠâ theo groaned, massaging his neck. his eyes widened upon seeing the rest of the members being back âhi thereâ
âoh she has you all in a chokeholdâ keeho grinned and nudged jiung.
âdid you even sleep?â seob asked you quietly, smacking away intakâs hands. you nodded, even though it wasnât fully true. you were sleepy, sure, but you didnât nap like them.
âokay, letâs make some foodâ intak clapped his hands, the youngestsâ ears perking up.
once they were off you, you stretched your arms with a pleasant hum.
âhow was the shopping, baby?â you asked jiung, who walked up behind you. then, you felt his warm hands on your neck and arms. massaging your sore muscles gently, you let your hands drop (and your neck too) âthatâs niceâŠâ
âwe bought some clothes, intak bought some lego. i saw a cute hoodie and thought youâd like it soâŠâ he wanted to go and show it to you but he noticed the way your arms relaxed. his thumb pressing in the middle of your neck. a groan ripped out of your throat, causing the boys in the kitchen to laugh.
âew, disgusting!â
âiâll show you the hoodie later, okay? and how was your day?â jiung ignored them, fingers working their way to the side of your neck. the pressure was a bit tough but in a pleasant way.
âfine⊠boring⊠missed you. so, nothing new⊠oh, right here, pleaseâ you hummed, letting out a small sigh when he stumbled upon a certain spot. he smiled and continued on.
âiâm literally gonna throw up, can you take this somewhere private?â theo snickered.
âugh, intak, weâll have to stay out of the dorm for a whileâ keeho sighed dramatically and you shot your head up, glaring at him âjoking! jokingâŠâ
âcâmere, ji. they are just hatersâŠâ you mumbled and turned around, kneeling on the couch. wrapping your hands around his neck, you pecked his lips in a playful manner.
âew! okay, sorry! just go!â keeho laughed, amused by the situation. the truth was, he just wanted you two to have some privacy â especially considering that you havenât seen each other for the whole day.
you leaned away from jiung and stood up, grabbing your long forgotten book. after leaving it on the coffee table, he grabbed your hand gently and the bag in other.
entering his shared room, you looked around. the window was open, a nice breeze sneaking in.
âhere, try it onâ jiung leaned down and handed you the cloth. the hoodie was really cute â exactly how you liked it. it fit perfectly too.
you spun dramatically and posed.
âand?â you asked. jiung was observing you, smitten. a cocky smile was blooming on his lips.
âitâs perfect. what do you think, though?â he asked, tilting his head slightly.
âit doesnât smell like you yet. other than that, i love it. thank you, babyâ you hummed and placed a kiss on his cheek.
jiung melted upon the sweet gesture. everything you did caused his heart rate to speed up, even after almost two years of dating.
âhow was your day?â jiung asked and you fought a yawn, nodding.
âas usual⊠do you wanna take a nap? those rascals didnât really let me sleep⊠taeyang talks awfully a lot of things in his sleep, did you know that?â you giggled and before he answered, you already hopped into his bed, burying yourself in the blankets.
spotting the plushie you bought for him ages ago, you grabbed it and pressed to your chest.
âiâm no fun, am i? just sleeping all dayâ you giggled, a spark of guilt in your eyes. jiung shook his head and in a blink of an eye was next to you, arms wrapping around you securely.
âi was tired too. besides, i donât mind if i sleep or go bungee jumping. as long as youâre with me, iâll enjoy everythingâ he hummed and pressed a tender kiss on your cheek bone. melting into the gesture (and because of his words), your eyes began to close.
masterlist <3
taglist. @primoppang ,, @laylasbunbunny ,, @slytherinshua ,, @planetkiimchi ,, @weird-bookworm ,, @mon2sunjinsuver ,, @litepowee
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Maintenance Request: Chapter 15
Joel Miller x f!reader | new chapter every Friday
18+Â |Â ao3Â |Â main post & chapter list
chapter word count:Â 3.6k
chapter summary: you and Joel go on a second date đ
a/n: thank you as always to @katareyoudrilling for being the best beta đÂ
chapter tags/warnings:Â flirting, banter, fluff, cursing, pet names (honey, baby, gorgeous, darlinâ, sweetheart, cowboy), fondling, kissing, cuddling, comfort, food mention, drink mention, cursing, mention of reader's shitty ex (controlling behavior, manipulation, gaslighting, cheating) (shitty ex does not appear in this fic)
Chapter 15
Saturday, October 26
Ninth week of the semester
Joel
(10:03 PM): Hey honey, you awake?
you
(10:04 PM): sure am. even though someone tired me out last night đ
Joel
(10:06 PM): Think that was a joint effort, gorgeous.
(10:06 PM): You up for a call?
** outgoing FaceTime call to Joel **
âEveninâ, honey,â Joel looked tired and warm and like something you wanted to sink into and never come back out of. Like what you wanted in bed with you, right next to you.
âHey there,â you smiled. âHow was the movie?â
He shrugged. âNot bad. Funny. One of those movies for teens that she loves and I find incomprehensible.â You laughed. You probably understood more of those than he did, given Ellie and your students, but you knew what he meant.Â
âGot plans tomorrow, honey?â
âYou mean other than my hot date with some cowboy?âÂ
He laughed. âSome cowboy, huh? Yeah, other than that.â
âBrunch with Ellie and Beth, since we didnât go today.â You watched as he sat on his bed and leaned back into his familiar pillows. âYou look comfortable over there.â
He shook his head. âNot nearly as comfortable as Iâd be if you were here, baby.â You smiled and looked up at your ceiling.Â
âYouâre such a flirt.â
âAnd you love it.â You looked back at the phone to find him raising his eyebrows at you. When youâd looked away youâd lowered the phone, so he could see your shirt. Which was his.
âYou sleepingâ in my shirt, honey?âÂ
You smiled. âSmells like you, Joel.âÂ
His eyes were soft as he looked you over, even through the phone, and you pulled it back a bit to give him a better view of you lying against your pillows on the bed.
The grin that took over his face wasnât soft anymore.
âAre my eyes deceiving me, honey, or are you wearing my shirt and nothing else?âÂ
You grinned. âSharp eyes you got there.â
He groaned. âFuck, sweetheart. What do I do with you?âÂ
You shrugged, grinning. âAnything you want, I guess.â He groaned again and wiped his hand over his face.Â
âYouâre tempting me, honey, but I think we should hold that thought until tomorrow.â You sighed, but nodded. He may have blown your mind the night before, but you were only going on your second date. And you didnât want this to only be about sex. As amazing as the sex was.
âYouâre probably right, Joel. So whatâs the plan for tomorrow?â
You talked to Joel for about a half hour, until it was obvious to both of you that you were falling asleep.Â
âI can see your eyes closing from here, gorgeous. Go to sleep.â
âJoelââ
âIâll see you tomorrow, honey. Get some rest. You might need it.â You smiled at his wink, and said goodnight.
...
Sunday, October 27
Ninth week of the semester
On Sunday evening, you were ready and waiting on your sofa for Joel to pick you up around 5:45 pm. You were in a comfortable outfit, as youâd agreed, and youâd gotten to choose the place for dinner this time. Joel would have to be home for Sarah later, anyway.
Your phone buzzed, and you checked it, wondering if Joel was running late, but you found a text from Beth.
bestie
(5:39 PM): have an amazing date
(5:39 PM): tell me everything later
you
(5:40 PM) I will
bestie
(5:40 PM): donât be afraid to tell him, babe
(5:41 PM): I have a good feeling about this one
you
(5:41 PM): me too
bestie
(5:42 PM): đ«
Over brunch, youâd told Beth and Ellie that you were planning to tell Joel about Matt. At least, enough about him to give him an idea of what had happened. You figured if you and Joel were going to be together â and you hoped you would be â youâd have time for details later. Theyâd agreed it was a good idea, and helped you think about what you wanted to say.
You took a deep breath and sank back into your couch. You can do this.
A moment later, a knock at your door announced Joelâs arrival, and you smiled.Â
You opened your door to find him leaning against the frame on the other side, already grinning at you. He was dressed in one of his flannel shirts that showed off his shoulders, though you noticed it was still nicer than his typical work shirts. Before you could say anything he stepped forward, snaking his arm around your waist to pull you into a kiss.
âHey there, gorgeous,â he mumbled against your lips. âMissed you.â He teased along your bottom lip with his tongue, and for a moment you both slipped into a deeper kiss, before you gentled it and pulled away.Â
âHi yourself, handsome.â You pressed one more gentle kiss to the corner of his mouth and you felt it when he smiled.
âYou ready to go?â He stepped back from you and let his hand fall to tangle with yours. You nodded.
After locking your door you let him lead you to his truck. When he offered his hand to guide you into the passenger seat, you kept hold of it and pulled him in to kiss you again. You felt him smile against your lips as he stepped in between your knees. âIf you keep this up, honey, we might not make it to dinner.â
You smiled and kissed his cheek. âCanât help myself.â He hummed and slid his hands up the outside of your thighs, around your hips until he had a firm grip on your ass with each hand. He squeezed once and then pulled you forward suddenly, tugging your hips to meet his.Â
âHoney, if you wanted to stay in, I wouldnât be hard to convince.â You could feel the evidence supporting his claim in his jeans and you bit your lip. He watched and then kissed you, softly.
You straightened your shoulders and shook the haze out of your mind. âI do actually want to go on this date with you, Joel.â
He smiled. âMe too, darlinâ.â He leaned in for one more quick kiss before stepping back, gesturing for you to turn in the seat so he could close the door.
Soon you were on your way, and Joelâs hand found its home on your thigh once more.
âSo where to?â Youâd agreed last night that you would choose the restaurant tonight, since Joel had chosen for your first date. You gave him directions to your favorite local taco place. It was in a tiny old-house-turned-restaurant, and you figured heâd love the backyard that functioned as their outdoor eating area. You also knew youâd be able to have some privacy for what you wanted to talk about.
It wasnât far from your apartment, and soon Joel was pulling into a parking space just around the corner from the restaurant. âIâm guessinâ itâs that colorful place on the corner?â
You nodded. âYep! Come on, tacos await.â He laughed and followed you down the street.
Inside, the restaurantâs cheerful interior was as warm and welcoming as always. The walls were painted bright colors and all of the furniture was comfortable and well-used. The host recognized you (which was a little embarrassing, but fine) and quickly took you through the small indoor space to the backyard. You heard Joelâs surprised inhale behind you as you stepped outside, and you smiled.
The backyard was fenced off and the lot was bigger than it looked from the street. String lights decorated the fence and criss-crossed the yard overhead, along with other colorful decorations. There were a lot of tables, but the thing that had always made you love this space was how the tables were divided from each other â with plants. It was like sitting in little garden nooks where youâd normally find benches. There were bushes and tall plants everywhere that had been intentionally grown to provide privacy throughout the yard. Paths wound throughout, and the host led you down one of the winding paths to a small table in a back corner, surrounded by the fence on one side and a large hydrangea bush on the other. It was a gorgeous spot.Â
You turned to see Joelâs reaction as you sat, and you werenât disappointed. He was looking around with a curious, interested look on his face, taking in the yard. You bit your lip, waiting for his reaction.
As he settled in his chair he reached his hand out to brush his fingers lightly against the hydrangea blossoms, and he smiled. When his eyes met yours, your breath caught in your throat.Â
âI had no idea this was back here,â he sounded stunned. âDarlinâ, this is amazing. Dâyou know if they grew it like this?âÂ
You grinned. âI hoped youâd like it. Yes, Beth and Ellie and I come here a lot, and weâve met the owners a few times. There was a huge overgrown mess of a garden when they bought it â it took a lot of work, they said, but they kept as much of what was here as they could. They decided to let it guide their plan for the space, rather than the other way around.â
Joel was smiling, almost wistfully as he looked around the yard again. âThey did a great job. I can tell someone really knows what theyâre doing.â You nodded. He turned back to you and suddenly reached across the table to take your hands in his, tangling your fingers together and squeezing. âI do like it, honey. Iââ he cleared his throat. âI love it. But I also,â he shook his head, and you squeezed his hands. He looked down at where your fingers were tangled together, and then met your eyes again. âItâs beenâ nevermind.â
âJoel, Iââ
âNo, baby, thank you. Thatâs all.â He smiled and squeezed your hands again. âI love it.â
You thought maybe he wanted to say something else, but then he changed the subject to the food. You told him what you liked, and soon your waiter arrived to take your order. After your drinks quickly arrived, you were alone again.
Joel still seemed to be thinking about something, and you werenât sure what, so you decided to give him time to work it out. You could always ask about it later. Instead, you decided to go for a lighter topic â you werenât quite ready to bring up the one youâd planned to talk about, not yet.
âSo what show are Sarah and Tommy watching?â
Joel groaned, and the two of you discussed the reality TV show that had hooked the other two Millers until your food arrived.Â
âI just donât care about the love lives of these people,â Joel said. âI canât figure out why they find it so compelling.âÂ
You laughed. âI watched a couple of seasons of that one with Beth. Itâs entertaining, at least.âÂ
Joel shook his head. âNone of their relationships ever feel real, you know? I just get impatient with it. Knowinâ most of them wonât end up together, anyway.â You nodded. That made sense. You could already tell that he went after what he wanted, once he knew he wanted it.
You both took a moment to eat, and Joel told you how much he liked the food, too. âIâm glad you showed me this place, darlinâ. Canât believe Iâve never been here. Sarahâll love it.â
When your tacos were done, you ordered another round of drinks, and Joel scooted a bit closer to the table so he could reach out to take your right hand in his left again. You were feeling comfortable, and as always, talking to Joel was easy. You took a deep breath and decided to go for it.
âJoel, I wanted to, um, talk to you about something.â You noticed that his brows furrowed immediately in response to that, and you squeezed his hand. âNothing like that. I wanted toââ You sighed, and took a sip of your drink. âI want to tell you about that past relationship, the one I told you about a little bit the other day. In my office.â
Joel looked surprised â his eyebrows flew up, and he reached to take your other hand, capturing both in the middle of the table. âYou donât have to, honey. Iââ
âNo, um, I know.â You interrupted, but brushed your thumb over his knuckles in apology. âI want to. Not all of it. I figure we have time, you know? I think we both, well. It feels like weâre both thinking we'll have time.â His face was serious as he nodded in agreement. You nodded once, sharply. âBut I want you to know a few things, just about what it was like. I think itâll make it easier, for us. If I tell you now.â
Joel listened attentively as you explained. His hands were warm and you felt comforted by his touch, by the caress of his thumbs as they moved back and forth. He murmured your name softly. âIâll listen to whatever you want to tell me. Thank you for trusting me.â
You closed your eyes, thinking about how different just this moment was from anything youâd ever had with Matt. It was a good place to start, maybe.
âLetâs start with that. Matt, thatâs his name, he didnât trust me at all. Itâs easy for me to put names on all of the issues now, itâs been five years and a lot of therapy,â you smiled weakly, but Joel was watching you like nothing could tear his attention away from this moment. âI didnât recognize it at the time. But he was pretty manipulative, emotionally. He withheld things like trust andââ You closed your eyes. âAnd love. I had to, um. Earn those things, he said.â Joel made a noise, and your eyes flew open. His expression was dark and angry and you blinked, surprised. He seemed to see your reaction and softened his brow.
âSorry, honey. That â that wasnât for you. I donât like the sound of this guy, might look a bit mad as I listen.âÂ
âI feel pretty angry about it sometimes, too. I did, for a while.â You shook your head.Â
âUm, but anyway. He didnât⊠Iâm not sure he actually liked me, you know? More that he liked having someone to control. But there wasnât really any love in that relationship, not after he swept me off my feet at the beginning. He never did things for me, like nice things, and when I did things for him he would only tell me how I didnât do them right. It wasâŠâ you looked away, trying to decide how much detail to give, how much you needed to say right now. You shook your head and looked back to meet his gaze. âIâve had a lot of time to work through it, I guess. Not that Iâd say Iâm over it. But like the other day, sometimes I react based on my experiences with him, not based on whatâs happening right now, in the moment. He cheated on me, a lot. He used to tell me things like that were my fault, because I wasnât good enough.â You felt Joelâs grip tighten on your hands and looked down. âI was with him for almost two years. It wasnât like that the whole time, but you know, it ended up there by the end. I justââÂ
You looked back up, but the look on Joelâs face made you lose your train of thought. He wasnât angry anymore. Or he was, a bit, but he was also looking at you like you were breaking his heart. âJoel? Are youââ
âDonât ask me if Iâm ok,â the words rushed out of him and he stopped, taking a deep breath. âIâ I am so sorry that happened to you. I donât, shit,â he trailed off, eyes dancing over your face. âThank you for telling me about it. I promise, sweetheart, I wonâtââ
You cut him off. âI know, Joel, Iââ
He whispered your name again and shook his head. âLet me say it, please. I promise I wonât ever treat you like that. If I ever do anything, anything at all that even hints at how he treated you, please tell me. But you should know Sarah would probably kill me herself. If Tess and Frank didnât get to me first.âÂ
You smiled. âJoel, Beth and Ellie agreed with me that I should tell you a little bit about it today, because we all think youâre a good man. And I want you to know me, you know? This might⊠well. It might come up again. It probably will. And I wanted to explain, more, after⊠yeah.â You felt shaky, suddenly, like telling him all of that had taken more out of you than youâd thought. He eyed you and tugged on your hands.
âCan you come over here, just for a minute, honey? Can I hold you?â You nodded quickly and stood, coming around the table to let him pull you into his lap. He slipped his left arm around your waist and his right up your back, cupping your neck and pressing your head down onto his shoulder. The chairs werenât really meant for this, even if they were sturdy, but you figured a few minutes wouldnât hurt anyone. Hopefully the waiter didnât come back.
You felt Joel press a kiss to your hairline, and you sighed into his neck. He put his lips to your ear, and murmured, âI wonât lie, baby, I am so angry that man treated you that way. I donâtâŠâ He pressed a kiss to your cheek. âI know itâs early, so Iâll just say I care about you. A lot. Iâm so sorry, honey. And I want you to know how proud I am, to have your trust.âÂ
You didnât know how good it would feel to have someone say that to you until Joel said it.Â
âI know you could tell I was thinking about something when we got here, something I was having trouble telling you.â You nodded into his shoulder and felt his smile where his mouth was pressed against your cheek. âThis year for my birthday, Sarah got my watch fixed.â He moved his wrist to show you the watch youâd seen him wear most days youâd known him. âIâd been meaning to do it, never got around to it.â He let out one rueful sounding laugh. âBut itâs⊠You know that feeling, when someone does something for you or gives you a gift that really makes you feel, well. Seen, I guess? Appreciated. Like they really know you.â
You try to lift your head to look at him, but he presses your head down gently. âSarah knew Iâd never get this fixed. She snuck it out of the house to do it, all on her own. It, well. It meant a lot to me.â He cleared his throat. âHoney, you know I like you a lot. I think you like me, too. But when I saw this place, and when I saw you waiting to see my reaction to it, itâ it felt like the watch.â He kissed your cheek again, and this time he let you lift your head so you could meet his gaze. He cupped your cheek in his right hand and the look on his face took your breath away.
âI know this is only our second date. I know weâve barely gotten started. But this feels special, sweetheart. I didnât want to scare you off by sayinâ too much. This feels likeâŠâ he trailed off, and smiled.Â
You smiled back. âI know, Joel.â He leaned forward and pressed his forehead to yours, and you leaned into it, eyes slipping closed. âI feel it, too.â
You sat there together for another moment, but too soon, you pulled back. âI should get back to my seat before the waiter gets back.â Joel nodded, but pressed a quick kiss to the corner of your mouth before he let you go.Â
Back in your seat, you and Joel just looked at each other for a moment. âShould we, um,â you started, but didnât know how to finish your suggestion. He smiled.
âWant to get out of here, darlinâ?â You smiled back, and nodded.
Once the waiter came back you took care of the bill, and Joel guided you out of the yard and through the house with his hand on your lower back the whole way. At the truck you reached to open the passenger door, but Joel reached out to put his right hand on the door, holding it closed.Â
âSweetheart,â he murmured, and turned you around. He crowded you against the side of the truck and cupped your face in his left hand. âHey there, gorgeous.â
You smiled. âHey, handsome.â
âIâve got a couple more hours before I have to head home, you know.â
âThat so?â You grinned. âWell then, I think you should take me home, hmm? Maybe come in, have a drink?â
Joel answered by leaning forward to kiss you, hard.Â
âŠ
bestie
(9:14 PM): how did it go???
you
(9:32 PM): it went really well
(9:33 PM): he liked the garden too
bestie
(9:33 PM): well we know heâs into plants
(9:34 PM): did he say anything about it
you
(9:35 PM): about Matt? just that he was sorry Iâd been through that and he promised not to treat me that way
(9:36 PM): he said if he ever did anything like that Sarah would probably kill him
bestie
(9:37 PM): as she should
(9:37 PM): Iâm calling you I need more details that canât be all of it
you
(9:37 PM): lol fine
...
a/n: the taco place is based on a real coffee shop and empanada place I used to frequent when I lived in Houston (Campesino, I miss you), with the addition of a garden I saw somewhere else.
I hope I tagged everyting write for their convo! Don't worry, shitty ex never actually appears in this fic. let me know if you think I should add any tags.
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OH LORD MAMA TAKE THE WHEEL THISNIS MY LAST ONE.
imagine the boys just got back from a mission and when they enter the base, they found sweetheart cooking their country food for them. The taste is giving âšSEASONEDâš, its giving âšyou want me to marry youâš, its giving âšthat type of food that added 10 years to your life spanâš, ITS GIVING âšYOU DID A VERY GOOD JOB AND IM PROUD OF YOUâš
NOOOO NEVER STOP THESE I SWEAR YOU'RE JUST FINE đđđ«đ« these give me life you have no idea miss rorođ
(@missroro ROROOO GURL IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVERđđ PLS FORGIVE ME I WAS SHADOWBANNED AND THEN OTHER ASKS KEPT POURING INđ§ââïžthis is quite long, so hopefully you will take that as a sacrifice for my tardiness đI hope you're doing well! I miss you LOTS đ)
BUT UGHHH GOD
And the FACT that I already have a scenario that's kinda like this blows my mind đ€Żđ€Ż
When Sweetheart wasn't needed for this certain mission, she said "aight bet. I know yall are gonna be so damn tired and hungry so watch this WORK."
(Idk if you wanted Sweetheart to cook her home food, or cook their country meals, so imma do both đ)
Her home-cooked food:
When Task Force 141 came back to the base they smelt that SEASONING IMMEDIATELY LIKE--
Gaz: Something just happened.
I know he's the FIRST to book it to the living room, and then he sees the PLETHORA
GRITS, SWEET YAMS, MAC AND CHEESE, CHICKEN, HAM, GREENS AND OX TAILS, CORNBREAD-- ALL THE GOOD SHIT YOU CAN THINK OOOFFF
Gaz squeals (LITERALLY SQUEALS) cause he's been wanting to taste her cooking.
(He's always asked about African-American cooking since he grew up with British cooking. Sweetheart told him the goodness and he's been hooked on it ever since)
Everyone else comes in and sees the table and they're just in shock
Like what the hell- how long did it take you to make all this?? I love you???
It felt so domestic, like coming home to a home cooked meal after getting off work and seeing your wife smile at you saying "welcome home, dear!"
Sweetheart is just beaming at them, saying "I know yall have been through hell, so have a lil' piece of heaven!" (She's so CHEESY) the mother in her comes thru, telling them to take showers and get situated first then come eat.
WHEN I TELL YOU THAT THEY B O O K E D IT TO THE MENS SHOWERS TO GET CLEAN-- GHOST PUSHED ALEX AND SOAP INTO A WALL SO HE CAN GET THERE FIRST (König and Price were already in there LOL they're witches I swear)
They were done so quickly Sweetheart had to check if some of them were actually clean
Sweetheart: Suds?
Soap, flushed: uhm, yeah?
Sweetheart, eyes squinting: Did you wash yo' ass?
Soap:
Soap: Yes...?
Sweetheart: GO GET CLEANED
Soap: BUT FOOD--
Sweetheart: G O
(Alex and Gaz low key laughing at him and Price is disgusted that Soap sometimes doesn't wash his ass)
They all finally sit down and they just enjoy the warm feeling in their chests while looking at the food. Sweetheart turns on some r&b music (is this a black 80s BET movie? MAYBE) and she walks to the edge of the table, eyes are filled with love and pride for her team. "Aight, I'm gonna keep this short and simple cause I know all yall are hungry and tired," she starts. The team sit on every word she says, as they always do. She smiles. "I'm glad you all made it back safely. Successful mission or not, I will always be proud of all of you. I love yall."
She's too good for them, man. Wtf
They all just fell in love with her more AHA
So she sits down and the chatter and clatter begins. They all moaned so much when they ate the food đđ
(They all went into a food coma and had the BEST SLEEP EVER)
--
(If she made everyone's food from their culture) (I put my whole ass into this wow)
When SAS and Los Vaqueros trudged through the hallway, they heard a clang and a yelping "Ow! Son of a-"
Price and Ghost look at each other before picking up the pace towards the kitchen. "Sweetheart? Are you -" Price freezes when he sees the kitchen filled with different types of food. " - Okay..."
"Oh fuck-- Hey! Yall are back already! That's wonderful." Sweetheart nervously laughs as she wipes her hands on her messy apron. The others start to come in, not expecting the different dishes on the counters. She squeals, "Nah uh! Don't come in here! Go and get cleaned now, all of you!" They stare at her for a bit until sprinting to the Men's Showers. Shouts and loud bangs from falling tact gear are heard, making Sweetheart chuckle and shake her head. Once the men came back to the kitchen, she was gone and so was the food. "In here!" She yelled. Soap made it first to the dining room and let out a big gasp. On the long, make-shift table sat a multitude of different foods and drinks each man recognized from their home country.
"Oh, mo leannan, this looks barry!" Soap exclaims.
"In English, Mactavish." Ghost mumbles, making Soap kiss his teeth. "This looks wonderful, St.! I'm- how did you--" Sweetheart shushes him, Soap still smiling ear to ear. "Don't ask questions! Just come sit down and get your plate."
They all grab a plate and utensils with rushed steps and big smiles.
- đ©âĄđȘ -
Price, Ghost, and Gaz sat at the end, where they all recognize the things to make Bangers and Mash. Shepherd's Pie and Fish and Chips could be found on all their plates with a side of Barm cakes. Their dishes melt in their mouths, dragon breathing at every bite since it was still hot. Ghost had a feeling in his chest that he felt extremely warm and overwhelming. He didn't think she would make something like this for him. "How're yall enjoying it?" She asks behind Price. "Umberweivable!" Gaz spouted out, a disbelief and amazed look on his face. Sweetheart laughs at him, "Hopefully, that meant unbelievable!" Gaz nods quickly with big food-filled cheeks. "Absolutely amazing, Princess." Price says after taking a swig of homemade Ginger Beer. "Haven't had Shepherd's Pie and Ginger Beer in so long. Good run down memory lane." Price smiles with soft and grateful eyes. Sweetheart snorts out a laugh and taps her cheek. Price raises an eyebrow until the embarrassment creeps in. He grabs his napkin and wipes the food that was stuck to his cheek. "I'm glad you like it, Cap! It was so hard finding an easy recipe for that damn beer." Sweetheart grumbles, looking at the kitchen with furrowed eyes and hand on Price's shoulder. He leans into her touch and sighs. "All in all, thank you." He murmurs, lifting her hand and placing a kiss on it. Sweetheart giggles, ignoring the heat coming from her hand. "You're very welcome!" She moves to Ghost, who has been quietly shoveling food in his mouth. "Hey Ghost! Are you--" Sweetheart stopped when he looked up at her. Eyes big with tears running down his flushed, stuffed cheeks. His eyes tick away from her changed face. "What...?" Simon whispers. She gives him a soft smile as one of her hands wipes off his tears. He didn't even notice the tears falling... "You enjoying the food?" She asks softly. Oh, that tone. That tone she uses only for Simon. He shivers, nodding his head slowly and then laying on her hip. She coos, wrapping her hand around his head while giving him head scratches to calm him down. You're alright, Simon. She's saying through her touch. Enjoy yourself.
Soap was practically vibrating in his chair when he saw a pitcher of Scottish Ale next to a big pot of Cullen Skink and an array of Scotch Pies with small Bacon Butties on the side. He did a double take when he saw a dish filled with Stovies and fried cut potatoes. Just how he ate it when he was younger. He lets out a disbelieved laugh as he reaches for it. "St.!" He calls out to her. She comes over with a worried look. "Wassup Suds? Everything okay?" He looks up at her with glassy eyes and a smile, nudging the Stovies. Sweetheart snickers, "I told you I would make it! I remember you tellin' me that your...mĂ thair? Or-- mudder- damn I forgot how to say it-- but ya mom use to make this for you! So I looked up a recipe and may have added some of my extra spice to it." She explains as she whispers and laughs that last part. He can't believe that she remembers that. He told her that when he met her; telling her all the different Scottish cuisines. "I hope it tastes good..." She mumbles to herself. She cares. Soap grabs his spoon and collects some of the dish. She cares so much. Memories going through his mind when he chews it. She cares too much. "It's delicious." Soap whimpers out. Sweetheart smiles as she bends down to hug him. "I'm glad you like it."
Alejandro exclaims loudly when he takes a bite of his abundantly covered Elote. Rudy chuckles at him, taking another big ladel of Pancita and putting it in his bowl. "Hey guys, are you- WOW," Sweetheart yells. "You guys really ate almost everything! The Tamales and Flautas are gone..." Alejandro hums as he swallows. "So is the Ceviche and the PipiĂĄn." They both laugh at Sweetheart's surprised face. "Yall were hungry!!"And we still are, mama!" Alejandro snickers, taking more bites of his corn. "Mi flor, how did you make some of these dishes? And by yourself?" Rudy asks. He's so proud of her. He feels like he's back at home. "Oh, I had some help! Kinda-- some of the rookies helped me make the dishes! But then I kicked them out cause they were getting on my nerves." Sweetheart said, making the men laugh. "I knew you were a good cook. You would make a good wife someday, Sweetheart!" Alejandro shouted out as he smiled. Her shy laugh made him feel warm, but he wants his statement to come true.
König wanted to cry. He hasn't seen such a big pan of Tiroler Gröstl in a while. A basket of Kaiser Rolls is next to some Kasnocken and a pot full of Potato Gulasch. He scratches the brown hood he has on. Sweetheart made it for him so he could wear it when he's on base, since his other one was stinking up the joint. He watches Krueger take a big bite of his food and gulp down his drink that tastes like Almdudler. He's also wearing a hood that Sweetheart made for him; light blue fabric and handmade yellow stars scattered around it. It's scrunched up to his nose, his scarred lips still munching on his roll. He seems to be enjoying himself. König hasn't eaten with Krueger ever since they were kids. The impact on Krueger's actions in the past really changed everything for König and the family. But at least they're bonding in silence. "Hey, you two! Enjoying the food?" Sweetheart asks. Sweetheart. "Yes, meine kleine Göttin. It's very tasty." Krueger compliments her. She giggles, but it's cut short when Krueger grabs her arm and kisses her cheek. "Thank you for this wonderful feast, my love." He whispers in her ear with a smirk. Her mind goes blank for a moment, the heat of the kiss still searing on her brown skin. König grips his fork hard, turning his knuckles white. She sputters and then loudly laughs. "Yeah! No- no problem! I uh, König? How you uh, you enjoying the food?" He looks down at his plate, still quite full of food, yet not feeling like eating any of it anymore. König smiles with his eyes. "I am, Schatz. Thank you."
Horangi was enjoying himself to the fullest. Slurping down some Jajangmyeon with korean fried chicken and Kimchi fried rice with an egg. It reminds him so much of his mother's cooking, and when he didn't receive any Valentine's Day gifts so he would eat the noodles on Black Day. He blows on the noodles, the steam fogging up his black sunglasses. He wishes his past choices didn't bring him to this point. To be reminded of what he had, and now it's gone. He drank some of his soda, causing a big burp outta him. "You seem to be enjoying it, Horangi!" But without all his choices, he wouldn't have met her. He chuckles, covering his heavily scarred smile with his hand. Her warm hand snakes around his, gently pulling it down. She wants to see his smile. Her eyes sparkle at seeing his half-uncovered face. He's so pretty... "You like the noodles? M'sorry if I got the sauce wrong, I think I forgot some ingredients--" Horangi shakes his hand up. "No, no! It's perfect. The black bean sauce is amazing. I almost finished the whole pot." He's extremely impressed by her, but the cold feeling in his spine is wanting him to put the mask back on. Sweetheart squeals and claps, "Oh wonderful! I'm so glad you like it! By the way.." She leans down to hug his frozen form. "I hope to see your smile again. It's very pretty." She says. He is not grateful for his past choices, but he is grateful for her.
Alex and Roach enjoy their food in comfortable, happy silence. Alex hasn't had a decent cheeseburger since his leave. He dips a crinkle cut fry in ketchup, while Roach enjoys a big Maine Crab Roll. He's never tasted one before, but he always has, ever since Sweetheart gave him a postcard with the Roll on it, it's been his dream to taste one. "Yo, Alex! How's the burger?" Sweetheart asks, walking up to the both of them. Alex hums with a smile on his face. "You can't go wrong with a cheeseburger unless it's from a dirty bar." Sweetheart laughs, "Amen to that! And you're you doing, Gare Bear? Ya like the roll?" She asks sweetly. Roach can feel his face heat up from the nickname. He puts it down, finally taking breaths from horking it down non-stop, and putting two thumbs up. Her bright smile made both of them feel warm inside.
Graves sighs. His bones and joints hurt so damn bad. That mission with everyone was successful but it always costed some type of labor pain. He went to his dorm, already clean and changed into casual clothes. He could've sworn he heard laughing on the other side of the base... It didn't matter to him. All he wanted to do was to sleep off this pain. He notices a big plate covered in tin foil and a small note plus a coke-a-cola on his door mat. His eyes scan down the hall way with confused brows. Is he being pranked by one of his shadows? He better not be, he doesn't have the patience for it- Oh it's from Sweetheart. Wait- "What?" Graves mumbles, eyeing the messy note. The note reads:
Hey Graves. Congrats on the successful mission
Made you some dinner cause I'm pro proo pri PROU FUCK proud of you. That is the only time I'm gonna say that to you and it's not even in person. Doesn't matter, enjoy the food
Sweetheart ⥠(p.s. you still an asshole and NO I did NOT put laxatives in your food this time)
He huffs out a chuckle with a wobbly smile. So she does care for him. In a-- weird, hateful way. He walks in his dorm with food and drink in hand and opens the tin foil, the smell of barbecue baby back ribs, steamed carrots, buttered rolls and mashed potatoes fill his nostrils. His mouth waters immediately as he sits in his desk chair. He digs in with the utensils that Sweetheart gave him, his mind immediately going to his repeated fantasy about having a family with Sweetheart. Her, serving him a big plate of food with their baby boy on her hip. She kisses Graves's forehead and situates their son in the high chair before she starts to eat as well. A happy smile works on his face, not feeling the tears streaming down his cheeks. A happy family. "It's delicious..."
- đ©âĄđȘ -
After Dinner Bonus!
"Hey, no one go ANYWHERE! Yall are helping me clean all this shit up!" Sweetheart points out with a frown. Soap laughs, "Of course, hen! Why wouldn't we?"
"You did a lot for us, Princess. We'll take care of everything now. Go and take a load off." Price says close to her. Very close to her. "Nah, I can help!" Sweetheart pushed. "Your shoulder has been bothering you, hasn't it?" Ghost said, making Sweetheart flinch. "Why you gotta call me out like that, man?" Sweetheart whined. He was right, though. She's been rotating her left shoulder from time to time, playing it off every time one of the boys asked about it.
Alejandro laughs, placing his hand on her hip. His thumb doing small circles on her thin clothing. Rudy and Krueger strolled towards Sweetheart. Rudy wore a soft smile, yet his eyes told a different story. A more mischievous story. Alejandro's voice dropped an octave, making a hot jolt spike through Sweetheart's spine. "Come now, mama. I know just what to do to help you relax."
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can you please please please please pleeeeease write smth super angsty with comfort with changbin đ«
Cramping up.
Warning: Angst, blood, periods.
Summary: your cramps this time around are heavy and changbinâs âbusyâ schedule leads to something tragic.
Pairing: reader x Changbin
Two people requested for a Changbin angst. So here it is đ„°
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Periods.
Y/n hated her period with everything in her but yet she was so relieved whenever it came around.
Her cramps were always a 9/10 and her body ached horrendously. She hated that time of month. Changbin also hated that time of the month because he hated seeing his girl in so much pain.
He always made sure to note when it would be arriving down. He also made sure to run to the grocery store to get her favorite snacks, run her a bath, rent out her favorite movies and buy her a pack of her medication but for some reason (it was quite obvious the reason) he had forgotten to do it this month.
You see, come back season was officially over and the boys were on a month long break. Yes! A month long break. Changbin (since he was a part of 3 racha) was the most excited for it because it meant that he could sleep in, play videos games and not have to worry about deadlines, music, etc.
He was in such an off mode that he ignored the whole world around him and at first Y/n accepted it because he did deserve this break but it was getting annoying because she too wanted to spend time with her boyfriend.
It was 5 in the evening. He was back on the game again. "Binnie?" She whimpered while her hands wrapped around her lower abdomen. Her body was heating up and her stomach was quite literally vibrating because of how much pain she was in.
"Changbin can you please pass me some painkillers from the cabinet?" She asked again due to the fact that Changbin didn't hear her the first time.
"Hm? What did you say babe?" He removed his headphones and slightly turned to look over at her, barely.
"Can you get me painkiller? They're in the bathroom."
"Okay give me a sec," he turned back to the his PC and unpaused the game. This not only angered and frustrated Y/n but it made her sad.
She was haunched over with tears in her eyes. The room was dark and the only source of light was coming from Chnagbins large PC and the bathroom.
The AC was running but she still could feel the heat radiating from her body.
She let out a little whine when she felt the cramps intensify. Changbins constant taps on the keyboard weren't helping her at all.
"Binnie please can you just-"
"Y/n chill for a sec and stop nagging me will you? You always tell me how I should relax and spend some me time but you constantly keep bugging me to do things for you, so please," he glared at you. The game being forgotten about. It took her a while to process what he said but her body had reacted way before her brain could catch up causing her to gasp and scoot away from him.
"I'm sorry, I'll let you be," she whispered and choked on her tears. Her heart rate was beating at a fast rate. The tears began to slowly fall down her cheeks.
He rolled his eyes and put back his headphones before mumbling a few words and continuing to play. He had no idea how much pain Y/n was in. It was obvious.
She watched him play as the tears were running down her face. Her heart was broken or maybe it was just the hormones talking? It didnât matter to her because yeah even if she did tell Binnie to have time to rest and relax, he hadnât even had time for her and now he was becoming very frustrated with her.
After what felt like forever, she gathered the little energy she had left and made her way to the bathroom. Her body shook vigorously at how much pain she was experiencing. Was this normal? She started to question.
She grabbed the pain killers from the cabinet and reached out to grab the cup for water. Everything was spinning now and she felt faint. The world was spinning at a fast space and as she filled the glass with water her body collapsed leaving shattered glass by her body.
Changbin started to feel guilty for snapping at her. He felt even more guilty when she went to get the painkillers she had asked him so nicely for and he decided he would apologize when she was back and maybe take her out for a movie.
The sound of the breaking glass gave Changbin a scare. At first he thought it was Y/n doing something and accidentally broke a glass but as he there was no more movement or human activity going on he got worried and quickly got up and followed the sound.
"Y/n? You okay?" He asked knocking but there was no answer. "Y/n?" He called once again while pushing the bathroom door open.
He gasped at the sight. She was laying on the ground with blood gushing out her head. What had happened? Was he this blind to notice she was this badly off? This is all his fault.
"Y/n?! Oh my God," he gasped and run to her side. "Baby?! Can you hear me?" He tried to softly wake her up but all he got in response was a groan and whimper.
His heart was beating at a high rate. His hands shaking and his body breaking a sweat. He grabbed his phone from his back pocket and quickly dialed and called their company medics.
He was then instructed to carry her to bed and put pressure on the wound that was gushing out blood so he did so and followed every little instruction He then had to wipe her face with cold water which instantly woke her up.
"Ow..."she groaned rubbing the side of her head. "Binnie?" She sobbed when she realized what was going on.
He could finally breathe. It was like a huge weight was lifted off his shoulders. He still didnât stop wiping her face with the cold water. He wanted to make sure she would stay awake.
"Baby, what happened?" He instantly asked.
"I- I don't know," she sobbed again, "I was trying to get water cause my cramps hurt really bad. You didnât want to get it for me and I just- everything went black," her voice was soft, Changbin could barely hear. Her tears upset him so much.
"Cramps?" He asked confused, "oh my God! I totally forgot, is it that time of the month already?" he smacked his forehead feeling guilty. "I'm so sorry my love, I was so mean to you yet you needed me," his lower lip quivered feeling bad for putting her through this.
She had no response tho, "Binnie, it hurts," she groaned again while holding her stomach and head. Her breakdown was getting worse.
âBabygirl, you need to breathe. Please. Your going to pass out again,â
âI-it hurts so bad Binnie,â she hiccuped. Changbin only knew one way to calm her down. He got into the other side of the bed and cuddled her. He rubbed circles on her back and she continued to tell her to breathe. Trying to comfort her in any way.
It broke his heart watching her in such a state. He felt like the worst boyfriend ever.
"I'll get you some pain meds yeah? We'll wait to the medics are here so we can see what to do after. Okay my love?" He was panicking again and it was so visible.
"I-I'll be okay," she held his hand for reassurance and she could physically see Changbin let out a huge sigh of relief.
When the medics had arrived, they were shocked that Y/n was even awake.
âDo you wanna tell me what happened?â The man asked her as he carefully cleaned the wound.
âI donât know really. I was just waking to get water and pain killers. I just remember my cramps being really bad, the pain kept getting worse. Then I just passed out and I think I hit my head,â she explained.
âHow bad was the pain?â He proceeded to ask. She winced at a sharp shoot pain that run through her head when he added a cream to the wound.
âIt was on like an 9-â
âHer cramps are normally bad not this bad to the poibt she passes out,â Changbin cut her off trying to help.
âAlright, I think youâll need to see a doctor about that because that could be a sign you body is telling you,â Changbin made sure to note to make an appointment later for the doctors. They examined her head wound one last time to make sure everything was okay and if it needed stitches or not. It didn't, which Changbin was greatful about because he didn't know how he would handle watch them physically stitch up his girlfriend.
"We're just going to give you a strong dose of pain medicine because as I said passing out due to the fact of your period cramps is not normal. So we're going to push in some pain meds which may make you a little woozy," the man explained every step and every way.
âIs she allowed to eat after this?â Changbin asked. His hand was wrapped around hers trying to give her comfort.
âYes she can, maybe cook her some soup. That normally helps.â
When he injected the pain medication into her IV bag, the extreme pain that lingered around her lower stomach and lower back slowly started to subside causing Y/n to moan in relief at how good it felt.
Her body was extremely exhausted and the feeling of sleep came over her.
The sudden need to be held and the craving of Changbinâs touch grew stronger. She knew she was still upset at him but she wanted him so badly.
"Changbin, come here," she said groggily. The medics had left the house and now Changbin was running around trying to clean up the mess and make her some food.
"What is it love?" He questioned while popping his head around the door frame.
"Can you come cuddle?" She groaned and pouted. He was trying so hard not to smile or giggle. He found her so cute.
âAlright let me finish fixing you a plate okay? Iâm running to the store quickly to get your snacks and Iâm putting blankets in the dryer so you can have warm blankets, just give me a few.â
He quickly walked over and gave her a kiss on the forehead even tho she was frowning. âIâll be back soon, I promise. If you need anything just call. Okay?â
âYeah,â she gave in and got comfortable in the bed. Her eyes slowly close as she fell into a deep sleep.
She was awaken by someone wrapping their hands around her waist.
âIâm back my love,â Changbinâs voice was quiet and soft.
âBinnie? Iâm so tired,â
âShall we get you into the shower? just a quick shower so you can eat and then sleep,â she shook her head allowing him to help her to the bathroom where she sat on the toilet as he was trying to get the right water temperature.
âBinnie, Iâm so mad at you,â she said, deciding to squash the elephant in the room.
âI know my love,â he turned away from the shower and knelt infront of her. âIâm sorry for snapping at you like that, itâll never happen again. Seeing you in so much pain and seeing you on the floor like that scared the shit out of me baby. It was my fault for not listening to you. Please forgive me,â his eyes were shining under the dim light. He looked to cute for Y/n to not accept his apology. She was an understanding girlfriend after all.
âItâs fine my love, I understand work was a lot and the come back this season was really tough. I just donât want you to get mad at me like that again. Whenever something happens ,we talk about it. Okay?â She laid her hand on his cheek, cupping it.
âI love you, I promise it wonât happen again. Thank you for being the best girlfriend ever,â
âYour welcome Binnie, now go on strip me naked!â She giggled.
âIm guessing the painkillers worked?â
âVery very well! My head hurts just a little tho,â he got up and kissed her forehead.
âThere, I hope the kiss fixes it.â He chuckled while helping her undress, âletâs get you washed up so we can cuddle and watch a movie.â
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Broken
Pairing: Matt Sturniolo X Female Reader
Synopsis: Y/N is depressed, and Matt takes notice to her behavior. Matt being the good friend he is he tries to get her out of her funk, but will it work?đ«
Warningsâ ïž: None just mentions of depression. This was a request but Tumblrs being a munch and not letting me add it
Song for the imagine: hope ur ok- Olivia Rodrigo
But, God, I hope that youâre happier today
Cause I love you
And I hope that youâre okay
Itâs been getting worse. I hate this feeling, this darkness that consumes me. I wanted nothing more than to feel okay. I hate the way my depression swallowed me whole and made me want to disappear from the face of the earth.
I just wanted to feel okay, I wanted to feel normal and not drained. I know my friends were getting annoyed with me. I would slip into these phases of not wanting to talk to them, see them, go out with them. I mean I could barely get out of my bed to do anything. Often skipping meals and not drinking water. I would just sleep all fucking day and cry when I was awake.
I was fortunate enough to be an influencer, so I didnât have to worry about actually getting up to work. I posted YouTube drafts and TikTok drafts. It worked for a while, but people started to catch on, and were wondering where I went. I couldnât even be honest and come out and say I was so depressed I couldnât even sit up in my bed.
The one person who noticed the fastest was Matt. Randomly one day he started texting me wondering how I was doing, what I was doing, if I wanted to hang out with him and his brothers, if I wanted to join them for dinner, if I wanted to film a video with them. I appreciated it truly, but I also kept lying to him. Telling him that I was busy or I had plans, or I was filming. I could not allow anyone to see me this way. I mean I didnât even want to see myself this wayâŠ..
Matt had put me in a groupchat with Chris and Nick, and honestly it was making me feel better. They kept my mind off of things by constantly making me laugh. I mean they would text from 10AM till 2AM every single day.
The blue eyed freaksđ§żđ§ż
-Y/N can you pleaseeeeee come hang out with us we havenât seen you in like two months- Chris
-Idkkkk -me
-plzzzzz like you never hangout with us anymore-Nick
-yeah Iâve just been busy-me
-busy??? Yeah right not busy enough to not hang out with us- Chris
-hey if she doesnât want to hangout donât force her, but we do miss you and would love to see you-Matt
-thanks Mattđ€-me
-booooo boring come over now, or Iâll come pick you up-Chris
-you canât even drive Chris-me
-okayâŠ.ill get matt to drive me to come pick you up-Chris
-fineeeeee okay fine Iâll be over in a hour-me
-FUCKKKKK FINALLY OMG YES- Chris
-see yall soon<3-me
I had gotten up and decided to shower, washing my hair and just really try to clear my mind, and enjoy the fact that Iâm getting to see my friends again. I hadnât been out of my house in a good month, and this was giving me major anxiety.
I felt like once theyâd see me they would know I havenât been okay, and thatâs something that scared me. I had to seem okay. I was never the one who broke down⊠ever.
I hadnât finished getting ready. At first I wanted to put on some makeup to hide my dark eyes, but I decided against it because I really wasnât in the mood. I headed out, and drove to the triplets house. When I got there Matt texted me letting me know that the door was unlocked and to meet them in his room.
I let myself in and walked to Mattâs room.
âY/Nâ Chris yelled coming over and hugging me
âHi guysâ I said laughing
âSheâs aliveeeeâ Nick said hugging me
âHow have you guys been?â I asked plopping myself down on Mattâs bed with them
âWeâve been good, just filming honestlyâ Matt said
âNice thatâs always funâ I said
âI love it so much truly, but how have you been?â Nick asked
âIâve been good, you know. Just uhhh been busyâ I said lying straight through my teeth
âNice, what have you been doingâ Matt asked
âOh you know just filming and editing and just going out with some of my other friendsâ I said
âI love your hair color by the way, when did you dye it red?â Chris asked me
âOh like two months ago I need to get my roots done actuallyâ I said running my hands through my hair
âTwo months ago? I thought this was recent all your TikTokâs and YouTube videos your hair was blackâ Matt said looking at me suspiciously
âOh uhhhâ was all I could manage because I knew Matt was onto me
âOkay anyways Iâm hungryâ Chris said breaking the awkwardness
âMe tooâ Nick said
âMcDonaldâs?â Chris asked
âFuck yesâ Matt responded
âOkay Matt can you pick it up for usâ Chris said pleading
âUhhh I guess i have too since yall canât driveâ he said rolling his eyes
âI can driveâ I said smiling
âYayyyy this is why I love youâ Chris said
âIâll mobile order it so itâs less stressfulâ Nick said
They all put in their orders, and they handed the phone to me. My anxiety making me nauseous and not really in the mood to eat
âOh I donât think Iâm going to get anythingâ I said
âWHAT? McDonaldâs is your favoriteâ Nick said
âUhh yeah Iâm just not in the moodâ I said
âDo you want something else?â Matt asked
âNo Iâm not hungryâ I said looking at him
Matt nodded before taking the phone, messing with it f and then handing it to Nick.
âAlright letâs head outâ I said
âNick and I want to stay back yâall can go thoughâ Chris said
âSneaky fucksâ Matt said laughing
Matt and I had gotten into my car heading over to the McDonalds
âWhatâs really going on?â Matt asked
âWhat do you mean?â I asked glancing over at him
âI know youâre not okayâ he said looking at me
âMatt Iâm fineâ I said
âNo youâre not. Your eyesâŠ..I can tell that youâre sadâ he said
âIâm just tired is allâ I said swallowing thickly
âY/N be honestâŠare you okay?â He asked reading my face for an answer
My lip quivered, and a lump formed in my throat. Nobody has asked me if I was okay.
âNoâ I whispered out in a croak
âTalk to meâ he said sitting up
âI just don't know. Iâve been so depressed lately. I havenât been able to get out of my bed. Iâve just been posting drafts because I canât even get up to film. I canât even get up to drink or eat anything. I miss my parents, I miss home and I just feel so alone. You were the first person to text me, and you have helped me a lot actually. You inviting me over was the first thing I have done in a monthâ I said letting a tear fall
âIâm so sorry you feel that way. I love you so fucking much, and I knew something was wrong thatâs why I reached out. I care for you so much, and I donât want you to struggle alone. Iâm here for youâ he said looking at me with saddened eyes
âI appreciate it Matt truly. Youâre amazingâ I said looking over at him and smiling weakly
âNever allow yourself to struggle alone okay. Please reach out to me or Nick or even Chris as crazy as that seems. We will always be here for youâŠ.alwaysâ he said
âI will. I just was fighting with myself for so long I couldnât reach out for helpâ I said wiping my tears
âAnd thatâs okay. No ones pressuring you to reach out, but know that the option is there. I would never turn you away. You know Iâll come flying to you in a heartbeatâ he said nudging my shoulder
âI know Matt. I love you so much thank you for being here for meâ I said nudging him back
âAlso I got you your favorite from McDonaldâs. Iâm making sure you eat. I can tell you havenât eaten. I can see it in your faceâ he said
âThank you Matt what would I do without youâ I said smiling at him
âIâm not sure actuallyâ he said
âDonât get too cockyâ I said pointing my finger at him
We laughed, and I pulled up to the drive thru. We got our food, and we headed back home
We got back to their house, and started to eat in the kitchen. Laughing and catching up. Matt occasionally looking over at me, giving me reassuring smiles and glances.
I spent the night at their house, and I slept in Mattâs room. We watched my favorite childhood movies as he kept asking me if I was okay, and taking small glances at me.
Eventually we ended up falling asleep.
What would I do without Matt?
The End
This was a request, but Tumblr is actually being a dickrider so it wasnât letting me put it with my story. But anywho I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS ONEđ„čđ€đ€
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BESTIE, CONGRATS ON 300 !! iâm so freaking happy for you. you deserve this so so much đ€. iâm so in love with all of the fics youâve written so far.
iâm here to request: meet me in the hallway. choose out of drew, rafe, & zach + a prompt.
ofc iâm gonna choose my bby zach with #29
i luv uuu đ€
thank you so so much anna!! I love you so much, thank you for all your love and support <3 this request has me on my knees with how cute it turned out to be, I hope you love reading it!
a beautiful, drunken mess
PAIRING: zach maclaren x gn!reader
SUMMARY: your best friend needs to call your knight in shining armor when you get a little too drunk
WARNINGS: alcohol consumption
EDITH SPEAKS: OH MY GOD yes we're kickstarting my 300 celly fic requests!! I've gotten so so many requests and I swear I'm so excited to write each one of them. I got late to starting on these because my hectic schedule and my writer's block got the best of me, but I'm back :))
Please reblog if you liked this!! feedback is always appreciated đ«
PROMPT REQUESTED: "you sleep with the stuffed animal I got you?" "of course."
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You've never been one to party hard and get so drunk you can't see clearly in front of yourself. But when you finally pass some of the toughest exams you've ever had to give, you knew you wanted to party till you can't breathe.
And that's what you did. The biggest frat party happening in a rich kid's home from your university has adrenaline coursing through your veins as you don't think twice before taking a shot.
In fact, you got carried away so much, that your best friend Tessa who is literally known to be the biggest party animal in your whole university, is concerned for you.
"Give me that," she grunts, taking the millionth cup you were about to down. You pout, trying to get it back, but the alcohol has made your mind all fuzzy and you aren't very sure what exactly you're trying to do.
"Who knew you had this hidden side?" Tessa says, shaking her head as she takes your hand and leads you out to the garden of the big house. You try your best to stop her from dragging you, but your drunken power is no match for her quite sober one.
"Tess come on! I'm not done yet," you huff, your arms crossed across your chest as you see Tessa is basically blocking the door.
"Nuh uh, not today," she says, pulling out her phone. "You need to get home, like right now,"
You groan out loud, and you attempt to simply walk on the lush grass you're both standing at, but you greatly miscalculate your steps and fall on the grass, head first.
Tessa rushes up to you, asking you over and over if you're okay. You just look up at her and start giggling constantly.
"I'm okay," you say in between your giggles, your own mistake having you amused. Tessa sighs at you and quickly finds the contact in her phone she was trying to find, before you decided to take a fall.
She impatiently taps her foot, waiting for the person who's supposedly on the end of the phone to pick up.
"Hello?"
Finally.
"Zach hi!"
"Tessa, you okay?"
"Yeah, I just need you to come and get your... thing," she says, looking at you lying on the ground and looking up the stars as you hum to a melody.
Zach laughs on the other end. "What happened?"
"Too drunk, can't even see straight," Tessa groans. "You need to come over right now."
"I'm on my way."
Tessa lets out a sigh of relief on hearing those words. She turns towards you, and lets her hand out for you to grab onto.
"Come on, Zach is coming to pick you up," she says, helping you stand up, in a not so graceful fashion.
Hearing the word 'Zach' lightens a light bulb in your head. "Zach? Where's Zach? I need my Zach," you slur, trying to run around the garden, as if he's standing right there and you just can't see him. Tessa has a hard time but she finally catches up to you, firmly grips your hand to make sure you don't run off and do something stupid again.
"He's coming, okay?" She huffs out, holding onto you tightly. She's expecting you to throw some sorts of tantrum, to complain how your boyfriend actually is here and she's just hiding him on purpose, but instead, you only nod obediently.
Tessa hears footsteps approaching you both, and just as she turns around, she swears she could've have cried out of happiness.
Zach is standing there, looking at the two of them with a smile on his face.
"Zach!" You yell excitedly, as you run (or, try to run) to him. He wraps his arms around you and pulls you in a hug, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
"Hey baby," he mumbles, leaning in to kiss you on your lips. You sigh at the feeling of his soft lips on yours, your eyes fluttered close and a million butterflies prancing around in your stomach.
"Thank you Tessa, we'll be going home now," Zach acknowledges the girl standing at the back, letting you both enjoy your moment. She nods with a smile on her face and goes back inside to the rest of the party, and Zach leads you back out to his car.
He definitely has a struggle settling you in the car seat and buckling your seat belt, as you've never been this drunk before and it's also his first time taking care of super-drunk you.
But, he doesn't hate it or finds it to be a difficult task. You're sitting in the seat next to him, saying little cute things that have his heart racing.
"You're so cute Zach, you always take such good care of me," you pout, poking his bicep. He laughs at you, and you continue to praise him.
"You're just," you sigh, "perfect. I couldn't have someone as perfect as you."
You definitely weren't aware of what you were saying, but Zach knows you being drunk isn't the only time you'll say these words to him. You love to constantly drop little phrases to let him know you do appreciate him and every single thing he does for you.
Both of you being relatively a new couple, it does take a big toll on you both because you aren't used to saying or listening to such kind words so often, but you both also know you wouldn't want to share this with anyone else.
"We're home," he looks at you with a smile on his face, as he gets out of his car, runs up to your side and helps you out. With an arm looped around your shoulders to help you maintain your balance, he leads you in to your home.
He takes you in to your room, and gently lets you lay down on your bed. It's a bit of a struggle, but he finally gets you to remove your outfit and replace it with a more comfortable one.
"Thank you Zach," you say, as he tucks you in your warm duvet. He leans in to press a kiss to your nose, and makes a mental note to leave a glass of water and an advil on your bedside table before he leaves.
As he is about to walk out, you call him out and stop him from leaving.
"What happened?" He asks, his hand on the light switch.
"I, I need Arlo, can you find him please he isn't here," Zach is confused on hearing these words, but when he sees tears starting to brim in your eyes, he knows this Arlo is important.
"Arlo? Babe I'm afraid I don't understand," he asks you, walking closer to you.
"Can you check under the bed please?"
Zach isn't sure what he's looking for, but he'll do anything for you. He leans down on his knees and looks below the bed, and of course, he makes out a silhouette of some stuffed toy under the bed. He reaches his hand out to grab onto it, and when he sees it, he realises he knows exactly what it is.
For one of your first dates, Zach took you to your local city carnival. He was determined to get you a good toy from any game, just like any good boyfriend would (his words, not yours), and after loads of struggle, a lot of pennies and many comforting hugs and words from you, he finally wins you one.
It's a little brown colored dinosaur stuffed toy, and Zach had no idea how attached you would get to it.
"You sleep with the stuffed animal I got you?" He asks, handing it to you as you take it and brush off the dust off it.
"Of course, I love it," you smile, tucking in the dinosaur with you. Zach can't help but give you another kiss, gently caressing your cheek as his lips trace yours.
He leaves the room to get the water and the pill, and when he comes back, he sees you already passed out. Arlo is tucked safely under your arm, and Zach knows he can watch this for hours on end.
Because you're his beautiful, drunken mess, and he wouldn't want you in any other way. (Well, maybe not this drunk, but you know what he means.)
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Astrhoe Observations Pt.3đ«đ„°đ«¶đ»
(Damn weâre already at part 3??đđ«¶đ» anyway thank you so much for the all love and supportđ„șđ„łđ„°)
Back to đđ» my materialist đïžđ«Šđïž.
a lil disclaimer : these are just my personal observations, so donât take any of them to heartđ„ł.Some could be applicable to you and some would differ, so take all of them with a grain of salt OKIE! enough of me blabbing letâs get on with itđ«¶đ»đ„°
đ đđž: No one:
Pisces Placements in every single picture: đâđ»
(Always pouting their asses away like a lil fish đ bwhahahađđ makes sense because their astrological symbol is literally a fish đŁ)
đđ©âđŠ: The house where your moon sits in could show where your mom guided you the most.đ©âđŠâđŠ
Eg. Moon in the 1st house could mean your momma played an important role in moulding your personality. With this placement you learn a lot from your mom and you could also look very similar to your momma!đđ. Moon in the 11th house could mean your momma taught you how to work with technology đ» or how to make friends đŻââïžđ«.
If moon is negatively aspected the results might vary and instead of encouraging you, your momma might criticise you in relation to the house your moon is placed in and the themes revolving around that house.đ©âđŠđ„Č
âïžđšâđ§: Same goes for the sun and your dad. The sun in a certain house could highlight where your dad played the most importance in your life.
Eg. Sun in the 2nd house could mean your dad helped you out with financial mattersđž, buying you a lot of gifts đđ„ș or even teaching you how to draw/paint/colourđšâïžđ©đ»âđš. Sun in the 10th house could indicate your dad having a huge role in choosing your career path. Or on the advice of your dad you pick your career.đȘđ»đŒ But ofc if the sun is negatively aspected, it could take a whole 180.đ€žđ»ââïžđ« đŹ
đ«đ€đ»: You will definitely share 2 or more placements with your family đšâđ©âđ§âđŠ. For egs. My mom and I are Aries moons and my dad and brother are Aquarius moons.
đźđ§ż: Planets in the 12th house could show what you subconsciously hide from the worldđ«Łđ”đ».
Eg. Moon in the 12th house could hide their emotions from the world because they could feel people might look down on them or judge them.
Mercury in the 12th house could indicate being shy with your words. Having a lot to say but saying nothing kinda beat yk?đ€«đïžđŁïž
đđ»đđ: Gemini Lilith/ Chiron could have felt insecure about their fingers or hands in general.đ„Čđ«€đđ»!! DO NOT FEEL BAD, yâall have gorgeous HANDS AND FINGERS AND DONâT LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE đ€ș.
đ€©đžđïžđ
: The house where venus is placed could indicate what you like taking pictures of đ€łđ»đžđïž.
Eg. Venus in the first house LOVE taking selfiesđ„” do I blame yâall tho?? SUCH BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE ISTG. Venus in the sixth house could indicate taking A LOT of pictures of your petsđžđđŠź. Their gallery would definitely be filled with pictures of their pets!! LIKE WHY DO YOU HAVE 500+ pictures of your cat sleeping??đđ€š
đ„”đ€€: Okay but like what is it about Capricorn placements and being so damn fine??? The way the carry themselves, the way they speak, their determination and dedication UGH. They get me weak in my knees frfrđđđ©
đ«¶đ»đ€đłđș: Earth Venus individuals could literally give their lovers the âprincess treatmentâđïžđŹđ”đđ. Showering them with gifts, acts of services, words of affirmations. Literally the most thoughtful and considerate loversđ„°đ€©. This could also very much be applicable to Water Venus peepsđ«¶đ».
đđł: Scorpio placements lowkey like it when their partner acts possessive or protective over them and even more if itâs outwardly expressed (not in a toxic way ofc). Their partner could say âYOU ARE MINE AND ONLY MINE YK THAT RIGHT?âđ€đ© and on the outside theyâd be like : yeah cool ik that haha đđđ§đ»ââïžbut on the inside theyâre like : hell yeahđłđ„”đđ€©đ€Żđđ©. Donât deny it yâall, I SEE YOU đđ«”đ»
Okay thatâs all for today luvsđ„°đ«¶đ»
(Please do not copy or plagiarise any of my work <33)
- sanâšđ”đȘŽđđ§đ»ââïž
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9:05pm
0.6k, fluffly boyfriend!minho, gn reader.
note: lino brainrot lately.. here's a result of it. ! not proofread !
you hear your phone buzz beside you. itâs a message from your boyfriend.
min đ: iâm home, pretty.
min đ : i got some food for us,, you only get some if you open the door though !
a bright smile graces your soft features as you unlock and open the door for your boyfriend. you let him step inside and close the door behind him before grabbing one of the takeout bags from his hands to bring to the kitchen.
once the food is sat safely on the counter top, minho corners you and traps you in his arms. âmin, let me go~,â you whine jokingly, âi wanna eat~â.
âno food until you give me attentionâ minho pouts, poking at your sides. you reluctantly wrap your arms around him, burying your face in his neck. he hugs you back, only to then squeeze and poke your butt, making you jump. âmin!!â you slap his chest. he smirks down at you and grabs your hand, dragging you to sit at the counter where the food is.
you eat together as minho tells you about his day and shows you videos that he took of jeongin critiquing chanâs fashion choices.
he splashes water on you as you wash the dishes together, telling you that you âmissed a spotâ and throwing water into the plate that youâre trying to dry. he giggles and kisses your hair when you huff in frustration.
by the time you finally finish up in the kitchen, itâs nearing 10pm. after washing up, you do your skincare together. you secretly snap photos of minho when his face is all foamy from cleanser. little do you know, he does the same to you. you stash your photos into a folder that youâve called âminminđ«¶â and he puts his into one called âmy loveđ«â€ïžâ.
you get into bed before minho does. laying on your stomach, you scroll through your phone while you wait for your boyfriend to join you. when he does, he makes himself known by dumping almost all of his body weight onto your back as he decides that your body will make a great pillow (he holds himself up a bit, though, because he doesnât want to actually hurt you). the attack was sudden and unexpected, so you struggle under him until he finally pushes the rest of his weight off you but keeps his body over yours so that youâre trapped for the second time that night.
âminho, we need to sleepâ you whine
âyeah? but i like this position. iâm comfy~â he teases with a smirk
âminhooooâ
âfine, but only if you promise to give me a kissâ
rolling your eyes, you turn face minho once he lays down beside you.
you shuffle yourself closer to him and study his face. his round, captivating eyes, his sharp nose, his plump lips. you lean forward and kiss the corner of his pretty lips.
âyou missedâ he mutters against your skin, gently stroking your hair with his hand.
âhmm, did i?â you pull back slightly to look him in the eyes.
âyeahâ he mumbles and kisses you on the lips. the kiss is lazy and tired, yet sweet and perfect.
minho pulls you closer and turns off the light beside your bed.
with his arm wrapped around your body and your head cradled softly in his chest, his steady heartbeat lulls you towards the sweet temptation of sleep.
âgânight, ynâ
âgânight minhoâ
âi love youâ he places a gentle kiss on your hairline.
âi love you tooâ you place a gentle kiss over his heart.
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This is an emergency request, my depression has been really rough lately, I just haven't felt motivated to do anything and just feel stuck.
My request is how would Kyojuro Rengoku and Tengen Uzui help reader with this?
âž ANSWERING. hello anon, iâm so sorry it took longer than expected, but itâs been a shitty weekend ngl⊠anyway, iâm sending you a big hug, iâve been in the same situation not so long ago đ«
âž FANDOM. kimetsu no yaiba
âž CHARACTERS. kyojuro rengoku & tengen uzui x gn!reader
âž RATING. sfw
âž WARNINGS. am i gonna take this opportunity to put some things ppl should learn to accept? yes i am. r is not exactly a demon slayer but thatâs up to you since i didnât stated it explicitly hehe, kyojuro is unaware about the situation at first, fluff, depression, negative thoughts, it also comes a bit from my own experience so um it might not be the same to everyone yeah. lemme know if i forgot to tag something pls.
before we start, i want to add that i deeply care about this particular request <3
KYOJURO RENGOKU
kyojuro noticed you were acting âstrangeâ but he thought that you were simply tired, some sleep would surely help youâŠ
if you were able to sleep, he noticed youâd sleep too much
if you didnât, he heard you toss and turn around the whole night
he felt bad because he didnât know how to exactly help you
the worst came when one day you didnât wanted to get out of bed
âgood morning, sunshine,â he gently murmured while moving the cover off your head. he kissed your forehead and stayed there cuddling with you, hoping this would help you getting up
âyouâll be late,â you said, not moving
âi wanted to have breakfast with you first,â he smiled widely, caressing your cheek. âitâs all ready,â he added
âiâm not hungry.â
he frowned. he wouldnât actually force you to get up, heâs not like that, but he tried to playfully grab your hips to move you
âleave me alone!â you pushed kyojuro away, snapping at him
kyojuro apologised and sat there for a moment, deep in thoughts
he decided to get up and eat his breakfast. he got ready for the day and decided to leave the tray with your portion close to the futon, so you could grab it easily
âiâll be back,â he informed you before reluctantly leaving
once gone, you started crying and hid yourself under the covers. you felt bad about snapping at him, but you couldnât control it
needless to say, you didnât get out of bed once and the food was long forgotten
you simply felt stuck
you wanted to go out with kyojuro⊠but you just couldnât do it?
when he was finally back, his smile disappeared completely when he noticed you were still in bed
he took a deep breath and put his katana away, taking off his haori too. he kneeled beside you and gently moved the covers
âwould you like to take a bath with me? it might help,â he asked you, caressing your cheeks. âi⊠donât know?â you met his eyes
âiâll take you there, alright?â he said before gently taking you into his arms and getting you to the bathtub
kyojuro helped you bathing, praising you the whole time
he saw you struggling and he had not intention to call you lazy or something, on the contrary he wanted to help you the best he could
âi know youâre not hungry, but it might help you feel better?â he caressed your back slowly, comforting you
somehow he convinced you to eat, you felt a little better after the bath after all
he changed the futon, so it would be fresh and clean and feel more welcoming, before convincing you to sit on the engawa with him for a while
the gentle breeze of the night caressed your face, making you shiver
âiâm so sorry,â you whispered before starting crying. he hugged you and kissed your head, holding you close to his chest. âdonât apologise, darling. i know youâre struggling and iâm here to help you.â
you felt somehow as a burden for him, he had to take care of you even after his training session and you knew how tiring they were
âitâs already getting better, you see? youâre out of bed,â he smiled, kissing your nose. âtomorrow will go even better, trust me.â
he wasnât grossed out by your behaviour, he helped you keep yourself clean and convinced you to eat if you refused to
he spent the night awake with you if you had trouble sleeping, making sure the negative thoughts filling your head would go away by talking and talking, making you finally smile
kyojuro never pushed you to do anything tho, because he wanted to avoid you from closing up in yourself
heâs not perfect but heâs learning.
TENGEN UZUI
tengen was a bit harsh in the beginning
[letâs be serious for a moment, due to the time theyâre living in i donât think they would be that experienced lol]
he noticed you slowly retiring from any kind of activity
you didnât wanted to leave the house that much
you prepared lunch and dinner with less enthusiasm
your sleep schedule started to get messy
you even skipped bathing with him
you started feeling self conscious and avoided being naked around him
but you also felt like some kind of force was blocking you from following your usual routine
it felt heavy. too much.
âhey, itâs really late,â his voice startled you. tengen got up early as usual, but didnât forced you to do the same
âbaby, with late i mean itâs past lunch time.â
you stayed hidden under the covers, his eyes burning on your figure
ây/n,â he tried again, getting down on his knees. âbaby, you really need to get up.â
you didnât reply, of course. you knew you had to but you just couldnât do it
tengen moved the covers away from your body, making you flinch due to the light coming from outside
âno!â you tried to get em from his hand, your expression screaming that you were angry for his actions
âtell me whatâs wrong,â he effortlessly kept the covers away from you, staring at you in a serious manner
âi donât know, okay?! just leave me alone!â you hit his chest, trying to move his body away. useless.
âyouâve been sleeping a lot these past days, youâre rarely getting up. tell me whatâs going on,â he tried again, clenching his fist
âi told you already!â tears rolled down your cheeks, catching his eyes. his gaze softened, feeling bad for the way he acted. âi canât do that, i just canât.â
tengen pulled you to his chest and let you cry, caressing your back in a comforting manner
once you were done crying, he stayed there with you for a little more
âiâm sorry for screaming,â you muttered after a while. âthatâs okay, i was in the wrong.â
âare you hungry?â he asked you, his big hands kept caressing your back. âi think so.â
âgood! cause i made something very flashy,â he winked at you, trying to make you smile
tengen learned to respect your times, not forcing you
he helped you eat, bathing yourself even if you were a bit contrary on him seeing you, made sure you were sleeping properly
he enjoyed cooking for you during these kind of episodes ngl
âiâm very, very proud of you,â he kissed your head while cuddling with you in bed. you were grateful he didnât judged you and didnât complained about your behaviour
he showed patience and showered you with his love nonetheless
âž BEFORE LEAVING. reblog and comments are super appreciated. what it i tell you the draft was about the get deleted after i finished writing it? lmao. as i said, it might work differently for others, and if you have gross comments to share then keep âem to yourself, thank you
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The Less I Know The Better
pairing: Kiri Sully x fem!readerđđȘ·đ«§
summary: Kiri canât help but think of her best friend in ways she shouldnât. Sheâs shouldered the burden long enough, but when she tries to confess, disaster strikes. Her plan fails horribly and now her life is ruined⊠all because of some stupid boy!
warnings: gay peopleđ kiri being a simp but also so oblivious to reader, the sully family supporting their lesbian daughter!!! as they should, no homophobia this is a safe space, loâak being a meanie (not genuine), tuk being the no. 1 matchmaker in pandora, fluff, some angst that gets resolved almost immediately bc iâm impatient
word count: 4.9k (damn)
authorâs note: donât flame me if this is bad, this is my first tumblr ficđȘ ALSO i named her alu but only bc i refuse to use y/n, so itâs still kiri x reader and not kiri x oc! [i know my first fic was supposed to be neteyam x fem oc but⊠kiri <3đ€đ«đđ«đ©đ»ââ€ïžâđâđ©đ»]
đđ
Kiri started the day by being kicked in the face by Tuk, they younger girl slamming her heel straight into her sisterâs nose in an attempt to outrun the yerik (hexapede) chasing her in her dream. Of course, it bled- badly- meaning Tuk was left staring at Kiriâs hunched over spine in floods of tears as the older girl diligently mopped the red from her face, smothering the wound with a damp rag. Jake had sat by Tuk in an attempt to calm her tears, but even after Kiri had pronounced several times that she was genuinely fine, Tuk was still overcome by a tearful sequence of hiccups, ones that shook her small body entirely.
Loâak had teased Kiri for the blossoming bruise in the centre of her face, once beautiful blue skin now a discoloured and uneven purplish colour, calling her all sorts of names, mostly just variations of narvĂ€â (ugly). She had ignored him, instead making it her mission to trip him over so he would hit his face just as bad (which he did, but he blamed it on Kiri pushing him into a tree root rather than his painful lack of spatial awareness). Now with somewhat matching marks, both naâvi made their way towards Moâatâs hut in order to get some salve for the bruising, something Kiri had unfortunately run out of a few days before, using the last of her stash to apply to a small mark on Tukâs shin to stop the girlâs frown drooping right off her face.
The tsahik sensed the disturbance to her calm aura immediately, beads clicking together as she turned her head to observe the way they hovered by the entrance to the healerâs tent. She clicked her tongue, âAck! Why is it always you two?â
Loâak just shrugged, moving to sit opposite the woman  with a sheepish smile, pointing to the thin cut on the bridge of his nose from the tree root. âKiriâs fault. She almost killed me.â
âI did not!â Kiri refuted, smacking his shoulder as she folded her legs beneath her to sit beside him, tugging the woven shawl hanging over her shoulders closer. âHe fell because heâs a skxawng (moron/idiot).â
âLiar,â Loâak hissed in English, sending her a fierce glare, to which she only responded by sticking out her tongue and humming childishly as Tuk would. Â
Moâat clucked her tongue again and they stopped, turning to face her. âAnd you,â she gestured to Kiri, âwhat happened?â
âTuk was running from yerik in her dream, and I fell victim to her foot.â
Her grandmother smiled fondly, âShe should be able to sleep by herself now.â
âShe can,â Kiri grumbled, âshe just likes to sleep near me. Which is fine but... Iâm not a fan of her kicking habit.â
âSheâs never kicked me,â Loâak shrugged boastfully.
âShe has bit you though.â
His smug look dropped immediately, ears falling flat against his skull as he remembered the vicious bitemark on his bicep from his little sister. âOh yeah.â
âCome closer, and donât flinch,â Moâat ordered, slathering a thick layer of a grey paste to her grandchildrenâs noses, tail swishing in frustration as they flinched away from the smell and coldness.
âBleugh, thatâs worse than ikran shit,â Loâak cursed, shrieking lightly when Moâat smacked the back of his head. âNgaytxoa, ngaytxoa (sorry, sorry)! But itâs true!â
Kiri just shuddered, focusing intently on counting the beads in her hair instead of the godawful stench on the middle of her face. Sometimes knowing what was in the pastes was better, but this one was worse.
âOkay,â Moâat stood quickly, shooing them towards the entrance, âleave now. Iâm busy healing people who actually need help.â She gave them each a small pat on the cheek before shooing them out again more aggressively, the bangles and adornments on her arms rattling as she did.
âIrayo si (thank you),â Loâak shouted behind him, Kiri bowing her head, before they disappeared further into the village. Â
âEywa this shit is so gross,â Loâak mumbled quietly, leaning closer to Kiriâs ear as they navigated through the growing crowd of early morning hustle and bustle.
âItâll fade away in a minute,â Kiri muttered, scratching at her upper lip with a slight grimace. It was like she could taste it!
âYip! Kiri! Loâak! Matu (hey)!â
The two naâvi stopped still, turning round to follow the direction of the voice to see Alu rushing over, eyes still hazy with sleep.
âKxi (hello),â Kiri smiled softly, feeling her face warm as her friend came closer.
It was obvious she was preparing to draw them into a hug, but both Sullyâs stepped back awkwardly, shaking their heads. âUm⊠we have Moâatâs bruise salve on,â Loâak explained quickly upon seeing her face fall slightly.
Immediately she wrinkled her nose, dropping her hands to her side. âOh ew. What happened?â
Loâak shrugged, âI tripped into a root and Tuk kicked Kiri in her sleep, both smashed our noses though.â
âWiya (damn)⊠âak (ouch). You should be more careful,â they started to continue walking and Kiri couldnât help feeling upset by the way that Alu was solely addressing Loâak. âI swear Lo, itâs always you getting hurt from doing something dumb,â she laughed, her hand brushing his arm quickly. Kiriâs heart lurched. Lo? Gross.
Loâak just held his hands up, turning the attention to his sister who had started to sulk a few steps behind them. âIt was her fault,â he huffed, âshe tripped me!â
Kiri just rolled her eyes, watching a dazzling smile appear on Aluâs face. âYou deserved it, you were making fun of me for my nose saying I looked gross, so I thought it was only just.â
Alu gasped, laughing as Loâak spluttered out insults, falling into step with Kiri and linking arms. She leaned closer, close enough for Kiri to feel the tickle of her hair against her cheek as she whispered, âDonât tell him, but you shouldâve broken his nose for that.â
Kiriâs ears twitched and Alu let out a quiet chuckle that she muffled beneath her palm. âYouâre right,â Kiri mused, ânext time.â
Loâak checked over his shoulder to see if the girls were even following him only to see Kiriâs bioluminescent freckles glowing more and more as Alu continued whispering to her in a faux hushed voice, occasionally giggling and dropping her forehead to rest against the woven shawl she wore. He grinned evilly at her and winked, ignoring the look of sheer panic on his sisterâs face, and continued walking ahead, whistling as he went.
Eventually, Alu tore herself away from Kiriâs side with a small frown, dismissing herself from their company to go aid her siblings in their chores- chores that she had initially abandoned to run over to talk to them before getting distracted and following them on their walk. As soon as she was out of earshot, Loâak started making loud and obnoxious kissy noises, to which Kiri lunged at him, raising her fist to slam it against his chest. âFnu (be quiet)!â she hissed, nose twitching as Loâak continued to tease her, the laughter bubbling out of him in a way that she found incredibly frustrating. âLoâak,â she groaned, tugging at her hair in desperation, yellow eyes big and wide like Tukâs when she'd try to convince people to be nice to her when sheâd been a menace. Loâak stopped teasing, coughing loudly in hopes itâd smother his remaining laughter and sent Kiri a shy half smile.
âNgaytxoa (sorry),â he said, nudging her shoulder with his as they circled back to their familyâs hut. âI was just joking.â
âI know,â Kiri muttered, taking a deep breath in, âitâs just⊠I really try not to make it obvious.â
Loâak pulled a face of sheer disbelief (one that heâd seen his father pull frequently as if forgetting people could see him) but immediately shook it off, knowing itâd only piss Kiri off. âIn the nicest way possible⊠youâre shit at subtlety.â
âKalweyaveng (son of a bitch),â she laughed, pushing one of her braids behind her ear.
âIâm being honest! Serious, swear it, on Eywa!â
âOn Eywa?â
Loâak nodded, face as solemn as he could muster.
âShit,â she breathed, scratching at her chin awkwardly.
âShit indeed,â he echoed, âbut donât worry, âm fairly sure the familyâs subtlety ran out after Neteyam.â
âTrue, saânok is only subtle half the time.â
âYeah, and dad? Cannot keep it together for one moment, heâs an⊠whatâs the phrase? A readable-â
âAn open book?â
âYeah! Yeah, heâs an open book.â
âWhoâs an open book?â A deep voice questioned, causing both Loâak and Kiri to glance at each other nervously. They seemed to forget about their fatherâs ability to sneak up on people. Shit.
âUmmâŠâ
âSpider,â Loâak blurted. âHeâs all like, blah blah blah, and all that shi⊠yâknow?â
Jake tilted his head to the left, brows furrowing ever so slightly and Loâak winced. Shit, again.
âYouâre up to something,â Jake concluded, folding his arms across his chest.
âWhaaat?â Kiri laughed, voice cracking slightly. She coughed. âNo, I mean, no weâre not.â
âLoâakâŠâ
âNo sir, Kiri speaks nothing but the truth, Devil Dog sir. Umm Alpha Bravo CharlâŠâ He lifted his hand to his brow in mock salute, elbow raised high.
Jake just rolled his eyes, tweaking Loâakâs twitching ear gently with a smug smile playing on his face- Kiri couldnât help but marvel how similar Loâak looked to him when he pulled that face. âGet back inside, skxawngs,â he laughed, watching them practically run back to their hut, tails tucked between their legs.
Perhaps the Sullyâs were notorious for their lack of subtlety, but everyone knew Kiri and Loâak were the worst at it.
By the time he got back to the hut, Kiri and Loâak were already squabbling again, this time over a piece of fruit, an argument Neytiri was refusing to acknowledge given her very obvious eye rolls and the fact that she was faced away from them with Tuk tugging at her hair.
Jake whistled sharply, watching Kiri and Loâakâs face fall blank, eyes wide and mouths agape. He grinned again, laughing at their dumbstruck faces, and Neteyam chuckled into his own fruit.
âSkxawngs,â he hummed fondly, stroking his wifeâs cheek absentmindedly before attacking Tuk with tickles. âRutxe (please) Tuk, âak (ouch),â he cried dramatically once she had gotten a fierce hold on the roots of hishair and started tugging relentlessly, small legs kicking wildly.
âNgaytxoa sempul (sorry dad),â she giggled, letting go only for him to sweep her up in his arms again, swinging her round. âAhhh! Ftang, ftang (stop, stop)!â
Jake grinned, slowly yielding, and placing her back on the ground, where she immediately ran to curl up in Neytiriâs arms for safety. âAlright, âevi (kid), go hide like always. Iâll getcha again.â
âMaâJake,â Neytiri hummed, smoothing her palm over Tukâs kuru gently, watching her mate hold his hands up in surrender before sitting down nearer to his teenagers.
âKiri⊠Loâak, what happened to your face, âevan (boy)?â
Loâak looked up from the thread he was messing with, eyes wide and panicked, quickly swallowing his mouthful before prearing to launch into a great tale of dramatics. Kiri noticed this and beat him to it: âHe fell into a tree root.â
Loâak kicked her. âNuh uh! She,â he pointed at Kiri, the tip of his finger poking her cheek, âpushed me over and I fell. I was violently attacked!â
âThatâs not true!â She squawked, staring up at Jake as innocently as she could.
âDoes sound like you Kiri,â Neteyam added, wincing at the death glare she sent his way.
Loâak laughed slightly at the way Neteyam balked and Kiriâs glare flicked over to him, somehow more furious than when she looked at Neteyam. It was an uncomfortable heat swirling in her eyes, and it was making him itch, even when she cast her eyes to the floor. âShe did push me,â he started again, more desperately than before, anxious to escape Kiriâs rage. âShe told Alu she did!â
That did it.
Kiri slowly turned to face Loâak again, face frozen in pure shock. He recovered quickly and grinned cheekily whilst meeting his dadâs eye.
âLoâakâŠâ she whispered painfully, almost choking on the word.
âYou told Alu, hey? Hmm. Sheâs nice,â Jake smiled knowingly, looking just like Loâak once again. Kiri visibly deflated.
âI was kidding,â Kiri spat, crossing her arms, and sulking.
âAh, ah, ah, donât close up babygirl,â Jake sang, tapping her cheek playfully, watching in delight as she yelped and then glared at him.
âBah!â She exclaimed, smacking his hand away and snarling quietly. âFtang (stop)! Itâs not funny.â
âMaâKiri,â Neytiri started, her voice as smooth as the stones adorning her braids, âtell us whatâs wrong.â
âIâm fine.â
Neytiri clucked her tongue, lifting Tuk from her lap to move closer to the others, her youngest now wrapping herself around her sisterâs slouched figure.
âNo Tuk,â Kiri whined, pushing her away.
Tuk pouted- all big eyed and sad- moving to cuddle up to Loâak instead, close enough to be able to rest her feet in Kiriâs lap.
Jake reached out tentatively to stroke her cheek, leaning closer to try and meet her watery gaze. âMaâitetsyĂŹp (little daughter)⊠I- we wereâŠâ
âPlltxe (speak),â Kiri snapped, hesitantly meeting his eye.
âWhy are you embarrassed about us talking about Alu?â
Her face crumpled and she began to sob, burying her face in her hands as she wailed. Loâak patted Tukâs hair comfortingly to keep her from crying, meeting Jakeâs eye and nodding in confirmation of what the man already assumed. Neytiri had moved quicker than anyone could comprehend to pull her daughter into a hug, smoothing down her hair and shushing her tears. âMawey maâite (be calm, my daughter). Youâre okay, youâre okay.â
âHowâdâya feel now?â Jake asked once her sobs had ceased, tapping unintelligible rhythms against her ankle bone.
âNawm (great),â Kiri sniffed, wiping at her eyes aggressively. âNgaytxoa, I didnât mean toâŠâ
âDo not apologise,â Neytiri interrupted fiercely, pressing a kiss to her temple. âNow, rutxe (please), tell us whatâs wrong.â
She froze, unblinking. She didnât want to. Unconsciously, her eyes drifted over to Loâak, all teary and panicked, and he smiled at her gently, as if encouraging the words to roll off her tongue. She went to shake her head but was still, paralysed with fear.
âKiri,â Loâak whispered softly, as gentle as the breeze, âitâs okay.â He nodded once more, this time more confidently than before. Tell them. Tell them. Tell them. Â Kem astĂŹtewngaâ si tute astew (a brave person does brave deeds).
She nodded back- barely visible, but Loâak knew, a bright smile tugging at his mouth as he watched his sister shuffle in place awkwardly before rolling her shoulders back and straightening up to face her parents properly.
âI like Alu.â
Jake nodded. âYeahhhâŠâ
Kiriâs dark brows furrowed, looking as perplexed as Jake had when he first started learning naâvi traditions. âThat- thatâs it. I like Alu.â
âSo do I,â Neytiri smiled, âsheâs lovely-â
âNo.â Kiri shook her head, her hands trembling in her lap. âNo, I like her, like like like her.â
âYes, we- uh- we thought you mightâve felt like that,â Jake spluttered nervously, scratching his head. âSorry. I know thatâs probably not what you wanted us to say.â
Kiri teared up.
âYouâre not the most subtle at the best of times, maâite,â Neytiri hummed, stroking Kiriâs hair, âespecially not when youâre in love.â
Unsubtle. Was it really that obvious? She glanced over to Loâak and he shrugged as if reading her mind and she thought back to earlier that day where he had said the exact same thing. Oh EywaâŠ
âKiriâs in love?â Tuk questioned Loâak, intending to be quieter but still unable to monitor her volume properly.
âYes, tsmuketsyĂŹp (little sister),â Neteyam laughed softly, sending Kiri a huge grin.
âKezemplltxe (of course),â Loâak whispered in her ear, pinching her waist playfully, dodging her wriggling limbs.
Unable to fight it, Kiriâs face split in half with the biggest and brightest smile theyâd seen on her, practically glowing as they all huddled together to smother her in hugs and kisses, Tuk weaselling her way closer to chew at her shawl affectionately.
âBah, Tuk stop wriggling! âAk (ouch)! She bit me!â Loâak screeched.
âTuktiery,â Jake said in a low voice.
âNgaytxoa, sempul,â she responded immediately, kicking Loâak purposefully one more time before settling down.
âSoooâŠâ Neteyam started, âwhen are you going to tell her?â
Kiri froze. Shit. âUmm, Iâm- Iâm not.â
Neytiri drew back, a frown marring her pretty face. âNo, you have to say something.â
âFiiinneee,â she groaned, squeezing her eyes shut to avoid her motherâs expecting stare.
âYay!â Tuk cheered. âOoooh! Do it now, do it now, do it now! If you donât, Iâll bite you.â
âWha-â
âYeah, do it now or youâll never say anything, and weâll have to suffer through you complaining about it all day,â Loâak jibed, sending her a genuine smile to show he was just kidding.
âOkay, okay, okay!â She cried, standing up on shaky legs.
âGo!â Jake laughed, ushering her away. âQuickly!â
Kiri sent them a big smile, nodding reassuringly before turning on her heel and rushing off, the twine shawl flying out behind her. Jake grinned as he watched her go, heart aching at how grown up she was now, turning to sit next to Neytiri who was beaming equally as bright with her hand on her mouth.
Kiriâs head span as she raced through the village. She was never one for physical activity, much preferring to limit it to chasing after Tuk and Loâak when going on adventures, finding it more enjoyable to stay hunched over in Moâatâs company in the healing tent, mashing leaves and making salves. Now she realised just how unfit sheâd become from that habitual behaviour, and Eywa, she regretted it. But soon enough, she reached an extremely familiar tent: Aluâs.
Shit.
But before she could even think of something to say, a lilting voice caught her attention a few meters away.
Kiri knows eavesdropping is bad, itâs something that her parents had constantly chided them all on (given how nosy they were and also due to the sensitivity of the information discussed between the Oloâeyktan and Tsakarem), and she was very nearly about to turn her attention back to the hut until she heard a laugh. A very girly laugh. The same one echoing in her brain from earlier that morning- Aluâs. Her feet betrayed her, and she found herself sneaking closer and closer until she could understand all of the words that were being shared in hushed whispers.
âNot here!â Alu had said lightly, although Kiri knew she was probably smiling whilst saying it, the words whispering past her fangs.
âYou said the forest was too far away,â the other voice- a male voice- responded teasingly. Kiriâs brow furrowed deeply. Alu never really talked to boys⊠did she?
âMaâRasi, I said that because you are too impatient to wait all that way. It has nothing to do with me, nor my restraint.â
Oh. Kiriâs heart sank. Her feet stumbled backwards, and she ran away quicker than she had ran there. But she was so desperate to escape the situation she failed to stay quiet, the sound of her rushing away disrupting the quiet atmosphere Alu and Rasi stood in. Alu poked her head out from behind the cloth her saânok had hung out to dry over a branch that she and Rasi hid behind.
âRasi,â she whispered, voice strained, âI think someone heard us.â
The boy inhaled deeply and ran after the person whoâd been eavesdropping, hearing Alu race after him a few seconds later, panic ebbing through his veins.
Minutes later, Kiri appeared near her home and collapsed in exhaustion several meters outside the hut on the nearest patch of grass and soil, curled up on the floor and sobbing deeply. Shit. Of course, this happened. Of fucking course! She shouldâve just stayed home and let Tuk chew away at her flesh until all that was left was a pile of bones and her twine shawl (but knowing Tuk, sheâd gnaw her way through that too, she had already developed a bad habit of eating hair beads). She didnât know why sheâd never considered the possibility that her extremely beautiful best friend was involved in a courtship, she never even considered if Alu even liked girls in the same way!
All the running had knocked the breath from her lungs, leaving her lying on the ground dizzy and struggling to breath. She prayed silently to Eywa, mostly unintelligible strands of sentences that made no sense but seemed to be the only words she could muster. Oel ngati kameie Great Mother, she thought somewhat bitterly as she felt her heart thump heard enough against her rib cage she was confident it would burst straight through the brittle bone. Her tears had ceased, mainly because of her exhaustion, and were now drying on her face over her still glowing freckles. She could feel the soil against her cheek but couldnât find it within herself to go anywhere else, so stayed on the soft soil of the forest near her home.
Kiri was so tired that she couldnât hear the thundering of footfalls against the ground, sending vibrations through the soil she lay in. Didnât hear the distinct shout of Aluâs gentle voice. Didn't hear either of these things getting closer and closer and-
âWiya (damn),â a masculine voice huffed sharply from above her. Rasi. He sucked in a deep breath, staring down at Kiriâs unmoving frame and laughed painfully. âYouâre a great runner, Kiri te Suli KĂŹreysĂŹâite. Could outrun anything out there if I could run that fast.â
âKĂ€ (go),â Kiri groaned lowly, still facing the soil. She didnât want to hear him gloat about how he successfully wooed Aluâs heart or whatever else he wanted to say to kick her when she was down.
âMaâpaysyul (waterlily), what are you doing down there?â
Her hands clenched at Aluâs lovely voice. This was going to hurt.
âWe heard you.â
âHeard me when? I'm afraid I donât know what you mean.â She answered coldly.
âPxiswawam (just a moment ago),â Rasi said dryly.
âHmm, mustâve been someone else-â Kiri started, pushing herself up with the intention of rushing back to her hut and hiding away forever.
âYou think me a skxawng, Kiri?â Alu teased, moving to sit next to her friend, playing with a half-braided red and green bracelet.
âNoâŠâ she whispered, drawing her knees up to her chest and resting her chin atop them, ignoring the soil that clung to her blue limbs.
âThen donât treat me like one. You ran, why?â
Kiri shrugged. âI heard something that was not meant for me to hear.â She couldnât help how bitter the words sounded. âSo, I left.â
âYou ran,â Rasi corrected, nose twitching as she met his eyes with a fearsome stare.
âCall it what youâd like, Rasi,â she said cruelly, ârunning, leaving, whatever.â
Alu blinked slowly, looking up at Rasi who nodded to her quickly.
âKiri⊠what did you hear?â
âYou and Rasi⊠Why didnât you tell me?â
Aluâs face fell quickly. âTell you what?â Her voice was squeaky now, shaking.
âThat you and RasiâŠâ Kiri grit her teeth and gestured around with her hand, âyâknow, that youâre courting or whatever it is that yo-â
She was interrupted by a bellowing laugh from Rasi, the naâvi doubling over at her obvious jealousy. âCourting? Me? With her? Oh, for Eywaâs sake, youâre both as kakrel (blind) as each other!â
At his outburst, Aluâs face flushed darker, her ears twitching as her tail anxiously began to swish behind her.
(Unbeknownst to the trio, the Sullyâs were able to hear every word and were currently breaking the Oloâeytkanâs most sacred rule: no eavesdropping. They hunched together by the opening to their hut with their ears pressed against the canvas, whispering to each other in shock.
âOh no,â Neteyam sighed, âAluâs with Rasi? I couldâve sworn he was with-â
âFoai? Yeah, he is,â Jake finished, âI gave him the Oloâeyktanâs blessing a few weeks ago. Heâs not courting Alu.â
Loâak gasped, âWhich means Kiriâs just a jealous freak!â
Tuk giggled quietly, hand over her mouth like Neytiri had told her once Rasi and Alu had stopped just a few metres away.
âShe calls me a skxawng but she manages to cock this up,â Loâak murmured to Neteyam, causing the older boy to snort loudly, immediately slapping his hand over his mouth to muffle the noise.)
 Kiri trailed her gaze over to her hut quickly, tail swishing as she fought the urge to run away again. Alu noticed this and stopped her by grabbing her wrist tightly, tugging her closer. Unfortunately, her strength was misjudged, and she sent Kiri sprawling into her lap.
âEek!â She squeaked anxiously. âNgaytxoa! Ngaytxoa, I only meant toâŠâ
âItâs okay,â Kiri breathed, blinking quickly, "it's okay."
Of course it is, Rasi thought to himself, rolling his eyes and flexing his hands. His lip quirked upwards as he slowly started to slink away, dropping a second threaded bracelet by their feet before moving away quicker, occupying himself by drawing shapes into the grass.
Kiri smiled softly, unsure of how to act. Neither girl had gone to put more distance between them, but neither knew how to function with this little distance between them, instead they both sat staring at each other nervously.
Alu acted first, moving her right hand to cup Kiriâs cheek, careful to avoid the bruise on her nose. Kiriâs tail swished wildly. Alu always knew that Kiri had more âdemon-likeâ features but had never found any issue with them. In fact, right now she thought they were the most beautiful thing Eywa couldâve gifted to any naâvi: they were so enchanting and unique, not even Jake and Lo'ak had the same feautures as Kiri. âNalor (beautiful),â she whispered, mouth barely moving.
Kiri found herself leaning closer, eyes focused on the specific umber yellow shade of Aluâs irises, noticing all the golden flecks that were dotted throughout. She stared at the smattering of glowing freckles across her face- far more than anyone in Kiriâs family had- and the small scar across her cheekbone from where her brother had accidentally sliced her with a knife when practicing his hunting techniques with her. Her mouth was slightly open, purple lips offset by her glistening white fangs and once Kiri looked down at them, she couldnât move her gaze from them.
âIâm not courting Rasi, Kiri,â Alu said sweetly, nose twitching as Kiriâs tail brushed against her leg accidentally. âI wouldnât do that to Foai, his actual mate.â
Kiriâs eyes widened and her ears pinned to her skull. âOh-â
âSkxawng.â Alu lifted her hands to brush against Kiriâs forearms, fingers trailing over the twine adorning her shoulders. She tilted her head to the left ever so slightly, gazing at Kiri out of more narrowed eyes. âI wouldnât you that to you either.â
âUm⊠what- what do you mean?â Kiri spluttered, eyes darting anywhere by Aluâs pretty face.
The other naâvi grinned, mouth widening into a smirk as she huffed out a gentle laugh at Kiriâs obliviousness. Her hand moved to her neck, thumbs brushing against her jaw to move her head to face her again. âDonât act all shy now, you were so eager to eavesdrop earlier and now when Iâm trying to tell you to your face, youâre searching for an escape route!â
âI- Iâm not-â Kiri said quickly.
If possible, Aluâs smile brightened even more at Kiriâs words. âI know, I know. Iâm just teasing, maâyawnetu (beloved).â
(âAluâs got moves!â Loâak beamed, âthis is amazing.â
âMaâyawnetu? Oh Eywa, Kiriâs all grown up. MaâJake, maâiteâs all grown up.â
âShhh mama, I canât hear over your crying!â)
âMaâyawnetu?â Kiri stuttered, blinking dumbly.
âKiri⊠how many times did Toruk Makto drop you as a babe?â
Kiriâs face screwed up in confusion- âUhm, he didnât.â
âAre you sure? You seem a bit slower up there than usual,â she grinned, tapping her index finger against the girlâs temple lovingly, biting her lip to smother her laughter at Kiriâs offended stare.
âYouâre being mean,â Kiri laughed quietly, finally looping her arms around Aluâs shoulders.
Alu grinned wickedly, left eye dropping into a wink. âI donât mean to hurt your feelings, maâtĂŹyawne (my love). I can kiss you better if thatâd help. After all, canât have the Oloâeyktan after my head for upsetting his 'babygirl', can I?â
Kiriâs face flushed warmer than itâd ever been, and she just stared silently, mouth agape in pure shock. She couldnât even function when Alu whispered to her earlier that day, how was she supposed to function when she said stuff like that to her?
âKiri, can I-â
âYes.â
âYou didnât know what I was going to say,â Alu rolled her eyes with a slight chuckle.
âYes.â
Alu pinched her waist quickly. âLet me do this properly, maâKiri. So impatient,â she teased amusedly.
âPlease just say what you need to, I might faint otherwise.â
âOh well we canât have that can we?â Alu moved her face even closer, her nose barely bumping into Kiriâs- which no longer smelt like Moâatâs bruise salve (thankfully). âNga yawne lu oer (you are beloved to me/I love you). Can I kiss you, maâKiri? Rutxe (please).â
Kiri nodded, letting Alu press her lips against hers.
Sometimes being related to such skxawngs like Loâak and evil critters like Tuk isnât the worst fate Eywa has bestowed upon her. And now, now that she knows how much Alu loves her and knows how fucking obvious theyâve been for the past however long whilst trying to hide the signs of teenage love, Kiri is glad she was convinced to confess by her family, glad that she was possibly the most unsubtle person in the clan, and glad that she eavesdropped.
âYou know,â Alu whispered, âRasi was helping me prepare courting gifts for you.â
Kiri beamed, âReally?â
âYes, thatâs why I didnât want you to know Iâve been hanging out with him. The less you knew the better.â Â
âIâm glad I know now,â Kiri admitted, trailing her middle finger along the length of Aluâs nose.
âIâm glad you know now too, oer oare (my moon). I guess itâs for the best, hmm?â
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Harry wearing Taylors clothes blurb <3
If you are close to Harry, you would know one of his love languages is sharing clothes. Â
Often times he's the one to share his clothes with his loved ones, but since dating Taylor, he has come to find out that she has an amazing fashion sense, and he just can't resist not wearing something from her wardrobe.Â
..........
Taylor was on the couch reading her favorite Mary Oliver book when she heard Harry's voice call her.Â
"Hey babe! I'm about to bike to the store, do you need me to pick you up something" he asks from the bedroom. Â
"Ummm could you get me that dark chocolate I really like" Taylor answers.Â
"Sure! is that all?" harry asks again as he begins to walk towards her way.Â
"Yeah, that's all I can think of real- is that my coat?" Taylor asks when she gets a view of the outfit harry chose to wear out. Â
"Um noooo?" harry says nervouslyÂ
Are you sure about that Harry? Because that looks very similar to my orange Nike coat I have." Taylor pretends to ask like she doesn't already know the answer.Â
Harry looks down at the coat he was wearing and shyly answers "Ok fine, Yes, it's yours. Sorry I forgot to ask you if this was okay. It's something I really like doing" he explains.Â
"Don't apologize H. I don't mind," Taylor says with a smile as she walks over to him.Â
"You don't?" harry asks again to make sure she means it and is not just saying it.Â
"No, not at all." Taylor puts her arms around his shoulders. "Just like how you like when I sleep in your shirts, I like when you wear my things too". Â
Harry smiles at that and kisses her.Â
Once they pull away Harry asks, "Sooo does this mean I can wear other things of yours?"Â
Taylor tries to hold in her laughter at the thought of her 6-foot boyfriend looking through her closet trying to find something that could fit him properly. Â
"If you can fit it, then sure baby" she says as she scratches his head.Â
Harry smiles. "Okay good because I also want to where your 1999 hat and also the-"Â
"Ok let's not get to crazy babe" Taylor cuts him off, but it was too late because Harry was already dragging her to her closet to look at more things he could wear.Â
"Oooh look at these!" Harry says excitedly to her as he picks up some of her shades.Â
Taylor looks at how happy he is and just smiles knowing that it's too late to back out now. So, she just accepts her fate and lets him continue to have fun in her wardrobe.Â
This one was short and sweet, but I wanted to post another since I was gone a while! Hope you all like it đ«¶đœđ«
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đ« ïœĄïŸâč youâve built a home in my heart â 01. microwaved strawberries...?
:: u got up at 2 am to get some snacks at the convenience store down the street. for your inconvenience, you quietly opened the door to meet a peculiar sight, someone trying to sleep on the floor across the hallway because their roommate has their gf over .. ?
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incheon, 2:53 am
âahh im so hungry,â you grab your keys and wallet from your vanity, âi wonder what seven eleven has rn..â
this hunger pierced through your stomach, it was a craving that refused to be ignored, demanding immediate attention. you walked over to the living area to find hyunjin laying on his stomach, watching a new episode of the kdrama heâs been binging throughout the week.
âoh yeah, which filling did u want in the riceball?â you remembered his reply under your tweet
âsalmon or tempuraâs good, thank u loveâ he muttered, still focusing on the tv screen
â the nickname âloveâ sure is a charming term of endearment, especially coming from your childhood bsf.
âdo u want me to go with u? its like pitch black outsideâ the blond shifted his attention onto you
âno, ill be fine, thank u thoâ
âalright then, be safeâ he reverted his attention back to the screen, âi dont wanna sleep hungry tonightâ he says in a teasing tone
âwhateverr, dont blame me if u see a bite out of your onigiriâ your giggles filled the room.
you turned the doorknob and walked over to the elevator. as u neared your destination, a flicker of movement caught the corner of your eye and your curiosity piqued. you stopped in your tracks and turned toward the source of the movement. and there they were, sprawled across the rough carpet flooring of the hallway, was an uncomfy stranger, his features softened by the dim glow of the hallway lights.
âwhat the..â you mumbled with confusion mixed with concern, âare you alright?â you voiced, extending a hand in an offer of assistance. he blinked up at you, a mixture of exhaustion and horror reflected in his eyes.
âoh, shit, i didnt think anyone would be awake rn,â he quickly sat up, âmy bad, im not homeless or anything. my roomate js has his gf over and i did not wanna third wheel..â the handsome stranger explained with weariness
a moment of silence passed between you two. in that fleeting moment, you made a decision fueled by empathy and a tinge of adventure. âwell, how about.. â you proposed, a smile creeping upon your lips. âinstead of the rough, ugly floor, you sleep at my place tonight? im sure my roommate wouldnt mindâ
âforreal??â his tired eyes looked up at yours.
âduh, i cant let you sleep out here, what if u get abducted??â you couldnât let his pretty face touch the dirty ground..
âalright then, where are you going rn?â he took your hand as support to stand up, he was quite tall..
âjust the store down the street, wanna come with?â now you looked up at his head.
âyeah, my treat tho, as a thank youâ
4:42 am
âoohh waitâ riki rummages thru the tote bag 7eleven gave you, he pulls out the pack of strawberries he bought. he approached the microwave, âdo you want some?â he turned around to ask you
âdepends, what are u gonna do with thrm?â you tilted your head in confusion
riki places the strawberries in a bowl and washes them thoroughly. âmicrowave themâ you squinted your eyes and let your eyebrows frown
âmicrowaved strawberriesâŠ?â you were star struck, he left you speechless
âyupâ with a smile, he carefully placed the bowl of red strawberries inside and set the timer. as the microwave hummed to life, riki leaned against the counter, eagerly waiting for the warm strawberries that awaited him. the soft whirring grew louder, and he watched through the transparent window, gently warming the strawberries and releasing their sweet fragrance.
âat least try it before u judge meâ riki turned around with a bowl of microwaved strawberries placed in his hands, âcome try someâ
you got up and walked over to him. u stood in front of the microwave, the bowl of freshly microwaved strawberries in rikis palms, and skepticism + excitement settled within u. u took a strawberry from the bowl and bit a piece off, a burst of unexpected flavors met your mouth. the warmth intensified the strawberryâs sweetness and released an enchanting aroma, it almost smelled like your perfume. it was definitely a delightful surprise.
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More than friends..
âĄC.STURNIOLO âĄ
IN WHICH Chris and Y/n are bestfriends
âĄâąSTURNSGIRL âąâĄ
| Y/N'S POV |
"GOD CHRIS, YOU'RE SO FUCKING SELFISH. GET OVER YOURSELF!" I say yelling at Chris.
"ME SELFISH? ALL I'VE DONE IS CARE FOR YOU"
"RIGHT, SO THAT'S WHY YOU WENT OUT, AND KISSED THE GIRL I HATE! 'CAUSE YOU CARE FOR ME?" we shout back and foward
"IT WASNT LIKE THA-"
"OH YEAH SO THEN WHAT WAS IT CHRIS?"
It was silent..
"Exactly." I say biting my inner cheek before running out of their house.
I walk out side to see its dark, pouring rain, and thundering that I couldn't hear from all the yelling.
I check my phone *8:57pm* I sigh and walk into the rain in a tube top and sweatpants.
âą Flash Back From Earlier Today âą
| Y/N'S POV |
Matt and I were walking to our next class that we had together before I realized I had forgot my algebra text book in my locker.
"Oh shit, Matt I need to grab my notebook. You get to class I'll meet you there." I say smiling at Matt and he gives me a reassuring nod before heading off to our class while I walk to my locker which was a few lockers down from Chris', but he rarely needed things from his locker so sometimes he would let me use it to spare extra things.
I walk through the crowded halls being pushed and shoved left and right trying to get to my locker.
I finally reach my locker row and just as i turn i see Chris and Aliza full on making out.
I dropped the English notebook I was about to switch out to the ground causing a loud bang to the ground, grabbing Chris' attention as well as maybe 40 other people around us.
Chris pulls away from Aliza looking at me with eyes wording 'I fucked up'. and he did, big time.
"Chris?.." I say saddened and hurt but also angry.
"No.. Y/n wai-" He says trailing off as I run away into my class crying.
Now I should have gone to the bathroom but if Aliza came in there god knows what she would do or say to me. plus I needed Matt.
âą FLASHBACK- 2 âą
| Y/N'S POV |
Back last year our Junior year of high school I was in class with Aliza. Who was the mean girl, and the perfect,pretty captain of the cheer team. She hated me for.. i don't know why, but it seemed like she hated my bond with Chris as because everybody knows she was in love with Chris, but he had zero interest in her.
We were all sitting in English. Me and Chris, and these two other boys Chris was friends with. I was next to Chris as his two friends were sitting in front of us. I was tired, I had gotten maybe an hour of uncomfortable sleep. so I was barely awake laying my head on Chris' shoulder before Aliza, and her friends walk up to us with a bottle of water in her hand.
I lift my head off chris' shoulder to see what she wanted.
But before I could even ask what she wanted she opens the water bottle in her hand and splashes it straight in my face causing me to be soaked.
I froze. I didn't know what to do besides cry. I bursted into tears crying as everyone bursts out laughing, and taking photos and videos.
I got up out of my seat running out Chris following after me.
I sobbed running before Chris grabbed me by my shoulder turning me around hugging me holding my head.
"Oh love i'm so sorry, its okay just brea-" I cut him off.
"Chris i- why would she do that? she ruined me!" I say sobbing
âą END OF FLASHBACKS âą
| Y/N'S POV |
And I wasn't over exaggerating because she did. The whole school went on about this for Months!..
now i don't know why, but it did and Aliza did not stop,And ruined who I was at Somerville high.
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I finally got home and about an hour passes and my phone rings.
*CHRISSS đ«đ«*
Is calling- answer//decline?
I for some reason answer the phone.
"Hey idiot, open the door I'm freezing"
I hang up the phone, got out of bed, and opened the door.
"what does your pathetic ass want?" I say rolling my eyes.
"Can I come in please? its -8 degrees" He over exaggerates.
I open the door wider signalling for him to come in.
I shut the door and face his guilty eyes.
"What do u want?" I say trying my hardest not to cry.
"Look.. Y/n I'm so sorry for kissing Aliza, but that's not the full story, And just- before you cut me off let me explain. Okay so..."
âą FLASHBACK FROM EARLIER TODAY âą
I was walking with my friend Nate to class realizing I had left my AirPod's in my Lacross bag which was mainly the only thing I needed in my locker. The rest of it is my best friend Y/n's stuff.
I walk to my locker and open locker door half way before Aliza slams it shut. God this bitch again. I say in my head.
Aliza has been obsessed with me since freshman year, and I hate her. Especially after what she did to my sweet girl y/n she is my best friend, and I hate Aliza for what she did to her last year.
"What do you want Aliza." I huff already pissed and annoyed.
"oh why I just thought you looked really good today so I just wanted to give you this." she says and before I get to ask what, she slams her lips onto mine holding my face so I couldn't move. I could have thrown up right there. She kissed me for about 5 seconds until a loud bang.
It was Y/n. Shit.
"No Y/n wai-" I trail off as shes already gone. I try to chase after her, but she was already gone. Fuck.
âą END OF FLASHBACK âą
Y/N'S POV
"So that's what happened Y/n/n I'm so sorry I tried pulling away from her but her hands literally wouldn't budge. I'm so sorry you know I would never do that to you. I love you so much I'm sorry."
I felt terrible for what I said to Chris. Hes not selfish or annoying. He's the best, He's perfect, and I was so wrong for what I did. I didn't even let him explain. I felt terrible.
"No no no Chris don't be sorry I should be sorry for what I said. I didn't mean any of it, and I'm sorry for not letting you explain I'm sorry I love you." I blurt out quick.
"Shh its okay I know you didn't mean it love." he says hugging me tightly before letting go. "So are we good now?" He chuckles.
I nod my head yes before speaking.
"Look at you. you're soaked!" I giggle "Its okay I still have your hoodie, and sweats you gave me" I say grabbing his hand, and going upstairs handing him the clothes.
"You know how you have a drawer of clothes in my room cause you're always over?" He asks
"Yeah.. what about it?"
"We should keep one of those here for me" He says letting out a small laugh.
"I would be the one wearing them" I say chuckling
"Yeah you fucking clothe thief" He says holding up his clothes I gave him
"yeah, yeah, shut up" I say before walking out so he can change.
He get's changed, and tells me I can come in.
"So I get the hint you're staying here?" I ask.
"Yeah, but where are your parents?" He questions
"oh they went on a couples vacation i guess" I say as my black, and white 8 month kitty walks in.
"Hey Luna babyyy" I say picking her up. She was super tiny, and very fragile, but shes adorable.
"Ayeee Lunaaa my fav!" Chris says, carefully grabbing her from my hands while I close my door.
"Hey I wanna watch Riverdale so just watch it with me" I tell Chris as i put Riverdale on.
"AGAIN?" He yells startling me and Luna. "Whoops sorry lil Lun (loon), but haven't we watched this together like 8 times already?!" He asks
"Yeah, and we're about to watch it for the 9th" I say grinning
He chuckles but knows there is no changing my mind.
I turn my lights off, and turn on my star light projector, and hop in bed next to Chris, and Luna.
Luna lays by Chris' legs and I lay on his chest. Most people might think it's odd that we are this close, but we have known each other since day one. literally! they were in my hospital room while I was being born. Since our parents are best friends, and they were a year older than me, but still our bond is different and I love it.
Eventually I got tired and fell asleep before I knew it with Riverdale still playing, and Chris playing with my hair.
"Good night love" He whisper's shortly before he also falls asleep.
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Hopping into ask boxes to ask the important question: how are you? đ«â€ïž
oh hi lovely anon!! đ and thanks for asking!! i would ask you the same if you want to share how u are!!
uhmmm a bit all over the place, just felt lowkey anxious all day and that classic feeling of permanent guilt and like i'm forgetting sth important, same old same old. i often get nightmares when i'm stressed out (or just for unknown reasons) and I had a bit of work related stress recently and though that is done now, i'm still waiting for the nightmares to go away again so that sleeping is actually more relaxing again. also i'm pms-ing and getting emotional abt silly little things, but then i posted about it and so many lovely people replied with well wishes and/or cute animals it made me feel silly for whining about sth so normal as pms bc everyone is being so lovely about it and it felt silly of me to be so attention-seeking and post about it. đđ„čđ so yeah, doing great!! đ€Ą hahah but i also know this is just how it is some days and I have plans with lovely friends who I havent seen in ages on sunday that I'm very much looking forward to, and I'm currently lying on the sofa with a cosy blanket and my cat so things aren't all bad! âš
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