#dude i'm dying it's so much

[kakashihasibs]

SAKUMO AND KAKASHI

#I'M DYING #OOUUUGHHHHHH #LOOK AT MY DUDES MY GUYS MY LITTLE MEN WHOM I LOVE SO MUCH #FATHER SON MOMENT WOOOOOOOOOOOOO #kakashi hatake #sakumo #sakumo hatake #naruto99

[beanghostprincess]

i find it fascinating how one piece was the one thing that helped me the most with my eating disorder. now whenever i have a rough time with food there's just sanji's voice in the back of my head kindly telling me that i should eat. and i just have to eat bc i will never disrespect my husband's ideals like this

#this is so dumb but i promise the dude has helped me so much #like ofc my ed is still a thing but it's a lil bit better #sanji is the love of my life #gotta listen to my husband's advices y'know #if the guy says not to waste food i won't waste food #not to mention i have his cooking book and i'm dying to make something after like months of not cooking out of fear #oh sanji the man that you are #sanji #one piece

[ctrl-lupin]

Lupin faked his death for ten seconds

#IT WAS TEN SECONDS NOT ONE MINUTE #the dude pretended to be dead for ten seconds and this was jigen's reaction #i fucking love jigen so much #i'm not poking much i mean genuinely he completely broke down at the idea of lupin dying #*poking fun. typo #he loves loops so much #(and loops was being a dick to him here) #if i remember correctly jigen then tried to throttle him #lupin iii #daisuke jigen #green jacket #beware the time machine

[tommybowefuneralattendee]

💛Smoshblr December Asks Day 1💙

Who are your top 3 cast members, that you always hope to see in a new video?

oh hi !! well.

i will actively click off a video if i want to see spencer agnew and my guy isn't there.

i will watch a video just for the honor of looking at olivia sui.

if this were months ago, i would have said jackie uweh. in our time of great loss (and great gain for jackie i hope she's having a fucking blast), i would probably say tommy bowe.

#tommy being my technical 4th And my url woof #thank you for asking this was quite fun !! #ask answered #wallpaper-inside-my-heart #i really fuck with jackie's sense of humor #and i'm just a simple dyke and olivia sui could ask me to kill someone and i'd say yes ma'am #spenner is like. he's baby to me. he's blorbo from my youtube videos. i want to put him in a snowglobe and shake it #honorable mention of damien but i relate to him too much to be able to watch him do anything i find embarrassing #autistic demisexual guy from the south that has dyed his hair purple blue and silver in the past typically paints his nails black and #wears a lot of jewelry. is it damien haas or me #also he grew up doing a martial art and me too buckaroo. my guy is from georgia my family is from georgia like dude. #damien haas and i have too many traits in common i find him so embarrassing but so so so nice to see #just like me fr.....

[yiangchen]

i still think that the timing of this is wild. folklore, which includes songs like exile, my tears ricochet and hoax (but ESPECIALLY my tears ricochet) was released in july of 2020. then, that same year only weeks/a month later in september, bellarke's storyline is literally my tears ricochet. absolutely WILD.

#i wasnt into folklore yet when t100 was still airing #so i didnt think much of this #but now it hits different!! #i usually pretend s7 does not exist but it does and s7 bellarke 100% = my tears ricochet #'you're tossing out blame drunk on this pain crossing out the good years' #'you wear the same jewels that i gave you as you bury me' #'if i'm dead to you why are you still at the wake' #'YOU had to KILL me but it killed YOU just the same' #even on my worst day did i deserve babe all the hell you gave me? #because i loved you i swear i loved you til my dying day #when i'd fight you used to tell me i was brave #you can aim for my heart go for blood but you would still miss me in your bones #you know i didnt want to have to haunt you but what a ghostly scene #like..... #dude #so fucked up man #so fucked up #its just so dark #bellarke #t100 #taylor swift

[callmearcturus]

boy its a shame that you are doomed to die* because the crunchiness of "two childhood friends get crush on same girl" is great, esp if we can navigate this to resolve with "everyone lives together in a nice apartment and girl never has to cook a day in her life because she accidentally hooked up with two fucking health nuts"

#*i'm guessing here but dude he's got the Consumptive Cough Of Impending Tragic Death #so i am 80 percent sure he's gonna bite it #also i have way too many party members at this point they gotta prune a bit #oh shit is ken the murder child gonna kill him? #hmmmmmmm #arc plays games #persona 3 #eta: OH IS HIM DYING GONNA BE AKIHIKO'S GROWTH MOMENT #oh my god that makes so much sense #persona liveblog

[coockie8]

Anybody else loathe that bullshit horror trope where the characters go to call the police, but decide they can't because they have no signal?

Like, I don't know what bizarre universe the writers of these movies live in, but I can still call 911 if I have no signal. I can call 911 if my phone has no SIM card!

#maybe I'm petty #but I hate this *so* much #like I've seen this occur in shows like I Shouldn't Be Alive #which is supposed to be based off true events #I saw one episode where a dude wanders around in the woods while his friends are dying trying to get a signal #and I'm sitting here like :/ #maybe dude just had a *really* shitty phone but like :/ :/ :/ #you're supposed to be able to contact emergency services even if you don't have a signal #almost like they're *emergency* services!

[imwritesometimes]

falling asleep on the couch at 7pm on new years eve only to be constantly awoken by assholes doing fireworks already. happy new year 😑🙃

#still trying to stay up so I can watch my movie but lmao ngl I had my chicken tacos and I'm like. bed time ready now. #I've been exhausted ALL DAY dude SO sleepy. yesterday was #a lot #like. ngl. don't know if I wasn't on my meds how uhhhh that would've shaken out tbh. woulda been. really dark. #the shit going on with my house rn and just like all year has been a goddamn challenge #heater going on fence blowing down fridge dying like. it's just been so much #and being on my meds now and realizing like HOW tired the stress actually makes me #and how I was THAT stressed ALL the time and I was somehow surviving w/out meds like #no wonder I was bitchy and cranky and pissy all the time. I was *literally* suffering exhaustion #while not being able to sleep. at all. anyway. rambling now but 🤷‍♀️ #I'm so tired bro idk if I'm makin it to midnight lmao first time in like 30 years I might zonk out early #erin explains it all

[deadlylittlemiho]

Really annoyed at all the homophobes review-bombing this show and making it harder for those of us with genuine criticisms -_-

#tlou #the last of us hbo #long long time #I'm disappointed because the themes and characters of the whole series are different #not because there are queer characters in a series that always had queer characters 😑😑😑 #like holy shit were they even paying attention???? #episode 3 was genuinely a beautiful episode #it just didn't feel like it belonged to the Last Of Us series that I've come to love #so much more hopeful and forgiving and so much less about the depravity humanity can fall to when they lose hope #bill was a hard dude that pushed his love away and practically got him killed #and when he learns about it through a letter he crumples the shit up and moves on with his life rather than dying with him #i just would've liked if they had ONE big fight that split them up and led to his lover's death #THEN with regret he lays down his life next to him #but the showrunners clearly have a different vision in mind for theme and that's okay!!! #I'm just gonna try to enjoy it on its own merit because honestly if this were a new IP I would call that episode 10/10 #but as an adaptation only a 7.5/10 #it's still good even if it's different 😤😤😤 #so i need these bitch baby little homophobic fanboys to stfu and replay the game so the rest of us can continue having an okay time #the last of us

[missmitchieg]

But yeah, I love that Julie says things like "no, no, that's the last thing that they wanted" and "they wouldn't stand me up again, they must have run out of time" with such certainty, like she just knows the guys learned their lesson the first time around so in her mind, it only makes sense that the boys that the guys are gone.

#julie and the phantoms #julie molina #luke patterson #alex molina #reggie molina #wow the guys must have really /really/ bad-mouthed Caleb when they told her about him huh? #wonder how much they just insulted him and insisted they like Julie better in between explaining the dea #*deal because like all Luke told her after visiting his parents was 'this ghost cursed us and we're dying so we gotta cross over' #and i feel like Julie would be like 'uh EXCUSE ME I NEED MORE DETAILS' #and Reggie and Alex would just relentlessly insult Caleb #'HA I got this. His name's Caleb Covington and he's a tacky bitch.' 'he's so RUDE too!' 'Manipulator.' 'Creepy.' 'I don't like his teeth.' #'I don't like the way he puts his hands on people.' 'Oh yeah. That made me feel gross.' 'His eyes are blindingly bright too. Like an alien. #'YES. ALIEN EYES.' 'And did you see the amount of gel in his hair? Ugh!' #ok i'm stopping there's a limit to how many tags are allowed on a post lol #but yeah I like that Julie (the important one here) didn't underestimate their love&loyalty to her for a second at the Orpheum #while Caleb just can't take a fucking HINT and just keeps fucking stalking and threatening them like HOLY SHIT DUDE MOVE ON YOU CREEP #this is why dark AUs work bc they're barely even AUs like Caleb's just Like That

[cuntwrap--supreme]

Important life lesson I've learned recently: Never fall in love with an anarchist.

#leon bitches #I'm dying #yesterday i slept for three hours before the horror of what's happening kicked in and insomnia kept me from sleep #fucking went and ran like four miles just to drive the thoughts of him out of my brain #didn't work #but before that i had a complete mental breakdown like i haven't in so so long #like. unable to get off the floor. unable to stop hysterical crying. unable to stop shaking. #it was pretty bad #and it's no wonder i didn't sleep. how could i when the only thing I've hoped for for years - my only goal - is distancing himself from me? #and i know I'm making generalizations but anarchists all have shit going on in their heads dude #like. my take on anarchy (as an anarchist) is that everyone should be kind even when we don't beed to be #and we need to do shit to save the planet even if it's kinda extreme #radical kindness kinda route. but without some government entity forcing it. it's just how we should be. #but his type is very overthrow the government kill the politicians force the world to get better #and i agree with bits of that. mostly because it would be faster than waiting for people to wake up and choose kindness. #but he is legitimately about doing shit that can accelerate that change #one of the earliest conversations i had with him he was saying he voted for trump in the hopes he'd collapse the country #that way we can bring on the Mad Max Times which he said are step one for rebuilding a better world #and i think that might be when i fell in love with him #because here's this self-stated conservative hillbilly yet he's as much of a punk as i am #because - as much as i want change to happen without too much death - I've always said the mad max times will have to happen #and he used the exact term I've always used: Mad Max Times #and then we stood around and talked about the best ways to kill politicians and change the world #and he laughed at me for thinking humanity isn't too far gone to be nice #said even in the Star Trek universe there had to be violence before utopia #but i said expecting people to have any shred of decency left is the only way i can cope with the world #and he said that's kinda punk of me. and i maybe got kinda lightheaded thinking how perfect he was. #but he's also literally insane. incredibly unhinged man. #purposefully puts himself into conflict with others in the hopes of getting to kick the shit out of some arrogant dickhead #and i think that's just how anarchic people are. we're all a little fucked in the head. no shade.

[andthebubbles]

it’s so funny how i rewatch s1 anthony scenes and i don’t give a shit about him (unless i really try to keep in mind what we know about him and try to understand what’s going on behind the facade/beyond what the show dictates we should see because it’s definitely not from his pov) and then i watch s2, particularly from ep 3 onwards, and suddenly it’s like, !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is my dumbass idiot

#ramble.txt #bridgerton #sorry i keep posting about this skfjgnfk #i might've moved fandoms but i'm not sure yet #this show really came at the perfect time #when there's nothing new from seb and people were mourning (?) the apparent state of AM atm #i mean. who cares?? seb made his choice and afaik it wasn't just because of the slow car that he decided to retire #anyway. i actually like anthony's s1 hair but not the sideburns #the sideburns and hair were especially atrocious in 1x08 #before that it was passable #and i would love to know if they makeupped him to look tired almost all the time because he certainly doesn't look that way in s2 #the van dusen dude mentioned that they broke anthony at the end of s1 so maybe that look was intentional #do i think about this/him too much? yes i do #it's such a delight to have new things #tangentially: i wonder if there are any fics out there of violet dying in childbirth (hyacinth survives) and suddenly anthony has 7 kids to #look after all on his own in addition to the title and the estate and omg #tangentially again: i really like how the show leaves it open to interpretation how much angst you want to assign to anthony #i just rewatched bits of 2x01 and the part where violet's like 'you will end up alone' and anthony stops and then he's like 'good day mother #yeah i just. you can interpret that in so many different ways from non-angsty ('omg whatever') to very angsty (maybe i deserve to be alone) #and i just think that's cool #uh ANYWAY #(i might gif that scene btw. MIGHT.) #anyway i'm out #// #actually i ... maybe i wanna gif his last scene in 1x08 too #hmmm #maybe that could be one gifset

[monstersqueen]

After much consideration, I came to a single conclusion: Threaten them. That was the only way. Tell the Mafia that I was going to give the government information on them that would sink them for good.

...so i guess this version of odasaku WAS in the mafia at some point. despite never meeting dazai.

also i don't think he has more information on the mafia as ango does, so i'm not sure his information WOULD be enough.

at least i don't think so, but odasaku says so little and shows so little of his feelings and notices so much he never feels like sharing that it's actually possible

#myposts #bsd beast novel #bsd march 2023 not lb #odasaku is very able to leave out very important information #in dark era he tells us nothing of his ability until he gets shot in ango's room #and then goes 'so i avoided the shot. that's my ability' #????????? #doesn't tell anything unless he considers it relevant and that's even the case in his narration #and he very rarely considers anything relevant #that's how he ends up dying and going'oh crap there is SO MUCH i need to tell dazai' #when it would have worked just as well if he had given his speech NOT on his death bed #but that's not something i see in his characterization often #odasaku is the strong silent type and also inside he's like'yeah i'm nothing special' and then do teh wildest thing imaginabel #dude what the fuck

[v-iv-rusty]

idk I'm starting to think that healing from trauma/dealing with mental illness is just a lifelong cycle of constant death and rebirth. the snake eats its own tail again and again. or something lol

#misc.txt #venting about things in the tags just writing it out somewhere #had a very bad ocd/anxiety episode last night to the point where I almost feel like it bordered on legitimate delusion #am doing much better this morning but the 'off' feeling still lingers. it's like a hard reset every time #sometimes it really does feel like dying a little bit and coming back to life every time when its really bad. like fuck dude I'm still here #but I feel like I'm making improvement with managing it at least. bit by bit #I still feel like I'm floating and nothing is real right now but maybe - slowly - I can deconstruct this #and begin to believe that everything WILL be ok. I DONT need to work myself into a spiral daily #no amount of worrying will add one year to your life etc. #it's just so hard though :/ and every time I have an 'episode' it's so fucking jarring

[pocketramblr]

Sometimes, some people really should have quit while they were ahead

#I'm dying of laughter this is. such. it's so much #i think he's trying to make it sound better but it really truly does make it sound worse to me #stop explaining it bro. STOP EXPLAINING IT NOOOO #why didn't you stop when you were ahead... why did you keep going.... put the shovel down my dude and stop digging......

[self-shipper-snowdrop]

Looking through old fanfiction is a trip because, while it’s not great, it’s not exactly bad either.

BUT IT IS COMEDY GOLD

WHY WAS I SO FUNNY BACK THEN WTF

#I'm dying over the HS fanfic from back in the day good lordt #My OCs had no right to be so funny???? Like bro help why are they hilarious #Verdel Jivana... Cymbeline Faustus.... Cerys Bloodworth... oh how I missed you #ALSO I HAVE A MINECRAFT WORLD THAT LITERALLY IS JUST A MASSIVE HS REFERENCE #IM???? LOSING IT #IT HAS A LAB CALLED ''DRAWING DEAD LABS'' AND A MANUAL WRITTEN BY GUESS WHO #MY JADE-BLOODED TROLL OCS MAOPAI AND PULARI NICOHA #It's memory lane my dudes.... my heart; how she melts #It's cute though... like I can genuinely see how much fun I had #Also my One Punch Man fanfic from back then? It has an ''Ariel Needs Legs'' reference #My self insert literally says ''Saitama this is weird what do I do'' upon Speed o' Sound Sonic hitting on her and I cried laughing #But it also kinda makes me sad admittedly. #There are parts of that girl venting that makes me want to go back in time and hold her. Tell her she'll be okay. #ugh but I'm not gonna get sappy