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cloverdaisies · 6 months

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BLACK HEARTS - L.SY C.CH L.JY

description: a mysterious trio rules the night, masked in balaclavas armed with whatever they could get their hands on… one favor can reveal a whole lot more than you expect. this is not your first visit to the black hearted universe.

member: sangyeon, chanhee, juyeon x you

genre: angst!action!crime!au!

channel: @deoboyznet

warnings: violence! triggering scenes! reader discretion is advised.

a/n: big thank you to @winterchimez and @heemingyu for helping to curate the ideas to write this piece !! i challenged myself to write this in an hour !! which i just about achieved !! i just had a moment where i was like guys let’s put our brains together and that idea of spontaneity is what makes pieces like this special!

When imagining criminal talk, you imagine murder, guns, the same cold-hearted clichè you hear on the silver screen, however when encountering brains that are not well developed enough to find full time jobs to be honorable members of society you find conversations like these:

“I’m literally batman.” Sangyeon spits across the passenger seat where Juyeon is busy groaning in annoyance, left palm rested on his head.

“No because that would mean I’m robin which is just so wrong.” Juyeon retorted, looking out to the road ahead ignoring the disappointment from Chanhee who had the courtesy of listening to these imbecilic conversations in the back seat.

“Guys-” Chanhee began but was shortly cut off.

“I would be batman.”

“No you wouldn’t, I’m batman.”

“Literally how? I’m batman.”

“Guys?” Chanhee couldn’t seem to get a word in between the two grown men as they drove to their destination, seemingly forgetting all about any plans or what they had to do. “You both are batman, I’m robin.”

Being the only one with a degree in computer science and the brains to execute any plans, Chanhee didn’t mind being robin as long as it settled the childish arguments between the two.

“We’re 5 minutes out, I’ve got into the security systems and disabled the CCTV cameras so we should be good to go. The place closes in 10.” Finally getting his words heard, the other two boys nodded and Sangyeon stepped on the gas - a wide cheshire cat grin spread across his face.

The night was a deep navy, the clouds wrapping up the silver crescent moon in a soft grey blanket, the street lights flickered as the wind hurled and whistled like the sound of pained ghosts.

A small café, bar at night, dimly lit with warm lights stood out from the other stores on 7th street, the place always did well and attracted customers from all over the globe with its homemade goods, in house brewery and highly prestigious aesthetics.

You were working your late shift that night and if you hadn’t noticed the red security light on the cameras begin blinking and suddenly going out - you’d have no reason to believe anything was wrong.

On the phone to your manager, you frantically began asking whether the security had been breached, as you couldn’t get on the till machine to view the stores earnings either - being the lazy old man who you’d woke up from his beauty sleep, he of course began yelling and being entirely unhelpful.

“I’m telling you, I can’t get on to the checkout the lights on the cameras have gone off, I’m scared this hasn’t happened before.” You try to your best to explain how dire the situation was but it was clearly landing on deaf ears.

“Y/N, it must happen all the time. I’m going back to bed I don’t have time for your shit this evening.” With that he hung up, leaving you afraid and the sound of tires screeching from behind the glass window pane had made everything you suspected feel as if it was coming true.

Frantically you got down behind the counter, making an attempt to press the panic alarm but failing as the sound of the door being shattered into tiny crystals screamed through the store, masking your whimpers you kept a tight grip of your mouth.

“Hey kitty cat? You can come out we know you’re here.” A low voice purred, already mapping out the sequence of your death you kept quiet and tried to prolong the moment.

“Come on birdy, you can’t hide.” With that two feet landed in front of you with a slam, a man dressed in all black, features covered by a balaclava crouched in front of you, a pair of unsettlingly familiar cat eyes smiling at you. He reached out, gently pulling your hand away from your mouth. “You know, I won’t hurt you, we just want some cash darling.”

In his right hand was a smaller gun which he didn’t point directly at you, he just led you to the counter where you hadn’t transported the money to the safe yet.

You opened it allowing him to grab all the cash you’d made that day and stuff it into the duffel bag the other was holding.

“Thanks, princess.” The other zipped up the bag, noting the sound of sirens beckoning in the distance.

Since you were unharmed, you didn’t really care that they’d stolen all the money you’d earned that day, after all you never saw a penny of it anyways. However, you’d realized there was a third man in the mix, slightly daintier in frame who rushed out of the private stairwell carrying an arm load of cash stolen from the high security safe upstairs - how did he even get in there?

The sirens closed in, they began to panic as the red and blue flashes closed in on the store.

“Go out the back. It’s unlocked.” You had no idea why you’d told them that, however something in your conscience told you to, whether the devil on your shoulder had told you or you genuinely hated your job that much.

“Why?-” The familiar cat eyes asked, whilst the doe eyed one also stared in confusion over at you.

“Guys there’s no time let’s go.” The muscle of the group barged through the back door, just in time for officers to breach the building.

“Are you unharmed? Are the perpetrators still in the building?” An officer with a megaphone yelled into the store, you did the standard procedure and walked out with your hands in the air.

The last thing you expected was to be grounded to the floor by an officer, your face hitting the pavement lightly with your hands behind your back.

“You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney. If you cannot afford an attorney, one will be provided for you.” The officer spoke in a gruff voice, screaming to stop resisting as you laid confused.

“I literally work here. I didn’t do anything.”

“Ma’am this store closed hours ago, you have no-”

A shot, a deafening shot that began a frenzy, the officer behind you fell to the floor before you were grabbed and within half a millisecond told to sprint.

A jet black Mercedes had blocked the main road, the sound of chaos erupting behind you, before the door opened and you were let in. The driver sped to the scene before your saviour swept into the passenger seat, if they'd been able to send more police cars there would have been a high likelihood you'd have never gotten away. However, leaving the scene the immense stomach feeling of guilt consumed you.

"You killed a man? Why would you do that?" You yelled suddenly as a silence grew across the men that had gotten you in to the situation.

"Hey, I didn't kill him, it’s not fatal he’ll be fine.” Pulling off the mask, cat eyes revealed himself, his black hair, sharp gestures and sultry voice. Juyeon Lee? You almost couldn’t believe your eyes.. nevermind look at his.

“Besides he would have either killed you or you’d be behind bars. No state attorney would give you a good time in court, we’re just repaying the favor.” Also ripping off his balaclava the driver looked back at you in your seat, his honey skin and deep brown eyes. Sangyeon?

“Do you guys have no sympathy? Is this what you’re doing with your lives now?” You asked distraught over the entire situation that had unfolded.

“Sometimes it’s safer to be feared than loved, y/n.” Sangyeon looked back, a sadistic grin painted across his lips as he almost looked down on your tears.

“Just be quiet and we’ll talk more when we get back. Sangyeon drive.” The boy next to you spoke, his eyes engrossed in the laptop in front of him. He had a more ethereal appearance than the others almost fairy-like which must be a great disguise of innocence for the life he lived. Possibly the most shocking reveal of them all, Chanhee Choi.

Despite feeling as if your entire world had collapsed in front of you and the wavering feelings of guilt eating you up like a lion to steak, somehow it was the most alive you felt in a long time. However the most shocking reveal of this entire encounter was that the same people you’d went to high school with, were living double lives as some of the most notorious criminals in the city.

As you’d arrived a small home located in the middle of a forest area you hadn’t recognized before, the same familiar cat eyes had something to say after the others had already wandered inside.

“I don’t want to be anywhere near you.” You looked at Juyeon seriously folding your arms, had you not had history you probably would have been more grateful for his actions tonight.

“That was years ago, darling. Do you think I still love you? Do you think I still care?” He laughed, his teeth curling into a smirk and his tongue poking the side of his jaw.

“Clearly! You jumped in front of an armed police officer you absolute maniac. I was always right about you, you’ve become some kind of psycho, that’s why I broke up with you and why the hell is Chanhee even involved with you?” You yelled, quickly being hushed by his voice as he stepped closer.

Something about meeting an ex after years of being apart can feel awkward, but for you it felt like time never passed. The evil inherently toxic nature of Juyeon was always drawing no matter how much you told yourself no, it was addicting.. those feelings of spite, anger, envy were all things that buried that burning feeling of love.

As he looked at you under the moonlight you’d been reminded of the way his eyes softened, the way that the cold words he choses were always ways of communicating that he cared. He didn’t enjoy that he’d corrupted your life, he thought he was saving you. If you couldn’t bare the weight of your world he would take you into his, he didn’t want to ruin your life.. He’d risk his life for you, since he knew his was a lot less “valuable”, which you continuously told him back then wasn’t true.

“Maybe I do but remember, you wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for me y/n and I told you not to fall in love with me.” He shook his head, looking down at you, tracing his finger across your jaw, bringing back all those feelings of safety you once felt. “There’s nothing left for you but me. Everyone else is gone. It’s always been that way and you know that.”

Unfortunately he was right.

TBC.

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ethereal-engene · 1 year

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future husband | sangyeon

pairing: bf!sanygeon x fem!reader

genre: humor, slice-of-life, and fluff // warnings: brief mentions of food, drinking, and cursing… and 2 suggestive lines

summary: A dinner date in celebration of Valentine’s day with your boyfriend leaves you two to recount your first encounter with each other. // wc: 1148

note: I hope everyone had a good valentine’s day !! AHHH LESS THAN WEEK UNTIL TBZ CB, oml the highlight medley has me gone, it all sounds so so so so good! Enjoy & please reblog with feedback if you liked it! also @sungbeam 😏 it’s here (I hope I did soft sexy sangyeon right 😭 & also good luck on your exams again Jiayou !!)

“Sangyeon. If I had known we were going to eat here, I would have dressed nicer.” You half-heartedly wail while staring at your boyfriend. Everyone knows Sangyeon cleans up very nicely and is always so handsome. It would be unlike him to not dress his best especially for a date with you. Even though, personally speaking, you like him best when he’s wearing less.

He chuckles and watches as his eyes crinkle the way they always do whenever he laughs. “Well if I told you, it would have spoiled the surprise. Besides, what you’re wearing right now is stunning. If we were in a couples contest, we would win best dressed.”

Even when his words of flattery annoy you, it always manages to get a smile out of you. “Sweetheart, flattery will get you nowhere in life.” Your hands find their way into giving him a pat on the back. They only get a few pats in before he takes your hands to hold them. “Well, it got me you. So I would say it did get somewhere.” All of the while said with a teasing smile and tone.

“You’re fucking insufferable sometimes, you know that?”

“Yeah, but you still love me for it.” He shrugs his shoulders as he leads you to the table for tonight. Your eyes roll when you hear him say that. And of course, he pulls out the chair for you like the gentleman he is. “Didn’t know that I could get your eye to roll outside of bed too.” A gasp is let out before you try to gather your thoughts to respond.

“Did Sunwoo give you some of his water to drink today? It’s been like three years since we started dating and never in a million years would I have guessed that I would hear anything like that come out of your pretty little mouth.” It only takes a minute or two for Sangyeon to realize what he said to you and attempt to excuse himself from the table because he’s flustered. “No, no. Sweetheart, it’s okay. It’s a bit out of character but they’re funny.”

“It just slipped out so easily, I’m so sorry. Maybe I’ve been spending too much around Sunwoo and Kevin. They’ve been speaking more nonsense with each other lately and yeah.” Your head falls back in laughter. “Oh lord, I know. I’ve seen their conversations from Deobi online. I can’t say I’m not surprised by Sunwoo but Kevin too? But then again, Kevin’s a wildcard so I’ll admit, I’m not too surprised.” With your hands on top of each other, you softly squeeze his hand to reassure him that he’s fine and really it’s not a big deal.

After ordering your food, Sangyeon animatedly talks about their comeback. Based on everyone’s reaction, they’re really excited for it to come out. You love hearing him talk. His voice is so soothing.

“I’m sure that this comeback will be successful. Eric is back with y’all and you guys worked hard for this comeback. Deobis won’t let you down and neither will I. Fighting!!”. Reassuring him will never not help put his heart at ease. He’s always super thankful for your support. As more time passes, your food gets placed and is ready to be eaten. Unknowingly, you both ordered the same dishes as your first date. Only after a minute goes by before Sangyeon’s light bulb turns on as he remembers something.

“Babe, don’t you remember how we first met? God, what an unforgettable moment that was.” He even starts to chuckle before continuing. It only takes a minute for you to remember and you start to laugh along with him. “I can’t believe I said that to you. To be fair, I still think that what I said is true.”

As if on cue, you both get ready to re-enact the scene. You had gotten out of your seat to take a seat in front of him while he was sipping his wine.

- start of flashback -

“Do you know who you look like?” You teasingly ask and for him to nod his head no. “You look like my future husband!”

With that, he’s left frozen because he’s never had someone try to flirt with him that boldly, much less in front of his friends. Oh yeah, he wasn’t out having dinner by himself. He was out with some of his members. If you must know, it was Jacob, Hyunjae, Eric, Younghoon, and Kevin. A quick kick under the table from Kevin to Sangyeon is heard. An attempt to get him to respond to you as the silence is taunts them. A fake cough from Eric whisper yelling him to “ask for her number or something, hurry up hyung!!”

It’s hilarious seeing this pan out because you’re still there as if you don’t see and hear all of this happening. “Oh yeah, well you look like my future wife. Let’s call it even but I guess we can’t really call it even unless we exchange phone numbers.” He hands you his phone and watches as you gracefully enter your number into his phone. When you give it back to him, he expects for you to hand your phone over but you don’t.

“I know you’ll call me so why bother? Also good save lover boy. Almost thought I was going to be left hanging there.” You get up from your seat and with a click of your tongue, you take your leave. Not even getting very far before a hand reaches for your arm. In doing so, he pulls you back and with his soft smile “Even if I did leave you hanging, I’d be there to catch you.”

“You smooth motherfucker. I knew you had it in you but you still got some work to do before you really catch me.” As expected, he didn’t know what to say next and before he even realized you were out of sight. Staring into the distance like a deer caught in the headlights. Hyunjae was the one to call him to come back. It’s safe to say that you were the talk of the table until the dinner ended.

- end of flashback -

“Your confidence struck me like lightning that day. You wouldn’t believe how red I was after I went back to the table.” You’re sipping while listening and it takes a lot in you not to spit it out from laughing. “Oh, lover boy. I could imagine it. Gosh, you’re still as cute and lovely. I still think you look my future husband.” His eyes find yours and they light up like a million stars in the night. It doesn’t matter how many times he’s heard that, it will always make his heart flutter.

“And I still think you look my future wife. God y/nnie, the things you do to me. I love you so much!”

Heh, the ending is a bit abrupt but I’m ngl I like how most of this turned out so I’m not too bothered by this.

BUT AH SANGYEON?? man is really husband material. I’m so excited for the kylo x tbz video/episode. As always, please reblog this with your feedback or send me an ask/dm about what you liked about it. They mean so much to me and I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I liked writing it :)

please support your favorite fanfic writers and content creators <3 take care

signing off with love

- ash

#kflixnet #sangyeon x reader #the boyz x reader #the boyz fluff #tbz imagine #the boyz #sangyeon x you #tbz fluff #tbz scenarios #tbz drabble #sangyeon #sangyeon fluff #sangyeon drabble #deobi #tbz imagines #tbz

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jaestrz · 1 year

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𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 - 𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐨𝐡𝐧 손영재

༊*·˚. ੈ✩‧₊˚

𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: fluff | established relationship | drabble | idol!au

𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴: eric sohn x reader

𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: no warnings ^^

≡;- ꒰ ° to him you were the most precious human in the world with all the little habits you do꒱

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･a/n: I wrote this while I was half asleep lmao. This would probably turn out bad since I didn’t have a second look at it.

a smile caught on the corner of his lips when he eyed at your presence backstage. The way you looked happier made him fall deeply in love with you even more. His heart fluttered each time you laughed, talk and look at him with those brown eyes. Eric felt lucky to have you by his side.

Eric opened his arms to embrace you. A used habit of his to greet you with a hug as a daily reminder that he was there with you.

This was one of your habits. You love to meet up with him backstages, even if you had 3 minutes before you had to get back on stage, if the both of you had time, you would risk it. Even if it’s for 1 second just a glimpse of him, you could perform happily after. Maybe he felt the same too.

“What are you doing here baby. You’re supposed to be on stage in 2 minutes.” Eric asked you, planting a kiss on your forehead. This happened all the time, Eric purposely asked the same question in repeat just so he could hear your voice. He tilted his head down a little to look at you as you look up, his eyes meeting yours.

“I wanted to see you. Your dancing was so good” The excitement in your voice made his heart melt. Both of you were sweating like crazy, probably one of the reasons why the both of you are so close. You were driving him insane.

Eric didn’t want to lie. Your compliments definitely boost his ego and he believed it made him a better dancer, singer and rapper. Eric managed to hum in response. “Thank you baby. You did well for your part too. Did you get hurt? You’re standing with one leg for support.” He took his towel and carefully patted your sweat while his eyes focused on your left leg. You could only just nodded. You turned on the wrong foot.

“It’s okay. We’re halfway there. It doesn’t hurt as much as it looks, I just didn’t want to add more pain when walking here.” You said.

Although there was a worried look on his face, you rubbed his hand to soothe his worries. You gave him a reassuring smile and he had a few thoughts whether or not he should still let you perform which he did. But he still keep an eye out on you.

You were already called back to the stage. He still had another 3 minutes. With the last glance, he kissed your lips.

“You’re doing so well baby. I’ll see you on stage again in a few minutes.” Eric squeezed your hands before letting go of you. His eyes never left your figure. The smile you had was curing his sorrow life. The medicine to his worries.

God. He loves you as big as the universe. Maybe bigger that he couldn’t explain.

Because he wanted to spend the rest of his life being like stupid teenagers dancing and working together. He wanted the love he has with you to last a lifetime with him. Eric wanted to be the one who can see your little habits that no one could catch. Maybe the way you picked your nails because of your nervous, unconsciously fiddling with your own hair while you were focusing on something. Or maybe the special excitement look on your face when you found something really interesting.

He wanted to be the only man to ever notice those things.

Even though he was scared, each day you are becoming more aware of reality, Eric was scared for you to try new things. But then again, he will try to expose you to the real world without getting hurt.

He was your love until his last breath.

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juyeonszn · 8 months

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juyeonszn 100 follower event !

woah,,,,, i hit 100 followers on this blog??? that’s crazy lol uhhhh in lieu of said milestone, below is a list of dialogue prompts that u can send in as a request and i will attempt to write short (no 7k+ word fics 😔) drabbles/fics or even fake texts containing them!! (2-3 prompts max btw!!) requests can be as detailed or as vague as u want, but the more detail the better!! once a prompt has been used, i’ll strike it out until the whole list has finished :D

and thank u again so much for 100 followers, seriously 😭 ever since i posted s(emu) the support from fellow deobis has been so overwhelmingly positive and i cannot express my gratitude enough </3

PERM TAGLIST @winterchimez @maessseongs

PROMPT LIST

1. "I've missed you so much."

2. "However many years we have left, I want to spend them all with you."

3. "Sometimes, being with you feels like a dream that I don't ever want to wake up from."

4. "One kiss is just never enough."

5. "Thank you for choosing me."

6. "You never have to fear that you're losing me."

7. "I have never felt this safe with anyone before."

8. "I just want to hold you close."

9. "Is there some space left in that bathtub?"

10. "Oh no, there is only one bed, what will we do now?"

11. "Tell me what you would want to do, if you were here right now."

12. "Maybe you could use that mouth for more than just talking nonsense."

13. "Your eyes are already saying yes, now I just need your mouth to tell me the same."

14. “Is that a threat or a promise?"

15. "We won't be missed for a couple hours, we should take advantage of that."

16. "Can you feel how much I want you?"

17. "I have seen you naked before."

18. "I will give that mouth something to do."

19. "You're wearing way too many clothes for what I have in mind."

20. "Your shirt got a little dirty, how about we take it off?"

#the boyz #tbz #the boyz x reader #tbz x reader #lee sangyeon x reader #jacob bae x reader #kim younghoon x reader #lee hyunjae x reader #lee juyeon x reader #kevin moon x reader #choi chanhee x reader #ji changmin x reader #ju haknyeon x reader #kim sunwoo x reader #eric sohn x reader #juyeonszn #juyeonszn.100🪩

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sungbeam · 8 months

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hi beam :33 i am here to shower you with love!!

1. i feel like i have so much fave fics from you, particularly the love in unity series but i do think party people and off the record hold special places in my heart <3 i remember when i first read off the record </3 like i feel like i dont express it ENOUGH but it was around the time i was very disconnected from tbz... and somehow ur fic really just PUSHED ME to write and post... and after that, reading party people really just reassured me that yea deobiblr is back!! going back to tbz is what i need to do!!!

6. kind of transitioning to this, i remember vividly reading ur fic in a starbucks because i was waiting for grentperez's concert here and literally my friend was just watching me REACT TO THE FIRST PART. i was literally telling her "oh mygod i am BACK IN DEOBILAND" BECAUSE IT WAS SO GOOD?!??!?! I FEEL LIKE IT WAS JUST A REMINDER OF MY BIGGER DEOBI DAYS U KNOW and im back stronger than ever

8. i just love ur plots in general. im very much a big fan of just not romance-centered media in general and i really love all the details you put into ur fics esp with the reader and the boyz themselves!!! like for me, it means so much that they have their own arcs/stories!! esp as a big fan of slow burn and just character development I LOVE IT!!!

11. i am hoping for some more jacob fics.... HELP i am just so crazy in my jacob delusions and i know i dont need to ask for more jichang ones bc i rest easy knowing u and i are the biggest kyubodans

13. i talk abt u and ur works so much to my besties actually :') my besties are big caratdeobis so i always recommend ur works to them

i love you beam! you always inspire me tbh :') so glad i got to know you and i am always rooting for u!!! so excited for what else you have in store for us

moni, my lovely, thank u so much for your words, both here and in prose <3

raaaaah !!! it always means so much to me to hear that i was able to inspire u out of ur writing slump :')) i def know how that feels,,, getting into the boyz and p1h was what got /me/ out of my writing slump and i somehow whipped up party people 💀 im just really happy that i was able to find more of deobiblr or maybe even inspire deobis to come out from hibernation w that fic skfnkenfkf

LOL starbucks is like my writing place half the time istg 😭😭😭 omg you reading otr in a starbucks makes me so skcnkrnf im like jumping around in excitement cuz idek !! and pls (´Д⊂ヽ im crying im really really happy that my fics could haul you back to deobiblr cuz we wouldn't be the same without you 🫂 and thank u for always reccing my stuff to friends !! it means the absolute world to me, i get do tender-feeling :'))

and pls, ik u of all people would def appreciate the non-romantic arcs !! i really do enjoy creating and developing friendships and outside relationships—it just adds an extra layer to the fic besides just the romance itself 🤧 and omg i promise i'll get more cobie content out >< the other day i was thinking of posting drabbles of this one au i had written for him, so whenever i don't have a new fic to post, you'll def see it 😎

i love you moni, thank u again for all ur support and love 💖

#sungbeam strikes again #moot ❧#moni 🦝#ask games !!

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onlymingyus · 2 years

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Daily Wrap-Up (Will this become a daily thing? Who knows!)

I have gotten out a few drabbles today! Excited about that. Here is a wrap up for the day (bonus link from a drabble last night):

A fluffy reunion leading to a steamy reunion with Dino that you can read HERE (Dino/afab reader - smut/fluff)

A whole ass pt 2 of Your Games Suck which you can read HERE (Wonwoo/afab reader/Seungcheol/Mingyu- smut)

Jeonghan and Mingyu being competitive in bed to see who is the better dom which you can read HERE (Jeonghan/afab reader/Mingyu - smut)

and last night; taking care of a tired Hoshi after a long day that you can read HERE (Hoshi/gn reader - fluff)

We will see what I get written tomorrow but I think that is where I will call it for the day. As always feel free to write me thots and talk to me in ASKS. I have decided to turn off my DMS just to keep things to asks for now. There were a few of you who used DMS to talk to me so don't take that personally I just like the organization of using asks.

If you are curious about any of the concert content that I have OR just want to see what nonsense I might get up to on twitter I have decided to share that with you all. I have added a few videos I took the night of the concert over there.

#mars.rambles #daily wrap-up #seventeen smut #seventeen fluff #let me know if you like this daily wrap-up thing #does it help to kinda summarize the day?#am i being too type a?

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kozume-k · 2 years

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Writing Commissions Open!!

I do have an archive of our own profile that has two(2) works posted, and some wips in my google docs. I also have a couple of works posted here on my haikyuu blog. (and a wattpad that we dont talk about)

I was kind of contemplating what the prices would be so i think ill do it like this:

head canons and drabbles (anything less than 300 words): $5

scenarios (anywhere between 300-1000 words): $10

full length fics (1000+ words): $15-20, depending on how far i go over 1k words

any extra person will be double payment. so if you want separate head canons for Person A, AND Person B it will be $5 for Person A +$5 for Person B. Any scenarios or full length fics will be written separately, as two separate purchases. payment taken through Cashapp or PayPal only

**I WILL NOT WRITE SMUT/SUGGESTIVE CONTENT FOR UNDERAGED CHARACTERS OR PEOPLE**

things i will write for include the following: (if it is not on this list i will most likely NOT write for it, but if what you want written for isn't listed, ask, just to be sure.)

light gore (like in a horror fic)

slightly suggestive (kissing, a little hands on stuff, nothing too deep)

horror

fluff (very fluffy fluff because I’m a hopeless romantic)

people/characters i will write for:

most nct members

ateez

stray kids

tomorrow by together

baekhyun

kai

taemin

kibum

only certain members from the boyz, since im not a deobi

haikyuu characters from seasons 1-3

bnha characters (sfw only, unless an adult char)

naruto characters (NOT including chars from boruto episodes)

tokyo ghoul main characters + uta, renji, and itori

everything will be written as gender neutral unless stated or requested otherwise

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mae-gi-writes · 3 years

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Calling... | Juyeon (tbz)

Juyeon tbz! x f! reader

Summary:

Long distance is hard, even for people like you and Juyeon.

Genre: angst, some fluff, LDR relationship

A/N: some self-indulgent angst because I’ve been feeling low these days and have nowhere/no one to vent it to.

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"We’re going to get through this, Y/N. I promise.”

That promise. You’re not sure whether that’s a curse or a blessing. Every single day becomes a torturous game between wanting to give up everything that you’ve built with the man of your dreams and pushing forward towards the happy ending you’ve always hoped for.

It was easier in the beginning. Maybe because you were both so new to the prospect of love, that you didn’t know what you were missing from each other. It only grew harder the more the years went by and though some people said that the pain gets easier, you’re not quite sure whether they’ve supposedly missed out the part where you keep falling deeper in love with him every day.

Maybe if you didn’t love him so much, it would hurt less. And god, you wished that would happen. You wished a miraculous cure would numb the swell in your chest every time you had a spare moment to think of what Juyeon was doing. You wished that it would stop the familiar burn of tears tearing your throat apart every time you forced yourself to keep down your choked cries for the sake of not crying. Because you were sick of that too.

This kind of pain is toxic and unsurmountable, to an extent that you start wondering whether life would be easier without Juyeon around.

"A few more months Y/N,” Juyeon says, face taking up your phone screen as you put the device onto your nightstand in favour of curling your knees up to your chest. You’re trying very hard not to cry, and hope that he can’t see the silent tears slipping past your lids, “it’ll go by quickly, I--”

“Yeah yeah, I know,” you mumble out, having already heard this mantra over a thousand times. It’s the same thing, after all. A few more months, a little bit more time, just a little-- you’re so fed up of all this waiting, of everyone telling you the exact same thing.

You’re so sick of it. You can’t even look at the camera anymore.

"Where...Where do you think we stand?” comes his question. A little hesitant, but without any stutter. And when you look back at his face, you notice the downward cast of his eyes, the saddening turn of his lower lip.

It’s hurting him just as much and you hate it. You hate how guilty you feel about dragging him into this when he’s only just a victim.

“What do you mean?” you ask softly.

Juyeon takes a soft breath, exhales, “like...do you think we have a hundred percent chance? Or...fifty percent? Or...”

He trails off, but you understand what he means, and shrug while scratching the back of your head, “definitely not a fifty,” you say, biting your lip, “and...there’s nothing that can make me say we’re less than a hundred, but...”

You’re not certain what to say there. It’s touchy, and you don’t want to hurt your boyfriend more than you are at this particular moment.

If you had been asked a question a year earlier, there is no doubt your answer would’ve straight up been a hundred percent. And you’d say it with confidence too, Juyeon knows that.

But it hurts so fucking much.

It hurts so much that it’s the only thing you can think about every day.

It makes you sad. It makes you want to curl up in a ball and cry because there is literally nothing else you can do to take your mind off it.

"Do you...are you--" his voice wobbles, then breaks off without courage of actually saying the words out loud, "I--"

You shake your head, lips trembling as you murmur, "I'm not--I`m not gonna do that, Juyeon."

You fear that saying the words out loud might make it come true. And you don't want to imagine what that would be like, even if you entertain the possibility at the back of your mind.

The silence overcrowds the distance between you and the phone. For a minute, you can't bear to meet Juyeon's eyes. Your fingers start picking your nails apart, a nervous habit you've manifested whenever you get anxious.

When Juyeon speaks next, his words are laced with pain and he doesn't even try holding back a sob, "please," he exhales shakily and even from your tiny screen, you can see the redness lining his eyes, "please don't break up with me."

Your heart aches at the sadness etched onto his features, "I'm not," you repeat it more firmly then, "I won't."

He doesn't answer. But then again, you've probably shocked him to the core.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you," you say quietly.

"No, it's okay. I--" running a hand through his dark locks, you note his jaw clenching, "I didn't know you felt this way. I'm the one that should be sorry."

"It's not your fault."

"It is, though isn't it?" He chuckles emptily, "I guess I...I'm not doing enough."

"That's not it, Juyeon. It hurts a lot. This, everything. And I'm just tired. I'm tired of always crying. I'm just so fucking tired."

And then you burst into ugly sobs.

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The weather has gotten warmer now that June is in full swing. Your final semester is over and that means a little bit of freedom before starting your job search. It is enjoyable and peaceful, walking across town with your friends, meeting up at odd hours of the day and finding new treasures that your town has to offer.

You are currently in the middle of parking your bike next to the harbourfront when your phone suddenly buzzes in your pant leg.

"Hey," you say as you pick up the receiver, "what's up?"

"Hey," there's a little bit of static before Juyeon'a voice comes through, "I'm good. What about you?"

"I'm at the harbourfront. Getting some air."

"That's nice," a pause, then, "how was it?"

"I think I might have enjoyed it more than I should've," you tell him as you walk up to the edge of the harbour. The water lolls peacefully against the edge and it calms you down, as the talk has earlier, "it helped. A lot."

He breathes out softly, "that's good to hear. How...how do you feel?"

"Surprisingly serene."

"Woah, fancy description."

You can't help but laugh at that, "thanks. I try."

A comfortable silence fills the air and you lean down, hand outstretched to catch some of the waves lapping up along the edge, "and you?" It's been a while since you've managed to speak to Juyeon properly. You miss him, "how have you been?"

"Oh you know," you hear him shuffle, "keeping myself busy. I started working at a skateboard shop. It's been...interesting."

"Do you even know how to skateboard?"

"I can stand straight on one. Does that count?"

You giggle, "no, you goon. You actually have to be able to skate on it."

You talk for a little while longer as you enjoy the peace and quiet that comes with a breathtaking view. Even more breathtaking as the sun slowly sets over the horizon and giving bloom to hues of orange and salmon pink bleeding into the clear blue sky.

It has been nice to talk to someone. As per Juyeon's request a few weeks earlier, you had decided to sign up for a free counselling session. You weren't a big fan of people poking around your thoughts and feelings, but the consultation had actually been really enjoyable. To unleash everything that you've been carrying in your heart is a weight that has suddenly lifted off your chest, and you feel shades lighter as you spend the reat of your evening roaming through town, getting your groceries, walking along the pavement back to your flat.

"I gotta go now," Juyeon says as you unlock your front door, "Changmin's been bugging my ass for thirty minutes."

"Well please tell him I have nothing to do with this."

"You had everything to do with this."

"Lying will get you nowhere."

"And I will tell him anyway," he singsongs, causing you to chuckle good-naturedly. That is, before the next words come to shake up your heart a little.

"I miss you."

You smile softly, sadness combing through your chest, "I do too, Juyeon."

"Stay safe, okay?"

"You too."

"Talk soon Y/N," his voice is filled with a gentleness that makes your heart sing, and you repeat back the said words, a mixture of melancholy and fondness blooming inside your chest.

Ending the call and setting down your groceries atop the kitchen counter, your eyes find the date circled in red.

Your lips curl into a smile.

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"Flight A472 has arrived. Travelers, please make your way to the luggage section.“

The intercom buzzes with static to repeat the earlier statement and you feel your heart flutter in your chest as you slowly get up from your seat. You've been waiting at the nearby fast food joint until now, and it's no surprise that your butt feels numb and flat.

Stretching your limbs and picking uo your bag, you sling your navy coat over your shoulder and make your way towards the arrivals. The airport is deserted at this time of night and you're grateful, for it gives your heart more time to prepare for the man you haven't seen in over eight months.

Eight months. Eight months is a long time. It's almost the time it takes for a baby to be born. You flush at the thought, wondering whether Juyeon sees you in his future just as permanently as you see him.

"Who are you waiting for?" Your head swivels to see an older woman, in her late fifties, with a handbag slung over her shoulder and a burgundy scarf wrapped around her neck.

"Oh, uh--" heat travela up the back of your neck, "someone close. And you?"

"My daughter. I haven't seen her in over two years," the woman smiles fondly, "it's hard, isn't it? Not being able to see your close ones every day."

"Yeah," you mumble, "it sure is."

Your gaze is now fixated on the sliding doors now that people have started walking out. One by one, you watch as strangers hug their families, laughing and smiling. A couple is embracing in a nearby corner. And the old woman brightening up and waving at the sight of her daughter pulling up her luggage.

Your chest can't help but swell with emotion. What a beautiful thing to be admire the magic of a reunion. Tears rush to your eyes, suddenly overwhelmed by the amount of love radiating through your veins and bathinf your limbs in warmth.

"Y/N."

You freeze. Slowly, you turn around and see Juyeon.

Your Juyeon.

He stands there, backpack on his shoulders and hair ruffled. A luggage at his side and sporting a grin.

Your heart explodes.

Heat rushes through your face, mouth opening in a soft 'oh'.

"Juyeon," his name rolls off your lips.

You're breathless. Everything falls out of focus.

Juyeon. Juyeon is here.

Everything happens so fast. You blink and you're in his arms, his warmth engulfinf you, his scent making you light-headed, his lips permanently pressed against your temple as your hands unconsciously scrabble to hold on to his hoodie like he's a dream you don't want to let go.

It's magical. It feels like a goddamn miracle.

You can't help but burst into tears.

"Oh god," Juyeon's chuckle echoes through your ear. He tightens his grip ever so slightly and kisses your forehead, the corner of your eye while stroking your back.

You cling to him like he's your only lifeline, "I missed you," you sob into his shirt, "I missed you so much."

"It's okay," he cooes into your ear, one hand coming up to smooth over your head, "I'm here now, Y/N."

"I--" emotions rush through you like a dam broken down by the tides and suddenly you're babbling everything you've kept hidden in the grooves of your heart, "I'm so sorry for everything, I-- I was hurt and scared and lonely. I didn't think about how this distance affected you too and I'm sorry I made you go through all this when you did nothing wrong, I--"

Your words get muffled by his lips pressing onto yours to stop any other protests and you melt into him like coming home with open arms. His arms pin your middle to his chest, parting your mouth with his and taking your breath away with every suckle, every nibble. It makes you gasp, clutching his shoulders and returning his kisses with just as much vigor.

"You," he breathes against your parted mouth, "are everything I want," pulling back to press his forehead to yours, he continues, "so don't you dare think for one second, that you're in this alone. You're never alone, Y/N."

"I love you," you murmur, nose brushing his. He kisses you once more, heat lingering between you and claiming your affection for him, "I love you too."

You know that this isn't the end. A path of tears and pain and struggle still await you. The mountain is high and steep, a tough climb that makes youe legs tremble.

But you know now, looking into Juyeon's eyes and seeing the magic in there, the dripping affection that makea your fingers tingle, that this is it. There's nobody else, nothing else you want than Lee Juyeon.

Because if there's one thing for sure is that Juyeon's hand is the one you want to take, to make that climb happen.

"Wanna get out of here and tell me everything I've missed out about you?" Juyeon whispers upon finally detangling himself, though still holding on to your shoulder as he gently pulls you towards the exit.

"Only if you tell me everything I've missed about you," you reply.

He chuckles, before pressing another lingering kiss over your cheek, "deal."

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kissuponthecloud · 2 years

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damn he's such a fucking tease

#the boyz #the boyz imagines #the boyz scenarios #the boyz drabbles #theb #deobi #eric sohn #eric #son youngjae #get well soon bub #miss you

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sunwoahkim · 2 years

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daffodils

paring: the boyz changmin x female reader (kang yeseul) genre: angst, unrequited love, soulmate, hanahaki disease, drabbles warnings: mention of vomiting but not detailed word count: 455 words

Why did it hurt so much? Why is there an unbearable, aching pain in my heart as I watch you talk so fondly over your crush? Your shining smile growing with each second, eyes glimmering, galaxies held within your dark alluring orbs. It hurts so much knowing that I am not, and will never be the cause of those emotions. With these feelings, I know that you can never reciprocate them for me. But how can I bring up about that butterfly drawing, etched onto the skin of your collarbone, that I also have? The universe really hates me doesn’t it? Deciding our destiny for each other, just for you to turn a blind eye and ignore this horrible yearning in my chest. Each time you send heart eyes to her, I have to act as I am happy for you – which is half true, because indeed, I am happy for you. Genuinely. But at the same time, I can’t help but feel a burning jealousy, envy, and sadness all at the same time while trying to hold in the feeling of something burning up in my throat. Each time those beautiful petals of daffodils came out of my lungs, the lingering pain comes with it. Each time I cried myself to sleep, hoping that you could at least notice the feelings that I have tried to keep inside me, locked up, so I don’t have to confess to you. As much as I wanted to, I couldn’t risk it, for the sake of the amount of time we spent together building what we have now. But I realize, no matter the amount of love, affection, care that I gave you. No matter how much I’ve sacrificed, just to go and comfort you, no matter how much things I’ve done for you, despite hearing the cracks of my heart and my brain telling me to stop and ignore you. I realized. I cannot love you into loving me. Ji Changmin, you're so cruel. Why must you cause so much pain to my heart? But it’s fine, I am more than delightful that you have decided to tie the string of fate for eternity between you and her. I wish you have a beautifully wedded life with her. I hope she takes care of you well. I’m sorry to have selfishly kept these hidden feelings from you for so long. I’m sorry I have to be selfish to keep myself from breaking further. But surprise, I guess?

By the time you’re reading this, I’ve already undergone surgery to remove the agonizingly painful flowers from within me. Happy wedded life my love. Love, Kang Yeseul. ______________

@riki00143 ddaengkyu for the help and encouragement <3333333

#changmin #ji changmin #the boyz changmin #changmin angst #ji changmin angst #the boyz changmin angst #changmin drabbles #ji changmin drabbles #deobi #the boyz #the b #더보이즈 #더비 #hanahaki #hanahaki disease #the boyz drabbles #the boyz scenarios #ji changmin scenarios

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cloverdaisies · 11 months

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# [ ! ] A B O U T M E 𖦹 .𖥔 ݁

[…“깨어날 수 없는 이 꿈처럼 나,어둠 속에 길 잃은 밤처럼”…]

˗ˏˋ name: clo/clover = 19 / virgo / entp-t / core 8 / choleric ˎˊ˗

…here! 🔦*toss* you can…[🔎] search my [ FANDOMS ]… [🔎]…

˗ˏˋ the boyz, bias / JUYEON & KYUˎˊ˗

˗ˏˋ aespa ,bias / KARINA ˎˊ˗

˗ˏˋ itzy, bias / YUNAˎˊ˗

˗ ˏˋ(g)i-dle, bias / SOYEON ˎˊ˗

˗ˏˋ seventeen, bias / SCOUPSˎˊ˗

˗ˏˋ txt, bias / HUENINGKAIˎˊ˗

ˏˋ enhypen, bias / HEESEUNG & SUNOO ˎˊ˗

˗ˏˋ leserrafim, bias: SAKURA ˎˊ˗

˗ˏˋ nct, bias / YUTA ˎˊ-

˗ˏˋ cix, bias / ot5 ˎˊ˗

˗ˏˋ ateez ,bias / WOOYOUNGˎˊ˗

[ other stuff i love: : ˗ˏˋ the 100 ˎˊ˗ / ˗ˏˋ twd ˎˊ˗ / ˗ˏˋ all of us are dead ˎˊ˗ / ˗ˏˋalice in borderland ˎˊ˗ / ˗ˏˋ the last of us ˎˊ˗ ]

[…”사라질 듯 머무른 꿈처럼 나 , 흩어질 듯 밀려든 밤처럼”…]

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multifandomcatlady · 3 years

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THEBS REMEMBER!!

Kingdom streaming is so important as we're going against much bigger fandoms, so here's a guide on how to stream!!

(you can stream from youtube or naver but here's a youtube guide)

- login with your youtube account (don't use incognito mode)

- stream the FULL VERSION (you can tell from the thumbnail)

- manually search the video and avoid watching from playlists

- make sure the quality is at least 480p and the sound is on

- watch the video all the way through! (don't pause, forward, or rewind)

- watch videos in between (you can watch mvs or extra content you were behind on)

- don't use multiple tabs to stream

- do use multiple devices or accounts

good luck deobis <3 i'll be streaming with you guys too 😉 let's do this for our boys!!

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littleshopofk-pop · 3 years

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[01:49 AM] 문형서

»Stop moving«, your sleepy boyfriend sighed as you kept trying to find a comfortable sleeping position beside him on his bed, sitting up to fix the blanket that only covered half your legs, before lying back down again.

»I said stop!« He let out a deep sigh and pulled you closer to him, spooning you in the process and hooking a leg around your hips, to keep you in place. A pout formed on your lips at his action and you tried to wiggle out of his embrace.

»Gosh Kevin, you're really the worst person to share a bed with«, you whined but eventually gave in to the warmth of his body wrapping you in comfort.

»He really is«, Sunwoo agreed, entering the room to grab a few spare clothes, since he was staying at the other dorm so you and your love could have some alone time.

»What do you know about that?« You threw a suspicious look at each of their faces, trying to decipher what Sunwoo meant with his comment, before you nudged Kevin with your elbow, demanding an explanation.

»Horror movie night, long story«, he briefly replied to which his bandmate added, »To sum it up for you, your baby of a boyfriend didn't want to sleep alone anymore because he almost peed his pants after thinking there was someone behind him in the bathroom mirror.«

He broke into laughter at your surprised face and you teased Kevin some more by patting his leg that was still resting on its place on your hips and imitating his scared voice with a pout.

But as a response, he only grabbed a pillow and threw it an Sunwoo's head, bringing all the attention to him.

»You know, we planned on doing things we don't want you seeing, and we were really patient with your slow ass, but it's time for you to fuck off now«, Kevin said, making a kissy face at the black-haired boy who looked at him in utter confusion.

He slowly walked out of the room with a perverted smile on his lips and wiggled his eyebrows at you, while closing the door and yelling »Don't forget protection« through the hallway.

Kevin took a deep breath, silently snickering at your done expression, before tackling you with kisses and finally releasing what he had been building up for the past days without you.

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starryse · 3 years

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Run The Bases

Star Pitcher Sequel (alt ending; hyj version)

Hyunjae x Reader

The Boyz high school au!, 60’s au!, baseball team TBZ au!

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Summary: In Hyunjae’s eyes, you were genuine and beautiful. In your eyes, Juyeon was. For Hyunjae, watching his crush fall in love with his best friend was heartbreak city. Lucky for him, you lived in the country.

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Having a crush on your best friend who has a crush on your other best friend is heartbreak waiting to happen. In Hyunjae’s case, it’s having to hear said crush talk about their crush on his other best friend. Confusing, right? For the brunette, there wasn’t anything confusing about it- he knew he’d do anything for you. And while yes, they may feel the same when it comes to being there for Hyunjae, they’d never be there like they would for Juyeon. Hyunjae hated that.

And yet here he was, sitting next to you on the school bench during gym class, watching you sulk over the fact Juyeon was as oblivious as ever to your feelings. He knew the two of you were close, but really? Couldn’t you see that you had someone who wasn’t so dense right in front of your eyes? Someone who would desperately do anything to make you as happy as you ever could be? Now it was his turn to sulk.

So you two sat there, looking like lost puppies the way you both had pouts and wide eyes displayed on your faces. It was sad, really. You both had exactly what you needed right beside one another, and yet here you were. Mooching off of each other’s heartbreak like two idiot teenagers in love. And boy was that getting on your friend’s nerves.

Note: As I wrote Star Pitcher, I couldn’t help but think of a second part to go with it.. and who better than Hyunjae! This is basically an alt ending to Star Pitcher, but with the pov of Hyunjae and y/n, rather than Juyeon & y/n. I hope y’all anticipate the release of, Run The Bases!

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neo-deobi · 3 years

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Hold me, my love

request: yes (thank you for requesting)

genre: fluff, some cute stuff

pairing: hyunjae x gen. neutral reader

warnings: a sad hyunjae

Word count: 0.9k

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a/n: I’m so sorry for the delay. I'm very high these days and I, unfortunately, half heartedly proof read it so I apologise for any mistakes that you will find.

I pressed my back against the elevator wall as I waited for it to take me to my destination. The dim lights and soft music made the atmosphere so comforting that I felt myself feeling sleepier.

“I haven’t seen you in so long. How is work going?”

I turned my head towards the staff who was taking me o the practice room. I stood up straight and spoke, “It’s going well. Just very busy. Two of our teammates fell sick so the workload has increased and the deadline was for yesterday. Now that, finally, I am free I decided I’d drop by. ”

“Ah, no wonder.”

The elevator paused before making a ding and opening the door. I walked out saying my goodbye, thank you and leaving with a respectable bow.

I moved the bags into one hand to pull out my phone from my pocket. I quickly texted Eric to check if they were on their break or not. After sending the text I waited a minute. Upon not receiving a message I decided I’ll just have to wait. I place it back into my pocket and support the bags in both hands and walked towards my destination.

I made the last turn to the practice room. I readjusted the bags I was holding in my hands to reach the doorknob. I quietly opened the door to not disturb anyone but right then the door was pulled opened, pulling me with it.

Eric appeared from behind the door with surprised eyes. He let out a cry of excitement and pulled me into a hug. “Oh, Y/N. I just read your text. How are you? Wah, it’s been so long since we’ve seen you. We missed you so much!”

“I missed you guys too! How have you been?”, I spoke.

I patted him on his back causing him to pull away. He looked down at the bags I was holding in my hands and stared at them puzzled while moving back to get a better look at them.

“Hyunjae hyung, guess who’s here?!”

Before I could explain what was inside the bags to him, I heard my name being called by one of the members who were now approaching me. My eyes search for the owner of the voice however, they are caught on a tired figure sitting against the large mirror.

“Hey everyone. I brought you guys a little something to eat.”

The members marched towards me, pulling me towards the center of the room and greeted me. I noticed a tired Hyunjae getting up from where he sat. He brushed off his clothes before slowly walking towards the group.

I ushered Haknyeon on taking the bags I held onto for far too long. I asked them to enjoy the food. I turned towards Hyunjae who was about 5 feet away from me. He opened his arms and I speed walked into him, wrapping my arms around him. He engulfed me into a bear hug and nuzzled into my neck.

“I missed you so much!“ Hyunjae spoke.

I hummed in agreement and mumbled a me too. The interaction was soon interrupted by Kevin who pulled the two of us to join everyone to grab a bite.

…

“Don’t you want to go back to the dorm and rest a bit?” I asked Hyunjae as I sat on the couch next to him. He was stretching his legs while contemplating whether he wanted to rest or practice more.

“I keep messing up. The members will have a hard time if I don’t get it right. We have to perform within a week.” He sighed. He laid back against the soft material before continuing.

“Everyone is nervous. I am nervous. So very nervous. Our seniors and juniors will be watching us perform. It’s nothing new but after winning on Kingdom and returning as contestants again, everyone has high hopes from us and I’m worried they might-” Hyunjae cut himself off with a sigh. He closed his eyes, rethinking whether he wanted to voice out his fears or not.

I observed him and notice how tired he looked. His body was already showing the signs but now that I see him from so close, he looks like he hasn’t been sleeping well either.

I study his features, watching him battle his pessimistic thoughts. I reached for his hand and held it between both of mine. He opened his eyes and adjusted his head to look at me.

“You are an amazing artist. Do you know that?” I continued, “I’ve watched you grow, not only as a musician but also as a performer. I see you work hard for every stage and at the end, it’s a performance the mesmerizes hundreds and thousands of people.”

I stopped talking, taking a moment to breathe as well as giving him some time to process my words.

“You guys are giving it your all and I, someone who knows nothing about performing, can tell that your work is beautiful. You have so much trust in the members, why not trust yourself a little?”

He sat up, looking straight into my eyes as if he had something to say. He pulled onto my wrist, pulling me into his arms. He placed his chin on my shoulder and continued to hold me. I wrapped my arms around his waist. I placed a kiss on his shoulder and sat there in the warmth of the man I love so dearly.

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