My 911 hills I will die on:
Eddie Diaz is gay
Buck has ADHD- the writers could come knocking on my door and tell me that heās not and I still would argue with them with a PowerPoint and everything
The Buckley parents deserve to go straight to hell and their redemption arc makes me foam at the mouth (negative)
More on that: the insistence of a show that is so deeply rooted in the concept of found family to constantly give shitty parents redemption arcs is so irritating
Maddie Buckley didnāt raise buck since she was 9 years old while dealing with her own trauma or give him her jeep and money (AKA HER LITERAL SAFETY NET TO ESCAPE HER ABUSER) just so people can sit there and call her a bad sister -Iām a Maddie Buckley defender and I stand by that
Both sides were flawed with the lawsuit thing and neither should be too harshly judged- Bobby kept buck out when buck already proved himself but he was doing it out of protectiveness in his own flawed way because letās be honest he just saw the guy he considers a son nearly die in front of him three times in one year and saw the PT and toll it all took through the whole process and keep in mind heās already lost 2 kids already but buck also shouldnāt have sued impulsively or disclosed such intimate information and shouldāve tried to take a more rational approach but letās also be fair and remember this is the guy THAT DID GO THROUGH ALL THOSE THINGS IN THAT SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME like no one would be okay mentally, no one would be rational, not when you spend a shit ton of time to recover only to be told (in his brain at least) that itās not enough from someone you not only consider as a mentor, friend and father figure but also the same person who was motivating you through your recovery
The way Shannon spoke about Christopherās cerebral palsy will never not rub me the wrong way Iām sorry to any who love her
The way Natalia spoke about bucks death is also just a no from me
I actually hated the whole thing with Hen and the madney engagement like idk why the writing felt it was appropriate to try to compare Hen CHEATING (granted it was ooc and in season one) with Maddie suffering postpartum depression make it make sense- they couldāve had the same level of hen and chimney friendship moment/ hen looking out for him without doing this type of thing which just made me a little angry with hen while watching it but ultimately deciding this storyline doesnt exist in my brain
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iām so sorry to those of you who enjoy this book but i am Struggling my way thru if we were villains
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iām posting to say when i say iām a yhb supremacist i donāt mean this imposter -w-)
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dawg im so sick of weirdos on the internet defending really problematic shit and saying "it's fiction" cause like, while i do get where they're coming from, shutting down an argument with it sucks. sure, fiction can be used to explore problematic things, its just that i have an overall issue with how these people expect it to be consumed without any thought at all??
it also doesnt even address the nuance when it comes to this kinda shit (which is why i dont like the pro/anti labels bc wtf do those labels even fucking mean. i hate it)
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Hey there! Firstly, big big fan of your art and headcanons, ty for your cool and awesome big brain ā¤ļø Now that youāve seen the movie, Iām wondering what your thoughts are on Shimo??? Iāve just seen impressions of her so scattered. (I saw your post on how she will NOT be treated as a pet, and I so appreciate that.)
I will say, for me the āold galā vibes are so strong and Iām here for it. Like when Goji blasts his atomic breath into the sky at the end and sheās looking at it with such awe and her cute super gummy smile, it reminds me of when a grandma gets shown some common piece of technology that the rest of us are used to, but she just canāt heckin believe it because she lives in a damn cave??? I loved that.
hi hi! omg u think i have a big brain...... compliment of the century.... i must have ppl fooled bcuz i am viscerally dumb most of the time
anywAYS. gxk spoilers below (and a lot of ranting)
shimo my belovedš i appreciate most interpretations of her, besides people who are just straight up caling her a dog. and like, not in the way iād compare goji to a cat? for me it's more mannerisms based, so for goji my main expression/mannerism inspirations are cats, wolves, and komodo dragons (obviously), and for mosu it's owls and cats, with a crumb of horses because of their 'ear' communication so i use that with her antennae.
sorry for tangent but anyways. i dont need someone barking at me that i call goji a cat/draw him acting like a cat so calling shimo ākongās pet dogā is fine. i think its the difference between goji having the personality i characterize him with + mannerisms inspired by other animals, vs. him having no personality besides Being A Cat. like, heās a dumbfuck but heās clearly an intelligent creature capable of communication and understanding. i make a lot of shitposts but truly in my personal hc iād never reduce him to āpet level intelligenceā
i think iām extra touchy about people calling her ākongās petā because like. dawg. did you watch the movie? she was JUST freed from being skarās slave/beast of burden/abused pet whatever you wanna call it. why would you want her to become another creatureās pet again?(obviously minus the abuse) idk mannn it just feelsā¦. reductive somehow. she clearly shows intelligence and understanding when she realizes whatās happening during the fight and helps to kill skar. i just refuse to reduce her entire character to kongās pet status bcuz that makes me uncomfortable asf.
as a disclaimer, youāre welcome to have whatever hc you enjoy. me expressing my personal thoughts on the matter isnāt an attack on anyone who characterizes her that way, iām just not interested in engaging with it in the slightest.
DOUBLE ANYWAYS i just needed to get that outta my system. TIME FOR CUTE FUN IDEAS YAHOOO
iām seeing mixed info about her age so idk where she actually sits there?? i remember seeing something like sheās the First Titan but i also think the novelization of the movie said sheās only 3 million years old?? when im p sure theyāve said goji is 250+ million years old soā¦. i have no clue there lol. personally she feels less jaded and grumpy than goji does to me so my brain automatically sees her as similar or younger bcuz of my Grumpy Old Man bias.
iām still workin out my ideas for her but based on how the movie ends i like to think she helps kong with relocating the apes to a better home, and they mostly live in HE. her n kong venture up for surface dates bcuz she gets what she fucking deserves š
goji nearly has an aneurysm the first time they come up, since mosu literally takes them for a lil tour of monster island. bro standing there clenching his fist like the arthur meme, he begrudgingly knows sheās right and eventually he gets used to it
i got more ideas cookin for her but this post is already too damn long cuz of my ranting time to stfu
SHIMO BEST GIRL 10/10
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OK MAYBE A BRATTY!READER WHOS PUSHING BUTTONS N TESTING THE LIMITS N IS JUST ASKING TO BE PUT IN CHECK
n then we have brat-tamer!ellie/abby ā¦. whichever u prefer
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ok letās get into it bestie ā¦..
š warning: abby spanks reader like once. abby gets all mean at the end bc reader is a brat. she also has reader pinned in a position and ik some ppl donāt like that. wrote this in my old kinda format cos apparently ppl miss it
ā¢ so youāre laying in bed, and abby just arrived home from an early patrol, taking the shift that no one had wanted.
ā¢ itās one of those days where the two of you donāt have many responsibilities that day so you can just be with eachother after a long and stressful week.
ā¢ youād felt a little on edge this week, worries and anxieties creeping up on you and abby had barely been able to tend to your every need like usual because she was so busy making sure everything else was in check. you understood, of courseā but your brat senses were tingling and you felt yourself beginning to need a release.
ā¢ this was expected from you ā and abby could see it coming from a mile away. youād be fidgety throughout the week, and sheād have to reprimand you a little to get you to listen to her which apparently, only spurred you on to act up more. youād talk back, straying from your usual good girl ways, and you overall would start digging yourself deeper into a hole of misbehaviour.
ā¢ it had been ten minutes since sheād returned, and you had already pushed her buttons in more ways than one. you didnāt greet her at the door with a kiss, wrapping your legs around her waist like you usually did ā which she could forgive if you were still in bed, as it was an early start. but you were awake, sitting up in the bed wearing her T-shirt and your panties, one sock on your foot from the restless sleep and hair a little out of place. she thought you looked cute until you opened your mouth.
ā¢ ātook you long enough. you better not go anywhere else today.ā you pout with a frown as she walked over to the dresser, removing her gun from her person and unloading it, toned back facing away from you.
ā¢ āwatch the attitude, yeah? thought youād be more happy to see me.ā she looked over her shoulder at you, having the grace to keep her voice and expression gentle because she didnāt quite know what your deal was. you really wanted to touch her, smush yourself right up against her strong body and have her squeeze the stress out of youā but you couldnāt. you just couldnāt wind down.
ā¢ she thought you might listen as you fell silent for a moment, watching her as she unpacked her belongings from her trip. she restart the conversation, giving you another chance. āare we gonna be productive today? maybe i can help you at the gym again.ā she suggested, remembering that you enjoyed it last time ā telling her that it helped you get your frustration out.
ā¢ instead, you groanedā flopping onto your back staring at the ceiling. āiām not doing that.ā you refused making her nod slowly as if to say āokay, so weāre doing this.ā you watched her braid bob with the movement and you resisted the urge to sit up and lightly yank it.
ā¢ abby sighed out her nose, turning around to look at you and she crossed her thick arms over her chest, the muscles in them engorged even more than usual from exerting them on her patrol. āis something wrong? giving you a chance to speak up here.ā her expression was kind, yet stern ā despite her words clearly being a not so thinly veiled threat.
ā¢ you didnāt answer, staring back up at the ceiling again. she watched you for a moment, before grabbing her towel ā heading to go have a shower so that she could come back clean, get in the bed and pull a good mood out of you like she knew she could. maybe you just needed to rant, or cuddle, or kiss. she was removing herself briefly from the situation, determined not to let you get under her skin.
ā¢ āugh, where are you going abby.ā you complained, bad attitude laced through your words as she stepped towards the door. she stopped, and you missed the way her back tensed and she rolled her neck in irritation ā too busy rolling your eyes back into your head, grumpy as ever. within a moment, abby had walked over to the bedā dropping her weight on it as she knelt, sitting on her feet. her strong hands forced their way to your waist, flipping you onto your stomach making you yelp. you bounced on the bed once at the sheer force of the turnover and she yanked you back, your body sliding up so that your hips were elevated onto her lap, back arched.
ā¢ abby spanked you just once, fist curling into her tshirt that you wore to keep you still when you tried to squirm away with a defiant whine. āwhen have i ever let you talk to me like that, hm?ā she slapped your ass again, hating how much the jiggle of it turned her on as you jolted with a whimper at the pain.
ā¢ āwhatāre you gānna do about it?ā you used up the last of your confidence, voice muffled into the pillow. abby went quiet, hand slipping between your legs that were forced open on her lap. her fingers nimbly pushed your panties to the side, shaking her head to no one but herself when she slid her fingers through the large quantity of arousal coating you. āgot yourself all worked up when you couldāve just asked. you know how this works.ā her strict tone made you falter, whining as you felt the tears spring to your eyes.
ā¢ āmāsorry.ā you whimpered, suddenly apologetic ā which almost made her chuckle, instead letting out a near bitter scoff. when she removed her fingers you reached back with your arm, trying to frantically grab at her to make her put them back. she pinned your arm to the small of your back putting her weight on it so that you couldnāt move. you cried in frustration, hips grinding against her lap trying to find friction.
ā¢ āyouāre always sorry. always wanna be a good girl when i start teaching you a lesson.ā her voice was so smooth and sultry and abby, and by this point you were regretting acting up all together. you tried to explain yourself, tried to make her see that you could be good with your words, but all that came out with stuttered nonsense.
ā¢ āno, itās your turn to be quiet. youāre gonna take what i give you, and youāre gonna keep taking it tilā i think youāve turned it around. okay?ā she sounded mad, weight still pressing you down on the bed ā and thatās when she felt your spine relax, melting into the bed as that submissive mindset took over. this was what you needed.
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thereās so many ppl enabling me in the notes of this post, so here enjoy some Thoughts iāve had about the nurseydex maine road trip so far:
they do a road trip up the coast of maine over fall break their senior year so that nursey can see acadia national park while the leaves are changing
william āacts of serviceā poindexter decides that it is his Responsibility as nurseyās captain and fellow d-man to become maineās official tour guide barbie. he plans the entire thing out and even prints them little itineraries and maps and shit because this boy is nothing is not Efficient
nursey makes them stop to see every single lighthouse they go anywhere near just to be a little shit (there are 65 lighthouses in maine, this would take So Long even if you just stopped at like a quarter of them)
the only canonical reference i could find for any actual locations in maine in the comic is that dex said his uncle who owned the lobster fishing boat he worked on over the summers lived in portland
(a side note to the above, i find this hilarious. portland is an pretty solidly liberal urban city - imagine a very small boston - and not somewhere youāre very likely to find small family-owned lobster fishing boats, at least in my experience. it would make way more sense for his uncle to live somewhere like rockland but i digress)
dex is 100% positive that nursey would Love portland so he carves out two whole days of their trip for them to stay with his uncle and explore. they go to the art museum and old port and the port head lighthouse and the top of the world lookout at fort sumner park and all the little shops and hidden places dex had found from living there every summer for years
nursey does end up loving portland but it might be more about the boy that shows it to him
even though his uncle lives in portland, i am still personally convinced that dexās family mostly lives around the rockland area. i will go on a rant about nursey meeting dexās close family another time, but while theyāre in rockland, nursey continues his dedication to seeing all the lighthouses he can by forcing dex to make the almost mile long trek out to the breakwater lighthouse with him (donāt think about them standing alone next to this little building almost a mile out from land. the wind is chilly and strong and it makes dexās hair look ridiculous and his cheeks flush and nursey definitely doesnāt want to kiss him ITS FINE ITS CHILL)
dex has them make a detour up to bangor and surprises nursey with going to see stephen kingās house. he doesnt understand why people are interested in looking at some dudes house At All but he does know nursey would love it so he does it anyways. the fence is cool and nursey gets so excited he almost face plants jumping out of the car, so dex counts it as a success
some random places i feel like dex would make them stop at along the way: freeport (nursey is both so confused and so delighted by just Everything about that place, but he loses his mind over the mcdonaldās and the ll bean outlet), ogunquit (dex purposefully takes highway 1 instead of the maine turnpike going towards portland so that they drive through ogunquit and he can see nurseyās face when he realizes theyāre driving through the single gayest town heās ever seen in his life and itās in southern maine), moose point state park (there are a billion lil state parks in maine but i just randomly like this one in particular idk i think itās cute), camden hills state park (itās too foggy when they get there to drive up to the top so nursey makes them go on a hike instead so they didnāt āwaste their time.ā they get lost within like 10 minutes and are wet from the fog by the time they make it back to the car like 2 hours later), the desert of maine (itās kinda boring to dex bc heās seen it a dozen times since he was a kid, but nursey gets enthralled by the science behind it so itās worth it), cushing (this is where the famous painter andrew wyeth lived at the olson house and was the subject of a lot of his work and i just feel like nursey would have fun seeing this place)
when they eventually make it to acadia, nursey ends up spending like two solid hours just sitting at sargent peak staring out over everything and desperately scrawling out lines of poetry into his notebook (dex spends most of those 2 hours staring at nursey but somehow doesnāt notice that nursey definitely isnāt writing about the scenery)
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ALRIGHT LISTEN
this is just an opinion no need to get in my inbox and hate :)
i GENUINELY wonder if my fics are not good enough, or it's just because i am writing about the "side charachters" and not ghost or kƶnig..
i mean ofc everyone have tastes but the way pepole act on socials and keep out charachters like Rudy and Alejandro makes me wonder if this is a preference or r*cism.
(before you say it, i am not making drama and we can't keep turning around the pot forever)
(also Horangi and Gaz are extremely underrated, fortunately ppl started to include them back after the chaos of September. i understand some people may not like a character or not write for him because they don't want to mess it up. but leaving him out like MANY did isn't okay.)
I am not blaming anyone but genuinely wondering why some charachters get all the attention while we can berly find content for any other character, who are really interesting as well and deserve appreciation.
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I am not against any headcanon, sticking with the canon events is fine.
y'all need to let people do what they love, even if you don't like it, someone enjoys it. And the purpose of a fandom is to recreate and make new stuff out of the actual product.
Although, what is extremely wrong is oversexualizing the charachters, making from them some mentally ill monsters and manicas. You should educate yourself on disorders and similar stuff before writing it, you may think it's ok, but in reality love, you are making a huge mistake.
(I've seen some stuff that was extremely messed up and the people who wrote that really need to touch some grass and urgent therapy. Some stuff shouldn't be posted at all..)
Also, the face models are actual people.. and the comment section under their posts makes me sick.. some of y'all took the digital footprint for granted..
remember they can read, or see anything you'll say. they have family, friends seeing what y'all say about them..
imagine seeing someone say that stuff about your friend or parent..
Also Samuel Roukin and every other actor are beautiful, they are humans and don't have to be a flawless super model.(he is in fact very handsome š¤)
Look in the mirror darling and remember that the person you are hating on is a human just like you and have feelings.
AS A CONCLUSION
- you can like whoever you want i am not judging anyone and i am not forcing you to like any character š¤¦š»āāļø
can't believe i had to add this ppl seriously need to touch grass
-give other characters attention
-dont hate on others for having different opinions
-the face models are humans
-there is some point where you should ask yourself if what you wrote is okay
-its kƶnig not konig
-graves is an antogonist and was supposed to be evil
- all of the charachters did something wrong at some point, this is war and not roses and flowers
this is my opinion and idc i wanted to rant cuz i had enough
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Author Note for fic - 2012 TMNT interpretation
This was kind of long for the Author Note of Chapter 3, so Iām placing it here instead. So, I donāt mean to do any bashing on āThe Eldest Brotherā fic, this is just some analysis / my interpretationĀ on the TMNT 2012 circumstances.Ā
Leo is a fan of Space Heroes, a series which often shows the captain ācalming downā the junior by slapping him (uses physical violence as comedy relief). For someone that didnāt leave the sewers in fifteen years, they only have Splinter and the media to learn and imitate. Heās not being purposely mean, he just doesnāt know better.
Splinter struggles to separate Sensei role and Parent role. He often ends up mixing them up, which makes it hard for his sons to confide in him on certain things, so he is shown often giving the first step to help with what he sees his sons need. Like talking with Donnie in the Metal Head episode, with Leo about fighting unfairly to win, and Raph about ignoring the insults instead of letting them make him angry. This, of course, means that if he doesnāt notice something, the issue is not addressed or resolved.Ā
Mikey is the family baby (and has ADHD, you can pry this from my cold, dead hands) and that comes with: Babying, doubting his capabilities regardless of how many times he proves them wrong (he probably canāt stay still/be silent/ concentrate. Better be the bait instead of ambushing the enemy) considering him too distracted/childish to be trusted with dangerous or difficult stuff. The brothersā default response for his ideas/opinions is, often, to dismiss them. Probably they donāt even realize how mean this can be at times, and even Splinter seems to think Mikey is childish/an airhead, soā¦ yeah. Not resolved, at least at this point of time (S1 2012 series).
Donnie is expected to know everything, create anything, repair everything, to the point where he gets scolded when he doesnāt know something. āWhy didnāt you tell me they had shields??ā āBecause I wanted us to fail. OBVIOUSLY I DIDNāT KNOW!ā And although he has accepted the role and does so for his family, I think heād not be too keen on working for others not close to him, hence the reluctance to make a Tphone for Rise!Raph, this stranger that claims to be another version of his brother but acts nothing like him. Heād probably not have this issue if it had been Rise!Mikey landing on their world. Too similar to be anything but the baby bro~
And 2012 Raph, much like his Rise!counterpart, prefers to turn difficult emotions into anger, and loves and wants to protect his family the best he can. Heās a little hothead and can be quick toĀ jump to conclusions, but thatās expected for most teens in general, if you ask me. Again, not resolved, at least at this point of time (S1 2012 series) but he does get some character growth later on from what Iāve been told. I havenāt watched anything after S1 2012.
Anyway, I usually donāt rant this much in the AN of my fics, but the TMNT fandom scares me (the 2012 vs 2018 discussions can get real mean), so Iād rather ājustifyā things here than go individually in the comments. Circumstances for each TMNT version are differentā¦ please donāt insult ppl if they like one version more than the other, and, is ok to be able to criticize the āflawsā of each show and still like them.Ā
Welp, hope you enjoyed the read!(Or will enjoy it, if you happened to see this note before I publish Ch 3 haha)Ā
This is the link for anyone curious.Ā https://archiveofourown.org/works/42638430/chapters/107105004#workskin
Ā See yaā around~ dEBB987
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im transfem/nonbinary and honestly the whole cutesy uwu anime girl puppy girl aesthetic is making me feel ill. i recently got harrassed by a cis woman chaser who saw the transflag in my bio and started talking to me in this really weird overly cutesy way and started flirting with me, i told her im taken and not interested and this is weird and she said something like "oki u silly transie, if u ever need a girly to do something for you im here, cuz nornal girls are boring" and then the next day she sent me some image of some anime girl w/ the caption "im not like other girls, i have a massive cock" and asked "this u?" and she was so weird and gross and overly cutesy. and like the fact im trans is part of me and im proud of it but i want to be seen as me, as a person, as smthn beyond arbitrary boxes. thats why im nonbinary, i dont wanna be forced into some made up vague perception of how i have to be and instead just be me and do my own thing. i dont label my sexuality either but im pretty sure im like pretty aromantic. greyromantic or whatever its called. and my sexuality i kinda tie together with my romantic attraction, so its often incredibly odd to me how prevalent sexual language and stuff is online and how weirdly its treated as smthn normal, especially in more queer communities. and when i feel terrible and get support online, ppl will say ooo ur pretty ooo ur cute dont be sad and downplay it when i need someone to talk to qnd need to be acknoledged beyond how i physically am, it makes me feel rlly objectified and like my only value is in the fact that i am trans and how i look, and its my only thing and the only way ppl refer to me and boil me down to. but i dont want to be some cutesy meme girl, i want ppl to acknowledge me and what i do and like and love and enjoy and hate and dislike and think and say, i want to be seen and understood regardless of and beyond my transness. because im a raw, living breathing human person thats infinitely complex, and i just wanna be me and do what i enjoy. i dont want my personality boiled down to superficial aspects of me that exists solely because outside society needed a label for it to ostrasize or fetishize it. im sorry for the long rant its just rlly frustrating, especially when you try to find communities and its just so weirdly sexual and condescending and objectifying š
hey unfortunately, i do not have the mental capacity to be able to read all of this and actually respond to it, i just lose 80% of the ask once I'm finished reading, so I'll just say: damn fuck that cis bitch.
While i get that after your experiences this "aesthetic" might make you feel ill, i really don't see why i should be told this.
I do not choose the way i present to other people because it's what i feel i should look or act like, i act however feels good to me. the reason my blog looks like this is because, put simply, i like it.
I may not be just a puppy, girl or gay, in fact the most accurate way to describe me would be "thing that should not be alive as far as anyone knows, but it persists, it's also a puppy that is a girl, a robot, a void and divine flesh"
but i go with my current aesthetic, username, and whatever else because they're the descriptions I'm most confident in, they make me feel nice, i love them.
I am quite literally a tranny girl faggot that acts like a puppy sometimes.
Sometimes i feel like I'm a shattered vessel built of divine flesh that's empty and yet so completely full.
Sometimes i wish my flesh melted away, permanently fusing me with the outer shell of a mech.
None of my identities are fully separate or stable, but they also feel distinct enough that i only choose one at a time (and even then sometimes they can split apart).
I don't act like this because i wanna be "haha silly cute trans girl that's an adorable puppy and is so so overly sexual", it's just what i act like, in general, if I don't worry about pretending to be someone else.
I guess put simply: if you don't like me: fucking leave, block me, get rid of me, i won't hold it against you, I'll continue to do what i like, the way i like doing it, because this is my blog.
i forgot where i was going with this post, y'all just get this really long one i guess.
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Can I... Request some wholesome Purple Yam Cookie headcanons? I love this man so much he deserves way better
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`ā¢- Purple Yam Cookie General Relationship Headcanons
purple yam cookie x gn reader
summary: how purple yam cookie acts in a relationship
warnings: physical touch
a/n: purple yam is so underrated istg someone pls yell abt him to me he needs to be more appreciated
omg porpl am
anyways
he tries to hold back his anger around you. you're always kind to him, and he doesn't want to yell at you and make you feel bad.
he's incredibly touch starved. if you so much as hold his hand he immediately gets red in the face and stumbles over his words.
please let him rant to you. he's just always so angry at the world, but talking to you always seems to wash his anger away and put him at peace with his emotions.
he's a bit protective over you. he doesn't want anything bad to happen to you, and he always worries about you. he'll try to turn down the protectiveness as best as he can if you ask him to, though.
he's a bit awkward in a relationship. he's never been in one before, so he isn't quite sure what to do. just guide him through it and he'll follow your lead.
he likes spending time with you. whenever he's hanging around you, all his anger washes away, and a peaceful smile finds its way onto his face.
he enjoys all the little things you do with him. whether it's you reading a book with him, watching a movie together, or eating breakfast with him, he always loves everything you do together.
overall, he's happy to be in a relationship with you, and he's glad you gave him a chance despite all of his flaws. he always tries to return your affection in his own unique ways, and he always wants you to be happy.
a/n: he is so underappreciated i swear why don't more ppl talk about purple yam RAAAAAAAGGHHH we love purple yam in this household
thanks for reading, and remember to take care of yourself!
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Fionna & Cake Episodes 3-4 First Impressions, Speculations, Etc.
[Obvious spoilers]
THESE EPISODES WERE SO NEAT IN TERMS OF LORE AND CHARACTER WHATEVER,,
PRISMO BEING REVEALED TO BE THE CREATOR OF FIONNA AND CAKE AND THAT THE F&C UNIVERSE IS THE RESULT OF A WISH MUCH LIKE FARMWORLD IS SO PERFECTSKNDKDJ
I LOVVEE THE SCARAB- LIKE I LOVE VILLAINS THAT ARE DOING THE āRIGHT THINGā BUT FOR MESSED UP MOTIVES AND HIM BEING JEALOUS OF PRISMO IS SO FUNNY
i also think hes not but lets not talk about that
CAKKEEEEE i feel like a lotta ppl are gonna say that the beginning chunk of her episode felt like filler but i really enjoyed seeing her again AND her getting a proper song! it was rlly cute and its also funny that that episode dropped when i LITERALLY have a cake plush coming in the mail today dkdbfkdjd
fionna sleeplessly looking for cake all throughout the city with as heartwarming as it is sad- cake really is one of the only things that gives her joy in her bleak reality- it was also nice seeing more of ellis and marshall as well as gary who was acting just a LITTLE bit sus not sure whats goin on thereš¤Ø
i also love that ellis and marshall just fall asleep synced like whatš
one thing i WILL say though is that i wish we saw a few more genderbends that werenāt seen in the first episode, im sure we will later on but yknow-
it was really nice to see that universeās ICE QUEEN though! oddly enough she feels like the most underrated character of the F&C universe, only having a really prominent role in the first episode and like 2 of the comicsdkdjkdj i just hope we see more of her and her ice cream escapades
this will never happen.
i really hope we get to see more of astrid shes rlly cute and the dynamic between her and fionna- first thinking both being fans and then realizing āoh shit its the real fionnaā was really fun
ending this little rant off, the end goal being to bring the ice king back is honestly really heartbreaking
simon canāt just live as himself anymore- his identity will forever be in the shadow of the ice king and his insane antics.
however i really hope the show doesnāt just settle on this as the only way things work out. the message ādamn you were a lot better when you were self destructiveā would be INSANE to ride on so i think theyāre building to a compromise that splits the diff- maybe simon learns to be ok with the ice king being his past while making an effort to explore his new world without shutting himself out because its not the way HE wants it to be
TLDR i really liked these episodes and am hyped to see what they do with this series now that the stage has been set for their multiversal adventure
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Honestly, this post is going to be a lot about system tropes and stereotypes in shows.
Today I finished watching the show āRatchedā about Nurse Ratched. It was an amazing show- I personally loved it and I loved the color palette that was used. Everything was going quite well until,,, they dropped someone who had DID into the mix.
In case you havenāt watched the show and plan on it, there will be spoilers below!
Every other disorder was not portrayed in extremes, and there was even a scene where the doctor called out Ratchedās ābrotherā for acting wayy too close to the books of how someone with schizophrenia would act to be seen as āinsane.ā
Since the show was based in 1940s-1950s, I appreciated that even though they used accurate historical depictions of how ppl treated being gay, they made it CLEAR that this was morally horrible and incorrect.
They did not even ATTEMPT the same thing with someone having DID.
We first get introduced to the character āCharolette Wellsā who Dr. Hanover said has āmultiple personality disorderā because of her switching between different characters.
Even her introduction made me cringe and seize up with absolute fucking distaste. She is introduced as Ondine Duquette, who harassed an artist for playing a violin and acted aggressive. Charolette, however, was very shy and closed in (she was also treated as the,, ācoreā basically- which was kind of how they approached DID back then so I kind of tried to shrug it off)
It got even more frustrating when it was ONE session with Dr. Hanover and suddenly she was ācured.ā Like Charolette had all control, the āviolent alterā was gone, and she was suddenly relieved of her trauma??? BECAUSE OF HYPNOSIS???? I literally held my face in absolute disgust over this shit and this isnāt even the WORST part.
Fast forward to later: Dr. Hanover leaves the hospital because of his past and takes Charolette with her. Well. He pushes her into a trigger againāwhich I will give the show credit for, I am glad they didnāt stick with the bandaid solution of ONE SESSION of therapy magically making years of trauma go awayāand it forces Ondine out again. Who. Also believed Dr. Hanover was. Hitler and that she was killing Hitlerā¦???
So obviously she. Decides to murder Dr. Hanover- which we see Charolette wake up to this in obvious horror bc she doesnāt remember what happened. It just gets worse.
Then later, she comes BACK to the fucking hospital AS Dr. Hanover and she kills one nurse while forcing the OTHER nurse to release the fucking murderer??? After that, she (Itās so unclear who the alter is fronting at the time bc thereās a lot of time switching) literally teams up with this murderer and follows him around killing people????
Onto the rant I wanted to discussā¦
This is by far not the first nor last time we have seen this.
We have seen this in popular media that many people likeālike fucking danganronpa, where this character loves to use the R slur and be actively racist.
It is an obsession of demonizing mental illness once again. It sucks because now knowing we experience DID makes this trope even harder to enjoy medias with. I love studying psychology, and I already cringe at the absolute bullshit they throw out and label certain disorders. I donāt know why though, but seeing media portrayals around schizophrenia and DID just make my blood boil and anger me to the extra mile.
We are the victims. We are the ones violence is forced on.
Why is it such a fucking obsession??? Honestly, blaming other systems for being the reason we arenāt ātaken seriouslyā is extremely misdirected and false. WE WERE BEING BLAMED FROM THE START!!!
Anyway, I wanted to get this off my chest because it made me fucking mad and itās also useful for any system who is uncomfortable with this show now because of its decisions.
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hi! malevolent patron here! i speak for most of us when i say that some ppl are seriously overreacting. no one except for 2 or 3 people (who were not actually patrons and therefore didn't even know the line itself, just its subject matter) were upset.
the line is:
"well... i never told you this, but... a part of me wanted christmas just... just with you! and me!"
"[tenderly] john..."
"as friends. [sitcom audience laugh] canonically just friends."
"of course"
"that part of this is canon"
"obviously"
from that alone it comes off clearly more like a "no homo haha we're just buddies" joke. i don't know where on earth people got the idea that this caused harm to the queer fans. there's another line when they're improvising "baby it's cold outside" where john says "if we hold hands the fans would die" but that's . also very clearly not negative, it's a meta joke about the shipping and it's just silly.
yall are spreading discourse with no context and it's causing more problems than the line itself. the reason no one saw the "patron criticisms" is because there were no patrons actually criticizing it, because we had the full context. this is no hate btw, i just don't want ppl to keep spreading misinformation
iām also a patron :) so i appreciate all the condescension and quotes i guess butā¦ yeah, i listened to the special weeks ago
iāve discussed it + the general vibes with other patrons who have similar thoughts (thereās more than 2 or 3 of us, thanks) but not everyone needs to write a rant on the subject
honestly, the special was cute!! it was fun!! and i really donāt think itās as serious as some people are making it out to be like at all
but! iām kind of getting sick of people in this fandom acting like any vaguely negative opinion towards harlan counts as like ācancellingā him or whatever. heās just some guy. he made a cool work of art that i can enjoy. but, yeah, just some guy, whom i can have opinions on
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