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babyjakes · 1 year

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angel's aid. [blurb.]

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event | feb '23 blurb night

summary | when the tail-end's chaos gets to you, curtis knows just what you need.

pairing | friend!curtis everett x reader

warnings | me not (ever) really knowing how to write snowpiercer, curtis and reader don't have any established relationship (i imagine they're just friends in this), mentions/depictions of sensory overload and being overstimulated, soft sweet comforting understanding curtis, this seems to be some sort of routine for the two of them- curtis helps whenever she needs it

word count | 474

requested by @brandycranby | for the hc blurb night, maybe curtis + reader being sensory overloaded? 🥺

an | ooooh yes yes yes yes yes thankyou for this request friend!! i was hoping to write soft!curtis for this event and i love this idea so much, i imagine being on that god-awful train would just feel like a literal prison at times so i love the concept of curtis trying to help you through that- i hope you enjoy!! (also thanks so much to my bestie @starksbabie for helping me focus on writing this lol you are such an angel and a blessing i could not do this life without you)

"Come on, y/n- I got you. Almost there."

All you can do is keep putting one foot in front of the other as you trail along behind Curtis, your hand wrapped firmly in his as he guides you through the mayhem of the train car. It's nice to have his hand; it always is- it's something to focus in on, a singular sensation to hold your attention amidst the whirlwind of chaos surrounding you. Warm and steady, his support is tangible.

When the two of you reach your destination: the tiny closet tucked away at the back of the cabin, Curtis ushers you in gently before securing the door behind you. "Alright petal, we made it. You're okay, you're safe."

Your body knows where to go- over to the small makeshift bench in the corner where you can finally collapse into a mess of shaky, uneven breaths. Curtis is down beside you before you can even blink. Not too close, careful not to crowd you in, "Easy, angel," he soothes, "let's get that coat off of you." It's amazing how he knows, he just knows. This is certainly not the first time he's been through this with you. "Can I help?" he asks, not wanting to bring his hands near you without your permission. Trembling, you nod.

His movements are heedful as he eases off your outer layer. Noticing just the slightest improvement in your state after the simple modification, Curtis smiles mildly at you. "There you go, sweet girl. You countin' your breaths for me?" You offer him another nod. It had been surprising the first time he guided you through the breathing techniques; you never would have guessed the cold, rough man would be so adept at aiding in a situation like yours. But if there's one thing you've learned about Curtis over the course of your friendship, it's that he's so much deeper than he might seem. Beneath his grumpy, distant, quiet-and-damaged front, so much empathy and care exist within him.

"You wanna talk, honey? Or not yet? It's okay, there's no rush, y/n." You raise your hand slightly, signaling the need for more time. The man nods understandingly.

"Curtis?" As he glances up at you, a hint of warmth shines in his eyes, his brow softening at the sound of your voice. Swallowing down your hesitation, you ask, "h-hand?"

There isn't a word that could describe the tenderness that graces his face as he stares back at you, there in that dark, lonely closet. "Of course, angel," he coos, taking both of your smaller hands in his. "Just focus on me, sweetheart. Hands and breaths, that's all you gotta think about."

"Hands, breaths," you repeat.

Curtis smiles kindly at you, giving one of your hands a gentle squeeze. "That's right, petal. Doing so good, you're sounding better already."

#eun's writing #angel's aid #eun's blurb nights #feb ‘23 blurb night #curtis everett #curtis everett fanfiction #curtis everett x reader #curtis everett x y/n #curtis everett fluff #curtis everett blurb #curtis everett drabble #curtis everett headcanon #curtis everett one shot #curtis everett imagine #hurt/comfort #chris evans #chris evans fanfiction #snowpiercer #snowpiercer fanfiction

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chrystalmedeir3 · 27 days

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I can be yours forever, just tell me when to start..💞

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callmekaseykeiii · 11 days

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Now tell me what’s better than a girl with a dick? 👀 I’ll wait 😶

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inhonoredglory · 9 months

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A Wartime Footing: An Explanation for Aziraphale's Elevator Smile

(Based on an ask from @sabotage-on-mercury in response to my meta on why Aziraphale had to go to Heaven)

The creepy smile was one part of the ending I couldn't quite put my finger on either, until someone pointed out on a Twitter response to my meta:

The reason why its scary is bc azi is becoming properly angry at the system and is 101% determined to set things right (Source)

In season 1, Aziraphale was determined not to kill anyone to stop the Apocalypse. He wouldn't even tell Crowley where the Antichrist was, because Crowley's only solution was to kill him.

And because Crowley consistently didn't have any ideas ("not one single better idea??"), Aziraphale took it on himself to pursue the only option left––to ask God to intervene and stop both Heaven and Hell from destroying Earth. Therefore, Aziraphale had to keep the integrity of his angel status by distancing himself from Crowley, while the world was still in danger.

Despite this dedication avoid bloodshed, when God didn't have an answer, Aziraphale went against one of his core beliefs to help save the world. He was willing to murder a child.

For Aziraphale, that takes guts. And (seeing how he reacted at the end of the Job minisode), I wonder that if he had killed Adam Young, Aziraphale would have checked himself into Hell.

Going to Heaven for Aziraphale is ultimately a conscious choice, one that he is clearly afraid of. We see him constantly steeling himself again the Metatron in the end, covering his fear and hurt from losing Crowley with a placid smile and a flippant attitude. He's wearing so many masks, to Crowley, to himself, to the Metatron...

All season we've seen him playing roles (detective, magician, doctor, landlord). But the final role is warrior. Going up that elevator, we first see Aziraphale's eyes searching, worried, panicking, but unable to show it because he's not in a safe space. He swallows, blinks, he's breathing hard (you can see his entire shoulders rise and fall).

But as he goes up, his expression steels. He's quite literally putting on a mask (to himself): a vengeful, hardened expression of pure anger and rage (to drown out the fear and uncertainty he so clearly still has).

Michael Sheen conveying contained anger in both Good Omens and Masters of Sex.

Cuz this isn't just him scrambling to kill a kid, this is him walking calmly and knowingly into sacrificing everything he loves most (Crowley, the bookshop, his entire life on earth) to create a world that will always be safe for him and Crowley and humanity for the rest of time. Where he would have to go up against the most powerful angels, the Metatron, and God Themself to change things. He can't be the kind, sweet angel he was on Earth. That won't cut it in Heaven if he wants to make a difference in any real way.

He wanted to do it with Crowley, with the love and support and strength of his demon. But without him, Aziraphale has to channel something else to keep his resolve afloat.

Something he had when he was a warrior, fighting on the front lines of a battle between Heaven and Hell, when he very likely led a platoon into divine fields of bloodshed before the earth was born. When he was an avenging angel.

I haven’t done this since the Great War.

It was a time and an identity he had chosen to leave behind, because it wasn't the kind of angel he was anymore ("I'm not fighting in any war!"). In this context, you can read Aziraphale's passionate unwillingness to take a life (his pacifism) directly into his past experience as a warrior. It is often the veterans of terrible wars who are the most earnest advocates for peace. (And especially in Britain and Europe, where the violence of the world wars is still such a powerful and painful national memory.)

As he goes up the elevator, he's breathing so hard we can hear it mirrored in the soundtrack, and he is so hyperfocused on steeling himself that he doesn't even care that the Metatron is watching him. He doesn't rest until he's psyched himself into that warrior mindset necessary to carry out this mission entirely by himself, to be both the moral advocate and the uncompromising leader of angels who had intimidated him his entire life. To demand respect and to talk to the very face of God and tell Them they are Wrong.

(Please read this Neil-approved meta for further thoughts on God and Aziraphale.)

That creepy smile is clearly not there because Aziraphale is happy to fall into a toxic parent's false love. There's no comfort or wistful nostalgia in that face. There's no "it'll be so much nicer" in that smile. It's not a happy smile. It's an I'm-gonna-fuck-shit-up smile.

Because it's a warrior's smile before they go into battle, before they put on that armor and, for a while, become something they're not in the name of some greater good. He's fucking furious and it's downright frightening.

Because I have no doubt that the angel Aziraphale we get in Season 3 is the angel Aziraphale who can say this:

He's not quite there yet in the TV show. But this bravery, this anger, this flaming rage is how it starts.

Or as he's described in the book when Aziraphale mysteriously does away with the local mafia:

Just because you’re an angel doesn’t mean you have to be a fool.

#good omens #good omens 2 #aziraphale #aziraphale meta #aziraphale defense squad #ineffable husbands #good omens meta #go s2 meta #go meta #go s2 #michael sheen #book!aziraphale #*mine #*mymeta #made this a separate post cuz i dunno which version is better for reblogs #the side-by-side gifs kept crashing on me 😑#anyway I love and adore defending our angel #but in no way am I taking sides #I'm just coming to his aid since he's getting so much flack rn

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conformi · 2 months

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Jodie Foster wearing a Giorgio Armani dress at 67th Academy Awards, Shrine Auditorium | Los Angeles, California, 27 March 1995 VS Bill T. Jones, body painted by Keith Haring, 1983

#jodie foster #armani #giorgio armani #dress #fashion #academy awards #oscars #the oscars #los angeles #hollywood #keith haring #body painting #graffiti #pop art #bill t. jones #writing #writer #lgbt #aids

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the-jam-to-the-unicorn · 3 months

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And that's why she's a Queen

#the fact they even had this idea...#no need to insult the first lady and a whole country like that #the last sentence of saint javelin very much #friendly reminder that the whole Navalny family are neither friends nor supporters of ukraine and are highly problematic #and Navalny is not the perfect little angel now everyone pretends him to be #that so many in the west now worship him and kiss his wife's feet and completely ignoring what he said and supported in the west #but god forbid one Ukrainian breathes in the wrong way or ze forget to say thank you at some point #“the image of women resisting putin” my ass #no need to pretend theyre the same and no need to insult olena like that #still cant grasp the fact that someone was like oh were letting them die and stop important aid for month #but let's invite her so she looks pretty in the background #this is insulting on so many levels #to reduce her to just a pretty object jfc #alao the audacity to put her next to that woman and in the same room with the people who are responsible for Ukrainians dying

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symphonyincoordination · 10 months

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💖💖💖💖💖

#mash #mash 4077 #max klinger #Sweet baby angel #That's the same hat he brings with him in Aid Station <3 #That dress is a one off I think or at least not one he wears often #Shame he's lovely in green #Episode is Souvenirs season 5!

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totallyblinxdd · 2 years

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🌺🌺 I have cancer and I just need some help for my hospitalities and hopefully travel to my grandparents before my next operation. 🌺🌺

$4,000

My link here - jessiee'slink

Good evening beautiful souls. 💜

This is kind of a want AND a need.

Some of you may or may not know, I am a two time cancer survivor (pancreatic and stomach cancer) & I am currently going through severe liver failure, beginning stages of kidney failure and severe malnutrition (I am 92 pounds currently, my doctors had to sadly remove my feeding tube because it almost killed me on 3 separate occasions).

Throughout my 5 years of being ill, I’ve lost my hair many times but ever since I beat cancer the second time around (9 months ago) my hair has FINALLY for the first time in 5 years grown past my ears! Well, lastnight my hair started coming out in clumps. And I mean HANDFULS, so back to being bald I go.

There is nothing that would lift my insanely crushed spirits more right now than being able to get myself a really nice wig so I can at least feel a little pretty when I am well enough to get out, go to treatments, or even when I’m just around the house, because I truly have never felt more upset and insecure with my body in my life. Right now all of these illnesses combined, it’s wreaking absolute havoc on my body. and I also want to ask for help because I also want to go to my grandparents who lives in Poland before my surgery and a help for my upcoming surgery.

I want this more than I can put into words. thank you so so much in advance, my friends. If there is anyone who wants to donate but has absolutely any questions, please feel free to ask away, I am an open book. Thank you for your support my friends! 💜🌺

#d0nations #gfm #gofundme #mutual aid #cancer #warrior angel

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angelsaxis · 1 month

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MUTUAL AID REQUEST!!

Being a trans woman in Nigeria is a constant battle for survival. I'm seeking help to overcome these challenges and survive with dignity.

I'm seeking help with HRT meds, feeding, and living basics.

Your support means the world to me

GOAL: $600

PayPal: @angelsaxis

CASHAPP: TANTIENANCY

0/600

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fallstaticexit · 6 months

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The Aftermath (The Masquerade Ball) - cont.

Next // Previous // Beginning

#fallen angel #morgyn: alexa- is this guilt #sims 4 #sims 4 stories #sims 4 simblr #sims 4 realm of magic #also...maybe it's the sleep aid i just took but #i kinda feel something between morgyn and tomax??#nahh..#unless...#nahh...

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frnkiebby · 17 days

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I'm your biggest fan and willing to fight people about it

i think i know of at least one person who would be willing to fight you over that~🎃

#fan is so wild to me???#ily???#irl bestie is an absolute marshmallow though #she’s never over here on this side of tumblr tho so i’m pretty certain i won’t get shit from her for calling her that #but she is #i love her and she is an angel baby #like she almost had an aneurism when we were talking about what we kept in our first aid kits #let’s just say she’s fucking prepared for any procedure in a sterile environment #frnkiebby #fruityfroggyfelon #frank iero #mcr #frnkiero #mcrmy #mcr5 #frnkie #my chemical romance #my chem #ilhsm

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rainbowpopeworld · 8 months

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If you wanna see a jingoistic, yet entertaining, music video starring Michael Sheen singing “I’ll be there”, here ya go

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If you haven’t seen the show The Good Fight, he plays Roland Blum, an intentionally provocative conservative asshole, who relishes breaking laws and sexually harassing his co-workers. Basically the opposite of Aziraphale 😇😈 And he’s really good at it, of course, because he’s an amazing actor

Here’s a compilation of Blum fuckery:

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Here is how Sheen describes the role himself:

A trickster based on Roy Cohn, who in addition to McCarthyism, was also Donald Trump’s lawyer and mentor in the 70’s and 80’s. I first saw him depicted in the play Angels in America as a closeted man who publicly advocated to make things worse for lgbtq+ people because his privilege shielded him from those same efforts, except for what ultimately killed him.

Welp, I guess this is both a Michael Sheen appreciation post and a Roy Cohn antipathy post 🙃

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disabilityhorizons · 8 months

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Bra Angel dressing aid

Dressing aid that allows you to fasten your bra one-handed

Eliminates the need to stretch, twist or strain when putting on your bra

Ideal for people with limited mobility or hand dexterity and arthritis or painful joint conditions

Scroll down for more information and full instructions.

The Buckingham Bra Angel is a dressing aid that allows you to fasten your bra one-handed.

This clever device designed by a fully-qualified occupational therapist, is simple yet effective. The Bra Angel holds one end of your bra steady and secure at your front, allowing you to use one hand to bring the other end around your body to fasten at the front.

The bra dressing aid is placed around the neck and positioned between the cleavage. The soft chin pad helps to maintain the position whilst allowing you to clearly see the fastenings for the bra.

The Bra Angel works with most styles and sizes of bra, and the compact design with telescopic action means it is small enough to pop in your bag or luggage and take anywhere.

Download PDF instructions of how to use the Bra Angel dressing aid.

http://disability-health-shop.myshopify.com/products/bra-angel-dressing-aid

#bra fastening #clothes dressing aid #one-handed bra fastener #bra helper #bra angel dressing aid #dressing aid #bra angel

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projectmayhem-stims · 5 months

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I THINK IT’S A MISTAKE THAT THIS WORLD CAN CONTAIN US

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🤍 🤍 🤍

🦷 🦷 🦷

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dinanikto · 5 months

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Every time people take Medic's glasses off of him, angel crushes into a match factory, and devil lights it on fire

#please. he can't see #it's like a mobility aid. don't take it from him.#and if you're one of thos people who thinks #“he looks better without them #he looks so serious and sexy 😋“#well. maybe go fuck yourself? pretty please?#medic is the blind angel #and i am the devil #tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 medic #medic tf2

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angelsaxis · 4 months

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"I’m Lola, a Black transfemme living in Nigeria, where my existence is illegal with two decades of jail time. I got kicked out by my parents after I was forcefully outed and am currently in a homeless shelter.

I’ve been harassed multiple times, and recently, I was followed and harassed by four men near the shelter who threatened to kill me and split my head open. My life is in danger, and I’m facing homelessness as the shelter will be shut down by this month’s end. Being homeless as trans woman or transfemme in Nigeria is a death sentence

I’m also dealing with suicidal thoughts from gender dysphoria and a lack of access to HRT.

I’m seeking help so I can afford safe housing and gender affirming care so I can transition safely and save my life. This GoFundMe is the second one created because of problems with the first."

Lola is currently living on the streets because their homeless shelter kicked them out when they reported transphobic harassent and violence. they've been attacked, and they need food and money for a place to stay.

if you prefer not to donate to the GFM, you can send money to Lola through P*yP*l here: paypal.me/angelsaxis

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