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#morizai #< to be clear the one begging is mori #< prev prev

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underused skk fact is that dazai drags weak enemies to the sidelines to monologue at them about how well chuuya is doing in the fight while holding a knife to their throat. no skk fight scene in fics should happen without this

#just realized that i unintentionally wrote that into my very first skk fic without realizing it was a Canon Thing #bsd #skk

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Sending my unconditional love to addicts and people with horrible compulsions and people who are suicidal and everyone who feels utterly alone and all the psychotic people who society disdains and the homeless and people who feel lost and everyone who doesn't want to get better and people seeking vindication and people who can't let go and people who are undesired. I love you all so much.

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chuuya gets turned into a lil mouse

dazai reacts accordingly

#this is so cute!!! #bsd #skk

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me whenever something bad happens: I need to abuse substances

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Anyone know the cheat code to being good enough?

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I drew this back in october a few days after the last episode of season 5. It's been a while but I wanted to post it anyway^^

+ close up

#bsd #bsd nikolai #bsd fyodor #fyolai

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for a while i was writing like 2k+ words a day (while working much more than full time!!) and now i'm celebrating managing to write at all for the first time since last week 😕

#me after writing 300 words: my job here is done (disappears from the doc tuxedo mask style) #my emotional support four morizai wips have been so neglected #and the two skk ones as well #i keep starting and not finishing which is usually the opposite of how i work #it's frustrating :/ #ellie.txt

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I feel kinda empty these days sooo

#bsd #bsd dazai

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I simply don't think that's true eBooks.com but thank you anyway

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does anyone want to have a concerning power dynamic with me

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So, this thing happened because in the same day I discovered that: - Chuuya's voice actor is Granrodeo's singer - Chuuya used to call Dazai "Osamu" when they were younger and Dazai wrote down and hid this in a time capsule I took it well

#bsd #skk

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Chuuya would never but I can dream that he's comfortable enough to react like this infront of Mori -v-

#bsd #bsd chuuya

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black cats' fur can actually be "sunbleached" under sunlight and turn brown! seems like the perfect metaphor for dazai truly

agreed.

#awwww #bsd #bsd dazai #bsd fukuzawa

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i love the 😌 and 😔 emojis so much because they convey such specific emotions, but also those emotions are absolutely not "relieved" and "pensive"

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I wanted to tell you why I picked Avulsion for our little misunderstanding!

Avulsion is when the world TRIES to strip everything from someone but the bone remains. Everything else might be lost but the strong ridgid bones remain no matter how gruesome the injury. You remind me a lot of that. The world has tried and tried to strip away who you are and you've taken intense damage ... but those core bones remain no matter what. Bare and aching for it but still whole beneath it all. It's weirdly poetic and I wasn't even high when suggesting it but yeah! My aim wasn't to gross you out but to compliment

kai you're going to make me cry!! thank you so much 🖤

#i don't even know what to say #just thank you 🙏 this means so much to me #ellie.answers