#but I am sorta… scared for them.

[foreverppl]

Moodboard for Jinnah Beatty (they/she), lead singer of ethereal goth band Mayday Malady.

@infamous-if

Playlist

#romancing august I think but we’ll see what oriana is saying when the updated demo comes out hehe #some quick facts: #they usually go by their last name #her goal with her style is to be constantly mistaken for a beautiful ghost #lots of long skirts/dresses + layers. gossamer looking fabric etc. only ever wears black or white #on stage she’s also usually wearing a mourning veil bc of course she is #half of her love of music comes from the spectacle of it. like being able to construct a persona and exist in it for a little while #like playing make believe #they make a lot of their own clothes. if they weren’t doing music they’d definitely be doing something in fashion. #she deeply deeply hates being misunderstood or having her words/actions be twisted so she’s like pulling her hair out rn lmao #the band’s songs are pretty high usually so she always secretly finds it funny when fans try to sing along and are off key or something lol #the only tattoo they have is seven’s initials and she doesn’t really plan on getting any others #they’re hesitant abt being a positioned as the leader bc sometimes she has issues with reeling in her emotions #and responding reasonably in the moment. #anyway she can’t relate to the loser mc allegations she’s the coolest mf on the scene tbh #but I am sorta… scared for them. #on account of the horrors that are yet to come #bc truthfully they don’t know any coping mechanisms that aren’t just ‘ignore it until it goes away’ lmao #one of the things she is currently ignoring to the best of their ability is seven #if: infamous #mb #mc: jinnah beatty (infamous)

[mrtequilasunset]

I've been thinking a lot about the idea of a PaleMetal subculture and what it would be like and one thing thats common in most metal (specifically black metal) circles I've experienced has been this idea of Edgy Pissing Contests. Like, everyone trying to be more hard-core than everyone else, so that makes me think maybe the way this manifests is these groups of people that hang out too close to porch collapses for the sake of being seen as cool, and it ends up just making them fucking weird. And there's whole like little clusters of them near the pale because they go to be edgy and then fall into shit like what we saw with Tiago where it just kinda rewires their brain and they dont leave.

The music itself probably sounds something between atmospheric black metal and sludge, like distorted vocals and droney sounds recorded on the worst mic available. And of course if you tell someone you listen to palemetal but you don't actually show signs of palesickness they'll call you a poser lol

#idk I'm still putting together thoughts but ughgh #autistic urge to connect both my stupid interests is so strong rn #i imagine when normal people find out it sorta becomes something similar to the satanic panic #theyll scare their kids telling them thyre gonna become pale zombies if they listen to one (1) metal song #disco elysium #the pale #more thoughts later but I'm at work rn #i am not confident in my knowledge abt the pale so please correct me if i say goofy shit #disco elysium palemetal #palemetal

[reagan-the-saunders]

I felt in a sketchy mood so I decided to do some sleepy 2 in the morning sketches of some of my Tumblr friends' TES OCs :)

(Putting a read more for ✨anxiety✨ reasons)

Technically not mutuals, but I've drawn her before soooo here's a Tilavyne for @tiredela <333

My beloved Aris for @afamoore <3

Aniela for @dylant-100 (I luv her so much but her tattoo was hell xD)

Aaaand finally Vivienne for @mulberrycafe <3

I really hope I did them justice :D (I swear, I did not intend to sketch out dunmer(like) ocs only omg xD)

#tes #tes art #the elder scrolls #mutuals #friends #friends' ocs #not my ocs #oc: vivienne #oc: aris #oc: aniela #oc: tilavyne #dunmer #chimer #sketchs #drawings #drawing gifts #art gifts #2 am sketches #✨totally not kinda sorta scared of sharing them hehe... heh. #reagan saunders doing art things I guess

[monards]

mondstadt couldnt handle one ethically skewed witch.how are they gonna handle end game all hexenzirkel oh dear

#3 more of them #one is the great sinner #one is presumably from a wiped out race (seelies) and scares people by talking from the void with no warning #and one's barbeloth #someone get jean a drink. #LMAOAOAO #im sorta assuming that hoyos gonna reuse the albedo havingto sorta reign in klees more destructive tendencies #with rhine and alice #which i WOULD complain about just a tiny bit because idk if i want them to just be like carbon copies of the both their kids but older #but how funny would it be to watch the great sinner and 'great adventurer of the realms' fight over the most insane shit ever #i am once again pushing my hypocrite rhine agenda #'alice you CANNOT catapult hilichurls' as she's actively experimenting on live ones. She just wants Alice to have an okay-ish public image #she needs SOMEBODY to look a bit normal and likable in the hexenzirkel. and its definetly not about to be rhine herself #once again pushing my rhinealice agenda #nicole reeyn #rhinedottir #alice #barbeloth trismegistus #hexenzirkel hcs #mondstadt

[sludgeguzzler]

man. i changed so much these past years

#im different from last years me who was different from 2021 me who was different from 2020 me and so on and so forth #it feels kinda weird thinking about it bc i went through *so much stuff* #all of it in just the past 4 years... insane #i found out i was trans. i went on lockdown. i started posting my art online. i made online friends. #i went through three different relationships. every single one of them changed me forever. #i started writing. i finished middle school. i read homestuck. i used discord everyday for 2 years. #i found my personal sense of style. i started going tk school again. i made friends irl. i lost all the online friends i had. #(thay wasnt bc of any scandal i just left the friendgroup and then started to slowly interact more with ppl irl #whi sorta made my online interactions dwindle especially one-on-one interactions #i think i feel better like this go be honest with you. the connections feel stronger and i feel closer to the friends ive made #not saying i dont like the people i know and befriended here just saying that not being chronically online anymore really changed how i #go through with internet interactions) #damn. really feeling the passage of time now. #also this is not a sad reminiscent post im *really* glad im in the place i am in life right now #i have a qpp i have an irl friendgrouo that i feel 100% comfortable with for the first time in my life im doing ok at school #i have a vision for my future my relationship with my parents is sooo much better #idk man. compare that with 14 year old me eating alone at school bc i was too scared to talk with the other people on my class and like. #yeah man. im doing a lot better #i DO have to update my art blog though. its been too long sincd i posted anything #talk

[krynutsreal]

braindump incoming

ook ohMYGOF one thing I keep thinking about is like. Not a fear but like I'm getting that feeling where I'm "scared" of the fact that I might b. Be like. not getting uninterested but like .maybe kinda sorta maybe idk moving on from ishimondos even tho they mean the world to me. like maybe it's because I've been so busy I just .don't think Abt them as often maybe for some (my irl friends) it's like no way kry is healing from Dangan disease BUT I D. I CANT .I feel like I can't become uninterested when there's so SOOO much I wanted to do involving them and STUFF!!! I haven't even gotten around to talking about sky au!!!!! And that was something thats been like. IVE BEEN MEANING TO TALK ABT IT BUT like I've rambled before I feel like I'm not prepared enough to. talk about it I don't even know how to explain it's not even that im embarrassed bc that's bound to happen with whatever I do but AHH!!

maybe ikm getting that guilt™ or whatever but it's NOT EVEN HAPPENED UET!!! Like I am just .nervous of moving on from my current fixation even tho they still make my brain ill they make me sick (positive) like there's no doubt that theyre .gonna be living in my brain rent free forever but I DOKTKNKOWW

and before I start confusing anyone or whatever. no I'm not uninterested in ishimondos no I probably won't stop drawing them bc I'm still very ill about them so. there's that! okay ! Thank u for coming to my Ted talk

#like i still. think about them j just IDK IDK monkey brain scared of change #bwomp bwomp #uhhhh i for reals need to catch u guys up on my sketchbook doodles bc then u can see my thought process on. what the past few....uh weeks? #have sorta been like with my art #most of it is prompttober stuff (cringetober amd mobtober) . i did draw the ishimodnos uhhhh fairly recently (i think a day after #i made the post abt me missing them #BUT STILL #mahbe im missing yhrm again maybe thats whu i am nervosu of changing intrests (or gaining new interests) #EVEN THO I LITERALLY DID THAT. WITH MOB PSYCHO #and ishimond and mp100 are like my two fixations right nwo #they can coexist why am i like ooo ahh im so spooky nervous abt gaining new interests #GIRL LIVE UR LIFE!!!! #anywyas whay if i went back to my roots (lps #wgat if i drew my fav littlest pet shops and subject y ou to tjrm #what if i made th ishimondosbas lps ............. #Ohmgof i wanna do mob as one tok im gonna go crazyi #im talking out of my ass at this point ok if u took the time to read all this bs thej thamk uou #krambles #goonight

[bitchfitch]

anon mohgwyn here! just read your mohg x miquella love in abundance series and hoo boy.

it's fucking fantastic. the way you write mohg as this devoted, almost zealous fanatic of miquella's amorphous form, how he is love and truth embodied. how miquella is characterised: he is the most fierce empyrean, and likely would not have let mohg take him if it did not play into his plans: he promised malenia he would return, after all. and yet miquella cannot help but control, in that bewitching nature of his, ironically the very thing he wishes to eliminate from the ring and order.

fhfhhfhfhrhhfhdhdhdhhdhdhdhdhdhdh I'm Soooo glad you're groking what im trying to do with them. Like, I know as soon SotE comes out literally every part of Miquella's characterization in that fic will be made ooc, bc let's be real, it's A Stretch with what's in the game as is (and Mohg is just an oc at this point). but For now he is a glorious manipulative selfish godling who represents half of the change from the stagnation that came before him while still carrying everything that caused that stagnation in the first place within himself.

Like, people more versed in the lore and development have said it better but there's So much that feels flubbed with Miquella's side of the story. And hindsight, it's probably because a chunk of it was cut out late in development to be used in SotE and so much of Mohg's everything was obviously scrapped at some point, But By God if fromsoft doesn't let him be more than a damsel in distress i will riot. Malenia the coolest hardest boss says Miquella was above even her, and in the game he got kidnapped by a shitty sewer cultist who lives in a gross swamp with his little chortling henchmen... without Malenia noticing or Miquella doing jack shit about it. It Doesn't line up.

Sorry i have So many thoughts about them in my skull at all times and they're all tripping over eachother rn bc I'm Excited about it. There's something There. If you squint. they're the exact type of fucked up that appeals to me specifically and I love them in a "by god what is Wrong with you?" way. They're the fuhken, reason i bought the game because i saw the bullshit going down with them in a let's play and just needed to get a closer look.

#i am So fucking unwell about them #I have like 80?% of the fic fully typed out #and just have the sinewy bits between the big bits to go #but those sinewy bits ar largely like #Mohg and Malenia sitting around being bored and slowly bonding #Dealing with their mutual jealousy and anxiety about what the other ones pressence means for their relationship with Miquella #Like Malenia trusts her brother but she cant Not be scared that this shithead is going to replace her as his guard. #Mohg could help Miquella in a way Malenia simply couldn't. and that terrifies her. She defines herself as the fucking Blade of Miquella. #And Mohg is of course fully aware Malenia could make him into a paste in 2 seconds flat #and that no matter what Miquella feels for him #hey i just realized im rambling #Sorry i got excited im Really brainsick about these two and my guy friend can only be expected to tolerate So much of that #so it just #leaks out. #God i have another fic for them percolating in my brain #and a future chapter/sorta side thing thats getting major edits about 90% of the way done #Miquella's characterization in it is piss but im Obsessed with it to the point ive stripped it out and made a new oc. to just have in my #pocket for stuff that like. Bloodlilly adjacent but not Quite right for them #Which is why grinning thing is blond. #im obsessed with that fic in general. As soon as I clean up miqy's characterization and make mohg 5% more unhinged im posting it #it was meant to be a smut fic but its uhhhhhhhhhhhh 5k words of Miquella having a Mohg's shackle based crisis. #bc i accidentally killed patches and through that was reminded of mohgs shackles existence and though hee hoo a smut can be done #and now its about Miquella's guilt over being more than willing to hurt mohg and Mohg being really into that. #And Miquella's guilt over being Really Really into That. #anyways youve stopped reading by now and im going insane Not talking about it. But the fic has a body count now. Its one of the twins. #which isnt a spoiler really because every single character in the fic is a twin. Hell #even the Author is a twin. So who knows what the future holds! besides a twin getting ganked and me crying about it

[theswedishpajas]

I’m in the works of making an undertale AU and I’m so excited to share it when I have enough art of it but I’m also so anxious cus it’s REALLY self-indulgent-

You’ve technically seen a thing for it already and people haven’t made a riot about it so far so maybe I’ll be safe to share the whole thing eventually-?

#rambles #undertale #underjas #undertale AU #utmv #alternate universe #I am so scared of being like AU gatekept or some shit #even if I know there are a fuckton of UT AUs that have been loved by the community #I guess I’m just scared of people finding it annoying how blatantly self-indulgent it is… #I don’t want people to come after me with anger or disgust or something just cus I’m having some ACTUALLY harmless fun- #I know people have gotten a lot more cancel-y and ranty over the years #a lot more people try to shoot creators down cus they disagree with something genuinely harmless #rather than just blocking and moving on. #idk man the internet is scaring me more and more than it ever did when I was growing up on here with toxic adults all around me #people try so hard to over-correct everyone they see over shit like idk favorite music or some shit #Making sure you’re being respected online is good but that’s different than making your space safe #you block those people you don’t wanna interact with #don’t ruin their life and don’t accidentally give them some sorta platform to get more attention. #anyways I am ranting a lot #my point is I have a cool AU idea and I have a lot of anxiety of people seeing it and saying “ew cringe” and shooting it down #all cus I tend to make a lot of self-indulgent content (very much also including this idea) #OTL

[thatone-highlighter]

What songs have u been thinking of adding to strengths playlist :0 [and the others if u have any you’ve been thinking of for them] Also you could make a streatney+ playlist, just sayin

I have been creating a list of Set It Off songs to put in here, and this is on top of the ones ive already added. I am also just now realising that even tho i associate the band in general with Strength the distribution of songs does Not favour Strength much if at all.

Theres a few of the songs where its just the general vibe or just so much of the song works its hard to pick one section, but i went and grabbed some of my fav sections

Peekaboo; like i mean it LITERALLY says this what do you want from me

Why Not Me?; it feels alot like things a Strength vessel would say. I especially like the bit about „a little voice is shouting get up“

Catch A Break; i mean isnt that such a Witney concept, shes put thru so much bullshit after bullshit and everyone is So mean to her Constantly. And „same tragedy different day“ thinking about Witney,,,, hhnnnggg

Playing With Bad Luck; a very similar idea to Catch A Break because the guy is literally the whole time just talking about how all this bad stuff keeps happening but hes done nothing to deserve any of it, which again, yeah. Man thinking about Witney makes me Feral

Unopened Windows; honestly a streartney song to me but i feel like Witney would be the most nostalgic about it like this. Like hes def the one to look back at it like what-could-have-been the most

Who‘s In Control?; it especially makes me think of Anne at her peak blaming herself for Heart and all that, like „living in fear living afraid/hysterical every day“ TELL me that doesnt remind u of Heart and Anne in ibybf

Me W/O You; it feels vaugely manipulative and vaugely genuine in a way i can only compare to Heart. Plus the whole „theres no me without us“ over-reliance and codependence feels very Heart as well

And i didnt add a part of the song because i cant EXPLAIN it but. Dancing With The Devil in my head just makes me think of Streart. imagining it as like the two of them alternating screaming the lines at eachother, they both see eachother as the counterpart in the song. And this song also lead me to for some reason learning how to draw partner dancing Just so i could draw streart partner dancing and then also went a bit insane about who would be lead dw about it

#i dont know wjat to SAY to you about DWTD it just IS okay i thought it by accident and then Went Insane #maybe in the back of my head i was thinking about sashanne knife dance who knows #its like. a very violent but beautiful dance i think they would have #ANYWAYS SOBBING OVER WITNEY DONT TOUCH ME #admit it and taste of the good life. same sorta idea as liar and no disrepsect thats already on its playlist #i didnt include a ss of it because its the whole thibg but BETTER THAN THIS HEARTNEY REAL PLEASE #i have developed a version of the heartney dynamic in my head that im terrified to talk about because im scared i misinterpreted or am wrong #but yeah better than this is So hearts side to me. them lovibg her but being terrified they didbit wrong and scared her off before they coul #before they could fix it. mmmmmmm tasty mmmm munchy #and ohhh myyy fucking helllllll Different Songs. im feral about that song real #the lyrics r all about like they lived eachother they still live eachother but can they fix it/get along now theyre all so different #none of them are the same people they were the first time round can they even still make it work? #hnnnngggggg insane feral why do these ppl make so so FERAL HHNNNGGGGG eating biting ripping to shreads w/ my teeth rn maiming killing biting #also when i went to find that list i had put anti-hero by taylor swift beneath it and labeled it heart ???? #i have not listened to antihero enough to make an educated call on that one but sure okay #Tree Man Posts #asks #wjh #strength #witney #heart #gem playlists #is that a tag i have?? What?? sure

[fiberc]

ohhghh i hate the scout achievements so much i cant get them. but i want the fucking milk bottle. so i can do the funny pose .g And i mean im not new to this game this is my second steam account

#150 hours into this game i expect to be at least decent. and i am? sorta? #i guess ???? #and i shouldnt be comparing scout to medic but i do waay. way. way better at med #like i will Beat the crap outta you #but as scout w double jump and speed i still get trapped #i think its because i play too. forward(?) like im running in there like i can just will them to die #when scout is more of in MY mind a support-offense. follow the soldiers and pyros out there and pick out the scraps thatr still standing #oh this is getting long. but im sick rn so you Have to read all of this you have to #in alot of vasual servers though our soldiers and demos dont really go. like im pretty sure its a coordination problem #(absolutely not trying to hide the fact i suck ass) #anyway . i can kill a scout way faster and more efficiently as med rather than scout. #and alot of my problems lie w like the fact that i Love jumping and not staying still at all (but to the point i cant even goddamn aim) #i should go mge sometime. #just scared to people beating thr shit outta me #did you Actually read all of that? holy crap. wanna kiss (PLATONI #text

[pkmndaisuki]

#what the fuck am i doing with myself anyway #i'm 30. i have no job. on a vacation i don't think i deserve. #my one cousin is practically a local celebrity now making her dreams happen #my sister's business is going great and i haven't done anything to help her lately like i said i would #i keep making sorta progress for a minute and then my motivation is just gone #i feel like the family disappointment. on both sides. #i'm not doing anything. everyone else has something going for them. #sure i can draw and people like when i draw but i'm scared to charge people because i don't know what i'm worth #i don't know if i HAVE worth. #dad told me not to let anyone make me feel inadequate but how can i do that when I'M the one doing it to myself? #and so i'm just sitting here in what i think was his old room at his old house surrounded by family photos #photos of everyone who's either thriving or gone #WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO. AND HOW. WHEN I AM SO FUCKING PATHETIC.

[astrxealis]

gna make a ffxiv oc based off lamorak fr bcs wtf

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #i think the general idea of. lamorak. but with a hood. is stuck in my head #as an ffxiv oc/character doing the /shush emote and winking. idk even what race. maybe m viera bcs i am BIASED #long hair tho. platinum blond??? idk even where they come from. hm. okay i think m viera fr #IDK THOUGH ... mostly it's just a general fandomless oc so maybe it's useless for me to try and put it into xiv #but it doesn't fit the gang i already have... i do NOT see merle w this guy #i want to make my own world that includes angels and stuff mhmmhmhmhmh #bcs the one i have already sorta includes. okay it reminds me at least in vibes alone of ffxiv ffbe ffxvi gbf fe3h octopath #as you can tell i like. square enix lol #KFBSKNDK ANYWAYS this guy has long hair but he's the kind that likes to play around so sometimes he kinda uhh #puts his hair up and puts a lot of cute pins in his hair ... and he's a tease #but he's like. Fake Smiler. he's incredibly charming but once he gets what he wants out of you the smile just stops #except he grows attached to people he finds cute or interesting #also he's kinda immortal. scared of losing people so he doesn't get too close. doesn't want anyone to die too #even if it is an enemy his first instinct is to save them even if he hates their guts bcs he just despises the idea of dying so much #bcs he lost his idk ... his friend? his sister?? #okay i'll head out of my dark af room and do smth bcs argrhh it is already 2 pm wtf!! #hes a bit like oikawa i think but deeper bcs it ain't just volleyball lmao. he also reminds me a bit of howl and aerith!

[snekdood]

Ppl gotta understand that just bc you do x thing because you're mentally ill, doesnt mean your actions dont have the same effect if you weren't. Like if you've been manipulative to your friends, you cant get mad at them for not sympathizing entirely with you when you go on about how they dont accept you for your mentally ilness. Regardless of your reason, you were still manipualtive, you fucked with peoples trust. Theyre still gonna have trust issues about you even if its bc of whatever mental illness you have.

#im not saying its cool for them to abandon you but cmon. you have to consider sometimes other people and what they can handle #bc if you keep manipulating your friends or whatever theyre gonna get used to being manipulated and expect it from other people #whatever the case. people have limits. your friends have limits. im not saying theyre always justified. im not saying your friends are #never abliest. but they do have limits. and if you're yelling at them all the time about being perfect or whatever you cant exactly #be surprised when they dip out. #like for example. im a p aggressive and angry guy. clearly. if youve seen any of my posts. #ive always got something to rant about. and while im not quite as much like this irl its still a thing about me. im very very vocal about #whatever injustice i percieve happening to me or others lol. but i can understand why me being intense and angry and ready to throw hands #at the drop of a hat would make some people want to avoid me. i understand it makes some ppl feel scared and unsafe. #its not something i try to do. i dont try to make ppl i like feel unsafe. i try not to be that way around ppl w those kinds of issues #but im not gonna throw a fit and be like 'you guys are okay with bpd until i get really really angry and call you a cunt' #like... uh... yeah. i dont blame ppl like that for dropping me entirely if im getting angry all the time around them and it triggers them #and i dont seem to stop or be able to stop. #sure its not great. sure i dont want to be as aggressive and angry around anyone let alone ppl afraid of that sorta thing. but this is #the current state of my being. its something im working on. and i can understand why some ppl cant handle me right now as i am. #idk. just. shit like that man #another example. im hella hella HELLA bad at communicating via technology. unless you're in front of my face my mind just forgets we were #even talking sometimes. this naturally will cause issues. how am i gonna get upset at someone for being mad i stoped responding #in the middle of a conversation? sure i didnt mean it. this is purely unintentional. however that doesnt change the fact of my actions. #it doesnt change the fact that that person might feel unwanted. i can apologize day and night but until i actually try to be more attentive #of my phone this is just gonna keep happening yknow. how is it fair to get mad at other ppl for getting mad at you over that?

[ninelittledevils]

whose idea was it to keep the last two episodes of s4 as volume 2 and make us wait like five more weeks i just wanna talk

#stranger things #ok WHAT have they planned for those two eps exactly that they felt they need a separate airing date for them #i am kinda sorta terrified #like i just know those two episodes are going to hit hard i am SCARED

[dykeinthedark]

-> stopped caring about relationships and gave up and accepted that i like being single

-> 2 women have expressed interest in me

#one of them sent me a long ass paragraph expressing how they Like like me and it's rly cute and sweet but also idk if i feel the same #i liked them last semester but errrrrrr i kinda gave up in december bc of how long they used to take to respond (weeks) #the other is a lesbian who asked if i ever wanted to ''go out'' this week to a lesbian bar and she'll get me a fake and pay for drinks #and she invited me to her room like 3 times last week but i was bleeding out of my cooch so i had to turn down #i'm really scared of her and don't want a relationship with her but i do sorta want her to stick her hand down my pants #she's reallllyyyyy hot but also really scary i am straight up scared of her

[trash-bin-ary]

… my real life “character arc” has really always been about getting more social hasn’t it,,, like my goal has always been getting better at talking with people and I’ve always been getting better at it but always at such a slow pace that I barely realize it until I’m comparing it to the past,,, I think I really need to try out touring as an internship yeah, what better to work on socializing than having to do it for a job lol

#and then like with personal interests I have started doing that more haven’t I. I asked for a wlf359 thing for Christmas #I’ve played more of my own music when in cars than I used to #idk it seems sort of silly to be proud of myself for showing my interests but I am even if it’s small #… man social media really has helped me out with this stuff and I’ve said it so many times #this is a post i made #thinking about this stuff I’m always like okay I’ve identified what I need to be happy now you have to do a bunch right now to make it hapen #but thinking that just gets me too scared to do anything so I really do need to focus on small steps #I just need to figure out those small steps. which may be hard but I gotta #the putting more fandom stuff on my bag is a good idea and maybe talk to lab partners I may have about idk an interest or details about #what I did that week or something I know myself it has to come in conversation first before I start talking but yeah detail and asking them #how their week was #I’m really glad I’m doing this in college it’s so much easier practicing on stangers #it really is funny how it always circles back to me wanting to work on my social skills more. like really other than the queer side quest #that still sorta relates you don’t have any other issues #also hey. I usually don’t do New Year’s resolutions does that count as one hehe