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nerd-of-karasuno · 11 months
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Itadori Yuji Dating Headcannons
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note: I am not taking requests for JJK at the moment. I may open them eventually, but for now, it's just Haikyu!! and My Hero Academia with maybe some Blue Lock mixed in (unless maybe you all have good Yuji requests I might do some...). I just love Yuji sm so I had write this. Hope y'all enjoy!! 💕
my dating headcannons masterlist
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This is the sweetest boy right here
Yuji gives the best hugs.
He's so gentle and sweet.
You're friends right off the bat.
Yuji makes friends so easily.
He becomes very attached to you right away.
Yuji realizes he likes you when he's lying in bed late at night
he doesn't know what to do tbh
His feelings for you aren't too obvious, but at the same times there are moments that are pretty telling if you're paying attention.
It's the way he holds onto you longer during hugs more than he does with anyone else
The way he always checks to see if you're still with the group and enjoying yourself while you're out with friends
And the way that he offers you any snacks and food he has first before he offers to the rest of the people with you.
The way that you catch his eye when you walk in the room, that he can't help but stare for a few seconds, admiring you.
The way that he'll slightly lean into you laughing when you're sitting right next to him
I could go on forever about the different ways Yuji loves you
But anyway, movie nights are a requirement when you're friends with Yuji.
He probably has a day every week that he invites you, Megumi, and Nobara to watch a movie all together.
Yuji always have an unsaid claimed spot next to you.
he dives to get into that spot, which changes depending on where you're still, and he does this before you're dating too.
If you're a movie nerd, Yuji gets so excited to talk to you about movies
And even if you're not, Yuji is just as eager to talk about movies with you
It's cute hearing him talk, please listen to him
but keep in mind, he could go on for a very long time.
when the confession eventually happens, it goes either one of two ways.
Yuji smoothly pulls it off with all his practice in front of the mirror paying off
or
he completely stumbles his way through it
but it's so cute and super sweet and genuine that it probably gets you to fall for him even more
If you ever confront Yuji about his crush on Jennifer Lawrence, he'll get so bashful.
I feel like Todo would be the one to tell you that Yuji mention to him during their days at their old school that he found Jennifer Lawrence.
You'll definitely have a Hunger Games marathon at some point in your relationship.
Pillow fights happen every few movie nights
especially if you argue about something in the movie
Like one of you didn't like something in it or are debating which movie of a series is the best one
The pillow fights decides all.
For actual fights between you and Yuji though, Yuji has always been good at making it back up to you if he did something wrong.
sometimes he needs space after an argument but he comes back pretty quickly.
one of the first fights he went to Gojo for advice and immediately regretted it. Gojo had some good advice overall but it was covered up by some story or stories he was telling while giving it and Yuji didn't make the connection
Megumi and Nanami offer excellent advice however for any situation
usually at least one of them can't bother with the situation if Yuji is asking for advice on what to do for a date or anything like that, but one of the two always respond when it's an argument because they know how much Yuji and you mean to each other
unless it's a silly argument ofc.
Nobara also gives great advice, but sometimes she's a lil too picky with Yuji on what she gives advice on and goes off on other things about him that he could work on
im sorry, she cares a lot but I feel like she would go on tangents sometimes. We still love her very much
But Nobara is such an awesome wingwoman for both you and Yuji
Girl has the best ideas for dates and gifts and so much more.
Gojo 100% ships you and Yuji if he finds that you're right for each other
especially if he notices that you like each other before the confession
oh my gosh he gets so excited that two of his students are into each other
he tries to help out a little by putting you on missions together and gets you two to run errands together too
different things like that but occasionally it's very obvious that Gojo is trying to set the both of you up.
Nanami has told Gojo numerous times to back off because he too is one of the first to notice the connection between you and Yuji.
but of course we all know that doesn't exactly work out.
Yuji even gets you a lil tiger plush, somewhat as a joke because of his high school nickname
He thinks it's really cute when you hold the plush and it always makes him smile to see the plush in your room
If you name the tiger after him, he dies inside due to your sweetness
If you also attend Jujutsu High, Yuji sneaks into your dorm room regularly.
He loves holding you and spending nights with you, especially after rough missions
and after certain events like with what happened to Junpei
Yuji was able to hold it for quite awhile but he eventually ends up collapsing in your arms, saying nothing.
usually he's the big spoon but it's moments like these that he just needs you to hold him tight and play with his hair
no words necessary he just wants to be close to you.
Moving on... Yuji plays with your hair and fidgets with your fingers quite a lot
Yuji allows you to do the same to him if you want.
He's always open to new stuff that you tell him about
Oh there's a new restaurant? Wanna go tomorrow? You wanna play a new video game or wanna go see a new movie? Just tell him and he'll do it with you. He'll even let you put makeup on him or paint his nails if you'll really eager to
Okay kinda random, but arcade dates anyone?
Yuji will get competitive and he will try to get you to bet little things just for fun.
Also cat cafe dates?? I feel like Yuji would be so excited to go if you agree too
then he gets there and he scares some of the cats away by accidentally being too loud 😭
but the sight of you petting the cats and then snuggling up to you makes him feel better
except he didn't get to pet as many cats as you.
also dancing in your rooms together??
it'll be so random a lot of the times
but if there's music playing Yuji will try to get you to dance with him and if it's a really fun song, sing along as well.
Yuji hates when Sukuna talks around you and he tries to make sure Sukuna never talks directly to you
He doesn't want you to deal with him whatsoever
that doesn't stop Sukuna making remarks about your relationship in Yuji's head tho
especially since Yuji thinks about you a lot and Sukuna gets tired of it
He complained to you once about it when he actually managed to get a mouth to appear on Yuji's cheek
Yuji got so flustered and slapped his cheek so hard.
If you are ever assigned to fight against each other in training, Yuji immediately tries to change partners
Nothing against you, he knows that you're strong and he 100% respects that
Yuji is just extremely worried that he'll hurt you somehow
And he never ever wants to do that
Though if you do charge at him, he'll respond and up his defense if you're really going out
After that first fight that you start, Yuji'll become more comfortable with fighting against you in training
He was legitimately terrified when you came straight at him.
But you two fighting together? Yuji really enjoys working alongside you
power couple honestly
Yeah, he worries that you might get hurt but you're so beautiful in his eyes when you fight
I swear the first mission you go on together even if it was before you began dating, Yuji got distracted by you fighting whatever curse and stared a little to long
the next thing you know is Yuji is being thrown back at a wall
oh no my boy
Yuji quickly shakes it off but he refuses to admit what actually happened if you try to question him
If you tell anyone at Jujutsu High, they all can kinda place together the pieces and figure it out
Poor Yuji gets teased about that moment by quite a few people gojo im looking at you
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Yuji also gets teased a little when showing off once or twice during training
look he only does it when you're around
He can't help it
Yuji genuinely just wants to impress you
Really he just wants you to think that's he's cool
He doesn't care to much what others think
Except when they're teasing him constantly
Words of encouragement from you please if you're willing?
Actually please do that
Yuji struggles with the events that have happened in his life since he ate Sukuna's finger
so words of encouragement from you mean the absolute world to him
Your support in general really
With any way that you can show appreciation for him, Yuji becomes so soft
his mind's a mess
sukuna's not helping
man he loves you so much
you keep Yuji going
He's so grateful for that and he'll let you know.
he can't believe someone like you is willing to put so much love and spend so much time with him
sukuna shush yuji doesn't need your opinion on this
It takes him a little bit but eventually Yuji becomes very vulnerable with you
He's always been an pretty open person, but you're one of the first to see him wholely as himself, weaknesses and all
Yuji finds you so comforting
in quite a few different ways
He loves your hugs, for one
If Yuji can hold you for a bit, he'll be very happy and content
He loves resting his head on yours if you're short than him
If you're taller than him, he doesn't mind you doing the same to him
But piggy back rides? No one at Jujutsu High questions Yuji running around carrying you on his back anymore
They've all learned not to question a lot of silly things that you do with Yuji to be honest.
as long as no one is dying or injured it's probably fine - a quote probably said by a witness at Jujutsu High
Yuji thinks it's hilarious if any of the stuff that the students think about his and your actions get back to him
It makes him wanna do more semi chaotic stuff around the school.
please stop him at any time if you notice that it may be too much
You have Yuji's full heart when you're in a relationship with him
He adores you utterly
all these moments he's had with you, all the good times and the bad, Yuji Itadori wouldn't change for the world.
Yeah sometimes things weren't good between the two of you
Sometimes the circumstances around the two of you were awful
But those moments and those situations got you and Yuji to where you are now
and Yuji could not be happier.
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allisonlol · 2 years
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Hi how are you? First I wanna tell you that your writing is amazing and I really enjoy reading you work. Keep up with it💕
So... can request headcanons (or drabble, whatever you prefer) where the reader asks Nikolai gogol (they're dating) to cut her hair? I think his reaction would be funny cause he seems to care deeply about his hair...
Tysm and also, no pressure!💕💕
a/n: i'm doin pretty good, thank you sm :D this is such a cute req i added some others as well if that's alr <3 it's fitting since yesterday i literally chopped off all my hair lmao, i feel like nanno now hehe
warnings: implied fem reader, no specific hair type or length mentioned
(Nikolai, Dazai, Chuuya) When Their S/O Asks Them to Cut Her Hair
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Nikolai
i can't decide if this is a good decision or a disastrous one
granted he does have pretty hair and seems to take good care of it himself but...
i just think that nikolai + a pair of scissors + your hair = a possible disaster
but you were willing to give it a try, apparently
when you told nikolai that you wanted him to cut your hair, his face lit up immediately
throws you into a chair and pulls all the stuff he needs out of his overcoat??
you're starting to have second thoughts that this MIGHT not be the best idea when he literally grabs a chunk of your hair and just...cuts it off
too late to stop now huh 0-0
mf also doesn't let you look in a mirror until the very end?? so ur anxiety was skyrocketing while he does who knows what to your hair
teases you at the end and won't flip the mirror around for you to see so you YANK it out of his hands
but?? you're shocked to see it actually looks?? really good??
bro even styled it for you like damn! nikolai why are you busy being a terrorist when you could be a hairstylist instead!
& depending on the length you wanted it he may have given you a little matching braid like his <3
Dazai
um so we all know how i feel about him
and i'm sorry but there's no way this is turning out the way you wanted it. like why would you even let this man bring scissors near your hair
you'd wanted to change your hair pretty drastically and figured hell, why not ask your bf so you can save money instead of going to a stylist
and sure it's a great idea on the surface, but this is dazai we're talking about
ofc he's all excited about it. won't shut up about how he's going to make you look "better than ever before" ??
dazai's like "i do my own hair so, as you can see, you can trust me" mf all i see is ur goofy ass uneven haircut but ok
another one who won't let you look into the mirror until he's finished
does it in like 10 minutes too?? and that's when you KNOW something's gonna be very wrong
spins your chair around to face the mirror and you're fr flabbergasted. like >:0
pls you jump up from the chair and are ready to start throwing punches ngl!!
let's just say you lost more money afterwards trying to get it fixed than if you'd went to the hairdresser in the first place
Chuuya
aah. my beloved <3
so. you either hate or you love chuuya's hairstyle and i'm one of the mfs that loves it (it is very gorgeous to me??)
n i already know y'all are gonna be like "how ru gonna say dazai's hair is bad but like chuuya's" it's an acquired taste alright
some may call it BAD taste but i think this man knows what he's doing when it comes to hairstyling. not as good as nikolai, but you can trust him whenever you wanna change things up
i feel like he's definitely nervous about it tho :') like he's just so worried he'll mess it up & you'll be mad lmao
hit him with the "so you can't do it? alr i'll ask someone else" and BAM he's shoving you down in a chair & asking what you want done with ur hair
works every time
is overly cautious. sits you right in front of a mirror and fr asks "is this ok" before cutting each section?? ur just like "yes sweetie, for the third time that's fine" :')
chuuya just wants you to be happy okay
the end result is no surprise since he basically walked you thru the whole thing but, i'll have you know it looked great <3
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5eraphim · 1 year
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Who do you like writing more? Yandere medic or yandere engie?
but they are my baby boys... 🥺 how could i chose???
The boring answer is, I love them both sm and preference between the two is rather mutable. They are so unique and there is some but not enough overlap in regard to their appeal to me personally, or to their appeal as characters for me to really pick a #1 favorite.
Like Engie is so much fun bc it's taking the "good guy" of the team (not the straight man character, but the nice guy character, big difference here) and trying to imagine what he would be like- or what it would be, to push him over the edge into something completely sinister. Turning him into something so unlike what he's known himself to be. Like what would have to happen to make someone like this snap? It's fun to consider thing like, was he always like this deep down? Or how has he confronted issues like this in the past? There are so many fun ways to run with his character.
Medic is more like, yeah he's evil and crazy, let's dial that up to 11. which is great too! He's an absolute hottie and it's not at all surprising the fanbase he's cultivated over time! He's unhinged <3 He's cruel and unusual <3 He is possessive <3 His tits <3
but, metaphorical gun to my head, if I had to pick one- it's Engie for sure 🙈 he's simply the short king we NEED!!!
Its also so funny I got these two suggested together bc like-  ok i know its probs bc anyone who follows knows they are my faves- but! I've had these two ideas for fics I’ve been working on for a lil while now (drabble ideas in the read below xoxoxo)
One which is Medic x reader x Heavy basically reader and everyone is chilling enjoying some drinks, they are super shy and inexperienced and get a little tipsy and is joking around like when the topic of sex is brought up. They're like, "ahaha yeah I'm waiting for the right person, idk~" the chit-chat is all fun and playful, only a little heated, but reader is sure they’re all just messing around. Reader sitting next to Heavy on one couch, medic sitting in an armchair right across. Feeling a lil drowsy, and less shy given the circumstances, they're leaning up against Heavy bc he’s a human space heater, soft, so mellow and cozy!!! They don't bat an eye when he loops a strong around them to pull them closer and kiss the top of their head. Though by the time the kisses and bear-hugs intensify, it’s far too late to try and get away now. The guilt of taking this too far with a friend as well as the knowledge he isn't single only make things worse, making Reader remember themself all at once, and lock up. Becoming frigid and awkward to Heavy's advances. Heavy doesn't miss a beat however, justifying himself with a sort of "we've noticed you're always so shy, you just need to get out of your shell a little :)" and after a bit of warming up Medic would be the one to try and intensify things.
Getting cornered like that by someone like Heavy would be scary, but if that happened WHILE Medic was right across the room like 😊💕🍺 would be TERRIFYING. Very hot and erotic, but also terrifying.
The other imagine/one shot I'm not sure what a plot/framing device would be, but its Engie and demo. Maybe something like, newbie to the defense squad is learning the ropes and gets flustered and like- very obviously distracted checking out the other two guys, and messes up some easy traps and; quite similarly to the situation above, a  little teasing and joking around goes further and further until reader ends up pinned under demo, Engie holding them down from behind trying to see if they can keep up. 
The idea/”plot” of this one is much foggier in my head rn, but,,, hotties. Dad bods, even.
anon i love you for giving me another chance to simp for my waifus i love youuuuu <3333
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acoraxia · 8 months
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Hello! Good Morning/Evening/Night... This isn't a question. instead it is going to be my thoughts about how you draw / how you design SWK...
OH GAWWWDDD!!!
IT IS SO PRETTY, I CAN'T!!
Can we please take a moment to appreciate HOW GOOD HE LOOKS?!?!?
You make him look more fine than he already is!!
I love how you do his character!
You're just so creative and talented!! your writing skills and your art style is just so- AAAAAAAGGGHH😭😭😭💕💕💕💕
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I apologize if I bother with something or i said something wrong...
Keep up with the GREAT work please!!
NEKNDKSNSKSD I GENUINELY DONT BLAME YOU!!! I MEAN!!! NGL!!! I KEEP DRAWING HIM SO PRETTY AND IDK WHY JDKDNDKSNSKS
holy heck man thank you sm for the kind words what the heck 😭😭😭
Moments like this im glad to be an artist and writer for the silly monkey guy
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hi!! wanted to ask you you have some byclair headcanons? I feel like they are good for the soul!
(also thank you for the asks and tag memes this weekend!! they really helped me get through work! 💞 - strangerbis)
yess always! they are good for the soul💕 and yw
so here are some byclair hcs
they are both big clothes sharers and especially will loves wearing lucas’s clothes but lucas has this one flannel of wills that he wears all the time. every time the party notices they get teases relentlessly and there are many oooooos.
they keep it really quiet in public because obviously its the 80s but they still get some looks and comments and will is always just like keep your head down but lucas always sticks up for him and totally put the people in their place. and then will is always like “ you didnt have to do that” and lucas is always like “ i wanted to nobody talks to my boyfriend like that” and puts his arm around his shoulder
we have seen previously that hopper had disliked who his kid is dating but not in this case. hopper is still super strict and the door is always open but hopper really likes lucas and invites him to stay for dinner all the time, and lucas is always so sweet and asks joyce if he can help with dishes and helps set the table and joyce of course always refuses the help. but hopper notices and he really does think lucas is great for will. long story short lucas is hopper- byers family approved
i saw a post where they do cross country together here and i think thats adorable credit to @im-not-a-joke
lucas and will are both really good in the kitchen and they love cooking and baking together. they will put on some music and get covered in flour and laugh and dance around the kitchen when they bake its always lighthearted and sweet. when they cook they pretend to be really serious chefs and order each other around the kitchen with their fake deep mean voices they never last very long before bursting out laughing.
they always do couples costumes for halloween and they both get super flustered everytime. jonathan takes 2 pictures of them together every year and they each have a little box or book with the pictures in them. they also plan the halloween party which takes place at lucas’s house and it is always the best party ever with great music (courtesy of will) great movies (courtesy of lucas) and great food (courtesy of both they made the food together)
you cant convince me el isnt a plant mom and she has a bunch of plants all over the house and one day will give lucas one of the plants and they name is wicas (will and lucas) its a little tomato plant and they swap it everytime they see eachother they are not the best plant dads but its still alive and it makes pretty good tomatoes
they are both big dog people and whenever they see a dog their both like “ lucas! look at the dog! oh my god awwww look at its little tail!” and will being pretty shy never asks to pet the dog but lucas the more extroverted one always asks if will can pet the dog because he’ll be damned if he boyfriend cant pet all the dogs he wants to. and they both just go crazy and pet all the dogs
thanks sm for the ask! sorry its a little short!
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This is one of my favorite pics of them both I love this sequence its the way Apo’s Beautiful face lights up and the cute way that he is smiling i want to squish him and smother him with love. The way that I was pulled in by Apo the first time I saw him bc he is one of the most gorgeous man that I’ve seen, but slowly and surely I started to read a lot of things about him and the stuff that he wrote and still writes so encouraging, full of love and support is what he always shows towards the people that he holds close to his heart and to his fans, is what still keeps me here. He is part of the select few actors that are genuinely so beautiful inside and out, I sometimes fear that a person like that can also feel lonely or sad 😔without showing it , and I know I as fan can’t do anything about it. All I can do is show my support and love online. I want Apo to just be HAPPY and be LOVED bc my man has shown nothing but that towards us. I adore him sm 😔💓.
https://twitter.com/mpranw/status/1590491804889395200?s=46&t=5BfifdWh-_Zw99a9dgx60w
My consolation is the fact that he seem happy right now and I’m happy that he found his person in Mile the one person that seems to understand the side of him that people/ peers of him from his past deemed “annoying” or “weird” I’m happy that he found his yin to his yang, his safe place and like he once said (I thought I was weird but Mile is weirder 😆) his person, the one individual that sees Apo as we see him, A great actor & and the most beautiful man that is not only super handsome but also an amazing human being(the cutest if you ask him ) ❤️ manifesting nothing but success and happiness for both MileApo ✨
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Your message is so sweet 🥰💕💛💖 Apo definitely feels his fans' love towards him.
With everything he's gone through, the protective instinct towards him is very strong. The fact he's so kind and puts so much positive energy out into the world after what he's gone through says a lot about the type of person he is. You can't change how others act, but you can work hard to promote the type of energy and goodness you want to see out in the world.
Apo is very good at drawing his own boundaries and taking care of himself too, which I admire. Leading by example is important! It feels more weighty when the person you admire also says: "Don't settle. Don't let others treat you badly."
And yes, lol, Mile is... delightfully weird. I really love Apo wouldn't settle for someone who merely "put up" with his quirks and found someone who delighted in them, just like the way Apo hypes up and delights in Mile's absolutely cringe jokes 🤣 They truly are each other's biggest cheerleaders and protectors.
It makes me think of this (falsely attributed to Lao Tzu but oft-repeated quote):
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."
Apo says: Be kind to yourself as you would be to others. Love yourself and take care of yourself first and foremost. 🥰
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deanseths · 2 years
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Hi, idk if you’re still reading asks but I wanted to say I’ve read your series “the things I never told you” on AO3 and i loved it sm. Do you have any ambrollins fanfic recommendations? 💕
Hi!! Yeah I still reply to asks every now and then haha oh and thank you so so much?? I’m so happy to know someone enjoyed my fics :,) You really made my day!
Anyway, i’ve been asked this question so many times that i finally decided to write my ultimate ambrollins fic rec list. Just so you know, I’m a sucker for dean and seth’s post-breakup dynamic so it’s mostly old works or recent works set during their three feuds between 2014 and 2016. There are many other beautiful fics I keep in my collection esp from their reunion arc in 2017, but the ones i listed below will always have a special place in my heart.
・Where have I seen your face before by aistic
one of the few multichapter stories in this list, where authority!seth loses his memory and dean is there to pick up the pieces (the author has recently uploaded a refreshed version of this beautiful story)
・Watch the world cave in by Lucha_Pseud
dean (now mox) and seth are quarantined together after meeting again + heartbreaking confessions about unsaid things that never fail to hit right in the feels
・There’s a song yet to be sung by AshSPN
authority!seth is hospitalised and dean is still listed as his emergency contact  
・It isn’t what I wanted by blessedbethefallen
(aka the great AshSPN with a new pseud) it’s actually a recent work but it’s about dean’s night after seth’s betrayal
・And I know we won’t make it out alive by candesgirl
dean and seth slowly discover things about each other right up to the shield breakup
・What if they did meet? by Cezet
a very well explored moxler AU, where young mox and tyler black meet for the first time before joining wwe
・Always around by Collidinthegskies
a bittersweet post-brand split oneshot where seth suffers an injury and dean is there to support him despite everything
・Dean was wrong by CrazyCollectionDuck 
angsty fluff if you will? set during the night of the infamous slime prank in 2014
・Fade into you and Until the night turns by demonjeans
one of the best ambrollins AU writers. The first one is a oneshot about them camping in the woods, the second one is a prohibition era!AU where dean is a felon and seth an undercover cop
・Judas and Shallow is as shallow does by greymon 
the first one is about the shield guys post-breakup but as wrestlers playing their characters, the second one is a traditional ambrollins oneshot featuring tragic!dean and his past ⟶ literally my #1 kink
・Somewhere you can meet me by HarlemMarxx
one of those ‘we’re enemies but still we can’t let go of each other’ oneshots that I won’t ever get tired of re-reading 
・It’s in the carrying by hellonik
a beautiful attempt at imagining a reconciliation between dean and seth before 2017
・Hangman by Luces
a short, sweet highschool!AU where dean and seth are classmates (it has nothing to do with hangman page lol)
・“These wounds, they will not heal” by MoxFirefly 
post-betrayal dean reflects on his consuming relationship with seth
・All roads by mxjoyride
old married couple!dean and seth are retired wrestlers and share beautiful life moments
・Somebody to love by pann_cake | @pann--cake
the queen of ambrollins fluff <3 It begins with dean and seth spending a fun night together like two perfectly straight buddies (they think lol)
・The love you’re given by Picturemedrowning
a short but intense AU oneshot. Their beautiful tragic!dean made me stomach the top!seth / bottom!dean implied dynamic which is still my biggest pet peeve
・This is the fate you’ve carved on me by simplyprologue | @ofhouseadama
set during dean’s turn in 2018 with tons of tragic!dean doing tragic!dean things and seth coming to the rescue 
・Vices and A million little times by softambrollins | @softambrollins
the first one is a very good ‘enemies with benefits’ oneshot set around 2014. The second one is probably my favourite fic ever and it’s still about dean dealing with seth’s betrayal (whatever i might say here would be a spoiler so just read it if you haven’t yet)
・Even if you’re broken by solskatering
aka seth & dean & their repressed sexual tension leading to the shield breakup. It’s basically a kayfabe AU where things take a different turn from what happened between 2016 / 2017
・Fortune and glory by NerdyAdjacent | @xshieldsterx​
an amazing ambrollins indiana jones!AU that I still consider a must-read despite it was discontinued (I didn’t get over it yet?? last update is from 2018 but i’m still waiting for the next chapter //sighs// )
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sopebubbles · 1 year
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omg ur reply got me all giggly & jumping up n' down on my seat!!
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TNX U SM!!
tnx u 4 takin' your time to reply & esp to talk more abt the inner voices of y/n & explain all the details,differences & origins of them!!🥰🥰🥰
& now that ik it's a thing,i'm super excited to see how u will write the development of her voices & how her relationship w/ her inner child will change & what is going to be the catalyst of that shift in her!!
also how the voice in bold,the one that comes from having to internalise bigotry to learn her way around it in order to keep herself safe as much as possible,the one that "tells her not to do things that she needs but knows will get her in trouble, like nesting" that she needed up untill now to kinda protect herself in her specific toxic environment, i look forward to seeing how it will change from smth that she needs & depends on 4 her safety,to smth that she slowly learns to leave behind bc is actually holding her back from actually healing & finally being truly safe & happy
dw,i'll wait till the end of times to get to the point in the story where we get to see more of tae's sad past & jin's development & all the beautiful creative things u have /will have in store 4 us,at your own pace & w/ your own timing ofc!!🤗
i absolutely love hobi w/ all my might, but if he doesn't realise he needs to change some things in his dynamic w/ jin as to not indulge jin in feeling like his care & love 4 hobi justify any reaction & treatement he may have towards others,i'm gonna do it myself & put that alpha in a corner to reflect abt what he's doin'💀👉🚪
"Thats exactly what this story is about! Its bts so i feel like they’re perfect for a Love Yourself journey!" BTS fits perfectly this concept ofc,but it's the mastery of your execution & how well your able to mold a whole universe around it that is selling this story!! this concept already wrks nice bc it's bts, but the story is so succesfully immersive & captavating tnx to nothing but your own writng ability & how your mind wrks & then is able to put that down on a keyboard,to create such an amazing story!
the amount of thinking,details, parallelism, sensitive & intersectional topics treated very well & included smoothly into the plot & depth given to each character & their interactions is at the base of this story & it's a constant in your writing, which i'm sure i couldn't even catch all of it(srry 4 that😭) is what makes reading your wrk so mesmerising, like actually seeing the lives of the characters unfold & being a part of how they progress! it puts me in a position in which i can't help but be impressed by your talent & be passionate abt your creation & process behind it!!🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
ps. i didn't bring him up cause i didn't want to turn half of my ask in me screaming abt how u wrote him!! cause i'm definitely madly in love enough as it is but u took it to a whole 'nother level.🤣
pps. saving ch 7 as a lil' treat 4 later^^
take care of your precious self & i hope you'r doing well!!💜💜💜😊
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This ask just made me a blushing mess. Idek how to respond but i really appreciate you saying such nice things about my work 🥺 Im just so happy that it engages you and makes you think deeply about it. I honestly couldn't ask for more. And just thank you so much for generously sharing your thoughts with me.
You've really made my day and i hope you have a great one as well you beautiful human. 💕💕💕
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funneylizzie · 2 years
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Hello! Banjkaz and I are honored you took the time to read and leave kudos on our post-movie Casey Jones fic. As fans of your work, we really hope you've enjoyed it thus far like we adore your art (especially of Casey, he's precious and must be protected at all costs 😭💕). Poor kid needs all the love and support he can get adjusting to his new future 🥺
OMG YES I LOVE YOUR FIC SM!!! I need to catch up bc I been so busy these past few weeks but PLEASE keep up the great work OMG
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nothanks98765 · 17 days
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Hello, I'm interested in your free past life tarot spread :)
Some basic info if needed:
19 yrs old, aquarius sun/moon, libra rising, initials: MM
thank you sm!
Hi there!! Thank you for reaching out and giving some added info, that always helps to apply some context 💕 I’m excited to be working with this spread and I appreciate you being open to the reading!
I’m going to send you a picture of the spread that way you can see some of the imagery I am referring to.
I want to preface this reading by saying there is a LOT going on here. I’m going to do my best to keep it detailed but not like, novel length (which it totally could be tbh there’s some heavy hitters that came up for you in this spread lol) If something in this reading resonates with you heavily let me know and I can elaborate on it a bit for you, and send you some resources on more in depth meanings of the cards and positions.
The card representing your past life is the Queen of Cups, and she is surrounded in all reversals. The Lovers reversed, Justice reversed, the Sun reversed, the Hermit reversed and the four of wands reversed.
From these placements I get the sense that your past life was one of comfort but also duty and care. The queen of cups has a strong caretaking presence to it, but not necessarily maternal. There’s a level of authority here as well. Something in the medical field, such a doctor or nurse, or scientific researcher could be this past life. Her work and her personality are very intertwined. The Queen of Cups also represents our emotional intelligence and represents our psychic abilities. We carry all our past lives with us at all times. Your intuition will be a point of great strength for you and you should always trust it, and work on developing it.
In my research on past lives, they show up for us in different ways. Some because we have a lesson to work through, some to lend us their energy, there are a lot of reasons. The justice reversed and lovers reversed shows me that there was an injustice present, and an un-winnable situation in the past that cost this life the direction it was headed towards (sun reversed). It seems to be showing up for you to get fulfillment and justice from the life you are living.
You should take some time to evaluate paths in your life, and who you are listening to. You have a libra rising, which is a great placement!! It’s often considered the “popular” placement. A lot of famous people have libra placements especially in rising. You can influence people in a positive manner, but they can also influence you. The justice card is also the tarot card for libra, and the way you interact with the world will be a powerful part of your life. You will be more able to steer the direction of your life than others. I believe this past life wants you to make better choices than she did, potentially keep a strong connection to community. The lovers reversed indicates a fracture of relationships for her, and she wants you to not forget to value relationships.
The pairing of the four of wands reversed and the hermit reversed are a gentle reminder that we never have to do anything a lone. If you have felt isolated in the past feel comforted in knowing you have community and loved ones and it’s never wrong to rely on others for support.
I hope you liked your reading! Let me know if you have follow up q’s ❤️
Just a note on your big 3- You are air dominant!!! You’ll be quick to move on from things, objective and intelligent. There’s a lot of power in having a dominating air placements. But there is also a lack of water, earth and fire. Make sure to check in with yourself often, as air placements tend to neglect their physical bodies. Your body is just as important as your mind! Leave room for self care 🦋
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rrxnjun · 1 year
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IM SORRY FOR ANSWERING SO SUPER LATE LIFE GOT SO HECTIC ALL OF THE SUDDEN☹️
STILL WITH THE TAKE THE STAIRS FIC U GAVE ME LIFE WITH IT ACTUALLY IT WAS SO NICE TO JUST TURN MY BRAIN OFF AND READ IT SO I THANK U FOR IT!! and like actually need a jaemin in my life istg!! AND THE SAME GOES FOR THE TEASER OF UR NEW CHENLE FIC!!! IT ALREADY SEEMS SO FUN!! SO EXCITED ABOUT IT!!! 🥳🤭
I AGREE I WOULD ALSO RATHER JUST GOOGLE THE END OF THE SHOW!!
AHH I HOPE U FOUND SOME ARTISTS SINCE THEN!!! AND THANK U SO MUCH FOR TAKING TIME OUT OF UR DAY AND TRANSLATING FOR ME!! IM SURE U ARE VERY BUSY AS WELL SO THANK U SO MUCH I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!!🥹🥹💝💓 and my god the lyrics are so☹️☹️☹️ it's just such a great song and now it even got so much better with understanding it!!!🥲
WELL IF IT DOES HAPPEN I WILL BE HERE XD parents smh /j (but like actually i understand them cuz traveling alone can be risky☹️) thank u i hope we will figure something out if it does happen🥹🥹
IM GLAD THAT U ARE DONE WITH ONE OF UR ESSAYS ALREADY!! AND I HOPE SINCE MY LAST ASK U STILL ARE DOING GOOD WITH UR SCHOOL WORK AND STUFF🥳
I LOVE UR POSTS THERE LMAO SO DONT BE SORRY and ofc i agree!!! zach was my fav from the why dont we boys🤭 OH MY I HAVENT HEARD ABOUT THE VAMPS IN AGES damn now i'm gonna go and listen to them😵‍💫(also saw that u turned into a treasure stan🫣 and ur take on jikjin!! it's such a great song glad u listened to it!!!)
(liebestraum anon💕 and sorry if i disappear again and for writing a lot i swear i will try and keep it short for once☹️)
AHH ITS TOTALLY OKAY!!!! cant say i didnt miss you but i ofc understand that u have your own life and responsibilities and such,, so dont worry about it🤍🤍 AND THANK U SM AGAIN!!!
DJDJSJ MY CHENLE FIC IS FUN BUT THEN IT GETS DEPRESSING REAL QUICK SO UHHH HOPE YOU'RE READY FOR SOME ANGST ;-; (also i started rewriting liebestraum. just thought i'd let you know<3)
im super glad u enjoyed my translation!! the lyrics are really screamable in my opinion,,, and i also hope i did them justice however i bet i did a better job than all of the ones i saw online :p its not the best artistic lyricism but i like it nonetheless DJSK sometimes u need simple songs to jam to.
travelling alone COULD be risky </3 me and my uni friends randomly travelled to vienna last week because it was warm out and we thought our seasonal depression was finally over and i love me some spontaneous decisions but also it was so anxiety inducing bc it was my first time going abroad with no supervision 😭😭 we had SO much fun but also the stress we were put through to find the bus platform back home ??? never again. was so bad that i broke my 5 month streak of not smoking bc i had to calm myself down somehow and then i was put through the stress of buying cigarettes in german when i caNT SPEAK GOOD GERMAN but 10/10 i would do it again and it made me more confident abt travelling with friends so i WILL drag my equally spontaneous uni friends to budapest as soon as i can. (please tell me they speak at least a little english there)
I AM ACTUALLY DONE W 4 ESSAYS NOW WHOOP WHOOP ‼‼‼ 4 MORE TO GO BUT IM DOING WELL NO STRESS SO FAR. HOPE YOUR SCHOOL IS GOING WELL TOO!
wait do u rlly bc i think im so annoying on there sometimes like girl chill😭😭 but ZACH WAS ALWAYS MY FAV TOO altho i did have a daniel phase. I havent listened to the vamps in ages either i should catch up or sum ;-;
omg dont mention the teumefication of bar i wont admit it to myself yet DHSKSK however jikjin is now my fav song and i fear seeing my 2023 spotify wrapped bc of it now. ive also been watching a concerning amount of treasure map and finding myself in love with jihoon but thats...not important rn.
ill be waiting for u liebestraum anon!!! dw abt sending long asks i always look forward to them🤍 hope your days are filled with joy mwah
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caruliaa · 2 years
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okay i am going to attempt to go to sleep and most likely fail horrendously but i thinknif i keep trying to go to sleep cartoonishly early (for me) then i will hopefully actually j start being able to sleep then SJSBSJJSz…. so anyway before i attempt this i would like to say that:33!!! you are soooo amazing dear like omg ok like reading ur asks today and whenever i read ur messages and stuff and just like. its always sooo joyful to meeee like omg i just love hearing from you and like the things u say and what u do like !!!! its so wonderful and i just rlly am so so happy and grateful to be yiur friend and get to know you andbyou are!!!! such a good friend !!!!!!!!! like as well as being such an amazing person ur then also someone who brings sm comfort and warmth to my life and ur j sooo thoughtful and considerate ;;;!!!!! and i really hope to be just as good to you and that i can be here for you and show u that i care and love u and stuff and yah:3333 i just love youuuu!! ilyyyy (hugs you like in ponyo if you like!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕💝💝💝💝💕💕💝💝💝💕💕)
yaya honestly thats is a v good plan tbh !!! and i hope it worked and u did sleep well love very VERYYY much unlike me HDGSFGJHDGJHA i got like abt three hours of sleep last night b4 randomly waking up at 5am my headache was NOT gone i had to take ibopruphen and then at 1pm i took a nap and woke up at 6 DFHDGGDF so that is NOTT good for my jetlag but like tbh i tihnk im jetlagged regardless so i mgiht as well get some rest were i can yk !!! anywayy omg omg ur so so sweet my belvoed u rly aree ;; like i am rly am soso glad and greatful that like my messages and asks and talking w my can bring u sm joy in ur day and that i can be a good friend to you and bring u sm happiness and comfort and warmth and be thoughtful and undertstanding you my love i rly am bc well i rly do want to !! both bc u deserve it sm and also jsut becuase like !! well i want to i rly do just want to help make ur life better and make u happier and be good to you i rly rly do my bleoved i hope you know that and i hope you knwo that you absoloutly are the same to me and always make feel soso loved and cared for and happy and glad whenever we talk and you just really are soso important and dear to me and i love you sosos muchh i rly rly do ;; !!!!! *hugs you back sososso much also like ponyo if u wish !!!* 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
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alexshenry · 2 years
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURIA!!! 🎉
on this day we thank the universe for sending us the president of the Patrick fan club! one of the funniest, most talented, sadistic, unhinged, horny people planet earth has ever seen
i hope you're having a good one so far! that you're showered with love and warmth and that it reminds you how adored & appreciated you are 🥺💕 i luv you sm noorieeee 🤍🤍🤍 there's a lot to like tbh but some of my favorites are your kind & generous heart and how insanely passionate you are abt what you enjoy including but not limited to bullying quan <3
im glad we bit the mortifying-ordeal-of-being-known bullet and finally interacted this year DJFJSKDNS you match my crazy sooo well bestie 🥰 its always an honor bombarding the dash with the Napat Jindapat Cutiepat Sunshinepat agenda together 🤝🏼 would go through brainrot era with you again, would attend Nuria's School of Hoecraft and Thotery again, would willingly be tortured by another angst masterpiece, would start another pokemon with u, and would find you a breakable bus stop in a heartbeat 😘
ANYWAY HAVE A GREAT DAY BBY U DESERVE IT! 😚😚💞
- @patspran
AYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESHEEEEEEEEE!!! omg thank you so much, my gorgeous gorgeous sunshine 🥺🥺 I'm so proud and thankful to be co-presidents of the Napat Jindapat Ruinedmylifepat fanclub with you - someone who is so wonderful, kind, understanding, lovely, incredible, and completely, terribly deranged just like me 🥺🥺🥺 bullying quanathan really is a fulltime task i'll gladly partake in 😌😌😌
I'm having a good day, baby! Thank you! I was trying to keep my birthday under wraps at work, (because ewww im so old now 😢) but some coworkers remembered and threw me a little party and 🥰 it was lovely.
I'm so happy we became friends, ayeesheeee, truly glad, i honestly cannot express just how much you mean to me. Not only do we put up with each other's crazy, but youre so wonderful to talk to about anything, and I hope you know just how much I appreciate you. I'm honored that I can be there to teach you the thot ways, you're an exemplary student in Hoecrafting, I've never been prouder of anybody in my life 😌😌
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY. THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THE SWEETEST MESSAGE MY LOVE <3333333
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moonkisseddelight · 2 years
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Pac: Your future spouse+ a letter from them.
This is my first PAC, so I'm kinda excited please look forward and comment which pile y'all got💕✨
Take deep breaths and select the pic that calls you the most. And this is a general reading so only take what resonates
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PILE 1
Your FS is someone that is indecisive and loves to party hard, you might even meet them at one. They love to work hard and achieve their goals. They keep on improving their skills and try to learn more about something that picques their interest. They are a very loyal person but at the same time might not open up to anyone or everyone. TW: They might've been bullied or backstabbed by some who was very close to them, this affected their self-esteem a lot but they did leave this person/situation. They're a go-getter too and intelligent af(almost a nerd,not the stereotypical one in movies). Due to all the bad incidents that happened in their life, they have become very cold and kinda emotionally unavailable and don't trust people easily.
Their Letter💌
Hi, uhmm... How are you, I hope ur doing great. I fell in love with you the moment I saw u at that event, gosh you looked so pretty in that dress and that perfume(I can still smell it). I have been through a lot and I know you have too but I feel like there are days when I just want to cry my heart out to you. It just feels overwhelming, I'm always cold to everyone but then u came and melted me. Can you please bake me that cake that you tried earlier but then we were fighting so I didn't eat it( ik it hurt you but I stayed stubborn and didn't eat it). I know I distance myself at times but I love you so much and I thank God for it every day.
Your honeysuckle
Extra messages: 'im sorry I didn't mean to hurt you', shorter than you, CEO/business owner, ambivert, sexy, funny, nerd,anxious, foreigner, tall
PILE 2
For some of you, this could be your bestfriend or someone you know. They could be going through a loss rn and are kinda sad. But I feel like they're mature enough to know that one day all of us are gonna die and instead of grieving all the time, the best you can do is move on. They're going through a transformation rn or could be moving out. They're actually very intuitive and are financial successful. So either they're divorced or widowed or its their mom or sister.
Their Letter 💌
Hey lover, how's life? Is it good or is it going downhill again, if it is then I hope you cheer up and stop worrying about those circumstances. Ahh what about that test/project you had? Do you think you'll get good results? So can you give me your time, you're always busy cause we can't meet up often. I miss you sm everyday and summer always reminds me of you. God that day of summer when we met, you looked so good! I was mesmerized and then the way you just blended and became the part of my life. Ik this isn't the right way to ask this, but will you marry me and have kids with me(furbabies are ok too) Let's go to a cafe and then maybe to an amusement park, oh right you wanted to learn that game right also u wanted to try bungee jumping too. Let's even go for a vacation this holiday, is it ok with you? I'm such a fool for you, I hope to meet you soon!!!
Your Lover/Baby.
Extra messages: 555, confident/intimidating, reads tarot, loves art/artist, mixed race, caring, religious,short, hates small places, atheist, family oriented, Ceo, introvert,loves junk food, extrovert
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dawbi · 3 years
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how would a love triangle between bakugo and todoroki go? i know you only said one character but this has been on my mind for a while 😣
hi hi !! omg no worries 💕 ahhh i see 👀 this is intriguing lol. see, i thought about this and it slowly turned to a poly relationship and i’m not even polyamorous 😂 but put me in a fucking harem and i just might sjahgahaal
anyways i tried thinking about it in a mature way as i think these boys would eventually. once they get passed the competitiveness & jealousy lol. i think they’d just want you to be happy with whoever you’d pick in the end 😌
phase 1 - fuck off, they’re mine
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the first and longest phase of this love triangle omg especially on bakugou’s end. i think bakugou would be the one to confront todoroki as he keeps seeing him getting close to you. “back off, crossbreed. you fucking dumb, stupid or dumb?” todoroki would literally be quiet and in shock that bakugou was noticing and from the fact that he’s pining for you too. “like hell i’d let you and y/n happen. consider this a warning.” now todoroki is not the type to cower so expect lots of confrontations between the two. “who are you to decide what happens? no one ever tell you superiority complexes aren’t a good look?” ahsgshjsk the sass 😭. kaminari and kirishima would try and ease the tension as best they can. passive aggressiveness around you and full on aggression when you’re not there lol.
phase 2 - kinda civil but not really
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ahhh the second phase. something tells me bakugou and todoroki would want to show you the good sides of them. and for this reason, they would chill out with aggression. both of them are always secretly waiting for you to talk to them or even just look their way. lots of glances from afar and heart beating fast when you get put on a team together. everything is great until they’re face to face with each other. “shit.” you’d start trying to figure out how to complete the assignment and todoroki would suggest “we should go right.” “left.” he’d turn towards bakugou already getting pissed off but then turns towards you. “where do you think we should go, y/n?” both of them would be waiting for your answer, wishing you’d be on their side. “hmm let’s turn right.” you reply heading in that direction. “see? i’m more compatible than you.” todoroki pls 😩
phase 3 - pact ??
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um they care about you sm ?? both are super observant and will notice when something is wrong. by this phase, they’ve already gotten used to each pining for you. doesn’t mean they want the other to end up with you. it’s just that they want to focus on you and how you view them individually. one day maybe something was really bothering you or someone, and it was just affecting everything you did. isolating yourself, talking less, or even your quirk was acting up. you’d think no one would notice, but oh these two do. “hey bakugou. did you see y/n?” “course i fucking did. something’s off.” these simps are worried even if they show it in different ways. would work together to try and be there for you. would ask you if you wanna talk and if you don’t want to, the door is still open for whenever 🥺
phase 4 - bodyguards that simp for you
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protective bois™️ whether you open up to them or not, they are both always watching out for you. “oi, prince zuko. some bastard is tryna pull something on y/n.” nooo not that nickname bakugou 😟 todoroki wouldn’t get it lol and just answer “on it.” this duo is there in 0.001 seconds and already threatening that person. “listen up dipshit. you wanna mess with somebody, we’re both here and ready.” hands already setting off sparks and fire. i would recommend they run for the hills tbh lol. if you get any romantic offers or attention, they’re both salty and pouty. together. “i wanna kick their ass.” “yeah, kinda has a punchable face.” they’re sulking and bonding ?? while you are focusing your attention on someone else. maybe obliviously or not intentionally but yeah they’re 🧂
final phase - me or him ??
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we have made it to the final phase, finally lol. this is when they’ve finally gotten over the fact that the other has strong feelings for you and has built a connection with you. phase 1 started with bakugou and final phase will be started by todoroki. he would pull bakugou aside to have a mature conversation that he plans on eventually confessing to you. and that he felt that it would be fair to let him know before he does. “i want to tell y/n how i feel. if you want to do the same, i’m not gonna stop you.” this time it’s bakugou’s turn to be silent. “whatever.” expect confessions in different ways and at different times. todoroki’s would be really sweet + straightforward while bakugou would beat around the bush a bit until he gets frustrated and just blurts it out lol. the important thing is, who would you choose ?? 👀
why did i make this so long i’m sorry 😭
credits to me for the first gif. i had to make it since i really wanted that scene but couldn’t find a gif 😭
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gardenerian · 3 years
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hi hi! i hope you’re doing well <3 it’s so lovely to see you be so uplifting and positive to everyone on here it truly feels like a safe space from all the negativity that you can sometimes stumble on to on this app <33
i also enjoy reading everything you write sm the garden fic was such a treat!! if you’re still taking prompts i’d love to see anything about these pictures 😭❤️❤️. maybe the boys reminiscing about the past/how long they’ve been together, the fact that they’re each other’s first loves (!!) etc etc? 💗💗💗💗
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hey there kre! you are so sweet, i’m glad my goofy little blog makes you smile! and thank you so much for sending this prompt! i put a bit of a spin on it... hope you like 💕
Mickey’s lounging on the couch, blissed out from an afternoon spent playing xbox and eating pizza rolls while Ian worked on the Gallagher house with Lip. Sleep is just about to pull him under when -
Ian chooses this moment to burst through the door, struggling over the threshold with a comically large box. Mickey sits up, rubbing the would-be sleep from his eyes and smirking as he watches Ian maneuver it into the apartment.
"No, don't get up, Mick," he calls sarcastically, "I got it. Didn't struggle to get this up here at all."
"You made it this far and all," Mickey teases. "Didn't wanna deprive you of your victory lap."
"You're - so generous," Ian pants, dropping the box unceremoniously on the floor and throwing himself on the couch beside Mickey. He tosses an arm over his face like he's just flopped over on a fainting sofa.
"Are you not going to tell me what's in this giant fuckin' box?"
"Shit from the house," Ian explains, voice muffled by his arm. "Lip packed up what no one else wanted, I thought we'd take a look."
"Oh great, I'll be sure to thank Lip for all the trash he saved for us."
Ian just chuckles and hauls himself upright, pulling the box closer and popping it open. Together they poke around in the remains of a life in the Gallagher house.
A hand mixer with only one beater.
A bag of aquarium rocks.
Old textbooks, passed down from sister to brother and onward.
And stacked between them: a photo album, thin and worn. Ian frowns as he picks it up.
"I don't recognize this," he says, laying it in his lap and running his fingers over the cover. He opens it gently and gasps at the first photo that greets him.
Mickey never met her, never got more than a glimpse of her as she tore through the neighborhood, but he knows Monica Gallagher by the crinkles of her face as she smiles up at him.
She beams at the camera, holding a baby in her arms - and Mickey knows without reading the notes scribbled underneath that it's Ian.
"Wow," Ian breathes, tracing Monica's face with his fingers. Mickey reaches a hand forward, lightly touching baby Ian's head. There he is.
There are only a few photos in the album - mostly combinations of Lip and Fiona holding Ian. They don't look at the camera; their gazes remain firmly on Ian.
There aren't any photos after this day. The shine must have worn off on the domestic bliss after that.
"No one wanted to keep this?" Mickey asks, suddenly sad that Lip had tossed these moments in a box of garbage. Ian's first day alive.
"They probably didn't see it," Ian guesses. "Family photos are few and far between. You know how it is. Not like now, where we all have hundreds of Franny or Fred pictures on our phones."
Mickey does know how it is.
Did anyone capture his first day in the world? He tries to conjure images of Iggy's chubby fingers reaching to hold him, of his mother smiling down at him. Birthday parties, first days of school. Did his first steps go unnoticed? Did anyone clap?
"I don't remember anyone even taking my picture until -"
Until Ian.
He thinks his mother must have, at least in those early days, maybe on some disposable camera. Maybe he just wants to think that. And if she did, that was all. They never made it to a frame. He never saw his younger self grinning down at him from the mantel.
But with Ian, he remembers.
During that summer before everything went to shit, he remembers Ian watching him. Then he'd surreptitiously hold up his phone, trying to snap candids of Mickey as they roamed around the neighborhood, drank beers at the dugouts, or lounged at the Milkovich house.
Mickey noticed him every time, but chose to let Ian have it. Chose to let himself be watched and seen. Sometimes he acquiesced to a fucking selfie, screwing up his face and pressing in close to Ian.
Those photos are mostly gone now, another victim of those lost years. There weren't any real photos of them together until they'd left prison. Ten years of history, existing only in the minds of those who lived it.
"I wish there were more," Ian says a little sadly. "Pictures of you. Of us. As kids."
"They'd be shitty, man," Mickey tries to joke. It comes out flat and bitter. "We'd have black eyes and dirty fuckin' faces in most of them. Don't need pictures of that."
"What do you think our photo album would have been," Ian asks, "if we'd grown up in a normal place? With normal parents?"
"I dunno," Mickey answers. He doesn't really like to think this way: what's done is done. But he indulges Ian a little. "Prom photos?"
"You never would have gone to prom," he laughs. "Parties, though. We would have gone to parties together. Costume parties, maybe?"
"Pool parties, eh? Fuckin' tailgates, or those lame high school house parties? With the red cups and shit."
"Graduation parties."
"Yeah, maybe."
"We would have had a lot of fun," Ian sighs.
"We did have a lot fun."
Ian leans over and kisses him swiftly, soundly.
"You're right," he says, still hovering by Mickey's lips. "I do wish I had pictures of us. Young, silly - safe. But I'm glad things are how they are."
"Yeah?" He leans in for another kiss, then pulls Ian into his side.
"Yeah," Ian tells him. "I don't need the pictures. I remember it. The Kash and Grab, the bleachers. I remember all of it."
Mickey hums happily, warmth spreading to his toes. "Me, too."
They're quiet for a moment, until:
"We have wedding photos," Ian says, clearly on the cusp of a very earnest train of thought.
"We do," Mickey agrees.
"That's - that's really special, Mick. And it's kinda the start, right? We have family photos now. We could start making albums of our own."
"You wanna stuff a bunch of photos in a book you'll probably never look at again?"
"Fine," Ian relents, "but we should start framing some, hang them up."
Mickey stills for a moment, considering. Photos of him, his life, on the walls of his home. The permanence of it settles warmly in his belly.
"Yeah," he says, kissing the top of Ian's head. "We should."
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