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thatdeadaquarius · 1 year
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i NEED to see more of your art !!!!!
*bats eyelashes* this is a threat.
AHFLALSDHA WHAT- STOP GET OUT NO U DONT PLEASE-
U WANNA SEE MY ART??!!
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR YEARRSSS FOR SOMEONE TO SEE MY ART-
For future standalone posts like Possession AU/actual Fanfics/Non-Asks I'll probably add some of my art as a fun visual, since it sucks the closest I can get is gifs to feeling more immersed! :/
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These I drew over the past 2-3 weeks! They're my lovely OCS, left to right, Lucille, Mara and Sabrina! They're story is a big fat beautiful shit on JK Rowl*ng! Lucille is a black lesbian successful trans woman/future magic council-woman, Mara is a japanese-american hard-headed/bold sapphic woman/future professional magical athlete, and Sabrina is a plus-size queer woman/future professional magical plants necromancer! They're in my twist on Harry Potter universe, where they all go to magical university, and the point is that Mara and Lucille are infamous school rivals, but then fall in love/fall in love with Sabrina too! A magical gay polycule if u will, I've written 2 short stories about them for my fiction class so far!
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SHEESH, DO ME A FAVOR AND CLICK FOR QUALITY!!
this was my last project for my illustration 2 class! I have a physical comic book/zine I'm making, but this is the summary TLDR digital piece lol, its actually a sort of isekai of myself into Percy Jackson and changing his fate for the better! (Yes ik his anatomy is ROUGH, dont look at him too hard- SOBS)
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Here's an earlier project this year from Illustration 2, I got an article I had to make illustrations for, to help you understand it/add aesthetic to it! My subject was Cosmic Topology, pretty sick topic if u ever wanna look it up, it's about the shape of the universe! :0
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^^^
And these-
are the gifs from that art exhibition I talked so much about the past couple weeks! It was my senior art exhibition (a requirement to display art in the uni gallery to graduate!)
irl photos under this text block!
These are actually being projected across pages in a fake photo album/prom guestbook thingy, fully interactive so u can turn the pages and it shows a new animation, like a magical storybook! Also, since it's prom themed, I made it a kinda guestbook/sign book so gallery viewers can get some glitter pens I left out to sign the end of it! I also have a playlist I made playing in the gallery along with it so it's like what they'd play at this prom! :) hope that made sense!
The content is that the girl you see walking around in white is getting social anxiety/stressed out, to the point of dissociating, as a way of doing my theme I've kept up for university of things appearing darker than they initially look (hence the colors + I love colors), and to bring awareness to mental health!
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welp, didnt mean to include all that black space, but that's my artist statement too! (u cant see the prints in the pictures, that's just my interactive piece I was talking about!)
hope if u click on the statement it's readable lol
Just click on the Alt text, I pasted it there 😭 also the piece is called
"You're the Star of the Night (you're dissociating)!"
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Tumblr hates me so I just made the gif of me actually turning the pages into a link/QR code thingy! feel free to check out if u want :)
Uh anyway, if you made it this far, thank you so much!
Can't wait to make more fanart tbh lol
AND THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN FOR ASKING ORAH!! (sorry it wasnt more genshin stuff whoops...) RLLY HOPE I DIDNT SPAM U TOO HARD-
Safe travels,
💀♒️
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taikk0 · 1 year
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Found you at our local lasertag place 👀
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AAHHH IM SO GLAD YOU FOUND IT!!
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faux-ee · 1 year
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tweeted at my fav author to ask for permission to translate his book...ahhh i probably look so idiotic asking that question i even used my anime account which is NO good I'm so nervous sweating rn i hope he doesn't find me annoying n block me i would be so sad
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lovingyoulovinme · 1 year
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part 2 of childhood best friends!charles & y/n
part 3
2021
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yourinstagram happy birthday to my best friend in the whole entire world i love u charlie!!! this is only time of the year ill be nice to u 🫶🏽🫶🏽
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charles_leclerc You call posting that second photo being nice?? 😭
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yourinstagram i said i love you is that not enough
user7 I LOVE THEM!!!!!
ynfan y/n is the only person allowed to clown on charles
pascale.leclerc.355 🥹🤏
user2 he looks so good in the first pic omfg
pierregasly 🤣
October 16, 2021
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charles_leclerc L.A. ❤️
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yourinstagram i post such good photos of you and u post urself in those horrible pants..you'll be single forever
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charlesupdates LMAO get his ass
charles_leclerc Only need you 🤗
user1 DONT GIVE ME HOPE LIKE THIS
user13 does she have to follow him everywhere?
arthur_leclerc Thanks for the invite guys!!!
user4 who was y/n looking at like that
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yourinstagram the waiter bringing us our food
ylnleclerc get married already 🫣
December 4, 2021
2023
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rubendias 🤍
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yourinstagram not enough pictures of me but okay
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rubendias Other pictures of you were not appropriate 🤣
user2 i cant stand them
yoursister she looks beautiful ❤️ and you're there...
jackgrealish Vacay is over..time to come back to training!
user3 i love when two sexy people date each other
sasha_rebecca Angel in slide 3! 👼😇
March 3, 2023
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charles_leclerc Third in the main race today. Nothing we could have done more.
Thank you for the support and see you in Miami 🇺🇸
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ylnleclerc IS THAT A Y/N LIKE IN THE YEAR 2023
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user6 i'm literally in disbelief...
charlielover they def rekindled in february thats what im choosing to believe and now all we need is for them to follow each other again 🙏
scuderiaferarri 💪❤️
user8 not to sound delusional but i bet y/n is still so proud of him despite what happened between them 🥺
pierregasly P3 Baby 🏋️‍♀️
charlesfan proud of u for being able to take that horrible car past its limits
April 30, 2023
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yourinstagram happy birthday to my boyfriend!
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rubendias Best birthday present 🤤
yourfriend you are so funny bruh
ynstan i could treat you better queen 😭
user2 pierre back in her likes.....im connecting the dots
pascale.leclerc.355 Beautiful 🤗
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yourinstagram thank you pascale 💓💓
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yourinstagram added to their story.
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dailymail Seems like trouble has hit for Manchester City player, Ruben Dias and his girlfriend Y/N Y/L/N 👀 The star snogs mystery woman on boat during holiday in Formentera despite his ongoing relationship with Y/L/N.
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July 24, 2023
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tags (tagging everyone who asked about a part 2/asked to be reminded!): @julesandro @tempo-rary-fix @briandaflores19 @fangirlika @escapism-writer @haloxmendes @leclerc16s @vita-di-moda
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ssparksflyy · 23 days
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hello! can i request jason grace or leo valdez x child of hypnos reader ? (gn) 🫶🏻🫶🏻
ask and thou shall receive ༉‧₊˚.
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jason grace dating hcs! ٩(ˊ〇ˋ*) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁
pairing: jason grace x child of hypnos!reader warning(s): none!! js fluff :) a/n: i love children of hypnos, u stay sleepy ! also me writing this running off five hours of sleep ( the most ive gotten this week ) yikes..
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mr gets up willingly at six am nd his sleepy lover ♡
there are times where u literally have to beg jason to go back to bed cause omfg what r u doing. its six am. no u r not going to go run. no the early bird doesnt get the worm. go. back. to. sleep.
hey nd most times it works cause the thought of holding u close and a sweet sweet dream is enough to get him back in bed
but other times noooo he goes running 🙄
what is bro running from? sleep???
omg but then literally knocks tf out by like nine
one of the times when you had a sleepover planned together
you were running a little late cause ur cabin's ac wasnt working nd everybody was tweaking out
so you had to stay behind and help fix it
by the time you finished and ran over to cabin one , jason was already passed out nd lightly snoring 😭
mind you it was like 9:15 pm
its ok tho u were tired asf too , who knew fixing the ac could be so hard ??
he apologized sm in the morning tho
but u were like its okay el oh el
he cant help it bro he needs his sleep almost as much as he needs you
its better that he falls asleep early than stay up super late tho
cause like when he was helping plan out the new cabins, it was impossible to convince him to go to sleep
he wouldnt stop working nd u were like 😠 fool 😠 go to sleep 😠
nd he was like no thank youuuuu ♡
so you used your powers on him cause he hadNT SLEPT IN DAYS
u were both mad at each other in the morning and things were painfully tense
but you sat down nd talked it out like mature ppl ♡
he srsly hates fighting, he already does it with monsters nd shit so much, he doesnt want to do it w you :(
he apologized for being ignorant and promised he would be better about taking care of himself instead of burying himself in work
you apologized for using your powers on him without saying anything first, and promised you wouldn't do it again ( unless its necessary ) :))
to this day, youve still kept your promises ♡
jason is SUCH a sucker for when you touch his hair
the most relaxing thing everrrrr
i will die on this hill ppl dont play w me
his hair would be soft asf bro
best believe he uses a good conditioner !!
he lets u play w his hair nd do wtv u want with it cause like ~relaxing~
so best believe you have a 0.5 of him with all his hair tied up and looking like a palm tree
0.5s of jason would literally be flawless asf but scary
cause ur like omg by bf is so cute- god DAMN somebody get this man contacts
he looks amazing but THEM EYES
terrifying. staring into ur soul.
theyre cute tho ♡♡
you OBVI have matching pjs
i cannot decide if jason would go to sleep w just pj pants nd no shirt or if would have light blue and white striped pants, a button up shirt, slippers, a cap with a little fuzzy ball at the end, nd a candlestick
jason grace is a SPECTRUM OKAY
but he buys u so many plushies ugh
you own so many jellycats im so jealous
he helps u name them nd their literally ur children like
u have matching build-a-bears !!!
the voice memos are messages u made for each other :(
his to u is a quick ramble about how much he loves u but gets cut off cause he only had 20 seconds ♡♡
nd u get matching outfits for them!!
urs is named 'sleepy' and his is named 'sparky' ♡
i feel like jason gets some real bad nightmares
like yea every demigod does but he gets his more frequently nd their more graphic bcs of what he's seen and gone through :(
most of the time they arent even messages from his dad, theyre just really bad flashbacks of horrible times in his life
but ever since you started spending ur nights together, theyve toned down so much
now he even gets dreams abt your future together sometimes :((
he really wants to tell you about those dreams cause they feel so real but hes scared that youll think its weird or get uncomfortable
little does he know you get those exact same dreams ♡
and on the same nights as he does...
CAUSE UR MEETING IN UR DREAMSSSSSSS
nd thats how ur dad shows his love to you !
zeus doesnt gaf. wtv we dont like him anyway
i mean sometimes hes like erm gtfo my cabin 🤨
but doesn't actually do anything
u literally dont care for anybody's thoughts tho cause you bagged a baddie as sleepy as you ♡
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an two: ik i didnt talk abt sleepovers together but like ive got a jason fic called sleepover (thats also gn!) if u wanted to read that :DD but i hoped u enjoyed and have a good day/night!! GO STREAM THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT.
peace from manhattan,
percy jackson ♡
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byuqi · 1 year
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i loved ur nct dream post!! could u do how they plan to confess to u/how it goes pls? thank u 💗
EI’S NOTES: hihi tysm for enjoying it!! yes ofc :)
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NCT DREAM — CONFESSING TO YOU
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pairing: nctdream x gn!reader, genre: fluff, warnings: reader gets called pretty, thats all!
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마크 MARK LEE — lil’ picnic date
— he would be so slick with it honestly
— plan everything out with your friends and stuff, you wouldn’t even KNOW what was happening
— mans would literally pull out all his receipts of what you told him you liked, ect
— you were going on about your day and your friends asked go to the beach at like 5pm
— you were like??? but still went
— arrived there and immediately ran on the sand thinking your friends were behind you but no
— you get to the main beach area and all you see is mark, standing there with flowers next to a lit up tent with blankets and pillows and stuff
— he was nervous as ever i wont lie but didnt look like it
— you would jus stand there like 😧😧😧😧
— he would find it so cute and pull you closer to him
— he would then confess to you about how much he likes you,, and luckily you like him too!
— the rest of the night is spent cuddling and laughing about memories you have with each other
런쥔 HUANG RENJUN — while cuddling in bed
— starting off, you two were childhood bsfs and you two were really close so cuddling was something normal between you too
— but it was extra cold this specific night so you were lying super tight against renjun
— his cheeks were red because of it and thats kinda when he realises he should confess tonight
— he had liked you ever since 4th grade but didnt know when to tell you honestly
— as you two are watching whatever was on the tv, renjun turns to you to look at you and he’s honestly so mesmerised by you
— you catch him staring and ask him “what?” while smiling and he kinda loses it there
— he thinks you’re literally so pretty cuddled against him that he literally cant stop looking at you
— “yn” he would call out while looking at you
— you would turn to him and smile with a little “mhm”
— and he would confess right there
— and to his luck the smile on your face doesn’t get smaller, but instead bigger
— once he finishes you kiss his cheek and tell him you like him too
— he feels like the luckiest man on earth knowing you’re his
제노 LEE JENO — while baking
— so wholesome omfg
— you two are like bsfs right?
— and hes spending the night over bc thats what you two always did on a friday
— tonight was different tho cus you both could feel like a tension
— so to get rid of it, you suggest that you two bake muffins
— everything goes well until jeno throws you with flour making your hair full of the white powder
— after that you two basically have a mini food fight which ends up with jeno chasing you around the house
— once he catches you he lifts you in the air and spins you around while youre laughing
— its like the most happy you two had been in a while too bc you both were smiling and laughing the whole time
— once he puts you down he spins you so that you face him
— you hold onto his shoulders for balance but soon realise how close you both are
— thats when he just confesses to you
— youre like “😧” and then you go “🤭” bc you like him sm
— after his confession you lean up to kiss him, which then leaves him stunned, and make a run for it
— best believe he will catch you and tickle you to death
해찬 LEE HAECHAN — after being away from you
— my man fr guys😍
— hes on tour living his idol life and youre at home lowk just waiting for him to come back
— its no secret to the boys that he likes you and is always teasing him about it
— you both are also used to him leaving for periods of time but this time was just too long
— he was gone for about 2 months this time which was the longest he had ever been away from you
— and it started to hit him real hard
— although the facetiming worked in the beginning, now it was just getting frustrating for the both of you
— by the end of the trip, haechan was so ready to just get out of there and be in your arms
— once he landed in korea, he quickly bought you a lil something and rushed to your house
— you knew he was coming today, but only later as he told you they were waiting for their managers to pick them up
— so you were super confused when you heard the bell ring
— when you opened the door you were met with haechan himself
— you stood there for a minute before actually realising it was him
— the moment he saw you, he knew he was home and he couldn’t wait any more to tell you how he really feels
— as you guys stopped hugging, he immediately leaned in to capture your lips
— you gladly accepted the kiss and wrapped your arms around his neck to kiss him deeper
— after that you both literally went to sleep while cuddling bc he jus missed you sm🥹
재민 NA JAEMIN — you confess to him
— see what i did here?😭😭😭
— honestly he would try to confess first to you but in your opinion he was taking too long so you too matters into your own hands
— you two were hanging out at the mall
— and when he would see something he thinks would look good on you, he would make you try it on and he would lowk spoil you
— once you both were done, you went to eat a little something
— this is when he decides hes gonna confess bc he cant help but feel some type of way when the guys at the mall look at you
— as you guys are waiting for the food to arrive you two would make small talk but you knew you had to say something before the day had ended
— so as you two are walking out the mall, finished shopping and eating, you decide to go get ice-cream
— as youre waiting for him, you sit on the bench gathering all your thoughts
— once he sits down beside you, you confess to him
— he sits there with his mouth wide open because he wanted to confess to you first
— so he looks at you with a pout and says how he wanted to confess to you first
— but nonetheless hes happy you confessed bc he confessed to you too
— and when you two were walking home, you were holding hands
천러 ZHONG CHENLE — in the heat of an argument
— okay so senario, you guys were arguing about you being super close with one of the other nct boys and chenle didnt like it
— basically you were hanging with the whole nct group right?
— and the whole nct dream group knew chenle had a thing for you but the others didnt
— so you were sitting next to chenle and jungwoo
— and you and jungwoo were having a good conversation and jungwoo then suddenly placed his hand around your shoulder
— and chenle saw this and started getting angry but didnt wanna show it yk?
— but then you sudden leaned into jungwoo while laughing at something he said
— thats really set him off and he suddenly stood up and walked outside
— you took notice of this and decided to go after him because you really did care for him
— once you get outside you decide to sit next to him
— “you alright?” you would ask and he would suddenly blow up in your face
— and you would be so shocked bc what tf??
— thats when you both start arguing about the whole thing and youre just trying to understand where hes coming from and stuff
— thats when he says “bc i like you! i like you so much and seeing you with him breaks my heart” and you could see how much it hurt him
— before he walks away you pull him closer to you and leave a little peck in his lips before saying “thats crazy cause i like you too wierdo” and smile at him
— he just looks at you for a moment before smiling and leaning back to you for another kiss
지성 PARK JISUNG — over the phone
— hes so cute mann
— he would be too scared to do it in person, so the boys told him to do it over the phone instead since they knew he wouldn’t do it in person
— so hes like okay
— and one night while you guys were texting
— he asks to phone you and you say yes
— as you two are sitting on the phone theres like an awkward silence between you two
— and youre kinda confused and ask jisung if hes okay and he says yes
— a moment later you decide to say bye and end the call bc it was late and you wanted to sleep but jisung was like “no! not yet uh- i want to tell you something”
— so youre like okay….? that’s wierd
— and youre sitting there he takes a deep breath and just started confessing everything to you
— and youre sitting there with a blush on your face waiting for him to finish so that you can tell him you like him too
— and once he finishes he lets out a breath
— theres another silence before he says “you know what ignore that im sorry goodnight yn!” and before he puts off you call his name again
— “jisung wait! i like you too, alot”
— his ear would turn so red omfg and his cheeks would too
— “o-oh okay, so are we like boyfriend and girlfriend now?” he would ask softly
— you would laugh and say yes and then say goodnight to him
— “goodnight girlfriend” he would say excitedly
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perm taglist — @ixomiyu @jencthy @kynrki @love-4-keum @coalalalinha @viagumi @enhastolemyheart @strwberrydinosaur @w3bqrl @zuyairus
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hanasnx · 2 years
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Ask and ye shall receive, so my take on this is that this is like 19-21 year old Anakin— possessive, jealous, emotional, horny horny horny, break the Jedi code to get my dick wet, falls in love hard, fast, and deeply—Skywalker, who went and caught feelings for his fwb. They were always firmly in agreement that it was "just sex," but it's never just sex with Anakin, he feels too much, so now that she's broken things off to get into a real relationship, he has to channel his all of his feelings into sex. It's not love, he just needs to fuck her one more time right? It's not jealously, he just thinks it's funny that he was fucking her on the side while she was dating this other guy. It's not possesiveness, he just knows he fucks her better than anyone else, even the man she fell in love with. One more time, just one more time, he'll make it so good, he'll channel every morsel of heartache into it, because if he can't have her he might as well make sure she can't forget him.
here's the version with subtle phone effects on the voice
https://soundgasm.net/u/AugustInTheWinter/M4F-Your-Ex-FWB-Leaves-You-a-Jealous-Voicemail
And here's the version without
https://soundgasm.net/u/AugustInTheWinter/M4F-Your-Ex-FWB-Leaves-You-a-Jealous-Voicemail-No-Phone-FX
Also disclaimer he doesn't sound exactly like Anakin, and the audio itself doesn't take place in the SW universe, but I get the feeling we're the same level of delusional and can fill in the gaps mentally. Anyway I hope you enjoy it, I'd love to hear your thoughts 💖
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spoilers to the audio under the cut cos omfg these lines got me lookin like :o
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☥ “… do you remember what happened next? .. i bet you do.”
☥ “does he know?” talking about fucking you after your dates with your now bf when you were unexclusive at the time that is my CRACK
☥ “fuck one more out of your system. you guy’s just started dating, it’s not even cheating. yea, baby, cmere,”
☥ “wonder if he thought about you during the week. overanalyzing every interaction. ‘oh, am i texting too much?’. maybe you weren’t texting back bcos you were begging for my cum.”
☥ WHEN HE SAID COCKSLAVE WOOOOOOOOOO
☥ “i cant believe i’m never gonna have that pussy again.” sounded so much like anakin’s voice i
☥ “but if you guys break up. you know where to find me.”
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👑, i casually ate 5 pieces of pizza listening to this bcos ur right hot damn he does sound like anakin and i couldn’t pay attention to anything else. i was seeing the whole damn thing. usually i’m not into these, but i think bcos it was a “voicemail” and there was no awkward waiting parts where he was expecting u, the listener, to answer— i enjoyed it thoroughly. you know what i mean about those awkward silent parts?
your take?? golden much like your crown, bcos my usual premise for his one shots is that you’re his fwb, and it’s easier this way to keep things separate. but yes, those underlying confusing feelings he pushes away are always ones of “it’s just sex. i don’t love her. that’s crazy.” or “i’m not jealous i’m just aggravated i can’t be jealous when she’s not really mine…”
yet here he is. fisting his cock to the memory of you. the suns gone down where he’s staying, and no doubt you’re asleep. but he had to try to call you anyway, some time when you wouldn’t be around your new boyfriend. it’s just his voice that sends through, too dark to record a hologram for you. talking that filthy shit to you in hopes you’ll remember all the good you two had. come back for more.
i love what u had to say so much i want it tattooed on my forehead bcos it’s so frustratingly anakin to twist his own words and confuse himself in order to avoid the truth. also to fuck someone and then go ahead and fall the hell in love??? so on brand.
“yea i can keep my feelings separate….
no, actually i lied about that entirely. here are my feelings, they’re your problem now.”
specially bcos i imagine in this fwb relationship you took his virginity—
this was all over the place but i fuckig loveeeee the jealous ex fwb knowing he has no business talking to you like this when you’ve got a bf, but trying it anyway. bcos the chance of filling you up one last time is greater than the possibility of you refusing to talk to him because both you and him know the silent treatment won’t last.
literally ur invited into my inbox anytime love. i love ur mind
edit: i should say i do not condone cheating i just have an infidelity fantasy
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nereidprinc3ss · 3 months
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OH MY GOD OMFG 500 FOLLOWERS!!!!
I CHECKED LIKE TEN MINUTES AGO AND I WASNT THERE AND NOW I AM THIS IS SO CRAZY
i cant believe 500 people like my silly little writings enough to follow me. thats crazy. writing is what i love to do more than anything in the world and it blows my mind that i get to do what i love and other people like it too. also you guys are LITERALLY the sweetest ever?? like i know I don't respond to most of my asks but I promise every single message is read and so so deeply appreciated. every message literally makes my life. idk. this Tumblr shit is so serious I think about it genuinely all day. its so incredibly rewarding and makes me so happy. idk. i love u all thank u for putting up with my constant bullshit.
also yes i see you gnawing at the iron bars of your enclosure and you have been soooooo patient!! i will post some more disgusting filthy smut soon!!!! love u!!! kisses!!!
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nightfallsystem · 2 years
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Nightfallsystem - Main blog. Plural System. cringe asf autistic and chronic pain haver. giant isopod enthusiast.
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READ MY DNI AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS POST!!!
IF I FOLLOW U / REBLOG FROM U RANDOMLY / ACT LIKE WE'RE MUTUALS U PROBABLY FOLLOWED/INTERACTED ON MY BLOG @qiekz OR @qiekzart
‼️hi guys if ur reading this during october 2023 plz check out @qiekzart rn im doing a thing ✨✨
Check out my etsy plzzz :333 i post adoptables !!
My name is Qiekz, my pronouns are it/its, please use my actual preferred pronouns. For your DNI purposes please know I'm 14 ^_^ also no nsfw interaction or you will fucking die!! im also learning japanese! (please send help.... im dying..... grahh.. ive gone too far to quit its kind of my curse now.)
what to expect from this blog? random shit, this is my personal blog. there may be vents and rants (tagged as #vent and #rant respectively) there may be random shit there will be so many reblogs.
i try to add ids when i can into the alt text, though i have chronic pain so sometimes im too tired to, sorry
Special interests: Giant isopods, Yugioh 💀💀
interests: TBHK, manga and anime, servals, marine animals, suicide boy (critical of it...), made in abyss, (critical of it...) , japanese language ,, ... i forgor
FEEL FREE (i encourage you to!) TAG ME IN SHIT ABOUT MY INTERESTS!!! esp yugioh im really autistic about it o my god
#autistic about this thing tag <- will be me tagging shit im really autistic about!!
not really in discourse anymore other than transgender stuff so if you try to drag me into discourse ill drag you into the pits of hell. i fucking hate syscourse so much.
If i am not speaking and another system member is, the post will be tagged as "- [name]". I tag common triggers, flashing lights and eyestrain, etc, these will be tagged as "TW [topic]". also JSYK i block a fuck ton of people so like, yeah, I block anyone for any reason I want. I will also not unblock you. unless youre liek my friend or smth.
We have so many fictives sooo,, source list: TBHK, Omori, OneShot, Wolf Song the Movie (yknow, that one on youtube.), yugioh..... </3 .. sourcemates r cool to interact n stuff feel free to send an ask im just shy...
anon hate MUST be original no lame "kys" or "[slur]". i will judge you. try better. try harder. get good. if you send anon hate i will judge it and rate it out of 10 so please try your best.
i am weirdo fictionkin heres the list: hooni from suicide boy yayy,, faputa from made in abyss ( I FUCKING HATE THE SORUCE FOR BEING SO WEIRD OMFG AHGHH),, jolteon from pokemon. . im weird and fuckd up . much prefer if u dont rlly seperate me from me in sources. cuz i just am me. sorry. ig. just refer to me as me . thank you
I am critical of all of my interests!!
or more just i hate them agh just be normal omfgggg crying sobbing
if you wanna avoid a common trigger its most likely tagged #tw [topic]. i also tag eyestrain and flashing lights but usually i just tag it as "#eyestrain" or "#flashing". tbh i unfortunately cant be trusted to remember to tag any other specific trigger because of bad memory. i wont tag reclaimed slurs but i will tag slurs used in a mean way
Please do not DM me unless you actually really need to. Send me an ask if you want to DM me and specify that you want it answered privately if you want. but i AM UNCOMFY WITH DMS. unless we're friends or i DMed you first. otherwise i place a curse on you I MUCH prefer asks over DMs
Sideblog list
@omori-addict
@oops-all-traumacore (TW TRAUMACORE)
@sunnymogai (inactive)
@hellhoundmutt (inactive)
@sunnymogai2 (inactive)
@qiekz (EYESTRAIN + FLASHING TW please block if you are affected by that please)
@qiekzart
@tsukasabrainrot
alter blog 4 tasma:
@tazmahell
@tazmaboxed
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DNI:
Anti plural, pluralphobe, anti endo, sysmed, against created alters/etc, "dont believe in systems",
Proship, condone or support posting any sexual stuff that includes a child, lolicon/shotacon/etc, someone purposely meant to look like a child, cub.
LGBTQphobic, transmed, transphobe/homophobe/biphobe/panphobe/etc, 'super straight'/variants, anti-ace inclusion, anti-aro inclusion, anti a-spec inclusion, aphobes, anti mspec lesbian/gay/etc, stelliophobic, anti lesboy/turigirl/etc, anti any good faith queer identity, anti neopronouns, anti xenogender, anti mogai.
Ableist, support autism speaks, think "narc abuse" is a thing/demonise people with any disorder including NPD, infantalise people with disorders/disabilities/etc, post/support on subreddits like r/fakedisordercringe or r/systemscringe, use the term "Aspergers" / describe urself as an "aspie" (Hans Asperger was a nazi who killed many disabled people, so shut the fuck up.)
Racist, cultural appropriators.
Radqueers, trans-id/transX, transrace/trace (not adoptee term), support the term transplural, pro-contact/contact-complex/contact-neutral for harmful paraphillia, sway people away from getting help for harmful paraphillia, MAP/Pedo/zoo/necro. (also transspecies is ok if its not used in a transX way)
Fujoshi/variants. fetishize mlm/wlw, etc.
Against traumacore / vent art.
Have minors on ur DNI (no offense im just a minor lol), NSFW-Focused blog
Post stolen art (includes AI images) / trace art without consent
other stuff is im neutral on factkin or kff tbh. and i think id rather stay neutral on tulpas as a term. i just dont fucking care. i dont involve myself in syscourse anymore, i might post more endogenic positivity later but id rather not due to the rampant harassment and infighting in the system community.
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hermanunworthy · 1 year
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!DNDADS S2 EP34 SPOILERS!
here are my thoughts on the new episode!!! this time im actually writing them out in real time. ive been so so excited for this one
- no normal fact damn. thats okay though will i support
- oh god are they doing this w their comedy personas.
- IM SO NERVOUS FOR THIS STRANGER I CAN ONLY IMAGINE HOW SHES FEELING ABOUT THIS LMAO
- i love how tori didnt even get an introduction to scam it was just like oh yeah theres a guy here named scam likely
- LINK JUST SHOWING GARFIELD ON HIS PHONE lincoln li wilson bless ur soul
- somehow the audio quality of link being on a microphone extra loud makes this so funny
- istg the moment hermie has a line im gonna scream and jump up and down
- ANTHONYS IN FUCKING JOKER MAKEUP????
- THE COMPLETE SILENCE AFTER THE PLANES JOKE.
- i literally forgot that disney movies have anime remakes now in dndads i was so confused for a sec WAIT TORI DOESNT KNOW THIS OMFG IMAGINE HER CONFUSION
- WAS NOT EXPECTING THE SUDDEN TAYLOR ANGST HE WAS SCARED ABOUT HIS MOM DYING AS A KID??? ARE U JOKING??
- honestly though i think taylor opening up like this through comedy makes sense
- link is so supportive of taylor awwww
- BETH MAY PREPARING MISOGYNISTIC JOKES WHILE EXPECTING TO PERFORM FOR A MAN HELPP
- NORMAL IS LAST OH GOD
- OH GOD HES TRAUMADUMPING TOO
- i think its so funny and ironic how scary is the only one who doesnt drop lore about her family in her set
- OHHHH MY GOD THE CHAPARRAL ROAST. OH YEAH. I LOVE THE DIRECTION WILLS GOING W THIS (NORMAL DOESNT GET MAD HE GETS EVEN)
- HERMIE SAID A SINGLE WORD I REPEAT HE GOT ONE WORD IN FOLKS
- WILL IS SO GOOD AT THIS. GOD
- HERMIEEEE
- THE WAY MY FACE FUCKING FELL WHEN HE STARTED DIRECTLY ROASTING HERMIE. OH NO
- "im sensitive about that :[" MY LITTLE GUYYYYY NO
- NOOOOO NORMAL WHAT ARE U DOING THIS IS SO MEAANN THIS IS TOO FAR
- HERMIE IS CRYING???? OMFG NO
- NORMAL TOLD HERMIE HE LIKES HIM!!!!!
- will campos is carrying this entire episode
- GOTHCLEATS????
- IM LESS THAN HALFWAY THROUGH THE EPISODE AND I AM ALREADY LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND
- hermies up now i am so fucking scared. this episode is NOT going the direction i thought it would omfg (not complaining at all im just in shock)
- *applauds hermie along w tori* (I CANT BELIEVE ANTHONY IS DOING THIS W JOKER MAKEUP)
- HE JUST HAS DC JOKES.
- thanks for the existential crisis/aging/suicide jokes hermie i really needed that on my bday 😅😅 /s
- IS HERMIE OKAY????? THERE WAS SM TO UNPACK THERE. I CANT DO THIS
- "im saying were all thinking about how i would be better off dead" IM KILLING MYSELFFFF
- nobody hmu ever again /j i am never going to stop thinking about the fact that hermie is canonically suicidal
- TORI SCORED LINCOLN HIGHER THAN TAYLOR LMAO
- HERMIE LOST.
- i had to take a big ol break just to process that shit. fuck. this is somehow making me even more insane hermie brained wtf
- HERMIE IS TELLING THEM TO JUST KILL SCAM???
- THE FACT THAT I JUST DID A DRAWING OF SCAM AND HERMIE WHOLESOME FATHER SON BONDING BEFORE THIS EPISODE. GOD
- "u dont like me, u idiot" 😦
- MY FUCKINGGGFG FACE RN. I. I
- NORMAL IS TALKING ABOUT MARRIAGE WTF
- IM LITERALLYYY GETTINF OAKWORTHY CONFESSION SCENE. ON MY BDAY.
- HERMIE DIDNT DO IT FOR HIS SCHOOL???
- HE. HE. HE DID ALL OF THIS FOR HIS DAD. HES LITERALLY JUST LIKE ME FR.
- WHAT THE ACTUAL FUUUUCK. OAKWORTHY NATION. WE ARENT REALLY WINNING BUT HOLY FUCKING SHIT
- THIS IS LIKE WHEN GLENN WAS SAYING THE ONLY THING LEFT FOR HIM IS TO KILL HIS DAD THIS IS SO UPSETTING
- ANTHONY ASKING IF NORMAL ACTUALLY GENUINELY LIKES HERMIE. I CANT DO THIS
- GUYS WE GOT AN ANCHOR BREAKING W LOVE BC OF OAKWORTHY. JUST LIKE WE WANTED
- will campos really holding on strong for us. normal is gonna fix hermie if its the last thing he does ig
- THE BABY AT THE BEGINNING OF THE SEASON WAS STEWIE????
- THERES STILL LIKE ANOTHER HALF HOUR LEFT I FEEL SICK
- NICKYS BACK i wasnt expecting him this episode yippee
- THEYRE IN SPACE. AND HERMIE IS THERE. THIS IS THE PERFECT EPISODE FOR ME
- im being so serious guys when i say i think this may be my fave episode of the whole season so far it is boggling my mind and smashing my heart to pieces and im loving it
- "u can be polygamous in space" there are so many good lines this episode
- I LOVE HOW EXCITED BETH IS ABOUT THE TELEBANGLE
- i also love whenever freddie talks about sciencey mathy stuff that i dont understand
- ARE THEY SERIOUSLY ALL MARRYING EACH OTHER??? IS THIS REALLY WHATS HAPPENING???? HELPP
- SCARY SIGNED AS TERRY. W A HEART. YALL.
- THIS EPISODE IS A FUCKING FEVER DREAM I SWEAR
holy fucking shit. what a rollercoaster. so yeah guys i think that was my fave episode of the season wow. what a bday gift to me. herman unworthy is just like me fr. i am going to take an eternity to recover from this.
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thatdeadaquarius · 1 year
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With your language AU, I remember watching a video about a guy speaking angrily nonesense in an Indian accent and people thinking he was very angry. Imagine this as the Creator speaks angry gibberish to people and they just assume that the Creator is cursing them or something. (Or like when they speak gibberish to babies and everyone's like, "Aw the Creator is teaching that baby their divine language")
*AUDIENCE DRAMATICALLY GASPS.
✨️I look pretty good for a dead bitch✨️
She's alivveee!!!
Whats up i almost passed away from sheer academic workload, but im not in the ground yet 🥰 And with drafts outta my ass! :D
Hope yall ready for ur regularly scheduled Bullshit Genshin Sagau <3
SANDBEES THATS SUCH A GOOD USERNAME & ALSO SORRY I ANSWERED THIS SO FUCKING LATE JESUSSSSS 💀💀💀
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SORRY ABT THE POLL I CANT BELIEVE I COULDNT FIGURE OUT HOW TO DELETE IT IM FUCKING CRYING I WOULD DO THIS-
Well at least i can do polls thru this in the future?? Idk tumblr is ass so we'll see how this accidental test works out...
So these were the first thngs i thought of and its not super long bc ASKERS R GENIUSES OKAY
SOMTIMES I JUST WANNA PROFUSELY THANK U GUYS AS A REPLY FOR SHARING WITH THE CLASS THRU MY BLOG 💖💘💫
Saw the gif and couldnt help but think this is how ppl like Alhaitham or Diluc would react to u "speaking ur langauge"
"Our langauage" aka being a SIM 💀
Stop Albedo would ask you to teach him ur lang/grammar rules 😭
What u gonna do when Zhongli asks you to teach him some words-
OH NO
NO DONT PASS ON YOUR BULLSHIT LMAO
U GIVING ZHONGLI SOME STUPID SIM WORD LIKE
Your ass: "GIGGLABAH means beautiful :) "✨️
Zhongli: "Oh thank you, how different from our own version, so excited sounding..."
You walk by him strolling the harbor and he just smiles at you and says
"You look gigglabah today my liege."
HIS REGAL FACE AND FANCY WALK WITH HIS HAND BEHIND HIS BACK AND EVERYTHING
(honestly ppl paint him as oblivious but he kinda seemed like the type of bastard who seems like he's not aware but sometimes he secretly knows the truth, he's just getting too much amusement out of it to stop doing it, LOL he does shit like the above to see YOUR reaction- LMAO)
You're a maniac pls tell me u dont pass on simlish to all the serious characters-
XIAO WOULD SECRETLY THINK IT SOUNDS GOOFY BUT WANT TO BE INVOLVED BC ITS YOU ANYWAY LMAO
SO HE'S JUST SLIGHTLY SQUIRMING AND GETTIN PINK EVERYTIME HE SAYS A STUPID SIM WORD BC HE FEELS LIKE A GOOF HAHA
(& he's not the only one, others too like Kaveh, YELAN, Ningguang, Nahida, DILUC, AYAKA LMAO-)
Some ppl i could see taking ur gibberish bullshittery and whether they believe its real or not is irrelevant bc theyre using it anyway-
And i dont mean in a good way 😭
LIKE IM THINKING OF VENTI.
CRAZY BARD INCLUDING SIMLISH ASS GIBBERISH WORDS IN HIS SONGS BC OF YOU
"Be cheerful like the hugkukie,
and may your cup never leaky!"
And Diluc loves you.
Really he does, deeper than he thinks-
But his eye is twitching LMAOO
(Ok but if you did like multiple of these language shenanigans thruout the asks ive gotten, Kaeya would literally grow so fond of you and associate you with goofy funny shit that makes him laugh so hard that everytime he sees you he automatically is beaming with a smile, or trying to supress a warm grin- this got away from me but its 1:44am for me rn so i would love a smiley Kaeya rn -)
Speaking language bs I have my 2nd oral exam for spanish tomorrow, pls send whatever good vibes u got and i am also really open to prayers from any religion as well. sobs
Hope anyone got any enjoyment out of my response bc tbh the ask is what rlly matters to me atp lmao
Until the next shenanigan-
Safe travels,
💀♒️
♡the beloveds mwah ♡
@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist
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starglitterz · 1 year
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Quill!!! if it's not too intrusive, pls give us your top 10 y/n moments lol!!!!
HAHAHSKDJKJSD omfg who sent this in 😭😭😭 this is so funny tho i'll def do it (shameless plug btw, i have a whole series based on my irl experiences w romance called to all the boys i've loved before [totally original, ik] u should check it out!!)
these aren't in any particular order btw it's just the ones i rmb HAHA also i think these are pretty recent i tried not to include any of the ones i alrdy have in the series 👍
10. when i went for an anime con and i had just arrived, and after taking a pic w this one cosplayer his friend (in a kirito cosplay) came up to me and asked if he could princess carry me for a pic HSKJDK
9. when i visited my highschool for a festival thing and found out that one of my juniors had a crush on me (and still did??) and had told all his friends abt how cute and pretty he thinks i am HAHAHA (a total ego boost tbh someone should have told him that i am actually not all that)
8. being in a love triangle except it wasn't really a triangle it was like my two guy best friends had crushes on me at the same time and had a falling out over me (not to be amy dunne from gone girl but i did always want 2 guys to fight over me GOODBYE)
7. this one guy that was texting me and asking me on a date kept flirting w me and it was so stupidly lame that it was cute
6. going for my college orientation party and having a few guys ask me for my insta (honestly i had never expected this would happen I WAS SO KJASKJDKSJD ABT IT)
5. at the same orientation party some random older guy tried to hit on me so i ran away and this other guy i had met earlier was rlly nice and waited w me until my transport arrived and texted later to ask if i had gotten home safely 🥺 (the bar for men is like 700 feet under the ground)
4. at the anime con (same as earlier) i got kabedoned by this girl cosplaying gojo and she said i looked rlly cute and i nearly collapsed
3. HAHA I CANT BELIEVE I ALMOST FORGOT THIS BUT on my birthday i went on the bus to get home and the guy behind me was in my course, and he recognised me so we were talking for a bit until he realised it was my bday, and he literally asked the guy next to him to please switch places so we could sit tgt and he could wish me properly 😭it was so cute he had like golden retriever vibes HAHA and we were talking the entire time it was vv fun
2. yk that thing where u compare hand sizes but then they hold your hand HAHAHA that actually happened to me w one of my new friends 💀 he has rlly nice hands tho so no complaints here PLSKJWDKJS
1, ok guys now this one is some real life kdrama bs istg i felt like it was a movie while it was happening 😭 so basically the bus was pretty much full and i ended up sitting next to this rlly cute guy. and my brain was going 'damn i wanna talk to him', but i had to put my purse away first. so i was trying to put it in my bag, but it slipped and fell onto the floor and he was like 'oh!', and then i had to bend down and pick it up while thinking 'NOO this is so embarrassing he probably thinks im a dumbass'. and then i managaed to embarrass myself further 👍 guess what? while trying to sit back up again i literally hit my head against the chair in front of me and went 'ow!' out loud and the guy was like 'oh no are you okay 😭⁉' and i was like 'yeah... just super embarrassed HAHA' and we started talking from there KJSDKSJD i could talk abt this forever bc so much cute stuff happened but tldr he was like the total package but then i got ghosted BYE
ok thanks for coming to my ted talk as u can see i love talking abt myself pls feel free to ask more but i don't think i have any more romantic experiences atm 😭😭😭 i'm currently trying to manic pixie dream girl one of my guy friends in college so we can see how that goes ig LMAO,,, anyways thanks 4 reading ! interact w this post and give me validation please and thanks <3 (/hj)
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kithtaehyung · 2 years
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i havent been able to check the last 3tan fall drabble yet, especially with the busan concert 😩 so ive been avoiding your blog so to not get spoilers
but i just saw your word count for 3tan9 (forfeit?) and i just wanna say how excited i am! i cant imagine how much of an effort it is demanding from you, since you never give us nothing short of perfect, and im so grateful! it comes as no surprise you would want a break after it lol 😅, but yeah idk, just felt like thanking you! thank you to put in so much thought, to share so much of your process with us (im so happy whenever you talk about how your writing has been going), to engage so much with us and play along with our theories and our craziness, to write such great pieces and fics and storylines and arcs and developments and dynamics and urghhhhh EVERYTHING 🥺🥺😭
im sure the chapter will be amazing and super 😫🥰🥵🤠🙈 in a good way!!
you're really good to us, and i hope you can really enjoy your rest while you watch us screaming in your inbox 😂 u got an army right behind u too
btw ik im sappy as hell, damn, always reaching out with long ass asks and shit, sorry, i think im still on the edge cause of the show but that excuse only goes so far
anyways, thanks 😊
LUA you're gonna make me melt more and more with every message you send. every sentence, really. i'm just teary eyes rn i'm lucky i took pics before seeing this bc it finished me!!
it's okay! the drabble will still be there whenever you're ready to read. no rush at all, just enjoy when you can :D
forfeit is gonna be humongous omfg. and to make sure all of it is worth the wait, i do admit that it's a bit stressful on top of being just fun and comforting to write<3 it's been 3 months since the last major drop, so i feel like this needs to be super good! the break is gonna be muuuch needed :'))
oh my gosh, it's never dealing with y'all! i love interacting. it's a joy not a chore. thank you for being here with me and sending all the theories and encouragement and whatever else, truly. it makes my day to see y'all caring about this series as much as i do. tbh i had a little moment today in my car, just overwhelmed with how grateful i am to have bangtan, and 3tan, and y'all in my life. this year has been absolutely incredible and i can't believe i'm just now stopping to reflect on it.
just like in fireworks, when reader says being nostalgic for the same moment you're living? that's how i feel now. because the moments we're living now are my favorites.
i can't even describe how your army comment made me feel. just.. thank you. reaching out to hug you so tight🫂 y'all mean the world to me, and i know i say that often but i really do mean it.
sappiness makes me melt!! thank you for sending this bc i needed it. you're amazing, you know that?
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ssparksflyy · 26 days
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OMG BELLS REQS ARE OPEN AAAA
literally any kind of Leo x latina reader please cause im just in love with how you write him
ask and thou shall receive ༉‧₊˚.
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leo valdez dating hcs! ✶ ࣪˖࿐ *
pairing: leo valdez x latina!reader warning(s): swearin + gringas this one aint for u pookies ♡♡ a/n: BRO. i had to rewrite this completely twice bcs i kept on forgetting to save it nd it would all delete 😭 also ty girlie ♡
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leo valdez, certified loverboy
his lips gotta be surgically detached from you cause damn
this boy loves kissing u
big big fan of u wearing lipgloss/lipstick cause then it gets on his lips nd leaves him all heart eyes
its like his own lil trophy
nd hey it reminds the other girlies that hes taken !! not available !! go find someone else !!
so u best believe u do it w a SMIRK.
best dance partner to ever dance partner
his hands go all over u girl
but that usual firm grip on ur waist omfg 😵‍💫😵‍💫
also does not gaf if he feels like his legs r about to fall off, if u wanna keep dancing then dance he shall
only other people he would dance w are little kids who ask him to ♡
good asf with kids im afraid
he claims that its because their imaginations are still big, hence making it easier for him to actually enjoy having a conversation with them instead of like ... politics ( hes never had a convo about politics )
he so wouldve loved spending time with family if he had the chance :((
he so becomes besties w ur mama tho ♡♡
( if shes mortal ofc )
they instantly clicked when u introduced them to each other :))
ur mom loves how sweet he is nd how much he cares abt you ♡
you left for a second to go to the restroom nd came back to the comadres looking at baby pics
like ?? u left for 2 seconds ??
wdym hes already getting the family chisme shes just met this man ??
its that leo valdez charm or somethin
cause like if ur dads a mortal he also really likes him 😭
ofc hes gotta pull the whole overprotective dad bit first
but once they get talking he slowly gets more comfortable w him :))
he also appreciates how much he cares nd how he puts u first ♡♡
i feel like mortal parents would just care if they treat u right nd are loyal
or maybe they dont nd actually become stricter
....
who knows anyway back to repair boy
THE roses man
his fav flowers
he thinks it romantic its classy and hey who doesnt love a good red rose
he could spend days making you a bunch of metal flowers nd painting them nd make a bouquet
but he gives u a metal flower everyday !!
so u best believe for special occasions he buys u a big ol ramo of roses nd a cute lil plushie or somethin ♡
v cute v cute v that sould be me
u best believe when u move in together
oh yea. ur future is already planned out together
theres always something bomb for dinner
whether its homemade or ordered in, u eat good every night ♡
"but i cant cook!' dw pooks he can !!
he asked ur parent for ur fav homemade meals nd asked them to teach him how they make it :((
best believe u wake up to breakfast made every weekend
nd ofc all he asks for back is kisses ♡
im tellin u. an addict. cannot get enough. its not normal man
youve got a stash of candies in one of ur cabinets for whenever u crave themmm
constantly gotta restock up tho cause they do NOT last
u guys def talk crap in spanish
i mean obviously , who doesnt
but if u desperately need a gossip sesh but r like surrounded by ppl you whip out the spanish ykyk
sigh, i want a leo valdez ♡♡
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a/n two: hope u enjoyed !! idk if these r kinda short but tbh im so sleepy nd havent had good sleep at all this week so im ending it here, have a good day/night !!
peace from manhattan,
percy jackson ♡
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the-lilac-sky · 2 years
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hey so ive heard a lot abt shifting and in april/may I tried shifting pretty much every night. i was unsuccessful and started to believe that it wasn't real BUT THEN I got back from school early today bc of exams and it is the last week and guess fucking what I fell asleep at maybe 12pm or 1pm (don't judge I never sleep so it was good that I got a nap) then woke up at 3pm. like my mum came into the room, I was definitely awake, I asked her the time, and she said it was abt 3. ok? got it? good. so I fall back asleep and I see a door. now I know I'm asleep, I can tell I'm not in my body, this is in my subconscious or whatever. then I open the door AND LET ME FUCKING TELL U WHAT HAPPENED I SWEAR I SHIFTED.
BC I was in this large black room with no walls, just endless darkness, sitting cross-legged in front of this average wooden brown door with a brass knob. i opened the door, I could FEEL the gold brass knob, and then I walked through it and my mum was walking in front of me, and I turned around and the door was a white one???? and I was in my new house??? btw my new house hasn't been finished building yet.
so naturally, i followed her in, shut the now white door behind me, and helped her unload the groceries we were carrying bc apparently we had just gotten back from grocery shopping which is why we had been walking into the house. also we had a pet deer (one of my fav animals that I've always wanted!!!!). then I saw my grandma (who lives in another country), and she was at the table in the kitchen. she didn't look like yk how u cant see ppl in dreams but u can tell who they are? NO THATS NOT WHAT HAPPENED I saw her I literally saw my grandma, every inch of her looked the exact same as to what she rly looks like. then sitting across from her was a plump woman with a genuine smile on her face, her blonde hair pulled into a loose-ish pony, and a very noticeable vibrant blue shirt. it took me a second but I realized she was my friends mum she introduced herself to me as my mums friend (they are friends irl too sooo idk)
then i realized what was happening, i knew all along that I wasn't awake/in my body, but then it hit me that I was shifting. so I went up to my room and was on my phone for a few mins until it was time to go. so I walked to school and met up with my rly close friend... sierra. anyway I've told her irl abt my shifting attempts so in the dr ('desired reality', where I shifted to) I told her that I shifted, that this was a different reality. and she forgot/didnt know what that was so I briefly explained it to her.
i said that i wasn't in my body, just bc I was conscious doesn't mean that I was conscious in my regular dimension/in my physical body.
but i had a thought, 'what if I travelled to my body for a few mins? to check yk?' so I RETURNED TO MY BODY IN THIS DIMENSION AND U KNOW WHAT WAS SUPER FREAKY??? I WAS LAYING ON MY SIDE AND LEFT WAS UP. I KID U NOT!!!! YK WHEN UR UNDERWATER AND UR DISORIENTED AND DONT KNOW UP??? WELL SORTA LIKE THAT EXCEPT UP IN MY PERSPECTIVE WAS LEFT PHYSICALLY!!! AND RIGHT IN MY PERSPECTIVE WAS UP PHYSICALLY!!!! DOES THAT MAKE SENSE??? IT RLY FUCKED WITH MY MIND!!!! IT WAS LIKE SOMEONE PUTTING U IN A BLACK BOX AND SHAKING IT AND THEN BEING TOSSED IN THE WATER AND NOT KNOWING WHICH WAY WAS WHAT OMFG
but it was overall an AWESOME experience, I rly like shifting. and before u ask, no it was NOT a lucid dream. i was shifting. nothing weird/overly dream-like happened. the weirdest thing in the dr (stands for desired reality) was having a pet baby deer, which tbh isn't that weird and isn't smth that would happen in a dream!!! now let me tell u regular dreams for me are fucking weird like once I dreamt abt my classmate (neville) kidnapping everyone and me having to escape his underwater mossy world in a spacesuit with the help of a priest??? I'm not religious
but i also couldnt control the dr like I can with lucid dreams. it was not a dream, trust me. i shifted!
and i felt a few hrs pass, like i literally spent a few hrs in my dr, between unpacking groceries and talking to my grandma and my mums friend, and being on my phone, and walking to school, and talking to sierra. like hours passed yk? but I woke up and it was 3:20pm??? now remember I fell asleep at 3!!! so time was fucking disorienting too. cuz it was like I gained a few extra hours of my life???? when only 20 mins passed in the dimension my body was in???? it was weird lemme tell u. fun, and so cool, but fucking weird and disorienting.
also if anyones curious, yes im still crying abt bailey. currently listening to all I wanted by paramore. i miss her.
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kimmkitsuragi · 1 month
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omfg the first time in my life talking w my dad vs my mom has the opposite moods w each other. lol . this is kinda fucking w my head bc i dont even know if i can trust my dad like that (what a thing to say) and i feel like he's always drunk every time i talk to him but GOD at least he's being encouraging and positive . u know. whereas i just end up crying out of desperation and frustration after each talk w mom. this iscrazy because i keep FORGETTING that coming this far in itself is an achievement and i feel like i failed so miserably hard. like. i feel like i disappointed her and she hates me so much and i get so lost in that and i convince myself that i cant ever do this and i should give up lol. but i came so far. but . she kinda is right it is kinda a lost cause like. i should NOT get my hopes up too much because in the end i will fail anyway. i Know this is probably not true but i feel like she wants me to fail and stay here which is like. crazy. im sure she's not thinking like that. and i Know that she's only thinking hopeless because she just had to deal w so much shit all the time all her life and so. yeah. i know im a terrible daughter im sorry. im sorrrryyyyyyy for being too stubborn and chasing my own dreams etc but. but i really wanna do this and sometimes i really really foolishly believe that i can do it. it's stupid i know. :( . what i have accomplished means so fucking much to me. but it's also too fucking much to ask all this of her. it's so selfish. im sorry. im sorry im sorry im sorry i wish things were different :/ i really dont know what to do because i talked w my dad today and i was so hopeful about everything again (STUPID...) and i really believed maybe it couldve worked out against all odds because at one hand he's right it's just straight up fucking Nonsensical to give up now Only because of money like this opportunity is so big to miss. it could mean everything. but . it's too much to ask. i wish i died
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