#better be over by Tuesday

[selfox]

Been in my head for a bit jthgjfkg

grumpy Drew ^^" But something went wrong and now he has many Blåhaj plushies.

#dr drakken #drew lipsky #cyborg's stuff #In my head it was after dropping out but before whole take over the world gig... and I couldn't decide if its before of after The Tuesday #....... I think i also got inspired a lot by Midnightcaptions' Dr D .... just noticed that huh.... #yes smoking i am not sorry at all #the man and his sharks #*ruffles his hair for better mood* #kim possible #drakken

[skitskatdacat63]

“Amore et Timore” - King Fernando I “El Animoso”

#*why is it that when I write tags that are genuinely imporant and wordy it always doesnt save UGH #well. ill try and rewrite them. #hahaha I bring you curly haired king Fernando!!(mostly for cofi) #2011 monza gp core Fernando that gripped us all by the throat right?? right???? #also i hope that his hair doesn't appear red to you like it did to me on my pc??? its brown I assure you #anyways! historical context for nerds like me: #'el animoso'(the spirited) comes from Philip V of course #it was apparently bestowed on him bcs of his perseverance and unwavering fervor in battle #and is that not the most Fernando coded thing youve ever heard????? #'Amore et Timore'(through love and fear) however comes from Joseph I #whom seb is partially based on but i thought his Latin motto fit Nando way better so here we are #philip v didn't have a motto as far as i could tell so that's why I stole Joseph's #but i do think the motto for the Spanish kingdom fits Fernando's career pretty well? #'A solis ortu usque ad occasum'(from sunrise to sunset) and i think that suits Fernando's 'longest f1 career ever' p well #anyways I sent a sketch of this to cofi the other day like yeah I probably wont finish this #and now here i am on 5 am on a tuesday grinning manically sleep deprived like HERE YOU GO #i think he looks very cute in this!!! i really did a lot of work on his eyelashes...very important detail to me #he kinda accidentally looks like Louis XIV unfortunately #but thats down to his hair I think. it looks a lot more like the traditional wig style from then compared to what I typically draw #but god imagine being seb in this au!!! you get to wake up next to this majestic beast.... #seb would have this painting framed over his bed or something. i mean who wouldn't???? #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #boy king au

[carrickbender]

TT(and total vague blogging):

It took 1 zoom call to drive home the fact that no matter how hard I try, it's too late and my efforts are going to be fruitless.

"Love cannot save you from your own fate"- Jim Morrison.

#me #this is my life #truthful tuesday #work stuff #and pretty much everything stuff #im just done #and in my feels #ill be better...sometime #im just too fucking old to start over #and nobody that isnt desperate for a warm body is going to hire me #ill shut my mouth now

[iero]

Was so proud of myself yesterday because I didn't have a panic attack for the first day in easily a month to immediately have one as soon as I got back to the place today... When will this end?

#personal #Also I must have a very slight fear of heights because I'm up on the 7th floor and the windows in here are wall to wall floor to ceiling. #And the entire time I was trying to calm myself down I was like 'Don't look out the window. Don't look down.' over and over again. #But I wish I was joking about having one for the past month now... Sometimes it's just one. Sometimes it's 2-3. Sometimes it's MORE a day. #I do want to go home to the comfort of my OWN bed to be honest and I leave Tuesday morning. #I think this panic attack was brought on by my homesickness once again... I'll feel better tomorrow when my mom and her boyfriend arrive #here for their hockey game. We won't be hanging out but it's the thought that I know I have family here that counts. #It's so fucking embarrassing admitting I get severely homesick at age 30 LMAO. This is why I can't move away from my family.

[hajihiko]

Rumps, I genuinely mean this in the nicest way possible, but you might need to go to a different therapist if they refuse to/ can't diagnose you with something despite you having the symptoms™? I'm saying this out of personal experience, but lots of doctors simply suck ass when it comes to anything but mild standard depression or anxiety, especially since there's still lots of stigma surrounding anything else. Also I get the desire to stay unknown™, but seriously when it comes to stuff like mental health, it might be best to continue looking for someone who knows what's going on and can help you with things that may distress you. You don't need to ofc, and I really hope this ask doesn't come off as being too controlling or smth, but yeah

Ok I dont like going into detail on this stuff but basically, while I have various symptoms, I don't fill the full criteria for any DSM-V diagnosis (acc to three differently specialized therapists), which really just means that a lot of the most helpful types of therapy and medication for specific disorders may not be helpful to me. A diagnosis is mostly supposed to help you know how to manage right? Well I manage pretty good mostly!

That said I'm not in distress, I'm seeing a doctor soon about a possible route to go, and I do fairly well on average so dont worry bout little ol me

#Like as I remember in psychology the DSM diagnosis is mostly about managing your symptoms to better your life #And my life on paper is fine. I'm already managing it all fairly well and nothing is stopping me from My Daily Activities #It feels like a lot of the general psych stuff is just 'are you being an active member of society' and I always am lol #ANYWAY hush my over sharing self. I cant get into it on public with an anon lol #Not an art #Talky talky Tuesday

[mildmayfoxe]

hahaha hey you guys guess what. you'll never believe it. got the guy who's in charge of my fraud case on the phone and he was like "who'd you give one-time security codes to yesterday" and i was like "the guy who called me from the fraud department after they noticed a weird login in florida??" and he was like "that was the fuckin hacker. you got got. IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!" i handed my entire savings over to a fucking guy on the phone on a silver platter. like some kind of fuckin rube. bro

#IT IS OK THOUGH I HAVE BEEN SORTING IT OUT #account is LOCKED DOWN! card is DELETED! fraud paperwork has been FILED! i have requested a fraud alert AND credit freeze #from the NATIONAL CREDIT BUREAU! #a friend of mine is taking me to MAINE next saturday to go to the BANK! i sent an email to my landlord asking if i can pay rent by CHECK! #i went to my other bank and deposited my BONDS! so i have some MONEY! to pay RENT! #i also got a new debit card from them. and made sure i could use my old checks. #i also bought some STAMPS while i was out and a BIRTHDAY PRESENT for a FRIEND #now i am going to start switching over some auto deposits #so when i get my paycheck on tuesday i will actually get it. #i feel so STUPID but i think i have done all i can to fix this. i am feeling better about it #by next weekend i will have my money again. it's all fine #and hopefully next time i will not get got so easily. lol. #anyway dont get got by people pretending to be your bank i guess. i did think it was weird how many questions they asked but.. #they ALWAYS ask lots of questions at the bank!!!!! #i got a text message FROM the bank saying they would be calling me soon and then the next call was from the scammer #and then like a half hour later got one from the bank and was confused bc they'd just 'called me' #anyway. it'll be fine. scary for a while but at least i have things i can do to make it better. it's all good #genuinely feeling like i ought to take out like a thousand bucks cash and keep it in my desk to replace my bonds tho tbh hahah #just in case something like this happens again. you never know. what would i have done if i DIDNT have those yknow #ok thank u all for being along on this journey with me

[kira-light0]

Trapper Tuesday has really changed my opinion of Tuesdays; I look forward to this day all week

(Reference under the cut)

#mash #m*a*s*h #mash 4077 #trapper john mcintyre #trapper tuesday #my art #traditional art #screencap redraw #I'm still having a lot of difficulty capturing expression but I feel I'm getting better at something (don't know exactly what though) #Inspiration is hard to find but Trapper Tuesday keeps me drawing #If anyone has any drawing requests (either mash or star trek) please throw them my way and I'll try my best to do them as soon as I can #I had to redraw his torso over and over because first it was at the wrong angle; then it was too wide; then his arm looked out of place #Something still looks wrong with it but this is as good as its going to get

[microfeelings]

I just had a rant (with myself) about the character of Mama Jones in 2003 and how she was reduced to "haha, she babies her son and is basically looking for a babysitter for him lol" and how much I HATED that! She lost her husband to a very violent attack (implied), Casey was involved in this (also implied but for the life of me I cant get the timeline straight), the store her husband had got burned. This woman should have heeps of trauma that she most likely buried deep because SHE HAD TO RAISE CASEY ON HER OWN (I guess its implied theres an uncle or auntie bc of cousin sid, but theres no mention of them so I can only imagined they fucked right off), and she got reduced to that?? Come on 2003 you can do better. I KNOW you can do better

(Extra info on the notes bc its mostly ranting and it wouldnt make sense on the main post)

#tmnt #tmnt 2003 #teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt 2003 casey jones #tmnt 2k3 #i hope this reaches the right audience #sometimes you have to leech onto an incredibly background character and say 'I can do better than them' #if theres one thing about me is I WONT LET A WOMAN LET ALONE A MOTHER GET DISRESPECTED LIKE THAT #add to that the possibility that casey has a traumatic brain injury? her attitude makes way more sense #shes incredibly overprotective of her bc hes the last thing she has #i mean casey probably got his ass kicked to next tuesday that day too #great now I need Splinter to have an extensive talk with her about the fact her overprotectiveness is just hurting his son #bc hes not the child that lost a father and probably had to spend time in the hospital (and everything that comes with a brain injury) #hes an adult thats actually doing pretty good independently and she needs to see that and let go to start healing her own trauma #man im emotional over this woman Ive fabricated in my mind LMAO #i would say i might write this but that would require me knowing how to do that so 👍 #oh man i make some pronouns mistakes in the tags lmao (he/him she/her casey and mama jones for the win i guess)

[locamotivednp]

you can do substance abuse to avoid your feelings.

but Watch Out

#im fiiiiiiiine btw #just fine #so fine #i promise ill be less annoying after my birthday is over and i can forget about the passage of time #just gotta make it to tuesday #then ill be 28 and magically feel better about everything #thats how that works right

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

Maybe it's because I've heard "Voices Carry" a million times (appropriately, being 'Til Tuesday's biggest hit), but this song can make me get up and DANCE like not many other songs motivate me to do, and I think "I Could Get Used to This" is actually my favorite song off of Voices Carry. Also because I've gotten so used to it (enjoying it so much; also, pun intended) that I don't get tired of it, unlike any other songs on the rest of the album (sorry to "Voices Carry" and "Love in a Vacuum").

#'Til Tuesday #classic rock #music #MY JAM #the vibes of this song are just IMMACULATE #and it was never even a single! bad idea. it should've been. especially over ''Looking Over My Shoulder'' 🙄 #definitely makes me feel like Epic didn't know what the fuck to do with 'Til Tuesday. which is a SHAME because they only got better imo. #and Aimee Mann! I hope she's felt vindicated all these years later. she deserves it. but maybe that's just me thinking that... #Spotify

[greenelight]

we are so back.

#˗ˏˋ ᵃᶜᵗ ᶤ· ﹙ out of character ﹚ ﹕ boba tea refill. #tbd. #IM SO EXCITED #the minute this commercial drops #im editing it #& taking caps & u can't stop me gnjgnndfjgfjdgn #im feeling tons better today! #might even go on a walk later #just ate lunch so let me settle in for the day #made some BOMB fried rice im feelin pretty good #i have two starters left to do & some drafts #but i may pop on over to loid to do some things idk #im def. in the mood to plot or just chat so yeah! #hope everyone is having a happy tuesday!

[fexicoded]

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#Man fuck TikTok.. #legit was #mindless scrolling until I hit a a TikTok that had pics of cast and it was all the celebs that were part of a tv show thay passed this year #and ofc included Angus and Matthew Perry were included #but the top comment was about angus and I just burst out crying because I miss him so much #wish I had more time and I wish he knew how much he meant for us and I hate he’s no longer here and I hate he’s gone #like i just had the worst fucking weekend in the world and like had to spend $500 on some new tires and then had to cancel a date #with this guy i really like and on tuesday it will be 4 months since he passed and im still not over it #i wish he was still here i dont wish he was suffering but like i wish he was still on the planet earth living the life he wanted to live #i wish he accomplished the goals he wanted to achieve #and i just wish he was still here for me for selfish reasons #idk tonight was my spiral moment after a long time #like i just can't stop crying and god i fucking miss angus #he deserved so much better and fuck man i want him back #but he's never coming back #never #and i hate 2023 with a burning passion #i want to go back in time and relive the moment when he was still in earth and appreciate them but i cant

[queerstudiesnatural]

hello! :•D

#i don't feel like dying today! #my stomach is still a bit upset (i need to watch what i eat) but i don't feel so dizzy #i can walk ! without falling ! #yay #i'm staying with my grandparents bc i can't be alone rn i literally can't do anything #and they keep talking about their friends and having their friends over and it's like :) i fit right in :) #we're all talking about how we can't take ten steps without falling down and how we need at home help lol #<3 #anyway i still need help (can't cook and i need to be very careful about what i eat) #(and also if i stay alone with my thoughts for more than five minutes i'll start behaving like a rabid dog) #but i feel better so yay :) hopefully i'll keep improving #and be well enough by the time i get back to work on tuesday 😬 #rain.stuff

[vivid-vices]

over the next week and a half i have a whole series of tests and appointments where i'll find out if my brain damage issues are temporary or permanent and i'm so fucking nervous about it all already

#they still don't even know why i had over a week of full amnesia #i hopefully will get answers about ny memory issues on thursday and my vision on the tuesday after that #i just have a bunch of imaging this tuesday #they need to know how damaged the blood vessels in my brain are and if any of my ventricles are still collapsed #i want to get better already 😔 #if things go badly i may have to go back to not working again and i'll be destroyed if that happens #i'm so anxious about all of this #i can't stop thinking about it tonight #medical // #ellie.txt

[allylikethecat]

hello may I please request a fanfic of matty not feeling well during these past couple shows? Love your work I find myself always coming back to your stuff on ao3 <3

Soooo way back in November, Matty got sick. He then went on stage wearing a robe, no shoes and hooked up to an IV that he then tore out of his arm mid set. Obviously, this was an extremely Ally coded event and I was sent this ask the beginning of December. I promised that I was going to then write a SATVB Sick Fic situation based on this occurrence - it's been about five months and I have rewritten this fic about six times. I still don't really love the finished product, but here she is. I need to move on for my own mental wellbeing 😂

In Sickness, and In Health

Happy Tuesday and I hope that even if I don't love how it turned out, that you still at least find some enjoyment in this update. I'm for it very much not being worth the wait. I think I put too much pressure on it? And myself? Regardless, here it is and I would love to hear your thoughts! I promise the Friday chapter of All the King's Horses will be better!

Thank you always for being so wonderful and supportive and also so very patient. I appreciate it more than you know!

❤️All

#allylikethecat #ask ally #anon ask #keep it kind #fanfiction #matty fic #gatty #fanfic #Happy Tuesday! #Happy Tuesday!! #In Sickness and In Health #Matty Sick Fic #Sick Fic #i apologize for making you wait so long #and then delivering a lack luster product #but if i didnt move on from this project i dont know what would happen #i was making myself crazy over it #so here it is #i promise my future updates for other fics will be better

[writhe]

hard day

i rush to get off work after a ~10 hr day and i get home and like. idk i don’t understand what people do. i dont like TV and it’s too cold and dark (very windy) to hike now and it’s like i just get home and i feel so lonely and under and overstimulated at the same time and just like. pass the time until bed wishing i wasn’t alone 

#and just like staring down so many days ahead feeling alone #like frustratingly sapped by the day. already read some. dont have it in me to draw #i miss when my friends all lived in a house together i could just go over there and it was like never a thing it just was #or like in my old neighborhood i could walk around at night without getting harassed. or like. harassed significantly less #feels bad to go to the bar alone on a tuesday also? and like. not going to ride my bike in this weather #also the tues night crowd is weird and sparse #situation is a lot more complicated than that but like i miss having a big group of people i could be comfortable around. the spectacle #that it all was yknow? #i love my friends but olive lives 12 hours away and i have like 2 friends here i feel comfortable enough to relax around and everyone else #is wonderful but they all have each other more closely #like either by dating or living together and i just feel so on the outside of everything #i wish there was a universe where everything worked out better