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reidspharb · 10 months

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part two on the angst spencer reid (happy ending if u want) 🤞🤞

How You Get The Girl

*Part two to The moment I knew

Summary: After four days of no calls, Spencer tries his hardest to fix things with you

Word count: 1.14k

Warnings: angst, fluff, lead by pure vibes idk

Note: idk whats with me and writing at ungodly hours of the night but this one was written mostly at like 1am so any errors are due to sheer sleep deprivation! also thank you so much to anon who submitted this it was really nice to give this little story a happy ending :) also first anon ask super cool on enough of this now.

It had been 3 days 2 hours and 43 minutes since you had last spoken to Spencer. He knew because he couldn’t stop thinking about that short exchange, how you were so upset you didn’t even let him explain.

Spencer couldn’t stop staring at his phone, picking it up every few minutes, maybe I missed the notifications he told himself.

The truth was, he knew he fucked up and he knew he hurt you and missing that party was the worst decision he had made in a long time.

Thinking about you had consumed him so much that he found it hard to complete his work. He never used his phone at work, unless he needed to call someone for something work-related.

Of course, working with a group of profilers, people began to pick up this odd behaviour. The first to notice was his best friend JJ.

She immediately recognized his anxious demeanour, but she just didn’t know why. After a while, she ruled out problems with his mother, and that didn’t really leave many options.

Spencer didn’t have many friends - at least that they knew of- and most likely didn’t have a girlfriend either, so what was it?

JJ approached him after their round table meeting on a case just a few miles west of Quantico.

“Hey, Spence,” she sighed settling her hands on her hips.

“What’s up JJ?” He replied, obviously trying to act as normal and natural as possible, but it wasn’t really working.

“Nothing, I was just wondering how you’re doing,” Immediately Spencer blushed, obviously embarrassed that his co-workers were noticing his new habits “You just seem… off. Worried. Is everything alright?”

Spencer had tried to hide his shame but clearly, it wasn’t working and he just couldn’t keep it all contained anymore.

“No, I-“ he sighed and looked down at his feet, trying to decide what to say next. Jennifer didn’t even know about his girlfriend, how would she react knowing he hid that from her all this time and also did such a heartbreaking thing to an innocent girl.

He faked a laugh and a dull smile, “No, JJ everything’s fine! I've just been a little anxious because,” he swallowed and tried to come up with a lie as realistic and believable as possible, “I’ve just been awaiting an interview for this teaching job at Virginia Tech, and uh, they haven’t told me the date yet.” He said in a nonchalant tone, praying that JJ wouldn’t push harder.

She obviously knew he was lying, the guy was a genius but he wasn’t a very good liar. Even though she knew there was something deeper, she thought if he wanted her help, he would be honest.

“Oh, cool! I’m sure you’ll get that response soon.” She said cheerfully before walking away and clearing the conversation out of her brain.

After the fourth day had passed Spencer knew he had to do something to make this right, the regret had nearly swallowed him whole.

When he got off work, he drove over to the closet flower shop and purchased a rather large bouquet of your favourite flowers. He remembered when you told him that a bouquet of flowers was always the best apology.

To go along with your flowers, he purchased you a birthday card, to make up for missing the party. It was a rather cute thing, with a pop-up kitten inside, he knew you would love it even if you didn’t say it.

He scrawled a short birthday wish into the card before starting up his car and heading in the direction of your home.

As he drove towards your house in the darkness and rain he couldn’t help but worry about what would happen when he arrived. Would you be so angry you would throw it all in a puddle? Or would you welcome and forgive him and this would all be over. Of course, he hoped for the latter, but he would understand if you were upset by seeing his face again.

Once he had arrived, his heart raced as he stepped out of the car and headed towards the front door. When he walked up the stairs, already wet from the rain, he thought of the first time he ever strolled up those short steps and your first kiss standing right there in front of your front door.

He rapped on the door two times fast and two times slow, just like he always did. He could feel himself nearly shivering as his hands just about vibrated while he waited in that infinitely long moment for you to open the door.

He heard the chain on your door unlock and as the door swung open, he saw your face. Your tear-stained, puffy, red face. Seeing you like this almost brought tears to his own eyes.

The way you looked at him ate at him from the inside.

You sighed and looked him up and down, inspecting the flowers he was holding.

“Oh my god, Spencer. Are you insane?” You practically shrieked when you realized he was standing outside your door at 9 PM in the pouring rain.

“I know, I’m sorry. I should have called first before I just showed up, but I nearly lost my mind missing you.” He said truthfully. “I was just too afraid to see you and tell you that what I did was so fucking stupid and I just really h-“

Just like you had on the phone those few days ago, you cut him off, but instead of with a snarky remark, with a hug. You nearly jumped into his arms. You didn’t care if you got wet or if the flowers got ruined, you just wanted to feel him.

After the lengthy embrace, you let your boyfriend in. He gave you your flowers and your, now wet, card and made you both tea while you placed them in a large glass vase.

The two of you sat down on the couch and you let him explain this time, fully explain. You could feel his remorseful aura, and even though what he did sucked, you didn't care anymore, you were just so happy to have him with you.

After your long discussion, you ate leftover cake, then celebrated your birthday by binging your favourite tv shows and remembering old memories.

The following morning, Reid decided to move in with you, telling you he never wanted to be away from you at a time like that again. He hung up framed photos of you all over the house of kisses on cheeks and happy memories. He would remind you nearly every morning how much he loves what you have and wants you no matter what, for worse or for better, nearly like wedding vows.

And you can say proudly he never missed another birthday.

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hitomisuzuya · 1 year

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Hello, happy valentine's day to you!! Your writing is really amazing, people writing for genshin women are so rare idk why 😭

It's the same Ning, Lisa and Signora x tired reader anon from earlier btw. I'm sorry but I'm down bad for these 3 women like mommies 😩😩

Very self indulgent request here so it's fine if u reject, can I have foursome with them and fem reader? Completely up to you how you do it, if not foursome then I don't mind threesome with any 2 of them either. Thank you, hope you have a good today and be sure to rest! <3

a/n: There is no need for you to apologize for being self indulgent, dear. My writing is 10000000% self indulgent lol I chose a threesome with Ningguang and Lisa. Content is too few and far between for Genshin women. Come out, come out, wherever you are, I know you guys are out there. 😊 I put some extra spice in it for you to make up for the wait.

Ningguang x fem!reader x Lisa Threesome. Smut. Praise

Feeling Ningguang nibble on your lower lip, you moaned against her mouth. She took the opportunity to push her tongue into your mouth, stroking your hip. You were so lost in her kiss that you barely heard Lisa chuckle softly behind you. Nor did you realize that you were using Ningguang as leverage to push yourself back against the vibrator Lisa pumping into in your soaking cunt.

"You are so eager tonight, cutie," Lisa was pleased that you were. You always were when you are making love with them.

A trail of saliva connected your tongue and Ningguag's together, making you blush when you pulled away, moaning. "It feels so good, Miss Lisa!" You could feel your orgasm approaching. Little did you know it wouldn't be your only one that night.

When you felt you couldn't hold yourself up anymore, Ningguang curled her legs under her, resting your head in her lap when you slumped forward. Your moans were starting to sound shameless. Lisa groped your ass as you buried your face in Ningguag's lap, wagging the tip of the vibrator against your throbbing clit.

Ningguang stroked your hair in encouragement. She wanted you to be as loud you wanted. "I'm cumming," you groaned lewdly, a little bit of drool trickling down onto Ningguag's thigh. The vibrating toy felt so good inside of you, buzzing intensly against your most sensitive parts. Lisa always enjoyed using the highest setting.

It was like Ningguang read your mind as you slid your body down a little, shaking from your orgasm. She spread her legs for you so your mouth could latch onto her clit, swirling your tongue. Bracing her hands on the bed, her back arched with pleasure, a honeyed moan sounded sweet in your ears, making you wish you could taste sound.

You worshipped her pussy, your eyes darting over to Lisa as she crawled in front of you to enjoy the show between you and Ningguang, blushing as she licked the toy clean. Before she could start stroking and fingering herself, you beat her to the punch, eager to make them feel good.

"You are so hardworking, cutie," Lisa praised as you pumped two fingers inside of her. She moaned when you hooked your fingers snugly against her G-spot.

Both of their moans were starting to were starting rise in pitch, becoming more consistent. If you could, you wanted to make them both cum at the same time.

To Ningguang, there wasn't enough Mora in the world that could buy anything that was better than the way you made her feel when you so eager to please her. She was going to do well in assuring that your second orgasm of the night would be just as strong as your first.

#genshin impact #genshin smut #lisa #ningguang #lisa smut #ningguang smut #lisa x y/n #lisa x you #lisa x reader #ningguang x you #ninggaung x reader #ninggaung x y/n #fem!reader

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sorcerous-caress · 4 months

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Re: making homemade porn w your loser elf bestie FNSKFKSODKE GOD YOUR BRAIN IS SO HUGE AND WRINKLED!!! I deeply enjoy how one of this biggest degenerate losers in the forum falls off the face of the planet for a few weeks, comes back with a human partner, and suddenly the whole forum is like “our human 👁️👁️”

Now I am thinking more about bullying him for the camera. Sipping the thought of sitting astride him while slowly grinding on his cock and watching how red his face gets like it’s fine wine. Delighting in how his eyes get hazy and he babbles so desperately in whatever language his poor porn rotted brain can conjure up in the moment. He’s so cute when he’s losing his mind over the way your insides feel wrapped around his dick while the camera peers between your legs and watches him barely slide in and out of you. A witness to how just a bit of tight human hole makes such an elegant, graceful creature fall apart at the seams and lapse into an animalistic state. Yeah sure the two of you may take inspiration from the large amount of suggestions you get, but honestly this is your favorite way to have him <3

As an aside I NEED more of your thoughts on the people on the forum getting on his nerves and making him, dare I say, possessive? 👀 It’s one thing for him to willingly show you off, it’s another to have others so brashly ask to borrow you. I wonder if we would ever accidentally get a peek at some of the online messages that refer to him as our boyfriend 👀

(I also have some cute fluffy ideas for this pornbrained loser but this ask is already so long, I sowrry 🙈)

—🩵 Anon

"O u r Human 👁 👁" XKSJKSJXJAKAJX i love your humour

Honestly, if he also stayed a lone loser on the forum and never met you, then he'd have the same reaction to someone else bringing a human there.

He is aware it was mere fate and chance that you chose him, pure luck. That's why he doesn't feel bad about being a bit selfish and never fully showing you the forum or suggestions.

Like yes, these people are his community and were there for him when normal elf porn websites removed their human category after some some public backlash. These forums were the only reason he could even experience sexual pleasure anymore.

But now he has you. A whole real human to himself. One so willing and enthusiastic about sleeping with him, he would be crazy to pay attention to anyone else.

On the fluffy side, you were also his first ever real friend, before he knew you were human. He really has spent his days with brainrot as he fell deeper and deeper into the porn addiction, his views on actual humans morphing and mixing with fantasy. The thing that helped bring him pleasure was also becoming an addiction that made it akin to impossible to make any friends.

But he met you online, also by fate, and the two of you clicked. Played video games together or chatted by texts for hours deep into the night. He has replied to the weird memes you've sent him at 3am almost immediately since he never has the need to sleep.

You became another source of happiness for him, a true blessing he thanked Corellon for everyday.

He was so excited to meet you, preparing an entire day of fun things you can do together. But you just had to be the most attractive human he has ever seen, huh?

And yet you didn't reject him or think he was weird when he couldn't keep his obsession from showing, your insides felt so amazing as you held him close and whispered praises into his ear with every thrust.

Indulging him with your body and making him almost pass out from happiness, his heart was immediately yours to do whatever you wished to with. Even if you squeezed it and stepped on it, he'd thank you and find it the hottest thing ever.

The forums became a thing of the past, his human magazines that he spent so much of his salary on collecting and getting every new edition the day it dropped, are now forgotten and collecting dust.

He's very clingy and is a sad mess whenever you leave his apartment to go back to your home, you haven't invited him over yet so he has to helplessly wait until the next time you come over.

Coaxing you to stay whilst eating you out, using every trick in the book he can think of to convince you on why it's better to just spend the night at his place. If you want to stuff then he is ready to drive you there and back here just to get them, you don't have to lift a finger and be his lovely passenger princess.

Although, now his salary goes into funding this homemade porn new habit of his. Buying only the best of the toys for you, the highest quality vibratiors and lingerie that's tailored to your body.

He gets off using them whenever you're not around, watching a past video of you fucking yourself with these toys as he does the same. Just the idea of them having been used by a human gets him on the edge, but the fact you were that human specifically is what gets him to cum whilst crying your name.

You're very eager to film with him. He notices the way your lips curl from humiliating him on camera, softly bullying him as you tease and edge his cock. Making him fuck you with the slowest pace possible and turning him from a respectful noble high elf, into a desperate needy pathetic whore who needs his cock inside you to function.

Elves known for their grace and wisdom. The fact he has lived way more than a century and yet you reduced him to an animalistic state as he fucks you with all of his power.

High elves call sex lovemaking instead, consider it to be a joining of soul that's full of love passion and gentleness like no other. Yet he is leaving his marks along your body, squeezing your thighs so hard until his handprints stay there, kissing and sucking on your neck and throat so he can spend the whole night admiring his work while you sleep.

Sometimes during your sleep, you do hear a wet sound besides you, heavy breathing and a muffled moans as he strokes his cock, rubbing at the head to quietly get off. He doesn't dare touch you while you sleep, merely laying besides you in agony at never being able to get off on his own no matter how many times he fucks his own fist.

Your smell is everywhere too, that human scen that your kind is blissfully unaware of. He can smell it on his clothes that he lets you borrow, pillow cases and sheets.

Even his home office isn't free from it, as much as he tries to keep that space neat and tidy in case of a video call work meeting, he just couldn't refuse your request to tie him to his office chair and suck him off while he tries not to cum.

He gets the same heated feeling between his legs whenever he sits in that chair since then, clearing his throat and hiding his tenting hard cock under his desk from the camera on his work laptop. Keeping the facade of being a calm, collected noble elf.

More on the fluffy moments, he found out he likes having his ears petted gently because of your curiosity that one time. Usually elf ears are off limit since the pointer they are, the more a show of pride they represent.

Elves are discouraged to touch their ears or anyone's because of that, since they were children. Parents would tell their kids that their ears would flop or stay in weire shapes if they let others touch them.

But you just did it one day, without regard. Asking if you can try something and just reaching out towards his face. At first he panicked when he realised it was his ears, but then it felt...good.

Your touches were gentle, comforting. He found himself relaxing and leaning into you, not even caring if this is considered inappropriate. Human hands are really soft and round in comparison to elves, almost like these hands were made for the sole purpose of petting things.

Another time, you two found each other by mere chance at a supermarket while shopping. He usually avoids all humans and never looks them in the eyes, but he couldn't look away from you since the second he recognised you.

The two of you spent the afternoon shopping for groceries together, getting to know each other's food preference and actually having a good time. It reminded him that he never lost the friend he made in you, that sex never made you view him differently.

He took note of a particular snack or drink in your cart. The next time you went to visit him, he had it in his fridge for you. He isn't very good at cooking, but sometimes he shares elven dishes with you.

They're heavy on the vegetables and spices, and each dish prefers complexity rather than simplicity. He knows the tastes might be too intense for humans so he prepared a watered down version of it for you.

You make the mistake of kissing him after it, and just the taste of the original dish on his lips sends your tastebuds into alarm. One flavour after another invading your sense, it's like everything all at once was pushed to the limit. He confesses that magic is involved in making that dish to intensify the spices, but he rubs your back as you chug water afterwards to try and wash it out.

One time, you accidentally mixed your glasses and took a sip of elvish alcohol, a single small sip. You were hungover for three days after and had to take time off work. He stayed by your side in bed and nursed you back to health. Thankfully, the cantrip he was born with does alleviate pain and refresh the mind.

He admits he finds it adorable, how humans are oversensitive to so many "normal things". Like a fresh breath of life trying things for the first time.

As for the possessive side, he'd probably get really defensive about you on these forums. Claiming since he is your "boyfriend" then he has every right to be protective of you and never allow anyone else the chance to contact or meet you.

He doesn't think less of you for sleeping with him or being friends with benfits. It is one of the many things he really admires about humans and find unimaginably hot. Even if you never start a relationship with him, he will die happily knowing he was your boytoy for all of your lifetime.

What he hates is the potential that he might lose you to someone else. That other human enthusiasts like him no doubt also find these things hot about you and would want a piece for themselves.

And it's making him more possessive of you, feeling more entitled to the videos you two film. Half of them he doesn't actually share on the forums and just saves for himself. He took editing courses on the side to learn how to fully make your identity untraceable so that none of them gets the chance to find you let alone your online accounts.

#♡🩵anon #♡human reader #♡human kink #♡modern au human kink #♡modern loser high elf #♡smut #♡fluff

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kyojurismo · 10 months

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hi could i sumbit an emergency rq?

i've been struggling w/ my home situation on and off for a few years, and now it's been going on again for a few months and feel like i can't do shit right lol (nothing too bad luckily!! but its draining ... ig)

could u please write smth abt the reader meeting douma and them going away w him?

whisk me awaay douma!! lmao

pls give other emergency requests priority if u so wish! i'm alrdy happy w looking forward to smth heh 💞

# douma (upper tank two)

tags : gn!reader, douma not eating a human 🫢, he’s sweet alright, lemme know if i missed something, not proofread as always.

a/n : hello anon! i genuinely like this req hehe ^_^ i know it’s short ( and it prob doesn’t make any sense and it’s pure shit ) but i hope you’ll enjoy it anyway <3

it was rare for douma to wander around too much

but he got bored so there he was

you were running into the woods that night, before bumping into something

“oh dear, are you alright?” the moment you met his face you noticed the way he was grinning at you, his fangs on full display. his eyes looked strange, but you like how colourful they were. of course you didn’t know about demons hehe

“do you know how to speak?” douma tilted his head to the side, looking at you with pity. “yes, sir…”

the tone of your voice was soothing

“tell me, where are you going all alone in the night?”

you explained why you were running and all, douma seemed to genuinely care about your situation and proposed to come with him at the paradise cult

lowkey would have done so anyway, lol

like not kidnapping but probably gaslighting you into believing it was best for you and what you really wanted

anyway .

douma told you everything about him and his cult, but didn’t mention him being a demon

[ manga readers — me — be shaking rn ]

he promised to protect you

to provide for your every need

basically to take care of you

OH! he spoiled you, of course

you were his darling

he spent 24/7 with you

literally dragged about how he saved you from your past life to his disciples

he was very proud of it ngl

he would fall in love with you at some point but never realise it lol

but i believe he would genuinely care for you and would never think about harming you or anything

you eventually found out he’s a demon, but he never confessed what was on his diet [ women ], he just said “i don’t eat the same food as you,” smirk smirk

we don’t care alright, it was his business so we’re gonna ignore everything about it

reblogs & comments are super appreciated! thank you for taking your time reading it, i hope you enjoyed it. have a good day / night <3

#📂 — writing !!#douma x reader #douma x you #douma x y/n #douma drabble #douma blurb #douma imagine #douma one shot #douma fanfic #kny douma #kimetsu no yaiba #kimetsu no yaiba fanfic #demon slayer #demon slayer fanfic

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se1f · 4 months

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hayyy self hope ur doing fantastamazing💗💗💗💗 having plenty of rest for ur self and plenty of love love lovely nights and days🌌🎁💗💌 , I know ur inbox is so very full atp but I hope to be your 🐾 anon possibly :3 , I had this crazy realization and I wanted to share with you!

for a while I had in the mind this specific qoute

You fail to do the works of God, because you take the body to be God. - Ada B. [4dbarbie]

first I was like , whaaatt…tryna get it like intellectually so hard literally burning the mind over it stressing… crying shaking ahh…like (ahh I gotta get this now 😡😡😡NOW!!!) I used to beat myself over fear and other stuff… but ever since I befriended fear and became fearless and lovingly indifferent with all the emotions🫂(yall be patient with urselfssss ,everything is perfect i pinkie promise…im hugging u tru the screen fr)

ND NOW I FINALLY GET IT OMAYGAD… realized sitting at a the table that I didn’t even expect it..lollol

like you fail to do the works bc your depending on a illusion….somethings that’s not you….. 😯😯YOU ARE NOT THE BODY OR MIND YOU ARE FUTHER AND BEYOND TAKE IT SO LITERAL YALL LIKE I MEAN IT. I was literally this emoji “🤯🤯!!!” IT CLICKED , my mom was like “what did you get” and I was like beyond words, gobsmacked even…I was like “duuuuhh… errrrmmm🧍‍♂️”

Like…. I experienced it and now I get when u gotta experience realization.. I was like(WUH, OOOOOHH🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️I’m soo sillyyyy) 😭😭..lolzies anyywho I wanted to share bc I thought it was so interesting ♥️and for everyone struggling , dare you go beyond the mind and the body who knows what you’ll discover 😊like really … take it literal…(hope I didn’t say anything false! correct me if needed highly appreciated 🐇🥐🫶🐾)

Sincerely ur 🐾 anonie ,sending hearts and hugs🫶 hope to send another crazeeee epiphany…🫂 (be patient and leap!! who knows what you’ll find or even “discover” within… who? your self🌌🌌oooo

tehe i love "fantastamazing". you're so creative, anon!! i'd be more than happy if you would be 🐾 anon <33 this was so heartwarming to read!! it truly is such an "aha" moment. you didn't say anything wrong 🐾 anon, however, i would just like to state that there is no experience of realization! only the seeming appearance of it. for THAT, there is no realizing THAT. you only seemingly realized/remembered the nature of illusions!

good job on utilizing the mind to help direct/point you back to THAT!! even though the body-mind are just simple illusions, they can serve as great pointers :) i do also hope you have been getting plenty of rest!! i wish you a wonderful rest of your day, anon :) thank you for sharing this with me, and i cannot wait for more epiphanies!!

#asks #experience

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akiology · 7 months

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SOULMATES AU W/ AKECHI DHWKBH,LDKH3LCKWHQ,3J

author-chan~ please give me some hc of akechi in soulmates au

or you can post this and have one of ur anons give some cute ideas to send u

>////< pretty plsss

HMMMMMMM i am going to make this as a part of my ramblings series, since this is more of an open discussion or sumn . .therefore theres no structure to this whole post and i apologize </3 but if you want me to make an official headcanons version of this, feel free to send another ask!

NOW FIRST LETS TALK ABOUT HOW THE SOULMATES ARE CONNECTED... i've seen alot of versions of the soulmates trope such as: having a tattoo of the first thing your soulmate says to you, red string trope, seeing colors trope, dreams trope...

personally . . my absolute favorite is the colors one . . . SO I WILL GO WITH THAT FOR MY IDEA

okok but what if. . . WHAT IF . .. the soulmates also passes on to the personas . . . like as i have mentioned before loki has a wife named sigyn.. . . WELL robin hood has a lover named marian so . . . ASDASDASD i am not suggesting s/o to be a wildcard (or to be strictly female, we have characters like brown from p1 having a persona of the opposite gender, and p3 femc having a genderbent orpheus), but im just saying both of akechi's personas technically have a partner so .. . just an interesting thought ehehehehehe

I would like to believe that Goro was a cheerful child, and I feel like he was very excited to see his soulmate. But as life goes on, his view on soulmates altogether soured. Goro has seen how his mother's soulmate treated her, and his scum-of-the-earth father would gladly discard his soulmate just for power, so Goro sees soulmates as a weakness more than anything. He wishes his world to be forever grayscale.

However, as he continues mingling with the leader of the Phantom Thieves, he eventually met everyone else, including you. The first time, it was a speck of color. If he was not paying attention he would have missed it. But he swears he started seeing the color of his coffee for a few seconds, and when he blinked it was gone again. Back to his monochrome world.

And he swears for the first time, he became afraid.

I feel like Goro would put up walls around you, and a door, and some locks, and a gate, and an electric fence. Basically he is just very secretive and evasive when it comes to you. If ever there was a moment where the both of you were left alone, he would quickly shut down any ideas of you starting a conversation. Every time it happens, you were disappointed. Every time he does it, he feels his heart break a little.

When he sees your Persona for the first time... He feels a lot of things. Guilt, anger, sadness... Guilt because you were stuck with him, anger because it felt like the world was making fun of him, and sadness because... he fears he will let you down, or end up like his father sent from hell. Of course, if you gave him a chance, Goro would do his absolutely best. But he feels like his family line is a big jinx, so he decides that for your happiness he will not pursue you.

But you just had to be persistent, huh?

And slowly, the world started becoming colorful. It was like your warmth was seeping through the cracks of his barely-working heart, and he shouldn't want this, but he does. He wants to one day be able to wake up, and the first he sees is your bright smile. He wants to leave work, and you'll stop him on his way out because he forgot his lunch. He wants to go home and hear you greeting him as he puts away his shoes. He wants the late-night talks, the long walks on the park, the cuddle sessions on the couch, the play dates, the jazz dates....

But when has Goro Akechi ever gotten what he wanted?

#akiology talks #GUYS WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS #IM SORRY THIS IS A MESS </3 #goro x reader #goro akechi #goro akechi x reader

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softxsuki · 2 years

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Heyy do u mind doing an urgent request? I have c-ptsd due to csa and I’ve been having rly bad panic attacks/flashbacks lately, I woke up from a trauma nightmare not too long ago n I was having a hard time calming down and I kinda relapsed back into sh. I was wondering if u could write for Draken and Mitsuya (separate) coming home late from work to their s/o having a panic attack, comforting them and helping them patch up their sh. Ty beforehand<33

Draken and Mitsuya (Separate) Comfort Reader Who Relapses After A Traumatic Nightmare

Pairings: Draken x Gn!Reader, Mitsuya x Gn!Reader

Warnings: Mentions of childhood sexual assault, some descriptions of self-harm, blood, razors, descriptions of panic attacks, PLEASE DO NOT READ IF ANY OF THESE THINGS WILL BE TOO MUCH FOR YOU TO HANDLE

Genre: Comfort

Post-Type: Headcanons

Word Count: 1.7k

Summary: In which Draken and Mitsuya (Separate) come home one night from gang business and see you mid panic attack as you've relapsed from self-harm after having a nightmare about your past trauma.

[A/N: Hey! Sorry for keeping you waiting anon :( I hope you're still around to see this, please let me know if you are. I'd love to hear your opinion. But I hope this brings you some comfort through your trauma that can't seem to leave you alone. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I wish there was more I could do to help, but I hope you're okay <3 I'm here if you ever need to talk or if you need anything at all! P.S: I did something a little different with these headcanons. I wrote a general introduction to the main story before getting into their individual reactions :3 Thoughts?]

You awoke in a cold sweat, breathless and sweaty as tears poured from your eyes–another nightmare. Memories of your traumatic childhood that you couldn’t erase from your mind no matter how hard you tried. You felt disgusted with yourself; how could something so vile happen to you at a young age? Why couldn’t you stop it? Why couldn’t you tell anyone during the times it was actively happening? Why were you so scared? How could you move past this?

No matter how long ago the incident occured where someone sexually assaulted you as a child, it still felt fresh, as if it happened just yesterday. It doesn’t help that your night terrors continuously have you relive that moment in your life over and over again, not allowing you to move forward.

Your breathing goes heavy as warm tears continue to fall from your eyes, quiet sobs threatening to escape your lips, but you try your best to keep them at bay. You can’t seem to catch your breath, full on panicking now. Feeling desperate for some form of relief, you run to your drawer where you had hid some razors in case you needed them. Self-harm–something you used to do in the past, but soon quit thanks to your boyfriend’s support. It was your last resort, needing to feel something somewhere else on your body other than the pain in your chest.

You had let your boyfriend into your heart, exposing the darkest parts of your past to him a few months after you first started dating. After learning about your trauma, he made you feel loved and accepted, regardless of your past…he became a beacon of light at the end of your dark tunnel. When you thought there were no options left, he gave you the bit of hope you needed to move forward and hope for better days.

But the nightmares never left, the panic never left, the urge to harm yourself again never left. Probably because you never spoke about your issues again, in hopes that your boyfriend wouldn’t get annoyed and leave you, or maybe even consider you a burden. You wanted to feel like a normal couple, a happy couple, and you couldn’t do that if there was something ‘wrong’ with you.

He was currently out at work–some late night gang business he had to deal with. At first when you found out that he was part of a gang, it terrified you, but you saw how gentle he was with you and knew that he’d never hurt you–if anything he kept you very safe.

You weren’t expecting him to return back home until the morning, so as you make cuts to your skin on your bedroom floor, your blood runs cold and regret fills the pit of your stomach as you hear the front door creak open.

Your heart leaps in your chest at a rapid pace, your airways feeling tighter as you frantically move to clean yourself up, but to no avail, he comes walking through the door with your razors spread out across the floor on full display as blood oozes from the cuts on your arm…

Draken:

Draken is tired from having to leave in the middle of the night when he could have been in bed with you

He’s beyond annoyed and wants nothing more than to be back by your side where he feels the most at-peace

So when he enters your shared room where he expects to see you peacefully asleep, he’s shocked to instead see you covered in blood

His initial response is to be on guard as he looks around for any kind of threat that may have hurt you

“What the hell happened?” He seethes, not angry at you, but the stresses from his day makes him a little short-tempered than usual, causing you to cry even harder since you think he hates you

“I’m sorry!” You choke out through your erratic breathing, loud sobs escaping your mouth

“Babe wh-” he’s about to ask you why you’re apologizing and demand some answers on who hurt you so he can go handle it, but he stops as he walks closer to you as sees the bloody razor on the floor in front of you–it is then that the pieces connect in his head

He instantly feels guilty for leaving you alone and raising his voice at you due to his stress and worrying

Would reassure you that he’s not mad and would immediately apologize for raising his voice

Goes on to turn the attention off of you and towards him so you don’t feel bad about your situation

He doesn’t want to address the situation you’re in to make you feel worse

SO he talks about his day and how annoying everyone was–how Mikey made him leave for the stupid reason of wanting some food

As he talks, he gently cleans up the blood and patches up your cuts while pushing the razors away from you, making a mental note to throw those away later

He sits beside you on the floor and just talks about random things, one hand gently grasping yours as the other is slung around your shoulder, allowing you to cry into his chest

Before confronting you about how you ended up in the state you were currently in, his main focus is on calming you down first

Of course, he knew about your past history of self-harm, but he didn’t think you’d ever do it again, so he was pretty shocked inside, not that he’d want to show that externally

He looks and acts as he usually would, but on the inside he’s panicked and fighting to keep his face neutral

Once you’re calm again and your breathing is back to normal, he’d play with your fingers with one hand and soothe your back with the other

He won’t bring what he witnessed up to you until you do first, and when you do, he’ll sit and listen

You tell him about the horrible nightmares you’ve been having and how you can’t forget the past about your sexual assault

He winces at the mention of it, anger flickering through his eyes as he terribly wishes he could find the person that gave you all this trauma and give them a piece of his mind…or worse

But he stays silent and listens to your thoughts and everything that has been going on under his nose–man did he feel dumb for not noticing something was wrong sooner

He’s just honestly relieved that he made it home in time before things could have gotten worse–he didn’t even want to think about what could have happened if you cut too deep and he didn’t make it back until morning–the thought alone made his blood run cold

He’s not very cuddly all of the time, but after the events of that night, he doesn’t want you to leave his arms–he knows you’re safe with him so he keeps you wrapped up close to him

He wants to keep you safe from anyone and everything–including yourself, and that night he failed to keep you safe

In the next few days expect an uncharacteristically clingy Draken who keeps a close eye on you

He won’t say anything about that night again but he’s watching you closely, making sure he notices any differences in your behavior or demeanor at any moment

Stays up at night to watch your facial features and wakes you up if he sees even the tiniest crease in your expression, he doesn’t want you to have to relive your trauma through your dreams each night, so he tries to stop them before they get too far

Deep down, he’s just scared and doesn’t really know how to help you, but you bet your booty he’s gonna do whatever he can to get you through this

Mitsuya:

Like Draken, when Mitsuya returns home he’s tired and ready to cuddle up to you for the night

So he’s surprised to see the light on in your shared room

He’s ready to greet you with a smile, and is kinda glad that you’re awake so he can spend some time with you before going to sleep again together

He opens the door and the sight before him instantly makes his smile falter FOR A SECOND

He’s quick to catch on to what’s going on and approaches you with a soft smile, greeting you with a kiss to your forehead as he usually would

Doesn’t want to make you feel guilty or worse by him reacting negatively to your situation, so he stays calm

Cleans up your wounds and then wraps them up securely, pressing kisses to the ripped skin every few seconds

REPEATEDLY TELLS YOU THAT HE LOVES YOU, he needs you to know this

Having just come home, he doesn’t know why you relapsed or what caused it to happen, but he at least needs you to be aware that he’s there for you and STILL loves you despite you relapsing–he will always love you

Would walk you to the bathroom so you can bathe and probably gets in the bath with you so you can bathe together

Makes sure your newly wrapped arm doesn’t get wet though, but he’d rub your shoulders and just hold you close to him to try and get you to calm down since tears are still falling from your eyes

He presses kisses to your bare shoulders, to your face, to every inch of you, needing to smother you in affection

He also wouldn’t bring anything up until you’re calm, so he fills the silence with soft whispers of love and positive words

Overall, Mitsuya is very touchy, very affectionate, AND very worried despite the smile that won’t leave his face

His logic is, would you rather see him cry and frown at you, or would you feel better if he could smile for you? He thought the latter

Once you open up to him about your nightmares that keep reminding you of your childhood trauma, he nods understandingly

I imagine him just holding you close at night, hoping that, that wards the nightmares away

BUT for the next few days he’s locked up in his studio working on on something

Turns out he was making a dreamcatcher for you, though it may be completely ineffective, perhaps the symbol of a dreamcatcher would help ward nightmares from your mind at night

He’s super thoughtful and gentle with you

Mitsuya just loves you so much and wishes he could do more to keep your past from haunting you–if there was a way, he’d definitely make it happen

REQUESTS ARE OPEN :D

Posted 8/29/2022

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pinkmoondoll9shihtzu · 3 months

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anon Valentine’s confession:

There are two beings that wish to be bed partner with me, my cat and my allergic to cats wife. So cat (who I got on Val day 4 years ago before wife came around) got kicked outta the bedroom and cries for my every night and morn. So I feel a little bad for breaking her heart. I try to come lay on couch with cat in the mornings and evenings so she gets some bed time with me.

nooooo sweet little baby cat ToT i relate cus i want a cat so bad but slimbo is allergic </3 and i've seen them around cats like they literally sneeze every 30 seconds its so terrible. but thats very sweet of u to make sure ur cat gets special cuddle times too, im sure they appreciate it very much ^^ happy valentines to you, your wife & your kih-tzu, ty for sharing w me <3

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jungshookz · 7 months

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i cant believe your back. i redownloaded the app to see the reactions of some of the blogs i followed to the jujutsu kaisen spoilers and i noticed that the little thing said that u had posted recently and i was shocked. u were one of the last x reader writers that i read. nowadays i read exclusively member x member stuff almost but coming back to this blog feels like a warm hug. i found ur blog during the pandemic when i was starting college and now u come back when i’m a senior. i have a job lined up, cee :’) i have an apartment, and a photocard collection, and so much has happened, but u feel like an old friend that i have to tell everything to. i’m sorry for what happened while u were away, i truly am. i’m glad that ur healing and that ur still writing and getting an education in it. as someone getting a lit degree but is not going to do anything ~traditional with it (i’m going corporate actually) it’s really inspiring to see u pursuing something u love. i wish u nothing but the best and the brightest days ahead and long nights reading and writing and loving what u do <3 i honestly don’t know where to start with the new stuff you’ve posted and the worlds you’re coming back to. it feels like i forgot so much lol, but i’m so happy to have all of these worlds back. i did have a question, u mentioned in another anon that u had lost a little interest in bts over the time that u left, does that mean that you’re having difficulty creating new concepts or any other problems? i’m genuinely asking bc i’m curious and i’d like to know how u approach it as a fan and a writer

so so so happy to hear all these great life updates!!!! congratulations on the job AND the apartment and what sounds to be a fantastic photocard collection >:))

and thank you so much for the kind words!! it means a lot to me to hear that - to be honest i don't think i'm very skilled in other areas so fingers crossed writing will work out for me some way somehow LMAO

i'm still trying to get into the swing of things bc i haven't written fics in forever but i've been really enjoying reading all ur asks and brainstorming fic ideas hehe

and to answer your question - i think it has impacted the way i've approached fics now!! because i don't keep up with bts that often i just don't have that same fire in me but i still LOVE coming up with new drabble ideas... but also because i have to submit a 20 page submission every two weeks for my own classes that's been sucking up all my creative energy :-/// it's all about balance i suppose!!!

#<3 #answered

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 6 months

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Hiya! ^^ I just wanted to add to the gojo writing praise train! I absolutely adore how you characterise and present Gojo in every piece you've done, he has such a soft and sweet, 'fell first and fell harder' type of vibe (to me at the very least! <:) ) and it just makes me endlessly happy to see such a complex and sometimes closed off character like him be so smitten, sappy, and endearing toward his partner!🥺

Your writing just gives me so so much serotonin and I'm always so charmed by your style, thank you so so much for all of your hard work, and for sharing your creations, I'm wishing you all the best for any and all future creative projects! I hope you have a wonderful day/night! <:)

anon....... thank you !!! sm !!?? u r so so sweet for sending this in … im a lil overwhelmed by this anon love hhhhh psjhd but i !! appreciate it sm !! 🥺🥺😥

and yeah !! i def see gojo as a fell first/fell harder kinda guy pshdhs. i love exploring the more complex, guarded and closed off side of him, but its also so fun to write established relationship fluff yknow? i think itd take a WHILE to fully break down his walls, but once u do i rly believe he’d be so attentive n devoted …. smitten n lovesick ….. soft gojo will always have a special place in my heart !!

aaa just . tysm for taking the time to write this out !!! and for all ur kind words !!! :’3 it means the world to me <3

#i hope u have the most wonderful day ever anon <333 #im working on a gojo piece rn that i think is way closer to like . the more complex canon gojo ? or so i hope … so im excited to get it out #anyway !! ily anon #ask tag ✩

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merakiui · 8 months

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Hi! How often do u write a day, also do u plan ur writing times/when u write? What are ur optimal writing conditions? Can u talk more abt ur writing process and quirks u have as a writer pls? Im a big fan :3

Hi hi, dearest anon!!! :D I'm happy to answer your questions!! I love rambling about writing, so thank you very much for asking!!! <3

How often do I write a day?

Aaa it really depends! Sometimes I can write a lot if I have the time, energy, and brain power and other times I write very little.

Do I plan my writing times/when I write?

I try to! Writing is like a little treat for me, so after a long week of uni and work I tell myself: okay, this block of time is reserved for writing fanfic and nothing else!!! I like to write on the weekends the most because I usually have more time to do the things I couldn't do during the week! But if I have some free time, I'll attempt to put some words on the page.

What are my optimal writing conditions?

Most importantly, a clean and organized desk space! :D if I'm writing during the day, I open my curtains to let sunlight in, put on music, keep my water bottle filled, and I'll write. If it's at night, it's mostly the same, but I dim the lights so they aren't so bright and harsh.

What is my writing process like?

It's mostly structured when I'm following an outline, but sometimes it can be chaotic if I haven't written an outline in advance or if the outline is written vaguely to make room for other scenes or last-minute inspirations. Although sometimes I'll just write and see where it takes me!

What are my writer quirks?

If I'm feeling lost or unmotivated (or I simply wish to find inspiration), I will go for a run! A good run with some music usually helps to clear my mind and gives me the chance to daydream certain scenes. To hype myself up during the editing process, I do dramatic reads in my head and I react accordingly when something exciting/sad/funny/etc happens. It's very enjoyable! It may not be a quirk (more so a blessing or a curse depending on how you view it), but I have the tendency to think too much. ^^;;; therefore, my google docs is always filled with wips and concepts. It's fun to look back through the drafts and outlines to see what I was cooking. There will never be a shortage of ideas hehe!!

#chit chat

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softhairedhotch · 5 months

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HAHAHAHA NO WORRIES PLS TAKE UR TIME TO ANSWER MY ASKS!!!! hope u are had a good sleep n are taking care of urself 🫶🫶 and AWWW THANK U pleaseeeee i wish i really did actually Write Write 😪 i just have a very active imagination n too many thoughts...

BUTTT i have to admit.. i did come up with a male oc last time.. may have dumped many thoughts about him n aaron... the premise is that oc joined the BAU and somewhere along the line, aaron and him became FWBs 🤭🤭 n they text A LOT which forms the basis of their friendship n closeness.

i think some of these scenarios r SOOO FUNNY EMBARRASSING bc there's so many ways where i picture them getting close calls and ALMOST getting caught. like they're both super intelligent n responsible men but the moment they're insanely horny... their brains fly out the window 😭😭... but i'd say it'll be AGES before i ever publish something concrete bc i need to brush up my Descriptive writing skills first LMFAOOO (bc i'm more of an academic writer which just focuses on getting to the point so my vocabulary is like. Horrible.) but lmk if u ever wna hear any of them bc i'll be more than happy to share HEHEHE .

maybe one day i'd just come off anon n create an account to actually talk Talk to u but I'm Shy 😪👉👈 LMFAOOOOOO SORRY this is SOOOO funny thinking abt how i literally said the most god awful filthiest things abt aaron n im yapping abt being embarrassed

-🤲

I WANNA ANSWER YOUR ASKS IMMEDIATELY OUGH THEY'RE JUST SO GOOOOOD!! curse stupid silly tumblr app formatting asks so that i can't read it when i'm tryna answer </3 and GOD I GETCHA, that's how i used to be and sometimes get with some characters/fandoms but with aaron i just gotta WRITE !! i have way too many ideas though so i only get the short one-shots out and not the stuff i really wanna write, like the multi-chapter fics n angst and stuff with my ocs </3 i'm praying i can sometime soon

YESYESYEYESYESYESYSEY I LOOOOOOOOVE MALE OC'S HOLY FUCK PLEAE PLEASE PLESAEEEE LEMME KNOW ANYTJHING AND EVERYTHING ABOUT YOUR OCS!! like i live off of oc's, ESPECIALLY MALE OC'S oh my god i have SO MANY and so many plans for aaron x male oc fics. i have some mostly written but ending them is HARD.

i looove the idea of FWBs hehe that's sooo good. like they get stressed on a case and end up fuckin somehow (even better if it's the classic one bed trope) and oop it just becomes a habit hehe :') LMAOOO I LOVE THAT THO, THEM CONSTANTLY ALMOST GETTING CAUGHT BC THE MOMENT THEY'RE HORNY THEY BECOME DUMB NEEDY MEN LMFAOOO. i can imagine them just being silly n super casually walking to each others rooms at the hotel and like dave sees aaron walking toward's oc's room one night and is just like "you sure that's your room, aaron? 🤨" and aaron is just like "oh... right... yeah... wrong room" and walks back to his own room in embarrassment LMFAOOOO. dave cockblocked him fr BUT YES PLEASE TELL ME ALL OF YOUR THOUGHTS I WANNA HEAR THEM FOREVER AHHH ANYTHING ABOUT AARON N OC'S WOULD MAKE ME SO HAPPY

omgomgomg if you did that i would DIE i'd be SOOOOO EXCITED SDKHFKSDFJ but don't feel pressured to !!!! like i understand that you're shy hehe (me too!!!) but just know i would LOVE LOVE LOVEEEE to talk to you!! but i do love talking to you over anon too, so do whatever you feel comfortable with <3 feel free to carry on sending the filthiest asks, it makes my day lol (and feel free to talk about literally anything you want as well, i'd love to get to know you!!)

#🤲 anon #casks #casper's anons #aaron hotchner #aaron hothner x reader #criminal minds

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rinhaler · 5 months

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The anon who just found out u were fuwushiguro here!!

Yes I absolutely understand the frustration from not performing as well with follower count to likes ratio - as an artist who used to be quite popular and likes went from thousands to only like seventy. At some point you feel like you’re not doing it for you, but actually for others. I’m happy you realised the happiness can come from writing and not only hate.

The friend who left you I can also relate to a bit, my ex best friend of 6 years also left me quite recently and it was like there was an empty hole in me because even if you’re not friends anymore, your brain can’t quite handle the change. I’m so sorry that happened to you, but the greatest challenge is to not only hold yourself to one person but to be open and try new possibilities, and that’s what you’ve seemed to done! You have new friends, new mental attitude, and a brand new beautiful blog (that I love the theme of btw!!!) You’re doing great and will continue to do so, because if there are 100 rinhaler fans I’m one of them, if there are 10 rinhaler fans I’m one of them and if there are none, I’m dead.

Also to the question you had, idk it’s just the way you describe certain things..? It’s hard to explain, I have about 50 fanfic blogs that I really love the writing of and fuwushiguro was one of them. Your world building, character description as well as development, SO GOOD!! And your wusyaname series was amazing, I used to check your blog religiously for any updates, and I’m happy you’re reuploading them here bc now I’m gonna reread them every week!

Also the way you wrote yuuji in the aita!sukuna fic was extremely similar to the first few chapters in wusyaname before he goes on that trip (if I remember right)

Have a great day/night :D

omg ARTIST AAAAAA im obsessed I'd love to see your stuff if you ever feel comfortable sharing with me sometime but no pressure ofc! I know it's very personal! ive been trying to get more into art but im finding it hard to balance practicing art stuff and writing. I also have massive art insecurity bc I don't think I'm good enough (same with my writing) so I totally understand if u wanna keep it all to yourself but go you for being a talented babe <3

interactions on tumblr suck and I'm starting to be able to tell myself it's purely luck what performs well and what doesn't, so I'm finding it a lot easier to write things I actually want to write now rather than what I think my followers will like.

Also yeah in regard to my friend, we were online friends and we'd only known each other for around two years but god i adored her and i still do tbh. I think about her and our memories all of the time we were so so close so her decision to just randomly cut me off really hurt. I'd love to talk to her again but I know I have to respect her decision and I wish her the best!

It's been a good opportunity to get back into writing so at least something nice has come from something so sad. And I love this little space so much! I'm glad you like my theme! It was greenish at first n i was like nope this aint the one i am a pink girl through and through!

ALSO AAAA THE WAY IM BLUSHING ABT AITA YUUJI BEING LIKE WUSYANAME YUUJI UR SO RIGHT 😩 definitely not intentional but god maybe i missed him more than i thought! I'm so excited to be reposting it though it's going to be like living through the magic of it all again and hearing what everyone thinks and stuff! I haven't read it in so long so I feel like I'm right there with you all hehehe

anyway thank you for supporting me always ur literally the best i adore u pls take care of urself mwah mwah mwah

#💌 — luxe mail

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hyuckmov · 6 months

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oh shit you’re gonna make me cry again, aren’t you jing??? i’ve just finished the preview for part 3 of settle down and i must say how much of a sucker for angst i am, and how amazing of a writer you are! i remember reading part 1 for the first time and a few days after it, i’ve read it all over again. same thing happened for part 2, i was awake the whole night, went to sleep at 5am and had to go to college at noon, i came back from college and spent the night reading it all over again just because i needed to digest everything slowly. i’ve grown so attached to the story, to the point of checking your acc almost everyday for more reactions from other readers or literally any update from you. i’m usually not an active reader, english is not my first language so i don’t really interact that much with writers, but i truly felt like i needed to let you know: it’s impressive how you built the storyline, how perfectly detailed and dense the characters are, as well as the conversations, and how immersive the reading is… everything, seriously, amazing, well thought and written!

my honest congratulation’s, jing!! i hope you’re doing fine and i can’t wait to read more of your beautiful works! sending lots of love from brazil <3

-🌑

HI 🌑 anon !!!

thank u so much for dropping by and letting me know how you felt reading rockstar hyuck - i'm so honoured that you took the time to read it over many times despite it being kind of long <3 i'm so happy that you liked the way i wrote it and my characters...it's really encouraging me to press on and keep fleshing out the story :) thank you again for taking the time to send this !!! my work has calmed down so i'm looking forward to making time for myself and my writing... i hope YOU're doing great and that everything with college is going well with you 🤎🤎 wishing you the very best !!!!

also so happy that you like where the part 3 teaser is going !!! will be serving up more angst definitelyyy

#asks #anon #🌑 anon #fic: rockstar haechan

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puphee · 1 year

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I posted 1,079 times in 2022

That's 578 more posts than 2021!

803 posts created (74%)

276 posts reblogged (26%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@puphee

@jaylaxies

@jeontaeil-archived

I tagged 818 of my posts in 2022

Only 24% of my posts had no tags

#🦋ask : anon - 193 posts

#shut up ceb - 159 posts

#txt hard hours - 157 posts

#🦋: mutuals - 96 posts

#enhypen hard hours - 90 posts

#txt smut - 53 posts

#skz hard hours - 48 posts

#soobin smut - 40 posts

#🦋ask : koa anon - 30 posts

#julia🐛 - 28 posts

Longest Tag: 135 characters

#yeah i stalk ur prifile sometimes bc it seems like you have my post notifs on and idk a lot of male tumblr users aside from my moots so

My Top Posts in 2022:

ummm txt mtl to cum from eating the reader out??? ^_^

hope you’re having a good day/night! <3

-@gyulfriend ⭐️

Reasoning will be under the cut!

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Soobin

HueningKai

Beomgyu

Yeonjun

Taehyun

Least

I am a firm believer in the Soobin and Huening Service top agenda. Soobin and HueningKai are actually on the same level with this tbh. For different reasons tho

Soobin would def because he’s a huge pervert and it just gets him so riled up to make you feel so good that you’re pulling on his hair or wtv and he just really really gets off to the thought that it’s him of all people making you feel this way. He’s probably fantasized about this a lot before, so when it’s reality, he can’t help how hard and desperate he gets subconsciously </3

Kai is MEGA service top. But he’s also pretty shy. But also not. It’s hard to explain how i think. Kai takes great pleasure in helping you get off, and he thinks it’s so rewarding to see you so blissed out and beautiful and even more so when you praise him for doing such a good job. Like, his sole focus is on helping you get off, so he, like soobin actually, doesn’t even realize he’s grinding his hips against whatever while he’s eating u out, only registers it when he’s actually cum and then he gets all blushy and embarrassed and flustered and apologizes, but you always say it’s okay because it’s really so cute just how happy he really gets just to make you feel good. This (my description of this) is so ass compared to what it’s really like in my brain i wish i could show you what it’s like in my brain so bad rn.

Beomgyu is also a major pervert, and has definitely cum untouched while eating you out before, but it was kind of a once in a while occurrence. it’s not something that happens very often.

Yeonjun and Taehyun are neutral tbh. Yeonjun might have had it happen before when he was extremely turned on or excited before, but that’s it. Taehyun doesn’t think of it as anything significant enough that he could cum from it. Yeonjun kind of has the same mindset in that aspect.

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yeonjun fucking his gf on the kitchen counter in the middle of the night 🥺

Today was a day where the both of you could just lay around in your pajamas for the day, nothing important on your schedules. The sun has set long ago and you're still lounging in your sleep attire while Yeonjun is sat in his gaming chair in only his boxers. Let's say you're both insomniacs, okay? Both of you can't exactly fall asleep any time soon. Maybe it's Yeonjun's fault for having the brightness on his monitor turned onto its highest setting, or it could be that you were staring at your phone screen for the past couple of hours without taking a break, but we aren't going to blame anyone right now. You've finally started to begin feeling tired, so you set your phone down and stretch, stumbling into the kitchen to get a glass of water and maybe cut up an apple for a late snack.

As you were too focused on your screen, you hadn't realized Yeonjun had stopped playing his games and began to watch you with hungry eyes. The position you were laying in was a little... let's say it just gave him a very nice view😁👍 anyways with every shift you make, it had given him even better angles for him to ogle at. Being the pervert he is, he's gotten a little excited. When you get up to go to the kitchen, he follows suit, taking this opportunity. Maybe he'll finally feel tired after blowing your back out lmao.

Anyways, his hands snake around your waist, and he presses up against you. Yeonjun places a kiss to beneath your ear and down your neck, gaining a small giggle from your lips.

"Hey, baby?"

"Hm?"

"Are you still not tired?"

"Hm... only a little, but other than that, I'm a bit restless."

A smirk will grace his lips as he turns you around in his arms, looking you in the eyes. "I have an idea. Maybe it'll help."

It doesn't take much for you to agree, and by now, Yeonjun has lifted you up onto the counter and slipped off your shorts and underwear, leaving your lower half bare in front of him. He delicately traces his fingertips along your folds and rubbed small circles into your clit, collecting your arousal on his fingers with a smile. Once he deems that you're wet enough, he strips his boxers off and steadily pushes into you <3

The angle makes him hit just the right spots repeatedly, your toes curling with every thrust of his hips. He might even bring a hand up to wrap around your pretty throat if that's what you like. Despite the dark, he can perfectly see the way his cock drags out of you only to push right in again sharply.

It'd probably be a bit of a quickie, because not a lot of energy was within the both of you in the first place, so there wasn't a lot to put into it either. (Obviously enough for you both to blow a load tho) Will be very proud of himself with coming up with the idea because you're so spent and tired that you slur your words a little afterwards. You also make sure to tell him how much you liked fucking in that position hehe so you can do it again.

Sorry if this was ass, I wrote this while I had a fever and forgot to post it

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thoughts on makeup sex with any txt member of your choosing?

😼I'm gonna give my thoughts on make up sex with the choi line !! Before you thank me, you're so welcome

YEONJUN:

Your argument was so stupid that you don't even remember what it was about at this point

You've been ignoring him for a few days, so you've forgotten why you were still so upset with him

He feels really bad though, and not talking to you for a few days made him feel even worse

He knew it was his fault for starting it, and he wanted nothing more than to apologize

But you wouldn't return his texts or calls

He's a little worried at this point, so he decides to just show up at your place and try to talk to you in person

When you open the door and look fine, he feels relieved, and immediately engulfs you in a hug

"I'm sorry, baby. I missed you so much."

You pout standing still for a while before feeling your resolve melt and hugging him back.

"Let me make it up to you, please?"

Make up sex with Yeonjun would have a lot of apologies and "I missed you"s.

He'd remind you how much he loves you and will be really gentle the whole time

Missionary bc he wants to kiss all over your face and to kiss away any and all tears that may slip past your eyelids

SOOBIN:

Soobin had been really stressed with work lately and, although he didn't mean to, he took it out on you

You did not appreciate it and you got onto his case about it, saying you weren't going to put up with it and to get out of your apartment

He realizes he messed up almost immediately after you scold him and kick him out

He feels really bad, especially when you ignore him for the next few days or so

Will continue to send you good morning and goodnight texts even though you leave him on read.

After he gets particularly upset about not talking with you, he'll text you again

"I'm sorry. Please let me make it up to you. I miss you."

You're too curious for your own good, so you respond: "how will you make it up to me?"

"Let me come over. I want to show you how sorry I am."

You let him come over and as soon as he's in your apartment and the door is closed, he has you in his arms and his lips on yours.

You would have put up more of a fight if you didn't see that he had been crying.

He leaves apologies repeatedly against your lips, holding you tight as if he were afraid to let you go (which he is)

You hold onto his shirt when you kiss him back, tugging on it a little.

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808 notes - Posted May 25, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

The Weekend

-p.js

WARNINGS: barely proofread for mistakes, car sex, grinding, unprotected sex, glasses kink, facial, mutual masturbation, jay giving mixed signals ig, open/shitty ending

WORD COUNT: 3.36k

A/N: i kinda gave up on making this any longer, so maybe in the future there will be a part two but that won’t be any time soon. Hope you enjoy ;)

Also I listened to The Weekend by BIBI on repeat while writing this fic so feel free to do the same as you read <3

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