OK SO!! Heres when it's light up!!! It's been a while since I lit up his candles and I'm so happy!! Got him some berries, a sour candy stripe and red wine!!!🤌🩷 hope he enjoys it!
This is how Apollo appears to me sometimes; a canine-like being made of pure light, heat and energy. He looks almost as if he’s made of the same material as the sun itself, dense and warm and powerful. There have been a few times where he’s stayed with me through bad nights in this form, laying beside me like a gray-muzzled mastiff in hopes to keep me safe from my own illness. I know he’s capable of being burning and oppressively heavy like the star he rules, but it seems that, knowing how fragile I am in that state, he lightens and cools himself to protect me.
This is a devotional work made as a “thank you” for help recovering from a physical illness.
☀️Khaire Phoebus Apollo, you who works from afar, I thank you and praise you! May this offering please you!☀️
I don't think there's more sadness i can gain,
And lately i've been made of fragile porcelain.
So tender, delicate and cold to the touch,
Because every hand on me has been only tough.
My eyes made of stars, my hair of silk,
Only kind words can escape my lips,
I tear under every shrinking sound,
And every shout pins me to the ground.
My rosy cheeks tremble in your stare;
I beg you to be gentle - i easily can break.
And yet if i've shown Lucifer the way
That he could attend the pearly gate
And even though i kiss my hangman's hands,
I will be seen as doll on Satan's strands.
What have i done to deserve these cries,
Slowly my purity with its sorrow dies.
You took away my soul, damn these hands of yours
Which tried to dirty me; i'm no longer in their force.
Luminous my skin, i'm modestly dressed
But you will still prove that i am posessed.
Within your fuming hatred in vein,
I start to be sure i'm worthy of hell.
I crash the mirror and let my nectar bleed,
And soreness for myself is all that i need.
But i'm not afraid to believe my beauty no more;
Cause everything that's beautiful, people want to destroy.
Sometimes I have these thoughts that tell me that I'm not practicing hellenic polytheism correctly, that maybe apollo never answers to me , even though lately I've been seeing name apollo poping up everywhere I go- I was listening to music on my way home and I was talking to apollo in my head, all of the sudden I look down at my phone and I see a singers last name was apollo, and there's more!! But today, my mom was watching a documentary about russian ballet, and this ballet dancer said while walking down to the stage, " I serve lord apollon-" and the selling had an apollo painted with greek gods around him, my mom called me over to let me know- as I remember minutes before that happened, I was cleaning up his altar .... t's truly magical! And I bealive that those are signs that he's there- but they are days where I think I'm a bit crazy-
I need opinions from my fellow practioners! What do you guys think? Am a bit paranoid? Or crazy-
This Apollo themed bracelet, is perfect way to show support to the Greek God of Light, Plague, Oracles and so much more. Dear to many Hellenic pagans this deity bracelet is the perfect gift, made with carnelian, yellow agate, and fire dyed quartz. This bracelet is about 7.5 inches to 8 inches, if you need it lengthen or shorten please leave in the notes or message me.
*Labradorite slab not included*
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