#but im moving past it

[silvershewolf247]

I'm working on a sketch of how I imagine Alyssa post ressurection

#i know its not great #i didnt want to draw for a while because i was embarassed of my lack of skill #but im moving past it #alyssa drake #i used her hair to avoid having to draw lips or noses

[tizzymcwizzy]

for anyone that doesn't know, i recently started school again! (that's why ive been so mia) so ill be posting class projects whenever i finish them,,, this was a figure drawing assignment :)

you can get a print of this here!

#along with moving and starting school again‚ i had a bunch of family and health stuff thrown my way at the start of this semester‚‚ #so im slowly catching up on work from this past month hsbdhdjf #my art #artists on tumblr #art #illustration #uhh i think that's all my original art tags #im really happy with how this piece turned out!!! :D #during critique someone mentioned how this felt like a representation of creative burnout and i was like omg. felt.

[madamemiz]

sad: falling out of a hyperfixation

tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it

#oughhhhhhh #this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol #i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content #and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock #but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once #and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion #i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like #a handful of times at best #it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away #(understandably so!) #anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts #musing about fandoms past as well #that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore #also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)

[batcavescolony]

Percy not thinking anyone is gonna save him from Zeus but Poseidon showing up. Poseidon surrendering to Zeus, and Percy in the background in awe because this is the first time he's actually seen his father

#pjo show #pjo tv series #pjo series #pjo spoilers #pjo tv show #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #pjo poseidon #guys im unwell #ive paused the show i just cant move past this moment just...... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #im walking around my room #im having thoughts #im unwell #i am stunned #batcavescoloy watches the PJO tv show #batcavescolony watches

[aroaceleovaldez]

we should make Nico more fucked up, actually. enough woobifying him. that boy should be covered in blood and viscera

#pjo #riordanverse #nico di angelo #we've done ''nico ships where his partner coddles and takes care of him while he heals from the innumerable trauma'' #now let's do more ''nico ships where his partner helps him move past his trauma and enables him to be gay do crime'' #more nico ships where nico is having his big 3 kid force-of-nature moments and his boyfriend goes ''HOT'' #whatever happened to ''Will and Nico's first date was killing a man together. also Michael was there'' #even stuff like. [tsats spoilers] getting all your negative attributes physically ripped out of you and turned into immortal creatures #that perhaps could leave you Changed! give me Nico who had the darkness taken from him #and it leaves him just a little unsettlingly bright and empty like a partial husk of himself #give me Nico whose cacodaemons can reabsorb back into him like he's their walking nest to hide in and emerge from whenever they please #he's just left an unsettling host for shadow monsters of pain and trauma #that's just one avenue. Nico's the spooky guy let him be spooky! #im constantly rotating just normal Nico operating on underworld laws/logic/mortality in my brain #make him WEIRDER

[divorcedwife]

i think there's something wrong with my new landlord

#wuthering heights #i hear they're making it illegal to draw heathcliff with beautiful long hair. very soon #im excited to move on to the past... and draw heathcliff and catherine mischief :-) #my art #art tag

[mitskijamie]

Not to be one of those guys who describes the plot and calls it analysis but it stands out to me how Jamie dresses in loud colors and patterns with jewelry and Hairstyles and coordinated accessories like all the time except for when he’s back at City, at which point he always has his hair slicked down and is always shown in muted colors. Really communicates how much control his dad still has over him

#oc #jamie tartt #LOWEST QUALITY SCREENSHOTS ever but move past it im proving a point #1k

[ryonello]

I SUPPORT WOMENS WRONGS 🗣🗣🗣

#apex legends #apex #alter #apex alter #woman . #sorry no post for a while cons last month beat my ass and now i gotta move house maybe twice in the next few motnhs and im stress!!!!! #charm order deadline tomorrow that i wanna draw two more falin charms for (teehee) but could not bring myself to work on it today #<--- instead of brain there is alter #REALLY liked the trailer art style it was so tasty i am thrilled we got an off the shits hot deranged chinese legend !!!!!!!! #YIPPEE #ok its past my bedtime #goodnight #wait #my art #jus a doodle tho

[mp100days]

099 - ONE DAY LEFT !!!

#so close to finishing 100 days :)) #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #mob #shigeo kageyama #mod 1 #did a little bit of animating... not toooo happy with it i've gotten really rusty over the past. 99 days #anyways :) if ur wondering why the flowers are moving so weird i snapped halfway thru frame-by-frame and just tweened it #hi guys :] mod 2 here #its been a while since i put some tags #i dont have a lot to say . i just love this art and love mod 1 and #im very thankful for all the people who stuck with us throughout these 100 days ...... #yall are the real ones fr

[cabinetduo]

ouuu do u guys ever think abt how often schlatt pitted the Manberg cabinet against each other like encouraging bullying and dog piling during meetings, singling out whoever he decided deserved the brunt of his anger that day. and in order to protect themselves from schlatt (and maybe also because they all wanted his approval) they'd go along with it like super fucked up daily crucifixions. Like they were all desperate for him to respect and maybe also love them and the cost of that was all of their dignities and relationships right

but like, in private like away from him or one on one it was a little chiller, and I'm talking abt tubbo and quackity specifically obviously. like they don't trust each other even a little, one social mistep in private conversation is enough for it to be used as political ammunition to gain schlatts favor later right? but when they're not with him it's way less intense. guard goes down a little, you can be open about how much you fucking hate the guy or how annoying it is that he refuses to do his own paper work or how there's no way in hell the entire country is going to make it through the fall on spider's eyes alone

but like one more thing also. schlatts crazy paranoid and his paranoia is wildfire contagious

so like, with all that in mind, when cquackity spills to schlatt that tubbos a spy, he was feeling a little betrayed too. that's how I imagine he'd justify it. I mean he'd seen tubbo sneak down to those tubbos and covered it up, yknow solidarity and all that but for him to be a spy? after all they'd been through? for him to have an easy way out of hell after quackity sacrificed his dignity his pride and his morals just to get a fragile grip onto a country he can't even call his own?

whatever WHATEVERTRRR I just, on the podium when schlatt reveals that tubbo is not going to just be imprisoned but executed fo u think it hit cq that this was not just another game of hot potating being schlatts target. like he'd won obviously, schlatts love was his to claim after a move that big but he'd won a shitty fucking prize

#how does that crane wives song go #beneath the table you would offer up my bones and all the dogs would lick your fingers #IM CRAZY IM OFF THE WALLS IM OFF MY ROCKER #dsmp #cabinetduo #GRAEWHHHH HHHH HELLLPPP HELP #mind u q ans tubbos relationship continues like this forever they never leave that podium they both stay bitter and guilty over ever decisio #n theyve ever made that effected the other #they never move past it they never get over it they never stop betraying each other they never stop trusting eaxh other cuz ykno #solidarity

[sweatandwoe]

After reading some Astarion takes, I can say with full certainty, that I would not trust some of you to not slutshame or insult SA victims for having sex

#you think trauma healing is never moving past what happened and im sorry for whatever made you feel that way #sa victims are allowed to have kinky consensual sex as much as they want #sa #sa tw #tw sa #astarion #bg3 #non con mention #trying to tag it all so no one gets triggered on accident

[thornedarrow]

…because the painful words of the past have essentially nothing to do with who you are. - 2.24 if i may shed away my burden now

#bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsdedit #hyeahbsd #shin soukoku #nakajima atsushi #akutagawa ryuunosuke #post: eri #gifs: eri #im sorry aku i tried my best.... #i haven't made gifs in years so excuse the faulty coloring on akutagawa #it's about closure and growth...taking that first step from the shackles of the past #for better and worse their past has shaped them but i like to think that these episodes/chapters represent their path to moving forward #also i just rewatched the fitzgerald fight w a friend so this quote came to me then lmao

[welcometoteyvat]

DUDE HIS MOM????? ;-;

emotionally ruined

#impact devastating stick figures going insane jpgs etc #yes i still dont have him im just going crazy prematurely #what the fuck!!!!!!! he and his parents are .... so relatable #gaming #ga-ming #ramblings! #lantern rite is angst then. at least part of it #ofc i also like that he's moved past some of this stuff and generally seems well adjusted but waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh ga-ming... ueue #gaming genshin #id in alts

[sock-tin]

ROUGH LAURANCE SHADOW KNIGHT DESIGNN!!!!!

#also hi im not gone I JUST MOVED INTO COLLEGE ITS BEEN A HECTIC PAST MONTH #but college will not stop me from mcd posting #anyways laurance be upon ye #aphmau #socks art #laurance zvahl #minecraft diaries

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the artblock be hitteth Harder than normal, for tis not normal artblock. woe. Wally be upon ye

#im still So Inconsistent when scribbling him #he never comes out the same way twice #but then again. do any of us? #anyway i think the Misfortune of the past week finally killed my brain #its a tiny smoking poppy seed resting in the middle of my skull floor #too much all at once. cant art anymore #i keep pulling out my tablet and setting up to draw #and then i stare at the screen feeling mild to intense discomfort #i try to scribble. it comes out Horrible. #i put my tablet away and go stand in the middle of the kitchen #i come back to scroll on tumblr #i feel Despair. rinse and repeat #scribble salad #is it distressing? yes! one more to add to the ever-growing pile! #i need to start pre-packing for my inevitable move #sigh... dont wanna go.... #but its not like i have a choice! i quite literally have a single option which is to say! no option at all! #apparently if im in a constant state of severe stress for long enough my creativity completely breaks. shattered right down the middle #too exhausted. the Despair is too strong #and once again i am accidentally venting on a scribble post! sorry! please ignore this im just Saying Shit

[munchboxart]

NOT

#munch sketches #wasnt it called my sketches. i dont remember. i dont care #not #my ocs #etc #ive had a really bad week. i dont usually have bad weeks. i dont think abt the past. i just move on #but it was a bad week. i was forced to sleep all day wed bc i was so sick and cramped that i couldnt do anything #this week was supposed to be a week off but then i was forced to go do volunteering for a school event for days and it rained all week #and i bought a new printer that im going to return tomorrow bc it sucks as expected. epson ecotank 2400 dont buy it. its not good quality- #wise. i keep pushing off my “day off” days further and further. i was supposed- #to take a day off for the weekend but that didnt happen. my next day off may be friday hopefully #it doesnt help that i dont like having unproductive days. but i really badly need one to bum around and relax soon or i might bite someone