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bebebelll · 2 months

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does anyone know her dad? | dn4 x reader (part 4)

pairing: daniel ricciardo x toto's daughter!reader, daniel ricciardo x schumacher!reader warning: nothing, cursing notes: wedding!! part 1, part 2 and part 3 are recommended reading

ynquads ONE WEEK ONE WEEK ONE WEEK

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username dont panic nobody panic

username i am losing my fucking shit

danielricciardo WEDDING WEDDING WEDDING

landonorris fratboy energy

kellypiquet lovely bachelorette party ❤️❤️

ynquads loved you there!!

f1wagsupdates wedding bells for danny ric and yn! congratulations obviously. private as always, we don't know much about the wedding plans but what is known is that it will be held in australia. maybe we can expect some sexy salsa inspiration used that yn has in this years programs...

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username burning through lifesavings to get a plane ticket to that wedding

username personally will be swimming there

maxverstappen1 hey @ danielricciardo when was that photo taken?

danielricciardo i will uninvite you

vogueaustralia formula 1 driver daniel ricciardo and figure skater yn schumacher talk wedding buffets and house hunting in this months publication! now available!

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username is it bad that im more excited about their wedding than about my sister's?

landonorris daniel you spent four paragraphs talking kitchen tiles and coutertops

alex_albon man has truly hit his 30s landonorris we lost a good man today ynquads youre just jealous because our kitchen is gonna fuck so hard

ynquads god i am happy (so sorry about the threats of bodily harm, dan. papa didnt mean it i swear)

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maxverstappen1 it was nice

ynquads p was the best flowergirl i have ever seen

susie_wolff i very much meant what i said - toto

danielricciardo i cannot wait for the honeymoon (i am more scared of your dad than ever before)

danielricciardo my wife has the best ideas

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username not gonna lie this whole wedding thing seems like an excuse to eat a year's worth of junkfood

ynquads the side eye our trainers gave when we revealed the buffet haunts me

ynquads my husband is the best

danielricciardo my wife is the prettiest ynquads my husband is the prettiest danielricciardo dont you dare! my wife is like the sun in the sky ynquads you are literally my dream guy danielricciardo your dad said he could throw me around like a pair headphones and lewis said hell drive me through the wall if i hurt you so i think i deserve to win this ynquads lewis wouldnt cause he knows id steal roscoe danielricciardo so i win? ynquads absolutely not because i love you more landonorris can you stop with the lovey shit?? you literally have your whole lives to settle the debate ynquads we have the rest of our lives!! danielricciardo i might be crying a little

@eternalharry @hiireadstuff

#daniel ricciardo insta au #formula 1 x reader #daniel ricciardo x reader #f1 x reader #formula 1 social media au #daniel ricciardo #f1 smau

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gritsandbrits · 2 months

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So how;s adam and eve reunion gotta be ? it's must be full with drama

"So this is what youve been up to all these centuries?" Adam remarked, taking note of Eve's outfit.

Gone were the elegant blue, pink and white robes that denoted her as his Other. Now she wore overalls and a plain gray shirt. A leather ultility belt hung around her hips. Her hair, once a luscious river of brown, was cut shorter and braided.

"If youre here to take back there the answer is no," replied the brunette.

Hm. it seems looks werent the only thing that changed about Eve.

"I'm not here to take you back, Im just wanted to know how youve been," said Adam. Hs lips formed a sly grin.

"Though if you want to, I can convince Sera to-"

"You will convince nobody, Im through with that place." Eve's voice sharpened some more.

Adam was taken aback. The audacity of this woman he grumbled internally. He didnt know what to think! He was so used to her soft, demure mannerisms. She never raised her voice at anyine not when the kids were acting up, and definitely not at him.

What changed?

Adam glanced over at his sweet wittle Abel, who only stood awkwardly at the unexpected family reunion.

Of course, if he played his cards right then Eve would be back by his side by the night's end. She would do anything for their real kids!

But then he remembered Kané. He had told her to hide, that he would not reveal her until he could persuade Eve to hear him out.

Charlie felt it wasnt her place to interrupt. She didnt know what to say. But she did know Adam had a trick of his sleeve. So she sent him a warning glare, daring him to mess up.

"Ooh this is better than a soap opera," Angel Dust whispered excitedly as he cradeled Phat Nuggets. He was enjoying the mayhem unfolding.

"Normally I wouldnt care about Adam but I'm bored," Veggie replied with equal interest. Even back in her exterminator days it was no secret how Adam treated Eve. He never defended her when other angels scorned & looked down at her, so when news of her disappearance reached her ears, Veggie was not surprised.

Besides, he had this coming a LONG while. She was glad to have a front row seat at the day of reckoning.

Husk simply took out his flask. This was going to be a long night.

All the while Kané stood in her hiding spot behind the cacti. She could see the resemeblance between her mama and Eve, even with obvious differences there was no doubt the First Woman Ever was their grandmother. The way she presented herself caused a wave of comfort for the girl, as if she could trust her with her deepest, darkest secrets.

Adam was not moved. He didnt expect his wife, his soulmate to reject him like that.

"Now look after everything we've been through, you dont want to be in paradise? We worked hard for it, Evie! You deserve to stay here."

Eve crossed her arms. Adam began to sweat. He really wished he had his mask.

"I mean, not here in this shitstain or Earth, but up there", he pointed up at the ceiling. "Please Evie, come back to us. We miss you, the rest of the brood miss you."

That part was genuine. He really did miss her. He hated that the one chance at being together again was slipping through his fingers. Lilith was probably cheering somewhere at this update.

Eve shuddered at the pet name. She loathed him for pulling that out, and loathed herself for nearly buying that. Centuries apart and he still managed to makr her weak in the knees.

But she had to keep going! Evelyn Lambert worked too far and too hard to succumb back to that demure helpless trophy everyone expected her to be.

"No. You dont get to call me that! You knew how they treated me and did nothing to stop it! All they did was insult and belittle me, you were my husband and supposed to protect me!" She pointed an accusatory finger at him.

"Well what did you expect me to do punch every angel who ever looked at us funny? That's not exactly holy behavior," chided Adam.

"Oh you are a real piece of work my love," Eve snipped. "Like we're all supoosed to ignore that you went off on a mad crusade because you were too spineless to admit all of us are capable of sin? You didnt even think twice that doing so would cause a war!"

Adam winced. He hadn't thought of that. But no matter! There was no war and a mere instance of hell figthing back didn't erase countless years of victories his extermination squad achieved.

"Hey a war wouldn't be possible anyways because look at them! We are much more stronger, they just got lucky," boasted the First Man.

"And they cheated! That fucking thing stabbed me in the back!" He pointed at Nifty, who could only reply with a satisfied grin.

"An unnarmed man! And left his kids without both parents!" Adam continued, hoping his put-on was enough to soothe his beloved' heart.

Abel cupped his face and sighed. Even during a serious moment his fayher loved being a drama king. It was such a common put-on Abel could smell it a mile away.

Unknown to him, Kané shared the same sentiment. She pinched her nose, wasn't Adam's arrogance the reason why he was in hell in the first place? Why is he regressing all of a sudden? She held her tongue.

Eve gritted her teeth. God, she was so done with her ex's mind games!

As if somebody left the window opened a cold wind blasted through the room. Everyone tensed, Vaggie and Angel ready to move in case things got uglier.

"Talk about hell hath no fury," muttered Kané shrinking hwrself further away. Whisps of curls flew about Eve's face, her eyes glowing even more purple with a protective fury.

Charlie tugged her jacket tightly, her drealocks blowing around her face. She watched as Eve posed herself straighter. She swore she could see the faint outlines of butterfly wings on the woman.

Before Adam could say anything else (preferably HIDE), Abel finally stepped in and placed comforting hands on his mom's shoulders. He spoke to her in a language Kané couldnt ubdertand. It seemed to calm her down as the wind stopped blowing and the room temp returned to normal.

"Come on, Let's all sit down and discuss this like real adults." Abel directed that last part at his dad.

"I believe this matter also concerns you Your Highness," he addressed Charlie.

"Hopefully we can get all this sorted out peacefully," the hell princess spoke. She was ready to intervened one she felt that wind. She wouldnt let anyone get hurt, especially at Adam's hand.

Shrugging, Adam went over to the table, as Eve Abel and Charlie sat down. The older brunette took a place on the opposite end but still kept her violet eyes on Adam. She had a good mind to throw a wrench at his stupid smexy face.

Kané still watched as her family began to convers, interspersed with bits of Angel Dust's disappointment at the lackluster resolution.

For some reason she couldnt muster the courage to step out. Was it fear? Eve would probably hate her if she found out she was Cain's grandkid.

Suddenly she felt something tugging at the bottom of her jacket. She turned to see a little purple lamb nibbling at her.

"Hey hey hey shoo shoo!" She spoke as loudly as she could to not give away her position. The lamb was too entranced by the flavor of unwashed polyester. Kané tried to pushed it away but some how she tripped.

"Gah! Fuck!"

The poor girl fell forward, causing everyone to turn her away. The mischievous scampered off with its prize, a piece of green cloth.

The four royals got up to see the irritated girl laying on the floor. Eve and Abel could only gape as Charlie rushed over the help her.

Adam froze.

The jig was up.

#hazbin hotel adam #hazbin eve #hazbin abel #hazbin fanfic #hazbin oc #oc x canon #platonic oc x canon #eve oc #oc: kane #oc: evan smith #oc: evangeline #charlie morningstar #hazbin hotel #hazbin tag #adam x eve #gb asks

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bridgyrose · 5 months

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Ghira clapping Willows cheeks while Kali gives Willow pointers on enjoying it. Please.

(This one is a bit short, but... I hope you enjoy)

Willow nervously looked over her reflection in the mirror, gently pulling at the underwear she was given that didnt seem to leave much to the imagination. Her heart pounded nervously as she stepped out of the bathroom and back into the bedroom with Kali and Ghira. “How do I look?”

“I think you look great,” Ghira said as she walked behind Willow, kissing her neck. “Like a princess.”

Willow gasped in surprise as she felt Ghira’s hands on her ass, not expecting for him to be so forward. Another gasp of surprise left her as he gave her a gentle smack, her cheeks becoming a deep red.

Kali smiled and pulled her close, kissing her. “All you have to do is relax. You’re safe here with the two of us and allowed to do whatever you want.”

“Y-yes, I-” the words Willow wanted to say got stuck in her throat as she pressed into Kali, pleasure running through her spine from the gentleness Kali and Ghira was showing her. She could already feel Ghira pressing against her ass while her own hand started to feel down Kali’s body. As Kali’s hand danced across her hip, Willow started to calm down, pressing into the faunus.

“Dont worry, I’ll walk you through everything.” Kali gently nipped at Willow, practically purring as she spoke. “And when you’re ready to stop, you dont have to continue.”

Willow nodded as she gently started to grind against Ghira, feeling his cock start to throb against her. Everything around her seemed to slow as her mind raced with the feelings that she was experiencing. This was her first time going behind her husband’s back, the first time she was put into a gentle situation, the first time anyone cared about her feelings… and she couldnt seem to get into the mood to continue. Finally, she started to pull away from the couple, looking away as she sat down with a pounding heart. “I… I-I cant do this.”

Ghira sighed and pulled up his shorts to try to look a bit more decent. “I guess we did start with this a bit… quickly.”

“Its not that, I…” Willow sighed as her blush started to clear up, closing her legs tightly. “I’m not interested in-” she waved her hands around as she tried to find the right words. “-whatever this is. It feels… terrible to me.”

“Maybe we need to take things slow.” Kali sat down next to her and put a hand on Willow’s thigh. “Take things at a speed that you are okay with and figure out what you want.”

Ghira nodded, sitting down on Willow’s other side. “Kali and I do like you alot and we’ll take things however you want. You deserve better than what you’ve been dealing with.”

“Is… is it okay for us to just… cuddle for now?” Willow asked. “Just until I can get myself to be a bit more comfortable with this whole idea.”

Ghira pulled Willow into a kiss and smiled. “Yes, we can.”

#rwby #ghira belladonna #kali belladonna #willow schnee #kali x ghira x willow #rwby snowleopard #snow leopard #nsft drabbles #nsft

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dballzposting · 5 months

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I know we r in our yajirobe™ era rn but can we talk about ms chichi ? had an epiphany about her 30 minutes ago thougt id share

shes kinda like marge simpson to me if marge didnt take no prisoners (ever)(will not elaborate). like i remember when she let goku take gohan one time (1) to go see his friends and then her husband DIED and she didn't see her son for like 9 months. and then the next 10 or so years hes just put in perilous situations all the time, none of which she can prevent or protect him from. absolutely insane. I would have gone absolutely insane. The throes of despair id be in.. The feeling of overwhelming helplessness... woman is stronger than any us marine.

LIKE I kinda GET WHY SHE GETS FUSSY AND HAS HANGUPS ABOUT CERTIAN THINGS NOW..... like warnjng goten abt city woman or drilling gohan about his education... DELINQUENTS.... etc etc.. just SOMETHING she could do to protect them even a little bit!! even a little bit!!! working within her limitations yanno

obviously I think if she had like a normal life with a normal spouse and kids she probably wouldn't be this uptight or high-strung (or would she???). But since that's not what she'll ever have, maybe it drives her off the edge a little. That a life where her family is both safe and alive may not be possible after all. I guess its not a surprise that her emotions can often manifest in violent ways. wounded heart :-(

in summary i think chichi should be allowed to smooch any one she wants (mr piccolo) maybe get an all expense paid for trip to iceland or something SHE DESERVES IT!!

fin :-)

MAKES SENSE.

She's crazy because her life has been crazy. Totally understandable!

Most pertinent line: "That a life where her family is both safe and alive may not be possible after all. I guess its not a surprise that her emotions can often manifest in violent ways. wounded heart :-("

Also: "The feeling of overwhelming helplessness... woman is stronger than any us marine."

Feelings of helplessness are something that is so absolutely soul-crushing ... We see several characters speak of it, but in the end they are all able to mobilize in some way to deal with it (Krillin was overwhelmed how everyone was dying when Vegeta showed up; he later went to Namek about it, although he never recovered his shattered sense of competence.) (Everybody was feeling helpless during the Cell shit, and I'm specificlaly thinking about when Tenshinhan decided that dying in battle was better than doing nothing, and he went to face Cell and was able to stave him off for a bit using his Kikoho technique) (....Also thinking about how in the original dragon ball, he was forced immobile by some sort of drug Roshi gave him so that he couldn't risk his life interfering when Roshi faced off with Piccolo Daimao.. and how. Absolutely horrifying. That must have been for him. To not be able to move when all of him was needing to. And how he immediately became committed to Doing Something About Piccolo Daimao as soon as he could mobilize.)

I've definitely been on record as saying that Chichi acts the way she does largely because of how helpless she feels. She is subjected to the same helplessness as everyone else, only she never has any hope of doing anything about it. She just has to yell louder and hope that someone will listen this time.

Interesting stuff. Thank you for your empathy and compassion. It makes life meaningful.

See you next time and everpony stay safe

#dballz posting #dballz asks

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alanshee-keeper-of-realms · 4 months

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The Tale of Captain Michael,

Chapter 1 The Youngest

(Work in Progress)

A/N: This is a completely original story, only using characters which are Trademarked by the Disney Company. Everything falls under Public Domain and Fair Use.

Our story starts on a night not to abnormal, when one Walter Mouse paced in front of the door of the bedroom of which he and his wife shared, in normal circumstances. But tonight was not normal, for she was in the throes of labor, this was not his Lily Flowers first though, so that helped a bit to ease the tension he felt

He saw a flicker of a head peering around the corner, smiling he motioned for their eldest to come,

"It is alright, Ellie," he comforted as the child darted into his arms. "Momma will be just fine,"

The girl snuggled into him,feeling her nod

"I hate hearing Mommy in pain," he heard her sniffle and the father wrapped his arms around her,

"I know, mouselette, I don't like it either but after your Baby brother or sister is born, she won't be anymore, and remember you will have older sister duties as well"

His daughter looked determined at that,

"Yeah, I'm gonna be the bestest big sister!"

Smiling as he ruffled her hair,

their heads turning as a babies cry was heard loud and clear as a bell, both smiling at each other, the doctor after a moment came out, and Walt moved his daughter towards her room

"The doctor and I need to talk, sweetheart. I will come fetch you in a moment," The small girl nodded as he kissed her forehead,

"Okay Papa"

They watched her go down the steps, Walter trailing behind to make sure she did so, as soon as her rooms door shut, he went back, the Doctor having a solem look, gripping his bag in hand,

"It was touch and go for quite a bit, but they came through." He sighed in relief thank god for that," But she won't be having anymore I'm afraid to say, or else there's a likely chance she'd be lost the next time,"

His heart sunk, it didnt really matter to him, she was more important and they had 2, technically 4 due to his escapades as a teen but that still didn't mean he didn't realize how devastated his wife could be over this, they only had Elaine and now their other pup,

"Thank you, Doctor, may I?" He motioned towards the room and the other nodded, "Of course,"

He practically ran in as the midwife was still bustling around, cleaning things up, he laid eyes upon Lily who reached for him with weariness, but excitement shone bright in her eyes,

"Come Walter," her voice was soft he had barely heard her and concern even despite the doctors words went through him, but those were dispelled as she looked to the bassinet as he stepped close,

Following his wife's gaze a smile crept onto his face as he spotted the baby tucked fast asleep inside,

"Oh Pip, look at them," he murmured, sitting tenderly on the bed beside the cradle,

"Him" She croaked, he turned questioning,

"Him? We have a son?"as she returned the smile,

"Yes, my first and only, and your 3rd. Elaine really was the unique one," that made him snort a bit, face falling at the reminder there would be no others after this little boy, Lilliantaking note of her husbands crestfallen appearance"Hey sweetheart look at me,"

He felt her hand on his cheek turning his head to meet her eyes,

"It's okay that we can not have any more. Oswald and Julius may not be of me, however, that does not mean I do not see them as such. They are just as much my sons as they are yours,"

Walt felt so much love and gratefulness towards her, he leaned over placing a careful kiss to her forehead.

"What did I ever do to deserve you, my patient and loving wife,"

"You were your handsome charming self," She instantly quipped back, making him laugh as they looked back at the baby,

"I've always liked Mortimer as a name," he saw her face twist,

"No, that feels all wrong." He chuckled, thinking rubbing his chin after a moment he heard her murmur

"I've always liked Michael,"

Her husband cocked his head, trying it out

"Michael Elias, to carry on the tradition starting with my grandfather,"

Lillian bobbed her head, looking to the babe who was still fast asleep

"I think we have it, Michael Elias Mouse,"

#mickey mouse #origin story #seriously the Castle couldnt have fun with this so i will #minnie mouse #public domain #original characters #original idea #steamboat willie

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this michaelrika kaibanks just ruined everything for me. especially considering banks is my favorite character and i only continued with the series so i could get crumbs of her(which didn happen thanks to pd always favouring rika and thrusting her into situations where she is not needed). honestly, that bonus scene does not sound like banks AT ALL. her worrying about how her how "family" doesnt love her enough after 10 damn years made me want to break something especially since pd made it out like they all adore and love Rika while making banks feel like she was not part of the inner circle. moreover if emory would have become good friends with any one in that weird-ass grp it would have been with banks but NO pd has to make it all about rika..in a bonus scene... about Banks. idk why no one is talking abt that. and this is so against the found family theme pd set up in the books.

kai kai kai what do i even say abt this guy. past kai was such a gem. like i will fight anyone who says otherwise. him and banks were SO DAMN CUTE but the present one.. not so much. in the bonus scene banks asks rika did she go around walking knowing that she could have had kai again and again if banks didnt come into the picture. i think kai WOULD HAVE had rika again if he hadnt found banks and i cant just ignore it no matter how much i try. also why is kai ALWAYS going "rika this rika that" even after he found banks. ik everything and every character in the dn universe is about rika coz pd created them but it is just disturbing kai is like this even though he knows that makes banks uncomfortable.

i was so excited when pd said she was gonna write a bonus scene for dn but MY GOD I WISH I DIDNT READ WHATEVER THE HELL THAT WAS IN HER FACEBOOK. and to think this might be the last kai banks scene we ever get... makes me wanna cry. they deserve so much more. there might be more bonus scenes in that universe but it sure as hell wont be abt kaibanks knowing pd (i mean she did them dirty in their own book making the main focus damon and rika)

ohhh i almost forget about the conclave scene where kai knows about rikas situation before michael. i mean wtf is this even. and when banks get upset rika had the audacity to feel betrayed. after everything kai said to banks in hideaway abt how she is the one he looks for every morning, this scene in conclave just ruined that closure. AND we didnt get to see kai and banks talk about it. of course we didnt because they are just side characters in this series right.

in my opinion, pd should rewrite the bonus and quit making Kai so 'rika-centric' and actually concentrate on how HIS OWN wife feels.

ik this is a lot kai banks but this is years of pent-up frustration over how my best girl and kai were done dirty.

and i feel like i would have liked rika so much more if pd didnt shove her down our throats like that throughout the series

pt 2 of the ask:

by the same person who wrote the kai banks rant will you ever write a fanfic on kai banks coz i have searched the internet and i couldn't find one story abt them. which is really sad since they are the only other couple who made sense apart from will and emmy. and abt my previous rant kai ONLY belongs with banks and we all know it. i mean they belong with each other no one can say otherwise. kai might have been attracted to rika but he will choose banks no matter what so that is why it is frustrating when he is made out to be like he cares abt rika as more than just a friend and more than he should. what is your thoughts on all this

Honestly, I think you hit the nail on the head why this doesn’t sit right with a lot of us.

One, the time period. I could possibly buy this if it were set within the original series. Maybe before NF or very soon after. But ten years later makes Banks seem very insecure and childish. She’s just been living for ten years thinking that her husband is secretly lusting over what is perceivable her best friend. Or at least her closest female friendship. That doesn’t feel like Banks to me. My understanding of Banks character is that she would have addressed any issue much sooner.

And two, this was supposed to be about Banks. But what we have is Banks making Rika feel better. First, confronting her over the young girl and reminding Rika that she has nothing to feel shamed over. Then, realizing how Rika feels, confirming those feelings. And in a way, Banks realizing that her feelings around Rika were not insecurities but were in fact attraction, is about Banks. But it’s still really about how amazing Rika is, and everyone agrees.

No one is immune to Rika Fane is the point of the scene. But it's the same message we've been getting since Corrupt.

It’s frustrating because it doesn’t give found/chosen family vibes. It’s all about Rika.

And now I feel like this about her:

kai kai kai what do i even say abt this guy. past kai was such a gem. like i will fight anyone who says otherwise.

Okay, okay. I’ll keep my fighting words to myself...

But anyway, Kai alone frustrates me (which is super disappointing because from other’s POVs, he’s delightful and interesting). Banks makes him better. I love the two of them together. The fact that he’s given any room for Banks to develop feelings of doubt about him and Rika is so odd. There’s no argument for it.

the conclave scene where kai knows about rikas situation before michael. i mean wtf is this even. and when banks get upset rika had the audacity to feel betrayed.

See, Rika confiding in Kai didn’t bother me, because it made sense to me that she’d confide in him. At this point, Kai is one of her closest friends and I (maybe erroneously) thought of Kai as the most reasonable and comforting of the group, which is something Rika needed. It’s the jealousy and the doubt about their relationship that comes after that ruined it for me. Either Rika and Kai can be friends and nothing else, or they can’t. And PD is really pushing this “they can’t” idea with every update and bonus they post. Which is so weird.

Do you think we could challenge PD to write a couple-centric scene where none of the other couples show up, if only for us to get quality couple content?

ik this is a lot kai banks but this is years of pent-up frustration over how my best girl and kai were done dirty.

Hey, I get it. I’m here for some kaibanks conversation. As much as Kai in the series frustrates me, Kaibanks in my head sit in the same boat as Willemmy, which is that they are cute and deserve better.

And didn’t feel like didn’t would have liked rika so much more if pd didn’t shove her down our throats like that throughout the series

Very true.

will you ever write a fanfic on kai banks coz i have searched the internet and i couldn't find one story abt them. which is really sad since they are the only other couple who made sense apart from will and emmy.

It's not that I don’t want to, but I haven’t been able to wrap my head around Kai and Banks as characters. This scene helped with Banks a little, but now Kai is harder to understand. I know there were some oneshots over on Wattpad if you have access. If I were to ever break from Willemmy, Kaibanks would probably be the next one I'm inclinded towards, though. Sorry I can’t promise anything.

kai ONLY belongs with banks and we all know it. i mean they belong with each other no one can say otherwise. kai might have been attracted to rika but he will choose banks no matter what so that is why it is frustrating when he is made out to be like he cares abt rika as more than just a friend and more than he should.

I completely agree. I think with the way the family is set up, there would be nothing wrong with Kai thinking Rika or any of the other girls are attractive, but it should be clear that he doesn’t have the same bond/connection/relationship to them as he does with Banks. I still think back to Michael openly declaring that Rika was everything to him, and it’s strange that none of the other guys have similar moments where they remove any doubt that they want no one else.

Like, I don’t think Michael wants Banks. Or Winter. Or Em. He wants Rika and Rika’s happiness. He might think Banks is hot, but that’s probably as far as it goes.

That’s Banks. Kai’s wife, Damon’s sister. Pain in his neck.

If somebody gave Kai an ounce of that energy towards Rika, we’d have a completely different vibe.

I'm not sure what can be done to protect our sanity. I, for one, usually hate to ignore canon, but sometimes it's just... not worth acknowledging in favor of your own HC.

That might be the case here.

Let me know your kaibanks HC if you're up for it. Anyway, have a great day. Hope you forget all about the bonus scene soon!

-KO

#asked and answered #devil's night series stuff #kaibanks #kai mori #nikova banks #asked and answered 114

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cas-coding · 11 months

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ughhhh i want to write a dean seeing lisa like fifteen years later bc jack and ben go to the same college and YES lisa remembers dean because hello she had photos of him and he met her family :|. anyway lisa screams at dean first and is so mad at him and hes so so so sad babygirl and is like im so sorry lisa. i am so so so sorry. i can't tell you why. i cant make you understand. but come over to my place for dinner and maybe jack and ben can be friends???

and then cas answers the door and lisa's like oh i didnt know dean was having a bunch of other friends over too hi how are you who are you? and cas is like oh! no it's just family, im deans husband :) and lisa is like okayyyy i misread this shit. dont remember why he broke up with me but its bc he was gay. good to know. and lisa makes it through the whole dinner without asking and then finally when dean refers to jack as 'his and cas' kid' she fucking explodes and shes like okay i get it ben's not your blood so he's not good enough for you but this kid isn't your blood either and suddenly he deserves a father figure?

dean is like. im sorry lisa. i didn't think you remembered me. i didnt want to cause you pain. and lisa is just going off on this man bc lets be so real he does deserve it a little bit. but shes just telling him how much ben could have used a father in life and cas is the one who is like dean is not obligated to do that! and lisa gets quiet and says softly, 'i know. i think we both wanted him to be, though. so its hard seeing him have that with someone else.' and they all get quiet and dean says it wasn't lisa's fault at all. he loved her. he was just scared then. and as much as he wants them to work he knows they won't. because he was really really scared of hurting lisa whereas cas makes him brave. and he knows thats cliche and hes sorry and ben can still be his son. if ben needs a dad dean can be that for him. he can teach him how to change the oil in his car and play ball and hes sorry.

thats the story of how dean ends up adopting a bunch of fatherless kids from jack's college and they come over once a month to do fatherly activities with their dads dean cas and sam who all kind of swap out the dad duties. bc theres so many of these kids.

this is not where i thought this was going but hey i dont control the muse

#lmk if i should write this #not sure ill ever have the energy w what im going thru rn #but its a nice prompt for me to come back to later #fanfic #spn #anyway peace out homies #get a good sleep whenever that may be for you

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quillkiller · 6 months

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jen it’s 1:33 am but i woke up in a cold sweat thinking about this. what about mary/petunia. WHAT ABOUT MARY/PETUNIA!!!!!!!!!!!

SAINTS…… saints. saints. i am on! my! way! to! work! and this has awooooooooooken something in me. i feel myself changing.. forever.. mind altered. listen there are SO many options here. so many

1. common hc that mary is a halfblood right and therefore maybe shes spending a lot of summers at lilys place and petunia being drawn to her. drawn and jealous and resentful but oh shes beautiful. isnt she beautiful. and charismatic. and not at all like i thought magical people would be. isnt it just so interesting to hear her talk about her experiences with a muggle parent and a wizard person. isnt she just so interesting

2. marylily summer fling and petunia catches them. she sees them kiss and shes soooooo angry about it. why is she so angry.. why is she feeling this way. she was just starting to like mary and now she feels so angry. and shes just tired of being jealous of lily. shes so tired

3. the summer of jily. mary and lily start growing apart. things aren’t the same. shes showing more interest in petunia when she spends a week at their house this time. mary and lily have started fighting. petunia is selflishly really happy about it. the summer of homoeroticism. they fall asleep together. marys holding her and petunia refuses to fall asleep because she wants to feel her arms. they whisper and talk all night. about their insecurities and issues and anger and resentment. petunia has already met vernon but he’s nowhere near as soft and as lovely as mary. why is she so soft and why is she here. with me. i dont want lily to have her. she doesnt deserve her. james is no one. is that marys lips against my neck

4. MARY/PETUNIA SECRET LOVE AFFAIR ? FOR YEARS EVEN ? LILY NEVER FINDS OUT ???? ? mary trying to mediate between them. tries to be there for lily when they fight. no one knows. no one!!!!!!

5. the war. mary runs away and she lives. she goes to petunia for one night when she does. when all her friends have decided to fight. shes already mourning the loss and petunia is still so selfishly glad that she came to her. petunia is worried about her sister and everything is wrong and scary and she hasnt heard from lily in a long time. but mary is here. she chose to come here after leaving lily and their friends. maybe they even spend the night together. for the first time ? or after a long secret affair? petunia is married but its mary

6. lily dies and mary stays gone. until theres a second war. and their son goes to hogwarts. and mary needs to see him. and hes living with the dursleys. and mary is watching them. watching petunia having become so small and a shell of the woman she used to be. living under her husbands hand. (not an excuse for her abuse of harry obviously!!!!!!!). petunia thinks she sees her one night. someone lurking around the shadows. she thought she had died. maybe fought in the war after all. she was lost along the rest of them. with lily. lily got to have her in the end. but no shes here. shes here and shes watching petunia. she cant leave her alone. she had gone to see harry first but now shes watching petunia. shes mourning her. for having become the woman she whispered to mary she didnt want to become. when mary spent the night in her bed and they stayed up all night. petunia feels so much shame knowing mary is watching her. seeing her like this

just! some! options! 😃😃😃😃😃😃

#im unwell #UNWELL I TELL YOU #AAAAAAAAAAA #what if i said ultimate grumpy va sunshine ship…….#what if i said that

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optimistic-jaywalker · 7 days

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My cousin got killed in a car shoot out

also i dont remember the last time i sat down to eat with my family

I mean we have the big fancy table and everything, its the first thing you see when you walk through the front door

its big and dark glossy brown, can sit a solid 12 people who didnt mind pulling up swivel chairs and baby stools, that its the literally most expensive thing they bought up till now

but we never use it for the reason it was probably built for

and you know what, thats ok, its fine cus ,sometimes, people are ok eating in their rooms where no one has to look at them, cus its common knowledge that its a shameful thing

eating infront of people

or talking for too long

but again its fine, its fine

we never fit that stereotype anyway

they actually dont fit any stereotype? like in an almost weird creepy way

enough that even you've noticed

like how the walls are painted light blue

there is fucking seashell and sailor boat decor

you little brother cant understand spanish and the walls are painted seafoam blue

it really doesnt smell like someone lives in this house

the walls are painted eggshell white

and even though you wanna rip off a fucking nail and use your bloodied gross ass finger to use as a makeshift marker to graffitti the walls of your house you guess you can live with this

i mean dont be an idiot get some perspective,

our cousin was shot in a car and died in the front seat in some random street in colombia

it was gnarly

she was actually not even supposed to be killed , the gunmen got the wrong guy and she literally just happened to be there in the drivers seat, waiting for her husband

and she did nothing to deserve it or whatever you can do to get the gorey karma of being murked like that

and its sad

and you get that its sad

and you know that she was loved by people you live across the street from

and you know she looked like you the same way your other cousins look like you

and you should be sad

but you cant be

cus it happened a thousand miles south in a place you've never been

during a time you werent even alive

and all you can think about is about is

how pale your skin has gotten

how your hair is pitch black

and how you dont eat with your family anymore

#original poem #poets on tumblr #poem #poetry #latino #colombia #catholiscism #catholic #tw religious themes #religious trauma

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reel-fear · 2 years

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Gotta say I can't stand people acting like Appledusk genuinely loved either of his mates. He didn't love Reedshine enough to be faithful, and he didn't love Mapleshade enough to not canonically stand her up for weeks, nor did he care about their kids enough not to actively (if indirectly) call them mistakes.

And no, apologists, MAPLESHADE was the side-chick. This stupid idea that Reedshine must've been the second mate because she was pregnant later is one of the stupidest things you could possibly say. Why are you implying you need to be pregnant and/or have kids to be fucking married??

And slightly off-topic, but "Mapleshade used her kits/Mapleshade babylocked Appledusk!" Is all around dumb.

THEY ARE FERAL. CATS. THEY DO NOT HAVE FUCKING BIRTH CONTROL. What do they WANT her to have done when she realised she was pregnant? Eat a deathberry?

And using the first "Appledusk is mine, these kits will make sure of that" line as "proof" is stupid too. Look at the actual context of the line in the book instead of watching one YouTube video.

Remember also: Appledusk has been standing her up on their nightly meetings for weeks to the point she had to tell him she's pregnant at a gathering. She did not just go to speak with him "because she thinks she's above the rules." Was she just meant to never tell her husband who she believes loves her she was pregnant?

Mapleshade sees from where she is hiding when Reedshine walks up to Appledusk and cuddles with him. She walked away and saw another woman move up to her husband (who she believes is monogamous and not a prick having an affair, Maple has no idea she is actively his side-chick) and flirt and snuggle him. She just told him she is pregnant, and this other woman is flirting with him. ANYONE would get momentarily jealous at that.

And even in some universe Mapleshade did genuinely think something was going on between the man she loves and Reedshine, IT TURNED OUT CORRECT. Appledusk IS having a fucking affair.

Obviously, it's not Reed's fault, it's entirely and 100% Appledusk's, but still.

And apologists need to stop using Maple thinking about Appledusk when the kits are born to back their "she used them to trap him" bullcrap. Is a new mother not allowed to think about her husband and wish the father of her children could meet them?

And bonus when they twist everything to say this but completely ignore Frecklewish and Oakstar literally stating that they want to raise the kids as weapons and nothing else.

YEA YEA... Like my biggest problem with the way ppl talk abt Mapleshade is all this shit being used as justification for why she deserves to have her life ruined and her babies die is HORRIFYING. Moth flight is shown to be incredibly easy to make jealous, Jayfeather and Lionblaze have blind faith in Starclan to tell them how to solve everything. ivypools motive for being in the df is kinda petty and she KILLS SOMEONE TWICE IN THERE. and Lionblaze only contunies to MURDER AND MURDER AND MURDER as the books go on. Hollyleaf murdered the person she saw as responsible for hurting her family only to take it back and hurt her family by unleashing the secret anyways.

Stop acting like Mapleshade deserved her tragedy at all. Compared to other warriors protagonists who also have blind faith in starclan make dumb and morally reprehensible choices she isnt any different than them. And on the babylock thing. it takes two to tango and if Appledusk didnt want kits or didnt want to stay with Mapleshade any more... Why did he "yknow" her??? Its entirely his own fault. She cant get an abortion or take a pill to not get pregnant unwanted pregnancies in warriors are so common they're becoming something the books themselves are addressing as wrong and bad. [this also works for the "she was seeing the guy who killed flowerpaw and freckles brother fucked up' excuse, I believe the time frame between that happening and maples kits being born was mentioned to be close enough that its likely Maple n Dusk had those kits BEFORE that incident. And like I said cat abortions dont exist so once again fuck Frecklewish fuck her grief she attacked and screamed at babies Im glad shes in hell <3]

When we start talking about mapleshade people suddenly switch to a mode where anything is okay unless Mapleshade did it and will do ANYTHING to twist the narrative to protect the horrible people around Mapleshade. Sure Mapleshade was dumb and naive and thats one of the biggest reasons her life falls apart. But making bad decisions and doing bad things shouldnt be punishable by kitten death in a world where Moth Flight or Clear Sky or Grey Wing get away free with the HORRIBLE actions they have taken. Bramblestar is stupid he takes actions only to boost his inflated ego and hurts his wife why did Starclan punish Maple for her wrong deeds but not him? She put blind faith in Starclan isnt an excuse BECAUSE BLIND FAITH IN STARCLAN IS BASICALLY REQUIRED IN WARRIORS!!! we only recently got arcs showing Starclan in a flawed light so no Mapleshade doesnt actually do a lot wrong by warriors standards people are just fucking dumb. Anyways if anyone reads this and feels the need to give me a nasty reply or get defensive bc Freckle, Apple, Oak and whatever the name of the riverclan leader was deserve to go to hell for their crimes. You better have passages from the book to back you up or I will eat you alive.

#warriors #warrior cats #mapleshade #frecklewish #oakstar #appledusk

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p0rchc0ll4ps3 · 1 month

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jean and judit in which jean complains and then displays crippling horse-autism and judit sits there and puts up with it

okay back at it again with one of my longass headcanons text posts. lemme know if i should put this under a cut, it's long as fuck.

this ones about judit! and her mostly professional work relationship with jean. cw for implied parental neglect, lots of references to misogyny and sexism, jean being conservative, and jean being an ass as he is. also my numbering calculations

judit's mother and father would call her yoodit. She’s Hungarian in origin (elysium hungary would be in graad i think) but they’re revacholian French like everyone else. She's a mixture of a lot of things. (Just the way you have germans in Texas but they’re no longer German, just Texan). Named after her Hungarian / graadian grandmother who was a big humanitarian maybe. MAYBE jewish. Considering.

She’s 37, born in '14 -> had her kids when she was 21 and 23 respectively

Assigned to the unit 2 months ago but has been working in the rcm since ’41 since she was 27 (10 years)

One son (younger) one son (little bit older) -> 1 and a half years apart. 14 and 16. they're really close but they bicker a lot, as siblings do. Born in 37 and 35 (Judit 23 and 21 respectively) during the economic boom. initially wanted to be a secretary or some other stable office job to be there for her kids but chose the rcm instead. shes a little higher class than harry and jean, somewhere around lower middle class (tho the middle class is really rapidly vanishing)

She could’ve stayed home been there for her kids worked nearby but bc she was scared of the way the neighborhood was going (bad) and wanted to protect herself and her kids, she joined the rcm. she might actually have a house? Not sure. I think everyone has apartments, and hers is just a bigger one

while joining the rcm was initially a way to learn self-defense, it started to also become a way to change the future for her kids. She’s been working at the rcm since the kids were 4 and 6, and as a result she hasn’t really been there for them. But she’s been there for revachol. it's not intentional. she'd die for her sons but she also wants to ensure they have a world they can live in that's better than the current one. thus, for her sons, she chose the city.

Her husband is very A. Demanding B. Absent. He’s a lorry driver, and he’s very palefucked. He's often times gone for months on jobs. She mostly raises the kids herself

Two boys, the eldest Hungarian name but frenched, the youngest French name bc the husband insisted

Miklós (MEEK-losh) older (16 post-martinaise) and Théodore (Théo) younger (14 post-martinaise)

now the rcm info

Jean is very professional and put together and doing his goddamned job. he's depressed as fuck and half the time has to fight the 'i don't give a SHIT today i don't CARE' feelings but he pushes himself through it bc he's very much a guy who A. wants to do his job Right and B. feels like every moment he's not doing his job, someone's gonna' get fucked over badly for no reason, revachol's going to go to shit, and it'll all be his fault.

Judit gets transferred to his wing after her old partner died (a very gross older guy who she had a mediocre relationship with (they did some cases together, but the guy wasn't the best cop at all)). she also had a lot of trouble in a-wing bc of rampant sexism and misogyny. when she was still a naive fresh-to-the-rcm officer, she tended to mother everyone and try to get everyone to do their jobs and they've all used this as an excuse to belittle her and put her down and not respect her. so when her partner died she was a little bit relieved bc it let her move to a different wing. she felt a large amount of guilt that she A. didnt try hard enough not to get her partner killed B. that she didnt try hard enough not to make her partner do her job, C. that she was really relieved he's dead and no longer a part of the rcm and D. felt like he got what he deserved. it's been 10 years of this shit and it's so wearing on her.

i think she let him die

then she gets transferred to jean and c-wing and she's like oh fuck me not vicquemare bc everyone is scared of Jean bc Jean is so cold and professional and put together and she's like goddammit he's gonna be another fucking mysoginist and think he's better than me and put me in my place and exert his power over me. so she's like fuck I'm going to just have to deal with his ass

but then Jean is so calm and put together and professional and level-headed and just smart as fuck. He IS misogynistic but she finds out she can very easily put him in his place if she stands her ground and the more he gets respect for her the less he does it. shes VERY relieved bc fuck. i thought the rcm didn't have good cops anymore. his misogyny i can deal with (and she really does put him in his place)

i think jean's very buried optimisim/hopefulness that revachol can pick herself up out of the ashes and be reborn really makes judit start to believe in her job again. she really lost faith in the rcm and lost faith in revachol and had been seriously regretting choosing this hell, dead-end job over her kids, but then here's jean and despite how fucking grumpy and mean he is (and misogynistic and bigoted and misguided), she sees how he's actually truly trying and it makes her feel hopeful again too

She's not as smart as Harry (the way he can put three and three together) but not as intense either and very quiet and put together and calm in tense situations and best of all TRUSTWORTHY and RELIABLE

Coz jean was like 'oh great a fucking patrol officer and she watched her partner die great I got another fucking wreck that I'll have to fucking baby and she'll be stupid as fuck and know nothing bc she's a damn patrol officer (after ten years. still. (maybe she never got promoted coz she's a woman wahoo)) and also a goddamned fucking woman, women don't know anything fuck me. the last woman hurt me really bad. all women suck. fuck women.' But then she really quickly proves her worth and she's not scared of him like everyone else is and he finds he can't just easily boss her around and put her in her place bc she will outwait him like she is so goddamned patient and she is So pushy and unintimidated by his 'i'm the man and know better than you so you have to listen to me ' tactics. she's dealt with so much of that shit that it does NOT phase her anymore

And she's pushy and a good cop and really knows how to throw her authority around and really is really promising despite everything and jeans like THANK FUCK FINALLY SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO DO THINGS AROUND HERE and it gives him respect women juice. she literally forces him to treat her with respect bc shes just another officer of the rcm and i really think it'll click into place for jean and he'll get over his misogyny. i believe in him, he's just misguided as fuck and has mommy issues

And the closer they get work-bondingwise the more he finds he can talk about just whatever and that he never has to worry about upsetting her or being a bother or being unprofessional or crossing any lines because she is SO CLEAR about them she always without a doubt says No officer I'm not doing that. No officer you need to be quiet.

She respects him a lot bc he is so competent and smart and willing to teach her when she fucks shit up and because of that afore-mentioned hopefulness. and even though he's gruff and yells at her about it and he's pissed at her fucking up and rough with her about it, he knows that she can take it, that she likes a challenge and can handle making mistakes, and he never doubts that she can learn better and trusts that she can do it right next time. And also. He knows she doesn’t take it personally. Hes pretty rough with her when she fucks up and no she doesnt like it (and TELLS HIM) but she also knows hes more pissed at the inconvenience of the situation than at her specifically (though he Is still pissed at her specifically, too)

There's a reason she got assigned to jean bc pryce saw that she could really learn from him

They're not good friends tho. Just good coworkers. They don't talk about personal things. He's still misogynist every now and then and bigoted and she's very liberal/communist/socialist and very pro women's rights (compared to jean's nationalistic views and oh we should become a great monarchy again. this was also a point of contention bw him and harry. i think jean'll get over this as well and learn better (he basically just wants power. bc he's got 'im not man enough' complexes)). She probably has lower pay than men. Her political alignment is whatever will be best for her kids and whatever will make their future a one they want to live in

Jean can get a bit insensitive and mansplainy and it drives judit NUTS but she always puts her foot down and puts him in his place. She's extremely clear about her boundaries and Jean who is a guy who has a hard time telling boundaries (maybe? still figuring this out) (also maybe part of why he's a good cop, he crosses the line and knows how to work it) really appreciates that

since she's lower rank than him also they have a very professional, emotionally cold way of communicating

also this thought: jean mansplaining and telling judit really in-depth about horse racing or whatever the hell and judit's just like 'yeah uhuh sure. great. cool' and jean's like 'you don't actually give a shit do you' and she says 'if you don't mind my opinion, sir, i really don't give a shit.' and he's like 'then why do you let me talk?' and she says 'honestly, officer, i don't think a lot of people let you talk.'

so y eah. that's my longass explanation and thoughts. thanks for reading!

EDIT: I FORGOT ABOUT CANON EVENTS AND HOW THEY BOTH DON'T DO FUCKALL but you know. it's bc jean is an ass and pissed at harry and judit can't actually do anything because hello she's way lower rank

edit 2: what if jean... doesn't get better... hmmm things to think about for sure. i do think there has to be some kinda' hope for the future and that harry's post-memory-forgetting influence rearranges shit. bc i think theres something to be said about harry loving the world so much that he stops the nuke from happening. and that he loves the people he's close with / bonded with and loves his community and that through that and through his helping those around him, he pushes back despair. so im kinda' like yeah. jean getting better is part of it. he's still gonna be depressed and grumpy and suck but maybe he stops being so hopeless. things to think about...

text transcript under cut as usual

Jean on the left: Fucking hate this fucking weather makes me fucking late. Judit on the left: I'm in no position to say, sir, but I don't think it's the weather. Jean in the bottom middle: It's gloomy it's fucking muddy it's wet there's traffic.

Jean on the top middle on horse: -> mansplaining horse-racing -> smiling bc of it Judit on the top middle on horse: -> 1 second away from getting him to SHUT THE HELL UP LIEUTENANT.

Judit far right: SIGH.

#c4rg0f1l3s #disco elysium #jean vicquemare #judit minot #this one is a lot more risky to post coz it paints jean in a bad light and also the misogyny and the bigotry and all that shit #and the politics #BUT ITS DISCO ELYSIUM so that comes with the package #also i didnt mention racism but it's 100% in there as well #it also suggests judit's not a good mother #but you know what that's just how it is #people are people. what matters is if they're trying or not to be better tbh #and tbh even if they're not trying to be better that's fine #everyone deserves respect ok #one of the things i like writing about is just how everyone's flawed in their own ways!!! so i incorporate that into my headcanons #anyhow #long post #i genuinely want to see jean get better coz hes got the right idea #just the wrong execution bc. hes misguided and uneducated on certain matters. and had a SHIT childhood. and horrible role models #GOSH THERES SO MUCH TO WORK WITH HERE IM GOING INSANE okay bye #marfă din elysium

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luminusobscurum · 3 months

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Homie, what is your oc lore?

ok lets do this.

cw abuse, self harm, drug use

A huge chunk of my lore comes from make-it-up-as-i-go-along then throwing away or glueing together what i do and dont like, since my husband really likes Ess her character has a bit more development. So I'll start with Lyssa.

Lyssa found "sanctuary" in cannibal town beforw hazbin hotel, she lived in hell since the 80s. She's socially anxious, has ptsd, and depression. She suffered from these disorders in life and being a woman in the 80s. She was taken as seriously as mentally ill women during that time would be. She wasn't mentally well enough to keep up with friends and her family wasnt very open minded. In her early 20s she loses her fight and commits suicide only to end up in hell because suicide is a sin- 😭

Lyssa is a girlfailure and a hopeless romantic. She's not emo, she just kinda looks like that. Realtively she's very kind and nurturing and often stays in places where that behavior isn't treated so hostile. (If not for Alastor and Rosie that bitch would be dead, like, hell would have ate her alive)

She had feelings for Alastor of course like everyone does, but he just patted her head and said the right fellow will surely come along. Rosie has helped Lyssa understand social cues and emotions, as Lyssa often found herself in a pattern of falling for anyone remotely kind to her and kept getting her poor lil heart broke.

Right now she resides in Hazbin Hotel, she adores Charlie and would adore Emily if they ever got the chance to meet. Lyssa's redemption is gonna be interesting because the cornerstone of her case is "She didnt fucking do anything wrong??"

Estelle (hes gender fluid) is hellborn, his prince, Felkivae has a domain of drugs, controlled substances, Felkivae is basically the CEO of big pharma, its where hospitals in hell get their medicene and good shit and yes Felkivae's workers do in fact distribute crack into the pride ring because they think its funny. This is Felkivae by the way.

Estelle lived with them, and ess is a very unruly chaotic bitch to deal with. He's antisocial and narcissistic, given a lot of it is trauma induced defense mechanisms from living with Felkivae being a crackhead. Felkivae got sick of seeing their consequences come out through one of estelle's tantrums one day and sold her soul contract to valentino for 62 cents. (felkivae has the coins framed on the wall in their room because they think its funny)

And just to clarify, theyre not related. Felkivae made Ess and many of their feline-based creature servants from like the ground and magic and shit. Estelle is about as much related to Felkivae as a cake you bake being related to to you. A cake you have full total control over and will mule drugs for you for v-bucks.

Felkivae revoked Estelle's goetia status. (If she'd kept it, then she'd have superceded the Vees in hell's heirarchy and all shed have to do is walk out of pride to avoid Val lol)

If Ess proves he can 'grow up (hes almost 30) and prove himself responsible enough' he can leave and get his title back which will void the contract. But by the time that happens the little idiot will have stockholmed himself with the vees. And adapted to his situation, she's learned to get back control of Her life she has to control valentinos.

which she does overtime by being a good kitty and kissing everyones ass a lot, (like how female hyenas move up in ranks) at the beginning ess and val's relationship was definitely 'oh ess you poor thing' but it quickly grows into 'wow! youre both awful people and deserve each other'

ess is also in no means is to get between voxval, in fact i think bullying my ocs is fun (lyssa is a sweetheart and itd be cruel but kicking ess down a flight if stairs is morally correct, its like hell's equivalent to returning a shopping cart)

i could see vox and val making her walk back home in the rain from a movie they went to go see but its okay bc when she got back hime she bit a chunk out of their faces like the florida bath salts guy

essie really loves the vees, (fucking hilarious to say that after my previous statement) shes flirted with velvette before (who i hc as a lesbian) but vel laughs and thinks shes weird bc ess is already fucking around with her gay dads so vel would simply verbally destroy her ego for being older than 25 then give ess an outift that doesnt make her look like such an unwashed tramp

theres also like a side plot where ess ends up having a kid from valentino (a blind moth girl named perdita) who ess hides from him and PLEADS with adam to take to heaven to get her away from val

how adam and ess have a relationship is DLC lore i might explain that one later if theres a care

realistically and truthfully valentino would have adored and loved his daughter (perdita) but given how he used to treat ess she was very much afraid of what hed do.

(imagine a little moth/kitten underneath adams robe and it goes MYEHH really loud and st peter goes 'what was that' and adam just says 'shut up')

that side arc with ess and adam is really nice though sorry to disrespect it by throwing up a poorly described synopsis

adam was the best awful dad who stepped up he handed perdita over to an elderly archangel named Nan (whose a lil out of it mentally but would protect perdita with her life) and she often hadoukens adam with holy light through a hole in the house because he does shit like let this baby drive him home in flying horse drawn chariot when hes too drunk too drive (perdita is 4)

one time for her birthday he bought her ribs and a 6 pack of beer saying shed be the coolest 4 year old and Nan dented him with a frying pan over it

anyway you came for lore of two characters i gave you 30 im sorry this is so long i have a permit but if you made it to the end youre beautiful and i want you to have these

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel oc #oc lore #id do character tags but theres a lot of namedrops #essie.ask

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frombottlealleytotheharbor · 6 months

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Have some Delancey ramblings between me and @flinttflakes

because they may be gutter rats but they’re my (flintt would kill me if I said “our”) gutter rats

Me - Blue

Flintt - Red

anyways Morris and Oscar finally having time to themselves and deciding to walk around, finding places like their old home and the park they used to play in as kids

them laying awake at night and talking about what they could’ve had

like getting a pet

them passing by kids who were the age they were when they were locked up in the refuge but those kids are talking about the books and information they learned in school that neither of them even knew

“who the fuck is Charles Darwin?”

“I dunno????”

kids even going as far as ignorantly telling oscar something about what their mom does and asking him why his mom didnt do that to him

“Why are your clothes so dirty, doesn’t your mom clean them? My mom cleans my clothes.”

them watching a mother usher her two boys away and telling her babies to not grow up like the delanceys

like they both just have this out of mind moment that if their mom was alive they could’ve turned out so much better

a young newsie claiming “They’re not even tough anymore, they’re just too stupid to do anything else.”

and if they beat that newsie up they’d only prove them right

a mother scoffing at them and saying she would NEVER raise her boys like that

a husband saying he would love tough kids before his wife lightly hits him and telling him she would’ve hated her kids to lose compassion and empathy

snyder claiming he’s proud of them and taking all the credit for how they act now with many of the people he’s talking to rolling their eyes and scoffing

When they’re older and they begin to change, right as people stop being suspicious of their good deeds thinking “yknow maybe they’re not bad men after all” (like this is in their 40s so like 1925ish???) their portraits end up in the news with the headline of them being shot dead in an alleyway, and all people can think is “they did something to deserve it.”

hope y’all enjoyed that 👍

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I saw some people being torn between 1. hating on or being 'disappointed', to word it more kindly, with Utahime for being a traitor to Y/N and 2. Cannot really blame her because you can't help who you fall in love with. Ok, this is not a hate-ask or what. I'm just stating what I really think of this whole ordeal. At first I was torn between these two too but now that I thought about it, I think I shouldn't be.

Aight so first things first, it's clear, Utahime betrayed Y/N for sleeping with her ex husband. There's nothing to explain about that. Y/N trusted her yet she did something she definitely know could hurt Y/N. The whole sentence describes what she did. Now, for the part where some say that "They can't really blame her because you can't help who you fall in love with." That, I don't think it can justify what she did. First of all, can you really call it LOVE? In that short amount of time, can you really call it LOVE already? Second of all, in the middle of all those emotions, those frustrations, can you really call it LOVE? OR is she just DESIRING for something? Idk how this may sound to some of y'all but what I'm saying is, the betrayal that she did cannot be justified just because you think she fell in "love" and "can't help it" when the situation is like THAT, when they're all in THAT state? not drunk state, but you know...damaged and vulnerable. Admiration, infatuation, appreciation and desire are all so very different than love.

Anonymous said

I don't think Gojo is using Utahime to hurt Y/n. But I do think Utahime is taking advantage of the situation and the state that Gojo is in. Idk if she's doing it intentionally or not but I think what happened is that she saw an opening to fit in and make a move for what she wants for herself. She even encouraged him as she saw how desperate he is to try and move on because of what Y/n said even if she knows that he shouldn't get in a relationship right away. She probably saw Gojo's vulnerability and frustration as a chance and went for it. She took advantage of the situation and state that they are all in. I know she said that she knows that she's being a bad friend but I don't think she's really that concerned about it. like she's not really taking it to heart. at least that's how it seemed to me.

Anonymous said

I was in the situation where my ex got together with my best friend. I think what was hurt it wasn’t i still loved him but how she never told me. I knew it when i saw he came to meet her while my best friend and i hung out. She told me I told her i didnt love him, so they were together. I had to say it was fine because ppl expected me to accept it otherwise i would be a bad guy.

That was why i truly understand y/n. It didnt matter whether she still loves gojo or not, i assume she felt betraying in the way utahime didnt tell her. Because to y/n, utahime was her best friend, who she trusted. I hope y/n would have a happy ending with her son. And hope saint gets to take a rest too ❤️💪

Anonymous said

I really hope YN never forgives Utahime. She literally betrayed her in all ways possible. Y/N trusted her w almost everything that is happening with her and her life. Even trusted her to look out for her ex husband. She knew of Y/n's pain yet she was greedy enough to go for her ex husband for her own purposes, encouraged him and took advantage of the state he is in. She has witnessed how Momjo degraded Yn, even saying that Satoru should date her instead, yet she still went for him. I bet she was silently celebrating during those moments because his mom is in favor of her out of hate for Yn. Utahime is the last person person who deserves a happy ending in SY.

Anonymous said

A thought crossed my mind.

How possible is it that pushing Satoru and Y/N farther away from each other has started to become Utahime's ulterior motive at some point? Like at first, it wasn't her ulterior motive and she doesn't have any hard feelings for Y/N but when she started to learn more about how messy Satoru and Y/N's relationship is, she saw a tiny crack and took advantage of that, and she started to think that maybe she could be with him instead, so she chose to disregard her friendship with Y/N, no matter how special it is to her, because greed has gotten into her and she thought maybe Satoru could give her what she desperately wants. Like, she knows that Satoru is feeling neglected, she knows that he's so vulnerable, so desperate for comfort so she purposely gave him more attention than she should and more than what she was asked for, as if luring him. How possible is it that she's been intentionally separating Gojo and YN farther away from each other to make way for herself?

I just wondered since we're still in the middle of the story and I still don't know the true motives of the characters 😗

Anonymous said

idk... i think what hurt me the most was not the fact that gojo and hime slept together while drunk but it was the fact that they kept on going after the whole incident. i also can't stop thinking about how sachi is going to react after he matures more and understands the situation. the way that y/n sees herself as the antagonist in SN and SY just hurts me. also fuck you momjo. also don't listen to the haters Saint we love u, it's not your fault they can't differentiate fiction from reality.

Anonymous said

this might sound mean but I just really wanna speak out my opinion LMAO. I saw some still thinks that Toji and Utahime play the same role. Ok so For me, it is safe and okay to call Utahime an antagonist right now. I mean she betrayed YN's trust and is causing her pain when YN's been nothing but a good best friend to her. She's not just a second love interest, she's an antagonist in a sense that she's one of the main sources of MC's pain and hardships. That's far from the role that Toji is playing. Toji and Gojo aren't best friends, he didn't betray Gojo when he went for YN. I don't think it is right to put Utahime and Toji in the same level because they definitely aren't. The only similarities they have is that they are the "seconds" for the two MCs. Other than that, they are not the same. Unless she changes direction and shows some genuine love and respect for her best friend, she will remain an antagonist. try to put Getou in Toji's place, only then will the roles be even.

Anonymous said

Now that I think about it... The comparison "what Toji is to Y/n is like what Utahime is to Gojo" is not really acceptable. Toji didn't betray Gojo when he dated Y/n. They weren't friends. They weren't BEST friends. But Utahime... she's Y/n's trusted best friend yet she still did this to her. Nothing can justify her actions. You can't control who you love but you have a brain. I think she should know better than to date her BEST FRIEND's ex husband if she truly care for how Y/n feels. AND Sachi. I just hope she wakes up and think about all of her actions.

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