#back to the grind this week

[gootube]

a pop cuddle snuggle, hum a tune why don't you?

he can be trusted with explosives

#tgis was supposed to be a joke. a quick hour long joke i can puttogether and stare at and send to my friends to make them giggle #but i really FUCKING love the song so instead i spent 6+ hours on it. UFCK #it gave me an excuse to download blender and make distorted eva model a reality tho jkdjkfklsdf #he was made on vroid but i made the textures myself and flattened his face on blender #which was a pain in my ASS!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #but it looks pretty so. #im glad i didnt delete autoluminous4 so i could make his eyes glow #video unlisted for now until i think it isnt cringe anymore lel #digital #im the king of making middle aged men prance around to vocaloid music #ocs #eva #our l@st conductor #mmd #mikumikuedance #animation #3d #i might make more pictures with him sometime when i have free time #back to the grind this week #i have a music hall stage but i need to set my region to japan to import it correctly TT.TT

[fishfission-dc]

Batfamily Powerpoint Night! (Part 7: Damian)

<<Part 6: Steph    |    Part 8: Duke >>

[Masterlist]

Damian: I volunteer to present next.

Steph: Damian’s will either be really boring or really interesting...

Cass (signing): Really interesting, apparently.

Bruce: Damian, is this appropriate?

Jason: This seems like a cop out for me-

Tim: We get it Jason we know you died

Dick: Ohhhhh so this is actually thinly veiled love for us all.

Bruce: Hn. (disgruntled appreciation)

Damian: Absurd. I am simply planning you all to combat likely scenarios. For tactical reasons.

Steph: He loves us :)

Damian: Tactical reasons.

Dick: I AM A GOOD DRIVER

Jason: Debatable.

Barbara: Not that debatable when you see the Gotham City Police Department’s record on his license. 

Dick:  D:

Barbara: I’ll take that to heart Damian thank you for the concern.

Duke: Who taught Damian what girlbossing is?

Steph: Damian flawless use of that vocabulary.

Damian: Thank you.

Duke: Why did I ask when we all knew the answer.

Jason: WHERE DID YOU EVEN GET MY MUGSHOT

Duke: Did you dye your hair?

Steph: He’s a natural ginger but he’s just emo about it or something

Jason: THIS IS SO FOUL I HATE YOU GREMLIN

[noises of violence]

Dick: You should consider therapy though like actually 

Tim: MINE IS A WHOLE NOVEL? AND THE PICTURE??? This is not thinly veiled love this is blatant hatred. 

Damian: You simply have a lot of flaws, Drake.

Jason: Your picture makes me feel a little better about mine.

Dick: Damian is the implication that you’re going to murder Tim for.. being annoying?

Damian: Interpret as you wish.

Steph: Wow. Fair, but wow.

Barbara: Is that a picture of you in a hostage situation?

Damian: The consequences of one of the aforementioned idiotic decisions.

Cass (signing): I love you too, Damian. :)

Dick: I’m sensing some aggression

Damian: I sure hope so

Bruce: Hn. (embarrassed but knowing)

Duke: Is this because of th-

Jason: Yes it’s because of the gang

Duke: I guess that’s fair.

Tim: Valid.

Steph: Immortal until proven mortal.

[unanimous agreement]

Alfred (from the other room): Thank you, young sir.

<<Part 6: Steph    |    Part 8: Duke >>

[Masterlist]

#batfamily powerpoint au #i'm back from the dead #i have been resurrected in a lazarus pit #and dubiously canon superboy shananigans #i'm going on spring break next week so i'll for sure grind these out i promise #i still love doing them i am simply a busy gal #damian wayne #batfamily #batman #robin #dc robin #dc comics #dc #dick grayson #jason todd #barbara gordon #bruce wayne #damian al ghul #Tim Drake #batfam

[insolt]

wawa:)

thinking about him

#man artblock is crazy :( #will try again next week #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #serirei #<- ? sure why not #serizawa katsuya #reigen arataka #goodnighr #this was just a random assortment of doodles as an attempt to get back on my drawing grind #my art

[azurityarts]

so 2024 huh

#art #doodle #heyo! i'm back. kinda #jeez i feel like i missed a lot in two weeks #fuck i am not ready to get back in the grind #hhhhhhhh the dread #WHEN DOES IT STOP SPIRALING

[goomyloid]

ame

#ok fine ill post again #needy streamer overload #needy girl overdose #ame chan #omgkawaiiangel #double whammy of depression wave x school starting this week #ill get back on the grind eventually #goomyart #gouache #traditional

[finelinens]

lil boys doin boy things

#finally feel like i'm back on my drawing grind phew #this week can Actually be a work week #art tag #fanart tag #dnf fanart #dreamnotfound fanart #dnf #dreamnotfound

[leascno]

a guy walks into a bar

#les miserables #les miserables fanart #les mis #grantaire #crawling back slowly from the girlboss grind to draw my beloved lil guy #i haven’t even had the time to compile a les mis artdump #i go on vacation in 2 weeks so i can finally catch up on my missed les mis letters

[transmechanicus]

Really fucked up that two ppl can care about each other and make their best efforts to communicate and still end up hurting each other so badly they cannot stand to be in the same room.

#my stuff #i feel soooo bad talking to my therapist about the same topics over multiple weeks #like i feel like they're sooo sick of it like damn can this bitch get Over It alreadyyyy #hi yes actually can we talk about the near catastrophic sense of betrayal and loss that has haunted my soul for over a month? #can we talk about how I overcompensate for other's possible feelings and emotions to desperately mask my terror at feeling out of control #can we talk about how even when I know ppl acted with logical reasons necessary for their situation it still hurt me? #and that this pain fills me up with so much anger and frustration that I'm powerless to put anywhere that won't hurt someone #so it just cooks me inside and makes me grind my teeth constantly for weeks #im so angry i did not deserve to be treated like this it's not fair and I have no capacity to fix it or control when it feels better #i just have to survive and wait until i forget about it and hope they don't decide to reach out and fuck it all up #cause i can see that happening #i'll finally be free of thinking about them and generally going about my day unbothered and they'll ask to get coffee or something #and I have no idea what I should do in that scenario. because I don't think we can be friends. #and you have not treated me with the compassion and warmth I treated you #i would want to say mean things. hurtful things. I would want to bite back for once. #and that's not me. that's not who I want to be. #i don't wanna see you. go away. don't talk to me if you're not going to make the pain go away.

[eggsistential-breakdown]

Mira made them wear the shirt

Also trying my hand at Toby designs

#finals (two) week(s) is kicking my ass but i wanted to put something out #tonnes of mistakes in these but no time to fix them it's back to the grind #transcendence au #tau art #ian beale #alcor the dreambender #toby pines #tobias pines #gravity falls #my art #doodles #doodle #traditional art #fan art #dipper pines #bill cipher

[silleye]

been quite a while since i drew fanart, but i played tf2 recently and was reminded of how much i like spy :)

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #spy #tf2 spy #fanart #here he is again hehehe #depending on what happens in the next week or so i may or may not get back to the tf2 grind ahgjsfkgh

[skrrtscree]

Akishinji to me feels like being in love with your best friend in middle school, finally admitting those feelings in your first year at highschool, never feeling so right before everything is wrong again. He disappears afterwards and doesn't even say goodbye, or say your over. Even when you find him, he's distant. Of course he would be, he believes he's a murderer, that he'll hurt anyone that comes too close. You wish he'd come back home with you and ask for your help but he doesn't.

You're stubborn so you keep coming back but he's equally stubborn so he continues you push you away. You're both stuck in this cycle, neither of you want to give in to what the other says so there's not much you can do. You both don't mention what you ha(d)ve, it never comes up. You both stay like this, no new teammate enticing him back until him.

He's still plagued with gulit, he knows this won't help him but the least he can do is protect the kid he unintentionally orphaned. And all of a sudden, you have him back. And it's like he never left. Sure, there is some awkwardness, some things left unsaid between you, he still has problems problems you don't even know about at first and he refuses to elaborate on them but you don't care too much for now. You have him back and you won't lose him again. You can't lose him again.

But the universe isn't kind, you've known this for a long time yet you keep standing strong, you can't falter because then everyone else will.

But he slips away, and you crumble.

#persona #persona 3 #p3 #akishinji #akihiko sanada #shinjiro aragaki #me again hi #sorry for dropping off the face of the earth for most of the month ive been on the art grind #ryomina week is next week and ive actually like half way done i think with my pieces for them #its been a month since i posted anything art related hopefully i can get back soon���� #but anyways i basically had thoughts abt akishinji and decided to write them down #uh note: im not an akishinji/akihiko expert or anything thats mirus ballpark #im also not obessed with akishinji unlike other ppl in the p3 fandom theyre kinda in the same space as akeshu for me #but i do like the idea of akishinji being ex boyfriends who mever relaly broke up still want eachother but circumstances never let them #like ooh doomed yaoi.. maybe somedayill make one of these posts for every p3 ship who knows😭 #i do have quite a few thoughts on souyos dynamic along with my werid feelings toward the ship itself #anyway byyeee see ya in like 7 dayss #minnitalks

[deadbaguette]

‘How to fail to make tea 🍵’ ft. TPG parents (the good cooks and the bad cooks)

Part 4 of my art series of for @missingn000 and their fic ‘The Phantom Guardian’

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk #呪術廻戦 #toji fushiguro #higuruma hiromi #gojo satoru #shoko ieiri #nanami kento #geto suguru #my beloveds #heard this audio and thought ITS THEM #Nanami stopped talking to them all for a week after he found this out #IM BACK ON THAT TPG GRIND YOU GUYS #tpg #deadbaguettesart

[chalkscrub]

quick marking ref for the bastard of all time

#my art #oc #heidi #furry #anthro #i love herrr i want to put her into a blender. heart emoji #even when i make humanoid furries my mind is like make them more anthro #also i'm pretty sure foxes don't have those little toes on the backs of their feet but idc. nothing is real #im workin hard grinding money right now so not much time for art but i will open comms in two weeks when im less busy #i prommy (hopefuly)

[12am-motivation]

GIVE US A BREAK SOLMARE THE OMNB ANNIV EVENT JUST ENDED 😭

#SOMEHOW SIMEON GOT EVEN HOTTER WTH #plus i just got my acc back after my stupid sd card got corrupted and decided to sabotage my last day of event grinding GRR #ALSO DOES THIS MEAN EVERYONE'S GONNA GET A SHOWER PREMIUM PIC AT SOME POINT?? D: #luke better be in some cute ducky swimsuit or something instead cuz i'm watching you solmare 🤨🤨 #i can't grind for simeon as a f2p bcs it's a regular pop quiz event... #obey me nightbringer #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me shall we date #obey me swd #obey me #おべいみー #mo's simping hours #mo rambles into the void #also sorry no new art posts for now cuz hell week's just around the corner; college sucks #i have some stored ideas tho! i hope i can get to them soon

[lotus-pear]

You should totally draw something🙀🙀🙀🙀🤫🤫🤫😼😼😼

i actually have not been able to draw bc i have two ap exams next week and i don’t want to flop 🥰🥰🥰

#deleting tumblr next week btw i need to be on the grind this weekend and next week 100% #i’ll be back in like a week tho dw #you’ll see me next saturday #lotus’s asks

[halffizzbin]

The more times I re-watch Lost the madder I get that ANYONE still wants to leave the island once they discover there are showers and processed foods. What more do you even need? Smartphone-induced insomnia?? Office jobs????? Robocalls??? Vacuuming???? INCOME TAX????????

#I am specifically referring to the characters without any family or decent relationships back home lol #but like #I have parents and a sister and nephews and a cat #and I'd still be like. Not in a massive hurry #sure if you're not a main character there's like a 1% chance you get offed by an Other or Smoky or dynamite but is it worth it? Maybe! #and I would be forced to redirect my stimulation-junkie ADHD brain away from stupid shit and just obsess over learning new skills lol #teach me how to butcher a boar or something I'll get SO good at it just WATCH me #it will be all I care about for weeks until I find the next thing like throwing knives or tying knots or hand-to-hand combat #I won't have to grind my teeth over not being able to contribute to my Roth IRA EVER AGAIN #Do you even KNOW how many cool spiders they have in tropical locales? #My skin and my curls look SO good in humidity #JACOB #I WANNA GO #DO YOU HEAR ME JACOB???? #Lost