#angsttttt
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me when haikyuu
#haikyuu#hq#hq headcanons#hq drabbles#hq fluff#hq fics#hq fanarts#hq smut#hq suggestive#haikyu#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu suggestive#haikyuu smut#ANGSTTTTT#lol help#been reading tumblr since the last 2 years and i will forever cherish the haikyuu things
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[ Dramatically bust's through the wall kool aid man style ]
GHAAE ( + Wolf) HEADCANONS :D
( for both Fable and MerSMP cuz I am having massive brainrot )
Fable:
- When Rae and Aax were younger, they would always without fail have some sort of picnic in their cave, this had led to Caspian, Rae, Aax and Fenris to have a makeshift picnic at random moments,
- Caspian has become a master at braiding his boyfriends (and boyfriend in law's) hairs, he'll sometimes do it automatically whenever one of the sits in front of him, he doesn't even realize he's doing it until they ask him about it.
- Fenris likes to draw stars on Rae whenever he can, Rae will be happily sleeping next to him and Fenris will just pull out a pen and draw the prettiest stars you've ever seen just- on this man's arm, Caspian and Aax have also been drawn upon on a few occasions but not *nearly" as much as Rae.
-Rae and Fenris can easily preen wings, Caspian *can* but he's not as good as them at it, Aax has no genuine clue what he's doing.
- If true crime existed in Fable, Aax and Caspian would be watchings, commenting and taking notes on any video they could get their hands on.
( TW for slight mention of child abuse )
- Whenever Aax thinks about the memory of Fable hitting Rae, he'll go to Rae and kiss where Fable hit him. He loves it whenever Aax does this.
Mer:
-Raylan will have constant dreams of old places he and his family used to go to, He can *almost* picture what their home looked like, He's tried to draw it from memory but it never looks right.
-Krit walked Raylan down the isle on his wedding day
- Mer! Caspian and Aax (Percy??) Still have Rayland ring on, Caspian has tied both his rings around his neck in fear of losing them, while Aax keeps them on his finger.
-Raylan has written letters to his family in hopes that the wind will bring it to them, He hadn't heard anything back yet- but he's hopeful, he put what he remembers, what he doesn't remember, what happened and his cords in it, folded it into a paper air plane and let the wind guide it out of his hands, he then quietly whispered a prayer that it finds them and that they don't hate his guts.
- Raylan hasn't been sleeping well, not only because he's mapping out the stars, but also because his bed feels too empty. The only times he's gotten actual good sleep is when Bucket laid in his chest and purred.
-More often than not, whenever Raylan is laying in bed, trying to sleep- He'll hear Caspian singing.. sometimes he'll even sing along- just to feel closer to him,
-Mer! Aax and Caspian have been absolutely worried sick about when Raylan is, They've been to so many tavern with a picture of him and Krit, asking the bartenders if they had seen either of them, Solaris and Jamie have been hoarding coral in the hopes that Raylan and Krit will just- magically appear so they can give it to them.
- Krits been awake more often, and has been trying to help Raylan remember anything about his husbands, it's worked to some degree- but he still can't remember Mer! Aax's name.
Dontcha just love it when you suddenly begin to brainrot over fiction gay men? I sure do :D
/pos
#mer smp#fable smp ghaae#fsmpblr#fsmp#fable smp rae#fable smp aax#fable smp ghae#caspian solcrest#rae morningstar#fenris#fable smp wolf#headcanon#the brainrot is brainrotting#i love them so much#angsttttt#krithos dawn
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Small continuación of this post
Maybe Nancy left Jonathan because things weren't working out. Maybe she was distracted, or she realized she didn't feel the way she did before. Whatever it is, it's something that frightens her. Jonathan once said she tried to rebel by doing the same things as everyone else. He would feel hurt sering her return to Steve, but most of all, he would be disappointed. Because all Steve did was to be right there when Nancy got scared, and she clung to him thinking he could be her proof that she still had a normal life waiting for her at the end of the apocalypse.
So when Robin - oh so intelligent Robin - saw the signs (a breath held for a little too long, a glance adverted just a little too quickly), she thought she understood. She thought that, maybe, she wasn't alone, that she wasn't creepy or wrong or unloveable, and she approaches her one rainy night - maybe in front of her house, maybe in an empty parking lot - and she tries to talk to her. She gets nervous and scared but she's trying to be brave and she tells her she thinks she knows how Nancy feels, or something like that, that she sees her, that she sees her dreams and her genius and magnificence, and Nancy is just tense as a bow, wanting to run away, softly saying Robin, maybe this isn't the time to talk and I think you should go home, and Robin doesn't understand until she sees Steve come out from behind Nancy, and she thinks this must be the moment they stopped being friends, because his eyes are hard and cold when he says what are you doing here? And she told you to go home, Robin, so go home. And Robin so desperately asks for just one more minute, one more second to let them explain herself, when Steve steps forward and roughly places his hand on her chest and pushes her back.
And while it may sound odd, Robin never so much like a lesbian before. Or what her mind told her it meant to be a lesbian sometimes, when she felt particularly alone. Something that appeared to be a normal woman at first sight, but was not quite one. Something deceitful. Steve would never lay hands on a woman. He barely touched her, really, he just pushed her back, but the way he did it - it felt so much like he was fighting another man who was trying to take his girl. And Robin hated herself for it.
Steve looked at her with disappointement, maybe said what is wrong with you? or just go home, but he definitely said don't come near her again, and then he left - not before telling Nancy to come with him. For a split of a second, the back and forth of Nancy's eyes almost made it look like she considered staying with Robin - her boyish charm, her brilliant mind, her adorable mannerisms, her earnestness, her bravery, the hurt in her eyes - but then she got scared again, and gave her one last apologetic glance before joining Steve, leaving Robin alone in the rain.
#ronance#platonic stobin#robin buckley#nancy wheeler#steve harrington#angsttttt#this nancy is the true ''you betrayed yourself for nothing''#robin is the true ''you were always born a crime''#maybe i should begin tagging them like that#internalized homophobia#stobin friends to enemies to friends#my posts#inspired by the first time a man tried to punch me in the face while trying to protect my girl hahahah#projection what projection
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whatever you do, DON’T IMAGINE carol mourning maria during the blip but keeping it to herself. the avengers wondering why she’s gone awol. bruce being the one to coax an explanation out of her. don’t do it!!
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One of my favorite au ideas is ng+ but the first one is the original and the ng+ one is royal
Yes!!! I love that au too tbh I have a lot of brainrot about it. One thing in particular I've thought about is how Akira is a lot more active about hanging out with Akechi in Royal, you have to accept his invites and choose to spend time with him to rank up unlike in vanilla where it's all automatic, and that makes me think about maybe on the first loop Akira wasn't particularly interested in getting to know Akechi until it was too late, and he's already dead. It's only then that Akira realizes how much he actually cared for him, and he tortures himself with guilt for not doing enough to save Akechi. Akira becomes obsessed with him even as the world around him slowly forgets his exisentce.
And then, he's given a second chance, and he takes it and runs with it. On his second loop he does everything he can to get Akechi to open up, hoping maybe this time things will turn out differently. Except of course they don't, Akechi still dies, Akira can't save him no matter how hard he tries. If only he'd tried harder from the start, then maybe things could have been different. But Akechi's dead, Akira wasted his second chance, there's nothing he can do and it's all his fault. Only then, Akechi appears on Christmas Eve. This didn't happen last time! Maybe Akira succeeded. Maybe he did do enough after all, maybe he and Akechi can be together after all, maybe it'll all be okay.
And then 2/2 happens, and Akira realizes--no. No matter what he does, no matter how hard he tries, no matter how many times he lives out this year, Akechi will always die.
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imagine swatch seeing spamton neo and having to fight him, maybe after kris and the gang go down swatch shows up in the nick of time?
Yessss
Naturally, both my Swatch and Spamton have a huge history with NEO 😭😭😭 It's the biggest representation of Spamton's betrayal of Swatch's trust and the reason my Swatch became so closed off from everyone emotionally
They'd fight him but a part of them is always hoping that Spamton can snap out of it and they can be friends again... Emotionally, I doubt they'd be strong enough to beat Sneo, the sight of it brings all sorts of bitter memories...
#Jay Asks#Anonymous#Swatch#Spamton#Swatchton#It's only making me wonder how willing Spamton would be to hurt Swatch#He's really out of it to attack them else I feel like he'd just freeze at the sight of them#angsttttt#rotates them in my brain
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Orphanage ft. Toya and Rem
Every time Toya remembers his days in the orphanage, it just makes him sick. The amount of days he just wished he has never been born were various. But he had hope, a small glimpse of hope called Rem, she was probably the youngest kid in there. She was so pure that Toya cried the first time they met, now Toya had something to protect and give her a future, a really brilliant one.
Toya did his best to make sure she would eat and sleep even though he wouldn’t get that much of these. He also would protect her from everyone, there were mean kids in there. Toya’s life purpose was giving Rem what he never had. He never thought about getting adopted but every time visitors came he would try to get Rem adopted, so she will get a better life, even thought it made him sad.
Until one day when two guys where searching a kid, and when he was told about him getting adopted he begged for Rem’s adoption too. The guys weren’t against having another kid especially if she was so attached to Toya.
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souta, lovely, who hurt you to the point that you love angst? i didn't think it was that sad tho like just mild angst ㅤ/ᐠ - ˕ -マ
Angst is angst. Extreme or not I WILL EAT IT ALL UP, angst is the reason for my existence.
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@depictedblue asked: ❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜
shit. shit shit. this wasn't fair to cassie, wasn't fair to her or anyone else in this situation with charlie. "i am...-listen, cassie," it is a soft approach, but already charlie is kicking himself. giving her even a moment with worry is just doubling the pain of the scene. "i am bad with touch. it...it...-i dunno. it just sets me off. i panic, i sweat, i want to run. whenever i touch or am touched by anyone. family, friends...beyond."
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🌟 + Ganondorf
This Might Kill Her
There it was, the one thing she refused to discuss in public. How could she? Aside from lying, of course. She did that a lot, when this subject was concerned. She heaved a sigh, fingertips pressed to her brow.
"I... You wouldn't understand if you didn't know him before."Did it make a difference? Nabooru swore there was a point at which Ganondorf changed, but even she had a hard time putting a finger on it.
"It was... I was the first of us." It was easier if she explained from the beginning. "Heirophant Ashio, long may she be remembered, died before the raid. I don't know why she picked me, but she did. For a year, I worked with Chieftain Y'erli and General Usta. I had no fucking idea what I was doing." I still don't. "Then the raid happened. Every Gerudo over the age of 19 slaughtered in the night. The traitor became king, obviously, but it shouldn't have happened until he was twenty." She quieted for a moment. The older she got, the more she suspected that raid hadn't actually been carried out by Hyrule..."
And then Aveil joined us a year after. We were so goddess damned young, I just..." She held her breath, steadying herself. The sooner she got on with it, the sooner she could finish."He wasn't bad when it started. I mean, no worse than the rest of us. He'd been outside the desert before, he was a good speaker, he said he'd get recompense, get aid from the East. I believed him at first. We all did." She was ashamed to admit it, but there was no use lying about it. Besides, if the damn King of Hyrule fell for his routine, what chance did they have?
"We were... Well, we weren't fine, we were children trying to resurrect ourselves, but we got by. He spent more and more time in Hyrule, I spent more and more time doing his damned job for him, along with my own, and..." She allowed herself a chuckle, more exasperation than mirth behind it. "Well, this doesn't reflect well on me, but I was certain he was conspiring with the royal family against the rest of us.""He'd come home, we'd scream at each other, I begged him to stay and help, he insisted this was going to help, and so on it went. By the time he assassinated the Hyrulean king - we had no idea, by the way - I was..." Another snort, this one in self-judgement. "I was trying to get the silver gauntlets to challenge him to karai. I absolutely would have died, but that wasn't the point. What he was doing wasn't good for us, it was actually much worse than I thought."
Where did that leave them? She hadn't spoken to him in years, and if she tried she knew they'd kill each other. Each considered the other a traitor, she knew as much. There was nothing worse in the world than betraying ones' people, especially when put in a position to guide them. So what was left of their relationship?
Nabooru stared at the paving stones beneath her, drained of any energy she may have had. "Anything we had is gone. No point in dwelling on it."
#sapientiiae#answered asks#angsttttt#this of course applies to your gi ganondorf#canon divergence/aus notwithstanding
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On the Other Side?
“On the other side?”
She reached out her hand, looking at me with those big loving eyes of hers. “Trust me. It’s not so bad here.”
I took her hand, and completed the step from the sand and the water.
I chuckled. “It’s not so bad.”
“See, what did I tell you? The other side has its perks.” She smiled at me, and my heart soared a thousand miles.
---
She smiled at me, like any stranger would.
“Hi?” I asked, my hands shoved awkwardly in my pockets.
“Hi,” she echoed. “I’m Cordelia.”
“I’m… James…”
She nodded. “That’s a nice name.”
“Yeah, I got it for my birthday.”
She giggled. And I might not have fallen in love then, but I knew that she and I would be together for a long time.
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“On the other side?”
She reached out her hand, looking at me with those big loving eyes of hers. “Trust me. It’s not so bad here.”
I took her hand, and completed the step from the sand and the water.
I chuckled. “It’s not so bad.”
“See, what did I tell you? The other side has its perks.” She smiled at me, and my heart soared a thousand miles.
---
I looked at my girlfriend for the last time that day.
Cordelia was leaving for the year, to spend a year in Persia, where she had spent most of her life. Her red hair glaried in the sun. “I’ll be back before you know it. Wait for me.”
I nodded. It was all I could do. All I could ever do.
She left my life with a single step.
---
There was a girl at my door.
Her white hair blinded me. I looked at her with a concerned glance.
“I’m Grace,” she offered seductively. “And you?”
“James, but I’m taken. Sorry, Miss Grace.”
She pouted her lips. “That’s too bad. And I had this lovely bracelet.” She lifted her hand and showed it to me. On her wrist was a delicate bracelet, and I could briefly read the words Loyaulté Me Lie.
My French was not so good, but I remembered a little bit from my classes.
Loyalty Binds Me.
I held her wrist in the palm of my hand. “This is beautiful. Could I take it for my girlfriend?”
She nodded. “Of course. It’s a gift for you anyways.”
I took it off her wrist and thanked her.
“Just be sure not to lose it. I’d suggest wearing it yourself until this girlfriend of yours arrives.”
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“James? Is something wrong?”
I looked at Cordelia. She was beautiful, her dark skin complimented by her red hair and black eyes. But the feelings I had before she left had changed now.
She was no longer the love of my life.
But I could not tell her this. It would crush her.
“No, no, I’m good. Are you?”
She nodded. “Actually, I need to tell you something.”
I knew that whatever she told me, I wouldn’t look at her the same.
But I already looked at her with loveless eyes, so what else could she say to change that?
“I’m pregnant, James.”
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“James, is something wrong?”
Grace had been meeting at my apartment, where I lived with my friends, in secret. I couldn’t bring myself to choose between Cordelia and Grace.
“Yeah, Grace, there is. My girlfriend is pregnant. She’s pregnant and I can’t feel anything other than regret.”
She grabbed my wrist, the one where her bracelet still sat. I pulled my wrist away from her.
“Take your bracelet, Grace. We’re done.”
I unclipped the bracelet from my wrist and tossed it into her lap.
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There was a girl at my door.
Cordelia was there. She looked more pregnant now than when she first told me.
We stood in that hall, awkwardly.
“I never told you if the child was yours.”
“Is it?” I asked. If she hooked up with another guy then that could excuse my cheating on her with Grace.
But I knew the answer before she said it.
“Yes, James. It’s yours. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you before, I was scared, I-”
I cut her off. “Hey, hey.” There was something so sweet about the way she stood on my doorstep, crying over our unborn child.
As if a spell was lifted, I remembered my love for her.
“Whatever happens to this child, I’m here for it. Okay? I promise. I’ll never leave it. Or you.”
---
I looked at my girlfriend for the last time that day.
She was being rushed to the delivery room, her cries of pain making me feel like crying.
This was it. The moment I became a father, and the moment Cordelia and I started a family together.
Her eyes found mine in the rush of everything. She smiled at me. I knew then that I was in love with her. That I always would be.
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“On the other side?”
The doctor nodded. “Yes, that’s where your son will be, but the mother is still in the private room.”
I nodded back at the doctor. “Of course.” He left me to face the glass of the NICU. Although I didn’t know what he looked like, I searched for my son.
And I found him.
His eyes were as black as his mother’s, his skin a wonderful mix of mine and Cordelia’s and his hair flaring the same red.
He was perfect.
And he was mine.
“Code Blue, Code Blue in Room 314.”
314. Cordelia’s room.
No no no I was not going to lose her. Not today. She wouldn’t dare die today. She couldn't die today.
I rushed my way to her room. I needed to see for myself, needed to see she was fine, she was going to be fine, she had to be fine. I would not lose her.
The doctors ran along beside me, but they couldn’t have matched my pace, not even if they tried.
“CORDELIA!” I cried. “CORDELIA!”
I burst into tears as I finally made it to her room. The doctors in her room were doing everything but nothing to keep her alive.
Her eyes met mine, and I wept even harder. “Cordelia…” I breathed.
Before her eyelids shut and life left her, she smiled at me, like any stranger would.
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read on ao3
word count: 977
fandom: shadowhunters
ship: jordelia (james x cordelia)
chapters: 1/1
thanks @writing-prompt-s for inspiring this yet again i love your blog
#layla writes#layla writes for school#my own og short story#well not really#jordelia#shadowhunters#cordelia carstairs#james herondale#angsttttt#cryingg#pregnancy trope#modern-day au#grace blackthorn#grace cartwright#the last hours#tlh#have fun i hope you cry /affectionate
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Francis is excited when she gives him the corpse. He happily runs to his room to pin it on a velvety backing inside a lovely frame. Later, he gives it to Adele as a gift.
Arthur shakes his head and softly replies that he didn’t. He walks over to his bedside and pours a glass of water from the carafe into a cup and gives it to Achille to drink to help with any dry throat or headache.
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[ sms ]: will you please tell me what i did wrong? //From Liv!
@rvbelhearts , incoming message from: liv.
( sms: liv ) why do ya keep texting me? it's pretty obvious i don't wanna talk about it, innit?
( sms: liv ) why do you even care? it's clear you don't care that i got bigger fish to fry! and if you're still bitter about that, i won elimination chamber fair and square. not my fault you can't handle the big time.
( sms: liv ) look, just leave it alone, lass! and leave me alone or i'll be coming for that other shoulder...
#rvbelhearts#* . . . it's all in the storyline | kayfabe.#* . . . on the road to wrestlemania | ppv verse.#angsttttt
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also…. having weak hero class one brainrot so someone write a plot like that with me
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It’s a lovely day in your fandom and you are an evil angst writer
#self callout#angst#not going to write any rn#but I could#fic#fandom post#angsttttt#angst writing#angsty angsty gay#untitled goose meme#make blorbo suffer#shitpost#fanfiction
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(tangi school is out the door for me) I think Lougin had a alt attack will mark was with him and just die or almost died lol LOUGIN ANGST
OHhhHH LUCKY-
And yes.
Mark would've tried to keep Lougin away from the Alternate as long as possible while trying to find Cesar, if Someone Saved Lougin Then good- Mark tried his best as a Ghosty.
If Lougin Died however, Mark would've blamed it on himself because he couldn't keep his Promise to himself. He would probably be apologizing to The Others before Ghost Lougin appears.
#haunted Aag +AU#mandela catalogue au#aag au#mark heathcliff#that one oc named lougin#angsttttt#tangi asks
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