#but don't get confused we're here for wolfstar

[once-upon-an-imagine]

Oh no aww I’m so sorry you’re having a rough day 🥺I know it’s gonna feel awful for a while, but take a second for yourself to take deep breaths and remember good things will be coming your way soon! I like to keep a little jar filled with sticky notes that have happy memories on them— whenever I’m down, I pick a few out of the jar to calm me down and keep me hopeful! I hope something like that helps!

If you’re still searching for hurt/comfort requests, I just thought of one for wolfstar x reader; I had a very close family member pass away recently, so I’ve been throwing myself into work to keep my mind busy and not think about them too much. I was thinking of a wolfstar x fem!reader idea where she also has just lost a loved one and almost unhealthily spends all her time and energy on schoolwork. I can imagine the boys becoming very concerned and taking her away from her studies so she can grieve properly, and they can comfort her (lots of warm blankets, snuggles, forehead kisses, hair stroking, reading books, fireplace, hand holding, etc.)

Please don’t feel obligated to write this ^, it’s only a suggestion if it inspires you! I hope your week gets better! 🤍

I am so sorry for your loss, love 🤍 I hope this helps at least one tiny bit, I loved this request and for it to be Wolfstar just made it even more perfect. thank you so much for your kind words, they made me feel so much better and I love the sticky notes idea, I definitely will be trying that Warnings: reader deals with death of a loved one Disclaimer: I don’t own Harry Potter 😊 gifs aren’t mine 😁

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Take Care Of You

"I told you she would be here!" Sirius complained as he and Remus walked over to the furthest table in the Library where you were surrounded by mountains of books.

"Just, calm down Sirius, okay? She doesn't need you snapping at her right now" Remus tried to calm him down as they got closer to you. You not even noticing they were there. "Love?"

You looked up from your parchment to find your boyfriends standing there.

"What are you two doing here? I'm supposed to meet you at the Great Hall for dinner-"

"You missed dinner" Sirius said, sitting on one of your sides as Remus took the other. "You skipped it. Again" he told you.

"Oh" you said, going back to your parchment. "Sorry, I just lost track of time. I'll go grab something and then meet you-"

"No. We're leaving. Now" Remus told you, making you look up at him, confused.

"B-but, I'm not done-" you started saying as Sirius closed your book and started gathering your things inside your bag. "Siri!"

"We don't care" he told you. "You need to eat something and you need to get some rest. It's been enough!"

"Enough what?"

"Sweetheart" Remus said, turning your attention to him. "We know what this is about, and we have been trying to be considerate and give you your space and let you deal with it, but this isn't healthy" he said, worriedly.

"What do you mean? I'm just trying to get some work ahead-"

"No, you're not, princess" Sirius said, grabbing your trembling hand. "You're trying to do whatever you can to distract yourself" he said. "You're not sleeping. You're not eating. You're working all the time. You're pushing us away and this is not something you have to go through alone, love. We want to be here for you" he said with pleading eyes.

"We just want to help you through this, love" Remus said, holding your other hand. "Y-you" he sighed. "You haven't even cried" he muttered.

You looked down at your hands that were each being held by one of your boyfriends. You knew they were right. You had lost one of the most important people in your life. You felt like a piece of you was missing and it was never going to come back. But if you said it out loud, if you admitted it, it would be real. They would be gone forever.

"I just..." you started, still not facing them. The two of them looked at each other, hoping that this was it. "I just feel like if I start crying... I won't be able to stop" you said, with your voice breaking and a few tears finally rolling down your cheeks.

"Oh, princess" Sirius said, moving closer to you, wrapping your arms around you as Remus did the same. And then, you finally let go. Whatever you had been trying to keep inside, you weren't able to do it any longer.

""It's okay, sweetheart" Remus said, kissing your head repeatedly. "We're here, love" he whispered.

"I'm sorry" you said, wiping away the remaining tears.

"Honey, you have nothing to apologize for" Sirius said, lifting your head so you could face them.

"Yes, I do. I didn't want to worry you" you told them.

"Oh, love we always worry about you" Remus said, kissing your cheek. "That's our job" he assured you.

"Come on, love. Let's go" Sirius said, getting up and pulling you up with him as Remus grabbed your bag and carried it for you.

Sirius wrapped his arm around your shoulder, kissing your temple. The three of you walked out of the Library and you noticed Sirius was carrying a picnic basket. You thought you would make your way to the Gryffindor tower but you found yourself in the Room of Requirement where blankets and pillows were everywhere. You also saw a record player in the corner and Remus gave you your favorite combination of his and Sirius' pajamas. After you changed, you finally had something to eat in what felt like days and then you were cuddled between the two of them, resting your head on Remus' chest as he read to the two of you, Sirius with his arms wrapped around your waist, stroking your hair softly as quiet music played in the background.

For the first time in what felt like forever, you smiled. You loved them so much and you had no idea what you would do without them.

"Thank you" you whispered, making Remus look at you. Sirius was already sound asleep with his face buried in your neck.

"You don't have to thank us sweetheart" Remus said, leaning down to kiss your forehead. "Try to sleep a little, okay? We'll be here" he assured you, closing the book and bringing you closer to him. "I love you so much" he said, as you closed your eyes.

"I love you too, Remmy" you replied, smiling when you felt Sirius tightening his arms around you. "You too, Siri" you said before he kissed your shoulder.

The End

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A/N: hope you loves liked it!

#marauders #marauders imagine #sirius black #remus lupin #wolfstar #sirius black imagine #remus lupin imagine #wolfstar imagine #sirius black x reader #remus lupin x reader #wolfstar x reader #sirius balck dialogue #remus lupin dialogue #wolfstar dialogue

[thistuesdaynight]

Invincible Part 2

prongsfoot microfic

Read part 1 here! There's gonna be two more parts to this with a smutty prongsfoot ending 🫣 Enjoy!

(light angst, unrequited wolfstar)

Sirius brought fingers to his lips.

They were still tingling from the memory of his kiss with James. His heart was still pounding, his breath still coming short, and he wanted nothing more than to dive back in to James and kiss him senseless.

But he couldn't stop thinking about the look on Remus' face. The abject disbelief, the betrayal, and confusion. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt him. He had to go after him, he had to--

"What just happened?" James murmured. He was a vision: hair messier than usual, lips still glossy and swollen.

"Remus--" Sirius didn't know what to say. "I have to go talk to him. He… we…"

James had been looking at him with concern, but now his face went blank. "Oh. Okay." The words were short. Sharp. Zapped of emotion.

"I should go," James said, voice raspy and strained as he got to his feet.

"James," Sirius pleaded, desperate. "Wait."

"I clearly misread…" James shook his head, turning to walk away.

Sirius caught his wrist. "Please let me explain."

It wasn't that Sirius and Remus had been dating. They weren't even really an item. Sirius just enjoyed flirting with him. He would say something a little raunchy, and Remus' whole face would go red. What could Sirius say? He liked to make the man blush.

They'd been dancing around each other for weeks, trading winks and lingering glances. Sirius liked to brush past him, a hand on Remus' lower back as he went by. "Pardon," he'd whisper in the other man's ear, and Remus would shiver and Sirius got a ridiculous thrill out of it.

He could like Remus. He could even love Remus if he really tried, but…

"James it's nothing. We were… It was just a little flirting, but that's it. I swear."

James looked back at Sirius, eyes shuttered.

"Is that what you're going to say about us, too?" He gestured to the spot on the floor where they had just been a minute prior, bodies flush, legs entwined, panting into each other's mouths. Sirius felt his face go hot. "Tomorrow are you going to say that was nothing? It was just a kiss?"

"No! No, James. Things with Remus are just… different."

Sirius couldn't even begin to explain how it had felt to have James pressed against him, melting under his touch. He still couldn't get James' moans out of his head. And he didn't want to. He and James had been a long time coming: a rubber band stretched too tight, and Sirius had been too afraid to get hurt.

James rubbed a hand down his face. He looked tired now, the drunken hilarity fizzing out to a sunken sadness. "You were right. We're too drunk for this. You wouldn't have let me kiss you if we were sober."

"James," Sirius grabbed his shoulders. "I want you. And it has nothing to do with how much I had to drink tonight."

He'd wanted James Potter for as long as he could remember. In fact the idea of not wanting James was absurd. He'd take him anyway he could have him.

Sirius had always thought that it would be easier if he and James just stayed friends. They were already such an explosive pair, and the flirtationship he had with Remus was fine. Why rock the boat?

Why risk two friendships, when everything was fine?

But now that they'd kissed… Now that Sirius had tasted him… He wasn't sure he could go back.

"What about Remus?" James asked in a small voice, not looking up.

"I need to talk to him."

"Do you want him?" James met his gaze, eyes gleaming, like he was begging for something, but Sirius didn't know what.

"I don't know," he whispered, scrubbing a hand roughly down his face. "I... I don't know."

And it was true. He didn't know what to say to Remus, he didn't know what choice he was supposed to make, and he didn't know if he was ready for the intensity of what it meant to be with James.

They got on like a house on fire, and if they entered into a relationship… Sirius was sure they'd both burn alive. His head was swimming.

"Right," James nodded jerkily, pulling away.

"James…"

"Goodnight, Sirius. I hope you figure it out."

Read part 3 here!

#marauders #james potter #sirius black #james x sirius #prongsfoot #bambibelle #sirius and james #dead gay wizards #marauders era #starbucks #harry potter #tuesdaywrites #unrequited wolfstar

[mxssingmemories]

Crashing Waves

pairing: platonic!marauders x reader, lily evans x platonic!reader, wolfstar :)

Summary: a day at the beach with the marauders!

warnings: none that i can think of!

word count: 1k ish!

Normally,you would absolutely hate the beach. You always used the excuse that you never had time-after all, being in your sixth year at Hogwarts and an honorary Marauder, you were always busy. Whether it be pranking the ever loving shit out of anyone in your way, hanging out with your best friends, or studying in the library with Lily, your schedule was busy all the time.

Unfortunately, it seemed your very best friend James had found a loophole. The minute he strutted in, you knew something was up. He had a shit-eating grin on his face which was rarely directed at you, so you didn't know what to expect.

"Guess what, Y/N?" He asked, smile growing wider.

"Oh Merlin. I don't think I want to know."

"Too bad, mate. I talked to Minnie, and since we're having Summer break in a few weeks, she's letting us take the weekend off over near Hawaii..? I think that's how you say it. I'm not sure." He rambled, excitement visible on his face.

You'd grown up in the United States, only finding out you were a witch when you moved to England after a family tragedy. You'd accepted the idea as best as you could, and on your first day you met the Marauders. They accepted you with open arms, being the people to clap the loudest when you were sorted into Gryffindor. They'd become your family. Even though it irked the boys when you spoke with words they didn't understand, the girls loved it. Lily, in particular, was quite fond of you.

"Are you insane? How the hell did you pull that off?" you asked, quite confused.

"Well, I may have asked Moony for some advice.." he trailed off, rubbing the back of his neck anxiously. You immediately took off with a deadly look on your face.

"Moony! Run! Run for your life!" he bellowed, chasing after you.

"Remus John Lupin, get your ass back here right now! You son of a bitch!" you yelled, scrambling through the common room trying to find the offending Gryffindor.

Lily, sitting by the fire, couldn't help but giggle as she watched your antics. Yep, she thought, that's my best friend.

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"You ready to go?" Remus asked the boys (you and Lils included, of course.) At the collective nods, he motioned for everyone to grab a hand . Seconds later, you were all at the coast. Everyone seemed awestruck at the view. The sea was absolutely gorgeous, the clear blue waves crashing against the shoreline constantly.

You honestly couldn't believe that this was all happening. It was a dream come true. You smiled and turned to the boys, watching as their faces lit up.

"Thanks for this, guys," you smiled.

"Of course, Y/N," James said, grinning widely.

"Anything for our favorite girl," Sirius added, wiggling his eyebrows at you. Lily promptly burst out laughing.

"You look like an idiot, Siri!" she said in between giggles, bending over with the force of her laughs. It wasn't too long before her laughter spread, Peter literally howling. It was about thirty minutes before everyone finally decided to sit down in the sand. You took a deep breath, smiling as the salty ocean air flooded your nose. Sirius sat right beside you, throwing his arm around your shoulders.

"Alright, Y/N?" he asked you, sensing you were deep in thought.

"Yeah. I'm just happy I could be here with my favorite people. You guys are genuinely the best, y'know?" you smiled.

"Oh yeah, we know," he said, with a huge grin on his face. Rolling your eyes, you leaned against him.

"You're a pretty good best friend, Pads." you whispered, soft smiles present on both of your faces.

"Y'not so bad yourself, love." he beamed.

Watching the boys run around on the soft white sand with Lils chasing them made you smile even more. It was easy to feel peace here, which is something everyone needed. These days weren't that common in the state of the wizarding world-you, Sirius, Lily and James knew that all too well.

"Wanna play a game?" James asked, sauntering over with everyone in tow.

"Sure. Why not?" you gave your permission.

"Truth or dare!" Peter exclaimed, raising his eyebrows.

"...Okay. Fine. Why not." you shrugged, slightly nervous. "I'll go first. Truth or dare, Pads?"

"I don't think there's any right answer to this. Dare?" he hesitated, a panicked look coming across his face as he saw the grin on yours.

"I dare you...to kiss the prettiest person in the room." You knew the reaction this was going to have in the group, teasing smiles breaking out on everyone's faces. You knew Siri had a thing for someone in the group-you just didn't know who.

Sirius leaned over, and, to everyone's surprise except yours, kissed Remus right on the mouth. The game was forgotten as all was silent for a second before all hell broke loose.

"Holy SHIT!"

"I FUCKING KNEW IT!"

"What the fuck just happened."

At the center of it all, Remus and Sirius sat smirking.

"Uh, Lils, why do you look pissed off?" you asked carefully, ready to lecture your best friend if you had to.

"I bet James five galleons this would happen in the common room." she mumbled, dramatically falling back in the sand.

"Oh thank god," you laughed, laying back with her.

"Well. Merry Christmas, you guys?"

"Siri, love, it's almost summer." Remus smiled, staring at his boyfriend with adoration in his eyes.

"Yeah, yeah."

You'd thought the day couldn't get any better until you found a cute little muggle beach shop. Since you were the only one who'd bothered to bring American money, you offered to pay for something for everyone.

You ended up buying everyone matching ocean-themed bracelets, vowing to never take them off.

Taking a few magically-charmed Polaroids, you completed the day watching the sun set over the waves. It was beautiful in every sense of the word. When everyone finally got home tomorrow morning, you felt a sense of peace that you hadn't felt in a long time. You felt at home.

#marauders x reader #beach day #marauders #james potter #remus lupin #sirius black #peter pettigrew #lily evans

[fandoomrants]

if they're selling the series on being faithful to the books, the most we can aspire to is some cute scenes between them. i doubt they're gonna make canon a ship that's kinda niche (it's big in the marauders part of the fandom, but it's not as common to see it in golden era fanfics, for example). and to be fair, it's really not as canon as the fandom hypes it up to be haha there aren't THAT many intense scenes between them

I mean, when I say "make them canon" is like, hint there was something, once. I totally don't have high hopes for it but nowadays it's more accepted to have queer characters in media than it was when the books and movies came out. For example, there are some rumours going around that JKR made Tonks and Remus canon just so people would stop shipping him with Sirius and I don't quite believe it but on the other hand, I can see it. It wasn't so accepted and widespread to have queer characters. However, I can also see how it can work for them to had been something at some point too, I'll explain more later.

Also, I made a post a while ago saying that I believe Wolfstar is so popular because we've seen these two interact more and as adults too and maybe they wouldn't have been that popular if we had seen their whole story playing out from the beginning because there would have been other characters and dynamics around but at the same time, as far as we are aware, we don't know about any of them being with anyone while they were still younger so one can imagine.

I know it's popular mainly in the marauders fandom but now if we go by canon, I believe that if they were a thing, it was back then. Like, before Sirius went to Azkaban and all that. Otherwise I can see it only in some aus where everyone lives or sth, or basically Sirius doesn't go to prison. Or generally, aus that are set in another universe where none of this happens. And it's just the whole thing of them not seeing each other for 12 years, also Remus thinking Sirius betrayed James and Lily. And, of course, the fact he gets married to Tonks later. And even without the last, I feel like they would have already be too estranged to actually have something as adults. Even if they could have, unfortunately someone dies.

But at the same time, as I said, we have literally nothing to prove that any of them was with anyone else, we know lots of girls liked Sirius but he ignored them and there's this thing in his room where he had posters of Muggle girls on his walls and Remus gets married but the whole relationship between him and Tonks happens wayyy later (obvious reasons here) so these don't mean anything. As far as we're informed, they weren't dating anyone and people don't have to be strictly only straight or only gay for it to be impossible to marry someone but be with someone from another gender as well at some point in your life.

As for the scenes between them, tbh, I reread PoA and their reunion is kinda hilarious as they're both drama queens and act confusing while explaining what's going on, also they literally hug 0.2 seconds after seeing each other for the first time in 12 years and somewhat make this immediate impression that they're very close. In the movie they somewhat made it even more hilarious as Hermione says something like "You and him" while pointing at them and it landed as an even more queer accusation. And I know this doesn't truly prove anything and especially the movie moment won't have any influence on the series but in both cases the scene gives the vibe of closeness between them.

So, yeah, I'll finish this essay with the conclusion that while we have nothing that really indicates them as canon, we also don't have any proof that they weren't either and I'm pretty sure that the fact they're so shipped to the extend of people believing that the author made one marry in order to cancel the ship is just showing that lots of people could see that there might be something. And if they make this something a fact, I think it'll be taken okay by the public, even if they don't ship them. As long as it's not something that'll actually break canon later.

Oh, and just to add this too, the reason why I said in the first place that I'd be happy if they make them canon is because lately in some adaptations of other books, some ships are made canon because they make sense. And here I think they can also make sense, as a thing from the past. So that's my reasoning. It can't work with other popular ships as the characters are canonly with other people and it won't work for them as adults because it'll break other canon events but while they were young(er)... We just don't have a reason against.

Anyways, thanks for the ask!

#hp meta #ask #wolfstar #sirius black #remus lupin #remus x sirius

[are-we-nice]

Poly!Wolfstar x reader (although reader is mentioned to be shy) | ~325 words

Perhaps, dating wasn't for Sirius.

Falling in love with someone while you're dating someone else is not that fun, and Sirius always wanted to have fun.

But, he still loves Remus. But he also loves you. And Remus might love you, but you definitely don't love him.

So, when he saw you two whispering about something in the library, he was utterly confused. And a bit panicked.

Once you spotted him, you quickly waved him over, and he decided to join your little secret-sharing circle.

"What's going on here?" He asked, looking at the two of you suspiciously.

"Um..." You looked to Remus for support, clearly not wanting to say whatever needs to be said.

"We both have something to tell each other and you."

Well, this was it. His boyfriend and his crush were going to leave him for each other and he was going to lose the two most important people-

"I love you!" You suddenly blurted out, causing people to shush you, but you ignored them. "Like, both of you." You refused to meet their eyes.

Remus looked very much shocked, but not nearly as much as Sirius. "Both of us...?" He asked, his voice barely a whisper.

"Uh-huh." You confirmed. "But- but I understand if you, like, think it's weird. You both probably-"

"I like you too. Both of you." Remus interrupted. He smiled. A soft, understanding smile.

Sirius blushed, not one to be last. He was surprised you, as shy as you were, were first. "Me too... I-I never expected you guys to feel the same way."

You laughed. Sirius thought he could listen to it forever. "So, what do we do?"

"Date... each other?" Remus suggested. It doesn't seem like such a bad idea.

Sirius laughed at that, more surprised than anything. "Like...all of us? All at once?"

"I like it." You say, grinning."

Ok...then we're all dating..." Remus said slowly.

Sirius thinks he could get used to this.

A/N

My first time writing for poly, so please tell me if something was off. Thanks for reading <3

#wolfstar #wolfstar microfic #wolfstar fanfiction #wolfstar x reader #wolfstar x y/n #wolfstar x you #polyamory #poly x reader

[heartofspells]

Hiiii!

So I want to know more about lies I tell myself (is it the Christmas one where they break up? Or maybe it wasn't you and I'm getting confused sorry)

And Common Scents (if snippets it would be perfect i think I'm already in love but maybe it's still just an idea)

And the Remus raising Harry and Sirius loses even if it's going to break me

Thank youuuuu💛

Heeeeeeey!

Haha! Lies I Tell Myself is the Wolfstar falling in love in their 30s that @impishtubist inspired. Set during OotP and riddled with angst, because of course it is, but we're also aiming for some fluff here as well. I don't have anything new for it yet, but I'm planning to get back to it very soon.

Remus raising Harry and Sirius losing is more of a rough idea now, with only the beginning bit written out. Basically, it's the height of the First War, and Sirius is starting to crumble. He tells Remus he doesn't want him anymore, that he doesn't love him, and they split. Sirius falls hard after that. Halloween still happens, James and Lily die, and Sirius, already too far down the rabbit hole, falls harder. Remus ends up with Harry instead and Sirius trudges through his life in a haze of his own creation. Until he runs into them years later by chance, then he becomes obsessed, essentially stalking the pair. Remus notices, because of course he does, and he tells Sirius he has no problem with Sirius being part of Harry's life, but he's got to shape himself up first.

Common Scents is...old, and not much has happened with it. Remus owns a perfume shop he inherited from his mother that caters to Muggles, but also has special access and items for wizarding kind as well. Sirius and James stumble in one day while they're Christmas shopping for Lily. Small little snippet below.

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"This is pointless, James," huffs Sirius, eyeing the cloud of breath hovering in front of his face balefully. "There’s nothing down here."

James doesn’t even glance his way. "You’re mad, Black. There are loads of shops this way. We’ve been in a dozen already."

"Oh yes, I know," Sirius bites out caustically, "but you didn’t let me finish. There’s nothing down here for you."

"Good thing we’re shopping for Lily and not me, yeah." James smirks and shoves his hands in his pockets.

Sirius rolls his eyes. "Same difference," he mumbles.

James finally looks at Sirius. "It’s really not – "

Sirius continues as though James hadn’t spoken. "C’mon, Potter, it’s freezing," Sirius whinges, stomping his feet on the frosty pavement to enforce his words. "Let’s call it a day and you can try again in a few days. Without me." James opens his mouth to provide Sirius with some biting retort or another, but Sirius clamps a cold hand over James’ mouth and shouts in excitement, "Look! There’s a shop. I think we should go in there. We’re going in there."

James’ eyes lose focus for a brief second as though he is contemplating something. Sirius’ eyes widen in horror as he realises what’s about to happen but doesn’t have enough time to remove his hand before James gives it a good, long, wet lick.

"Yeurgh!" exclaims Sirius in disgust, removing his hand and giving it a violent shake. "And you call me an animal."

James glances across the street to the shop Sirius had previously been excited about. Sirius’ "Merlin, I’ve been violated!" goes ignored. "That’s a café, Sirius. What would I get Lily in there? A cup of tea?"

"What did you eat today? Molasses?"

"Though I suppose they could sale prepackaged things," muses James, still ignoring Sirius. "Lily loves those flavored coffees."

"Wait. Is that smell coming from my hand? Merlin, this is vile. Why did Lily even give you a second look?"

"It is cold," murmurs James thoughtfully. "It wouldn’t hurt to go inside and see what they’ve got to offer. S’pose we could warm up a bit while we’re at it."

"Good man," says Sirius, patting James on the shoulder, effectively ridding himself of saliva. James glares at him. "And just so you know, using my maneuvers against me isn’t fair play." James wiggles his tongue in his friend’s direction and Sirius steps back, nose crinkling in repulsion.

‘I should have let the Giant Squid keep you that time he got hold of you," says Sirius with a delicate sniff, turning his back on James and walking towards the café. He hears a soft scuffle as James scrambles to follow him. "I highly doubt you would have plastered your disgusting tongue all over him."

#wip game #snippet #ask #answer #my writing #holli writes

[berrieluv]

The Moment I Knew.

dads' best friend!james potter x wolfstar daughter!reader. Summary: Sirius wanted a boy. Remus is busy. And James potter is single and ready to take care of his best friends' little girl.

TW: My horrible writing, age gap, sex, some angst I guess. The picture doesn't represent reader's look, I just liked it. I WOULD LIKE TO CLARIFY THAT READER IS +18 THANK YOU.

Sirius Black was your father, but he seemed more Harry's than yours, and you couldn't help but feel jealous for all those times he ditched you to spend time with him.

"But you never put any attention to me!"

"You're being ridiculous. I wish you could hear yourself so you can realize how ridiculous you sound! Tell her moony, tell the little brat how dramatic she's being"

You stop breathing for a second, feeling the heat in your face as you hold your anger to not yell at Sirius. At your father.

"I'm not being dramatic I just want you to pay attention to me!"

"You can't possible be real! More? You want more attention? We're your fathers not your fucking slaves!"

"You're not even my parents, a parent is supposed to be there for you. You're never there for me, it's always Harry, Harry this, Harry that, it's always like that!"

"Well maybe you should try to be more like Harry"

"I'm sorry I can't make you happy by being Harry. I'm sorry I can't be the perfect son!"

"It would be just so much better if Harry was my child and not you"

Remus finally reacted at the comment, seeing your eyes wide open and filled with tears, he looked at Sirius, and he knew he haven't realized what he said, he tried to speak but you were faster than him.

"I'm sorry you feel that way. I really, really try to be enough" your voice was now broken and the words were cut for your sobs "And thank you for always being so interested in what's happening at home" you said, looking at Remus before turning around and going to your room.

You were gone at dinner, and James noticed, of course he did.

"Where's [y/n]?"

"She's at her room. She doesn't feel like eating"

James looked at remus with a confused look. You always wanted to eat "Is she sick?"

"No, just tired"

Sirius answered and James nodded as he excused himself to go to the bathroom, saying he was gonna take a few minutes and maybe a shower due to how tired he was feeling.

First thing he did after going upstairs was go to your room, he didn't knocked. It would be too obvious and his friends down there will hear it. He just entered to find yourself curled up in your bed.

"Hey. Hey, pretty baby. Is everything ok?"

You lifted your head up to see him and you started to cry more. he shushes you while he makes himself a space in your bed. He comforting you was as normal as Sirius taking Harry to quidditch practices.

"Wanna tell me what happened, baby?"

"No. jus' wan' daddy"

James smiled at your submissive voice and started to get in his 'daddy' role, not father, not dad, he was only your daddy.

"Daddy's here, little girl. Not going anywhere"

"They said i would be better if i were Harry"

"Who said, darling love?"

"Dads"

James tried to hold his anger, he loved you, and he loved Harry too, both of you were so special in so many different ways, but at the end, you both were magnificent.

"Don't listen to them, kitten. you're really, really special" you cried in James' chest "and i'm gonna prove it to you"

if there was something James loved was to touch you, and make you moan his name when; 1) Your dads were near, because it gave him so much adrenaline it was crazy. 2) You were feeling down, and you loved it too, because it was so easy to make you cum.

His fingers start to stroke your inner tights and you close your legs by the feeling.

"My dads are downstairs"

"If your quiet enough they won't have to know"

You let him open your legs again, now he's finding his way through your panties and he stars to play with your clit.

Your breaths start to get heavy and you let yourself lay in his chest, being completely at his mercy. "That's a good girl, always so ready for daddy"

Your foggy mind drowns at the pleasure and you bit your lips making sure you're not letting any moan scape your lips; "Look at this, bunny, you're soaking wet. You're letting your dads' best friend fuck you silly in their own house, what would they think? They're little girl being fucked by a grown man? I bet they won't like this"

You wanted to answer but his movements were getting faster with every word he said.

"P-please, daddy. I, I wanna cum"

"Cum, baby. Cum in daddy's fingers"

Next thing you know, you feel your own release and James gets his fingers out of you, making you whine as it suddenly feels empty.

"What an eager little slut, you still wan' daddy's fingers inside, bunny? daddy can't have his fingers in your princess parts the whole day"

"Busy man" you mumble with your eyes closed. Every time you cum, you feel the need to sleep, but James knew how to work you out for a few more rounds.

"Yes, baby. Daddy's a busy man"

James is strong enough to manhandled you and do whatever he wants with your body, and he does, because he can and you're not gonna stop him.

He puts you in a way that your head is against the mattress and he puts himself on top of you. He gets rid of your shorts and panties and he stars to insert his hard cock in your pussy.

"Be quiet, darling"

He shushes you while he stars thrusting into you. James was always so gentle when he knew you were having a bad time. He was the softest dom ever, and you liked it that way. Because having all the drama outside and being treated like a no one in your home, you couldn't be possible taking that in bed. And james knew that, he knew the need you had to feel special and how much it meant to you to be loved. To be someone's favorite. You knew you weren't his favorite, you knew he prefers Harry, his own son. But you let him lie to you, and he will, because if he gives you what you want then you give him what he likes.

when he finished, and he made sure you did finish too, he let go of you and you cried again.

"Sh, sh, baby. It's ok, it's fine. I'm right here, ok? I'm not going, I'm just getting out"

"Don' wanna' daddy"

"I know you don't want to, princess. But i needed to get out, yes? People are expecting me down there"

You nodded with a sad pout and you let him go, of course he didn't leave without making sure you were clean and putting you to sleep again. He always did that for you.

It was a beautiful day of summer, but not as beautiful as how James tough you look. He was giving you discreet looks and smiled at you every so. You two and your parents were the first ones to arrive to Harry's birthday party.

A few moments after, Lily and Harry appeared and it was like everyone forgot about you.

Not that you wanted to make it about yourself, that was the last of your intentions, you knew this was Harry's moment. And you couldn't possible want to ruin it. But you only wanted to talk to someone.

"It's nice, isn't it?" you looked at Fred sitting next to you "All the show they put on, I mean is a well planned party. Harry was really surprised when he arrived. He was very happy"

"Yes" you smiled. you were happy for harry, because you knew it wasn't his fault, and he was never mean to you. On the contrary, Harry always cared about you. "My dads organized everything"

Fred stayed silent. Just nodding with his head. Wondering when they ever did something like this for you. But maybe, this year would be your turn too. "Do you want to go for a piece of cake?"

"James"

You arrived to the man's home, knowing there was no one but him there.

"You weren't at my dance presentation" You told him the moment you saw him.

"No, sorry, darling. Harry asked me to do some things with him"

"Were they really urgent?" you asked, holding back your tears. Of course if anyone would ever miss something of you would be because of Harry "I told you about it a few months ago. you could've let me know you wouldn't be there. I was expecting you"

"Yes, but your dad got us last time tickets in the front seats for the Quidditch game" He smiled "It was a last time thing. You know how this is. And i can't let my son down just to go with you"

Fred told you once that getting involved with a man who was already a father will be the last thing you wanted, because you will never be their priority; it will always be his child.

"No, of course I didn't expect you to ditch Harry, just" You were trying to hold back your tears at this moment and everything felt awful, it was your dad, he got tickets and he didn't stop himself to think that that very same day was the day you have been preparing for half the year "Just a call, you know, letting me know you wouldn't be there"

"Is really a call that important? I mean, it wasn't as if you were expecting much, you knew your parents wouldn't be there, I don't know why you expect me to be"

"I just tough I was important for you"

"And you are. But before you is Harry, you should know that. It's not like you weren't familiar with the sensation"

You didn't knew why James was acting this way. Is true that you never really reproach him anything, and this was the first time you ever asked him why, but you were preparing for so long for this dance recital, and it was important to you. And no one was there.

You left the house without saying a word and just went straight home.

In your birthday, no one bothered in organizing you something. Fred, George and Hermione helped you, but your parents weren't even aware of what day was.

Even tough James tried to fix things, you couldn't let him. He knew that was your weakest spot, and still, he decided to use it against you just because he was having a bad day.

You tolD your parents about the party. And every minute passing you were checking the door, expecting them to arrive with that "Champ, i'm right here" smile they always used for Harry.

Every hour passing just makes you want to die because it was gonna be over and they didn't arrive. You put on your best dress because you knew how much they hated when you dressed "boy like". You did your best but it still wasn't enough, and they couldn't even notice it wasn't enough because they never bothered to show up.

Now you just wanted be alone and James always seem to know when there's something really wrong, so before Fred could do anything and follow you, he realized Harry isn't there, and your dads aren't either, which could only mean they're with him, and he know you already noticed that, he tells Fred to back off and instead he follows you.

Tears in your eyes as you say to him "They said they'd be here" He can only smile at you and hug you, as you needed to be hug, like the world was falling down and the only thing that could mend it was that hug "With tears in my eyes i begged them to be here"

James convinced you to get back to the party, but everything felt horrible now.

You were standing there, and everything was moving in slow motion, if someone would ask Fred about you, he'll say that your party dress and the red lipstick looked amazing in you, and you impressed him. Hell, you even impressed Cedric. But you felt like there was no one to impress.

And while they all were laughing you couldn't help but ask yourself about where your parents could be.

There was one thing missing at the party, and that was the moment you knew.

James noticed the first tear streaming down your face, he blocked you with his body so everyone around wouldn't notice.

"And what do you do when the ones who mean the most to you are the ones who didn't show?"

James looked at you sad.

"They should've been here, princess" You look at him as you let him hold you, like you were the most fragile thing on earth. "I'm sorry they weren't here"

"I'm sorry too"

#james potter x reader #dilf! james potter x reader #james potter #remus lupin x reader #marauders smut #marauders x reader #sirius black x reader #sirius black imagine #wolfstar x reader #fred weasley x reader

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Gorgeous

Pairing- James Potter x werewolf!Lupin!female!reader. (That's a mouthful)

Summary:- reader has a tiny bit of crush on school's golden boy and she finds him very gorgeous but she can't say anything to his face.

Word count:- 4.3k (damn)

Warning:- mentions of scars, alcohol, insecurities. (I think this is but inform me if any other) also lets pretend James has ocean blue eyes.

A/N:- so here it is the one shot promised based on the song Gorgeous, I wanted to make something silly kind of but it turned out different than that but alright. It is based on the song called gorgeous by Taylor Swift but I changed something. If you find any errors please inform me. Enjoy read! And thanks to @ultarviolence for actually suggesting to with whom the oneshot be. Credits for the pictures goes to their rightful owners, I only own the collage. Tiny bit of wolfstar too. Also a reblog will be helpful.👉👈

Masterlist

Petrichor. The earthy smell filled your heightened senses as you felt him coming near you. As much as it intimidated you, it was bliss, somehow it relaxed you. But maybe even in that bliss you were aware how he affected you. Your back still towards him you started walking away from him, everyone was congratulating him on quidditch pitch after his marvellous performance against Slytherin, and here you were walking away from him.

You told Remus that you rather snuggle in your blankets and relax before the full moon but he was stubborn, just like you, and dragged you to quidditch pitch. It was even alright till you had to sit in the rain and watch the match but it all blew up when he saw you sitting in the stands, still on his broom he caught your eye and winked at you, causing a rush a shiver to run down your spine and feel the gross butterflies (it's not like you were looking for him all around the pitch). Alright maybe you were. But that doesn't mean it meant something.

Actually it meant everything. He was gorgeous, more than beautiful. He was breathtaking.

You almost were out of the pitch when a hand wrapped around your scarred one and you internally groaned. Turning around and coming face to face with your worst fear.

He looked at you with those freaking ocean blue eyes. Inhaling deep breath, you stared back at him, directly in his eyes.

You didn't know if he was intimidated by your glare or just trying not to laugh at your cowardice, when his throat bobbed when he gulped.

He released a airy laugh and said,

"Won't you congratulate me for my amazing performance?" He tilted his head, acting innocent. And honestly, he was looking adorable.

Shut up.

'All I want to say is that you are gorgeous.'

"Your ego is big enough without me inflating it." Your words betraying your thoughts. It did nothing to him but made him smirk a little more.

You rolled your eyes and turned around and started walking away.

"At least come to the party!" His voice bounced and reached you.

Merlin, why he is so gorgeous.

You internally groaned as you felt Lily shaking your shoulders.

"Female Lupin, if you don't get up right now, I am going to get male Lupin and make you have a good conversation with him."

"But Lils!" You whined. You had no intention in going to that ruddy party, where James bloody Potter would be.

She sighed and sat down next to a lying figure on the bed. She started running her hands in your hair, humming softly.

You looked at her. Actually looked at her. What was there not to like? She was perfect in studies, had the most magical eyes, the softest hair and kindest heart. On the other hand you were nothing like her.

You were a monster.

Each full moon, you hunted for lives, each full moon, you became a monster.

But no one knew that, except a handful of people. And unluckily, he too knew that. What phased you more was that he was ready to take a risk upon his life by being with you and your brother in those dark nights where you both lose yourselves to your inner monsters.

You always felt comfort in thinking that it was all for Remus, you just got to be a part of it due to you having no other place than the Shack. Who knows that if it hadn't been because of your condition, he would have noticed that you existed?

You were shaken out of your thoughts when you heard a loud bang on the door. Lily looked at you in confusion but gave you a look when found you doing the same to her. She got up and opened the door and found Marlene smiling giddily at both of you.

"What are you two doing here?" She exclaimed.

"The party has started!" She exclaimed and now did you notice that her words were slurred.

At least there is alcohol.

"Marlene...the party just started and you are drunk." Lily said with sigh, disappointment evident on her face.

Marlene just grinned, flipped her hair and started descending the stairs whilst saying something along the line,

"It's just the starter."

Lily turned towards you and opened her mouth to say something but we're stopped by the sudden thumping sound that came from the stairs. You got up quickly from your bed and looked downwards with Lily on your side.

On the stairs, Marlene was laying face on the top most stairs, her hair sprawled on the floor just outside your dormitory.

A gasp left Lily's lips and she crouched down to look at your friend, while you were trying your best to stop the laugh that was about to leave your lips. You too crouched down to her level but before you could say anything Marlene suddenly jumped and sat with her legs crossed, facing you both.

Lily gasped and your eyes went wide with shock but when you both looked at Marlene, she was just giving you both a cheeky smile.

"Merlin, women! Thought you were possessed for a moment!" You exclaimed with a hand on your chest.

You got no reaction from her, instead she just stood up and pulled you both too in a standing position.

"I forgot that I was bribed to drag both of your arses downstairs."

You squint your eyes and raising a brow you said,

"Who bribed you?"

Her face light up and smiling widely, she threw her hands in the air and exclaimed,

"Pames Jotter!"

Lily smacked her hand on her forehead, you winced just thinking how painful it would have been, assuming by the sound.

You heard Marlene's giggles and turned towards her.

"Get it? Pames Jotter is James Potter!" She giggled harder and smiled widely.

You visibly shivered at the name. You eyed the blonde in front of you and started thinking of all the things that you could use to convince her and let you go.

You slowly approached the opportunity,

"Marlene..."

Marlene who had broken into a dance, swaying Lily with her stopped abruptly and looked at you. All humor was wiped away from her face.

You sighed then looked at her,

"You are not drunk, are you?"

She turned towards you and smiled sheepishly,

"I don't know what you are talking about."

"You are forgetting that I am the twin of Remus Lupin. We notice small things."

Marlene sighed and looked to be contemplating something before breaking the facade.

"Yeah, alright, I was acting." Lily hit her arm as soon as the words left her mouth and Marlene grumbled about how she was kind of pissed off by the Lupin siblings in a not so respectful way.

"Why?" You whined to Marlene.

She rolled her eyes and said,

"Because I know that you were not going to come unless practically dragged down.

"So?"

"So? So? Just because you have a crush on the school's golden boy doesn't mean that you should rot in the dorm when everyone else is having a swing."

You felt flustered about how obvious were your feelings for him, you opened your mouth to retort but you couldn't find a better reason. Afterall, it was the reason you refused to be down at the party. You sighed and tried to ignore your friends' pitying faces.

"Okay, let's do this, we go to the party, have the time of your life, whilst we find something that you don't have to interact with him."

"And how we do this?" You raised an eyebrow, seriously questioning your friend's mind,

"I mean, how are we going to do this? He was the one who organised the party."

Marlene let a smirk form on her face and said,

"Technically, the party was organised because of him, not by him."

"Yeah, and that helps a lot." Lily rolled her eyes.

"You don't get it Lils! We are going to be so drunk and stay as far as possible from him."

You clapped your hands and said,

"Yes! We will get drunk and stay in our dorms! Go Marls, bring some drinks!"

Marlene rolled her eyes and took a threatening step towards you.

"Okay, enough, now you are going to get ready or I am dragging you just like this."

You opened your mouth to say something but,

"Nope! No, no more whining!" She cut you off.

She then clapped her hands and said,

"Alright, both of you get ready, I'll see you downstairs!"

She smiled and kissed your cheek before descending down the stairs.

You looked at Lily and sighed. When you saw her smirking you gave her a dry look and finally accepted your faith.

"Alright, girl, slow down." Remus said from your side, where he had been standing and rubbing your back for the past fifteen minutes.

After you came to the party, you were convinced that Lily and Marlene were not going to leave your side. But who were you kidding? They left you ten minutes in the party, saying that you need to live up and actually let James have his way with you.

You almost scoffed at the thought. James wanted nothing but to tease you by just assuming you fancied him. Only if he knew how true that was.

You were about to take a sip from your cup when it was snatched away from your hand,

"Hey!" You hit Remus on his arm for it but he did nothing other than shrug.

"You almost had enough to last you a lifetime."

When he saw your sour expression he sighed,

"Listen, I don't have any problem with how much you drink. If I am being honest, I love it when you get drunk, you spill all your secrets but I don't want you to grumble when you have the baddest hangover."

You gave him an odd look with your arms folded over your chest, you said,

"I don't tell any secrets when I'm drunk."

"Oh you so do."

"Do not."

"Do too."

"Tell me about one."

"You got the biggest crush on James."

You opened your mouth to counter his remark but your words died in your throat. Swallowing hard you whispered,

"I didn't…"

A smirk formed on his lips,

"You did."

You held your head in your hands and propped your elbows on the drink table near. You wanted to have the time of your life and here you were, finding out that you told your brother about your crush on his friend.

"You don't have any problem with it?" You mumbled with your head still in your hands.

Remus saw your sour expression and pulled your arm lightly and said,

"Hey, don't be sad now."

"Yeah, my brother found out that I have a crush on one of his best mates is not concerning."

"If it makes you feel better, I think he likes you too."

You gave him a dry look and took one more cup and gulped it in a single sip. The liquid burned your throat but atleast it was good enough to lighten the pressure on your head.

"Have you heard the way he talks?" You asked Remus who raised an eyebrow, clearly finding amusement in your condition. You gave him an annoyed look and continued,

"He talks like he knows all about everything. 'At Least come to the party', bloody buffoon. He–he knew that I would react this way and still! His voice is like the clawing of nails on iron. It gives me headache!" You looked at Remus who still had an annoying smile on his face,

"Why are you smiling?" You asked him annoyed.

"Why don't you say this to his face? Maybe he will go away" He suggested and you thought about this, maybe he was right. You found him looking behind you, you followed his eyesight and you frown deepened. Another glass down.

In front of you was James Potter goofing around with his best mate Sirius Black when other people were gawking at their sights.

"Doesn't he feel scared about how much people are attracted to him?" You mumbled to yourself but Remus heard you anyway and chuckled. You turned and glared at him.

"Honestly, why don't you just say all this to him? You know, it would be better." He said.

"You wait Remus Lupin till I find out about the person you like, then we will see." You turned towards the table again only to find the person you were not so subtly judging only to find him gone from there. Frowning, you raise your cup back to your lips and empty its contents in your throat. A shiver ran down your spine as the liquid burned your insides. You were starting to feel the outputs of the alcohol inside your system, your head started feeling dizzy and it felt really light. You turned around to find Remus surrounded by the Marauders this time and one of them was looking at you, he was looking at you.

Sirius draped his arm around your shoulder, breaking you out of the trance. You stumbled a bit as the alcohol in your system started taking a toll on you.

"Where's your boyfriend Y/N?" He asked you in mock concern.

You rolled your eyes but it did nothing other than increase the slowly growing headache you had.

A chuckle passed James's lips making you look at him, and unfortunately (or fortunately) he looked at you at the same time. You quickly diverted your eyes and shoved Sirius's arm from around you.

"Very funny, Black."

He grinned at you whereas you were slowly getting more and more dizzy.

"He still looks so scared whenever he looks at James."

You tried to hide your smile but it slipped anyway. Maybe you didn't know but your smile made James grin.

"Wait, why is he scared of James?" Remus asked suddenly. Your eyes widened at his words.

Oh shoot he didn't know.

It seemed like they too realised their mistake. They started stumbling over their words and you knew it was all on you.

"Where is Peter?" You asked, trying your best to change the topic.

Remus gave you a curious look but didn't question further.

"Er—Remus, come dance with me, won't you?" Sirius offered his arm to Remus, his nervous expression fading into a wide smirk. His words caused a blush to tint on Remus' cheeks and a small smile to form on his lips.

"Sure." And with that, they both left your drunk self with a very sober looking James Potter.

"Um–I think Marlene was calling me, I am going." You were about to walk away before he caught you by arm and pulled you back. You stumbled a bit, clearly due to intoxicating alcohol, or was it because of him.

"You never spend time with me." He pouted looking at you with those ocean blue eyes.

You were in such a daze that you didn't even react to his words. One reason was that now you were completely intoxicated and the other was that it was him.

"Well...you should take it as a compliment that I talk to everyone but you."

He was about to reply when suddenly darkness spread across the room. Shouts and protests rang out in the room, all increasing your headache.

Your hands frantically searched for something to hold on, when a bigger hand enveloped yours in it. It took time but your eyes adjusted in the darkness and you could lightly make out the face of the person holding your hand. Suddenly all the voices seemed to dim, suddenly the darkness was enough for you, suddenly you felt calm. Your stomach was churning but you were damn sure it wasn't the firewhisky.

You should think about the consequence of you touching my hand in the darkened room.

He pulled you closer to him by his grip on your hand. He wrapped his other arm around your shoulder and instinctively your head leaned on his shoulder.

You felt his breath hitch but you chose not to say anything.

"Someone was informed that McGonagall was on round, the candles will be lit again soon." He almost whispered to you. And just then the candles were lit again.

James expected you to draw away from him as soon as the candles were lit again but you didn't move from your position. Still wrapped around his side.

And he was definitely not complaining.

"James...dance with me?" You asked, lifting your head from his shoulder. You looked so innocent and adorable that he couldn't deny your face.

Or because of the fact that he was never in a lifetime going to lose this opportunity.

"Okay."

And just like that you both started to sway along the rhythm, so lost in your world that no one else existed for you two.

"You know what, you always scared me." He admitted, making you giggle.

"Why?" You asked, your head on his chest as he guided you both in a swaying way.

"First, you are Remus's sister, second, you are damn good with your tongue." It took him a while to understand what he said but till you were in a giggling fit. You were laughing so hard that you had to hold him so you wouldn't fall.

"Wait—wait, I didn't mean it like that!" He exclaimed, his hand wrapped around yours which was holding his shoulder. But you couldn't stop laughing, and that resulted in you missing the smile on his face.

When you finally stopped, you looked up to find him waving to someone. Following his gaze, you found a beautiful brunette from Ravenclaw giggling and waving at him.

Something inside you bubbled, whether it was the alcohol in your system or you were actually being brave that time, you nudged his arm and made him look at you.

"Is she your girlfriend?"

His eyes widened at your words, he whipped his head between you and that girl before shaking it violently.

"Merlin, no! She's actually the daughter of one of Mum's friends."

"Oh."

James looked at you and the way your shoulders visibly relaxed at words and your head went between his shoulder and neck, resting there.

"If it makes you feel better, I'm single."

You again, moved your head from his shoulder and this time he found an adorable pout on your lips.

"It doesn't." You said. He raised an eyebrow and said,

"It doesn't?" And you shook your head.

"It's worse actually, because you are so gorgeous that it hurts."

Your eyes fixed at his face, and even intoxicated, you were able to appreciate his beauty. He was gorgeous in every way, he was a good person, he had an aura around him that made everyone around him happy, one of the reasons you hated him, he was beautiful. He was gorgeous. And his eyes, his eyes were enough to make you feel like, sinking, drowning, dying.

"Don't I make you feel happy?"

"You make me feel so happy that it turns back to sadness," your bottom lip jutting out.

"There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have, and you why? Because all my life, I lost so many things that I don't want to hope for what I can't have. And I'm so furious at you for making me feel like this."

James moved his hand and rested it on your cheek, making you look at him, he chuckled.

"It's not funny." You said, removing his hand from your cheek. Again resting on your head on his shoulder.

James kept swaying you both, still processing everything that had happened in such a less amount of time. He was slowly feeling you relax around him, the whole night taking a toll on you.

"Hey, honey, you can't sleep like that." He said lowly to you. When you didn't budge, he nudged your head from his shoulder,

"Don't sleep like that." He said, making a frown take over your lips.

"I'm not asleep, my mind is alive." You grumbled in a sleepy voice. You felt his shoulder shake from the soft laugh escaping his lips, making you look up at him.

James could see the exhaustion and sleep in your eyes and decided that it was about time, you both called it a night.

"Alright, I think it's time you leave."

A frown formed on your lips, removing any traces of the sleepy face that you had. A dramatic sigh left your lips, you said,

"Guess, I have to stumble home to my cats. Alone."

"Y/N, you don't have any cat, and you just need to go to your dorm." James said, too used to these kinds of antics, all because of a certain Gryffindor.

You pouted, moving yourself to hug him and resting your head again on his shoulder.

"But, Remus always takes me with him, whenever I'm drunk."

"Yeah, but I'm not Remus, and he might actually murder me for doing so."

You looked up at him, trying your best to do puppy-dog eyes. Your idea seemed to work as he sighed in defeat.

"Alright, but if Remus kills me in the morning, it will be your fault."

It took time but you both finally reached the Marauders dorm, and there was only one person there. Peter, and he too was sleeping.

James took you and made you sit on one of the beds in the corner. He was still standing over you, looking quite flustered. You ran a hand on the messy bed sheet and looked up at him again to find him filling a glass with water.

"Is this Remus's bed?" You asked.

"Yeah." He said before handing you the glass of water, which you quickly downed and handed him the glass back.

James crouched in front of you and started removing your footwears. You ran a hand through his dark curls and giggled when they got messier than before.

When he was done, he looked up at you, still sitting in the same position, he asked,

"You can sleep here now, Remus will manage, or at least Sirius would be happy to share his bed."

You pouted again at his words, making him frown a bit.

"What happened now?"

"You won't kiss me?" Your question took him by surprise. He didn't expect you to say that.

"What do you mean?"

You tilted your head at side and said,

"You don't like me?" Your voice was small, making him feel bad.

"Is it because of my scars?" Your eyes were slowly filling with tears making James panic. He jumped up and sat beside you, and quickly took your face between his hands. You were slowly sniffing till then, making his heart hurt.

"No darling, why would you think that?"

"My previous boyfriend left me because of that, didn't he?"

James pursued his lips at the thought of your previous boyfriend, remembering how heartbroken you looked that day.

"It's not because of that, love. It's because you are drunk." You scrunched your nose at his words and said,

"Did you just quote those stupid clichè books?"

He raised an eyebrow and said,

"I do remember you loving those cliche books."

"But, I want you to kiss me now." You said while your lower lip jutting out.

"How about, I kiss you in the morning?" He said with a hopeful look on his face.

You whined at his words,

"But James, I am sober enough to remember this."

He sighed in defeat knowing how bad it can get. After a while he said,

"Okay, so I will give you a peck on your forehead right now, then in the morning, I will actually kiss you?" That seemed to work and you quickly agreed. So that night James kissed your forehead and made you fall asleep. And still in your sleepy form, you actually told him how you felt for him,

"You are so gorgeous James."

Bonus:-

When you woke up the next day, you found yourself reliving all those things you did the night before and it certainly didn't help with your headache. You got up from the bed, trying your best to escape before things could get more awkward.

You almost reached the door when someone said your name,

"Y/N?"

You cringed, totally aware of the person to whom the voice belonged.

You turned around and came face to face with your worst fear. You opened your mouth to say something but he cut you off,

"Don't worry, everyone is downstairs. You were sleeping, so I thought it would be better to leave you. I didn't want you to commit an arson as soon as you woke, I have seen the way Moony gets if you wake him up early."

Suddenly there was an awkward silence settled between you two as there was nothing else to say. You clutched your head to stop the throbbing pain in your head.

James noticed this and made you sit on his bed. When you did, he took the spot beside you and handed you a vial. You looked at him confused, the he explained,

"Hangover potion, er—we kind of need it really often." He rubbed the back of his neck, embarrassed. You tried to stop the smile forming on your face and drank the potion.

"Y/N?" He asked, his voice soft, full of warmth. You hummed, your heart beating wildly in your chest.

"Did you mean everything you said last night?"

You turned to face him, only then realising how close you two were. You started feeling lost again in his eyes, so you just hummed.

"Even about the kiss?" He whispered.

"Even about the kiss." And just like that his lips were on yours, moving gently and slowly, afraid that this moment might get lost if used in heat.

Your lips parted after what felt like an eternity, but even that didn't seem enough. He rested his forehead on yours then he said,

"You are so gorgeous, my love."

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