#but anyway this fic is a Big Boy

[takami-takami]

I am putting my heart soul and entire pussy into this slowburn fic. It genuinely has become a project, like, my therapist is hearing about this one yall.

#im not mentioning a therapist to be edgy or quirky by the way im saying it because i truly believe therapy should be normalized #and that everyone should be able to get one #we have physical health screenings regularly but not mental health? i think that needs to change #there is no shame in therapy see im open about it cuz i think its good #but anyway this fic is a Big Boy #🐇 rambles

[queerdraws]

Fanart for a snippet of my most favorite heartbreaking moment from swordsmans's fic bone-breaker ospreys mate for life (rated E)

#zolu #luzo #one piece #comic #i love this fic i love this fic AAUUGHH!!!! #this scene exploded my heart #okay so artist note luffy only has forehead bandages in SOME panels in his post-raid outfit #he doesn't at the post-raid party itself but he does on the hillside spectating the momo / marine guy fight #so i guess he just got a knock on the head at the party or something?? #his cheek bandage also switches sides between when he's recovering post-raid and the party #u never realize how impressionistic oda is w detail stuff until u gotta place patterns on clothing n bandages on boys #anyways very happy w how page 4 turned out #luffys autism stare n big big smile

[griffther]

you guys ever just get stuck thinking about how arthur died facing east? and when charles came back to bury him, he specifically moved him and buried him facing west like arthur wanted? that charles, who wasn’t even a part of the original conversation where arthur revealed that wish, knew exactly how arthur wanted to be buried and went out of his way to make sure it happened?

#i would actually do anything in the world for charles smith #best boy best boy best boy i love him #charles smith #arthur morgan #charthur #rdr2 #i have a whole fic idea based around a scene i have in my head of charles burying arthur and having an interaction with The Deer #i want charles to break down and cry and grieve bc he is NOT the emotional wall this fandom makes him out to be #he cares so much!!!!! SO MUCH!!! #anyways let charles have Big Emotions 2k23

[astrobei]

he’s fine, he’s just in his sam winchester era

day 3 of @bylerween2023: demons, devils, and exorcisms. nooooo will don’t drink the demongorgon blood noooo

#this is a stand in for my actual bylerween fic which i will hopefully try to get done before the nov 22nd deadline LMAO #sorry for taking one million years to write. #i’ve been frothing at the mouth over this concept for forever btw and one day i might delve into st horror and write the fic i have Planned #adding it to the neverending wip list #just know i’ve been Thinking with a capital t #anyways brunette boys cursed with a Power and a connection to the big bad at a young age? #the concept of likeeee. will trying to gear up for the end of the world but going overboard and dealing w the ramifications. mm #tw blood #just a little but just in case #byler #will byers #/astro draws

[wannaeatramyeon]

No no but the question is who payed for Jake‘s teeth implants

Jake Kim x Reader: Dental implants

G/N. Response to other ask in tags heh.

Jake only allowed you to visit him once before he got his implants.

He was already too ashamed at having landed himself in juvie, at dragging you down by association.

And he knows he really shouldn't care about this, but he fears how repulsed you would be by him. By the lack of teeth and the scar, a gruesome outcome of his weakness.

You aren't stupid or naïve enough to expect high spirits when you visit, however you didn't expect to see this shadow of a man. Keeping his lips shut, giving you perfunctory closed-mouth smiles with haunted eyes, fingers subconsciously lifting to his scar every now and then.

.

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Dental work is expensive and your savings are laughable.

Nevertheless, you approach Jerry to see if there is anything you can do with the street's help. Which is another laughable idea because Big Deal is famous for two things: their passion, and their lack of money.

Jerry's response surprised you. In hindsight you're not sure why; you know you can always depend on him and on the crew.

"Don't worry about it," he gives you an assuring squeeze on the shoulder and a warm smile, "The boys wanted to do something for Jake for his birthday."

It's not your place to deny their kindness, though you couldn't help but feel guilty about them using their own money.

"Oh, they don't have to-"

"Everyone here loves Jake," Including me, including you doesn't need to be said. "We don't do it because we have to, we want to."

#sneaky anon you know my brain rot is BAD when it gets going #so yeah its from the big deal boys. my fave gang of babygirls #or at least that was how I interpreted it huh. Now im doubting myself. Anyways- #And to your other ask in my country there is prison dental treatment which makes sense ig but implants are considered cosmetic #ig they can say its a necessity when youre pretty much toothless. and with enough money you can buy anything you want #for ptjverse lets suspend our belief for a hot sec #im extra but not extra enough to write a dental scene lol #lookism #lookism manhwa #lookism webtoon #lookism fic #jake kim #jake kim x reader #jerry kwon #lookism x reader #wannaeatramyeon

[rcxdirectrix]

I'm posting my second TFOC first rather than my first/sona LMAO.

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VINCULUM - Decepticon Space Station

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Vinculum was forged simultaneously with Directrix. They were close friends before they were separated.

While Directrix was acquired by the current government, Vinculum was bought by a powerful and influential politician (name pending). He served as his personal space station.

I had a headcanon where larger mechs whose function involves housing other mechs (i.e. ships, titans, space stations, shuttles, etc) have innate abilities unique to them that aid them in their function. But just for this post i will mention the ability to psychically communicate with their inhabitants since it's important to mention for him. This ability was modified and enhanced by said politician's scientists to enable Vinculum to be able to read surface thoughts.

This was used to spy on political rivals and friends alike and collect their dirty secrets whenever they are invited on board the space station for parties or campaigns.

Vinculum can also plug into their victim with a cable for a deeper probe on memories if needed. The victim usually does not recall the incident as it is erased before they leave.

He is also used for other equally nefarious purposes, such as scamming, fraud, laundering, trade and stock market manipulation often for the benefit of his owner.

His ownership was forcibly transferred to the Decepticons when the war started and he continued his work there.

#Vinculum #maccadam #tfoc #transformers oc #tf oc #myart #... i am lowkey obsessed about my tfocs atm ;u; #i... actually dont have much lore for Vinculum.. yet. probably because i find it hard to form stories that's within politics.. #basically his background and stuff. but i do wanna make a story about him. it'll happen eventually. im actually a little more focused on th #first TFOC Directrix atm. making a fic about him atm lol. but yeah.. I have yet to introduce him #i also have a third tfoc actually but only a ref. i have yet to draw him properly #all three are space stations #and all 3 have a designed alt mode too lmao. vinculum's is .. the least great-looking of the three so im not showing it atm lol. maybe i ca #still make improvements #anyway im already converted. big bois enjoyer #transformers

[skitskatdacat63]

I apologize for how incredibly specific and niche this is, but aahhhh whenever people call rbr Seb a "boy king", I can literally only think about this statuette:

1. Because I think it gives the same angelic but mischievous vibe as Seb

2. Because it is a statue of a literal boy king

3. The ringlets and big eyes.....

#my next historical seb au? 👀🤭 #im so glad rbr is austrian bcs if fits all the historical AUs i would want to make #also this post is mainly just: this statue has been haunting my brain for a while and i must brainrot over it #most slayful statue ive ever seen #its a shame i cant really find any good paintings of this emperor from when he was this age #i guess im just curious about what colors he'd wear #though i think he was blonde which fits :) #anyways ref i guess!! just wanted to share my vision :D #ik its quite random and niche but you guys should know to expect that from me atp 🤧 #i think ive said this before but its funny cause when i read f1 fic im not usually a big fan of AUs. i prefer canon fic #but then any time i wanna draw art or have ideas for art its just literally only historical au 😭😭😭 #catie.rambling.txt #art #boy king au

[samarecharm]

Hi. Late for Kiss Ryuji week but not TOO late, im sure.

Huh. Its almost as if Fate knew exactly what it was doing dropping someone like Sakamoto directly into his lap like that- what a surefire way to make sure its pawn had the strength to keep pressing on, even in the end (especially the end)

#pegoryu #fics #kiss ryuji week 2024 #um. runs away and trips over a rock #its so late. its SO late. but i liked this prompt #and decided to be a big boy about this and actually post it instead of just letting it collect dust in my drafts. #anyway. ryuji gets kissies. and some good validation (yeehaw) #persona 5 #akira #ryuji

[msnihilist]

Sorry, but Phineas and Ferb going to college as adults is soooo fake. 1) What the fuck is college gonna teach them? 2) They're both WAY too restless to study for four years or more for ONE degree. They spent a single afternoon building to the MOON. FOUR YEARS might as well be an ETERNITY. Spending that in SCHOOL?? WASTE OF TIME.

#phineas and ferb #p&f fandom pls stop doing this in fanfics it's so untrue #they both clearly dropped out of high school and immediately got their GEDs anyway #not as impressive as baljeet who got his first degree in middle school— #but y'know phineas and ferb waited until freshman year because of the social opportunities #then they spend their twenties solving world hunger and ending war everywhere and not only saving endangered species but bringing a few BACK #phineas uses a teleporter to visit isabella at her college whenever he wants #and he and ferb have a multi-terrain mobile home they share that has twenty stories and two pools on the inside #I've read so many fics that go the same route 'Act Your Age' went #where real life + adulthood bog down on the boys #and that SUCKS #it's realistic sure. life gets harder when you grow up. but so what?? #this show has ALWAYS been about taking the universe in your hands and moulding it to whatever you want #no the boys won't go to college they won't separate or give up on their big ideas or pay taxes #it's THEIR world and everyone is better for having lived in it

[softgrungeprophet]

my kaine playlist is 2 and a half hours long...

okay well actually it's more like—

there's my primary Kaine playlist which is 2 and a half hours long and kind of doubles as a partial Janine playlist (still mostly Kaine but there's bound to be some overlap, all things considered):

and maybe it has some questionable song choices

—

There's my Spider-Man (well, really it's just Peter) playlist which is also 2 and a half hours long and has perhaps what some might call "too much" Blink-182 and pop punk on it:

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There's a mixtape from Annabelle to Kaine which probably isn't done yet but is 40 minutes long:

—

There's a response from Kaine that he makes after leaving which is 44 minutes long and also probably technically not done yet:

—

There's also a playlist for the "worst year of peter's life" fic-in-progress which is 55 minutes long, probably complete, and which is sort of about Kaine but is also about Peter and in general about the entire situation that they've all been subjected to (including like, Flash's interactions with not-Peter (Ben)) and also a little bit about the past:

—

I don't have a playlist for Ben lol

#00/12 means 2000 / 2012 ftr which are partially related in terms of some of Peter's traumas in the AU #though 2012 specifically is more damaging as far as his long-term mental health goes (gee thanks professor warren) #of course it's not like it's the ONLY factor in his PTSD but it's arguably the most debilitating.... #anyway #nadia rambles #came in through the window last night #if it wouldn't be annoying and time consuming I would make youtube versions of these playlists but. that's a pain in my ass. #music #if i wanted to be truly extra I would restrict the last one to use only songs released prior to 2012 #but i don't feel like doing that #ALTHOUGH if i cut ''go ahead and cry'' ''real boy'' and ''dancing with a ghost'' it would be acceptable for 2012... #but i need the last one as a space filler to cut to ''unchained melody'' and the other two are like thematic #even if they are from 2023 #the mixtapes though—those are indeed only songs from earlier than 2015 (which is the year they are relevant to in the AU) #actually most of the songs on those are from between 1998 and 2007 LOL but i figure that works since annabelle is like... in her 20s #as far as the main big kaine and spider-man playlists i don't bother trying to restrict that by year #both because they're TECHNICALLY more than just AU playlists and also because they are more all encompassing conceptually #so like. they're not for a specific fic set in a specific year. so like sure yeah i'll slap whatever on there.

[57sfinest]

what is the forbidden harry and jean lore

cracking my knuckles before preparing to type the most deranged post in the history of the world

okay so listen. harry and jean are so unbelievably fucked up. their relationship is TERRIBLE for them both. it's toxic, it's abusive, it's deeply codependent and it's also the only thing either of them has.

here's the thing. the partnership starts off fairly normal- yes, harry is a shithead, he's not a good person, but neither is jean and harry doesn't treat him like shit right off the bat. harry starts off on his best behavior, because here's a new guy who's much younger and who he outranks: this is fresh meat, thrown into his enclosure. another can for him to open. someone new to help him bear his burdens until he inevitably throws them away. he's gotta be let in first, though, so he's playing the role of mentor or chill superior officer or whatever until jean relaxes around him and starts to let his guard down. because despite jean's apprehensions- he's heard about gool ol' dick mullen, after all- harry can be funny, kind, and very good at his job. so maybe everyone was wrong- maybe, to him, harry will be good. maybe this partnership will work out. jean finds himself liking harry and caring about him. harry catches onto this, because of course he does, and the backslide begins.

it starts off minor. more hangovers at work, a little speed off the bathroom mirror. but it's fine because they're still getting work done. harry snaps at him a little, but it's just a rough patch. it's okay. they're not just work partners anymore, they're friends. maybe they're more, although they'd never put a name to it. they go to each other's places and they talk and smoke and drink and shoot the shit about anything they can think of: the world, the pale, the cases. it's an easy thing. a dangerous routine. if jean starts drinking more, to match harry- it's fine. at least it's in company. and all the while harry is getting openly worse, getting completely hammered at work, having more outbursts than actual conversations, lashing out at everyone. jean is no longer safe from it. jean no longer abstains from it either. and it's still jean's responsibility as his partner to take care of him, to keep him going. harry does not usually seem to care about reciprocating, but that's not the point. it's jean's job and, unfortunately, he cares. he's not sure what he would do without harry, now. he's not sure what harry would do without *him*.

harry the can-opener realizes what they've become- codependent, inseparable- and starts spiraling rapidly. he has the freedom to, now. jean talks to him about the drinking, and harry tries to kick it, and jean really believes in him. believes in him when he fails, when he tries again a few weeks later. over and over again until harry stops trying. says he wants to get worse. and jean gets it, at first. only at first. he's depressed too, he understands the suicidal thoughts and tendencies, understands how easy it is to get trapped in an addiction. he knows how important his support is to harry's continued survival.

but it's like everything harry does is to hurt him. screams at him and threatens him and leverages anything he can against him, including very personal things he's pried out of him, then shows up at his door with tears in his eyes and a gun in his hand telling jean that he's sorry, he's never going to do it again, he's going to make sure of it. and jean, still raw and angry from their fights, invites him in, takes the gun from his hand and talks him down and drinks with him, because what else is there to do? jean will never lay down and take it, has no interest in being the better person anymore- he knows every little nasty detail of harry's life by now, and he's not shy about digging his nails into harry's scars- but when everything is said and done, when all the punches have been thrown, he's still going to be there. he's going to be around to bandage the knuckles harry just hit him with because this is it. there's nothing else for either of them.

it doesn't matter that harry lies to him- about what he's been doing, how he's feeling, about where their belongings end up or where the money went, about things he did on a case. it doesn't matter that harry provokes the shit out of him until he's screaming himself raw, then lays down and cries about it until *he's* the one apologizing. it doesn't matter that harry only gets worse, and that somehow he's the one blamed for it. every day they rip each other apart because at least that way they can feel something. it's easy to scream at someone knowing they'll scream back, and then come sleep in your bed anyway. neither of them is going to leave except by death, and they both know it.

there's a complete erosion of boundaries between them. luiga himself confirmed their codependency. if something was jean's, it was harry's too, and vice versa. everything was each other's business. there was nothing kept apart between them. harry cracked jean open and gutted him, so jean did the same to him. they understood each other *too* well, so they knew exactly how to hurt each other, and they did just that. and that's the sad part, that they were so completely exposed with one another- it could have been so good for them. harry could have been a better person and so could jean. they might have been able to heal together. but we see jean's ableist hostility towards harry in the ending: jean has lost all patience for harry. there is no sympathy left.

and you wonder: why, now, does jean call it quits? why, after several years of mutual destruction, does jean draw a line in the sand here? well, obviously- he's been rejected. harry told him to fuck off in martinaise, which of course was not new behavior, but usually harry would come back to cry and beg and plead with him not to leave him. and harry's not doing that. harry doesn't even know who he *is*. harry is running around with this guy he barely knows, and he's functional and they're not having screaming matches, and when harry does finally approach him, he just twists the knife right in by insisting this new guy is cooler. he thinks jean is an asshole now, and not in the way he did before where he thought it was fun to fuck with him. jean is nothing to him, in the most thorough and all-consuming way possible. harry doesn't even know his *name*.

so, fine. harry dumped him. harry's not coming back to him, and he's sure as hell not going to put in the work to rebuild that bridge, not when he should have burned it years ago anyway. and if that's how it's going to be, he's got some things to say. he's going to make it hurt for harry as much as it hurts for him. maybe he doesn't believe every single thing he says in the ending, or not fully, but it doesn't matter. he's going to say everything he can to hurt harry because harry is leaving him, and they already failed each other a long time ago.

#disco elysium #harry du bois #jean vicquemare #jean doesn't start off a good person but he does start with boundaries and some respect and such #then harry just strips him of all of that through sheer brute force #harry is nice enough long enough to get jean to *like* him and then comes the real hurt #and all they have is each other. jean never thought he'd see the day that harry left him behind #and why of the two of them is it harry who gets this second chance? who gets the forgiveness? #if jean was bitter before he's absolutely acrid now. #jean was not a GOOD caretaker but he was there for the necessary things #and he took care of harry because of the codependency. not out of the goodness of his heart #their dynamic is SOOO fucked. it's so unbelievably toxic. radioactive even. and i adore it #i hate depictions of jean with no nuance #where it's either omgg hes just a sad guy who tolerates all of harrys stuff and harry is just a big mean addict:( #or harry is the innocent wittle soft sad guy and jean is the unprovoked asshole and harry has to be protected #THOSE ARE BOTH WRONG. HARRY STARTED IT BUT JEAN WAS A WILLING PARTICIPANT. #JEAN WILL NEVER LET HARRY SWING WITHOUT SWINGING BACK! AND SOMETIMES JEAN SWINGS FIRST! #AND THEY WILL STAY TOGETHER ANYWAY! #until harry forgets that is :) #wrote a fic about that. lol #anywayyyyyyyyyy #sorry you really activated my mental illness i love talking about jeanharry dynamics #kiwipost #tagging this one lol #ask #jv meta #hdb meta

[harasharaved]

Dick Grayson Fics - September 2023

Fics I recommend with a focus on or POV of Dick Grayson. Masterpost can be found here.

Key: Has a ship or romantic plot, unfinished, multi-chapter, one-shot

Without Question by Lowflyingfruit

"There is something very wrong with Dick at the moment. He's doing everything Bruce says without a hint of protest. Tim's going to get to the bottom of this."

Love this one! Tone and characterization are just great, same with pacing and build up. Excellent one-shot to read on the subway.

Touch Starved by Envysparkler

"Dick has a whole family who would rather stab him or themselves before embracing him, and he respects their boundaries, but sometimes he just wants a hug he doesn’t have to beg for."

Sweet sweet hurt/comfort! It's cute, it hurts, Dick deserves a hug.

The 70 Days After Groundhog Day by Ptelea

"There's a time loop that only Jason remembers. It acts as a catalyst for changes within the family. Some arguments, some misunderstandings, some bonding, some healing, and quite a lot of conversations that mostly take place over food."

This is a really interesting take on a time loop scenario, in which we don't get to learn what happens, but get to see the aftermath from the POV of someone who was not in the time loop. It has a Dick and Jason focus, but it has a Dick POV.

Home Is Where the Heart Is by LittleLadybugs

Six months ago, Renegade broke free from his master. He had no home. No family. Had learned nothing beyond what he'd needed to be a predator. Now free, he has vowed to use those skills to help instead of hurt. Only Nightwing really shouldn't have picked Blüdhaven for his debut. The neighbors are kinda... a lot. Like, A LOT a lot. OR Dick joins the batfam fashionably late.

I don't often rec unfinished fics, but this one is too lovely to not read anyways. The description says it all. Full of feels and Reluctant Big Brother Dick.

Bad Signal by prismatical

The rescue mission went well. Nightwing is safe. Everything should be alright. Right?

Wonderfully long fic to trade for a full nights sleep. Mind the tags on this one, but I shant say more except if you love angst, this is for you!

Birdsong by ScarlettSwordMoon

After getting a face full of Scarecrow’s newest toxin, Dick isn’t haunted by his typical nightmares. No. This one has little green pixie boots. AKA Batman: Ego but make it Robin.

EXCELLENT character study into Dick Grayson as a character. Another one to mind the tags for.

Unsteady by withthekeyisking

Dick grew up watching Bruce take countless woman to bed for the sake of the mission, and to get what he needed from different people. He watched, and he learned. And maybe he doesn't feel the same things the people around him feel, maybe he doesn't really like sex, but it doesn't really matter. Because if sex makes people happy, then why does his opinion on everything matter? It's not their fault he's broken.

Mind the tags! This one has mature themes and mentions of sex, but overall isn't graphic or NSFW. Dick figures out his identity, under some less than ideal circumstances. It's not always my HC, but I have a soft spot for aspec Dick. It explores some very real themes, and has a satisfying ending.

#Dick Grayson #Batfam #DC #fic recs #i know this isn't a lot of fics i'm making a big boy post for every character and i want quality of quantity #bc i'll definitely be making more as i keep reading #anyways enjoy! masterpost incoming soon #sarah's bullshit

[bigbrotherlouis]

let the world spin madly on (dylan larkin/zach werenski // 14k // married in vegas)

Quietly, Dylan taps the screen and lets the live photo play— laughter and a bad Elvis announcing their marriage and then the two of them dragging each other in, a messy kiss that’s almost more giddiness than any romance. the 2022 all-stars, two old friends, and the aftermath of a wedding in vegas.

you knew it had to happen eventually so here's dylan and zach waking up married

#this was supposed to be my 2022 big bang but then a lot of shit happened #and now it's just here #hockey rpf courtesy tag #hockey rpf #hockey boys #hockey fic #dylan larkin #zach werenski #dylanzach #my fic #as always: very indulgent and very hashtag me #mine mine all mine #why is posting fic terrifying literally Every Time #anyway. #hope this is okay!

[violet-ram]

chunky cardassian babies with their big ol eyes and droopy ears

*Click image for higher res!*

#headcanon that sometimes they dress cardassian baby boys in clothing resembling the military uniforms #i think rompers are really common to allow for more movement and have loops for their tails #the eye ridges also arent fully developed and are softer to the touch #their hands and feet are also big and pudgy w claws to help climb #and fluffy hair.. yes its v feather like. im directly stealing this from fic writers #cough. anyways #cardassians #cardassian #baby cardassian #star trek #star trek fanart #...im sneaking the ds9 tag in lol #ds9 #fanart #artists on tumblr #violet-ram art

[captain-cold-approved]

im past 10k words in my 5 + 1 coldflash fic. i'm only done with the first two out of six scenarios. it's going SWELL.

#writing fanfic is a labor of love #and boy is it feeling laborous #but i will finish writing this so help me god #i haven't finished writing any of my fics longer than 5k recently #so i really need this one to work out #i would like to have some semi recent finished fics on my ao3 #bc rn it's lacking #there are quite a few one shots of >1k fics #but i need some solid 8k+ works too #anyways #coldflash #captain cold #the flash #barry allen #the flash cw #fanfic #ao3 #archive of our own #leonard snart #this 5+1 is going to be big fluff x angst vibes #with lots of bodily injuries #len boutta get FUCKED up

[wannaeatramyeon]

I have a question, is Jake's all teeth real? Like, didn't Gun break some of them?

Jake Kim x Reader: Teeth

"Wow."

Jake responds with some incomprehensible noises.

"They did a good job, didn't they?"

A small nod.

"They feel good?"

Another nod.

"Really impressive."

More noises.

As unhygienic and unseemly as it is, your fingers continue to probe and run along his teeth, scrutinising the handiwork in-depth. If your head moves any closer inspecting your boyfriend's unbelievably realistic implants, you might be in danger of shoving your entire head in his mouth.

At the sight of Jake's adam apple bobbing, desperately trying to swallow with his mouth wide wide open, you yield. Backing away and removing your spit-covered fingers.

"Very nice. Very handsome." You say, kissing him and wiping your grubby fingers on his shirt.

Jake, any self-consciousness completely forgotten and confidence returning in full force, gives you a toothy grin and a wink in return.

#all that to say gun pulled out most of jakes teeth #PULLED because that guy is a fucking savage #and then for his 19th bday in prison the sweet big deal boys bought his implants for him #and couldnt get jake his fave red velvet cake so got choco pies #and used cigarettes as bday candles #its one of my fave scenes. as you can tell #anyway just me being extra #lookism #lookism webtoon #lookism manhwa #lookism x reader #lookism fic #jake kim #jake kim x reader #kim gimyung x reader #kim gimyeong x reader #wannaeatramyeon