#don’t believe I exist)

[minyicho]

I saw a cape barren goose for the first time today and they are now my new favourite birds

Look! They’re literally dinosaur!! I had to do a double take when I first saw one

And look how cute the chicks are!!!

#They are so cool #like I can’t believe the exist #The photos don’t do them justice #Seeing them in real life is just different #minyicho #own post #birds #wild birds #birds nature #birb #animals #fauna #goose #geese #birdblr #birdwatching #birbs #birblr #orinthology #nature #wildlife #australia #australian birds #australian wildlife

[xxivletxx]

rosado: adorable artist

#i cannot believe Im in the same plane of existence as rosado haters….. #the other day I told my therapist that i break down and cry whenever someone says #they don’t like something I adore #she perscribed me a mood stabiliser 😭 #hopefully i Can manage my emotions better! #fire emblem #fire emblem engage #fire emblem heroes #fire emblem fanart #digital art #fe17 #rosado fire emblem #rosado #fire emblem engage fanart

[pearlsdiamondsandvodka]

the sandra lynn / fig conversation is driving me Insane. fig saying that sometimes she doesn’t wanna exist as herself at all…not wanting to ask her friends how they see her (because she’s afraid to hear their response) saying that to someone she is a monster and she Cannot stop thinking about it. sandra lynn starting the conversation saying she needs to step up but is also simultaneously taken aback about what fig expresses and doesn’t know how to responds to it and suggests getting ice cream. sandra lynn saying “convincing people they deserve good things is really tough” talking about herself but how it also reflects fig. insane!!

#if that conversation had kept going I would have started bawling!! #fully believe brennan was like ‘well oh shit this is getting dark and heavy quick let’s uh get some snow cones’ #I will say I think Emily does a beautiful job here of showing teenage life #not a universal experience perhaps but definitely a common one #feeling so lost and insecure in who you are and under so much pressure to be a certain way #and her saying she doesn’t wanna exist #vs me resonating with ‘I don’t wanna die sometimes I wish I’d never been born at all’ lyrics #it was hard to watch ngl but it’s also bc Emily does Such a good job w emotional scenes!! #that woman is so emotionally invested you get emotional invested as well #if Emily axford cries I cry with her #and loved to see more of Sandra Lynn again <3 #damn good scene #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high spoilers #fantasy high junior year #fig faeth #sandra lynn faeth #emily axford #brennan lee mulligan

[lovecoredeity]

got around to designing an outfit for my little porcelain doll cat character! I think it turned out nice 🤍💙

♡ if you like my art please consider buying me a kofi ♡

#deity’s doodles #artists on tumblr #character design #d&d #dnd #dungeons & dragons #dungeons and dragons #dnd oc #d&d oc #tabaxi #tabaxis #this character still doesn’t have a name and simply exists to exist but I like them a lot #I’m very happy with the design and how things turned out #the inspo was: my tea party bracelets bjd dolls like the ones moonlight jewel and dollightful have made #and kintsugi #my toxic trait is believing that I could conceivably make this doll irl #I have never customized a doll in my life and don’t have any of the like necessary skills or equipment #all I do is collect and redress dolls and watch a ton of doll custom videos #anyways the whiskers would be made from really thin wires and probably little gold beads at the very end #I’m like really happy with how this turned out tbh! #I hope y’all like it as much as I do!!

[carpisuns]

when I say im a creator you’re just gonna have to trust me on that

#do I ever post art or writing? #maybe #sometimes #who’s to say #the bible says faith is hoping for what you can’t see #if you believe me when I call myself a creator you don’t NEED to see my theoretical creations that may or may not exist #anyway #mine

[roki-roki-roll]

So, with advice of the dead

and a halo over my head

#hello from the hallowoods #hfth #diggory graves #honey i’m home #Diggory graves please come back #this is my willing into existence for tomorrow’s episode #if I believe enough maybe they’ll come back #also don’t ask me for context for this cause even I don’t know

[larkspurglove]

I’m genuinely considering breaking my f2p status to get this even though I swore off spending on gachas ever since the cookie run kingdom incident.

Only issue is the battle pass is 30 dollars 🧍‍♀️

#btw the CRK incident was basically me being mega obsessed with the game #and desperately wanting to get that frost queen cookie or whatever #so I spend ~$30 dollars on the game to get her #and then a few months later I quit the game and I haven’t touched it since #I’ve never regretted spending money more and I have made extremely stupid purchases in the past #and I’m afraid that if I do get the battlepass another 30 dollars will go into the bin #also breaking my f2p status even if the only benefits are like a bit of extra resources and jade feels like cheating #even so I am DESPERATE and I’m aware there’s an event happening where I can win a battlepass #but I don’t believe they specified if it was the $15 dollar one or $30 dollar one #and also I don’t really like commenting on socmed where hoyo actually exists #honkai star rail #hsr #aventurine #hsr aventurine #aventurine hsr #lark rambles

[foreverppl]

Moodboard for Jinnah Beatty (they/she), lead singer of ethereal goth band Mayday Malady.

@infamous-if

Playlist

#romancing august I think but we’ll see what oriana is saying when the updated demo comes out hehe #some quick facts: #they usually go by their last name #her goal with her style is to be constantly mistaken for a beautiful ghost #lots of long skirts/dresses + layers. gossamer looking fabric etc. only ever wears black or white #on stage she’s also usually wearing a mourning veil bc of course she is #half of her love of music comes from the spectacle of it. like being able to construct a persona and exist in it for a little while #like playing make believe #they make a lot of their own clothes. if they weren’t doing music they’d definitely be doing something in fashion. #she deeply deeply hates being misunderstood or having her words/actions be twisted so she’s like pulling her hair out rn lmao #the band’s songs are pretty high usually so she always secretly finds it funny when fans try to sing along and are off key or something lol #the only tattoo they have is seven’s initials and she doesn’t really plan on getting any others #they’re hesitant abt being a positioned as the leader bc sometimes she has issues with reeling in her emotions #and responding reasonably in the moment. #anyway she can’t relate to the loser mc allegations she’s the coolest mf on the scene tbh #but I am sorta… scared for them. #on account of the horrors that are yet to come #bc truthfully they don’t know any coping mechanisms that aren’t just ‘ignore it until it goes away’ lmao #one of the things she is currently ignoring to the best of their ability is seven #if: infamous #mb #mc: jinnah beatty (infamous)

[carefulfears]

how many of you would get mad at me if i said that mulder fucking another woman while wearing scully’s crucifix necklace is one of the most romantic things to ever happen….like, gothically and punitively so….it’s like….well, it’s like…it’s like “aw boohoo he has to get laid because he’s so sad his partner is gone” but like for a person who never allows themself any indulgence or respite or attention, who therefore only has sex as penance. only in blood. and it’s like…yes, it’s self-harm, in many ways, but in many ways it is also confession. crucifixion, as a laying down of sin. bless me father, for i can’t save them, and i miss them anyway. crucifixion as being watched over…when he asked maggie, “why did she wear this?” and maggie answered, “because i gave it to her.”

#when you don’t believe in god but you believe in her so you give yourself religious guilt #he literally……he puts it on for his first case without her. for his first time away from home without her. #and therefore endows this kind of omniscient presence into it #it really is like being watched over. confession. #‘vampirism as an allegory for devotion and religion and abuse’ episode i am sorry i was not your mother #not everyone got it but i did #like….top 10 television episodes of all time. not just this show. #txf.txt #3 #also it’s an admission. #it’s an admission that he can connect with someone and desire that type of connection #he’s capable and maybe he wants it. maybe it means something. #the trust and care that existed between him and kristen has existed with 100 other women and never been anything more than #friendly and respectful #but maybe when it really comes down to it he does want to be seen in another light and that is a lot to admit

[boxdstars]

Only in the HL fandom would the take that “all the companions could be bisexual at the very least” would be a hot take but here we are

#IM YAPPING AGAIN GRAHHHHHHHHHH #have you guys considered that the mc is not by default a woman #all the so called ‘tension’ between seb and the mc #‘exists’ regardless of what your mc looks or acts like #though i don’t believe it really exists outside of shipping goggles #that’s okay though! people can do whatever they want! #it’s just weird for yall to be like ‘ominis and sebastian are straight!!’ and be obnoxious about it when we on the gay website #yall alienating the few gays in this fandom already it’s weirdo behavior #boxd chitchat #also shout out to the tired aro and ace folks in this fandom cause yall are troopers

[foxgirlsounds]

Also love that pathfinder lets your character be atheists. In a world where angels and demons are real and a very present threat

#I know the lore is it’s less they don’t believe gods exist #and more they don’t believe gods deserve worship

[rapidhighway]

Okay this is gonna make no sense, so here’s to me posting random comics about AUs I pulled out of my ass 🥂🥂i spent the entire day sitting in a car and was suddenly just like, what if it was Sam who ended up in Purgatory with Cas? That way I can finally daydream about them having some (traumatizing) bonding time which they sooo needed after Cas destroyed Sam’s wall and then took on his cage scars. Then I remembered how pissed I was when they made purgatory to be this forest with nothing to do but fight each other, then I realized I can have Sam and Cas actually explore purgatory in my AU bc I’m sure Sam would be much more into it than Dean and here we are idk what I’m doing :’) also Cas is depressed after but what’s new. Here’s my comic about it sidhkvndfgkj

#spn #sam winchester #castiel #purgatory #supernatural #comic #art #fanart #digital art #pls accept my ramblings #I was literally so bored but didn’t want to think about any of my existing AUs and was just like #what if I invent purgatory lore now? and put Sam in it cause I want him there with cas thanks #also I think being in purgatory would be torture for Sam just bc he believes he’s a monster and that’s where he’s gonna go when he dies or #whatever #meanwhile cas wants to stay there and stuff bc they are the same #whateverrrr pls #I’m always so embarrassed when I just pull out whatever random ass au #this doesn’t even do much I just wanna good purgatory thanks #also if I made mistakes in the dialogue no one correct me I don’t care for this language

[dork-a-doodle]

I actually love the idea of them being siblings

No clue if that’s where they’re going with this, but I love it anyway

#I like to think she existed in the tma universe #but she was to busy girlbossing her way up the corporate ladder to notice her stoner brother was being possessed #and yes I fully believe uni era Elias had a beanbag chair #I don’t even know if they existed yet #but he def had one #the magnus protocol #the magnus protocol spoilers #tmagp #tmagp spoilers #the magnus archives #tma #tma spoilers #gwen bouchard #gwendolyn bouchard #elias bouchard #the dork doodles

[wormsdyke]

nooo car seat headrest don’t create the most heart wrenching 8 minute song about death and loneliness and dissociation that draws from and references the yellow wallpaper by charlotte perkins gilman your so sexy aha

#can you believe this just exists. it needs to be put in a faraday cage so i can be protected from it #accidentally came up on shuffle when i wasn’t prepared. devastating #does this make any sense do u get it. please listen to high to death by car seat headrest #also i hope you all don’t mind me car seat headrest AGAIN. it’s an incurable disease #anyways. jesus #car seat headrest #high to death #csh #also this image ID was insanely long i hope it’s good but if anyone has constructive criticism for it i’ll fix it :)

[wh01sstanl3y]

2006 Black Christmas truthers are the most oppressed minority💔(aside from gamers)

#this is how it feels to be me #I know yall don’t care but I’ll keep piss posting #piss Billy that is #I’m not into pee #slashers #black christmas #billy lenz #black christmas 1974 #horror #slasher #black christmas 2006 #fanart #I like to believe that the two Billies co-exist as little buddies who hang out sometimes because I make them #:) #I need to stop talking to myself in the tags of my own post

[napping-sapphic]

Anyway I didn’t get spun into a dip and passionately kissed even ONCE in 2023 so 2024 better be ready to deliver or we’re gonna have a problem😤

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #starting to believe that all the girls who want to spin people into dips and kiss them don’t actually exist :/ #im wishing us all luck in our 2024 search for smooches #and if you have someone to smooch pls smooch the hell out of them in solidarity for us single people🫡 #unless they don’t like smooches then give them a nice snack or whatever they like #also im scheduling this WAY before new years #since i spent like an hour thinking about it #so take bets on whether or not i’ll remember it’s going up or not ig