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nyukyusnz · 4 months
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So like what ever happened to moon?🙃
Sorry if this bothers you in anyway I’m just curious
we broke up <//3 😪😭 thats all sjdksjdjskd
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csuitebitches · 1 year
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Book Review/ Notes from: The Psychology of Successful Women
I found the book pretty generic but I liked the fact that she added guiding questions to her strategies, which made it more doable. Here are the notes:
1. Define what success means to you. Ensure that it is healthy and holistic.
2. Note down your goals. “What do i want to be/do/have in my career?”
“A study on goal setting at the Dominican University in California showed you are 42% more likely to achieve your goals if you write them down. Written goals are proven to increase your focus, strengthen motivation and help you come up with a plan of attack to make your dreams a reality.”
3. We need a combination of the right mindset + behaviour in order to actually succeed.
4. Confidence isnt relative to being an extrovert or introvert. Confidence is about having trust in oneself.
A) developing a positive internal dialogue instead of a negative, critical one
B) focus on strengths rather than weaknesses. “.. revealed that people who used their strengths every day were three times more likely to report having an excellent quality of life, six times more likely to be engaged at work, 8% more productive and 15% less likely to quit their jobs.”
C) stop comparison - whether it means logging off social media or unfollowing/restricting certain people.
D) click with people with the same values as you.
E) believe in yourself. It’s not your job to prove yourself to everyone.
5. Developing a personal brand is important. A personal brand is how people see you and what you’re known for. Its important to consider how you present yourself online and offline.
• Your personal (people person/ adaptable/ flexible, etc) and professional strengths (what you really enjoy doing)
• What makes you unique
• Your achievements and qualifications
• Your life experiences
• Your values and the things that are important to you
• Your passions
• Your image
• Your mindset and attitude
• Your behaviour
Ask people around you how they see you - speak to people you deeply trust.
Reflect on that.
How would you like them to see you?
6. Imposter syndrome is often described as a pervasive feeling of self-doubt, inadequacy and incompetence, despite evidence of success.
A. Identity triggers and thought patterns to that lead you to feeling like a fake.
B. Acknowledge your past success and accomplishments. Write a list of some of your achievements and successes. Reflect on some of the great feedback you have received from a client or colleague in the past few months.
7. Boundary setting is a necessary evil. You will feel guilty at first, but it gets easier with time. You dont have to give out excessive excuses, either.
8. Fear of failure: What have you been putting off learning, doing or experiencing personally or professionally, because of fear of failure, or a fear of not being ready? • What can you do this week or month to stretch your comfort zone? • What would you do right now if you knew you absolutely couldn’t fail?
9. “Women tend to apologise a lot more than men in general, even when we have nothing to apologise for – almost out of habit. Do you say sorry a lot? Now this does not mean that we should never apologise, or that we can’t say sorry – of course we can. Just be mindful of over-apologising.”
Phrases to stop saying:
- I’m sorry that our director is unable to come today, you’ll have to put up with me instead…
- Apologies if I’m nervous today, I don’t often speak in public…
- I hope you dont mind but…
- I’m no expert on this but…
10. Stop diminishing yourself. “When we undervalue our role or contribution, we often reflect this in our language, and talk like what we do is not that important. Furthermore, when we don’t genuinely value ourselves, we may start to convince others of the same. People will often mirror back to us how we feel or speak about ourselves.”
11. “People with high levels of resilience think and act in ways that help them cope with change and setbacks. For example, they are flexible and can adapt to changing situations. They also tend to be positive and hopeful – believing the future can or will be better – even if they are in the middle of a challenge. Highly resilient people also don’t tend to dwell on setbacks and things they can’t change.”
Strategies:
1. Dont be afraid to ask for help. “People who are good at reaching out to others, talking about their challenges or setbacks, asking for help and then accepting that help, tend to cope better.”
2. Control what you can control. Do not focus on things you can’t control or change.
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icecream-edsoloud · 5 months
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DAY 354
i wasn't aware that i was going to be unavailable for other activities besides work during my one week ordeal prior to leaving for Baguio.
to expand this thing above, let me take you back to the early months of 2023, when a certain girl contacted me for taking up her place as a reliever at her workplace (where I occasionally have may part time work when I can, but now is under my never-to-do-list-again which i will tell you in a different story). I, the strong girl that I think I am, took the chance of making extra cash for the purpose above-mentioned. we talked about the schedule but somehow got lost in translation for I also have some agendas on her proposed dates. she was the one stepping aside, changing the dates that should be convenient for me. i appreciated that.
we ended up with the dates August 3 to 10, 8am to 5pm. i also asked some of my fulltime workmates if they were willing to do some part time work and all of them said yes. i took the liberty to write their names on my planner, on what day they're scheduled to go in, and also gave them to the girl. i may not know what i was trying to get myself into at that very moment. i thought "meh what could go wrong". in contradiction to this thought, i prepared a back up plan. if in any case they weren't available on that day, i will take over their shoes. so I asked for my schedule on that cut off to be all night duty at my full time workplace. just.in.case.
august came and the first day was okay. my night shift starts at 7pm and ends at 7am the next day. i did tell them that i will be going to be late for I may need more than an hour to prepare. i got there and everything went smooth. 5pm came and it was my cue to go home, rest for an hour, then prepare for my night shift.
here is where things get a little interesting, or disturbing. certain happenings let my workmates stray from our original plan. hey, i cant just abandon the girl who moved her vacation leave so many times. so there I was, accepting the challenge of another 24 hour duty. you do the math, because this roll continued for another 3 days.
i only got my break when sunday came. but i still had my full time shift, mind you.
then there i was again, 24 hrs of mixed impetus in life for 3 more days. this was the time i questioned myself, and other people. how the hell did they manage this kind of set up???? i mean i can do it, i did it, but how the hell did i????????? that's my question. because thinking back now, i might've enjoyed it but the strength that i had, i wasn't sure of it, of how long it was going to last.
in case you got curious why i wasnt able to take a whole day off, my answer is because I pooled all of my day offs at the end of the cut off. why? baguio baby. hahahahahaha have you connected it all together?
dont judge me just yet. if i can recall correctly, this was the outline of how this happened to me::
• i told the girl i can do august 3 - 10 (may)
• i went to manila // bulacan for a concert (june)
----- mama wanted to travel too
----- mama wanted to celebrate her bday at a different place
I THOUGHT, BAGUIO.
her birthday is on august 14.
• i booked the plane tickets to manila (july eleven)
• i went to batangas for a wedding (end of july)
then it was august. i guess taylor and i have different insights with August. august was all mine.
you reap what you sow, they say. i think this applied to me in a very positive way. i didnt get sick, i did my job pretty well in both facilities (almost, told you there's a story behind this), and i got extra cash.
WE FURTHERMORE ENJOYED BAGUIO. IN ALL ITS GLORY. I KNOW I DID. I APPRECIATED IT MORE NOW THAN WHEN I WAS A LITTLE KID.
DYK THAT WHEN WE ARRIVED, THE RAIN STOPPED? A TRIVIA MY OLD FRIEND TOLD ME. I HONESTLY NEVER THOUGHT WE'D SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN. i traced my old photos and found a photo of us at SM Baguio with a note at the back. will let you see it soon. i just have to have our new photo developed so i can put them side by side.
so there you have it. you don't know how happy i am right now for finishing this one 20 days before the year ends. (((special thanks to leiza for giving me a day off (the second one next to my sunday off)))
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The New Icloud Around The Apple Iphone 5
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Let's together with the phones' cameras. The 4S's predecessor sports a 5 megapixel rear-facing camera that can record videos in 720p. The iPhone 4S sports an 8 megapixel rear-facing camera that can record videos in 1080p. This will mean that pictures may well be more lifelike and videos possibly be viewed entirely high-definition.
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Map app - This map app guides as well as takes a person places which are not familiar. To get a cafe most likely a restaurant, adhere to the directions given on the map software package. Maps speak the direction. Along with 3D view, it will advise you signs and arrows. This will make it easy to identify the starting point which tend to be headed. The traffic info tool each morning map app gives real-time traffic conditions. This will assist in calculating the ETA. You are able to explore the earth like never before by zooming, panning, and rotating the map around your capital city. The application developed by the ipad App Development made it possible to reach the nook and corner of exciting world of with some touch. Fascinating!
Thoughts: I still cherish the current iOS but other medication is ready regarding any change and Apple needs to keep with the enemy. Just looking at images on the iPhone with iOS 7, it does look say for example a new cellular phone. I like you simply can surely have more apps grouped together with each other. I'm interested notice how Siri has harvested. I would use Siri more but while i ask questions or give commands that Siri can't answer or complete, I receive frustrated.
When software comes to mind, the iPhone 4S comes pre-installed with most recent iteration within the iOS. It runs across the iOS 5 straight involving the space. This will an individual to to enjoy Apple's latest features such as iMessage, icloud, Twitter integration, and such more. Furthermore, it includes the Siri personal front desk staff. This app is different to the smartphone.
The disappointment of users was only one thing to come the non-release of iPhone 5. In fact, the stocks of Apple marked a 5 per cent fall. This drop in store prices was significant, since the company had stead performance round the financial niche for the past year or possibly even longer. However, it should be pointed out that the fall in people after something new is released by the particular has dont trend. The truth is that the Apple stocks are doing quite well at produce.
AirPort Extreme and Time Capsule Details: AirPort Extreme has been updated to are definitely the latest in WiFi technology, 802.11 ac which supports signals 3 x as powerful as Wireless N. Elevated antennas, coverage is increased, and the slightly costlier Time Capsule version integrates backup storage up to 3TB.
The iPhone 4S is different the way mobile devices work. Surface they for making the laptop and desktop computers obsolete. Simplyp put, the iPhone 4S is a computer device for the ages.
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glittering-git · 3 years
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LUCIUS MALFOY TO BE INVITED TO CHOSEN WEDDING?
By Rita Skeeter
It may not be official yet, but we all know it’s coming soon. And when it does, it’ll be the event of the year; no, the decade; no, the century!
What am I talking about, you ask? Why, of course, I’m referring to the upcoming Malfoy-Potter nuptials. No, no, there’ve been no official announcements, but it won’t be long—I’m sure of it. Did you see the way they looked at each other at the last Ministry gala? I could’ve swooned from the romance of it all. I’m getting stars in my eyes just thinking of it.
But with a wedding—and oh what a wondrous wedding it will be—comes the caterers, the decorators, the photographers, and of course, the guest list. And the biggest question on my mind, dear reader, is whether or not the father of the groom will be invited.
Now, you may be thinking, Rita, what in Merlin’s name are you on about? Of course, the groom’s father should be invited—it’s his son’s wedding! And you’d normally be right, no arguments necessary. But, this isn’t just any father of the groom, now, is it? This is Lucius Malfoy we’re talking about—the man who helped You-Know-Who return and is now serving a life sentence in Azkaban for his crimes. Should a man like that be invited to a wedding that will be, by nature of the grooms, a semi-public affair?
I say no, and it will be a cold day in hell before I’d change my mind. The man is in Azkaban, for Merlin’s sake. He couldn’t even go, so why invite him in the first place? I think it sends the wrong message to the public, and furthermore, I think it’s a message Harry Potter, Saviour of the Wizarding World, should not be sending. It’s simply not appropriate.
Cross his name off the invitation list, if you ask me. And let’s all think about something a bit more pleasant to end this, why don’t we? What kind of cake do you think they’ll serve? I’m hoping for a nice lemon raspberry myself.
this was written for the @drarrymicrofic prompt, invitation, and is a continuation of my previous microfic, reunion. thanks to @crazybutgood and @curlyy-hair-dont-care for the beta <3
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shuatoyou · 4 years
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one last summer - l.c
[day 38 of a tct summer collection]
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✗ pairing; chan x reader
✗ genre; fluffy fluff and angsty angst :p
✗ wc; 3900
✗ summary; each day is spent counting down until the end of summer, you do this every year but this time around, its harder to watch the days go down knowing once the count hits zero, its time for him to go.
✗ song; pink skies by LANY <3 
✗ a/n; i cant believe this is my longest fic yet ?? i hope u guys like it !! i chose to write for chan kinda on a whim bcos i dont do that a lot and he is just the best angel ... also i thought i should involve a little bit of my signature angst for my first writing collab with my best friends if u wanna see amazing stuff click below to travel to . . .
A TCT SUMMER COLLECTION *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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the alarm ringing at a time you would never find yourself awake during summer, it could only mean you had an important day to look forward to.
today was the beginning of the countdown to the last day of the last summer you had together.
“chan, wake up,” you mumble sleepily at the boy, who was in a deep sleep at the foot of your bed. he scrambled about for a second before going completely still. of course he was back asleep.
you groan at the sight of him cuddling into the blanket, even more in spite of your attempt to wake yourself up and him at the same time. although, it was cuter than you wanted to admit. perhaps your heart went slightly crazy... but that was another issue for another day. or never.
“fine don’t wake up loser, i’ll eat pancakes on my own.”
hearing that, he jumps straight up “i don’t think so.” he glares at you while you sit under the warm blankets amused at his reaction.. he sighs in defeat once he realises it was all a play for him to wake up. of course you wouldn’t indulge in a beautiful breakfast without him.
morning flies by, and before you know it noon comes around. the clock reads three pm and you’re both sprawled over the couch binging ‘a silent voice’ for the nth time. the entire movie makes you sad but after watching it so many times you become immune to the tears.
chan on the other hand, doesn't. like always he finds himself getting teary at the same scenes every time. perhaps that was one of the qualities you adored in him: he never hid how he felt even if he hated the teasing that came with it.
after deciding on a whim you didn’t want to waste the day inside, you switched off the tv and threw a box of tissues at the emotional boy.
“what was that for?” he whines, throwing the tissue box off him.
“wipe your tears. i wanna go out,” you smile cheekily before skipping off to get your shoes on, shortly followed by chan.
“we’re going out in sweats?” he questions, pointing at the lazy attire you had both become accustomed to everytime you were together.
you shrug, grabbing the keys off it’s special hanger. special because it was made by chan himself when you were both in the second grade and making matching key hangers for each other's houses was sentimental you could say. or as your parents said.
when you were both younger, they were convinced you two would grow up together and maybe get married in the future. the two of you became inseparable over a short amount of time - all because of the one day he offered you his juice carton after yours had been stolen by the class bully in the first grade. that was almost twelve years ago now and that same boy was still standing in front of you.
“what are you thinking about?” chan nudges you as the two of you walk down the same road to your usual frozen yoghurt place.
“just some stuff,” you shrug.
“like?”
“pre-school.”
he hums in response, and you take this as an indication to go on.
“our parents really dealt with our crazy friendship the daily playdates... imagine if we ended up how they wanted us to.” you smile fondly, the thought of it all was enough to plaster an expression on your face.
“don’t remind me, they would’ve married us the moment we turned 18 if we left it up to them.” he chuckles. “they think we were meant together”
“do you?” you retort.
“do i what?”
“think that?” you ask not facing him. you would rather not have him fully see the crimson building up on your cheeks.
“i don’t know, i guess. we've been friends for so long, i've never thought about it.”
you nod understandingly and walk the rest of the way in silence, a comfortable one at that. there was never anything else when the two of you were together.
maybe that’s why you didn’t want to let go yet.
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“BEACH DAY!”
“ugh, do you seriously have to scream that down the entire hallway, y/n?”
“yes because it’s beach day!” you yell one more time, forcing a reaction out of him but your amusement quickly dies down after feeling the soft impact of your pillow in your face.
“heh”
chan proudly walks out the room leaving you dumbfounded but you quickly scramble back onto your feet and chase after the boy jumping on his back earning a grunt from the much taller male.
“you suck.” he groans
“be careful you are in my territory little boy” you snicker signalling to your house which had been the location of the endless sleepovers for the summer holidays.
“speaking of, i really should go back home and pick up some more of my stuff before we leave for the beach.” he mentions as he lets you down from his back and the two of you take your seats by the kitchen island.
“oh that’s fine, want me to come with you? i miss your mom anyways.”
“don’t you have your own beach bag to pack?” he asks, grabbing a plate which mimics his actions and starts piling up your plate with his favourite breakfast stuff before passing it over to him.
“i can do it later” you smile now making your own breakfast plate. chan looks down hesitating with it.
“nah it’s okay, i’ll be back quick anyways” he mumbles, picking at the food making you lift a brow without saying anything as you delve into your own happily.
he didn't want to upset you but the small little things you had been doing for him had been harder to let go of as time went by.
however it's not long before breakfast is over and chan waves a quick goodbye before leaving for his own home for the first time in ages. it was quite normal for the two of you to spend a large amount of time at one and others houses both families gave up in trying to send you two back to your respectable homes.
meanwhile you spent the time he was gone packing your own beach bag consisting of the usual tower, sunscreen and one of the disposable cameras you bought for summer memories documenting. chan had laughed at the big box that arrived at your house a month ago especially when you told him it was a box of eight disposable cameras.
“you have your phone plus a polaroid camera, why do you need disposable ones?” he asks curiously prodding at the box.
“these ones come out cuter don’t judge. plus i’ll give you one or two that we use during the many adventures for you to process and hang up the pictures in your new room” you look up at the boy hopefully as he sighs in defeat.
giving yourself a little round of applause you open up the box and immediately grab one of the cameras pulling chan closer to get a selfie.
“this one is to mark the start of our summer adventures documented by a disposable camera.”
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shaking your head you pull yourself out of your daze right on time as the doorbell rings. you only assume it’s chan and you’re right as you open up the door to the boy with his hands filled.
you take one of the bags from his hand letting him into the house.
“what’s all this?” you ask curiously trying to look at the bags as best as you could through the little openings.
“extra clothes, stuff for the beach and snacks my dad brought back from japan for you. he said he forgot to give them the last time”
excitedly you rush over to the bag he held up to you, japanese snacks were one of your favourite and chan's father had made it a regular occurrence to always bring you back some after his long work trips away in osaka.
which was where the family would be moving by the end of summer hence why the two of you spent each day doing something new counting down the days till the moment he stepped onto a plane without you.
noticing the sad look on your face while you looked at the snacks longingly chan threw an arm around your shoulders.
“what’s with the look? come on we’ve got waves to catch y/n”
“i'm gonna miss you” you pout and his gaze softens pulling you away from the bags and into his embrace allowing you to relax in his arms for a bit. he thought this would happen one way or another but he only expected it when it was the last day.
“are you ready to go?” he whispers while rubbing your back and you almost wanted to say no just to be able to stay like this a little longer but nevertheless you pulled a way nodding beginning to walk over to the bags so you could put them away into the car.
the drive to the beach was only peaceful, which was normal when it came to you two. just endless music and comfortable silence but you knew the tension in the air would not decrease anytime soon due to the nature of this entire summer.
“will we still talk when you leave?” you blurt out, failing to face the boy currently sat in the driver's seat.
“why the sudden question?” his face evidently changed to the questioning look he’s always had when he was confused about something.
you shrug and he doesn’t question furthermore which you appreciated because it would’ve been tough having to explain the endless worries in your mind.
reaching forward for his phone you scroll through his playlists until you find the one song that the two of you often found comfort in when together or apart.
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“we have seriously got to get over this song”
‘shut up, i love you’
you laugh at his statement but that doesnt stop the two of you from singing along to the lyrics like it was your own song. you occasionally turned to the other watching him nod along to the song, your heart was in pain. how could you let go of him so soon?
‘you're my best friend’
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another morning, another day crossed off till chan had to leave by the end of summer. the thought of him leaving soon made your stomach churn to the point you wanted to scream. so many unexplained feelings and yet you had to act like everything was okay and making the last few memories this summer would be nothing. you had no energy to get out of bed and do anything today even if you knew that the day would just go to waste.
“so what are we doing today? making more memories?” chan asked right on point with your thoughts almost teasingly.
“you ask that as if i have no reason to do this.” you mumble turning away from the boy and nuzzling further into your blanket.
“there's still time before i leave y/n”
“not enough though, chan.” you finally turn back to him, frustrated that he couldn't understand why you were so keen on spending time with him.
“yeah but i don't want to do all this just for the sake of time, i want to do it because we both love spending time together. don't we?”
you nodded pitifully, struggling with the real reason why it was harder to get through summer. your feelings were a factor in it all but you couldn't find it in you to tell him.
“can we just spend today at yours?” you asked softly, scared if you raised your tone it might betray you somehow.
this time it was his turn to nod before moving closer to you, unsure of what he was going to do. you looked up at the boy who only brought you into his embrace once again, causing your heart to do countless backflips.
“you’ve been giving me a lot of hugs recently.”
“mind your own business”
you giggle, letting your breathing steady at the pace of his. your mind drifts to the fact somehow you only felt this way when he was the cause of it.
he couldn't help but smile to himself when you let go in his arms, allowing him to hold you, physical affection was never a common thing in your friendship.
‘i think our hearts are starting to show’
“let's get ready to leave, hm?” he spoke, almost in a whisper as you pulled away and met his eyes. they had that usual sparkle in them. the one you adored.
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his house, you were always warmly welcomed by mrs lee who treated you like her own child, perhaps that's why you and chan’s friendship was able to last as long as it had, your families ordered each other as much as the two friends did.
“i was wondering when he would bring you around again, how’s summer been so far?” his mom asked as you took your seat on one of the island chairs like you usually would while chan went to grab a bottle of water for you and him.
“it's been okay” you smiled at the woman now sitting across from you with a kind smile waiting for you to continue. “we’ve just been chilling you know how it is.”
“has he confessed his undying love for you yet?”
“mom! what the hell?” chan exclaims in shock trying not to choke on his sip of water and you sit there stunned.
“i'm joking sweetheart” she reassures the two of you noticing the red on either of your faces, giving you a knowing smile before turning away which lingers on your mind slightly longer than you would have wanted.
it takes a moment for chan to calm down and when he does he drags you out of the kitchen to his game room hoping to get away from his mother's endless teasing.
“god, i'm sorry i hate when she does this.” he runs a hand through his hair expressing his frustration and you chuckle nervously.
“does she say this stuff all the time?” you wonder, taking your seat on chan’s gaming chair making him sit on the bean bags on the floor. but he doesn't seem to pay any attention to it while he recovers from the past events.
“sometimes, it's always stuff like when am i going to ask you out or confess or something crazy you know?” he explains, fanning himself.
something crazy… the words stung momentarily as you thought about anything happening between you guys would be crazy to him. nothing would happen anyways, not now.
he shakes his head while walking over to plug in his monitor, “my mom truly believes we’ll end up dating.” he laughs to himself but you only go red at his statement, turning around on the gaming chair dangling your legs trying to distract yourself.
he frowns at the way you turn around but does not question it any further, instead, he picks up two of his game controllers and puts one in front of you before settling back down into the beanbag.
“what are we playing?” you ask finally turning back around
“mario kart?” he states more like a question though and you agree, leaving the gaming chair to sit beside him on one of the other beanbags.
you couldn't help but think how much you were going to miss this, zoning out as you think of the last time you two played.
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“if i win, you have to fulfil one of my wishes, and if you win then… whatever you want.” chan writes it all down on paper kind of like a mock contract and you laugh as he slides it over to you to sign.
“please don't wish for anything crazy or expensive” you beg jokingly.
the only response you get from the boy is a simple wink which directly sends the butterflies into your stomach like every other time he does something.
you guys start your game and immediately the tension rises as the two of you compete for first class, occasionally nudging each other to throw the other off.
“i am going to win this, i promise you.”
your words lose all meaning as the big number two appears beside your character and you huff, mad at the fact you lost to chan once again who had managed to secure first place. it was frustrating how good the boy was at this game.
“what was that?” he lifted his hand to cup his ear teasingly waiting for you to repeat your previous statement.
you shove him away from you and cross your arms still salty at the loss.
“i think i choose to use my wish now.” he looked at you now.
“fine, what is it lee chan?” you kept your arms crossed as you also turned your body to face him.
“i’d like a kiss.”
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you never expected to kiss him that night, and even if it didn't make things too awkward afterwards it only made you sure of the feelings that grew for the boy.
“wanna make a bet if one of us wins?”
you look at the boy stunned at his suggestion.
“did you forget what happened last time?” you ask fiddling with your fingers.
“yeah we kissed, no big deal right?” he turned away to turn on the game and you sat with your face evident with disbelief.
“really? no big deal?”
“huh?” he looks at you, puzzled.
“friends dont just kiss…” you try your best to explain but it felt like it was going over his head from the way he looked at you with so much confusion.
standing up, you unwantedly raise your voice “all summer you keep filling your head up with these things like we can never date and all of that rubbish after we literally kissed not so long ago, does that not mean anything to you?”
“it wouldn't matter anyways, i'm leaving. i’ll be gone soon.”
“that doesn't mean we won't stop talking. you said so yourself.” you fretted with a pleading look.
he looks at you saying nothing and you can only scoff feeling all the blood rush up to your head in anger before opening the door to leave. staying would only make things worse and you knew he wouldn't try and resolve anything if you did.
“where are you going?” he calls out as you’re about to go down the stairs with tears of frustration filling up your eyes.
turning around, you respond quietly to the boy, “is that all you’re going to ask?”
“what do you want me to say, y/n?”
you laugh in disbelief and struggle to keep yourself from choking out any tears, “i’ll give you time to think about it.”
with that you make sure to compose yourself enough to wave at mrs lee with a big smile by the time you’re down the stairs and she responds with a pitiful one, she most likely had heard you both. letting yourself out, you also let out the breath you’d been holding, leaving your childhood best friend all alone for the first time this summer.
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walking home all alone was the worst part because your overwhelming emotions would not stay inside of you causing you to spill every sadness filled tear onto the pavements you walked on.
you made your way inside your house and without greeting your parents you locked yourself away to wallow in your sorrows for that entire weekend occasionally letting your mom in to comfort you without telling her the reason to your sadness unaware that at one point your parents worriedly notified chan you weren't feeling good sometime, it was only till you heard your mom softly knock on your door to tell you the said boy was waiting for you downstairs.
your heart wouldn't quit racing in your chest as you opened the door to her soft eyes begging you to talk to him after realising whatever happened was something to do with him. so you follow her downstairs, making your way into the living room where chan was sitting uncomfortably on the couch hoping for you to show yourself. you walked as slowly and quietly as you could trying not to notify him of your presence but that didn't work when you heard his voice call out your name making you shut your eyes tight in pain.
“i know you’re there y/n please talk to me”
freezing on the spot you decided not to go further into the room in fear of bursting into a sob at the sight of him. so you sit on the floor behind the wall separating you two.
“im listening.” you call out as quietly as possible.
“i'm assuming you’re not going to come in, that's okay.” he nods to particularly no one, perhaps himself.
it was silent as chan inhaled deeply, thinking about how what he was going to say would change things.
the atmosphere got more awkward by the second which was a new feeling for the both of you, never once had there been such a moment together.
“i'm sorry”
“i’m sorry we never sat down to talk about our feelings much lately. i feel like everythings been about me and the fact i'm…” he stopped mid sentence he was hesitating although it was inevitable one way or another you would be hearing this out loud again.
“i'm leaving y/n and i don't want to leave without telling you that you do mean more to me than just a best friend.”
your eyes widened in shock as you stood up hoping to run away from this situation but chan was one step ahead of you as he held onto your wrist, a gentle but burning touch that pulled you back towards him.
“maybe i'm too late but i'd like you to know later than never. so please say something?” he pleads, searching your eyes for some sort of a non verbal answer while waiting for you to speak up.
“you’re leaving next week… good luck.” you whisper, straining your voice enough so it wouldn't break. “im sorry too.” you pull out from his grip and walk off to your room without making eye contact with your mom who stood by the staircase with a pitiful look, all meant for you and the boy you left standing alone in your own house.
and when he left you knew that was the last time you’d see him.
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“chan? you’re home quite early. how was y/n’s?”
he looked at his dad with a blank expression and shrugged his shoulders, his mom hadn't told him she saw y/n leave upset.
“it's going to be tough but i hope you’re both ready to say your goodbyes soon,” he smiled, giving his son a pat on the back.
if only it was like that and if only he could go back to reverse all the stupid things he said.
the blank feeling burdened you also as you caught a glimpse of the photos you had already gotten processed from your disposable camera.
letting go now would make it easier for the two of you when the time came though in your heart he would still be the most important person for a while until he wasn't. maybe in another world something would be different so the two of you wouldn't be where you are right now, instead in a much happier place.
perhaps in that happier place you would’ve said goodbye…
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Hmmm Janus and Logan find out that Remus is a little and they take care of the baby? You don't have to! Take your time too :3
Thanks for the prompt!
Caregivers: Logan/Janus
Regressor: Remus
Remus was sitting on his bed watching beetlejuice for the third time in a row and using crayons to fill in a gory picture in his coloring book. Neither activity was exactly kid friendly but Remus didnt know what else to do. He only knew the creepy movies, that was his jurisdiction, so that was what he watched. Same with the coloring. He might try to draw something 'normal' bit it always came out....off...
None of the other sides knew he regressed to deal with the constant stream of intrusive thoughts running through his head at all times. He was never one to keep secrets but this...this was the one thing the other sides didn't know about him and he was going to keep it that way. He didnt need them to pay less attention to him than they already did when they would surely decide he was less of a threat than they originally thought.
He pouts at the idea of less attention. He really cant get enough if it. Not that anyone is willing to give it to him. Sure Deceit might tolerate him. They might even have what some would call pleasant interactions from time to time. But Janus was really very busy usually, and he tended to get very grumpy when Remus interrupted his meticulous planning sessions with his morningstar and a moldy banana that he threw at the wall.
So there he sat in his room, watching beetlejuice and colouring alone, even though he really wanted someone to pay attention to him.
Janus noted that Remus had been acting...odd lately. He would make excuses for why he had to leave the room suddenly and while it was believable to most of the sides when Remus said he had to go figure out the melting point of birds, Janus could taste the lie.
After a few times of this happening he decided enough was enough and he was going to get to the bottom of whatever the trash man was doing. It was making him nervous to say the least. Remus didnt usually lie so whatever he was doing was probably highly destructive in Janus's mind.
When he creaked open the door however he did not expect to see Remus in a onesie watching beetlejuice and coloring with his thumb in his mouth.
Furthermore he definitely didnt expect Remus to look at him with wide eyes and begin wailing and scrambling away from him.
What??? Was all Janus could think for a few moments before he took a deep breath and slowly approached Remus, trying to calm him down.
"Remus, are you okay?"
He shook his head and backed up a bit more.
"Its alright I'm not going to hurt you." He tried to assure him.
"Bu- but you- think m' not scawy anymore!" He wailed.
Jan winced and reached him, placing a hand on his shoulder and Remus collapsed, knees giving out. Luckily Janus was able to catch him and lifted him up.
"Believe me I am all sorts of scared right now. Come on, we're taking you to Logan, he'll know what's going on with you." Janus quickly sunk out with him confused as all hell as Remus started crying and squirming again. Logan already didnt take him seriously! But Janus kept a tight grip on him and rapped at logans door impatiently.
"Logan. Logan!"
The glasses clad side opened the door with a look of exasperation
"What?!" Then his eyes fell on remus and he stepped back a bit in surprise, giving janus the opportunity to briskly walk in with Remus and set him on the bed. Said side was now hiding his face in a pillow.
"He's broken. We broke him." Janus pointed at Remus,
"He isnt broken Janus." Logan brushed him off and approached Remus. "Hmm...I think I might have an idea of what's going on. What was he doing when you found him?" He questioned.
"Umm...watching beetlejuice and doing a coloring page I think?"
Logan nods to himself.
"And did he seem different than usual?"
Janus points to Remus
"Oh I don't know Logan. What do you think??"
Logan rolled his eyes but nodded. "I think I might have some idea of what's going on."
He sat down slowly next to Rwmus so he didn't startle him. "Remus, how old are you?"
"What kind of question is that? He's thirt-"
"M' two." Came the hesitant reply.
Janus stared at him, more and more confused by the second as Logan just nodded and readjust his glasses.
"As I thought. It seems Remus is engaging in a coping mechanism commonly known as age regression."
"Age what now?" Janus asked as Remus whined and buried his head behind Logan while he rubbed his back, not liking that his secret was being figured out.
"Age regression. It's when an individual either voluntarily or involuntarily reverts back to an earlier stage in their state of mind. So Remus here," he gestured to him "is about the mental mindset of a two year old. Is that right honey?" His voice softened as he turned to Remus for the last bit who nodded reluctantly.
"M' sorry..."
"Oh no need to apologize." He picks him up and sets him on his lap. "Its a perfectly healthy coping mechanism, we arent going to judge you for it." He perks up a bit at that and nuzzles into Logan, enjoying the attention.
"How do you know so much about this?" Dee asked, eyebrow raised.
"Virgil taught me." He responded simply, not giving a further explanation and Janus didnt ask for one. Just sat down next to the two other sides as Remus played happily with Logans fingers, no longer worried about them knowing his secret as it didnt seem like they were going to judge him.
"So...what do we do?" Janus asked finally.
"Well we should supervise him until he comes out of this headspace. From what he's told us he's fairly young and honestly I dont trust adult Remus to be unsupervised." He shifted Remus out of his hold and handed him off to Janus who took him and set him on his hip. "I'm going to make him some food, entertain him while I'm gone." He turns and walks out leaving the too alone.
"So...what do you want to do buddy?"
Twenty minutes later Logan walks in on the two watching a horror film and looks positively exasperated.
"Why are you watching this with him?"
"Um...because he said he wanted to watch it?" Janus looks confused.
"He's two Jan, this is not age appropriate." He turns of the television with a click, getting whines from both Janus and Remus.
"Its lunch time anyways Remus." Logan tuts and lifts him off of Janus. He hands him a sippy cup and some dinosaurs nuggets which he quickly demolishes and whines in complaint when Logan wipes the crumbs and ketchup off his face.
"Hold still Remus." He grunts as he tries to get it while Remus shakes his head away.
"Remus."
Ree sticks out his tounge and hops down giggling and running out the door and into the imagination, he decided he wanted to cause some trouble.
Janus is up and chasing after him almost instantly while Logan shakes his head and sighs in his room, cleaning up the dishes.
Remus cackles as he watches jan try to follow him through the imagination. Remus knows every inch of the territory so he's much faster. At least he was until the imagination did its job. You see since Remus was in the imagination, the place where thoughts come to life, and his thoughts were currently that of a small child...well he shrunk rather quickly to that age and soon enough Janus caught up to him as he stumbled on his tiny legs.
"Gotchya!" Janus scooped him up and he shrieked with laughter, Jan couldn't help a small smile either.
"You certainly are a handful."
He smiles deviously and nods.
Jan brings him back to Logans room but he doesn't regain his usual size. Logan theorizes that he probably wont until he ages up again.
"Remus." Logan scolds when they arrive back. "You cannot run off like that." Ree just sticks out his tounge with a small pout.
"I know baby." Logan takes him from Jan. "It isnt fair is it? But the imagination is dangerous for a child to be all alone in. What if the dragon witch saw you?"
He shrugged, he hadn't thought of that.
"Exactly." Logan set him down on the bed and Remus let out a tiny yawn.
"Is it naptime?" Janus asks
"No!" Remus shouted.
"Oh so you aren't tired?" Janus asked eyebrow raised.
"....nooo... "
"That's a lie." He said "do you know what happens to little babies who lie?"
Remus shook his head.
"They turn into tacos!" Janus quickly wraps him up in a blanket as he giggles wildly.
Janus slips him under the comforter and he frowns "you tricked me!"
"That I did." Jan smirks "now get some rest little hatchling." He grumbles but they taper off as Logan and Janus cuddle him to sleep.
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Tips and habits for exam day.
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1. Stop studying the day before. I usually stop at 5pm with all the studying. I do this because if I start cramming from then on, I’ll only get anxious. And at the end of the day, it’s no help for me to know the material if I’m gonna be so nervous and get a blackout. So I make peace with the fact that I may not know everything just so I can be relaxed when I do the exam. Which brings me to the next point. 
2. Get some sleep. Back in my high school days, I pulled several all-nighters. One of them was disastrous. I knew everything I needed to know but I was so tired, I worked very slow that day. And I could not finish the exam on time. That day I swore I was never gonna pull an all-nighter again. It’s just such a simple thing you can do to work efficiently, so it’s worth sleeping those hours. 
3. Have some fun. This might sound totally ridiculous, I know but hear me out. I cannot go stressed to an exam. When you’ve prepared well, then your priority should be not to panic and get anxious. Therefore, I like to do something fun to get my mind off the pressure and stress. I might go on YouTube and catch up on some videos, watch some anime, or just cook to distract myself. The point here is not to fall prey of negative thoughts.  
4. Prepare everything beforehand. After I’ve got some fun, it’s time to face reality back again. However, I like to introduce it slowly. I first start with showering, getting dressed, and especially packing my backpack. and double check that everything I need is in there. Those small little trivial actions actually give me reassurance because I feel like I have my armour on. And I won’t have to stress because I know I got everything I need.
5. Arrive a few hours earlier. This is crucial because I can make use of the empty classroom (most of the times) and choose where I can sit. When I’m doing an exam and I’m just under the AC, I would want to pee like crazy. So I love choosing my seat so I can choose a warm spot. Furthermore, I don’t have to stress because I’m late and I won’t be adding any more pressure on myself. This is all about making my life easier.  
6. Quick recap. Given that I will likely be alone in class for a few hours, I take my time to do a quick recap. Note: I said recap. I won’t be reading or learning any new things. I would just grab a pen and start writing everything I know from my head so I can identify what I might not remember that clearly. So I take my time to look for those things that are not as clear in my head and make a mental note to remember them. I feel like the pressure of the exam being so soon actually helps me remember it better. 
7. Meditate and avoid talking to your peers. After I’m done with recap, I just sit there and close my eyes. I get a lot of weird looks when I do that but it’s great because I can avoid my peers this way. The reason I say this is not because I want to be rude or anything, but I’ve realised that talking to my peers actually makes me more anxious. This happens because they are anxious, and seeing them like that makes me feel the same way. They also might start asing questions and get me all confused, so I prefer to just avoid all of that so my mind can be clear. 
8. Globally read the exam. After I get the exam sheet, the first thing I do is to read it globally. I do this so I can get a sense of how the exam is structured and what I will need to answer. While I’m at it, I highlight important commands. For example, if they ask me to give an explanation, examples or draw something I would highlight that so I don’t forget to do it. 
9. Shortly answer the questions with a pencil. When I start answering the questions right away, I sometimes get carried away and write more than I should. Other times, I might get stuck at one question and then I’ll start getting even more nervous and I’ll forget some of the things. So in order to minimize those risks, I shortly answer the questions right on the paper with a pencil using keywords. That way I know the main idea of what I want to answer. Plus if I’m short of time, it makes it easier for me to finish because I don’t actually have to think about the answers because I already know what I will be writing. It is an extra step that I take, but I’ve found that it works really well for me. 
9. Review your answers. Technically, I review my answers twice. First when I am wirting them with pen on the answers sheet and secondly when I’m done. I try to use the voice in my head, that way I feel like I can hear how my answers sound like. And it helps me see if what the professor will be reading makes sense. 
10.  Don’t discuss the exam with your peers. DONT. Do yourself a favour. This only makes it harder for me because I will start having second thoughts about what I wrote. The worse thing is that no matter how much I worried about it, there’s nothing I can do to change my answers again. So, it’s pretty useless and I know I will get worried for nothing and it will only give me more stress.
11. Reward yourself. Yes, after doing an exam, you should have no room for negative thoughts in your head. It doesn’t matter if you did good or bad, you should reward yourself because exams are a very stressful period. You have the pressure from your parents, teachers, society and even yourself, so don’t be hard on yourself. Plus this helps you keep them positive vibes strong!
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I finally made my own tumblr and i feel pretty happy bcuz im finally letting others see my writing but i wanted to know what you did for your stories to like, “get out there?” Btw i LOVE your stories im a new fan of EXO and ur stories r amazing keep it up!!
hi there. welcome to tumblr! thats so exciting! i hope youre enjoying your time here! im going to preface everything i say by advising a few things. 
firstly that i dont consider myself an ‘out there’ blog. im exceptionally proud of the amount of followers i have, even though the number itself is different depending on perspective. to some, this number is remarkably small. to others, this number is enormous. and the amount of readership that occurs on my fics really doesnt match up the to the numbers the way you think it would. so when you say ‘out there’ just keep in mind this is really...dependent on so many factors and depends on your own personal definition of what that means. 
second, the things i list that were part of my experience may not work for you or match up to your experience. theres really no algorithm or formula anyone can give. so again, you can take all of this with a grain of salt. 
- make use of tags and tag appropriately. when youre starting from 0 (as everyone on this website does) the first and primary way you get any of your writing out to the public (beyond...posting it lmao) is tagging. only the first five tags show up in searches when youre tagging on tumblr, so keep that in mind when you consider how many networks (ill discuss those later) you want to join. keep your tags relevant to what youve written, things like ‘member smut’ or ‘member fluff’ usually draws in a crowd. when i first started hero, i was tagging with ‘chanyeol x reader’ and ‘chanyeol scenario’ and those pulled in a bunch of readers too (that was 2 years ago tho, so idk how much a scenario tag pulls in anymore) 
- post in multiple places. i have an AO3 and a tumblr. most writers cross post to ao3 and tumblr, but others also have an asian fan fics account or a wattpad account (this is usually to prevent people plagiarizing on there). but most writers i know (tbh i think all) post in at least two separate places. 
- join a network. networks are so great for getting your work out there when you dont have a lot of followers or are new and dont have a lot of readership. theres so many out there you can join - some are specific to band and others are multi-fandom and only require that you be writing for kpop. my recommendation is to join two or three, because these networks will always require you use their tag in the first five. this is because the only way they will find your work to reblog it is by searching it, so tagging for two main tags and two networks is a surefire way to get your writing to the right people.
- talk to other writers/blogs. send asks, play ask games with them, tag them in things you know they like (example, even if i dont follow you but you tag me in something related to chanyeol i will always respond). leave feedback on their work. reblog their work and tag it well - either with your keysmash reaction, your thoughts, or your feelings. whatever you give into the community will come back to you.
***HOWEVER, i will say that dont be discouraged if writers dont reply right away. sometimes tumblr eats asks, deletes messages, or doesnt let them show up until the person can get to a computer. furthermore, most writers on here have regular jobs or families, so the time theyre on tumblr is very limited. and even more than that, theres a big question of age. for me personally, if i can tell a person is quite young or under the age of 18, i am less likely to fully go back and forth in banter with them because i am considerably older than that and thats inappropriate. im just pointing this out because i dont want you sending messages and getting discouraged if someone doesnt reply. theres a lot of reasons someone might not reply, and it may have nothing to do with you or be relate to something within your control. 
- if youre a new writer, join a beta network. theres networks out there where people willingly volunteer to beta writing, and you can also apply to be a beta. this helps improve your writing, which will help draw more readers, and will also create a community/friendship around you and your beta team.
- make a masterlist, even if you only have 1 written item. masterlists help people new to your blog see what you have written, find it, and read it OR see what you want to write. example: if youre writing for exo and you have a list for the entire band, ill assume that at some point youll write for chanyeol even if you only have a link for jongdae. make a masterlist and link it in your bio for easy access.
ok so thats...bare minimum how you get your writing out and circulating and possibly generating a community for you to engage with. but its really important for me to say the following:
if you are walking into this with an expectation that you will soon receive recognition or feedback or a large amount of notes, please please restructure this. in my years on this site, i have seen so many writers come and go because they start writing solely for the notes or the feedback. thats not a sustainable goal and it will suck the pleasure out of writing really really quickly. its so easy to get discouraged if you dont think youre achieving some arbitrary number that tumblr itself messes with just by changing rules or guidelines or the way posts show up on a dash. 
instead, challenge yourself to write things that interest you or to write different things within your stories. things like ‘i want to write a fantasy’ ‘i want to write a 5 part mini series’ ‘i want to write an angsty drabble.’ when you approach writing from this perspective, it keeps you consistent and motivated with your goals. and it also, believe it or not, make your writing come from a genuine place of love rather than a place of wanting interaction. readers can tell when someone genuinely loves what they write and when someone is just checking boxes they think will bring in feedback. 
also - please know that getting your writing out there is very much a ‘rome wasnt built in a day’ kind of vibe. ive been on this website for 2 years and there have been months where my notes and follower count is barely moving, and others where i feel like i get 200 followers in a week or hundreds of notes on something id posted a year ago. you cannot predict how long it will take for people to see your work, the only thing you can predict is that it will take time. honestly, again ive been here for two years and im still a pretty small blog. theres no magic formula to this. 
i hope all this helps!
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hbxelikigic-blog · 5 years
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First of all, i- uh i- hahaha OKAY so the thing is the first time you replied to me @ Dan's blog, i felt like you pulled an uno reverse card on me 😩 and made me go 💓 ngl i didnt also expect our interactions to made it this far xD
And secondly, thank you for your kind offer c: i'll definitely keep that in mind <3 fox anon, you have my whole heart at this point😩💝 additionally, i do not wear glasses tho i think it's the screen exposure (?) Even if i've lowered it to the lowest brightness, there's really something different with wider screen exposure like in laptops.
Andd true, i agree with you starting with characters that you can relate to or could easily figure out their personalities first before working with the ones you're having trouble with. No pressure, take your time as much as you'd like since writing for the genshinblr community isn't an obligation to do and just for self-indulgent things.
Also, thank you for the guides you linked !! I have only read (well i just skimmed over it to be exact) the xiao one since the one for @/witch-hazels-musings quite contains a lot of info. And for your assumption, i honestly don't have any idea if i'm gentle but what i can guarantee you is that: I AM SOFT!!! like xiao. If you are needing some more explanation as to why i kin him, i also don't know but the quiz results were never wrong about that. Just like how i am undeniably an albedo kinnie too (yes either one of the two usually pops up in my results), i am a silent person xD very much npc behavior, really. This also made me curious as to who do you kin too,, well i do not want to intrude privacy or stuff so just tell me if you don't want to answer <3 ofc i will respect it why not
About your theme, well my question is that: do YOU like it? xD because that's what matters <3 well i dont mind you experimenting on your theme too if you felt like trying out new stuff! A change of colors isn't a bad reason to change your theme so all i can say is that just do what you want since it's your blog!! Any theme is fine for me as long as it doesn't use colors or combinations that could hurt the eyes </3 dw yours is pretty nice and soft to look at!! 💞
And, i see that you're also drowning in late assignments but here's what i would like to tell you: we're getting there and we can do this together!! Hehe, i'll be someone who'll give you support in these trying times as well <333
Lastly, i am very glad to have inspired u to reach out to penpal ely! I didn't knew about that in the first place until you told me. So i'm glad my decision of talking to them about the anon ask thingy actually did something different xD one thing i have learned about after being an anon (yes fun fact, my first anon experience was @ dan's blog so i was never really an anon to anyone before dan's and ely's) is that don't be shy to reach out and tell your favorite writers or creators that you love this and that about their works or theme!! Even if we assume that they knew others' appreciation already, telling them is also one thing that would absolutely make them feel nice :) so im really happy for you to be an anon with me @ ely's blog!! You also deserve that reblog btw <3 it was nice seeing you touch people's hearts in your short drabble— ngl i love your word choice 💗💗💗
Furthermore, i dont mind you creating a tag specifically for me!! And i definitely dont mind being called 🍰 anon too, unless you have... Nickname ideas? I might be open to that if you're more comfy xD
— lots of love, 🍰!
i-??????? i spent a while staring at the screen like “hello??” because same??????? dude at this point i think it’s fair to say we’re continuously pulling uno reverse cards and flustering each other djldjkas ( ⸝⸝•ᴗ•⸝⸝ ) i didn’t expect it either but i’m glad it did!!! thank you (once again) for reaching out 💖💖
oh man, look at the responsability you’re giving me – your heart?? i promise i’ll do my best to keep it safe uwu also yeah, it’s possible, especially when you suddenly start using it a lot or if you have chronic exposure to it 💀💀💀 but really, i hope you feel better soon!
thank you for the reminder about it being an indulgence. if i don’t monitor myself i start taking things way too seriously and end up burnt out lol and no problem!! take your time with the links! i figured they’d be a nice way to start for me too, so i decided to share.
what quizzes did you take? tbh i wouldn’t guess you’re an albedo kinnie lol from the interactions i’ve seen of you on other blogs i agree you’re soft, and i absolutely think you’re a gentle and kind person. maybe you’re more like albedo on the outside and xiao on the inside? 🧐 hmmm... about my kins, the one quiz i took told me i’m a kaeya kin, but honestly... i don’t see it? i see myself as more of a hu tao kin. i relate to her personality and world view a lot, i’m just a lot quieter about it lol and i love her little jokes?? like, they make my day sometimes 😅
about my theme, i do like it, actually! i think it’s looks nice, even though i’m not used to white themes because of the brightness 😖 but i’m glad you think it’s nice and soft!!
and dude YES let’s kick late assignments butts!! we can do it while cheering each other on!! and about the whole anon thing, i think it’s really funny and relatable because dan's was also the first blog i ever interacted as an anon, so this is another thing we have in common. i’ll definitely keep you advice in mind and work up more courage. I know i seem to talk a lot but i’m actually really really shy lmao
also nhgnhgnnhgnhgngg thank you for the compliment!! i hope my next works don’t disappoint. and about the nickname, i’m okay with keeping the 🍰 for you if you'd like, especially considering how sweet you are!! also, i now know you’re not very fond of sweets, which is really interesting, all things considered. i don't remember if you've answered this, but why did you choose it?
sorry it took me a while to reply! weekdays are usually super busy for me 😣 i hope you had a great day!!
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mischiefruled · 4 years
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week #1 - organizing & outlining
So, just got through with my first week at uni. Only two lectures so far, both mostly full of introductions and occasional interruptions by a healthinspection team for corona. Honestly, didn’t learn anything I hadnt already in a levels, but thats ok. Introductory classes after all. I’m just hoping my one edge lasts when I’m in a class fullll of kids from families of law firms and politicians. 
Right now I have a few questions I need to answer.
What do I give priority to here at the start?
How should I divide my studies up? What types of notes should I make? How should I go about this?
What resources do I need to pick and look for?
What is the purpose of this blog?
ANSWER #1
I have a lot to improve on. But to look at each thing is so overwhelming that it leaves me in a state of paralyis. So for now, Im listing them out in order of importance to me
> Get my shit in order. Collect my books, get my new laptop, and set up a good study space
> Figure out my routine. I hate routine. But without any good transport methods it becomes necessary. Two issues with this, one that my mom is difficult and doesnt give me a lot of control on my own schedule. Second is that the library has the texts, but my home has the laptop. I suppose I’ll start taking my ext hard drive but it’ll still be a tad inconvenient
> Make friends and connections. I really need to set up a study system, I like stuydying with people. I also need people to fall back on in case I miss lectures and the like. As much as I hate interacting with people who I can’t be myself around, it will be a necessity. Tangentially related, I need to figure out how I want to appear to others + buy some new clothes for God’s sake.
> Learn TOUCH TYPING. This will be essential if our exams will be given online. Even now I’m typing with jsut two fingers. god. Need to get a speed of 80wpm by the end of this year. Please.
ANSWER #2
I’ve got 5 notebooks so far: class notes, personal notes, cases and summaries, general notebook? [not so sure about this one], and I plan on buying a binder with loose paper to organize final notes. Another thing I need to consider is using OneNote, but that’ll be easier when I finally get my own laptop.
I’ll divide by subject, subjects into chapters, then each chapter as a whole into different aspects to study with. 
Primary notes [study guide] + Extra material notes + core concepts and analysis. 
Furthermore, summarize each chapter in my own words in an essay form. A blog post from an old LLB UoL graduate recommedned something similar.
Finally, do the activities and tasks at the end of the module.
Now, further along the road, I should start looking up past papers and examiners reports. I should regularly consult my professors too, ask them on my methods and clear up any confusion I may have in my core concepts. Perhaps I’ll find a purpose for that general notebook after all in this regard lol
ANSWER #3
I dont quite know why I asked myself that on this blog post... I’m already looking through the study guide for stuff to refer to. Must remind myself to consult professors on what material is most necessary as well.
ANSWER #4
A few things come to mind. i want this blog to motivate me, first of all.
Collect tips, advice, and resources
Weekly summaries of what I’ve done and how uni went and general areas I need to improve upon
Perhaps I should upload chapter summary essays on here too. If I type out my notes on cases as well I will post them here.
Links and stuff I find interesting
Organize my reading list and how far I am with them. Include them in my weekly updates. Perhaps my weekly updates should also contain my goals for the week
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WELL now that ive managed to spell all that out for myself, I think ill just talk about other stuff now.
the teachers seem nice. the criminal law prof does sound a bit intimidating but the lsm professor was very lax, and the contract law prof was very helpful in explanations and i had a talk with him about materials.
i met three people in class so far, janita, sofia, and zainab. i will try talking to them more, but theyre all rather shy in my opinion. i met an IR student called nawal, she was very sweet and likes makeup and fashion. we talked enthusiastically within moments of meeting one another, i cant even remember how many topics we bounced back and forth between. very easy to talk to, and she doesnt have an instagram so.. well not to be superficial , but that does my raise my opinion of her.
thats all for the personal section
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WEEKS GOALS
get laptop 
make fee payment to uol
pester SWQ for study guide. i know he has some copies squirelled away i know it..!!!
ask about student gym + again pester SWQ abt the current library system cause.. wtf!
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READING
In order of importance
LSM UoL study guide [5/7]
Criminal Law UoLstudy guide [3/15]
Public Law UoL study guide [0/20]
Contract Law UoL study guide [0/17]
Learning Legal Rules [0/12]
I made it through 5 chapters with notes within a week. Assuming I can up the pace to about 6, I can manage to get halfway through the rest of these study guides within 3 or 4 weeks.
 I only need to get halfway through, because I need to be slightly ahead of the class, not fully. Then I can focus on learning through textbooks, starting with LSM. It’s the most boring, so Id like it out of the way as soon as possible.
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A lot of control freaks are at risk. Mostly,control freaks
The ones that must invite evil into other's lives.
The mom that doesn't care her daughter doesn't like her fiance and feels it a mistake to have gotten engaged. But continues to push her daughter, even planning the wedding for her to force her to marry someone whom will be unkind to her
The moms that get limited money welfare or child support and goes and gets her nails and hair done and leaves the children in rags.
The moms that force their children to be perfect at all times, children never had the joy of feeling free. Mud between their toys without receiving corporal punishment aka an ass whipping.
The "friend" always pushing you into drug use.
The "friend" bullying you to go out every night calling you a nerd for wanting to do homework or eat dinner with family.
The teacher that stuffs more and more work down your throat with nary an encouraging word nor tone.
The principal that beats students so hard with paddles it can be heard through the halls of the school and the child not being able to sit pain free without days.
The doctor that doesnt listen to your symptoms and sends you home without proper care Because they are too busy and overbooked.
The dentist that applies a chemical to rot teeth so that they can get money from repairing what looks like cavities in xrays
The adults breaking bones in others because they're "too" drunk or high or much of an ass hole not to be selfish jerks.
Bullies. People that don't mean well but we trust with our souls and lives and they purposely push advice or decisions onto others who dont want them.
Someone who doesn't allow you to breathe freely.
"You don't know how to allow us to breathe. So let us breathe for you" The Ventilator response to idiots and jerks who think they rule the world and you aren't allowed to think or breathe for yourself. In response to the person whom says "you don't know how to breathe. Let me do it for you"
Breathing the same term as live.
Its a beautiful virus Corona and COVID-19
Ironically it affects most Zulululu aliens... And they are the ones that created it.
Welcome to Eaerth. 🌎
COVID-19
Co Ventilator ID (children & adults as age) 19
Those of us helicopter parents ... Co parent the child with the world and the child as age 19.
Those of us helicopter children .... Co parent the parent with the world and parent as age 19.
Thus you see the equation is equality between children and adults.
I by far have raised more children than any other teacher taught for a maximum of 60 years and done it better than them by treating them as adults.
62% of negative comments about the way i taught the NHRA children said I needed to tone down sexual abuse and other information i gave them, the problem is As Adults we Learn that we were sexually abused and People KNEW at that time we were young that it was bad. So i had to tell them each and every thing that could be bad. Because they asked.
They asked me an "adult" question. I treated their questions as they were planning to go play with another child's vagina and wanted to know what the abuse part was.
Had I not explained in exact and general terms as I did they could become sexual predators themselves.
That is how i dealt with the situation. Because I was too afraid they would say "that happened to me" So i treated them as potential abusers. Because I would have ended up back behind that candy shack shaking and hysterical losing my mind. So i put up a barrier between their possible pain and myself.
And educated them in how not to become a sexual predator.
Of those NHRA children, in that sexual awareness class, 13 children only 1 became a sexual offender, repeat rapist and it was Ben who refused to listen and usually sat at his desk drawing. Of the kids that paid attention 0 became sexual offenders.
And if you watched the video they clearly focused on Ben to show he was not listening to the content nor context.
Furthermore. I had to teach them all the ins and outs so if perhaps they were an unfortunate victim they would tell me and we would have the CIA investigate so it would never happen to them
I didn't know if they asked because they were thinking about bodies and various ways they could be touched or if they were asking because they had been touched that way.
So had i shut down any child's question with that's too much information and not have a male come explain it and never have the question answered. I knew i would slam the door in the child's face from self healing from abuse or preventing it from happening to them or to someone else.
They needed all the information available. To understand that if they are touched wrongly they have to know it was wrong and that they could get help. They deserved help and someone would help them.
If i said generally "if you are touched here here or here and you don't want to be and so you were molested" then we would have a shit ton more false rape reports out there.
More lives ruined for lack of information
More lives ruined for lack of information.
Treating every one as age 19. Old enough to smoke. Old enough to rent their own home. Old enough to have their own car. Old enough to know better and too young to care.
50 year old ... "Oh sonny I can't do that I'm too old" no ya ain't old lady. You can do it too.
5 year old ... "My mom says I'm too young but i know I can" then it's something that age isn't discriminatory about.
One common thing is Learning. A child can go to an University class. 7,852,931,862,985,301 people signed up for the free wellness class at Yale of those people 76% were under age 18.
Yale. A top Ivey League school. A University most people are aged 18 or more to attend.
13% were age 50 and above.
Two different people age groups vastly far from one another deciding they could do the same exact thing a 19 year old can do.
COVID-19 surviving.
We don't take away Granny's drivers license simply because shes old. She has the same rights to decide her driving benefits as a 19 year old.
No putting granny in a nursing home when she can still keep up her own residence. She has the same rights to decide where and when to live as a 19 year old.
No telling granny and our son who they cannot or can date. When our 3 year old says "my soulmate Is here. I want to introduce you and myself to her" then you go as if they were 19 years old.
COVID-19 that term will allow us surviving the Apocalypse to survive our world that is leftover.
Corona Virus. Time down with Our Spouse and children. The difference between a child and adult is the adult can drink a beer because they are over the age of 21. So in the state of COVID-19 we still respect you're fucking old enough to have kids and we can't tell you what to do.
Wahu Virus. Whahoooooo!! The world will be a better place everyday.
We didn't create the virus. Only the names and chose to not prevent the disease to be released but to be available to be spread.
Nathaniel is always ordering the release of Viruses in China and Hong Kong. I over heard his phone calls and wrote them here. Only 62% of you remember.
He wanted a job...
So it was apparently a code. So our CIA went into the computer and advised them to release it into the Wahu zip code. Meanwhile our CIA on the ground prevented and arrested the ones spreading the disease and only allowed 25% of the virus to hit its targets.
We knew it would spread naturally and the thing was to make a big deal instead of a big virus splash into our air and land.
The targets were outlying rural areas that we allowed. Not deep city but because it was air based we chose to allow the open air places to receive the diseases.
So in a place where 500,000 people would be exposed we closed that to an area where only 5,000 would be.
So while we chose to allow a virus to spread we already had magic done to allow it to kill only EVIL HUMANS. as aliens are not ours to kill...
Except as it progressed evil aliens took too much joy and wanted to do destruction, too. So that is when Wendy and her Team changed the virus to include also Evil Aliens who have no right to be on Earth.
As People became concerned as to how to not catch the Virus COVID-19 became the name.
We never wanted China to be held responsible nor it be called The China virus so we never called it Wahu. Straight to Corona. We said we would back fold it to why we chose that location in particular.
Nathaniel's Zulululu lab is in northern China. So it would been in China it was released. We made up a huge event that was top secret about anti government assassins... People like me would be attending in the millions. And so this way we manipulated the Zulululu to believe it was the best place when really we Jist liked the name and it would suit our purpose to educate for future reasons.
We had to shut down the world's government. And this was simple.
To prove i do have control of the world and we don't want Zulululu here at all or other aliens. They don't fit. They don't live well here. We don't mesh. We aren't friends.
I'm not living on a planet that always deems killing and war necessary. For Some one to try to gain control like sport while hurting my friends I allow to live here, this is my planet it wasn't created by any another than me and Alex. Marc is a star from a collapsed galaxy. Its a long story. But we are a 3some.
When Venus was attacked. We allowed them a safe Haven. We invited them and changed our world to include them
Those some aliens that attacked Venus live here now.
I allowed them and all aliens from 1777 to 1977 to prove they have the ability to sustain their alien life here. Only 1 planet has proven they had the ability.
In the film Virgin River i once again visited to notify the leaders of Zulululu they needed to evacuate inn 1979. They instead said they would change me to rule the world. So i took that challenge. It is now 2020. And they have failed. All alien life has failed.
In the film you'll see I do things my way. To prove they are wrong and do not deserve a place on my planet.
You'll see i do allow friendly conversation and warmness between the community and I.
I get tired of the lying bitch ass mayor and i do strike her with a heart attack. You'll see me extra extra pissed off in those episodes.
So review those and realize I'm totally fucking pissed. Especially when i am standing in her living room after.
But i still remain friendly. I even bring the bitch her dam mattress down.
But i wanted to kill her and didn't. I could had but th3 point was to tell her to quit lying. She figured out who I was fairly early on and abandoned the baby to distract me. I was a trophy to be kept In the neighborhood. Not someone to listen to.
Look at Chloe's eyes. She's certainly of an alien quality..
I also knew what they were up to.
If you watch it seems things take abrupt turns ... Its research. Knowledge gained from patterns and observations.
Like now i watched and right away knew who was lovers. But it is not revealed until i figure it out then. So when she brings out the divorce I had only realized it after going into,her bedroom that the cabin was hers. And doctor had already yelled at her about me staying in his cabin. So in her bedroom I realized they were at one time living together due to her decor. And photos on the night stand on his side of the bed...
Point is we ghosted into alien communities refusing to leave to ask them to leave. Walked and existed in their communities as we did in our own with our True Loves, family and friends.
We proved they had not adhered to guidelines.
And this is why we have WWIII.
Because they are still here.
In the film you'll see phones like now to show them what we could be provided and would provide their home planets with to communicate on.
When they refused we took all our stuff away. And left them with nothing. If we replaced a TV with one of ours... When i left. They had nothing left. I took what was mine in a fit of rage. And didn't return what had stood there before.
We provided them with these items via magic 1-4 months before arriving so they would not suspect a stranger.
The first time we hadn't and in 1979 it was the second time we attempted to help them gently understand they needed other leave.
That is why what you see now in WWIII is so cold, calculated and done. Pissed off. No 2 ways. Fuck you do what i say.
33 years extra i tried different ways. Their recommended ways. To allow them one last chance..
Now in my mind these bitches are all dead. Cause im gonna kill what they live in and eject their souls.
Currently our galaxy is in a black hole. So they can't find us and how to return. Any Galaxy in a Black Hole means if you try to enter you will be killed upon sight..
No "are you lost can i help you?" Instant death.
And our planet is in a black hole within the black holes. It has been since 1817. That is why the only planet we see is Venus because we brought it with us.
Otherwise we could see almost every planet and moon in existence but we don't.
Because of rude ass alien invaders.
So with the Corona Virus we made rules that have punishment of death attached if they are not followed precisely.
To further protect us in the future.
"What's your parenting plan?"
"COVID-19 and if we don't do it we will die"
Aliens will think again about settling in if for some reason they happen to make it to Eaerth.
Then we ruthlessly kill aliens "that wasn't age 19" no second chances..
Loop hole is all ages are treated as 19. So if they do treat us as age 19 because they studied before trying to invade...,well that happened to so and so when,they were 10 --- "we are informed you treated him like a 10 year old. You must be executed immediately"
19 at age 10. 10 at age 19.
You see? Air and water tight.
No one is fucking with our planet again.
Simply they will learn to stay the fuck off.
Don't worry m I break this down to nano if ever we're invaded.
But I built it beyond xyano to prevent it.
So we will be okay.
Work on being safe and taking care and enjoying life. Memorizing your new parental models of COVID-19
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redkiteradio · 4 years
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7 Trends You May Have Missed About fireinsidemusic
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On an album of bittersweet childrens music that she wrote greater than a decade in the past, the woman who came being regarded only because the piano Instructor available what, in hindsight, looks like an eerie glimpse of her own long run.
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When she wrote that tune, she was youthful and vivacious, a piano Trainer and freelance audio writer who loved Beethoven and jazz, sunsets and river Seems, extensive walks and every thing about New York.
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Now, to the 10th anniversary of the attack, she's celebrating what appears to be her complete Restoration from brain trauma. She's 42, married, with a small child. She is Kyle Kevorkian McCann, the piano teacher, and he or she would like to tell her Tale, her way.
Her health care provider told her it could consider 10 years to Get better, and Sunday was that talismanic anniversary. I really feel my lifetime has actually been redefined by Central Park, she reported many days back, her voice tender and hopeful. Prior to park; just after park. Will there ever be considered a time when I dont Feel, Oh, this is the 10th anniversary, the 11th anniversary?
She spoke in her modest ranch home within a wooded subdivision in the Ny suburb. She sat inside a dining room strewn with toys, surrounded by photographs of her cherubic, dark-haired two-year-outdated daughter. A Steinway grand crammed 50 % the home, and at one position she sat down and played. Her participating in was forceful, but she seemed embarrassed to Engage in quite a lot of bars, and shrugged, rather than answering, when asked the identify on the piece. She questioned that her daughter and her town not be named.
She phone calls that working day, June four, 1996, the day After i was harm.
Hers was the 1st in the string of attacks by the same guy on 4 Gals above 8 times. The last target, Evelyn Alvarez, sixty five, was beaten to Loss of life as she opened her Park Avenue dry-cleaning store, and in the end, the assailant, John J. Royster, was convicted of murder and sentenced to life in prison.
Still the assault within the piano teacher may be the just one individuals seem to recollect quite possibly the most. Section of the fascination needs to do with echoes of your 1989 attack around the Central Park jogger. But Furthermore, it frightened people in a means the assault to the jogger did not because its instances had been so mundane.
It didn't take place in a very distant Element of the park late during the night, but in close proximity to a well known playground at 3 inside the afternoon. It might have transpired to anyone. The tension was heightened with the thriller on the piano academics identity.
For 3 days, as law enforcement and Medical professionals experimented with to find out who she was, she lay in a very coma in her clinic bed, nameless. Her mothers and fathers had been on family vacation and her boyfriend, also a musician, was in Europe, on tour. At last, one of her students recognized a police sketch and was capable of determine her in the clinic by her fingers, simply because her facial area was swollen over and above recognition. The law enforcement did not release her identify.
The very last thing she remembers about June 4, 1996, is giving a lesson in her studio apartment on West 57th Avenue, then putting her long hair in a ponytail and heading out to get a stroll. She does not remember the attack, While she has heard the accounts from the police and prosecutors.
To me its like a fact I learned and memorized, she stated. As though I were a college student in school learning record.
She would not think about The person who did it. I might need been angry for the minute, but not much longer than that, she claimed. How could I be offended at John Royster? He was declared not crazy, but I assume by our standards he was.
Dr. Jamshid Ghajar, her medical professional at The big apple Healthcare facility-Cornell Medical Center, as it was acknowledged in 1996, instructed reporters that she had a ten percent probability of survival. Health professionals experienced to eliminate her forehead bone, which was later changed, to help make place for her swelling brain. When her mother manufactured a community attract pray for my daughter, hundreds did.
Right after 8 days, she came from a coma, very first inside a vegetative state, then inside of a childlike point out. As she recovered, she slept very little and talked continuously, often in gibberish. I was acquiring mad at individuals when they didnt reply to these phrases, she explained.
Like an Alzheimers affected individual, she experienced minimal limited-time period memory and would ignore people as soon as they remaining the home.
Over a number of months, she needed to relearn how to stroll, gown, go through and produce. Her boyfriend, Tony Scherr, frequented every day to play guitar for her. He encouraged her to Participate in the piano, versus the advice of her Actual physical therapists, who believed she could well be annoyed by her inability to play how she as soon as had. Mr. Scherr played Beatles duets along with her, actively playing the remaining-hand component although she performed the right.
That was my best therapy, she explained.
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In August, she moved back again house to New Jersey, together with her father, an engineer, and mom, a schoolteacher. She visited aged haunts and referred to as good friends, trying to revive her shattered memory. I used to be pretty obsessed with remembering, she mentioned. Any memory decline was to me an indication of abnormality or deficit.
Her therapists assumed her development was wonderful, but her two sisters protested that she wasn't the deep thinker she had been.
What bothered her most was that she had missing the ability to cry, just as if a faucet inside of her Mind had been turned off. One particular evening, 9 months just after she was damage, she stayed up late to look at the John Grisham Motion picture A Time and energy to Get rid of. Just right after her father had gone to mattress, she viewed a courtroom scene of Samuel Jacksons character on trial for killing two Adult men who experienced raped his youthful daughter.
The faucet opened, along with the tears trickled down her cheeks. I thought about my mothers and fathers, my father, and whatever they went by, she said. Very little by small, my sensation returned, my depth of thoughts returned.
Urged by her sisters, she went back again to school and obtained a masters degree in songs education.
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Not everything went properly. She and Mr. Scherr break up up 5 years after the assault, while they remain good friends. She dated other Guys, but she generally advised them concerning the attack right away — she couldn't support it, she reported — and they by no means called for just a next day.
We have to discover you someone, her Pal David Phelps, a guitar player, explained 4 yrs back, ahead of introducing her to Liam McCann, a pc technician and novice drummer. For as soon as, she didn't say nearly anything with regards to the assault until she bought to learn Mr. McCann, after which when she did, he admired her power.
Mayor Rudolph W. Giuliani, who had normally visited her at her bedside when she was from the medical center, married them in his Occasions Square Business. She wore a blue dress and pearls. Though she was Expecting, within a burst of creative imagination, she and her good friends recorded Although Had been Young, an album of childrens tracks that she had prepared prior to the assault, such as the track Transferring. Her ex-boyfriend, Mr. Scherr, created the CD. On it, her spouse performs drums and she plays electrical piano.
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Is her existence as it absolutely was? Not specifically, though she is reluctant to attribute the dissimilarities to her injuries. Her previous two piano learners remaining her, with no contacting to clarify why, she mentioned. She has resumed playing classical new music, but easy parts, mainly because her daughter isn't going to give her time for you to exercise. As for jazz, I dont even consider, she stated.
She would want to drive more, sensation stranded from the suburbs, but she is definitely rattled. She attempts to be content material with keeping house and caring for her daughter.
Dr. Ghajar, a medical professor of neurological surgical procedure at what on earth is now referred to as New York-Presbyterian Hospital/Weill Cornell Clinical Middle, who operated on Ms. Kevorkian McCann once the assault, said last week that her level of recovery was unusual. Shes fundamentally normal, he stated.
Other gurus, who are not personally aware of Ms. Kevorkian McCanns circumstance, are more cautious.
Regaining a chance to Enjoy the piano may well entail an Pretty much mechanical method, a semiautomatic remember of what the fingers should do, claimed Dr. Yehuda Ben-Yishay, a professor of clinical rehabilitation drugs at Big apple College Faculty of Drugs. The moment Mind-injured, you will be always Mind-injured, for the rest of your daily life, Dr. Ben-Yishay claimed. There is not any overcome, There's only intensive compensation.
The greater telling part of a Restoration, in his check out, is psychological, and on that score he counts Ms. Kevorkian McCanns relationship and youngster as an important victory.
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For her portion, the piano teacher appreciates she has modified, but she has manufactured her peace with it. I was type of a hyper —— I dont know if I was a kind A, but I had been ambitious, she states. Why was I so ambitious? I used to be a piano Instructor. I dont know what the ambition was about. I actually did return to the individual Im designed to be.
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On an album of bittersweet childrens music that she wrote a lot more than a decade back, the woman who came to generally be regarded only because the piano Instructor provided what, in hindsight, looks as if an eerie glimpse of her personal long run.
Im shifting absent now to an area so distant, where by no one is familiar with my identify, she wrote in the lyrics of a song identified as Shifting.
When she wrote that music, she was youthful and vivacious, a piano teacher and freelance music writer who cherished Beethoven and jazz, sunsets and river Appears, long walks and all the things about New York.
On one of those beloved walks, by way of Central Park in the intense sun of a June day in 1996, a homeless drifter conquer her and tried to rape her, leaving her clinging to existence. Following the attack, the words and phrases to her music came accurate. She moved away, outside of New York City, away from her old lifetime, and all but her closest friends did not know her identify. To the remainder of the earth, she was -- much like the more popular jogger attacked in Central Park 7 years earlier -- an nameless image of the city nightmare. She was the piano Instructor.
Now, within the tenth anniversary on the attack, she's celebrating what is apparently her complete Restoration from brain trauma. She's forty two, married, with a little kid. She is Kyle Kevorkian McCann, the piano Instructor, and he or she would like to inform her story, her way.
Her physician explained to her it would get a decade to Get well, and Sunday was that talismanic anniversary. I sense my daily life continues to be redefined by Central Park, she stated various times back, her voice gentle and hopeful. In advance of park; right after park. Will there ever be a time After i dont Imagine, Oh, This is actually the 10th anniversary, the eleventh anniversary?
She spoke in her modest ranch household in a very wooded subdivision in a very New York suburb. She sat inside a dining area strewn with toys, surrounded by images of her cherubic, dark-haired 2-12 months-outdated daughter. A Steinway grand crammed fifty percent the area, and at just one position she sat down and played. Her playing was forceful, but she seemed ashamed to Perform various bars, and shrugged, rather than answering, when questioned the title of the piece. She asked that her daughter and her town not be named.
She phone calls that day, June four, 1996, the day After i was harm.
Hers was the primary in a string of assaults by the identical man on 4 Girls about eight days. The last victim, Evelyn Alvarez, 65, was overwhelmed to Loss of life as she opened her Park Avenue dry-cleaning store, and ultimately, the assailant, John J. Royster, was convicted of murder and sentenced to life in prison.
But the assault about the piano Instructor could be the a single individuals look to remember the most. Component of the fascination must do with echoes with the 1989 assault over the Central Park jogger. But Furthermore, it frightened people in a means the attack around the jogger did not mainly because its conditions were so mundane.
It did not happen in a distant Component of the park late in the evening, but around a preferred playground at 3 while in the afternoon. It could have transpired to any individual. The tension was heightened because of the thriller on the piano teachers identification.
For three days, as law enforcement and Medical doctors tried to understand who she was, she lay inside of a coma in her hospital bed, anonymous. Her moms and dads had been on getaway and her boyfriend, also a musician, was in Europe, on tour. Lastly, one among her students recognized a police sketch and was capable to discover her inside the medical center by her fingers, simply because her encounter was swollen beyond recognition. The law enforcement did not release her name.
The very last thing she remembers about June 4, 1996, is offering a lesson in her studio condominium on West 57th Street, then putting her prolonged hair inside a ponytail and going out for just a stroll. She would not recall the attack, Though she has listened to the accounts in the police and prosecutors.
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To me its just like a fact I acquired and memorized, she explained. As though I were being a college student at school finding out history.
She isn't going to consider the man who did it. I might need been offended for a second, although not much longer than that, she stated. How could I be indignant at John Royster? He was declared not insane, but I assume by our benchmarks he was.
Dr. Jamshid Ghajar, her doctor at Ny Hospital-Cornell Health care Centre, as it was regarded in 1996, explained to reporters that she experienced a ten % prospect of survival. Doctors had to remove her forehead bone, which was afterwards replaced, to create area for her swelling Mind. When her mom designed a general public attract pray for my daughter, thousands did.
Soon after eight times, she came out of a coma, to start with within a vegetative state, then in a childlike condition. As she recovered, she slept minimal and talked frequently, in some cases in gibberish. I was receiving mad at individuals if they didnt reply to these words and phrases, she mentioned.
Like an Alzheimers affected individual, she had minimal quick-phrase memory and would forget about visitors when they left the room.
More than many months, she had to relearn the way to walk, dress, browse and publish. Her boyfriend, Tony Scherr, frequented every single day to play guitar for her. He inspired her to Participate in the piano, versus the advice of her Actual physical therapists, who considered she would be pissed off by her inability to Participate in the way in which she once had. Mr. Scherr played Beatles duets together with her, playing the still left-hand part whilst she performed the appropriate.
Which was my most effective therapy, she stated.
In August, she moved back property to New Jersey, with her father, an engineer, and mom, a schoolteacher. She visited previous haunts and known as good friends, trying to restore her shattered memory. I was very obsessed with remembering, she stated. Any memory reduction was to me a sign of abnormality or deficit.
Her therapists thought her development was terrific, but her two sisters protested that she was not the deep thinker she were.
What bothered her most was that she had lost the chance to cry, like a faucet inside her Mind had been turned off. A single night time, nine months immediately after she was damage, she stayed up late to observe the John Grisham Motion picture A Time for you to Destroy. Just after her father experienced long gone to mattress, she watched a courtroom scene of Samuel Jacksons character on trial for killing two Adult males who had raped his younger daughter.
The faucet opened, as well as tears trickled down her cheeks. I thought about my dad and mom, my father, and what they went as a result of, she reported. Minimal by very little, my feeling returned, my depth of intellect returned.
Urged by her sisters, she went back again to school and acquired a masters degree in new music education and learning.
Not every little thing went effectively. She and Mr. Scherr split up 5 years after the assault, even though they remain good friends. She dated other Adult males, but she usually told them in regards to the assault straight away -- she could not assist it, she said -- and they in no way termed to get a next date.
We have now to locate you a person, her friend David Phelps, a guitar participant, mentioned 4 many years ago, right before introducing her to Liam McCann, a computer technician and beginner drummer. For the moment, she did not say something regarding the assault right up until she acquired to know Mr. McCann, then when she did, he admired her toughness.
Mayor Rudolph W. Giuliani, who had generally visited her at her bedside while she was from the clinic, married them in his Occasions Square Business. She wore a blue dress and pearls. Although she was Expecting, in a very burst of creative imagination, she and her friends recorded When Had been Young, an album of childrens tunes that she had written before the assault, including the music Relocating. Her ex-boyfriend, Mr. Scherr, generated the CD. On it, her partner performs drums and she or he plays electric powered piano.
Is her everyday living as it absolutely was? Not accurately, although she's hesitant to attribute the dissimilarities to her accidents. Her final two piano learners remaining her, without contacting to explain why, she reported. She has resumed actively playing classical songs, but straightforward pieces, since her daughter would not give her the perfect time to follow. As for jazz, I dont even test, she mentioned.
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She want to push far more, emotion stranded from the suburbs, but she is definitely rattled. She tries to be material with remaining property and caring for her daughter.
Dr. Ghajar, a clinical professor of neurological operation at what on earth is now referred to as NewYork-Presbyterian Healthcare facility/Weill Cornell Healthcare Centre, who operated on Ms. Kevorkian McCann once the attack, mentioned very last week that her standard of Restoration was rare. Shes fundamentally regular, he explained.
Other industry experts, who will be not Individually familiar with Ms. Kevorkian McCanns situation, tend to be more cautious.
Regaining a chance to Perform the piano may well require an Virtually mechanical procedure, a semiautomatic remember of exactly what the fingers ought to do, reported Dr. Yehuda Ben-Yishay, a professor of scientific rehabilitation medication at New York College School of Medicine. Once brain-injured, you will be generally brain-wounded, For the remainder of your life, Dr. Ben-Yishay mentioned. There is not any treatment, There exists only intense payment.
The greater telling part of a Restoration, in his watch, is psychological, and on that rating he counts Ms. Kevorkian McCanns marriage and child as a big victory.
For her part, the piano teacher appreciates she has changed, but she has built her peace with it. I was form of a hyper ---- I dont know if I was a Type A, but I had been bold, she suggests. Why was I so bold? I was a piano Trainer. I dont determine what the ambition was about. I actually did come back to the individual Im purported to be.
Correction: June thirteen, 2006, Tuesday An post on Thursday about Kyle Kevorkian McCann, a piano teacher who was beaten and sexually assaulted a decade back in Central Park, misstated the title of her album of childrens tunes. It truly is While Ended up Young, not When Were Young.
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