#be i dentity

[natsmagi]

My friends think I'm insane cause I keep linking them to your fem natsumugi art going WOMEN. Like listen people i just think women are very neat and the women you are are very very neat

HEKUASHWKDH PLEASEEEEEEEE THATS SO REAL THOUGH women are super neat you are right. Doing my best to spread the word so i thank you for spreading the message further. everyones life would be better with a daily dose of women

#my friends r so sick of me theyre out here having jobs n shit and then they check their twt timeline #only to see me be absolutely insane on my priv account n its like Damn. theyre still at it #sometimes theyll try to be allies though and be like “yea! tsumugi aoba big naturals!” and im just Do not fucking say those words to me. #one time i had to explain what mobtsumu was to my friend in vc while we were playing i/dentity v #anyway what im saying is i empathize with the insanity claims #ask

[dangaer]

read the chapter 11 nightbringer spoilers and ... ah (cries into my hands repeatedly)

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc. #ME WHEN I GET MY BARB LORE AND NOW IM SAD: #im really glad nightbrin.ger is honing in on actually who barb.atos and solo.mon were to each other #the implications that perhaps barb was the first ever demon solo.mon made a pact with. that barb.atos instructed him on how he would become #the witty sorcerer. but in the end couldnt probably anticipate him walking away and changing so much #im sure theres more to why barb is so mad at him #but its just. EXCITING! #the og ob.ey me focused so much on solo.mon and as.mo which is beautiful but also... barb just spent his time there #realising that he may have saved his life ...helped him discover his dentity ... looked after him #im kinda ... (sobbing) #spoilers / #i havent had any energy to write today somethings felt rlly off and im not sure why #the family car broke down earlier so i am putting it down to an empathetic sensation towards my dad who had to run around all day #large image / #TBD.

[trashbins-stuff]

There used to be around 8 of us, but it dwingle down to four (including me), i mran sure, harry join at some point but he left just as soon, kelvins probably dropping out, pl isnt taking pet test so he gotta go to another class, amys chnaging schedule bc business, and after the test im gonna have to study in a new class alone </3

#name changed to protect i dentity. since thats how i call them anyway. im also their vivian #sigh

[ludiharambasha]

SNS is an awful pairing and I wish their fandom stopped pretending that Naruto genuinely cares about Sasuke. 

He does care about him, but in an incredibly twisted way. The Sasuke Naruto cares about isn’t really Sasuke, but rather a projection on Naruto’s part. An idealization of him that he tried to force Sasuke into living through. Very soon Sasuke stopped caring about their “rivalry” (if you can even call it that, as it is rather one-sided on Naruto’s part; there are a few instances where Sasuke expresses this “envy” of Naruto’s progress- but it isn’t envy projected at Naruto, but is more like a feeling of disappointment with his own lack of progress at that point in the story). But Naruto persists with this idea of how Sasuke ought to be and how he should behave, and this slowly progresses from a seemingly misguided yet well intentioned need to save him, to a story of a young man trying to make his ideological opponent bow down to his ideology. Sasuke is not defined by Naruto, but the opposite isn’t true. Naruto without Sasuke doesn’t exist, he is Naruto’s ultimate affirmation, what he strives for. Ironicaly, Naruto somewhat sees Sasuke as an extension of himself, as his first and best friend- and what happens when an “extension of yourself” attacks every belief and doctrine you hold? When Sasuke leaves Leaf and eventually decides to destroy it, it is a direct attack on Naruto’s (already very flimsy) personhood. When Sasuke ideologically challenges him, that is a direct attack on Naruto and his dentity. Naruto then tries to reaffirm himself with his fixation on Sasuke’s “salvation”, as his “salvation” would affirm Naruto as a hero - someone worthy.  

Not a single thing Naruto does for Sasuke is selfless or genuine, it is always an attempt of Naruto defining himself through Sasuke. He never acts in Sasuke’s interest, from agreeing to hiding the truth behind the Uchiha genocide, to trying to bring Sasuke back to a village where a man who wants Sasuke’s head is - Danzo. We learn this in the second arc of pt2, much before the revelation of the truth behind UCM. Sasuke returning to Konoha at that point might have meant his death, and Naruto learns this, but he is either too stupid to understand that , or he simply doesn’t care. Either way, it doesn’t really make a difference - Naruto is a danger to Sasuke either way. 

Why would anyone see such an unequal relationship as romantic? In straight couples in romance media people are usually able to recognize these abusive, manipulative dynamics. People usually make a big fuss when shows romanticize straight relationships in which one partner lives through the other and tries to control them- but when it is two boys in a non-romance setting, these red flags seemingly don’t flash?

Sasuke is a character that every other character projects their desires, goals and aspirations onto. Everyone tries to use or manipulate him in some way. Naruto is no different. If most sns fans can recognize that Sakura’s intentions towards Sasuke have ulterior motives, why can they not come to the same conclusion with Naruto? Naruto is, in my humble opinion, worse than Sakura in that regard, as his incessant need to control Sasuke has greater consequences for Sasuke.  

#anti sns #anti naruto #pro sasuke

[plural-affirmations]

Here's to systems that are questioning their plurality, or even specific headmates!

Honestly, all this whole "more than one person" stuff is super hard sometimes. If you don't have a clue what you're doing, that's ok! Neither do I! We're all just trying our best. So! Shoutout to those who are:

Not being sure if you're a singlet, multiple, or somewhere in between

Not sure if your headmates are kins/theriotypes/other alterhumanity

Not sure if you, yourself have a clear and distinct dentity (whether right this moment, or just in general)

Not sure if you're part of a subsystem. This one's a big one I see (and experience!) a lot

Not sure if you're "wrong" or "faking"

I promise, it's ok to be confused! I'm confused a lot, too. Amnesia also probably doesn't help. But you're going to be ok. You're going to work things out. I know it deep down.

Stay safe, my friends.

🖤💜💙💚💛

#i wrote this at 6am i hope it isnt like actually terrible #requests #multiplicity #plural #plural affirmations #pluralgang #actually multiple #actually plural #did #did osdd #osddid #osdd 1a #osdd 1b #osdd #system community #system pride #plural system #system #sysblr #plural community #plurality #plural positivity #plural pride

[priincebutt]

Look whose getting a jump ahead today! Thank you to @getmehighonmagic and @hgejfmw-hgejhsf for the early WIP Wednesday tags, I greatly appreciate it <3 Once again you're getting marriage of convenience AU, because it's my big fic I'm trying to get done right now, and it's my main WIP outside of Story of Us!

“Okay, fine. So you’re finally embracing your bi-dentity, then?” She asks as she sips her drink and leans back in her chair, eyebrow arched at him accusingly. “Bi….dentity?” Alex’s confusion furrows his brow as his lips purse. He assumes this is some kind of play on his sexuality, but he’s not quite sure how Nora would even know about his questioning of it. He was fairly certain that had been just his internal narrative these days, that he’d not slipped up and said anything to anyone, and his stomach drops at the idea of someone in the real world knowing how much he’s been questioning everything lately. Henry’s turned everything on it’s head, and honestly, he’s been dreading what the end of this marriage will mean for them. “Yeah, like, the fact that you’re obviously bisexual. Have you come to terms with it then, finally?” Nora sips her drink and gives him the look. The look that says she can read him like yesterday’s old newspaper, that she has been reading him like her morning news updates ever since they’ve become best friends. “Oh god, you aren’t ready to come out, are you? Shit, I’m so sorry I figured… since you know, you married a man –” Nora looks sheepish, and Alex appreciates her for it, but he’s currently having a minor identity crisis, and doesn’t have time for her apologies. Because she’s right… he’s bisexual, and it’s been there since he found his eyes wandering to other guys in his grade in high school, or how he never cared who sidled up to grind on him at the club in college, or since Henry brushed into his life and became a permanent fixture, replacing his need for a partner with movie nights and dinners in and dates to uncomfortable law firm parties when he had no one else to go with. It’s all slotting into place, and Nora is still babbling but he cannot focus on anything but this puzzle piece fitting together.

Lesse if I can remember everyone I want to tag! @zwiazdziarka , @forever-fixating , @candyspandemonium , @anincompletelist , @firenati0n , @heybuddy-drabbles , @onthewaytosomewhere , @piratefalls , @junebugclaremontdiaz , @duchessdepolignaca03 @indestructibleheart , and as always an open tag to anyone who may want to participate!

#I literally just wrote this like ten seconds ago #nora and alex are one of my favorite dynamics and so i hope i embodied them well #wip

[mykatzone]

Answering asks #5

Wow it's been... a while! A huge while actually, gosh. I seriously apologize for making everyone wait so so long for my replies and I thank everyone for being so patient and understanding!

(There really is no excuse but I will offer an explanation at the end of this post as to why it took me so long to get to all my inbox asks! Thank you for everyone's patience and understanding, you have no idea how much I appreciate it. Tysm y'all ;w;!)

This post is structured into three sections where I'm responding too:

asks relating to my "Ice King Identity Crisis AU"

other Adventure Time related asks

other miscellaneous asks

With all that said, lets finally answer some asks babyyy!!! This is a hugeee post, so be prepared LOL!

"Ice King Identity Crisis AU" Related Asks

What is Ice King and Marcy's relationship like in the AU?

Back when this ask was sent, I was still pondering this deeply. I actually never got around to figuring out how I would approach his reunion with Marceline, because a fellow artist (who does amazing super in-character style-accurate comics) did their own spin on it! *Drumroll*  it's EmositeCC (Tumblr | Twitter | YouTube)

And it was so insanely good and in-character and basically the vibe I wanted to go for, I really think it's best I just point you to all the amazing comics they did for my "Ice King Identity Crisis AU"!

Ice King & Marceline Reunion Comic (basically what you are looking for anon!)

Happy Dinner Comic Part 1 and Part 2 (Ice King, Marceline and Betty have a dinner to celebrate Ice King regaining his memories, but the atmosphere is really sour because of Betty and it gets suuuper angsty.)

@golden-buddle I think the above answers I gave to anon your ask as well! Same goes for your question @d3m0l1t10n-lvrs! (how Marceline would react to Ice King's change in this AU), but I'm not sure how the rest of the characters would react, probably with intrigue (I think Finn especially), but that's about it. I haven't thought much about it sadly!

What are Ice King's feelings on Betty and princess kidnapping after he regains his memories?

Honestly a huge appeal for me when I was making this AU is the fact it's kinda meta in a strange way. Making Ice King basically experience the same intense shock that I felt when his backstory first got revealed in the show.

Anyhow, to answer your question anon, in this AU his obsession with princesses really quickly gets transformed into just wanting to be with Betty (now that he knows the reason behind his princess kidnapping in the first place, why would he settle for anyone other than his original princess?). He'd be super obsessed with her obviously (it's Ice King after all), but I do think he'd be more mindful almost? The trauma of her leaving is just too intense even for him, he'd be very scared of it happening again.

Also anon, your question reminded me of a broader theme of this AU. Basically, with his new-found self-awareness (well, memories, he's still silly goofy because he's Ice King), I feel like stuff that used to make Ice King very happy or gave his life meaning as Ice King would become very tainted for him in a way. Obviously, the princess kidnapping is the clearest example of this, but everything else too. Like how does one process that everything you do, every interest that brings you joy is just a distorted lesser version of what you used to be able to do (example: Simon used to write scholarly books and Ice King writes fanfiction with extremely childish plots and spelling mistakes)? It's heartbreaking.

Would Ice King ever go to Prismo to make his own wish in an attempt to alter Betty's?

Omg I love the idea of calling the AU the Ice-dentity Crisis AU that's so clever!!!

I definitely played around with this idea! Both ideas I mean! (Ice King wishing to become Simon seems like a good ending for the AU and Ice King wishing to forget again seems like peak angst potential).

Honestly, this asked reminded me of how I always kinda wished back when the original AT series was coming out that Ice King ended up being the one to cure himself, as in- I wished becoming Simon was his own decision (in a goofy Ice King way of course). Ice King's arc in the original show suffers from a lack of agency he's given within his own narrative. While I do get what the show was going for completely, it does annoy me a little. Ice King had his own character arc throughout the original series but never a character arc conclusion, he just became Simon again on accident without having any say in it. Don't get me wrong, of course Ice King becoming Simon again is a good thing! However, writing wise, I would have preferred he decided that for himself (as a conclusion to his character arc). That would be hard to write though, Ice King is a very insane character so figuring out how to write him of all people having enough self-awarness to make such a huge decision would def be hard. But it's possible!!

Anyhow back to your question- yes I though about both possibilities! However, this AU was never meant to be an actual project I was gonna work on. More like a sandbox I can play around in when I feel like it. In short, I never had a concrete plan or outline because I never intended this AU to be anything more than something I did for fun when I felt like it. I hope that's not too disappointing T_T!

Would Ice King try to "act like" Simon after regaining his memories?

@altcindy While I don't see Ice King and Simon as separate entities (I see Ice King as who Simon is when driven insane and senile, though of course the Crown does play a part because of the lore, but confession I kinda never liked the Crown lore XD), I do agree Ice King in this AU would react to his newfound memories by trying to act like he did as Simon and failing because Simon is so detached from who he is now.

I drew some art based on this idea awhile back!

Would Betty regret the wish she made?

@altcindy Yes, 100% Betty would regret her wish and what she had done. Because Ice King is not vibing, she is not vibing, nobody is vibing. Ok that's a lie, the princesses of OOO are def vibing (Ice King permanently stopped kidnapping yey!) and Marceline is kinda vibing. The thing with Marceline is, she's already used to Ice King and the fact Ice King is very diff from Simon and she loves him even while he's insane and memoryless. To her, Ice King regaining his memories is amazing, so she'd def be happy about it. For Betty it's way harder, because unlike Marceline who saw Simon's progression into Ice King, Betty only knew Ice King and Simon sepperate, hence why I think she can't really process them being the same person (emotionally I mean, obviously she knows they are). If anything, once Ice King starts trying to "act like Simon", Betty feels even more like she's living in a funhouse mirror version of her old life.

Again, I really recommend you check out the comic EmositeCC made that I linked previously (if you haven't already), it explores this so well:

Happy Dinner Comic Part 1 and Part 2 (Ice King, Marceline and Betty have a dinner to celebrate Ice King regaining his memories, but the atmosphere is really sour because of Betty and it gets suuuper angsty.)

Does Ice King remember his other Ice King related memories too? How does he remember everything photographically now?

Ok so, in the AU itself I wasn't super clear about the wording in Betty's wish. If hypothetically, I were to ever write a fanfic about this, I would reword her wish to go something like this:

"I wish to alter the Crown's curse so that Ice King, also known as Simon Petrikov, is able to regain all the memories the Crown took from him in the past or tries to take from him in the future"

Basically, so he remembers things normally. In my original AU posts, the way I worded Betty's wish almost makes it sound like Ice King will now have super photographic memory of everything that has happened or will happened to him, but nope! In the AU he just remembers things normally. Y'know, like other really old immortal characters like Marceline and PB (the most impactful memories being the most vivid and all). So his memories of being Ice King would stay, but he'd probably forget a lot of them mostly because his days as Ice King kinda blend into each other (because they are the same old same old). He'd remember stuff that made an impact on him or that was important to him though. Like human memories usually work!

When's the next update?

To answer the question @gremlin-in-your-gears and anons, I sadly do not know when the next update will be (or if there will be one)! I said this a few times throughout this post, but when I make fandom related projects like these, I never go into them as an actual commitment. My fandom shenanigans are just me having fun XD, not really serious projects. Whenever my interest in a hyperfixation dies down, I tend to put any fandom related project I had for it on hold. So it's not canceled, but also don't expect updates! If they ever come back it'll be when I get super hyperfixated on AT again! I'm sorry if this is super disappointing T_T, but again, fandom stuff is for having fun/relaxing for me, I don't want it to become a source of stress.

People being very nice in my inbox compilation (thank you!!!)

@slicedsilly Thank you sm!! Also love your username XD

@agaypersonthing Omg thank you... Honestly, my brain better be big when it comes to AT AUs! I've been a fan of the show since it started airing in 2010 and obsessed with it since 2014, it's only fair! XD 

Also love your username, what's up with y'all inbox ppl and having rly fun usernames!

@dappydaffer That is so so so very sweet of you omg T_T!!! I'm sorry for the long wait in replying, I feel so bad!!! Thank you so much for the sweet message you left here, I'm really happy you liked my AU so much !!! It's super heartwarming to hear ;w;

To answer your question, yes Betty would try!! But try and fail kinda, it's tough for her and she's a very stubborn, easily frustrated character (especially since she is currently Magic Betty and all that).

I sadly do not have concrete plans for this AU! I always treat my fandom shenanigans as something I do for fun and not really serious projects I plan on committing to! So this AU was mostly a sandbox for me to play in, I'm sorry, I hope that's not too disappointing T_T!!!

@xwildwhirlx Thank you sm hahaha XD tho omg whenever someone says they wanna eat something I made imagine this image:

@jellielover hahaha thank you so much!! I'm glad you like it XD

You and me both anon XD Thank you so much!!

Other Adventure Time Related Asks

Will I draw more yassified Ice King?

I have drawn so many yassified Ice Kings throughout the years dear anon, you have no idea... I'll post some of them here:

I even made an entire video about yassified Ice King back in 2020 if you wanna watch. It's still pretty funny imo, though the mic quality is rly bad LOL:

Also responding to this question! You see anon, it depends! Do you prefer my tumblr sexyman Ice King over the Winter King or over canonical Ice King? If you prefer him over the Winter King, you are correct and based. If you prefer him over canon!Ice King, I cannot support your lifestyle....... Canon!Ice King is the bbygirl of all time to

How do I feel about my Ice King obsession finally being validated?

@melodyofthevoidI'm not kidding when I say I felt insanely validated, but not in a valid normal "I'm happy my blorbo is finally popular :D" way but in that "heh, I liked Ice King before it was cool B) not to flex but I was ahead of my time heh" humblebrag way. It made me sooo big-headed. Which is so goofy, like ok your fave cartoon character is popular want a medal Kat? Tbh, now I finally understand how all those weeb elitists feel when their favorite obscure manga gets an anime adaptation and becomes super popular. The feeling was addicting you see... XD

My middle school comic where I shipped myself with Ice King

Ok so confession... The comic isn't actually a selfship comic. I kinda exaggerated the truth XD

For those unaware, back when I was 11, I made one of those "I got Isekai'd to Adventure Time!" comics. It was about me (and my younger siblings) getting transported into the land of OOO and meeting all the characters. It was very goofy, not a super serious comic. I never finished it (me? not finishing something? some things never change I guess LOL!), but in the comic every time I would meet an AT character I'd fangirl. When Ice King finally appeared in the comic I was fangirling like CRAZY. Here's my fave page from the comic:

I wanted to make a video talking about this comic for years but I never got around to it. But when that happens y'all will finally see the full comic! Though don't get too excited, I've been meaning to do this since like 2018 and still haven't gotten around to it LOL.

My thoughts on Lemongrab

I know I haven't drawn him in years and definitely haven't posted any art I did of him, however I love Lemongrab. Unironically adore him. Not even because he's funny, and I find his relationship with PB super interesting (her being both his creator but also neglectful/uncaring mother figure I said what I said). He's my autism king, I love him dearly.

Two art tutorial related questions I've received

To answer your question @v0gons , the truth is, I really don't know what I'm doing when it comes to comic compositions and paneling. The best I can tell you is that if you are doing a vertical scroll comic, I recommend making the panels go zig-zag. (if the first panel is on the right side of a comic page, the next should be on the left side of the page and then it would repeat in a zigzag fashion, making it all flow really well. that's basically how I do it!) That's about it rly! Oh and for comics that you plan to post on social media like Tumblr/Instagram/Twitter I also recommend limiting yourself to only 2-3 panels per page. I mostly do that so they are all big and easy to read and understand what's going on (legible).

Also, to answer your question Anon, I sadly don't rly wanna do this T_T. I'm sorry! The best I can recommend is watching Simon-related episodes from the show and taking a bunch of screenshots so you have a lot of references of his hair from different angles. Feel free to trace over them to learn how the shapes work, but of course- only do that during the learning stage. Tracing is generally considered acceptable but only if it's done for learning purposes and not posted publicly (unless you are given permission). I'm sure you'll figure out how to draw his hair if you follow these steps! Good luck!

Adventure Time art requests I received

Months ago, I opened AT art requests and a lot of ppl sent me theirs over my inbox! While I started sketching a few of them, I ended up not finishing any and likely won't. I'm sorry y'all! However, I screenshotted all the asks I received and saved them on my computer in case I ever feel like doing any of them in the future! Though it's unlikely.

Other Miscellaneous Asks

Commission related question

@phenomenal-savage I finally got around to updating all my commission info and including it on my website if you are still interested!!! The answer to your question is explained there (but in short, yes, multiple characters cost extra)! Click here to be redirected to my website.

"Can I send you *insert thing*?"

@shadowalkingschemer feel free to send me your playlist if you still wanna! Though keep in mind it'll probably take me a bit to get to it.

Generally, if my inbox is open and any of you ever want to send me something, feel free! Though I will only be opening links from non-anonymous asks. If you want to send me something and you don't want me to publically post about it, you can do so by sending it non-anonymously over my inbox and clarify you don't want me to post it publically. I will answer you privately in that case!

Also be careful with links! I'm not sure if Tumblr still does this, but I know it sometimes deletes asks with links. So if you ever send links I recommend doing it like this:

https : // www . tumblr . com / dashboard

(basically separating all the words and full stops so Tumblr doesn't register it as a link)

Why it took me so long to answer (and why it might happen again)

I guess I should explain myself! I have periods (usually around early winter) where I become extremely drained. Like, girlrotting in bed all day not wanting to leave the house, drained. This affects my productivity and social life both online and irl! I finally started getting my social life truly back on track in February.

What does this have to do with answering asks? Well, considering I struggle with answering messages my own friends and even business emails during periods like these, the same applies to smaller stuff just on a way more extreme level, (like answering asks I get in my inbox here on Tumblr or just replying to things ppl say on my social media posts in general). In general I'm not the best at doing stuff on time, but I have seasonal periods where I am especially prone to procrastination.

All in all, this really doesn't justify my lateness but I still wanted to explain it (very YouTuber apology of me to say, I know), I hope you can understand and forgive me! I will try my best not to let it happen to this extent again, but sadly I can't promise because I know myself well enough to be aware this will likely happen again T_T!

The end!

And with that I am finally done answering all the asks I received on my main blog (well nearly all, I got a few non-asks which were just a single word and I don't even know how to respond to those LOL so I won't)! I still have to answer the remaining asks I have on my sideblog, however WOOO I did it! Took me months but I truly did it!

In any case, thank you all once again for your patience and understanding! I'm not sure when I'll open my inbox again but when I do I'll make a post announcing it! Oki byeee!!

#📬 askbox

[digital999placebo]

I feel like denying your whiteness is not only denying ur own I dentity which sucks, but also denying ur privileges? There’s no shame in having privileges bc of ur ethnicity bc it’s nothing you can control, what you can do is admit to it and be normal about it??? The whole “I’m not white I’m actually 2% norweigan” is not helping anyone

#I have a bunch of privileges as well being relatively white passing or at least fitting a Eurocentric beauty standard #being one of the ‘good’ poc #n just in general living in a first world country with university educated parents #so I’m not denying that I have any or saying I’m the one who can point out whose a ‘REAL’ victim or not #just my take on it

[transgender-craze]

When will wood said "they say grow up be a mam cause until then you're nothing but a short haired girl"

When will wood said "i was nothing before, so i couldn't have asked to be born"

When will wood said "never learned how I should feel, instincts somehow stunted, just seem haunted by my stupid urge to protect"

When will wood said "dandelion seeds yet to ride on the breeze, you make a wish upon the dead but turn and call it a weed. Only plastic never die"

When will wood said "you fill your head with thoughts you find you can't even feel. Try to make room in your skull but it's full of them. All of the things that you think and think about thinking. I know it's hard, but they’re not who you are. They're white noise"

When will wood said "and a little conformity never hurt nobody, but lately I’ve been worried that you’re losing yourself. So how many milligrams of you are still left in there?"

When will wood said "baby could you play along with me? Baby would that be alright with you? And when we find out what's wrong with me, could you tell me jow could you tell me how and if i'm still pretty?"

When will wood said "it's lonely out here socrates"

When will wood said "but i'll tell you what i'm not afraid to die, i'm more afraid of what might happen first. Either way it's not like we'll get out alive. I can't say that i know which one is wrose"

When will wood said "everybody knows that, nobody knows that, everybody's in on my motherfucking business"

When will wood said "so come on, William, grow up, be a man, ‘cause until then they’re gonna treat you like you’re just a little girl"

When will wood said "everything's useless especially songs, it think the truth is that everyone's wrong. Still sing along, still sing a long long time. I might keep looking for nothing to find, they say "keep tracking it's all in your mind, jimmy you're fine," end of the line, gaining speed, wrapping trees"

When will wood said "oh are you at all like me? Do you know what i mean, or am i too close to see? Someone, anyone!"

When will wood said "why to thine own self be true when it is you who are the problem, not the things you do but something deep inside."

When will wood said "I might be a saint worth steeple, i might be the brain of evil. Bad things happen to good people, good things happen to me."

When will wood said "Although my eyes face forward, climb up on my shoulder. sure you'll see my point of view, I'd bring you with me to the office in my pocket, but the world would put us down. Lock me up and toss the key. You might seem behind bars but friend this cage is inside out.."

When will wood said "Is there cheese in the great beyond? Rinds of parmesan, wine to water, night from dawn. Life gets shorter, teeth grow long. Mind me not and I’ll mind my own and my mind’s not one bite smaller or lesser than yours. Do I belong in right and wrong? Nature, I guess."

When will wood said "Thursday traction, Tuesday titration. My hope is to assess through my objective report of your subjective conjecture whether this proprietary blend of expertise and seasoning works as well as this transorbital ice pick. Holistic ballistics, you got a better idea? It’s about the best we could come up with. What, you think ideas spread because they’re good? No, they spread because people like them. So here we are once again. Holding, as it were, a mirror up to your mirror. I guess it’s just something people do."

When will wood said "Ain’t your you-dentity at stake? Does aspirin kill you with the pain?You’re not your thoughts, you’re not your brain, you’re just the character you’ve made. Up in your head, down in your heart, what seem like separate body parts come together to believe they’re you, and not just chemistry"

When will wood said-

#will wood #in case i make it #can somebody please physically stop me from continuing this #i am so fucking normal i swear i am so normal i even go to normal people school i swear there's nothing wrong with me #i go to a fucking queer youth movment group and a school for mentally ill kids but somehow i still have no to talk about will wood with #what the fuck is this clownary #i thought i went past my will wood obssetion but here we are #i have continued this #it's just becoming a list of all my favourite will wood lyrics at this point #send help #I have got.. to get... normaler....

[snivyartjpeg]

good evening rain code fandom how do yall feel about my new polycule ship idea called "Me, Myself, and I...dentity Fraud"

#rain code #mdarc #master detective archives #yuma kokohead #makoto kagutsuchi #yuma kokohead (real) #rain code spoilers #raincode spoilers #mdarc spoilers #mda:rc spoilers #master detective archives: rain code spoilers #if im yuma and you're yuma and YOU'RE yuma then who's flyin this plane!!!!! #camera cuts to mystery phantom yuma putting the whole thing in a nosedive

[alexmey-does-an-arts]

guys do yall know if its your you-dentity at stake does aspirin kill you with the pain youre not your thoughts youre not your brain youre just the character youve made up in your head down in your heart what seem like seperate body parts come together to believe they're you and not just chemistry its not the way that you were raised or what the advertisments say not what you pay for what you pray for what you want or what you say and i see your tendency to redefine disease by what you need and i'm afraid i can't prescribe the diagnosis that you seek

#hey guys #typed that from memory btw #ten and martha song ever

[multiplicity-positivity]

Hiii i have a quastion. Do you happen to know about like. For lack of a better term, almost complete blurriness?

Context: i have like a body name, but its hard to like. Tell anything when it comes to actual dentity stuff if that makes any sense. Like sometimes i know my name and pronouns but times like right now i cant tell anything at all. No clue what my name or pronouns or anything is besides the stuff we always like. Its not even like a "am i a new guy" kinda think. I dont know :(

hey, we can’t be 100% sure about what you’re experiencing, but to us it sounds a lot like dissociation, particularly depersonalization.

depersonalization is a disconnection from the self, including a disconnection from one’s thoughts, emotions, memories, actions, personality, or physical attributes. it’s a common symptom for systems with dissociative disorders. we’ve compiled a list of resources on depersonalization and derealization in the past, and we’ll go ahead and link that here in case it might help y’all:

in our experience, depersonalization tends to wax and wane with time. sometimes we feel more grounded than others. it can be hard for us to shake depersonalization, and it can be really tough to try and ground ourselves when we’re incredibly dissociated, so to be honest we haven’t been able to effectively use grounding techniques to help center ourselves in our own identities at this point. but that doesn’t mean learning some basic grounding techniques won’t help y’all! so here’s a link with a few grounding techniques y’all might consider to try and lessen feelings of blurriness and confusion:

if you’re pretty sure you’re not dissociating at all, you may just need to take some time trying to get to know yourself as a person and as a member of your system. we’ll go ahead and include some resources that might help you with that process:

^ @demi--human’s headmate info template

^ our own “get to know me” headmate form

and i guess we’d like to add… it’s okay to be blurry, foggy, or confused. it’s okay to struggle with knowing who you are, and it is definitely okay to take your time figuring that out. it’s okay to breathe, to take things slowly, and not rush yourself. we hope that these feelings you’re having will pass with time, but we also hope that you can show yourself some patience while you’re in this difficult situation.

good luck, anon. we’re wishing you the very best with learning more about yourself in the future.

#dissociation #depersonalization #blurriness #identity confusion

[oatbugs]

i’m sorry to hear abt the anon hate :( i hope you have a fun time on your date!! and sending you peace, fun, curiosity, and joy as you continue to explore your bi-dentity / sexuality!! (how exciting is it to be in a world where love exists!!) 🩷

then you anon this is so kind !! it is exciting yes ! i am still unsure, but i like exploring and trying new things and i rly love loving people so i know things will be ok in the end ! ♡ what a lovely ask to receive ~

#asks #anon

[aq2003]

do you know if its your you-dentity at stake does aspirin kill you with the pain youre not your thoughts youre not your brain youre just the character youve made up in your head down in your heart what seem like seperate body parts come together to believe they're you and not just chemistry its not the way that you were raised or what the advertisments say not what you pay for what you pray for what you want or what you say and i see your tendency to redefine disease by what you need and i'm afraid i can't prescribe the diagnosis that you seek

#SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TRUE #dr who #10 era #ten and martha

[pmryuu]

Passive/Status effect note

I just wanna note stuff, don't mind me

Resource

Ammo: Spent by certain skills. Some attacks cancel if lacking Ammo.

Charge: Resource used by certain skills for additional effects. Its Count can go up to 20. Turn End: Lower Count by 1.

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Buff and Debuff

AttackPowerUp: Attack skills gain final Power by the effect’s Potency

AttackPowerDown: Attack skills lose final Power by the effect’s Potency for one turn.

Haste: Speed increases by the effect’s Potency for one turn

Bind: Speed decreases by the effect’s Potency for one turn.

Bleed:When tossing an attack Coin, take fixed damage by the effect’s Potency. Then, reduce its Count by 1

Bleed Resistance: When taking damage from Bleed, reduce the damage by 10% (Max 10)

Burn: At the end of the turn, take fixed damage by the effect’s Potency, then reduce its Count by 1.

Damage Down: Deal less damage with skills based on the effect's Potency for one turn. (Max. 10)

Weakresist DMG Boost : Deal more damage with skills based on the effect's Potency for one turn. (Max. 10)

Defense Down: Defense Level decreases based on the effect's Count for one turn. (Max 10)

Defense Up: Defense Level increases based on the effect's Count for one turn. (Max 10)

Defense Power Down: Defense skills lose final Power by the effect’s Count for one turn.

Defense Power Up: Defense skills lose final Power by the effect’s Count for one turn.

Fanatic: Final Power +1 against units with Nails.

Nail: Turn Start: Apply 1 Bleed to self, and increase Bleed count by this effect's Count.

Turn End: halves Count (rounded down).

Fragile: Take more damage from skills based on the effect's Potency for one turn. (Max. 10)

Protection: Take less damage from skills based on the effect's Count for one turn. (Max. 10)

Overwhelmed : Status applied to low morale humans (below a certain SP threshold). Inflicts 2 Attack Power Down at start of turn.

Immobilize: Does not act for this turn.

Paralyze: Fix the Power of X Coin(s) to 0 for one turn.

Poise: On hit, gain a Potency-based chance to deal critical damage, reducing the Count by 1 if successful. At the end of the turn, reduce the Count by 1.

Rupture: When hit by an attack, take fixed damage by the effect’s Potency. Then, reduce its Count by 1.

Sinking: When hit by an attack, take fixed SP damage by the effect’s Potency. (Applies as Gloom-affinity damage to Abnormalities) Then, reduce its Count by 1.

HP Healing Down: Decreases HP healing provided by Passive abilities, Skills, and Coin effects.

Appetite: Speed increases by the effect’s Potency for one turn. (Exclusive Chef de Cuisine dentity)

Weakness Analyzed: A random "Endure" or "Normal" attack type resistance is weakened [+0.2 to damage multiplier] for one turn. (Exclusive to Seven Section 6 Director Identity)

Tremor: When attacked by skills that burst Tremor, raise the Stagger threshold by the effect’s Potency. At the end of the turn, reduce the Count by 1.

Resonant: When bursting Tremor or raising stagger threshold, deal 3 fixed damage per Count and further raise stagger threshold by 3% per Count

Tremor Sync: In a clash, the opponent has -1 Clash Power for every 5 Tremor they have

Morale Boost: Gain Damage Up by the the effect's Count every turn (Max 5) Cannot gain the status while Tipsy. At 5 Morale Boost, gain 5 Tipsy Tipsy:  Lose Clash Power the effect's by Count (Max 5)

Decay Ampule: Take damage by 2% of Max HP per count

Entangled Curse Talisman: Deal +2 * 1% damage. At 9+ Count , gain 2 Attack Power at turn start

Reattached curse talisman: At 9+ Count , gain 5 Bind at turn end. At 12+ Count , 5 gain Attack Power Down at turn end

Interlocking Time: Reduce final dmg by 30% and store it. At 3 Count,take fixed dmg by 1.5 times the accumulated dmg, and gain 3 <:skill_Bind:1099546791055196221> Bind next turn

Borrowed Time: At the end of the turn, gain 3 Haste and WeakresistDMGBoos; If only 1 Counter remains , gain 4 Bind and 1 ATK Power Down next turn

Sinking Deluge: Deal SP damage by (Sinking Count* Sinking Potency), then remove Sinking. If target's SP is -45 or lower, the excess SP damage is dealt as Gloom-affinity HP damage (Units with no Sanity take all of it as Gloom HP damage)

HP Healing Boost: Increases HP healing provided by Passive abilities, Skills, and Coin effects.

Nervous: Turn end : at -15 SP or lower gain 3 Defense level up next turn

Stressed : Turn end: at -25 SP or lower, gain 1 Defense Power Up next turn

Fear : Turn end: At -20 SP or lower , gain 1 Protection next turn

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E.G.O/Abonomalities passive and status effect:

E.G.O Corrosion :Status applied to Sinners who have activated a non-personal EGO below the prerequisite SP threshold, or fallen to -45 SP in order to activate Corrosion.

The amount of turns which the Sinner will stay in the Corrosion form for is denoted by the Count of this status effect.

Surgery: Die when Count reaches 5. Reduce Max HP by 20% (per Count). Deal 20% (per Count) more damage. At the start of the turn, gain Haste by the effect's Count.

Final Augment: At the start of the turn, gain 3 Attack Power Up, Defense Power Up and Haste; die after 3 turns.

Curse : At the end of the turn, gain one of the following,then reduce this effect's Count by 1. 1  Attack Power Down/1 Defense Power Down/ 1 Offense Level Down/ 1 Defense Level Down

Makeshift Surgery: Boost Max HP by 25% and skill Power by 1 per this effect's Count. Each turn, increase this effect's Count by 1. Die when Count reaches 5.

Instincts: At the end of the turn, if the count is at 4+. change to an assressive state

Desirous: Gain 2 Fragile and 10 Bind this turn. Also, gain a skill slot and change behavior. (Self inflicted by Pink Shoes Enchantee and Possessee)

Urge: At the end of the turn, if at 5+ stacks, take 30 SP dmg, gain 2 Fragile and 10 Bind, and remove this effect

Gaze: Take +20% damage from Pierce and Blunt skills for one turn.

The ally that defeats the marked unit heals 10 SP; if the ally is from N Corp, also apply 1 Fanatic next turn. (Exclusive to the one who grips identity)

Dimensional Rift: At the end of the turn, gain Rupture Count by this effect's amount. Then, remove this effect.

Maggot: At the end of the turn, take Gluttony damage by the Count, increase Bleed Count by 1, then reduce this effect's Count by 1.

Panic: Status applied to humans in panic. Inflicts a variety of random effects, such as Attack Power Down and Immobilize.

Multiply Coin Drop: Reduce the power of MultiplyCoins by the effect's Count.

Multiply Coin Boost: Raise the Power of Multiply Coins by the effect's Count.

Plus Coin Drop: Reduce the power of Plus Coins by the effect's Count.

Plus Coin Boost: Raise the Power of Plus Coins by the effect's Count.

Minus Coin Boost: Reduce the power of Minus Coins by the effect's Count.

Minus Coin Drop: Raise the Power of Minus Coins by the effect's Count.

Spark Discharge : When hit, the attacker gains +1 Charge Count; When hit with a Gloom attack, gain +1 Rupture Count, then reduce Count by 1

Rotting Skin: When Attacked, inflict 3 Poison on the attacker

Poison: At the end of the turn, take fixed damage by the Count, then halve of the Count

Lightning: This unit power itself up after the Count reaches a certain amount

Shock: Take more dmg by the effect's count

PinkRibbon: At the end of the turn, if at +5 Potency, remove this effect and apply Desirous next turn

Unresolved Sorrow: At the start of the turn, gain Attack Power Down by the Count

At the end of the turn, if this effect is at 3+ Count , changes to Expanding Sorrow

Wavering Emotion: Turn start: randomly gain Attack Power Down , Paralyze or Bind by this effect's Count, then remove this effect

Expanding Sorrow : Changes behavior

Blood Sac: Use a powerful attack after the count reaches a certain amount

Fluid Sac: Gain healing proportional to the Count

Oppression: Cannot act for one turn. When hit, lees battle after the attacker's has finished

Golden Sheen: At the start of the turn, heal 10 HP per Count.

Corroding Heart : Turn start: Gain 2 Attack Power Down, 2 Fragile and 5 Bind

Faltering Heart: In panic, become staggered

Perilous Heart: Gain 2 Attack Power Up and 3 Bind

[doctor-not-monster]

you uh,,,,doing alright buddy?

I've beEn wandering endless hallways that tw!st and turn and t@ngle and run into itslef and are imp0ssib|e to compre#end for wh@t feels l!ke months on enD and I th!nk I |ost some part of mY !dentity and sensE of se|f

Do you think I cou|d be ok@y❓

I @m becom!ng what I #ave spent my short m!serab|e life be!ng afr@id of

Most !mportaNt|y, the pers0n I lov3 more th@n anyth!ng in this w0r|d wil| noω desp!se me

I'm noT ok@y

I am n0t even suRe ! caN δie noω, but oH how I w@nt t0

#michael shelley #tma rp #tma #the magnus archives #michael answers