#pls accept my ramblings

[rapidhighway]

Okay this is gonna make no sense, so here’s to me posting random comics about AUs I pulled out of my ass 🥂🥂i spent the entire day sitting in a car and was suddenly just like, what if it was Sam who ended up in Purgatory with Cas? That way I can finally daydream about them having some (traumatizing) bonding time which they sooo needed after Cas destroyed Sam’s wall and then took on his cage scars. Then I remembered how pissed I was when they made purgatory to be this forest with nothing to do but fight each other, then I realized I can have Sam and Cas actually explore purgatory in my AU bc I’m sure Sam would be much more into it than Dean and here we are idk what I’m doing :’) also Cas is depressed after but what’s new. Here’s my comic about it sidhkvndfgkj

#spn #sam winchester #castiel #purgatory #supernatural #comic #art #fanart #digital art #pls accept my ramblings #I was literally so bored but didn’t want to think about any of my existing AUs and was just like #what if I invent purgatory lore now? and put Sam in it cause I want him there with cas thanks #also I think being in purgatory would be torture for Sam just bc he believes he’s a monster and that’s where he’s gonna go when he dies or #whatever #meanwhile cas wants to stay there and stuff bc they are the same #whateverrrr pls #I’m always so embarrassed when I just pull out whatever random ass au #this doesn’t even do much I just wanna good purgatory thanks #also if I made mistakes in the dialogue no one correct me I don’t care for this language

[traumxrei-archive]

note to self: when given the option, nrc students like being called cool rather than adorable. i learned the hard way.

obviously i picked the adorable option (bc they all look so cute) and they were...ahem, slightly offended.

jack's like what ?? cute ?? me ???? and ofc rook is happy abt it. even RUGGIE is offended (as if he isn't the cutest of them all) and floyd's like shrugs bc it's praise.

and then i went back to pick the cool option and the difference is SENDING ME djdkdjkfkf

jack's like "...really? *tail wagging*" and rook is very much still over the moon lmao, floyd is like >:DDD, and ofc ruggie is protecting himself from being asked a favor but i KNOW he liked the compliment.

#/trau rambles #i cant with them #what's wrong with being cute #pls y'all look so cute accept my love :'))) #twst portfest #jack howl #ruggie bucchi #rook hunt #floyd leech

[fushigurro]

who are 2 blorbos from different fandoms that you would most want to have a threesome with?

#rambles. #i don't know my own answer actually i will have to think #but this randomly popped into my brain and i want to know everyone's answers #and multiple answers are acceptable ofc. pls tell me

[arolesbianism]

Hiiii besties I um. Rly want money. Would anyone want a tweened icon like these for like $20? I'm usually pretty fast with them so it shouldn't take longer than like a few days max

#rat rambles #I can accept payment through pretty much anything as long as its not too much of a hassle to set up #dw if you can't afford it its not like an emergency I just want to have the money to buy my siblings (and myself) presents this year #so like 3 or 4 coms like this should be enough for some basic gifts at least #ofc feel free to tip or get one of my normal coms if you wanna pay more but Im going cheap since I just want smth #idk if I wanna advertise this too hard tho so do pls reblog but Im not gonna go all out with tags 👍 #Ill also probably post this offer on toyhouse if this gets no results #so yeah limited time cheap ass tweened icons for less than my normal non animated busts get em while theyre hot or whatever

[beaulesbian]

wait til you actually read the manga and see how much interest zoro has in other men- oh wait, he doesn't.

#as much as its widely accepted headcanon that hes gay. its still not canon #what if i say that hes aromantic huh? thatd be my headcanon and that doesnt make it canon - much like the other stuff in that post #luffy can be the aroace icon. but zoro no? bc you have to ship him with someone else? #you want to fight for the aroaces? why not fight for more aroace zoro huh #this was about the an/ti post in the zolu tag btw #im tired #pls zsan shippers stop talking in the zolu tag challenge! #my ramblings

[songofsaraneth]

tv show reccomendation: Scavengers Reign!

adult animated series on HBO Max about survivors of a spaceship wreck surviving on an alien planet, a pal originally pitched it as "Nausicaa meets Annihilation vibes" in terms of whimsy + body horror elements, and I think that both fits and is a compelling way to describe it. the plot isn't the most in depth but I think that allows the show to wrap everything up nicely in the 12 eps and maximize screen time on the best part which is the alien planet's ecology and worldbuilding.

it was also just very refreshing i feel like theres been a divide in western animation in recent years where a lot of "adult" shows are that way solely because they're crude/sexual/edgy, and meanwhile anything "whimsical" gets slotted into kid genres and is therefore limited in how far it can push anything. so its nice to get a show that balances whimsy with body horror elements without relying on like, sex or fart jokes.

also the last episode has a really gorgeous animation sequence nearish the end, you rarely see animation of earth-biology/geology/evolution done with such care and attention to detail, and it was really wonderful to see how much effort the writers/animators put into that aspect of the show and clearly loved it + wanted the viewer to love it too

#as an ecologist i am Always watching alien sci fi for the biology etc #not necessarily to find every flaw but just to see how much effort goes into it and this one sure does!!! #yes you have to accept basic premise of breathable atmosphere and not everything being poisonous #but the environment is both help and hindrance in this show and they have to always be interacting with it often in cool ways #scavenger's reign #i havent seen it on my dash at all so!!!! go watch #now im gonna make a rare journey into the tags for it #ramblings #animation #jade recs #eta: well fuck me the tag is me and 8 other people/posts #lmao someone who can make gifs pls watch this #i want to reblog the cool alien guys #UPDATE #ok theres more posts i just had an apostrophe that i guess does not belong #scavengers reign

[suntails]

im feeling a little better today so i scribbled myself if i were in twst

#i forgot to label my loving trustworthy eyes. blinking so cutely at u. do u want to hear me talk At you about the housing market #me with my unstoppable brainrot over diasomnia: so anyways i am sooooooo deeply octavinelle to my core. i hate it here <3 #its the Everything abt me. fun fact! i figured out when i was 7 that i could do whatever i wanted if i was willing to accept the price of th #e punishment for an action. it was a fair transaction! and thus started my whole life where i do anything i want without worry! wooooo!!! #thank u octavinelle for embracing my silly life-hack of a transactional mindset!! so fucked up!! #also bought a house at 21 and i know EXACTLY how the slippery slope to being a landlord would work soooo. sighs. i know too much #pls. i want to say id pull a rook hunt and switch dorms but i rly dont know if i would. the outfit is so snazzy. and i wouldnt get into dias #omnia so whatd be the point lmao #okay thats enough rambling lmao #hush catriona #for good measure <3 #twisted wonderland

[dragon-of-timeless-blue]

I have no idea where to look for translations of REVOLUTION but just with the youtube sample video im literally sobbing, I've listened to it like 3 times already, ANNE FEELINGS TAKE OVER ME ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

#ANNE LORE YEAH YEAH IM LIVING FOR ANNE LORE I NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM #PLS IM JUST AAAAAAH #now im thinking about Anne with 'Mama's boy' playing in my head 😭 #but she didn't accept me as I was... 😭😭😭 #paralive #paradox live #anne faulkner #anz #dragon rambles

[chanyoungies]

김준서 (KIM JUN SEO) 1st Mini Album [ECHOES of love] 2022.11.20 6PM (KST)

#kim junseo #wei #ouiai #DEAR GOD it's 10AM as i draft we have 6 hours to go until i post but oh my god im finally done i thought id never finish dear GOD #this is far from the best thing ive ever done. but it was an interesting experience #nd definitely took some time (not the most tho . nothing can beat paula's birthday set when it comes to that) but also .... surprisingly #less than i thought ? like longer but also shorter .? u know ? #this made me go insane i kept forgetting about my food and i also kept working in silence half of the time bc i would forget to put smth on #eri if i decide to do a second one next year PLEASE tell me to start sooner like if i start brainstorming into ur ear in like may pls accept #i say 'if' as if i wasnt already working on song choices for next year lmao #i was really excited for this and i think that made me not rlly think as much as i should have i think i can do better next year . if i star #if i start early enough #ANYWAYS #happy junseo birth <3 my prince <3 or smth idk #pls dont perceive the mcd thumbnail from up close i beg u #boy who's so important . . a boy so fox . . . nation's model (2) pretty boy with pretty voice . . whatever im not gonna start rambling more #but he's very important n i hope he knows that he is & that he's so very loved & i hope that he's happy today and always . etc #nd i love him or whatever . whatever whatever no one look everyone close your eyes #*mine #special thanks to eri as always my bewoved who has been hearing me talk about this for the past like month thank u for putting up with me #(re:this and also in general i love u)

[platonic-qpr-selfshipping]

I'm having one of those "I wish I could just be part of the Astral Express crew" moments

#rambling rambling rambling #i know being part of the astral express would have its own challenges and all but #sometimes i wish i could just be there and suddenly feel safe #i like everyone in the crew so much and I guess anyone in it can bring me comfort somehow so #I crave being accepted and I believe they would do it with no doubt nor hesitation #and my honkai s/i being probably the most similar to me s/i makes it even easierrr for me to wish to be there #because that's basically me #being there and being supported and living happily and having others to rely on nearby and being themself and being loved for it and and #and i want that #ugh the struggle #Welt pls come home #ive had a long evening and tomorrow i'll have a long morning idk what im saying at this point im just tired #i just wanna exist peacefully ig #no rush no judgement no negative expectations #also I wanna share blankets with March and Dan Heng #and Stelle too I love her but almost never add her in my imagines because I think I would join the crew before her soooo i havent thought+ #much about meeting trailblazer and all of that as my s/i #I wanna be in the Astral Express so bad #I wanna look at the stars and share blankets as we continue our eternal travel #together #as nothing more nor less than family #im so tired #n is talking #vent #ig? #cw vent #tw vent

[opens-up-4-nobody]

hypothetical struggle between Christianity and paganism in bbc merlin? 👀 one that's very neurodivergent? 👀 do tell

Okay, so Athurian times take place in the early dark ages. Which was probably a weird time for religion in Britain. Because the Roman occupation had just come to an end, leaving behind the structure of catholicism at least with those in positions of power. But religious beliefs were still in the process of blending together with the local practices and other religions, leading to some odd gnostic beliefs. Obviously, bbc merlin doesn't talk about Christianity within Camelot but I think we can assume the catholic church would have a position at the round table. Presumably, Arthur would grow up instructed in catholic belief, go to mass, and have bishops or whatever advising him. He would rule by Devine right, sanctioned by the pope and magic would be characterized as demonic. And that somehow raises the stakes for me, imaging magical merlin within the walls of a very catholic Camelot.

I just have this image of merlin in the back of a cathedral as Arthur attends mass. Kneeling in this beautiful building, head bowed low as the congregation sings praise to a foreign God in a foreign tongue. A God that would apparently have merlin tied to a stake and burned alive. And merlin choking out his empty prayers, echoing in the verbal praise under the isolation of his nonbelief and magical association. Full of fear and venom.

The hypothetical struggle I imagine is one of catholic enforcement pushed by Arthur's religious advisors and Arthur's morality. Because Arthur is a good person and slaughtering a people on the basis religion is insane. So, what does it mean for Arthur if he stops listening to his advisors and starts accepting magic? He has to contend with a spiritual struggle, not just the secular issues presented in the show. And I would looooooove to watch that. The bending of Arthur's beliefs into something more flexible and less rigidly Christian according to the church of the time

#my knowledge on this topic in terms of historical accuracy is blurry so im im wrong: pls for the love of god correct me #but idk if arthur was catholic the entire structure of his idea of the universe would have to change if he started accepting magic #and i think that would be a super interesting transition. where would he land? would he shift to being a more gnostic style Christian? #lose his faith? idk id probably make him like my dad who thinks hell is a human construct and that all are welcom in the kingdom of heaven #and that people should just be kind to eachother. very les mis to love another person is to see the face of god #bc i loooove that idea. i find it fascinating. idk i just think religion is interesting #bc its like how ppl fundamentally understand the universe to work and that is so wild. like i can understand why it was so important in ye #oldy times lol. idk im just a bit fixated on it atm. like its the type of obsession thst feels too big for my head so its straining at the #seams. its also weird bc since its religion my brain is doing that awful thing where its questioning my interest in the topic like r u #questioning ur lack of faith? and im like bro no this is academic interest leave me alone. bc im prone to intrusive thoughts and obsessive #behavior. so thsts fun. but its not too unmanageable rn. so its interesting #idk i probably sound unhinged. lmao i headcanon ✨️ catholic!arthur ✨️ and his fall from grace in the eyes of the church rip #ay religion in not necessarily bad but human institutions are usually fucked #merlin rambling #unrelated

[semi-sentient]

how do we feel about these two

(they both use they/them!!!)

#THERES GOING TO BE A TAG RAMBLE SO STICK ALONG IF YOU WANNA SEE THAT #these are my designs of the Kindness and Bravery souls from undertale #undertale #undertale ship #undertale oc #(?) #gonna do oc tags because its not a canon design pls understand where im coming from </3 #oc #original character #kindness soul #ut kindness #bravery soul #ut bravery #bravery x kindness #(or the following ship name) #kinavery #okay so heres the tag ramble: #bravery and kindness jumped down to the underground on purpose to escape their homophobic families and be together #immediately after jumping down theyre met with flowey #(flowey is internalized homophobe in my mind sorry chat) #they jump down to escape homophobia and meet a homophobic flower who cant accept hes gay. Fun. #ill come up with more later #ut fanart #undertale fanart #my art

[tumblasha]

maybe i'm just being misogynistic

because there's no reason why i shouldn't like you

because i've met people who interrupt me before

because i've met people who talk too much before

because i've met people who travel to a country and don't know the language before

and they're ... fine?

there's so many aspects that i don't like in people across the world that just happen to be compounded in you. i value my friends for being people who Listen to me [1], for being people who wouldn't cut me off when i'm trying to say something

i value natural curiosity. if you wonder something and need to know the answer, why should i be the force that stops you from asking a question?

and your job is anthropology, you're an ethnographer. you're supposed to be curious and invade ask about people's lives like this. your Job is a direct descendant of the people that take take take stories out of people's communities.

but knowledge is supposed to be shared! the job can't be all that bad right?

and it's not like boys are socialized to ask questions [2]

and i'm jealous. because i feel like i have a delay in getting to know people [3]. and you manage to make people like you because you make them talk about themselves. you're able to invite people to your birthday party in a country that you've spent six (6) weeks in because you know how to make people like you

and how could i do anything you do? i can't go to a country where i don't speak the language (guilt). i can't bring myself to care enough about new people to ask them questions about their lives. i can't do it because i get overwhelmed and i need my ipad enrichment time [4]

but lately others have been catching on. they shush you when you're speaking over the waiter. they finish their sentence when you ask a question. sometimes they don't even answer your question. they look at Me when i'm talking and i put my hand out to shush you every time you interrupt me.

maybe i'm just being misogynistic. because you're a girl who talks a lot. i'm not either. and why should you have to burden my hatred?

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[1] i almost had a falling out with a friend in high school bc they acted in a way that showed that they didn't listen to something i said. mind you this was in my (soft spoken) era. nobody could hear me say shit

[2] it's actually Impossible to receive gossip from a man. they never ask questions! follow me for more fun facts :)

[3] historically it takes me two (2) years to find Actual Friends whenever i switch schools / cities / places

[4] everyone should play hello kitty island adventure and stardew valley

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tl;dr: i hate people who interrupt me or ignore mre and maybe i should just get over it

#also the valley accent makes me want to swim to brasil #i can'tttttt #someone affirm me and tell me extroverts are annoying pls #i usually feel a debt of Human Love to all people and treat them kindly because of it #but sometimes a slap could solve so much #pls don't tell anyone i've said this LOL #dash rambles #tipsy dash rambles #dash rants #i just feel like as an american i feel guilt over studying cultures not my own #but she doesn't! #maybe part of growing up is accepting shit like this? #i have so many thoughts that i think are just 'i am more oppressed in society and it bothers me that u don't have to think about this' #and i feel like that's not fair #to anyone!

[xenokiryu]

I know it's like, a long shot (and I sob) but like anyone who has Keith as their lead card on their team, think we could be homies??

I have scarcely any Keith cards (which makes sense given rn) and Chevalier cards, but Chev isn't the one whose bond level is a depressing level 6.

Here's my friend code and name? If anyone is willing to help a sad dweeb out? 😭😭😭

I'm crisising over Gilbert being at level 10 and I don't want that 😭😭😭😭

#Trezzie's rambles #Ikemen Prince #IkePri #last time I shared a friend code via text #tumblr ate the post and I haven't seen it since #so pls accept the screenshot #and help me out a little?? #i cannot live with Gilbert or Silvio sitting at level 10 while Keith remains so lonely at 6 😭😭😭 #not even my suggested guests in the tea parties have Keith 😔

[jessamine-rose]

Hi, everyone, I just want to remind y’all that I DO NOT ACCEPT REQUESTS. This includes comments like “pls write part 2 of [fic]”

#i had some ideas for additional content of yandere mermaid au. but then someone commented about a part 2 #and i dont want that person or anyone else to think that i accepted that request #anyway pls dont send me asks/ comments that imply you want a full-length sequel or request #it’s still okay to send me questions and your ideas #but anything that can be read as request?? hard no #i rlly didnt want to call out that person but damn it did a number on my motivation levels for mermaid au #and it’s just very inconsiderate if you ask me #one of my mutuals has also complained about part 2 comments #that is all #jessamine rambles

[ridiculously-over-obsessed]

Applying for social housing is so humiliating, hate that for myself 🤡

#max rambles a lot #i am... yeah humiliated is the only word for it #like fuck this i hate being put in this position #but with mum telling me that she expects me out asap because 'your sister needs me one on one you had your time' #like pls she doesn't like you that much either #but you do you bitch #prayer circle that they find me a place before the end of the year so i can a nice quiet solo xmas to myself #or even accept my application because lately i am very sceptical of gov help after this whole mess #SIGH i'm just so tired of having to humiliate myself to get some help